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类别:其他 作者:William Marvel字数:12828更新时间:18/12/18 09:01:14
Therewaslittlechanceforanyonetoaccumulatefleshontherationswewerereceiving。IsayitinallsobernessthatIdonotbelievethatahealthyhencouldhavegrownfatuponthem。Iamsurethatanygood— sized\"shanghai\"eatsmoreeverydaythanthemeagerhalfloafthatwehadtomaintainlifeupon。Scantyasthiswas,andhungryasallwere,verymanycouldnoteatit。Theirstomachsrevoltedagainstthetrash; itbecamesonauseoustothemthattheycouldnotforceitdown,evenwhenfamishing,andtheydiedofstarvationwiththechunksoftheso— calledbreadundertheirhead。Ifoundmyselfrapidlyapproachingthiscondition。Ihadbeenblessedwithagooddigestionandatalentforsleepingunderthemostdiscouragingcircumstances。These,Ihavenodoubt,wereofthegreatestassistancetomeinmystruggleforexistence。Butnowtherationsbecamefearfullyobnoxioustome,anditwasonlywiththegreatesteffort——pullingthebreadintolittlepiecesandswallowingeach,oftheseasonewouldapill——thatIsucceededinworryingthestuffdown。Ihadnotasyetfallenawayverymuch,butasIhadnever,up,tothattime,weighedsomuchasonehundredandtwenty— fivepounds,therewasnogreatamountofadiposetolose。Itwasevidentthatunlesssomechangeoccurredmytimewasnearathand。 Therewasnotonlyhungerformorefood,butlongingwithanintensitybeyondexpressionforalterationofsomekindintherations。 Thechangelessmonotonyofthemiserablesaltlessbread,orworsemush,fordays,weeksandmonths,becameunbearable。Ifthosewretchedmuleteamshadonlyonceamonthhauledinsomethingdifferent——iftheyhadcomeinloadedwithsweetpotatos,greencornorwheatflour,therewouldbethousandsofmenstilllivingwhonowslumberbeneaththosemelancholypines。Itwouldhavegivensomethingtolookforwardto,andrememberwhenpast。Buttoknoweachdaythatthegateswouldopentoadmitthesamedistastefulapologiesforfoodtookawaytheappetiteandraisedone\'sgorge,evenwhilefamishingforsomethingtoeat。 Wecouldforawhileforgetthestench,thelice,theheat,themaggots,thedeadanddyingaroundus,theinsultingmalignanceofourjailors; butitwas,veryhardworktobanishthoughtsandlongingsforfoodfromourminds。Hundredsbecameactuallyinsanefrombroodingoverit。Crazymencouldbefoundinallpartsofthecamp。Numbersofthemwanderedaroundentirelynaked。Theirbabblingsandmaunderingsaboutsomethingtoeatwerepainfultohear。IhavebeforementionedthecaseofthePlymouthPilgrimnearme,whoseinsanitytooktheformofimaginingthathewassittingatthetablewithhisfamily,andwhowouldgothroughtheshowofhelpingthemtoimaginaryviandsanddelicacies。Thecravingsforgreenfoodofthoseafflictedwiththescurvywere,agonizing。Largenumbersofwatermelonswerebroughttotheprison,andsoldtothosewhohadthemoneytopayforthematfromonetofivedollars,greenbacks,apiece。Aboywhohadmeanstobuyapieceofthesewouldbefollowedaboutwhileeatingitbyacrowdofperhapstwenty—fiveorthirtylivid— gummedscorbutics,eachimploringhimfortherindwhenhewasthroughwithit。 Wethoughtoffoodallday,andwerevisitedwithtorturingdreamsofitatnight。Oneofthepleasantrecollectionsofmypre—militarylifewasabanquetatthe\"Planter\'sHouse,\"St。Louis,atwhichIwasaboyishguest。Itwas,doubtless,anordinaryaffair,asbanquetsgo,buttomethen,withallthekeenappreciationofyouthandfirstexperience,itwasafeastworthyofLucullus。Butnowthisdelightfulreminiscencebecameatorment。HundredsoftimesIdreamedIwasagainatthe\"Planter\'s。\"Isawthewidecorridors,withtheirmosaicpavement; Ienteredthegranddining—room,keepingtimidlynearthefriendtowhosekindnessIowedthiswonderfulfavor;Isawagainthemirror—linedwalls,theevergreendeckedceilings,thefestoonsandmottos,thetablesgleamingwithcutglassandsilver,thebuffetswithwinesandfruits,thebrigadeofsleek,black,white—apronedwaiters,headedbyonewhohadpresenceenoughforamajorGeneral。AgainIreveledinallthedaintiesanddishesonthebill—of—fare;callingforeverythingthatIdaredto,justtoseewhateachwaslike,andtobeabletosayafterwardsthatI hadpartakenofit;allthesebewilderingdelightsofthefirstrealizationofwhataboyhasreadandwonderedmuchover,andlongedfor,woulddancetheirroutandreelthroughmysomnolentbrain。ThenI wouldawaketofindmyselfahalf—naked,half—starved,vermin—eatenwretch,crouchinginaholeintheground,waitingformykeeperstoflingmeachunkofcornbread。 Naturallytheboys——andespeciallythecountryboysandnewprisoners—— talkedmuchofvictuals——whattheyhadhad,andwhattheywouldhaveagain,whentheygotout。Takethisasasampleoftheconversationwhichmightbeheardinanygroupofboys,sittingtogetheronthesand,killinliceandtalkingofexchange: Tom——\"Well,Bill,whenwegetbacktoGod\'scountry,youandJimandJohnmustallcometomyhouseandtakedinnerwithme。Iwanttogiveyouasquaremeal。Iwanttoshowyoujustwhatgoodlivin\'is。Youknowmymotherisjustthebestcookinallthatsection。Whenshelaysherselfouttogetupamealalltheotherwomenintheneighborhoodjuststandbackandadmire\" Bill——\"O,that\'sallright;butI\'llbetshecan\'tholdacandletomymother,whenitcomestogoodcooking。\" Jim——\"No,nortomine。\" John——(withpatronizingcontempt。)\"O,shucks!Noneofyoufellerswereeveratourhouse,evenwhenwehadoneofourcommonweekdaydinners。\" Tom——(unheedfulofthecounterclaims。)Ihevteenstudyin\'upthedinnerI\'dlike,andthebill—of—fareI\'dsetoutforyoufellerswhenyoucomeovertoseeme。First,ofcourse,we\'lllaythefoundationlikewithanice,juicyloinroast,andsomemashedpotatos。 Bill——(interrupting。)\"Now,doyoulikemashedpotatoswithbeef?Thewaymaymotherdoesistoparethepotatos,andlaytheminthepanalongwiththebeef。Then,youknow,theycomeoutjustasniceandcrisp,andbrown,;theyhavesoakedupallthebeefgravy,andtheycrinklebetweenyourteeth——\" Jim——\"Now,Itellyou,mashedNeshannockswithbutteron\'emisplentygoodenoughforme。\" John——\"Ifyou\'detsomeofthenewkindofpeachblowsthatweraisedintheoldpasturelottheyearbeforeIenlisted,you\'dneversayanotherwordaboutyourNeshannocks。\" Tom——(takingbreathandstartinginfresh。)\"Thenwe\'llhevsomefriedSpringchickens,ofourdominickbreed。Themdominicksofourshavethenicest,tenderestmeat,better\'nquail,adarnedsight,andthewaymymothercanfrySpringchickens————\" Bill——(asidetoJim。)\"Everydurnedwomaninthecountrythinksshecan\'sprychingfrickens;\'butmymother———\" John——\"Youfellersallknowthatthere\'snobodyknowshalfasmuchaboutchickendoin\'sasthese\'tinerantMethodis\'preachers。Theygive\'emchickenwherevertheygo,andfolksdosaythatoutinthenewsettlementstheycan\'tgetnopreachin\',nogospel,nornothin\',untilthechickensbecomesoplentythatapreacherisreasonablysureofhavin\'oneforhisdinnerwhereverhemaygo。Now,there\'soldPeterCartwright,whohastraveledoverIllinoyandIndiannysincetheYearOne,andpreachedmoregoodsermonsthananyothermanwhoeversetonsaddle—bags,andhasetmorechickensthantherearebirdsinabigpigeonroost。Well,hetookdinneratourhousewhenhecameuptodedicatethebig,whitechurchatSimpkin\'sCorners,andwhenhepasseduphisplatethethirdtimeformorechicken,hesez,sezhe:——I\'veetatagreatmanyhundredtablesinthefiftyyearsIhavelaboredinthevineyardoftheRedeemer,butImustsay,Mrs。Kiggins,thatyourwayoffryingchickensisaleetlethenicestthatIeverknew。Ionlywishthatthesistersgenerallywouldgetyourreseet。\'Yes,that\'swhathesaid,——\'aleetlethenicest。\'\" Tom——\"An\'then,we\'llhevbiscuitsan\'butter。I\'lljustbetfivehundreddollarstoacent,andgivebackthecentifIwin,thatwehavethebestbutteratourhousethatthereisinCentralIllinoy。Youcan\'tneverhevgoodbutteronlessyouhaveaspringhouse;there\'snouseoftalkin\'——allthepatentchurnsthatlazymeneverinvented——allthefancymilkpansan\'coolers,can\'tmakeupforaspringhouse。Locationsforaspringhousearescarcerthanhen\'steethinIllinoy,butwehevone,andthereain\'tabetteroneinOrangeCounty,NewYork。Thenyou\'llseedomeofthebiscuitsmymothermakes。\" Bill——\"Well,now,mymother\'sabossbiscuit—maker,too。\" Jim——\"Youkinjustgamblethatmineis。\" John——\"O,that\'sthewayyoufellersoughttothinkan\'talk,butmymother————\" Tom——(cominginagainwithfreshvigor)\"They\'rejestaslightan\'fluffyasadandelionpuff,andtheymeltinyourmonthlikearipeBartlettpear。Youjustpull\'emopen——[NowyouknowthatIthinkthere\'snothin\' thatshowsaperson\'sraisin\'sowellastoseehimeatbiscuitsan\' butter。Ifhe\'sbeenraisedmostlyoncornbread,an\'commondoins,\' an\'don\'tknowmuchaboutgoodthingstoeat,he\'llmostlikelycuthisbiscuitopenwithacaseknife,an\'makeitfallasflatasoneo\' yesterday\'spancakes。Butifheisusedtobiscuits,hashad\'emoftenathishouse,he\'ll——justpull\'emopen,slowan\'easylike,thenhe\'lllayalittlesliceofbutterinside,anddropafewdropsofclearhoneyonthis,an\'stickthetwohalvesback,togetheragain,an——\" \"Oh,forGodAlmighty\'ssake,stoptalkingthatinfernalnonsense,\"roaroutahalfdozenofthesurroundingcrowd,whosemouthshavebeenwateringoverthisunctuousrecitalofthegoodthingsofthetable。 \"Youblamedfools,doyouwanttodriveyourselvesandeverybodyelsecrazywithsuchstuffasthat。Dryupandtrytothinkofsomethingelse。\" CHAPTERXLVI。 SURLYBRITON——THESTOLIDCOURAGETHATMAKESTHEENGLISHFLAGABANNEROF TRIUMPH——OURCOMPANYBUGLER,HISCHARACTERISTICSANDHISDEATH——URGENT DEMANDFORMECHANICS——NONEWANTTOGO——TREATMENTOFAREBELSHOEMAKER—— ENLARGEMENTOFTHESTOCKADE——ITISBROKENBYASTORM—— THEWONDERFULSPRING。 EarlyinAugust,F。Marriott,ourCompanyBugler,died。PrevioustocomingtoAmericahehadbeenformanyyearsanEnglishsoldier,andI acceptedhimasatypeofthatstolid,doggedlybraveclass,whichformsthebulkoftheEnglisharmies,andhasforcenturiescarriedtheBritishflagwithdauntlesscourageintoeverylandunderthesun。Rough,surlyandunsocial,hedidhisdutywiththeunemotionalsteadinessofamachine。Heknewnothingbuttoobeyorders,andobeyedthemunderallcircumstancespromptly,butwithstonyimpassiveness。Withthecommandtomoveforwardintoaction,hemovedforwardwithoutaword,andwithfaceasblankasasideofsoleleather。Hewentasfarasordered,haltedattheword,andretiredatcommandasphlegmaticallyasheadvanced。Ifhecaredastrawwhetherheadvancedorretreated,ifitmatteredtotheextentofapinchofsaltwhetherwewhippedtheRebelsortheydefeatedus,hekeptthatfeelingsodeeplyhiddenintherecessesofhissturdybosomthatnooneeversuspectedit。Intheexcitementofactiontherestoftheboysshouted,andswore,andexpressedtheirtensefeelingsinvariousways,butMarriottmightaswellhavebeenagravenimage,foralltheexpressionthathesufferedtoescape。Doubtless,iftheCaptainhadorderedhimtoshootoneofthecompanythroughtheheart,hewouldhaveexecutedthecommandaccordingtothemanualofarms,broughthiscarbinetoa\"recover,\"andatthewordmarchedbacktohisquarterswithoutaninquiryastothecauseoftheproceedings。Hemadenofriends,andthoughhissurlinessrepelledus,hemadefewenemies。Indeed,hewasratherafavorite,sincehewasagenuinecharacter;hisgruffnesshadnotaintofselfishgreedinit; hemindedhisownbusinessstrictly,andwantedotherstodothesame。 Whenhefirstcameintothecompany,itistrue,hegainedtheenmityofnearlyeverybodyinit,butanincidentoccurredwhichturnedthetideinhisfavor。Someannoyinglittledepredationshadbeenpracticedontheboys,anditneededbutawordofsuspiciontoinflamealltheirmindsagainstthesurlyEnglishmanastheunknownperpetrator。Thefeelingintensified,untilabouthalfofthecompanywereinamoodtokilltheBugleroutright。Aswewerereturningfromstabledutyoneevening,somelittleoccurrencefannedthesmolderingangerintoafierceblaze; acoupleofthesmallerboysbegananattackuponhim;othershastenedtotheirassistance,andsoonhalfthecompanywereengagedintheassault。 Hesucceededindisengaginghimselffromhisassailants,and,squaringhimselfoff,said,defiantly: \"Domyercowardlyheyes;jestcomehatmeonehatatime,handhI\'llwollopthe\'oleganguvye\'s。\" OneofourSergeantsstyledhimselfproudly\"aChicagorough,\"andwasasvainofhispugilisticabilitiesasasmallboyisofafatherwhoplaysintheband。Weallhatedhimcordially——evenmorethanwedidMarriott。 Hethoughtthiswasagoodtimetoshowoff,andforcinghiswaythroughthecrowd,hesaid,vauntingly: \"Justfallbackandformaring,boys,andseemepolishoffthe———fool。\" Theringwasformed,withtheBuglerandtheSergeantinthecenter。 ThoughthelatterwastheyoungerandstrongerthefirstroundshowedhimthatitwouldhaveprofitedhimmuchmoretohaveletMarriott\'schallengepassunheeded。Asarule,itisaswelltoignoreallinvitationsofthiskindfromEnglishmen,andespeciallyfromthosewho,likeMarriott,haveservedaterminthearmy,fortheyarelikelytobesohandywiththeirfistsastomaketheconsequencesofanacceptancemorelivelythandesirable。 SotheSergeantfound。\"Marriott,\"asoneofthespectatorsexpressedit,\"wentaroundhimlikeacooperaroundabarrel。\"Heplantedhisblowsjustwherehewished,totheintensedelightoftheboys,whoyelledenthusiasticallywheneverhegotin\"ahotone,\"andtheirdelightatseeingtheSergeantdrubbedsothoroughlyandartistically,workedanentirerevolutioninhisfavor。 Thenceforwardweviewedhiseccentricitieswithlenienteyes,andbecameratherproudofhisbull—dogstolidityandsurliness。Thewholebattalionsooncametosharethisfeeling,andeverybodyenjoyedhearinghisdeep—tonedgrowl,whichmischievousboyswouldincitebysomepettyannoyancesdeliberatelydesignedforthatpurpose。Iwillmentionincidentally,thatafterhisencounterwiththeSergeantnooneeveragainvolunteeredto\"polish\"himoff。 Andersonvilledidnotimproveeitherhistemperorhiscommunicativeness。 Heseemedtowanttogetasfarawayfromtherestofusaspossible,andtookuphisquartersinaremotecorneroftheStockade,amongutterstrangers。Thoseofuswhowanderedupinhisneighborhoodoccasionally,toseehowhewasgettingalong,werereceivedwithsuchscantcourtesy,thatwedidnothastentorepeatthevisit。Atlength,afternoneofushadseenhimforweeks,wethoughtthatcomradeshipdemandedanothervisit。Wefoundhiminthelaststagesofscurvyanddiarrhea。Chunksofuneatencornbreadlaybyhishead。Theywereatleastaweekold。 Therationssincethenhadevidentlybeenstolenfromthehelplessmanbythosearoundhim。Theplacewherehelaywasindescribablyfilthy,andhisbodywasswarmingwithvermin。SomegoodSamaritanhadfilledhislittleblackoystercanwithwater,andplaceditwithinhisreach。 Foraweek,atleast,hehadnotbeenabletorisefromtheground; hecouldbarelyreachforthewaternearhim。HegaveussuchaglareofrecognitionasIrememberedtohaveseenlightupthefast—darkeningeyesofasavageoldmastiff,thatIandmyboyishcompanionsoncefounddyinginthewoodsofdiseaseandhurts。Hadhebeenablehewouldhavedrivenusaway,oratleastassaileduswithbitingEnglishepithets。Thushehaddoubtlessdrivenawayallthosewhohadattemptedtohelphim。 Wedidwhatlittlewecould,andstaidwithhimuntilthenextafternoon,whenhedied。Wepreparedhisbody,inthecustomaryway:foldedthehandsacrosshisbreast,tiedthetoestogether,andcarrieditoutside,notforgettingeachofus,tobringbackaloadofwood。 ThescarcityofmechanicsofallkindsintheConfederacy,andtheurgentneedsofthepeopleformanythingswhichthewarandtheblockadepreventedtheirobtaining,ledtocontinualinducementsbeingofferedtotheartizansamongustogooutsideandworkattheirtrade。Shoemakersseemedmostindemand;nexttotheseblacksmiths,machinists,moldersandmetalworkersgenerally。NotaweekpassedduringmyimprisonmentthatI didnotseeaRebelemissaryofsomekindabouttheprisonseekingtoengageskilledworkmenforsomepurposeoranother。WhileinRichmondthemanagersoftheTredegarIronWorkswerebrazenandpersistentintheireffortstoseducewhataretermed\"malleableironworkers,\"toentertheiremploy。Aboywhowasmasterofanyoneofthecommonertradeshadbuttomakehiswishesknown,andhewouldbeallowedtogooutonparoletowork。Iwasaprinter,andIthinkthatatleastadozentimesIwasapproachedbyRebelpublisherswithoffersofaparole,andworkatgoodprices。OnefromColumbia,S。C。,offeredmetwodollarsandahalfa\"thousand\"forcomposition。AsthehighestpriceforsuchworkthatIhadreceivedbeforeenlistingwasthirtycentsathousand,thisseemedachancetoaccumulateu4toldwealth。Sinceamanworkingindaytimecansetfromthirty—fivetofifty\"thousand\"aweek,thiswouldmakeweeklywagesrunfromeighty—sevendollarsandfiftycentstoonehundredandtwenty—fivedollars——butitwasinConfederatemoney,thenworthfromtentotwentycentsonthedollar。 Stillbetteroffersweremadetoironworkersofallkinds,toshoemakers,tanners,weavers,tailors,hatters,engineers,machinists,millers,railroadmen,andsimilartradesmen。Anyofthesecouldhavemadeahandsomethingbyacceptingtheoffersmadethemalmostweekly。 Asnearlyallintheprisonhadusefultrades,itwouldhavebeenofimmensebenefittotheConfederacyiftheycouldhavebeeninducedtoworkatthem。ThereisnomeasuringthebenefititwouldhavebeentotheSoutherncauseifallthehundredsoftannersandshoemakersintheStockadecouldhave,beenpersuadedtogooutsideandlaborinprovidingleatherandshoesforthealmostshoelesspeopleandsoldiery。ThemachinistsalonecouldhavedonemoregoodtotheSouthernConfederacythanoneofourbrigadeswasdoingharm,byconsentingtogototherailroadshopsatGriswoldvilleandplytheirhandicraft。ThelackofmaterialresourcesintheSouthwasoneofthestrongestalliesourarmshad。Thislackofresourceswasprimarilycausedbyalackofskilledlabortodevelopthoseresources,andnowherecouldtherebefoundafinercollectionofskilledlaborersthaninthethirty—threethousandprisonersincarceratedinAndersonville。 Allsolicitationstoacceptaparoleandgooutsidetoworkatone\'stradeweretreatedwiththescorntheydeserved。Ifanymechanicyieldedtothem,thefactdidnotcomeundermynotice。Theusualreplytoinvitationsofthiskindwas: \"No,Sir!ByGod,I\'llstayinheretillIrot,andthemaggotscarrymeoutthroughthecracksintheStockade,beforeI\'llsomuchasraisemylittlefingertohelptheinfernalConfederacy,orRebels,inanyshapeorform。\" InAugustaMaconshoemakercameintogetsomeofhistradetogobackwithhimtoworkintheConfederateshoefactory。HeprosecutedhissearchfortheseuntilhereachedthecenterofthecampontheNorthSide,whensomeoftheshoemakerswhohadgatheredaroundhim,apparentlyconsideringhispropositions,seizedhimandthrewhimintoawell。 Hewaskeptthereawholeday,andonlyreleasedwhenWirzcutofftherationsoftheprisonforthatday,andannouncedthatnomorewouldbeissueduntilthemanwasreturnedsafeandsoundtothegate。 TheterriblecrowdingwassomewhatamelioratedbytheopeninginJulyofanaddition——sixhundredfeetlong——totheNorthSideoftheStockade。 Thisincreasedtheroominsidetotwentyacres,givingaboutanacretoeveryonethousandsevenhundredmen,——apreposterouslycontractedareastill。Thenewgroundwasnotahotbedofvirulentpoisonliketheoldshowever,andthosewhomovedontoithadthatmuchintheirfavor。 Thepalisadesbetweenthenewandtheoldportionsofthepenwereleftstandingwhenthenewportionwasopened。Wewerestillsufferingagreatdealofinconveniencefromlackofwood。Thatnightthestandingtimberswereattackedbythousandsofprisonersarmedwitheveryspeciesofatooltocutwood,fromacase—knifetoanax。Theyworkedthelive— longnightwithsuchenergythatbymorningnotonlyeveryinchofthelogsabovegroundhaddisappeared,butthatbelowhadbeendugup,andtherewasnotenoughleftoftheeighthundredfootwalloftwenty—five— footlogstomakeaboxofmatches。 Oneafternoon——earlyinAugust——oneoftheviolentrainstormscommontothatsectionsprungup,andinalittlewhilethewaterwasfallingintorrents。Thelittlecreekrunningthroughthecampswelledupimmensely,andsweptoutlargegapsintheStockade,bothinthewestandeastsides。TheRebelsnoticedthebreachesassoonastheprisoners。 TwogunswerefiredfromtheStarTort,andalltheguardsrushedout,andformedsoastopreventanyegress,ifonewasattempted。Takenbysurprise,wewerenotinaconditiontoprofitbytheopportunityuntilitwastoolate。 Thestormdidonegoodthing:itsweptawayagreatdealoffilth,andleftthecampmuchmorewholesome。Thefoulstenchrisingfromthecampmadeanexcellentelectricalconductor,andthelightningstruckseveraltimeswithinonehundredfeetoftheprison。 TowardtheendofAugusttherehappenedwhatthereligouslyinclinedtermedaProvidentialDispensation。ThewaterintheCreekwasindescribablybad。Noamountoffamiliaritywithit,noincreaseofintimacywithouroffensivesurroundings,couldlessenthedisgustatthepollutedwater。AsIhavesaidpreviously,beforethestreamenteredtheStockade,itwasrenderedtoofilthyforanyusebythecontaminationsfromthecampsoftheguards,situatedaboutahalf—mileabove。 ImmediatelyonenteringtheStockadethecontaminationbecameterrible。 Theoozyseepatthebottomofthehillsidesdraineddirectlyintoitallthemassoffilthfromapopulationofthirty—threethousand。Imaginetheconditionofanopensewer,passingthroughtheheartofacityofthatmanypeople,andreceivingalltheoffensiveproductofsodenseagatheringintoashallow,sluggishstream,ayardwideandfiveinchesdeep,andheatedbytheburningraysofthesuninthethirty—seconddegreeoflatitude。Imagine,ifonecan,withoutbecomingsickatthestomach,allofthesepeoplehavingtowashinanddrinkofthisfoulflow。 Thereisnotascintillaofexaggerationinthisstatement。Thatitiswithintheexacttruthisdemonstrablebythetestimonyofanyman——RebelorUnion——whoeversawtheinsideoftheStockadeatAndersonville。Iamquitecontenttohaveitstruth——aswellasthatofanyotherstatementmadeinthisbook——bedeterminedbytheevidenceofanyone,nomatterhowbitterhishatredoftheUnion,whohadanypersonalknowledgeoftheconditionofaffairsatAndersonville。Noonecansuccessfullydenythattherewereatleastthirty—threethousandprisonersintheStockade,andthattheoneshallow,narrowcreek,whichpassedthroughtheprison,wasatoncetheirmainsewerandtheirsourceofsupplyofwaterforbathing,drinkingandwashing。Withthesemainfactsadmitted,thereader\'scommonsenseofnaturalconsequenceswillfurnishtherestofthedetails。 Itistruethatsomeofthemorefortunateofushadwells;thankstoourownenergyinovercomingextraordinaryobstacles;nothankstoourgaolersformakingtheslightestefforttoprovidethesenecessitiesoflife。Wedugthewellswithcaseandpocketknives,andhalfcanteenstoadepthoffromtwentytothirtyfeet,pullingupthedirtinpantaloonslegs,andrunningcontinualriskofbeingsmotheredtodeathbythecavinginoftheunwalledsides。NotonlydidtheRebelsrefusetogiveusboardswithwhichtowallthewells,andbucketsfordrawingthewater,buttheydidallintheirpowertopreventusfromdiggingthewells,andmadecontinualforaystocapturethediggingtools,becausethewellswerefrequentlyusedasthestartingplacesfortunnels。 ProfessorJoneslaysspecialstressonthistunnelfeatureinhistestimony,whichIhaveintroducedinapreviouschapter。 ThegreatmajorityoftheprisonerswhowenttotheCreekforwater,wentasnearaspossibletotheDeadLineontheWestSide,wheretheCreekenteredtheStockade,thattheymightgetwaterwithaslittlefilthinitaspossible。Inthecrowdsstrugglingtherefortheirturntotakeadip,someonenearlyeverydaygotsoclosetotheDeadLineastoarouseasuspicionintheguard\'smindthathewastouchingit。Thesuspicionwastheunfortunateone\'sdeathwarrant,andalsoitsexecution。Asthesluggishbrainoftheguardconceiveditheleveledhisgun;thedistancetohisvictimwasnotoveronehundredfeet;heneverfailedhisaim;thefirstwarningthewretchedprisonergotthathewassuspectedoftransgressingaprison—rulewasthechargeof\"ball—and—buck\"thattorethroughhisbody。Itwasluckyifhewas,theonlyoneofthegroupkilled。MorewickedandunjustifiablemurdersneverwerecommittedthanthesealmostdailyassassinationsattheCreek。 Onemorningthecampwasastonishedbeyondmeasuretodiscoverthatduringthenightalarge,boldspringhadburstoutontheNorthSide,aboutmidwaybetweentheSwampandthesummitofthehill。Itpouredoutitsgratefulfloodofpure,sweetwaterinanapparentlyexhaustlessquantity。Tothemanywholookedinwonderuponit,itseemedastrulyaheaven—wroughtmiracleaswhenMoses\'senchantedrodsmotetheparchedrockinSinai\'sdesertwaste,andthelivingwatersgushedforth。 Thepolicetookchargeofthespring,andeveryonewascompelledtotakehisregularturninfillinghisvessel。ThiswaskeptupduringourwholestayinAndersonville,andeverymorning,shortlyafterdaybreak,athousandmencouldbeseenstandinginline,waitingtheirturnstofilltheircansandcupswiththepreciousliquid。 IamtoldbycomradeswhohaverevisitedtheStockadeofrecentyears,thatthespringisyetrunningaswhenweleft,andisheldinmostpiousvenerationbythenegrosofthatvicinity,whostillpreservethetraditionofitsmiraculousorigin,andascribetoitswaterwonderfulgracegivingandhealingproperties,similartothosewhichpiousCatholicsbelieveexistintheholywaterofthefountainatLourdes。 ImustconfessthatIdonotthinktheyaresoveryfarfromright。 IfIcouldbelievethatanywaterwassacredandthaumaturgic,itwouldbeofthatfountainwhichappearedsoopportunelyforthebenefitoftheperishingthousandsofAndersonville。AndwhenIhearofpeoplebringingwaterforbaptismalpurposesfromtheJordan,Isayinmyheart,\"HowmuchmorewouldIvalueformyselfandfriendstheadministrationofthechrismalsacramentwiththedivinerflowfromthatlowsand—hillinWesternGeorgia。 CHAPTERXLVII。 \"SICKCALL,\"ANDTHESCENESTHATACCOMPANIEDIT——MUSTERINGTHELAME,HALT ANDDISEASEDATTHESOUTHGATE——ANUNUSUALLYBADCASE——GOINGOUTTOTHE HOSPITAL——ACCOMMODATIONANDTREATMENTOFTHEPATIENTSTHERE——THEHORRIBLE SUFFERINGINTHEGANGRENEWARD——BUNGLINGAMPUTATIONSBYBLUNDERING PRACTITIONERS——AFFECTIONBETWEENASAILORANDHISWARD—— DEATHOFMYCOMRADE。 Everymorningafterroll—call,thousandsofsickgatheredattheSouthGate,wherethedoctorsmadesomepretenseofaffordingmedicalrelief。 ThescenethereremindedmeoftheillustrationsinmySunday—Schoollessonsofthattimewhen\"greatmultitudescameuntoHim,\"bytheshoresoftheSeaofGalilee,\"havingwiththemthosethatwerelame,blind,dumb,maimed,andmanyothers。\"HadthecrowdswornthefloutingrobesoftheEast,thepicturewouldhavelackednothingbutthepresenceoftheSonofMantomakeitcomplete。Hereweretheburningsandsandparchingsun;hithercamescoresofgroupsofthreeorfourcomrades,laboriouslystaggeringundertheweightofablanketinwhichtheyhadcarriedadisabledanddyingfriendfromsomedistantpartoftheStockade。Besidethemhobbledthescorbuticswithswollenanddistortedlimbs,eachmoreloathsomeandnearerdeaththantheleperswhomChrist\'sdivinetouchmadewhole。Dozens,unabletowalk,andhavingnocomradestocarrythem,crawledpainfullyalong,withfrequentstops,ontheirhandsandknees。Every,formofintensephysicalsufferingthatitispossiblefordiseasetoinduceinthehumanframewasvisibleatthesedailyparadesofthesickoftheprison。Asoverthreethousand(threethousandandseventy—six)diedinAugust,therewereprobablytwelvethousanddangerouslysickatanygiventimedaringthemonth;andalargepartofthesecollectedattheSouthGateeverymorning。 Measurably—callousedaswehadbecomebythedailysightsofhorroraroundus,weencounteredspectaclesinthesegatheringswhichnoamountofvisiblemiserycouldaccustomusto。Irememberoneespeciallythatburneditselfdeeplyintomymemory。Itwasofayoungmannotovertwenty—five,whoafewweeksago——hisclotheslookedcomparativelynew—— hadevidentlybeenthepictureofmanlybeautyandyouthfulvigor。 Hehadhadawell—knit,litheform;darkcurlinghairfelloveraforeheadwhichhadoncebeenfair,andhiseyesstillshowedthattheyhadgleamedwithabold,adventurousspirit。TheredcloverleafonhiscapshowedthathebelongedtotheFirstDivisionoftheSecondCorps,thethreechevronsonhisarmthathewasaSergeant,andthestripeathiscuffthathewasaveteran。Somekind—heartedboyshadfoundhiminamiserableconditionontheNorthSide,andcarriedhimoverinablankettowherethedoctorscouldseehim。Hehadbutlittleclothingon,savehisblouseandcap。Ulcersofsomekindhadformedinhisabdomen,andthesewerenowmassesofsquirmingworms。Itwassomuchworsethantheusualformsofsuffering,thatquitealittlecrowdofcompassionatespectatorsgatheredaroundandexpressedtheirpity。 Thesuffererturnedtoonewholaybesidehimwith: \"Comrade:IfwewereonlyundertheoldStarsandStripes,wewouldn\'tcareaG—dd——nforafewworms,wouldwe?\" Thiswasnotprofane。Itwasanutterancefromthedepthsofabraveman\'sheart,couchedinthestrongestlanguageathiscommand。Itseemedterriblethatsogallantasoulshoulddepartfromearthinthismiserablefashion。Someofus,muchmovedbythesight,wenttothedoctorsandputthecaseasstronglyaspossible,beggingthemtodosomethingtoalleviatehissuffering。Theydeclinedtoseethecase,butgotridofusbygivingusabottleofturpentine,withdirectionstopouritupontheulcerstokillthemaggots。Wedidso。Itmusthavebeencrueltorture,andasabsurdremediallyascruel,butourherosethisteethandendured,withoutagroan。Hewasthencarriedouttothehospitaltodie。