第5章

类别:其他 作者:William Makepeace Thackeray字数:12640更新时间:18/12/18 08:41:02
AndanotherletterwasfromColonelEsmondtohiskinsman,tosaythatoneCaptainHoltonhadbeenwithhimofferinghimlargebribestojoin,YOUKNOWWHO,andsayingthattheheadofthehouseofCastlewoodwasdeeplyengagedinthatquarter。ButforhisparthehadbrokehisswordwhentheK。leftthecountry,andwouldneveragainfightinthatquarrel。TheP。ofO。wasaman,atleast,ofanoblecourage,andhisduty,and,ashethought,everyEnglishman\'s,wastokeepthecountryquiet,andtheFrenchoutofit:and,infine,thathewouldhavenothingtodowiththescheme。 Oftheexistenceofthesetwolettersandthecontentsofthepillow,ColonelFrankEsmond,whobecameViscountCastlewood,toldHenryEsmondafterwards,whentheletterswereshowntohislordship,whocongratulatedhimself,ashehadgoodreason,thathehadnotjoinedintheschemewhichprovedsofataltomanyconcernedinit。But,naturally,theladknewlittleaboutthesecircumstanceswhentheyhappenedunderhiseyes:onlybeingawarethathispatronandhismistresswereinsometrouble,whichhadcausedtheflightoftheoneandtheapprehensionoftheotherbytheofficersofKingWilliam。 Theseizureofthepaperseffected,thegentlemendidnotpursuetheirfurthersearchthroughCastlewoodHouseveryrigorously。 TheyexaminedMr。Holt\'sroom,beingledthitherbyhispupil,whoshowed,astheFatherhadbiddenhim,theplacewherethekeyofhischamberlay,openedthedoorforthegentlemen,andconductedthemintotheroom。 Whenthegentlemencametothehalf—burnedpapersinthebrazier,theyexaminedthemeagerlyenough,andtheiryoungguidewasalittleamusedattheirperplexity。 \"Whatarethese?\"saysone。 \"They\'rewritteninaforeignlanguage,\"saysthelawyer。\"Whatareyoulaughingat,littlewhelp?\"addshe,turningroundashesawtheboysmile。 \"Mr。Holtsaidtheyweresermons,\"Harrysaid,\"andbademetoburnthem;\"whichindeedwastrueofthosepapers。 \"Sermonsindeed——it\'streason,Iwouldlayawager,\"criesthelawyer。 \"Egad!it\'sGreektome,\"saysCaptainWestbury。\"Canyoureadit,littleboy?\" \"Yes,sir,alittle,\"Harrysaid。 \"Thenread,andreadinEnglish,sir,onyourperil,\"saidthelawyer。AndHarrybegantotranslate:—— \"Hathnotoneofyourownwriterssaid,\'ThechildrenofAdamarenowlaboringasmuchashehimselfeverdid,aboutthetreeoftheknowledgeofgoodandevil,shakingtheboughsthereof,andseekingthefruit,beingforthemostpartunmindfulofthetreeoflife。\' Ohblindgeneration!\'tisthistreeofknowledgetowhichtheserpenthasledyou\"——andheretheboywasobligedtostop,therestofthepagebeingcharredbythefire:andaskedofthelawyer——\"ShallIgoon,sir?\" Thelawyersaid——\"Thisboyisdeeperthanheseems:whoknowsthatheisnotlaughingatus?\" \"Let\'shaveinDicktheScholar,\"criedCaptainWestbury,laughing: andhecalledtoatrooperoutofthewindow——\"Ho,Dick,comeinhereandconstrue。\" Athick—setsoldier,withasquaregood—humoredface,cameinatthesummons,salutinghisofficer。 \"Telluswhatisthis,Dick,\"saysthelawyer。 \"MynameisSteele,sir,\"saysthesoldier。\"ImaybeDickformyfriends,butIdon\'tnamegentlemenofyourclothamongstthem。\" \"Wellthen,Steele。\" \"Mr。Steele,sir,ifyouplease。WhenyouaddressagentlemanofhisMajesty\'sHorseGuards,bepleasednottobesofamiliar。\" \"Ididn\'tknow,sir,\"saidthelawyer。 \"Howshouldyou?Itakeityouarenotaccustomedtomeetwithgentlemen,\"saysthetrooper。 \"Holdthyprate,andreadthatbitofpaper,\"saysWestbury。 \"\'TisLatin,\"saysDick,glancingatit,andagainsalutinghisofficer,\"andfromasermonofMr。Cudworth\'s,\"andhetranslatedthewordsprettymuchasHenryEsmondhadrenderedthem。 \"Whatayoungscholaryouare,\"saystheCaptaintotheboy。 \"Dependon\'t,heknowsmorethanhetells,\"saysthelawyer。\"I thinkwewillpackhimoffinthecoachwitholdJezebel。\" \"ForconstruingabitofLatin?\"saidtheCaptain,verygood— naturedly。 \"Iwouldasliefgothereasanywhere,\"HarryEsmondsaid,simply,\"forthereisnobodytocareforme。\" Theremusthavebeensomethingtouchinginthechild\'svoice,orinthisdescriptionofhissolitude——fortheCaptainlookedathimverygood—naturedly,andthetrooper,calledSteele,puthishandkindlyonthelad\'shead,andsaidsomewordsintheLatintongue。 \"Whatdoeshesay?\"saysthelawyer。 \"Faith,askDickhimself,\"criedCaptainWestbury。 \"IsaidIwasnotignorantofmisfortunemyself,andhadlearnedtosuccorthemiserable,andthat\'snotYOURtrade,Mr。Sheepskin,\" saidthetrooper。 \"YouhadbetterleaveDicktheScholaralone,Mr。Corbet,\"theCaptainsaid。AndHarryEsmond,alwaystouchedbyakindfaceandkindword,feltverygratefultothisgood—naturedchampion。 Thehorseswerebythistimeharnessedtothecoach;andtheCountessandVictoirecamedownandwereputintothevehicle。 Thiswoman,whoquarrelledwithHarryEsmondallday,wasmeltedatpartingwithhim,andcalledhim\"dearangel,\"and\"poorinfant,\" andahundredothernames。 TheViscountess,givinghimherleanhandtokiss,badehimalwaysbefaithfultothehouseofEsmond。\"Ifevilshouldhappentomylord,\"saysshe,\"hisSUCCESSOR,Itrust,willbefound,andgiveyouprotection。SituatedasIam,theywillnotdarewreaktheirvengeanceonmeNOW。\"Andshekissedamedalsheworewithgreatfervor,andHenryEsmondknewnotintheleastwhathermeaningwas;buthathsincelearnedthat,oldasshewas,shewasforeverexpecting,bythegoodofficesofsaintsandrelics,tohaveanheirtothetitleofEsmond。 HarryEsmondwastooyoungtohavebeenintroducedintothesecretsofpoliticsinwhichhispatronswereimplicated;fortheyputbutfewquestionstotheboy(whowaslittleofstature,andlookedmuchyoungerthanhisage),andsuchquestionsastheyputheansweredcautiouslyenough,andprofessingevenmoreignorancethanhehad,forwhichhisexaminerswillinglyenoughgavehimcredit。 Hedidnotsayawordaboutthewindoworthecupboardoverthefireplace;andthesesecretsquiteescapedtheeyesofthesearchers。 Sothenmyladywasconsignedtohercoach,andsentofftoHexton,withherwomanandthemanoflawtobearhercompany,acoupleoftroopersridingoneithersideofthecoach。AndHarrywasleftbehindattheHall,belongingasitweretonobody,andquitealoneintheworld。Thecaptainandaguardofmenremainedinpossessionthere;andthesoldiers,whowereverygood—naturedandkind,atemylord\'smuttonanddrankhiswine,andmadethemselvescomfortable,astheywellmightdoinsuchpleasantquarters。 Thecaptainshadtheirdinnerservedinmylord\'stapestryparlor,andpoorlittleHarrythoughthisdutywastowaituponCaptainWestbury\'schair,ashiscustomhadbeentoservehislordwhenhesatthere。 AfterthedepartureoftheCountess,DicktheScholartookHarryEsmondunderhisspecialprotection,andwouldexaminehiminhishumanitiesandtalktohimbothofFrenchandLatin,inwhichtonguestheladfound,andhisnewfriendwaswillingenoughtoacknowledge,thathewasevenmoreproficientthanScholarDick。 HearingthathehadlearnedthemfromaJesuit,inthepraiseofwhomandwhosegoodnessHarrywasnevertiredofspeaking,Dick,rathertotheboy\'ssurprise,whobegantohaveanearlyshrewdness,likemanychildrenbredupalone,showedagreatdealoftheologicalscience,andknowledgeofthepointsatissuebetweenthetwochurches;sothatheandHarrywouldhavehoursofcontroversytogether,inwhichtheboywascertainlyworstedbytheargumentsofthissingulartrooper。\"Iamnocommonsoldier,\"Dickwouldsay,andindeeditwaseasytoseebyhislearning,breeding,andmanyaccomplishments,thathewasnot。Iamofoneofthemostancientfamiliesintheempire;Ihavehadmyeducationatafamousschool,andafamousuniversity;IlearnedmyfirstrudimentsofLatinneartoSmithfield,inLondon,wherethemartyrswereroasted。\" \"Youhangedasmanyofours,\"interposedHarry;\"and,forthematterofpersecution,FatherHolttoldmethatayounggentlemanofEdinburgh,eighteenyearsofage,studentatthecollegethere,washangedforheresyonlylastyear,thoughherecanted,andsolemnlyaskedpardonforhiserrors。\" \"Faith!therehasbeentoomuchpersecutiononbothsides:but\'twasyoutaughtus。\" \"Nay,\'twasthePagansbeganit,\"criedthelad,andbegantoinstanceanumberofsaintsoftheChurch,fromtheproto—martyrdownwards——\"thisone\'sfirewentoutunderhim:thatone\'soilcooledinthecaldron:atathirdholyheadtheexecutionerchoppedthreetimesanditwouldnotcomeoff。ShowusmartyrsinYOUR churchforwhomsuchmiracleshavebeendone。\" \"Nay,\"saysthetroopergravely,\"themiraclesofthefirstthreecenturiesbelongtomyChurchaswellasyours,MasterPapist,\"andthenadded,withsomethingofasmileuponhiscountenance,andaqueerlookatHarry——\"Andyet,mylittlecatechiser,Ihavesometimesthoughtaboutthosemiracles,thattherewasnotmuchgoodinthem,sincethevictim\'sheadalwaysfinishedbycomingoffatthethirdorfourthchop,andthecaldron,ifitdidnotboiloneday,boiledthenext。Howbeit,inourtimes,theChurchhaslostthatquestionableadvantageofrespites。ThereneverwasashowertoputoutRidley\'sfire,noranangeltoturntheedgeofCampion\'saxe。TheracktorethelimbsofSouthwelltheJesuitandSympsontheProtestantalike。Forfaith,everywheremultitudesdiewillinglyenough。IhavereadinMonsieurRycaut\'s\'HistoryoftheTurks,\'ofthousandsofMahomet\'sfollowersrushingupondeathinbattleasuponcertainParadise;andinthegreatMogul\'sdominionspeopleflingthemselvesbyhundredsunderthecarsoftheidolsannually,andthewidowsburnthemselvesontheirhusbands\'bodies,as\'tiswellknown。\'Tisnotthedyingforafaiththat\'ssohard,MasterHarry——everymanofeverynationhasdonethat——\'tisthelivinguptoitthatisdifficult,asIknowtomycost,\"headdedwithasigh。\"Andah!\"headded,\"mypoorlad,Iamnotstrongenoughtoconvincetheebymylife——thoughtodieformyreligionwouldgivemethegreatestofjoys——butIhadadearfriendinMagdalenCollegeinOxford;IwishJoeAddisonwereheretoconvincethee,ashequicklycould——forIthinkhe\'samatchforthewholeCollegeofJesuits;andwhat\'smore,inhislifetoo。InthatverysermonofDr。Cudworth\'swhichyourpriestwasquotingfrom,andwhichsufferedmartydominthebrazier,\"——Dickaddedwithasmile,\"Ihadathoughtofwearingtheblackcoat(butwasashamedofmylife,yousee,andtooktothissorryredone);I haveoftenthoughtofJoeAddison——Dr。Cudworthsays,\'Agoodconscienceisthebestlooking—glassofheaven\'——andthere\'sserenityinmyfriend\'sfacewhichalwaysreflectsit——Iwishyoucouldseehim,Harry。\" \"Didhedoyouagreatdealofgood?\"askedthelad,simply。 \"Hemighthavedone,\"saidtheother——\"atleasthetaughtmetoseeandapprovebetterthings。\'Tismyownfault,deteriorasequi。\" \"Youseemverygood,\"theboysaid。 \"I\'mnotwhatIseem,alas!\"answeredthetrooper——andindeed,asitturnedout,poorDicktoldthetruth——forthatverynight,atsupperinthehall,wherethegentlemenofthetrooptooktheirrepasts,andpassedmostpartoftheirdaysdicingandsmokingoftobacco,andsingingandcursing,overtheCastlewoodale——HarryEsmondfoundDicktheScholarinawofulstateofdrunkenness。Hehiccuppedoutasermonandhislaughingcompanionsbadehimsingahymn,onwhichDick,swearinghewouldrunthescoundrelthroughthebodywhoinsultedhisreligion,madeforhissword,whichwashangingonthewall,andfelldownflatonthefloorunderit,sayingtoHarry,whoranforwardtohelphim,\"Ah,littlePapist,I wishJosephAddisonwashere!\" ThoughthetroopersoftheKing\'sLife—Guardswereallgentlemen,yettherestofthegentlemenseemedignorantandvulgarboorstoHarryEsmond,withtheexceptionofthisgood—naturedCorporalSteeletheScholar,andCaptainWestburyandLieutenantTrant,whowerealwayskindtothelad。TheyremainedforsomeweeksormonthsencampedinCastlewood,andHarrylearnedfromthem,fromtimetotime,howtheladyatHextonCastlewastreated,andtheparticularsofherconfinementthere。\'TisknownthatKingWilliamwasdisposedtodealverylenientlywiththegentrywhoremainedfaithfultotheoldKing\'scause;andnoprinceusurpingacrown,ashisenemiessaidhedid,(righteouslytakingit,asIthinknow,)evercausedlessbloodtobeshed。Asforwomen—conspirators,hekeptspiesontheleastdangerous,andlockeduptheothers。 LadyCastlewoodhadthebestroomsinHextonCastle,andthegaoler\'sgardentowalkin;andthoughsherepeatedlydesiredtobeledouttoexecution,likeMaryQueenofScots,thereneverwasanythoughtoftakingherpaintedoldheadoff,oranydesiretodoaughtbutkeepherpersoninsecurity。 Anditappearedshefoundthatsomewerefriendsinhermisfortune,whomshehad,inherprosperity,consideredasherworstenemies。 ColonelFrancisEsmond,mylord\'scousinandherladyship\'s,whohadmarriedtheDeanofWinchester\'sdaughter,and,sinceKingJames\'sdepartureoutofEngland,hadlivednotveryfarawayfromHextontown,hearingofhiskinswoman\'sstrait,andbeingfriendswithColonelBrice,commandingforKingWilliaminHexton,andwiththeChurchdignitariesthere,cametovisitherladyshipinprison,offeringtohisuncle\'sdaughteranyfriendlyserviceswhichlayinhispower。Andhebroughthisladyandlittledaughtertoseetheprisoner,tothelatterofwhom,achildofgreatbeautyandmanywinningways,theoldViscountesstooknotalittleliking,althoughbetweenherladyshipandthechild\'smothertherewaslittlemorelovethanformerly。Therearesomeinjurieswhichwomenneverforgiveoneanother;andMadamFrancisEsmond,inmarryinghercousin,haddoneoneofthoseirretrievablewrongstoLadyCastlewood。Butasshewasnowhumiliated,andinmisfortune,MadamFranciscouldallowatrucetoherenmity,andcouldbekindforawhile,atleast,toherhusband\'sdiscardedmistress。SothelittleBeatrix,herdaughter,waspermittedoftentogoandvisittheimprisonedViscountess,who,insofarasthechildanditsfatherwereconcerned,gottoabateinherangertowardsthatbranchoftheCastlewoodfamily。AndthelettersofColonelEsmondcomingtolight,ashasbeensaid,andhisconductbeingknowntotheKing\'scouncil,theColonelwasputinabetterpositionwiththeexistinggovernmentthanhehadeverbeforebeen;anysuspicionsregardinghisloyaltywereentirelydoneaway;andsohewasenabledtobeofmoreservicetohiskinswomanthanhecouldotherwisehavebeen。 Andnowtherebefellaneventbywhichthisladyrecoveredherliberty,andthehouseofCastlewoodgotanewowner,andfatherlesslittleHarryEsmondanewandmostkindprotectorandfriend。WhateverthatsecretwaswhichHarrywastohearfrommylord,theboyneverheardit;forthatnightwhenFatherHoltarrived,andcarriedmylordawaywithhim,wasthelastonwhichHarryeversawhispatron。Whathappenedtomylordmaybebrieflytoldhere。Havingfoundthehorsesattheplacewheretheywerelying,mylordandFatherHoltrodetogethertoChatteris,wheretheyhadtemporaryrefugewithoneoftheFather\'spenitentsinthatcity;butthepursuitbeinghotforthem,andtherewardfortheapprehensionofoneortheotherconsiderable,itwasdeemedadvisablethattheyshouldseparate;andthepriestbetookhimselftootherplacesofretreatknowntohim,whilstmylordpassedoverfromBristolintoIreland,inwhichkingdomKingJameshadacourtandanarmy。Mylordwasbutasmalladditiontothis;bringing,indeed,onlyhisswordandthefewpiecesinhispocket;buttheKingreceivedhimwithsomekindnessanddistinctioninspiteofhispoorplight,confirmedhiminhisnewtitleofMarquis,gavehimaregiment,andpromisedhimfurtherpromotion。Buttitlesorpromotionwerenottobenefithimnow。MylordwaswoundedatthefatalbattleoftheBoyne,flyingfromwhichfield(longafterhismasterhadsethimanexample)helayforawhileconcealedinthemarshycountryneartothetownofTrim,andmorefromcatarrhandfevercaughtinthebogsthanfromthesteeloftheenemyinthebattle,sankanddied。MaytheearthlielightuponThomasofCastlewood!Hewhowritesthismustspeakincharity,thoughthislorddidhimandhistwogrievouswrongs:foroneofthesehewouldhavemadeamends,perhaps,hadlifebeensparedhim;buttheotherlaybeyondhispowertorepair,though\'tistobehopedthatagreaterPowerthanapriesthasabsolvedhimofit。Hegotthecomfortofthisabsolution,too,suchasitwas:apriestofTrimwritingalettertomyladytoinformherofthiscalamity。 Butinthosedaysletterswereslowoftravelling,andourpriest\'stooktwomonthsormoreonitsjourneyfromIrelandtoEngland: where,whenitdidarrive,itdidnotfindmyladyatherownhouse;shewasattheKing\'shouseofHextonCastlewhenthelettercametoCastlewood,butitwasopenedforallthatbytheofficerincommandthere。 HarryEsmondwellrememberedthereceiptofthisletter,whichLockwoodbroughtinasCaptainWestburyandLieutenantTrantwereonthegreenplayingatbowls,youngEsmondlookingonatthesport,orreadinghisbookinthearbor。 \"Here\'snewsforFrankEsmond,\"saysCaptainWestbury;\"Harry,didyoueverseeColonelEsmond?\"AndCaptainWestburylookedveryhardattheboyashespoke。 HarrysaidhehadseenhimbutoncewhenhewasatHexton,attheballthere。 \"Anddidhesayanything?\" \"HesaidwhatIdon\'tcaretorepeat,\"Harryanswered。Forhewasnowtwelveyearsofage:heknewwhathisbirthwas,andthedisgraceofit;andhefeltnolovetowardsthemanwhohadmostlikelystainedhismother\'shonorandhisown。 \"DidyoulovemyLordCastlewood?\" \"IwaituntilIknowmymother,sir,tosay,\"theboyanswered,hiseyesfillingwithtears。 \"SomethinghashappenedtoLordCastlewood,\"CaptainWestburysaidinaverygravetone——\"somethingwhichmusthappentousall。HeisdeadofawoundreceivedattheBoyne,fightingforKingJames。\" \"Iamgladmylordfoughtfortherightcause,\"theboysaid。 \"Itwasbettertomeetdeathonthefieldlikeaman,thanfaceitonTower—hill,assomeofthemmay,\"continuedMr。Westbury。\"I hopehehasmadesometestament,orprovidedfortheesomehow。 Thislettersaysherecommendsunicumfiliumsuumdilectissimumtohislady。Ihopehehasleftyoumorethanthat。\" Harrydidnotknow,hesaid。HewasinthehandsofHeavenandFate;butmorelonelynow,asitseemedtohim,thanhehadbeenalltherestofhislife;andthatnight,ashelayinhislittleroomwhichhestilloccupied,theboythoughtwithmanyapangofshameandgriefofhisstrangeandsolitarycondition:howhehadafatherandnofather;anamelessmotherthathadbeenbroughttoruin,perhaps,bythatveryfatherwhomHarrycouldonlyacknowledgeinsecretandwithablush,andwhomhecouldneitherlovenorrevere。AndhesickenedtothinkhowFatherHolt,astranger,andtwoorthreesoldiers,hisacquaintancesofthelastsixweeks,weretheonlyfriendshehadinthegreatwideworld,wherehewasnowquitealone。Thesouloftheboywasfulloflove,andhelongedashelayinthedarknessthereforsomeoneuponwhomhecouldbestowit。Heremembers,andmusttohisdyingday,thethoughtsandtearsofthatlongnight,thehourstollingthroughit。Whowashe,andwhat?Whyhereratherthanelsewhere? Ihaveamind,hethought,togotothatpriestatTrim,andfindoutwhatmyfathersaidtohimonhisdeath—bedconfession。IsthereanychildinthewholeworldsounprotectedasIam?ShallI getupandquitthisplace,andruntoIreland?Withthesethoughtsandtearstheladpassedthatnightawayuntilhewepthimselftosleep。 Thenextday,thegentlemenoftheguard,whohadheardwhathadbefallenhim,weremorethanusuallykindtothechild,especiallyhisfriendScholarDick,whotoldhimabouthisownfather\'sdeath,whichhadhappenedwhenDickwasachildatDublin,notquitefiveyearsofage。\"Thatwasthefirstsensationofgrief,\"Dicksaid,\"Ieverknew。IrememberIwentintotheroomwherehisbodylay,andmymothersatweepingbesideit。Ihadmybattledoreinmyhand,andfella—beatingthecoffin,andcallingPapa;onwhichmymothercaughtmeinherarms,andtoldmeinafloodoftearsPapacouldnothearme,andwouldplaywithmenomore,fortheyweregoingtoputhimunderground,whencehecouldnevercometousagain。Andthis,\"saidDickkindly,\"hasmademepityallchildreneversince;andcausedmetolovethee,mypoorfatherless,motherlesslad。And,ifeverthouwantestafriend,thoushalthaveoneinRichardSteele。\" HarryEsmondthankedhim,andwasgrateful。ButwhatcouldCorporalSteeledoforhim?takehimtorideasparehorse,andbeservanttothetroop?ThoughtheremightbeabarinHarryEsmond\'sshield,itwasanobleone。Thecounselofthetwofriendswas,thatlittleHarryshouldstaywherehewas,andabidehisfortune:soEsmondstayedonatCastlewood,awaitingwithnosmallanxietythefate,whateveritwas,whichwasoverhim。 CHAPTERVII。 IAMLEFTATCASTLEWOODANORPHAN,ANDFINDMOSTKINDPROTECTORS THERE。 DuringthestayofthesoldiersinCastlewood,honestDicktheScholarwastheconstantcompanionofthelonelylittleorphanladHarryEsmond:andtheyreadtogether,andtheyplayedbowlstogether,andwhentheothertroopersortheirofficers,whowerefree—spokenovertheircups,(aswasthewayofthatday,whenneithermennorwomenwereover—nice,)talkedunbecominglyoftheiramoursandgallantriesbeforethechild,Dick,whoverylikelywassettingthewholecompanylaughing,wouldstoptheirjokeswithamaximadebeturpuerisreverentia,andonceofferedtolugoutagainstanothertroopercalledHulkingTom,whowantedtoaskHarryEsmondaribaldquestion。 Also,Dickseeingthatthechildhad,ashesaid,asensibilityabovehisyears,andagreatandpraiseworthydiscretion,confidedtoHarryhisloveforavintner\'sdaughter,neartotheTollyard,Westminster,whomDickaddressedasSaccharissainmanyversesofhiscomposition,andwithoutwhomhesaiditwouldbeimpossiblethathecouldcontinuetolive。Hevowedthisathousandtimesinaday,thoughHarrysmiledtoseethelove—lornswainhadhishealthandappetiteaswellasthemostheart—wholetrooperintheregiment:andhesworeHarrytosecrecytoo,whichvowtheladreligiouslykept,untilhefoundthatofficersandprivateswerealltakenintoDick\'sconfidence,andhadthebenefitofhisverses。Anditmustbeownedlikewisethat,whileDickwassighingafterSaccharissainLondon,hehadconsolationsinthecountry; fortherecameawenchoutofCastlewoodvillagewhohadwashedhislinen,andwhocriedsadlywhensheheardhewasgone:andwithoutpayingherbilltoo,whichHarryEsmondtookuponhimselftodischargebygivingthegirlasilverpocket—piece,whichScholarDickhadpresentedtohim,when,withmanyembracesandprayersforhisprosperity,Dickpartedfromhim,thegarrisonofCastlewoodbeingorderedaway。DicktheScholarsaidhewouldneverforgethisyoungfriend,norindeeddidhe:andHarrywassorrywhenthekindsoldiersvacatedCastlewood,lookingforwardwithnosmallanxiety(forcareandsolitudehadmadehimthoughtfulbeyondhisyears)tohisfatewhenthenewlordandladyofthehousecametolivethere。Hehadlivedtobepasttwelveyearsoldnow;andhadneverhadafriend,savethiswildtrooper,perhaps,andFatherHolt;andhadafondandaffectionateheart,tendertoweakness,thatwouldfainattachitselftosomebody,anddidnotseematrestuntilithadfoundafriendwhowouldtakechargeofit。 TheinstinctwhichledHenryEsmondtoadmireandlovethegraciousperson,thefairapparitionofwhosebeautyandkindnesshadsomovedhimwhenhefirstbeheldher,becamesoonadevotedaffectionandpassionofgratitude,whichentirelyfilledhisyoungheart,thatasyet,exceptinthecaseofdearFatherHolt,hadhadverylittlekindnessforwhichtobethankful。ODeacerte,thoughthe,rememberingthelinesoutoftheAEneaswhichMr。Holthadtaughthim。Thereseemed,astheboythought,ineverylookorgestureofthisfaircreature,anangelicalsoftnessandbrightpity——inmotionorreposesheseemedgraciousalike;thetoneofhervoice,thoughsheutteredwordseversotrivial,gavehimapleasurethatamountedalmosttoanguish。Itcannotbecalledlove,thataladoftwelveyearsofage,littlemorethanamenial,feltforanexaltedlady,hismistress:butitwasworship。Tocatchherglance,todivinehererrandandrunonitbeforeshehadspokenit;towatch,follow,adoreher;becamethebusinessofhislife。 Meanwhile,asisthewayoften,hisidolhadidolsofherown,andneverthoughtoforsuspectedtheadmirationofherlittlepigmyadorer。 Myladyhadonhersideherthreeidols:firstandforemost,Joveandsupremeruler,washerlord,Harry\'spatron,thegoodViscountofCastlewood。Allwishesofhiswerelawswithher。Ifhehadaheadache,shewasill。Ifhefrowned,shetrembled。Ifhejoked,shesmiledandwascharmed。Ifhewenta—hunting,shewasalwaysatthewindowtoseehimrideaway,herlittlesoncrowingonherarm,oronthewatchtillhisreturn。Shemadedishesforhisdinner:spicedwineforhim:madethetoastforhistankardatbreakfast:hushedthehousewhenhesleptinhischair,andwatchedforalookwhenhewoke。Ifmylordwasnotalittleproudofhisbeauty,myladyadoredit。Sheclungtohisarmashepacedtheterrace,hertwofairlittlehandsclaspedroundhisgreatone;hereyeswerenevertiredoflookinginhisfaceandwonderingatitsperfection。Herlittlesonwashisson,andhadhisfather\'slookandcurlybrownhair。HerdaughterBeatrixwashisdaughter,andhadhiseyes——werethereeversuchbeautifuleyesintheworld? Allthehousewasarrangedsoastobringhimeaseandgivehimpleasure。Shelikedthesmallgentryroundabouttocomeandpayhimcourt,nevercaringforadmirationforherself;thosewhowantedtobewellwiththeladymustadmirehim。Notregardingherdress,shewouldwearagowntorags,becausehehadoncelikedit: and,ifhebroughtherabroochoraribbon,wouldpreferittoallthemostcostlyarticlesofherwardrobe。 MylordwenttoLondoneveryyearforsixweeks,andthefamilybeingtoopoortoappearatCourtwithanyfigure,hewentalone。 Itwasnotuntilhewasoutofsightthatherfaceshowedanysorrow:andwhatajoywhenhecameback!Whatpreparationbeforehisreturn!Thefondcreaturehadhisarm—chairatthechimney— side——delightingtoputthechildreninit,andlookatthemthere。 Nobodytookhisplaceatthetable;buthissilvertankardstoodthereaswhenmylordwaspresent。 Aprettysightitwastosee,duringmylord\'sabsence,oronthosemanymorningswhensleeporheadachekepthima—bed,thisfairyoungladyofCastlewood,herlittledaughteratherknee,andherdomesticsgatheredroundher,readingtheMorningPrayeroftheEnglishChurch。Esmondlongrememberedhowshelookedandspoke,kneelingreverentlybeforethesacredbook,thesunshininguponhergoldenhairuntilitmadeahaloroundabouther。Adozenoftheservantsofthehousekneeledinalineoppositetheirmistress;forawhileHarryEsmondkeptapartfromthesemysteries,butDoctorTushershowinghimthattheprayersreadwerethoseoftheChurchofallages,andtheboy\'sowninclinationpromptinghimtobealwaysasnearashemighttohismistress,andtothinkallthingsshedidright,fromlisteningtotheprayersintheante— chamber,hecamepresentlytokneeldownwiththerestofthehouseholdintheparlor;andbeforeacoupleofyearsmyladyhadmadeathoroughconvert。Indeed,theboylovedhiscatechisersomuchthathewouldhavesubscribedtoanythingshebadehim,andwasnevertiredoflisteningtoherfonddiscourseandsimplecommentsuponthebook,whichshereadtohiminavoiceofwhichitwasdifficulttoresistthesweetpersuasionandtenderappealingkindness。Thisfriendlycontroversy,andtheintimacywhichitoccasioned,boundtheladmorefondlythanevertohismistress。Thehappiestperiodofallhislifewasthis;andtheyoungmother,withherdaughterandson,andtheorphanladwhomsheprotected,readandworkedandplayed,andwerechildrentogether。Iftheladylookedforward——aswhatfondwomandoesnot?——towardsthefuture,shehadnoplansfromwhichHarryEsmondwasleftout;andathousandandathousandtimes,inhispassionateandimpetuousway,hevowedthatnopowershouldseparatehimfromhismistress;andonlyaskedforsomechancetohappenbywhichhemightshowhisfidelitytoher。Now,atthecloseofhislife,ashesitsandrecallsintranquillitythehappyandbusyscenesofit,hecanthink,notungratefully,thathehasbeenfaithfultothatearlyvow。Suchalifeissosimplethatyearsmaybechronicledinafewlines。Butfewmen\'slife—voyagesaredestinedtobeallprosperous;andthiscalmofwhichwearespeakingwassoontocometoanend。 AsEsmondgrew,andobservedforhimself,hefoundofnecessitymuchtoreadandthinkofoutsidethatfondcircleofkinsfolkwhohadadmittedhimtojoinhandwiththem。Hereadmorebooksthantheycaredtostudywithhim;wasaloneinthemidstofthemmanyatime,andpassednightsoverlabors,futileperhaps,butinwhichtheycouldnotjoinhim。Hisdearmistressdivinedhisthoughtswithherusualjealouswatchfulnessofaffection:begantoforebodeatimewhenhewouldescapefromhishome—nest;and,athiseagerprotestationstothecontrary,wouldonlysighandshakeherhead。