\"We’veknownitwouldcomesomeday。\"
Heansweredherwithsuddenenergy:
\"IcouldneverstandseeingJonblameyou。Heshan’tdothat,eveninthought。Hehasimagination;andhe’llunderstandifit’sputtohimproperly。IthinkIhadbettertellhimbeforehegetstoknowotherwise。\"
\"Notyet,Jolyon。\"
Thatwaslikeher——shehadnoforesight,andneverwenttomeettrouble。Still——whoknew?——shemightberight。Itwasillgoingagainstamother’sinstinct。Itmightbewelltolettheboygoon,ifpossible,tillexperiencehadgivenhimsometouchstonebywhichhecouldjudgethevaluesofthatoldtragedy;tilllove,jealousy,longing,haddeepenedhischarity。Allthesame,onemusttakeprecautions——everyprecautionpossible!And,longafterIrenehadlefthim,helayawaketurningoverthoseprecautions。HemustwritetoHolly,tellingherthatJonknewnothingasyetoffamilyhistory。
Hollywasdiscreet,shewouldmakesureofherhusband,shewouldseetoit!Joncouldtaketheletterwithhimwhenhewentto—morrow。
Andsothedayonwhichhehadputthepolishonhismaterialestatediedoutwiththechimingofthestableclock;andanotherbeganforJolyonintheshadowofaspiritualdisorderwhichcouldnotbesoroundedoffandpolished……
ButJon,whoseroomhadoncebeenhisdaynursery,layawaketoo,thepreyofasensationdisputedbythosewhohaveneverknownit,\"loveatfirstsight!\"HehadfeltitbeginninginhimwiththeglintofthosedarkeyesgazingintohisathwarttheJuno——aconvictionthatthiswashis’dream’;sothatwhatfollowedhadseemedtohimatoncenaturalandmiraculous。Fleur!Hernamealonewasalmostenoughforonewhowasterriblysusceptibletothecharmofwords。InahomoeopathicAge,whenboysandgirlswereco—educated,andmixedupinearlylifetillsexwasalmostabolished,Jonwassingularlyold—
fashioned。Hismodernschooltookboysonly,andhisholidayshadbeenspentatRobinHillwithboyfriends,orhisparentsalone。Hehadnever,therefore,beeninoculatedagainstthegermsoflovebysmalldosesofthepoison。Andnowinthedarkhistemperaturewasmountingfast。Helayawake,featuringFleur——astheycalledit——
recallingherwords,especiallythat\"Aurevoir!\"sosoftandsprightly。
Hewasstillsowideawakeatdawnthathegotup,slippedontennisshoes,trousers,andasweater,andinsilencecreptdownstairsandoutthroughthestudywindow。Itwasjustlight;therewasasmellofgrass。’Fleur!’hethought;’Fleur!’Itwasmysteriouslywhiteoutofdoors,withnothingawakeexceptthebirdsjustbeginningtochirp。’I’llgodownintothecoppice,’hethought。Herandownthroughthefields,reachedthepondjustasthesunrose,andpassedintothecoppice。Bluebellscarpetedthegroundthere;amongthelarch—treestherewasmystery——theair,asitwere,composedofthatromanticquality。Jonsniffeditsfreshness,andstaredatthebluebellsinthesharpeninglight。Fleur!Itrhymedwithher!AndshelivedatMapleduram——ajollyname,too,ontheriversomewhere。
Hecouldfinditintheatlaspresently。Hewouldwritetoher。Butwouldsheanswer?Oh!Shemust。Shehadsaid\"Aurevoir!\"Notgood—bye!Whatluckthatshehaddroppedherhandkerchief!Hewouldneverhaveknownherbutforthat。Andthemorehethoughtofthathandkerchief,themoreamazinghisluckseemed。Fleur!Itcertainlyrhymedwithher!Rhythmthrongedhishead;wordsjostledtobejoinedtogether;hewasonthevergeofapoem。
Jonremainedinthisconditionformorethanhalfanhour,thenreturnedtothehouse,andgettingaladder,climbedinathisbedroomwindowoutofsheerexhilaration。Then,rememberingthatthestudywindowwasopen,hewentdownandshutit,firstremovingtheladder,soastoobliteratealltracesofhisfeeling。Thethingwastoodeeptoberevealedtomortalsoul—even—tohismother。
IV
THEMAUSOLEUM
TherearehouseswhosesoulshavepassedintothelimboofTime,leavingtheirbodiesinthelimboofLondon。Suchwasnotquitetheconditionof\"Timothy’s\"ontheBayswaterRoad,forTimothy’ssoulstillhadonefootinTimothyForsyte’sbody,andSmitherkepttheatmosphereunchanging,ofcamphorandportwineandhousewhosewindowsareonlyopenedtoairittwiceaday。
ToForsyteimaginationthathousewasnowasortofChinesepill—box,aseriesoflayersinthelastofwhichwasTimothy。Onedidnotreachhim,orsoitwasreportedbymembersofthefamilywho,outofold—timehabitorabsentmindedness,woulddriveuponceinabluemoonandaskaftertheirsurvivinguncle。SuchwereFrancie,nowquiteemancipatedfromGod(shefranklyavowedatheism),Euphemia,emancipatedfromoldNicholas,andWinifredDartiefromher\"manoftheworld。\"But,afterall,everybodywasemancipatednow,orsaidtheywere——perhapsnotquitethesamething!
WhenSoames,therefore,tookitonhiswaytoPaddingtonstationonthemorningafterthatencounter,itwashardlywiththeexpectationofseeingTimothyintheflesh。HisheartmadeafaintdemonstrationwithinhimwhilehestoodinfullsouthsunlightonthenewlywhiteneddoorstepofthatlittlehousewherefourForsyteshadoncelived,andnowbutonedweltonlikeawinterfly;thehouseintowhichSoameshadcomeandoutofwhichhehadgonetimeswithoutnumber,divestedof,orburdenedwith,fardelsoffamilygossip;thehouseofthe\"oldpeople\"ofanothercentury,anotherage。
ThesightofSmither——stillcorseteduptothearmpitsbecausethenewfashionwhichcameinastheyweregoingoutabout1903hadneverbeenconsidered\"nice\"byAuntsJuleyandHester——broughtapalefriendlinesstoSoames’lips;Smither,stillfaithfullyarrangedtooldpatternineverydetail,aninvaluableservant——nonesuchleft——
smilingbackathim,withthewords:\"Why!it’sMr。Soames,afterallthistime!Andhowareyou,sir?Mr。Timothywillbesopleasedtoknowyou’vebeen。\"
\"Howishe?\"
\"Oh!hekeepsfairlybobbishforhisage,sir;butofcoursehe’sawonderfulman。AsIsaidtoMrs。Dartiewhenshewasherelast:ItwouldpleaseMissForsyteandMrs。JuleyandMissHestertoseehowherelishesabakedapplestill。Buthe’squitedeaf。Andamercy,Ialwaysthink。Forwhatweshouldhavedonewithhimintheair—
raids,Idon’tknow。\"
\"Ah!\"saidSoames。\"Whatdidyoudowithhim?\"
\"Wejustlefthiminhisbed,andhadthebellrundownintothecellar,sothatCookandIcouldhearhimifherang。Itwouldneverhavedonetolethimknowtherewasawaron。AsIsaidtoCook,’IfMr。Timothyrings,theymaydowhattheylike——I’mgoingup。Mydearmistresseswouldhaveafitiftheycouldseehimringingandnobodygoingtohim。’Buthesleptthroughthemallbeautiful。Andtheoneinthedaytimehewashavinghisbath。Itwasamercy,becausehemighthavenoticedthepeopleinthestreetalllookingup——heoftenlooksoutofthewindow。\"
\"Quite!\"murmuredSoames。Smitherwasgettinggarrulous!\"Ijustwanttolookroundandseeifthere’sanythingtobedone。\"
\"Yes,sir。Idon’tthinkthere’sanythingexceptasmellofmiceinthedining—roomthatwedon’tknowhowtogetridof。It’sfunnytheyshouldbethere,andnotacrumb,sinceMr。Timothytooktonotcomingdown,justbeforetheWar。Butthey’renastylittlethings;
youneverknowwherethey’lltakeyounext。\"
\"Doesheleavehisbed?\"——
\"Oh!yes,sir;hetakesniceexercisebetweenhisbedandthewindowinthemorning,nottoriskachangeofair。Andhe’squitecomfortableinhimself;hashisWillouteverydayregular。It’sagreatconsolationtohim——that。\"
\"Well,Smither,Iwanttoseehim,ifIcan;incasehehasanythingtosaytome。\"
Smithercolouredupabovehercorsets。
\"Itwillbeanoccasion!\"shesaid。\"ShallItakeyouroundthehouse,sir,whileIsendCooktobreakittohim?\"
\"No,yougotohim,\"saidSoames。\"Icangoroundthehousebymyself。\"
Onecouldnotconfesstosentimentbeforeanother,andSoamesfeltthathewasgoingtobesentimentalnosingroundthoseroomssosaturatedwiththepast。WhenSmither,creakingwithexcitement,hadlefthim,Soamesenteredthedining—roomandsniffed。Inhisopinionitwasn’tmice,butincipientwood—rot,andheexaminedthepanelling。Whetheritwasworthacoatofpaint,atTimothy’sage,hewasnotsure。Theroomhadalwaysbeenthemostmoderninthehouse;andonlyafaintsmilecurledSoames’lipsandnostrils。
Wallsofarichgreensurmountedtheoakdado;aheavymetalchandelierhungbyachainfromaceilingdividedbyimitationbeams。
ThepictureshadbeenboughtbyTimothy,abargain,onedayatJobson’ssixtyyearsago——threeSnyder\"stilllifes,\"twofaintlycoloureddrawingsofaboyandagirl,rathercharming,whichboretheinitials\"J。R。\"——TimothyhadalwaysbelievedtheymightturnouttobeJoshuaReynolds,butSoames,whoadmiredthem,haddiscoveredthattheywereonlyJohnRobinson;andadoubtfulMorlandofawhiteponybeingshod。Deep—redplushcurtains,tenhigh—backeddarkmahoganychairswithdeep—redplushseats,aTurkeycarpet,andamahoganydining—tableaslargeastheroomwassmall,suchwasanapartmentwhichSoamescouldrememberunchangedinsoulorbodysincehewasfouryearsold。Helookedespeciallyatthetwodrawings,andthought:’Ishallbuythoseatthesale。’
>Fromthedining—roomhepassedintoTimothy’sstudy。Hedidnotremembereverhavingbeeninthatroom。Itwaslinedfromfloortoceilingwithvolumes,andhelookedatthemwithcuriosity。Onewallseemeddevotedtoeducationalbooks,whichTimothy’sfirmhadpublishedtwogenerationsback—sometimesasmanyastwentycopiesofonebook。Soamesreadtheirtitlesandshuddered。Themiddlewallhadpreciselythesamebooksasusedtobeinthelibraryathisownfather’sinParkLane,fromwhichhededucedthefancythatJamesandhisyoungestbrotherhadgoneouttogetheronedayandboughtabraceofsmalllibraries。Thethirdwallheapproachedwithmoreexcitement。Here,surely,Timothy’sowntastewouldbefound。Itwas。Thebooksweredummies。Thefourthwallwasallheavilycurtainedwindow。Andturnedtowarditwasalargechairwithamahoganyreading—standattached,onwhichayellowishandfoldedcopyofTheTimes,datedJuly6,1914,thedayTimothyfirstfailedtocomedown,asifinpreparationfortheWar,seemedwaitingforhimstill。InacornerstoodalargeglobeofthatworldnevervisitedbyTimothy,deeplyconvincedoftheunrealityofeverythingbutEngland,andpermanentlyupsetbythesea,onwhichhehadbeenverysickoneSundayafternoonin1836,outofapleasureboatoffthepieratBrighton,withJuleyandHester,SwithinandHattyChessman;
allduetoSwithin,whowasalwaystakingthingsintohishead,andwho,thankgoodness,hadbeensicktoo。Soamesknewallaboutit,havingheardthetalefiftytimesatleastfromoneorotherofthem。
Hewentuptotheglobe,andgaveitaspin;itemittedafaintcreakandmovedaboutaninch,bringingintohispurviewadaddy—long—legswhichhaddiedonitinlatitude44。
’Mausoleum!’hethought。’Georgewasright!’Andhewentoutandupthestairs。Onthehalf—landinghestoppedbeforethecaseofstuffedhumming—birdswhichhaddelightedhischildhood。Theylookednotadayolder,suspendedonwiresabovepampas—grass。Ifthecasewereopenedthebirdswouldnotbegintohum,butthewholethingwouldcrumble,hesuspected。Itwouldn’tbeworthputtingthatintothesale!AndsuddenlyhewascaughtbyamemoryofAuntAnn——dearoldAuntAnn——holdinghimbythehandinfrontofthatcaseandsaying:\"Look,Soamey!Aren’ttheybrightandpretty,dearlittlehumming—birds!\"Soamesrememberedhisownanswer:\"Theydon’thum,Auntie。\"Hemusthavebeensix,inablackvelveteensuitwithalight—bluecollar—herememberedthatsuitwell!AuntAnnwithherringlets,andherspiderykindhands,andhergraveoldaquilinesmile——afineoldlady,AuntAnn!Hemovedonuptothedrawing—roomdoor。Thereoneachsideofitwerethegroupsofminiatures。ThosehewouldcertainIybuyin!Theminiaturesofhisfouraunts,oneofhisUncleSwithinadolescent,andoneofhisUncleNicholasasaboy。
Theyhadallbeenpaintedbyayoungladyfriendofthefamilyatatime,1830,about,whenminiatureswereconsideredverygenteel,andlastingtoo,paintedastheywereonivory。Manyatimehadheheardthetaleofthatyounglady:\"Verytalented,mydear;shehadquiteaweaknessforSwithin,andverysoonaftershewentintoaconsumptionanddied:solikeKeats——weoftenspokeofit。\"
Well,theretheywere!Ann,Juley,Hester,Susan——quiteasmallchild;Swithin,withsky—blueeyes,pinkcheeks,yellowcurls,whitewaistcoat—largeaslife;andNicholas,likeCupidwithaneyeonheaven。Nowhecametothinkofit,UncleNickhadalwaysbeenratherlikethat——awonderfulmantothelast。Yes,shemusthavehadtalent,andminiaturesalwayshadacertainback—wateredcachetoftheirown,littlesubjecttothecurrentsofcompetitiononaestheticChange。Soamesopenedthedrawing—roomdoor。Theroomwasdusted,thefurnitureuncovered,thecurtainsdrawnback,preciselyasifhisauntsstilldwelttherepatientlywaiting。Andathoughtcametohim:WhenTimothydied——whynot?Woulditnotbealmostadutytopreservethishouse——likeCarlyle’s——andputupatablet,andshowit?\"Specimenofmid—Victorianabode——entrance,oneshilling,withcatalogue。\"Afterall,itwasthecompletestthing,andperhapsthedeadestintheLondonofto—day。Perfectinitsspecialtasteandculture,if,thatis,hetookdownandcarriedovertohisowncollectionthefourBarbizonpictureshehadgiventhem。Thestillsky—bluewalls,tilegreencurtainspatternedwithredflowersandferns;thecrewel—workedfire—screenbeforethecast—irongrate;themahoganycupboardwithglasswindows,fulloflittleknickknacks;thebeadedfootstools;Keats,Shelley,Southey,Cowper,Coleridge,Byron’sCorsair(butnothingelse),andtheVictorianpoetsinabookshelfrow;themarqueteriecabinetlinedwithdimredplush,fulloffamilyrelics:Hester’sfirstfan;thebucklesoftheirmother’sfather’sshoes;threebottledscorpions;andoneveryyellowelephant’stusk,senthomefromIndiabyGreat—uncleEdgarForsyte,whohadbeeninjute;ayellowbitofpaperproppedup,withspiderywritingonit,recordingGodknewwhat!Andthepicturescrowdingonthewalls——allwater—colourssavethosefourBarbizonslookingliketileforeignerstheywere,anddoubtfulcustomersatthat——picturesbrightandillustrative,\"TellingtheBees,\"\"HeyfortheFerry!\"andtwointhestyleofFrith,allthimblerigandcrinolines,giventhembySwithin。Oh!many,manypicturesatwhichSoameshadgazedathousandtimesinsuperciliousfascination;amarvellouscollectionofbright,smoothgiltframes。
Andtheboudoir—grandpiano,beautifullydusted,hermeticallysealedasever;andAuntJuley’salbumofpressedseaweedonit。Andthegilt—leggedchairs,strongerthantheylooked。Andononesideofthefireplacethesofaofcrimsonsilk,whereAuntAnn,andafterherAuntJuley,hadbeenwonttosit,facingthelightandboltupright。
Andontheothersideofthefiretheonereallyeasychair,backtothelight,forAuntHester。Soamesscreweduphiseyes;heseemedtoseethemsittingthere。Ah!andtheatmosphere——evennow,oftoomanystuffsandwashedlacecurtains,lavenderinbags,anddriedbees’wings。’No,’hethought,’there’snothinglikeitleft;itoughttobepreserved。’And,byGeorge,theymightlaughatit,butforastandardofgentlelifeneverdepartedfrom,forfastidiousnessofskinandeyeandnoseandfeeling,itbeatto—dayhollow——to—daywithitsTubesandcars,itsperpetualsmoking,itscross—legged,bare—neckedgirlsvisibleuptothekneesanddowntothewaistifyoutookthetrouble(agreeabletothesatyrwithineachForsytebuthardlyhisideaofalady),withtheirfeet,too,screwedroundthelegsoftheirchairswhiletheyate,andtheir\"Solongs,\"andtheir\"OldBeans,\"andtheirlaughter——girlswhogavehimtheshudderswheneverhethoughtofFleurincontactwiththem;andthehard—eyed,capable,olderwomenwhomanagedlifeandgavehimtheshudderstoo。
No!hisoldaunts,iftheyneveropenedtheirminds,theireyes,orverymuchtheirwindows,atleasthadmanners,andastandard,andreverenceforpastandfuture。
Withratherachokyfeelingheclosedthedoorandwenttiptoeingup—
stairs。Helookedinataplaceontheway:H’m!inperfectorderoftheeighties,withasortofyellowoilskinpaperonthewalls。Atthetopofthestairshehesitatedbetweenfourdoors。WhichofthemwasTimothy’s?Andhelistened。Asound,asofachildslowlydraggingahobby—horseabout,cametohisears。ThatmustbeTimothy!Hetapped,andadoorwasopenedbySmither,veryredintheface。
Mr。Timothywastakinghiswalk,andshehadnotbeenabletogethimtoattend。IfMr。Soameswouldcomeintotheback—room,hecouldseehimthroughthedoor。
Soameswentintotheback—roomandstoodwatching。
ThelastoftheoldForsyteswasonhisfeet,movingwiththemostimpressiveslowness,andanairofperfectconcentrationonhisownaffairs,backwardandforwardbetweenthefootofhisbedandthewindow,adistanceofsometwelvefeet。Thelowerpartofhissquareface,nolongerclean—shaven,wascoveredwithsnowybeardclippedasshortasitcouldbe,andhischinlookedasbroadashisbrowwherethehairwasalsoquitewhite,whilenoseandcheeksandbrowwereagoodyellow。Onehandheldastoutstick,andtheothergraspedtheskirtofhisJaegerdressing—gown,fromunderwhichcouldbeseenhisbed—sockedanklesandfeetthrustintoJaegerslippers。Theexpressiononhisfacewasthatofacrossedchild,intentonsomethingthathehasnotgot。Eachtimeheturnedhestumpedthestick,andthendraggedit,asiftoshowthathecoulddowithoutit:
\"Hestilllooksstrong,\"saidSoamesunderhisbreath。
\"Oh!yes,sir。Youshouldseehimtakehisbath——it’swonderful;hedoesenjoyitso。\"
ThosequiteloudwordsgaveSoamesaninsight。Timothyhadresumedhisbabyhood。
\"Doeshetakeanyinterestinthingsgenerally?\"hesaid,alsoloud。
\"OhIyes,sir;hisfoodandhisWill。It’squiteasighttoseehimturnitoverandover,nottoreadit,ofcourse;andeverynowandthenheasksthepriceofConsols,andIwriteitonaslateforhim—
verylarge。Ofcourse,Ialwayswritethesame,whattheywerewhenhelasttooknotice,in1914。WegotthedoctortoforbidhimtoreadthepaperwhentheWarbrokeout。Oh!hedidtakeonaboutthatatfirst。Buthesooncameround,becauseheknewittiredhim;andhe’sawondertoconserveenergyasheusedtocallitwhenmydearmistresseswerealive,blesstheirhearts!Howhedidgoonatthemaboutthat;theywerealwayssoactive,ifyouremember,Mr。Soames。\"
\"WhatwouldhappenifIweretogoin?\"askedSoames:\"Wouldherememberme?ImadehisWill,youknow,afterMissHesterdiedin1907。\"
\"Oh!that,sir,\"repliedSmitherdoubtfully,\"Icouldn’ttakeonmetosay。Ithinkhemight;hereallyisawonderfulmanforhisage。\"
Soamesmovedintothedoorway,andwaitingforTimothytoturn,saidinaloudvoice:\"UncleTimothy!\"
Timothytrailedbackhalf—way,andhalted。
\"Eh?\"hesaid。
\"Soames,\"criedSoamesatthetopofhisvoice,holdingouthishand,\"SoamesForsyte!\"
\"No!\"saidTimothy,andstumpinghisstickloudlyonthefloor,hecontinuedhiswalk。
\"Itdoesn’tseemtowork,\"saidSoames。
\"No,sir,\"repliedSmither,rathercrestfallen;\"yousee,hehasn’tfinishedhiswalk。Italwayswasonethingatatimewithhim。I
expecthe’llaskmethisafternoonifyoucameaboutthegas,andaprettyjobIshallhavetomakehimunderstand。\"
\"Doyouthinkheoughttohaveamanabouthim?\"
Smitherheldupherhands。\"Aman!Oh!no。Cookandmecanmanageperfectly。Astrangemanaboutwouldsendhimcrazyinnotime。Andmymistresseswouldn’tliketheideaofamaninthehouse。Besides,we’reso——proudofhim。\"
\"Isupposethedoctorcomes?\"
\"Everymorning。Hemakesspecialtermsforsuchaquantity,andMr。
Timothy’ssoused,hedoesn’ttakeabitofnotice,excepttoputouthistongue。\"
\"Well,\"saidSoames,turningaway,\"it’srathersadandpainfultome。\"
\"Oh!sir,\"returnedSmitheranxiously,\"youmustn’tthinkthat。Nowthathecan’tworryaboutthings,hequiteenjoyshislife,reallyhedoes。AsIsaytoCook,Mr。Timothyismoreofamanthanheeverwas。Yousee,whenhe’snotwalkin’,ortakin’hisbath,he’seatin’,andwhenhe’snoteatin’,he’ssleepin’;andthereitis。
Thereisn’tanacheoracareabouthimanywhere。\"
\"Well,\"saidSoames,\"there’ssomethinginthat。I’llgodown。Bytheway,letmeseehisWill。\"
\"Ishouldhavetotakemytimeaboutthat,sir;hekeepsitunderhispillow,andhe’dseeme,whilehe’sactive。\"
\"Ionlywanttoknowifit’stheoneImade,\"saidSoames;\"youtakealookatitsdatesometime,andletmeknow。\"
\"Yes,sir;butI’msureit’sthesame,becausemeandCookwitnessed,youremember,andthere’sournamesonitstill,andwe’veonlydoneitonce。\"
\"Quite,\"saidSoames。Hedidremember。SmitherandJanehadbeenproperwitnesses,havingbeenleftnothingintheWillthattheymighthavenointerestinTimothy’sdeath。Ithadbeen——hefullyadmitted——analmostimproperprecaution,butTimothyhadwishedit,and,afterall,AuntHesterhadprovidedforthemamply。
\"Verywell,\"hesaid;\"good—bye,Smither。Lookafterhim,andifheshouldsayanythingatanytime,putitdown,andletmeknow。\"
\"OhIyes,Mr。Soames;I’llbesuretodothat。It’sbeensuchapleasantchangetoseeyou。CookwillbequiteexcitedwhenItellher。\"
Soamesshookherhandandwentdown—stairs。Hestoodforfullytwominutesbythehat—standwhereonhehadhunghishatsomanytimes。
’Soitallpasses,’hewasthinking;’passesandbeginsagain。Pooroldchap!’Andhelistened,ifperchancethesoundofTimothytrailinghishobby—horsemightcomedownthewellofthestairs;orsomeghostofanoldfaceshowoverthebannisters,andanoldvoicesay:’Why,it’sdearSoames,andwewereonlysayingthatwehadn’tseenhimforaweek!’
Nothing——nothing!Justthescentofcamphor,anddust—motesinasunbeamthroughthefanlightoverthedoor。Thelittleoldhouse!A
mausoleum!And,turningonhisheel,hewentout,andcaughthistrain。
V
THENATIVEHEATH
\"Hisfoot’suponhisnativeheath,Hisname’s——ValDartie。\"
WithsomesuchfeelingdidValDartie,inthefortiethyearofhisage,setoutthatsameThursdaymorningveryearlyfromtheoldmanor—househehadtakenonthenorthsideoftheSussexDowns。HisdestinationwasNewmarket,andhehadnotbeentheresincetheautumnof1899,whenhestoleoverfromOxfordfortheCambridgeshire。Hepausedatthedoortogivehiswifeakiss,andputaflaskofportintohispocket。
\"Don’tovertireyourleg,Val,anddon’tbettoomuch。\"
Withthepressureofherchestagainsthisown,andhereyeslookingintohis,Valfeltbothlegandpocketsafe。Heshouldbemoderate;
Hollywasalwaysright——shehadanaturalaptitude。Itdidnotseemsoremarkabletohim,perhaps,asitmighttoothers,that——halfDartieashewas——heshouldhavebeenperfectlyfaithfultohisyoungfirstcousinduringthetwentyyearssincehemarriedherromanticallyoutintheBoerWar;andfaithfulwithoutanyfeelingofsacrificeorboredom——shewassoquick,soslylyalwaysalittleinfrontofhismood。Beingfirstcousinstheyhaddecided,ratherneedlessly,tohavenochildren;and,thoughalittlesallower,shehadkeptherlooks,herslimness,andthecolourofherdarkhair。
Valparticularlyadmiredthelifeofherownshecarriedon,besidescarryingonhis,andridingbettereveryyear。Shekeptuphermusic,shereadanawfullot——novels,poetry,allsortsofstuff。
OutontheirfarminCapecolonyshehadlookedafterallthe\"nigger\"babiesandwomeninamiraculousmanner。Shewas,infact,clever;yetmadenofussaboutit,andhadno\"side。\"Thoughnotremarkableforhumility,Valhadcometohavethefeelingthatshewashissuperior,andhedidnotgrudgeit——agreattribute。ItmightbenotedthatheneverlookedatHollywithoutherknowingofit,butthatshelookedathimsometimesunawares。
Hehadkissedherintheporchbecauseheshouldnotbedoingsoontheplatform,thoughshewasgoingtothestationwithhim,todrivethecarback。TannedandwrinkledbyColonialweatherandthewilesinseparablefromhorses,andhandicappedbythelegwhich,weakenedintheBoerWar,hadprobablysavedhislifeintheWarjustpast,Valwasstillmuchashehadbeeninthedaysofhiscourtship;hissmileaswideandcharming,hiseyelashes,ifanything,thickeranddarker,hiseyesscrewedupunderthem,asbrightagrey,hisfrecklesratherdeeper,hishairalittlegrizzledatthesides。Hegavetheimpressionofonewhohaslivedactivelywithhorsesinasunnyclimate。
Twistingthecarsharproundatthegate,hesaid:
\"WhenisyoungJoncoming?\"
\"To—day。\"
\"Isthereanythingyouwantforhim?IcouldbringitdownonSaturday。\"
\"No;butyoumightcomebythesametrainasFleur——one—forty。\"
ValgavetheFordfullrein;hestilldrovelikeamaninanewcountryonbadroads,whorefusestocompromise,andexpectsheavenateveryhole。
\"That’sayoungwomanwhoknowsherwayabout,\"hesaid。\"Isay,hasitstruckyou?\"
\"Yes,\"saidHolly。
\"UncleSoamesandyourDad——bitawkward,isn’tit?\"
\"Shewon’tknow,andhewon’tknow,andnothingmustbesaid,ofcourse。It’sonlyforfivedays,Val。\"
\"Stablesecret!Righto!\"IfHollythoughtitsafe,itwas。
Glancingslylyroundathim,shesaid:\"Didyounoticehowbeautifullysheaskedherself?\"
\"No!\"
\"Well,shedid。Whatdoyouthinkofher,Val?\"
\"Prettyandclever;butshemightrunoutatanycornerifshegothermonkeyup,Ishouldsay。\"
\"I’mwondering,\"Hollymurmured,\"whethersheisthemodernyoungwoman。Onefeelsatseacominghomeintoallthis。\"
\"You?Yougetthehangofthingssoquick。\"
Hollyslidherhandintohiscoat—pocket。
\"Youkeeponeintheknow,\"saidValencouraged。\"WhatdoyouthinkofthatBelgianfellow,Profond?\"
\"Ithinkhe’srather’agooddevil。’\"
Valgrinned。
\"Heseemstomeaqueerfishforafriendofourfamily。Infact,ourfamilyisinprettyqueerwaters,withUncleSoamesmarryingaFrenchwoman,andyourDadmarryingSoames’sfirst。Ourgrandfatherswouldhavehadfits!\"
\"Sowouldanybody’s,mydear。\"
\"Thiscar,\"Valsaidsuddenly,\"wantsrousing;shedoesn’tgetherhindlegsunderheruphill。IshallhavetogiveherherheadontheslopeifI’mtocatchthattrain。\"
Therewasthatabouthorseswhichhadpreventedhimfromeverreallysympathisingwithacar,andtherunningoftheFordunderhisguidancecomparedwithitsrunningunderthatofHollywasalwaysnoticeable。Hecaughtthetrain。
\"Takecaregoinghome;she’llthrowyoudownifshecan。Good—bye,darling。\"
\"Good—bye,\"calledHolly,andkissedherhand。
Inthetrain,afterquarterofanhour’sindecisionbetweenthoughtsofHolly,hismorningpaper,thelookofthebrightday,andhisdimmemoryofNewmarket,Valplungedintotherecessesofasmallsquarebook,allnames,pedigrees,tap—roots,andnotesaboutthemakeandshapeofhorses。TheForsyteinhimwasbentontheacquisitionofacertainstrainofblood,andhewassubduingresolutelyasyettheDartiehankeringforaNutter。OngettingbacktoEngland,aftertheprofitablesaleofhisSouthAfricanfarmandstud,andobservingthatthesunseldomshone,Valhadsaidtohimself:\"I’veabsolutelygottohaveaninterestinlife,orthiscountrywillgivemetheblues。Hunting’snotenough,I’llbreedandI’lltrain。\"Withjustthatextrapinchofshrewdnessanddecisionimpartedbylongresidenceinanewcountry,Valhadseentheweakpointofmodernbreeding。Theywereallhypnotisedbyfashionandhighprice。Heshouldbuyforlooks,andletnamesgohang!Andherehewasalready,hypnotisedbytheprestigeofacertainstrainofblood!