第6章

类别:其他 作者:William Makepeace Thackeray字数:12622更新时间:18/12/18 08:41:02
Beforethosefataldecreesinlifeareexecuted,therearealwayssecretprevisionsandwarningomens。Wheneverythingyetseemscalm,weareawarethatthestormiscoming。Erethehappydayswereover,twoatleastofthathome—partyfeltthattheyweredrawingtoaclose;andwereuneasy,andonthelook—outforthecloudwhichwastoobscuretheircalm。 \'TwaseasyforHarrytosee,howevermuchhisladypersistedinobedienceandadmirationforherhusband,thatmylordtiredofhisquietlife,andgrewweary,andthentesty,atthosegentlebondswithwhichhiswifewouldhaveheldhim。AstheysaytheGrandLamaofThibetisverymuchfatiguedbyhischaracterofdivinity,andyawnsonhisaltarashisbonzeskneelandworshiphim,manyahome—godgrowsheartilysickofthereverencewithwhichhisfamily—devoteespursuehim,andsighsforfreedomandforhisoldlife,andtobeoffthepedestalonwhichhisdependantswouldhavehimsitforever,whilsttheyadorehim,andplyhimwithflowers,andhymns,andincense,andflattery;——so,afterafewyearsofhismarriagemyhonestLordCastlewoodbegantotire;allthehigh— flownrapturesanddevotionalceremonieswithwhichhiswife,hischiefpriestess,treatedhim,firstsenthimtosleep,andthendrovehimoutofdoors;forthetruthmustbetold,thatmylordwasajollygentleman,withverylittleoftheaugustordivineinhisnature,thoughhisfondwifepersistedinreveringit——and,besides,hehadtopayapenaltyforthislove,whichpersonsofhisdispositionseldomliketodefray:and,inaword,ifhehadalovingwife,hadaveryjealousandexactingone。Thenheweariedofthisjealousy;thenhebrokeawayfromit;thencame,nodoubt,complaintsandrecriminations;then,perhaps,promisesofamendmentnotfulfilled;thenupbraidingsnotthemorepleasantbecausetheyweresilent,andonlysadlooksandtearfuleyesconveyedthem。 Then,perhaps,thepairreachedthatotherstagewhichisnotuncommoninmarriedlife,whenthewomanperceivesthatthegodofthehoneymoonisagodnomore;onlyamortalliketherestofus—— andsoshelooksintoherheart,andlo!vacuaesedesetinaniaarcana。Andnow,supposingourladytohaveafinegeniusandabrilliantwitofherown,andthemagicspellandinfatuationremovedfromherwhichhadledhertoworshipasagodaveryordinarymortal——andwhatfollows?Theylivetogether,andtheydinetogether,andtheysay\"mydear\"and\"mylove\"asheretofore; butthemanishimself,andthewomanherself:thatdreamofloveisoveraseverythingelseisoverinlife;asflowersandfury,andgriefsandpleasures,areover。 VerylikelytheLadyCastlewoodhadceasedtoadoreherhusbandherselflongbeforeshegotoffherknees,orwouldallowherhouseholdtodiscontinueworshippinghim。Todohimjustice,mylordneverexactedthissubservience:helaughedandjokedanddrankhisbottle,andsworewhenhewasangry,muchtoofamiliarlyforanyonepretendingtosublimity;anddidhisbesttodestroytheceremonialwithwhichhiswifechosetosurroundhim。AnditrequirednogreatconceitonyoungEsmond\'sparttoseethathisownbrainswerebetterthanhispatron\'s,who,indeed,neverassumedanyairsofsuperiorityoverthelad,oroveranydependantofhis,savewhenhewasdispleased,inwhichcasehewouldexpresshismindinoathsveryfreely;andwho,onthecontrary,perhaps,spoiled\"ParsonHarry,\"ashecalledyoungEsmond,byconstantlypraisinghispartsandadmiringhisboyishstockoflearning。 Itmayseemungraciousinonewhohasreceivedahundredfavorsfromhispatrontospeakinanybutareverentialmannerofhiselders;butthepresentwriterhashaddescendantsofhisown,whomhehasbroughtupwithaslittleaspossibleoftheservilityatpresentexactedbyparentsfromchildren(underwhichmaskofdutythereoftenlurksindifference,contempt,orrebellion):andashewouldhavehisgrandsonsbelieveorrepresenthimtobenotaninchtallerthanNaturehasmadehim:so,withregardtohispastacquaintances,hewouldspeakwithoutanger,butwithtruth,asfarasheknowsit,neitherextenuatingnorsettingdownaughtinmalice。 Solong,then,astheworldmovedaccordingtoLordCastlewood\'swishes,hewasgood—humoredenough;ofatempernaturallysprightlyandeasy,likingtojoke,especiallywithhisinferiors,andcharmedtoreceivethetributeoftheirlaughter。Allexercisesofthebodyhecouldperformtoperfection——shootingatamarkandflying,breakinghorses,ridingatthering,pitchingthequoit,playingatallgameswithgreatskill。Andnotonlydidhedothesethingswell,buthethoughthedidthemtoperfection;hencehewasoftentrickedabouthorses,whichhepretendedtoknowbetterthananyjockey;wasmadetoplayatballandbilliardsbysharperswhotookhismoney,andcamebackfromLondonwofullypoorereachtimethanhewent,asthestateofhisaffairstestifiedwhenthesuddenaccidentcamebywhichhiscareerwasbroughttoanend。 Hewasfondoftheparadeofdress,andpassedasmanyhoursdailyathistoiletteasanelderlycoquette。Atenthpartofhisdaywasspentinthebrushingofhisteethandtheoilingofhishair,whichwascurlingandbrown,andwhichhedidnotliketoconcealunderaperiwig,suchasalmosteverybodyofthattimewore。(Wehavethelibertyofourhairbacknow,butpowderandpomatumalongwithit。When,Iwonder,willthesemonstrouspoll—taxesofouragebewithdrawn,andmenallowedtocarrytheircolors,black,red,orgray,asNaturemadethem?)Andashelikedhertobewelldressed,hisladysparednopainsinthatmattertopleasehim; indeed,shewoulddressherheadorcutitoffifhehadbiddenher。 ItwasawondertoyoungEsmond,servingaspagetomylordandlady,tohear,dayafterday,tosuchcompanyascame,thesameboisterousstoriestoldbymylord,atwhichhisladyneverfailedtosmileorholddownherhead,andDoctorTushertoburstoutlaughingattheproperpoint,orcry,\"Fie,mylord,remembermycloth!\"butwithsuchafaintshowofresistance,thatitonlyprovokedmylordfurther。LordCastlewood\'sstoriesrosebydegrees,andbecamestrongerafterthealeatdinnerandthebottleafterwards;myladyalwaystakingflightaftertheveryfirstglasstoChurchandKing,andleavingthegentlementodrinktherestofthetoastsbythemselves。 And,asHarryEsmondwasherpage,healsowascalledfromdutyatthistime。\"Mylordhaslivedinthearmyandwithsoldiers,\"shewouldsaytothelad,\"amongstwhomgreatlicenseisallowed。Youhavehadadifferentnurture,andItrustthesethingswillchangeasyougrowolder;notthatanyfaultattachestomylord,whoisoneofthebestandmostreligiousmeninthiskingdom。\"Andverylikelyshebelievedso。\'Tisstrangewhatamanmaydo,andawomanyetthinkhimanangel。 AndasEsmondhastakentruthforhismotto,itmustbeowned,evenwithregardtothatotherangel,hismistress,thatshehadafaultofcharacterwhichflawedherperfections。Withtheothersexperfectlytolerantandkindly,ofherownshewasinvariablyjealous;andaproofthatshehadthisviceis,thatthoughshewouldacknowledgeathousandfaultsthatshehadnot,tothiswhichshehadshecouldneverbegottoown。ButiftherecameawomanwithevenasemblanceofbeautytoCastlewood,shewassosuretofindoutsomewronginher,thatmylord,laughinginhisjollyway,wouldoftenjokewithherconcerningherfoible。Comelyservant—maidsmightcomeforhire,butnoneweretakenatCastlewood。Thehousekeeperwasold;mylady\'sownwaiting—womansquinted,andwasmarkedwiththesmall—pox;thehousemaidsandscullionwereordinarycountrywenches,towhomLadyCastlewoodwaskind,ashernaturemadehertoeverybodyalmost;butassoonasevershehadtodowithaprettywoman,shewascold,retiring,andhaughty。Thecountryladiesfoundthisfaultinher;andthoughthemenalladmiredher,theirwivesanddaughterscomplainedofhercoldnessandaims,andsaidthatCastlewoodwaspleasanterinLadyJezebel\'stime(asthedowagerwascalled)thanatpresent。 Somefewwereofmymistress\'sside。OldLadyBlenkinsopJointure,whohadbeenatcourtinKingJamestheFirst\'stime,alwaystookherside;andsodidoldMistressCrookshank,BishopCrookshank\'sdaughter,ofHexton,who,withsomemoreoftheirlike,pronouncedmyladyanangel:buttheprettywomenwerenotofthismind;andtheopinionofthecountrywasthatmylordwastiedtohiswife\'sapron—strings,andthatsheruledoverhim。 ThesecondfightwhichHarryEsmondhad,wasatfourteenyearsofage,withBryanHawkshaw,SirJohnHawkshaw\'sson,ofBramblebrook,who,advancingthisopinion,thatmyladywasjealousandhenpeckedmylord,putHarryinsuchafury,thatHarryfellonhimandwithsuchrage,thattheotherboy,whowastwoyearsolderandbyfarbiggerthanhe,hadbyfartheworstoftheassault,untilitwasinterruptedbyDoctorTusherwalkingoutofthedinner—room。 BryanHawkshawgotupbleedingatthenose,having,indeed,beensurprised,asmanyastrongermanmighthavebeen,bythefuryoftheassaultuponhim。 \"Youlittlebastardbeggar!\"hesaid,\"I\'llmurderyouforthis!\" Andindeedhewasbigenough。 \"Bastardornot,\"saidtheother,grindinghisteeth,\"Ihaveacoupleofswords,andifyouliketomeetme,asaman,ontheterraceto—night——\" AndheretheDoctorcomingup,thecolloquyoftheyoungchampionsended。Verylikely,bigashewas,Hawkshawdidnotcaretocontinueafightwithsuchaferociousopponentasthishadbeen。 CHAPTERVIII。 AFTERGOODFORTUNECOMESEVIL。 SincemyLadyMaryWortleyMontagubroughthomethecustomofinoculationfromTurkey(aperilouspracticemanydeemit,andonlyauselessrushingintothejawsofdanger),Ithinktheseverityofthesmall—pox,thatdreadfulscourgeoftheworld,hassomewhatbeenabatedinourpartofit;andrememberinmytimehundredsoftheyoungandbeautifulwhohavebeencarriedtothegrave,orhaveonlyrisenfromtheirpillowsfrightfullyscarredanddisfiguredbythismalady。Manyasweetfacehathleftitsrosesonthebedonwhichthisdreadfulandwitheringblighthaslaidthem。Inmyearlydays,thispestilencewouldenteravillageanddestroyhalfitsinhabitants:atitsapproach,itmaywellbeimagined,notonlythebeautifulbutthestrongestwerealarmed,andthosefledwhocould。Onedayintheyear1694(Ihavegoodreasontorememberit),DoctorTusherranintoCastlewoodHouse,withafaceofconsternation,sayingthatthemaladyhadmadeitsappearanceattheblacksmith\'shouseinthevillage,andthatoneofthemaidstherewasdowninthesmall—pox。 Theblacksmith,besideshisforgeandironsforhorses,hadanale— houseformen,whichhiswifekept,andhiscompanysatonbenchesbeforetheinn—door,lookingatthesmithywhiletheydranktheirbeer。Now,therewasaprettygirlatthisinn,thelandlord\'smencalledNancySievewright,abouncing,fresh—lookinglass,whosefacewasasredasthehollyhocksoverthepalesofthegardenbehindtheinn。AtthistimeHarryEsmondwasaladofsixteen,andsomehowinhiswalksandramblesitoftenhappenedthathefellinwithNancySievewright\'sbonnyface;ifhedidnotwantsomethingdoneattheblacksmith\'shewouldgoanddrinkaleatthe\"ThreeCastles,\"orfindsomepretextforseeingthispoorNancy。 Poorthing,Harrymeantorimaginednoharm;andshe,nodoubt,aslittle,butthetruthistheywerealwaysmeeting——inthelanes,orbythebrook,oratthegarden—palings,oraboutCastlewood:itwas,\"Lord,Mr。Henry!\"and\"howdoyoudo,Nancy?\"manyandmanyatimeintheweek。\'Tissurprisingthemagneticattractionwhichdrawspeopletogetherfromeversofar。IblushasIthinkofpoorNancynow,inaredbodiceandbuxompurplecheeksandacanvaspetticoat;andthatIdevisedschemes,andsettraps,andmadespeechesinmyheart,whichIseldomhadcouragetosaywheninpresenceofthathumbleenchantress,whoknewnothingbeyondmilkingacow,andopenedherblackeyeswithwonderwhenImadeoneofmyfinespeechesoutofWallerorOvid。PoorNancy!fromthemidstoffar—offyearsthinehonestcountryfacebeamsout;andIrememberthykindvoiceasifIhadheardityesterday。 WhenDoctorTusherbroughtthenewsthatthesmall—poxwasatthe\"ThreeCastles,\"whitheratramper,itwassaid,hadbroughtthemalady,HenryEsmond\'sfirstthoughtwasofalarmforpoorNancy,andthenofshameanddisquietfortheCastlewoodfamily,lesthemighthavebroughtthisinfection;forthetruthisthatMr。Harryhadbeensittinginabackroomforanhourthatday,whereNancySievewrightwaswithalittlebrotherwhocomplainedofheadache,andwaslyingstupefiedandcrying,eitherinachairbythecornerofthefire,orinNancy\'slap,oronmine。 LittleLadyBeatrixscreamedoutatDr。Tusher\'snews;andmylordcriedout,\"Godblessme!\"Hewasabraveman,andnotafraidofdeathinanyshapebutthis。Hewasveryproudofhispinkcomplexionandfairhair——buttheideaofdeathbysmall—poxscaredhimbeyondallotherends。\"Wewilltakethechildrenandrideawayto—morrowtoWalcote:\"thiswasmylord\'ssmallhouse,inheritedfromhismother,neartoWinchester。 \"Thatisthebestrefugeincasethediseasespreads,\"saidDr。 Tusher。\"\'Tisawfultothinkofitbeginningattheale—house; halfthepeopleofthevillagehavevisitedthatto—day,ortheblacksmith\'s,whichisthesamething。MyclerkNahumlodgeswiththem——Icannevergointomyreading—deskandhavethatfellowsonearme。IWON\'Thavethatmannearme。\" \"Ifaparishionerdyinginthesmall—poxsenttoyou,wouldyounotgo?\"askedmylady,lookingupfromherframeofwork,withhercalmblueeyes。 \"BytheLord,Iwouldn\'t,\"saidmylord。 \"Wearenotinapopishcountry;andasickmandothnotabsolutelyneedabsolutionandconfession,\"saidtheDoctor。\"\'Tistruetheyareacomfortandahelptohimwhenattainable,andtobeadministeredwithhopeofgood。Butinacasewherethelifeofaparishpriestinthemidstofhisflockishighlyvaluabletothem,heisnotcalledupontoriskit(andtherewiththelives,futureprospects,andtemporal,evenspiritualwelfareofhisownfamily) forthesakeofasingleperson,whoisnotverylikelyinaconditioneventounderstandthereligiousmessagewhereofthepriestisthebringer——beinguneducated,andlikewisestupefiedordeliriousbydisease。Ifyourladyshiporhislordship,myexcellentgoodfriendandpatron,weretotakeit……\" \"Godforbid!\"criedmylord。 \"Amen,\"continuedDr。Tusher。\"Amentothatprayer,myverygoodlord!foryoursakeIwouldlaymylifedown\"——and,tojudgefromthealarmedlookoftheDoctor\'spurpleface,youwouldhavethoughtthatthatsacrificewasabouttobecalledforinstantly。 Tolovechildren,andbegentlewiththem,wasaninstinct,ratherthanamerit,inHenryEsmond;somuchso,thathethoughtalmostwithasortofshameofhislikingforthem,andofthesoftnessintowhichitbetrayedhim;andonthisdaythepoorfellowhadnotonlyhadhisyoungfriend,themilkmaid\'sbrother,onhisknee,buthadbeendrawingpicturesandtellingstoriestothelittleFrankCastlewood,whohadoccupiedthesameplaceforanhourafterdinner,andwasnevertiredofHenry\'stales,andhispicturesofsoldiersandhorses。Asluckwouldhaveit,Beatrixhadnotonthateveningtakenherusualplace,whichgenerallyshewasgladenoughtohave,uponhertutor\'slap。ForBeatrix,fromtheearliesttime,wasjealousofeverycaresswhichwasgiventoherlittlebrotherFrank。Shewouldflingawayevenfromthematernalarms,ifshesawFrankhadbeentherebeforeher;insomuchthatLadyEsmondwasobligednottoshowherloveforhersoninthepresenceofthelittlegirl,andembracedoneortheotheralone。 ShewouldturnpaleandredwithrageifshecaughtsignsofintelligenceoraffectionbetweenFrankandhismother:wouldsitapart,andnotspeakforawholenight,ifshethoughttheboyhadabetterfruitoralargercakethanhers;wouldflingawayaribbonifhehadone;andfromtheearliestage,sittingupinherlittlechairbythegreatfireplaceoppositetothecornerwhereLadyCastlewoodcommonlysatatherembroidery,wouldutterinfantinesarcasmsaboutthefavorshowntoherbrother。These,ifspokeninthepresenceofLordCastlewood,tickledandamusedhishumor;hewouldpretendtoloveFrankbest,anddandleandkisshim,androarwithlaughteratBeatrix\'sjealousy。Butthetruthis,mylorddidnotoftenwitnessthesescenes,norverymuchtroublethequietfiresideatwhichhisladypassedmanylongevenings。Mylordwashuntingalldaywhentheseasonadmitted;hefrequentedallthecock—fightsandfairsinthecountry,andwouldridetwentymilestoseeamainfought,ortwoclownsbreaktheirheadsatacudgelling—match;andhelikedbettertositinhisparlordrinkingaleandpunchwithJackandTom,thaninhiswife\'sdrawing—room:whither,ifhecame,hebroughtonlytoooftenbloodshoteyes,ahiccuppingvoice,andareelinggait。Themanagementofthehouse,andtheproperty,thecareofthefewtenantsandthevillagepoor,andtheaccountsoftheestate,wereinthehandsofhisladyandheryoungsecretary,HarryEsmond。Mylordtookchargeofthestables,thekennel,andthecellar——andhefilledthisandemptiedittoo。 Soitchancedthatuponthisveryday,whenpoorHarryEsmondhadhadtheblacksmith\'sson,andthepeer\'sson,alikeuponhisknee,littleBeatrix,whowouldcometohertutorwillinglyenoughwithherbookandherwriting,hadrefusedhim,seeingtheplaceoccupiedbyherbrother,and,luckilyforher,hadsatatthefurtherendoftheroom,awayfromhim,playingwithaspanieldogwhichshehad,(andforwhich,byfitsandstarts,shewouldtakeagreataffection,)andtalkingatHarryEsmondoverhershoulder,asshepretendedtocaressthedog,sayingthatFidowouldloveher,andshewouldloveFido,andnothingbutFidoallherlife。 When,then,thenewswasbroughtthatthelittleboyatthe\"ThreeCastles\"wasillwiththesmall—pox,poorHarryEsmondfeltashockofalarm,notsomuchforhimselfasforhismistress\'sson,whomhemighthavebroughtintoperil。Beatrix,whohadpoutedsufficiently,(andwho,wheneverastrangerappeared,began,frominfancyalmost,toplayofflittlegracestocatchhisattention,) herbrotherbeingnowgonetobed,wasfortakingherplaceuponEsmond\'sknee:for,thoughtheDoctorwasveryobsequioustoher,shedidnotlikehim,becausehehadthickbootsanddirtyhands(thepertyoungmisssaid),andbecauseshehatedlearningthecatechism。 ButassheadvancedtowardsEsmondfromthecornerwhereshehadbeensulking,hestartedbackandplacedthegreatchaironwhichhewassittingbetweenhimandher——sayingintheFrenchlanguagetoLadyCastlewood,withwhomtheyoungladhadreadmuch,andwhomhehadperfectedinthistongue——Madam,thechildmustnotapproachme;ImusttellyouthatIwasattheblacksmith\'sto—day,andhadhislittleboyuponmylap。\" \"Whereyoutookmysonafterwards,\"LadyCastlewoodsaid,veryangry,andturningred。\"Ithankyou,sir,forgivinghimsuchcompany。Beatrix,\"shesaidinEnglish,\"IforbidyoutotouchMr。 Esmond。Comeaway,child——cometoyourroom。Cometoyourroom——I wishyourReverencegood—night——andyou,sir,hadyounotbettergobacktoyourfriendsattheale—house?\"hereyes,ordinarilysokind,dartedflashesofangerasshespoke;andshetossedupherhead(whichhungdowncommonly)withthemienofaprincess。 \"Hey—day!\"saysmylord,whowasstandingbythefireplace——indeedhewasinthepositiontowhichhegenerallycamebythathouroftheevening——\"Hey—day!Rachel,whatareyouinapassionabout? Ladiesoughtnevertobeinapassion。Oughtthey,DoctorTusher? thoughitdoesgoodtoseeRachelinapassion——Damme,LadyCastlewood,youlookdev\'lishhandsomeinapassion。\" \"Itis,mylord,becauseMr。HenryEsmond,havingnothingtodowithhistimehere,andnothavingatasteforourcompany,hasbeentotheale—house,wherehehasSOMEFRIENDS。\" Mylordburstout,withalaughandanoath——\"Youyoungslyboots,you\'vebeenatNancySievewright。D———theyounghypocrite,who\'dhavethoughtitinhim?Isay,Tusher,he\'sbeenafter——\" \"Enough,mylord,\"saidmylady,\"don\'tinsultmewiththistalk。\" \"Uponmyword,\"saidpoorHarry,readytocrywithshameandmortification,\"thehonorofthatyoungpersonisperfectlyunstainedforme。\" \"Oh,ofcourse,ofcourse,\"saysmylord,moreandmorelaughingandtipsy。\"UponhisHONOR,Doctor——NancySieve——……\" \"TakeMistressBeatrixtobed,\"myladycriedatthismomenttoMrs。Tuckerherwoman,whocameinwithherladyship\'stea。\"Putherintomyroom——no,intoyours,\"sheaddedquickly。\"Go,mychild:go,Isay:notaword!\"AndBeatrix,quitesurprisedatsosuddenatoneofauthorityfromonewhowasseldomaccustomedtoraisehervoice,wentoutoftheroomwithascaredcountenance,andwaitedeventoburstouta—cryinguntilshegottothedoorwithMrs。Tucker。 Foroncehermothertooklittleheedofhersobbing,andcontinuedtospeakeagerly——\"Mylord,\"shesaid,\"thisyoungman——yourdependant——toldmejustnowinFrench——hewasashamedtospeakinhisownlanguage——thathehadbeenattheale—houseallday,wherehehashadthatlittlewretchwhoisnowillofthesmall—poxonhisknee。Andhecomeshomereekingfromthatplace——yes,reekingfromit——andtakesmyboyintohislapwithoutshame,andsitsdownbyme,yes,byME。HemayhavekilledFrankforwhatIknow—— killedourchild。Whywashebroughtintodisgraceourhouse? Whyishehere?Lethimgo——lethimgo,Isay,to—night,andpollutetheplacenomore。\" ShehadneveronceutteredasyllableofunkindnesstoHarryEsmond;andhercruelwordssmotethepoorboy,sothathestoodforsomemomentsbewilderedwithgriefandrageattheinjusticeofsuchastabfromsuchahand。Heturnedquitewhitefromred,whichhehadbeen。 \"Icannothelpmybirth,madam,\"hesaid,\"normyothermisfortune。 Andasforyourboy,if——ifmycomingnightohimpolluteshimnow,itwasnotsoalways。Good—night,mylord。Heavenblessyouandyoursforyourgoodnesstome。Ihavetiredherladyship\'skindnessout,andIwillgo;\"and,sinkingdownonhisknee,HarryEsmondtooktheroughhandofhisbenefactorandkissedit。 \"Hewantstogototheale—house——lethimgo,\"criedmylady。 \"I\'md——difheshall,\"saidmylord。\"Ididn\'tthinkyoucouldbesod——dungrateful,Rachel。\" Herreplywastoburstintoafloodoftears,andtoquittheroomwitharapidglanceatHarryEsmond,——asmylord,notheedingthem,andstillingreatgood—humor,raiseduphisyoungclientfromhiskneelingposture(forathousandkindnesseshadcausedtheladtoreveremylordasafather),andputhisbroadhandonHarryEsmond\'sshoulder。 \"Shewasalwaysso,\"mylordsaid;\"theverynotionofawomandriveshermad。Itooktoliquoronthatveryaccount,byJove,fornootherreasonthanthat;forshecan\'tbejealousofabeer— barrelorabottleofrum,canshe,Doctor?D———it,lookatthemaids——justlookatthemaidsinthehouse\"(mylordpronouncedallthewordstogether——just—look—at—the—maze—in—the—house:jever—see— such—maze?)\"Youwouldn\'ttakeawifeoutofCastlewoodnow,wouldyou,Doctor?\"andmylordburstoutlaughing。 TheDoctor,whohadbeenlookingatmyLordCastlewoodfromunderhiseyelids,said,\"Butjokingapart,and,mylord,asadivine,I cannottreatthesubjectinajocularlight,nor,asapastorofthiscongregation,lookwithanythingbutsorrowattheideaofsoveryyoungasheepgoingastray。\" \"Sir,\"saidyoungEsmond,burstingoutindignantly,\"shetoldmethatyouyourselfwereahorridoldman,andhadofferedtokissherinthedairy。\" \"Forshame,Henry,\"criedDoctorTusher,turningasredasaturkey—cock,whilemylordcontinuedtoroarwithlaughter。\"Ifyoulistentothefalsehoodsofanabandonedgirl——\" \"SheisashonestasanywomaninEngland,andaspureforme,\" criedoutHenry,\"and,askind,andasgood。Forshameonyoutomalignher!\" \"Farbeitfrommetodoso,\"criedtheDoctor。\"HeavengrantI maybemistakeninthegirl,andinyou,sir,whohaveatrulyPRECOCIOUSgenius;butthatisnotthepointatissueatpresent。 Itappearsthatthesmall—poxbrokeoutinthelittleboyatthe\'ThreeCastles;\'thatitwasonhimwhenyouvisitedtheale—house,foryourOWNreasons;andthatyousatwiththechildforsometime,andimmediatelyafterwardswithmyyounglord。\"TheDoctorraisedhisvoiceashespoke,andlookedtowardsmylady,whohadnowcomeback,lookingverypale,withahandkerchiefinherhand。 \"Thisisallverytrue,sir,\"saidLadyEsmond,lookingattheyoungman。 \"\'Tistobefearedthathemayhavebroughttheinfectionwithhim。\" \"Fromtheale—house——yes,\"saidmylady。 \"D———it,IforgotwhenIcollaredyou,boy,\"criedmylord,steppingback。\"Keepoff,Harrymyboy;there\'snogoodinrunningintothewolf\'sjaws,youknow。\" Myladylookedathimwithsomesurprise,andinstantlyadvancingtoHenryEsmond,tookhishand。\"Ibegyourpardon,Henry,\"shesaid;\"Ispokeveryunkindly。Ihavenorighttointerferewithyou——withyour——\" Mylordbrokeoutintoanoath。\"Can\'tyouleavetheboyalone,mylady?\"Shelookedalittlered,andfaintlypressedthelad\'shandasshedroppedit。 \"Thereisnouse,mylord,\"shesaid;\"Frankwasonhiskneeashewasmakingpictures,andwasrunningconstantlyfromHenrytome。 Theevilisdone,ifany。\" \"Notwithme,damme,\"criedmylord。\"I\'vebeensmoking,\"——andhelightedhispipeagainwithacoal——\"anditkeepsoffinfection; andasthediseaseisinthevillage——plaguetakeit——Iwouldhaveyouleaveit。We\'llgoto—morrowtoWalcote,mylady。\" \"Ihavenofear,\"saidmylady;\"Imayhavehaditasaninfant:itbrokeoutinourhousethen;andwhenfourofmysistershaditathome,twoyearsbeforeourmarriage,Iescapedit,andtwoofmydearsistersdied。\" \"Iwon\'truntherisk,\"saidmylord;\"I\'masboldasanyman,butI\'llnotbearthat。\" \"TakeBeatrixwithyouandgo,\"saidmylady。\"Forusthemischiefisdone;andTuckercanwaituponus,whohashadthedisease。\" \"Youtakecaretochoose\'emuglyenough,\"saidmylord,atwhichherladyshiphungdownherheadandlookedfoolish:andmylord,callingawayTusher,badehimcometotheoakparlorandhaveapipe。TheDoctormadealowbowtoherladyship(ofwhichsalaamshewasprofuse),andwalkedoffonhiscreakingsquare—toesafterhispatron。 Whentheladyandtheyoungmanwerealone,therewasasilenceofsomemoments,duringwhichhestoodatthefire,lookingrathervacantlyatthedyingembers,whilstherladyshipbusiedherselfwiththetambour—frameandneedles。 \"Iamsorry,\"shesaid,afterapause,inahard,dryvoice,——\"I REPEATIamsorrythatIshowedmyselfsoungratefulforthesafetyofmyson。Itwasnotatallmywishthatyoushouldleaveus,I amsure,unlessyoufoundpleasureelsewhere。Butyoumustperceive,Mr。Esmond,thatatyourage,andwithyourtastes,itisimpossiblethatyoucancontinuetostayupontheintimatefootinginwhichyouhavebeeninthisfamily。YouhavewishedtogototheUniversity,andIthink\'tisquiteaswellthatyoushouldbesentthither。Ididnotpressthismatter,thinkingyouachild,asyouare,indeed,inyears——quiteachild;andIshouldneverhavethoughtoftreatingyouotherwiseuntil——untiltheseCIRCUMSTANCEScametolight。AndIshallbegmylordtodespatchyouasquickaspossible:andwillgoonwithFrank\'slearningaswellasIcan,(Iowemyfatherthanksforalittlegrounding,andyou,I\'msure,formuchthatyouhavetaughtme,)——and——andIwishyouagood—night,Mr。Esmond。\" Andwiththisshedroppedastatelycurtsy,and,takinghercandle,wentawaythroughthetapestrydoor,whichledtoherapartments。 Esmondstoodbythefireplace,blanklystaringafterher。Indeed,hescarceseemedtoseeuntilshewasgone;andthenherimagewasimpresseduponhim,andremainedforeverfixeduponhismemory。 Hesawherretreating,thetaperlightinguphermarbleface,herscarletlipquivering,andhershininggoldenhair。Hewenttohisownroom,andtobed,wherehetriedtoread,ashiscustomwas; butheneverknewwhathewasreadinguntilafterwardsherememberedtheappearanceofthelettersofthebook(itwasinMontaigne\'sEssays),andtheeventsofthedaypassedbeforehim—— thatis,ofthelasthouroftheday;forasforthemorning,andthepoormilkmaidyonder,heneversomuchasoncethought。Andhecouldnotgettosleepuntildaylight,andwokewithaviolentheadache,andquiteunrefreshed。 Hehadbroughtthecontagionwithhimfromthe\"ThreeCastles\"sureenough,andwaspresentlylaidupwiththesmallpox,whichsparedthehallnomorethanitdidthecottage。 CHAPTERIX。 IHAVETHESMALL—POX,ANDPREPARETOLEAVECASTLEWOOD。 WhenHarryEsmondpassedthroughthecrisisofthatmalady,andreturnedtohealthagain,hefoundthatlittleFrankEsmondhadalsosufferedandralliedafterthedisease,andtheladyhismotherwasdownwithit,withacouplemoreofthehousehold。\"ItwasaProvidence,forwhichwealloughttobethankful,\"DoctorTushersaid,\"thatmyladyandhersonwerespared,whileDeathcarriedoffthepoordomesticsofthehouse;\"andrebukedHarryforasking,inhissimpleway,Forwhichweoughttobethankful——thattheservantswerekilled,orthegentlefolksweresaved?NorcouldyoungEsmondagreeintheDoctor\'svehementprotestationstomylady,whenhevisitedherduringherconvalescence,thatthemaladyhadnotintheleastimpairedhercharms,andhadnotbeenchurlenoughtoinjurethefairfeaturesoftheViscountessofCastlewood;whereas,inspiteofthesefinespeeches,Harrythoughtthatherladyship\'sbeautywasverymuchinjuredbythesmall—pox。