第12章

类别:其他 作者:George Bernard Shaw字数:11676更新时间:18/12/18 08:58:36
Theresultisthatthetradesmenarebecomingbetterartiststhanthey,andnaturallyso;forwhere,asinphotography,thedrawingcountsfornothing,thethoughtandjudgmentcountforeverything;whereasintheetchinganddaubingprocesses,wheregreatmanualskillisneededtoproduceanythingthattheeyecanendure,theexecutioncountsformorethanthethought,andifafellowonlyfittocarrybricksupaladderorthelikehasambitionandperseveranceenoughtotrainhishandandpushintothevan,youcannotaffordtoputhimbackintohisproperplace,becausethoroughlytrainedhandsaresoscarce。Considertheproofofthisthatyouhaveinliterature。Ourbooksaremanuallytheworkofprintersandpapermakers;youmaycutanauthor\'shandoffandheisasgoodanauthorasbefore。Whatistheresult?Thereismoreimaginationinanynumberofapennyjournalthaninhalf—a—dozenoftheRoyalAcademyroomsintheseason。Noauthorcanlivebyhisworkandbeasempty—headedasanaveragesuccessfulpainter。Again,considerourimplementsofmusic——ourpianofortes,forexample。Nobodybutanacrobatwillvoluntarilyspendyearsatsuchadifficultmechanicalpuzzleasthekeyboard,andsowehavetotakeourimpressionsofBeethoven\'ssonatasfromacrobatswhoviewitheachotherintherapidityoftheirprestos,orthestayingpoweroftheirleftwrists。Thoughtfulmenwillnotspendtheirlivesacquiringsleight—of—hand。Inventapianowhichwillrespondasdelicatelytotheturningofahandleasourpresentonesdotothepressureofthefingers,andtheacrobatswillbedrivenbacktotheircarpetsandtrapezes,becausethesolefacultynecessarytotheexecutantmusicianwillbethemusicalfaculty,andnootherwillenablehimtoobtainahearing。\" Thecompanyweresomewhatovercomebythisunexpectedlecture。 SirCharles,feelingthatsuchviewsboreadverselyonhim,andweresomehowiconoclasticandlow—lived,wasabouttomakeapeevishretort,whenErskineforestalledhimbyaskingTrefusiswhatideahehadformedofthefutureofthearts。Herepliedpromptly。\"Photographyperfectedinitsrecentlydiscoveredpowerofreproducingcoloraswellasform!Historicalpicturesreplacedbyphotographsoftableauxvivantsformedandarrangedbytrainedactorsandartists,andusedchieflyfortheinstructionofchildren。Nine—tenthsofpaintingasweunderstanditatpresentextinguishedbythecompetitionofthesephotographs,andtheremainingtenthonlyholdingitsownagainstthembydintofextraordinaryexcellence!Ourmistunedandunplayableorgansandpianofortesreplacedbyharmoniousinstruments,asmanageableasbarrelorgans!Worksoffictionsupersededbyinterestingcompanyandconversation,andmadeobsoletebythehumanmindoutgrowingthechildishnessthatdelightsinthetalestoldbygrownupchildrensuchasnovelistsandtheirlike!Anendtothesillyconfusion,undertheonenameofArt,ofthetomfooleryandmake—believeofourplay—hourswiththehighermethodsofteachingmentoknowthemselves!Everyartistanamateur,andaconsequentreturntothehealthyolddispositiontolookoneverymanwhomakesartameansofmoney—gettingasavagabondnottobeentertainedasanequalbyhonestmen!\" \"Inwhichcaseartistswillstarve,andtherewillbenomoreart。\" \"Sir,\"saidTrefusis,excitedbytheword,\"I,asaSocialist,cantellyouthatstarvationisnowimpossible,exceptwhere,asinEngland,masterlessmenareforciblypreventedfromproducingthefoodtheyneed。Andyou,asanartist,cantellmethatatpresentgreatartistsinvariablydostarve,exceptwhentheyarekeptalivebycharity,privatefortune,orsomedrudgerywhichhinderstheminthepursuitoftheirvocation。\" \"Oh!\"saidErskine。\"ThenSocialistshavesomelittlesympathywithartistsafterall。\" \"Ifear,\"saidTrefusis,repressinghimselfandspeakingquietlyagain,\"thatwhenaSocialisthearsofahundredpoundspaidforadrawingwhichAndreadelSartowasgladtosellfortenpence,hisheartisnotwrungwithpityfortheartist\'simaginarylossasthatofamoderncapitalistis。Yetthatistheonlywaynowadaysofenlistingsympathyfortheoldmasters。Frightfuldisability,tobeoutofthereachofthedearestmarketwhenyouwanttosellyourdrawings!But,\"headded,givinghimselfashake,andturningroundgaily,\"Ididnotcomeheretotalkshop。So——pendingthedeluge——letusenjoyourselvesafterourmanner。\" \"No,\"saidJane。\"PleasegoonaboutArt。It\'ssucharelieftohearanyonetalkingsensiblyaboutit。Ihateetching。Itmakesyoureyessore——atleasttheacidgetsintoSirCharles\'s,andthedifferencebetweenthefirstandsecondstatesisnothingbutimagination,exceptthatthelaststateisworsethanthe——here\'sluncheon!\" Theywentdownstairsthen。TrefusissatbetweenAgathaandLadyBrandon,towhomheaddressedallhisconversation。Theychattedwithoutmuchinterruptionfromthebusinessofthetable;forJane,despiteheramplitude,hadasmallappetite,andwasfearfulofgrowingfat;whilstTrefusiswassystematicallyabstemious。SirCharleswasunusuallysilent。Hewasafraidtotalkaboutart,lestheshouldbecontradictedbyTrefusis,who,healreadyfelt,caredlessandperhapsknewmoreaboutitthanhe。HavingpreviouslycommentedtoAgathaonthebeautyoftheripeningspring,andinquiredwhetherherjourneyhadfatiguedher,hehadsaidasmuchashecouldthinkofatafirstmeeting。 Forherpart,shewasintentonTrefusis,who,thoughhemustknow,shethought,thattheywereallhostiletohimexceptJane,seemedasconfidentnowaswhenhehadbefooledherlongago。 Thatthoughtsetherteethonedge。Shedidnotdoubtthesincerityofherantipathytohimevenwhenshedetectedherselfintheactofprotestinginwardlythatshewasnotgladtomeethimagain,andthatshewouldnotspeaktohim。Gertrude,meanwhile,wasgivingshortanswerstoErskineandlisteningtoTrefusis。ShehadgatheredfromthedomesticsquabblesofthelastfewdaysthatLadyBrandon,againstherhusband\'swill,hadinvitedanotoriousdemagogue,therichsonofasuccessfulcotton—spinner,tovisittheBeeches。Shehadmadeuphermindtosnubanysuchman。Butonrecognizingthelong—forgottenSmilash,shehadbeenastonished,andhadnotknownwhattodo。So,toavoiddoinganythingimproper,shehadstoodstillysilentanddonenothing,asthecustomofEnglishladiesinsuchcasesis。 Subsequently,hisunconsciousself—assertionhadwroughtwithheraswiththeothers,andherintentionofsnubbinghimhadfadedintothelimboofprojectsabandonedwithouttrial。Erskinealonewasfreefromtheinfluenceoftheintruder。Hewishedhimselfelsewhere;butbesideGertrudethepresenceorabsenceofanyotherpersontroubledhimverylittle。 \"HowaretheJanseniuses?\"saidTrefusis,suddenlyturningtoAgatha。 \"Theyarequitewell,thankyou,\"shesaidinmeasuredtones。 \"ImetJohnJanseniusinthecitylately。YouknowJansenius?\"headdedparentheticallytoSirCharles。\"Cotman\'sbank——thelastCotmandiedoutofthefirmbeforewewereborn。TheChairmanoftheTranscanadianRailwayCompany。\" \"Iknowthename。Iamseldominthecity。\" \"Naturally,\"assentedTrefusis;\"forwhowouldsaddenhimselfbypushinghiswaythroughacrowdofsuchslaves,ifhecouldhelpit?ImeanslavesofMammon,ofcourse。TorunthegauntletoftheirfacesinCornhillisenoughtodiscourageathoughtfulmanforhours。Well,Jansenius,beinghighinthecourtofMammon,islookingoutforagoodpostinthehouseholdforhisson。 Jansenius,by—the—byeisMissWylie\'sguardianandthefatherofmylatewife。\" Agathafeltinclinedtodenythis;but,asitwastrue,shehadtoforbear。ResolvedtoshowthattherelationsbetweenherfamilyandTrefusiswerenotcordialones,sheaskeddeliberately,\"DidMr。Janseniusspeaktoyou?\" Gertrudelookedup,asifshethoughtthisscarcelyladylike。 \"Yes,\"saidTrefusis。\"Wearethebestfriendsintheworld——asgoodaspossible,atanyrate。HewantedmetosubscribetoafundforrelievingthepoorattheeastendofLondonbyassistingthemtoemigrate。\" \"Ipresumeyousubscribedliberally,\"saidErskine。\"Itwasanopportunityofdoingsomepracticalgood。\" \"Ididnot,\"saidTrefusis,grinningatthesarcasm。\"ThisTranscanadianRailwayCompany,havinggotagreatdealofsparelandfromtheCanadiangovernmentfornothing,thoughtitwouldbeagoodideatosettleBritishworkmenonitandscrewrentoutofthem。PlentyofBritishworkmen,supplantedintheiremploymentbymachinery,orcheapforeignlabor,oronethingoranother,werequitewillingtogo;butastheycouldn\'taffordtopaytheirpassagestoCanada,theCompanyappealedtothebenevolenttopayforthembysubscription,asthechangewouldimprovetheirmiserablecondition。IdidnotseewhyIshouldpaytoprovidearichcompanywithtenantfarmers,andItoldJanseniusso。Heremarkedthatwhenmoneyandnottalkwasrequired,theworkmenofEnglandsoonfoundoutwhoweretheirrealfriends。\" \"Iknownothingaboutthesequestions,\"saidSirCharles,withanairofconclusiveness;\"butIseenoobjectiontoemigration\"Thefactis,\"saidTrefusis,\"theideaofemigrationisadangerousoneforus。Familiarizetheworkmanwithit,andsomedayhemaycometoseewhatacapitalthingitwouldbetopackoffme,andyou,withthepeerage,andthewholetribeofunprofitableproprietorssuchasweare,toSt。Helena;makingusahandsomepresentoftheislandbywayofindemnity!Wearesucharestless,unhappylot,thatIdoubtwhetheritwouldnotproveagoodthingforustoo。Theworkmenwouldlosenothingbutthecontemplationofourelegantpersons,exquisitemanners,andrefinedtastes。Theymightprovideagainstthatlossbypickingoutafewofustokeepforornament\'ssake。NonationwithasenseofbeautywouldbanishLadyBrandon,orMissLindsay,orMissWylie。\" \"Suchnonsense!\"saidJane。 \"YouwouldhardlybelievehowmuchIhavespentinsendingworkmenoutofthecountryagainstmyownviewofthecountry\'sinterest,\"continuedTrefusis,addressingErskine。\"WhenImakeaconvertamongtheworkingclasses,thefirstthinghedoesistomakeaspeechsomewheredeclaringhisnewconvictions。Hisemployerimmediatelydischargeshim——\'giveshimthesack\'isthetechnicalphrase。Thesackistheswordofthecapitalist,andhungerkeepsitsharpforhim。Hisshieldisthelaw,madeforthepurposebyhisownclass。Thusequipped,hegivestheworstofittomypoorconvert,whocomesruinedtomeforassistance。 AsIcannotaffordtopensionhimforlife,Igetridofhimbyassistinghimtoemigrate。Sometimesheprospersandrepaysme; sometimesIhearnomoreofhim;sometimeshecomesbackwithhishabitsunsettled。OnemanwhomIsenttoAmericamadehisfortune,buthewasnotasocialdemocrat;hewasaclerkwhohadembezzled,andwhoappliedtomeforassistanceundertheimpressionthatIconsidereditrathermeritorioustorobthetillofacapitalist。\" \"HewasapracticalSocialist,infact,\"saidErskine。 \"Onthecontrary,hewasasomewhattoograspingIndividualist。 Howbeit,Ienabledhimtomakegoodhisdefalcation——inthecitytheyconsideradefalcationmadegoodwhenthemoneyisreplaced——andtogotoNewYork。Irecommendedhimnottogothere;butheknewbetterthanI,forhemadeafortunebyspeculatingwithmoneythatexistedonlyintheimaginationofthosewithwhomhedealt。Heneverrepaidme;heisprobablyfartoogoodamanofbusinesstopaymoneythatcannotbeextractedfromhimbyanappealtothelawortohiscommercialcredit。Mr。 Erskine,\"addedTrefusis,loweringhisvoice,andturningtothepoet,\"youarewrongtotakepartwithhuckstersandmoney—huntersagainstyourownnature,eventhoughtheattackuponthemisledbyamanwhoprefersphotographytoetching。\" \"ButIassureyou——Youquitemistakeme,\"saidErskine,takenaback。\"I——\" Hestopped,lookedtoSirCharlesforsupport,andthensaidairily:\"Idon\'tdoubtthatyouarequiteright。Ihatebusinessandmenofbusiness;andastosocialquestions,Ihaveonlyonearticleofbelief,whichis,thatthesolerefinerofhumannatureisfineart。\" \"WhereasIbelievethatthesolerefinerofartishumannature。 Artriseswhenmenrise,andgrovelswhenmengrovel。Whatisyouropinion?\" \"Iagreewithyouinmanyways,\"repliedSirCharlesnervously; foralackofinterestinhisfellow—creatures,andanexcessofinterestinhimself,hadpreventedhimfromobtainingthatpowerofdealingwithsocialquestionswhich,hefelt,abaronetoughttopossess,andhewasconsequentlyafraidtodifferfromanyonewhoalludedtothemwithconfidence。\"Ifyoutakeaninterestinart,IbelieveIcanshowyouafewthingsworthseeing。\" \"Thankyou。InreturnIwillsomedayshowyouaremarkablecollectionofphotographsIpossess;manyofthemtakenbyme。I venturetothinktheywillteachyousomething。\" \"Nodoubt,\"saidSirCharles。\"Shallwereturntothegallery?I haveafewtreasurestherethatphotographyisnotlikelytosurpassforsometimeyet。\" \"Let\'sgothroughtheconservatory,\"saidJane。\"Don\'tyoulikeflowers,Mr。Smi——Inevercanrememberyourpropername。\" \"Extremely,\"saidTrefusis。 Theyroseandwentoutintoalonghothouse。HereLadyBrandon,findingErskineatherside,andSirCharlesbeforeherwithGertrude,lookedroundforTrefusis,withwhomsheintendedtoenjoyatriflingflirtationundercoverofshowinghimtheflowers。Hewasoutofsight;butsheheardhisfootstepsinthepassageontheoppositesideofthegreenhouse。Agathawasalsoinvisible。Jane,notdaringtorearrangetheirprocessionlestherdesignshouldbecomeobvious,hadtowalkonwithErskine。 Agathahadturnedunintentionallyintotheoppositealleytothatwhichtheothershadchosen。Whenshesawwhatshehaddone,andfoundherselfvirtuallyalonewithTrefusis,whohadfollowedher,sheblamedhimforit,andwasabouttoretraceherstepswhenhesaidcoolly: \"WereyoushockedwhenyouheardofHenrietta\'ssuddendeath?\" Agathastruggledwithherselfforamoment,andthensaidinasuppressedvoice:\"Howdareyouspeaktome?\" \"Whynot?\"saidhe,astonished。 \"Iamnotgoingtoenterintoadiscussionwithyou。YouknowwhatImeanverywell。\" \"Youmeanthatyouareoffendedwithme;thatisplainenough。 ButwhenIpartwithayoungladyongoodterms,andafteralapseofyears,duringwhichweneithermeetnorcorrespond,sheasksmehowIdarespeaktoher,Iamnaturallystartled。\" \"Wedidnotpartongoodterms。\" Trefusisstretchedhiseyebrows,asiftostretchhismemory。\"Ifnot,\"hesaid,\"Ihaveforgottenit,onmyhonor。Whendidwepart,andwhathappened?Itcannothavebeenanythingveryserious,orIshouldrememberit。\" HisforgetfulnesswoundedAgatha。\"Nodoubtyouarewellaccustomedto——\"Shecheckedherself,andmadeasuccessfulsnatchathernormalmannerwithgentlemen。\"Iscarcelyrememberwhatitwas,nowthatIbegintothink。Sometrifle,Isuppose。 Doyoulikeorchids?\" \"Theyhavenothingtodowithouraffairsatpresent。Youarenotinearnestabouttheorchids,andyouaretryingtorunawayfromamistakeinsteadofclearingitup。Thatisashort—sightedpolicy,always。\" Agathagrewalarmed,forshefelthisoldinfluenceoverherreturning。\"Idonotwishtospeakofit,\"shesaidfirmly。 Herfirmnesswaslostonhim。\"Idonotevenknowwhatitmeansyet,\"hesaid,\"andIwanttoknow,forIbelievethereissomemisunderstandingbetweenus,anditisthetrickofyoursextoperpetuatemisunderstandingsbyforbiddingallallusionstothem。 Perhaps,leavingLyvernsohastily,Iforgottofulfilsomepromise,ortosayfarewell,orsomethingofthatsort。ButdoyouknowhowsuddenlyIwascalledaway?IgotatelegramtosaythatHenriettawasdying,andIhadonlytimetochangemyclothes——youremembermydisguise——andcatchtheexpress。And,afterall,shewasdeadwhenIarrived。\" \"Iknowthat,\"saidAgathauneasily。\"Pleasesaynomoreaboutit。\" \"Notifitdistressesyou。JustletmehopethatyoudidnotsupposeIblamedyouforyourshareinthematterorthatItoldtheJanseniusesofit。Ididnot。Yes,Ilikeorchids。Aplantthatcansubsistonascrapofboardisaninstanceofnaturalecon——\" \"YOUblameME!\"criedAgatha。\"_I_nevertoldtheJanseniuses。 WhatwouldtheyhavethoughtofyouifIhad?\" \"Farworseofyouthanofme,howeverunjustly。Youweretheimmediatecauseofthetragedy;Ionlytheremoteone。Janseniusisnotfar—seeingwhenhisfeelingsaretouched。Fewmenare。\" \"Idon\'tunderstandyouintheleast。Whattragedydoyoumean?\" \"Henrietta\'sdeath。Icallitatragedyconventionally。 Seriously,ofcourse,itwascommonplaceenough。\" Agathastoppedandfacedhim。\"Whatdoyoumeanbywhatyousaidjustnow?YousaidthatIwastheimmediatecauseofthetragedy,andyousaythatyouweretalkingofHenrietta\'s——ofHenrietta。I hadnothingtodowithherillness。\" Trefusislookedatherasifconsideringwhetherhewouldgoanyfurther。Then,watchingherwiththecuriosityofavivisector,hesaid:\"Strangetosay,Agatha,\"(sheshrankproudlyattheword),\"Henriettamighthavebeenalivenowbutforyou。Iamverygladsheisnot;soyouneednotreproachyourselfonmyaccount。ShediedofajourneyshemadetoLyverningreatexcitementanddistress,andinintenselycoldweather。Youcausedhertomakethatjourneybywritingheraletterwhichmadeherjealous。\" \"Doyoumeantoaccuseme——\" \"No;stop!\"hesaidhastily,thevivisectingspiritinhimexorcisedbyhershakingvoice;\"Iaccuseyouofnothing。Whydoyounotspeakhonestlytomewhenyouareatyourease?Ifyouconfessyourrealthoughtsonlyundertorture,whocanresistthetemptationtotortureyou?Onemustchargeyouwithhomicidetomakeyouspeakofanythingbutorchids。\" ButAgathahaddrawnthenewinferencefromtheoldfacts,andwouldnotbetalkedoutofrepudiatingit。\"Itwasnotmyfault,\" shesaid。\"Itwasyours——altogetheryours。\" \"Altogether,\"heassented,relievedtofindherindignantinsteadofremorseful。 Shewasnottobesoothedbyaverbalacquiescence。\"Yourbehaviorwasmostunmanly,andItoldyouso,andyoucouldnotdenyit。Youpretendedthatyou——Youpretendedtohavefeelings——YoutriedtomakemebelievethatOh,Iamafooltotalktoyou;youknowperfectlywellwhatImean。\" \"Perfectly。ItriedtomakeyoubelievethatIwasinlovewithyou。HowdoyouknowIwasnot?\" Shedisdainedtoanswer;butashewaitedcalmlyshesaid,\"Youhadnorighttobe。\" \"ThatdoesnotprovethatIwasnot。Come,Agatha,youpretendedtolikemewhenyoudidnotcaretwostrawsaboutme。Youconfessedasmuchinthatfatalletter,whichIhavesomewhereathome。Ithasagreatrentrightacrossit,andthemarkofherheel;shemusthavestampedonitinherrage,poorgirl!SothatIcanshowyourownhandfortheverydeceptionyouaccusedme——withoutproof——ofhavingpracticedonyou。\" \"Youareclever,andcantwistthings。Whatpleasuredoesitgiveyoutomakememiserable?\" \"Ha!\"heexclaimed,inanabrupt,sardoniclaugh。\"Idon\'tknow; youbewitchme,Ithink。\" Agathamadenoreply,butwalkedonquicklytotheendoftheconservatory,wheretheotherswerewaitingforthem。 \"Wherehaveyoubeen,andwhathaveyoubeendoingallthistime?\"saidJane,asTrefusiscameup,hurryingafterAgatha。\"I don\'tknowwhatyoucallit,butIcallitperfectlydisgraceful!\" SirCharlesreddenedathiswife\'sbadtaste,andTrefusisrepliedgravely:\"Wehavebeenadmiringtheorchids,andtalkingaboutthem。MissWylietakesaninterestinthem。\" CHAPTERXIII OnemorningGertrudegotaletterfromherfather: \"MyDearGerty:IhavejustreceivedabillforL110fromMadameSmithforyourdresses。MayIaskyouhowlongthissortofthingistogoon?IneednottellyouthatIhavenotthemeanstosupportyouinsuchextravagance。Iam,asyouknow,alwaysanxiousthatyoushouldgoaboutinastyleworthyofyourposition,butunlessyoucanmanagewithoutcallingonmetopayawayhundredsofpoundseveryseasontoMadameSmith,youhadbettergiveupsocietyandstayathome。Ipositivelycannotaffordit。AsfarasIcansee,goingintosocietyhasnotdoneyoumuchgood。IhadtoraiseL500lastmonthonFranklands;anditistoobadifImustraisemoretopayyourdressmaker。Youmightatleastemploysomecivilperson,oronewhosechargesaremoderate。MadameSmithtellsmethatshewillnotwaitanylonger,andchargesL50forasingledress。Ihopeyoufullyunderstandthattheremustbeanendtothis。 \"IhearfromyourmotherthatyoungErskineiswithyouatBrandon\'s。Idonotthinkmuchofhim。Heisnotwelloff,norlikelytogeton,ashehastakentopoetryandsoforth。IamtoldalsothatamannamedTrefusisvisitsattheBeechesagooddealnow。Hemustbeafool,forhecontestedthelastBirminghamelection,andcameoutatthefootofthepollwiththirty—twovotesthroughcallinghimselfaSocialDemocratorsomesuchforeignrubbish,insteadofsayingoutlikeamanthathewasaRadical。Isupposethenamestuckinhisthroat,forhismotherwasoneoftheHowardsofBreconcastle;sohehasgoodbloodinhim,thoughhisfatherwasnobody。Iwishhehadyourbillstopay;hecouldbuyandsellmetentimesover,afterallmytwenty—fiveyears\'service。 \"AsIamthinkingofgettingsomethingdonetothehouse,Ihadratheryoudidnotcomebackthismonth,ifyoucanpossiblyholdonatBrandon\'s。Remembermetohim,andgiveourkindregardstohiswife。Ishouldbeobligedifyouwouldgathersomehemlockleavesandsendthemtome。Iwantthemformyointment;thestuffthechemistssellisnogood。Yourmother\'seyesarebadagain;andyourbrotherBerkeleyhasbeengambling,andseemstothinkIoughttopayhisdebtsforhim。Iamgreatlyworriedoveritall,andIhopethat,untilyouhavesettledyourself,youwillbemorereasonable,andnotruntheseeverlastingbillsuponme。Youareenjoyingyourselfoutofreachofalltheunpleasantness;butitbearshardlyupon\"Youraffectionatefather,\"C。B。LINDSAY。\" AfaintsketchofthelinesTimeintendedtoengraveonGertrude\'sbrowappearedthereasshereadtheletter;butshehastenedtogivetheadmiral\'skindregardstoherhostandhostess,anddiscussedhermother\'shealthfeelinglywiththem。 Afterbreakfastshewenttothelibrary,andwroteherreply: \"BRANDONBEECHES,\"Tuesday。 \"DearPapa:ConsideringthatitismorethanthreeyearssinceyoupaidMadameSmithlast,andthatthenherbill,whichincludedmycourtdress,wasonlyL150,IcannotseehowIcouldpossiblyhavebeenmoreeconomical,unlessyouexpectmetogoinrags。IamsorrythatMadameSmithhasaskedforthemoneyatsuchaninconvenienttime,butwhenIbeggedyoutopayhersomethinginMarchlastyearyoutoldmetokeepherquietbygivingheragoodorder。Iamnotsurprisedathernotbeingverycivil,asshehasplentyoftradesmen\'sdaughtersamonghercustomerswhopayhermorethanL300ayearfortheirdresses。I amwearingaskirtatpresentwhichIgottwoyearsago。 \"SirCharlesisgoingtotownonThursday;hewillbringyouthehemlock。Tellmammathatthereisanoldwomanherewhoknowssomewonderfulcureforsoreeyes。Shewillnottellwhattheingredientsare,butitcureseveryone,andthereisnouseingivinganoculisttwoguineasfortellingusthatreadinginbedisbadfortheeyes,whenweknowperfectlywellthatmammawillnotgiveupdoingit。IfyoupayBerkeley\'sdebts,donotforgetthatheowesmeL3。 \"Anotherschoolfellowofmineisstayingherenow,andIthinkthatMr。Trefusiswillhavethepleasureofpayingherbillssomeday。HeisagreatpetofLadyBrandon\'s。SirCharleswasangryatfirstbecausesheinvitedhimhere,andwewereal1surprisedatit。Themanhasabadreputation,andheadedamobthatthrewdownthewallsofthepark;andwehardlythoughthewouldbecoolenoughtocomeafterthat。Buthedoesnotseemtocarewhetherwewanthimornot;andhecomeswhenhelikes。Ashetalkscleverly,wefindhimagodsendinthisdullplace。Itisreallynotsuchaparadiseasyouseemtothink,butyouneednotbeafraidofmyreturninganysoonerthanIcanhelp。 \"Youraffectionatedaughter,\"GertrudeLindsay。 WhenGertrudehadclosedthisletter,andtornupherfather\'s,shethoughtlittlemoreabouteither。Theymighthavemadeherunhappyhadtheyfoundherhappy,butashopelessdiscontentwashernormalstate,andenjoymentbutarareaccident,recriminatorypassageswithherfatheronlyputherintoabadhumor,anddidnotintheleastdisappointorhumiliateher。 Forthesakeofexercise,sheresolvedtocarryherlettertothevillagepostofficeandreturnalongtheRiversideRoad,wherebyshehadseenhemlockgrowing。Shetookcaretogooutunobserved,lestAgathashouldvolunteertowalkwithher,orJanedeclareherintentionofdrivingtothepostofficeintheafternoon,andsulkfortherestofthedayunlessthetriptothevillagewerepostponeduntilthen。Shetookwithher,asaprotectionagainsttramps,abigSt。BernarddognamedMax。Thisanimal,whichwasyoungandenthusiastic,hadtakenastrongfancytoher,andhadexpresseditfranklyandboisterously;andshe,whoseaffectionshadbeenstarvedinherhomeandinsociety,hadencouragedhimwithmorekindnessthanshehadevershowntoanyhumanbeing。 Inthevillage,havingpostedherletter,sheturnedtowardsalanethatledtotheRiversideRoad。Max,unawareofherreasonforchoosingthelongestwayhome,remonstratedbyhaltinginthemiddleofthelane,wagginghistailrapidly,andutteringgruffbarks。 \"Don\'tbestupid,sir,\"saidGertrudeimpatiently。\"Iamgoingthisway。\" Max,apparentlyunderstanding,rushedafterher,passedher,anddisappearedinacloudofdustraisedbyhisefforttocheckhimselfwhenhehadleftherfarenoughbehind。Whenhecamebackshekissedhisnose,andranaracewithhimuntilshetoowaspanting,andhadtostandstilltorecoverherbreath,whilstheboundedabout,barkingferociously。Shehadnotformanyyearsenjoyedsuchafrolic,andthethoughtofthispresentlybroughttearstohereyes。RatherpeevishlyshebadeMaxbequiet,walkedslowlytocoolherself,andputuphersunshadetoavertfreckles。 Thesunwasnowatthemeridian。OnaslopetoGertrude\'srighthand,Sallust\'sHouse,withitscinnamon—coloredwallsandyellowfrieze,gaveaforeignairtotheotherwiseveryEnglishlandscape。Shepassedbywithoutrememberingwholivedthere。 Furtherdown,onsomewastelandseparatedfromtheroadbyadryditchandalowmudwall,aclusterofhemlocks,nearlysixfeethigh,poisonedtheairwiththeirodor。Shecrossedtheditch,tookapairofgardeningglovesfromherplaitedstrawhand—basket,andbusiedherselfwiththehemlockleaves,pullingthetenderones,separatingthemfromthestalk,andfillingthebasketwiththeweb。SheforgotMaxuntilanimpressionofdeadsilence,asiftheearthhadstopped,causedhertolookroundinvaguedread。Trefusis,withhishandabandonedtothedog,whowastryinghowmuchofithecouldcramintohismouth,wasstandingwithinafewyardsofher,watchingherintently。 Gertrudeturnedpale,andcameouthastilyfromamongthebushes。 Thenshehadastrangesensationasifsomethinghadhappenedhighaboveherhead。Therewasathreateninggrowl,acommandingexclamation,andanunaccountablepause,attheexpirationofwhichshefoundherselfsupineonthesward,withherparasolbetweenhereyesandthesun。AsuddenscoopofMax\'swetwarmtongueinherrightearstartledherintoactivity。Shesatup,andsawTrefusisonhiskneesathersideholdingtheparasolwithanunconcernedexpression,whilstMaxwassnuffingatherinrestlessanxietyopposite。 \"Imustgohome,\"shesaid。\"Imustgohomeinstantly。\" \"Notatall,\"saidTrefusis,soothingly。\"Theyhavejustsentwordtosaythateverythingissettledsatisfactorilyandthatyouneednotcome。\" \"Havethey?\"shesaidfaintly。Thenshelaydownagain,anditseemedtoherthataverylongtimeelapsed。SuddenlyrecollectingthatTrefusishadsupportedhergentlywithhishandtopreventherfallingbacktoorudely,sheroseagain,andthistimegotuponherfeetwithhishelp。 \"Imustgohome,\"shesaidagain。\"Itisamatteroflifeordeath。\"