I\'llkillher，EllenDean，ifyoulethercomeintomysightagain!\'
Haretontried，underhisbreath，topersuadehertogo。
`Dragheraway!\'hecriedsavagely。`Areyoustayingtotalk？\'
Andheapproachedtoexecutehisowncommand。
`He\'llnotobeyyou，wickedman，anymore，\'saidCatherine；`andhe\'llsoondetestyouasmuchasIdo。\'
\"Wisht!wisht!\'mutteredtheyoungmanreproachfully。`Iwillnothearyouspeaksotohim。Havedone。\'
`Butyouwon\'tlethimstrikeme？\'shecried。`Come，then，\'hewhisperedearnestly。Itwastoolate:Heathcliffhadcaughtholdofher。
`Nowyougo!\'hesaidtoEarnshaw。`Accursedwitch!thistimeshehasprovokedmewhenIcouldnotbearit；andI\'llmakeherrepentitforever!\'
Hehadhishandinherhair；Haretonattemptedtoreleasethelocks，entreatinghimnottohurtherthatonce。Heathcliff\'sblackeyesflashed；heseemedreadytotearCatherineinpieces，andIwasjustworkeduptoriskcomingtotherescue，whenofasuddenhisfingersrelaxed；
heshiftedhisgraspfromherheadtoherarm，andgazedintentlyinherface。Thenhedrewhishandoverhiseyes，stoodamomenttocollecthimselfapparently，andturninganewtoCatherine，saidwithassumedcalmness:
`Youmustlearntoavoidputtingmeinapassion，orIshallreallymurderyousometime!GowithMrsDean，andkeepwithher；andconfineyourinsolencetoherears。AstoHaretonEarnshaw，ifIseehimlistentoyou，I\'llsendhimseekinghisbreadwherehecangetit!Yourlovewillmakehimanoutcastandabeggar。Nelly，takeher；andleavemeallofyou!Leaveme!\'
Iledmyyoungladyout:shewastoogladofherescapetoresist；
theotherfollowed，andMrHeathcliffhadtheroomtohimselftilldinner。
IhadcounselledCatherinetogethersupstairs；but，assoonasheperceivedhervacantseat，hesentmetocallher。Hespoketononeofus，ateverylittle，andwentoutdirectlyafterwards，intimatingthatheshouldnotreturnbeforeevening。
Thetwonewfriendsestablishedthemselvesinthehouseduringhisabsence；whenIheardHaretonsternlycheckhiscousin，onherofferingarevelationofherfather-in-law\'sconducttohisfather。Hesaidhewouldn\'tsufferawordtobeutteredtohim，inhisdisparagement:ifhewerethedevil，itdidn\'tsignify:hewouldstandbyhim；andhe\'drathershewouldabusehimself，assheusedto，thanbeginonMrHeathcliff。Catherinewaswaxingcrossatthis；buthefoundmeanstomakeherholdhertongue，byaskinghowshewouldlikehimtospeakillofherfather？andthenshecomprehendedthatEarnshawtookthemaster\'sreputationhometohimself；
andwasattachedbytiesstrongerthanreasoncouldbreak——chains，forgedbyhabit，whichitwouldbecrueltoattempttoloosen。Sheshowedagoodheart，thenceforth，inavoidingbothcomplaintsandexpressionsofantipathyconcerningHeathcliff；andconfessedtomehersorrowthatshehadendeavouredtoraiseabadspiritbetweenhimandHareton:indeed，Idon\'tbelieveshehaseverbreathedasyllable，inthelatter\'shearing，againstheroppressorsince。
`Whenthisslightdisagreementwasover，theywerethickagain，andasbusyaspossibleintheirseveraloccupationsofpupilandteacher。
Icameintositwiththem，afterIhaddonemywork；andIfeltsosoothedandcomfortedtowatchthem，thatIdidnotnoticehowtimegoton。Youknow，theybothappearedinameasuremychildren:Ihadlongbeenproudofone；andnow，Iwassure，theotherwouldbeasourceofequalsatisfaction。
Hishonest，warm，andintelligentnatureshookoffrapidlythecloudsofignoranceanddegradationinwhichithadbeenbred；andCatherine\'ssincerecommendationsactedasaspurtohisindustry。Hisbrighteningmindbrightenedhisfeatures，andaddedspiritandnobilitytotheiraspect:IcouldhardlyfancyitthesameindividualIhadbeheldonthedayIdiscoveredmylittleladyat`WutheringHeights，afterherexpeditiontotheCrags。`WhileI
admiredandtheylaboured，duskgrewon，andwithitreturnedthemaster。
Hecameuponusquiteunexpectedly，enteringbythefrontway，andhadafullviewofthewholethree，erewecouldraiseourheadstoglanceathim。Well，Ireflected，therewasneverapleasanter，ormoreharmlesssight；anditwillbeaburningshametoscoldthem。Theredfirelightglowedontheirtwobonnyheads，andrevealedtheirfacesanimatedwiththeeagerinterestofchildren；for，——thoughhewastwenty-threeandsheeighteen，eachhadsomuchofnoveltytofeelandlearn，thatneitherexperiencednorevincedthesentimentsofsoberdisenchantedmaturity。
Theyliftedtheireyestogether，toencounterMrHeathcliff:perhapsyouhaveneverremarkedthattheireyesarepreciselysimilar，andtheyarethoseofCatherineEarnshaw。ThepresentCatherinehasnootherlikenesstoher，exceptabreadthofforehead，andacertainarchofthenostrilthatmakesherappearratherhaughty，whethershewillornot。`WithHaretontheresemblanceiscarriedfurther:itissingularatalltimes，thenitwasparticularlystriking；becausehissenseswerealert，andhismentalfacultieswakenedtounwontedactivity。IsupposethisresemblancedisarmedMrHeathcliff:hewalkedtothehearthinevidentagitation；butitquicklysubsidedashelookedattheyoungman:or，Ishouldsay，altereditscharacter；
foritwasthereyet。Hetookthebookfromhishand，andglancedattheopenpage，thenreturneditwithoutanyobservation；merelysigningCatherineaway:hercompanionlingeredverylittlebehindher，andIwasabouttodepartalso，buthebidmesitstill。
`Itisapoorconclusion，isitnot？\'heobserved，havingbroodedawhileonthescenehehadjustwitnessed:`anabsurdterminationtomyviolentexertions？Igetleversandmattockstodemolishthetwohouses，andtrainmyselftobecapableofworkinglikeHercules，andwheneverythingisreadyandinmypower，Ifindthewilltoliftaslateoffeitherroofhasvanished!Myoldenemieshavenotbeatenme；nowwouldbetheprecisetimetorevengemyselfontheirrepresentatives:Icoulddoit；andnonecouldhinderme。Butwhereistheuse？Idon\'tcareforstriking；Ican\'ttakethetroubletoraisemyhand!ThatsoundsasifIhadbeenlabouringthewholetimeonlytoexhibitafinetraitofmagnanimity。Itisfarfrombeingthecase:Ihavelostthefacultyofenjoyingtheirdestruction，andIamtooidletodestroyfornothing。
`Nelly，thereisastrangechangeapproaching:I\'minitsshadowatpresent。Itakesolittleinterestinmydailylife，thatIhardlyremembertoeatanddrink。Thosetwowhohavelefttheroomaretheonlyobjectswhichretainadistinctmaterialappearancetome；andthatappearancecausesmepain，amountingtoagony。AboutherIwon\'tspeak；andIdon\'tdesiretothink；butIearnestlywishshewereinvisible:herpresenceinvokesonlymaddeningsensations。Hemovesmedifferently:andyetifIcoulddoitwithoutseeminginsane，I\'dneverseehimagain。You\'llperhapsthinkmeratherinclinedtobecomeso，\'headded，makinganefforttosmile，`ifItrytodescribethethousandformsofpastassociationsandideasheawakensorembodies。Butyou\'llnottalkofwhatItellyou；andmymindissoeternallysecludedinitself，itistemptingatlasttoturnitouttoanother。
`Fiveminutesago，Haretonseemedapersonificationofmyyouth，notahumanbeing:Ifelttohiminsuchavarietyofways，thatitwouldhavebeenimpossibletohaveaccostedhimrationally。Inthefirstplace，hisstartlinglikenesstoCatherineconnectedhimfearfullywithher。That，however，whichyoumaysupposethemostpotenttoarrestmyimagination，isactuallytheleast:forwhatisnotconnectedwithhertome？andwhatdoesnotrecallher？Icannotlookdowntothisfloor，butherfeaturesareshapedintheflags!Ineverycloud，ineverytree——fillingtheairatnight，andcaughtbyglimpsesineveryobjectbyday——Iamsurroundedwithherimage!Themostordinaryfacesofmenandwomen——myownfeatures——mockmewitharesemblance。Theentireworldisadreadfulcollectionofmemorandathatshedidexist，andthatIhavelosther!Well，Hareton\'saspectwastheghostofmyimmortallove；ofmywildendeavourstoholdmyright；
mydegradation，mypride，myhappiness，andmyanguish:
`Butitisfrenzytorepeatthesethoughtstoyou:onlyitwillletyouknowwhy，withareluctancetobealwaysalone，hissocietyisnobenefit；ratheranaggravationoftheconstanttormentIsuffer；anditpartlycontributestorendermeregardlesshowheandhiscousingoontogether。Icangivethemnoattention，anymore。
`Butwhatdoyoumeanbyachange，MrHeathcliff？\'Isaid，alarmedathismanner:thoughhewasneitherindangeroflosinghissenses，nordying，accordingtomyjudgment；hewasquitestrongandhealthy:and，astohisreason，fromchildhoodhehadadelightindwellingondarkthings，andentertainingoddfancies。Hemighthavehadamonomaniaonthesubjectofhisdepartedidol；butoneveryotherpointhiswitswereassoundasmine。
`Ishallnotknowthattillitcomes，\'hesaid，`I\'monlyhalfconsciousofitnow。
`Youhavenofeelingsofillness，haveyou？\'Iasked。
`No，Nelly，Ihavenot，\'heanswered。
`Thenyouarenotafraidofdeath？\'Ipursued。
`Afraid？No!\'hereplied。`Ihaveneitherafear，norapresentiment，norahopeofdeath。WhyshouldI？`Withmyhardconstitutionandtemperatemodeofliving，andunperilousoccupations，Ioughtto，andprobablyshall，remainabovegroundtillthereisscarcelyablackhaironmyhead。AndyetIcannotcontinueinthiscondition!Ihavetoremindmyselftobreathe——almosttoremindmyhearttobeat!Anditislikebendingbackastiffspring；
itisbycompulsionthatIdotheslightestactnotpromptedbyonethought；
andbycompulsionthatInoticeanythingaliveordead，whichisnotassociatedwithoneuniversalidea。Ihaveasinglewish，andmywholebeingandfacultiesareyearningtoattainIt。Theyhaveyearnedtowardsitsolong，andsounwaveringly，thatI\'mconvinceditwillbereached——andsoon——becauseithasdevouredmyexistence:Iamswallowedupintheanticipationofitsfulfilment。Myconfessionshavenotrelievedme；buttheymayaccountforsomeotherwiseunaccountablephasesofhumourwhichIshow。OGod!
Itisalongfight，Iwishitwereover!\'
Hebegantopacetheroom，mutteringterriblethingstohimself，tillIwasinclinedtobelieve，ashesaidJosephdid，thatconsciencehadturnedhishearttoanearthlyhell。Iwonderedgreatlyhowitwouldend。Thoughheseldombeforehadrevealedthisstateofmind，evenbylooks，itwashishabitualmood，Ihadnodoubt:heassertedithimself；butnotasoul，fromhisgeneralbearing，wouldhaveconjecturedthefact。Youdidnotwhenyousawhim，MrLockwood:andattheperiodofwhichIspeakhewasjustthesameasthen；onlyfonderofcontinuedsolitude，andperhapsstillmorelaconicincompany。
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yethewouldnotconsentformallytoexcludeHaretonandCathy。Hehadanaversiontoyieldingsocompletelytohisfeelings，choosingrathertoabsenthimself；andeatingonceintwenty-fourhoursseemedsufficientsustenanceforhim。
Onenight，afterthefamilywereinbed，Iheardhimgodownstairs，andoutatthefrontdoor。Ididnothearhimre-enter，andinthemorningIfoundhewasstillaway。WewereinAprilthen:theweatherwassweetandwarm，thegrassasgreenasshowersandsuncouldmakeit，andthetwodwarfappletreesnearthesouthernwallinfullbloom。Afterbreakfast，Catherineinsistedonmybringingachairandsittingwithmyworkunderthefirtreesattheendofthehouse；andshebeguiledHareton，whohadperfectlyrecoveredfromhisaccident，todigandarrangeherlittlegarden，whichwasshiftedtothatcornerbytheinfluenceofJoseph\'scomplaints。
Iwascomfortablyrevellinginthespringfragrancearound，andthebeautifulsoftblueoverhead，whenmyyounglady，whohadrundownnearthegatetoprocuresomeprimroserootsforaborder，returnedonlyhalfladen，andinformedusthatMrHeathcliffwascomingin。`Andhespoketome，\'
sheadded，withaperplexedcountenance。
\"Whatdidhesay？\'askedHareton。
`HetoldmetobegoneasfastasIcould，\'sheanswered。`ButhelookedsodifferentfromhisusuallookthatIstoppedamomenttostareathim。\'
`How？\'heinquired。
`Why，almostbrightandcheerful。No，almostnothing——verymuchexcited，andwildandglad!\'shereplied。
`Nightwalkingamuseshim，then，\'Iremarked，affectingacarelessmanner:inrealityassurprisedasshewas，andanxioustoascertainthetruthofherstatement；fortoseethemasterlookinggladwouldnotbeaneverydayspectacle。Iframedanexcusetogoin。Heathcliffstoodattheopendoor，hewaspale，andhetrembled:yet，certainly，hehadastrange，joyfulglitterinhiseyes，thatalteredtheaspectofhiswholeface。
`Willyouhavesomebreakfast？\'Isaid。`Youmustbehungry，ramblingaboutallnight!\'Iwantedtodiscoverwherehehadbeen，butIdidnotliketoaskdirectly。
`No，I\'mnothungry，\'heanswered，avertinghishead，andspeakingrathercontemptuously，asifheguessedIwastryingtodivinetheoccasionofhisgoodhumour。
Ifeltperplexed:Ididn\'tknowwhetheritwerenotaproperopportunitytoofferabitofadmonition。
`Idon\'tthinkitrighttowanderoutofdoors，\'Iobserved，`insteadofbeinginbed:itisnotwise，atanyrate，thismoistseason。Idaresayyou\'llcatchabadcold，orafever:youhavesomethingthematterwithyounow!\'
`NothingbutwhatIcanbear，\'hereplied；`andwiththegreatestpleasure，providedyou\'llleavemealone；getin，anddon\'tannoyme。\'
Iobeyed:and，inpassing，Inoticedhebreathedasfastasacat。
`Yes!\'Ireflectedtomyself，`weshallhaveafitofillness。
Icannotconceivewhathehasbeendoing。\'
Thatnoonhesatdowntodinnerwithus，andreceivedaheaped-upplatefrommyhands，asifheintendedtomakeamendsforpreviousfasting。
`I\'veneithercoldnorfever，Nelly，\'heremarked，inallusiontomymorning\'sspeech；`andI\'mreadytodojusticetothefoodyougiveme。
Hetookhisknifeandfork，andwasgoingtocommenceeating，whentheinclinationappearedtobecomesuddenlyextinct。Helaidthemonthetable，lookedeagerlytowardsthewindow，thenroseandwentout。
`Wesawhimwalkingtoandfrointhegardenwhileweconcludedourmeal，andEarnshawsaidhe\'dgoandaskwhyhewouldnotdine:hethoughtwehadgrievedhimsomeway。
`Well，ishecoming？\'criedCatherine，whenhercousinreturned。
`Nay，\'heanswered；`buthe\'snotangry:heseemedrareandpleasedindeed；onlyImadehimimpatientbyspeakingtohimtwice；andthenhebidmebeofftoyou:hewonderedhowIcouldwantthecompanyofanybodyelse。\'
Isethisplatetokeepwarmonthefender；andafteranhourortwohere-entered，whentheroomwasclear，innodegreecalmer:thesameunnatural——itwasunnatural——appearanceofjoyunderhisblackbrows；
thesamebloodlesshue，andhisteethvisible，nowandthen，inakindofsmile；hisframeshivering，notasoneshiverswithchillorweakness，butasatight-stretchedcordvibrates——astrongthrilling，ratherthantrembling。
Iwillaskwhatisthematter，Ithought；orwhoshould？AndI
exclaimed:
`Haveyouheardanygoodnews，MrHeathcliff？Youlookuncommonlyanimated。\'
`Whereshouldgoodnewscomefromtome？\'hesaid。`I\'manimatedwithhunger；and，seemingly，Imustnoteat。\'
`Yourdinnerishere，\'Ireturned；`whywon\'tyougetit？\'
`Idon\'twantitnow；\'hemutteredhastily；`I\'llwaittillsupper。
And，Nelly，onceforall，letmebegyoutowarnHaretonandtheotherawayfromme。Iwishtobetroubledbynobody:Iwishtohavethisplacetomyself。\'
`Istheresomenewreasonforthisbanishment？\'Iinquired。`Tellmewhyyouaresoqueer，MrHeathcliff？`Wherewereyoulastnight？I\'mnotputtingthequestionthroughidlecuriosity，but——\'
`Youareputtingthequestionthroughveryidlecuriosity，\'heinterrupted，withalaugh。`YetI\'llanswerit。LastnightIwasonthethresholdofhell。Today，Iamwithinsightofmyheaven。Ihavemyeyesonit:hardlythreefeettoseverme!Andnowyou\'dbettergo!You\'llneitherseenorhearanythingtofrightenyou，ifyourefrainfromprying。\'
Havingsweptthehearthandwipedthetable，Ideparted；moreperplexedthanever。
Hedidnotquitthehouseagainthatafternoon，andnooneintrudedonhissolitude；till，ateighto\'clock，Ideemeditproper，thoughunsummoned，tocarryacandleandhissuppertohim。Hewasleaningagainsttheledgeofanopenlattice，butnotlookingout:hisfacewasturnedtotheinteriorgloom。Thefirehadsmoulderedtoashes；theroomwasfilledwiththedamp，mildairofthecloudyevening；andsostill，thatnotonlythemurmurofthebeckdownGimmertonwasdistinguishable，butitsripplesanditsgurglingoverthepebbles，orthroughthelargestoneswhichitcouldnotcover。Iutteredanejaculationofdiscontentatseeingthedismalgrate，andcommencedshuttingthecasements，oneafteranother，tillIcametohis。
`MustIclosethis？\'Iasked，inordertorousehim；forhewouldnotstir。
ThelightflashedonhisfeaturesasIspoke。Oh，MrLockwood，IcannotexpresswhataterriblestartIgotbythemomentaryview!Thosedeepblackeyes!Thatsmile，andghastlypaleness!Itappearedtome，notMrHeathcliff，butagoblin；and，inmyterror，Iletthecandlebendtowardsthewall，anditleftmeindarkness。
`Yes，closeit，\'hereplied，inhisfamiliarvoice。`There，thatispureawkwardness!Whydidyouholdthecandlehorizontally？Bequick，andbringanother。\'
Ihurriedoutinafoolishstateofdread，andsaidtoJoseph:
`Themasterwishesyoutotakehimalightandrekindlethefire。\'
ForIdarenotgoinmyselfagainjustthen。
Josephrattledsomefireintotheshovel，andwent；buthebroughtitbackimmediately，withthesuppertrayinhisotherhand，explainingthatMrHeathcliffwasgoingtobed，andhewantednothingtoeattillmorning。Weheardhimmountthestairsdirectly；hedidnotproceedtohisordinarychamber，butturnedintothatwiththepanelledbed:itswindow，asImentionedbefore，iswideenoughforanybodytogetthrough；anditstruckmethatheplottedanothermidnightexcursion，ofwhichhehadratherwehadnosuspicion。
`Isheaghouloravampire？\'Imused。Ihadreadofsuchhideousincarnatedemons。AndthenIsetmyselftoreflecthowIhadtendedhimininfancy，andwatchedhimgrowtoyouth，andfollowedhimalmostthroughhiswholecourse；andwhatabsurdnonsenseitwastoyieldtothatsenseofhorror。`Butwheredidhecomefrom，thelittledarkthing，harbouredbyagoodmantohisbane？\'mutteredSuperstition，asIdozedintounconsciousness。
AndIbegan，halfdreaming，towearymyselfwithimaginingsomefitparentageforhim；and，repeatingmywakingmeditations，Itrackedhisexistenceoveragain，withgrimvariations；atlast，picturinghisdeathandfuneral:
ofwhich，allIcanrememberis，beingexceedinglyvexedathavingthetaskofdictatinganinscriptionforhismonument，andconsultingthesextonaboutit；and，ashehadnosurname，andwecouldnot`tellhisage，wewereobligedtocontentourselveswiththesingleword，`Heathcliff\'。Thatcametrue:wewere。Ifyouenterthekirkyard，you\'llreadonhisheadstone，onlythat，andthedateofhisdeath。
Dawnrestoredmetocommonsense。Irose，andwentintothegarden，assoonasIcouldsee，toascertainiftherewereanyfootmarksunderhiswindow。Therewerenone。`Hehasstayedathome~ought，`andhe\'llbeallrighttoday。\'Ipreparedbreakfastforthehousehold，aswasmyusualcustom，buttoldHaretonandCatherinetogettheirserethemastercamedown，forhelaylate。Theypreferredtakingitoutofdoors，underthetrees，andIsetalittletabletoaccommodatethem。
Onmyre-entrance，IfoundMrHeathcliffbelow。HeandJosephwereconversingaboutsomefarmingbusiness；hegaveclear，minutedirectionsconcerningthematterdiscussed，buthespokerapidly，andturnedhisheadcontinuallyaside，andhadthesameexcitedexpression，evenmoreexaggerated。
`WhenJosephquittedtheroomhetookhisseatintheplacehegenerallychose，andIputabasinofcoffeebeforehim。Hedrewitnearer，andthenrestedhisarmsonthetable，andlookedattheoppositewall，asIsupposed，surveyingoneparticularportion，upanddown，withglittering，restlesseyes，andwithsucheagerinterestthathestoppedbreathingduringhalfaminutetogether。
`Comenow，Iexclaimed，pushingsomebreadagainsthishand，`eatanddrinkthat，whileitishot:ithasbeenwaitingnearanhour。\'
Hedidn\'tnoticeme，andyethesmiled。I\'dratherhaveseenhimgnashhisteeththansmileso。
`MrHeathcliff!master!\'Icried，`don\'t，forGod\'ssake，stareasifyousawanunearthlyvision。\'
`Don\'t，forGod\'ssake，shoutsoloud，\'hereplied。`Turnround，andtellme，arewebyourselves？\'
`Ofcourse，\'wasmyanswer；`ofcourseweare。\'
StillIinvoluntarilyobeyedhim，asifIwerenotquitesure。
`Withasweepofhishandheclearedavacantspaceinfrontamongthebreakfastthings，andleantforwardtogazemoreathisease。
Now，Iperceivedhewasnotlookingatthewall；forwhenIregardedhimalone，itseemedexactlythathegazedatsomethingwithintwoyards\'
distance。Andwhateveritwas，itcommunicated，apparently，bothpleasureandpaininexquisiteextremes:atleasttheanguished，yetraptured，expressionofhiscountenancesuggestedthatidea。Thefanciedobjectwasnotfixed:
eitherhiseyespursueditwithunwearieddiligence，and，eveninspeakingtome，wereneverweanedaway。Ivainlyremindedhimofhisprotractedabstinencefromfood:ifhestirredtotouchanythingincompliancewithmyentreaties，ifhestretchedhishandouttogetapieceofbread，hisfingersclenchedbeforetheyreachedit，andremainedonthetable，forgetfuloftheiraim。
Isat，amodelofpatience，tryingtoattracthisabsorbedattentionfromitsengrossingspeculation；tillhegrewirritable，andgot——up，askingwhyIwouldnotallowhimtohavehisowntimeintakinghismeals？andsayingthatonthenextoccasion，Ineedn\'twait:Imightsetthethingsdownandgo。Havingutteredthesewordsheleftthehouse，slowlysauntereddownthegardenpath，anddisappearedthroughthegate。
Thehourscreptanxiouslyby:anothereveningcame。Ididnotretiretoresttilllate，andwhenIdid，Icouldnotsleep。Hereturnedaftermidnight，and，insteadofgoingtobed，shuthimselfintotheroombeneath。Ilistened，andtossedabout，and，finally，dressedanddescended。
Itwastooirksometolieupthere，harassingmybrainwithahundredidlemisgivings。
IdistinguishedMrHeathcliff\'sstep，restlesslymeasuringthefloor，andhefrequentlybrokethesilencebyadeepinspiration，resemblingagroan。Hemuttereddetachedwordsalso；theonlyoneIcouldcatchwasthenameofCatherine，coupledwithsomewildtermofendearmentorsuffering；
andspokenasonewouldspeaktoapersonpresent:lowandearnest，andwrungfromthedepthofhissoul。Ihadnotcouragetowalkstraightintotheapartment；butIdesiredtodiverthimfromhisreverie，andthereforefellfoulofthekitchenfire，stirredit，andbegantoscrapethecinders。
ItdrewhimforthsoonerthanIexpected。Heopenedthedoorimmediately，andsaid:
`Nelly，comehere——isitmorning？Comeinwithyourlight。\'
`Itisstrikingfour，\'Ianswered。`Youwantacandletotakeupstairs:youmighthavelitoneatthisfire。\'
`No，Idon\'twishtogoupstairs，\'hesaid。`Comein，andkindlemeafire，anddoanythingthereistodoabouttheroom。\'
`Imustblowthecoalsredfirst，beforeIcancarryany，\'Ireplied，gettingachairandthebellows。
Heroamedtoandfro，meantime，inastateapproachingdistraction；
hisheavysighssucceedingeachothersothickastoleavenospaceforcommonbreathingbetween。
\"WhendaybreaksI\'llsendforGreen，\'hesaid；`IwishtomakesomelegalinquiriesofhimwhileIcanbestowathoughtonthosematters，andwhileIcanactcalmly。Ihavenotwrittenmywillyet；andhowtoleavemypropertyIcannotdetermine。IwishIcouldannihilateitfromthefaceoftheearth。\'
`Iwouldnottalkso，MrHeathcliff，\'Iinterposed。`Letyourwillbeawhile:you\'llbesparedtorepentofyourmanyinjusticesyet。
Ineverexpectedthatyournerveswouldbedisordered:theyare，atpresent，marvellouslyso，however；andalmostentirelythroughyourownfault。Thewayyou\'vepassedthesethreelastdaysmightknockupaTitan。Dotakesomefood，andsomerepose。Youneedonlylookatyourselfinaglasstoseehowyourequireboth。Yourcheeksarehollow，andyoureyesbloodshot，likeapersonstarvingwithhungerandgoingblindwithlossofsleep。\'
`ItisnotmyfaultthatIcannoteatorrest，\'hereplied。`I
assureyouitisthroughnosettleddesigns。I\'lldobothassoonasI
possiblycan。Butyoumightaswellbidamanstrugglinginthewaterrestwithinarm\'slengthoftheshore!Imustreachitfirst，andthenI\'llrest。Well，nevermindMrGreen:astorepentingofmyinjustices，I\'vedonenoinjustice，andIrepentofnothing。I\'mtoohappy；andyetI\'mnothappyenough。Mysoul\'sblisskillsmybody，butdoesnotsatisfyitself。\'
`Happy，master？\'Icried。`Strangehappiness!Ifyouwouldhearmewithoutbeingangry，Imightoffersomeadvicethatwouldmakeyouhappier。
\"Whatisthat？\'heasked。`Giveit。\'
`Youareaware，MrHeathcliff，\'Isaid，`thatfromthetimeyouwerethirteenyearsold，youhavelivedaselfish，unchristianlife；andprobablyhardlyhadaBibleinyourhandsduringallthatperiod。Youmusthaveforgottenthecontentsofthebook，andyoumaynothavespacetosearchitnow。Coulditbehurtfultosendforsomeone——someministerofanydenomination，itdoesnotmatterwhich——toexplainit，andshowyouhowveryfaryouhaveerredfromitsprecepts；andhowunfityouwillbeforitsheaven，unlessachangetakesplace`beforeyoudie？\'
`I\'mratherobligedthanangry，Nelly，\'hesaid，`foryouremindmeofthemannerthatIdesiretobeburiedin。Itistobecarriedtothechurchyardintheevening。YouandHaretonmay，ifyouplease，accompanyme:andmind，particularly，tonoticethatthesextonobeysmydirectionsconcerningthetwocoffins!Noministerneedcome；norneedanythingbesaidoverme——ItellyouIhavenearlyattainedmyheaven；andthatofothersisaltogetherunvaluedanduncoveredbyme。
`Andsupposingyouperseveredinyourobstinatefast，anddiedbythatmeans，andtheyrefusedtoburyyouintheprecinctsofthekirk？\'
Isaid，shockedathisgodlessindifference。`Howwouldyoulikeit？\'
`Theywon\'tdothat，\'hereplied:`iftheydid，youmusthavemeremovedsecretly:andifyouneglectityoushallprove，practically，thatthedeadarenotannihilated!\'
Assoonasheheardtheothermembersofthefamilystirringheretiredtohisden，andIbreathedfreer。Butintheafternoon，whileJosephandHaretonwereattheirwork，hecameintothekitchenagain，and，withawildlook，bidmecomeandsitinthehouse:hewantedsomebodywithhim。Ideclined:tellinghimplainlythathisstrangetalkandmannerfrightenedme，andIhadneitherthenervenorthewilltobehiscompanionalone。
`Ibelieveyouthinkmeafiend，\'hesaid，withhisdismallaugh:
somethingtoohorribletoliveunderadecentroof。\'ThenturningtoCatherine，whowasthere，andwhodrewbehindmeathisapproach，headded，halfsneeringly——`Willyoucome，chuck？I\'llnothurtyou。No!toyouI\'vemademyselfworsethanthedevil。Well，thereisonewhowon\'tshrinkfrommycompany!ByGod!she\'srelentless。Oh，damnit!It\'sunutterablytoomuchforfleshandbloodtobear——evenmine。\'
Hesolicitedthesocietyofnoonemore。Atdusk，hewentintohischamber。Throughthewholenight，andfarintothemorning，weheardhimgroaningandmurmuringtohimself。Haretonwasanxioustoenter；butIbadehimfetchMrKenneth，andheshouldgoinandseehim。Whenhecame，andIrequestedadmittanceandtriedtoopenthedoor，Ifounditlocked；
andHeathcliffbidusbedamned。Hewasbetter，andwouldbeleftalone；
sothedoctorwentaway。
Thefollowingeveningwasverywet:indeeditpoureddowntillday-dawn；and，asItookmymorningwalkroundthehouse，Iobservedthemaster\'swindowswingingopen，andtheraindrivingstraightin。Hecannotbeinbed，Ithought:thoseshowerswoulddrenchhimthrough。Hemusteitherbeuporout。ButI\'llmakenomoreado，I\'llgoboldlyandlook。
Havingsucceededinobtainingentrancewithanotherkey，Irantounclosethepanels，forthechamberwasvacant；quicklypushingthemaside，Ipeepedin。MrHeathcliffwasthere——laidonhisback。Hiseyesmetminesokeenandfierce，Istarted；andthenheseemedtosmile。I
couldnotthinkhimdead:buthisfaceandthroatwerewashedwithrain；
thebedclothesdripped，andhewas~perfectlystill。Thelattice，flappingtoandfro，hadgrazedonehandthatrestedonthesill；nobloodtrickledfromthebrokenskin，andwhenIputmyfingerstoit，Icoulddoubtnomore:hewasdeadandstark!
Ihaspedthewindow；Icombedhisblacklonghairfromhisforehead；
Itriedtoclosehiseyes:toextinguish，ifpossible，thatfrightful，lifelikegazeofexultationbeforeanyoneelsebeheldit。Theywouldnotshut:theyseemedtosneeratmyattempts:andhispartedlipsandsharpwhiteteethsneeredtoo!Takenwithanotherfitofcowardice，IcriedoutforJoseph。Josephshuffledupandmadeanoise；butresolutelyrefusedtomeddlewithhim。
`Th\'divil\'sharriedoffhissoul，\'hecried，`andhemuhhevhiscarcassintuht\'bargain，forow\'tAwcare!Ech!whatawickedunhelooksgirningatdeath!\'andtheoldsinnergrinnedinmockery。Ithoughtheintendedtocutacaperroundthebed；but，suddenlycomposinghimself，hefellonhisknees，andraisedhishands，andreturnedthanksthatthelawfulmasterandtheancientstockwererestoredtotheirrights。
Ifeltstunnedbytheawfulevent；andmymemoryunavoidablyrecurredtoformertimeswithasortofoppressivesadness。ButpoorHareton，themostwronged，wastheonlyonethatreallysufferedmuch。Hesatbythecorpseallnight，weepinginbitterearnest。Hepresseditshand，andkissedthesarcasticsavagefacethateveryoneelseshrankfromcontemplating；
andbemoanedhimwiththatstronggriefwhichspringsnaturallyfromagenerousheart，thoughitbetoughastemperedsteel。
MrKennethwasperplexedtopronounceofwhatdisorderthemasterdied。Iconcealedthefactofhishavingswallowednothingforfourdays，fearingitmightleadtotrouble，andthen，Iampersuaded，hedidnotabstainonpurpose:itwastheconsequenceofhisstrangeillness，notthecause。
`Weburiedhim，tothescandalofthewholeneighbourhood，ashewished。EarnshawandI，thesexton，andsixmentocarrythecoffin，comprehendedthewholeattendance。Thesixmendepartedwhentheyhadletitdownintothegrave:westayedtoseeitcovered。Hareton，withastreamingface，duggreensods，andlaidthemoverthebrownmouldhimself:atpresentitisassmoothandverdantasitscompanionmounds——andIhopeitstenantsleepsassoundly。Butthecountryfolk，ifyouaskthem，wouldswearontheBiblethathewalks:therearethosewhospeaktohavingmethimnearthechurch，andonthemoor，andeveninthishouse。Idletales，you\'llsay，andsosayI。Yetthatoldmanbythekitchenfireaffirmshehasseentwoon`em，lookingoutofhischamberwindow，oneveryrainynightsincehisdeath:andanoddthinghappenedtomeaboutamonthago。
IwasgoingtotheGrangeoneevening——adarkevening，threateningthunder——and，justattheturnoftheHeights，Iencounteredalittleboywithasheepandtwolambsbeforehim；hewascryingterribly；andIsupposedthelambswereskittish，andwouldnotbeguided。
\"What\'sthematter，mylittleman？\'Iasked。
`There\'sHeathcliffandawoman，yonder，undert\'nab，\'heblubbered，`un\'Idarnutpass`em。\'
Isawnothing；butneitherthesheepnorhewouldgoon；soI
bidhimtaketheroadlowerdown。Heprobablyraisedthephantomsfromthinking，ashetraversedthemoorsalone，onthenonsensehehadheardhisparentsandcompanionsrepeat。Yet，still，Idon\'tlikebeingoutinthedarknow；andIdon\'tlikebeingleftbymyselfinthisgrimhouse:
Icannothelpit；Ishallbegladwhentheyleaveit，andshifttotheGrange。
`TheyaregoingtotheGrange，then，\'Isaid。
`Yes，\'answeredMrsDean，`issoonastheyaremarried，andthatwillbeonNewYear\'sDay。\'
`Andwhowilllivehere，then？\'
`Why，Josephwilltakecareofthehouse，and，perhaps，aladtokeephimcompany。Theywillliveinthekitchen，andtherestwillbeshutup。\'
`Fortheuseofsuchghostsaschoosetoinhabitit，\'Iobserved。
`No，MrLockwood，\'saidNelly，shakingherhead。`Ibelievethedeadareatpeace:butitisnotrighttospeakofthemwithlevity。\'
Atthatmomentthegardengateswungto；theramblerswerereturning。
`Theyareafraidofnothing，\'Igrumbled，watchingtheirapproachthroughthewindow。`TogethertheywouldbraveSatanandallhislegions。\'
Astheysteppedontothedoorstones，andhaltedtotakealastlookatthemoon——or，morecorrectly，ateachotherbyherlight——Ifeltirresistiblyimpelledtoescapethemagain；and，pressingaremembranceintothehandofMrsDean，anddisregardingherexpostulationsatmyrudeness，Ivanishedthroughthekitchenastheyopenedthehouse-door；andsoshouldhaveconfirmedJosephinhisopinionofhisfellow-servant\'sgayindiscretions，hadhenotfortunatelyrecognizedmeforarespectablecharacterbythesweetringofasovereignathisfeet。
Mywalkhomewaslengthenedbyadiversioninthedirectionofthekirk。`Whenbeneathitswalls，Iperceiveddecayhadmadeprogress，eveninsevenmonths:manyawindowshowedblackgapsdeprivedofglass；
andslatesjuttedoff，hereandthere，beyondtherightlineoftheroof，tobegraduallyworkedoffincomingautumnstorms。
Isought，andsoondiscovered，thethreeheadstonesontheslopenextthemoor:themiddleonegrey，andhalfburiedinheath:EdgarLinton\'sonlyharmonizedbytheturfandmosscreepingupitsfoot:Heathcliff\'sstillbare。
Ilingeredroundthem，underthatbenignsky；watchedthemothsflutteringamongtheheathandharebells，listenedtothesoftwindbreathingthroughthegrass，andwonderedhowanyonecouldeverimagineunquietslumbersforthesleepersinthatquietearth。
