Half—consciously,hethought:’There’ssomethinginthisdamnedclimatewhichmakesonegoroundinaring。Allthesame,ImusthaveastrainofMayflyblood。’
InthismoodhereachedtheMeccaofhishopes。Itwasoneofthosequietmeetingsfavourabletosuchaswishtolookintohorses,ratherthanintothemouthsofbookmakers;andValclungtothepaddock。
HistwentyyearsofColoniallife,divestinghimofthedandyisminwhichhehadbeenbred,hadlefthimtheessentialneatnessofthehorseman,andgivenhimaqueerandratherblightingeyeoverwhathecalled\"thesillyhaw—haw\"ofsomeEnglishmen,the\"flappingcockatoory\"ofsomeEnglish—women——HollyhadnoneofthatandHollywashismodel。Observant,quick,resourceful,Valwentstraighttotheheartofatransaction,ahorse,adrink;andhewasonhiswaytotheheartofaMayflyfilly,whenaslowvoicesaidathiselbow:
\"Mr。ValDartie?How’sMrs。ValDartie?She’swell,Ihope。\"AndhesawbesidehimtheBelgianhehadmetathissisterImogen’s。
\"ProsperProfond——Imetyouatlunch,\"saidthevoice。
\"Howareyou?\"murmuredVal。
\"I’mverywell,\"repliedMonsieurProfond,smilingwithacertaininimitableslowness。\"Agooddevil,\"Hollyhadcalledhim。Well!
Helookedalittlelikeadevil,withhisdark,clipped,pointedbeard;asleepyonethough,andgood—humoured,withfineeyes,unexpectedlyintelligent。
\"Here’sagentlemanwantstoknowyou——cousinofyours——Mr。GeorgeForsyde。\"
Valsawalargeform,andafaceclean—shaven,bull—like,alittlelowering,withsardonichumourbubblingbehindafullgreyeye;heremembereditdimlyfromolddayswhenhewoulddinewithhisfatherattheIseeumClub。
\"Iusedtogoracingwithyourfather,\"Georgewassaying:\"How’sthestud?Liketobuyoneofmyscrews?\"
Valgrinned,tohidethesuddenfeelingthatthebottomhadfallenoutofbreeding。Theybelievedinnothingoverhere,noteveninhorses。GeorgeForsyte,ProsperProfond!Thedevilhimselfwasnotmoredisillusionedthanthosetwo。
\"Didn’tknowyouwerearacingman,\"hesaidtoMonsieurProfond。
\"I’mnot。Idon’tcareforit。I’mayachtin’man。Idon’tcareforyachtin’either,butIliketoseemyfriends。I’vegotsomelunch,Mr。ValDartie,justasmalllunch,ifyou’dliketo’avesome;notmuch——justasmallone——inmycar。\"
\"Thanks,\"saidVal;\"verygoodofyou。I’llcomealonginaboutquarterofanhour。\"
\"Overthere。Mr。Forsyde’scomin’,\"andMonsieurProfond\"poinded\"
withayellow—glovedfinger;\"smallcar,withasmalllunch\";hemovedon,groomed,sleepy,andremote,GeorgeForsytefollowing,neat,huge,andwithhisjestingair。
ValremainedgazingattheMayflyfilly。GeorgeForsyte,ofcourse,wasanoldchap,butthisProfondmightbeabouthisownage;Valfeltextremelyyoung,asiftheMayflyfillywereatoyatwhichthosetwohadlaughed。Theanimalhadlostreality。
\"That’small’mare\"——heseemedtohearthevoiceofMonsieurProfond—
—\"whatdoyouseeinher?——wemustalldie!\"
AndGeorgeForsyte,cronyofhisfather,racingstill!TheMayflystrain——wasitanybetterthananyother?Hemightjustaswellhaveaflutterwithhismoneyinstead。
\"No,bygum!\"hemutteredsuddenly,\"ifit’snogoodbreedinghorses,it’snogooddoinganything。WhatdidIcomefor?I’llbuyher。\"
Hestoodbackandwatchedtheebbofthepaddockvisitorstowardthestand。Nattyoldchips,shrewdportlyfellows,Jews,trainerslookingasiftheyhadneverbeenguiltyofseeingahorseintheirlives;tall,flapping,languidwomen,orbrisk,loud—voicedwomen;
youngmenwithanairasiftryingtotakeitseriously——twoorthreeofthemwithonlyonearm。
’Lifeoverhere’sagame!’thoughtVal。’Muffinbellrings,horsesrun,moneychangeshands;ringagain,runagain,moneychangesback。’
But,alarmedathisownphilosophy,hewenttothepaddockgatetowatchtheMayflyfillycanterdown。Shemovedwell;andhemadehiswayovertothe\"small\"car。The\"small\"lunchwasthesortamandreamsofbutseldomgets;andwhenitwasconcludedMonsieurProfondwalkedbackwithhimtothepaddock。
\"Yourwife’sanicewoman,\"washissurprisingremark。
\"NicestwomanIknow,\"returnedValdryly。
\"Yes,\"saidMonsieurProfond;\"shehasaniceface。Iadmirenicewomen。\"
Vallookedathimsuspiciously,butsomethingkindlyanddirectintheheavydiabolismofhiscompaniondisarmedhimforthemoment。
\"Anytimeyouliketocomeonmyyacht,I’llgiveherasmallcruise。\"
\"Thanks,\"saidVal,inarmsagain,\"shehatesthesea。\"
\"SodoI,\"saidMonsieurProfond。
\"Thenwhydoyouyacht?\"
TheBelgian’seyessmiled。\"Oh!Idon’tknow。I’vedoneeverything;
it’sthelastthingI’mdoin’。\"
\"Itmustbed—dexpensive。Ishouldwantmorereasonthanthat。\"
MonsieurProsperProfondraisedhiseyebrows,andpuffedoutaheavylowerlip。
\"I’maneasy—goin’man,\"hesaid。
\"WereyouintheWar?\"askedVal。
\"Ye—es。I’vedonethattoo。Iwasgassed;itwasasmallbitunpleasant。\"Hesmiledwithadeepandsleepyairofprosperity,asifhehadcaughtitfromhisname。
Whetherhissaying\"small\"whenheoughttohavesaid\"little\"wasgenuinemistakeoraffectationValcouldnotdecide;thefellowwasevidentlycapableofanything。
AmongtheringofbuyersroundtheMayflyfillywhohadwonherrace,MonsieurProfondsaid:
\"Yougoin’tobid?\"
Valnodded。WiththissleepySatanathiselbow,hefeltinneedoffaith。ThoughplacedabovetheultimateblowsofProvidencebytheforethoughtofagrand—fatherwhohadtiedhimupathousandayeartowhichwasaddedthethousandayeartiedupforHollybyhergrand—father,Valwasnotflushofcapitalthathecouldtouch,havingspentmostofwhathehadrealisedfromhisSouthAfricanfarmonhisestablishmentinSussex。Andverysoonhewasthinking:’Dashit!she’sgoingbeyondme!’Hislimit—sixhundred—wasexceeded;hedroppedoutofthebidding。TheMayflyfillypassedunderthehammeratsevenhundredandfiftyguineas。HewasturningawayvexedwhentheslowvoiceofMonsieurProfondsaidinhisear:
\"Well,I’veboughtthatsmallfilly,butIdon’twanther;youtakeherandgivehertoyourwife。\"
Vallookedatthefellowwithrenewedsuspicion,butthegoodhumourinhiseyeswassuchthathereallycouldnottakeoffence。
\"ImadeasmalllotofmoneyintheWar,\"beganMonsieurProfondinanswertothatlook。\"I’adarmamentshares。Iliketogiveitaway。I’malwaysmakin’money。Iwantverysmalllotmyself。I
likemyfriendsto’aveit。\"
\"I’llbuyherofyouatthepriceyougave,\"saidValwithsuddenresolution。
\"No,\"saidMonsieurProfond。\"Youtakeher。Idon’wanther。\"
\"Hangit!onedoesn’t——\"
\"Whynot?\"smiledMonsieurProfond。\"I’mafriendofyourfamily。\"
\"Sevenhundredandfiftyguineasisnotaboxofcigars,\"saidValimpatiently。
\"Allright;youkeepherformetillIwanther,anddowhatyoulikewithher。\"
\"Solongasshe’syours,\"saidVal。\"Idon’tmindthat。\"
\"That’sallright,\"murmuredMonsieurProfond,andmovedaway。
Valwatched;hemightbe\"agooddevil,\"butthenagainhemightnot。
HesawhimrejoinGeorgeForsyte,andthereaftersawhimnomore。
Hespentthosenightsafterracingathismother’shouseinGreenStreet。
WinifredDartieatsixty—twowasmarvellouslypreserved,consideringthethree—and—thirtyyearsduringwhichshehadputupwithMontagueDartie,tillalmosthappilyreleasedbyaFrenchstaircase。ItwastoheravehementsatisfactiontohaveherfavouritesonbackfromSouthAfricaafterallthistime,tofeelhimsolittlechanged,andtohavetakenafancytohiswife。Winifred,whointhelateseventies,beforehermarriage,hadbeeninthevanguardoffreedom,pleasure,andfashion,confessedheryouthoutclassedbythedonzellasoftheday。Theyseemed,forinstance,toregardmarriageasanincident,andWinifredsometimesregrettedthatshehadnotdonethesame;asecond,third,fourthincidentmighthavesecuredherapartneroflessdazzlinginebriety;though,afterall,hehadleftherVal,Imogen,Maud,Benedict(almostacolonelandunharmedbytheWar——noneofwhomhadbeendivorcedasyet。Thesteadinessofherchildrenoftenamazedonewhorememberedtheirfather;but,asshewasfondofbelieving,theywerereallyallForsytes,favouringherself,withtheexception,perhaps,ofImogen。Herbrother’s\"littlegirl\"FleurfranklypuzzledWinifred。Thechildwasasrestlessasanyofthesemodernyoungwomen0——\"She’sasmallflameinadraught,\"ProsperProfondhadsaidonedayafterdinner——butshedidnotflop,ortalkatthetopofhervoice。ThesteadyForsyteisminWinifred’sowncharacterinstinctivelyresentedthefeelingintheair,themoderngirl’shabitsandhermotto:\"All’smuchofamuchness!Spend,to—morrowweshallbepoor!\"ShefounditasavinggraceinFleurthat,havingsetherheartonathing,shehadnochangeofheartuntilshegotit——though——whathappenedafter,Fleurwas,ofcourse,tooyoungtohavemadeevident。Thechildwasa\"veryprettylittlething,\"too,andquiteacredittotakeabout,withhermother’sFrenchtasteandgiftforwearingclothes;
everybodyturnedtolookatFleur——greatconsiderationtoWinifred,aloverofthestyleanddistinctionwhichhadsocruellydeceivedherinthecaseofMontagueDartie。
IndiscussingherwithVal,atbreakfastonSaturdaymorning,Winifreddweltonthefamilyskeleton。
\"Thatlittleaffairofyourfather—in—lawandyourAuntIrene,Val——
it’soldasthehills,ofcourse,Fleurneedknownothingaboutit——
makingafuss。YourUncleSoamesisveryparticularaboutthat。Soyou’llbecareful。\"
\"Yes!Butit’sdashedawkward——Holly’syounghalf—brotheriscomingtolivewithuswhilehelearnsfarming。He’stherealready。\"
\"Oh!\"saidWinifred。\"Thatisagaff!Whatishelike?\"
\"Onlysawhimonce——atRobinHill,whenwewerehomein1909;hewasnakedandpaintedblueandyellowinstripes——ajollylittlechap。\"
Winifredthoughtthat\"rathernice,\"andaddedcomfortably:\"Well,Holly’ssensible;she’llknowhowtodealwithit。Ishan’ttellyouruncle。It’llonlybotherhim。It’sagreatcomforttohaveyouback,mydearboy,nowthatI’mgettingon。\"
\"Gettingon!Why!you’reasyoungasever。ThatchapProfond,Mother,isheallright?\"
\"ProsperProfond!Oh!themostamusingmanIknow。\"
Valgrunted,andrecountedthestoryoftheMayflyfilly。
\"That’ssolikehim,\"murmuredWinifred。\"Hedoesallsortsofthings。\"
\"Well,\"saidValshrewdly,\"ourfamilyhaven’tbeentooluckywiththatkindofcattle;they’retoolight—heartedforus。\"
Itwastrue,andWinifred’sbluestudylastedafullminutebeforesheanswered:
\"Oh!well!He’saforeigner,Val;onemustmakeallowances。\"
\"Allright,I’llusehisfillyandmakeituptohim,somehow。\"
Andsoonafterhegaveherhisblessing,receivedakiss,andleftherforhisbookmaker’s,theIseeumClub,andVictoriastation。
VI
JON
Mrs。ValDartie,aftertwentyyearsofSouthAfrica,hadfallendeeplyinlove,fortunatelywithsomethingofherown,fortheobjectofherpassionwastheprospectinfrontofherwindows,thecoolclearlightonthegreenDowns。ItwasEnglandagain,atlast!
Englandmorebeautifulthanshehaddreamed。Chancehad,infact,guidedtheValDartiestoaspotwheretheSouthDownshadrealcharmwhenthesunshone。Hollyhadenoughofherfather’seyetoapprehendtherarequalityoftheiroutlinesandchalkyradiance;togouptherebytheravine—likelaneandwanderalongtowardChanctonburyorAmberley,wasstilladelightwhichshehardlyattemptedtosharewithVal,whoseadmirationofNaturewasconfusedbyaForsyte’sinstinctforgettingsomethingoutofit,suchastheconditionoftheturfforhishorses’exercise。
DrivingtheFordhomewithacertainhumouring,smoothness,shepromisedherselfthatthefirstuseshewouldmakeofJonwouldbetotakehimupthere,andshowhim\"theview\"underthisMay—daysky。
Shewaslookingforwardtoheryounghalf—brotherwithamotherlinessnotexhaustedbyVal。Athree—dayvisittoRobinHill,soonaftertheirarrivalhome,hadyieldednosightofhim——hewasstillatschool;sothatherrecollection,likeVal’s,wasofalittlesunny—
hairedboy,stripedblueandyellow,downbythepond。
ThosethreedaysatRobinHillhadbeenexciting,sad,embarrassing。
Memoriesofherdeadbrother,memoriesofVal’scourtship;theageingofherfather,notseenfortwentyyears,somethingfunerealinhisironicgentlenesswhichdidnotescapeonewhohadmuchsubtleinstinct;aboveall,thepresenceofherstepmother,whomshecouldstillvaguelyrememberasthe\"ladyingrey\"ofdayswhenshewaslittleandgrandfatheraliveandMademoiselleBeaucesocrossbecausethatintrudergavehermusiclessons——alltheseconfusedandtantalisedaspiritwhichhadlongedtofindRobinHilluntroubled。
ButHollywasadeptatkeepingthingstoherself,andallhadseemedtogoquitewell。
Herfatherhadkissedherwhenshelefthim,withlipswhichshewassurehadtrembled。
\"Well,mydear,\"hesaid,\"theWarhasn’tchangedRobinHill,hasit?
IfonlyyoucouldhavebroughtJollybackwithyou!Isay,canyoustandthisspiritualisticracket?Whentheoak—treedies,itdies,I’mafraid。\"
>Fromthewarmthofherembraceheprobablydivinedthathehadletthecatoutofthebag,forherodeoffatonceonirony。
\"Spiritualism——queerword,whenthemoretheymanifestthemoretheyprovethatthey’vegotholdofmatter。\"
\"How?\"saidHolly。
\"Why!Lookattheirphotographsofauricpresences。Youmusthavesomethingmaterialforlightandshadetofallonbeforeyoucantakeaphotograph。No,it’llendinourcallingallmatterspirit,orallspiritmatter——Idon’tknowwhich。\"
\"Butdon’tyoubelieveinsurvival,Dad?\"
Jolyonhadlookedather,andthesadwhimsicalityofhisfaceimpressedherdeeply。
\"Well,mydear,Ishouldliketogetsomethingoutofdeath。I’vebeenlookingintoitabit。ButforthelifeofmeIcan’tfindanythingthattelepathy,sub—consciousness,andemanationfromthestorehouseofthisworldcan’taccountforjustaswell。WishI
could!Wishesfatherthoughtbuttheydon’tbreedevidence。\"
Hollyhadpressedherlipsagaintohisforeheadwiththefeelingthatitconfirmedhistheorythatallmatterwasbecomingspirit——hisbrowfelt,somehow,soinsubstantial。
Butthemostpoignantmemoryofthatlittlevisithadbeenwatching,unobserved,herstepmotherreadingtoherselfaletterfromJon。Itwas——shedecided——theprettiestsightshehadeverseen。Irene,lostasitwereintheletterofherboy,stoodatawindowwherethelightfellonherfaceandherfinegreyhair;herlipsweremoving,smiling,herdarkeyeslaughing,dancing,andthehandwhichdidnotholdtheletterwaspressedagainstherbreast。Hollywithdrewasfromavisionofperfectlove,convincedthatJonmustbenice。
Whenshesawhimcomingoutofthestationwithakit—bagineitherhand,shewasconfirmedinherpredisposition。HewasalittlelikeJolly,thatlong—lostidolofherchildhood,buteager—lookingandlessformal,withdeepereyesandbrighter—colouredhair,forheworenohat;altogetheraveryinteresting\"little\"brother!
Histentativepolitenesscharmedonewhowasaccustomedtoassuranceintheyouthfulmanner;hewasdisturbedbecauseshewastodrivehimhome,insteadofhisdrivingher。Shouldn’thehaveashot?Theyhadn’tacaratRobinHillsincetheWar,ofcourse,andhehadonlydrivenonce,andlandedupabank,sosheoughtn’ttomindhistrying。Hislaugh,softandinfectious,wasveryattractive,thoughthatword,shehadheard,wasnowquiteold—fashioned。Whentheyreachedthehousehepulledoutacrumpledletterwhichshereadwhilehewaswashing——aquiteshortletter,whichmusthavecostherfathermanyapangtowrite。
\"MYDEAR,\"YouandValwillnotforget,Itrust,thatJonknowsnothingoffamilyhistory。HismotherandIthinkheistooyoungatpresent。
Theboyisverydear,andtheappleofhereye。Verbumsapientibus。
yourlovingfather,\"J。F。\"
Thatwasall;butitrenewedinHollyanuneasyregretthatFleurwascoming。
AfterteashefulfilledthatpromisetoherselfandtookJonupthehill。Theyhadalongtalk,sittingaboveanoldchalk—pitgrownoverwithbramblesandgoosepenny。Milkwortandliverwortstarredthegreenslope,thelarkssang,andthrushesinthebrake,andnowandthenagullflightinginlandwouldwheelverywhiteagainstthepalingsky,wherethevaguemoonwascomingup。Deliciousfragrancecametothem,asiflittleinvisiblecreatureswererunningandtreadingscentoutofthebladesofgrass。
Jon,whohadfallensilent,saidrathersuddenly:
\"Isay,thisiswonderful!There’snofatonitatall。Gull’sflightandsheep—bells\"
\"’Gull’sflightandsheep—bells’!You’reapoet,mydear!\"
Jonsighed。
\"Oh,Golly!Nogo!\"
\"Try!Iusedtoatyourage。\"
\"Didyou?Mothersays’try’too;butI’msorotten。Haveyouanyofyoursformetosee?\"
\"Mydear,\"Hollymurmured,\"I’vebeenmarriednineteenyears。IonlywroteverseswhenIwantedtobe。\"
\"Oh!\"saidJon,andturnedoveronhisface:theonecheekshecouldseewasacharmingcolour。WasJon\"touchedinthewind,\"then,asValwouldhavecalledit?Already?But,ifso,allthebetter,hewouldtakenonoticeofyoungFleur。Besides,onMondayhewouldbeginhisfarming。Andshesmiled。WasitBurnswhofollowedtheplough,oronlyPiersPlowman?Nearlyeveryyoungmanandmostyoungwomenseemedtobepoetsnow,judgingfromthenumberoftheirbooksshehadreadoutinSouthAfrica,importingthemfromHatchusandBumphards;andquitegood——oh!quite;muchbetterthanshehadbeenherself!Butthenpoetryhadonlyreallycomeinsinceherday——withmotor—cars。Anotherlongtalkafterdinneroverawoodfireinthelowhall,andthereseemedlittlelefttoknowaboutJonexceptanythingofrealimportance。Hollypartedfromhimathisbedroomdoor,havingseentwiceoverthathehadeverything,withtheconvictionthatshewouldlovehim,andValwouldlikehim。Hewaseager,butdidnotgush;hewasasplendidlistener,sympathetic,reticentabouthimself。Heevidentlylovedtheirfather,andadoredhismother。Helikedriding,rowing,andfencingbetterthangames。
Hesavedmothsfromcandles,andcouldn’tbearspiders,butputthemoutofdoorsinscrewsofpapersoonerthankillthem。Inaword,hewasamiable。Shewenttosleep,thinkingthathewouldsufferhorriblyifanybodyhurthim;butwhowouldhurthim?
Jon,ontheotherhand,satawakeathiswindowwithabitofpaperandapencil,writinghisfirst\"realpoem\"bythelightofacandlebecausetherewasnotenoughmoontoseeby,onlyenoughtomakethenightseemflutteryandasifengravedonsilver。JustthenightforFleurtowalk,andturnhereyes,andleadon—overthehillsandfaraway。AndJon,deeplyfurrowedinhisingenuousbrow,mademarksonthepaperandrubbedthemoutandwrotetheminagain,anddidallthatwasnecessaryforthecompletionofaworkofart;andhehadafeelingsuchasthewindsofSpringmusthave,tryingtheirfirstsongsamongthecomingblossom。Jonwasoneofthoseboys(notmany)
inwhomahome—trainedloveofbeautyhadsurvivedschoollife。Hehadhadtokeepittohimself,ofcourse,sothatnoteventhedrawing—masterknewofit;butitwasthere,fastidiousandclearwithinhim。Andhispoemseemedtohimaslameandstiltedasthenightwaswinged。Buthekeptit,allthesame。Itwasa\"beast,\"
butbetterthannothingasanexpressionoftheinexpressible。Andhethoughtwithasortofdiscomfiture:’Ishan’tbeabletoshowittoMother。’Hesleptterriblywell,whenhedidsleep,overwhelmedbynovelty。
VII
FLEUR
Toavoidtheawkwardnessofquestionswhichcouldnotbeanswered,allthathadbeentoldJonwas:
\"There’sagirlcomingdownwithValfortheweek—end。\"
Forthesamereason,allthathadbeentoldFleurwas:\"We’vegotayoungsterstayingwithus。\"
Thetwoyearlings,asValcalledtheminhisthoughts,metthereforeinamannerwhichforunpreparednessleftnothingtobedesired。
TheywerethusintroducedbyHolly:
\"ThisisJon,mylittlebrother;Fleur’sacousinofours,Jon。\"
Jon,whowascominginthroughaFrenchwindowoutofstrongsunlight,wassoconfoundedbytheprovidentialnatureofthismiracle,thathehadtimetohearFleursaycalmly:\"Oh,howdoyoudo?\"asifhehadneverseenher,andtounderstanddimlyfromthequickestimaginablelittlemovementofherheadthatheneverhadseenher。Hebowedthereforeoverherhandinanintoxicatedmanner,andbecamemoresilentthanthegrave。Heknewbetterthantospeak。
Onceinhisearlylife,surprisedreadingbyanightlight,hehadsaidfatuously\"Iwasjustturningovertheleaves,Mum,\"andhismotherhadreplied:\"Jon,nevertellstories,becauseofyourfacenobodywilleverbelievethem。\"
Thesayinghadpermanentlyunderminedtheconfidencenecessarytothesuccessofspokenuntruth。HelistenedthereforetoFleur’sswiftandraptallusionstothejollinessofeverything,pliedherwithsconesandjam,andgotawayassoonasmightbe。Theysaythatindeliriumtremensyouseeafixedobject,preferablydark,whichsuddenlychangesshapeandposition。Jonsawthefixedobject;ithaddarkeyesandpassablydarkhair,andchangeditsposition,butneveritsshape。Theknowledgethatbetweenhimandthatobjecttherewasalreadyasecretunderstanding(howeverimpossibletounderstand)thrilledhimsothathewaitedfeverishly,andbegantocopyouthispoem——whichofcoursehewouldneverdareto——showher——
tillthesoundofhorses’hoofsrousedhim,and,leaningfromhiswindow,hesawherridingforthwithVal。Itwasclearthatshewastednotime,butthesightfilledhimwithgrief。Hewastedhis。
Ifhehadnotbolted,inhisfearfulecstasy,hemighthavebeenaskedtogotoo。Andfromhiswindowhesatandwatchedthemdisappear,appearagaininthechineoftheroad,vanish,andemergeoncemoreforaminuteclearontheoutlineoftheDown。’Sillybrute!’hethought;’Ialwaysmissmychances。’
Whycouldn’thebeself—confidentandready?And,leaninghischinonhishands,heimaginedtheridehemighthavehadwithher。A
week—endwasbutaweek—end,andhehadmissedthreehoursofit。
Didheknowanyoneexcepthimselfwhowouldhavebeensuchaflat?
Hedidnot。
Hedressedfordinnerearly,andwasfirstdown。Hewouldmissnomore。ButhemissedFleur,whocamedownlast。Hesatoppositeheratdinner,anditwasterrible——impossibletosayanythingforfearofsayingthewrongthing,impossibletokeephiseyesfixedonherintheonlynaturalway;insum,impossibletotreatnormallyonewithwhominfancyhehadalreadybeenoverthehillsandfaraway;
conscious,too,allthetime,thathemustseemtoher,toallofthem,adumbgawk。Yes,itwasterrible!Andshewastalkingsowell——swoopingwithswiftwingthiswayandthat。Wonderfulhowshehadlearnedanartwhichhefoundsodisgustinglydifficult。Shemustthinkhimhopelessindeed!
Hissister’seyes,fixedonhimwithacertainastonishment,obligedhimatlasttolookatFleur;butinstantlyhereyes,verywideandeager,seemingtosay,\"Oh!forgoodness’sake!\"obligedhimtolookatVal,whereagrinobligedhimtolookathiscutlet——that,atleast,hadnoeyes,andnogrin,andheateithastily。
\"Jonisgoingtobeafarmer,\"heheardHollysay;\"afarmerandapoet。\"
Heglancedupreproachfully,caughtthecomicliftofhereyebrowjustliketheirfather’s,laughed,andfeltbetter。
ValrecountedtheincidentofMonsieurProsperProfond;nothingcouldhavebeenmorefavourable,for,inrelatingit,heregardedHolly,whointurnregardedhim,whileFleurseemedtoberegardingwithaslightfrownsomethoughtofherown,andJonwasreallyfreetolookatheratlast。Shehadonawhitefrock,verysimpleandwellmade;
herarmswerebare,andherhairhadawhiteroseinit。Injustthatswiftmomentoffreevision,aftersuchintensediscomfort,Jonsawhersublimated,asoneseesinthedarkaslenderwhitefruit—
tree;caughtherlikeaverseofpoetryflashedbeforetheeyesofthemind,oratunewhichfloatsoutinthedistanceanddies。
Hewonderedgiddilyhowoldshewas——sheseemedsomuchmoreself—
possessedandexperiencedthanhimself。Whymustn’thesaytheyhadmet?Herememberedsuddenlyhismother’sface;puzzled,hurt—
looking,whensheanswered:\"Yes,they’rerelations,butwedon’tknowthem。\"Impossiblethathismother,wholovedbeauty,shouldnotadmireFleurifshedidknowher。
AlonewithValafterdinner,hesippedportdeferentiallyandansweredtheadvancesofthisnew—foundbrother—in—law。Astoriding(alwaysthefirstconsiderationwithVal)hecouldhavetheyoungchestnut,saddleandunsaddleithimself,andgenerallylookafteritwhenhebroughtitin。Jonsaidhewasaccustomedtoallthatathome,andsawthathehadgoneuponeinhishost’sestimation。
\"Fleur,\"saidVal,\"can’tridemuchyet,butshe’skeen。Ofcourse,herfatherdoesn’tknowahorsefromacart—wheel。DoesyourDadride?\"
\"Heusedto;butnowhe’s——youknow,he’s——\"Hestopped,sohatingtheword\"old。\"Hisfatherwasold,andyetnotold;no——never!
\"Quite,\"mutteredVal。\"IusedtoknowyourbrotherupatOxford,agesago,theonewhodiedintheBoerWar。WehadafightinNewCollegeGardens。Thatwasaqueerbusiness,\"headded,musing;\"agooddealcameoutofit。\"
Jon’seyesopenedwide;allwaspushinghimtowardhistoricalresearch,whenhissister’svoicesaidgentlyfromthedoorway:
\"Comealong,youtwo,\"andherose,hisheartpushinghimtowardsomethingfarmoremodern。