Beforethosefataldecreesinlifeareexecuted,therearealwayssecretprevisionsandwarningomens。Wheneverythingyetseemscalm,weareawarethatthestormiscoming。Erethehappydayswereover,twoatleastofthathome—partyfeltthattheyweredrawingtoaclose;andwereuneasy,andonthelook—outforthecloudwhichwastoobscuretheircalm。
\'TwaseasyforHarrytosee,howevermuchhisladypersistedinobedienceandadmirationforherhusband,thatmylordtiredofhisquietlife,andgrewweary,andthentesty,atthosegentlebondswithwhichhiswifewouldhaveheldhim。AstheysaytheGrandLamaofThibetisverymuchfatiguedbyhischaracterofdivinity,andyawnsonhisaltarashisbonzeskneelandworshiphim,manyahome—godgrowsheartilysickofthereverencewithwhichhisfamily—devoteespursuehim,andsighsforfreedomandforhisoldlife,andtobeoffthepedestalonwhichhisdependantswouldhavehimsitforever,whilsttheyadorehim,andplyhimwithflowers,andhymns,andincense,andflattery;——so,afterafewyearsofhismarriagemyhonestLordCastlewoodbegantotire;allthehigh—
flownrapturesanddevotionalceremonieswithwhichhiswife,hischiefpriestess,treatedhim,firstsenthimtosleep,andthendrovehimoutofdoors;forthetruthmustbetold,thatmylordwasajollygentleman,withverylittleoftheaugustordivineinhisnature,thoughhisfondwifepersistedinreveringit——and,besides,hehadtopayapenaltyforthislove,whichpersonsofhisdispositionseldomliketodefray:and,inaword,ifhehadalovingwife,hadaveryjealousandexactingone。Thenheweariedofthisjealousy;thenhebrokeawayfromit;thencame,nodoubt,complaintsandrecriminations;then,perhaps,promisesofamendmentnotfulfilled;thenupbraidingsnotthemorepleasantbecausetheyweresilent,andonlysadlooksandtearfuleyesconveyedthem。
Then,perhaps,thepairreachedthatotherstagewhichisnotuncommoninmarriedlife,whenthewomanperceivesthatthegodofthehoneymoonisagodnomore;onlyamortalliketherestofus——
andsoshelooksintoherheart,andlo!vacuaesedesetinaniaarcana。Andnow,supposingourladytohaveafinegeniusandabrilliantwitofherown,andthemagicspellandinfatuationremovedfromherwhichhadledhertoworshipasagodaveryordinarymortal——andwhatfollows?Theylivetogether,andtheydinetogether,andtheysay\"mydear\"and\"mylove\"asheretofore;
butthemanishimself,andthewomanherself:thatdreamofloveisoveraseverythingelseisoverinlife;asflowersandfury,andgriefsandpleasures,areover。
VerylikelytheLadyCastlewoodhadceasedtoadoreherhusbandherselflongbeforeshegotoffherknees,orwouldallowherhouseholdtodiscontinueworshippinghim。Todohimjustice,mylordneverexactedthissubservience:helaughedandjokedanddrankhisbottle,andsworewhenhewasangry,muchtoofamiliarlyforanyonepretendingtosublimity;anddidhisbesttodestroytheceremonialwithwhichhiswifechosetosurroundhim。AnditrequirednogreatconceitonyoungEsmond\'sparttoseethathisownbrainswerebetterthanhispatron\'s,who,indeed,neverassumedanyairsofsuperiorityoverthelad,oroveranydependantofhis,savewhenhewasdispleased,inwhichcasehewouldexpresshismindinoathsveryfreely;andwho,onthecontrary,perhaps,spoiled\"ParsonHarry,\"ashecalledyoungEsmond,byconstantlypraisinghispartsandadmiringhisboyishstockoflearning。
Itmayseemungraciousinonewhohasreceivedahundredfavorsfromhispatrontospeakinanybutareverentialmannerofhiselders;butthepresentwriterhashaddescendantsofhisown,whomhehasbroughtupwithaslittleaspossibleoftheservilityatpresentexactedbyparentsfromchildren(underwhichmaskofdutythereoftenlurksindifference,contempt,orrebellion):andashewouldhavehisgrandsonsbelieveorrepresenthimtobenotaninchtallerthanNaturehasmadehim:so,withregardtohispastacquaintances,hewouldspeakwithoutanger,butwithtruth,asfarasheknowsit,neitherextenuatingnorsettingdownaughtinmalice。
Solong,then,astheworldmovedaccordingtoLordCastlewood\'swishes,hewasgood—humoredenough;ofatempernaturallysprightlyandeasy,likingtojoke,especiallywithhisinferiors,andcharmedtoreceivethetributeoftheirlaughter。Allexercisesofthebodyhecouldperformtoperfection——shootingatamarkandflying,breakinghorses,ridingatthering,pitchingthequoit,playingatallgameswithgreatskill。Andnotonlydidhedothesethingswell,buthethoughthedidthemtoperfection;hencehewasoftentrickedabouthorses,whichhepretendedtoknowbetterthananyjockey;wasmadetoplayatballandbilliardsbysharperswhotookhismoney,andcamebackfromLondonwofullypoorereachtimethanhewent,asthestateofhisaffairstestifiedwhenthesuddenaccidentcamebywhichhiscareerwasbroughttoanend。
Hewasfondoftheparadeofdress,andpassedasmanyhoursdailyathistoiletteasanelderlycoquette。Atenthpartofhisdaywasspentinthebrushingofhisteethandtheoilingofhishair,whichwascurlingandbrown,andwhichhedidnotliketoconcealunderaperiwig,suchasalmosteverybodyofthattimewore。(Wehavethelibertyofourhairbacknow,butpowderandpomatumalongwithit。When,Iwonder,willthesemonstrouspoll—taxesofouragebewithdrawn,andmenallowedtocarrytheircolors,black,red,orgray,asNaturemadethem?)Andashelikedhertobewelldressed,hisladysparednopainsinthatmattertopleasehim;
indeed,shewoulddressherheadorcutitoffifhehadbiddenher。
ItwasawondertoyoungEsmond,servingaspagetomylordandlady,tohear,dayafterday,tosuchcompanyascame,thesameboisterousstoriestoldbymylord,atwhichhisladyneverfailedtosmileorholddownherhead,andDoctorTushertoburstoutlaughingattheproperpoint,orcry,\"Fie,mylord,remembermycloth!\"butwithsuchafaintshowofresistance,thatitonlyprovokedmylordfurther。LordCastlewood\'sstoriesrosebydegrees,andbecamestrongerafterthealeatdinnerandthebottleafterwards;myladyalwaystakingflightaftertheveryfirstglasstoChurchandKing,andleavingthegentlementodrinktherestofthetoastsbythemselves。
And,asHarryEsmondwasherpage,healsowascalledfromdutyatthistime。\"Mylordhaslivedinthearmyandwithsoldiers,\"shewouldsaytothelad,\"amongstwhomgreatlicenseisallowed。Youhavehadadifferentnurture,andItrustthesethingswillchangeasyougrowolder;notthatanyfaultattachestomylord,whoisoneofthebestandmostreligiousmeninthiskingdom。\"Andverylikelyshebelievedso。\'Tisstrangewhatamanmaydo,andawomanyetthinkhimanangel。
AndasEsmondhastakentruthforhismotto,itmustbeowned,evenwithregardtothatotherangel,hismistress,thatshehadafaultofcharacterwhichflawedherperfections。Withtheothersexperfectlytolerantandkindly,ofherownshewasinvariablyjealous;andaproofthatshehadthisviceis,thatthoughshewouldacknowledgeathousandfaultsthatshehadnot,tothiswhichshehadshecouldneverbegottoown。ButiftherecameawomanwithevenasemblanceofbeautytoCastlewood,shewassosuretofindoutsomewronginher,thatmylord,laughinginhisjollyway,wouldoftenjokewithherconcerningherfoible。Comelyservant—maidsmightcomeforhire,butnoneweretakenatCastlewood。Thehousekeeperwasold;mylady\'sownwaiting—womansquinted,andwasmarkedwiththesmall—pox;thehousemaidsandscullionwereordinarycountrywenches,towhomLadyCastlewoodwaskind,ashernaturemadehertoeverybodyalmost;butassoonasevershehadtodowithaprettywoman,shewascold,retiring,andhaughty。Thecountryladiesfoundthisfaultinher;andthoughthemenalladmiredher,theirwivesanddaughterscomplainedofhercoldnessandaims,andsaidthatCastlewoodwaspleasanterinLadyJezebel\'stime(asthedowagerwascalled)thanatpresent。
Somefewwereofmymistress\'sside。OldLadyBlenkinsopJointure,whohadbeenatcourtinKingJamestheFirst\'stime,alwaystookherside;andsodidoldMistressCrookshank,BishopCrookshank\'sdaughter,ofHexton,who,withsomemoreoftheirlike,pronouncedmyladyanangel:buttheprettywomenwerenotofthismind;andtheopinionofthecountrywasthatmylordwastiedtohiswife\'sapron—strings,andthatsheruledoverhim。
ThesecondfightwhichHarryEsmondhad,wasatfourteenyearsofage,withBryanHawkshaw,SirJohnHawkshaw\'sson,ofBramblebrook,who,advancingthisopinion,thatmyladywasjealousandhenpeckedmylord,putHarryinsuchafury,thatHarryfellonhimandwithsuchrage,thattheotherboy,whowastwoyearsolderandbyfarbiggerthanhe,hadbyfartheworstoftheassault,untilitwasinterruptedbyDoctorTusherwalkingoutofthedinner—room。
BryanHawkshawgotupbleedingatthenose,having,indeed,beensurprised,asmanyastrongermanmighthavebeen,bythefuryoftheassaultuponhim。
\"Youlittlebastardbeggar!\"hesaid,\"I\'llmurderyouforthis!\"
Andindeedhewasbigenough。
\"Bastardornot,\"saidtheother,grindinghisteeth,\"Ihaveacoupleofswords,andifyouliketomeetme,asaman,ontheterraceto—night——\"
AndheretheDoctorcomingup,thecolloquyoftheyoungchampionsended。Verylikely,bigashewas,Hawkshawdidnotcaretocontinueafightwithsuchaferociousopponentasthishadbeen。
CHAPTERVIII。
AFTERGOODFORTUNECOMESEVIL。
SincemyLadyMaryWortleyMontagubroughthomethecustomofinoculationfromTurkey(aperilouspracticemanydeemit,andonlyauselessrushingintothejawsofdanger),Ithinktheseverityofthesmall—pox,thatdreadfulscourgeoftheworld,hassomewhatbeenabatedinourpartofit;andrememberinmytimehundredsoftheyoungandbeautifulwhohavebeencarriedtothegrave,orhaveonlyrisenfromtheirpillowsfrightfullyscarredanddisfiguredbythismalady。Manyasweetfacehathleftitsrosesonthebedonwhichthisdreadfulandwitheringblighthaslaidthem。Inmyearlydays,thispestilencewouldenteravillageanddestroyhalfitsinhabitants:atitsapproach,itmaywellbeimagined,notonlythebeautifulbutthestrongestwerealarmed,andthosefledwhocould。Onedayintheyear1694(Ihavegoodreasontorememberit),DoctorTusherranintoCastlewoodHouse,withafaceofconsternation,sayingthatthemaladyhadmadeitsappearanceattheblacksmith\'shouseinthevillage,andthatoneofthemaidstherewasdowninthesmall—pox。
Theblacksmith,besideshisforgeandironsforhorses,hadanale—
houseformen,whichhiswifekept,andhiscompanysatonbenchesbeforetheinn—door,lookingatthesmithywhiletheydranktheirbeer。Now,therewasaprettygirlatthisinn,thelandlord\'smencalledNancySievewright,abouncing,fresh—lookinglass,whosefacewasasredasthehollyhocksoverthepalesofthegardenbehindtheinn。AtthistimeHarryEsmondwasaladofsixteen,andsomehowinhiswalksandramblesitoftenhappenedthathefellinwithNancySievewright\'sbonnyface;ifhedidnotwantsomethingdoneattheblacksmith\'shewouldgoanddrinkaleatthe\"ThreeCastles,\"orfindsomepretextforseeingthispoorNancy。
Poorthing,Harrymeantorimaginednoharm;andshe,nodoubt,aslittle,butthetruthistheywerealwaysmeeting——inthelanes,orbythebrook,oratthegarden—palings,oraboutCastlewood:itwas,\"Lord,Mr。Henry!\"and\"howdoyoudo,Nancy?\"manyandmanyatimeintheweek。\'Tissurprisingthemagneticattractionwhichdrawspeopletogetherfromeversofar。IblushasIthinkofpoorNancynow,inaredbodiceandbuxompurplecheeksandacanvaspetticoat;andthatIdevisedschemes,andsettraps,andmadespeechesinmyheart,whichIseldomhadcouragetosaywheninpresenceofthathumbleenchantress,whoknewnothingbeyondmilkingacow,andopenedherblackeyeswithwonderwhenImadeoneofmyfinespeechesoutofWallerorOvid。PoorNancy!fromthemidstoffar—offyearsthinehonestcountryfacebeamsout;andIrememberthykindvoiceasifIhadheardityesterday。
WhenDoctorTusherbroughtthenewsthatthesmall—poxwasatthe\"ThreeCastles,\"whitheratramper,itwassaid,hadbroughtthemalady,HenryEsmond\'sfirstthoughtwasofalarmforpoorNancy,andthenofshameanddisquietfortheCastlewoodfamily,lesthemighthavebroughtthisinfection;forthetruthisthatMr。Harryhadbeensittinginabackroomforanhourthatday,whereNancySievewrightwaswithalittlebrotherwhocomplainedofheadache,andwaslyingstupefiedandcrying,eitherinachairbythecornerofthefire,orinNancy\'slap,oronmine。
LittleLadyBeatrixscreamedoutatDr。Tusher\'snews;andmylordcriedout,\"Godblessme!\"Hewasabraveman,andnotafraidofdeathinanyshapebutthis。Hewasveryproudofhispinkcomplexionandfairhair——buttheideaofdeathbysmall—poxscaredhimbeyondallotherends。\"Wewilltakethechildrenandrideawayto—morrowtoWalcote:\"thiswasmylord\'ssmallhouse,inheritedfromhismother,neartoWinchester。
\"Thatisthebestrefugeincasethediseasespreads,\"saidDr。
Tusher。\"\'Tisawfultothinkofitbeginningattheale—house;
halfthepeopleofthevillagehavevisitedthatto—day,ortheblacksmith\'s,whichisthesamething。MyclerkNahumlodgeswiththem——Icannevergointomyreading—deskandhavethatfellowsonearme。IWON\'Thavethatmannearme。\"
\"Ifaparishionerdyinginthesmall—poxsenttoyou,wouldyounotgo?\"askedmylady,lookingupfromherframeofwork,withhercalmblueeyes。
\"BytheLord,Iwouldn\'t,\"saidmylord。
\"Wearenotinapopishcountry;andasickmandothnotabsolutelyneedabsolutionandconfession,\"saidtheDoctor。\"\'Tistruetheyareacomfortandahelptohimwhenattainable,andtobeadministeredwithhopeofgood。Butinacasewherethelifeofaparishpriestinthemidstofhisflockishighlyvaluabletothem,heisnotcalledupontoriskit(andtherewiththelives,futureprospects,andtemporal,evenspiritualwelfareofhisownfamily)
forthesakeofasingleperson,whoisnotverylikelyinaconditioneventounderstandthereligiousmessagewhereofthepriestisthebringer——beinguneducated,andlikewisestupefiedordeliriousbydisease。Ifyourladyshiporhislordship,myexcellentgoodfriendandpatron,weretotakeit……\"
\"Godforbid!\"criedmylord。
\"Amen,\"continuedDr。Tusher。\"Amentothatprayer,myverygoodlord!foryoursakeIwouldlaymylifedown\"——and,tojudgefromthealarmedlookoftheDoctor\'spurpleface,youwouldhavethoughtthatthatsacrificewasabouttobecalledforinstantly。
Tolovechildren,andbegentlewiththem,wasaninstinct,ratherthanamerit,inHenryEsmond;somuchso,thathethoughtalmostwithasortofshameofhislikingforthem,andofthesoftnessintowhichitbetrayedhim;andonthisdaythepoorfellowhadnotonlyhadhisyoungfriend,themilkmaid\'sbrother,onhisknee,buthadbeendrawingpicturesandtellingstoriestothelittleFrankCastlewood,whohadoccupiedthesameplaceforanhourafterdinner,andwasnevertiredofHenry\'stales,andhispicturesofsoldiersandhorses。Asluckwouldhaveit,Beatrixhadnotonthateveningtakenherusualplace,whichgenerallyshewasgladenoughtohave,uponhertutor\'slap。ForBeatrix,fromtheearliesttime,wasjealousofeverycaresswhichwasgiventoherlittlebrotherFrank。Shewouldflingawayevenfromthematernalarms,ifshesawFrankhadbeentherebeforeher;insomuchthatLadyEsmondwasobligednottoshowherloveforhersoninthepresenceofthelittlegirl,andembracedoneortheotheralone。
ShewouldturnpaleandredwithrageifshecaughtsignsofintelligenceoraffectionbetweenFrankandhismother:wouldsitapart,andnotspeakforawholenight,ifshethoughttheboyhadabetterfruitoralargercakethanhers;wouldflingawayaribbonifhehadone;andfromtheearliestage,sittingupinherlittlechairbythegreatfireplaceoppositetothecornerwhereLadyCastlewoodcommonlysatatherembroidery,wouldutterinfantinesarcasmsaboutthefavorshowntoherbrother。These,ifspokeninthepresenceofLordCastlewood,tickledandamusedhishumor;hewouldpretendtoloveFrankbest,anddandleandkisshim,androarwithlaughteratBeatrix\'sjealousy。Butthetruthis,mylorddidnotoftenwitnessthesescenes,norverymuchtroublethequietfiresideatwhichhisladypassedmanylongevenings。Mylordwashuntingalldaywhentheseasonadmitted;hefrequentedallthecock—fightsandfairsinthecountry,andwouldridetwentymilestoseeamainfought,ortwoclownsbreaktheirheadsatacudgelling—match;andhelikedbettertositinhisparlordrinkingaleandpunchwithJackandTom,thaninhiswife\'sdrawing—room:whither,ifhecame,hebroughtonlytoooftenbloodshoteyes,ahiccuppingvoice,andareelinggait。Themanagementofthehouse,andtheproperty,thecareofthefewtenantsandthevillagepoor,andtheaccountsoftheestate,wereinthehandsofhisladyandheryoungsecretary,HarryEsmond。Mylordtookchargeofthestables,thekennel,andthecellar——andhefilledthisandemptiedittoo。
Soitchancedthatuponthisveryday,whenpoorHarryEsmondhadhadtheblacksmith\'sson,andthepeer\'sson,alikeuponhisknee,littleBeatrix,whowouldcometohertutorwillinglyenoughwithherbookandherwriting,hadrefusedhim,seeingtheplaceoccupiedbyherbrother,and,luckilyforher,hadsatatthefurtherendoftheroom,awayfromhim,playingwithaspanieldogwhichshehad,(andforwhich,byfitsandstarts,shewouldtakeagreataffection,)andtalkingatHarryEsmondoverhershoulder,asshepretendedtocaressthedog,sayingthatFidowouldloveher,andshewouldloveFido,andnothingbutFidoallherlife。
When,then,thenewswasbroughtthatthelittleboyatthe\"ThreeCastles\"wasillwiththesmall—pox,poorHarryEsmondfeltashockofalarm,notsomuchforhimselfasforhismistress\'sson,whomhemighthavebroughtintoperil。Beatrix,whohadpoutedsufficiently,(andwho,wheneverastrangerappeared,began,frominfancyalmost,toplayofflittlegracestocatchhisattention,)
herbrotherbeingnowgonetobed,wasfortakingherplaceuponEsmond\'sknee:for,thoughtheDoctorwasveryobsequioustoher,shedidnotlikehim,becausehehadthickbootsanddirtyhands(thepertyoungmisssaid),andbecauseshehatedlearningthecatechism。
ButassheadvancedtowardsEsmondfromthecornerwhereshehadbeensulking,hestartedbackandplacedthegreatchaironwhichhewassittingbetweenhimandher——sayingintheFrenchlanguagetoLadyCastlewood,withwhomtheyoungladhadreadmuch,andwhomhehadperfectedinthistongue——Madam,thechildmustnotapproachme;ImusttellyouthatIwasattheblacksmith\'sto—day,andhadhislittleboyuponmylap。\"
\"Whereyoutookmysonafterwards,\"LadyCastlewoodsaid,veryangry,andturningred。\"Ithankyou,sir,forgivinghimsuchcompany。Beatrix,\"shesaidinEnglish,\"IforbidyoutotouchMr。
Esmond。Comeaway,child——cometoyourroom。Cometoyourroom——I
wishyourReverencegood—night——andyou,sir,hadyounotbettergobacktoyourfriendsattheale—house?\"hereyes,ordinarilysokind,dartedflashesofangerasshespoke;andshetossedupherhead(whichhungdowncommonly)withthemienofaprincess。
\"Hey—day!\"saysmylord,whowasstandingbythefireplace——indeedhewasinthepositiontowhichhegenerallycamebythathouroftheevening——\"Hey—day!Rachel,whatareyouinapassionabout?
Ladiesoughtnevertobeinapassion。Oughtthey,DoctorTusher?
thoughitdoesgoodtoseeRachelinapassion——Damme,LadyCastlewood,youlookdev\'lishhandsomeinapassion。\"
\"Itis,mylord,becauseMr。HenryEsmond,havingnothingtodowithhistimehere,andnothavingatasteforourcompany,hasbeentotheale—house,wherehehasSOMEFRIENDS。\"
Mylordburstout,withalaughandanoath——\"Youyoungslyboots,you\'vebeenatNancySievewright。D———theyounghypocrite,who\'dhavethoughtitinhim?Isay,Tusher,he\'sbeenafter——\"
\"Enough,mylord,\"saidmylady,\"don\'tinsultmewiththistalk。\"
\"Uponmyword,\"saidpoorHarry,readytocrywithshameandmortification,\"thehonorofthatyoungpersonisperfectlyunstainedforme。\"
\"Oh,ofcourse,ofcourse,\"saysmylord,moreandmorelaughingandtipsy。\"UponhisHONOR,Doctor——NancySieve——……\"
\"TakeMistressBeatrixtobed,\"myladycriedatthismomenttoMrs。Tuckerherwoman,whocameinwithherladyship\'stea。\"Putherintomyroom——no,intoyours,\"sheaddedquickly。\"Go,mychild:go,Isay:notaword!\"AndBeatrix,quitesurprisedatsosuddenatoneofauthorityfromonewhowasseldomaccustomedtoraisehervoice,wentoutoftheroomwithascaredcountenance,andwaitedeventoburstouta—cryinguntilshegottothedoorwithMrs。Tucker。
Foroncehermothertooklittleheedofhersobbing,andcontinuedtospeakeagerly——\"Mylord,\"shesaid,\"thisyoungman——yourdependant——toldmejustnowinFrench——hewasashamedtospeakinhisownlanguage——thathehadbeenattheale—houseallday,wherehehashadthatlittlewretchwhoisnowillofthesmall—poxonhisknee。Andhecomeshomereekingfromthatplace——yes,reekingfromit——andtakesmyboyintohislapwithoutshame,andsitsdownbyme,yes,byME。HemayhavekilledFrankforwhatIknow——
killedourchild。Whywashebroughtintodisgraceourhouse?
Whyishehere?Lethimgo——lethimgo,Isay,to—night,andpollutetheplacenomore。\"
ShehadneveronceutteredasyllableofunkindnesstoHarryEsmond;andhercruelwordssmotethepoorboy,sothathestoodforsomemomentsbewilderedwithgriefandrageattheinjusticeofsuchastabfromsuchahand。Heturnedquitewhitefromred,whichhehadbeen。
\"Icannothelpmybirth,madam,\"hesaid,\"normyothermisfortune。
Andasforyourboy,if——ifmycomingnightohimpolluteshimnow,itwasnotsoalways。Good—night,mylord。Heavenblessyouandyoursforyourgoodnesstome。Ihavetiredherladyship\'skindnessout,andIwillgo;\"and,sinkingdownonhisknee,HarryEsmondtooktheroughhandofhisbenefactorandkissedit。
\"Hewantstogototheale—house——lethimgo,\"criedmylady。
\"I\'md——difheshall,\"saidmylord。\"Ididn\'tthinkyoucouldbesod——dungrateful,Rachel。\"
Herreplywastoburstintoafloodoftears,andtoquittheroomwitharapidglanceatHarryEsmond,——asmylord,notheedingthem,andstillingreatgood—humor,raiseduphisyoungclientfromhiskneelingposture(forathousandkindnesseshadcausedtheladtoreveremylordasafather),andputhisbroadhandonHarryEsmond\'sshoulder。
\"Shewasalwaysso,\"mylordsaid;\"theverynotionofawomandriveshermad。Itooktoliquoronthatveryaccount,byJove,fornootherreasonthanthat;forshecan\'tbejealousofabeer—
barrelorabottleofrum,canshe,Doctor?D———it,lookatthemaids——justlookatthemaidsinthehouse\"(mylordpronouncedallthewordstogether——just—look—at—the—maze—in—the—house:jever—see—
such—maze?)\"Youwouldn\'ttakeawifeoutofCastlewoodnow,wouldyou,Doctor?\"andmylordburstoutlaughing。
TheDoctor,whohadbeenlookingatmyLordCastlewoodfromunderhiseyelids,said,\"Butjokingapart,and,mylord,asadivine,I
cannottreatthesubjectinajocularlight,nor,asapastorofthiscongregation,lookwithanythingbutsorrowattheideaofsoveryyoungasheepgoingastray。\"
\"Sir,\"saidyoungEsmond,burstingoutindignantly,\"shetoldmethatyouyourselfwereahorridoldman,andhadofferedtokissherinthedairy。\"
\"Forshame,Henry,\"criedDoctorTusher,turningasredasaturkey—cock,whilemylordcontinuedtoroarwithlaughter。\"Ifyoulistentothefalsehoodsofanabandonedgirl——\"
\"SheisashonestasanywomaninEngland,andaspureforme,\"
criedoutHenry,\"and,askind,andasgood。Forshameonyoutomalignher!\"
\"Farbeitfrommetodoso,\"criedtheDoctor。\"HeavengrantI
maybemistakeninthegirl,andinyou,sir,whohaveatrulyPRECOCIOUSgenius;butthatisnotthepointatissueatpresent。
Itappearsthatthesmall—poxbrokeoutinthelittleboyatthe\'ThreeCastles;\'thatitwasonhimwhenyouvisitedtheale—house,foryourOWNreasons;andthatyousatwiththechildforsometime,andimmediatelyafterwardswithmyyounglord。\"TheDoctorraisedhisvoiceashespoke,andlookedtowardsmylady,whohadnowcomeback,lookingverypale,withahandkerchiefinherhand。
\"Thisisallverytrue,sir,\"saidLadyEsmond,lookingattheyoungman。
\"\'Tistobefearedthathemayhavebroughttheinfectionwithhim。\"
\"Fromtheale—house——yes,\"saidmylady。
\"D———it,IforgotwhenIcollaredyou,boy,\"criedmylord,steppingback。\"Keepoff,Harrymyboy;there\'snogoodinrunningintothewolf\'sjaws,youknow。\"
Myladylookedathimwithsomesurprise,andinstantlyadvancingtoHenryEsmond,tookhishand。\"Ibegyourpardon,Henry,\"shesaid;\"Ispokeveryunkindly。Ihavenorighttointerferewithyou——withyour——\"
Mylordbrokeoutintoanoath。\"Can\'tyouleavetheboyalone,mylady?\"Shelookedalittlered,andfaintlypressedthelad\'shandasshedroppedit。
\"Thereisnouse,mylord,\"shesaid;\"Frankwasonhiskneeashewasmakingpictures,andwasrunningconstantlyfromHenrytome。
Theevilisdone,ifany。\"
\"Notwithme,damme,\"criedmylord。\"I\'vebeensmoking,\"——andhelightedhispipeagainwithacoal——\"anditkeepsoffinfection;
andasthediseaseisinthevillage——plaguetakeit——Iwouldhaveyouleaveit。We\'llgoto—morrowtoWalcote,mylady。\"
\"Ihavenofear,\"saidmylady;\"Imayhavehaditasaninfant:itbrokeoutinourhousethen;andwhenfourofmysistershaditathome,twoyearsbeforeourmarriage,Iescapedit,andtwoofmydearsistersdied。\"
\"Iwon\'truntherisk,\"saidmylord;\"I\'masboldasanyman,butI\'llnotbearthat。\"
\"TakeBeatrixwithyouandgo,\"saidmylady。\"Forusthemischiefisdone;andTuckercanwaituponus,whohashadthedisease。\"
\"Youtakecaretochoose\'emuglyenough,\"saidmylord,atwhichherladyshiphungdownherheadandlookedfoolish:andmylord,callingawayTusher,badehimcometotheoakparlorandhaveapipe。TheDoctormadealowbowtoherladyship(ofwhichsalaamshewasprofuse),andwalkedoffonhiscreakingsquare—toesafterhispatron。
Whentheladyandtheyoungmanwerealone,therewasasilenceofsomemoments,duringwhichhestoodatthefire,lookingrathervacantlyatthedyingembers,whilstherladyshipbusiedherselfwiththetambour—frameandneedles。
\"Iamsorry,\"shesaid,afterapause,inahard,dryvoice,——\"I
REPEATIamsorrythatIshowedmyselfsoungratefulforthesafetyofmyson。Itwasnotatallmywishthatyoushouldleaveus,I
amsure,unlessyoufoundpleasureelsewhere。Butyoumustperceive,Mr。Esmond,thatatyourage,andwithyourtastes,itisimpossiblethatyoucancontinuetostayupontheintimatefootinginwhichyouhavebeeninthisfamily。YouhavewishedtogototheUniversity,andIthink\'tisquiteaswellthatyoushouldbesentthither。Ididnotpressthismatter,thinkingyouachild,asyouare,indeed,inyears——quiteachild;andIshouldneverhavethoughtoftreatingyouotherwiseuntil——untiltheseCIRCUMSTANCEScametolight。AndIshallbegmylordtodespatchyouasquickaspossible:andwillgoonwithFrank\'slearningaswellasIcan,(Iowemyfatherthanksforalittlegrounding,andyou,I\'msure,formuchthatyouhavetaughtme,)——and——andIwishyouagood—night,Mr。Esmond。\"
Andwiththisshedroppedastatelycurtsy,and,takinghercandle,wentawaythroughthetapestrydoor,whichledtoherapartments。
Esmondstoodbythefireplace,blanklystaringafterher。Indeed,hescarceseemedtoseeuntilshewasgone;andthenherimagewasimpresseduponhim,andremainedforeverfixeduponhismemory。
Hesawherretreating,thetaperlightinguphermarbleface,herscarletlipquivering,andhershininggoldenhair。Hewenttohisownroom,andtobed,wherehetriedtoread,ashiscustomwas;
butheneverknewwhathewasreadinguntilafterwardsherememberedtheappearanceofthelettersofthebook(itwasinMontaigne\'sEssays),andtheeventsofthedaypassedbeforehim——
thatis,ofthelasthouroftheday;forasforthemorning,andthepoormilkmaidyonder,heneversomuchasoncethought。Andhecouldnotgettosleepuntildaylight,andwokewithaviolentheadache,andquiteunrefreshed。
Hehadbroughtthecontagionwithhimfromthe\"ThreeCastles\"sureenough,andwaspresentlylaidupwiththesmallpox,whichsparedthehallnomorethanitdidthecottage。
CHAPTERIX。
IHAVETHESMALL—POX,ANDPREPARETOLEAVECASTLEWOOD。
WhenHarryEsmondpassedthroughthecrisisofthatmalady,andreturnedtohealthagain,hefoundthatlittleFrankEsmondhadalsosufferedandralliedafterthedisease,andtheladyhismotherwasdownwithit,withacouplemoreofthehousehold。\"ItwasaProvidence,forwhichwealloughttobethankful,\"DoctorTushersaid,\"thatmyladyandhersonwerespared,whileDeathcarriedoffthepoordomesticsofthehouse;\"andrebukedHarryforasking,inhissimpleway,Forwhichweoughttobethankful——thattheservantswerekilled,orthegentlefolksweresaved?NorcouldyoungEsmondagreeintheDoctor\'svehementprotestationstomylady,whenhevisitedherduringherconvalescence,thatthemaladyhadnotintheleastimpairedhercharms,andhadnotbeenchurlenoughtoinjurethefairfeaturesoftheViscountessofCastlewood;whereas,inspiteofthesefinespeeches,Harrythoughtthatherladyship\'sbeautywasverymuchinjuredbythesmall—pox。