第16章

类别:其他 作者:John Jacob Astor字数:9482更新时间:18/12/18 08:53:24
\"Letusnowturntothebrightpicture——thesoulthathasweatheredthestormsoflifeandhasreachedthehavenofrest。 Thestruggles,temptations,andtrialsovercome,havedonetheirworkofrefiningwitharapiditythatcouldnothavebeenequalledinanyotherway,andthough,perhaps,veryimperfectstill,thejourneyiseveron。Therewardistenfold,yetinproportiontowhatthissoulhasdone,forweknowthattheservantwhobestusedhistentalentswasmaderulerovertencities,whilehethatincreasedhisfivetalentsbyfivereceivedfive;andtheSaviourinwhomhetrusted,bywhoseaidhemadehisfight,standsreadytoreceivehim,saying,\'EnterthouintothejoyofthyLord。\' \"Asthedark,earthlybackgroundrecedes,thecloudsbreakandthegloriouslightappears,thecontrastheighteningtheever—unfoldingandincreasingdelights,whichareasgreatastherecipientshavepowertoenjoy,sincetheserighteoussoulsreceivetheirrewardsinproportiontotheweightofthecrossesthattheyhaveborneintherightspirit。ThesesoulsareajoytotheirCreator,andaretheheirsofHiminheaven。Theceaseless,sleeplessactivitythatmustobtaininbothparadiseandhades,andthatmustmaketheheartsofthegodlessgrowfaintatthecontemplation,isalsoaboundlesspromisetothosewhohaveHimwhoisallinall。 \"WhereisnowthySaviour?whereisnowthyGod?theunjustmanhasaskedinhisheartwhenhesawhisjustneighbourstrugglingandunsuccessful。Boththerighteousandtheunrighteousmanaredead。TheonehasfoundhisSaviour,theotherisyearlylosingGod。Whatisthesufferingofthepresentmomentarytime,easedasitisbyGod\'smercyandpresence,comparedwiththegloriesthatawaitus?Whatwoulditbeifourlivesherewerefilledwithnothingelse,asyeknowthatyourlabourisnotvainintheLord?Timeandeternity——thefiniteandtheinfinite。Deathwas,indeed,adeliverer,andthesunsetofthebodyisthesunriseofthesoul。\" Thepriestheldhimselferectasasoldierwhiledeliveringthissermon,makingthegreatcathedralringwithhisearnestandsolemnvoice,whileAyrault,asaspirit,sawhowabsolutelyhemeantandbelievedeverywordthathesaid。 Nearlyallthemembersofthecongregationweremoved——somemore,somelessthantheyappeared。Afterthebenedictiontheyrapidlydispersed,carryingintheirheartsthegermshehadsown;butwhetherthesewouldbearfruitorwither,timealonecouldshow。 AyraulthadnoticedSylvia\'sfatherandmotherinchurch,butSylviaherselfwasnotthere,andhewasdistressedtothinkshemightbeill。 \"Why,\"ponderedAyrault,\"amIsounhappy?Iwasbaptized,confirmed,andhavetakenthesacrament。Ihavealwayshadanunshakenfaith,and,thoughoftenunsuccessful,havestriventoobeymyconscience。ThespiritsalsoonSaturnkeptsayingI shouldbehappy。Now,didthismeanitwasincumbentuponmetorejoice,becauseofsomeblessingIalreadyhad,anddidnotappreciate,ordidtheirprescienceshowthemsomeprospectivehappinessIwastoenjoy?ThevisionsalsoofViolet,theangel,andthelily,whichIbelieved,andstillbelieve,werenomereemptyfancies,shouldhavegivenmethemostunspeakablejoy。Itmaybeamistaketoapplyearthlylogictoheavenlythings,butthefundamentallawsofsciencecannotchange。 \"WhyamIsounhappy?\"hecontinued,returningtohisoriginalquestion。\"Thevisionsgavepromiseofspecialgrace,perhapssomespecialfavour。True,myprayertoseeSylviawasheard,but,consideringthesacrifice,thishasbeennoblessing。Therequestcannothavebeenwronginitself,andasforthemanner,therewasnoarroganceinmyheart。Iaskedasamortal,asamanofbutfiniteunderstanding,forwhatconcernedmemost。 Why,ohwhy,sowretched?\" CHAPTERXIV。 HICILLEJACET。 Atdaybreakthethunder—showerpassedoff,butwasfollowedbyacold,drenchingrain。SupposingAyraulthadremainedintheCallisto,BearwardenandCortlandtdidnotfeelanxious,and,notwishingtobewetthrough,remainedinthecave,keepingupagoodfirewiththewoodtheyhadcollected。Towardseveningacoldwindcameup,and,thinkingthismightcleartheair,theyventuredout,but,findingthegroundsaturated,andthattherainwasagainbeginningtofall,theyreturnedtoshelter,preparedadinnerofcannedmeat,andmadethemselvesascomfortableaspossibleforthenight。 \"Iamsurprised,\"saidCortlandt,\"thatDickdidnottrytoreturntous,sincehehadthemackintoshes。\" \"Idaresayhedidtry,\"repliedBearwarden,\"butfindingthecourseinundated,andknowingweshouldnotneedthemackintoshesifweremainedundercover,decidedtoputback。TheCallistois,ofcourse,assafeasachurch。\" \"Ihope,\"saidCortlandt,\"noharmhascometohimontheway。 Itwillbeaweightoffmymindtoseehimsafelywithus。\" \"Shouldhenotturnupinthemorning,\"repliedBearwarden,\"wemustbeginasearchforhimbrightandearly。\" Makingupthefireasneartheentranceofthecaveastheycouldfindadryplace,sothatAyraultshouldseeitifheattemptedtoreturnduringthenight,theypiledonwood,andtalkedoftheirrecentexperiences。 \"HoweverunwillingIwas,\"saidCortlandt,\"tobelievemysenses,whichIfeltweremisleadingme,Icannolongerdoubttherealityofthatspiritbishop,orthetruthofwhatbesays。 Whenyoulookatthequestiondispassionately,itiswhatyoumightlogicallyexpect。Inmydesiretodisprovewhatistoussupernatural,Itriedtocreatementallyasystemthatwouldbeasubstitutefortheonehedescribed,butcouldevolvenothingthatsoperfectlyfilledtherequirements,orthatwassosimple。 Nothingseemsmorenaturalthanthatman,havingbeenevolvedfromstone,shouldcontinuehisascenttillhediscardsmaterialaltogether。Themetamorphismismorestrikinginthefirstchangethaninthesecond。Grantedthatthesoulisimmaterial,andthatitleavesthebodyafterdeath,whatistheretokeepitonearth?Gravitationcannotaffectit。Whatismorelikelythanthatitisleftbehindbytheearthinitsorbit,orthatitcontinuesitsforwardmotion,butinastraightline,till,reachingthepathsofthegreaterplanets,itisdrawntothembysomeaffinityorattractionthattheearthdoesnotpossess,andthatthesoulsheldinthatmannerremainhereonprobation,developinglikeyounganimalsorchildren,till,bygraduallyacquiredpower,resultingfromtheirwills,theyareabletoriseagainintospace,torevisittheearth,andintimetoexploretheuniverse?Itmighteasilycomeaboutthat,bysomeexplainablesympathy,theinfantgoodsoulsaredrawntothisplanet,whilethecondemnedpassontoCassandra,whichholdsthembysomepropertypeculiartoitself,untilperhapsthey,too,byvirtueoftheirwills,acquirenewpower,unlessinvolutionsetsinandtheylosewhattheyhave。Thesimplicityofthethingiswhatsurprisesmenow,andthatforagesphilosophershavebeenrackingtheirbrainswitheveryconceivablefancy,when,bysimplyextendingandfollowingnaturallaws,theycoulddiscernthewhole。\" \"Itistheoldstory,\"saidBearwarden,\"ofColumbusandtheegg。 Schopenhouerandhispredecessorsappeartohavetriedeveryideabuttherightone,andevenDarwinandHuxleyfellshortintheirreasoning,becausetheytriedtoobtainmoreorlessthanfourbyputtingtwowithtwo。\" Thustheysatandtalkedwhilethenightworeon。Neitherthoughtofsleeping,hopingallthewhilethatAyraultmightwalkinashehadthenightbefore。 Atlastthedawnbegantotinttheeast,andthegrowinglightshowedthemthatthestormhadpassed。TheupperstrataofSaturn\'satmospherebeingfilledwithinfinitesimalparticlesofdust,asaresultofitsnumerousvolcanoes,theconditionswerehighlyfavourabletobeautifulsunrisesandsunsets。Sooncolouredstreaksextendedfarintothesky,andthoughtheyknewthatwhenthesun\'sdiscappeareditwouldseemsmall,itfilledthealmostboundlesseasternhorizonwiththemostvariegatedandgorgeoushues。 Turningawayfromthewelcomesight——fortheirmindswereillatease——theyfoundthelightstrongenoughfortheirsearchtobegin。Writingonasheetofpaper,inalargehand,\"HavegonetotheCallistotolookforyou;shallafterwardsreturnhere,\" theypinnedthisinaconspicuousplaceandsetoutduewest,keepingaboutahundredyardsapart。Thegroundwaswetandslippery,butoverheadallwasclear,andthesunsoonshonebrightly。Lookingtorightandleft,andoccasionallyshoutinganddischargingtheirrevolvers,theywentonforhalfanhour。 \"Ihavehistracks,\"calledBearwarden,andCortlandthastenedtojoinhim。 Inthesoftground,sureenough,theysawAyrault\'sfootprints,and,fromthedistancebetweenthem,concludedthathemusthavebeenrunningorwalkingveryfast;buttherainhadwasheddowntheedgesoftheincision。Thetrailascendedagentleslope,wheretheylostit;butonreachingthesummittheysawitagainwiththefeettogether,asthoughAyraulthadpaused,andaboutitweremanyotherimpressionswiththefeetturnedin,asifthewalkersorstandershadsurroundedAyrault,whowasinthecentre。 \"Ihope,\"saidCortlandt,\"thesearenothingmorethanthefootprintswehaveseenformedaboutourselves。\" \"See,\"saidBearwarden,\"Dick\'strailgoeson,andtheothersvanish。TheycannothavebeenmadebysavagesorIndians,fortheyseemtohavehadweightonlywhilestanding。\" Theythenresumedtheirmarch,firingarevolvershotatintervalsofaminute。Suddenlytheycameuponatall,straighttree,uprootedbythewindandlyingdiagonallyacrosstheirpath。Followingwiththeireyesthedirectioninwhichitlay,theysawalarge,hollowtrunk,withthebarkstrippedoff,andcharredasifstruckbylightning。Obligedtopassnearthisbytheuprootedtree—whosethicktrunk,upheldbythebranchesatthehead,layraisedabouttwofeetfromtheground——bothsearchersgaveastart,andstoodstillasifpetrified。Insidethegreattrunktheysawahead,and,onlookingmoreclosely,descriedAyrault\'sbody。Graspingitbythearms,theydrewitout。Thefacewaspaleandthelimbswerestiff。InstantlyCortlandtunfastenedthecollar,whileBearwardenappliedaflasktothelips。Buttheysoonfoundthattheireffortswerevain。 \"Thespirit!\"ejaculatedCortlandt。\"Dickmaybeinatrance,inwhichcasehecanhelpus。Letuswillhardandlong。\" Accordingly,theythrewthemselvesontheirfaces,closingtheireyes,thatnothingmightdistracttheirconcentration。Minutes,whichseemedlikeages,passed,andtherewasnoresponse。 \"Now,\"saidBearwarden,\"willtogether,hard。\" Suddenlythestillnesswasbrokenbythespirit\'svoice,whichsaid: \"Ifeltmorethanonemindcalling,buttheeffectwassoslightIthoughtfirstIwasmistaken。Iwillhelpyouinwhatyouwant,fortheyoungmanisnotdead,neitherisheinjured。\" Sayingwhich,hestretchedhimselfuponAyrault,workedhislungsartificially,andwilledwithanintensitytheobserverscouldfeelwheretheystood。QuicklythecolourreturnedtoAyrault\'scheeks,andwiththespirit\'sassistancehesatupandleanedagainstthetreethathadprotectedhimfromthestorm。 \"Yourpromisewasrealized,\"hesaid,addressingthespirit。\"I haveseenwhatIshallneverforget,andlesttheanguish——thevisionofwhichIsaw——cometrue,letusreturntotheearth,andnotleaveittillIhavetastedinrealitythejoysthatinthespiritIseemedtohavemissed。Ihaveoftenlongedinthislifetobeinthespirit,butneverknewwhatlongingwas,tillI experienceditasaspirit,tobeoncemoreintheflesh。\" \"YouseethemercyofGod,\"saidthespirit,\"innotordinarilyallowingthespiritsofthedepartedtorevisitearthuntiltheyareprepared——thatis,untiltheyaresufficientlyadvancedtogothereunaided——bywhichtimetheyhavecometounderstandthewisdomofGod\'slaws。Inyourcasethelimitinglawswerepartiallysuspended,sothatyouwereabletoreturnatonce,withmanyofthefacultiesandsensesofspirits,butwithouttheiraccumulatedexperience。Itspeakswellforyourstateofpreparationthat,withouthavinghadthosedisguisedblessings,illnessormisfortune,youwerenotutterlycrushedbywhatyousawwhentemporarilyreleased。Whileinthetranceyouwerenotinhell,butexperiencedthefeelingsthatallmortalswouldifallowedtoreturnimmediately。Thusnolovercanreturntoearthtillhisfianceehasjoinedhimhere,ortill,perceivingthebenevolenceofGod\'sways,heisnotdistressedatwhathesees,andhasthecompanionshipofahostofkindredspirits。 \"Thespiritsyousawinthecemeterywereindeedinhell,buthadbecomesufficientlydevelopedtorevisittheearth,thoughdoingsodidnotrelievetheirdistress;forneitherthedevelopmentoftheirsenses,whichintensifiestheircapacityforremorseandregret,northeirinvestigationsintoGod\'sboundlessmercies,whichtheyhavedeliberatelythrownaway,cancomfortthem。 \"SomeofyourancestorsareonCassandra,andothersareinpurgatoryhere。Thoughafewfaintlyfeltyourprayer,nonewereabletoreturnandanswerbesidetheirgraves。ItwasatyourrequestandprayerthatHefreedyourspirit,butyouseehowunhappyitmadeyou。\" \"Isee,\"repliedAyrault,\"thatnomanshouldwishtoanticipatetheworkingsoftheAlmighty,althoughIhavebeenunspeakablyblessedinthatHemadeanexception——ifImaysocallit——inmyfavour,since,inadditiontorevealingtheresponsibilitiesoflife,ithasshownmetheinestimablevalueandloyaltyofwoman\'slove。Ifear,however,thatmyreturntoearthgreatlydistressedthewatereroftheflowersyoushowedme。\" \"Shealreadysleeps,\"repliedthespirit,\"andIhavecomfortedherbyadreaminwhichsheseesthatyouarewell。\" \"Whenshallwestart?\"askedBearwarden。 \"Assoonasyoucangetready,\"repliedAyrault。\"Iwouldnotriskrunningshortofenoughcurrenttogeneratetheapergyneededtogetusback。IdaresaywhenIhavebeenonearthafewyears,andhavedonesomethingforthegoodofmysoul——which,asItakeit,canbeaccomplishedaswellbyadvancingscienceasinanyotherway——IshallpineforanotherjourneyinspaceasInowdotoreturn。\" \"HowIwishIwereengaged,\"saidBearwarden,glancingatCortlandt,andoverjoyedatAyrault\'srecovery。 Accordingly,theyresumedtheirmarchinthedirectioninwhichtheyhadbeengoingwhentheyfoundAyrault,andweresoonbesidetheCallisto。Cortlandtworkedthecombinationlockofthelowerentrance,throughwhichtheycrawled。Goingtothesecondstory,theyopenedalargewindowandletdownaladder,onwhichthespiritascendedattheirinvitation。 BearwardenandAyraultimmediatelysetaboutcombiningthechemicalsthatweretoproducetheforcenecessarytorepelthemfromSaturn。Bubblesofhydrogenweregivenofffromtheleadandzincplates,andtheviscousprimarybatteriesquicklyhadthewirespassingthroughavacuumatawhiteheat。 \"Iseeyouarenearlyreadytostart,\"saidthespirit,\"soI mustsayfarewell。\" \"Willyounotcomewithus?\"askedAyrault。 \"No,\"repliedthespirit。\"Idonotwishtobeawayaslongasitwilltakeyoutoreachtheearth。TheCallisto\'satmospherecouldnotabsorbmybody,sothat,shouldIleaveyoubeforeyourarrival,youwouldbeburdenedwithacorpse。Imayvisityouinthespirit,thoughthedesireandeffortforcommunionwithspirits,tobeofmostgood,mustneedscomefromtheearth。Erelong,myintuitiontellsme,weshallmeetagain。 \"Thevisionofyourowngrave,\"hecontinued,addressingCortlandt,\"maynotcometrueformanyyears,buthoweverlongyourlivesmaybe,accordingtoearthlyreckoning,rememberthatwhentheyarepasttheywillseemtohavebeenhardlymorethanamoment,fortheyarethepersonificationoffrailtyandevanescence。\" Hehelduphishandsandblessedthem;andthenrepeating,\"Farewellandahappyreturn!\"descendedashehadcomeup。 Theairwasfilledwithmistyshadows,andthepulsatinghearts,luminousbrains,andcentresofspiritualactivityquiveredwithmotion。Theysurroundedtheincarnatespiritofthebishopandsetupthesoft,musicalhumthetravellershadheardsooftensincetheirarrivalonSaturn。 \"Inowunderstand,\"thoughtAyrault,\"whythespiritsImetkeptrepeatingthatIshouldbehappy。TheyperceivedIwastobetranslated,andthoughtheydoubtlessknewwhatsufferingitwouldcause,theyalsoknewIshouldbeawakenedtoasenseofgreatrealities,ofwhichIunderstoodbutlittle。\" Theydrewuptheladderandturnedonthecurrent,andtheCallistoslowlybegantorise,whilethethreefriendscrowdedthewindow。 \"Good—bye!\"calledthespirit\'spleasantvoice,towhichthemenrepliedinchorus。 Thesunhadsetonthesurfaceoftheplanetwhiletheymadetheirpreparations;butastheCallistorosehigher,itseemedtoriseagain,makingthesidesoftheircarshinelikesilver,and,carefullyclosingthetwoopenwindows,theywatchedthefast—recedingworld,somanytimeslargerandmoremagnificentthantheirown。 CHAPTERXV。 MOTHEREARTH。 \"Thereissomethingsad,\"saidCortlandt,\"abouttheendofeverything,butIammoresorrytoleaveSaturnthanIhaveeverbeenintakingleaveofanyotherplace。\" Whenbeyondthelimitsoftheatmospheretheyappliedthefullcurrent,andweresoononcemorecleavingtheetheratcometaryspeed,theirmotiontowardsthesunbeingaidedbythatgreatbodyitself。 Theyquicklypassedbeyondtheouteredgeofthevastsilveryrings,andthencrossedoneafteranothertheorbitsofthemoons,fromthelastofwhich,Iapetus,theyobtainedtheirfinalcourseinthedirectionoftheearth。Theyhadanacutefeelingofhomesicknessforthemysteriousplanetonwhich,whileyetmortal,theyhadfoundparadise,andhadcommunedwithspiritsasnomodernmeneverdid。 Withoutdeviatingfromtheiralmoststraightline,theypassedwithinamillionmilesofJupiter,whichhadgainedinitssmallerorbitonSaturn,andafewdayslatercrossedthetrackofMars。 Astheearthhadcompletednearlyhalfarevolutioninitsorbitsincetheirdeparture,theyhereturnedsomewhattotherightbyattractingtheruddyplanet,inordertoavoidpassingtoonearthesun。 \"Onsomefutureexpedition,\"saidAyrault,\"andwhenwehaveasupplyofblueglasses,wecantakeatriptoVenus,ifwecanfindapossibleseasoninheryear。Comparedwiththisjourney,itwouldbeonlylikegoingroundtheblock。\" Twodayslatertheyhadroundedthesun,andlaidtheircourseinpursuitoftheearth。 Thattheastronomersinthedarkhemispherewereattheirpostsandsawthem,wasevident;forabrilliantbeamoflightagainflashedforth,thistimefromapointalittlesouthofthearcticcircle,andaftershiningoneminute,telegraphedthismessage:\"Rejoicedtoseeyouagain。Hopeallarewell。\" Sincetheywerenotsufficientlynearthemoon\'sshadow,theydirectedtheirlight—beamintotheirown,whichtrailedoffononeside,andanswered:\"Allwell,thankyou。Havewonderfulthingstorelate。\" Themenatthetelescopesthen,asbefore,readthemessage,andtelephonedthelightthisnextquestion:\"Whenareyoucomingdown,thatwemaynotifythenewspapers?\" \"Wewishonemoresightoftheearthfromthisheight,bydaylight。Wearenowswingingtogetbetweenitandthesun。\" \"WehaveerectedamonumentinVanCortlandtPark,andengraveduponit,\'AtthisplaceJamesBearwarden,HenryChelmsfordCortlandt,andRichardRokebyAyraultleftearth,December21,A。 D。2000,tovisitJupiter。\'\" \"Addtoit,\'Theyreturnedonthe10thofthefollowingJune。\'\" SoontheCallistocamenearlybetweentheearthandthesun,whentheastronomerscouldseeitonlythroughdarkenedglasses,anditappearedalmostasacrescent。Thesightthetravellersthenbeheldwassuperb。Itwasabout11A。M。inLondon,andEuropewasspreadbeforethemlikeamap。Allitspeninsulasandislands,enclosedblueseas,andbayscameoutinclearrelief。 GraduallyRussia,Germany,France,theBritishIsles,andSpainmovedtowardsthehorizon,asingrandprocession,andatthesametimetheWesternhemisphereappeared。Thehourofdayatthelongitudeabovewhichtheyhungwasaboutthesameaswhentheysetout,butthesunshonefarmoredirectlyupontheNorthernhemispherethanthen,andinsteadofbleakDecember,thiswastheleafymonthofJune。 Theywereloathtoendthelovelyscene,andwouldfainhaveremainedwheretheywerewhiletheearthrevolvedagain;but,rememberingthattheirfriendsmustbythistimebewaiting,theyshutofftherepulsionfromtheearth。 \"Weneednotapplytheapergytotheearthuntilquitenear,\" saidAyrault,\"sinceagreatpartofthetopspeedwillbetakenoffbytheresistanceoftheatmosphere,especiallyaswegoinbasefirst。Wehaveonlytokeepasufficientlystrongrepulsiononthedometopreventourturningover,andtoseethatourspeedisnotgreatenoughtoheatthecar。\" Whenaboutfiftymilesfromthesurfacetheyfelttheexpectedcheck,andconcludedtheyhadreachedtheupperlimitsoftheatmosphere。Andthisincreased,notwithstandingthedecreaseintheirspeed,showinghowquicklytheairbecamedense。 WhenaboutamilefromtheearththeyhadtheCallistowellinhand,andallowedittodescendslowly。Thegroundwasalreadyblackwithpeople,who,havinglearnedwheretheCallistowastotouch,hadhastenedtoVanCortlandtPark。 \"Iamoverjoyedtoseeyou,\"saidSylvia,whensheandAyraultmet。\"Ihadthemostdreadfulpresentimentthatsomethinghadgonewrongwithyou。OneafternoonandeveningIwassoperplexed,andduringthenighthadaseriesofnightmaresthatI shallneverforget。Ireallybelievedyouwerenearme,butyournatureseemedtohavechanged,for,insteadofitsmakingmehappy,Iwasfrightfullydistressed。ThenextdayIwasveryill,andunabletogetup;butduringthemorningIfellasleepandhadanotherdream,whichwasintenselyrealisticandmademebelieve——yes,convincedme——thatyouwerewell。AfterthatdreamIsoonrecovered;butoh,theanguishofthefirst!\" Ayraultdidnottellherthenthathehadbeennearher,andofhisunspeakablesuffering,ofwhichhershadbeenbuttheecho。 Threeweekslateraclergymantiedtheknotthatwastounitethemforever。 WhileSylviaandAyraultwerestandinguptoreceivethecongratulationsoftheirfriends,Bearwarden,inshakinghishand,said: \"Remember,wehavebeentoneitherUranus,norNeptune,norCassandra,whichmaybeasinterestingasanythingwehaveseen。 Shouldyouwanttotakeanothertrip,countmeasyourhumbleservant。\"AndCortlandt,followingbehindhim,saidthesamething。 Shortlyafterthis,Sylviawentup—stairstochangeherdress,andwhenshecamedownsheandAyraultsetoutontheirjourneytogetherthroughlife,amidachorusofcheersandashowerofrice。 CortlandtthenreturnedtohisdepartmentatWashington,andBearwardenresumedhisdutieswiththeTerrestrialAxisStraighteningCompany,inthepresidentialchair。