第6章

类别:其他 作者:Francis Francis字数:8105更新时间:18/12/18 10:38:10
Onthebrightwintryday,thelastbutoneoftheoldyear,hewaslaidinhisgraveatKensalGreen,theretominglethedusttowhichthemortalpartofhimhadreturned,withthatofathirdchild,lostinherinfancyyearsago。Theheadsofagreatconcourseofhisfellow—workersintheArtswerebowedaroundhistomb。 ADELAIDEANNEPROCTER INTRODUCTIONTOHER\"LEGENDSANDLYRICS\" Inthespringoftheyear1853,Iobserved,asconductoroftheweeklyjournalHouseholdWords,ashortpoemamongtheprofferedcontributions,verydifferent,asIthought,fromtheshoalofversesperpetuallysettingthroughtheofficeofsuchaperiodical,andpossessingmuchmoremerit。Itsauthoresswasquiteunknowntome。ShewasoneMissMaryBerwick,whomIhadneverheardof;andshewastobeaddressedbyletter,ifaddressedatall,atacirculatinglibraryinthewesterndistrictofLondon。Throughthischannel,MissBerwickwasinformedthatherpoemwasaccepted,andwasinvitedtosendanother。Shecomplied,andbecamearegularandfrequentcontributor。ManyletterspassedbetweenthejournalandMissBerwick,butMissBerwickherselfwasneverseen。 Howwecamegraduallytoestablish,attheofficeofHouseholdWords,thatweknewallaboutMissBerwick,Ihaveneverdiscovered。 Butwesettledsomehow,toourcompletesatisfaction,thatshewasgovernessinafamily;thatshewenttoItalyinthatcapacity,andreturned;andthatshehadlongbeeninthesamefamily。Wereallyknewnothingwhateverofher,exceptthatshewasremarkablybusiness—like,punctual,self—reliant,andreliable:soIsupposeweinsensiblyinventedtherest。Formyself,mymotherwasnotamorerealpersonagetome,thanMissBerwickthegovernessbecame。 ThiswentonuntilDecember,1854,whentheChristmasnumber,entitledTheSevenPoorTravellers,wassenttopress。Happeningtobegoingtodinethatdaywithanoldanddearfriend,distinguishedinliteratureasBarryCornwall,Itookwithmeanearlyproofofthatnumber,andremarked,asIlaiditonthedrawing—roomtable,thatitcontainedaveryprettypoem,writtenbyacertainMissBerwick。NextdaybroughtmethedisclosurethatIhadsospokenofthepoemtothemotherofitswriter,initswriter’spresence;thatIhadnosuchcorrespondentinexistenceasMissBerwick;andthatthenamehadbeenassumedbyBarryCornwall’seldestdaughter,MissAdelaideAnneProcter。 TheanecdoteIhaveherenoteddown,besidesservingtoexplainwhytheparentsofthelateMissProcterhavelookedtomeforthesepoorwordsofremembranceoftheirlamentedchild,strikinglyillustratesthehonesty,independence,andquietdignity,ofthelady’scharacter。Ihadknownherwhenshewasveryyoung;Ihadbeenhonouredwithherfather’sfriendshipwhenIwasmyselfayoungaspirant;andshehadsaidathome,\"IfIsendhim,inmyownname,versesthathedoesnothonestlylike,eitheritwillbeverypainfultohimtoreturnthem,orhewillprintthemforpapa’ssake,andnotfortheirown。SoIhavemadeupmymindtotakemychancefairlywiththeunknownvolunteers。\" Perhapsitrequiresaneditor’sexperienceoftheprofoundlyunreasonablegroundsonwhichheisoftenurgedtoacceptunsuitablearticles——suchashavingbeentoschoolwiththewriter’shusband’sbrother—in—law,orhavinglentanalpenstockinSwitzerlandtothewriter’swife’snephew,whenthatinterestingstrangerhadbrokenhisown——fullytoappreciatethedelicacyandtheself—respectofthisresolution。 SomeversesbyMissProcterhadbeenpublishedintheBookofBeauty,tenyearsbeforeshebecameMissBerwick。WiththeexceptionoftwopoemsintheCornhillMagazine,twoinGoodWords,andothersinalittlebookcalledAChapletofVerses(issuedin1862forthebenefitofaNightRefuge),herpublishedwritingsfirstappearedinHouseholdWords,orAlltheYearRound。ThepresenteditioncontainsthewholeofherLegendsandLyrics,andoriginatesinthegreatfavourwithwhichtheyhavebeenreceivedbythepublic。 MissProcterwasborninBedfordSquare,London,onthe30thofOctober,1825。Herloveofpoetrywasconspicuousatsoearlyanage,thatIhavebeforemeatinyalbummadeofsmallnote—paper,intowhichherfavouritepassageswerecopiedforherbyhermother’shandbeforesheherselfcouldwrite。Itlooksasifshehadcarrieditabout,asanotherlittlegirlmighthavecarriedadoll。Shesoondisplayedaremarkablememory,andgreatquicknessofapprehension。Whenshewasquiteayoungchild,shelearnedwithfacilityseveraloftheproblemsofEuclid。Asshegrewolder,sheacquiredtheFrench,Italian,andGermanlanguages;becameacleverpianoforteplayer;andshowedatruetasteandsentimentindrawing。 But,assoonasshehadcompletelyvanquishedthedifficultiesofanyonebranchofstudy,itwasherwaytoloseinterestinit,andpasstoanother。Whilehermentalresourceswerebeingtrained,itwasnotatallsuspectedinherfamilythatshehadanygiftofauthorship,oranyambitiontobecomeawriter。Herfatherhadnoideaofherhavingeverattemptedtoturnarhyme,untilherfirstlittlepoemsawthelightinprint。 Whensheattainedtowomanhood,shehadreadanextraordinarynumberofbooks,andthroughoutherlifeshewasalwayslargelyaddingtothenumber。In1853shewenttoTurinanditsneighbourhood,onavisittoheraunt,aRomanCatholiclady。AsMissProcterhadherselfprofessedtheRomanCatholicFaithtwoyearsbefore,sheenteredwiththegreaterardouronthestudyofthePiedmontesedialect,andtheobservationofthehabitsandmannersofthepeasantry。Intheformer,shesoonbecameaproficient。Onthelatterhead,IextractfromherfamiliarletterswrittenhometoEnglandatthetime,twopleasantpiecesofdescription。 ABETROTHAL \"Wehavebeentoaball,ofwhichImustgiveyouadescription。 LastTuesdaywehadjustdonedinnerataboutseven,andsteppedoutintothebalconytolookattheremainsofthesunsetbehindthemountains,whenweheardverydistinctlyabandofmusic,whichratherexcitedmyastonishment,asasolitaryorganistheutmostthattoilsuphere。Iwentoutoftheroomforafewminutes,and,onmyreturning,Emilysaid,’Oh!Thatbandisplayingatthefarmer’snearhere。Thedaughterisfianceeto—day,andtheyhaveaball。’Isaid,’IwishIwasgoing!’’Well,’repliedshe,’thefarmer’swifedidcalltoinviteus。’’ThenIshallcertainlygo,’ Iexclaimed。IappliedtoMadameB。,whosaidshewouldlikeitverymuch,andwehadbettergo,childrenandall。Someoftheservantswerealreadygone。Werushedawaytoputonsomeshawls,andputoffanyshredofblackwemighthaveaboutus(asthepeoplewouldhavebeenquiteannoyedifwehadappearedonsuchanoccasionwithanyblack),andwestarted。Whenwereachedthefarmer’s,whichisastone’sthrowaboveourhouse,wewerereceivedwithgreatenthusiasm;theonlydrawbackbeing,thatnoonespokeFrench,andwedidnotyetspeakPiedmontese。Wewereplacedonabenchagainstthewall,andthepeoplewentondancing。Theroomwasalargewhitewashedkitchen(Isuppose),withseverallargepicturesinblackframes,andverysmoky。IdistinguishedtheMartyrdomofSaintSebastian,andtheothersappearedequallylivelyandappropriatesubjects。WhethertheywereOldMastersornot,andifso,bywhom,Icouldnotascertain。Thebandwereseatedoppositeus。Fivemen,withwindinstruments,partofthebandoftheNationalGuard,towhichthefarmer’ssonsbelong。Theyplayedreallyadmirably,andIbegantobeafraidthatsomeideaofourdignitywouldpreventmegettingapartner;so,byMadameB。’sadvice,Iwentuptothebride,andofferedtodancewithher。Suchahandsomeyoungwoman!LikeoneofUwins’spictures。Verydark,withaquantityofblackhair,andonanimmensescale。Thechildrenwerealreadydancing,aswellasthemaids。Afterwecametoanendofourdance,whichwaswhattheycalledaPolka—Mazourka,Isawthebridetryingtoscrewupthecourageofherfiancetoaskmetodance,whichafteralittlehesitationhedid。Andadmirablyhedanced,asindeedtheyalldid——inexcellenttime,andwithalittlemorespiritthanoneseesinaball—room。Infact,theywereverylikeone’sordinarypartners,exceptthattheyworeearringsandwereintheirshirt—sleeves,andtruthcompelsmetostatethattheydecidedlysmeltofgarlic。Someofthemhadbeensmoking,butthrewawaytheircigarswhenwecamein。Theonlythingthatdidnotlookcheerfulwas,thattheroomwasonlylightedbytwoorthreeoil—lamps,andthatthereseemedtobenopreparationforrefreshments。MadameB。,seeingthis,whisperedtohermaid,whodisengagedherselffromherpartner,andranofftothehouse;sheandthekitchenmaidpresentlyreturningwithalargetraycoveredwithallkindsofcakes(ofwhichwearegreatconsumersandalwayshaveastock),andalargehamperfullofbottlesofwine,withcoffeeandsugar。Thisseemedallveryacceptable。Thefianceewasrequestedtodistributetheeatables,andabucketofwaterbeingproducedtowashtheglassesin,thewinedisappearedveryquickly—— asfastastheycouldopenthebottles。But,elated,Isuppose,bythis,thefloorwassprinkledwithwater,andthemusiciansplayedaMonferrino,whichisaPiedmontesedance。MadameB。dancedwiththefarmer’sson,andEmilywithanotherdistinguishedmemberofthecompany。Itwasveryfatiguing——somethinglikeaScotchreel。Mypartnerwasalittleman,likePerrot,andveryproudofhisdancing。Hecutintheairandtwistedabout,untilIwasoutofbreath,thoughmyattemptstoimitatehimwerefeebleintheextreme。Atlast,aftersevenoreightdances,Iwasobligedtositdown。Westayedtillnine,andIwassodeadbeatwiththeheatthatIcouldhardlycrawlaboutthehouse,andinanagonywiththecramp,itissolongsinceIhavedanced。\" AMARRIAGE Theweddingofthefarmer’sdaughterhastakenplace。Wehadhopeditwouldhavebeeninthelittlechapelofourhouse,butitseemssomespecialpermissionwasnecessary,andtheyappliedforittoolate。Theyallsaid,\"ThisistheConstitution。Therewouldhavebeennodifficultybefore!\"thelowerclassesmakingthepoorConstitutionthescapegoatforeverythingtheydon’tlike。Soasitwasimpossibleforustoclimbuptothechurchwheretheweddingwastobe,wecontentedourselveswithseeingtheprocessionpass。 Itwasnotaverylargeone,for,itrequiringsomeactivitytogoup,alltheoldpeopleremainedathome。Itisnotetiquetteforthebride’smothertogo,andnounmarriedwomancangotoawedding——Isupposeforfearofitsmakingherdiscontentedwithherownposition。Theprocessionstoppedatourdoor,forthebridetoreceiveourcongratulations。Shewasdressedinashotsilk,withayellowhandkerchief,androwsofalargegoldchain。Intheafternoontheysenttorequestustogothere。Onourarrivalwefoundthemdancingoutofdoors,andamostmelancholyaffairitwas。Allthebride’ssisterswerenottoberecognised,theyhadcriedso。Themothersatinthehouse,andcouldnotappear。Andthebridewassobbingso,shecouldhardlystand!Themostmelancholyspectacleofalltomymindwas,thatthebridegroomwasdecidedlytipsy。Heseemedratheraffrontedatallthedistress。 WedancedaMonferrino;Iwiththebridegroom;andthebridecryingthewholetime。Thecompanydidtheirutmosttoenlivenherbyfiringpistols,butwithoutsuccess,andatlasttheybeganaseriesofyells,whichremindedmeofasetofsavages。Buteventhisdelicatemethodofconsolationfailed,andthewishinggood—byebegan。ItwasaltogethersomelancholyanaffairthatMadameB。 droppedafewtears,andIwasverynearit,particularlywhenthepoormothercameouttoseethelastofherdaughter,whowasfinallydraggedoffbetweenherbrotheranduncle,withalastexplosionofpistols。Asshelivesquitenear,makesanexcellentmatch,andisoneofninechildren,itreallywasamostdesirablemarriage,inspiteofalltheshowofdistress。Albertwassodiscomfitedbyit,thatheforgottokissthebrideashehadintendedtodo,andthereforewenttocalluponheryesterday,andfoundherverysmilinginhernewhouse,andsuppliedtheomission。 Thecookcamehomefromthewedding,declaringshewascuredofanywishtomarry——butIwouldnotrecommendanymantoactuponthatthreatandmakeheranoffer。Inacoupleofdayswehadsomerollsofthebride’sfirstbaking,whichtheycallMadonnas。Themusicians,itseems,wereinthesamestateasthebridegroom,for,inescortingherhome,theyallfelldowninthemud。Mywrathagainstthebridegroomissomewhatcalmedbyfindingthatitisconsideredbadluckifhedoesnotgettipsyathiswedding。\" ThosereadersofMissProcter’spoemswhoshouldsupposefromtheirtonethathermindwasofagloomyordespondentcast,wouldbecuriouslymistaken。Shewasexceedinglyhumorous,andhadagreatdelightinhumour。Cheerfulnesswashabitualwithher,shewasveryreadyatasallyorareply,andinherlaugh(asIrememberwell) therewasanunusualvivacity,enjoyment,andsenseofdrollery。 Shewasperfectlyunconstrainedandunaffected:asmodestlysilentaboutherproductions,asshewasgenerouswiththeirpecuniaryresults。Shewasafriendwhoinspiredthestrongestattachments; shewasafinelysympatheticwoman,withagreataccordantheartandasterlingnoblenature。Noclaimcanbesetupforher,thankGod,tothepossessionofanyoftheconventionalpoeticalqualities。 Sheneverbyanymeansheldtheopinionthatshewasamongthegreatestofhumanbeings;sheneversuspectedtheexistenceofaconspiracyonthepartofmankindagainsther;sheneverrecognisedinherbestfriends,herworstenemies;shenevercultivatedtheluxuryofbeingmisunderstoodandunappreciated;shewouldfarratherhavediedwithoutseeingalineofhercompositioninprint,thanthatIshouldhavemaunderedabouther,here,as\"thePoet\",or\"thePoetess\"。 WiththerecollectionofMissProcterasamerechildandasawoman,freshuponme,itisnaturalthatIshouldlingeronmywaytothecloseofthisbriefrecord,avoidingitsend。But,evenastheclosecameuponher,somustitcomehere。 Alwaysimpelledbyanintenseconvictionthatherlifemustnotbedreamedaway,andthatherindulgenceinherfavouritepursuitsmustbebalancedbyactionintherealworldaroundher,shewasindefatigableinherendeavourstodosomegood。Naturallyenthusiastic,andconscientiouslyimpressedwithadeepsenseofherChristiandutytoherneighbour,shedevotedherselftoavarietyofbenevolentobjects。Now,itwasthevisitationofthesick,thathadpossessionofher;now,itwastheshelteringofthehouseless; now,itwastheelementaryteachingofthedenselyignorant;now,itwastheraisingupofthosewhohadwanderedandgottroddenunderfoot;now,itwasthewideremploymentofherownsexinthegeneralbusinessoflife;now,itwasallthesethingsatonce。Perfectlyunselfish,swifttosympathiseandeagertorelieve,shewroughtatsuchdesignswithaflushedearnestnessthatdisregardedseason,weather,timeofdayornight,food,rest。Undersuchahurryofthespirits,andsuchincessantoccupation,thestrongestconstitutionwillcommonlygodown。Hers,neitherofthestrongestnortheweakest,yieldedtotheburden,andbegantosink。 Tohavesavedherlife,then,bytakingactiononthewarningthatshoneinhereyesandsoundedinhervoice,wouldhavebeenimpossible,withoutchanginghernature。Aslongasthepowerofmovingaboutintheoldwaywaslefttoher,shemustexerciseit,orbekilledbytherestraint。Andsothetimecamewhenshecouldmoveaboutnolonger,andtooktoherbed。 Alltherestlessnessgonethen,andallthesweetpatienceofhernaturaldispositionpurifiedbytheresignationofhersoul,shelayuponherbedthroughthewholeroundofchangesoftheseasons。Shelayuponherbedthroughfifteenmonths。Inallthattime,heroldcheerfulnessneverquittedher。Inallthattime,notanimpatientoraquerulousminutecanberemembered。 Atlength,atmidnightonthesecondofFebruary,1864,sheturneddownaleafofalittlebookshewasreading,andshutitup。 Theministeringhandthathadcopiedtheversesintothetinyalbumwassoonaroundherneck,andshequietlyasked,astheclockwasonthestrokeofone: \"DoyouthinkIamdying,mamma?\" \"Ithinkyouarevery,veryillto—night,mydear!\" \"Sendformysister。Myfeetaresocold。Liftmeup?\" Hersisterenteringastheyraisedher,shesaid:\"Ithascomeatlast!\"Andwithabrightandhappysmile,lookedupward,anddeparted。 Wellhadshewritten: Whyshouldstthoufearthebeautifulangel,Death,Whowaitstheeattheportalsoftheskies,Readytokissawaythystrugglingbreath,Readywithgentlehandtoclosethineeyes? Ohwhatwerelife,iflifewereall?ThineeyesAreblindedbytheirtears,orthouwouldstseeThytreasureswaittheeinthefar—offskies,AndDeath,thyfriend,willgivethemalltothee。 CHAUNCEYHARETOWNSHEND EXPLANATORYINTRODUCTIONTO\"RELIGIOUS OPINIONS\"BYTHELATEREVEREND CHAUNCEYHARETOWNSHEND Mr。ChaunceyHareTownshenddiedinLondon,onthe25thofFebruary1868。Hiswillcontainedthefollowingpassage:— \"IappointmyfriendCharlesDickens,ofGad’sHillPlace,intheCountyofKent,Esquire,myliteraryexecutor;andbegofhimtopublishwithoutalterationasmuchofmynotesandreflectionsasmaymakeknownmyopinionsonreligiousmatters,theybeingsuchasIverilybelievewouldbeconducivetothehappinessofmankind。\" Inpursuanceoftheforegoinginjunction,theLiteraryExecutorsoappointed(notpreviouslyawarethatthepublicationofanyReligiousOpinionswouldbeenjoineduponhim),appliedhimselftotheexaminationofthenumerouspapersleftbyhisdeceasedfriend。 SomeofthesewereinLausanne,andsomewereinLondon。 Considerabledelayoccurredbeforetheycouldbegottogether,arisingoutofcertainclaimspreferred,andformalitiesinsistedonbytheauthoritiesoftheCantondeVaud。Whenatlengththewholeofhislatefriend’spaperspassedintotheLiteraryExecutor’shands,itwasfoundthatReligiousOpinionswerescatteredupanddownthroughavarietyofmemorandaandnote—books,thegradualaccumulationofyearsandyears。Manyofthefollowingpageswerecarefullytranscribed,numbered,connected,andpreparedforthepress;butmanymoreweredispersedfragments,originallywritteninpencil,afterwardsinkedover,theintendedsequenceofwhichinthewriter’smind,itwasextremelydifficulttofollow。Theseagainwereintermixedwithjournalsoftravel,fragmentsofpoems,criticalessays,voluminouscorrespondence,andoldschool—exercisesandcollegethemes,havingnokindofconnectionwiththem。