第6章

类别:其他 作者:Louisa May Alcott字数:11391更新时间:18/12/18 09:19:01
\"Yes,butheislikeotheryoungmen,whileyouareadearoldbookworm。 Noonewouldevermindwhatyoudid,soyoumaygotopartieswithmeeverynightandnotawordwouldbesaid­or,iftherewas,Ishouldn\'tmindsinceitis\'onlyMac,\'\"answeredRose,smilingasshequotedahouseholdphraseoftenusedtoexcusehisvagaries。 \"ThenIamnobody?\"hesaid,liftinghisbrowsasifthediscoverysurprisedandrathernettledhim。 \"Nobodyinsocietyasyet,butmyverybestcousininprivate,andI\'vejustprovedmyregardbymakingyoumyconfidantandchoosingyouformyknight,\"saidRose,hasteningtosoothethefeelingshercarelesswordsseemedtohaveruffledslightly。 \"Muchgoodthatislikelytodome,\"grumbledMac。 \"Youungratefulboy,nottoappreciatethehonorI\'veconferreduponyou!Iknowadozenwhowouldbeproudoftheplace,butyouonlycareforcompoundfractures,soIwon\'tdetainyouanylonger,excepttoaskifImayconsidermyselfprovidedwithanescortfortomorrownight?\"saidRose,atriflehurtathisindifference,forshewasnotusedtorefusals。 \"IfImayhopeforthehonor。\"And,rising,hemadeherabowwhichwassuchacapitalimitationofCharlie\'sgrandmannerthatsheforgavehimatonce,exclaimingwithamusedsurprise:\"Why,Mac!Ididn\'tknowyoucouldbesoelegant!\" \"Afellowcanbealmostanythinghelikesifhetrieshardenough,\" heanswered,standingverystraightandlookingsotallanddignifiedthatRosewasquiteimpressed,andwithastatelycourtesysheretired,sayinggraciously:\"Iacceptwiththanks。Goodmorning,Dr。AlexanderMackenzieCampbell。\" WhenFridayeveningcameandwordwassentupthatherescorthadarrived,Roserandown,devoutlyhopingthathehadnotcomeinavelveteenjacket,top—boots,blackgloves,ormadeanytriflingmistakeofthatsort。Ayounggentlemanwasstandingbeforethelongmirror,apparentlyintentuponthearrangementofhishair,andRosepausedsuddenlyashereyewentfromtheglossybroadclothtothewhite—glovedhands,busywithanunrulylockthatwouldnotstayinplace。 \"Why,Charlie,Ithought­\"shebeganwithanaccentofsurpriseinhervoice,butgotnofurther,forthegentlemanturnedandshebeheldMacinimmaculateeveningcostume,withhishairpartedsweetlyonhisbrow,asuperiorposyathisbuttonhole,andtheexpressionofamartyronhisface。 \"Ah,don\'tyouwishitwas?Noonebutyourselftothankthatitisn\'the。AmIright?Dandygotmeup,andheoughttoknowwhatiswhat,\"demandedMac,foldinghishandsandstandingasstiffasaramrod。 \"YouaresoregularlysplendidthatIdon\'tknowyou。\" \"NeitherdoI。\" \"Ireallyhadnoideayoucouldlooksolikeagentleman,\"addedRose,surveyinghimwithgreatapproval。 \"NorthatIcouldfeelsolikeafool。\" \"Poorboy!Hedoeslookrathermiserable。WhatcanIdotocheerhimupinreturnforthesacrificeheismaking?\" \"Stopcallingmeaboy。Itwillsoothemyagonyimmenselyandgivemecouragetoappearinalow—neckedcoatandcurlonmyforehead,forI\'mnotusedtosucheleganciesandIfindthemnoendofatrial。\" Macspokeinsuchapathetictone,andgavesuchagloomyglareattheaforesaidcurl,thatRoselaughedinhisfaceandaddedtohiswoebyhandinghimhercloak。Hesurveyeditgravelyforaminute,thencarefullyputitonwrongsideoutandgavetheswan\'s—downhoodagoodpulloverthehead,totheutterdestructionofallsmoothnesstothecurlsinside。 Roseutteredacryandcastoffthecloak,biddinghimlearntodoitproperly,whichhemeeklydidandthenledherdownthehallwithoutwalkingonherskirtsmorethanthreetimesontheway。ButatthedoorshediscoveredthatshehadforgottenherfurredovershoesandbadeMacgetthem。 \"Nevermind­it\'snotwet,\"hesaid,pullinghiscapoverhiseyesandplungingintohiscoat,regardlessofthe\"elegancies\"thatafflictedhim。 \"ButIcan\'twalkoncoldstoneswiththinslippers,canI?\"beganRose,showinghimalittlewhitefoot。 \"Youneedn\'t,for­thereyouare,mylady。\"And,unceremoniouslypickingherup,Maclandedherinthecarriagebeforeshecouldsayaword。 \"Whatanescort!\"sheexclaimedincomicdismay,assherescuedherdelicatedressfromaruginwhichhewasabouttotuckheruplikeamummy。 \"It\'s\'onlyMac,\'sodon\'tmind,\"andhecasthimselfintoanoppositecornerwiththeairofamanwhohadnervedhimselftotheaccomplishmentofmanypainfuldutiesandwasboundtodothemordie。 \"Butgentlemendon\'tcatchupladieslikebagsofmealandpokethemintocarriagesinthisway。Itisevidentthatyouneedlookingafter,anditishightimeIundertookyoursocietymanners。Now,domindwhatyouareaboutanddon\'tgetyourselformeintoascrapeifyoucanhelpit,\"besoughtRose,feelingthatonmanyaccountsshehadgonefurtherandfaredworse。 \"I\'llbehavelikeaTurveydrop­seeifIdon\'t。\" Mac\'sideaoftheimmortalTurveydrop\'sbehaviorseemedtobeapeculiarone;for,afterdancingoncewithhiscousin,helefthertoherowndevicesandsoonforgotallaboutherinalongconversationwithProfessorStumph,thelearnedgeologist。Rosedidnotcare,foronedanceprovedtoherthatthatbranchofMac\'seducationhadbeensadlyneglected,andshewasgladtoglidesmoothlyaboutwithSteve,thoughhewasonlyaninchortwotallerthanherself。Shehadplentyofpartners,however,andplentyofchaperons,foralltheyoungmenwerehermostdevoted,andallthematronsbeameduponherwithmaternalbenignity。 Charliewasnotthere,forwhenhefoundthatRosestoodfirm,andhadmoreoverengagedMacasapermanency,hewouldnotgoatallandretiredinhighdudgeontoconsolehimselfwithmoredangerouspastimes。Rosefeareditwouldbeso,andeveninthemidstofthegaietyaboutherananxiousmoodcameoverhernowandthenandmadeherthoughtfulforamoment。Shefeltherpowerandwantedtouseitwisely,butdidnotknowhowtobekindtoCharliewithoutbeinguntruetoherselfandgivinghimfalsehopes。 \"Iwishwewereallchildrenagain,withnoheartstoperplexusandnogreattemptationstotryus,\"shesaidtoherselfassherestedaminuteinaquietnookwhileherpartnerwenttogetaglassofwater。Rightinthemidstofthishalf—sad,half—sentimentalreverie,sheheardafamiliarvoicebehindhersayearnestly:\"Andallophiteisthenewhydroussilicateofaluminaandmagnesia,muchresemblingpseudophite,whichWebskyfoundinSilesia。\" \"WhatisMactalkingabout!\"shethought,and,peepingbehindagreatazaleainfullbloom,shesawhercousinindeepconversationwiththeprofessor,evidentlyhavingacapitaltime,forhisfacehadlostitsmelancholyexpressionandwasallalivewithinterest,whiletheeldermanwaslisteningasifhisremarkswerebothintelligentandagreeable。 \"Whatisit?\"askedSteve,comingupwiththewaterandseeingasmileonRose\'sface。 Shepointedoutthescientifictête—à—têtegoingonbehindtheazalea,andStevegrinnedashepeeped,thengrewsoberandsaidinatoneofdespair:\"IfyouhadseenthepainsItookwiththatfellow,thepatiencewithwhichIbrushedhiswig,thetimeIspenttryingtoconvincehimthathemustwearthinboots,andthefightIhadtogethimintothatcoat,you\'dunderstandmyfeelingswhenIseehimnow。\" \"Why,what\'sthematterwithhim?\"askedRose。 \"Willyoutakealookandseewhataspectaclehehasmadeofhimself。 He\'dbetterbesenthomeatonceorhewilldisgracethefamilybylookingasifhe\'dbeeninarow。\" StevespokeinsuchatragictonethatRosetookanotherpeepanddidsympathizewithDandy,forMac\'selegancewasquitegone。Histiewasunderoneear,hisposyhungupsidedown,hisgloveswererolledintoaball,whichheabsentlysqueezedandpoundedashetalked,andhishairlookedasifawhirlwindhadpassedoverit,forhistenfingerssetitonendnowandthen,astheyhadahabitofdoingwhenhestudiedortalkedearnestly。 Buthelookedsohappyandwideawake,inspiteofhisdishevelment,thatRosegaveanapprovingnodandsaidbehindherfan:\"Itisatryingspectacle,Steve­yet,onthewhole,IthinkhisownoddwayssuithimbestandIfancyweshallbeproudofhim,forheknowsmorethanalltherestofusputtogether。Hearthatnow。\"AndRosepausedthattheymightlistentothefollowingburstofeloquencefromMac\'slips:\"YouknowFrenzalhasshownthattheglobularformsofsilicateofbismuthatSchneeburgandJohanngeorgenstadtarenotisometric,butmonoclinicincrystallineform,andconsequentlyheseparatesthemfromtheoldeulytiteandgivesthemthenewnameAgricolite。\" \"Isn\'titawful?Letusgetoutofthisbeforethere\'sanotheravalancheorweshallbeglobularsilicatesandisometriccrystalsinspiteofourselves,\" whisperedStevewithapanic—strickenair,andtheyfledfromthehailstormofhardwordsthatrattledabouttheirears,leavingMactoenjoyhimselfinhisownway。 ButwhenRosewasreadytogohomeandlookedaboutforherescort,hewasnowheretobeseen,fortheprofessorhaddeparted,andMacwithhim,soabsorbedinsomenewtopicthatheentirelyforgothiscousinandwentplacidlyhome,stillponderingonthecharmsofgeology。WhenthispleasingfactdawneduponRoseherfeelingsmaybeimagined。Shewasbothangryandamused­itwassolikeMactogomooningoffandleavehertoherfate。Notahardone,however;for,thoughStevewasgonewithKittybeforeherplightwasdiscovered,Mrs。Blisswasonlytoogladtotakethedeserteddamselunderherwingandbearhersafelyhome。 RosewaswarmingherfeetandsippingthechocolatewhichPhebealwayshadreadyforher,assheneveratesupper,whenahurriedtapcameatthelongwindowwhencethelightstreamedandMac\'svoicewasheardsoftlyaskingtobeletin\"justforoneminute。\" Curioustoknowwhathadbefallenhim,RosebadePhebeobeyhiscallandthedelinquentcavalierappeared,breathless,anxious,andmoredilapidatedthanever,forhehadforgottenhisovercoat;histiewasatthebackofhisnecknow;andhishairasrampantlyerectasifallthewindsofheavenhadbeenblowingfreelythroughit,astheyhad,forhehadbeentearingtoandfrothelasthalfhour,tryingtoundothedreadfuldeedhehadsoinnocentlycommitted。 \"Don\'ttakeanynoticeofme,forIdon\'tdeserveit。Ionlycametoseethatyouweresafe,Cousin,andthengohangmyself,asSteveadvised,\" hebeganinaremorsefultonethatwouldhavebeenveryeffectiveifhehadnotbeenobligedtocatchhisbreathwithacomicalgaspnowandthen。 \"Ineverthoughtyouwouldbetheonetodesertme,\"saidRosewithareproachfullook,thinkingitbestnottorelenttoosoon,thoughshewasquitereadytodoitwhenshesawhowsincerelydistressedhewas。 \"Itwasthatconfoundedman!Hewasaregularwalkingencyclopedia,and,findingIcouldgetagooddealoutofhim,Iwentinforgeneralinformation,asthetimewasshort。YouknowIalwaysforgeteverythingelsewhenIgetholdofsuchafellow。\" \"Thatisevident。Iwonderhowyoucametoremembermeatall,\"answeredRose,onthebrinkofalaugh­itwassoabsurd。 \"Ididn\'ttillStevesaidsomethingthatremindedme­thenitburstuponme,inoneawfulshock,thatI\'dgoneandleftyou,andyoumighthaveknockedmedownwithafeather,\"saidhonestMac,hidingnoneofhisiniquity。 \"Whatdidyoudothen?\" \"Do!IwentofflikeashotandneverstoppedtillIreachedtheHopes\'­\" \"Youdidn\'twalkalltheway?\"criedRose。 \"Blessyou,no­Iran。ButyouweregonewithMrs。Bliss,soIpeltedbackagaintoseewithmyowneyesthatyouweresafeathome,\"answeredMacwithasighofrelief,wipinghishotforehead。 \"Butitisthreemilesatleasteachway,andtwelveo\'clock,anddarkandcold。Oh,Mac!Howcouldyou!\"exclaimedRose,suddenlyrealizingwhathehaddoneassheheardhislaboredbreathing,sawthestateofthethinboots,anddetectedtheabsenceofanovercoat。 \"Couldn\'tdoless,couldI?\"askedMac,leaningupagainstthedoorandtryingnottopant。 \"Therewasnoneedofhalfkillingyourselfforsuchatrifle。YoumighthaveknownIcouldtakecareofmyselfforonce,atleast,withsomanyfriendsabout。Sitdownthisminute。Bringanothercup,please,Phebe­thisboyisn\'tgoinghometillheisrestedandrefreshedaftersucharunasthat,\"commandedRose。 \"Don\'tbegoodtome­I\'drathertakeascoldingthanachair,anddrinkhemlockinsteadofchocolateifyouhappentohaveanyready,\"answeredMacwithapatheticpuffashesubsidedontothesofaandmeeklytookthedraftPhebebroughthim。 \"Ifyouhadanythingthematterwithyourheart,sir,araceofthissortmightbethedeathofyou­soneverdoitagain,\"saidRose,offeringherfantocoolhisheatedcountenance。 \"Haven\'tgotanyheart。\" \"Yes,youhave,forIhearitbeatinglikeatrip—hammer,anditismyfault­IoughttohavestoppedaswewentbyandtoldyouIwasallright。\" \"It\'sthemortification,notthemiles,thatupsetsme。Ioftentakethatrunforexerciseandthinknothingofit­buttonightIwassomadImadeextra—goodtime,Ifancy。Nowdon\'tyouworry,butcomposeyourmindand\'sipyourdishoftea,\'asEvelinasays,\"answeredMac,artfullyturningtheconversationfromhimself。 \"WhatdoyouknowaboutEvelina?\" askedRoseingreatsurprise。 \"Allabouther。DoyousupposeIneverreadanovel?\" \"IthoughtyoureadnothingbutGreekandLatin,withanoccasionalglanceatWebsky\'spseudophitesandthemonoclinicsofJohanngeorgenstadt。\" Macopenedhiseyeswideatthisreply,thenseemedtoseethejokeandjoinedinthelaughwithsuchheartinessthatAuntPlenty\'svoicewashearddemandingfromabovewithsleepyanxiety:\"Isthehouseafire?\" \"No,ma\'am,everythingissafe,andI\'monlysayinggoodnight,\"answeredMac,divingforhiscap。 \"Thengoatonceandletthatchildhavehersleep,\"addedtheoldlady,retiringtoherbed。 Roseranintothehall,andcatchingupheruncle\'sfurcoat,metMacashecameoutofthestudy,absentlylookingaboutforhisown。 \"Youhaven\'tany,youbenightedboy!Sotakethis,andhaveyourwitsaboutyounexttimeorIwon\'tletyouoffsoeasily,\"shesaid,holdinguptheheavygarmentandpeepingoverit,withnosignofdispleasureinherlaughingeyes。 \"Nexttime!Thenyoudoforgiveme?Youwilltrymeagain,andgivemeachancetoprovethatI\'mnotafool?\"criedMac,embracingthebigcoatwithemotion。 \"OfcourseIwill,and,sofarfromthinkingyouafool,IwasmuchimpressedwithyourlearningtonightandtoldStevethatweoughttobeproudofourphilosopher。\" \"Learningbehanged!I\'llshowyouthatI\'mnotabookwormbutasmuchamanasanyofthem,andthenyoumaybeproudornot,asyoulike!\"criedMacwithadefiantnodthatcausedtheglassestoleapwildlyoffhisnoseashecaughtuphishatanddepartedashecame。 AdayortwolaterRosewenttocalluponAuntJane,asshedutifullydidonceortwiceaweek。Onherwayupstairssheheardasingularsoundinthedrawingroomandinvoluntarilystoppedtolisten。 \"One,two,three,slide!One,two,three,turn!Now,then,comeon!\" saidonevoiceimpatiently。 \"It\'sveryeasytosay\'comeon,\'butwhatthedickensdoIdowithmyleftlegwhileI\'mturningandslidingwithmyright?\"demandedanothervoiceinabreathlessandmournfultone。 Thenthewhistlingandthumpingwentonmorevigorouslythanbefore,andRose,recognizingthevoices,peepedthroughthehalf—opendoortobeholdasightwhichmadehershakewithsuppressedlaughter。Steve,witharedtableclothtiedaroundhiswaist,languisheduponMac\'sshoulder,dancinginperfecttimetotheairhewhistled,forDandywasproficientinthegracefulartandplumedhimselfuponhisskill。Mac,withaflushedfaceanddizzyeye,clutchedhisbrotherbythesmallofhisback,vainlyendeavoringtosteerhimdownthelongroomwithoutentanglinghisownlegsinthetablecloth,treadingonhispartner\'stoes,orcollidingwiththefurniture。Itwasverydroll,andRoseenjoyedthespectacletillMac,inafranticattempttoswingaround,dashedhimselfagainstthewallandlandedSteveuponthefloor。Thenitwasimpossibletorestrainherlaughteranylongerandshewalkedinuponthem,sayingmerrily:\"Itwassplendid! Doitagain,andI\'llplayforyou。\" Stevesprangupandtoreoffthetableclothingreatconfusion,whileMac,stillrubbinghishead,droppedintoachair,tryingtolookquitecalmandcheerfulashegaspedout:\"Howareyou,Cousin?Whendidyoucome?Johnshouldhavetoldus。\" \"I\'mgladhedidn\'t,forthenIshouldhavemissedthistouchingtableauofcousinlydevotionandbrotherlylove。Gettingreadyforournextparty,Isee。\" \"Tryingto,buttherearesomanythingstorememberallatonce­keeptime,steerstraight,dodgethepetticoats,andmanagemyconfoundedlegs­thatitisn\'teasytogetonatfirst,\"answeredMacwithasighofexhaustion,wipinghishotforehead。 \"HardestjobIeverundertookand,asI\'mnotabatteringram,Ideclinetobeknockedroundanylonger,\"growledSteve,dustinghiskneesandruefullysurveyingthefeetthathadbeentrampledontilltheytingled,forhisbootsandbroadclothweredeartotheheartofthedapperyouth。 \"Verygoodofyou,andI\'mmuchobliged。I\'vegotthepace,Ithink,andcanpracticewithachairtokeepmyhandin,\"saidMacwithsuchacomicmixtureofgratitudeandresignationthatRosewentoffagainsoirresistiblythathercousinsjoinedherwithaheartyroar。 \"Asyouaremakingamartyrofyourselfinmyservice,theleastIcandoislendahand。Playforus,Steve,andI\'llgiveMacalesson,unlessheprefersthechair。\"And,throwingoffherhatandcloak,Rosebeckonedsoinvitinglythatthegravestphilosopherwouldhaveyielded。 \"Athousandthanks,butI\'mafraidIshallhurtyou,\"beganMac,muchgratified,butmindfulofpastmishaps。 \"I\'mnot。Stevedidn\'tmanagehistrainwell,forgooddancersalwayslooptheirsup。Ihavenoneatall,sothattroubleisgoneandthemusicwillmakeitmucheasiertokeepstep。JustdoasItellyou,andyou\'llgobeautifullyafterafewturns。\" \"Iwill,Iwill!Pipeup,Steve!Now,Rose!\"And,brushinghishairoutofhiseyeswithanairofsterndetermination,MacgraspedRoseandreturnedtothechargebentondistinguishinghimselfifhediedintheattempt。 Thesecondlessonprospered,forStevemarkedthetimebyaseriesofemphaticbangs;Macobeyedordersaspromptlyasifhislifedependedonit;and,afterseveralnarrowescapesatexcitingmoments,Rosehadthesatisfactionofbeingsteeredsafelydowntheroomandlandedwithagrandpirouetteatthebottom。Steveapplauded,andMac,muchelated,exclaimedwithartlesscandor:\"Therereallyisasortofinspirationaboutyou,Rose。Ialwaysdetesteddancingbefore,butnow,doyouknow,Iratherlikeit。\" \"Iknewyouwould,onlyyoumustn\'tstandwithyourarmroundyourpartnerinthiswaywhenyouaredone。Youmustseatandfanher,ifshelikesit,\"saidRose,anxioustoperfectapupilwhoseemedsolamentablyinneedofateacher。 \"Yes,ofcourse,Iknowhowtheydoit。\"And,releasinghiscousin,Macraisedasmallwhirlwindaroundherwithafoldednewspaper,sofullofzealthatshehadnotthehearttochidehimagain。 \"Welldone,oldfellow。Ibegintohavehopesofyouandwillorderyouanewdresscoatatonce,sinceyouarereallygoinginfortheproprietiesoflife,\"saidStevefromthemusicstool,withtheapprovingnodofonewhowasajudgeofsaidproprieties。\"Now,Rose,ifyouwilljustcoachhimalittleinhissmalltalk,hewon\'tmakealaughingstockofhimselfashedidtheothernight,\"addedSteve。\"Idon\'tmeanhisgeologicalgabble­thatwasbadenough,buthischatwithEmmaCurtiswasmuchworse。Tellher,Mac,andseeifshedoesn\'tthinkpoorEmmahadarighttothinkyouafirst—classbore。\" \"Idon\'tseewhy,whenImerelytriedtohavealittlesensibleconversation,\" beganMacwithreluctance,forhehadbeenunmercifullychaffedbyhiscousins,towhomhisbrotherhadbetrayedhim。 \"Whatdidyousay?Iwon\'tlaughifIcanhelpit,\"saidRose,curioustohear,forSteve\'seyesweretwinklingwithfun。 \"Well,Iknewshewasfondoftheaters,soItriedthatfirstandgotonprettywelltillIbegantotellherhowtheymanagedthosethingsinGreece。Mostinterestingsubject,youknow?\" \"Very。DidyougiveheroneofthechorusesorabitofAgamemnon,asyoudidwhenyoudescribedittome?\"askedRose,keepingsoberwithdifficultyassherecalledthatserio—comicscene。 \"Ofcoursenot,butIwasadvisinghertoreadPrometheuswhenshegapedbehindherfanandbegantotalkaboutPhebe。Whata\'nicecreature\' shewas,\'keptherplace,\'dressedaccordingtoherstation,andthatsortoftwaddle。Isupposeitwasratherrude,butbeingpulledupsoshortconfusedmeabit,andIsaidthefirstthingthatcameintomyhead,whichwasthatIthoughtPhebethebest—dressedwomanintheroombecauseshewasn\'tallfussandfeatherslikemostofthegirls。\" \"Oh,Mac!ThattoEmma,whomakesitthelaborofherlifetobealwaysintheheightoffashionandwasparticularlysplendidthatnight。Whatdidshesay?\"criedRose,fullofsympathyforbothparties。 \"Shebridledandlookeddaggersatme。\" \"Andwhatdidyoudo?\" \"Ibitmytongueandtumbledoutofonescrapeintoanother。Followingherexample,Ichangedthesubjectbytalkingaboutthecharityconcertfortheorphans,andwhenshegushedaboutthe\'littledarlings,\'Iadvisedhertoadoptoneandwonderedwhyyoungladiesdidn\'tdothatsortofthing,insteadofcuddlingcatsandlapdogs。\" \"Unhappyboy!Herpugistheidolofherlife,andshehatesbabies,\" saidRose。 \"Morefoolshe!Well,shegotmyopiniononthesubject,anyway,andshe\'sverywelcome,forIwentontosaythatIthoughtitwouldnotonlybealovelycharity,butexcellenttrainingforthetimewhentheyhadlittledarlingsoftheirown。Noendofpoorthingsdiethroughtheignoranceofmothers,youknow,\"addedMac,soseriouslythatRosedarednotsmileatwhatwentbefore。 \"ImagineEmmatrottingroundwithapauperbabyunderherarminsteadofhercherishedToto,\"saidStevewithanecstatictwirlonthestool。 \"Didsheseemtolikeyouradvice,MonsieurMalapropos?\"askedRose,wishingshehadbeenthere。 \"No,shegavealittleshriekandsaid,\'Goodgracious,Mr。Campbell,howdrollyouare!TakemetoMama,please,\'whichIdidwithathankfulheart。Catchmesettingherpug\'slegagain,\"endedMacwithagrimshakeofthehead。 \"Nevermind。Youwereunfortunateinyourlistenerthattime。Don\'tthinkallgirlsaresofoolish。IcanshowyouadozensensibleoneswhowoulddiscussdressreformandcharitywithyouandenjoyGreektragedyifyoudidthechorusforthemasyoudidforme,\"saidRoseconsolingly,forStevewouldonlyjeer。 \"Givemealistofthem,please,andI\'llcultivatetheiracquaintance。 Afellowmusthavesomerewardformakingateetotumofhimself。\" \"Iwillwithpleasure;andifyoudancewelltheywillmakeitverypleasantforyou,andyou\'llenjoypartiesinspiteofyourself。\" \"Icannotbea\'glassoffashionandamoldofform\'likeDandyhere,butI\'lldomybest:only,ifIhadmychoice,I\'dmuchrathergoroundthestreetswithanorganandamonkey,\"answeredMacdespondently。 \"Thankyoukindlyforthecompliment,\"andRosemadehimalowcourtesy,whileStevecried,\"Nowyouhavedoneit!\"inatoneofreproachwhichremindedtheculprit,alltoolate,thathewasRose\'schosenescort。 \"Bythegods,soIhave!\"Andcastingawaythenewspaperwithagestureofcomicdespair,Macstrodefromtheroom,chantingtragicallythewordsofCassandra,\"\'Woe!woe!OEarth!OApollo!Iwilldaretodie;IwillaccostthegatesofHades,andmakemyprayerthatImayreceiveamortalblow!\'\"Chapter7。Chapter7。7PHEBEWhileRosewasmakingdiscoveriesandhavingexperiences,Phebewasdoingthesameinaquieterway,butthoughtheyusuallycomparednotesduringthebedtimetête—à—têtewhichalwaysendedtheirday,certaintopicswerenevermentioned,soeachhadalittleworldofherownintowhicheventheeyeoffriendshipdidnotpeep。 Rose\'slifejustnowwasthegaiestbutPhebe\'sthehappiest。Bothwentoutagooddeal,forthebeautifulvoicewaswelcomedeverywhere,andmanywerereadytopatronizethesingerwhowouldhavebeenslowtorecognizethewoman。Phebeknewthisandmadenoattempttoassertherself,contenttoknowthatthosewhoseregardshevaluedfeltherworthandhopefulofatimewhenshecouldgracefullytaketheplaceshewasmeanttofill。 ProudasaprincesswasPhebeaboutsomethings,thoughinmostashumbleasachild;therefore,wheneachyearlessenedtheserviceshelovedtogiveandincreasedtheobligationsshewouldhaverefusedfromanyothersource,dependencebecameaburdenwhicheventhemostferventgratitudecouldnotlighten。Hithertothechildrenhadgoneontogether,findingnoobstaclestotheircompanionshipinthesecludedworldinwhichtheylived。Nowthattheywerewomentheirpathsinevitablydiverged,andbothreluctantlyfeltthattheymustpartbeforelong。 Ithadbeensettled,whentheywereabroad,thatontheirreturnPhebeshouldtakeheronegiftinherhandandtryherfortunes。Onnoothertermswouldsheaccepttheteachingwhichwastofitherfortheindependenceshedesired。Faithfullyhadsheusedthefacilitiessogenerouslyaffordedbothathomeandabroadandnowwasreadytoprovethattheyhadnotbeeninvain。Muchencouragedbythesmallsuccessesshewonindrawingrooms,andthepraisebestowedbyinterestedfriends,shebegantofeelthatshemightventureonalargerfieldandbeginhercareerasaconcertsinger,forsheaimednohigher。 Justatthistimemuchinterestwasfeltinanewasylumfororphangirls,whichcouldnotbecompletedforwantoffunds。TheCampbellswellhadbornetheirpartandstilllaboredtoaccomplishthemuch—neededcharity。 Severalfairshadbeengivenforthispurpose,followedbyaseriesofconcerts。RosehadthrownherselfintotheworkwithallherheartandnowproposedthatPhebeshouldmakeherdebutatthelastconcert,whichwastobeapeculiarlyinterestingone,asalltheorphansweretobepresentandwereexpectedtopleadtheirowncausebythesightoftheirinnocenthelplessnessaswellastouchheartsbythesimpleairstheyweretosing。 SomeofthefamilythoughtPhebewouldobjecttosohumbleabeginning,butRoseknewherbetterandwasnotdisappointed,forwhenshemadeherproposalPhebeansweredreadily:\"WherecouldIfindafittertimeandplacetocomebeforethepublicthanhereamongmylittlesistersinmisfortune? I\'llsingforthemwithallmyheart­onlyImustbeoneofthemandhavenoflourishmadeaboutme。\" \"Youshallarrangeitasyoulike,andasthereistobelittlevocalmusicbutyoursandthechildren\'s,I\'llseethatyouhaveeverythingasyouplease,\"promisedRose。 Itwaswellshedid,forthefamilygotmuchexcitedovertheprospectof\"ourPhebe\'sdebut\"andwouldhavemadeaflourishifthegirlshadnotresisted。AuntClarawasindespairaboutthedressbecausePhebedecidedtowearaplainclaret—coloredmerinowithfrillsatneckandwristssothatshemightlook,asmuchaspossible,liketheotherorphansintheirstuffgownsandwhiteaprons。AuntPlentywantedtohavealittlesupperafterwardinhonoroftheoccasion,butPhebebeggedhertochangeittoaChristmasdinnerforthepoorchildren。Theboysplannedtothrowbushelsofflowers,andCharlieclaimedthehonorofleadingthesingerin。ButPhebe,withtearsinhereyes,declinedtheirkindlyoffers,sayingearnestly:\"IhadbetterbeginasIamtogoonanddependuponmyselfentirely。Indeed,Mr。Charlie,I\'dratherwalkinalone,foryou\'dbeoutofplaceamongusandspoilthepatheticeffectwewishtoproduce。\"AndasmilesparkledthroughthetearsasPhebelookedatthepieceofelegancebeforeherandthoughtofthebrowngownsandpinafores。