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CONTENTS I。TheInitiationofSavalII。BougivalandLoveIII。EnlightenmentIV。FromEmotiontoPhilosophyCHAPTERI。 TheInitiationofSavalAstheywereleavingtheCafeRiche,JeandeServignysaidtoLeonSaval:\"Ifyoudon\'tobject,letuswalk。Theweatheristoofinetotakeacab。\" Hisfriendanswered:\"Iwouldlikenothingbetter。\" Jeanreplied:\"Itishardlyeleveno\'clock。Weshallarrivemuchbeforemidnight,soletusgoslowly。\" Arestlesscrowdwasmovingalongtheboulevard,thatthrongpeculiartosummernights,drinking,chatting,andflowinglikeariver,filledwithasenseofcomfortandjoy。Hereandthereacafethrewafloodoflightuponaknotofpatronsdrinkingatlittletablesonthesidewalk,whichwerecoveredwithbottlesandglasses,hinderingthepassingofthehurryingmultitude。Onthepavementthecabswiththeirred,blue,orgreenlightsdashedby,showingforasecond,intheglimmer,thethinshadowofthehorse,theraisedprofileofthecoachman,andthedarkboxofthecarriage。ThecabsoftheUrbaineCompanymadeclearandrapidspotswhentheiryellowpanelswerestruckbythelight。 Thetwofriendswalkedwithslowsteps,cigarsintheirmouths,ineveningdressandovercoatsontheirarms,withaflowerintheirbuttonholes,andtheirhatsatrifleononeside,asmenwillcarelesslywearthemsometimes,aftertheyhavedinedwellandtheairismild。 Theyhadbeenlinkedtogethersincetheircollegedaysbyaclose,devoted,andfirmaffection。JeandeServigny,small,slender,atriflebald,ratherfrail,witheleganceofmien,curledmustache,brighteyes,andfinelips,wasamanwhoseemedbornandbredupontheboulevard。Hewastirelessinspiteofhislanguidair,stronginspiteofhispallor,oneofthoseslightParisianstowhomgymnasticexercise,fencing,coldshowerandhotbathsgiveanervous,artificialstrength。Hewasknownbyhismarriageaswellasbyhiswit,hisfortune,hisconnections,andbythatsociability,amiability,andfashionablegallantrypeculiartocertainmen。 AtrueParisian,furthermore,light,sceptical,changeable,captivating,energetic,andirresolute,capableofeverythingandofnothing;selfishbyprincipleandgenerousonoccasion,helivedmoderatelyuponhisincome,andamusedhimselfwithhygiene。 Indifferentandpassionate,hegavehimselfreinanddrewbackconstantly,impelledbyconflictinginstincts,yieldingtoall,andthenobeying,intheend,hisownshrewdman-about-townjudgment,whoseweather-vanelogicconsistedinfollowingthewindanddrawingprofitfromcircumstanceswithouttakingthetroubletooriginatethem。 Hiscompanion,LeonSaval,richalso,wasoneofthosesuperbandcolossalfigureswhomakewomenturnaroundinthestreetstolookatthem。Hegavetheideaofastatueturnedintoaman,atypeofarace,likethosesculpturedformswhicharesenttotheSalons。Toohandsome,tootall,toobig,toostrong,hesinnedalittlefromtheexcessofeverything,theexcessofhisqualities。Hehadonhandcountlessaffairsofpassion。 AstheyreachedtheVaudevilletheater,heasked:\"Haveyouwarnedthatladythatyouaregoingtotakemetoherhousetoseeher?\" Servignybegantolaugh:\"ForewarntheMarquiseObardi!Doyouwarnanomnibusdriverthatyoushallenterhisstageatthecorneroftheboulevard?\" Saval,alittleperplexed,inquired:\"Whatsortofpersonisthislady?\" Hisfriendreplied:\"Anupstart,acharminghussy,whocamefromnooneknowswhere,whomadeherappearanceoneday,nobodyknowshow,amongtheadventuressesofParis,knowingperfectlywellhowtotakecareofherself。Besides,whatdifferencedoesitmaketous?Theysaythatherrealname,hermaidenname——forshestillhaseveryclaimtothetitleofmaidenexceptthatofinnocence——isOctaviaBardin,fromwhichsheconstructsthenameObardibyprefixingthefirstletterofherfirstnameanddroppingthelastletterofthelastname。\" \"Moreover,sheisalovablewoman,andyou,fromyourphysique,areinevitablyboundtobecomeherlover。HerculesisnotintroducedintoMessalina\'shomewithoutmakingsomedisturbance。NeverthelessImakeboldtoaddthatifthereisfreeentrancetothishouse,justasthereisinbazaars,youarenotexactlycompelledtobuywhatisforsale。Loveandcardsareontheprogramme,butnobodycompelsyoutotakeupwitheither。Andtheexitisasfreeastheentrance。\" \"ShesettleddownintheEtoiledistrict,asuspiciousneighborhood,threeyearsago,andopenedherdrawing-roomtothatfrothofthecontinentswhichcomestoParistopracticeitsvariousformidableandcriminaltalents。\" \"Idon\'trememberjusthowIwenttoherhouse。Iwentasweallgo,becausethereiscardplaying,becausethewomenarecompliant,andthemendishonest。Ilovethatsocialmobofbuccaneerswithdecorationsofallsortsoforders,alltitled,andallentirelyunknownattheirembassies,excepttothespies。Theyarealwaysdragginginthesubjectofhonor,quotingthelistoftheirancestorsontheslightestprovocation,andtellingthestoryoftheirlifeateveryopportunity,braggarts,liars,sharpers,dangerousastheircards,falseastheirnames,bravebecausetheyhavetobe,liketheassassinswhocannotplucktheirvictimsexceptbyexposingtheirownlives。Inaword,itisthearistocracyofthebagnio。\" \"Ilikethem。Theyareinterestingtofathomandtoknow,amusingtolistento,oftenwitty,nevercommonplaceastheordinaryFrenchguests。Theirwomenarealwayspretty,withalittleflavorofforeignknavery,withthemysteryoftheirpastexistence,halfofwhich,perhaps,spentinaHouseofCorrection。Theygenerallyhavefineeyesandglorioushair,thetruephysiqueoftheprofession,anintoxicatinggrace,aseductivenesswhichdrivesmentofolly,anunwholesome,irresistiblecharm!Theyconquerlikethehighwaymenofold。Theyarerapaciouscreatures;truebirdsofprey。Ilikethem,too。\" \"TheMarquiseObardiisoneofthetypeoftheseelegantgood-for- nothings。Ripeandpretty,withafelinecharm,youcanseethatsheisvicioustothemarrow。Everybodyhasagoodtimeatherhouse,withcards,dancing,andsuppers;infactthereiseverythingwhichgoestomakeupthepleasuresoffashionablesocietylife。\" \"Haveyoueverbeenorareyounowherlover?\"LeonSavalasked。 \"Ihavenotbeenherlover,Iamnotnow,andInevershallbe。I onlygotothehousetoseeherdaughter。\" \"Ah!Shehasadaughter,then?\" \"Adaughter!Amarvel,mydearman。Sheistheprincipalattractionofthedento-day。Tall,magnificent,justripe,eighteenyearsold,asfairashermotherisdark,alwaysmerry,alwaysreadyforanentertainment,alwayslaughing,andreadytodancelikemad。Whowillbetheluckyman,tocaptureher,orwhohasalreadydoneso? Nobodycantellthat。Shehastenofusinhertrain,allhoping。\" \"SuchadaughterinthehandsofawomanliketheMarquiseisafortune。Andtheyplaythegametogether,thetwocharmers。Nooneknowsjustwhattheyareplanning。PerhapstheyarewaitingforabetterbargainthanIshouldprove。ButItellyouthatIshallclosethebargainifIevergetachance。\" \"ThatgirlYvetteabsolutelybafflesme,moreover。Sheisamystery。 IfsheisnotthemostcompletemonsterofastutenessandperversitythatIhaveeverseen,shecertainlyisthemostmarvelousphenomenonofinnocencethatcanbeimagined。Shelivesinthatatmosphereofinfamywithacalmandtriumphingeasewhichiseitherwonderfullyprofligateorentirelyartless。Strangescionofanadventuress,castuponthemuck-heapofthatset,likeamagnificentplantnurtureduponcorruption,orratherlikethedaughterofsomenoblerace,ofsomegreatartist,orofsomegrandlord,ofsomeprinceordethronedking,tossedsomeeveningintohermother\'sarms,nobodycanmakeoutwhatsheisnorwhatshethinks。Butyouaregoingtoseeher。\" Savalbegantolaughandsaid:\"Youareinlovewithher。\" \"No。Iamonthelist,whichisnotpreciselythesamething。Iwillintroduceyoutomymostseriousrivals。Butthechancesareinmyfavor。Iaminthelead,andsomelittledistinctionisshowntome。\" \"Youareinlove,\"Savalrepeated。 \"No。Shedisquietsme,seducesanddisturbsme,attractsandfrightensmeaway。ImistrustherasIwouldatrap,andIlongforherasIlongforasherbetwhenIamthirsty。Iyieldtohercharm,andIonlyapproachherwiththeapprehensionthatIwouldfeelconcerningamanwhowasknowntobeaskillfulthief。toherpresenceIhaveanirrationalimpulsetowardbeliefinherpossiblepurityandaveryreasonablemistrustofhernotlessprobabletrickery。Ifeelmyselfincontactwithanabnormalbeing,beyondthepaleofnaturallaws,anexquisiteordetestablecreature——I don\'tknowwhich。\" ForthethirdtimeSavalsaid:\"Itellyouthatyouareinlove。Youspeakofherwiththemagniloquenceofapoetandthefeelingofatroubadour。Come,searchyourheart,andconfess。\" Servignywalkedafewstepswithoutanswering。Thenhereplied: \"Thatispossible,afterall。Inanycase,shefillsmymindalmostcontinually。yes,perhapsIaminlove。Idreamabouthertoomuch。 IthinkofherwhenIamasleepandwhenIawake——thatissurelyagraveindication。Herfacefollowsme,accompaniesmeceaselessly,everbeforeme,aroundme,withme。Isthislove,thisphysicalinfatuation?HerfeaturesaresostampeduponmyvisionthatIseeherthemomentIshutmyeyes。MyheartbeatsquicklyeverytimeI lookather,Idon\'tdenyit。\" \"SoIaminlovewithher,butinaqueerfashion。Ihavethestrongestdesireforher,andyettheideaofmakinghermywifewouldseemtomeafolly,apieceofstupidity,amonstrousthing: AndIhavealittlefearofher,aswell,thefearwhichabirdfeelsoverwhichahawkishovering。\" \"AndagainIamjealousofher,jealousofallofwhichIamignorantinherincomprehensibleheart。Iamalwayswondering:\'Issheacharmingyoungsterorawretchedjade?\'Shesaysthingsthatwouldmakeanarmyshudder;butsodoesaparrot。SheisattimessoindiscreetandyetmodestthatIamforcedtobelieveinherspotlesspurity,andagainsoincrediblyartlessthatImustsuspectthatshehasneverbeenchaste。Shealluresme,excitesme,likeawomanofacertaincategory,andatthesametimeactslikeanimpeccablevirgin。Sheseemstolovemeandyetmakesfunofme;shedeportsherselfinpublicasifsheweremymistressandtreatsmeinprivateasifIwereherbrotherorfootman。\" \"TherearetimeswhenIfancythatshehasasmanyloversashermother。AndatothertimesIimaginethatshesuspectsabsolutelynothingofthatsortoflife,youunderstand。Furthermore,sheisagreatnovelreader。Iamatpresent,whileawaitingsomethingbetter,herbookpurveyor。Shecallsmeher\'librarian。\'EveryweektheNewBookStoresendsher,onmyorders,everythingnewthathasappeared,andIbelievethatshereadseverythingatrandom。Itmustmakeastrangesortofmixtureinherhead。\" \"Thatkindofliteraryhasty-puddingaccountsperhapsforsomeofthegirl\'speculiarways。Whenayoungwomanlooksatexistencethroughthemediumoffifteenthousandnovels,shemustseeitinastrangelight,andconstructqueerideasaboutmattersandthingsingeneral。Asforme,Iamwaiting。ItiscertainatanyratethatI neverhavehadforanyotherwomanthedevotionwhichIhavehadforher。AndstillitisquitecertainthatIshallnevermarryher。Soifshehashadnumbers,Ishallswellthenumber。Andifshehasnot,Ishalltakethefirstticket,justasIwoulddoforastreetcar。\" \"Thecaseisverysimple。Ofcourse,shewillnevermarry。WhointheworldwouldmarrytheMarquiseObardi\'sdaughter,thechildofOctaviaBardin?Nobody,forathousandreasons。Wherewouldtheyeverfindahusbandforher?Insociety?Never。Themother\'shouseisasortofliberty-hallwhosepatronageisattractedbythedaughter。Girlsdon\'tgetmarriedunderthoseconditions。\" \"Wouldshefindahusbandamongthetrades-people?Stilllesswouldthatbepossible。AndbesidestheMarquiseisnotthewomantomakeabadbargain;shewillgiveYvetteonlytoamanofhighposition,andthatmanshewillneverdiscover。\" \"Thenperhapsshewilllookamongthecommonpeople。Stilllesslikely。Thereisnosolutionoftheproblem,then。Thisyoungladybelongsneithertosociety,nortothetradesmen\'sclass,nortothecommonpeople,andshecanneverenteranyoftheseranksbymarriage。\" \"Shebelongsthroughhermother,herbirth,hereducation,herinheritance,hermanners,andhercustoms,tothevortexofthemostrapidlifeofParis。Shecanneverescapeit,savebybecominganun,whichisnotatallprobablewithhermannersandtastes。Shehasonlyonepossiblecareer,alifeofpleasure。Shewillcometoitsoonerorlater,ifindeedshehasnotalreadybeguntotreaditsprimrosepath。Shecannotescapeherfate。Frombeingayounggirlshewilltaketheinevitablestep,quitesimply。AndIwouldliketobethepivotofthistransformation。\" \"Iamwaiting。Therearemanylovers。YouwillseeamongthemaFrenchman,MonsieurdeBelvigne;aRussian,calledPrinceKravalow,andanItalian,ChevalierValreali,whohaveallannouncedtheircandidaciesandwhoareconsequentlymaneuveringtothebestoftheirability。Inadditiontothesethereareseveralfreebootersoflessimportance。TheMarquisewaitsandwatches。ButIthinkthatshehasviewsaboutme。SheknowsthatIamveryrich,andshemakeslessoftheothers。\" \"Herdrawing-roomis,moreover,themostastoundingthatIknowof,insuch,exhibitions。Youevenmeetverydecentmenthere,likeourselves。Asforthewomen,shehasculledthebestthereisfromthebasketofpickpockets。Nobodyknowswhereshefoundthem。ItisasetapartfromBohemia,apartfromeverything。Shehashadoneinspirationshowinggenius,andthatistheknackofselectingespeciallythoseadventuresseswhohavechildren,generallygirls。 Sothatafoolmightbelievethatinherhousehewasamongrespectablewomen!\"TheyhadreachedtheavenueoftheChamps- Elysees。Agentlebreezesoftlystirredtheleavesandtouchedthefacesofpassers-by,likethebreathsofagiantfan,wavingsomewhereinthesky。Silentshadowswanderedbeneaththetrees; others,onbenches,madeadarkspot。Andtheseshadowsspokeverylow,asiftheyweretellingeachotherimportantorshamefulsecrets。 \"Youcan\'timaginewhatacollectionoffictitioustitlesaremetinthislair,\"saidServigny,\"Bytheway,IshallpresentyoubythenameofCountSaval;plainSavalwouldnotdoatall。\" \"Oh,no,indeed!\"criedhisfriend;\"Iwouldnothaveanyonethinkmecapableofborrowingatitle,evenforanevening,evenamongthosepeople。Ah,no!\" Servignybegantolaugh。 \"Howstupidyouare!Why,inthatsettheycallmetheDukedeServigny。Idon\'tknowhownorwhy。ButatanyratetheDukedeServignyIamandshallremain,withoutcomplainingorprotesting。 Itdoesnotworryme。Ishouldhavenofootingtherewhateverwithoutatitle。\" ButSavalwouldnotbeconvinced。 \"Well,youareofrank,andsoyoumayremain。But,asforme,no。I shallbetheonlycommonpersoninthedrawing-room。Somuchtheworse,or,somuchthebetter。Itwillbemymarkofdistinctionandsuperiority。\" Servignywasobstinate。 \"Itellyouthatitisnotpossible。Why,itwouldalmostseemmonstrous。Youwouldhavetheeffectofaragmanatameetingofemperors。LetmedoasIlike。IshallintroduceyouastheVice-Roidu\'Haut-Mississippi,\'andnoonewillbeatallastonished。Whenamantakesongreatness,hecan\'ttaketoomuch。\" \"Oncemore,no,Idonotwishit。\" \"Verywell,haveyourway。But,infact,Iamveryfoolishtotrytoconvinceyou。Idefyyoutogetinwithoutsomeonegivingyouatitle,justastheygiveabunchofvioletstotheladiesattheentrancetocertainstores。\" TheyturnedtotherightintheRuedeBarrie,mountedoneflightofstairsinafinemodernhouse,andgavetheirovercoatsandcanesintothehandsoffourservantsinknee-breeches。Awarmodor,asofafestivalassembly,filledtheair,anodorofflowers,perfumes,andwomen;andacomposedandcontinuousmurmurcamefromtheadjoiningrooms,whichwerefilledwithpeople。 Akindofmasterofceremonies,tall,erect,wideofgirth,serious,hisfaceframedinwhitewhiskers,approachedthenewcomers,askingwithashortandhaughtybow:\"WhomshallIannounce?\" \"MonsieurSaval,\"Servignyreplied。 Thenwithaloudvoice,themanopeningthedoorcriedouttothecrowdofguests: \"MonsieurtheDukedeServigny。\" \"MonsieurtheBaronSaval。\" Thefirstdrawing-roomwasfilledwithwomen。Thefirstthingwhichattractedattentionwasthedisplayofbareshoulders,aboveafloodofbrilliantgowns。 Themistressofthehousewhostoodtalkingwiththreefriends,turnedandcameforwardwithamajesticstep,withgraceinhermienandasmileonherlips。Herforeheadwasnarrowandverylow,andwascoveredwithamassofglossyblackhair,encroachingalittleuponthetemples。 Shewastall,atrifletoolarge,alittletoostout,overripe,butverypretty,withaheavy,warm,potentbeauty。Beneaththatmassofhair,fullofdreamsandsmiles,renderinghermysteriouslycaptivating,wereenormousblackeyes。Hernosewasalittlenarrow,hermouthlargeandinfinitelyseductive,madetospeakandtoconquer。 Hergreatestcharmwasinhervoice。Itcamefromthatmouthaswaterfromaspring,sonatural,solight,sowellmodulated,soclear,thattherewasaphysicalpleasureinlisteningtoit。Itwasajoyfortheeartoheartheflexiblewordsflowwiththegraceofababblingbrook,anditwasajoyfortheeyestoseethoseprettylips,atrifletoored,openasthewordsrippledforth。 ShegaveonehandtoServigny,whokissedit,anddroppingherfanonitslittlegoldchain,shegavetheothertoSaval,sayingtohim:\"Youarewelcome,Baron,alltheDuke\'sfriendsareathomehere。\" ThenshefixedherbrillianteyesupontheColossuswhohadjustbeenintroducedtoher。Shehadjusttheslightestdownonherupperlip,asuspicionofamustache,whichseemeddarkerwhenshespoke。 Therewasapleasantodorabouther,pervading,intoxicating,someperfumeofAmericaoroftheIndies。Otherpeoplecamein,marquesses,countsorprinces。ShesaidtoServigny,withthegraciousnessofamother:\"Youwillfindmydaughterintheotherparlor。Haveagoodtime,gentlemen,thehouseisyours。\" Andsheleftthemtogotothosewhohadcomelater,throwingatSavalthatsmilingandfleetingglancewhichwomenusetoshowthattheyarepleased。Servignygraspedhisfriend\'sarm。