\"Whatluck!\"criedJon。\"ItJammed。\"
\"Yes,\"saidFleur;\"Iwasholdingit。\"
Thetrainmovedout,andJonfellonhisknees。
\"Lookoutforthecorridor,\"shewhispered;\"and——quick!\"
Herlipsmethis。Andthoughtheirkissonlylastedperhapstenseconds,Jon’ssoullefthisbodyandwentsofarbeyond,that,whenhewasagainsittingoppositethatdemurefigure,hewaspaleasdeath。Heheardhersigh,andthesoundseemedtohimthemostprecioushehadeverheard——anexquisitedeclarationthathemeantsomethingtoher。
\"Sixweeksisn’treallylong,\"shesaid;\"andyoucaneasilymakeitsixifyoukeepyourheadoutthere,andneverseemtothinkofme。\"
Jongasped。
\"Thisisjustwhat’sreallywanted,Jon,toconvincethem,don’tyousee?Ifwe’rejustasbadwhenyoucomebackthey’llstopbeingridiculousaboutit。Only,I’msorryit’snotSpain;there’sagirlinaGoyapictureatMadridwho’slikeme,Fathersays。Onlysheisn’t——we’vegotacopyofher。\"
ItwastoJonlikearayofsunshinepiercingthroughafog。\"I’llmakeitSpain,\"hesaid,\"Motherwon’tmind;she’sneverbeenthere。
AndmyFatherthinksalotofGoya。\"
\"Oh!yes,he’sapainter——isn’the?\"
\"Onlywater—colour,\"saidJon,withhonesty。
\"WhenwecometoReading,Jon,getoutfirstandgodowntoCavershamlockandwaitforme。I’llsendthecarhomeandwe’llwalkbythetowing—path。\"
Jonseizedherhandingratitude,andtheysatsilent,withtheworldwelllost,andoneeyeonthecorridor。Butthetrainseemedtoruntwiceasfastnow,anditssoundwasalmostlostinthatofJon’ssighing。
\"We’regettingnear,\"saidFleur;\"thetowing—path’sawfullyexposed。
Onemore!Oh!Jon,don’tforgetme。\"
Jonansweredwithhiskiss。Andverysoon,aflushed,distracted—
lookingyouthcouldhavebeenseen——astheysay——leapingfromthetrainandhurryingalongtheplatform,searchinghispocketsforhisticket。
Whenatlastsherejoinedhimonthetowing—pathalittlebeyondCavershamlockhehadmadeaneffort,andregainedsomemeasureofequanimity。Iftheyhadtopart,hewouldnotmakeascene!A
breezebythebrightriverthrewthewhitesideofthewillowleavesupintothesunlight,andfollowedthosetwowithitsfaintrustle。
\"ItoldourchauffeurthatIwastrain—giddy,\"saidFleur。\"Didyoulookprettynaturalasyouwentout?\"
\"Idon’tknow。Whatisnatural?\"
\"It’snaturaltoyoutolookseriouslyhappy。WhenIfirstsawyouI
thoughtyouweren’tabitlikeotherpeople。\"
\"ExactlywhatIthoughtwhenIsawyou。IknewatonceIshouldneverloveanybodyelse。\"
Fleurlaughed。
\"We’reabsurdlyyoung。Andlove’syoungdreamisoutofdate,Jon。
Besides,it’sawfullywasteful。Thinkofallthefunyoumighthave。
Youhaven’tbegun,even;it’sashame,really。Andthere’sme。I
wonder!\"
ConfusioncameonJon’sspirit。Howcouldshesaysuchthingsjustastheyweregoingtopart?
\"Ifyoufeellikethat,\"hesaid,\"Ican’tgo。IshalltellMotherthatIoughttotryandwork。There’salwaystheconditionoftheworld!\"
\"Theconditionoftheworld!\"
Jonthrusthishandsdeepintohispockets。
\"Butthereis,\"hesaid;\"thinkofthepeoplestarving!\"
Fleurshookherhead。\"No,no,Inever,neverwillmakemyselfmiserablefornothing。\"
\"Nothing!Butthere’sanawfulstateofthings,andofcourseoneoughttohelp。\"
\"Oh!yes,Iknowallthat。Butyoucan’thelppeople,Jon;they’rehopeless。Whenyoupullthemouttheyonlygetintoanotherhole。
Lookatthem,stillfightingandplottingandstruggling,thoughthey’redyinginheapsallthetime。Idiots!\"
\"Aren’tyousorryforthem?\"
\"Oh!sorry——yes,butI’mnotgoingtomakemyselfunhappyaboutit;
that’snogood。\"
Andtheyweresilent,disturbedbythisfirstglimpseofeachother’snatures。
\"Ithinkpeoplearebrutesandidiots,\"saidFleurstubbornly。
\"Ithinkthey’repoorwretches,\"saidJon。Itwasasiftheyhadquarrelled——andatthissupremeandawfulmoment,withpartingvisibleoutthereinthatlastgapofthewillows!
\"Well,goandhelpyourpoorwretches,anddon’tthinkofme。\"
Jonstoodstill。Sweatbrokeoutonhisforehead,andhislimbstrembled。Fleurtoohadstopped,andwasfrowningattheriver。
\"Imustbelieveinthings,\"saidJonwithasortofagony;\"we’reallmeanttoenjoylife。\"
Fleurlaughed。\"Yes;andthat’swhatyouwon’tdo,ifyoudon’ttakecare。Butperhapsyourideaofenjoymentistomakeyourselfwretched。Therearelotsofpeoplelikethat,ofcourse。\"
Shewaspale,hereyeshaddarkened,herlipshadthinned。WasitFleurthusstaringatthewater?Jonhadanunrealfeelingasifhewerepassingthroughthesceneinabookwheretheloverhastochoosebetweenloveandduty。Butjustthenshelookedroundathim。
Neverwasanythingsointoxicatingasthatvivaciouslook。Itactedonhimexactlyasthetugofachainactsonadog——broughthimuptoherwithhistailwaggingandhistongueout。
\"Don’tlet’sbesilly,\"shesaid,\"time’stooshort。Look,Jon,youcanjustseewhereI’vegottocrosstheriver。There,roundthebend,wherethewoodsbegin。\"
Jonsawagable,achimneyortwo,apatchofwallthroughthetrees—
—andfelthisheartsink。
\"Imustn’tdawdleanymore。It’snogoodgoingbeyondthenexthedge,itgetsallopen。Let’sgetontoitandsaygood—bye。\"
Theywentsidebyside,handinhand,silentlytowardthehedge,wherethemay—flower,bothpinkandwhite,wasinfullbloom。
\"MyClub’sthe’Talisman,’StrattonStreet,Piccadilly。Letterstherewillbequitesafe,andI’malmostalwaysuponceaweek。\"
Jonnodded。Hisfacehadbecomeextremelyset,hiseyesstaredstraightbeforehim。
\"To—day’sthetwenty—thirdofMay,\"saidFleur;\"ontheninthofJulyIshallbeinfrontofthe’BacchusandAriadne’atthreeo’clock;
willyou?\"
\"Iwill。\"
\"IfyoufeelasbadasIit’sallright。Letthosepeoplepass!\"
AmanandwomanairingtheirchildrenwentbystrungoutinSundayfashion。
Thelastofthempassedthewicketgate。
\"Domesticity!\"saidFleur,andblottedherselfagainstthehawthornhedge。Theblossomsprayedoutaboveherhead,andonepinkclusterbrushedhercheek。Jonputuphishandjealouslytokeepitoff。
\"Good—bye,Jon。\"Forasecondtheystoodwithhandshardclasped。
Thentheirlipsmetforthethirdtime,andwhentheypartedFleurbrokeawayandfledthroughthewicketgate。Jonstoodwhereshehadlefthim,withhisforeheadagainstthatpinkcluster。Gone!Foraneternity——forsevenweeksallbuttwodays!Andherehewas,wastingthelastsightofher!Herushedtothegate。Shewaswalkingswiftlyontheheelsofthestragglingchildren。Sheturnedherhead,hesawherhandmakealittleflittinggesture;thenshespedon,andthetrailingfamilyblottedheroutfromhisview。
Thewordsofacomicsong——
\"Paddingtongroan—worsteverknown——
HegaveasepulchralPaddingtongroan——\"
cameintohishead,andhespedincontinentlybacktoReadingstation。AllthewayuptoLondonanddowntoWansdonhesatwith\"TheHeartoftheTrail\"openonhisknee,knittinginhisheadapoemsofulloffeelingthatitwouldnotrhyme。
XII
CAPRICE
Fleurspedon。Shehadneedofrapidmotion;shewaslate,andwantedallherwitsaboutherwhenshegotin。Shepassedtheislands,thestation,andhotel,andwasabouttotaketheferry,whenshesawaskiffwithayoungmanstandingupinit,andholdingtothebushes。
\"MissForsyte,\"hesaid;\"letmeputyouacross。I’vecomeonpurpose。\"
Shelookedathiminblankamazement。
\"It’sallright,I’vebeenhavingteawithyourpeople。IthoughtI’dsaveyouthelastbit。It’sonmyway,I’mjustoffbacktoPangbourne。Myname’sMont。Isawyouatthepicture—gallery——youremember——whenyourfatherinvitedmetoseehispictures。\"
\"Oh!\"saidFleur;\"yes——thehandkerchief。\"
TothisyoungmansheowedJon;and,takinghishand,shesteppeddownintotheskiff。Stillemotional,andalittleoutofbreath,shesatsilent;notsotheyoungman。Shehadneverheardanyonesaysomuchinsoshortatime。Hetoldherhisage,twenty—four;
hisweight,tenstoneeleven;hisplaceofresidence,notfaraway;
describedhissensationsunderfire,andwhatitfeltliketobegassed;criticizedtheJuno,mentionedhisownconceptionofthatgoddess;commentedontheGoyacopy,saidFleurwasnottooawfullylikeit;sketchedinrapidlytheconditionofEngland;spokeofMonsieurProfond——orwhateverhisnamewas——as\"anawfulsport\";
thoughtherfatherhadsome\"ripping\"picturesandsomerather\"dug—
up\";hopedhemightrowdownagainandtakeherontheriverbecausehewasquitetrustworthy;inquiredheropinionofTchekov,gaveherhisown;wishedtheycouldgototheRussianballettogethersometime——consideredthenameFleurForsytesimplytopping;cursedhispeopleforgivinghimthenameofMichaelonthetopofMont;
outlinedhisfather,andsaidthatifshewantedagoodbooksheshouldread\"Job\";hisfatherwasratherlikeJobwhileJobstillhadland。
\"ButJobdidn’thaveland,\"Fleurmurmured;\"heonlyhadflocksandherdsandmovedon。\"
\"Ah!\"answeredMichaelMont,\"Iwishmygov’norwouldmoveon。NotthatIwanthisland。Land’sanawfulboreinthesedays,don’tyouthink?\"
\"Weneverhaveitinmyfamily,\"saidFleur。\"Wehaveeverythingelse。Ibelieveoneofmygreat—unclesoncehadasentimentalfarminDorset,becausewecamefromthereoriginally,butitcosthimmorethanitmadehimhappy。\"
\"Didhesellit?\"
\"No;hekeptit。\"
\"Why?\"
\"Becausenobodywouldbuyit。\"
\"Goodfortheoldboy!\"
\"No,itwasn’tgoodforhim。Fathersaysitsouredhim。HisnamewasSwithin。\"
\"Whatacorkingname!\"
\"Doyouknowthatwe’regettingfartheroff,notnearer?Thisriverflows。\"
\"Splendid!\"criedMont,dippinghisscullsvaguely;\"it’sgoodtomeetagirlwho’sgotwit。\"
\"Butbettertomeetayoungmanwho’sgotitintheplural。\"
YoungMontraisedahandtotearhishair。
\"Lookout!\"criedFleur。\"Yourscull!\"
\"Allright!It’sthickenoughtobearascratch。\"
\"Doyoumindsculling?\"saidFleurseverely。\"Iwanttogetin。\"
\"Ah!\"saidMont;\"butwhenyougetin,yousee,Ishan’tseeyouanymoreto—day。Fini,astheFrenchgirlsaidwhenshejumpedonherbedaftersayingherprayers。Don’tyoublessthedaythatgaveyouaFrenchmother,andanamelikeyours?\"
\"Ilikemyname,butFathergaveitme。MotherwantedmecalledMarguerite。\"
\"Whichisabsurd。DoyoumindcallingmeM。M。andlettingmecallyouF。F。?It’sinthespiritoftheage。\"
\"Idon’tmindanything,solongasIgetin。\"
Montcaughtalittlecrab,andanswered:\"Thatwasanastyone!\"
\"Pleaserow。\"
\"Iam。\"Andhedidforseveralstrokes,lookingatherwithruefuleagerness。\"Ofcourse,youknow,\"heejaculated,pausing,\"thatI
cametoseeyou,notyourfather’spictures。\"
Fleurrose。
\"Ifyoudon’trow,Ishallgetoutandswim。\"
\"Reallyandtruly?ThenIcouldcomeinafteryou。\"
\"Mr。Mont,I’mlateandtired;pleaseputmeonshoreatonce。\"
Whenshesteppedoutontothegardenlanding—stageherose,andgraspinghishairwithbothhands,lookedather。
Fleursmiled。
\"Don’t!\"criedtheirrepressibleMont。\"Iknowyou’regoingtosay:
’Out,damnedhair!’\"
Fleurwhiskedround,threwhimawaveofherhand。\"Good—bye,Mr。
M。M。!\"shecalled,andwasgoneamongtherose—trees。Shelookedatherwrist—watchandthewindowsofthehouse。Itstruckherascuriouslyuninhabited。Pastsix!Thepigeonswerejustgatheringtoroost,andsunlightslantedonthedovecot,ontheirsnowyfeathers,andbeyondinashoweronthetopboughsofthewoods。Theclickofbilliard—ballscamefromtheingle—nook——JackCardigan,nodoubt;afaintrustling,too,fromaneucalyptus—tree,startlingSouthernerinthisoldEnglishgarden。Shereachedtheverandahandwaspassingin,butstoppedatthesoundofvoicesfromthedrawing—roomtoherleft。Mother!MonsieurProfond!Frombehindtheverandahscreenwhichfencedtheingle—nooksheheardthesewords:
\"Idon’t,Annette。\"
DidFatherknowthathecalledhermother\"Annette\"?AlwaysonthesideofherFather——aschildrenareeverononesideortheotherinhouseswhererelationsarealittlestrained——shestood,uncertain。
Hermotherwasspeakinginherlow,pleasing,slightlymetallicvoice——onewordshecaught:\"Demain。\"AndProfond’sanswer:\"Allright。\"Fleurfrowned。Alittlesoundcameoutintothestillness。
ThenProfond’svoice:\"I’mtakin’asmallstroll。\"
Fleurdartedthroughthewindowintothemorning—room。Therehecamefromthedrawing—room,crossingtheverandah,downthelawn;andtheclickofbilliard—ballswhich,inlisteningforothersounds,shehadceasedtohear,beganagain。Sheshookherself,passedintothehall,andopenedthedrawing—roomdoor。Hermotherwassittingonthesofabetweenthewindows,herkneescrossed,herheadrestingonacushion,herlipshalfparted,hereyeshalfclosed。Shelookedextraordinarilyhandsome。
\"Ah!Hereyouare,Fleur!Yourfatherisbeginningtofuss。\"
\"Whereishe?\"
\"Inthepicture—gallery。Goup!\"
\"Whatareyougoingtodoto—morrow,Mother?\"
\"To—morrow?IgouptoLondonwithyouraunt。\"
\"Ithoughtyoumightbe。Willyougetmeaquiteplainparasol?\"
Whatcolour?\"
\"Green。They’reallgoingback,Isuppose。\"
\"Yes,all;youwillconsoleyourfather。Kissme,then。\"
Fleurcrossedtheroom,stooped,receivedakissonherforehead,andwentoutpasttheimpressofaformonthesofa—cushionsintheothercorner。Sheranup—stairs。
Fleurwasbynomeanstheold—fashioneddaughterwhodemandstheregulationofherparents’livesinaccordancewiththestandardimposeduponherself。Sheclaimedtoregulateherownlife,notthoseofothers;besides,anunerringinstinctforwhatwaslikelytoadvantageherowncasewasalreadyatwork。InadisturbeddomesticatmospheretheheartshehadsetonJonwouldhaveabetterchance。
Nonethelesswassheoffended,asaflowerbyacrispingwind。Ifthatmanhadreallybeenkissinghermotheritwas——serious,andherfatheroughttoknow。\"Demain!\"\"Allright!\"AndhermothergoinguptoTown!Sheturnedintoherbedroomandhungoutofthewindowtocoolherface,whichhadsuddenlygrownveryhot。Jonmustbeatthestationbynow!WhatdidherfatherknowaboutJon?Probablyeverything——prettynearly!
Shechangedherdress,soastolookasifshehadbeeninsometime,andranuptothegallery。
SoameswasstandingstubbornlystillbeforehisAlfredStevens——thepicturehelovedbest。Hedidnotturnatthesoundofthedoor,butsheknewhehadheard,andsheknewhewashurt。Shecameupsoftlybehindhim,putherarmsroundhisneck,andpokedherfaceoverhisshouldertillhercheeklayagainsthis。Itwasanadvancewhichhadneveryetfailed,butitfailedhernow,andsheauguredtheworst。
\"Well,\"hesaidstonily,\"soyou’vecome!\"
\"Isthatall,\"murmuredFleur,\"fromabadparent?\"Andsherubbedhercheekagainsthis。
Soamesshookhisheadsofarasthatwaspossible。
\"Whydoyoukeepmeontenterhookslikethis,puttingmeoffandoff?\"
\"Darling,itwasveryharmless。\"
\"Harmless!Muchyouknowwhat’sharmlessandwhatisn’t。\"
Fleurdroppedherarms。
\"Well,then,dear,supposeyoutellme;andbequitefrankaboutit。\"
Andshewentovertothewindow—seat。
Herfatherhadturnedfromhispicture,andwasstaringathisfeet。
Helookedverygrey。’Hehasnicesmallfeet,’shethought,catchinghiseye,atonceavertedfromher。
\"You’remyonlycomfort,\"saidSoamessuddenly,\"andyougoonlikethis。\"
Fleur’sheartbegantobeat。
\"Likewhat,dear?\"
AgainSoamesgaveheralookwhich,butfortheaffectioninit,mighthavebeencalledfurtive。
\"YouknowwhatItoldyou,\"hesaid。\"Idon’tchoosetohaveanythingtodowiththatbranchofourfamily。\"
\"Yes,ducky,butIdon’tknowwhyIshouldn’t。
Soamesturnedonhisheel。
\"I’mnotgoingintothereasons,\"hesaid;\"yououghttotrustme,Fleur!\"
ThewayhespokethosewordsaffectedFleur,butshethoughtofJon,andwassilent,tappingherfootagainstthewainscot。Unconsciouslyshehadassumedamodernattitude,withonelegtwistedinandoutoftheother,withherchinononebentwrist,herotherarmacrossherchest,anditshandhuggingherelbow;therewasnotalineofherthatwasnotinvoluted,andyet——inspiteofall——sheretainedacertaingrace。
\"Youknewmywishes,\"Soameswenton,\"andyetyoustayedontherefourdays。AndIsupposethatboycamewithyouto—day。\"
Fleurkepthereyesonhim。
\"Idon’taskyouanything,\"saidSoames;\"Imakenoinquisitionwhereyou’reconcerned。\"
Fleursuddenlystoodup,leaningoutatthewindowwithherchinonherhands。Thesunhadsunkbehindtrees,thepigeonswereperched,quitestill,ontheedgeofthedove—cot;theclickofthebilliard—
ballsmounted,andafaintradianceshoneoutbelowwhereJackCardiganhadturnedthelightup。
\"Willitmakeyouanyhappier,\"shesaidsuddenly,\"ifIpromiseyounottoseehimforsay——thenextsixweeks?\"Shewasnotpreparedforasortoftrembleintheblanknessofhisvoice。
\"Sixweeks?Sixyears——sixtyyearsmorelike。Don’tdeludeyourself,Fleur;don’tdeludeyourself!\"
Fleurturnedinalarm。
\"Father,whatisit?\"
Soamescamecloseenoughtoseeherface。
\"Don’ttellme,\"hesaid,\"thatyou’refoolishenoughtohaveanyfeelingbeyondcaprice。Thatwouldbetoomuch!\"Andhelaughed。
Fleur,whohadneverheardhimlaughlikethat,thought:’Thenitisdeep!Oh!whatisit?’Andputtingherhandthroughhisarmshesaidlightly:
\"No,ofcourse;caprice。Only,IlikemycapricesandIdon’tlikeyours,dear。\"
\"Mine!\"saidSoamesbitterly,andturnedaway。
Thelightoutsidehadchilled,andthrewachalkywhitenessontheriver。Thetreeshadlostallgaietyofcolour。ShefeltasuddenhungerforJon’sface,forhishands,andthefeelofhislipsagainonhers。Andpressingherarmstightacrossherbreastsheforcedoutalittlelightlaugh。
\"Ola!la!Whatasmallfuss!asProfondwouldsay。Father,Idon’tlikethatman。\"
Shesawhimstop,andtakesomethingoutofhisbreastpocket。
\"Youdon’t?\"hesaid。\"Why?\"
\"Nothing,\"murmuredFleur;\"justcaprice!\"
\"No,\"saidSoames;\"notcaprice!\"Andhetorewhatwasinhishandsacross。\"You’reright。Idon’tlikehimeither!\"
\"Look!\"saidFleursoftly。\"Therehegoes!Ihatehisshoes;theydon’tmakeanynoise。\"
DowninthefailinglightProsperProfondmoved,hishandsinhissidepockets,whistlingsoftlyinhisbeard;hestopped,andglancedupatthesky,asifsaying:\"Idon’tthinkmuchofthatsmallmoon。\"
Fleurdrewback。\"Isn’theagreatcat?\"shewhispered;andthesharpclickofthebilliard—ballsrose,asifJackCardiganhadcappedthecat,themoon,caprice,andtragedywith:\"Inoffthered!\"
MonsieurProfondhadresumedhisstroll,toateasinglittletuneinhisbeard。Whatwasit?Oh!yes,from\"Rigoletto\":\"Donnaamobile。\"Justwhathewouldthink!Shesqueezedherfather’sarm。
\"Prowling!\"shemuttered,asheturnedthecornerofthehouse。Itwaspastthatdisillusionedmomentwhichdividesthedayandnight—
stillandlingeringandwarm,withhawthornscentandlilacscentclingingontheriversideair。Ablackbirdsuddenlyburstout。JonwouldbeinLondonbynow;intheParkperhaps,crossingtheSerpentine,thinkingofher!Alittlesoundbesidehermadeherturnhereyes;herfatherwasagaintearingthepaperinhishands。Fleursawitwasacheque。
\"Ishan’tsellhimmyGauguin,\"hesaid。\"Idon’tknowwhatyourauntandImogenseeinhim。\"
\"OrMother。\"
\"Yourmother!\"saidSoames。
’PoorFather!’shethought。’Heneverlookshappy——notreallyhappy。
Idon’twanttomakehimworse,butofcourseIshallhaveto,whenJoncomesback。Oh!well,sufficientuntothenight!’
\"I’mgoingtodress,\"shesaid。
Inherroomshehadafancytoputonher\"freak\"dress。Itwasofgoldtissuewithlittletrousersofthesame,tightlydrawninattheankles,apage’scapeslungfromtheshoulders,littlegoldshoes,andagold—wingedMercuryhelmet;andalloverherweretinygoldbells,especiallyonthehelmet;sothatifsheshookherheadshepealed。WhenshewasdressedshefeltquitesickbecauseJoncouldnotseeher;itevenseemedapitythatthesprightlyyoungmanMichaelMontwouldnothaveaview。Butthegonghadsounded,andshewentdown。
Shemadeasensationinthedrawing—room。Winifredthoughtit\"Mostamusing。\"Imogenwasenraptured。JackCardigancalledit\"stunning,\"\"ripping,\"\"topping,\"and\"corking。
MonsieurProfond,smilingwithhiseyes,said:\"That’sanicesmalldress!\"Hermother,veryhandsomeinblack,satlookingather,andsaidnothing。Itremainedforherfathertoapplythetestofcommonsense。\"Whatdidyouputonthatthingfor?You’renotgoingtodance。\"
Fleurspunround,andthebellspealed。
\"Caprice!\"
Soamesstaredather,and,turningaway,gavehisarmtoWinifred。
JackCardigantookhermother。ProsperProfondtookImogen。Fleurwentinbyherself,withherbellsjingling……
The\"small\"moonhadsoondroppeddown,andMaynighthadfallensoftandwarm,enwrappingwithitsgrape—bloomcolouranditsscentsthebillioncaprices,intrigues,passions,longings,andregretsofmenandwomen。HappywasJackCardiganwhosnoredintoImogen’swhiteshoulder,fitasaflea;orTimothyinhis\"mausoleum,\"toooldforanythingbutbaby’sslumber。Forsomanylayawake,ordreamed,teasedbythecriss—crossoftheworld。
Thedewfellandtheflowersclosed;cattlegrazedonintherivermeadows,feelingwiththeirtonguesforthegrasstheycouldnotsee;
andthesheepontheDownslayquietasstones。PheasantsinthetalltreesofthePangbournewoods,larksontheirgrassynestsabovethegravel—pitatWansdon,swallowsintheeavesatRobinHill,andthesparrowsofMayfair,allmadeadreamlessnightofit,soothedbythelackofwind。TheMayflyfilly,hardlyaccustomedtohernewquarters,scrapedatherstrawalittle;andthefewnight—flittingthings——bats,moths,owls——werevigorousinthewarmdarkness;butthepeaceofnightlayinthebrainofallday—timeNature,colourlessandstill。Menandwomen,alone,ridingthehobby—horsesofanxietyorlove,burnedtheirwaveringtapersofdreamandthoughtintothelonelyhours。