Fleur,leaningoutofherwindow,heardthehallclock’smuffledchimeoftwelve,thetinysplashofafish,thesuddenshakingofanaspen’sleavesinthepuffsofbreezethatrosealongtheriver,thedistantrumbleofanighttrain,andtimeandagainthesoundswhichnonecanputanametointhedarkness,softobscureexpressionsofuncataloguedemotionsfrommanandbeast,birdandmachine,or,maybe,fromdepartedForsytes,Darties,Cardigans,takingnightstrollsbackintoaworldwhichhadoncesuitedtheirembodiedspirits。ButFleurheedednotthesesounds;herspirit,farfromdisembodied,fledwithswiftwingfromrailway—carriagetofloweryhedge,strainingafterJon,tenaciousofhisforbiddenimage,andthesoundofhisvoice,whichwastaboo。Andshecrinkledhernose,retrievingfromtheperfumeoftheriversidenightthatmomentwhenhishandslippedbetweenthemayflowersandhercheek。Longsheleanedoutinherfreakdress,keentoburnherwingsatlife’scandle;whilethemothsbrushedhercheeksontheirpilgrimagetothelamponherdressing—table,ignorantthatinaForsyte’shousethereisnoopenflame。Butatlastevenshefeltsleepy,and,forgettingherbells,drewquicklyin。
Throughtheopenwindowofhisroom,alongsideAnnette’s,Soames,wakefultoo,heardtheirthinfainttinkle,asitmightbeshakenfromstars,orthedewdropsfallingfromaflower,ifonecouldhearsuchsounds。
’Caprice!’hethought。’Ican’ttell。She’swilful。WhatshallI
do?Fleur!’
Andlongintothe\"small\"nighthebrooded。
PARTII
I
MOTHERANDSON
TosaythatJonForsyteaccompaniedhismothertoSpainunwillinglywouldscarcelyhavebeenadequate。Hewentasawell—natureddoggoesforawalkwithitsmistress,leavingachoicemutton—boneonthelawn。Hewentlookingbackatit。Forsytesdeprivedoftheirmutton—bonesarewonttosulk。ButJonhadlittlesulkinessinhiscomposition。Headoredhismother,anditwashisfirsttravel。
SpainhadbecomeItalybyhissimplysaying:\"I’drathergotoSpain,Mum;you’vebeentoItalysomanytimes;I’dlikeitnewtobothofus。\"
Thefellowwassubtlebesidesbeingnaive。Heneverforgotthathewasgoingtoshortentheproposedtwomonthsintosixweeks,andmustthereforeshownosignofwishingtodoso。Foronewithsoenticingamutton—boneandsofixedanidea,hemadeagoodenoughtravellingcompanion,indifferenttowhereorwhenhearrived,superiortofood,andthoroughlyappreciativeofacountrystrangetothemosttravelledEnglishman。Fleur’swisdominrefusingtowritetohimwasprofound,forhereachedeachnewplaceentirelywithouthopeorfever,andcouldconcentrateimmediateattentiononthedonkeysandtumblingbells,thepriests,patios,beggars,children,crowingcocks,sombreros,cactus—hedges,oldhighwhitevillages,goats,olive—trees,greeningplains,singingbirdsintinycages,watersellers,sunsets,melons,mules,greatchurches,pictures,andswimminggrey—brownmountainsofafascinatingland。
Itwasalreadyhot,andtheyenjoyedanabsenceoftheircompatriots。
Jon,who,sofarasheknew,hadnobloodinhimwhichwasnotEnglish,wasofteninnatelyunhappyinthepresenceofhisowncountrymen。Hefelttheyhadnononsenseaboutthem,andtookamorepracticalviewofthingsthanhimself。Heconfidedtohismotherthathemustbeanunsociablebeast——itwasjollytobeawayfromeverybodywhocouldtalkaboutthethingspeopledidtalkabout。TowhichIrenehadrepliedsimply:
\"Yes,Jon,Iknow。\"
Inthisisolationhehadunparalleledopportunitiesofappreciatingwhatfewsonscanapprehend,thewhole—heartednessofamother’slove。Knowledgeofsomethingkeptfromhermadehim,nodoubt,undulysensitive;andaSouthernpeoplestimulatedhisadmirationforhertypeofbeauty,whichhehadbeenaccustomedtohearcalledSpanish,butwhichhenowperceivedtobenosuchthing。HerbeautywasneitherEnglish,French,Spanish,norItalian——itwasspecial!
Heappreciated,too,asneverbefore,hismother’ssubtletyofinstinct。Hecouldnottell,forinstance,whethershehadnoticedhisabsorptioninthatGoyapicture,\"LaVendimia,\"orwhethersheknewthathehadslippedbackthereafterlunchandagainnextmorning,tostandbeforeitfullhalfanhour,asecondandthirdtime。ItwasnotFleur,ofcourse,butlikeenoughtogivehimheartache——sodeartolovers——rememberingherstandingatthefootofhisbedwithherhandheldaboveherhead。TokeepapostcardreproductionofthispictureinhispocketandslipitouttolookatbecameforJononeofthosebadhabitswhichsoonorlatedisclosethemselvestoeyessharpenedbylove,fear,orjealousy。Andhismother’sweresharpenedbyallthree。InGranadahewasfairlycaught,sittingonasun—warmedstonebenchinalittlebattlementedgardenontheAlhambrahill,whenceheoughttohavebeenlookingattheview。Hismother,hehadthought,wasexaminingthepottedstocksbetweenthepolledacacias,whenhervoicesaid:
\"IsthatyourfavouriteGoya,Jon?\"
Hechecked,toolate,amovementsuchashemighthavemadeatschooltoconcealsomesurreptitiousdocument,andanswered:\"Yes。\"
\"Itcertainlyismostcharming;butIthinkIpreferthe’Quitasol’
YourfatherwouldgocrazyaboutGoya;Idon’tbelievehesawthemwhenhewasinSpainin’92。\"
In’92——nineyearsbeforehehadbeenborn!Whathadbeenthepreviousexistencesofhisfatherandhismother?Iftheyhadarighttoshareinhisfuture,surelyhehadarighttoshareintheirpasts。Helookedupather。Butsomethinginherface——alookoflifehard—lived,themysteriousimpressofemotions,experience,andsuffering—seemed,withitsincalculabledepth,itspurchasedsanctity,tomakecuriosityimpertinent。Hismothermusthavehadawonderfullyinterestinglife;shewassobeautiful,andso——so——buthecouldnotframewhathefeltabouther。Hegotup,andstoodgazingdownatthetown,attheplainallgreenwithcrops,andtheringofmountainsglamorousinsinkingsunlight。HerlifewaslikethepastofthisoldMoorishcity,full,deep,remote——hisownlifeasyetsuchababyofathing,hopelesslyignorantandinnocent!
TheysaidthatinthosemountainstotheWest,whichrosesheerfromtheblue—greenplain,asifoutofasea,Phoenicianshaddwelt——adark,strange,secretrace,abovetheland!Hismother’slifewasasunknowntohim,assecret,asthatPhoenicianpastwastothetowndownthere,whosecockscrowedandwhosechildrenplayedandclamouredsogaily,dayin,dayout。Hefeltaggrievedthatsheshouldknowallabouthimandhenothingaboutherexceptthatshelovedhimandhisfather,andwasbeautiful。Hiscallowignorance——
hehadnotevenhadtheadvantageoftheWar,likenearlyeverybodyelse!——madehimsmallinhisowneyes。
Thatnight,fromthebalconyofhisbedroom,hegazeddownontheroofofthetown——asifinlaidwithhoneycombofjet,ivory,andgold;and,longafter,helayawake,listeningtothecryofthesentryasthehoursstruck,andforminginhisheadtheselines:
\"Voiceinthenightcrying,downintheoldsleepingSpanishcitydarkenedunderherwhitestars!
Whatsaysthevoice—itsclear—lingeringanguish?
Justthewatchman,tellinghisdatelesstaleofsafety?
Justaroad—man,flingingtothemoonhissong?
No!Tisonedeprived,whoselover’sheartisweeping,Justhiscry:’Howlong?’\"
Theword\"deprived\"seemedtohimcoldandunsatisfactory,but\"bereaved\"wastoofinal,andnootherwordoftwosyllablesshort—
longcametohim,whichwouldenablehimtokeep\"whoselover’sheartisweeping。\"Itwaspasttwobythetimehehadfinishedit,andpastthreebeforehewenttosleep,havingsaiditovertohimselfatleasttwenty—fourtimes。NextdayhewroteitoutandencloseditinoneofthoseletterstoFleurwhichhealwaysfinishedbeforehewentdown,soastohavehismindfreeandcompanionable。
Aboutnoonthatsameday,onthetiledterraceoftheirhotel,hefeltasuddendullpaininthebackofhishead,aqueersensationintheeyes,andsickness。Thesunhadtouchedhimtooaffectionately。
Thenextthreedayswerepassedinsemi—darkness,andadulled,achingindifferencetoallexceptthefeeloficeonhisforeheadandhismother’ssmile。Shenevermovedfromhisroom,neverrelaxedhernoiselessvigilance,whichseemedtoJonangelic。Butthereweremomentswhenhewasextremelysorryforhimself,andwishedterriblythatFleurcouldseehim。Severaltimeshetookapoignantimaginaryleaveofherandoftheearth,tearsoozingoutofhiseyes。Heevenpreparedthemessagehewouldsendtoherbyhismother——whowouldregrettoherdyingdaythatshehadeversoughttoseparatethem——
hispoormother!Hewasnotslow,however,inperceivingthathehadnowhisexcuseforgoinghome。
Towardhalf—pastsixeacheveningcamea\"gasgacha\"ofbells——acascadeoftumblingchimes,mountingfromthecitybelowandfallingbackchimeonchime。Afterlisteningtothemonthefourthdayhesaidsuddenly:
\"I’dliketobebackinEngland,Mum,thesun’stoohot。\"
\"Verywell,darling。Assoonasyou’refittotravel\"Andatoncehefeltbetter,and——meaner。
Theyhadbeenoutfiveweekswhentheyturnedtowardhome。Jon’sheadwasrestoredtoitspristineclarity,buthewasconfinedtoahatlinedbyhismotherwithmanylayersoforangeandgreensilkandhestillwalkedfromchoiceintheshade。Asthelongstruggleofdiscretionbetweenthemdrewtoitsclose,hewonderedmoreandmorewhethershecouldseehiseagernesstogetbacktothatwhichshehadbroughthimawayfrom。CondemnedbySpanishProvidencetospendadayinMadridbetweentheirtrains,itwasbutnaturaltogoagaintothePrado。JonwaselaboratelycasualthistimebeforehisGoyagirl。Nowthathewasgoingbacktoher,hecouldaffordalesserscrutiny。Itwashismotherwholingeredbeforethepicture,saying:
\"Thefaceandthefigureofthegirlareexquisite。\"
Jonheardheruneasily。Didsheunderstand?Buthefeltoncemorethathewasnomatchforherinself—controlandsubtlety。Shecould,insomesupersensitiveway,ofwhichhehadnotthesecret,feelthepulseofhisthoughts;sheknewbyinstinctwhathehopedandfearedandwished。Itmadehimterriblyuncomfortableandguilty,having,beyondmostboys,aconscience。Hewishedshewouldbefrankwithhim,healmosthopedforanopenstruggle。Butnonecame,andsteadily,silently,theytravellednorth。Thusdidhefirstlearnhowmuchbetterthanmenwomenplayawaitinggame。InParistheyhadagaintopauseforaday。Jonwasgrievedbecauseitlastedtwo,owingtocertainmattersinconnectionwithadressmaker;
asifhismother,wholookedbeautifulinanything,hadanyneedofdresses!ThehappiestmomentofhistravelwasthatwhenhesteppedontotheFolkestoneboat。
Standingbythebulwarkrail,withherarminhis,shesaid\"I’mafraidyouhaven’tenjoyeditmuch,Jon。Butyou’vebeenverysweettome。\"
Jonsqueezedherarm。
\"OhIyes,I’veenjoyeditawfully—exceptformyheadlately。\"
Andnowthattheendhadcome,hereallyhad,feelingasortofglamouroverthepastweeks——akindofpainfulpleasure,suchashehadtriedtoscrewintothoselinesaboutthevoiceinthenightcrying;afeelingsuchashehadknownasasmallboylisteningavidlytoChopin,yetwantingtocry。Andhewonderedwhyitwasthathecouldn’tsaytoherquitesimplywhatshehadsaidtohim:
\"Youwereverysweettome。\"Odd——onenevercouldbeniceandnaturallikethat!Hesubstitutedthewords:\"Iexpectweshallbesick。\"
Theywere,andreachedLondonsomewhatattenuated,havingbeenawaysixweeksandtwodays,withoutasingleallusiontothesubjectwhichhadhardlyeverceasedtooccupytheirminds。
II
FATHERSANDDAUGHTERS
DeprivedofhiswifeandsonbytheSpanishadventure,JolyonfoundthesolitudeatRobinHillintolerable。Aphilosopherwhenhehasallthathewantsisdifferentfromaphilosopherwhenhehasnot。
Accustomed,however,totheidea,ifnottotherealityofresignation,hewouldperhapshavefaceditoutbutforhisdaughterJune。Hewasa\"lameduck\"now,andonherconscience。Havingachieved——momentarily——therescueofanetcherinlowcircumstances,whichshehappenedtohaveinhand,sheappearedatRobinHillafortnightafterIreneandJonhadgone。JunewaslivingnowinatinyhousewithabigstudioatChiswick。AForsyteofthebestperiod,sofarasthelackofresponsibilitywasconcerned,shehadovercomethedifficultyofareducedincomeinamannersatisfactorytoherselfandherfather。TherentoftheGalleryoffCorkStreetwhichhehadboughtforherandherincreasedincometaxhappeningtobalance,ithadbeenquitesimpl——shenolongerpaidhimtherent。
TheGallerymightbeexpectednowatanytime,aftereighteenyearsofbarrenusufruct,topayitsway,sothatshewassureherfatherwouldnotfeelit。Throughthisdeviceshestillhadtwelvehundredayear,andbyreducingwhatsheate,and,inplaceoftwoBelgiansinapoorway,employingoneAustrianinapoorer,practicallythesamesurplusforthereliefofgenius。AfterthreedaysatRobinHillshecarriedherfatherbackwithhertoTown。Inthosethreedaysshehadstumbledonthesecrethehadkeptfortwoyears,andhadinstantlydecidedtocurehim。Sheknew,infact,theveryman。
Hehaddonewonderswith。PaulPost——thatpainteralittleinadvanceofFuturism;andshewasimpatientwithherfatherbecausehiseyebrowswouldgoup,andbecausehehadheardofneither。Ofcourse,ifhehadn’t\"faith\"hewouldnevergetwell!ItwasabsurdnottohavefaithinthemanwhohadhealedPaulPostsothathehadonlyjustrelapsed,fromhavingoverworked,oroverlived,himselfagain。ThegreatthingaboutthishealerwasthathereliedonNature。HehadmadeaspecialstudyofthesymptomsofNature——whenhispatientfailedinanynaturalsymptomhesuppliedthepoisonwhichcausedit——andthereyouwere!Shewasextremelyhopeful。HerfatherhadclearlynotbeenlivinganaturallifeatRobinHill,andsheintendedtoprovidethesymptoms。Hewas——shefelt——outoftouchwiththetimes,whichwasnotnatural;hisheartwantedstimulating。
InthelittleChiswickhousesheandtheAustrian——agratefulsoul,sodevotedtoJuneforrescuingherthatshewasindangerofdeceasefromoverwork——stimulatedJolyoninallsortsofways,preparinghimforhiscure。Buttheycouldnotkeephiseyebrowsdown;as,forexample,whentheAustrianwokehimateighto’clockjustashewasgoingtosleep,orJunetookTheTimesawayfromhim,becauseitwasunnaturaltoread\"thatstuff\"whenheoughttobetakinganinterestin\"life。\"Heneverfailed,indeed,tobeastonishedatherresource,especiallyintheevenings。Forhisbenefit,asshedeclared,thoughhesuspectedthatshealsogotsomethingoutofit,sheassembledtheAgesofarasitwassatellitetogenius;andwithsomesolemnityitwouldmoveupanddownthestudiobeforehimintheFox—trot,andthatmorementalformofdancing——theOne—step——whichsopulledagainstthemusic,thatJolyon’seyebrowswouldbealmostlostinhishairfromwonderatthestrainitmustimposeonthedancer’swill—power。Awarethat,hungonthelineintheWaterColourSociety,hewasabacknumbertothosewithanypretensiontobecalledartists,hewouldsitinthedarkestcornerhecouldfind,andwonderaboutrhythm,onwhichsolongagohehadbeenraised。
AndwhenJunebroughtsomegirloryoungmanuptohim,hewouldrisehumblytotheirlevelsofarasthatwaspossible,andthink:’Dearme!Thisisverydullforthem!’Havinghisfather’sperennialsympathywithYouth,heusedtogetverytiredfromenteringintotheirpointsofview。Butitwasallstimulating,andheneverfailedinadmirationofhisdaughter’sindomitablespirit。Evengeniusitselfattendedthesegatheringsnowandthen,withitsnoseononeside;andJunealwaysintroducedittoherfather。This,shefelt,wasexceptionallygoodforhim,forgeniuswasanaturalsymptomhehadneverhad——fondasshewasofhim。
Certainasamancanbethatshewashisowndaughter,heoftenwonderedwhenceshegotherself——herred—goldhair,nowgreyedintoaspecialcolour;herdirect,spiritedface,sodifferentfromhisownratherfoldedandsubtilisedcountenance,herlittlelithefigure,whenheandmostoftheForsytesweretall。Andhewoulddwellontheoriginofspecies,anddebatewhethershemightbeDanishorCeltic。Celtic,hethought,fromherpugnacity,andhertasteinfilletsanddjibbahs。ItwasnottoomuchtosaythathepreferredhertotheAgewithwhichshewassurrounded,youthfulthough,forthegreaterpart,itwas。Shetook,however,toomuchinterestinhisteeth,forhestillhadsomeofthosenaturalsymptoms。Herdentistatoncefound\"Staphylococcusaureuspresentinpureculture\"
(whichmightcauseboils,ofcourse),andwantedtotakeoutalltheteethhehadandsupplyhimwithtwocompletesetsofunnaturalsymptoms。Jolyon’snativetenacitywasroused,andinthestudiothateveninghedevelopedhisobjections。Hehadneverhadanyboils,andhisownteethwouldlasthistime。Ofcourse——Juneadmitted——theywouldlasthistimeifhedidn’thavethemout!Butifhehadmoreteethhewouldhaveabetterheartandhistimewouldbelonger。Hisrecalcitrance——shesaid——wasasymptomofhiswholeattitude;hewastakingitlyingdown。Heoughttobefighting。
WhenwashegoingtoseethemanwhohadcuredPaulPost?Jolyonwasverysorry,butthefactwashewasnotgoingtoseehim。Junechafed。Pondridge——shesaid——thehealer,wassuchafineman,andhehadsuchdifficultyinmakingtwoendsmeet,andgettinghistheoriesrecognised。Itwasjustsuchindifferenceandprejudiceasherfathermanifestedwhichwaskeepinghimback。Itwouldbesosplendidforbothofthem!
\"Iperceive,\"saidJolyon,\"thatyouaretryingtokilltwobirdswithonestone。\"
\"Tocure,youmean!\"criedJune。
\"Mydear,it’sthesamething。\"
Juneprotested。Itwasunfairtosaythatwithoutatrial。
Jolyonthoughthemightnothavethechance,ofsayingitafter。
\"Dad!\"criedJune,\"you’rehopeless。\"
\"That,\"saidJolyon,\"isafact,butIwishtoremainhopelessaslongaspossible。Ishallletsleepingdogslie,mychild。Theyarequietatpresent。\"
\"That’snotgivingscienceachance,\"criedJune。\"You’venoideahowdevotedPondridgeis。Heputshissciencebeforeeverything。\"
\"Just,\"repliedJolyon,puffingthemildcigarettetowhichhewasreduced,\"asMr。PaulPostputshisart,eh?ArtforArt’ssake——
ScienceforthesakeofScience。Iknowthoseenthusiasticegomaniacgentry。Theyvivisectyouwithoutblinking。I’menoughofaForsytetogivethemthego—by,June。\"
\"Dad,\"saidJune,\"ifyouonlyknewhowold—fashionedthatsounds!
Nobodycanaffordtobehalf—heartednowadays。\"
\"I’mafraid,\"murmuredJolyon,withhissmile,\"that’stheonlynaturalsymptomwithwhichMr。Pondridgeneednotsupplyme。Weareborntobeextremeortobemoderate,mydear;though,ifyou’llforgivemysayingso,halfthepeoplenowadayswhobelievethey’reextremearereallyverymoderate。I’mgettingonaswellasIcanexpect,andImustleaveitatthat。\"
Junewassilent,havingexperiencedinhertimetheinexorablecharacterofherfather’samiableobstinacysofarashisownfreedomofactionwasconcerned。
HowhecametoletherknowwhyIrenehadtakenJontoSpainpuzzledJolyon,forhehadlittleconfidenceinherdiscretion。Aftershehadbroodedonthenews,itbroughtarathersharpdiscussion,duringwhichheperceivedtothefullthefundamentaloppositionbetweenheractivetemperamentandhiswife’spassivity。Heevengatheredthatalittlesorenessstillremainedfromthatgeneration—oldstrugglebetweenthemoverthebodyofPhilipBosinney,inwhichthepassivehadsosignallytriumphedovertheactiveprinciple。
AccordingtoJune,itwasfoolishandevencowardlytohidethepastfromJon。Sheeropportunism,shecalledit。
\"Which,\"Jolyonputinmildly,\"istheworkingprincipleofreallife,mydear。\"
\"Oh!\"criedJune,\"youdon’treallydefendherfornottellingJon,Dad。Ifitwerelefttoyou,youwould。\"
\"Imight,butsimplybecauseIknowhemustfindout,whichwillbeworsethanifwetoldhim。\"
\"Thenwhydon’tyoutellhim?It’sjustsleepingdogsagain。\"
\"Mydear,\"saidJolyon,\"Iwouldn’tfortheworldgoagainstIrene’sinstinct。He’sherboy。\"
\"Yourstoo,\"criedJune。
\"Whatisaman’sinstinctcomparedwithamother’s?\"
\"Well,Ithinkit’sveryweakofyou。\"
\"Idaresay,\"saidJolyon,\"Idaresay。\"
Andthatwasallshegotfromhim;butthematterrankledinherbrain。Shecouldnotbearsleepingdogs。Andtherestirredinheratortuousimpulsetopushthemattertowarddecision。Jonoughttobetold,sothateitherhisfeelingmightbenippedinthebud,or,floweringinspiteofthepast,cometofruition。AndshedeterminedtoseeFleur,andjudgeforherself。WhenJunedeterminedonanything,delicacybecameasomewhatminorconsideration。Afterall,shewasSoames’cousin,andtheywerebothinterestedinpictures。
ShewouldgoandtellhimthatheoughttobuyaPaulPost,orperhapsapieceofsculpturebyBorisStrumolowski,andofcourseshewouldsaynothingtoherfather。ShewentonthefollowingSunday,lookingsodeterminedthatshehadsomedifficultyingettingacabatReadingstation。Therivercountrywaslovelyinthosedaysofherownmonth,andJuneachedatitsloveliness。Shewhohadpassedthroughthislifewithoutknowingwhatunionwashadaloveofnaturalbeautywhichwasalmostmadness。AndwhenshecametothatchoicespotwhereSoameshadpitchedhistent,shedismissedhercab,because,businessover,shewantedtorevelinthebrightwaterandthewoods。Sheappearedathisfrontdoor,therefore,asamerepedestrian,andsentinhercard。ItwasinJune’scharactertoknowthatwhenhernerveswereflutteringshewasdoingsomethingworthwhile。Ifone’snervesdidnotflutter,shewastakingthelineofleastresistance,andknewthatnoblenesswasnotobligingher。Shewasconductedtoadrawing—room,which,thoughnotinherstyle,showedeverymarkoffastidiouselegance。Thinking,’Toomuchtaste—
—toomanyknick—knacks,’shesawinanoldlacquer—framedmirrorthefigureofagirlcominginfromtheverandah。Clothedinwhite,andholdingsomewhiterosesinherhand,shehad,reflectedinthatsilvery—greypoolofglass,avision—likeappearance,asifaprettyghosthadcomeoutofthegreengarden。
\"Howdoyoudo?\"saidJune,turninground。\"I’macousinofyourfather’s。\"
\"Oh,yes;Isawyouinthatconfectioner’s。\"
\"Withmyyoungstepbrother。Isyourfatherin?\"
\"Hewillbedirectly。He’sonlygoneforalittlewalk。\"
Juneslightlynarrowedherblueeyes,andliftedherdecidedchin。
\"Yourname’sFleur,isn’tit?I’veheardofyoufromHolly。WhatdoyouthinkofJon?\"
Thegirlliftedtherosesinherhand,lookedatthem,andansweredcalmly:
\"He’squiteaniceboy。\"
\"NotabitlikeHollyorme,ishe?\"
\"Notabit。\"
’She’scool,’thoughtJune。
Andsuddenlythegirlsaid:\"Iwishyou’dtellmewhyourfamiliesdon’tgeton?\"
Confrontedwiththequestionshehadadvisedherfathertoanswer,Junewassilent;whetherbecausethisgirlwastryingtogetsomethingoutofher,orsimplybecausewhatonewoulddotheoreticallyisnotalwayswhatonewilldowhenitcomestothepoint。
\"Youknow,\"saidthegirl,\"thesurestwaytomakepeoplefindouttheworstistokeepthemignorant。Myfather’stoldmeitwasaquarrelaboutproperty。ButIdon’tbelieveit;we’vebothgotheaps。Theywouldn’thavebeensobourgeoisasallthat。\"
Juneflushed。Thewordappliedtohergrandfatherandfatheroffendedher。
\"Mygrandfather,\"shesaid,\"wasverygenerous,andmyfatheris,too;neitherofthemwasintheleastbourgeois。\"
\"Well,whatwasitthen?\"repeatedthegirl:ConsciousthatthisyoungForsytemeanthavingwhatshewanted,Juneatoncedeterminedtopreventher,andtogetsomethingforherselfinstead。
\"Whydoyouwanttoknow?\"
Thegirlsmelledatherroses。\"Ionlywanttoknowbecausetheywon’ttellme。\"
\"Well,itwasaboutproperty,butthere’smorethanonekind。\"
\"Thatmakesitworse。NowIreallymustknow。\"
June’ssmallandresolutefacequivered。Shewaswearingaroundcap,andherhairhadfluffedoutunderit。Shelookedquiteyoungatthatmoment,rejuvenatedbyencounter。
\"Youknow,\"shesaid,\"Isawyoudropyourhandkerchief。IsthereanythingbetweenyouandJon?Because,ifso,you’dbetterdropthattoo。\"
Thegirlgrewpaler,butshesmiled。
\"Iftherewere,thatisn’tthewaytomakeme。\"
Atthegallantryofthatreply,Juneheldoutherhand。
\"Ilikeyou;butIdon’tlikeyourfather;Ineverhave。Wemayaswellbefrank。\"
\"Didyoucomedowntotellhimthat?\"
Junelaughed。\"No;Icamedowntoseeyou。\"
\"Howdelightfulofyou。\"
Thisgirlcouldfence。
\"I’mtwoandahalftimesyourage,\"saidJune,\"butIquitesympathize。It’shorridnottohaveone’sownway。\"
Thegirlsmiledagain。\"Ireallythinkyoumighttellme。\"
Howthechildstucktoherpoint\"It’snotmysecret。ButI’llseewhatIcando,becauseIthinkbothyouandJonoughttobetold。AndnowI’llsaygood—bye。\"
\"Won’tyouwaitandseeFather?\"
Juneshookherhead。\"HowcanIgetovertotheotherside?\"
\"I’llrowyouacross。\"
\"Look!\"saidJuneimpulsively,\"nexttimeyou’reinLondon,comeandseeme。ThisiswhereIlive。Igenerallyhaveyoungpeopleintheevening。ButIshouldn’ttellyourfatherthatyou’recoming。\"
Thegirlnodded。
Watchinghersculltheskiffacross,Junethought:’She’sawfullyprettyandwellmade。IneverthoughtSoameswouldhaveadaughterasprettyasthis。SheandJonwouldmakealovelycouple。
Theinstincttocouple,starvedwithinherself,wasalwaysatworkinJune。ShestoodwatchingFleurrowback;thegirltookherhandoffasculltowavefarewell,andJunewalkedlanguidlyonbetweenthemeadowsandtheriver,withanacheinherheart。Youthtoyouth,likethedragon—flieschasingeachother,andlovelikethesunwarmingthemthroughandthrough。Heryouth!Solongago——whenPhilandshe——Andsince?Nothing——noonehadbeenquitewhatshehadwanted。Andsoshehadmisseditall。Butwhatacoilwasroundthosetwoyoungthings,iftheyreallywereinlove,asHollywouldhaveit——asherfather,andIrene,andSoameshimselfseemedtodread。Whatacoil,andwhatabarrier!Andtheitchforthefuture,thecontempt,asitwere,forwhatwasoverpast,whichformstheactiveprinciple,movedintheheartofonewhoeverbelievedthatwhatonewantedwasmoreimportantthanwhatotherpeopledidnotwant。Fromthebank,awhile,inthewarmsummerstillness,shewatchedthewater—lilyplantsandwillowleaves,thefishesrising;
sniffedthescentofgrassandmeadow—sweet,wonderinghowshecouldforceeverybodytobehappy。JonandFleur!Twolittlelameducks——
charmingcallowyellowlittleducks!Agreatpity!Surelysomethingcouldbedone!Onemustnottakesuchsituationslyingdown。Shewalkedon,andreachedastation,hotandcross。
Thatevening,faithfultotheimpulsetowarddirectaction,whichmademanypeopleavoidher,shesaidtoherfather:
\"Dad,I’vebeendowntoseeyoungFleur。Ithinkshe’sveryattractive。It’snogoodhidingourheadsunderourwings,isit?\"
ThestartledJolyonsetdownhisbarley—water,andbegancrumblinghisbread。
\"It’swhatyouappeartobedoing,\"hesaid。\"Doyourealisewhosedaughtersheis?\"
\"Can’tthedeadpastburyitsdead?\"
Jolyonrose。
\"Certainthingscanneverbeburied。\"
\"Idisagree,\"saidJune。\"It’sthatwhichstandsinthewayofallhappinessandprogress。Youdon’tunderstandtheAge,Dad。It’sgotnouseforoutgrownthings。WhydoyouthinkitmatterssoterriblythatJonshouldknowabouthismother?Whopaysanyattentiontothatsortofthingnow?ThemarriagelawsarejustastheywerewhenSoamesandIrenecouldn’tgetadivorce,andyouhadtocomein。