\"Forason,yes;butmylordisnotmyson。Itwashewhocastmeawayfromhim。Itwashewhobrokeourhappinessdown,andhebidsmetorepairit。Itwashewhoshowedhimselftomeatlast,ashewas,notasIhadthoughthim。Itishewhocomesbeforemychildrenstupidandsenselesswithwine——wholeavesourcompanyforthatoffrequentersoftavernsandbagnios——whogoesfromhishometotheCityyonderandhisfriendsthere,andwhenheistiredofthemreturnshither,andexpectsthatIshallkneelandwelcomehim。AndhesendsYOUashischamberlain!Whataproudembassy!
Monsieur,Imakeyoumycomplimentofthenewplace。\"
\"Itwouldbeaproudembassy,andahappyembassytoo,couldI
bringyouandmylordtogether,\"Esmondreplied。
\"Ipresumeyouhavefulfilledyourmissionnow,sir。\'Twasaprettyoneforyoutoundertake。Idon\'tknowwhether\'tisyourCambridgephilosophy,ortime,thathasalteredyourwaysofthinking,\"LadyCastlewoodcontinued,stillinasarcastictone。
\"Perhapsyoutoohavelearnedtolovedrink,andtohiccupoveryourwineorpunch;——whichisyourworship\'sfavoriteliquor?
Perhapsyoutooputupatthe\'Rose\'onyourwaytoLondon,andhaveyouracquaintancesinCoventGarden。Myservicestoyou,sir,toprincipalandambassador,tomasterand——andlackey。\"
\"Greatheavens!madam,\"criedHarry。\"WhathaveIdonethatthus,forasecondtime,youinsultme?DoyouwishmetoblushforwhatIusedtobeproudof,thatIlivedonyourbounty?Nexttodoingyouaservice(whichmylifewouldpayfor),youknowthattoreceiveonefromyouismyhighestpleasure。WhatwronghaveI
doneyouthatyoushouldwoundmeso,cruelwoman?\"
\"Whatwrong?\"shesaid,lookingatEsmondwithwildeyes。\"Well,none——nonethatyouknowof,Harry,orcouldhelp。Whydidyoubringbackthesmall—pox,\"sheadded,afterapause,\"fromCastlewoodvillage?Youcouldnothelpit,couldyou?Whichofusknowswhitherfateleadsus?Butwewereallhappy,Henry,tillthen。\"AndHarrywentawayfromthiscolloquy,thinkingstillthattheestrangementbetweenhispatronandhisbelovedmistresswasremediable,andthateachhadatheartastrongattachmenttotheother。
TheintimacybetweentheLordsMohunandCastlewoodappearedtoincreaseaslongastheformerremainedinthecountry;andmyLordofCastlewoodespeciallyseemednevertobehappyoutofhisnewcomrade\'ssight。Theysportedtogether,theydrank,theyplayedbowlsandtennis:myLordCastlewoodwouldgoforthreedaystoSark,andbringbackmyLordMohuntoCastlewood——whereindeedhislordshipmadehimselfverywelcometoallpersons,havingajokeoranewgameatrompsforthechildren,allthetalkofthetownformylord,andmusicandgallantryandplentyofthebeaulangageformylady,andforHarryEsmond,whowasnevertiredofhearinghisstoriesofhiscampaignsandhislifeatVienna,Venice,Paris,andthefamouscitiesofEuropewhichhehadvisitedbothinpeaceandwar。Andhesangatmylady\'sharpsichord,andplayedcardsorbackgammon,orhisnewgameofbilliardswithmylord(ofwhomheinvariablygotthebetter)alwayshavingaconsummategood—humor,andbearinghimselfwithacertainmanlygrace,thatmightexhibitsomewhatofthecampandAlsatiaperhaps,butthathaditscharm,andstampedhimagentleman:andhismannertoLadyCastlewoodwassodevotedandrespectful,thatshesoonrecoveredfromthefirstfeelingsofdislikewhichshehadconceivedagainsthim——nay,beforelong,begantobeinterestedinhisspiritualwelfare,andhopefulofhisconversion,lendinghimbooksofpiety,whichhepromiseddutifullytostudy。Withhermylordtalkedofreform,ofsettlingintoquietlife,quittingthecourtandtown,andbuyingsomelandintheneighborhood——thoughitmustbeownedthat,whenthetwolordsweretogetherovertheirBurgundyafterdinner,theirtalkwasverydifferent,andtherewasverylittlequestionofconversiononmyLordMohun\'spart。Whentheygottotheirsecondbottle,HarryEsmondusedcommonlytoleavethesetwonobletopers,who,thoughtheytalkedfreelyenough,heavenknows,inhispresence(GoodLord,whatasetofstories,ofAlsatiaandSpringGarden,ofthetavernsandgaming—houses,oftheladiesofthecourt,andmesdamesofthetheatres,hecanrecalloutoftheirgodlyconversation!)——although,Isay,theytalkedbeforeEsmondfreely,yettheyseemedpleasedwhenhewentaway,andthentheyhadanotherbottle,andthentheyfelltocards,andthenmyLordMohuncametoherladyship\'sdrawing—room;leavinghisbooncompaniontosleepoffhiswine。
\'Twasapointofhonorwiththefinegentlemenofthosedaystoloseorwinmagnificentlyattheirhorse—matches,orgamesofcardsanddice——andyoucouldnevertell,fromthedemeanorofthesetwolordsafterwards,whichhadbeensuccessfulandwhichtheloserattheirgames。Andwhenmyladyhintedtomylordthatheplayedmorethansheliked,hedismissedherwitha\"pish,\"andsworethatnothingwasmoreequalthanplaybetwixtgentlemen,iftheydidbutkeepituplongenough。Andthesekeptituplongenough,youmaybesure。Amanoffashionofthattimeoftenpassedaquarterofhisdayatcards,andanotherquarteratdrink:Ihaveknownmanyaprettyfellow,whowasawittoo,readyofrepartee,andpossessedofathousandgraces,whowouldbepuzzledifhehadtowritemorethanhisname。
Thereisscarceanythoughtfulmanorwoman,Isuppose,butcanlookbackuponhiscourseofpastlife,andremembersomepoint,triflingasitmayhaveseemedatthetimeofoccurrence,whichhasneverthelessturnedandalteredhiswholecareer。\'Tiswithalmostallofus,asinM。Massillon\'smagnificentimageregardingKingWilliam,agraindesablethatpervertsorperhapsoverthrowsus;
andsoitwasbutalightwordflungintheair,amerefreakofperversechild\'stemper,thatbroughtdownawholeheapofcrushingwoesuponthatfamilywhereofHarryEsmondformedapart。
CominghometohisdearCastlewoodinthethirdyearofhisacademicalcourse,(whereinhehadnowobtainedsomedistinction,hisLatinPoemonthedeathoftheDukeofGloucester,PrincessAnneofDenmark\'sson,havinggainedhimamedal,andintroducedhimtothesocietyoftheUniversitywits,)EsmondfoundhislittlefriendandpupilBeatrixgrowntobetallerthanhermother,aslimandlovelyyounggirl,withcheeksmantlingwithhealthandroses:
witheyeslikestarsshiningoutofazure,withwavingbronzehairclusteredaboutthefairestyoungforeheadeverseen:andamienandshapehaughtyandbeautiful,suchasthatofthefamousantiquestatueofthehuntressDiana——atonetimehaughty,rapid,imperious,witheyesandarrowsthatdartandkill。Harrywatchedandwonderedatthisyoungcreature,andlikenedherinhismindtoArtemiswiththeringingbowandshaftsflashingdeathuponthechildrenofNiobe;atanothertimeshewascoyandmeltingasLunashiningtenderlyuponEndymion。Thisfaircreature,thislustrousPhoebe,wasonlyyoungasyet,norhadnearlyreachedherfullsplendor:butcrescentandbrilliant,ouryounggentlemanoftheUniversity,hisheadfullofpoeticalfancies,hisheartperhapsthrobbingwithdesiresundefined,admiredthisrisingyoungdivinity;andgazedather(thoughonlyasatsome\"brightparticularstar,\"farabovehisearth)withendlessdelightandwonder。Shehadbeenacoquettefromtheearliesttimesalmost,tryingherfreaksandjealousies,herwaywardfrolicsandwinningcaresses,uponallthatcamewithinherreach;shesetherwomenquarrellinginthenursery,andpractisedhereyesonthegroomassherodebehindhimonthepillion。
Shewasthedarlingandtormentoffatherandmother。Sheintriguedwitheachsecretly;andbestowedherfondnessandwithdrewit,pliedthemwithtears,smiles,kisses,cajolements;——
whenthemotherwasangry,ashappenedoften,flewtothefather,andshelteringbehindhim,pursuedhervictim;whenbothweredispleased,transferredhercaressestothedomestics,orwatcheduntilshecouldwinbackherparents\'goodgraces,eitherbysurprisingthemintolaughterandgood—humor,orappeasingthembysubmissionandartfulhumility。Shewassaevolaetanegotio,likethatficklegoddessHoracedescribes,andofwhose\"maliciousjoy\"
agreatpoetofourownhaswrittensonobly——who,famousandheroicashewas,wasnotstrongenoughtoresistthetortureofwomen。
Itwasbutthreeyearsbeforethatthechild,thenbuttenyearsold,hadnearlymanagedtomakeaquarrelbetweenHarryEsmondandhiscomrade,good—natured,phlegmaticThomasTusher,whoneverofhisownseekingquarrelledwithanybody:byquotingtothelattersomesillyjokewhichHarryhadmaderegardinghim——(itwasthemerestidlestjest,thoughitneardrovetwooldfriendstoblows,andIthinksuchabattlewouldhavepleasedher)——andfromthatdayTomkeptatadistancefromher;andsherespectedhim,andcoaxedhimsedulouslywhenevertheymet。ButHarrywasmuchmoreeasilyappeased,becausehewasfonderofthechild:andwhenshemademischief,usedcuttingspeeches,orcausedherfriendspain,sheexcusedherselfforherfault,notbyadmittinganddeploringit,butbypleadingnotguilty,andassertinginnocencesoconstantly,andwithsuchseemingartlessness,thatitwasimpossibletoquestionherplea。Inherchildhood,theywerebutmischiefsthenwhichshedid;butherpowerbecamemorefatalasshegrewolder——asakittenfirstplayswithaball,andthenpouncesonabirdandkillsit。\'TisnottobeimaginedthatHarryEsmondhadallthisexperienceatthisearlystageofhislife,whereofheisnowwritingthehistory——manythingsherenotedwerebutknowntohiminlaterdays。AlmosteverythingBeatrixdidorundidseemedgood,oratleastpardonable,tohimthen,andyearsafterwards。
Ithappened,then,thatHarryEsmondcamehometoCastlewoodforhislastvacation,withgoodhopesofafellowshipathiscollege,andacontentedresolvetoadvancehisfortunethatway。\'Twasinthefirstyearofthepresentcentury,Mr。Esmond(asfarasheknewtheperiodofhisbirth)beingthentwenty—twoyearsold。Hefoundhisquondampupilshotupintothisbeautyofwhichwehavespoken,andpromisingyetmore:herbrother,mylord\'sson,ahandsomehigh—spiritedbravelad,generousandfrank,andkindtoeverybody,saveperhapshissister,withwhomFrankwasatwar(andnotfromhisbutherfault)——adoringhismother,whosejoyhewas:
andtakinghersideintheunhappymatrimonialdifferenceswhichwerenowpermanent,whileofcourseMistressBeatrixrangedwithherfather。Whenheadsoffamiliesfallout,itmustnaturallybethattheirdependantsweartheoneortheotherparty\'scolor;andevenintheparliamentsintheservants\'hallorthestables,Harry,whohadanearlyobservantturn,couldseewhichweremylord\'sadherentsandwhichmylady\'s,andconjectureprettyshrewdlyhowtheirunluckyquarrelwasdebated。Ourlackeyssitinjudgmentonus。Mylord\'sintriguesmaybeeversostealthilyconducted,buthisvaletknowsthem;andmylady\'swomancarrieshermistress\'sprivatehistorytotheservants\'scandalmarket,andexchangesitagainstthesecretsofotherabigails。
CHAPTERXIII。
MYLORDLEAVESUSANDHISEVILBEHINDHIM。
MyLordMohun(ofwhoseexploitsandfamesomeofthegentlemenoftheUniversityhadbroughtdownbutuglyreports)wasoncemoreaguestatCastlewood,andseeminglymoreintimatelyalliedwithmylordeventhanbefore。OnceinthespringthosetwonoblemenhadriddentoCambridgefromNewmarket,whithertheyhadgoneforthehorse—racing,andhadhonoredHarryEsmondwithavisitathisrooms;afterwhichDoctorMontague,themasteroftheCollege,whohadtreatedHarrysomewhathaughtily,seeinghisfamiliaritywiththesegreatfolks,andthatmyLordCastlewoodlaughedandwalkedwithhishandonHarry\'sshoulder,relentedtoMr。Esmond,andcondescendedtobeveryciviltohim;andsomedaysafterhisarrival,Harry,laughing,toldthisstorytoLadyEsmond,remarkinghowstrangeitwasthatmenfamousforlearningandrenownedoverEurope,should,nevertheless,sobowdowntoatitle,andcringetoanoblemaneversopoor。AtthisMistressBeatrixflungupherhead,andsaiditbecamethoseofloworigintorespecttheirbetters;thattheparsonsmadethemselvesagreatdealtooproud,shethought;andthatshelikedthewayatLadySark\'sbest,wherethechaplain,thoughhelovedpudding,asallparsonsdo,alwayswentawaybeforethecustard。
\"AndwhenIamaparson,\"saysMr。Esmond,\"willyougivemenocustard,Beatrix?\"
\"You——youaredifferent,\"Beatrixanswered。\"Youareofourblood。\"
\"Myfatherwasaparson,asyoucallhim,\"saidmylady。
\"ButmineisapeerofIreland,\"saysMistressBeatrix,tossingherhead。\"Letpeopleknowtheirplaces。IsupposeyouwillhavemegodownonmykneesandaskablessingofMr。ThomasTusher,thathasjustbeenmadeacurateandwhosemotherwasawaiting—maid。\"
Andshetossedoutoftheroom,beinginoneofherflightyhumorsthen。
Whenshewasgone,myladylookedsosadandgrave,thatHarryaskedthecauseofherdisquietude。ShesaiditwasnotmerelywhathesaidofNewmarket,butwhatshehadremarked,withgreatanxietyandterror,thatmylord,eversincehisacquaintancewiththeLordMohunespecially,hadrecurredtohisfondnessforplay,whichhehadrenouncedsincehismarriage。
\"Butmenpromisemorethantheyareabletoperforminmarriage,\"
saidmylady,withasigh。\"Ifearhehaslostlargesums;andourproperty,alwayssmall,isdwindlingawayunderthisrecklessdissipation。IheardofhiminLondonwithverywildcompany。
Sincehisreturn,lettersandlawyersareconstantlycomingandgoing:heseemstometohaveaconstantanxiety,thoughhehidesitunderboisterousnessandlaughter。Ilookedthrough——throughthedoorlastnight,and——andbefore,\"saidmylady,\"andsawthematcardsaftermidnight;noestatewillbearthatextravagance,muchlessours,whichwillbesodiminishedthatmysonwillhavenothingatall,andmypoorBeatrixnoportion!\"
\"IwishIcouldhelpyou,madam,\"saidHarryEsmond,sighing,andwishingthatunavailingly,andforthethousandthtimeinhislife。
\"Whocan?OnlyGod,\"saidLadyEsmond——\"onlyGod,inwhosehandsweare。\"Andsoitis,andforhisruleoverhisfamily,andforhisconducttowifeandchildren——subjectsoverwhomhispowerismonarchical——anyonewhowatchestheworldmustthinkwithtremblingsometimesoftheaccountwhichmanyamanwillhavetorender。Forinoursocietythere\'snolawtocontroltheKingoftheFireside。Heismasterofproperty,happiness——lifealmost。
Heisfreetopunish,tomakehappyorunhappy——toruinortotorture。Hemaykillawifegradually,andbenomorequestionedthantheGrandseigniorwhodrownsaslaveatmidnight。Hemaymakeslavesandhypocritesofhischildren;orfriendsandfreemen;
ordrivethemintorevoltandenmityagainstthenaturallawoflove。Ihaveheardpoliticiansandcoffee—housewiseacrestalkingoverthenewspaper,andrailingatthetyrannyoftheFrenchKing,andtheEmperor,andwonderedhowthese(whoaremonarchs,too,intheirway)governtheirowndominionsathome,whereeachmanrulesabsolute。WhentheannalsofeachlittlereignareshowntotheSupremeMaster,underwhomweholdsovereignty,historieswillbelaidbareofhouseholdtyrantsascruelasAmurath,andassavageasNero,andasrecklessanddissoluteasCharles。
IfHarryEsmond\'spatronerred,\'twasinthelatterway,fromadispositionratherself—indulgentthancruel;andhemighthavebeenbroughtbacktomuchbetterfeelings,hadtimebeengiventohimtobringhisrepentancetoalastingreform。
AsmylordandhisfriendLordMohunweresuchclosecompanions,MistressBeatrixchosetobejealousofthelatter;andthetwogentlemenoftenentertainedeachotherbylaughing,intheirrudeboisterousway,atthechild\'sfreaksofangerandshowofdislike。
\"Whenthouartoldenough,thoushaltmarryLordMohun,\"Beatrix\'sfatherwouldsay:onwhichthegirlwouldpoutandsay,\"IwouldrathermarryTomTusher。\"AndbecausetheLordMohunalwaysshowedanextremegallantrytomyLadyCastlewood,whomheprofessedtoadmiredevotedly,oneday,inanswertothisoldjokeofherfather\'s,Beatrixsaid,\"Ithinkmylordwouldrathermarrymammathanmarryme;andiswaitingtillyoudietoaskher。\"
Thewordsweresaidlightlyandpertlybythegirlonenightbeforesupper,asthefamilypartywereassemblednearthegreatfire。
Thetwolords,whowereatcards,bothgaveastart;myladyturnedasredasscarlet,andbadeMistressBeatrixgotoherownchamber;
whereuponthegirl,puttingon,asherwontwas,themostinnocentair,said,\"IamsureImeantnowrong;IamsuremammatalksagreatdealmoretoHarryEsmondthanshedoestopapa——andshecriedwhenHarrywentaway,andsheneverdoeswhenpapagoesaway!
andlastnightshetalkedtoLordMohunforeversolong,andsentusoutoftheroom,andcriedwhenwecameback,and——\"
\"D——n!\"criedoutmyLordCastlewood,outofallpatience。\"Gooutoftheroom,youlittleviper!\"andhestartedupandflungdownhiscards。
\"AskLordMohunwhatIsaidtohim,Francis,\"herladyshipsaid,risingupwithascaredface,butyetwithagreatandtouchingdignityandcandorinherlookandvoice。\"Comeawaywithme,Beatrix。\"Beatrixsprunguptoo;shewasintearsnow。
\"Dearestmamma,whathaveIdone?\"sheasked。\"SureImeantnoharm。\"Andsheclungtohermother,andthepairwentoutsobbingtogether。
\"Iwilltellyouwhatyourwifesaidtome,Frank,\"myLordMohuncried。\"ParsonHarrymayhearit;and,asIhopeforheaven,everywordIsayistrue。Lastnight,withtearsinhereyes,yourwifeimploredmetoplaynomorewithyouatdiceoratcards,andyouknowbestwhetherwhatsheaskedwasnotforyourgood。\"
\"Ofcourse,itwas,Mohun,\"saysmylordinadryhardvoice。\"Ofcourseyouareamodelofaman:andtheworldknowswhatasaintyouare。\"
MyLordMohunwasseparatedfromhiswife,andhadhadmanyaffairsofhonor:ofwhichwomenasusualhadbeenthecause。
\"Iamnosaint,thoughyourwifeis——andIcananswerformyactionsasotherpeoplemustfortheirwords,\"saidmyLordMohun。
\"ByG——,mylord,youshall,\"criedtheother,startingup。
\"Wehaveanotherlittleaccounttosettlefirst,mylord,\"saysLordMohun。WhereuponHarryEsmond,filledwithalarmfortheconsequencestowhichthisdisastrousdisputemightlead,brokeoutintothemostvehementexpostulationswithhispatronandhisadversary。\"Graciousheavens!\"hesaid,\"mylord,areyougoingtodrawasworduponyourfriendinyourownhouse?Canyoudoubtthehonorofaladywhoisaspureasheaven,andwoulddieathousandtimesratherthandoyouawrong?Aretheidlewordsofajealouschildtosetfriendsatvariance?Hasnotmymistress,asmuchasshedareddo,besoughtyourlordship,asthetruthmustbetold,tobreakyourintimacywithmyLordMohun;andtogiveupthehabitwhichmaybringruinonyourfamily?ButformyLordMohun\'sillness,hadhenotleftyou?\"
\"\'Faith,Frank,amanwithagoutytoecan\'trunafterothermen\'swives,\"brokeoutmyLordMohun,whoindeedwasinthatway,andwithalaughandalookathisswathedlimbsofrankandcomical,thattheotherdashinghisfistacrosshisforeheadwascaughtbythatinfectiousgood—humor,andsaidwithhisoath,\"————it,Harry,Ibelievethee,\"andsothisquarrelwasover,andthetwogentlemen,atswordsdrawnbutjustnow,droppedtheirpoints,andshookhands。
Beatipacifici。\"Go,bringmyladyback,\"saidHarry\'spatron。
Esmondwentawayonlytoogladtobethebearerofsuchgoodnews。
Hefoundheratthedoor;shehadbeenlisteningthere,butwentbackashecame。Shetookbothhishands,hersweremarblecold。
Sheseemedasifshewouldfallonhisshoulder。\"Thankyou,andGodblessyou,mydearbrotherHarry,\"shesaid。Shekissedhishand,Esmondfelthertearsuponit:andleadingherintotheroom,anduptomylord,theLordCastlewood,withanoutbreakoffeelingandaffectionsuchashehadnotexhibitedformanyalongday,tookhiswifetohisheart,andbentoverandkissedherandaskedherpardon。
\"\'Tistimeformetogotoroost。Iwillhavemygruela—bed,\"
saidmyLordMohun:andlimpedoffcomicallyonHarryEsmond\'sarm。
\"ByGeorge,thatwomanisapearl!\"hesaid;\"and\'tisonlyapigthatwouldn\'tvalueher。Haveyouseenthevulgartraipsingorange—girlwhomEsmond\"——buthereMr。Esmondinterruptedhim,saying,thatthesewerenotaffairsforhimtoknow。
Mylord\'sgentlemancameintowaituponhismaster,whowasnosoonerinhisnightcapanddressing—gownthanhehadanothervisitorwhomhishostinsistedonsendingtohim:andthiswasnootherthantheLadyCastlewoodherselfwiththetoastandgruel,whichherhusbandbadehermakeandcarrywithherownhandsintoherguest。
LordCastlewoodstoodlookingafterhiswifeasshewentonthiserrand,andashelooked,HarryEsmondcouldnotbutgazeonhim,andremarkedinhispatron\'sfaceanexpressionoflove,andgrief,andcare,whichverymuchmovedandtouchedtheyoungman。LordCastlewood\'shandsfelldownathissides,andhisheadonhisbreast,andpresentlyhesaid,——
\"YouheardwhatMohunsaid,parson?\"
\"Thatmyladywasasaint?\"
\"Thattherearetwoaccountstosettle。Ihavebeengoingwrongthesefiveyears,HarryEsmond。Eversinceyoubroughtthatdamnedsmall—poxintothehouse,therehasbeenafatepursuingme,andI
hadbesthavediedofit,andnotrunawayfromitlikeacoward。
IleftBeatrixwithherrelations,andwenttoLondon;andIfellamongthieves,Harry,andIgotbacktoconfoundedcardsanddice,whichIhadn\'ttouchedsincemymarriage——no,notsinceIwasintheDuke\'sGuard,withthosewildMohocks。AndIhavebeenplayingworseandworse,andgoingdeeperanddeeperintoit;andIoweMohuntwothousandpoundsnow;andwhenit\'spaidIamlittlebetterthanabeggar。Idon\'tliketolookmyboyintheface;hehatesme,Iknowhedoes。AndIhavespentBeaty\'slittleportion:
andtheLordknowswhatwillcomeifIlive;thebestthingIcandoistodie,andreleasewhatportionoftheestateisredeemablefortheboy。\"
MohunwasasmuchmasteratCastlewoodastheowneroftheHallitself;andhisequipagesfilledthestables,where,indeed,therewasroomandplentyformanymorehorsesthanHarryEsmond\'simpoverishedpatroncouldaffordtokeep。Hehadarrivedonhorsebackwithhispeople;butwhenhisgoutbrokeoutmyLordMohunsenttoLondonforalightchaisehehad,drawnbyapairofsmallhorses,andrunningasswift,whereverroadsweregood,asaLaplander\'ssledge。Whenthiscarriagecame,hislordshipwaseagertodrivetheLadyCastlewoodabroadinit,anddidsomanytimes,andatarapidpace,greatlytohiscompanion\'senjoyment,wholovedtheswiftmotionandthehealthybreezesoverthedownswhichlieharduponCastlewood,andstretchthencetowardsthesea。
Asthisamusementwasverypleasanttoher,andherlord,farfromshowinganymistrustofherintimacywithLordMohun,encouragedhertobehiscompanion——asifwillingbyhispresentextremeconfidencetomakeupforanypastmistrustwhichhisjealousyhadshown——theLadyCastlewoodenjoyedherselffreelyinthisharmlessdiversion,which,itmustbeowned,herguestwasveryeagertogiveher;anditseemedthatshegrewthemorefreewithLordMohun,andpleasedwithhiscompany,becauseofsomesacrificewhichhisgallantrywaspleasedtomakeinherfavor。
Seeingthetwogentlemenconstantlyatcardsstillofevenings,HarryEsmondonedaydeploredtohismistressthatthisfatalinfatuationofherlordshouldcontinue;andnowtheyseemedreconciledtogether,beggedhisladytohinttoherhusbandthatheshouldplaynomore。
ButLadyCastlewood,smilingarchlyandgayly,saidshewouldspeaktohimpresently,andthat,forafewnightsmoreatleast,hemightbelettohavehisamusement。
\"Indeed,madam,\"saidHarry,\"youknownotwhatitcostsyou;and\'tiseasyforanyobserverwhoknowsthegame,toseethatLordMohunisbyfarthestrongerofthetwo。\"
\"Iknowheis,\"saysmylady,stillwithexceedinggood—humor;\"heisnotonlythebestplayer,butthekindestplayerintheworld。\"
\"Madam,madam!\"Esmondcried,transportedandprovoked。\"Debtsofhonormustbepaidsometimeorother;andmymasterwillberuinedifhegoeson。\"
\"Harry,shallItellyouasecret?\"myladyreplied,withkindnessandpleasurestillinhereyes。\"Franciswillnotberuinedifhegoeson;hewillberescuedifhegoeson。IrepentofhavingspokenandthoughtunkindlyoftheLordMohunwhenhewashereinthepastyear。Heisfullofmuchkindnessandgood;and\'tismybeliefthatweshallbringhimtobetterthings。Ihavelenthim\'Tillotson\'andyourfavorite\'BishopTaylor,\'andheismuchtouched,hesays;andasaproofofhisrepentance——(andhereinliesmysecret)——whatdoyouthinkheisdoingwithFrancis?HeislettingpoorFrankwinhismoneybackagain。Hehathwonalreadyatthelastfournights;andmyLordMohunsaysthathewillnotbethemeansofinjuringpoorFrankandmydearchildren。\"
\"AndinGod\'sname,whatdoyoureturnhimforthesacrifice?\"
askedEsmond,aghast;whoknewenoughofmen,andofthisoneinparticular,tobeawarethatsuchafinishedrakegavenothingfornothing。\"How,inheaven\'sname,areyoutopayhim?\"
\"Payhim!Withamother\'sblessingandawife\'sprayers!\"criesmylady,claspingherhandstogether。HarryEsmonddidnotknowwhethertolaugh,tobeangry,ortolovehisdearmistressmorethaneverfortheobstinateinnocencywithwhichshechosetoregardtheconductofamanoftheworld,whosedesignsheknewbetterhowtointerpret。Hetoldthelady,guardedly,butsoastomakehismeaningquitecleartoher,whatheknewinrespectoftheformerlifeandconductofthisnobleman;ofotherwomenagainstwhomhehadplotted,andwhomhehadovercome;oftheconversationwhichhe,Harryhimself,hadhadwithLordMohun,whereinthelordmadeaboastofhislibertinism,andfrequentlyavowedthatheheldallwomentobefairgame(ashislordshipstyledthisprettysport),andthattheywereall,withoutexception,tobewon。AndthereturnHarryhadforhisentreatiesandremonstranceswasafitofangeronLadyCastlewood\'spart,whowouldnotlistentohisaccusations;shesaidandretortedthathehimselfmustbeverywickedandpervertedtosupposeevildesignswhereshewassurenoneweremeant。\"Andthisisthegoodmeddlersgetofinterfering,\"Harrythoughttohimselfwithmuchbitterness;andhisperplexityandannoyancewereonlythegreater,becausehecouldnotspeaktomyLordCastlewoodhimselfuponasubjectofthisnature,orventuretoadviseorwarnhimregardingamattersoverysacredashisownhonor,ofwhichmylordwasnaturallythebestguardian。
ButthoughLadyCastlewoodwouldlistentonoadvicefromheryoungdependant,andappearedindignantlytorefuseitwhenoffered,Harryhadthesatisfactiontofindthatsheadoptedthecounselwhichsheprofessedtoreject;forthenextdayshepleadedaheadache,whenmyLordMohunwouldhavehadherdriveout,andthenextdaytheheadachecontinued;andnextday,inalaughinggayway,sheproposedthatthechildrenshouldtakeherplaceinhislordship\'scar,fortheywouldbecharmedwitharideofallthings;andshemustnothaveallthepleasureforherself。Mylordgavethemadrivewithaverygoodgrace,though,Idaresay,withrageanddisappointmentinwardly——notthathisheartwasveryseriouslyengagedinhisdesignsuponthissimplelady:butthelifeofsuchmenisoftenoneofintrigue,andtheycannomoregothroughthedaywithoutawomantopursue,thanafox—hunterwithouthissportafterbreakfast。
Underanaffectedcarelessnessofdemeanor,andthoughtherewasnooutwarddemonstrationofdoubtuponhispatron\'spartsincethequarrelbetweenthetwolords,HarryyetsawthatLordCastlewoodwaswatchinghisguestverynarrowly;andcaughtsightofdistrustandsmotheredrage(asHarrythought)whichforebodednogood。OnthepointofhonorEsmondknewhowtouchyhispatronwas;andwatchedhimalmostasaphysicianwatchesapatient,anditseemedtohimthatthisonewasslowtotakethedisease,thoughhecouldnotthrowoffthepoisonwhenonceithadmingledwithhisblood。
WereadinShakspeare(whomthewriterforhispartconsiderstobefarbeyondMr。Congreve,Mr。Dryden,oranyofthewitsofthepresentperiod,)thatwhenjealousyisoncedeclared,norpoppy,normandragora,norallthedrowsysyrupsoftheEast,willeversootheitormedicineitaway。
Infine,thesymptomsseemedtobesoalarmingtothisyoungphysician(who,indeed,youngashewas,hadfeltthekindpulsesofallthosedearkinsmen),thatHarrythoughtitwouldbehisdutytowarnmyLordMohun,andlethimknowthathisdesignsweresuspectedandwatched。Sooneday,wheninratherapettishhumorhislordshiphadsenttoLadyCastlewood,whohadpromisedtodrivewithhim,andnowrefusedtocome,Harrysaid——\"Mylord,ifyouwillkindlygivemeaplacebyyoursideIwillthankyou;Ihavemuchtosaytoyou,andwouldliketospeaktoyoualone。\"
\"Youhonormebygivingmeyourconfidence,Mr。HenryEsmond,\"saystheother,withaverygrandbow。Mylordwasalwaysafinegentleman,andyoungashewastherewasthatinEsmond\'smannerwhichshowedthathewasagentlemantoo,andthatnonemighttakealibertywithhim——sothepairwentout,andmountedthelittlecarriage,whichwasinwaitingfortheminthecourt,withitstwolittlecream—coloredHanoverianhorsescoveredwithsplendidfurnitureandchampingatthebit。
\"Mylord,\"saysHarryEsmond,aftertheyweregotintothecountry,andpointingtomyLordMohun\'sfoot,whichwasswathedinflannel,andputupratherostentatiouslyonacushion——\"mylord,IstudiedmedicineatCambridge。\"
\"Indeed,ParsonHarry,\"sayshe;\"andareyougoingtotakeoutadiploma:andcureyourfellow—studentsofthe——\"
\"Ofthegout,\"saysHarry,interruptinghim,andlookinghimhardintheface;\"Iknowagooddealaboutthegout。\"
\"Ihopeyoumayneverhaveit。\'Tisaninfernaldisease,\"saysmylord,\"anditstwingesarediabolical。Ah!\"andhemadeadreadfulwryface,asifhejustfeltatwinge。
\"Yourlordshipwouldbemuchbetterifyoutookoffallthatflannel——itonlyservestoinflamethetoe,\"Harrycontinued,lookinghismanfullintheface。
\"Oh!itonlyservestoinflamethetoe,doesit?\"saystheother,withaninnocentair。
\"Ifyoutookoffthatflannel,andflungthatabsurdslipperaway,andworeaboot,\"continuesHarry。
\"Yourecommendmeboots,Mr。Esmond?\"asksmylord。
\"Yes,bootsandspurs。Isawyourlordshipthreedaysagorundownthegalleryfastenough,\"Harrygoeson。\"Iamsurethattakinggruelatnightisnotsopleasantasclarettoyourlordship;andbesidesitkeepsyourlordship\'sheadcoolforplay,whilstmypatron\'sishotandflusteredwithdrink。\"
\"\'Sdeath,sir,youdarenotsaythatIdon\'tplayfair?\"criesmylord,whippinghishorses,whichwentawayatagallop。
\"Youarecoolwhenmylordisdrunk,\"Harrycontinued;\"yourlordshipgetsthebetterofmypatron。IhavewatchedyouasI
lookedupfrommybooks。\"
\"YouyoungArgus!\"saysLordMohun,wholikedHarryEsmond——andforwhosecompanyandwit,andacertaindaringmanner,Harryhadagreatlikingtoo——\"YouyoungArgus!youmaylookwithallyourhundredeyesandseeweplayfair。I\'veplayedawayanestateofanight,andI\'veplayedmyshirtoffmyback;andI\'veplayedawaymyperiwigandgonehomeinanightcap。ButnomancansayIevertookanadvantageofhimbeyondtheadvantageofthegame。I
playedadice—coggingscoundrelinAlsatiaforhisearsandwon\'em,andhaveoneof\'eminmylodginginBowStreetinabottleofspirits。HarryMohunwillplayanymanforanything——alwayswould。\"