第15章

类别:其他 作者:Booth Tarkington字数:10451更新时间:18/12/18 09:30:45
\"AndhereIam!\"shelaughed,completelyunderstanding。\"Ithinkwe\'relikethosetwoinTheCloisterandtheHearth。I\'mjusttheroughBurgundiancross—bowman,Denys,whofollowedthatgentleGerardandtoldeverybodythatthedevilwasdead。\" \"Heisn\'t,though,\"saidBibbs,asahoarselittlebellinthenextroombeganaseriesofsnappingswhichprovedtobeten,uponcount。\"HegetsintotheclockwheneverI\'mwithyou。\"And,sighingdeeply,herosetogo。 \"You\'realwaysverypromptaboutleavingme。\" \"I——Itrytobe,\"hesaid。\"Itisn\'teasytobecarefulnottoriskeverythingbygivingmyselfalittlemoreatatime。IfIeversawyoulooktired——\" \"Haveyouever?\" \"Notyet。Youalwayslook——youalwayslook——\" \"How?\" \"Care—free。That\'sit。Exceptwhenyoufeelsorryformeaboutsomething,youalwayshavethatsplendidlook。Itputscourageintopeopletoseeit。 IfIhadastruggletofaceI\'dkeeprememberingthatlook——andI\'dnevergiveup!It\'sabravelook,too,asthoughgaietymightbeakindofgallantryonyourpart,andyetIdon\'tquiteunderstandwhyitshouldbe,either。\"Hesmiledquizzically,lookingdownuponher。\"Mary,youhaven\'ta\'secretsorrow,\'haveyou?\" Foranswersheonlylaughed。 \"No,\"hesaid;\"Ican\'timagineyouwithacareintheworld。Ithinkthat\'swhyyouweresokindtome——youhavenothingbuthappinessinyourownlife,andsoyoucouldsparetimetomakemytroublesturntohappiness,too。Butthere\'sonelittletimeinthetwenty—fourhourswhenI\'mnothappy。It\'snow,whenIhavetosaygoodnight。Ifeeldismaleverytimeitcomes——andthen,whenI\'veleftthehouse,there\'sabadlittleblankness,ablackvoid,asthoughIweretemporarilydead;anditlastsuntilIgetitestablishedinmymindthatI\'mreallybeginninganotherdaythat\'stoendwithYOUagain。 ThenIcheerup。Butnow\'sthebadtime——andImustgothroughit,andso——goodnight。\"Andheaddedwithapungentvehemenceofwhichhewaslittleaware,\"Ihateit!\" \"Doyou?\"shesaid,risingtogotothedoorwithhim。Buthestoodmotionless,gazingatherwonderingly。 \"Mary!Youreyesareso——\"Hestopped。 \"Yes?\"Butshelookedquicklyaway。 \"Idon\'tknow,\"hesaid。\"Ithoughtjustthen——\" \"Whatdidyouthink?\" \"Idon\'tknow——itseemedtomethattherewassomethingIoughttounderstand——anddidn\'t。\" Shelaughedandmethiswonderinggazeagainfrankly。\"Myeyesarepleased,\" shesaid。\"I\'mgladthatyoumissmealittleafteryougo。\" \"Butto—morrow\'scomingfasterthanotherdaysifyou\'llletit,\"hesaid。 Sheinclinedherhead。\"Yes。I\'ll——\'letit\'!\" \"Goingtochurch,\"saidBibbs。\"ItISgoingtochurchwhenIgowithyou!\" Shewenttothefrontdoorwithhim;shealwayswentthatfar。Theyhadformedalittlecodeofleave—taking,byhabit,neitherofthemeverspeakingofit;butitwasalwaysthesame。Shealwaysstoodinthedoorwayuntilhereachedthesidewalk,andtherehealwaysturnedandlookedback,andshewavedherhandtohim。Thenhewenton,halfwaytotheNewHouse,andlookedbackagain,andMarywasnotinthedoorway,butthedoorwasopenandthelightshone。Itwasasifshemeanttotellhimthatshewouldnevershuthimout;hecouldalwaysseethatfriendlylightoftheopendoorway——asifitwereopenforhimtocomeback,ifhewould。HecouldseeituntilawingoftheNewHousecamebetween,whenhewentupthepath。Theopendoorwayseemedtohimthebeautifulsymbolofherfriendship——ofherthoughtofhim;asymbolofherselfandofherineffablekindness。 Andshekeptthedooropen——evento—night,thoughthesleetandfinesnowsweptinuponherbarethroatandarms,andherbrownhairwasstrewnwithtinywhitestars。Hisheartleapedasheturnedandsawthatshewasthere,wavingherhandtohim,asifshedidnotknowthatthestormtouchedher。 Whenhehadgoneon,Marydidasshealwaysdid——shewentintoanunlitroomacrossthehallfromthatinwhichtheyhadspenttheevening,and,lookingfromthewindow,watchedhimuntilhewasoutofsight。Thestormmadethatdifficultto—night,butshecaughtaglimpseofhimunderthestreet—lampthatstoodbetweenthetwohouses,andsawthatheturnedtolookbackagain。 Then,andnotbefore,shelookedattheupperwindowsofRoscoe\'shouseacrossthestreet。Theyweredark。Marywaited,butafteralittlewhilesheclosedthefrontdoorandreturnedtoherwindow。AmomentlatertwooftheupperwindowsofRoscoe\'shouseflashedintolightandahandloweredtheshadeofoneofthem。Maryfeltthecoldthen——itwasthethirdnightshehadseenthosewindowslightedandtheshadelowered,justafterBibbshadgone。 ButBibbshadnoglancetospareforRoscoe\'swindows。Hestoppedforhislastlookbackattheopendoor,and,withathinmantleofwhitealreadyuponhisshoulders,madehisway,gaspinginthewind,totheleeoftheshelteringwingoftheNewHouse。 AstrickenGeorge,mutteringhoarsely,admittedhim,andBibbsbecameawareofaparoxysmwithinthehouse。Terriblesoundscamefromthelibrary:Sheridancursingasneverbefore;hiswifesobbing,hervoicerisingtoanagonizedsquealofprotestuponeachofaseriesofmuffleddetonations——theoutrageousthumpingofabandagedhanduponwood;thenGurney,sharplyimperious,\"Keepyourhandinthatsling!Keepyourhandinthatsling,I say!\" \"LOOK!\"Georgegasped,delightedtoplayheraldforsoimportantatragedy; andhereneweduponhisfacetheghastlyexpressionwithwhichhehadfirstbeheldtheruinshiscalamitousgesturelaidbeforetheeyesofBibbs。\"Lookat\'atlamidalstatue!\" Gazingdownthehall,Bibbssawheroicwreckage,seeminglyByzantine——paintedcolossalfragmentsoftheshatteredtorso,appallinglyhuman;andgildedandsilveredheapsofmagnificencestrewnamongruinouspalmslikethespoilofabarbarians\'battle。Therehadbeenamassacreintheoasis——theMoorhadbeenhurledheadlongfromhispedestal。 \"Hehit\'atolelamidalstatue,\"saidGeorge。\"POW!\" \"Myfather?\" \"YESshu!POW!hehit\'er!An\'you\'maruntellmegitdoctuhquick\'sIkintelefoam——shesho\'you\'pagoin\'bus\'ablood—vessel。Heain\'ttakin\'on\'tallNOW。Heain\'tnothin\'\'talltowhathewas\'whileago。Youdonemiss\' it,Mist\'Bibbs。Doctuhgothimallquiet\'down,towhathewas。POW!hehit\'er!Yessuh!\"HetookBibbs\'scoatandprofferedacrumpledtelegraphform。 \"Herewhatcome,\"hesaid。\"Ipick\'erupwhenhedonestompin\'on\'er。Youread\'er,Mist\'Bibbs——you\'matellmetuhn\'erovuhtoyousoon\'syoucomein。\" Bibbsreadthetelegramquickly。ItwasfromNewYorkandaddressedtoMrs。 Sheridan。 SureyouwillallapprovestephavetakenaswassowretchedmyhealthwouldprobablysufferedseverelyRobertandIweremarriedthisafternoonthoughtbesthavequietweddingabsolutelysureyouwillunderstandwisdomofstepwhenyouknowRobertbetteramhappiestwomaninworldareleavingforFloridawillwireaddresswhensettledwillremaintillspringlovetoallfatherwilllikehimtoowhenknowshimlikeIdoheisjustideal。 EdithLamhorn。 Georgedeparted,andBibbswasleftgazinguponchaosandlisteningtothunder。Hecouldnotreachthestairwaywithoutpassingtheopendoorsofthelibrary,andhewasconvincedthatthemereglimpseofhim,justthen,wouldprovenothinglessthaninsufferableforhisfather。Forthatreasonhewasabouttomakehisescapeintothegold—and—brocaderoom,intendingtokeepoutofsight,whenheheardSheridanvociferouslydemandinghispresence。 \"Tellhimtocomeinhere!He\'soutthere。IheardGeorgejustlethimin。 Nowyou\'llSEE!\"Andtear—stainedMrs。Sheridan,lookingoutintothehall,beckonedtoherson。 Bibbswentasfarasthedoorway。Gurneysatwindingastripofwhitecotton,hisblackbagopenuponachairnearby;andSheridanwasstridingupanddown,hishandsoheavilywrappedinfreshbandagesthatheseemedtobewearingasmallboxing—glove。Hiseyeswerebloodshot;hisforeheadwasheavilybedewed;onesideofhiscollarhadbrokenloose,andtherewereblood—stainsuponhisrightcuff。 \"THERE\'Sourlittlesunshine!\"hecried,asBibbsappeared。\"THERE\'Sthehopeo\'thefamily——mylifelongprideandjoy!Iwant——\" \"Keepyouhandinthatsling,\"saidGurney,sharply。 Sheridanturneduponhim,utteringasoundlikeahowl。\"ForGod\'ssake,singanothertune!\"hecried。\"Yousaidyou\'cameasadoctorbutstayasafriend,\'andinthatcapacityyouundertaketositupandcriticizeME——\" \"Oh,talksense,\"saidthedoctor,andyawnedintentionally。\"WhatdoyouwantBibbstosay?\" \"Youweresittin\'uptheretellin\'meIgot\'hysterical\'——\'hysterical,\'ohLord!YousatupthereandtoldmeIgot\'hysterical\'overnothin\'!Yousatuptheretellin\'meIdidn\'thaveasheavyburdensasmanyanothermanyouknew。IjustwantyoutohearTHIS。Nowlisten!\"Heswungtowardthequietfigurewaitinginthedoorway。\"Bibbs,willyoucomedown—townwithmeMondaymorningandletmestartyouwithtwovice—presidencies,adirectorship,stock,andsalaries?Iaskyou。\" \"No,father,\"saidBibbs,gently。 SheridanlookedatGurneyandthenfacedhissononcemore。 \"Bibbs,youwanttostayintheshop,doyou,atninedollarsaweek,insteadoftakin\'upmyoffer?\" \"Yes,sir。\" \"AndI\'dlikethedoctortohear:What\'llyoudoifIdecideyou\'retoohigh—pricedaworkin\'—maneithertoliveinmyhouseorworkinmyshop?\" \"Findotherwork,\"saidBibbs。 \"There!Youhearhimforyourself!\"Sheridancried。\"Youhearwhat——\" \"Keepyouhandinthatsling!Yes,Ihearhim。\" SheridanleanedoverGurneyandshouted,inavoicethatcrackedandbroke,pipingintofalsetto:\"Hethinksofbein\'aPLUMBER!HewantstobeaPLUMBER!Hetoldmehecouldn\'tTHINKifhewentintobusiness——hewantstobeaplumbersohecanTHINK!\" Hefellbackastep,wipinghisforheadwiththebackofhislefthand。 \"There!That\'smyson!That\'stheonlysonIgotnow!That\'smychancetolive,\"hecried,withabitternessthatseemedtoleaveashesinhisthroat。 \"That\'smyonechancetolive——thatthingyouseeinthedoorwayyonder!\" Dr。Gurneythoughtfullyregardedthebandagestriphehadbeenwinding,andtosseditintotheopenbag。\"What\'sthematterwithgivingBibbsachancetolive?\"hesaid,coolly。\"IwouldifIwereyou。You\'vehadTWOthatwentintobusiness。\" Sheridan\'smouthmovedgrotesquelybeforehecouldspeak。\"JoeGurney,\"hesaid,whenhecouldcommandhimselfsofar,\"areyouaccusin\'meoftheresponsibilityforthedeathofmysonJames?\" \"Iaccuseyouofnothing,\"saidthedoctor。\"ButjustonceI\'dliketohaveitoutwithyouonthequestionofBibbs——andwhilehe\'shere,too。\"Hegotup,walkedtothefire,andstoodwarminghishandsbehindhisbackandsmiling。\"Lookhere,oldfellow,let\'sbereasonable,\"hesaid。\"YouwereboundBibbsshouldgototheshopagain,andIgaveyouandhim,both,tounderstandprettyplainlythatifhewentitwasattheriskofhislife。 Well,whatdidhedo?Hesaidhewantedtogo。Andhedidgo,andhe\'smadegoodthere。Now,see:Isn\'tthatenough?Can\'tyoulethimoffnow?Hewantstowrite,andhowdoyouknowthathecouldn\'tdoitifyougavehimachance?Howdoyouknowhehasn\'tsomemessage——somethingtosaythatmightmaketheworldjustalittlebithappierorwiser?HeMIGHT——intime——it\'sapossibilitynottobedenied。Nowhecan\'tdeliveranymessageifhegoesdowntherewithyou,andhewon\'tHAVEanytodeliver。Idon\'tsaygoingdownwithyouislikelytoinjurehishealth,asIthoughttheshopwould,andastheshopdid,thefirsttime。I\'mnotspeakingasdoctornow,anyhow。ButI tellyouonethingIknow:ifyoutakehimdownthereyou\'llkillsomethingthatIfeelisinhim,andit\'sfiner,Ithink,thanhisphysicalbody,andyou\'llkillitdeaderthanadoor—nail!Andsowhynotletitlive?You\'veaboutcometotheendofyourstring,oldfellow。WhynotstopthisperpetualdevilishfightingandgiveBibbshischance?\" Sheridanstoodlookingathimfixedly。\"What\'fighting?\'\" \"Yours——withnature。\"Gurneysustainedthedauntinggazeofhisfierceantagonistequably。\"Youdon\'tseemtounderstandthatyou\'vebeenstrugglingagainstactuallaw。\" \"Whatlaw?\" \"Naturallaw,\"saidGurney。\"WhatdoyouthinkbeatyouwithEdith?DidEdith,herself,beatyou?Didn\'tsheobeywithoutquestionsomethingpowerfulthatwasagainstyou?EDITHwasn\'tagainstyou,andyouweren\'tagainstHER,butyousetyourselfagainstthepowerthathadherinitsgrip,anditshotoutaspurtofflame——andwoninawalk!What\'stakenRoscoefromyou? Timbersbearjustsomuchstrain,oldman;butYOUwantedtosendtheloadacrossthebrokenbridge,andyouthoughtyoucouldbullyorcoaxthecrackedthingintostanding。Well,youcouldn\'t!Nowhere\'sBibbs。Therearethousandsofmenfitforthelifeyouwanthimtolead——andsoishe。Itwouldn\'ttakehalfofBibbs\'sbrainstobetwiceasgoodabusinessmanasJimandRoscoeputtogether。\" \"WHAT!\"Sheridangoggledathimlikeazany。 \"YoursonBibbs,\"saidthedoctor,composedly,\"BibbsSheridanhasthekindandquantityof\'graymatter\'thatwillmakehimasuccessinanything——ifheeverwakesup!PersonallyIshouldpreferhimtoremainasleep。Ilikehimthatway。Butthethousandsofmenfitforthelifeyouwanthimtoleadaren\'tfittodomuchwiththelifeheOUGHTtolead。Blindly,he\'sbeenfightingforthechancetoleadit——he\'sobeyingsomethingthatbegstostayalivewithinhim;and,blindly,heknowsyou\'llcrushitout。You\'vesetyourwilltodoit。Letmetellyousomethingmore。Youdon\'tknowwhatyou\'vebecomesinceJim\'sgoingthwartedyou——andthat\'swhatwasuppermost,abafflementstrongerthanyournormalgrief。You\'rehalfmadwithaconsumingfuryagainsttheveryselfofthelaw——foritwastheveryselfofthelawthattookJimfromyou。Thatwasalawconcerningthecohesionofmolecules。 TheveryselfofthelawtookRoscoefromyouandgaveEdiththecertaintyofbeatingyou;andtheveryselfofthelawmakesBibbsdenyyouto—night。TheLAWbeatsyou。Haven\'tyoubeenwhippedenough?Butyouwanttowhipthelaw——you\'vesetyourselfagainstit,tobendittoyourownends,towielditandtwistit——\" ThevoicebrokefromSheridan\'sheavingchestinashout。\"Yes!AndbyGod,Iwill!\" \"SoAjaxdefiedthelightning,\"saidGurney。 \"I\'veheardthatdam\'—foolstory,too,\"Sheridanretorted,fiercely。\"That\'sforchuldernandniggers。Itain\'ttwentiethcentury,letmetellyou! \"Defiedthelighning,\'didhe,thejackass!Ifhe\'dbeenhalfamanhe\'d\'a\' gotawaywithit。WEdon\'tgoshowin\'offdefyin\'thelightning——wehitchitupandmakeitworkforuslikeablack—steer!Amannowadayswouldjustassoonthinko\'defyin\'awood—shed!\" \"Well,whataboutBibbs?\"saidGurney。\"Willyoubeareallybigmannowand——\" \"Gurney,youknowalotaboutbigness!\"Sheridanbegantowalktoandfroagain,andthedoctorreturnedgloomilytohischair。Hehadshothisboltthemomenthejudgeditschancetostrikecenterwasbest,butthetargetseemedunawareofthemarksman。 \"I\'mtryin\'tomakeabigmanouto\'thatpoortruckyonder,\"Sheridanwenton,\"andyoustepin,beggin\'metolethimbeLordknowswhat——Idon\'t!I supposeyoufigureitoutthatnowIgotaSON—IN—LAW,Imightn\'tneedason! Yes,Igotason—in—lawnow——aspender!\" \"Oh,putyourhandback!\"saidGurney,wearily。 Therewasabronzeinkstanduponthetable。Sheridanputhisrighthandinthesling,butwithhisleftheswepttheinkstandfromthetableandhalf—wayacrosstheroom——acometwithadestroyingblacktail。Mrs。Sheridanshriekedandsprangtowardit。 \"Letitlay!\"heshouted,fiercely。\"Letitlay!\"And,weeping,sheobeyed。 \"Yes,sir,\"hewenton,inavoicethemoreominousforthesuddenhushheputuponit。\"Igotaspenderforason—in—law!It\'swonderfulwherepropertygoes,sometimes。TherewasolemanTracy——yourememberhim,Doc——J。R。Tracy,solidbanker。Hewentintothebankasmessenger,seventeenyearsold;hewaspresidentatforty—three,andhebuiltthatbankwithhislifeforfortyyearsmore。Hewasdowntherefromnineinthemorninguntilfourintheafternoonthedaybeforehedied——overeighty!Giltedge,thatbank?Itwasdiamondedge!Heusedtoeatabago\'peanutsandandappleforlunch;buthewasn\'tstingy——hewasjustlivin\'inhisbusiness。Hedidn\'tcareforpieorautomobiles——hehadhisbank。Itwasaninstitution,anditcomeprettynearbein\'thebeatin\'hearto\'thistowninitstime。Well,thatolemanusedtopassoneo\'thesehereturned—up—noseandturned—up—pantscigaretteboysonthestreets。Neverspoketohim,Tracydidn\'t。Speaktohim?God!hewouldn\'t\'a\'coughedonhim!Hewouldn\'t\'a\'lethimcleanthecuspidorsatthebank!Why,ifhe\'d\'a\'justseenhimstandin\'inFRONTthebankhe\'d\'a\' hadhimrunoffthestreet。AndyetallTracywasdoin\'everydayofhislifewasworkin\'forthatcigaretteboy!Tracythoughtitwasforthebank; hethoughthewasgivin\'hislifeandhislife—bloodandthebloodofhisbrainforthebank,buthewasn\'t。Itwaseverybit——fromthetimehewentinatseventeentillhediedinharnessateighty—three——itwaseverylastlickofitjustslavin\'forthatturned—up—nose,turned—up—pantscigaretteboy。 ANDTRACYDIDN\'TEVENKNOWHISNAME!Hedied,noteverhavin\'heardit,thoughhechasedhimoffthefrontstepsofhishouseonce。ThedayafterTracydiedhisold—maiddaughtermarriedthecigarette——andthereAIN\'TanyTracybankanymore!Andnow\"——hisvoiceroseagain——\"andnowIgotacigaretteson—in—law!\" Gurneypointedtotheflourishingrighthandwithoutspeaking,andSheridanoncemorereturnedittothesling。 \"Myson—in—lawlikesFloridathiswinter,\"Sheridanwenton。\"That\'sgood,andmyson—in—lawbetterenjoyit,becauseIdon\'tthinkhe\'llbetherenextwinter。Theygottwelve—thousanddollarstospend,andIhearitcanbedoneinFloridabyrichsons—in—law。WhenRoscoe\'swomangotmetospendthatmuchonaporchfortheirnewhouse,Edithwouldn\'tgivemeaminute\'sresttillI turnedoverthesametoher。Andshe\'sgotit,besideswhatIgavehertogoEaston。It\'llbegonelongbeforethistimenextyear,andwhenshecomeshomeandleavesthecigarettebehind——forgood——she\'llgetsomemore。MY nameain\'tTracy,andthereain\'tgoin\'tobeanyTracybusinessintheSheridanfamily。Andthereain\'tgoin\'tobeanycollegefoundin\'andendowin\'andtrusteein\',norGod—knows—whattokeepmypropertyalivewhenI\'mgone!Edith\'llbeback,andshe\'llgetagirl\'ssharewhenshe\'sthroughwiththatcigarette,but——\" \"Bytheway,\"interposedGurney,\"didn\'tMrs。SheridantellmethatBibbswarnedyouEdithwouldmarryLamhorninNewYork?\" Sheridanwentcompletelytopieces:heswore,whilehiswifescreamedandstoppedherears。Andashesworehepoundedthetablewithhiswoundedhand,andwhenthedoctor,afterstormingathimineffectively,sprangtocatchandprotectthathand,Sheridanwrencheditaway,tearingthebandage。Hehammeredthetabletillitleaped。 \"Fool!\"hepanted,choking。\"Ifhe\'sshowngumptionenoughtoguessrightthefirsttimeinhislife,it\'senoughformetobeginlearnin\'himon!\"And,strugglingwiththedoctor,heleanedtowardBibbs,thrustingforwardhisconvulsedface,whichwasdeathlypale。\"Mynameain\'tTracy,Itellyou!\"hescreamed,hoarsely。\"Yougivein,youstubbornfool!I\'vehadmywaywithyoubefore,andI\'llhavemywaywithyounow!\" Bibbs\'sfacewasaswhiteashisfather\'s,buthekeptrememberingthat\"splendidlook\"ofMary\'swhichhehadtoldherwouldgivehimcourageinastruggle,sothathewould\"nevergiveup。\" \"No。Youcan\'thaveyourway,\"hesaid。Andthen,obeyingasignificantmotionofGurney\'shead,hewentoutquickly,leavingthemstruggling。 Mrs。Sheridan,inawrapper,noiselesslyopenedthedoorofherhusband\'sroomatdaybreakthenextmorning,andpeeredwithinthedarkenedchamber。Atthe\"old\"housetheyhadsharedaroom,butthearchitecthadchosentoseparatethemattheNew,andtheyhadnotknownhowtoformulateanobjection,althoughtobothofthemsomethingseemedvaguelyreprehensibleinthenewarrangement。 Sheridandidnotstir,andshewaswithdrawingherheadfromtheaperturewhenhespoke。 \"Oh,I\'m,AWAKE!Comein,ifyouwantto,andshutthedoor。\" Shecameandsatbythebed。\"Iwokeupthinkin\'aboutit,\"sheexplained。 \"AndthemoreIthoughtaboutitthesurerIgotImustberight,andIknewyou\'dbetormentin\'yourselfifyouwasawake,so——well,yougotplentyothertroubles,butI\'mjustsureyouain\'tgoin\'tohavetheworrywithBibbsitlookslike。\" \"YouBETIain\'t!\"hegrunted。 \"Lookhowbiddablehewasaboutgoin\'backtotheWorks,\"shecontinued。\"He\'sarightgood—heartedboy,really,andsometimesIhonestlyhavetosayheseemsrightsmart,too。Nowandthenhe\'llsaysomethingsoundsrightbright。 \'Course,mostalwaysitdoesn\'t,andagooddealofthetime,whenhesaysthings,why,Ihavetofeelgladwehaven\'tgotcompany,becausethey\'dthinkhedidn\'thaveanygumptionatall。Yet,lookatthewayhedidwhenJim——whenJimgothurt。Hetookrightholdo\'things。\'Coursehe\'dbeensickhimselfsomuchandall——andtherestofusneverhad,much,andwewerekindo\'greenaboutwhattodointhatkindo\'trouble——still,hedidtakehold,andeverythingwentoffallright;you\'llhavetosaythatmuch,papa。AndDr。 Gurneysayshe\'sgotbrains,andyoucan\'tdenybutwhatthedoctor\'srightconsiderableofaman。Heactssleepy,butthat\'sonlybecausehe\'sgotsuchalargepractice——he\'saprettywide—awakekindofamansomeways。Well,whathesayslastnightaboutBibbshimselfbein\'asleep,andhowmuchhe\'damounttoifheeverwokeup——that\'swhatIgottothinkin\'about。Youheardhim,papa;hesays,\'Bibbs\'llbeabiggerbusinessmanthanwhatJimandRoscoewasputtogether——ifheeverwakesup,\'hesays。Wasn\'tthatexactlywhathesays?\" \"Isupposeso,\"saidSheridan,withoutexhibitinganyinterest。\"Gurney\'scrazier\'nBibbs,butifhewasn\'t——ifwhathesayswastrue——whatofit?\" \"Listen,papa。JustsupposeBibbstookitintohismindtogetmarried。Youknowwherehegoesallthetime——\" \"Oh,Lord,yes!\"Sheridanturnedoverinthebed,hisfacetothewall,leavingvisibleofhimselfonlythethickgrizzleofhishair。\"Youbettergobacktosleep。Herunsoverthere——everyminuteshe\'lllethim,Isuppose。 Gobacktobed。There\'snothin\'init。\" \"WHYain\'tthere?\"sheurged。\"Iknowbetter——thereis,too!Youwaitandsee。There\'sjustonethingintheworldthat\'llwakethesleepiestyoungmanaliveup——yes,andmakehimJUMPup——andIdon\'tcarewhoheisorhowsoundasleepitlookslikeheis。That\'swhenhetakesitintohisheadtopickoutsomegirlandsettledownandhaveahomeandchuldernofhisown。 THEN,Iguess,he\'llgooutafterthemoney!You\'llsee。I\'veknowndozenso\' cases,andso\'veyou——moony,no—\'countyoungmen,allnotionsandtalk,goin\' tobeministers,maybeorsomething;andthere\'sjustthisonethingtakesitoutof\'emandbrings\'emrightdowntobusiness。Well,InevercouldmakeoutjustwhatitisBibbswantstobe,really;doesn\'tseemhewantstobeaministerexactly——he\'ssofar—awayyoucan\'ttell,andheneverSAYS——butI knowthisisgoin\'togethimrightdowntocommonsense。Now,Idon\'tsaythatBibbshasgottheideainhisheadyet——\'relsehewouldn\'tbetalkin\' thatfool—talkaboutninedollarsaweekbein\'goodenoughforhimtoliveon。 Butit\'sCOMIN\',papa,andhe\'llJUMPforwhateveryouwanttohandhimout。 Hewill!AndIcantellyouthismuch,too:he\'llwantallthesalaryandstockhecangetholdof,andhe\'llhustletokeepgettin\'more。Thatgirl\'sthekindthatayounghusbandjustgoescrazytogivethingsto!She\'sprettyandfine—lookin\',andthingslookniceonher,andIguessshe\'dliketohave\'emaboutaswellasthenext。AndIguesssheisn\'tgettin\'manythesedays,either,andshe\'llbeprettyreadyforthechange。Isawherwithhersleevesrolledupatthekitchenwindowtheotherday,andJacksontoldmeyesterdaytheircooklefttwoweeksago,andtheyhaven\'ttriedtohireanotherone。Hesaysherandhermotherbeendoin\'thehouseworkagoodwhile,andnowthey\'redoin\'thecookin,\'too。\'CourseBibbswouldn\'tknowthatunlessshe\'stoldhim,andIreckonshewouldn\'t;she\'skindo\'stiffish—lookin\',andBibbsistooupinthecloudstonoticeanythinglikethatforhimself。They\'veneveraskedhimtoamealinthehouse,buthewouldn\'tnoticethat,either——he\'skindofinnocent。NowIwasthinkin\'——youknow,Idon\'tsupposewe\'vehardlymentionedthegirl\'snameattablesinceJimwent,butitseemstomemaybeif——\" Sheridanflungouthisarms,utteringasoundhalf—groan,half—yawn。\"You\'rebarkin\'upthewrongtree!Goonbacktobed,mamma!\" \"WhyamI?\"shedemanded,crossly。\"WhyamIbarkin\'upthewrongtree?\" \"Becauseyouare。There\'snothin\'init。\" \"I\'llbetyou,\"shesaid,rising——\"I\'llbetyouhegoestochurchwithherthismorning。Whatyouwanttobet?\" \"Gobacktobed,\"hecommanded。\"IKNOWwhatI\'mtalkin\'about;there\'snothin\'init,Itellyou。\" Sheshookherheadperplexedly。\"Youthinkbecause——becauseJimwasrunnin\' somuchwithheritwouldn\'tlookright?\" \"No。Nothin\'todowithit。\" \"Then——doyouknowsomethingaboutitthatyouain\'ttoldme?\" \"Yes,Ido,\"hegrunted。\"Nowgoon。MaybeIcangetalittlesleep。I ain\'thadanyyet!\" \"Well——\"Shewenttothedoor,herexpressiondowncast。\"Ithoughtmaybe——but——\"Shecoughedprefatorily。\"Oh,papa,somethingelseIwantedtotellyou。Iwastalkin\'toRoscoeoverthe\'phonelastnightwhenthetelegramcame,soIforgottotellyou,but——well,Sibylwantstocomeoverthisafternoon。Roscoesaysshehassomethingshewantstosaytous。It\'llbethefirsttimeshe\'sbeenoutsinceshewasabletositup——andIreckonshewantstotellusshe\'ssorryforwhathappened。Theyexpecttogetoffbytheendo\'theweek,andIreckonshewantstofeelshe\'sdonewhatshecouldtokindo\'makeup。Anyway,that\'swhathesaid。I\'phonedhimagainaboutEdith,andhesaiditwouldn\'tdisturbSibyl,becauseshe\'dbeenexpectin\'it;