第12章

类别:其他 作者:Zane Grey字数:9935更新时间:18/12/18 09:28:26
\"I,too,sufferwiththatthought;morethanthat,Iammorbidanddepressed。 Ifeelasifsomecalamityawaitedushere。Ihaveneverbeensuperstitious,norhaveIhadpresentiments,butoflatetherearestrangefearsinmymind。\" AtthisjunctureMr。WellsandHeckeweldercameoutoftheadjoiningcabin。 \"Ihadwordfromatrustworthyrunnerto—day。GirtyandhiscaptiveshavenotbeenseenintheDelawaretowns,\"aidHeckewelder。 \"Itismostunlikelythathewilltakethemtothetowns,\"repliedEdwards。 \"WhatdoyoumakeofhiscapturingJim?\" \"ForPipe,perhaps。TheDelawareWolfissnappinghisteeth。PipeisparticularlyopposedtoChristianity,and——what\'sthat?\" Alowwhistlefromthebushesnearthecreekbankattractedtheattentionofall。Theyoungermengotuptoinvestigate,butHeckewelderdetainedthem。 \"Wait,\"headded。\"Thereisnotellingwhatthatsignalmaymean。\" Theywaitedwithbreathlessinterest。Presentlythewhistlewasrepeated,andaninstantlaterthetallfigureofamansteppedfrombehindathicket。Hewasawhiteman,butnotrecognizableatthatdistance,evenifafriend。Thestrangerwavedhishandasifaskingthemtobecautious,andcometohim。 Theywenttowardthethicket,andwhenwithinafewpacesofthemanMr。Wellsexclaimed: \"It\'sthemanwhoguidedmypartytothevillage。ItisWetzel!\" Theothermissionarieshadneverseenthehunterthough,ofcourse,theywerefamiliarwithhisname,andlookedathimwithgreatcuriosity。Thehunter\'sbuckskingarmentswerewet,torn,andcoveredwithburrs。Darkspots,evidentlybloodstains,showedonhishunting—shirt。 \"Wetzel?\"interrogatedHeckewelder。 Thehunternodded,andtookastepbehindthebush。Bendingoverheliftedsomethingfromtheground。Itwasagirl。ItwasNell!Shewasverywhite——butalive。Afaint,gladsmilelightedupherfeatures。 Notawordwasspoken。WithanexpressionoftendercompassionMr。Wellsreceivedherintohisarms。Thefourmissionariesturnedfearful,questioningeyesuponthehunter,buttheycouldnotspeak。 \"She\'swell,an\'unharmed,\"saidWetzel,readingtheirthoughts,\"onlywornout。I\'vecarriedherthesetenmiles。\" \"Godblessyou,Wetzel!\"exclaimedtheoldmissionary。\"Nellie,Nellie,canyouspeak?\" \"Uncledear——I\'m——allright,\"camethefaintanswer。 \"Kate?What——ofher?\"whisperedGeorgeYoungwithlipsasdryascornhusks。 \"Ididmybest,\"saidthehunterwithasimpledignity。Nothingbuttheagonizedappealintheyoungman\'seyescouldhavemadeWetzelspeakofhisachievement。 \"Tellus,\"brokeinHeckewelder,seeingthatfearhadstrickenGeorgedumb。 \"Wetrailed\'eman\'gotawaywiththegolden—hairedlass。ThelastIsawofJoehewasbracedupaginarockfightin\'likeawildcat。ItriedtocutJimlooseasIwasgoin\'by。Is\'pectthewustferthebrothersan\'theotherlass。\" \"Canwedonothing?\"askedMr。Wells。 \"Nothin\'!\" \"Wetzel,hasthecapturingofJamesDownsanysignificancetoyou?\"inquiredHeckewelder。 \"Ireckonso。\" \"What?\" \"Pipean\'hiswhite—redskinalliesareaginChristianity。\" \"Doyouthinkweareindanger?\" \"Ireckonso。\" \"Whatdoyouadvise?\" \"Packupafewofyourtraps,takethelass,an\'comewithme。I\'llseeyoubackinFortHenry。\" Heckeweldernervouslywalkeduptothetreeandbackagain。YoungandEdwardslookedblanklyatoneanother。TheybothrememberedEdward\'spresentiment。Mr。 Wellsutteredanangryexclamation。 \"Youaskustofailinourduty?No,never!TogobacktothewhitesettlementsandacknowledgewewereafraidtocontinueteachingtheGospeltotheIndians!YoucannotunderstandChristianityifyouadvisethat。Youhavenoreligion。YouareakillerofIndians。\" Ashadowthatmighthavebeenoneofpainflittedoverthehunter\'sface。 \"No,Iain\'taChristian,an\'IamakillerofInjuns,\"saidWetzel,andhisdeepvoicehadastrangetremor。\"Idon\'tknownothin\'much\'ceptthewoodsan\'fields,an\'ifthere\'saGodfermeHe\'souttharunderthetreesan\' grass。Mr。Wells,you\'rethefirstmanasevercalledmeacoward,an\'I overlookitbecauseofyourcallin\'。IadviseyoutogobacktoFortHenry,becauseifyoudon\'tgonowthechancesareaginstyourevergoin\'。 ChristianityornoChristianity,suchmenasyouhevnobisnessinthesewoods。\" \"Ithankyouforyouradvice,andblessyouforyourrescueofthischild;butIcannotleavemywork,norcanIunderstandwhyallthisgoodworkwehavedoneshouldbecalleduseless。WehaveconvertedIndians,savedtheirsouls。 Isthatnotbeingofsomeuse,ofsomegoodhere?\" \"It\'saccordin\'tohowyoulookatit。NowIknowthebarkofanoakisdifferentaccordin\'tothesideweseefrom。I\'llallow,hatin\'InjunsasI do,isnoreasonyououghtn\'ttotryan\'convert\'em。Butyou\'rebringin\'onawar。TheseInjunswon\'tallowthisVillageofPeaceherewithitsbigfieldsofcorn,an\'shopsan\'workin\'redskins。It\'sagintheirnature。You\'reonlysacrificin\'yourChristianInjuns。\" \"Whatdoyoumean?\"askedMr。Wells,startledbyWetzel\'swords。 \"Enough。I\'mreadytoguideyoutoFortHenry。\" \"I\'llnevergo。\" Wetzellookedattheothermen。Noonewouldhavedoubtedhim。NoonecouldhavefailedtoseeheknewthatsometerribleangerhoveredovertheVillageofPeace。 \"Ibelieveyou,Wetzel,butIcannotgo,\"saidHeckewelder,withwhiteface。 \"Iwillstay,\"saidGeorge,steadily。 \"AndI,\"saidDave。 Wetzelnodded,andturnedtodepartwhenGeorgegraspedhisarm。Theyoungmissionary\'sfacewasdrawnandhaggard;hefixedanintensegazeuponthehunter。 \"Wetzel,listen;\"hisvoicewaslowandshakenwithdeepfeeling。\"IamateacherofGod\'sword,andIamasearnestinthatpurposeasyouareinyourlife—work。Ishalldiehere;Ishallfillanunmarkedgrave;butIshallhavedonethebestIcould。Thisisthelifedestinyhasmarkedoutforme,andI willliveitasbestImay;butinthismoment,preacherasIam,IwouldgiveallIhaveorhopetohave,allthelittlegoodImayhavedone,allmylife,tobesuchamanasyou。ForIwouldavengethewomanIloved。Totorture,tokillGirty!Iamonlyapoor,weakfellowwhowouldbelostamilefromthisvillage,andifnot,wouldfallbeforetheyoungestbrave。Butyouwithyourgloriousstrength,yourincomparablewoodcraft,youarethemantokillGirty。 Ridthefrontierofthisfiend。Killhim!Wetzel,killhim!Ibeseechyouforthesakeofsomesweetgirlwhoevennowmaybeonherwaytothisterriblecountry,andwhomayfallintoGirty\'spower——forhersake,Wetzel,killhim。 Trailhimlikeabloodhound,andwhenyoufindhimremembermybrokenheart,rememberNell,remember,oh,God!rememberpoorKate!\" Young\'svoicebrokeintodrysobs。Hehadcompletelyexhaustedhimself,sothathewasforcedtoleanagainstthetreeforsupport。 Wetzelspokeneveraword。Hestretchedouthislong,brawnyarmandgrippedtheyoungmissionary\'sshoulder。Hisfingersclaspedhard。Simple,withoutwordsastheactionwas,itcouldnothavebeenmorepotent。Andthen,ashestood,thesofterlookfadedslowlyfromhisface。Arippleseemedtorunoverhisfeatures,whichfroze,asitsubsided,intoacold,stonerigidity。 Hisarmdropped;hesteppedpastthetree,and,boundinglightlyasadeer,clearedthecreekanddisappearedinthebushes。 Mr。WellscarriedNelltohiscabinwhereshelayforhourswithwanfaceandlistlesslanguor。SheswallowedthenourishingdrinkanoldIndiannurseforcedbetweenherteeth;sheevensmiledweaklywhenthemissionariesspoketoher;butshesaidnothingnorseemedtorallyfromherterribleshock。A darkshadowlayalwaysbeforeher,consciousofnothingpresent,livingoveragainherfrightfulexperience。Againsheseemedsunkindullapathy。 \"Dave,we\'regoingtolooseNell。She\'sfadingslowly,\"saidGeorge,oneevening,severaldaysafterthegirl\'sreturn。\"Wetzelsaidshewasunharmed,yetsheseemstohavereceivedahurtmorefatalthanaphysicalone。It\'shermind——hermind。Ifwecannotbrightenheruptomakeherforget,she\'lldie。\" \"We\'vedoneallwithinourpower。Ifshecouldonlybebroughtoutofthistrance!Sheliestherealldaylongwiththosestaringeyes。Ican\'tlookintothem。Theyaretheeyesofachildwhohasseenmurder。\" \"Wemusttryinsomewaytogetheroutofthisstupor,andIhaveanidea。 HaveyounoticedthatMr。Wellshasfailedverymuchinthelastfewweeks?\" \"IndeedIhave,andI\'mafraidhe\'sbreakingdown。Hehasgrownsothin,eatsverylittle,anddoesn\'tsleep。Heisold,youknow,and,despitehiszeal,thisborderlifeistellingonhim。\" \"Dave,Ibelieveheknowsit。Poor,earnestoldman!Heneversaysawordabouthimself,yethemustknowheisgoingdownhill。Well,weallbegin,soonerorlater,thatdescentwhichendsinthegrave。IbelievewemightstirNelliebytellingherMr。Wells\'healthisbreaking。\" \"Letustry。\" Ahurriedknockonthedoorinterruptedtheirconversation。 \"Comein,\"saidEdwards。 Thedooropenedtoadmitaman,whoenteredeagerly。 \"Jim!Jim!\"exclaimedbothmissionaries,throwingthemselvesuponthenewcomer。 Itwas,indeed,Jim,butnoansweringsmilelightedhisworn,distressedfacewhilehewrunghisfriends\'hands。 \"You\'renothurt?\"askedDave。 \"No,I\'muninjured。\" \"Tellusall。Didyouescape?Didyouseeyourbrother?DidyouknowWetzelrescuedNell?\" \"Wingenundsetmefreeinspiteofmanydemandsformydeath。HekeptJoeaprisoner,andintendstokillhim,fortheladwasWetzel\'scompanion。Isawthehuntercomeintothegladewherewecamped,breakthroughthelineoffightingIndiansandcarryNelloff。\" \"Kate?\"falteredYoung,withashenface。 \"George,IwishtoGodIcouldtellyousheisdead,\"answeredJim,nervouslypacingtheroom。\"ButshewaswellwhenIlastsawher。SheenduredthehardjourneybetterthaneitherNellorI。Girtydidnotcarryherintotheencampment,asSilvertipdidJoeandme,buttherenegadeleftusontheoutskirtsoftheDelawaretown。Therewasarockyravinewithdenseundergrowthwherehedisappearedwithhiscaptive。Isupposehehashisdensomewhereinthatravine。\" Georgesankdownandburiedhisfaceinhisarms;neithermovementnorsoundbetokenedconsciousness。 \"HasWetzelcomeinwithNell?Joesaidhehadacavewherehemighthavetakenherincaseofillnessoraccident。\" \"Yes,hebroughtherback,\"answeredEdwards,slowly。 \"Iwanttoseeher,\"saidJim,hishaggardfaceexpressingakeenanxiety。 \"She\'snotwounded?hurt?ill?\" \"No,nothinglikethat。It\'sashockwhichshecan\'tgetover,can\'tforget。\" \"Imustseeher,\"criedJim,movingtowardthedoor。 \"Don\'tgo,\"repliedDave,detaininghim。\"Wait。Wemustseewhat\'sbesttobedone。WaittillHeckeweldercomes。He\'llbeheresoon。Nellthinksyou\'redead,andthesurprisemightbebadforher。\" Heckeweldercameinatthatmoment,andshookhandswarmlywithJim。 \"TheDelawarerunnertoldmeyouwerehere。IamoverjoyedthatWingenundfreedyou,\"saidthemissionary。\"Itisamostfavorablesign。IhaveheardrumorsfromGoshockingandSanduskythathaveworriedme。Thisgoodnewsmorethanoffsetsthebad。Iamsorryaboutyourbrother。Areyouwell?\" \"Well,butmiserable。IwanttoseeNell。Davetellsmesheisnotexactlyill,butsomethingiswrongwithher。PerhapsIoughtnottoseeherjustyet。\" \"It\'llbeexactlythetonicforher,\"repliedHeckewelder。\"She\'llbesurprisedoutofherself。Sheismorbid,apathetic,and,tryaswemay,wecan\'tinteresther。Comeatonce。\" HeckewelderhadtakenJim\'sarmandstartedforthedoorwhenhecaughtsightofYoung,sittingbowedandmotionless。TurningtoJimhewhispered: \"Kate?\" \"Girtydidnottakeherintotheencampment,\"answeredJim,inalowvoice。 \"Ihopedhewould,becausetheIndiansarekind,buthedidn\'t。Hetookhertohisden。\" JustthenYoungraisedhisface。Thedespairinitwouldhavemeltedaheartofstone。Ithadbecomethefaceofanoldman。 \"Ifonlyyou\'dtoldmeshehaddied,\"hesaidtoJim,\"I\'dhavebeenmanenoughtostandit,but——this——thiskillsme——Ican\'tbreathe!\" Hestaggeredintotheadjoiningroom,whereheflunghimselfuponabed。 \"It\'shard,andhewon\'tbeabletostandupunderit,forhe\'snotstrong,\" whisperedJim。 Heckewelderwasamild,piousman,inwhomnoonewouldeverexpectstrongpassion;butnowdepthswerestirredwithinhisheartthathadeverbeentranquil。Hebecamelivid,andhisfacewasdistortedwithrage。 \"It\'sbadenoughtohavetheserenegadesplottingandworkingagainstourreligion;tohavethemsowdiscontent,spreadlies,maketheIndiansthinkwehaveaxestogrind,toplanttheonlyobstacleinourpath——allthisisbad; buttodoomaninnocentwhitewomantoworsethandeath!WhatcanIcallit!\" \"Whatcanwedo?\"askedJim。 \"Do?That\'stheworstofit。Wecandonothing,nothing。Wedarenotmove。\" \"IstherenohopeofgettingKateback?\" \"Hope?None。Thatvillainissurroundedbyhissavages。He\'lllielownowforawhile。I\'veheardofsuchdeedsmanyatime,butitneverbeforecamesoclosehome。KateWellswasapure,lovingChristianwoman。She\'llliveanhour,aday,aweek,perhaps,inthatsnake\'sclutches,andthenshe\'lldie。 ThankGod!\" \"WetzelhasgoneonGirty\'strail。Iknowthatfromhismannerwhenheleftus,\"saidEdwards。 \"Wetzelmayavengeher,buthecanneversaveher。It\'stoolate。Hello———\" TheexclamationwascalledforthbytheappearanceofYoung,whoenteredwitharifleinhishands。 \"George,whereareyougoingwiththatgun?\"askedEdwards,graspinghisfriendbythearm。 \"I\'mgoingafterher,\"answeredGeorgewildly。Hetotteredashespoke,butwrenchedhimselffreefromDave。 \"Come,George,listen,listentoreason,\"interposedHeckewelder,layingholdofYoung。\"Youarefranticwithgriefnow。Soareallofus。Butcalmyourself。Why,man,you\'reapreacher,notahunter。You\'dbelost,you\'dstarveinthewoodsbeforegettinghalfwaytotheIndiantown。Thisisterribleenough;don\'tmakeitworsebythrowingyourlifeaway。Thinkofus,yourfriends;thinkofyourIndianpupilswhorelysomuchonyou。ThinkoftheVillageofPeace。Wecanpray,butwecan\'tpreventthesebordercrimes。 Withcivilization,withthespreadofChristianity,theywillpassaway。Bearupunderthisblowforthesakeofyourwork。Rememberwealonecanchecksuchbarbarity。Butwemustnotfight。Wemustsacrificeallthatmenholddear,forthesakeofthefuture。\" HetooktherifleawayfromGeorge,andledhimbackintothelittle,darkroom。ClosingthedoorheturnedtoJimandDave。 \"Heisinabadway,andwemustcarefullywatchhimforafewdays。\" \"ThinkofGeorgestartingouttokillGirty!\"exclaimedDave。\"Ineverfiredagun,butyetI\'dgotoo。\" \"Sowouldweall,ifwedidasourheartsdictate,\"retortedHeckewelder,turningfiercelyuponDaveasifstung。\"Man!wehaveavillagefullofChristianstolookafter。Whatwouldbecomeofthem?Itellyouwe\'veallwecandoheretooutwittheseborderruffians。SimonGirtyisplottingourruin。 Ihearditto—dayfromtheDelawarerunnerwhoismyfriend。Heisjealousofourinfluence,whenallwedesireistosavethesepoorIndians。And,Jim,Girtyhaskilledourhappiness。CanweeverrecoverfromthemiserybroughtuponusbypoorKate\'sfate?\" Themissionaryraisedhishandasiftoexhortsomepowerabove。 \"CursetheGirty\'s!\"heexclaimedinasuddenburstofuncontrollablepassion。 \"Havingconqueredallotherobstacles,mustwefailbecauseofwickedmenofourownrace?Oh,cursethem!\" \"Come,\"hesaid,presently,inavoicewhichtrembledwiththeefforthemadetobecalm。\"We\'llgointoNellie。\" ThethreemenenteredMr。Wells\'cabin。Theoldmissionary,withbowedheadandhandsclaspedbehindhisback,waspacingtoandfro。HegreetedJimwithgladsurprise。 \"WewantNellietoseehim,\"whisperedHeckewelder。\"Wethinkthesurprisewilldohergood。\" \"Itrustitmay,\"saidMr。Wells。 \"Leaveittome。\" TheyfollowedHeckewelderintoanadjoiningroom。Atorchflickeredovertherudemantle—shelf,lightinguptheroomwithfitfulflare。Itwasawarmnight,andthesoftbreezecominginthewindowalternatelypaledandbrightenedtheflame。 JimsawNelllyingonthebed。Hereyeswereclosed,andherlong,darklashesseemedblackagainstthemarblepalenessofherskin。 \"Standbehindme,\"whisperedHeckeweldertoJim。 \"Nellie,\"hecalledsoftly,butonlyafaintflickeringofherlashesansweredhim。 \"Nellie,Nellie,\"repeatedHeckewelder,hisdeep,strongvoicethrilling。 Hereyesopened。TheygazedatMr。Wellsononeside,atEdwardsstandingatthefootofthebed,atHeckewelderleaningoverher,buttherewasnorecognitionorinterestinherlook。 \"Nellie,canyouunderstandme?\"askedHeckewelder,puttingintohisvoiceallthepowerandintensityoffeelingofwhichhewascapable。 Analmostimperceptibleshadowofunderstandingshoneinhereyes。 \"Listen。Youhavehadaterribleshock,andithasaffectedyourmind。Youaremistakeninwhatyouthink,whatyoudreamofallthetime。Doyouunderstand?Youarewrong!\" Nell\'seyesquickenedwithapuzzled,questioningdoubt。Theminister\'smagnetic,penetratingvoicehadpiercedherdulledbrain。 \"See,IhavebroughtyouJim!\" HeckeweldersteppedasideasJimfellonhiskneesbythebed。Hetookhercoldhandsinhisandbentoverher。Forthemomenthisvoicefailed。 ThedoubtinNell\'seyeschangedtoawondrousgladness。Itwasliketherekindlingofasmolderingfire。 \"Jim?\"shewhispered。 \"Yes,Nellie,it\'sJimaliveandwell。It\'sJimcomebacktoyou。\" Asoftflushstainedherwhiteface。Sheslippedherarmtenderlyaroundhisneck,andheldhercheekclosetohis。 \"Jim,\"shemurmured。 \"Nellie,don\'tyounowme?\"askedMr。Wells,trembling,excited。Thiswasthefirstwordshehadspokeninfourdays。 \"Uncle!\"sheexclaimed,suddenlylooseningherholdonJim,andsittingupinbed,thenshegazedwildlyattheothers。 \"Wasitallahorribledream?\" Mr。Wellstookherhandsoothingly,buthedidnotattempttoanswerherquestion。HelookedhelplesslyatHeckewelder,butthatmissionarywasintentlystudyingtheexpressiononNell\'sface。 \"Partofitwasadream,\"heanswered,impressively。 \"Thenthathorriblemandidtakeusaway?\" \"Yes。\" \"Oh—h!butwe\'refreenow?Thisismyroom。Oh,tellme?\" \"Yes,Nellie,you\'resafeathomenow。\" \"Tell——tellme,\"shecried,shudderingly,assheleanedclosetoJimandraisedawhite,imploringfacetohis。\"WhereisKate?——Oh!Jim——say,sayshewasn\'tleftwithGirty?\" \"Kateisdead,\"answeredJim,quickly。Hecouldnotendurethehorrorinhereyes。Hedeliberatelyintendedtolie,ashadHeckewelder。 ItwasasifthetensionofNell\'snerveswassuddenlyrelaxed。Therelieffromherworstfearwassogreatthathermindtookinonlytheoneimpression。Then,presently,achokingcryescapedher,tobefollowedbyaparoxysmofsobs。 ChapterXX。 EarlyonthefollowingdayHeckewelder,astridehishorse,appearedatthedoorofEdwards\'cabin。 \"HowisGeorge?\"heinquiredofDave,whenthelatterhadopenedthedoor。 \"Hehadabadnight,butissleepingnow。Ithinkhe\'llbeallrightafteratime,\"answeredDave。 \"That\'swell。Neverthelesskeepawatchonhimforafewdays。\" \"I\'lldoso。\" \"Dave,Ileavemattersheretoyourgoodjudgment。I\'mofftoGoshockingtojoinZeisberger。Affairstheredemandourimmediateattention,andwemustmakehaste。\" \"Howlongdoyouintendtobeabsent?\" \"Afewdays;possiblyaweek。IncaseofanyunusualdisturbanceamongtheIndians,theappearanceofPipeandhistribe,oranyoftheopposingfactions,sendafleetrunneratoncetowarnme。MostofmyfearshavebeenallayedbyWingenund\'sattitudetowardus。HisfreeingJiminfaceoftheoppositionofhischiefsisasuresignoffriendliness。MorethanonceIhavesuspectedthathewasinterestedinChristianity。Hisdaughter,WhisperingWinds,exhibitedthesameintensefervorinreligionashasbeenmanifestedbyallourconverts。ItmaybethatwehavenotappealedinvaintoWingenundandhisdaughter;buttheirhighpositionintheDelawaretribemakesitimpoliticforthemtorevealachangeofheart。Ifwecouldwinoverthosetwowe\'dhaveeverychancetoconvertthewholetribe。Well,asitiswemustbethankfulforWingenund\'sfriendship。Wehavetwopowerfulalliesnow。Tarhe,theWyandotchieftain,remainsneutral,tobesure,butthat\'salmostashelpfulashisfriendship。\" \"I,too,takeahopefulviewofthesituation,\"repliedEdwards。 \"We\'lltrustinProvidence,anddoourbest,\"saidHeckewelder,asheturnedhishorse。\"Good—by。\" \"Godspeed!\"calledEdwards,ashischiefrodeaway。 Themissionaryresumedhisworkofgettingbreakfast。Heremainedindoorsallthatday,exceptforthefewmomentswhenheranovertoMr。Wells\'cabintoinquireregardingNell\'scondition。Hewasrelievedtolearnshewassomuchbetterthatshehaddeclaredherintentionofmovingaboutthehouse。DavekeptaclosewatchonYoung。He,himself,wassufferingfromthesameblowwhichhadprostratedhisfriend,buthisphysicalstrengthandfortitudeweresuchthathedidnotweaken。HewasoverjoyedtoseethatGeorgerallied,andshowednofurtherindicationsofbreakingdown。 Trueitwas,perhaps,thatHeckewelder\'searnestprayeronbehalfoftheconvertedIndianshadsunkdeeplyintoGeorge\'sheartandthuskeptitfrombreaking。Nostrongerpleacouldhavebeenmadethantheallusiontothosegentle,dependentChristians。Noonebutamissionarycouldrealizethesweetness,thesimplicity,thefaith,theeagerhopeforagood,truelifewhichhadbeenimplantedintheheartsoftheseIndians。Tobearitinmind,tothinkofwhathe,asamissionaryandteacher,wastothem,relievedhimofhalfhisburden,andforstrengthtobeartheremainderhewenttoGod。Forallworrythereisasovereigncure,forallsufferingthereisahealingbalm;itisreligiousfaith。Happinesshadsuddenlyflashedwithameteor—likeradianceintoYoung\'slifeonlytobesnuffedoutlikeacandleinawindygloom,buthiswork,hisdutyremained。Soinhistrialhelearnedthenecessityofresignation。Hechaffednomoreatthemysterious,seeminglybrutalmethodsofnature;hequestionednomore。HewonderednomoreattheapparentindifferenceofProvidence。Hehadonehope,whichwastobetruetohisfaith,andteachittotheend。 Nellmasteredhergriefbyanastonishingreserveofstrength。Undoubtedlyitwasthatmarvelouslymercifulpowerwhichenablesaperson,fortheloveofothers,tobearupunderacross,oreventofightdeathhimself。AsYounghadhisbright—eyedIndianboysandgirls,whohadlearnedChristianityfromhim,andwhosefuturedependedonhim,soNellhadheragedandweakeninguncletocareforandcherish。 Jim\'sattentionstoherbeforethedeepafflictionhadnotbeenslight,butnowtheyweresomarkedastobeunmistakable。InsomewayJimseemedchangedsincehehadreturnedfromtheDelawareencampment。Althoughhewentbacktotheworkwithhisoldaggressiveness,hewasnotnearlysosuccessfulashehadbeenbefore。Whetherornotthiswashisfault,hetookhisfailuredeeplytoheart。TherewasthatinhistendernesswhichcausedNelltoregardhim,inonesense,asshedidheruncle。Jim,too,leaneduponher,andsheacceptedhisdevotionwhereonceshehadrepelledit。Shehadunconsciouslybetrayedagreatdealwhenshehadturnedsotenderlytohiminthefirstmomentsafterherrecognition,andherememberedit。Hedidnotspeakoflovetoher;heletathousandlittleactsofkindness,aconstantthoughtfulnessofherpleadhiscause。 ThedayssucceedingHeckewelder\'sdeparturewereremarkableforseveralreasons。Althoughtheweatherwasenticing,thenumberofvisitingIndiansgraduallydecreased。Notarunnerfromanytribecameintothevillage,andfinallythedaydawnedwhennotasingleIndianfromtheoutlyingtownswaspresenttohearthepreaching。 Jimspoke,asusual。AfterseveraldayshadpassedandnonebutconvertedIndiansmadeupthecongregation,theyoungmanbegantobeuneasyinmind。 YoungandEdwardswereunabletoaccountfortheunusualabsencefromworship,yettheydidnotseeinitanythingtocauseespecialconcern。OftentherehadbeendayswithoutvisitationtotheVillageofPeace。