第8章

类别:其他 作者:John Galsworthy字数:10256更新时间:18/12/18 13:40:14
\"Happytoseeyou!\"hesaid。 Theyoungman,whohadbeenturninghisheadfromsidetoside,becametransfixed。\"Isay!\"hesaid,\"’some’picture!\" Soamessaw,withmixedsensations,thathehadaddressedtheremarktotheGoyacopy。 \"Yes,\"hesaiddryly,\"that’snotaGoya。It’sacopy。Ihaditpaintedbecauseitremindedmeofmydaughter。\" \"ByJove!IthoughtIknewtheface,sir。Isshehere?\" ThefranknessofhisinterestalmostdisarmedSoames。 \"She’llbeinaftertea,\"hesaid。\"Shallwegoroundthepictures?\" AndSoamesbeganthatroundwhichnevertiredhim。Hehadnotanticipatedmuchintelligencefromonewhohadmistakenacopyforanoriginal,butastheypassedfromsectiontosection,periodtoperiod,hewasstartledbytheyoungman’sfrankandrelevantremarks。Nativelyshrewdhimself,andevensensuousbeneathhismask,Soameshadnotspentthirty—eightyearsoverhisonehobbywithoutknowingsomethingmoreaboutpicturesthantheirmarketvalues。Hewas,asitwere,themissinglinkbetweentheartistandthecommercialpublic。Artforart’ssakeandallthat,ofcourse,wascant。Butaestheticsandgoodtastewerenecessary。Theappreciationofenoughpersonsofgoodtastewaswhatgaveaworkofartitspermanentmarketvalue,orinotherwordsmadeit\"aworkofart。\"Therewasnorealcleavage。Andhewassufficientlyaccustomedtosheep—likeandunseeingvisitors,tobeintriguedbyonewhodidnothesitatetosayofMauve:\"Goodoldhaystacks!\"orofJamesMaris:\"Didn’thejustpaintandpaper’em!Mathewwastherealswell,sir;youcoulddigintohissurfaces!\"ItwasaftertheyoungmanhadwhistledbeforeaWhistler,withthewords,\"D’youthinkheeverreallysawanakedwoman,sir?\"thatSoamesremarked: \"Whatareyou,Mr。Mont,ifImayask?\" \"I,sir?Iwasgoingtobeapainter,buttheWarknockedthat。 Theninthetrenches,youknow,IusedtodreamoftheStockExchange,snugandwarmandjustnoisyenough。ButthePeaceknockedthat,sharesseemoff,don’tthey?I’veonlybeendemobbedaboutayear。Whatdoyourecommend,sir?\" \"Haveyougotmoney?\" \"Well,\"answeredtheyoungman,\"I’vegotafather;IkepthimaliveduringtheWar,sohe’sboundtokeepmealivenow。Though,ofcourse,there’sthequestionwhetherheoughttobeallowedtohangontohisproperty。Whatdoyouthinkaboutthat,sir?\" Soames,paleanddefensive,smiled。 \"TheoldmanhasfitswhenItellhimhemayhavetoworkyet。He’sgotland,youknow;it’safataldisease。\" \"ThisismyrealGoya,\"saidSoamesdryly。 \"ByGeorge!Hewasaswell。IsawaGoyainMunichoncethatbowledmemiddlestump。Amostevil—lookingoldwomaninthemostgorgeouslace。Hemadenocompromisewiththepublictaste。Thatoldboywas’some’explosive;hemusthavesmashedupalotofconventioninhisday。Couldn’thejustpaint!HemakesVelasquezstiff,don’tyouthink?\" \"IhavenoVelasquez,\"saidSoames。 Theyoungmanstared。\"No,\"hesaid;\"onlynationsorprofiteerscanaffordhim,Isuppose。Isay,whyshouldn’tallthebankruptnationsselltheirVelasquezandTitiansandotherswellstotheprofiteersbyforce,andthenpassalawthatanyonewhoholdsapicturebyanOldMaster——seeschedule——musthangitinapublicgallery?Thereseemssomethinginthat。\" \"Shallwegodowntotea?\"saidSoames。 Theyoungman’searsseemedtodrooponhisskull。’He’snotdense,’ thoughtSoames,followinghimoffthepremises。 Goya,withhissatiricandsurpassingprecision,hisoriginal\"line,\" andthedaringofhislightandshade,couldhavereproducedtoadmirationthegroupassembledroundAnnette’stea—trayintheingle— nookbelow。Healone,perhaps,ofpainterswouldhavedonejusticetothesunlightfilteringthroughascreenofcreeper,tothelovelypallorofbrass,theoldcutglasses,thethinslicesoflemoninpaleambertea;justicetoAnnetteinherblacklaceydress;therewassomethingofthefairSpaniardinherbeauty,thoughitlackedthespiritualityofthatraretype;toWinifred’sgrey—haired,corsetedsolidity;toSoames,ofacertaingreyandflat—cheekeddistinction;tothevivaciousMichaelMont,pointedinearandeye; toImogen,dark,lusciousofglance,growingalittlestout;toProsperProfond,withhisexpressionaswhoshouldsay,\"Well,Mr。 Goya,what’stheuseofpaintin’thissmallparty?\"finally,toJackCardigan,withhisshiningstareandtannedsanguinitybetrayingthemovingprinciple:\"I’mEnglish,andIlivetobefit。\" Curious,bytheway,thatImogen,whoasagirlhaddeclaredsolemnlyonedayatTimothy’sthatshewouldnevermarryagoodman——theyweresodull——shouldhavemarriedJackCardigan,inwhomhealthhadsodestroyedalltracesoforiginalsin,thatshemighthaveretiredtorestwithtenthousandotherEnglishmenwithoutknowingthedifferencefromtheoneshehadchosentoreposebeside。\"Oh!\"shewouldsayofhim,inher\"amusing\"way,\"Jackkeepshimselfsofearfullyfit;he’sneverhadaday’sillnessinhislife。HewentrightthroughtheWarwithoutafinger—ache。Youreallycan’timaginehowfitheis!\"Indeed,hewasso\"fit\"thathecouldn’tseewhenshewasflirting,whichwassuchacomfortinaway。Allthesameshewasquitefondofhim,sofarasonecouldbeofasports— machine,andofthetwolittleCardigansmadeafterhispattern。HereyesjustthenwerecomparinghimmaliciouslywithProsperProfond。 Therewasno\"small\"sportorgamewhichMonsieurProfondhadnotplayedattoo,itseemed,fromskittlestotarpon—fishing,andwornouteveryone。ImogenwouldsometimeswishthattheyhadwornoutJack,whocontinuedtoplayatthemandtalkofthemwiththesimplezealofaschool—girllearninghockey;attheageofGreat—uncleTimothyshewellknewthatJackwouldbeplayingcarpetgolfinherbedroom,and\"wipingsomebody’seye。\" Hewastellingthemnowhowhehad\"pippedthepro——acharmin’ fellow,playin’averygoodgame,\"atthelastholethismorning;andhowhehadpulleddowntoCavershamsincelunch,andtryingtoinciteProsperProfondtoplayhimasetoftennisaftertea——dohimgood— \"keephimfit。 \"Butwhat’stheuseofkeepin’fit?\"saidMonsieurProfond。 \"Yes,sir,\"murmuredMichaelMont,\"whatdoyoukeepfitfor?\" \"Jack,\"criedImogen,enchanted,\"whatdoyoukeepfitfor?\" JackCardiganstaredwithallhishealth。Thequestionswerelikethebuzzofamosquito,andheputuphishandtowipethemaway。 DuringtheWar,ofcourse,hehadkeptfittokillGermans;nowthatitwasoverheeitherdidnotknow,orshrankindelicacyfromexplanationofhismovingprinciple。 \"Buthe’sright,\"saidMonsieurProfondunexpectedly,\"there’snothin’leftbutkeepin’fit。\" Thesaying,toodeepforSundayafternoon,wouldhavepassedunanswered,butforthemercurialnatureofyoungMont。 \"Good!\"hecried。\"That’sthegreatdiscoveryoftheWar。Weallthoughtwewereprogressing——nowweknowwe’reonlychanging。\" \"Fortheworse,\"saidMonsieurProfondgenially。 \"Howyouarecheerful,Prosper!\"murmuredAnnette。 \"Youcomeandplaytennis!\"saidJackCardigan;\"you’vegotthehump。 We’llsoontakethatdown。D’youplay,Mr。Mont?\" \"Ihittheballabout,sir。\" AtthisjunctureSoamesrose,ruffledinthatdeepinstinctofpreparationforthefuturewhichguidedhisexistence。 \"WhenFleurcomes——\"heheardJackCardigansay。 Ah!andwhydidn’tshecome?Hepassedthroughdrawing—room,hall,andporchoutontothedrive,andstoodtherelisteningforthecar。 AllwasstillandSundayfied;thelilacsinfullflowerscentedtheair。Therewerewhiteclouds,likethefeathersofducksgildedbythesunlight。MemoryofthedaywhenFleurwasborn,andhehadwaitedinsuchagonywithherlifeandhermother’sbalancedinhishands,cametohimsharply。Hehadsavedherthen,tobetheflowerofhislife。Andnow!wasshegoingtogivehimtrouble——pain——givehimtrouble?Hedidnotlikethelookofthings!Ablackbirdbrokeinonhisreveriewithaneveningsong——agreatbigfellowupinthatacacia—tree。Soameshadtakenquiteaninterestinhisbirdsoflateyears;heandFleurwouldwalkroundandwatchthem;hereyesweresharpasneedles,andshekneweverynest。Hesawherdog,aretriever,lyingonthedriveinapatchofsunlight,andcalledtohim。\"Hallo,oldfellow—waitingforhertoo!\"Thedogcameslowlywithagrudgingtail,andSoamesmechanicallylaidapatonhishead。 Thedog,thebird,thelilac,allwerepartofFleurforhim;nomore,noless。’Toofondofher!’hethought,’toofond!’Hewaslikeamanuninsured,withhisshipsatsea。Uninsuredagain——asinthatothertime,solongago,whenhewouldwanderdumbandjealousinthewildernessofLondon,longingforthatwoman——hisfrstwife—— themotherofthisinfernalboy。Ah!Therewasthecaratlast!Itdrewup,ithadluggage,butnoFleur。 \"MissFleuriswalkingup,sir,bythetowing—path。\" Walkingallthosemiles?Soamesstared。Theman’sfacehadthebeginningofasmileonit。Whatwashegrinningat?Andveryquicklyheturned,saying,\"Allright,Sims!\"andwentintothehouse。Hemountedtothepicture—galleryoncemore。Hehadfromthereaviewoftheriverbank,andstoodwithhiseyesfixedonit,obliviousofthefactthatitwouldbeanhouratleastbeforeherfigureshowedthere。Walkingup!Andthatfellow’sgrin!Theboy——! Heturnedabruptlyfromthewindow。Hecouldn’tspyonher。Ifshewantedtokeepthingsfromhim——shemust;hecouldnotspyonher。 Hisheartfeltempty,andbitternessmountedfromitintohisverymouth。ThestaccatoshoutsofJackCardiganpursuingtheball,thelaughofyoungMontroseinthestillnessandcamein。HehopedtheyweremakingthatchapProfondrun。Andthegirlin\"LaVendimia\" stoodwithherarmakimboaridherdreamyeyeslookingpasthim。 ’I’vedoneallIcouldforyou,’hethought,’sinceyouwerenohigherthanmyknee。Youaren’tgoingto——to——hurtme,areyou?’ ButtheGoyacopyanswerednot,brilliantincolourjustbeginningtotonedown。’There’snoreallifeinit,’thoughtSoames。’Whydoesn’tshecome?’ X TRIO AmongthosefourForsytesofthethird,and,asonemightsay,fourthgeneration,atWansdonundertheDowns,aweek—endprolongeduntotheninthdayhadstretchedthecrossingthreadsoftenacityalmosttosnapping—point。NeverhadFleurbeenso\"fine,\"Hollysowatchful,Valsostable—secretive,Jonsosilentanddisturbed。Whathelearnedoffarminginthatweekmighthavebeenbalancedonthepointofapenknifeandpuffedoff。He,whosenaturewasessentiallyaversefromintrigue,andwhoseadorationofFleurdisposedhimtothinkthatanyneedforconcealingitwas\"skittles,\"chafedandfretted,yetobeyed,takingwhatreliefhecouldinthefewmomentswhentheywerealone。OnThursday,whiletheywerestandinginthebaywindowofthedrawing—room,dressedfordinner,shesaidtohim: \"Jon,I’mgoinghomeonSundaybythe3。40fromPaddington;ifyouweretogohomeonSaturdayyoucouldcomeuponSundayandtakemedown,andjustgetbackherebythelasttrain,after。Youweregoinghomeanyway,weren’tyou?\" Jonnodded。 \"Anythingtobewithyou,\"hesaid;\"onlywhyneedIpretend——\" Fleurslippedherlittlefingerintohispalm: \"Youhavenoinstinct,Jon;youmustleavethingstome。It’sseriousaboutourpeople。We’vesimplygottobesecretatpresent,ifwewanttobetogether。\"Thedoorwasopened,andsheaddedloudly:\"Youareaduffer,Jon。\" SomethingturnedoverwithinJon;hecouldnotbearthissubterfugeaboutafeelingsonatural,sooverwhelming,andsosweet。 OnFridaynightaboutelevenhehadpackedhisbag,andwasleaningoutofhiswindow,halfmiserable,andhalflostinadreamofPaddingtonstation,whenheheardatinysound,asofafinger—nailtappingonhisdoor。Herushedtoitandlistened。Againthesound。 Itwasanail。Heopened。Oh!Whatalovelythingcamein! \"Iwantedtoshowyoumyfancydress,\"itsaid,andstruckanattitudeatthefootofhisbed。 Jondrewalongbreathandleanedagainstthedoor。Theapparitionworewhitemuslinonitshead,afichurounditsbareneckoverawine—coloureddress,fulledoutbelowitsslenderwaist。 Itheldonearmakimbo,andtheotherraised,right—angled,holdingafanwhichtoucheditshead。 \"Thisoughttobeabasketofgrapes,\"itwhispered,\"butIhaven’tgotithere。It’smyGoyadress。Andthisistheattitudeinthepicture。Doyoulikeit?\" \"It’sadream。\" Theapparitionpirouetted。\"Touchit,andsee。\" Jonkneltdownandtooktheskirtreverently。 \"Grapecolour,\"camethewhisper,\"allgrapes——LaVendimia——thevintage。\" Jon’sfingersscarcelytouchedeachsideofthewaist;helookedup,withadoringeyes。 \"Oh!Jon,\"itwhispered;bent,kissedhisforehead,pirouettedagain,and,glidingout,wasgone。 Jonstayedonhisknees,andhisheadfellforwardagainstthebed。 Howlonghestayedlikethathedidnotknow。Thelittlenoises——ofthetappingnail,thefeet,theskirtsrustling——asinadream——wentonabouthim;andbeforehisclosedeyesthefigurestoodandsmiledandwhispered,afaintperfumeofnarcissuslingeringintheair。 Andhisforeheadwhereithadbeenkissedhadalittlecoolplacebetweenthebrows,liketheimprintofaflower。Lovefilledhissoul,thatloveofboyforgirlwhichknowssolittle,hopessomuch,wouldnotbrushthedownofffortheworld,andmustbecomeintimeafragrantmemory——asearingpassion——ahumdrummateship——or,onceinmanytimes,vintagefullandsweetwithsunsetcolouronthegrapes。 EnoughhasbeensaidaboutJonForsytehereandinanotherplacetoshowwhatlongmarcheslaybetweenhimandhisgreat—great— grandfather,thefirstJolyon,inDorsetdownbythesea。Jonwassensitiveasagirl,moresensitivethannineoutoftengirlsoftheday;imaginativeasoneofhishalf—sisterJune’s\"lameduck\" painters;affectionateasasonofhisfatherandhismothernaturallywouldbe。Andyet,inhisinnertissue,therewassomethingoftheoldfounderofhisfamily,asecrettenacityofsoul,adreadofshowinghisfeelings,adeterminationnottoknowwhenhewasbeaten。Sensitive,imaginative,affectionateboysgetabadtimeatschool,butJonhadinstinctivelykepthisnaturedark,andbeenbutnormallyunhappythere。Onlywithhismotherhadhe,uptillthen,beenabsolutelyfrankandnatural;andwhenhewenthometoRobinHillthatSaturdayhisheartwasheavybecauseFleurhadsaidthathemustnotbefrankandnaturalwithherfromwhomhehadneveryetkeptanything,mustnoteventellherthattheyhadmetagain,unlesshefoundthatsheknewalready。SointolerabledidthisseemtohimthathewasveryneartotelegraphinganexcuseandstayingupinLondon。Andthefirstthinghismothersaidtohimwas: \"Soyou’vehadourlittlefriendoftheconfectioner’sthere,Jon。 Whatisshelikeonsecondthoughts?\" Withrelief,andahighcolour,Jonanswered: \"Oh!awfullyjolly,Mum。\" Herarmpressedhis。 JonhadneverlovedhersomuchasinthatminutewhichseemedtofalsifyFleur’sfearsandtoreleasehissoul。Heturnedtolookather,butsomethinginhersmilingface——somethingwhichonlyheperhapswouldhavecaught——stoppedthewordsbubblingupinhim。 Couldfeargowithasmile?Ifso,therewasfearinherface。AndoutofJontumbledquiteotherwords,aboutfarming,Holly,andtheDowns。Talkingfast,hewaitedforhertocomebacktoFleur。Butshedidnot。Nordidhisfathermentionher,thoughofcoursehe,too,mustknow。Whatdeprivation,andkillingofrealitywasinhissilenceaboutFleur——whenhewassofullofher;whenhismotherwassofullofJon,andhisfathersofullofhismother!AndsothetriospenttheeveningofthatSaturday。 Afterdinnerhismotherplayed;sheseemedtoplayallthethingshelikedbest,andhesatwithonekneeclasped,andhishairstandingupwherehisfingershadrunthroughit。Hegazedathismotherwhilesheplayed,buthesawFleur——Fleurinthemoonlitorchard,Fleurinthesunlitgravel—pit,Fleurinthatfancydress,swaying,whispering,stooping,kissinghisforehead。Once,whilehelistened,heforgothimselfandglancedathisfatherinthatothereasychair。 WhatwasDadlookinglikethatfor?Theexpressiononhisfacewassosadandpuzzling。Itfilledhimwithasortofremorse,sothathegotupandwentandsatonthearmofhisfather’schair。Fromtherehecouldnotseehisface;andagainhesawFleur——inhismother’shands,slimandwhiteonthekeys,intheprofileofherfaceandherpowderyhair;anddownthelongroomintheopenwindowwheretheMaynightwalkedoutside。 Whenhewentuptobedhismothercameintohisroom。Shestoodatthewindow,andsaid: \"Thosecypressesyourgrandfatherplanteddowntherehavedonewonderfully。Ialwaysthinktheylookbeautifulunderadroppingmoon。Iwishyouhadknownyourgrandfather,Jon。\" \"Wereyoumarriedtofatherwhenhewasalive?\"askedJonsuddenly。 \"No,dear;hediedin’92——veryold——eighty—five,Ithink。\" \"IsFatherlikehim?\" \"Alittle,butmoresubtle,andnotquitesosolid。\" \"Iknow,fromgrandfather’sportrait;whopaintedthat?\" \"OneofJune’s’lameducks。’Butit’squitegood。\" Jonslippedhishandthroughhismother’sarm。\"Tellmeaboutthefamilyquarrel,Mum。\" Hefeltherarmquivering。\"No,dear;that’sforyourFathersomeday,ifhethinksfit。\" \"Thenitwasserious,\"saidJon,withacatchinhisbreath。 \"Yes。\"Andtherewasasilence,duringwhichneitherknewwhetherthearmorthehandwithinitwerequiveringmost。 \"Somepeople,\"saidIrenesoftly,\"thinkthemoononherbackisevil;tomeshe’salwayslovely。Lookatthosecypressshadows! Jon,FathersayswemaygotoItaly,youandI,fortwomonths。 Wouldyoulike?\" Jontookhishandfromunderherarm;hissensationwassosharpandsoconfused。Italywithhismother!Afortnightagoitwouldhavebeenperfection;nowitfilledhimwithdismay;hefeltthatthesuddensuggestionhadtodowithFleur。Hestammeredout: \"Oh!yes;only——Idon’tknow。OughtI——nowI’vejustbegun?I’dliketothinkitover。\" Hervoiceanswered,coolandgentle: \"Yes,dear;thinkitover。Butbetternowthanwhenyou’vebegunfarmingseriously。Italywithyou!Itwouldbenice!\" Jonputhisarmroundherwaist,stillslimandfirmasagirl’s。 \"DoyouthinkyououghttoleaveFather?\"hesaidfeebly,feelingverymean。 \"Fathersuggestedit;hethinksyououghttoseeItalyatleastbeforeyousettledowntoanything。\" ThesenseofmeannessdiedinJon;heknew,yes——heknew——thathisfatherandhismotherwerenotspeakingfrankly,nomorethanhehimself。TheywantedtokeephimfromFleur。Hishearthardened。 And,asifshefeltthatprocessgoingon,hismothersaid: \"Good—night,darling。Haveagoodsleepandthinkitover。Butitwouldbelovely!\" Shepressedhimtohersoquicklythathedidnotseeherface。Jonstoodfeelingexactlyasheusedtowhenhewasanaughtylittleboy; sorebecausehewasnotloving,andbecausehewasjustifiedinhisowneyes。 ButIrene,aftershehadstoodamomentinherownroom,passedthroughthedressing—roombetweenitandherhusband’s。 \"Well?\" \"Hewillthinkitover,Jolyon。\" Watchingherlipsthatworealittledrawnsmile,Jolyonsaidquietly: \"Youhadbetterletmetellhim,andhavedonewithit。Afterall,Jonhastheinstinctsofagentleman。Hehasonlytounderstand——\" \"Only!Hecan’tunderstand;that’simpossible。\" \"IbelieveIcouldhaveathisage。\" Irenecaughthishand。\"YouwerealwaysmoreofarealistthanJon; andneversoinnocent。\" \"That’strue,\"saidJolyon。\"It’squeer,isn’tit?YouandIwouldtellourstoriestotheworldwithoutaparticleofshame;butourownboystumpsus。\" \"We’venevercaredwhethertheworldapprovesornot。\" \"Jonwouldnotdisapproveofus!\" \"Oh!Jolyon,yes。He’sinlove,Ifeelhe’sinlove。Andhe’dsay: ’Mymotheroncemarriedwithoutlove!Howcouldshehave!’It’llseemtohimacrime!Andsoitwas!\" Jolyontookherhand,andsaidwithawrysmile: \"Ah!whyoneartharewebornyoung?Now,ifonlywewerebornoldandgrewyoungeryearbyyear,weshouldunderstandhowthingshappen,anddropallourcursedintolerance。Butyouknowiftheboyisreallyinlove,hewon’tforget,evenifhegoestoItaly。We’reatenaciousbreed;andhe’llknowbyinstinctwhyhe’sbeingsent。 Nothingwillreallycurehimbuttheshockofbeingtold。\" \"Letmetry,anyway。\" Jolyonstoodamomentwithoutspeaking。Betweenthisdevilandthisdeepsea——thepainofadreadeddisclosureandthegriefoflosinghiswifefortwomonths——hesecretlyhopedforthedevil;yetifshewishedforthedeepseahemustputupwithit。Afterall,itwouldbetrainingforthatdeparturefromwhichtherewouldbenoreturn。 And,takingherinhisarms,hekissedhereyes,andsaid: \"Asyouwill,mylove。\" XI DUET That\"small\"emotion,love,growsamazinglywhenthreatenedwithextinction。JonreachedPaddingtonstationhalfanhourbeforehistimeandafullweekafter,asitseemedtohim。Hestoodattheappointedbookstall,amidacrowdofSundaytravellers,inaHarristweedsuitexhaling,asitwere,theemotionofhisthumpingheart。 Hereadthenamesofthenovelsonthebook—stall,andboughtoneatlast,toavoidbeingregardedwithsuspicionbythebook—stallclerk。 Itwascalled\"TheHeartoftheTrail!\"whichmustmeansomething,thoughitdidnotseemto。Healsobought\"TheLady’sMirror\"and\"TheLandsman。\"Everyminutewasanhourlong,andfullofhorridimaginings。Afternineteenhadpassed,hesawherwithabagandaporterwheelingherluggage。Shecameswiftly;shecamecool。Shegreetedhimasifhewereabrother。 \"Firstclass,\"shesaidtotheporter,\"cornerseats;opposite。\" Jonadmiredherfrightfulself—possession。 \"Can’twegetacarriagetoourselves,\"hewhispered。 \"Nogood;it’sastoppingtrain。AfterMaidenheadperhaps。Looknatural,Jon。\" Jonscrewedhisfeaturesintoascowl。Theygotin——withtwootherbeasts!——oh!heaven!Hetippedtheporterunnaturally,inhisconfusion。Thebrutedeservednothingforputtingtheminthere,andlookingasifheknewallaboutitintothebargain。 Fleurhidherselfbehind\"TheLady’sMirror。\"Jonimitatedherbehind\"TheLandsman。\"Thetrainstarted。Fleurlet\"TheLady’sMirror\"fallandleanedforward。 \"Well?\"shesaid。 \"It’sseemedaboutfifteendays。\" Shenodded,andJon’sfacelightedupatonce。 \"Looknatural,\"murmuredFleur,andwentoffintoabubbleoflaughter。Ithurthim。HowcouldhelooknaturalwithItalyhangingoverhim?Hehadmeanttobreakittohergently,butnowheblurteditout。 \"TheywantmetogotoItalywithMotherfortwomonths。\" Fleurdroopedhereyelids;turnedalittlepale,andbitherlips。 \"Oh!\"shesaid。Itwasall,butitwasmuch。 That\"Oh!\"waslikethequickdrawbackofthewristinfencingreadyforriposte。Itcame。 \"Youmustgo!\" \"Go?\"saidJoninastrangledvoice。 \"Ofcourse。\" \"But——twomonths——it’sghastly。\" \"No,\"saidFleur,\"sixweeks。You’llhaveforgottenmebythen。 We’llmeetintheNationalGallerythedayafteryougetback。\" Jonlaughed。 \"Butsupposeyou’veforgottenme,\"hemutteredintothenoiseofthetrain。 Fleurshookherhead。 \"Someotherbeast——\"murmuredJon。 Herfoottouchedhis。 \"Nootherbeast,\"shesaid,lifting\"TheLady’sMirror。\" Thetrainstopped;twopassengersgotout,andonegotin。 ’Ishalldie,’thoughtJon,’ifwe’renotaloneatall。’ Thetrainwenton;andagainFleurleanedforward。 \"Ineverletgo,\"shesaid;\"doyou?\" Jonshookhisheadvehemently。 \"Never!\"hesaid。\"Willyouwritetome?\" \"No;butyoucan——tomyClub。\" ShehadaClub;shewaswonderful! \"DidyoupumpHolly?\"hemuttered。 \"Yes,butIgotnothing。Ididn’tdarepumphard。\" \"Whatcanitbe?\"criedJon。 \"Ishallfindoutallright。\" AlongsilencefollowedtillFleursaid:\"ThisisMaidenhead;standby,Jon!\" Thetrainstopped。Theremainingpassengergotout。Fleurdrewdownherblind。 \"Quick!\"shecried。\"Hangout!Lookasmuchofabeastasyoucan。\" Jonblewhisnose,andscowled;neverinallhislifehadhescowledlikethat!Anoldladyrecoiled,ayoungonetriedthehandle。Itturned,butthedoorwouldnotopen。Thetrainmoved,theyoungladydartedtoanothercarriage。