\"Whatcantherebeinthatlittleprudeofawomanthatmakesmensoraffolerabouther?\"criesoutmyLadyDowager。\"ShewashereforamonthpetitioningtheKing。Sheispretty,andwellconserved;butshehasnotthebelair。InhislateMajesty\'sCourtallthemenpretendedtoadmireher,andshewasnobetterthanalittlewaxdoll。Sheisbetternow,andlooksthesisterofherdaughter;butwhatmeanyouallbybepraisingher?Mr。Steele,whowasinwaitingonPrinceGeorge,seeingherwithhertwochildrengoingtoKensington,writapoemabouther,andsaysheshallwearhercolors,anddressinblackforthefuture。Mr。
Congrevesayshewillwritea\'MourningWidow,\'thatshallbebetterthanhis\'MourningBride。\'ThoughtheirhusbandsquarrelledandfoughtwhenthatwretchChurchilldesertedtheKing(forwhichhedeservedtobehung),LadyMarlboroughhasagaingonewildaboutthelittlewidow;insultedmeinmyowndrawing—room,bysaying\'twasnottheOLDwidow,buttheyoungViscountess,shehadcometosee。LittleCastlewoodandlittleLordChurchillaretobeswornfriends,andhaveboxedeachothertwiceorthricelikebrothersalready。\'TwasthatwickedyoungMohunwho,comingbackfromtheprovinceslastyear,wherehehaddisinterredher,ravedaboutherallthewinter;saidshewasapearlsetbeforeswine;andkilledpoorstupidFrank。Thequarrelwasallabouthiswife。Iknow\'twasallabouther。WasthereanythingbetweenherandMohun,nephew?Tellmenow——wasthereanything?Aboutyourself,Idonotaskyoutoanswerquestions。\"
Mr。Esmondblushedup。\"Mylady\'svirtueislikethatofasaintinheaven,madam,\"hecriedout。
\"Eh!——monneveu。Manysaintsgettoheavenafterhavingadealtorepentof。Ibelieveyouarelikealltherestofthefools,andmadlyinlovewithher。\"
\"Indeed,Ilovedandhonoredherbeforealltheworld,\"Esmondanswered。\"Itakenoshameinthat。\"
\"Andshehasshutherdooronyou——giventhelivingtothathorridyoungcub,sonofthathorridoldbear,Tusher,andsaysshewillneverseeyoumore。Monsieurmonneveu——wearealllikethat。
WhenIwasayoungwoman,I\'mpositivethatathousandduelswerefoughtaboutme。AndwhenpoorMonsieurdeSouchydrownedhimselfinthecanalatBrugesbecauseIdancedwithCountSpringbock,I
couldn\'tsqueezeoutasingletear,butdancedtillfiveo\'clockthenextmorning。\'TwastheCount——no,\'twasmyLordOrmondthatplayedthefiddles,andhisMajestydidmethehonorofdancingallnightwithme。——Howyouaregrown!Youhavegotthebelair。Youareablackman。OurEsmondsareallblack。Thelittleprude\'ssonisfair;sowashisfather——fairandstupid。YouwereanuglylittlewretchwhenyoucametoCastlewood——youwerealleyes,likeayoungcrow。Weintendedyoushouldbeapriest。ThatawfulFatherHolt——howheusedtofrightenmewhenIwasill!Ihaveacomfortabledirectornow——theAbbeDouillette——adearman。WemakemeagreonFridaysalways。Mycookisadevoutpiousman。You,ofcourse,areoftherightwayofthinking。TheysaythePrinceofOrangeisveryillindeed。\"
InthiswaytheoldDowagerrattledonremorselesslytoMr。Esmond,whowasquiteastoundedwithherpresentvolubility,contrastingitwithherformerhaughtybehaviortohim。Butshehadtakenhimintofavorforthemoment,andchosenotonlytolikehim,asfarashernaturepermitted,buttobeafraidofhim;andhefoundhimselftobeasfamiliarwithhernowasayoungman,as,whenaboy,hehadbeentimorousandsilent。Shewasasgoodasherwordrespectinghim。Sheintroducedhimtohercompany,ofwhichsheentertainedagooddeal——oftheadherentsofKingJamesofcourse——
andagreatdealofloudintriguingtookplaceoverhercard—
tables。ShepresentedMr。Esmondasherkinsmantomanypersonsofhonor;shesuppliedhimnotilliberallywithmoney,whichhehadnoscrupleinacceptingfromher,consideringtherelationshipwhichheboretoher,andthesacrificeswhichhehimselfwasmakinginbehalfofthefamily。Buthehadmadeuphismindtocontinueatnowoman\'sapron—stringslonger;andperhapshadcastabouthowheshoulddistinguishhimself,andmakehimselfaname,whichhissingularfortunehaddeniedhim。Adiscontentwithhisformerbookishlifeandquietude,——abitterfeelingofrevoltatthatslaveryinwhichhehadchosentoconfinehimselfforthesakeofthosewhosehardnesstowardshimmakehisheartbleed,——arestlesswishtoseemenandtheworld,——ledhimtothinkofthemilitaryprofession:atanyrate,todesiretoseeafewcampaigns,andaccordinglyhepressedhisnewpatronesstogethimapairofcolors;andonedayhadthehonoroffindinghimselfappointedanensigninColonelQuin\'sregimentofFusileersontheIrishestablishment。
Mr。Esmond\'scommissionwasscarcethreeweeksoldwhenthataccidentbefellKingWilliamwhichendedthelifeofthegreatest,thewisest,thebravest,andmostclementsovereignwhomEnglandeverknew。\'Twasthefashionofthehostilepartytoassailthisgreatprince\'sreputationduringhislife;butthejoywhichtheyandallhisenemiesinEuropeshowedathisdeath,isaproofoftheterrorinwhichtheyheldhim。YoungasEsmondwas,hewaswiseenough(andgenerousenoughtoo,letitbesaid)toscornthatindecencyofgratulationwhichbrokeoutamongstthefollowersofKingJamesinLondon,uponthedeathofthisillustriousprince,thisinvinciblewarrior,thiswiseandmoderatestatesman。Loyaltytotheexiledking\'sfamilywastraditional,ashasbeensaid,inthathousetowhichMr。Esmondbelonged。Hisfather\'swidowhadallherhopes,sympathies,recollections,prejudices,engagedonKingJames\'sside;andwascertainlyasnoisyaconspiratoraseverassertedtheKing\'srights,orabusedhisopponent\'s,overaquadrilletableoradishofbohea。Herladyship\'shouseswarmedwithecclesiastics,indisguiseandout;withtale—bearersfromSt。
Germains;andquidnuncsthatknewthelastnewsfromVersailles;
nay,theexactforceandnumberofthenextexpeditionwhichtheFrenchkingwastosendfromDunkirk,andwhichwastoswallowupthePrinceofOrange,hisarmyandhiscourt。ShehadreceivedtheDukeofBerwickwhenhelandedherein\'96。Shekepttheglasshedrankfrom,vowingsheneverwoulduseittillshedrankKingJamestheThird\'shealthinitonhisMajesty\'sreturn;shehadtokensfromtheQueen,andrelicsofthesaintwho,ifthestorywastrue,hadnotalwaysbeenasaintasfarassheandmanyotherswereconcerned。Shebelievedinthemiracleswroughtathistomb,andhadahundredauthenticstoriesofwondrouscureseffectedbytheblessedking\'srosaries,themedalswhichhewore,thelocksofhishair,orwhatnot。Esmondrememberedascoreofmarvelloustaleswhichthecredulousoldwomantoldhim。TherewastheBishopofAutun,thatwashealedofamaladyhehadforfortyyears,andwhichlefthimafterhesaidmassforthereposeoftheking\'ssoul。TherewasM。Marais,asurgeoninAuvergne,whohadapalsyinbothhislegs,whichwascuredthroughtheking\'sintercession。
TherewasPhilipPitet,oftheBenedictines,whohadasuffocatingcough,whichwellnighkilledhim,buthebesoughtreliefofheaventhroughthemeritsandintercessionoftheblessedking,andhestraightwayfeltaprofusesweatbreakingoutalloverhim,andwasrecoveredperfectly。AndtherewasthewifeofMons。Lepervier,dancing—mastertotheDukeofSaxe—Gotha,whowasentirelyeasedofarheumatismbytheking\'sintercession,ofwhichmiracletherecouldbenodoubt,forhersurgeonandhisapprenticehadgiventheirtestimony,underoath,thattheydidnotinanywaycontributetothecure。Ofthesetales,andathousandlikethem,Mr。Esmondbelievedasmuchashechose。Hiskinswoman\'sgreaterfaithhadswallowforthemall。
TheEnglishHighChurchpartydidnotadopttheselegends。Buttruthandhonor,astheythought,boundthemtotheexiledking\'sside;norhadthebanishedfamilyanywarmersupporterthanthatkindladyofCastlewood,inwhosehouseEsmondwasbroughtup。Sheinfluencedherhusband,verymuchmoreperhapsthanmylordknew,whoadmiredhiswifeprodigiouslythoughhemightbeinconstanttoher,andwho,adversetothetroubleofthinkinghimself,gladlyenoughadoptedtheopinionswhichshechoseforhim。Tooneofhersimpleandfaithfulheart,allegiancetoanysovereignbuttheonewasimpossible。ToserveKingWilliamforinterest\'ssakewouldhavebeenamonstroushypocrisyandtreason。Herpureconsciencecouldnomorehaveconsentedtoitthantoatheft,aforgery,oranyotherbaseaction。LordCastlewoodmighthavebeenwonover,nodoubt,buthiswifenevercould:andhesubmittedhisconsciencetohersinthiscaseashedidinmostothers,whenhewasnottemptedtoosorely。Anditwasfromhisaffectionandgratitudemostlikely,andfromthateagerdevotionforhismistress,whichcharacterizedallEsmond\'syouth,thattheyoungmansubscribedtothis,andotherarticlesoffaith,whichhisfondbenefactresssethim。HadshebeenaWhig,hehadbeenone;hadshefollowedMr。
Fox,andturnedQuaker,nodoubthewouldhaveabjuredrufflesandaperiwig,andhaveforswornswords,lace—coats,andclockedstockings。Inthescholars\'boyishdisputesattheUniversity,wherepartiesranveryhigh,EsmondwasnotedasaJacobite,andverylikelyfromvanityasmuchasaffectiontookthesideofhisfamily。
Almostthewholeoftheclergyofthecountryandmorethanahalfofthenationwereonthisside。Oursisthemostloyalpeopleintheworldsurely;weadmireourkings,andarefaithfultothemlongaftertheyhaveceasedtobetruetous。\'TisawondertoanyonewholooksbackatthehistoryoftheStuartfamilytothinkhowtheykickedtheircrownsawayfromthem;howtheyflungawaychancesafterchances;whattreasuresofloyaltytheydissipated,andhowfatallytheywerebentonconsummatingtheirownruin。Ifevermenhadfidelity,\'twasthey;ifevermensquanderedopportunity,\'twasthey;and,ofalltheenemiestheyhad,theythemselveswerethemostfatal。
WhenthePrincessAnnesucceeded,theweariednationwasgladenoughtocryatrucefromallthesewars,controversies,andconspiracies,andtoacceptinthepersonofaPrincessofthebloodroyalacompromisebetweenthepartiesintowhichthecountrywasdivided。TheToriescouldserveunderherwitheasyconsciences;thoughaToryherself,sherepresentedthetriumphoftheWhigopinion。ThepeopleofEngland,alwayslikingthattheirPrincesshouldbeattachedtotheirownfamilies,werepleasedtothinkthePrincesswasfaithfultohers;anduptotheverylastdayandhourofherreign,andbutforthatfatalitywhichheinheritedfromhisfathersalongwiththeirclaimstotheEnglishcrown,KingJamestheThirdmighthavewornit。Butheneitherknewhowtowaitanopportunity,nortouseitwhenhehadit;hewasventuresomewhenheoughttohavebeencautious,andcautiouswhenheoughttohavedaredeverything。\'Tiswithasortofrageathisinaptitudethatonethinksofhismelancholystory。DotheFatesdealmorespeciallywithkingsthanwithcommonmen?Oneisapttoimagineso,inconsideringthehistoryofthatroyalrace,inwhosebehalfsomuchfidelity,somuchvalor,somuchbloodweredesperatelyandbootlesslyexpended。
TheKingdeadthen,thePrincessAnne(uglyAnneHyde\'sdaughter,ourDowageratChelseycalledher)wasproclaimedbytrumpetingheraldsalloverthetownfromWestminstertoLudgateHill,amidstimmensejubilationsofthepeople。
NextweekmyLordMarlboroughwaspromotedtotheGarter,andtobeCaptain—GeneralofherMajesty\'sforcesathomeandabroad。ThisappointmentonlyinflamedtheDowager\'srage,or,asshethoughtit,herfidelitytoherrightfulsovereign。\"ThePrincessisbutapuppetinthehandsofthatfuryofawoman,whocomesintomydrawing—roomandinsultsmetomyface。Whatcancometoacountrythatisgivenovertosuchawoman?\"saystheDowager:\"Asforthatdouble—facedtraitor,myLordMarlborough,hehasbetrayedeverymanandeverywomanwithwhomhehashadtodeal,excepthishorridwife,whomakeshimtremble。\'Tisalloverwiththecountrywhenithasgotintotheclutchesofsuchwretchesasthese。\"
Esmond\'soldkinswomansalutedthenewpowersinthisway;butsomegoodfortuneatlastoccurredtoafamilywhichstoodingreatneedofit,bytheadvancementofthesefamouspersonageswhobenefitedhumblerpeoplethathadtheluckofbeingintheirfavor。BeforeMr。EsmondleftEnglandinthemonthofAugust,andbeingthenatPortsmouth,wherehehadjoinedhisregiment,andwasbusyatdrill,learningthepracticeandmysteriesofthemusketandpike,heheardthatapensionontheStampOfficehadbeengotforhislatebelovedmistress,andthattheyoungMistressBeatrixwasalsotobetakenintocourt。Somuchgood,atleast,hadcomeofthepoorwidow\'svisittoLondon,notrevengeuponherhusband\'senemies,butreconcilementtooldfriends,whopitied,andseemedinclinedtoserveher。Asforthecomradesinprisonandthelatemisfortune,ColonelWestburywaswiththeCaptain—GeneralgonetoHolland;CaptainMacartneywasnowatPortsmouth,withhisregimentofFusileersandtheforceundercommandofhisGracetheDukeofOrmond,boundforSpainitwassaid;myLordWarwickwasreturnedhome;andLordMohun,sofarfrombeingpunishedforthehomicidewhichhadbroughtsomuchgriefandchangeintotheEsmondfamily,wasgoneincompanyofmyLordMacclesfield\'ssplendidembassytotheElectorofHanover,carryingtheGartertohisHighness,andacomplimentaryletterfromtheQueen。
CHAPTERIV。
RECAPITULATIONS。
Fromsuchfitfullightsascouldbecastuponhisdarkhistorybythebrokennarrativeofhispoorpatron,tornbyremorseandstrugglinginthelastpangsofdissolution,Mr。Esmondhadbeenmadetounderstandsofar,thathismotherwaslongsincedead;andsotherecouldbenoquestionasregardedherorherhonor,tarnishedbyherhusband\'sdesertionandinjury,toinfluencehersoninanystepswhichhemighttakeeitherforprosecutingorrelinquishinghisownjustclaims。Itappearedfrommypoorlord\'shurriedconfession,thathehadbeenmadeacquaintedwiththerealfactsofthecaseonlytwoyearssince,whenMr。Holtvisitedhim,andwouldhaveimplicatedhiminoneofthosemanyconspiraciesbywhichthesecretleadersofKingJames\'spartyinthiscountrywereeverendeavoringtodestroythePrinceofOrange\'slifeorpower:
conspiraciessolikemurder,socowardlyinthemeansused,sowickedintheend,thatournationhassuredonewellinthrowingoffallallegianceandfidelitytotheunhappyfamilythatcouldnotvindicateitsrightexceptbysuchtreachery——bysuchdarkintrigueandbaseagents。ThereweredesignsagainstKingWilliamthatwerenomorehonorablethantheambushesofcut—throatsandfootpads。\'TishumiliatingtothinkthatagreatPrince,possessorofagreatandsacredright,andupholderofagreatcause,shouldhavestoopedtosuchbasenessofassassinationandtreasonsasareprovedbytheunfortunateKingJames\'sownwarrantandsignmanualgiventohissupportersinthiscountry。Whatheandtheycalledlevyingwarwas,intruth,nobetterthaninstigatingmurder。ThenoblePrinceofOrangeburstmagnanimouslythroughthosefeeblemeshesofconspiracyinwhichhisenemiestriedtoenvelophim:itseemedasiftheircowardlydaggersbrokeuponthebreastofhisundauntedresolution。AfterKingJames\'sdeath,theQueenandherpeopleatSt。Germains——priestsandwomenforthemostpart——
continuedtheirintriguesinbehalfoftheyoungPrince,JamestheThird,ashewascalledinFranceandbyhispartyhere(thisPrince,orChevalierdeSt。George,wasborninthesameyearwithEsmond\'syoungpupilFrank,myLordViscount\'sson);andthePrince\'saffairs,beinginthehandsofpriestsandwomen,wereconductedaspriestsandwomenwillconductthem,artfully,cruelly,feebly,andtoacertainbadissue。ThemoraloftheJesuits\'storyIthinkaswholesomeaoneaseverwaswrit:theartfullest,thewisest,themosttoilsome,anddexterousplot—
buildersintheworld——therealwayscomesadaywhentherousedpublicindignationkickstheirflimsyedificedown,andsendsitscowardlyenemiesa—flying。Mr。Swifthathfinelydescribedthatpassionforintrigue,thatloveofsecrecy,slander,andlying,whichbelongstoweakpeople,hangers—onofweakcourts。\'Tisthenatureofsuchtohateandenvythestrong,andconspiretheirruin;andtheconspiracysucceedsverywell,andeverythingpresagesthesatisfactoryoverthrowofthegreatvictim;untilonedayGulliverrouseshimself,shakesoffthelittleverminofanenemy,andwalksawayunmolested。Ah!theIrishsoldiersmightwellsayaftertheBoyne,\"Changekingswithusandwewillfightitoveragain。\"Indeed,thefightwasnotfairbetweenthetwo。
\'Twasaweak,priest—ridden,woman—riddenman,withsuchpunyalliesandweaponsashisownpoornatureledhimtochoose,contendingagainsttheschemes,thegeneralship,thewisdom,andtheheartofahero。
Ononeofthesemanycoward\'serrandsthen,(for,asIviewthemnow,Icancallthemnoless,)Mr。HolthadcometomylordatCastlewood,proposingsomeinfallibleplanforthePrinceofOrange\'sdestruction,inwhichmyLordViscount,loyalistashewas,hadindignantlyrefusedtojoin。AsfarasMr。Esmondcouldgatherfromhisdyingwords,Holtcametomylordwithaplanofinsurrection,andofferoftherenewal,inhisperson,ofthatmarquis\'stitlewhichKingJameshadconferredontheprecedingviscount;andonrefusalofthisbribe,athreatwasmade,onHolt\'spart,toupsetmyLordViscount\'sclaimtohisestateandtitleofCastlewoodaltogether。Tobackthisastoundingpieceofintelligence,ofwhichHenryEsmond\'spatronnowhadthefirstlight,Holtcamearmedwiththelatelord\'sdyingdeclaration,aftertheaffairoftheBoyne,atTrim,inIreland,madebothtotheIrishpriestandaFrenchecclesiasticofHolt\'sorder,thatwaswithKingJames\'sarmy。Holtshowed,orpretendedtoshow,themarriagecertificateofthelateViscountEsmondwithmymother,inthecityofBrussels,intheyear1677,whentheviscount,thenThomasEsmond,wasservingwiththeEnglisharmyinFlanders;hecouldshow,hesaid,thatthisGertrude,desertedbyherhusbandlongsince,wasalive,andaprofessednunintheyear1685,atBrussels,inwhichyearThomasEsmondmarriedhisuncle\'sdaughter,Isabella,nowcalledViscountessDowagerofCastlewood;andleavinghim,fortwelvehours,toconsiderthisastoundingnews(sothepoordyinglordsaid),disappearedwithhispapersinthemysteriouswayinwhichhecame。Esmondknewhow,wellenough:bythatwindowfromwhichhehadseentheFatherissue:——buttherewasnoneedtoexplaintomypoorlord,onlytogatherfromhispartinglipsthewordswhichhewouldsoonbeabletoutternomore。
Erethetwelvehourswereover,Holthimselfwasaprisoner,implicatedinSirJohnFenwick\'sconspiracy,andlockedupatHextonfirst,whencehewastransferredtotheTower;leavingthepoorLordViscount,whowasnotawareoftheothersbeingtaken,indailyapprehensionofhisreturn,when(asmyLordCastlewooddeclared,callingGodtowitness,andwithtearsinhisdyingeyes)
ithadbeenhisintentionatoncetogiveuphisestateandhistitletotheirproperowner,andtoretiretohisownhouseatWalcotewithhisfamily。\"AndwouldtoGodIhaddoneit,\"thepoorlordsaid。\"Iwouldnotbeherenow,woundedtodeath,amiserable,strickenman!\"
Mylordwaiteddayafterday,and,asmaybesupposed,nomessengercame;butatamonth\'sendHoltgotmeanstoconveytohimamessageoutoftheTower,whichwastothiseffect:thatheshouldconsiderallunsaidthathadbeensaid,andthatthingswereastheywere。
\"Ihadasoretemptation,\"saidmypoorlord。\"SinceIhadcomeintothiscursedtitleofCastlewood,whichhathneverprosperedwithme,Ihavespentfarmorethantheincomeofthatestate,andmypaternalone,too。Icalculatedallmymeansdowntothelastshilling,andfoundInevercouldpayyouback,mypoorHarry,whosefortuneIhadhadfortwelveyears。Mywifeandchildrenmusthavegoneoutofthehousedishonored,andbeggars。Godknows,ithathbeenamiserableoneformeandmine。Likeacoward,IclungtothatrespitewhichHoltgaveme。IkeptthetruthfromRachelandyou。ItriedtowinmoneyofMohun,andonlyplungeddeeperintodebt;IscarcedaredlooktheeinthefacewhenIsawthee。Thisswordhathbeenhangingovermyheadthesetwoyears。IswearIfelthappywhenMohun\'sbladeenteredmyside。\"
AfterlyingtenmonthsintheTower,Holt,againstwhomnothingcouldbefoundexceptthathewasaJesuitpriest,knowntobeinKingJames\'sinterest,wasputonshipboardbytheincorrigibleforgivenessofKingWilliam,whopromisedhim,however,ahangingifeverheshouldagainsetfootonEnglishshore。Morethanonce,whilsthewasinprisonhimself,Esmondhadthoughtwherethosepaperscouldbe,whichtheJesuithadshowntohispatron,andwhichhadsuchaninterestforhimself。TheywerenotfoundonMr。
Holt\'spersonwhenthatFatherwasapprehended,forhadsuchbeenthecasemyLordsoftheCouncilhadseenthem,andthisfamilyhistoryhadlongsincebeenmadepublic。However,Esmondcarednottoseekthepapers。Hisresolutionbeingtaken;hispoormotherdead;whatmattertohimthatdocumentsexistedprovinghisrighttoatitlewhichhewasdeterminednottoclaim,andofwhichhevowednevertodeprivethatfamilywhichhelovedbestintheworld?Perhapshetookagreaterprideoutofhissacrificethanhewouldhavehadinthosehonorswhichhewasresolvedtoforego。
Again,aslongasthesetitleswerenotforthcoming,Esmond\'skinsman,dearyoungFrancis,wasthehonorableandundisputedowneroftheCastlewoodestateandtitle。ThemerewordofaJesuitcouldnotoversetFrank\'srightofoccupancy,andsoEsmond\'smindfeltactuallyateasetothinkthepapersweremissing,andintheirabsencehisdearmistressandhersonthelawfulLadyandLordofCastlewood。
Verysoonafterhisliberation,Mr。EsmondmadeithisbusinesstoridetothatvillageofEalingwherehehadpassedhisearliestyearsinthiscountry,andtoseeifhisoldguardianswerestillaliveandinhabitantsofthatplace。ButtheonlyreliquewhichhefoundofoldM。Pastoureauwasastoneinthechurchyard,whichtoldthatAthanasiusPastoureau,anativeofFlanders,laythereburied,aged87years。Theoldman\'scottage,whichEsmondperfectlyrecollected,andthegarden(whereinhischildhoodhehadpassedmanyhoursofplayandreverie,andhadmanyabeatingfromhistermagantofafoster—mother),werenowintheoccupationofquiteadifferentfamily;anditwaswithdifficultythathecouldlearninthevillagewhathadcomeofPastoureau\'swidowandchildren。Theclerkoftheparishrecollectedher——theoldmanwasscarcealteredinthefourteenyearsthathadpassedsincelastEsmondseteyesonhim。Itappearedshehadprettysoonconsoledherselfafterthedeathofheroldhusband,whomsheruledover,bytakinganewoneyoungerthanherself,whospenthermoneyandill—
treatedherandherchildren。Thegirldied;oneoftheboys\'listed;theotherhadgoneapprentice。OldMr。Rogers,theclerk,saidhehadheardthatMrs。Pastoureauwasdeadtoo。SheandherhusbandhadleftEalingthissevenyear;andsoMr。Esmond\'shopesofgaininganyinformationregardinghisparentagefromthisfamilywerebroughttoanend。Hegavetheoldclerkacrown—pieceforhisnews,smilingtothinkofthetimewhenheandhislittleplayfellowshadslunkoutofthechurchyardorhiddenbehindthegravestones,attheapproachofthisawfulauthority。
Whowashismother?Whathadhernamebeen?Whendidshedie?
Esmondlongedtofindsomeonewhocouldanswerthesequestionstohim,andthoughtevenofputtingthemtohisaunttheViscountess,whohadinnocentlytakenthenamewhichbelongedofrighttoHenry\'smother。Butsheknewnothing,orchosetoknownothing,onthissubject,nor,indeed,couldMr。Esmondpresshermuchtospeakonit。FatherHoltwastheonlymanwhocouldenlightenhim,andEsmondfelthemustwaituntilsomefreshchanceornewintriguemightputhimfacetofacewithhisoldfriend,orbringthatrestlessindefatigablespiritbacktoEnglandagain。
Theappointmenttohisensigncy,andthepreparationsnecessaryforthecampaign,presentlygavetheyounggentlemanothermatterstothinkof。Hisnewpatronesstreatedhimverykindlyandliberally;
shepromisedtomakeinterestandpaymoney,too,togethimacompanyspeedily;shebadehimprocureahandsomeoutfit,bothofclothesandofarms,andwaspleasedtoadmirehimwhenhemadehisfirstappearanceinhislacedscarletcoat,andtopermithimtosaluteherontheoccasionofthisinterestinginvestiture。\"Red,\"
saysshe,tossingupheroldhead,\"hathalwaysbeenthecolorwornbytheEsmonds。\"Andsoherladyshipworeitonherowncheeksveryfaithfullytothelast。Shewouldhavehimbedressed,shesaid,asbecamehisfather\'sson,andpaidcheerfullyforhisfive—
poundbeaver,hisblackbuckledperiwig,andhisfinehollandshirts,andhisswords,andhispistols,mountedwithsilver。
Sincethedayhewasborn,poorHarryhadneverlookedsuchafinegentleman:hisliberalstep—motherfilledhispursewithguineas,too,someofwhichCaptainSteeleandafewchoicespiritshelpedHarrytospendinanentertainmentwhichDickordered(and,indeed,wouldhavepaidfor,butthathehadnomoneywhenthereckoningwascalledfor;norwouldthelandlordgivehimanymorecredit)atthe\"Garter,\"overagainstthegateofthePalace,inPallMall。
TheoldViscountess,indeed,ifshehaddoneEsmondanywrongformerly,seemedinclinedtorepairitbythepresentkindnessofherbehavior:sheembracedhimcopiouslyatparting,weptplentifully,badehimwritebyeverypacket,andgavehimaninestimablerelic,whichshebesoughthimtowearroundhisneck——amedal,blessedbyIknownotwhatpope,andwornbyhislatesacredMajestyKingJames。SoEsmondarrivedathisregimentwithabetterequipagethanmostyoungofficerscouldafford。Hewasolderthanmostofhisseniors,andhadafurtheradvantagewhichbelongedbuttoveryfewofthearmygentlemeninhisday——manyofwhomcoulddolittlemorethanwritetheirnames——thathehadreadmuch,bothathomeandattheUniversity,wasmasteroftwoorthreelanguages,andhadthatfurthereducationwhichneitherbooksnoryearswillgive,butwhichsomemengetfromthesilentteachingofadversity。Sheisagreatschoolmistress,asmanyapoorfellowknows,thathathheldhishandouttoherferule,andwhimperedoverhislessonbeforeherawfulchair。
CHAPTERV。
IGOONTHEVIGOBAYEXPEDITION,TASTESALT—WATERANDSMELLPOWDER。
ThefirstexpeditioninwhichMr。Esmondhadthehonortobeengaged,ratherresembledoneoftheinvasionsprojectedbytheredoubtedCaptainAvoryorCaptainKidd,thanawarbetweencrownedheads,carriedonbygeneralsofrankandhonor。Onthe1stdayofJuly,1702,agreatfleet,ofahundredandfiftysail,setsailfromSpithead,underthecommandofAdmiralShovell,havingonboard12,000troops,withhisGracetheDukeofOrmondastheCapt。—Generaloftheexpedition。Oneofthese12,000heroeshavingneverbeentoseabefore,or,atleast,onlyonceinhisinfancy,whenhemadethevoyagetoEnglandfromthatunknowncountrywherehewasborn——oneofthose12,000——thejuniorensignofColonelQuin\'sregimentofFusileers——wasinaquiteunheroicstateofcorporalprostrationafewhoursaftersailing;andanenemy,hadheboardedtheship,wouldhavehadeasyworkofhim。FromPortsmouthweputintoPlymouth,andtookinfreshreinforcements。
WewereoffFinisterreonthe31stofJuly,soEsmond\'stable—bookinformshim:andonthe8thofAugustmadetherockofLisbon。BythistimetheEnsignwasgrownasboldasanadmiral,andaweekafterwardshadthefortunetobeunderfireforthefirsttime——andunderwater,too,——hisboatbeingswampedinthesurfinTorosBay,wherethetroopslanded。Theduckingofhisnewcoatwasalltheharmtheyoungsoldiergotinthisexpedition,for,indeed,theSpaniardsmadenostandbeforeourtroops,andwerenotinstrengthtodoso。
Butthecampaign,ifnotveryglorious,wasverypleasant。Newsightsofnature,byseaandland——alifeofaction,beginningnowforthefirsttime——occupiedandexcitedtheyoungman。Themanyaccidents,andtheroutineofshipboard——themilitaryduty——thenewacquaintances,bothofhiscomradesinarms,andoftheofficersofthefleet——servedtocheerandoccupyhismind,andwakenitoutofthatselfishdepressionintowhichhislateunhappyfortuneshadplungedhim。Hefeltasiftheoceanseparatedhimfromhispastcare,andwelcomedtheneweraoflifewhichwasdawningforhim。
Woundshealrapidlyinaheartoftwo—and—twenty;hopesrevivedaily;andcourageralliesinspiteofaman。Perhaps,asEsmondthoughtofhislatedespondencyandmelancholy,andhowirremediableithadseemedtohim,ashelayinhisprisonafewmonthsback,hewasalmostmortifiedinhissecretmindatfindinghimselfsocheerful。
Toseewithone\'sowneyesmenandcountries,isbetterthanreadingallthebooksoftravelintheworld:anditwaswithextremedelightandexultationthattheyoungmanfoundhimselfactuallyonhisgrandtour,andintheviewofpeopleandcitieswhichhehadreadaboutasaboy。Hebeheldwarforthefirsttime——thepride,pomp,andcircumstanceofit,atleast,ifnotmuchofthedanger。Hesawactually,andwithhisowneyes,thoseSpanishcavaliersandladieswhomhehadbeheldinimaginationinthatimmortalstoryofCervantes,whichhadbeenthedelightofhisyouthfulleisure。\'TisfortyyearssinceMr。Esmondwitnessedthosescenes,buttheyremainasfreshinhismemoryasonthedaywhenfirsthesawthemasayoungman。Acloud,asofgrief,thathadloweredoverhim,andhadwrappedthelastyearsofhislifeingloom,seemedtoclearawayfromEsmondduringthisfortunatevoyageandcampaign。Hisenergiesseemedtoawakenandtoexpandunderacheerfulsenseoffreedom。Washisheartsecretlygladtohaveescapedfromthatfondbutignoblebondageathome?Wasitthattheinferioritytowhichtheideaofhisbasebirthhadcompelledhim,vanishedwiththeknowledgeofthatsecret,whichthough,perforce,kepttohimself,wasyetenoughtocheerandconsolehim?Atanyrate,youngEsmondofthearmywasquiteadifferentbeingtothesadlittledependantofthekindCastlewoodhousehold,andthemelancholystudentofTrinityWalks;
discontentedwithhisfate,andwiththevocationintowhichthatdrovehim,andthinking,withasecretindignation,thatthecassockandbands,andtheverysacredofficewithwhichhehadonceproposedtoinvesthimself,were,infact,butmarksofaservitudewhichwastocontinueallhislifelong。For,disguiseitashemighttohimself,hehadallalongfeltthattobeCastlewood\'schaplainwastobeCastlewood\'sinferiorstill,andthathislifewasbuttobealong,hopelessservitude。So,indeed,hewasfarfromgrudginghisoldfriendTomTusher\'sgoodfortune(asTom,nodoubt,thoughtit)。HaditbeenamitreandLambethwhichhisfriendsofferedhim,andnotasmalllivingandacountryparsonage,hewouldhavefeltasmuchaslaveinonecaseasintheother,andwasquitehappyandthankfultobefree。
ThebravestmanIeverknewinthearmy,andwhohadbeenpresentinmostofKingWilliam\'sactions,aswellasinthecampaignsofthegreatDukeofMarlborough,couldneverbegottotellusofanyachievementofhis,exceptthatoncePrinceEugeneorderedhimupatreetoreconnoitretheenemy,whichfeathecouldnotachieveonaccountofthehorseman\'sbootshewore;andonanotherdaythathewasverynearlytakenprisonerbecauseofthesejack—boots,whichpreventedhimfromrunningaway。Thepresentnarratorshallimitatethislaudablereserve,anddothnotintendtodwelluponhismilitaryexploits,whichwereintruthnotverydifferentfromthoseofathousandothergentlemen。ThisfirstcampaignofMr。
Esmond\'slastedbutafewdays;andasascoreofbookshavebeenwrittenconcerningit,itmaybedismissedverybrieflyhere。
WhenourfleetcamewithinviewofCadiz,ourcommandersentaboatwithawhiteflagandacoupleofofficerstotheGovernorofCadiz,DonScipiodeBrancaccio,withaletterfromhisGrace,inwhichhehopedthatasDonScipiohadformerlyservedwiththeAustriansagainsttheFrench,\'twastobehopedthathisExcellencywouldnowdeclarehimselfagainsttheFrenchKing,andfortheAustrianinthewarbetweenKingPhilipandKingCharles。ButhisExcellency,DonScipio,preparedareply,inwhichheannouncedthat,havingservedhisformerkingwithhonorandfidelity,hehopedtoexhibitthesameloyaltyanddevotiontowardshispresentsovereign,KingPhilipV。;andbythetimethisletterwasready,thetwoofficershadbeentakentoseethetown,andthealameda,andthetheatre,wherebull—fightsarefought,andtheconvents,wheretheadmirableworksofDonBartholomewMurilloinspiredoneofthemwithagreatwonderanddelight——suchashehadneverfeltbefore——concerningthisdivineartofpainting;andthesesightsover,andahandsomerefectionandchocolatebeingservedtotheEnglishgentlemen,theywereaccompaniedbacktotheirshallopwitheverycourtesy,andweretheonlytwoofficersoftheEnglisharmythatsawatthattimethatfamouscity。