Mrs。Mervalewasintheseventhheavenofindignationandamaze!
\"Mydear?\"saidMr。Mervaleatlast,meeklyandinterogatingly。
\"Mydear!\"returnedMrs。Mervale,innocentlyandsourly。
\"Wecanmakeuparoomformyoldfriend,Sarah?\"
Theoldfriendhadsunkbackonhischair,and,gazingintentlyonthefire,withhisfeetateaseuponthefender,seemedtohaveforgottenhisquestion。
Mrs。Mervalebitherlips,lookedthoughtful,andatlastcoldlyreplied,\"Certainly,Mr。Mervale;yourfriendsdorighttomakethemselvesathome。\"
Withthatshelightedacandle,andmovedmajesticallyfromtheroom。Whenshereturned,thetwofriendshadvanishedintoMr。
Mervale\'sstudy。
Twelveo\'clockstruck,——oneo\'clock,two!ThricehadMrs。
Mervalesentintotheroomtoknow,——first,iftheywantedanything;secondly,ifMr。Glyndonsleptonamattressorfeather-bed;thirdly,toinquireifMr。Glyndon\'strunk,whichhehadbroughtwithhim,shouldbeunpacked。Andtotheanswertoallthesequestionswasadded,inaloudvoicefromthevisitor,——avoicethatpiercedfromthekitchentotheattic,——\"Anotherbowl!stronger,ifyouplease,andbequickwithit!\"
AtlastMr。Mervaleappearedintheconjugalchamber,notpenitent,norapologetic,——no,notabitofit。Hiseyestwinkled,hischeekflushed,hisfeetreeled;hesang,——Mr。
ThomasMervalepositivelysang!
\"Mr。Mervale!isitpossible,sir——\"
\"\'OldKingColewasamerryoldsoul——\'\"
\"Mr。Mervale!sir!——leavemealone,sir!\"
\"\'Andamerryoldsoulwashe——\'\"
\"Whatanexampletotheservants!\"
\"\'Andhecalledforhispipe,andhecalledforhisbowl——\'\"
\"Ifyoudon\'tbehaveyourself,sir,Ishallcall——\"
\"\'Callforhisfiddlersthree!\'\"
CHAPTER5。III。
InderWeltweitAusderEinsamkeitWollensieDichlocken。
\"Faust。\"
(Inthewideworld,outofthesolitude,willtheseallurethee。)
Thenextmorning,atbreakfast,Mrs。Mervalelookedasifallthewrongsofinjuredwomansatuponherbrow。Mr。Mervaleseemedthepictureofremorsefulguiltandavengingbile。Hesaidlittle,excepttocomplainofheadache,andtorequesttheeggstoberemovedfromthetable。ClarenceGlyndon——impervious,unconscious,unailing,impenitent——wasinnoisyspirits,andtalkedforthree。
\"PoorMervale!hehaslostthehabitofgood-fellowship,madam。
Anothernightortwo,andhewillbehimselfagain!\"
\"Sir,\"saidMrs。Mervale,launchingapremeditatedsentencewithmorethanJohnsoniandignity,\"permitmetoremindyouthatMr。
Mervaleisnowamarriedman,thedestinedfatherofafamily,andthepresentmasterofahousehold。\"
\"PreciselythereasonswhyIenvyhimsomuch。Imyselfhaveagreatmindtomarry。Happinessiscontagious。\"
\"Doyoustilltaketopainting?\"askedMervale,languidly,endeavouringtoturnthetablesonhisguest。
\"Oh,no;Ihaveadoptedyouradvice。Noart,noideal,——nothingloftierthanCommonplaceformenow。IfIweretopaintagain,I
positivelythinkYOUwouldpurchasemypictures。Makehasteandfinishyourbreakfast,man;Iwishtoconsultyou。IhavecometoEnglandtoseeaftermyaffairs。Myambitionistomakemoney;yourcounselsandexperiencecannotfailtoassistmehere。\"
\"Ah,youweresoondisenchantedofyourPhilosopher\'sStone!Youmustknow,Sarah,thatwhenIlastleftGlyndon,hewasbentuponturningalchemistandmagician。\"
\"Youarewittyto-day,Mr。Mervale。\"
\"Uponmyhonouritistrue,Itoldyousobefore。\"
Glyndonroseabruptly。
\"Whyrevivethoserecollectionsoffollyandpresumption?HaveI
notsaidthatIhavereturnedtomynativelandtopursuethehealthfulavocationsofmykind!Oh,yes!whatsohealthful,sonoble,sofittedtoournature,aswhatyoucallthePracticalLife?Ifwehavefaculties,whatistheiruse,buttosellthemtoadvantage!Buyknowledgeaswedoourgoods;buyitatthecheapestmarket,sellitatthedearest。Haveyounotbreakfastedyet?\"
Thefriendswalkedintothestreets,andMervaleshrankfromtheironywithwhichGlyndoncomplimentedhimonhisrespectability,hisstation,hispursuits,hishappymarriage,andhiseightpicturesintheirhandsomeframes。FormerlythesoberMervalehadcommandedaninfluenceoverhisfriend:HIShadbeenthesarcasm;Glyndon\'stheirresoluteshameathisownpeculiarities。
Nowthispositionwasreversed。TherewasafierceearnestnessinGlyndon\'salteredtemperwhichawedandsilencedthequietcommonplaceofhisfriend\'scharacter。Heseemedtotakeamalignantdelightinpersuadinghimselfthatthesoberlifeoftheworldwascontemptibleandbase。
\"Ah!\"heexclaimed,\"howrightyouweretotellmetomarryrespectably;tohaveasolidposition;toliveindecorousfearoftheworldandone\'swife;andtocommandtheenvyofthepoor,thegoodopinionoftherich。Youhavepractisedwhatyoupreach。Deliciousexistence!Themerchant\'sdeskandthecurtainlecture!Ha!ha!Shallwehaveanothernightofit?\"
Mervale,embarrassedandirritated,turnedtheconversationuponGlyndon\'saffairs。Hewassurprisedattheknowledgeoftheworldwhichtheartistseemedtohavesuddenlyacquired,surprisedstillmoreattheacutenessandenergywithwhichhespokeofthespeculationsmostinvogueatthemarket。Yes;
Glyndonwascertainlyinearnest:hedesiredtoberichandrespectable,——andtomakeatleasttenpercentforhismoney!
Afterspendingsomedayswiththemerchant,duringwhichtimehecontrivedtodisorganiseallthemechanismofthehouse,toturnnightintoday,harmonyintodiscord,todrivepoorMrs。Mervalehalf-distracted,andtoconvinceherhusbandthathewashorriblyhen-pecked,theill-omenedvisitorleftthemassuddenlyashehadarrived。Hetookahouseofhisown;hesoughtthesocietyofpersonsofsubstance;hedevotedhimselftothemoney-market;
heseemedtohavebecomeamanofbusiness;hisschemeswereboldandcolossal;hiscalculationsrapidandprofound。HestartledMervalebyhisenergy,anddazzledhimbyhissuccess。Mervalebegantoenvyhim,——tobediscontentedwithhisownregularandslowgains。WhenGlyndonboughtorsoldinthefunds,wealthrolleduponhimlikethetideofasea;whatyearsoftoilcouldnothavedoneforhiminart,afewmonths,byasuccessionofluckychances,didforhiminspeculation。Suddenly,however,herelaxedhisexertions;newobjectsofambitionseemedtoattracthim。Ifheheardadruminthestreets,whatglorylikethesoldier\'s?Ifanewpoemwerepublished,whatrenownlikethepoet\'s?Hebeganworksinliterature,whichpromisedgreatexcellence,tothrowthemasideindisgust。Allatonceheabandonedthedecorousandformalsocietyhehad###第16章
courted;hejoinedhimself,withyoungandriotousassociates;heplungedintothewildestexcessesofthegreatcity,whereGoldreignsalikeoverToilandPleasure。Throughallhecarriedwithhimacertainpowerandheatofsoul。Inallsocietyheaspiredtocommand,——inallpursuitstoexcel。Yetwhateverthepassionofthemoment,thereactionwasterribleinitsgloom。Hesank,attimes,intothemostprofoundandthedarkestreveries。Hisfeverwasthatofamindthatwouldescapememory,——hisrepose,thatofamindwhichthememoryseizesagain,anddevoursasaprey。Mervalenowsawlittleofhim;theyshunnedeachother。
Glyndonhadnoconfidant,andnofriend。
CHAPTER5。IV。
IchfuhleDichmirnahe;
DieEinsamkeitbelebt;
WieuberseinenWeltenDerUnsichtbareschwebt。
Uhland。
(Ifeeltheeneartome,Thelonelinesstakeslife,——
AsoveritsworldTheInvisiblehovers。)
Fromthisstateofrestlessnessandagitationratherthancontinuousaction,Glyndonwasarousedbyavisitorwhoseemedtoexercisethemostsalutaryinfluenceoverhim。Hissister,anorphanwithhimself,hadresidedinthecountrywithheraunt。
Intheearlyyearsofhopeandhomehehadlovedthisgirl,muchyoungerthanhimself,withallabrother\'stenderness。OnhisreturntoEngland,hehadseemedtoforgetherexistence。Sherecalledherselftohimonheraunt\'sdeathbyatouchingandmelancholyletter:shehadnownohomebuthis,——nodependencesaveonhisaffection;heweptwhenhereadit,andwasimpatienttillAdelaarrived。
Thisgirl,thenabouteighteen,concernedbeneathagentleandcalmexteriormuchoftheromanceorenthusiasmthathad,atherownage,characterisedherbrother。Butherenthusiasmwasofafarpurerorder,andwasrestrainedwithinproperbounds,partlybythesweetnessofaveryfemininenature,andpartlybyastrictandmethodicaleducation。Shedifferedfromhimespeciallyinatimidityofcharacterwhichexceededthatusualatherage,butwhichthehabitofself-commandconcealednolesscarefullythanthattimidityitselfconcealedtheromanceIhaveascribedtoher。
Adelawasnothandsome:shehadthecomplexionandtheformofdelicatehealth;andtoofineanorganisationofthenervesrenderedhersusceptibletoeveryimpressionthatcouldinfluencethehealthoftheframethroughthesympathyofthemind。Butasshenevercomplained,andasthesingularserenityofhermannersseemedtobetokenanequanimityoftemperamentwhich,withthevulgar,mighthavepassedforindifference,hersufferingshadsolongbeenborneunnoticedthatitceasedtobeanefforttodisguisethem。Though,asIhavesaid,nothandsome,hercountenancewasinterestingandpleasing;andtherewasthatcaressingkindness,thatwinningcharmabouthersmile,hermanners,heranxietytoplease,tocomfort,andtosoothewhichwentatoncetotheheart,andmadeherlovely,——becausesoloving。
SuchwasthesisterwhomGlyndonhadsolongneglected,andwhomhenowsocordiallywelcomed。Adelahadpassedmanyyearsavictimtothecaprices,andanursetothemaladies,ofaselfishandexactingrelation。Thedelicateandgenerousandrespectfulaffectionofherbrotherwasnolessnewtoherthandelightful。
Hetookpleasureinthehappinesshecreated;hegraduallyweanedhimselffromothersociety;hefeltthecharmofhome。Itisnotsurprising,then,thatthisyoungcreature,freeandvirginfromeverymoreardentattachment,concentratedallhergratefulloveonthischerishedandprotectingrelative。Herstudybyday,herdreambynight,wastorepayhimforhisaffection。Shewasproudofhistalents,devotedtohiswelfare;thesmallesttriflethatcouldinteresthimswelledinhereyestothegravestaffairsoflife。Inshort,allthelong-hoardedenthusiasm,whichwasherperilousandonlyheritage,sheinvestedinthisoneobjectofherholytenderness,herpureambition。
ButinproportionasGlyndonshunnedthoseexcitementsbywhichhehadsolongsoughttooccupyhistimeordistracthisthoughts,thegloomofhiscalmerhoursbecamedeeperandmorecontinuous。Heeverandespeciallydreadedtobealone;hecouldnotbearhisnewcompaniontobeabsentfromhiseyes:herodewithher,walkedwithher,anditwaswithvisiblereluctance,whichalmostpartookofhorror,thatheretiredtorestatanhourwhenevenrevelgrowsfatigued。Thisgloomwasnotthatwhichcouldbecalledbythesoftnameofmelancholy,——itwasfarmoreintense;itseemedratherlikedespair。Oftenafterasilenceasofdeath——soheavy,abstracted,motionless,diditappear——hewouldstartabruptly,andcasthurriedglancesaroundhim,——hislimbstrembling,hislipslivid,hisbrowsbathedindew。Convincedthatsomesecretsorrowpreyeduponhismind,andwouldconsumehishealth,itwasthedearestasthemostnaturaldesireofAdelatobecomehisconfidantandconsoler。Sheobserved,withthequicktactofthedelicate,thathedislikedhertoseemaffectedby,orevensensibleof,hisdarkermoods。
Sheschooledherselftosuppressherfearsandherfeelings。Shewouldnotaskhisconfidence,——shesoughttostealintoit。Bylittleandlittleshefeltthatshewassucceeding。Toowrappedinhisownstrangeexistencetobeacutelyobservantofthecharacterofothers,Glyndonmistooktheself-contentofagenerousandhumbleaffectionforconstitutionalfortitude;andthisqualitypleasedandsoothedhim。Itisfortitudethatthediseasedmindrequiresintheconfidantwhomitselectsasitsphysician。Andhowirresistibleisthatdesiretocommunicate!
Howoftenthelonelymanthoughttohimself,\"Myheartwouldbelightenedofitsmisery,ifonceconfessed!\"Hefelt,too,thatintheveryyouth,theinexperience,thepoeticaltemperamentofAdela,hecouldfindonewhowouldcomprehendandbearwithhimbetterthananysternerandmorepracticalnature。Mervalewouldhavelookedonhisrevelationsastheravingsofmadness,andmostmen,atbest,asthesickliedchimeras,theopticaldelusions,ofdisease。Thusgraduallypreparinghimselfforthatreliefforwhichheyearned,themomentforhisdisclosurearrivedthus:——
Oneevening,astheysatalonetogether,Adela,whoinheritedsomeportionofherbrother\'stalentinart,wasemployedindrawing,andGlyndon,rousinghimselffrommeditationslessgloomythanusual,rose,andaffectionatelypassinghisarmroundherwaist,lookedoverherasshesat。Anexclamationofdismaybrokefromhislips,——hesnatchedthedrawingfromherhand:
\"Whatareyouabout?——whatportraitisthis?\"
\"DearClarence,doyounotremembertheoriginal?——itisacopyfromthatportraitofourwiseancestorwhichourpoormotherusedtosaysostronglyresembledyou。IthoughtitwouldpleaseyouifIcopieditfrommemory。\"
\"Accursedwasthelikeness!\"saidGlyndon,gloomily。\"GuessyounotthereasonwhyIhaveshunnedtoreturntothehomeofmyfathers!——becauseIdreadedtomeetthatportrait!——because——
because——butpardonme;Ialarmyou!\"
\"Ah,no,——no,Clarence,youneveralarmmewhenyouspeak:onlywhenyouaresilent!Oh,ifyouthoughtmeworthyofyourtrust;
oh,ifyouhadgivenmetherighttoreasonwithyouinthesorrowsthatIyearntoshare!\"
Glyndonmadenoanswer,butpacedtheroomforsomemomentswithdisorderedstrides。Hestoppedatlast,andgazedatherearnestly。\"Yes,you,too,arehisdescendant;youknowthatsuchmenhavelivedandsuffered;youwillnotmockme,——youwillnotdisbelieve!Listen!hark!——whatsoundisthat?\"
\"Butthewindonthehouse-top,Clarence,——butthewind。\"
\"Givemeyourhand;letmefeelitslivingclasp;andwhenIhavetoldyou,neverreverttothetaleagain。Concealitfromall:
swearthatitshalldiewithus,——thelastofourpredestinedrace!\"
\"NeverwillIbetrayyourtrust;Iswearit,——never!\"saidAdela,firmly;andshedrewclosertohisside。ThenGlyndoncommencedhisstory。Thatwhich,perhaps,inwriting,andtomindspreparedtoquestionanddisbelieve,mayseemcoldandterrorless,becamefardifferentwhentoldbythoseblanchedlips,withallthattruthofsufferingwhichconvincesandappalls。Much,indeed,heconcealed,muchheinvoluntarilysoftened;butherevealedenoughtomakehistaleintelligibleanddistincttohispaleandtremblinglistener。\"Atdaybreak,\"
hesaid,\"Ileftthatunhallowedandabhorredabode。Ihadonehopestill,——IwouldseekMejnourthroughtheworld。Iwouldforcehimtolayatrestthefiendthathauntedmysoul。WiththisintentIjourneyedfromcitytocity。IinstitutedthemostvigilantresearchesthroughthepoliceofItaly。IevenemployedtheservicesoftheInquisitionatRome,whichhadlatelyasserteditsancientpowersinthetrialofthelessdangerousCagliostro。Allwasinvain;notatraceofhimcouldbediscovered。Iwasnotalone,Adela。\"HereGlyndonpausedamoment,asifembarrassed;forinhisrecital,IneedscarcelysaythathehadonlyindistinctlyalludedtoFillide,whomthereadermaysurmisetobehiscompanion。\"Iwasnotalone,buttheassociateofmywanderingswasnotoneinwhommysoulcouldconfide,——faithfulandaffectionate,butwithouteducation,withoutfacultiestocomprehendme,withnaturalinstinctsratherthancultivatedreason;oneinwhomtheheartmightleaninitscarelesshours,butwithwhomthemindcouldhavenocommune,inwhomthebewilderedspiritcouldseeknoguide。Yetinthesocietyofthispersonthedemontroubledmenot。
Letmeexplainyetmorefullythedreadconditionsofitspresence。Incoarseexcitement,incommonplacelife,inthewildriot,inthefierceexcess,inthetorpidlethargyofthatanimalexistencewhichwesharewiththebrutes,itseyeswereinvisible,itswhisperwasunheard。Butwheneverthesoulwouldaspire,whenevertheimaginationkindledtotheloftierends,whenevertheconsciousnessofourproperdestinystruggledagainsttheunworthylifeIpursued,then,Adela——then,itcoweredbymysideinthelightofnoon,orsatbymybed,——aDarknessvisiblethroughtheDark。If,inthegalleriesofDivineArt,thedreamsofmyyouthwoketheearlyemulation,——ifIturnedtothethoughtsofsages;iftheexampleofthegreat,iftheconverseofthewise,arousedthesilencedintellect,thedemonwaswithmeasbyaspell。Atlast,oneevening,atGenoa,towhichcityIhadtravelledinpursuitofthemystic,suddenly,andwhenleastexpected,heappearedbeforeme。
ItwasthetimeoftheCarnival。Itwasinoneofthosehalf-franticscenesofnoiseandrevel,callitnotgayety,whichestablishaheathensaturnaliainthemidstofaChristianfestival。Weariedwiththedance,Ihadenteredaroominwhichseveralrevellerswereseated,drinking,singing,shouting;andintheirfantasticdressesandhideousmasks,theirorgyseemedscarcelyhuman。I
placedmyselfamongstthem,andinthatfearfulexcitementofthespiritswhichthehappyneverknow,Iwassoonthemostriotousofall。TheconversationfellontheRevolutionofFrance,whichhadalwayspossessedformeanabsorbingfascination。Themasksspokeofthemillenniumitwastobringonearth,notasphilosophersrejoicingintheadventoflight,butasruffiansexultingintheannihilationoflaw。Iknownotwhyitwas,buttheirlicentiouslanguageinfectedmyself;and,alwaysdesiroustobeforemostineverycircle,Isoonexceededeventheseriotersindeclamationsonthenatureofthelibertywhichwasabouttoembraceallthefamiliesoftheglobe,——alibertythatshouldpervadenotonlypubliclegislation,butdomesticlife;anemancipationfromeveryfetterthatmenhadforgedforthemselves。Inthemidstofthistiradeoneofthemaskswhisperedme,——
\"\'Takecare。Onelistenstoyouwhoseemstobeaspy!\'
\"Myeyesfollowedthoseofthemask,andIobservedamanwhotooknopartintheconversation,butwhosegazewasbentuponme。Hewasdisguisedliketherest,yetIfoundbyageneralwhisperthatnonehadobservedhimenter。Hissilence,hisattention,hadalarmedthefearsoftheotherrevellers,——theyonlyexcitedmethemore。Raptinmysubject,Ipursuedit,insensibletothesignsofthoseaboutme;and,addressingmyselfonlytothesilentmaskwhosatalone,apartfromthegroup,I
didnotevenobservethat,onebyone,therevellersslunkoff,andthatIandthesilentlistenerwereleftalone,until,pausingfrommyheatedandimpetuousdeclamations,Isaid,——
\"\'Andyou,signor,——whatisyourviewofthismightyera?
Opinionwithoutpersecution;brotherhoodwithoutjealousy;lovewithoutbondage——\'
\"\'AndlifewithoutGod,\'addedthemaskasIhesitatedfornewimages。
\"Thesoundofthatwell-knownvoicechangedthecurrentofmythought。Isprangforward,andcried,——
\"\'ImposterorFiend,wemeetatlast!\'
\"ThefigureroseasIadvanced,and,unmasking,showedthefeaturesofMejnour。Hisfixedeye,hismajesticaspect,awedandrepelledme。Istoodrootedtotheground。
\"\'Yes,\'hesaidsolemnly,\'wemeet,anditisthismeetingthatI
havesought。Howhastthoufollowedmyadmonitions!ArethesethescenesinwhichtheAspirantfortheSereneSciencethinkstoescapetheGhastlyEnemy?Dothethoughtsthouhastuttered——
thoughtsthatwouldstrikeallorderfromtheuniverse——expressthehopesofthesagewhowouldrisetotheHarmonyoftheEternalSpheres?\'
\"\'Itisthyfault,——itisthine!\'Iexclaimed。\'Exorcisethephantom!Takethehauntingterrorfrommysoul!\'
Mejnourlookedatmeamomentwithacoldandcynicaldisdainwhichprovokedatoncemyfearandrage,andreplied,——
\"\'No;foolofthineownsenses!No;thoumusthavefullandentireexperienceoftheillusionstowhichtheKnowledgethatiswithoutFaithclimbsitsTitanway。ThoupantestforthisMillennium,——thoushaltbeholdit!ThoushaltbeoneoftheagentsoftheeraofLightandReason。Isee,whileIspeak,thePhantomthoufliest,bythyside;itmarshalsthypath;ithaspowerovertheeasyet,——apowerthatdefiesmyown。InthelastdaysofthatRevolutionwhichthouhailest,amidstthewrecksoftheOrderthoucursestasOppression,seekthefulfilmentofthydestiny,andawaitthycure。\'
\"Atthatinstantatroopofmasks,clamorous,intoxicated,reeling,andrushing,astheyreeled,pouredintotheroom,andseparatedmefromthemystic。Ibrokethroughthem,andsoughthimeverywhere,butinvain。Allmyresearchesthenextdaywereequallyfruitless。Weekswereconsumedinthesamepursuit,——notatraceofMejnourcouldbediscovered。Weariedwithfalsepleasures,rousedbyreproachesIhaddeserved,recoilingfromMejnour\'sprophecyofthesceneinwhichIwastoseekdeliverance,itoccurredtome,atlast,thatinthesoberairofmynativecountry,andamidstitsorderlyandvigorouspursuits,Imightworkoutmyownemancipationfromthespectre。IleftallwhomIhadbeforecourtedandclungto,——Icamehither。
Amidstmercenaryschemesandselfishspeculations,Ifoundthesamereliefasindebauchandexcess。ThePhantomwasinvisible;
butthesepursuitssoonbecametomedistastefulastherest。
EverandeverIfeltthatIwasbornforsomethingnoblerthanthegreedofgain,——thatlifemaybemadeequallyworthless,andthesoulequallydegradedbytheicylustofavarice,asbythenoisierpassions。Ahigherambitionneverceasedtotormentme。
But,but,\"continuedGlyndon,withawhiteninglipandavisibleshudder,\"ateveryattempttoriseintoloftierexistence,camethathideousform。Itgloomedbesidemeattheeasel。Beforethevolumesofpoetandsageitstoodwithitsburningeyesinthestillnessofnight,andIthoughtIhearditshorriblewhispersutteringtemptationsnevertobedivulged。\"Hepaused,andthedropsstooduponhisbrow。
\"ButI,\"saidAdela,masteringherfearsandthrowingherarmsaroundhim,——\"butIhenceforthwillhavenolifebutinthine。
Andinthislovesopure,soholy,thyterrorshallfadeaway。\"
\"No,no!\"exclaimedGlyndon,startingfromher。\"Theworstrevelationistocome。Sincethouhastbeenhere,sinceIhavesternlyandresolutelyrefrainedfromeveryhaunt,everysceneinwhichthispreternaturalenemytroubledmenot,I——I——have——Oh,Heaven!Mercy——mercy!Thereitstands,——there,bythyside,——
there,there!\"Andhefelltothegroundinsensible。
CHAPTER5。V。
Dochwunderbarergriffmich\'sdieseNacht;
DieGliederschienenschoninTodesMacht。
Uhland。
(Thisnightitfearfullyseizedonme;mylimbsappearedalreadyinthepowerofdeath。)
Afever,attendedwithdelirium,forseveraldaysdeprivedGlyndonofconsciousness;andwhen,byAdela\'scaremorethantheskillofthephysicians,hewasrestoredtolifeandreason,hewasunutterablyshockedbythechangeinhissister\'sappearance;
atfirst,hefondlyimaginedthatherhealth,affectedbyhervigils,wouldrecoverwithhisown。Buthesoonsaw,withananguishwhichpartookofremorse,thatthemaladywasdeep-
seated,——deep,deep,beyondthereachofAesculapiusandhisdrugs。Herimagination,littlelesslivelythanhisown,wasawfullyimpressedbythestrangeconfessionsshehadheard,——bytheravingsofhisdelirium。Againandagainhadheshriekedforth,\"Itisthere,——there,bythyside,mysister!\"Hehadtransferredtoherfancythespectre,andthehorrorthatcursedhimself。Heperceivedthis,notbyherwords,buthersilence;
bytheeyesthatstrainedintospace;bytheshiverthatcameoverherframe;bythestartofterror;bythelookthatdidnotdaretoturnbehind。Bitterlyherepentedhisconfession;
bitterlyhefeltthatbetweenhissufferingsandhumansympathytherecouldbenogentleandholycommune;vainlyhesoughttoretract,——toundowhathehaddone,todeclareallwasbutthechimeraofanoverheatedbrain!
Andbraveandgenerouswasthisdenialofhimself;for,oftenandoften,ashethusspoke,hesawtheThingofDreadglidingtoherside,andglaringathimashedisowneditsbeing。Butwhatchilledhim,ifpossible,yetmorethanherwastingformandtremblingnerves,wasthechangeinherloveforhim;anaturalterrorhadreplacedit。Sheturnedpalerifheapproached,——sheshudderedifhetookherhand。Dividedfromtherestofearth,thegulfofthefoulremembranceyawnednowbetweenhissisterandhimself。HecouldendurenomorethepresenceoftheonewhoselifeHISlifehadembittered。Hemadesomeexcusesfordeparture,andwrithedtoseethattheyweregreetedeagerly。
Thefirstgleamofjoyhehaddetectedsincethatfatalnight,onAdela\'sface,hebeheldwhenhemurmured\"Farewell。\"HetravelledforsomeweeksthroughthewildestpartsofScotland;
scenerywhichMAKEStheartist,waslovelesstohishaggardeyes。
AletterrecalledhimtoLondononthewingsofnewagonyandfear;hearrivedtofindhissisterinaconditionbothofmindandhealthwhichexceededhisworstapprehensions。
Hervacantlook,herlifelessposture,appalledhim;itwasasonewhogazedontheMedusa\'shead,andfelt,withoutastruggle,thehumanbeinggraduallyhardentothestatue。Itwasnotfrenzy,itwasnotidiocy,——itwasanabstraction,anapathy,asleepinwaking。Onlyasthenightadvancedtowardstheeleventhhour——thehourinwhichGlyndonhadconcludedhistale——shegrewvisiblyuneasy,anxious,andperturbed。Thenherlipsmuttered;
herhandswrithed;shelookedroundwithalookofunspeakableappealforsuccour,forprotection,andsuddenly,astheclockstruck,fellwithashriektotheground,coldandlifeless。
Withdifficulty,andnotuntilafterthemostearnestprayers,didsheanswertheagonisedquestionsofGlyndon;atlastsheownedthatatthathour,andthathouralone,wherevershewasplaced,howeveroccupied,shedistinctlybeheldtheapparitionofanoldhag,who,afterthriceknockingatthedoor,enteredtheroom,andhobblinguptoherwithacountenancedistortedbyhideousrageandmenace,laiditsicyfingersonherforehead:
fromthatmomentshedeclaredthatsenseforsookher;andwhenshewokeagain,itwasonlytowait,insuspensethatfrozeupherblood,therepetitionoftheghastlyvisitation。
ThephysicianwhohadbeensummonedbeforeGlyndon\'sreturn,andwhoseletterhadrecalledhimtoLondon,wasacommonplacepractitioner,ignorantofthecase,andhonestlyanxiousthatonemoreexperiencedshouldbeemployed。Clarencecalledinoneofthemosteminentofthefaculty,andtohimherecitedtheopticaldelusionofhissister。Thephysicianlistenedattentively,andseemedsanguineinhishopesofcure。Hecametothehousetwohoursbeforetheonesodreadedbythepatient。
Hehadquietlyarrangedthattheclocksshouldbeputforwardhalfanhour,unknowntoAdela,andeventoherbrother。Hewasamanofthemostextraordinarypowersofconversation,ofsurpassingwit,ofallthefacultiesthatinterestandamuse。Hefirstadministeredtothepatientaharmlesspotion,whichhepledgedhimselfwoulddispelthedelusion。Hisconfidenttonewokeherownhopes,——hecontinuedtoexciteherattention,torouseherlethargy;hejested,helaughedawaythetime。Thehourstruck。\"Joy,mybrother!\"sheexclaimed,throwingherselfinhisarms;\"thetimeispast!\"Andthen,likeonereleasedfromaspell,shesuddenlyassumedmorethanherancientcheerfulness。\"Ah,Clarence!\"shewhispered,\"forgivemeformyformerdesertion,——forgivemethatIfearedYOU。Ishalllive!——
Ishalllive!inmyturntobanishthespectrethathauntsmybrother!\"AndClarencesmiledandwipedthetearsfromhisburningeyes。Thephysicianrenewedhisstories,hisjests。Inthemidstofastreamofrichhumourthatseemedtocarryawaybothbrotherandsister,GlyndonsuddenlysawoverAdela\'sfacethesamefearfulchange,thesameanxiouslook,thesamerestless,strainingeye,hehadbeheldthenightbefore。Herose,——heapproachedher。Adelastartedup。\"look——look——look!\"
sheexclaimed。\"Shecomes!Saveme,——saveme!\"andshefellathisfeetinstrongconvulsionsastheclock,falselyandinvainputforward,struckthehalf-hour。
Thephysicianliftedherinhisarms。\"Myworstfearsareconfirmed,\"hesaidgravely;\"thediseaseisepilepsy。\"(ThemostcelebratedpractitionerinDublinrelatedtotheeditorastoryofopticaldelusionpreciselysimilarinitscircumstancesanditsphysicalcausetotheoneherenarrated。)
Thenextnight,atthesamehour,AdelaGlyndondied。
CHAPTER5。VI。
Laloi,dontleregnevousepouvante,asonglaivelevesurvous:
ellevousfrapperatous:legenrehumainabesoindecetexemple——Couthon。
(Thelaw,whosereignterrifiesyou,hasitsswordraisedagainstyou;itwillstrikeyouall:humanityhasneedofthisexample。)
\"Oh,joy,joy!——thouartcomeagain!Thisisthyhand——thesethylips。Saythatthoudidstnotdesertmefromtheloveofanother;sayitagain,——sayitever!——andIwillpardontheealltherest!\"
\"Sothouhastmournedforme?\"
\"Mourned!——andthouwertcruelenoughtoleavemegold;thereitis,——there,untouched!\"
\"PoorchildofNature!how,then,inthisstrangetownofMarseilles,hastthoufoundbreadandshelter?\"
\"Honestly,soulofmysoul!honestly,butyetbythefacethoudidstoncethinksofair;thinkestthouTHATnow?\"
\"Yes,Fillide,morefairthanever。Butwhatmeanestthou?\"
\"Thereisapainterhere——agreatman,oneoftheirgreatmenatParis,Iknownotwhattheycallthem;butherulesoverallhere,——lifeanddeath;andhehaspaidmelargelybuttositformyportrait。ItisforapicturetobegiventotheNation,forhepaintsonlyforglory。ThinkofthyFillide\'srenown!\"Andthegirl\'swildeyessparkled;hervanitywasroused。\"AndhewouldhavemarriedmeifIwould!——divorcedhiswifetomarryme!
ButIwaitedforthee,ungrateful!\"
Aknockatthedoorwasheard,——amanentered。
\"Nicot!\"
\"Ah,Glyndon!——hum!——welcome!What!thouarttwicemyrival!
ButJeanNicotbearsnomalice。Virtueismydream,——mycountry,mymistress。Servemycountry,citizen;andIforgivetheethepreferenceofbeauty。Caira!caira!\"
Butasthepainterspoke,ithymned,itrolledthroughthestreets,——thefierysongoftheMarseillaise!Therewasacrowd,amultitude,apeopleup,abroad,withcoloursandarms,enthusiasmandsong,——withsong,withenthusiasm,withcoloursandarms!Andwhocouldguessthatthatmartialmovementwasone,notofwar,butmassacre,——FrenchmenagainstFrenchmen?FortherearetwopartiesinMarseilles,——andampleworkforJourdanCoupe-tete!Butthis,theEnglishman,justarrived,astrangertoallfactions,didnotasyetcomprehend。Hecomprehendednothingbutthesong,theenthusiasm,thearms,andthecoloursthatliftedtothesunthegloriouslie,\"LepeupleFrancais,deboutcontrelestyrans!\"(Up,Frenchmen,againsttyrants!)
Thedarkbrowofthewretchedwanderergrewanimated;hegazedfromthewindowonthethrongthatmarchedbelow,beneaththeirwavingOriflamme。TheyshoutedastheybeheldthepatriotNicot,thefriendofLibertyandrelentlessHebert,bythestranger\'sside,atthecasement。
\"Ay,shoutagain!\"criedthepainter,——\"shoutforthebraveEnglishmanwhoabjureshisPittsandhisCoburgstobeacitizenofLibertyandFrance!\"
Athousandvoicesrenttheair,andthehymnoftheMarseillaiseroseinmajestyagain。
\"Well,andifitbeamongthesehighhopesandthisbravepeoplethatthephantomistovanish,andthecuretocome!\"mutteredGlyndon;andhethoughthefeltagaintheelixirsparklingthroughhisveins。
\"ThoushaltbeoneoftheConventionwithPaineandClootz,——I
willmanageitallforthee!\"criedNicot,slappinghimontheshoulder:\"andParis——\"
\"Ah,ifIcouldbutseeParis!\"criedFillide,inherjoyousvoice。Joyous!thewholetime,thetown,theair——savewhere,unheard,rosethecryofagonyandtheyellofmurder——werejoy!
Sleepunhauntinginthygrave,coldAdela。Joy,joy!IntheJubileeofHumanityallprivategriefsshouldcease!Behold,wildmariner,thevastwhirlpooldrawstheetoitsstormybosom!
Theretheindividualisnot。Allthingsareofthewhole!Openthygates,fairParis,forthestranger-citizen!Receiveinyourranks,OmeekRepublicans,thenewchampionofliberty,ofreason,ofmankind!\"Mejnourisright;itwasinvirtue,invalour,ingloriousstruggleforthehumanrace,thatthespectrewastoshrinktoherkindreddarkness。\"
AndNicot\'sshrillvoicepraisedhim;andleanRobespierre——
\"Flambeau,colonne,pierreangulairedel\'edificedelaRepublique!\"(\"Thelight,column,andkeystoneoftheRepublic。\"——\"LettreduCitoyenP——;PapiersineditstrouveschezRobespierre,\"tom11,page127。)——smiledominouslyonhimfromhisbloodshoteyes;andFillideclaspedhimwithpassionatearmstohertenderbreast。Andathisup-risinganddown-sitting,atboardandinbed,thoughhesawitnot,theNamelessOneguidedhimwiththedemoneyestotheseawhosewavesweregore。
BOOKVI。
SUPERSTITIONDESERTINGFAITH。
WhydoIyieldtothatsuggestion,Whosehorridimagedothunfixmyhair——ShakespeareCHAPTER6。I。
ThereforetheGeniiwerepaintedwithaplatterfullofgarlandsandflowersinonehand,andawhipintheother——AlexanderRoss,\"Mystag。Poet。\"
Accordingtotheorderoftheeventsrelatedinthisnarrative,thedepartureofZanoniandViolafromtheGreekisle,inwhichtwohappyyearsappeartohavebeenpassed,musthavebeensomewhatlaterindatethanthearrivalofGlyndonatMarseilles。
Itmusthavebeeninthecourseoftheyear1791whenViolafledfromNapleswithhermysteriouslover,andwhenGlyndonsoughtMejnourinthefatalcastle。Itisnowtowardsthecloseof1793,whenourstoryagainreturnstoZanoni。ThestarsofwintershonedownonthelagunesofVenice。ThehumoftheRialtowashushed,——thelastloiterershaddesertedthePlaceofSt。Mark\'s,andonlyatdistantintervalsmightbeheardtheoarsoftherapidgondolas,bearingrevellerorlovertohishome。
ButlightsstillflittedtoandfroacrossthewindowsofoneofthePalladianpalaces,whoseshadowsleptinthegreatcanal;andwithinthepalacewatchedthetwinEumenidesthatneversleepforMan,——FearandPain。
\"IwillmaketheetherichestmaninallVenice,ifthousavesther。\"
\"Signor,\"saidtheleech;\"yourgoldcannotcontroldeath,andthewillofHeaven,signor,unlesswithinthenexthourthereissomeblessedchange,prepareyourcourage。\"
Ho——ho,Zanoni!manofmysteryandmight,whohastwalkedamidstthepassionsoftheworld,withnochangesonthybrow,artthoutossedatlastuponthebillowsoftempestuousfear?Doesthyspiritreeltoandfro?——knowestthouatlastthestrengthandthemajestyofDeath?
Hefled,trembling,fromthepale-facedmanofart,——fledthroughstatelyhallandlong-drawncorridor,andgainedaremotechamberinthepalace,whichotherstepthanhiswasnotpermittedtoprofane。Outwiththyherbsandvessels。Breakfromtheenchantedelements,Osilvery-azureflame!Whycomeshenot,——
theSonoftheStarbeam!WhyisAdon-Aideaftothysolemncall?
Itcomesnot,——theluminousanddelightsomePresence!Cabalist!
arethycharmsinvain?Hasthythronevanishedfromtherealmsofspace?Thoustandestpaleandtrembling。Paletrembler!notthusdidstthoulookwhenthethingsofglorygatheredatthyspell。Nevertothepaletremblerbowthethingsofglory:thesoul,andnottheherbs,northesilvery-azureflame,northespellsoftheCabala,commandsthechildrenoftheair;andTHY
soul,byLoveandDeath,ismadesceptrelessanddiscrowned!
Atlengththeflamequivers,——theairgrowscoldasthewindincharnels。Athingnotofearthispresent,——amistlike,formlessthing。Itcowersinthedistance,——asilentHorror!itrises;itcreeps;itnearsthee——darkinitsmantleofduskyhaze;andunderitsveilitlooksontheewithitslivid,malignanteyes,——
thethingofmalignanteyes!
\"Ha,youngChaldean!younginthycountlessages,——youngaswhen,coldtopleasureandtobeauty,thoustoodestontheoldFire-
tower,andheardestthestarrysilencewhispertotheethelastmysterythatbafflesDeath,——fearestthouDeathatlength?Isthyknowledgebutacirclethatbringstheebackwhencethywanderingsbegan!Generationsongenerationshavewitheredsincewetwomet!Lo!thoubeholdestmenow!\"
\"ButIbeholdtheewithoutfear!Thoughbeneaththineeyesthousandshaveperished;though,wheretheyburn,springupthefoulpoisonsofthehumanheart,andtothosewhomthoucanstsubjecttothywill,thypresenceglaresinthedreamsoftheravingmaniac,orblackensthedungeonofdespairingcrime,thouartnotmyvanquisher,butmyslave!\"
\"AndasaslavewillIservethee!Commandthyslave,O
beautifulChaldean!Hark,thewailofwomen!——hark,thesharpshriekofthybelovedone!Deathisinthypalace!Adon-Aicomesnottothycall。OnlywherenocloudofthepassionandthefleshveilstheeyeoftheSereneIntelligencecantheSonsoftheStarbeamglidetoman。But_I_canaidthee!——hark!\"AndZanonihearddistinctlyinhisheart,evenatthatdistancefromthechamber,thevoiceofViolacallingindeliriumonherbelovedone。
\"Oh,Viola,Icansavetheenot!\"exclaimedtheseer,passionately;\"mylovefortheehasmademepowerless!\"
\"Notpowerless;Icangifttheewiththearttosaveher,——Icanplacehealinginthyhand!\"
\"Forboth?——childandmother,——forboth?\"
\"Both!\"
Aconvulsionshookthelimbsoftheseer,——amightystruggleshookhimasachild:theHumanityandtheHourconqueredtherepugnantspirit。
\"Iyield!Motherandchild——saveboth!\"……
InthedarkchamberlayViola,inthesharpestagoniesoftravail;lifeseemedrendingitselfawayinthegroansandcriesthatspokeofpaininthemidstoffrenzy;andstill,ingroanandcry,shecalledonZanoni,herbeloved。Thephysicianlookedtotheclock;onitbeat:theHeartofTime,——regularlyandslowly,——HeartthatneversympathisedwithLife,andneverflaggedforDeath!\"Thecriesarefainter,\"saidtheleech;\"intenminutesmoreallwillbepast。\"
Fool!theminuteslaughatthee;Nature,evennow,likeablueskythroughashatteredtemple,issmilingthroughthetorturedframe。Thebreathinggrowsmorecalmandhushed;thevoiceofdeliriumisdumb,——asweetdreamhascometoViola。Isitadream,orisitthesoulthatsees?ShethinkssuddenlythatsheiswithZanoni,thatherburningheadispillowedonhisbosom;
shethinks,ashegazesonher,thathiseyesdispelthetorturesthatpreyuponher,——thetouchofhishandcoolsthefeveronherbrow;shehearshisvoiceinmurmurs,——itisamusicfromwhichthefiendsfly。Whereisthemountainthatseemedtopressuponhertemples?Likeavapour,itrollsaway。Inthefrostsofthewinternight,sheseesthesunlaughinginluxuriousheaven,——shehearsthewhisperofgreenleaves;thebeautifulworld,valleyandstreamandwoodland,liebefore,andwithacommonvoicespeaktoher,\"Wearenotyetpastforthee!\"Foolofdrugsandformula,looktothydial-plate!——thehandhasmovedon;theminutesarewithEternity;thesoulthysentencewouldhavedismissed,stilldwellsontheshoresofTime。Shesleeps:thefeverabates;theconvulsionsaregone;thelivingrosebloomsuponhercheek;thecrisisispast!Husband,thywifelives;
lover,thyuniverseisnosolitude!HeartofTime,beaton!A
while,alittlewhile,——joy!joy!joy!——father,embracethychild!
CHAPTER6。II。
TristisErinnysPraetulitinfaustassanguinolentafaces。
Ovid。
(Erinnys,dolefulandbloody,extendstheunblessedtorches。)
Andtheyplacedthechildinthefather\'sarms!Assilentlyhebentoverit,tears——tears,howhuman!——fellfromhiseyeslikerain!Andthelittleonesmiledthroughthetearsthatbatheditscheeks!Ah,withwhathappytearswewelcomethestrangerintooursorrowingworld!Withwhatagonisingtearswedismissthestrangerbacktotheangels!Unselfishjoy;buthowselfishisthesorrow!
Andnowthroughthesilentchamberafaintsweetvoiceisheard,——theyoungmother\'svoice。
\"Iamhere:Iambythyside!\"murmuredZanoni。
Themothersmiled,andclaspedhishand,andaskednomore;shewascontented……
Violarecoveredwitharapiditythatstartledthephysician;andtheyoungstrangerthrivedasifitalreadylovedtheworldtowhichithaddescended。FromthathourZanoniseemedtoliveintheinfant\'slife,andinthatlifethesoulsofmotherandfathermetasinanewbond。Nothingmorebeautifulthanthisinfanthadeyeeverdweltupon。Itwasstrangetothenursesthatitcamenotwailingtothelight,butsmiledtothelightasathingfamiliartoitbefore。Itneverutteredonecryofchildishpain。Initsveryreposeitseemedtobelisteningtosomehappyvoicewithinitsheart:itseemeditselfsohappy。Initseyesyouwouldhavethoughtintellectalreadykindled,thoughithadnotyetfoundalanguage。Alreadyitseemedtorecogniseitsparents;alreadyitstretchedforthitsarmswhenZanonibentoverthebed,inwhichitbreathedandbloomed,——thebuddingflower!Andfromthatbedhewasrarelyabsent:gazinguponitwithhisserene,delightedeyes,hissoulseemedtofeeditsown。
Atnightandinutterdarknesshewasstillthere;andViolaoftenheardhimmurmuringoveritasshelayinahalf-sleep。
Butthemurmurwasinalanguagestrangetoher;andsometimeswhensheheardshefeared,andvague,undefinedsuperstitionscamebacktoher,——thesuperstitionsofearlieryouth。Amotherfearseverything,eventhegods,forhernew-born。ThemortalsshriekedaloudwhenofoldtheysawthegreatDemeterseekingtomaketheirchildimmortal。
ButZanoni,wrappedinthesublimedesignsthatanimatedthehumanlovetowhichhewasnowawakened,forgotall,evenallhehadforfeitedorincurred,inthelovethatblindedhim。
Butthedark,formlessthing,thoughhenorinvokednorsawit,crept,often,roundandroundhim,andoftensatbytheinfant\'scouch,withitshatefuleyes。
CHAPTER6。III。
Fuscistelluremamplectituralis。
Virgil。
(EmbracestheEarthwithgloomywings。)
LetterfromZanonitoMejnour。
Mejnour,Humanity,withallitssorrowsanditsjoys,ismineoncemore。Daybyday,Iamforgingmyownfetters。Iliveinotherlivesthanmyown,andinthemIhavelostmorethanhalfmyempire。Notliftingthemaloft,theydragmebythestrongbandsoftheaffectionstotheirownearth。Exiledfromthebeingsonlyvisibletothemostabstractsense,thegrimEnemythatguardstheThresholdhasentangledmeinitsweb。Canstthoucreditme,whenItelltheethatIhaveaccepteditsgifts,andenduretheforfeit?Agesmustpasserethebrighterbeingscanagainobeythespiritthathasbowedtotheghastlyone!
And……
Inthishope,then,Mejnour,Itriumphstill;Iyethavesupremepoweroverthisyounglife。Insensiblyandinaudiblymysoulspeakstoitsown,andpreparesitevennow。Thouknowestthatforthepureandunsulliedinfantspirit,theordealhasnoterrorandnoperil。ThusunceasinglyInourishitwithnounholylight;andereityetbeconsciousofthegift,itwillgaintheprivilegesithasbeenminetoattain:thechild,byslowandscarce-seendegrees,willcommunicateitsownattributestothemother;andcontenttoseeYouthforeverradiantonthebrowsofthetwothatnowsufficetofillupmywholeinfinityofthought,shallIregrettheairierkingdomthatvanisheshourlyfrommygrasp?Butthou,whosevisionisstillclearandserene,lookintothefardeepsshutfrommygaze,andcounselme,orforewarn!IknowthatthegiftsoftheBeingwhoseraceissohostiletoourownare,totheccommonseeker,fatalandperfidiousasitself。Andhence,when,attheoutskirtsofknowledge,whichinearlieragesmencalledMagic,theyencounteredthethingsofthehostiletribes,theybelievedtheapparitionstobefiends,and,byfanciedcompacts,imaginedtheyhadsignedawaytheirsouls;asifmancouldgiveforaneternitythatoverwhichhehascontrolbutwhilehelives!Dark,andshroudedforeverfromhumansight,dwellthedemonrebels,intheirimpenetrablerealm;inthemisnobreathoftheDivineOne。
IneveryhumancreaturetheDivineOnebreathes;andHealonecanjudgeHisownhereafter,andallotitsnewcareerandhome。
Couldmansellhimselftothefiend,mancouldprejudgehimself,andarrogatethedisposalofeternity!Butthesecreatures,modificationsastheyareofmatter,andsomewithmorethanthemalignantyofman,maywellseem,tofearandunreasoningsuperstition,therepresentativesoffiends。AndfromthedarkestandmightiestofthemIhaveacceptedaboon,——thesecretthatstartledDeathfromthosesodeartome。CanInottrustthatenoughofpoweryetremainstometobaffleortodauntthePhantom,ifitseektopervertthegift?Answerme,Mejnour,forinthedarknessthatveilsme,Iseeonlythepureeyesofthenew-born;Ihearonlythelowbeatingofmyheart。Answerme,thouwhosewisdomiswithoutlove!
MejnourtoZanoni。
Rome。
FallenOne!——IseebeforetheeEvilandDeathandWoe!ThoutohaverelinquishedAdon-AiforthenamelessTerror,——theheavenlystarsforthosefearfuleyes!Thou,atthelasttobethevictimoftheLarvaofthedrearyThreshold,that,inthyfirstnovitiate,fled,witheredandshrivelled,fromthykinglybrow!
When,attheprimarygradesofinitiation,thepupilItookfromtheeontheshoresofthechangedParthenope,fellsenselessandcoweringbeforethatPhantom-Darkness,Iknewthathisspiritwasnotformedtofronttheworldsbeyond;forFEARistheattractionofmantoearthiestearth,andwhilehefears,hecannotsoar。
ButTHOU,seestthounotthattoloveisbuttofear;seestthounotthatthepowerofwhichthouboastestoverthemalignantoneisalreadygone?Itawes,itmastersthee;itwillmocktheeandbetray。Losenotamoment;cometome。Iftherecanyetbesufficientsympathybetweenus,throughMYeyesshaltthousee,andperhapsguardagainsttheperilsthat,shapelessyet,andloomingthroughtheshadow,marshalthemselvesaroundtheeandthosewhomthyverylovehasdoomed。Comefromallthetiesofthyfondhumanity;theywillbutobscurethyvision!Comeforthfromthyfearsandhopes,thydesiresandpassions。Come,asaloneMindcanbethemonarchandtheseer,shiningthroughthehomeittenants,——apure,impressionless,sublimeintelligence!
Chapter6。IV。
Plusquevousnepensezcemomentestterrible。
LaHarpe,\"LeComtedeWarwick,\"Act3,sc。5。
(Themomentismoreterriblethanyouthink。)
Forthefirsttimesincetheirunion,ZanoniandViolawereseparated,——ZanoniwenttoRomeonimportantbusiness。\"Itwas,\"
hesaid,\"butforafewdays;\"andhewentsosuddenlythattherewaslittletimeeitherforsurpriseorsorrow。Butfirstpartingisalwaysmoremelancholythanitneedbe:itseemsaninterruptiontotheexistencewhichLoveshareswithLove;itmakestheheartfeelwhatavoidlifewillbewhenthelastpartingshallsucceed,assucceeditmust,thefirst。ButViolahadanewcompanion;shewasenjoyingthatmostdeliciousnoveltywhicheverrenewstheyouthanddazzlestheeyesofwoman。Asthemistress——thewife——sheleansonanother;fromanotherarereflectedherhappiness,herbeing,——asanorbthattakeslightfromitssun。Butnow,inturn,asthemother,sheisraisedfromdependenceintopower;itisanotherthatleansonher,——astarhassprungintospace,towhichsheherselfhasbecomethesun!
Afewdays,——buttheywillbesweetthroughthesorrow!Afewdays,——everyhourofwhichseemsaneratotheinfant,overwhombendwatchfultheeyesandtheheart。Fromitswakingtoitssleep,fromitssleeptoitswaking,isarevolutioninTime。
Everygesturetobenoted,——everysmiletoseemanewprogressintotheworldithascometobless!Zanonihasgone,——thelastdashoftheoarislost,thelastspeckofthegondolahasvanishedfromtheocean-streetsofVenice!Herinfantissleepinginthecradleatthemother\'sfeet;andshethinksthroughhertearswhattalesofthefairy-land,thatspreadsfarandwide,withathousandwonders,inthatnarrowbed,sheshallhavetotellthefather!Smileon,weepon,youngmother!
Alreadythefairestleafinthewildvolumeisclosedforthee,andtheinvisiblefingerturnsthepage!……
BythebridgeoftheRialtostoodtwoVenetians——ardentRepublicansandDemocrats——lookingtotheRevolutionofFranceastheearthquakewhichmustshattertheirownexpiringandviciousconstitution,andgiveequalityofranksandrightstoVenice。
\"Yes,Cottalto,\"saidone;\"mycorrespondentofParishaspromisedtoeludeallobstacles,andbafflealldanger。Hewillarrangewithusthehourofrevolt,whenthelegionsofFranceshallbewithinhearingofourguns。Onedayinthisweek,atthishour,heistomeetmehere。Thisisbutthefourthday。\"
Hehadscarcesaidthesewordsbeforeaman,wrappedinhisroquelaire,emergingfromoneofthenarrowstreetstotheleft,haltedoppositethepair,andeyingthemforafewmomentswithanearnestscrutiny,whispered,\"Salut!\"
\"Etfraternite,\"answeredthespeaker。
\"You,then,arethebraveDandolowithwhomtheComitedeputedmetocorrespond?Andthiscitizen——\"
\"IsCottalto,whommylettershavesooftenmentioned。\"(IknownotiftheauthoroftheoriginalMSS。designs,underthesenames,tointroducetherealCottaltoandthetrueDandolo,who,in1797,distinguishedthemselvesbytheirsympathywiththeFrench,andtheirdemocraticardor——Ed。)
\"Healthandbrotherhoodtohim!Ihavemuchtoimparttoyouboth。Iwillmeetyouatnight,Dandolo。Butinthestreetswemaybeobserved。\"