第10章

类别:其他 作者:William Makepeace Thackeray字数:13510更新时间:18/12/18 08:41:02
\"Forason,yes;butmylordisnotmyson。Itwashewhocastmeawayfromhim。Itwashewhobrokeourhappinessdown,andhebidsmetorepairit。Itwashewhoshowedhimselftomeatlast,ashewas,notasIhadthoughthim。Itishewhocomesbeforemychildrenstupidandsenselesswithwine——wholeavesourcompanyforthatoffrequentersoftavernsandbagnios——whogoesfromhishometotheCityyonderandhisfriendsthere,andwhenheistiredofthemreturnshither,andexpectsthatIshallkneelandwelcomehim。AndhesendsYOUashischamberlain!Whataproudembassy! Monsieur,Imakeyoumycomplimentofthenewplace。\" \"Itwouldbeaproudembassy,andahappyembassytoo,couldI bringyouandmylordtogether,\"Esmondreplied。 \"Ipresumeyouhavefulfilledyourmissionnow,sir。\'Twasaprettyoneforyoutoundertake。Idon\'tknowwhether\'tisyourCambridgephilosophy,ortime,thathasalteredyourwaysofthinking,\"LadyCastlewoodcontinued,stillinasarcastictone。 \"Perhapsyoutoohavelearnedtolovedrink,andtohiccupoveryourwineorpunch;——whichisyourworship\'sfavoriteliquor? Perhapsyoutooputupatthe\'Rose\'onyourwaytoLondon,andhaveyouracquaintancesinCoventGarden。Myservicestoyou,sir,toprincipalandambassador,tomasterand——andlackey。\" \"Greatheavens!madam,\"criedHarry。\"WhathaveIdonethatthus,forasecondtime,youinsultme?DoyouwishmetoblushforwhatIusedtobeproudof,thatIlivedonyourbounty?Nexttodoingyouaservice(whichmylifewouldpayfor),youknowthattoreceiveonefromyouismyhighestpleasure。WhatwronghaveI doneyouthatyoushouldwoundmeso,cruelwoman?\" \"Whatwrong?\"shesaid,lookingatEsmondwithwildeyes。\"Well,none——nonethatyouknowof,Harry,orcouldhelp。Whydidyoubringbackthesmall—pox,\"sheadded,afterapause,\"fromCastlewoodvillage?Youcouldnothelpit,couldyou?Whichofusknowswhitherfateleadsus?Butwewereallhappy,Henry,tillthen。\"AndHarrywentawayfromthiscolloquy,thinkingstillthattheestrangementbetweenhispatronandhisbelovedmistresswasremediable,andthateachhadatheartastrongattachmenttotheother。 TheintimacybetweentheLordsMohunandCastlewoodappearedtoincreaseaslongastheformerremainedinthecountry;andmyLordofCastlewoodespeciallyseemednevertobehappyoutofhisnewcomrade\'ssight。Theysportedtogether,theydrank,theyplayedbowlsandtennis:myLordCastlewoodwouldgoforthreedaystoSark,andbringbackmyLordMohuntoCastlewood——whereindeedhislordshipmadehimselfverywelcometoallpersons,havingajokeoranewgameatrompsforthechildren,allthetalkofthetownformylord,andmusicandgallantryandplentyofthebeaulangageformylady,andforHarryEsmond,whowasnevertiredofhearinghisstoriesofhiscampaignsandhislifeatVienna,Venice,Paris,andthefamouscitiesofEuropewhichhehadvisitedbothinpeaceandwar。Andhesangatmylady\'sharpsichord,andplayedcardsorbackgammon,orhisnewgameofbilliardswithmylord(ofwhomheinvariablygotthebetter)alwayshavingaconsummategood—humor,andbearinghimselfwithacertainmanlygrace,thatmightexhibitsomewhatofthecampandAlsatiaperhaps,butthathaditscharm,andstampedhimagentleman:andhismannertoLadyCastlewoodwassodevotedandrespectful,thatshesoonrecoveredfromthefirstfeelingsofdislikewhichshehadconceivedagainsthim——nay,beforelong,begantobeinterestedinhisspiritualwelfare,andhopefulofhisconversion,lendinghimbooksofpiety,whichhepromiseddutifullytostudy。Withhermylordtalkedofreform,ofsettlingintoquietlife,quittingthecourtandtown,andbuyingsomelandintheneighborhood——thoughitmustbeownedthat,whenthetwolordsweretogetherovertheirBurgundyafterdinner,theirtalkwasverydifferent,andtherewasverylittlequestionofconversiononmyLordMohun\'spart。Whentheygottotheirsecondbottle,HarryEsmondusedcommonlytoleavethesetwonobletopers,who,thoughtheytalkedfreelyenough,heavenknows,inhispresence(GoodLord,whatasetofstories,ofAlsatiaandSpringGarden,ofthetavernsandgaming—houses,oftheladiesofthecourt,andmesdamesofthetheatres,hecanrecalloutoftheirgodlyconversation!)——although,Isay,theytalkedbeforeEsmondfreely,yettheyseemedpleasedwhenhewentaway,andthentheyhadanotherbottle,andthentheyfelltocards,andthenmyLordMohuncametoherladyship\'sdrawing—room;leavinghisbooncompaniontosleepoffhiswine。 \'Twasapointofhonorwiththefinegentlemenofthosedaystoloseorwinmagnificentlyattheirhorse—matches,orgamesofcardsanddice——andyoucouldnevertell,fromthedemeanorofthesetwolordsafterwards,whichhadbeensuccessfulandwhichtheloserattheirgames。Andwhenmyladyhintedtomylordthatheplayedmorethansheliked,hedismissedherwitha\"pish,\"andsworethatnothingwasmoreequalthanplaybetwixtgentlemen,iftheydidbutkeepituplongenough。Andthesekeptituplongenough,youmaybesure。Amanoffashionofthattimeoftenpassedaquarterofhisdayatcards,andanotherquarteratdrink:Ihaveknownmanyaprettyfellow,whowasawittoo,readyofrepartee,andpossessedofathousandgraces,whowouldbepuzzledifhehadtowritemorethanhisname。 Thereisscarceanythoughtfulmanorwoman,Isuppose,butcanlookbackuponhiscourseofpastlife,andremembersomepoint,triflingasitmayhaveseemedatthetimeofoccurrence,whichhasneverthelessturnedandalteredhiswholecareer。\'Tiswithalmostallofus,asinM。Massillon\'smagnificentimageregardingKingWilliam,agraindesablethatpervertsorperhapsoverthrowsus; andsoitwasbutalightwordflungintheair,amerefreakofperversechild\'stemper,thatbroughtdownawholeheapofcrushingwoesuponthatfamilywhereofHarryEsmondformedapart。 CominghometohisdearCastlewoodinthethirdyearofhisacademicalcourse,(whereinhehadnowobtainedsomedistinction,hisLatinPoemonthedeathoftheDukeofGloucester,PrincessAnneofDenmark\'sson,havinggainedhimamedal,andintroducedhimtothesocietyoftheUniversitywits,)EsmondfoundhislittlefriendandpupilBeatrixgrowntobetallerthanhermother,aslimandlovelyyounggirl,withcheeksmantlingwithhealthandroses: witheyeslikestarsshiningoutofazure,withwavingbronzehairclusteredaboutthefairestyoungforeheadeverseen:andamienandshapehaughtyandbeautiful,suchasthatofthefamousantiquestatueofthehuntressDiana——atonetimehaughty,rapid,imperious,witheyesandarrowsthatdartandkill。Harrywatchedandwonderedatthisyoungcreature,andlikenedherinhismindtoArtemiswiththeringingbowandshaftsflashingdeathuponthechildrenofNiobe;atanothertimeshewascoyandmeltingasLunashiningtenderlyuponEndymion。Thisfaircreature,thislustrousPhoebe,wasonlyyoungasyet,norhadnearlyreachedherfullsplendor:butcrescentandbrilliant,ouryounggentlemanoftheUniversity,hisheadfullofpoeticalfancies,hisheartperhapsthrobbingwithdesiresundefined,admiredthisrisingyoungdivinity;andgazedather(thoughonlyasatsome\"brightparticularstar,\"farabovehisearth)withendlessdelightandwonder。Shehadbeenacoquettefromtheearliesttimesalmost,tryingherfreaksandjealousies,herwaywardfrolicsandwinningcaresses,uponallthatcamewithinherreach;shesetherwomenquarrellinginthenursery,andpractisedhereyesonthegroomassherodebehindhimonthepillion。 Shewasthedarlingandtormentoffatherandmother。Sheintriguedwitheachsecretly;andbestowedherfondnessandwithdrewit,pliedthemwithtears,smiles,kisses,cajolements;—— whenthemotherwasangry,ashappenedoften,flewtothefather,andshelteringbehindhim,pursuedhervictim;whenbothweredispleased,transferredhercaressestothedomestics,orwatcheduntilshecouldwinbackherparents\'goodgraces,eitherbysurprisingthemintolaughterandgood—humor,orappeasingthembysubmissionandartfulhumility。Shewassaevolaetanegotio,likethatficklegoddessHoracedescribes,andofwhose\"maliciousjoy\" agreatpoetofourownhaswrittensonobly——who,famousandheroicashewas,wasnotstrongenoughtoresistthetortureofwomen。 Itwasbutthreeyearsbeforethatthechild,thenbuttenyearsold,hadnearlymanagedtomakeaquarrelbetweenHarryEsmondandhiscomrade,good—natured,phlegmaticThomasTusher,whoneverofhisownseekingquarrelledwithanybody:byquotingtothelattersomesillyjokewhichHarryhadmaderegardinghim——(itwasthemerestidlestjest,thoughitneardrovetwooldfriendstoblows,andIthinksuchabattlewouldhavepleasedher)——andfromthatdayTomkeptatadistancefromher;andsherespectedhim,andcoaxedhimsedulouslywhenevertheymet。ButHarrywasmuchmoreeasilyappeased,becausehewasfonderofthechild:andwhenshemademischief,usedcuttingspeeches,orcausedherfriendspain,sheexcusedherselfforherfault,notbyadmittinganddeploringit,butbypleadingnotguilty,andassertinginnocencesoconstantly,andwithsuchseemingartlessness,thatitwasimpossibletoquestionherplea。Inherchildhood,theywerebutmischiefsthenwhichshedid;butherpowerbecamemorefatalasshegrewolder——asakittenfirstplayswithaball,andthenpouncesonabirdandkillsit。\'TisnottobeimaginedthatHarryEsmondhadallthisexperienceatthisearlystageofhislife,whereofheisnowwritingthehistory——manythingsherenotedwerebutknowntohiminlaterdays。AlmosteverythingBeatrixdidorundidseemedgood,oratleastpardonable,tohimthen,andyearsafterwards。 Ithappened,then,thatHarryEsmondcamehometoCastlewoodforhislastvacation,withgoodhopesofafellowshipathiscollege,andacontentedresolvetoadvancehisfortunethatway。\'Twasinthefirstyearofthepresentcentury,Mr。Esmond(asfarasheknewtheperiodofhisbirth)beingthentwenty—twoyearsold。Hefoundhisquondampupilshotupintothisbeautyofwhichwehavespoken,andpromisingyetmore:herbrother,mylord\'sson,ahandsomehigh—spiritedbravelad,generousandfrank,andkindtoeverybody,saveperhapshissister,withwhomFrankwasatwar(andnotfromhisbutherfault)——adoringhismother,whosejoyhewas: andtakinghersideintheunhappymatrimonialdifferenceswhichwerenowpermanent,whileofcourseMistressBeatrixrangedwithherfather。Whenheadsoffamiliesfallout,itmustnaturallybethattheirdependantsweartheoneortheotherparty\'scolor;andevenintheparliamentsintheservants\'hallorthestables,Harry,whohadanearlyobservantturn,couldseewhichweremylord\'sadherentsandwhichmylady\'s,andconjectureprettyshrewdlyhowtheirunluckyquarrelwasdebated。Ourlackeyssitinjudgmentonus。Mylord\'sintriguesmaybeeversostealthilyconducted,buthisvaletknowsthem;andmylady\'swomancarrieshermistress\'sprivatehistorytotheservants\'scandalmarket,andexchangesitagainstthesecretsofotherabigails。 CHAPTERXIII。 MYLORDLEAVESUSANDHISEVILBEHINDHIM。 MyLordMohun(ofwhoseexploitsandfamesomeofthegentlemenoftheUniversityhadbroughtdownbutuglyreports)wasoncemoreaguestatCastlewood,andseeminglymoreintimatelyalliedwithmylordeventhanbefore。OnceinthespringthosetwonoblemenhadriddentoCambridgefromNewmarket,whithertheyhadgoneforthehorse—racing,andhadhonoredHarryEsmondwithavisitathisrooms;afterwhichDoctorMontague,themasteroftheCollege,whohadtreatedHarrysomewhathaughtily,seeinghisfamiliaritywiththesegreatfolks,andthatmyLordCastlewoodlaughedandwalkedwithhishandonHarry\'sshoulder,relentedtoMr。Esmond,andcondescendedtobeveryciviltohim;andsomedaysafterhisarrival,Harry,laughing,toldthisstorytoLadyEsmond,remarkinghowstrangeitwasthatmenfamousforlearningandrenownedoverEurope,should,nevertheless,sobowdowntoatitle,andcringetoanoblemaneversopoor。AtthisMistressBeatrixflungupherhead,andsaiditbecamethoseofloworigintorespecttheirbetters;thattheparsonsmadethemselvesagreatdealtooproud,shethought;andthatshelikedthewayatLadySark\'sbest,wherethechaplain,thoughhelovedpudding,asallparsonsdo,alwayswentawaybeforethecustard。 \"AndwhenIamaparson,\"saysMr。Esmond,\"willyougivemenocustard,Beatrix?\" \"You——youaredifferent,\"Beatrixanswered。\"Youareofourblood。\" \"Myfatherwasaparson,asyoucallhim,\"saidmylady。 \"ButmineisapeerofIreland,\"saysMistressBeatrix,tossingherhead。\"Letpeopleknowtheirplaces。IsupposeyouwillhavemegodownonmykneesandaskablessingofMr。ThomasTusher,thathasjustbeenmadeacurateandwhosemotherwasawaiting—maid。\" Andshetossedoutoftheroom,beinginoneofherflightyhumorsthen。 Whenshewasgone,myladylookedsosadandgrave,thatHarryaskedthecauseofherdisquietude。ShesaiditwasnotmerelywhathesaidofNewmarket,butwhatshehadremarked,withgreatanxietyandterror,thatmylord,eversincehisacquaintancewiththeLordMohunespecially,hadrecurredtohisfondnessforplay,whichhehadrenouncedsincehismarriage。 \"Butmenpromisemorethantheyareabletoperforminmarriage,\" saidmylady,withasigh。\"Ifearhehaslostlargesums;andourproperty,alwayssmall,isdwindlingawayunderthisrecklessdissipation。IheardofhiminLondonwithverywildcompany。 Sincehisreturn,lettersandlawyersareconstantlycomingandgoing:heseemstometohaveaconstantanxiety,thoughhehidesitunderboisterousnessandlaughter。Ilookedthrough——throughthedoorlastnight,and——andbefore,\"saidmylady,\"andsawthematcardsaftermidnight;noestatewillbearthatextravagance,muchlessours,whichwillbesodiminishedthatmysonwillhavenothingatall,andmypoorBeatrixnoportion!\" \"IwishIcouldhelpyou,madam,\"saidHarryEsmond,sighing,andwishingthatunavailingly,andforthethousandthtimeinhislife。 \"Whocan?OnlyGod,\"saidLadyEsmond——\"onlyGod,inwhosehandsweare。\"Andsoitis,andforhisruleoverhisfamily,andforhisconducttowifeandchildren——subjectsoverwhomhispowerismonarchical——anyonewhowatchestheworldmustthinkwithtremblingsometimesoftheaccountwhichmanyamanwillhavetorender。Forinoursocietythere\'snolawtocontroltheKingoftheFireside。Heismasterofproperty,happiness——lifealmost。 Heisfreetopunish,tomakehappyorunhappy——toruinortotorture。Hemaykillawifegradually,andbenomorequestionedthantheGrandseigniorwhodrownsaslaveatmidnight。Hemaymakeslavesandhypocritesofhischildren;orfriendsandfreemen; ordrivethemintorevoltandenmityagainstthenaturallawoflove。Ihaveheardpoliticiansandcoffee—housewiseacrestalkingoverthenewspaper,andrailingatthetyrannyoftheFrenchKing,andtheEmperor,andwonderedhowthese(whoaremonarchs,too,intheirway)governtheirowndominionsathome,whereeachmanrulesabsolute。WhentheannalsofeachlittlereignareshowntotheSupremeMaster,underwhomweholdsovereignty,historieswillbelaidbareofhouseholdtyrantsascruelasAmurath,andassavageasNero,andasrecklessanddissoluteasCharles。 IfHarryEsmond\'spatronerred,\'twasinthelatterway,fromadispositionratherself—indulgentthancruel;andhemighthavebeenbroughtbacktomuchbetterfeelings,hadtimebeengiventohimtobringhisrepentancetoalastingreform。 AsmylordandhisfriendLordMohunweresuchclosecompanions,MistressBeatrixchosetobejealousofthelatter;andthetwogentlemenoftenentertainedeachotherbylaughing,intheirrudeboisterousway,atthechild\'sfreaksofangerandshowofdislike。 \"Whenthouartoldenough,thoushaltmarryLordMohun,\"Beatrix\'sfatherwouldsay:onwhichthegirlwouldpoutandsay,\"IwouldrathermarryTomTusher。\"AndbecausetheLordMohunalwaysshowedanextremegallantrytomyLadyCastlewood,whomheprofessedtoadmiredevotedly,oneday,inanswertothisoldjokeofherfather\'s,Beatrixsaid,\"Ithinkmylordwouldrathermarrymammathanmarryme;andiswaitingtillyoudietoaskher。\" Thewordsweresaidlightlyandpertlybythegirlonenightbeforesupper,asthefamilypartywereassemblednearthegreatfire。 Thetwolords,whowereatcards,bothgaveastart;myladyturnedasredasscarlet,andbadeMistressBeatrixgotoherownchamber; whereuponthegirl,puttingon,asherwontwas,themostinnocentair,said,\"IamsureImeantnowrong;IamsuremammatalksagreatdealmoretoHarryEsmondthanshedoestopapa——andshecriedwhenHarrywentaway,andsheneverdoeswhenpapagoesaway! andlastnightshetalkedtoLordMohunforeversolong,andsentusoutoftheroom,andcriedwhenwecameback,and——\" \"D——n!\"criedoutmyLordCastlewood,outofallpatience。\"Gooutoftheroom,youlittleviper!\"andhestartedupandflungdownhiscards。 \"AskLordMohunwhatIsaidtohim,Francis,\"herladyshipsaid,risingupwithascaredface,butyetwithagreatandtouchingdignityandcandorinherlookandvoice。\"Comeawaywithme,Beatrix。\"Beatrixsprunguptoo;shewasintearsnow。 \"Dearestmamma,whathaveIdone?\"sheasked。\"SureImeantnoharm。\"Andsheclungtohermother,andthepairwentoutsobbingtogether。 \"Iwilltellyouwhatyourwifesaidtome,Frank,\"myLordMohuncried。\"ParsonHarrymayhearit;and,asIhopeforheaven,everywordIsayistrue。Lastnight,withtearsinhereyes,yourwifeimploredmetoplaynomorewithyouatdiceoratcards,andyouknowbestwhetherwhatsheaskedwasnotforyourgood。\" \"Ofcourse,itwas,Mohun,\"saysmylordinadryhardvoice。\"Ofcourseyouareamodelofaman:andtheworldknowswhatasaintyouare。\" MyLordMohunwasseparatedfromhiswife,andhadhadmanyaffairsofhonor:ofwhichwomenasusualhadbeenthecause。 \"Iamnosaint,thoughyourwifeis——andIcananswerformyactionsasotherpeoplemustfortheirwords,\"saidmyLordMohun。 \"ByG——,mylord,youshall,\"criedtheother,startingup。 \"Wehaveanotherlittleaccounttosettlefirst,mylord,\"saysLordMohun。WhereuponHarryEsmond,filledwithalarmfortheconsequencestowhichthisdisastrousdisputemightlead,brokeoutintothemostvehementexpostulationswithhispatronandhisadversary。\"Graciousheavens!\"hesaid,\"mylord,areyougoingtodrawasworduponyourfriendinyourownhouse?Canyoudoubtthehonorofaladywhoisaspureasheaven,andwoulddieathousandtimesratherthandoyouawrong?Aretheidlewordsofajealouschildtosetfriendsatvariance?Hasnotmymistress,asmuchasshedareddo,besoughtyourlordship,asthetruthmustbetold,tobreakyourintimacywithmyLordMohun;andtogiveupthehabitwhichmaybringruinonyourfamily?ButformyLordMohun\'sillness,hadhenotleftyou?\" \"\'Faith,Frank,amanwithagoutytoecan\'trunafterothermen\'swives,\"brokeoutmyLordMohun,whoindeedwasinthatway,andwithalaughandalookathisswathedlimbsofrankandcomical,thattheotherdashinghisfistacrosshisforeheadwascaughtbythatinfectiousgood—humor,andsaidwithhisoath,\"————it,Harry,Ibelievethee,\"andsothisquarrelwasover,andthetwogentlemen,atswordsdrawnbutjustnow,droppedtheirpoints,andshookhands。 Beatipacifici。\"Go,bringmyladyback,\"saidHarry\'spatron。 Esmondwentawayonlytoogladtobethebearerofsuchgoodnews。 Hefoundheratthedoor;shehadbeenlisteningthere,butwentbackashecame。Shetookbothhishands,hersweremarblecold。 Sheseemedasifshewouldfallonhisshoulder。\"Thankyou,andGodblessyou,mydearbrotherHarry,\"shesaid。Shekissedhishand,Esmondfelthertearsuponit:andleadingherintotheroom,anduptomylord,theLordCastlewood,withanoutbreakoffeelingandaffectionsuchashehadnotexhibitedformanyalongday,tookhiswifetohisheart,andbentoverandkissedherandaskedherpardon。 \"\'Tistimeformetogotoroost。Iwillhavemygruela—bed,\" saidmyLordMohun:andlimpedoffcomicallyonHarryEsmond\'sarm。 \"ByGeorge,thatwomanisapearl!\"hesaid;\"and\'tisonlyapigthatwouldn\'tvalueher。Haveyouseenthevulgartraipsingorange—girlwhomEsmond\"——buthereMr。Esmondinterruptedhim,saying,thatthesewerenotaffairsforhimtoknow。 Mylord\'sgentlemancameintowaituponhismaster,whowasnosoonerinhisnightcapanddressing—gownthanhehadanothervisitorwhomhishostinsistedonsendingtohim:andthiswasnootherthantheLadyCastlewoodherselfwiththetoastandgruel,whichherhusbandbadehermakeandcarrywithherownhandsintoherguest。 LordCastlewoodstoodlookingafterhiswifeasshewentonthiserrand,andashelooked,HarryEsmondcouldnotbutgazeonhim,andremarkedinhispatron\'sfaceanexpressionoflove,andgrief,andcare,whichverymuchmovedandtouchedtheyoungman。LordCastlewood\'shandsfelldownathissides,andhisheadonhisbreast,andpresentlyhesaid,—— \"YouheardwhatMohunsaid,parson?\" \"Thatmyladywasasaint?\" \"Thattherearetwoaccountstosettle。Ihavebeengoingwrongthesefiveyears,HarryEsmond。Eversinceyoubroughtthatdamnedsmall—poxintothehouse,therehasbeenafatepursuingme,andI hadbesthavediedofit,andnotrunawayfromitlikeacoward。 IleftBeatrixwithherrelations,andwenttoLondon;andIfellamongthieves,Harry,andIgotbacktoconfoundedcardsanddice,whichIhadn\'ttouchedsincemymarriage——no,notsinceIwasintheDuke\'sGuard,withthosewildMohocks。AndIhavebeenplayingworseandworse,andgoingdeeperanddeeperintoit;andIoweMohuntwothousandpoundsnow;andwhenit\'spaidIamlittlebetterthanabeggar。Idon\'tliketolookmyboyintheface;hehatesme,Iknowhedoes。AndIhavespentBeaty\'slittleportion: andtheLordknowswhatwillcomeifIlive;thebestthingIcandoistodie,andreleasewhatportionoftheestateisredeemablefortheboy。\" MohunwasasmuchmasteratCastlewoodastheowneroftheHallitself;andhisequipagesfilledthestables,where,indeed,therewasroomandplentyformanymorehorsesthanHarryEsmond\'simpoverishedpatroncouldaffordtokeep。Hehadarrivedonhorsebackwithhispeople;butwhenhisgoutbrokeoutmyLordMohunsenttoLondonforalightchaisehehad,drawnbyapairofsmallhorses,andrunningasswift,whereverroadsweregood,asaLaplander\'ssledge。Whenthiscarriagecame,hislordshipwaseagertodrivetheLadyCastlewoodabroadinit,anddidsomanytimes,andatarapidpace,greatlytohiscompanion\'senjoyment,wholovedtheswiftmotionandthehealthybreezesoverthedownswhichlieharduponCastlewood,andstretchthencetowardsthesea。 Asthisamusementwasverypleasanttoher,andherlord,farfromshowinganymistrustofherintimacywithLordMohun,encouragedhertobehiscompanion——asifwillingbyhispresentextremeconfidencetomakeupforanypastmistrustwhichhisjealousyhadshown——theLadyCastlewoodenjoyedherselffreelyinthisharmlessdiversion,which,itmustbeowned,herguestwasveryeagertogiveher;anditseemedthatshegrewthemorefreewithLordMohun,andpleasedwithhiscompany,becauseofsomesacrificewhichhisgallantrywaspleasedtomakeinherfavor。 Seeingthetwogentlemenconstantlyatcardsstillofevenings,HarryEsmondonedaydeploredtohismistressthatthisfatalinfatuationofherlordshouldcontinue;andnowtheyseemedreconciledtogether,beggedhisladytohinttoherhusbandthatheshouldplaynomore。 ButLadyCastlewood,smilingarchlyandgayly,saidshewouldspeaktohimpresently,andthat,forafewnightsmoreatleast,hemightbelettohavehisamusement。 \"Indeed,madam,\"saidHarry,\"youknownotwhatitcostsyou;and\'tiseasyforanyobserverwhoknowsthegame,toseethatLordMohunisbyfarthestrongerofthetwo。\" \"Iknowheis,\"saysmylady,stillwithexceedinggood—humor;\"heisnotonlythebestplayer,butthekindestplayerintheworld。\" \"Madam,madam!\"Esmondcried,transportedandprovoked。\"Debtsofhonormustbepaidsometimeorother;andmymasterwillberuinedifhegoeson。\" \"Harry,shallItellyouasecret?\"myladyreplied,withkindnessandpleasurestillinhereyes。\"Franciswillnotberuinedifhegoeson;hewillberescuedifhegoeson。IrepentofhavingspokenandthoughtunkindlyoftheLordMohunwhenhewashereinthepastyear。Heisfullofmuchkindnessandgood;and\'tismybeliefthatweshallbringhimtobetterthings。Ihavelenthim\'Tillotson\'andyourfavorite\'BishopTaylor,\'andheismuchtouched,hesays;andasaproofofhisrepentance——(andhereinliesmysecret)——whatdoyouthinkheisdoingwithFrancis?HeislettingpoorFrankwinhismoneybackagain。Hehathwonalreadyatthelastfournights;andmyLordMohunsaysthathewillnotbethemeansofinjuringpoorFrankandmydearchildren。\" \"AndinGod\'sname,whatdoyoureturnhimforthesacrifice?\" askedEsmond,aghast;whoknewenoughofmen,andofthisoneinparticular,tobeawarethatsuchafinishedrakegavenothingfornothing。\"How,inheaven\'sname,areyoutopayhim?\" \"Payhim!Withamother\'sblessingandawife\'sprayers!\"criesmylady,claspingherhandstogether。HarryEsmonddidnotknowwhethertolaugh,tobeangry,ortolovehisdearmistressmorethaneverfortheobstinateinnocencywithwhichshechosetoregardtheconductofamanoftheworld,whosedesignsheknewbetterhowtointerpret。Hetoldthelady,guardedly,butsoastomakehismeaningquitecleartoher,whatheknewinrespectoftheformerlifeandconductofthisnobleman;ofotherwomenagainstwhomhehadplotted,andwhomhehadovercome;oftheconversationwhichhe,Harryhimself,hadhadwithLordMohun,whereinthelordmadeaboastofhislibertinism,andfrequentlyavowedthatheheldallwomentobefairgame(ashislordshipstyledthisprettysport),andthattheywereall,withoutexception,tobewon。AndthereturnHarryhadforhisentreatiesandremonstranceswasafitofangeronLadyCastlewood\'spart,whowouldnotlistentohisaccusations;shesaidandretortedthathehimselfmustbeverywickedandpervertedtosupposeevildesignswhereshewassurenoneweremeant。\"Andthisisthegoodmeddlersgetofinterfering,\"Harrythoughttohimselfwithmuchbitterness;andhisperplexityandannoyancewereonlythegreater,becausehecouldnotspeaktomyLordCastlewoodhimselfuponasubjectofthisnature,orventuretoadviseorwarnhimregardingamattersoverysacredashisownhonor,ofwhichmylordwasnaturallythebestguardian。 ButthoughLadyCastlewoodwouldlistentonoadvicefromheryoungdependant,andappearedindignantlytorefuseitwhenoffered,Harryhadthesatisfactiontofindthatsheadoptedthecounselwhichsheprofessedtoreject;forthenextdayshepleadedaheadache,whenmyLordMohunwouldhavehadherdriveout,andthenextdaytheheadachecontinued;andnextday,inalaughinggayway,sheproposedthatthechildrenshouldtakeherplaceinhislordship\'scar,fortheywouldbecharmedwitharideofallthings;andshemustnothaveallthepleasureforherself。Mylordgavethemadrivewithaverygoodgrace,though,Idaresay,withrageanddisappointmentinwardly——notthathisheartwasveryseriouslyengagedinhisdesignsuponthissimplelady:butthelifeofsuchmenisoftenoneofintrigue,andtheycannomoregothroughthedaywithoutawomantopursue,thanafox—hunterwithouthissportafterbreakfast。 Underanaffectedcarelessnessofdemeanor,andthoughtherewasnooutwarddemonstrationofdoubtuponhispatron\'spartsincethequarrelbetweenthetwolords,HarryyetsawthatLordCastlewoodwaswatchinghisguestverynarrowly;andcaughtsightofdistrustandsmotheredrage(asHarrythought)whichforebodednogood。OnthepointofhonorEsmondknewhowtouchyhispatronwas;andwatchedhimalmostasaphysicianwatchesapatient,anditseemedtohimthatthisonewasslowtotakethedisease,thoughhecouldnotthrowoffthepoisonwhenonceithadmingledwithhisblood。 WereadinShakspeare(whomthewriterforhispartconsiderstobefarbeyondMr。Congreve,Mr。Dryden,oranyofthewitsofthepresentperiod,)thatwhenjealousyisoncedeclared,norpoppy,normandragora,norallthedrowsysyrupsoftheEast,willeversootheitormedicineitaway。 Infine,thesymptomsseemedtobesoalarmingtothisyoungphysician(who,indeed,youngashewas,hadfeltthekindpulsesofallthosedearkinsmen),thatHarrythoughtitwouldbehisdutytowarnmyLordMohun,andlethimknowthathisdesignsweresuspectedandwatched。Sooneday,wheninratherapettishhumorhislordshiphadsenttoLadyCastlewood,whohadpromisedtodrivewithhim,andnowrefusedtocome,Harrysaid——\"Mylord,ifyouwillkindlygivemeaplacebyyoursideIwillthankyou;Ihavemuchtosaytoyou,andwouldliketospeaktoyoualone。\" \"Youhonormebygivingmeyourconfidence,Mr。HenryEsmond,\"saystheother,withaverygrandbow。Mylordwasalwaysafinegentleman,andyoungashewastherewasthatinEsmond\'smannerwhichshowedthathewasagentlemantoo,andthatnonemighttakealibertywithhim——sothepairwentout,andmountedthelittlecarriage,whichwasinwaitingfortheminthecourt,withitstwolittlecream—coloredHanoverianhorsescoveredwithsplendidfurnitureandchampingatthebit。 \"Mylord,\"saysHarryEsmond,aftertheyweregotintothecountry,andpointingtomyLordMohun\'sfoot,whichwasswathedinflannel,andputupratherostentatiouslyonacushion——\"mylord,IstudiedmedicineatCambridge。\" \"Indeed,ParsonHarry,\"sayshe;\"andareyougoingtotakeoutadiploma:andcureyourfellow—studentsofthe——\" \"Ofthegout,\"saysHarry,interruptinghim,andlookinghimhardintheface;\"Iknowagooddealaboutthegout。\" \"Ihopeyoumayneverhaveit。\'Tisaninfernaldisease,\"saysmylord,\"anditstwingesarediabolical。Ah!\"andhemadeadreadfulwryface,asifhejustfeltatwinge。 \"Yourlordshipwouldbemuchbetterifyoutookoffallthatflannel——itonlyservestoinflamethetoe,\"Harrycontinued,lookinghismanfullintheface。 \"Oh!itonlyservestoinflamethetoe,doesit?\"saystheother,withaninnocentair。 \"Ifyoutookoffthatflannel,andflungthatabsurdslipperaway,andworeaboot,\"continuesHarry。 \"Yourecommendmeboots,Mr。Esmond?\"asksmylord。 \"Yes,bootsandspurs。Isawyourlordshipthreedaysagorundownthegalleryfastenough,\"Harrygoeson。\"Iamsurethattakinggruelatnightisnotsopleasantasclarettoyourlordship;andbesidesitkeepsyourlordship\'sheadcoolforplay,whilstmypatron\'sishotandflusteredwithdrink。\" \"\'Sdeath,sir,youdarenotsaythatIdon\'tplayfair?\"criesmylord,whippinghishorses,whichwentawayatagallop。 \"Youarecoolwhenmylordisdrunk,\"Harrycontinued;\"yourlordshipgetsthebetterofmypatron。IhavewatchedyouasI lookedupfrommybooks。\" \"YouyoungArgus!\"saysLordMohun,wholikedHarryEsmond——andforwhosecompanyandwit,andacertaindaringmanner,Harryhadagreatlikingtoo——\"YouyoungArgus!youmaylookwithallyourhundredeyesandseeweplayfair。I\'veplayedawayanestateofanight,andI\'veplayedmyshirtoffmyback;andI\'veplayedawaymyperiwigandgonehomeinanightcap。ButnomancansayIevertookanadvantageofhimbeyondtheadvantageofthegame。I playedadice—coggingscoundrelinAlsatiaforhisearsandwon\'em,andhaveoneof\'eminmylodginginBowStreetinabottleofspirits。HarryMohunwillplayanymanforanything——alwayswould。\"