第4章

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Sheshookherhead,andhavingcaughtanantontheendofaseveredbladeofgrass,sheamusedherselfbymakingitgofromoneendtotheotherofthesprig,whichshetippedupwhenevertheinsectreachedoneoftheends。Shelistenedwithmuteandcontentedattentiontoallthewonderfuldetailsofthelifeofthesefrailcreatures:theirsubterraneanhomes;themannerinwhichtheyseize,shutup,andfeedplant-licetodrinkthesweetmilkwhichtheysecrete,aswekeepcowsinourbarns;theircustomofdomesticatinglittleblindinsectswhichcleantheanthills,andofgoingtowartocaptureslaveswhowilltakecareoftheirvictorswithsuchtendersolicitudethatthelatterevenlosethehabitoffeedingthemselves。 Andlittlebylittle,asifamaternaltendernesshadsprungupinherheartforthepoorinsectwhichwassotinyandsointelligent,Yvettemadeitclimbonherfinger,lookingatitwithamovedexpression,almostwantingtoembraceit。 AndasServignyreadofthewayinwhichtheyliveincommunities,andplaygamesofstrengthandskillamongthemselves,theyounggirlgrewenthusiasticandsoughttokisstheinsectwhichescapedherandbegantocrawloverherface。Thensheutteredapiercingcry,asifshehadbeenthreatenedbyaterribledanger,andwithfranticgesturestriedtobrushitoffherface。WithaloudlaughServignycaughtitnearhertressesandimprintedonthespotwherehehadseizeditalongkisswithoutYvettewithdrawingherforehead。 Thensheexclaimedassherose:\"Thatisbetterthananovel。NowletusgotoLaGrenouillere。\" Theyreachedthatpartoftheislandwhichissetoutasaparkandshadedwithgreattrees。CoupleswerestrollingbeneaththeloftyfoliagealongtheSeine,wheretheboatswereglidingby。 Theboatswerefilledwithyoungpeople,working-girlsandtheirsweethearts,thelatterintheirshirt-sleeves,withcoatsontheirarms,tallhatstippedback,andajadedlook。Thereweretradesmenwiththeirfamilies,thewomendressedintheirbestandthechildrenflockinglikelittlechicksabouttheirparents。Adistant,continuoussoundofvoices,aheavy,scoldingclamorannouncedtheproximityoftheestablishmentsodeartotheboatmen。 Suddenlytheysawit。Itwasahugeboat,roofedover,mooredtothebank。Onboardweremanymenandwomendrinkingattables,orelsestandingup,shouting,singing,bandyingwords,dancing,capering,tothesoundofapianowhichwasgroaning——outoftuneandrattlingasanoldkettle。 Twotall,russet-haired,half-tipsygirls,withredlips,weretalkingcoarsely。Othersweredancingmadlywithyoungfellowshalfclad,dressedlikejockeys,inlinentrousersandcoloredcaps。Theodorsofacrowdandofrice-powderwerenoticeable。 Thedrinkersaroundthetableswereswallowingwhite,red,yellow,andgreenliquids,andvociferatingatthetopoftheirlungs,feelingasitwere,thenecessityofmakinganoise,abrutalneedofhavingtheirearsandbrainsfilledwithuproar。Nowandthenaswimmer,standingontheroof,divedintothewater,splashingthenearestguests,whoyelledlikesavages。 Onthestreampassedtheflotillasoflightcraft,long,slenderwherries,swiftlyrowedbybare-armedoarsmen,whosemusclesplayedbeneaththeirbronzedskin。Thewomenintheboats,inblueorredflannelskirts,withumbrellas,redorblue,openedovertheirheadsandgleamingundertheburningsun,leanedbackintheirchairsatthesternoftheboats,andseemedalmosttofloatuponthewater,inmotionlessandslumberouspose。 Theheavierboatsproceededslowly,crowdedwithpeople。A collegian,wantingtoshowoff,rowedlikeawindmillagainstalltheotherboats,bringingthecursesoftheiroarsmendownuponhishead,anddisappearingindismayafteralmostdrowningtwoswimmers,followedbytheshoutsofthecrowdthronginginthegreatfloatingcafe。 Yvette,radiantlyhappy,takingServigny\'sarm,wentintothemidstofthisnoisymob。Sheseemedtoenjoythecrowding,andstaredatthegirlswithacalmandgraciousglance。 \"Lookatthatone,Muscade,\"shesaid。\"Whatprettyhairshehas! Theyseemtobehavingsuchfun!\" Asthepianist,aboatmandressedinredwithahugestrawhat,beganawaltz,Yvettegraspedhercompanionandtheydancedsolongandmadlythateverybodylookedatthem。Theguests,standingonthetables,kepttimewiththeirfeet;othersthrewglasses,andthemusician,seemingtogomad,strucktheivorykeyswithgreatbangs; swayinghiswholebodyandswinginghisheadcoveredwiththatimmensehat。Suddenlyhestoppedand,slippingtothedeck,layflat,beneathhishead-gear,asifdeadwithfatigue。Aloudlaugharoseandeverybodyapplauded。 Fourfriendsrushedforward,astheydoincasesofaccident,andliftinguptheircomrade,theycarriedhimbyhisfourlimbs,aftercarefullyplacinghisgreathatonhisstomach。Ajokerfollowingthemintonedthe\"DeProfundis,\"andaprocessionformedandthreadedthepathsoftheisland,guestsandstrollersandeveryonetheymetfallingintoline。 Yvettedartedforward,delighted,laughingwithherwholeheart,chattingwitheverybody,stirredbythemovementandthenoise。Theyoungmengazedather,crowdedagainsther,seemingtodevourherwiththeirglances;andServignybegantofearlesttheadventureshouldterminatebadly。 Theprocessionstillkeptonitsway;hasteningitsstep;forthefourbearershadtakenaquickpace,followedbytheyellingcrowd。 Butsuddenly,theyturnedtowardtheshore,stoppedshortastheyreachedthebank,swungtheircomradeforamoment,andthen,allfouractingtogether,flunghimintotheriver。 Agreatshoutofjoyrangoutfromallmouths,whilethepoorpianist,bewildered,paddled,swore,coughed,andspluttered,andthoughstickinginthemudmanagedtogettotheshore。Hishatwhichfloateddownthestreamwaspickedupbyaboat。Yvettedancedwithjoy,clappingandrepeating:\"Oh!Muscade,whatfun!whatfun!\" Servignylookedon,havingbecomeserious,alittledisturbed,alittlechilledtoseehersomuchathereaseinthiscommonplace。 Asortofinstinctrevoltedinhim,thatinstinctoftheproper,whichawell-bornmanalwayspreservesevenwhenhecastshimselfloose,thatinstinctwhichavoidstoocommonfamiliaritiesandtoodegradingcontacts。Astonished,hemutteredtohimself: \"Egad!ThenYOUareathomehere,areyou?\"Andhewantedtospeakfamiliarlytoher,asamandoestocertainwomenthefirsttimehemeetsthem。Henolongerdistinguishedherfromtherusset-haired,hoarse-voicedcreatureswhobrushedagainstthem。Thelanguageofthecrowdwasnotatallchoice,butnobodyseemedshockedorsurprised。Yvettedidnotevenappeartonoticeit。 \"Muscade,Iwanttogoinbathing,\"shesaid。\"We\'llgointotherivertogether。\" \"Atyourservice,\"saidhe。 Theywenttothebath-officetogetbathing-suits。Shewasreadythefirst,andstoodonthebankwaitingforhim,smilingoneveryonewholookedather。Thensidebysidetheywentintotheluke-warmwater。 Sheswamwithpleasure,withintoxication,caressedbythewave,throbbingwithasensualdelight,raisingherselfateachstrokeasifsheweregoingtospringfromthewater。Hefollowedherwithdifficulty,breathless,andvexedtofeelhimselfmediocreatthesport。 Butsheslackenedherpace,andthen,turningoversuddenly,shefloated,withherarmsfoldedandhereyeswideopentothebluesky。Heobserved,thusstretchedoutonthesurfaceoftheriver,theundulatinglinesofherform,herfirmneckandshoulders,herslightlysubmergedhips,andbareankles,gleaminginthewater,andthetinyfootthatemerged。 Hesawherthusexhibitingherself,asifsheweredoingitonpurpose,tolurehimon,oragaintomakesportofhim。Andhebegantolongforherwithapassionateardorandanexasperatingimpatience。Suddenlysheturned,lookedathim,andburstintolaughter。 \"Youhaveafinehead,\"shesaid。 Hewasannoyedatthisbantering,possessedwiththeangerofabaffledlover。Thenyieldingbrusquelytoahalffeltdesireforretaliation,adesiretoavengehimself,towoundher,hesaid: \"Well,doesthissortoflifesuityou?\" Sheaskedwithanartlessair:\"Whatdoyoumean?\" \"Oh,come,don\'tmakegameofme。YouknowwellenoughwhatImean!\" \"No,Idon\'t,onmywordofhonor。\" \"Oh,letusstopthiscomedy!Willyouorwillyounot?\" \"Idonotunderstandyou。\" \"Youarenotasstupidasallthat;besidesItoldyoulastnight。\" \"Toldmewhat?Ihaveforgotten!\" \"ThatIloveyou。\" \"You?\" \"Yes。\" \"Whatnonsense!\" \"Iswearit。\" \"Thenproveit。\" \"ThatisallIask。\" \"Whatis?\" \"Toproveit。\" \"Well,doso。\" \"Butyoudidnotsaysolastnight。\" \"Youdidnotaskanything。\" \"Whatabsurdity!\" \"Andbesidesitisnottometowhomyoushouldmakeyourproposition。\" \"Towhom,then?\" \"Why,tomamma,ofcourse。\" Heburstintolaughter。\"Toyourmother。No,thatistoomuch!\" Shehadsuddenlybecomeverygrave,andlookinghimstraightintheeyes,said: \"Listen,Muscade,ifyoureallylovemeenoughtomarryme,speaktomammafirst,andIwillansweryouafterward。\" Hethoughtshewasstillmakingsportofhim,andangrilyreplied: \"Mam\'zelle,youmustbetakingmeforsomebodyelse。\" Shekeptlookingathimwithhersoft,cleareyes。Shehesitatedandthensaid: \"Idon\'tunderstandyouatall。\" Thenheansweredquicklywithsomewhatofillnatureinhisvoice: \"Comenow,Yvette,letusceasethisabsurdcomedy,whichhasalreadylastedtoolong。Youareplayingthepartofasimplelittlegirl,andtheroledoesnotfityouatall,believeme。Youknowperfectlywellthattherecanbenoquestionofmarriagebetweenus,butmerelyoflove。IhavetoldyouthatIloveyou。Itisthetruth。Irepeat,Iloveyou。Don\'tpretendanylongernottounderstandme,anddon\'ttreatmeasifIwereafool。\" Theywerefacetoface,treadingwater,merelymovingtheirhandsalittle,tosteadythemselves。Shewasstillforamoment,asifshecouldnotmakeoutthemeaningofhiswords,thenshesuddenlyblusheduptotherootsofherhair。Herwholefacegrewpurplefromhernecktoherears,whichbecamealmostviolet,andwithoutansweringawordshefledtowardtheshore,swimmingwithallherstrengthwithhastystrokes。Hecouldnotkeepupwithherandpantedwithfatigueashefollowed。Hesawherleavethewater,pickuphercloak,andgotoherdressing-roomwithoutlookingback。 Ittookhimalongtimetodress,verymuchperplexedastowhatheoughttodo,puzzledoverwhatheshouldsaytoher,andwonderingwhetherheoughttoexcusehimselforpersevere。Whenhewasready,shehadgoneawayallalone。Hewentbackslowly,anxiousanddisturbed。 TheMarquisewasstrolling,onSaval\'sarm,inthecircularpatharoundthelawn。AssheobservedServigny,shesaid,withthatcarelessairwhichshehadmaintainedsincethenightbefore。 \"Itoldyounottogooutinsuchhotweather。AndnowYvettehascomebackalmostwithasunstroke。Shehasgonetoliedown。Shewasasredasapoppy,thepoorchild,andshehasafrightfulheadache。Youmusthavebeenwalkinginthefullsunlight,oryoumusthavedonesomethingfoolish。Youareasunreasonableasshe。\" Theyounggirldidnotcomedowntodinner。Whentheywantedtosendherupsomethingtoeatshecalledthroughthedoorthatshewasnothungry,forshehadshutherselfin,andshebeggedthattheywouldleaveherundisturbed。Thetwoyoungmenleftbytheteno\'clocktrain,promisingtoreturnthefollowingThursday,andtheMarquiseseatedherselfattheopenwindowtodream,hearinginthedistancetheorchestraoftheboatmen\'sball,withitssprightlymusic,inthedeepandsolemnsilenceofthenight。 Swayedbyloveasapersonismovedbyafondnessforhorsesorboating,shewassubjecttosuddentendernesseswhichcreptoverherlikeadisease。Thesepassionstookpossessionofhersuddenly,penetratedherentirebeing,maddenedher,enervatedoroverwhelmedher,inmeasureastheywereofanexalted,violent,dramatic,orsentimentalcharacter。 Shewasoneofthosewomenwhoarecreatedtoloveandtobeloved。 Startingfromaverylowstationinlife,shehadriseninheradventurouscareer,actinginstinctively,withinborncleverness,acceptingmoneyandkisses,naturally,withoutdistinguishingbetweenthem,employingherextraordinaryabilityinanunthinkingandsimplefashion。Fromallherexperiencesshehadneverknowneitheragenuinetendernessoragreatrepulsion。 Shehadhadvariousfriends,forshehadtolive,asintravelingapersoneatsatmanytables。Butoccasionallyherhearttookfire,andshereallyfellinlove,whichstatelastedforsomeweeksormonths,accordingtoconditions。Thesewerethedeliciousmomentsofherlife,forshelovedwithallhersoul。Shecastherselfuponloveasapersonthrowshimselfintotherivertodrownhimself,andletherselfbecarriedaway,readytodie,ifneedbe,intoxicated,maddened,infinitelyhappy。Sheimaginedeachtimethatsheneverhadexperiencedanythinglikesuchanattachment,andshewouldhavebeengreatlyastonishedifsomeonehadtoldherofhowmanymenshehaddreamedwholenightsthrough,lookingatthestars。 Savalhadcaptivatedher,bodyandsoul。Shedreamedofhim,lulledbyhisfaceandhismemory,inthecalmexaltationofconsummatedlove,ofpresentandcertainhappiness。 Asoundbehindhermadeherturnaround。Yvettehadjustentered,stillinherdaytimedress,butpale,witheyesglittering,assometimesisthecaseaftersomegreatfatigue。Sheleanedonthesilloftheopenwindow,facinghermother。 \"Iwanttospeaktoyou,\"shesaid。 TheMarquiselookedatherinastonishment。Shelovedherlikeanegotisticalmother,proudofherbeauty,asapersonisproudofafortune,tooprettystillherselftobecomejealous,tooindifferenttoplantheschemeswithwhichtheychargedher,tooclever,nevertheless,nottohavefullconsciousnessofherdaughter\'svalue。 \"Iamlistening,mychild,\"shesaid;\"whatisit?\" Yvettegaveherapiercinglook,asiftoreadthedepthsofhersoulandtoseizeallthesensationswhichherwordsmightawake。 \"Itisthis。Somethingstrangehasjusthappened。\" \"Whatcanitbe?\" \"MonsieurdeServignyhastoldmethathelovesme。\" TheMarquise,disturbed,waitedamoment,and,asYvettesaidnothingmore,sheasked: \"Howdidhetellyouthat?Explainyourself!\" Thentheyounggirl,sittingathermother\'sfeet,inacoaxingattitudecommonwithher,andclaspingherhands,added: \"Heaskedmetomarryhim。\" MadameObardimadeasuddengestureofstupefactionandcried: \"Servigny!Why!youarecrazy!\" Yvettehadnottakenhereyesoffhermother\'sface,watchingherthoughtsandhersurprise。Sheaskedwithaseriousvoice: \"WhyamIcrazy?WhyshouldnotMonsieurdeServignymarryme?\" TheMarquise,embarrassed,stammered: \"Youaremistaken,itisnotpossible。Youeitherdidnothearordidnotunderstand。MonsieurdeServignyistoorichforyou,andtoomuchofaParisiantomarry。\"Yvetterosesoftly。Sheadded: \"Butifhelovesmeashesayshedoes,mamma?\" Hermotherreplied,withsomeimpatience:\"Ithoughtyoubigenoughandwiseenoughnottohavesuchideas。Servignyisaman-about-townandanegotist。Hewillnevermarryanyonebutawomanofhissetandhisfortune。Ifheaskedyouinmarriage,itisonlythathewants——\" TheMarquise,incapableofexpressinghermeaning,wassilentforamoment,thencontinued:\"Comenow,leavemealoneandgotobed。\" Andtheyounggirl,asifshehadlearnedwhatshesoughttofindout,answeredinadocilevoice:\"Yes,mamma!\" Shekissedhermotherontheforeheadandwithdrewwithacalmstep。 Asshereachedthedoor,theMarquisecalledout:\"Andyoursunstroke?\"shesaid。 \"Ididnothaveoneatall。Itwasthatwhichcausedeverything。\" TheMarquiseadded:\"Wewillnotspeakofitagain。Onlydon\'tstayalonewithhimforsometimefromnow,andbeverysurethathewillnevermarryyou,doyouunderstand,andthathemerelymeansto—— compromiseyou。\" Shecouldnotfindbetterwordstoexpressherthought。Yvettewenttoherroom。MadameObardibegantodream。Livingforyearsinanopulentandlovingrepose,shehadcarefullyputasideallreflectionswhichmightannoyorsaddenher。Neverhadshebeenwillingtoaskherselfthequestion——WhatwouldbecomeofYvette? Itwouldbesoonenoughtothinkaboutthedifficultieswhentheyarrived。Shewellknew,fromherexperience,thatherdaughtercouldnotmarryamanwhowasrichandofgoodsociety,exceptingbyatotallyimprobablechance,byoneofthosesurprisesoflovewhichplaceadventuressesonthrones。 Shehadnotconsideredit,furthermore,beingtoomuchoccupiedwithherselftomakeanyplanswhichdidnotdirectlyconcernherself。 Yvettewoulddoashermother,undoubtedly。Shewouldleadagaylife。Whynot?ButtheMarquisehadneverdaredaskwhen,orhow。 Thatwouldallcomeaboutintime。 Andnowherdaughter,allofasudden,withoutwarning,hadaskedoneofthosequestionswhichcouldnotbeanswered,forcinghertotakeanattitudeinanaffair,sodelicate,sodangerousineveryrespect,andsodisturbingtotheconsciencewhichawomanisexpectedtoshowinmattersconcerningherdaughter。 Sometimesnoddingbutneverasleep,shehadtoomuchnaturalastutenesstobedeceivedaminuteaboutServigny\'sintentions,forsheknewmenbyexperience,andespeciallymenofthatset。SoatthefirstwordsutteredbyYvette,shehadcriedalmostinspiteofherself:\"Servigny,marryyou?Youarecrazy!\" Howhadhecometoemploythatoldmethod,he,thatsharpmanoftheworld?Whatwouldhedonow?Andshe,theyounggirl,howshouldshewarnhermoreclearlyandevenforbidher,forshemightmakegreatmistakes。Wouldanyonehavebelievedthatthisbiggirlhadremainedsoartless,soillinformed,soguileless?AndtheMarquise,greatlyperplexedandalreadyweariedwithherreflections,endeavoredtomakeuphermindwhattodowithoutfindingasolutionoftheproblem,forthesituationseemedtoherveryembarrassing。Wornoutwiththisworry,shethought: \"Iwillwatchthemmoreclearly,Iwillactaccordingtocircumstances。Ifnecessary,IwillspeaktoServigny,whoissharpandwilltakeahint。\" Shedidnotthinkoutwhatsheshouldsaytohim,norwhathewouldanswer,norwhatsortofanunderstandingcouldbeestablishedbetweenthem,buthappyatbeingrelievedofthiscarewithouthavinghadtomakeadecision,sheresumedherdreamsofthehandsomeSaval,andturningtowardthatmistylightwhichhoversoverParis,shethrewkisseswithbothhandstowardthegreatcity,rapidkisseswhichshetossedintothedarkness,oneaftertheother,withoutcounting;and,verylow,asifsheweretalkingtoSavalstill,shemurmured: \"Iloveyou,Iloveyou!\" CHAPTERIII。 ENLIGHTENMENT Yvette,also,couldnotsleep。Likehermother,sheleaneduponthesilloftheopenwindow,andtears,herfirstbittertears,filledhereyes。Uptothistimeshehadlived,hadgrownup,intheheedlessandsereneconfidenceofhappyyouth。Whyshouldshehavedreamed,reflected,puzzled?Whyshouldshenothavebeenayounggirl,likeallotheryounggirls?Whyshouldadoubt,afear,orpainfulsuspicionhavecometoher? Sheseemedpostedonalltopicsbecauseshehadawayoftalkingonallsubjects,becauseshehadtakenthetone,demeanor,andwordsofthepeoplewholivedaroundher。Butshereallyknewnomorethanalittlegirlraisedinaconvent;heraudacitiesofspeechcamefromhermemory,fromthatunconsciousfacultyofimitationandassimilationwhichwomenpossess,andnotfromamindinstructedandemboldened。 Shespokeofloveasthesonofapainteroramusicianwould,attheageoftenortwelveyears,speakofpaintingormusic。Shekneworrathersuspectedverywellwhatsortofmysterythiswordconcealed;——toomanyjokeshadbeenwhisperedbeforeher,forherinnocencenottobeatrifleenlightened,——buthowcouldshehavedrawntheconclusionfromallthis,thatallfamiliesdidnotresemblehers? Theykissedhermother\'shandwiththesemblanceofrespect;alltheirfriendshadtitles;theyallwererichorseemedtobeso; theyallspokefamiliarlyoftheprincesoftheroyalline。Twosonsofkingshadevencomeoften,intheevening,totheMarquise\'shouse。Howshouldshehaveknown? And,then,shewasnaturallyartless。Shedidnotestimateorsumuppeopleashermother,did。Shelivedtranquilly,toojoyousinherlifetoworryherselfaboutwhatmightappearsuspicioustocreaturesmorecalm,thoughtful,reserved,lesscordial,andsunny。 Butnow,allatonce,Servigny,byafewwords,thebrutalityofwhichshefeltwithoutunderstandingthem,awakenedinherasuddendisquietude,unreasoningatfirst,butwhichgrewintoatormentingapprehension。Shehadfledhome,hadescapedlikeawoundedanimal,woundedinfactmostdeeplybythosewordswhichsheceaselesslyrepeatedtogetalltheirsenseandbearing:\"Youknowverywellthattherecanbenoquestionofmarriagebetweenus——butonlyoflove。\" Whatdidhemean?Andwhythisinsult?Wasshetheninignoranceofsomething,somesecret,someshame?Shewastheonlyoneignorantofit,nodoubt。Butwhatcouldshedo?Shewasfrightened,startled,asapersoniswhenhediscoverssomehiddeninfamy,sometreasonofabelovedfriend,oneofthoseheart-disasterswhichcrush。