第17章

类别:其他 作者:George Bernard Shaw字数:10408更新时间:18/12/18 08:58:36
Ondescending,heatedandangry,tothedrawing—room,shefoundAgathatherealone,lookingoutofwindowasifthelandscapewereespeciallyunsatisfactorythistime。 \"Selfishlittlebeasts!\"exclaimedJane,makingaminiaturewhirlwindwithherskirtsasshecamein。\"Charlieisaperfectlittlefiend。Hespendsallhistimethinkinghowhecanannoyme。Ugh!He\'sjustlikehisfather。\" \"Thankyou,mydear,\"saidSirCharlesfromthedoorway。 Janelaughed。\"Iknewyouwerethere,\"shesaid。\"Where\'sGertrude?\" \"Shehasgoneout,\"saidSirCharles。 \"Nonsense!Shehasonlyjustcomeinfromdrivingwithme。\" \"Idonotknowwhatyoumeanbynonsense,\"saidSirCharles,chafing。\"IsawherwalkingalongtheRiversideRoad。Iwasinthevillageroad,andshedidnotseeme。Sheseemedinahurry。\" \"Imetheronthestairsandspoketoher,\"saidAgatha,\"butshedidn\'thearme。\" \"Ihopesheisnotgoingtothrowherselfintotheriver,\"saidJane。Then,turningtoherhusband,sheadded:\"Haveyouheardthenews?\" \"TheonlynewsIhaveheardisfromthispaper,\"saidSirCharles,takingoutajournalandflingingitonthetable。 \"ThereisaparagraphinitstatingthatIhavejoinedsomeinfernalSocialisticleague,andIamtoldthatthereisanarticleinthe\'Times\'onthespreadofSocialism,inwhichmynameismentioned。ThisisallduetoTrefusis;andIthinkhehasplayedmeamostdishonorabletrick。Iwilltellhimso,too,whennextIseehim。\" \"YouhadbetterbecarefulwhatyousayofhimbeforeAgatha,\" saidJane。\"Oh,youneednotbealarmed,Agatha;Iknowallaboutit。Hetoldusinthelibrary。Wewentoutthismorning——GertrudeandI——andwhenwecamebackwefoundMr。TrefusisandAgathatalkingverylovinglytooneanotherontheconservatorysteps,newlyengaged。\" \"Indeed!\"saidSirCharles,disconcertedanddispleased,buttryingtosmile。\"Imaythencongratulateyou,MissWylie?\" \"Youneednot,\"saidAgatha,keepinghercountenanceaswellasshecould。\"Itwasonlyajoke。Atleastitcameaboutinajest。 Hehasnorighttosaythatweareengaged。\" \"Stuffandnonsense,\"saidJane。\"Thatwon\'tdo,Agatha。Hehasgoneofftotelegraphtohissolicitor。Heisquiteinearnest。\" \"Iamagreatfool,\"saidAgatha,sittingdownandtwistingherhandsperplexedly。\"IbelieveIsaidsomething;butIreallydidnotintendto。HesurprisedmeintospeakingbeforeIknewwhatI wassaying。AprettymessIhavegotmyselfinto!\" \"Iamgladyouhavebeenoutwittedatlast,\"saidJane,laughingspitefully。\"YouneverhadanypityformewhenIcouldnotthinkoftheproperthingtosayatamoment\'snotice。\" Agathaletthetauntpassunheeded。Hergazewanderedanxiously,andatlastsettledappealinglyuponSirCharles。\"WhatshallI do?\"shesaidtohim。 \"Well,MissWylie,\"hesaidgravely,\"ifyoudidnotmeantomarryhimyoushouldnothavepromised。Idon\'twishtobeunsympathetic,andIknowthatitisveryhardtogetridofTrefusiswhenhemakesuphismindtoactsomethingoutofyou,butstill——\" \"Nevermindher,\"saidJane,interruptinghim。\"Shewantstomarryhimjustasbadlyashewantstomarryher。Youwouldbepreciouslydisappointedifhecriedoff,Agatha;forallyourinterestingreluctance。\" \"Thatisnotso,really,\"saidAgathaearnestly。\"IwishIhadtakentimetothinkaboutit。Isupposehehastoldeverybodybythistime。\" \"Maywethenregarditassettled?\"saidSirCharles。 \"Ofcourseyoumay,\"saidJanecontemptuously。 \"PrayallowMissWylietospeakforherself,Jane。IconfessIdonotunderstandwhyyouarestillindoubt——ifyouhavereallyengagedyourselftohim。\" \"IsupposeIaminforit,\"saidAgatha。\"Ifeelasifthereweresomefatalobjection,ifIcouldonlyrememberwhatitis。IwishIhadneverseenhim。\" SirCharleswaspuzzled。\"Idonotunderstandladies\'waysinthesematters,\"hesaid。\"However,asthereseemstobenodoubtthatyouandTrefusisareengaged,Ishallofcoursesaynothingthatwouldmakeitunpleasantforhimtovisithere;butImustsaythathehas——tosaytheleast——beeninconsideratetomepersonally。Isignedapaperathishouseontheimplicitunderstandingthatitwasstrictlyprivate,andnowhehastrumpeteditforthtothewholeworld,andpubliclyassociatedmynamenotonlywithhisown,butwiththoseofpersonsofwhomI knownothingexceptthatIwouldrathernotbeconnectedwiththeminanyway。\" \"Whatdoesitmatter?\"saidJane。\"Nobodycarestwopence。\" \"_I_care,\"saidSirCharlesangrily。\"NosensiblepersoncanaccusemeofexaggeratingmyownimportancebecauseIvaluemyreputationsufficientlytoobjecttomyapprovalbeingpubliclycitedinsupportofacausewithwhichIhavenosympathy。\" \"PerhapsMr。Trefusishashadnothingtodowithit,\"saidAgatha。\"Thepaperspublishwhatevertheyplease,don\'tthey?\" \"That\'sright,Agatha,\"saidJanemaliciously。\"Don\'tletanyonespeakillofhim。\" \"Iamnotspeakingillofhim,\"saidSirCharles,beforeAgathacouldretort。\"Itisamerematteroffeeling,andIshouldnothavementionedithadIknownthealteredrelationsbetweenhimandMissWylie。\" \"Praydon\'tspeakofthem,\"saidAgatha。\"Ihaveamindtorunawaybythenexttrain。\" SirCharles,tochangethesubject,suggestedaduet。 MeanwhileErskine,returningthroughthevillagefromhismorningride,hadmetTrefusis,andattemptedtopasshimwithanod。ButTrefusiscalledtohimtostop,andhedismountedreluctantly。 \"JustawordtosaythatIamgoingtobemarried,\"saidTrefusis。 \"To——?\"ErskinecouldnotaddGertrude\'sname。 \"TooneofourfriendsattheBeeches。Guesstowhich。\" \"ToMissLindsay,Ipresume。\" \"Whatinthefiend\'snamehasputitintoallyourheadsthatMissLindsayandIareparticularlyattachedtooneanother?\" exclaimedTrefusis。\"YOUhavealwaysappearedtometobethemanforMissLindsay。IamgoingtomarryMissWylie。\" \"Really!\"exclaimedErskine,withasensationofsuddenlythawingafterabitterfrost。 \"Ofcourse。Andnow,Erskine,youhavetheadvantageofbeingapoorman。Donotletthatsplendidgirlmarryformoney。Ifyougofurtheryouarelikelytofareworse;andsoisshe。\"Thenhenoddedandwalkedaway,leavingtheotherstaringafterhim。 \"Ifhehasjiltedher,heisascoundrel,\"saidErskine。\"IamsorryIdidn\'ttellhimso。\" HemountedandrodeslowlyalongtheRiversideRoad,partlysuspectingTrefusisofsomemystification,butincliningtobelieveinhim,and,inanycase,totakehisadviceastoGertrude。Theconversationhehadoverheardintheavenuestillperplexedhim。HecouldnotreconcileitwithTrefusis\'sprofessionofdisinterestednesstowardsher。 Hisbicyclecarriedhimnoiselesslyonitsindia—rubbertirestotheplacebywhichthehemlockgrewandtherehesawGertrudesittingonthelowearthenwallthatseparatedthefieldfromtheroad。Herstrawbag,withherscissorsinit,laybesideher。Herfingerswereinterlaced,andherhandsrested,palmsdownwards,onherknee。Herexpressionwasrathervacant,andsolittlesuggestiveofanyseriousemotionthatErskinelaughedashealightedclosetoher。 \"Areyoutired?\"hesaid。 \"No,\"shereplied,notstartled,andsmilingmechanically——anunusualcondescensiononherpart。 \"Indulginginaday—dream?\" \"No。\"Shemovedalittletoonesideandconcealedthebasketwithherdress。 Hebegantofearthatsomethingwaswrong。\"Isitpossiblethatyouhaveventuredamongthosepoisonousplantsagain?\"hesaid。 \"Areyouill?\" \"Notatall,\"shereplied,rousingherselfalittle。\"Yoursolicitudeisquitethrownaway。Iamperfectlywell。\" \"Ibegyourpardon,\"hesaid,snubbed。\"Ithought——Don\'tyouthinkitdangeroustositonthatdampwall?\" \"Itisnotdamp。Itiscrumblingintodustwithdryness。\"Anunnaturallaugh,withwhichsheconcluded,intensifiedhisuneasiness。 Hebeganasentence,stopped,andtogaintimetorecoverhimself,placedhisbicycleintheoppositeditch;aproceedingwhichshewitnessedwithimpatience,asitindicatedhisintentiontostayandtalk。She,however,wasthefirsttospeak; andshedidsowithacallousnessthatshockedhim。 \"Haveyouheardthenews?\" \"Whatnews?\" \"AboutMr。TrefusisandAgatha。Theyareengaged。\" \"SoTrefusistoldme。Imethimjustnowinthevillage。Iwasverygladtohearit。\" \"Ofcourse。\" \"ButIhadaspecialreasonforbeingglad。\" \"Indeed?\" \"Iwasdesperatelyafraid,beforehetoldmethetruth,thathehadotherviews——viewsthatmighthaveprovedfataltomydearesthopes。\" Gertrudefrownedathim,andthefrownrousedhimtobraveher。 Helosthisself—command,alreadyshakenbyherstrangebehavior。 \"YouknowthatIloveyou,MissLindsay,\"hesaid。\"Itmaynotbeaperfectlove,but,humanlyspeaking,itisatrueone。Ialmosttoldyousothatdaywhenwewereinthebilliardroomtogether; andIdidaverydishonorablethingthesameevening。WhenyouwerespeakingtoTrefusisintheavenueIwasclosetoyou,andI listened。\" \"Thenyouheardhim,\"criedGertrudevehemently。\"Youheardhimswearthathewasinearnest。\" \"Yes,\"saidErskine,trembling,\"andIthoughthemeantinearnestinlovingyou。Youcanhardlyblamemeforthat:Iwasinlovemyself;andloveisblindandjealous。IneverhopedagainuntilhetoldmethathewastobemarriedtoMissWylie。MayI speaktoyou,nowthatIknowIwasmistaken,orthatyouhavechangedyourmind?\" \"Orthathehaschangedhismind,\"saidGertrudescornfully。 Erskine,withanewanxietyforhersake,checkedhimself。Herdignitywasdeartohim,andhesawthatherdisappointmenthadmadeherrecklessofit。\"Donotsayanythingtomenow,MissLindsay,lest——\" \"WhathaveIsaid?WhathaveItosay?\" \"Nothing,exceptonmyownaffairs。Iloveyoudearly。\" Shemadeanimpatientmovement,asifthatwereaveryinsignificantmatter。 \"Youbelieveme,Ihope,\"hesaid,timidly。 Gertrudemadeanefforttorecoverherhabitualladylikereserve,butherenergyfailedbeforeshehaddonemorethanraiseherhead。Sherelapsedintoherlistlessattitude,andmadeafaintgestureofintolerance。 \"Youcannotbequiteindifferenttobeingloved,\"hesaid,becomingmorenervousandmoreurgent。\"Yourexistenceconstitutesallmyhappiness。Iofferyoumyservicesanddevotion。Idonotaskanyreward。\"(Hewasnowspeakingveryquicklyandalmostinaudibly。)\"Youmayacceptmylovewithoutreturningit。Idonotwant——seektomakeabargain。IfyouneedafriendyoumaybeabletorelyonmemoreconfidentlybecauseyouknowIloveyou。\" \"Oh,youthinkso,\"saidGertrude,interruptinghim;\"butyouwillgetoverit。Iamnotthesortofpersonthatmenfallinlovewith。Youwillsoonchangeyourmind。\" \"Notthesort!Oh,howlittleyouknow!\"hesaid,becomingeloquent。\"Ihavehadplentyoftimetochange,butIamasfixedasever。Ifyoudoubt,waitandtryme。Butdonotberoughwithme。Youpainmemorethanyoucanimaginewhenyouarehastyorindifferent。Iaminearnest。\" \"Ha,ha!Thatiseasilysaid。\" \"Notbyme。Ichangeinmyjudgmentofotherpeopleaccordingtomyhumor,butIbelievesteadfastlyinyourgoodnessandbeauty——asifyouwereanangel。IaminearnestinmyloveforyouasIaminearnestformyownlife,whichcanonlybeperfectedbyyouraidandinfluence。\" \"YouaregreatlymistakenifyousupposethatIamanangel。\" \"Youarewrongtomistrustyourself;butitiswhatIowetoyouandnotwhatIexpectfromyouthatItrytoexpressbyspeakingofyouasanangel。Iknowthatyouarenotanangeltoyourself。 Butyouaretome。\" Shesatstubbornlysilent。 \"Iwillnotpressyouforananswernow。Iamcontentthatyouknowmymindatlast。Shallwereturntogether?\" Shelookedroundslowlyatthehemlock,andfromthattotheriver。Thenshetookupherbasket,rose,andpreparedtogo,asifundercompulsion。 \"Doyouwantanymorehemlock?\"hesaid。\"Ifso,Iwillplucksomeforyou。\" \"Iwishyouwouldletmealone,\"shesaid,withsuddenanger。Sheadded,alittleashamedofherself,\"Ihaveaheadache。\" \"Iamverysorry,\"hesaid,crestfallen。 \"ItisonlythatIdonotwishtobespokento。Ithurtsmyheadtolisten。\" HemeeklytookhisbicyclefromtheditchandwheeleditalongbesidehertotheBeecheswithoutanotherword。Theywentinthroughtheconservatory,andpartedinthedining—room。Beforeleavinghimshesaidwithsomeremorse,\"Ididnotmeantoberude,Mr。Erskine。\" Heflushed,murmuredsomething,andattemptedtokissherhand。 Butshesnatcheditawayandwentoutquickly。Hewasstungbythisrepulse,andstoodmortifyinghimselfbythinkingofituntilhewasdisturbedbytheentranceofamaid—servant。 LearningfromherthatSirCharleswasinthebilliardroom,hejoinedhimthere,andaskedhimcarelesslyifhehadheardthenews。 \"AboutMissWylie?\"saidSirCharles。\"Yes,Ishouldthinkso。I believethewholecountryknowsit,thoughtheyhavenotbeenengagedthreehours。Haveyouseenthese?\"Andhepushedacoupleofnewspapersacrossthetable。 Erskinehadtomakeseveraleffortsbeforehecouldread。\"Youwereafooltosignthatdocument,\"hesaid。\"Itoldyousoatthetime。\" \"Ireliedonthefellowbeingagentleman,\"saidSirCharleswarmly。\"IdonotseethatIwasafool。Iseethatheisacad,andbutforthisbusinessofMissWylie\'sIwouldlethimknowmyopinion。Letmetellyou,Chester,thathehasplayedfastandloosewithMissLindsay。Thereisadeuceofarowupstairs。ShehasjusttoldJanethatshemustgohomeatonce;MissWyliedeclaresthatshewillhavenothingtodowithTrefusisifMissLindsayhasapriorclaimtohim,andJaneisannoyedathisadmiringanybodyexceptherself。Itservesmeright;myinstinctwarnedmeagainstthefellowfromthefirst。\"Justthenluncheonwasannounced。Gertrudedidnotcomedown。Agathawassilentandmoody。JanetriedtomakeErskinedescribehiswalkwithGertrude,buthebaffledhercuriositybyomittingfromhisaccounteverythingexceptitscommonplaces。 \"Ithinkherconductverystrange,\"saidJane。\"Sheinsistsongoingtotownbythefouro\'clocktrain。Iconsiderthatit\'snotpolitetome,althoughshealwaysmadeapointofherperfectmanners。Ineverheardofsuchathing!\" Whentheyhadrisenfromthetable,theywenttogethertothedrawing—room。TheyhadhardlyarrivedtherewhenTrefusiswasannounced,andhewasintheirpresencebeforetheyhadtimetoconcealtheexpressionofconsternationhisnamebroughtintotheirfaces。 \"Ihavecometosaygood—bye,\"hesaid。\"IfindthatImustgototownbythefouro\'clocktraintopushmyarrangementsinperson; thetelegramsIhavereceivedbreathenothingbutdelay。Haveyouseenthe\'Times\'?\" \"Ihaveindeed,\"saidSirCharles,emphatically。 \"Youareinsomeotherpapertoo,andwillbeinhalf—a—dozenmoreinthecourseofthenextfortnight。Menwhohavecommittedthemselvestoanopinionarealwaysintroublewiththenewspapers;somebecausetheycannotgetintothem,othersbecausetheycannotkeepout。Ifyouhadputforwardathunderingrevolutionarymanifesto,notadailypaperwouldhavedaredalludetoit:thereisnocowardicelikeFleetStreetcowardice! Imustrunoff;IhavemuchtodobeforeIstart,anditisgettingonforthree。Good—bye,LadyBrandon,andeverybody。\" HeshookJane\'shand,dealtnodstotherestrapidly,makingnodistinctioninfavorofAgatha,andhurriedaway。TheystaredafterhimforamomentandthenErskineranoutandwentdownstairstwostepsatatime。Neverthelesshehadtorunasfarastheavenuebeforeheovertookhisman。 \"Trefusis,\"hesaidbreathlessly,\"youmustnotgobythefouro\'clocktrain。\" \"Whynot?\" \"MissLindsayisgoingtotownbyit。\" \"Somuchthebetter,mydearboy;somuchthebetter。Youarenotjealousofmenow,areyou?\" \"Lookhere,Trefusis。Idon\'tknowandIdon\'taskwhattherehasbeenbetweenyouandMissLindsay,butyourengagementhasquiteupsether,andsheisrunningawaytoLondoninconsequence。Ifshehearsthatyouaregoingbythesametrainshewillwaituntilto—morrow,andIbelievethedelaywouldbeverydisagreeable。Willyouinflictthatadditionalpainuponher?\" Trefusis,evidentlyconcerned,lookingdoubtfullyatErskine,andponderedforamoment。\"Ithinkyouareonawrongscentaboutthis,\"hesaid。\"MyrelationswithMissLindsaywerenotofasentimentalkind。Haveyousaidanythingtoher——onyourownaccount,Imean?\" \"Ihavespokentoheronbothaccounts,andIknowfromherownlipsthatIamright。\" Trefusisutteredalowwhistle。 \"ItisnotthefirsttimeIhavehadtheevidenceofmysensesinthematter,\"saidErskinesignificantly。\"Praythinkofitseriously,Trefusis。Forgivemytellingyoufranklythatnothingbutyourownutterwantoffeelingcouldexcuseyouforthewayinwhichyouhaveactedtowardsher。\" Trefusissmiled。\"Forgivemeinturnformyinquisitiveness,\"hesaid。\"Whatdoesshesaytoyoursuit?\" Erskinehesitated,showingbyhismannerthathethoughtTrefusishadnorighttoaskthequestion。\"Shesaysnothing,\"heanswered。 \"Hm!\"saidTrefusis。\"Well,youmayrelyonmeastothetrain。 Thereismyhanduponit。\" \"Thankyou,\"saidErskinefervently。Theyshookhandsandparted,Trefusiswalkingawaywithagrinsuggestiveofanythingbutgoodfaith。 CHAPTERXVII Gertrude,unawareoftheextenttowhichshehadalreadybetrayedherdisappointment,believedthatanxietyforherfather\'shealth,whichsheallegedasthemotiveofhersuddendeparture,wasanexcuseplausibleenoughtoblindherfriendstoheroverpoweringreluctancetospeaktoAgathaorendureherpresence;toherfierceshrinkingfromthesortofpityusuallyaccordedtoajiltedwoman;and,aboveall,toherdreadofmeetingTrefusis。Shehadforsometimepastthoughtofhimasanuprightandperfectmandeeplyinterestedinher。Yet,comparativelyliberalashereducationhadbeen,shehadnoideaofanyinterestofmaninwomanexistingapartfromadesiretomarry。Hehad,inhisseriousmoments,striventomakehersensibleofthebasenesshesawinherworldliness,flatteringherbyhisapparentconviction——whichsheshared——thatshewascapableofahigherlife。Almostinthesamebreath,astrainofgallantrywhichwasincorrigibleinhim,andtowhichhishumorandhistendernesstowomenwhomhelikedgavevarietyandcharm,wouldsuperveneuponhisseriousnesswitharapiditywhichherfarlessflexibletemperamentcouldnotfollow。Henceshe,thinkinghimstillinearnestwhenhehadswervedintofloridromance,hadbeendangerouslymisled。Hehadnoconscientiousscruplesinhislove—making,becausehewasunaccustomedtoconsiderhimselfaslikelytoinspireloveinwomen;andGertrudedidnotknowthatherbeautygavetoanhourspentalonewithheratransientcharmwhichfewmenofimaginationandaddresscouldresist。She,whohadlivedinthemarriagemarketsinceshehadleftschool,lookeduponlove—makingasthemostseriousbusinessoflife。Tohimitwasonlyapleasantsortoftrifling,enhancedbyadashofsadnessinthereflectionthatitmeantsolittle。 Oftheceremoniesattendingherdeparture,theonethatcosthermostwasthekissshefeltboundtoofferAgatha。Shehadbeenjealousofheratcollege,whereshehadesteemedherselfthebetterbredofthetwo;butthatopinionhadhardlyconsoledherforAgatha\'ssuperiorquicknessofwit,dexterityofhand,audacity,aptnessofresource,capacityforformingorfollowingintricateassociationsofideas,andconsequentpowertodazzleothers。HerjealousyofthesequalitieswasnowbarbedbytheknowledgethattheyweremuchnearerakinthanherowntothoseofTrefusis。ItmatteredlittletoherhowsheappearedtoherselfincomparisonwithAgatha。Butitmatteredthewholeworld(shethought)thatshemustappeartoTrefusissoslow,stiff,cold,andstudied,andthatshehadnomeanstomakehimunderstandthatshewasnotreallyso。Forshewouldnotadmitthejusticeofimpressionsmadebywhatshedidnotintendtodo,howeverhabituallyshedidit。Shehadatheorythatshewasnotherself,butwhatshewouldhavelikedtobe。AstotheonequalityinwhichshehadalwaysfeltsuperiortoAgatha,andwhichshecalled\"goodbreeding,\"Trefusishadsofardestroyedherconceitinthat,thatshewasbeginningtodoubtwhetheritwasnothercardinaldefect。 Shecouldnotbringherselftoutterawordassheembracedherschoolfellow;andAgathawastongue—tiedtoo。Buttherewasmuchremorsefultendernessinthefeelingsthatchokedthem。TheirsilencewouldhavebeenawkwardbutfortheloquacityofJane,whotalkedenoughforallthree。SirCharleswaswithout,inthetrap,waitingtodriveGertrudetothestation。Erskineinterceptedherinthehallasshepassedout,toldherthatheshouldbedesolatewhenshewasgone,andbeggedhertorememberhim,asimplepetitionwhichmovedheralittle,andcausedhertonotethathisdarkeyeshadapleadingeloquencewhichshehadobservedbeforeinthekangaroosattheZoologicalSociety\'sgardens。 OnthewaytothetrainSirCharlesworriedthehorseinordertobeexcusedfromconversationonthesoresubjectofhisguest\'ssuddendeparture。Hehadmadeafewremarksontheskittishnessofyoungponies,andontheweather,andthatwasalluntiltheyreachedthestation,aprettybuildingstandingintheopencountry,withaviewoftheriverfromtheplatform。Thereweretwoflieswaiting,twoporters,abookstall,andarefreshmentroomwithaneglectedbeautypiningbehindthebar。SirCharleswaitedinthebookingofficetopurchaseaticketforGertrude,whowentthroughtotheplatform。ThefirstpersonshesawtherewasTrefusis,closebesideher。 \"Iamgoingtotownbythistrain,Gertrude,\"hesaidquickly。 \"Letmetakechargeofyou。Ihavesomethingtosay,forIhearthatsomemischiefhasbeenmadebetweenuswhichmustbestoppedatonce。You——\" JustthenSirCharlescameout,andstoodamazedtoseetheminconversation。 \"IthappensthatIamgoingbythistrain,\"saidTrefusis。\"I willseeafterMissLindsay。\" \"MissLindsayhashermaidwithher,\"saidSirCharles,almoststammering,andlookingatGertrude,whoseexpressionwasinscrutable。 \"WecangetintothePullmancar,\"saidTrefusis。\"Thereweshallbeasprivateasinacornerofacrowdeddrawing—room。Imaytravelwithyou,mayInot?\"hesaid,seeingSirCharles\'sdisturbedlook,andturningtoherforexpresspermission。 Shefeltthattodenyhimwouldbetothrowawayherlastchanceofhappiness。Neverthelesssheresolvedtodoit,thoughsheshoulddieofgriefonthewaytoLondon。Assheraisedherheadtoforbidhimthemoreemphatically,shemethisgaze,whichwasgraveandexpectant。Foraninstantshelostherpresenceofmind,andinthatinstantsaid,\"Yes。Ishallbeveryglad。\" \"Well,ifthatisthecase,\"saidSirCharles,inthetoneofonewhosesympathyhadbeenalienatedbyanunpardonableoutrage,\" therecanbenouseinmywaiting。IleaveyouinthehandsofMr。Trefusis。Good—bye,MissLindsay。\" Gertrudewinced。Unkindnessfromamanusuallykindprovedhardtobearatparting。ShewasofferinghimherhandinsilencewhenTrefusissaid: \"Waitandseeusoff。Ifwechancetobekilledonthejourney——whichisalwaysprobableonanEnglishrailway——youwillreproachyourselfafterwardsifyoudonotseethelastofus。 Hereisthetrain;itwillnotdelayyouaminute。TellErskinethatyousawmehere;thatIhavenotforgottenmypromise,andthathemayrelyonme。Getinatthisend,MissLindsay。\" \"Mymaid,\"saidGertrudehesitating;forshehadnotintendedtotravelsoexpensively。\"She——\" \"Shecomeswithustotakecareofme;Ihaveticketsforeverybody,\"saidTrefusis,handingthewomanin。 \"But——\" \"Takeyourseats,please,\"saidtheguard。\"Goingbythetrain,sir?\" \"Good—bye,SirCharles。GivemylovetoLadyBrandon,andAgatha,andthedearchildren;andthankssomuchforaverypleasant——\" Herethetrainmovedoff,andSirCharles,melting,smiledandwavedhishatuntilhecaughtsightofTrefusislookingbackathimwithagrinwhichseemed,underthecircumstances,soSatanic,thathestoppedasifpetrifiedinthemidstofhisgesticulations,andstoodwithhisarmoutlikeasemaphore。 Thedrivehomerestoredhimsomewhat,butheweestillfullofhissurprisewhenherejoinedAgatha,hiswife,andErskineinthedrawing—roomattheBeeches。Themomentheentered,hesaidwithoutpreface,\"ShehasgoneoffwithTrefusis。\" Erskine,whohadbeenreading,startedup,clutchinghisbookasifabouttohurlitatsomeone,andcried,\"Washeatthetrain?\" \"Yes,andhasgonetotownbyit。\" \"Then,\"saidErskine,flingingthebookviolentlyonthefloor,\"heisascoundrelandaliar。\" \"Whatisthematter?\"saidAgatharising,whilstJanestaredopen—mouthedathim。 \"Ibegyourpardon,MissWylie,Iforgotyou。Hepledgedmehishonorthathewouldnotgobythattrain。Iwill。\"Hehurriedfromtheroom。SirCharlesrushedafterhim,andovertookhimatthefootofthestairs。 \"Whereareyougoing?Whatdoyouwanttodo?\" \"Iwillfollowthetrainandcatchitatthenextstation。Icandoitonmybicycle。\" \"Nonsense!you\'remad。Theyhavethirty—fiveminutesstart;andthetraintravelsforty—fivemilesanhour。\" Erskinesatdownonthestairsandgazedblanklyattheoppositewall。 \"Youmusthavemistakenhim,\"saidSirCharles。\"Hetoldmetotellyouthathehadnotforgottenhispromise,andthatyoumayrelyonhim。\" \"Whatisthematter?\"saidAgatha,comingdown,followedbyLadyBrandon。