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类别:其他 作者:Baron Edward Bulwer Lytton Lyt字数:16052更新时间:18/12/14 17:00:14
ExtractsfromLetterIV。 Ihavereceivedthycommunication。What!isitso?Hasthypupildisappointedthee?Alas,poorpupil!But…… (HerefollowcommentsonthosepassagesinGlyndon\'slifealreadyknowntothereader,orabouttobemadeso,withearnestadjurationstoMejnourtowatchyetoverthefateofhisscholar。)…… ButIcherishthesamedesire,withawarmerheart。Mypupil! howtheterrorsthatshallencompassthineordealwarnmefromthetask!OncemoreIwillseektheSonofLight…… Yes;Adon-Ai,longdeaftomycall,atlasthasdescendedtomyvision,andleftbehindhimthegloryofhispresenceintheshapeofHope。Oh,notimpossible,Viola,——notimpossible,thatweyetmaybeunited,soulwithsoul! ExtractfromLetterV——(Manymonthsafterthelast。) Mejnour,awakefromthineapathy,——rejoice!Anewsoulwillbeborntotheworld,——anewsoulthatshallcallmefather。Ah,iftheyforwhomexistalltheoccupationsandresourcesofhumanlife,——iftheycanthrillwithexquisiteemotionatthethoughtofhailingagaintheirownchildhoodinthefacesoftheirchildren;ifinthatbirththeyarebornoncemoreintotheholyInnocencewhichisthefirststateofexistence;iftheycanfeelthatonmandevolvesalmostanangel\'sduty,whenhehasalifetoguidefromthecradle,andasoultonurturefortheheaven,—— whattomemustbetherapturetowelcomeaninheritorofallthegiftswhichdoublethemselvesinbeingshared!Howsweetthepowertowatch,andtoguard,——toinstiltheknowledge,toaverttheevil,andtoguidebacktheriveroflifeinaricherandbroaderanddeeperstreamtotheparadisefromwhichitflows! Andbesidethatriveroursoulsshallmeet,sweetmother。Ourchildshallsupplythesympathythatfailsasyet;andwhatshapeshallhauntthee,whatterrorshalldismay,whenthyinitiationisbesidethecradleofthychild! CHAPTER4。XI。 TheythusbeguilethewayUntilltheblustringstormeisoverblowne,Whenweeningtoreturnewhencetheydidstray,Theycannotfindethatpathwhichfirstwasshowne,Butwandertoandfroinwaiesunknowne。 Spenser\'s\"FaerieQueene,\"booki。cantoi。st。x。 Yes,Viola,thouartanotherbeingthanwhen,bythethresholdofthyItalianhome,thoudidstfollowthydimfanciesthroughtheLandofShadow;orwhenthoudidstvainlyseektogivevoicetoanidealbeauty,ontheboardswhereillusioncounterfeitsearthandheavenforanhour,tillthewearysense,awaking,seesbutthetinselandthescene-shifter。Thyspiritreposesinitsownhappiness。Itswanderingshavefoundagoal。Inamomentthereoftendwellsthesenseofeternity;forwhenprofoundlyhappy,weknowthatitisimpossibletodie。WheneverthesoulFEELS ITSELF,itfeelseverlastinglife。 Theinitiationisdeferred,——thydaysandnightsarelefttonoothervisionsthanthosewithwhichacontentedheartenchantsaguilelessfancy。GlendoveersandSylphs,pardonmeifIquestionwhetherthosevisionsarenotlovelierthanyourselves。 Theystandbythebeach,andseethesunsinkingintothesea。 Howlongnowhavetheydweltonthatisland?Whatmatters!——itmaybemonths,oryears——whatmatters!WhyshouldI,orthey,keepaccountofthathappytime?Asinthedreamofamomentagesmayseemtopass,soshallwemeasuretransportorwoe,——bythelengthofthedream,orthenumberofemotionsthatthedreaminvolves? Thesunsinksslowlydown;theairisaridandoppressive;onthesea,thestatelyvesselliesmotionless;ontheshore,noleaftremblesonthetrees。 VioladrewnearertoZanoni。Apresentimentshecouldnotdefinemadeherheartbeatmorequickly;and,lookingintohisface,shewasstruckwithitsexpression:itwasanxious,abstracted,perturbed。\"Thisstillnessawesme,\"shewhispered。 Zanonididnotseemtohearher。Hemutteredtohimself,andhiseyesgazedroundrestlessly。Sheknewnotwhy,butthatgaze,whichseemedtopierceintospace,——thatmutteredvoiceinsomeforeignlanguage——reviveddimlyherearliersuperstitions。Shewasmorefearfulsincethehourwhensheknewthatshewastobeamother。Strangecrisisinthelifeofwoman,andinherlove! Somethingyetunbornbeginsalreadytodivideherheartwiththatwhichhadbeenbeforeitsonlymonarch。 \"Lookonme,Zanoni,\"shesaid,pressinghishand。 Heturned:\"Thouartpale,Viola;thyhandtrembles!\" \"Itistrue。Ifeelasifsomeenemywerecreepingnearus。\" \"Andtheinstinctdeceivestheenot。Anenemyisindeedathand。 Iseeitthroughtheheavyair;Ihearitthroughthesilence: theGhostlyOne,——theDestroyer,thePESTILENCE!Ah,seestthouhowtheleavesswarmwithinsects,onlybyaneffortvisibletotheeye。Theyfollowthebreathoftheplague!\"Ashespoke,abirdfellfromtheboughsatViola\'sfeet;itfluttered,itwrithedaninstant,andwasdead。 \"Oh,Viola!\"criedZanoni,passionately,\"thatisdeath。Dostthounotfeartodie?\" \"Toleavethee?Ah,yes!\" \"AndifIcouldteachtheehowDeathmaybedefied;ifIcouldarrestforthyyouththecourseoftime;ifIcould——\" Hepausedabruptly,forViola\'seyesspokeonlyterror;hercheekandlipswerepale。 \"Speaknotthus,——looknotthus,\"shesaid,recoilingfromhim。 \"Youdismayme。Ah,speaknotthus,orIshouldtremble,——no,notformyself,butforthychild。\" \"Thychild!Butwouldstthourejectforthychildthesamegloriousboon?\" \"Zanoni!\" \"Well!\" \"Thesunhassunkfromoureyes,buttoriseonthoseofothers。 Todisappearfromthisworldistoliveintheworldafar。Oh,lover,——oh,husband!\"shecontinued,withsuddenenergy,\"tellmethatthoudidstbutjest,——thatthoudidstbuttriflewithmyfolly!Thereislessterrorinthepestilencethaninthywords。\" Zanoni\'sbrowdarkened;helookedatherinsilenceforsomemoments,andthensaid,almostseverely,—— \"Whathastthouknownofmetodistrust?\" \"Oh,pardon,pardon!——nothing!\"criedViola,throwingherselfonhisbreast,andburstingintotears。\"Iwillnotbelieveeventhineownwords,iftheyseemtowrongthee!\"Hekissedthetearsfromhereyes,butmadenoanswer。 \"Andah!\"sheresumed,withanenchantingandchild-likesmile,\"ifthouwouldstgivemeacharmagainstthepestilence!see,I willtakeitfromthee。\"Andshelaidherhandonasmall,antiqueamuletthatheworeonhisbreast。 \"Thouknowesthowoftenthishasmademejealousofthepast; surelysomelove-gift,Zanoni?Butno,thoudidstnotlovethegiverasthoudostme。ShallIstealthineamulet?\" \"Infant!\"saidZanoni,tenderly;\"shewhoplacedthisroundmyneckdeemeditindeedacharm,forshehadsuperstitionslikethyself;buttomeitismorethanthewizard\'sspell,——itistherelicofasweetvanishedtimewhennonewholovedmecoulddistrust。\" HesaidthesewordsinatoneofsuchmelancholyreproachthatitwenttotheheartofViola;butthetonechangedintoasolemnitywhichchilledbackthegushofherfeelingsasheresumed:\"Andthis,Viola,oneday,perhaps,Iwilltransferfrommybreasttothine;yes,wheneverthoushaltcomprehendmebetter,——WHENEVER THELAWSOFOURBEINGSHALLBETHESAME!\" Hemovedongently。Theyreturnedslowlyhome;butfearstillwasintheheartofViola,thoughshestrovetoshakeitoff。 ItalianandCatholicshewas,withallthesuperstitionsoflandandsect。ShestoletoherchamberandprayedbeforealittlerelicofSanGennaro,whichthepriestofherhousehadgiventoherinchildhood,andwhichhadaccompaniedherinallherwanderings。Shehadneverdeemeditpossibletopartwithitbefore。Now,iftherewasacharmagainstthepestilence,didshefearthepestilenceforherself?Thenextmorning,whenheawoke,Zanonifoundtherelicofthesaintsuspendedwithhismysticamuletroundhisneck。 \"Ah!thouwilthavenothingtofearfromthepestilencenow,\" saidViola,betweentearsandsmiles;\"andwhenthouwouldsttalktomeagainasthoudidstlastnight,thesaintshallrebukethee。\" Well,Zanoni,canthereeverindeedbecommuneofthoughtandspirit,exceptwithequals? Yes,theplaguebrokeout,——theislandhomemustbeabandoned。 MightySeer,THOUHASTNOPOWERTOSAVETHOSEWHOMTHOULOVEST! Farewell,thoubridalroof!——sweetresting-placefromcare,farewell!Climatesassoftmaygreetye,Olovers,——skiesasserene,andwatersasblueandcalm;butTHATTIME,——canitevermorereturn?Whoshallsaythattheheartdoesnotchangewiththescene,——theplacewherewefirstdweltwiththebelovedone? EveryspotTHEREhassomanymemorieswhichtheplaceonlycanrecall。Thepastthathauntsitseemstocommandsuchconstancyinthefuture。Ifathoughtlesskind,lesstrustful,enterwithinus,thesightofatreeunderwhichavowhasbeenexchanged,atearhasbeenkissedaway,restoresusagaintothehoursofthefirstdivineillusion。Butinahomewherenothingspeaksofthefirstnuptials,wherethereisnoeloquenceofassociation,noholyburial-placesofemotions,whoseghostsareangels!——yes,whothathasgonethroughthesadhistoryofaffectionwilltellusthattheheartchangesnotwiththescene! Blowfair,yefavouringwinds;cheerilyswell,yesails;awayfromthelandwheredeathhascometosnatchthesceptreofLove! Theshoresglideby;newcoastssucceedtothegreenhillsandorange-grovesoftheBridalIsle。Fromafarnowgleaminthemoonlightthecolumns,yetextant,ofatemplewhichtheAtheniandedicatedtowisdom;and,standingonthebarkthatboundedoninthefresheninggale,thevotarywhohadsurvivedthegoddessmurmuredtohimself,—— \"Hasthewisdomofagesbroughtmenohappierhoursthanthosecommontotheshepherdandtheherdsman,withnoworldbeyondtheirvillage,noaspirationbeyondthekissandthesmileofhome?\" Andthemoon,restingalikeovertheruinsofthetempleofthedepartedcreed,overthehutofthelivingpeasant,overtheimmemorialmountain-top,andtheperishableherbagethatclotheditssides,seemedtosmilebackitsanswerofcalmdisdaintothebeingwho,perchance,mighthaveseenthetemplebuilt,andwho,inhisinscrutableexistence,mightbeholdthemountainshatteredfromitsbase。 BOOKV。 THEEFFECTSOFTHEELIXIR。 CHAPTER5。I。 Frommet\'sdenSchleieraufzuheben,WodasnaheSchrecknessdroht? NurdasIrrthumistdasLebenUnddasWissenistderTod,——Schiller,Kassandro。 DelusionisthelifeweliveAndknowledgedeath;ohwherefore,then,TosightthecomingevilsgiveAndlifttheveilofFatetoMan? ZweiSeelenwohnen,ach!inmeinerBrust。 (Twosoulsdwell,alas!inmybreast。)…… Wasstehstduso,undblicksterstaunthinaus? (Whystandestthouso,andlookestoutastonished?) \"Faust。\" ItwillberememberedthatweleftMasterPaolobythebedsideofGlyndon;andas,wakingfromthatprofoundslumber,therecollectionsofthepastnightcamehorriblybacktohismind,theEnglishmanutteredacry,andcoveredhisfacewithhishands。 \"Goodmorrow,Excellency!\"saidPaolo,gayly。\"CorpodiBacco,youhavesleptsoundly!\" Thesoundofthisman\'svoice,solusty,ringing,andhealthful,servedtoscatterbeforeitthephantasmathatyethauntedGlyndon\'smemory。 Heroseerectinhisbed。\"Andwheredidyoufindme?Whyareyouhere?\" \"WheredidIfindyou!\"repeatedPaolo,insurprise,——\"inyourbed,tobesure。WhyamIhere!——becausethePadronebademeawaityourwaking,andattendyourcommands。\" \"ThePadrone,Mejnour!——ishearrived?\" \"Arrivedanddeparted,signor。Hehasleftthisletterforyou。\" \"Giveitme,andwaitwithouttillIamdressed。\" \"Atyourservice。Ihavebespokeanexcellentbreakfast:youmustbehungry。Iamaverytolerablecook;amonk\'ssonoughttobe!Youwillbestartledatmygeniusinthedressingoffish。Mysinging,Itrust,willnotdisturbyou。IalwayssingwhileIprepareasalad;itharmonisestheingredients。\"Andslinginghiscarbineoverhisshoulder,Paolosaunteredfromtheroom,andclosedthedoor。 Glyndonwasalreadydeepinthecontentsofthefollowingletter:—— \"WhenIfirstreceivedtheeasmypupil,IpromisedZanoni,ifconvincedbythyfirsttrialsthatthoucouldstbutswell,notthenumberofourorder,butthelistofthevictimswhohaveaspiredtoitinvain,Iwouldnotreartheetothineownwretchednessanddoom,——Iwoulddismisstheebacktotheworld。 Ifulfilmypromise。Thineordealhasbeentheeasiestthatneophyteeverknew。Iaskedfornothingbutabstinencefromthesensual,andabriefexperimentofthypatienceandthyfaith。 Gobacktothineownworld;thouhastnonaturetoaspiretoours! \"ItwasIwhopreparedPaolotoreceivetheeattherevel。ItwasIwhoinstigatedtheoldbeggartoasktheeforalms。ItwasIwholeftopenthebookthatthoucouldstnotreadwithoutviolatingmycommand。Well,thouhastseenwhatawaitstheeatthethresholdofknowledge。Thouhastconfrontedthefirstfoethatmenaceshimwhomthesensesyetgraspandinthrall。DostthouwonderthatIcloseupontheethegatesforever?Dostthounotcomprehend,atlast,thatitneedsasoultemperedandpurifiedandraised,notbyexternalspells,butbyitsownsublimityandvalour,topassthethresholdanddisdainthefoe? Wretch!allmysilenceavailsnothingfortherash,forthesensual,——forhimwhodesiresoursecretsbuttopollutethemtogrossenjoymentsandselfishvice。Howhavetheimpostersandsorcerersoftheearliertimesperishedbytheirveryattempttopenetratethemysteriesthatshouldpurify,andnotdeprave! TheyhaveboastedofthePhilosopher\'sStone,anddiedinrags; oftheimmortalelixir,andsunktotheirgrave,greybeforetheirtime。Legendstellyouthatthefiendrentthemintofragments。Yes;thefiendoftheirownunholydesiresandcriminaldesigns!Whattheycoveted,thoucovetest;andifthouhadstthewingsofaseraphthoucouldstsoarnotfromthesloughofthymortality。Thydesireforknowledge,butpetulantpresumption;thythirstforhappiness,butthediseasedlongingfortheuncleanandmuddiedwatersofcorporealpleasure;thyverylove,whichusuallyelevateseventhemean,apassionthatcalculatestreasonamidstthefirstglowoflust。THOUoneofus;thouabrotheroftheAugustOrder;thouanAspiranttotheStarsthatshineintheShemaiaoftheChaldeanlore!Theeaglecanraisebuttheeaglettothesun。Iabandontheetothytwilight! \"But,alasforthee,disobedientandprofane!thouhastinhaledtheelixir;thouhastattractedtothypresenceaghastlyandremorselessfoe。Thouthyselfmustexorcisethephantomthouhastraised。Thoumustreturntotheworld;butnotwithoutpunishmentandstrongeffortcanstthouregainthecalmandthejoyofthelifethouhastleftbehind。This,forthycomfort,willItellthee:hewhohasdrawnintohisframeevensolittleofthevolatileandvitalenergyoftheaerialjuicesasthyself,hasawakenedfacultiesthatcannotsleep,——facultiesthatmayyet,withpatienthumility,withsoundfaith,andthecouragethatisnotofthebodylikethine,butoftheresoluteandvirtuousmind,attain,ifnottotheknowledgethatreignsabove,tohighachievementinthecareerofmen。Thouwiltfindtherestlessinfluenceinallthatthouwouldstundertake。Thyheart,amidstvulgarjoyswillaspiretosomethingholier;thyambition,amidstcoarseexcitement,tosomethingbeyondthyreach。Butdeemnotthatthisofitselfwillsufficeforglory。 Equallymaythecravingleadtheetoshameandguilt。Itisbutanimperfectandnew-bornenergywhichwillnotsuffertheetorepose。Asthoudirectestit,mustthoubelieveittobetheemanationofthineevilgeniusorthygood。 \"Butwoetothee!insectmeshedinthewebinwhichthouhastentangledlimbsandwings!Thouhastnotonlyinhaledtheelixir,thouhastconjuredthespectre;ofallthetribesofthespace,nofoeissomalignanttoman,——andthouhastliftedtheveilfromthygaze。Icannotrestoretotheethehappydimnessofthyvision。Know,atleast,thatallofus——thehighestandthewisest——whohave,insobertruth,passedbeyondthethreshold,havehad,asourfirstfearfultask,tomasterandsubdueitsgrislyandappallingguardian。KnowthatthouCANST deliverthyselffromthoselivideyes,——knowthat,whiletheyhaunt,theycannotharm,ifthouresistestthethoughtstowhichtheytempt,andthehorrortheyengender。DREADTHEMMOSTWHEN THOUBEHOLDESTTHEMNOT。Andthus,sonoftheworm,wepart! AllthatIcantelltheetoencourage,yettowarnandtoguide,Ihavetoldtheeintheselines。Notfromme,fromthyselfhascomethegloomytrialfromwhichIyettrustthouwiltemergeintopeace。TypeoftheknowledgethatIserve,Iwithholdnolessonfromthepureaspirant;Iamadarkenigmatothegeneralseeker。Asman\'sonlyindestructiblepossessionishismemory,soitisnotinminearttocrumbleintomattertheimmaterialthoughtsthathavesprungupwithinthybreast。Thetyromightshatterthiscastletothedust,andtoppledownthemountaintotheplain。Themasterhasnopowertosay,\'Existnomore,\'tooneTHOUGHTthathisknowledgehasinspired。Thoumaystchangethethoughtsintonewforms;thoumaystrarefyandsublimateitintoafinerspirit,——butthoucanstnotannihilatethatwhichhasnohomebutinthememory,nosubstancebuttheidea。EVERY THOUGHTISASOUL!Vainly,therefore,wouldIorthouundothepast,orrestoretotheethegayblindnessofthyyouth。Thoumustenduretheinfluenceoftheelixirthouhastinhaled;thoumustwrestlewiththespectrethouhastinvoked!\" TheletterfellfromGlyndon\'shand。Asortofstuporsucceededtothevariousemotionswhichhadchasedeachotherintheperusal,——astuporresemblingthatwhichfollowsthesuddendestructionofanyardentandlong-nursedhopeinthehumanheart,whetheritbeoflove,ofavarice,ofambition。Theloftierworldforwhichhehadsothirsted,sacrificed,andtoiled,wascloseduponhim\"forever,\"andbyhisownfaultsofrashnessandpresumption。ButGlyndon\'swasnotofthatnaturewhichsubmitslongtocondemnitself。HisindignationbegantokindleagainstMejnour,whoownedhehadtempted,andwhonowabandonedhim,——abandonedhimtothepresenceofaspectre。Themystic\'sreproachesstungratherthanhumbledhim。Whatcrimehadhecommittedtodeservelanguagesoharshanddisdainful? WasitsodeepadebasementtofeelpleasureinthesmileandtheeyesofFillide?HadnotZanonihimselfconfessedloveforViola;hadhenotfledwithherashiscompanion?Glyndonneverpausedtoconsideriftherearenodistinctionsbetweenonekindofloveandanother。Where,too,wasthegreatoffenceofyieldingtoatemptationwhichonlyexistedforthebrave?HadnotthemysticvolumewhichMejnourhadpurposelyleftopen,bidhimbut\"Bewareoffear\"?Wasnot,then,everywilfulprovocativeheldouttothestrongestinfluencesofthehumanmind,intheprohibitiontoenterthechamber,inthepossessionofthekeywhichexcitedhiscuriosity,inthevolumewhichseemedtodictatethemodebywhichthecuriositywastobegratified?Asrapidlythesethoughtspassedoverhim,hebegantoconsiderthewholeconductofMejnoureitherasaperfidiousdesigntoentraphimtohisownmisery,orasthetrickofanimposter,whoknewthathecouldnotrealisethegreatprofessionshehadmade。OnglancingagainoverthemoremysteriousthreatsandwarningsinMejnour\'sletter,theyseemedtoassumethelanguageofmereparableandallegory,——thejargonofthePlatonistsandPythagoreans。Bylittleandlittle,hebegantoconsiderthattheveryspectrahehadseen——eventhatonephantomsohorridinitsaspect——werebutthedelusionswhichMejnour\'ssciencehadenablehimtoraise。Thehealthfulsunlight,fillingupeverycrannyinhischamber,seemedtolaughawaytheterrorsofthepastnight。Hisprideandhisresentmentnervedhishabitualcourage;andwhen,havinghastilydressedhimself,herejoinedPaolo,itwaswithaflushedcheekandahaughtystep。 \"So,Paolo,\"saidhe,\"thePadrone,asyoucallhim,toldyoutoexpectandwelcomemeatyourvillagefeast?\" \"Hedidsobyamessagefromawretchedoldcripple。Thissurprisedmeatthetime,forIthoughthewasfardistant;butthesegreatphilosophersmakeajokeoftwoorthreehundredleagues。\" \"WhydidyounottellmeyouhadheardfromMejnour?\" \"Becausetheoldcrippleforbademe。\" \"Didyounotseethemanafterwardsduringthedance?\" \"No,Excellency。\" \"Humph!\" \"Allowmetoserveyou,\"saidPaolo,pilingGlyndon\'splate,andthenfillinghisglass。\"Iwish,signor,nowthePadroneisgone,——not,\"addedPaolo,ashecastratherafrightenedandsuspiciousglanceroundtheroom,\"thatImeantosayanythingdisrespectfulofhim,——Iwish,Isay,nowthatheisgone,thatyouwouldtakepityonyourself,andaskyourownheartwhatyouryouthwasmeantfor?Nottoburyyourselfaliveintheseoldruins,andendangerbodyandsoulbystudieswhichIamsurenosaintcouldapproveof。\" \"Arethesaintssopartial,then,toyourownoccupations,MasterPaolo?\" \"Why,\"answeredthebandit,alittleconfused,\"agentlemanwithplentyofpistolesinhispurseneednot,ofnecessity,makeithisprofessiontotakeawaythepistolesofotherpeople!Itisadifferentthingforuspoorrogues。Afterall,too,IalwaysdevoteatitheofmygainstotheVirgin;andIsharetherestcharitablywiththepoor。Buteat,drink,enjoyyourself;beabsolvedbyyourconfessorforanylittlepeccadilloesanddon\'truntoolongscoresatatime,——that\'smyadvice。Yourhealth,Excellency!Pshaw,signor,fasting,exceptonthedaysprescribedtoagoodCatholic,onlyengendersphantoms。\" \"Phantoms!\" \"Yes;thedevilalwaystemptstheemptystomach。Tocovet,tohate,tothieve,torob,andtomurder,——thesearethenaturaldesiresofamanwhoisfamishing。Withafullbelly,signor,weareatpeacewithalltheworld。That\'sright;youlikethepartridge!Cospetto!whenImyselfhavepassedtwoorthreedaysinthemountains,withnothingfromsunsettosunrisebutablackcrustandanonion,Igrowasfierceasawolf。That\'snottheworst,too。InthesetimesIseelittleimpsdancingbeforeme。 Oh,yes;fastingisasfullofspectresasafieldofbattle。\" Glyndonthoughttherewassomesoundphilosophyinthereasoningofhiscompanion;andcertainlythemoreheateanddrank,themoretherecollectionofthepastnightandofMejnour\'sdesertionfadedfromhismind。Thecasementwasopen,thebreezeblew,thesunshone,——allNaturewasmerry;andmerryasNatureherselfgrewMaestroPaolo。Hetalkedofadventures,oftravel,ofwomen,withaheartygustothathaditsinfection。ButGlyndonlistenedyetmorecomplacentlywhenPaoloturnedwithanarchsmiletopraisesoftheeye,theteeth,theankles,andtheshapeofthehandsomeFillide。 Thisman,indeed,seemedtheverypersonationofanimalsensuallife。HewouldhavebeentoFaustamoredangeroustempterthanMephistopheles。TherewasnosneeronHISlipatthepleasureswhichanimatedhisvoice。Tooneawakingtoasenseofthevanitiesinknowledge,thisrecklessignorantjoyousnessoftemperwasaworsecorrupterthanalltheicymockeriesofalearnedFiend。ButwhenPaolotookhisleave,withapromisetoreturnthenextday,themindoftheEnglishmanagainsettledbacktoagraverandmorethoughtfulmood。Theelixirseemed,intruth,tohavelefttherefiningeffectsMejnourhadascribedtoit。AsGlyndonpacedtoandfrothesolitarycorridor,or,pausing,gazedupontheextendedandgloriousscenerythatstretchedbelow,highthoughtsofenterpriseandambition——brightvisionsofglory——passedinrapidsuccessionthroughhissoul。 \"Mejnourdeniesmehisscience。Well,\"saidthepainter,proudly,\"hehasnotrobbedmeofmyart。\" What!ClarenceGlyndon,dostthoureturntothatfromwhichthycareercommenced?WasZanonirightafterall? Hefoundhimselfinthechamberofthemystic;notavessel,——notanherb!thesolemnvolumeisvanished,——theelixirshallsparkleforhimnomore!Butstillintheroomitselfseemstolingertheatmosphereofacharm。Fasterandfierceritburnswithinthee,thedesiretoachieve,tocreate!Thoulongestforalifebeyondthesensual!——butthelifethatispermittedtoallgenius,——thatwhichbreathesthroughtheimmortalwork,andenduresintheimperishablename。 Wherearetheimplementsforthineart?Tush!——whendidthetrueworkmaneverfailtofindhistools?Thouartagaininthineownchamber,——thewhitewallthycanvas,afragmentofcharcoalforthypencil。Theysuffice,atleast,togiveoutlinetotheconceptionthatmayotherwisevanishwiththemorrow。 Theideathatthusexcitedtheimaginationoftheartistwasunquestionablynobleandaugust。ItwasderivedfromthatEgyptianceremonialwhichDiodorushasrecorded,——theJudgmentoftheDeadbytheLiving(Diod。,lib。i。):whenthecorpse,dulyembalmed,isplacedbythemarginoftheAcherusianLake;andbeforeitmaybeconsignedtothebarkwhichistobearitacrossthewaterstoitsfinalresting-place,itispermittedtotheappointedjudgestohearallaccusationsofthepastlifeofthedeceased,and,ifproved,todeprivethecorpseoftheritesofsepulture。 Unconsciouslytohimself,itwasMejnour\'sdescriptionofthiscustom,whichhehadillustratedbyseveralanecdotesnottobefoundinbooks,thatnowsuggestedthedesigntotheartist,andgaveitrealityandforce。Hesupposedapowerfulandguiltykingwhominlifescarceawhisperhaddaredtoarraign,butagainstwhom,nowthebreathwasgone,cametheslavefromhisfetters,themutilatedvictimfromhisdungeon,lividandsqualidasifdeadthemselves,invokingwithparchedlipsthejusticethatoutlivesthegrave。 Strangefervourthis,Oartist!breakingsuddenlyforthfromthemistsanddarknesswhichtheoccultsciencehadspreadsolongoverthyfancies,——strangethatthereactionofthenight\'sterrorandtheday\'sdisappointmentshouldbebacktothineholyart!Oh,howfreelygoestheboldhandoverthelargeoutline! How,despitethoserudematerials,speaksforthnomorethepupil,butthemaster!Freshyetfromthegloriouselixir,howthougivesttothycreaturesthefinerlifedeniedtothyself!—— somepowernotthineownwritesthegrandsymbolsonthewall。 Behindrisesthemightysepulchre,onthebuildingofwhichreposetothedeadthelivesofthousandshadbeenconsumed。 Theresitinasemicirclethesolemnjudges。Blackandsluggishflowsthelake。Thereliesthemummiedandroyaldead。Dostthouquailatthefrownonhislifelikebrow?Ha!——bravelydone,Oartist!——uprisethehaggardforms!——palespeaktheghastlyfaces!ShallnotHumanityafterdeathavengeitselfonPower? Thyconception,ClarenceGlyndon,isasublimetruth;thydesignpromisesrenowntogenius。Betterthismagicthanthecharmsofthevolumeandthevessel。Hourafterhourhasgone;thouhastlightedthelamp;nightseestheeyetatthylabour。MercifulHeaven!whatchillstheatmosphere;whydoesthelampgrowwan; whydoesthyhairbristle?There!——there!——there!atthecasement!Itgazesonthee,thedark,mantled,loathsomething! There,withtheirdevilishmockeryandhatefulcraft,glareontheethosehorrideyes! Hestoodandgazed,——itwasnodelusion。Itspokenot,movednot,till,unabletobearlongerthatsteadyandburninglook,hecoveredhisfacewithhishands。Withastart,withathrill,heremovedthem;hefeltthenearerpresenceofthenameless。Thereitcoweredonthefloorbesidehisdesign;andlo!thefiguresseemedtostartfromthewall!Thosepaleaccusingfigures,theshapeshehimselfhadraised,frownedathim,andgibbered。Withaviolenteffortthatconvulsedhiswholebeing,andbathedhisbodyinthesweatofagony,theyoungmanmasteredhishorror。 Hestrodetowardsthephantom;heendureditseyes;heaccosteditwithasteadyvoice;hedemandeditspurposeanddefieditspower。 Andthen,asawindfromacharnel,washearditsvoice。Whatitsaid,whatrevealed,itisforbiddenthelipstorepeat,thehandtorecord。Nothingsavethesubtlelifethatyetanimatedtheframetowhichtheinhalationsoftheelixirhadgivenvigourandenergybeyondthestrengthofthestrongest,couldhavesurvivedthatawfulhour。Bettertowakeinthecatacombsandseetheburiedrisefromtheircerements,andheartheghouls,intheirhorridorgies,amongstthefesteringghastlinessofcorruption,thantofrontthosefeatureswhentheveilwaslifted,andlistentothatwhisperedvoice!…… ThenextdayGlyndonfledfromtheruinedcastle。Withwhathopesofstarrylighthadhecrossedthethreshold;withwhatmemoriestoshudderevermoreatthedarknessdidhelookbackatthefrownofitstime-worntowers! CHAPTER5。II。 Faust:Wohinsollesnungehm? Mephist:WohinesDirgefallt。 Wirsehndiekleine,danndiegrosseWelt。 \"Faust。\" (Faust:Whithergonow! Mephist:Whitheritpleasesthee。 Weseethesmallworld,thenthegreat。) Drawyourchairtothefireside,brushcleanthehearth,andtrimthelights。Oh,homeofsleekness,order,substance,comfort! Oh,excellentthingartthou,MatterofFact! Itissometimeafterthedateofthelastchapter。Hereweare,notinmoonlitislandsormoulderingcastles,butinaroomtwenty-sixfeetbytwenty-two,——wellcarpeted,wellcushioned,solidarm-chairsandeightsuchbadpictures,insuchfineframes,uponthewalls!ThomasMervale,Esq。,merchant,ofLondon,youareanenviabledog! ItwastheeasiestthingintheworldforMervale,onreturningfromhisContinentalepisodeoflife,tosettledowntohisdesk,——hishearthadbeenalwaysthere。Thedeathofhisfathergavehim,asabirthright,ahighpositioninarespectablethoughsecond-ratefirm。Tomakethisestablishmentfirst-ratewasanhonourableambition,——itwashis!Hehadlatelymarried,notentirelyformoney,——no!hewasworldlyratherthanmercenary。Hehadnoromanticideasoflove;buthewastoosensibleamannottoknowthatawifeshouldbeacompanion,—— notmerelyaspeculation。Hedidnotcareforbeautyandgenius,buthelikedhealthandgoodtemper,andacertainproportionofusefulunderstanding。Hechoseawifefromhisreason,nothisheart,andaverygoodchoicehemade。Mrs。Mervalewasanexcellentyoungwoman,——bustling,managing,economical,butaffectionateandgood。Shehadawillofherown,butwasnoshrew。Shehadagreatnotionoftherightsofawife,andastrongperceptionofthequalitiesthatinsurecomfort。Shewouldneverhaveforgivenherhusband,hadshefoundhimguiltyofthemostpassingfancyforanother;but,inreturn,shehadthemostadmirablesenseofproprietyherself。Sheheldinabhorrencealllevity,allflirtation,allcoquetry,——smallviceswhichoftenruindomestichappiness,butwhichagiddynatureincurswithoutconsideration。Butshedidnotthinkitrighttoloveahusbandovermuch。Sheleftasurplusofaffection,forallherrelations,allherfriends,someofheracquaintances,andthepossibilityofasecondmarriage,shouldanyaccidenthappentoMr。M。Shekeptagoodtable,foritsuitedtheirstation;andhertemperwasconsideredeven,thoughfirm;butshecouldsayasharpthingortwo,ifMr。Mervalewasnotpunctualtoamoment。Shewasveryparticularthatheshouldchangehisshoesoncominghome,——thecarpetswerenewandexpensive。Shewasnotsulky,norpassionate,——Heavenblessherforthat!——butwhendispleasedsheshowedit,administeredadignifiedrebuke,alludedtoherownvirtues,toherunclewhowasanadmiral,andtothethirtythousandpoundswhichshehadbroughttotheobjectofherchoice。ButasMr。Mervalewasagood-humouredman,ownedhisfaults,andsubscribedtoherexcellence,thedispleasurewassoonover。 Everyhouseholdhasitslittledisagreements,nonefewerthanthatofMr。andMrs。Mervale。Mrs。Mervale,withoutbeingimproperlyfondofdress,paiddueattentiontoit。Shewasneverseenoutofherchamberwithpapersinherhair,norinthatworstofdis-illusions,——amorningwrapper。Athalf-pasteighteverymorningMrs。Mervalewasdressedfortheday,——thatis,tillshere-dressedfordinner,——herstayswelllaced,hercapprim,hergowns,winterandsummer,ofathick,handsomesilk。Ladiesatthattimeworeveryshortwaists;sodidMrs。 Mervale。Hermorningornamentswereathick,goldchain,towhichwassuspendedagoldwatch,——noneofthosefragiledwarfsofmechanismthatlooksoprettyandgosoill,butahandsomerepeaterwhichchronicledFatherTimetoamoment;alsoamosaicbrooch;alsoaminiatureofheruncle,theadmiral,setinabracelet。Fortheeveningshehadtwohandsomesets,——necklace,earrings,andbraceletscomplete,——oneofamethysts,theothertopazes。Withthese,hercostumeforthemostpartwasagold- colouredsatinandaturban,inwhichlastherpicturehadbeentaken。Mrs。Mervalehadanaquilinenose,goodteeth,fairhair,andlighteyelashes,ratherahighcomplexion,whatisgenerallycalledafinebust;fullcheeks;largeusefulfeetmadeforwalking;large,whitehandswithfilbertnails,onwhichnotaspeckofdusthad,eveninchildhood,everbeenknowntoalight。 Shelookedalittleolderthanshereallywas;butthatmightarisefromacertainairofdignityandtheaforesaidaquilinenose。Shegenerallyworeshortmittens。SheneverreadanypoetrybutGoldsmith\'sandCowper\'s。Shewasnotamusedbynovels,thoughshehadnoprejudiceagainstthem。Shelikedaplayandapantomime,withaslightsupperafterwards。Shedidnotlikeconcertsnoroperas。Atthebeginningofthewintersheselectedsomebooktoread,andsomepieceofworktocommence。 Thetwolastedhertillthespring,when,thoughshecontinuedtowork,sheleftoffreading。Herfavouritestudywashistory,whichshereadthroughthemediumofDr。Goldsmith。Herfavouriteauthorinthebelleslettreswas,ofcourse,Dr。 Johnson。Aworthierwoman,oronemorerespected,wasnottobefound,exceptinanepitaph! Itwasanautumnnight。Mr。andMrs。Mervale,latelyreturnedfromanexcursiontoWeymouth,areinthedrawing-room,——\"thedamesatonthisside,themansatonthat。\" \"Yes,Iassureyou,mydear,thatGlyndon,withallhiseccentricities,wasaveryengaging,amiablefellow。Youwouldcertainlyhavelikedhim,——allthewomendid。\" \"MydearThomas,youwillforgivetheremark,——butthatexpressionofyours,\'alltheWOMEN\'——\" \"Ibegyourpardon,——youareright。Imeanttosaythathewasageneralfavouritewithyourcharmingsex。\" \"Iunderstand,——ratherafrivolouscharacter。\" \"Frivolous!no,notexactly;alittleunsteady,——veryodd,butcertainlynotfrivolous;presumptuousandheadstrongincharacter,butmodestandshyinhismanners,rathertoomuchso,——justwhatyoulike。However,toreturn;IamseriouslyuneasyattheaccountsIhaveheardofhimto-day。Hehasbeenliving,itseems,averystrangeandirregularlife,travellingfromplacetoplace,andmusthavespentalreadyagreatdealofmoney。\" \"Aproposofmoney,\"saidMrs。Mervale;\"Ifearwemustchangeourbutcher;heiscertainlyinleaguewiththecook。\" \"Thatisapity;hisbeefisremarkablyfine。TheseLondonservantsareasbadastheCarbonari。But,asIwassaying,poorGlyndon——\" Hereaknockwasheardatthedoor。\"Blessme,\"saidMrs。 Mervale,\"itispastten!Whocanthatpossiblybe?\" \"Perhapsyouruncle,theadmiral,\"saidthehusband,withaslightpeevishnessinhisaccent。\"Hegenerallyfavoursusaboutthishour。\" \"Ihope,mylove,thatnoneofmyrelationsareunwelcomevisitorsatyourhouse。Theadmiralisamostentertainingman,andhisfortuneisentirelyathisowndisposal。\" \"NooneIrespectmore,\"saidMr。Mervale,withemphasis。 Theservantthrewopenthedoor,andannouncedMr。Glyndon。 \"Mr。Glyndon!——whatanextraordinary——\"exclaimedMrs。Mervale; butbeforeshecouldconcludethesentence,Glyndonwasintheroom。 Thetwofriendsgreetedeachotherwithallthewarmthofearlyrecollectionandlongabsence。AnappropriateandproudpresentationtoMrs。Mervaleensued;andMrs。Mervale,withadignifiedsmile,andafurtiveglanceathisboots,badeherhusband\'sfriendwelcometoEngland。 GlyndonwasgreatlyalteredsinceMervalehadseenhimlast。 Thoughlessthantwoyearshadelapsedsincethen,hisfaircomplexionwasmorebronzedandmanly。Deeplinesofcare,orthought,ordissipation,hadreplacedthesmoothcontourofhappyyouth。Toamanneroncegentleandpolishedhadsucceededacertainrecklessnessofmien,tone,andbearing,whichbespokethehabitsofasocietythatcaredlittleforthecalmdecorumsofconventionalease。Stillakindofwildnobleness,notbeforeapparentinhim,characterisedhisaspect,andgavesomethingofdignitytothefreedomofhislanguageandgestures。 \"So,then,youaresettled,Mervale,——Ineednotaskyouifyouarehappy。Worth,sense,wealth,character,andsofairacompaniondeservehappiness,andcommandit。\" \"Wouldyoulikesometea,Mr。Glyndon?\"askedMrs。Mervale,kindly。 \"Thankyou,——no。Iproposeamoreconvivialstimulustomyoldfriend。Wine,Mervale,——wine,eh!——orabowlofoldEnglishpunch。Yourwifewillexcuseus,——wewillmakeanightofit!\" Mrs。Mervaledrewbackherchair,andtriednottolookaghast。 Glyndondidnotgivehisfriendtimetoreply。 \"SoatlastIaminEngland,\"hesaid,lookingroundtheroom,withaslightsneeronhislips;\"surelythissoberairmusthaveitsinfluence;surelyhereIshallbeliketherest。\" \"Haveyoubeenill,Glyndon?\" \"Ill,yes。Humph!youhaveafinehouse。Doesitcontainaspareroomforasolitarywanderer?\" Mr。Mervaleglancedathiswife,andhiswifelookedsteadilyonthecarpet。\"Modestandshyinhismanners——rathertoomuchso!\"