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类别:其他 作者:John Galsworthy字数:10888更新时间:18/12/18 13:40:14
Half—consciously,hethought:’There’ssomethinginthisdamnedclimatewhichmakesonegoroundinaring。Allthesame,ImusthaveastrainofMayflyblood。’ InthismoodhereachedtheMeccaofhishopes。Itwasoneofthosequietmeetingsfavourabletosuchaswishtolookintohorses,ratherthanintothemouthsofbookmakers;andValclungtothepaddock。 HistwentyyearsofColoniallife,divestinghimofthedandyisminwhichhehadbeenbred,hadlefthimtheessentialneatnessofthehorseman,andgivenhimaqueerandratherblightingeyeoverwhathecalled\"thesillyhaw—haw\"ofsomeEnglishmen,the\"flappingcockatoory\"ofsomeEnglish—women——HollyhadnoneofthatandHollywashismodel。Observant,quick,resourceful,Valwentstraighttotheheartofatransaction,ahorse,adrink;andhewasonhiswaytotheheartofaMayflyfilly,whenaslowvoicesaidathiselbow: \"Mr。ValDartie?How’sMrs。ValDartie?She’swell,Ihope。\"AndhesawbesidehimtheBelgianhehadmetathissisterImogen’s。 \"ProsperProfond——Imetyouatlunch,\"saidthevoice。 \"Howareyou?\"murmuredVal。 \"I’mverywell,\"repliedMonsieurProfond,smilingwithacertaininimitableslowness。\"Agooddevil,\"Hollyhadcalledhim。Well! Helookedalittlelikeadevil,withhisdark,clipped,pointedbeard;asleepyonethough,andgood—humoured,withfineeyes,unexpectedlyintelligent。 \"Here’sagentlemanwantstoknowyou——cousinofyours——Mr。GeorgeForsyde。\" Valsawalargeform,andafaceclean—shaven,bull—like,alittlelowering,withsardonichumourbubblingbehindafullgreyeye;heremembereditdimlyfromolddayswhenhewoulddinewithhisfatherattheIseeumClub。 \"Iusedtogoracingwithyourfather,\"Georgewassaying:\"How’sthestud?Liketobuyoneofmyscrews?\" Valgrinned,tohidethesuddenfeelingthatthebottomhadfallenoutofbreeding。Theybelievedinnothingoverhere,noteveninhorses。GeorgeForsyte,ProsperProfond!Thedevilhimselfwasnotmoredisillusionedthanthosetwo。 \"Didn’tknowyouwerearacingman,\"hesaidtoMonsieurProfond。 \"I’mnot。Idon’tcareforit。I’mayachtin’man。Idon’tcareforyachtin’either,butIliketoseemyfriends。I’vegotsomelunch,Mr。ValDartie,justasmalllunch,ifyou’dliketo’avesome;notmuch——justasmallone——inmycar。\" \"Thanks,\"saidVal;\"verygoodofyou。I’llcomealonginaboutquarterofanhour。\" \"Overthere。Mr。Forsyde’scomin’,\"andMonsieurProfond\"poinded\" withayellow—glovedfinger;\"smallcar,withasmalllunch\";hemovedon,groomed,sleepy,andremote,GeorgeForsytefollowing,neat,huge,andwithhisjestingair。 ValremainedgazingattheMayflyfilly。GeorgeForsyte,ofcourse,wasanoldchap,butthisProfondmightbeabouthisownage;Valfeltextremelyyoung,asiftheMayflyfillywereatoyatwhichthosetwohadlaughed。Theanimalhadlostreality。 \"That’small’mare\"——heseemedtohearthevoiceofMonsieurProfond— —\"whatdoyouseeinher?——wemustalldie!\" AndGeorgeForsyte,cronyofhisfather,racingstill!TheMayflystrain——wasitanybetterthananyother?Hemightjustaswellhaveaflutterwithhismoneyinstead。 \"No,bygum!\"hemutteredsuddenly,\"ifit’snogoodbreedinghorses,it’snogooddoinganything。WhatdidIcomefor?I’llbuyher。\" Hestoodbackandwatchedtheebbofthepaddockvisitorstowardthestand。Nattyoldchips,shrewdportlyfellows,Jews,trainerslookingasiftheyhadneverbeenguiltyofseeingahorseintheirlives;tall,flapping,languidwomen,orbrisk,loud—voicedwomen; youngmenwithanairasiftryingtotakeitseriously——twoorthreeofthemwithonlyonearm。 ’Lifeoverhere’sagame!’thoughtVal。’Muffinbellrings,horsesrun,moneychangeshands;ringagain,runagain,moneychangesback。’ But,alarmedathisownphilosophy,hewenttothepaddockgatetowatchtheMayflyfillycanterdown。Shemovedwell;andhemadehiswayovertothe\"small\"car。The\"small\"lunchwasthesortamandreamsofbutseldomgets;andwhenitwasconcludedMonsieurProfondwalkedbackwithhimtothepaddock。 \"Yourwife’sanicewoman,\"washissurprisingremark。 \"NicestwomanIknow,\"returnedValdryly。 \"Yes,\"saidMonsieurProfond;\"shehasaniceface。Iadmirenicewomen。\" Vallookedathimsuspiciously,butsomethingkindlyanddirectintheheavydiabolismofhiscompaniondisarmedhimforthemoment。 \"Anytimeyouliketocomeonmyyacht,I’llgiveherasmallcruise。\" \"Thanks,\"saidVal,inarmsagain,\"shehatesthesea。\" \"SodoI,\"saidMonsieurProfond。 \"Thenwhydoyouyacht?\" TheBelgian’seyessmiled。\"Oh!Idon’tknow。I’vedoneeverything; it’sthelastthingI’mdoin’。\" \"Itmustbed—dexpensive。Ishouldwantmorereasonthanthat。\" MonsieurProsperProfondraisedhiseyebrows,andpuffedoutaheavylowerlip。 \"I’maneasy—goin’man,\"hesaid。 \"WereyouintheWar?\"askedVal。 \"Ye—es。I’vedonethattoo。Iwasgassed;itwasasmallbitunpleasant。\"Hesmiledwithadeepandsleepyairofprosperity,asifhehadcaughtitfromhisname。 Whetherhissaying\"small\"whenheoughttohavesaid\"little\"wasgenuinemistakeoraffectationValcouldnotdecide;thefellowwasevidentlycapableofanything。 AmongtheringofbuyersroundtheMayflyfillywhohadwonherrace,MonsieurProfondsaid: \"Yougoin’tobid?\" Valnodded。WiththissleepySatanathiselbow,hefeltinneedoffaith。ThoughplacedabovetheultimateblowsofProvidencebytheforethoughtofagrand—fatherwhohadtiedhimupathousandayeartowhichwasaddedthethousandayeartiedupforHollybyhergrand—father,Valwasnotflushofcapitalthathecouldtouch,havingspentmostofwhathehadrealisedfromhisSouthAfricanfarmonhisestablishmentinSussex。Andverysoonhewasthinking:’Dashit!she’sgoingbeyondme!’Hislimit—sixhundred—wasexceeded;hedroppedoutofthebidding。TheMayflyfillypassedunderthehammeratsevenhundredandfiftyguineas。HewasturningawayvexedwhentheslowvoiceofMonsieurProfondsaidinhisear: \"Well,I’veboughtthatsmallfilly,butIdon’twanther;youtakeherandgivehertoyourwife。\" Vallookedatthefellowwithrenewedsuspicion,butthegoodhumourinhiseyeswassuchthathereallycouldnottakeoffence。 \"ImadeasmalllotofmoneyintheWar,\"beganMonsieurProfondinanswertothatlook。\"I’adarmamentshares。Iliketogiveitaway。I’malwaysmakin’money。Iwantverysmalllotmyself。I likemyfriendsto’aveit。\" \"I’llbuyherofyouatthepriceyougave,\"saidValwithsuddenresolution。 \"No,\"saidMonsieurProfond。\"Youtakeher。Idon’wanther。\" \"Hangit!onedoesn’t——\" \"Whynot?\"smiledMonsieurProfond。\"I’mafriendofyourfamily。\" \"Sevenhundredandfiftyguineasisnotaboxofcigars,\"saidValimpatiently。 \"Allright;youkeepherformetillIwanther,anddowhatyoulikewithher。\" \"Solongasshe’syours,\"saidVal。\"Idon’tmindthat。\" \"That’sallright,\"murmuredMonsieurProfond,andmovedaway。 Valwatched;hemightbe\"agooddevil,\"butthenagainhemightnot。 HesawhimrejoinGeorgeForsyte,andthereaftersawhimnomore。 Hespentthosenightsafterracingathismother’shouseinGreenStreet。 WinifredDartieatsixty—twowasmarvellouslypreserved,consideringthethree—and—thirtyyearsduringwhichshehadputupwithMontagueDartie,tillalmosthappilyreleasedbyaFrenchstaircase。ItwastoheravehementsatisfactiontohaveherfavouritesonbackfromSouthAfricaafterallthistime,tofeelhimsolittlechanged,andtohavetakenafancytohiswife。Winifred,whointhelateseventies,beforehermarriage,hadbeeninthevanguardoffreedom,pleasure,andfashion,confessedheryouthoutclassedbythedonzellasoftheday。Theyseemed,forinstance,toregardmarriageasanincident,andWinifredsometimesregrettedthatshehadnotdonethesame;asecond,third,fourthincidentmighthavesecuredherapartneroflessdazzlinginebriety;though,afterall,hehadleftherVal,Imogen,Maud,Benedict(almostacolonelandunharmedbytheWar——noneofwhomhadbeendivorcedasyet。Thesteadinessofherchildrenoftenamazedonewhorememberedtheirfather;but,asshewasfondofbelieving,theywerereallyallForsytes,favouringherself,withtheexception,perhaps,ofImogen。Herbrother’s\"littlegirl\"FleurfranklypuzzledWinifred。Thechildwasasrestlessasanyofthesemodernyoungwomen0——\"She’sasmallflameinadraught,\"ProsperProfondhadsaidonedayafterdinner——butshedidnotflop,ortalkatthetopofhervoice。ThesteadyForsyteisminWinifred’sowncharacterinstinctivelyresentedthefeelingintheair,themoderngirl’shabitsandhermotto:\"All’smuchofamuchness!Spend,to—morrowweshallbepoor!\"ShefounditasavinggraceinFleurthat,havingsetherheartonathing,shehadnochangeofheartuntilshegotit——though——whathappenedafter,Fleurwas,ofcourse,tooyoungtohavemadeevident。Thechildwasa\"veryprettylittlething,\"too,andquiteacredittotakeabout,withhermother’sFrenchtasteandgiftforwearingclothes; everybodyturnedtolookatFleur——greatconsiderationtoWinifred,aloverofthestyleanddistinctionwhichhadsocruellydeceivedherinthecaseofMontagueDartie。 IndiscussingherwithVal,atbreakfastonSaturdaymorning,Winifreddweltonthefamilyskeleton。 \"Thatlittleaffairofyourfather—in—lawandyourAuntIrene,Val—— it’soldasthehills,ofcourse,Fleurneedknownothingaboutit—— makingafuss。YourUncleSoamesisveryparticularaboutthat。Soyou’llbecareful。\" \"Yes!Butit’sdashedawkward——Holly’syounghalf—brotheriscomingtolivewithuswhilehelearnsfarming。He’stherealready。\" \"Oh!\"saidWinifred。\"Thatisagaff!Whatishelike?\" \"Onlysawhimonce——atRobinHill,whenwewerehomein1909;hewasnakedandpaintedblueandyellowinstripes——ajollylittlechap。\" Winifredthoughtthat\"rathernice,\"andaddedcomfortably:\"Well,Holly’ssensible;she’llknowhowtodealwithit。Ishan’ttellyouruncle。It’llonlybotherhim。It’sagreatcomforttohaveyouback,mydearboy,nowthatI’mgettingon。\" \"Gettingon!Why!you’reasyoungasever。ThatchapProfond,Mother,isheallright?\" \"ProsperProfond!Oh!themostamusingmanIknow。\" Valgrunted,andrecountedthestoryoftheMayflyfilly。 \"That’ssolikehim,\"murmuredWinifred。\"Hedoesallsortsofthings。\" \"Well,\"saidValshrewdly,\"ourfamilyhaven’tbeentooluckywiththatkindofcattle;they’retoolight—heartedforus。\" Itwastrue,andWinifred’sbluestudylastedafullminutebeforesheanswered: \"Oh!well!He’saforeigner,Val;onemustmakeallowances。\" \"Allright,I’llusehisfillyandmakeituptohim,somehow。\" Andsoonafterhegaveherhisblessing,receivedakiss,andleftherforhisbookmaker’s,theIseeumClub,andVictoriastation。 VI JON Mrs。ValDartie,aftertwentyyearsofSouthAfrica,hadfallendeeplyinlove,fortunatelywithsomethingofherown,fortheobjectofherpassionwastheprospectinfrontofherwindows,thecoolclearlightonthegreenDowns。ItwasEnglandagain,atlast! Englandmorebeautifulthanshehaddreamed。Chancehad,infact,guidedtheValDartiestoaspotwheretheSouthDownshadrealcharmwhenthesunshone。Hollyhadenoughofherfather’seyetoapprehendtherarequalityoftheiroutlinesandchalkyradiance;togouptherebytheravine—likelaneandwanderalongtowardChanctonburyorAmberley,wasstilladelightwhichshehardlyattemptedtosharewithVal,whoseadmirationofNaturewasconfusedbyaForsyte’sinstinctforgettingsomethingoutofit,suchastheconditionoftheturfforhishorses’exercise。 DrivingtheFordhomewithacertainhumouring,smoothness,shepromisedherselfthatthefirstuseshewouldmakeofJonwouldbetotakehimupthere,andshowhim\"theview\"underthisMay—daysky。 Shewaslookingforwardtoheryounghalf—brotherwithamotherlinessnotexhaustedbyVal。Athree—dayvisittoRobinHill,soonaftertheirarrivalhome,hadyieldednosightofhim——hewasstillatschool;sothatherrecollection,likeVal’s,wasofalittlesunny— hairedboy,stripedblueandyellow,downbythepond。 ThosethreedaysatRobinHillhadbeenexciting,sad,embarrassing。 Memoriesofherdeadbrother,memoriesofVal’scourtship;theageingofherfather,notseenfortwentyyears,somethingfunerealinhisironicgentlenesswhichdidnotescapeonewhohadmuchsubtleinstinct;aboveall,thepresenceofherstepmother,whomshecouldstillvaguelyrememberasthe\"ladyingrey\"ofdayswhenshewaslittleandgrandfatheraliveandMademoiselleBeaucesocrossbecausethatintrudergavehermusiclessons——alltheseconfusedandtantalisedaspiritwhichhadlongedtofindRobinHilluntroubled。 ButHollywasadeptatkeepingthingstoherself,andallhadseemedtogoquitewell。 Herfatherhadkissedherwhenshelefthim,withlipswhichshewassurehadtrembled。 \"Well,mydear,\"hesaid,\"theWarhasn’tchangedRobinHill,hasit? IfonlyyoucouldhavebroughtJollybackwithyou!Isay,canyoustandthisspiritualisticracket?Whentheoak—treedies,itdies,I’mafraid。\" >Fromthewarmthofherembraceheprobablydivinedthathehadletthecatoutofthebag,forherodeoffatonceonirony。 \"Spiritualism——queerword,whenthemoretheymanifestthemoretheyprovethatthey’vegotholdofmatter。\" \"How?\"saidHolly。 \"Why!Lookattheirphotographsofauricpresences。Youmusthavesomethingmaterialforlightandshadetofallonbeforeyoucantakeaphotograph。No,it’llendinourcallingallmatterspirit,orallspiritmatter——Idon’tknowwhich。\" \"Butdon’tyoubelieveinsurvival,Dad?\" Jolyonhadlookedather,andthesadwhimsicalityofhisfaceimpressedherdeeply。 \"Well,mydear,Ishouldliketogetsomethingoutofdeath。I’vebeenlookingintoitabit。ButforthelifeofmeIcan’tfindanythingthattelepathy,sub—consciousness,andemanationfromthestorehouseofthisworldcan’taccountforjustaswell。WishI could!Wishesfatherthoughtbuttheydon’tbreedevidence。\" Hollyhadpressedherlipsagaintohisforeheadwiththefeelingthatitconfirmedhistheorythatallmatterwasbecomingspirit——hisbrowfelt,somehow,soinsubstantial。 Butthemostpoignantmemoryofthatlittlevisithadbeenwatching,unobserved,herstepmotherreadingtoherselfaletterfromJon。Itwas——shedecided——theprettiestsightshehadeverseen。Irene,lostasitwereintheletterofherboy,stoodatawindowwherethelightfellonherfaceandherfinegreyhair;herlipsweremoving,smiling,herdarkeyeslaughing,dancing,andthehandwhichdidnotholdtheletterwaspressedagainstherbreast。Hollywithdrewasfromavisionofperfectlove,convincedthatJonmustbenice。 Whenshesawhimcomingoutofthestationwithakit—bagineitherhand,shewasconfirmedinherpredisposition。HewasalittlelikeJolly,thatlong—lostidolofherchildhood,buteager—lookingandlessformal,withdeepereyesandbrighter—colouredhair,forheworenohat;altogetheraveryinteresting\"little\"brother! Histentativepolitenesscharmedonewhowasaccustomedtoassuranceintheyouthfulmanner;hewasdisturbedbecauseshewastodrivehimhome,insteadofhisdrivingher。Shouldn’thehaveashot?Theyhadn’tacaratRobinHillsincetheWar,ofcourse,andhehadonlydrivenonce,andlandedupabank,sosheoughtn’ttomindhistrying。Hislaugh,softandinfectious,wasveryattractive,thoughthatword,shehadheard,wasnowquiteold—fashioned。Whentheyreachedthehousehepulledoutacrumpledletterwhichshereadwhilehewaswashing——aquiteshortletter,whichmusthavecostherfathermanyapangtowrite。 \"MYDEAR,\"YouandValwillnotforget,Itrust,thatJonknowsnothingoffamilyhistory。HismotherandIthinkheistooyoungatpresent。 Theboyisverydear,andtheappleofhereye。Verbumsapientibus。 yourlovingfather,\"J。F。\" Thatwasall;butitrenewedinHollyanuneasyregretthatFleurwascoming。 AfterteashefulfilledthatpromisetoherselfandtookJonupthehill。Theyhadalongtalk,sittingaboveanoldchalk—pitgrownoverwithbramblesandgoosepenny。Milkwortandliverwortstarredthegreenslope,thelarkssang,andthrushesinthebrake,andnowandthenagullflightinginlandwouldwheelverywhiteagainstthepalingsky,wherethevaguemoonwascomingup。Deliciousfragrancecametothem,asiflittleinvisiblecreatureswererunningandtreadingscentoutofthebladesofgrass。 Jon,whohadfallensilent,saidrathersuddenly: \"Isay,thisiswonderful!There’snofatonitatall。Gull’sflightandsheep—bells\" \"’Gull’sflightandsheep—bells’!You’reapoet,mydear!\" Jonsighed。 \"Oh,Golly!Nogo!\" \"Try!Iusedtoatyourage。\" \"Didyou?Mothersays’try’too;butI’msorotten。Haveyouanyofyoursformetosee?\" \"Mydear,\"Hollymurmured,\"I’vebeenmarriednineteenyears。IonlywroteverseswhenIwantedtobe。\" \"Oh!\"saidJon,andturnedoveronhisface:theonecheekshecouldseewasacharmingcolour。WasJon\"touchedinthewind,\"then,asValwouldhavecalledit?Already?But,ifso,allthebetter,hewouldtakenonoticeofyoungFleur。Besides,onMondayhewouldbeginhisfarming。Andshesmiled。WasitBurnswhofollowedtheplough,oronlyPiersPlowman?Nearlyeveryyoungmanandmostyoungwomenseemedtobepoetsnow,judgingfromthenumberoftheirbooksshehadreadoutinSouthAfrica,importingthemfromHatchusandBumphards;andquitegood——oh!quite;muchbetterthanshehadbeenherself!Butthenpoetryhadonlyreallycomeinsinceherday——withmotor—cars。Anotherlongtalkafterdinneroverawoodfireinthelowhall,andthereseemedlittlelefttoknowaboutJonexceptanythingofrealimportance。Hollypartedfromhimathisbedroomdoor,havingseentwiceoverthathehadeverything,withtheconvictionthatshewouldlovehim,andValwouldlikehim。Hewaseager,butdidnotgush;hewasasplendidlistener,sympathetic,reticentabouthimself。Heevidentlylovedtheirfather,andadoredhismother。Helikedriding,rowing,andfencingbetterthangames。 Hesavedmothsfromcandles,andcouldn’tbearspiders,butputthemoutofdoorsinscrewsofpapersoonerthankillthem。Inaword,hewasamiable。Shewenttosleep,thinkingthathewouldsufferhorriblyifanybodyhurthim;butwhowouldhurthim? Jon,ontheotherhand,satawakeathiswindowwithabitofpaperandapencil,writinghisfirst\"realpoem\"bythelightofacandlebecausetherewasnotenoughmoontoseeby,onlyenoughtomakethenightseemflutteryandasifengravedonsilver。JustthenightforFleurtowalk,andturnhereyes,andleadon—overthehillsandfaraway。AndJon,deeplyfurrowedinhisingenuousbrow,mademarksonthepaperandrubbedthemoutandwrotetheminagain,anddidallthatwasnecessaryforthecompletionofaworkofart;andhehadafeelingsuchasthewindsofSpringmusthave,tryingtheirfirstsongsamongthecomingblossom。Jonwasoneofthoseboys(notmany) inwhomahome—trainedloveofbeautyhadsurvivedschoollife。Hehadhadtokeepittohimself,ofcourse,sothatnoteventhedrawing—masterknewofit;butitwasthere,fastidiousandclearwithinhim。Andhispoemseemedtohimaslameandstiltedasthenightwaswinged。Buthekeptit,allthesame。Itwasa\"beast,\" butbetterthannothingasanexpressionoftheinexpressible。Andhethoughtwithasortofdiscomfiture:’Ishan’tbeabletoshowittoMother。’Hesleptterriblywell,whenhedidsleep,overwhelmedbynovelty。 VII FLEUR Toavoidtheawkwardnessofquestionswhichcouldnotbeanswered,allthathadbeentoldJonwas: \"There’sagirlcomingdownwithValfortheweek—end。\" Forthesamereason,allthathadbeentoldFleurwas:\"We’vegotayoungsterstayingwithus。\" Thetwoyearlings,asValcalledtheminhisthoughts,metthereforeinamannerwhichforunpreparednessleftnothingtobedesired。 TheywerethusintroducedbyHolly: \"ThisisJon,mylittlebrother;Fleur’sacousinofours,Jon。\" Jon,whowascominginthroughaFrenchwindowoutofstrongsunlight,wassoconfoundedbytheprovidentialnatureofthismiracle,thathehadtimetohearFleursaycalmly:\"Oh,howdoyoudo?\"asifhehadneverseenher,andtounderstanddimlyfromthequickestimaginablelittlemovementofherheadthatheneverhadseenher。Hebowedthereforeoverherhandinanintoxicatedmanner,andbecamemoresilentthanthegrave。Heknewbetterthantospeak。 Onceinhisearlylife,surprisedreadingbyanightlight,hehadsaidfatuously\"Iwasjustturningovertheleaves,Mum,\"andhismotherhadreplied:\"Jon,nevertellstories,becauseofyourfacenobodywilleverbelievethem。\" Thesayinghadpermanentlyunderminedtheconfidencenecessarytothesuccessofspokenuntruth。HelistenedthereforetoFleur’sswiftandraptallusionstothejollinessofeverything,pliedherwithsconesandjam,andgotawayassoonasmightbe。Theysaythatindeliriumtremensyouseeafixedobject,preferablydark,whichsuddenlychangesshapeandposition。Jonsawthefixedobject;ithaddarkeyesandpassablydarkhair,andchangeditsposition,butneveritsshape。Theknowledgethatbetweenhimandthatobjecttherewasalreadyasecretunderstanding(howeverimpossibletounderstand)thrilledhimsothathewaitedfeverishly,andbegantocopyouthispoem——whichofcoursehewouldneverdareto——showher—— tillthesoundofhorses’hoofsrousedhim,and,leaningfromhiswindow,hesawherridingforthwithVal。Itwasclearthatshewastednotime,butthesightfilledhimwithgrief。Hewastedhis。 Ifhehadnotbolted,inhisfearfulecstasy,hemighthavebeenaskedtogotoo。Andfromhiswindowhesatandwatchedthemdisappear,appearagaininthechineoftheroad,vanish,andemergeoncemoreforaminuteclearontheoutlineoftheDown。’Sillybrute!’hethought;’Ialwaysmissmychances。’ Whycouldn’thebeself—confidentandready?And,leaninghischinonhishands,heimaginedtheridehemighthavehadwithher。A week—endwasbutaweek—end,andhehadmissedthreehoursofit。 Didheknowanyoneexcepthimselfwhowouldhavebeensuchaflat? Hedidnot。 Hedressedfordinnerearly,andwasfirstdown。Hewouldmissnomore。ButhemissedFleur,whocamedownlast。Hesatoppositeheratdinner,anditwasterrible——impossibletosayanythingforfearofsayingthewrongthing,impossibletokeephiseyesfixedonherintheonlynaturalway;insum,impossibletotreatnormallyonewithwhominfancyhehadalreadybeenoverthehillsandfaraway; conscious,too,allthetime,thathemustseemtoher,toallofthem,adumbgawk。Yes,itwasterrible!Andshewastalkingsowell——swoopingwithswiftwingthiswayandthat。Wonderfulhowshehadlearnedanartwhichhefoundsodisgustinglydifficult。Shemustthinkhimhopelessindeed! Hissister’seyes,fixedonhimwithacertainastonishment,obligedhimatlasttolookatFleur;butinstantlyhereyes,verywideandeager,seemingtosay,\"Oh!forgoodness’sake!\"obligedhimtolookatVal,whereagrinobligedhimtolookathiscutlet——that,atleast,hadnoeyes,andnogrin,andheateithastily。 \"Jonisgoingtobeafarmer,\"heheardHollysay;\"afarmerandapoet。\" Heglancedupreproachfully,caughtthecomicliftofhereyebrowjustliketheirfather’s,laughed,andfeltbetter。 ValrecountedtheincidentofMonsieurProsperProfond;nothingcouldhavebeenmorefavourable,for,inrelatingit,heregardedHolly,whointurnregardedhim,whileFleurseemedtoberegardingwithaslightfrownsomethoughtofherown,andJonwasreallyfreetolookatheratlast。Shehadonawhitefrock,verysimpleandwellmade; herarmswerebare,andherhairhadawhiteroseinit。Injustthatswiftmomentoffreevision,aftersuchintensediscomfort,Jonsawhersublimated,asoneseesinthedarkaslenderwhitefruit— tree;caughtherlikeaverseofpoetryflashedbeforetheeyesofthemind,oratunewhichfloatsoutinthedistanceanddies。 Hewonderedgiddilyhowoldshewas——sheseemedsomuchmoreself— possessedandexperiencedthanhimself。Whymustn’thesaytheyhadmet?Herememberedsuddenlyhismother’sface;puzzled,hurt— looking,whensheanswered:\"Yes,they’rerelations,butwedon’tknowthem。\"Impossiblethathismother,wholovedbeauty,shouldnotadmireFleurifshedidknowher。 AlonewithValafterdinner,hesippedportdeferentiallyandansweredtheadvancesofthisnew—foundbrother—in—law。Astoriding(alwaysthefirstconsiderationwithVal)hecouldhavetheyoungchestnut,saddleandunsaddleithimself,andgenerallylookafteritwhenhebroughtitin。Jonsaidhewasaccustomedtoallthatathome,andsawthathehadgoneuponeinhishost’sestimation。 \"Fleur,\"saidVal,\"can’tridemuchyet,butshe’skeen。Ofcourse,herfatherdoesn’tknowahorsefromacart—wheel。DoesyourDadride?\" \"Heusedto;butnowhe’s——youknow,he’s——\"Hestopped,sohatingtheword\"old。\"Hisfatherwasold,andyetnotold;no——never! \"Quite,\"mutteredVal。\"IusedtoknowyourbrotherupatOxford,agesago,theonewhodiedintheBoerWar。WehadafightinNewCollegeGardens。Thatwasaqueerbusiness,\"headded,musing;\"agooddealcameoutofit。\" Jon’seyesopenedwide;allwaspushinghimtowardhistoricalresearch,whenhissister’svoicesaidgentlyfromthedoorway: \"Comealong,youtwo,\"andherose,hisheartpushinghimtowardsomethingfarmoremodern。