We’vemoved,andtheyhaven’t。Sonobodycares。Marriagewithoutadecentchanceofreliefisonlyasortofslave—owning;peopleoughtn’ttoowneachother。Everybodyseesthatnow。IfIrenebrokesuchlaws,whatdoesitmatter?\"
\"It’snotformetodisagreethere,\"saidJolyon;\"butthat’sallquitebesidethemark。Thisisamatterofhumanfeeling。\"
\"Ofcourseitis,\"criedJune,\"thehumanfeelingofthosetwoyoungthings。\"
\"Mydear,\"saidJolyonwithgentleexasperation;\"you’retalkingnonsense。\"
\"I’mnot。Iftheyprovetobereallyfondofeachother,whyshouldtheybemadeunhappybecauseofthepast?\"
\"Youhaven’tlivedthatpast。Ihave——throughthefeelingsofmywife;throughmyownnervesandmyimagination,asonlyonewhoisdevotedcan。\"
June,too,rose,andbegantowanderrestlessly。
\"If,\"shesaidsuddenly,\"shewerethedaughterofPhilipBosinney,I
couldunderstandyoubetter。Irenelovedhim,sheneverlovedSoames。\"
Jolyonutteredadeepsound—thesortofnoiseanItalianpeasantwomanutterstohermule。Hishearthadbegunbeatingfuriously,buthepaidnoattentiontoit,quitecarriedawaybyhisfeelings。
\"Thatshowshowlittleyouunderstand。NeitherInorJon,ifIknowhim,wouldmindalove—past。It’sthebrutalityofaunionwithoutlove。ThisgirlisthedaughterofthemanwhoonceownedJon’smotherasanegro—slavewasowned。Youcan’tlaythatghost;don’ttryto,June!It’saskingustoseeJonjoinedtothefleshandbloodofthemanwhopossessedJon’smotheragainstherwill。It’snogoodmincingwords;Iwantitclearonceforall。AndnowI
mustn’ttalkanymore,orIshallhavetositupwiththisallnight。\"And,puttinghishandoverhisheart,JolyonturnedhisbackonhisdaughterandstoodlookingattheriverThames。
June,whobynatureneversawahornet’snestuntilshehadputherheadintoit,wasseriouslyalarmed。Shecameandslippedherarmthroughhis。Notconvincedthathewasright,andsheherselfwrong,becausethatwasnotnaturaltoher,shewasyetprofoundlyimpressedbytheobviousfactthatthesubjectwasverybadforhim。Sherubbedhercheekagainsthisshoulder,andsaidnothing。
Aftertakingherelderlycousinacross,Fleurdidnotlandatonce,butpulledinamongthereeds,intothesunshine。Thepeacefulbeautyoftheafternoonseducedforalittleonenotmuchgiventothevagueandpoetic。Inthefieldbeyondthebankwhereherskifflayup,amachinedrawnbyagreyhorsewasturninganearlyfieldofhay。Shewatchedthegrasscascadingoverandbehindthelightwheelswithfascination——itlookedsocoolandfresh。Theclickandswishblendedwiththerustleofthewillowsandthepoplars,andthecooingofawood—pigeon,inatrueriversong。Alongside,inthedeepgreenwater,weeds,likeyellowsnakes,werewrithingandnosingwiththecurrent;piedcattleonthefarthersidestoodintheshadelazilyswishingtheirtails。Itwasanafternoontodream。AndshetookoutJon’sletters——notfloweryeffusions,buthauntedintheirrecitalofthingsseenanddonebyalongingveryagreeabletoher,andallending\"YourdevotedJ。\"Fleurwasnotsentimental,herdesireswereeverconcreteandconcentrated,butwhatpoetrytherewasinthedaughterofSoamesandAnnettehadcertainlyinthoseweeksofwaitinggatheredroundhermemoriesofJon。Theyallbelongedtograssandblossom,flowersandrunningwater。Sheenjoyedhiminthescentsabsorbedbyhercrinklingnose。ThestarscouldpersuadeherthatshewasstandingbesidehiminthecentreofthemapofSpain;andofanearlymorningthedewycobwebs,thehazysparkleandpromiseofthedaydowninthegarden,wereJonpersonifiedtoher。
Twowhiteswanscamemajesticallyby,whileshewasreadinghisletters,followedbytheirbroodofsixyoungswansinaline,withjustsomuchwaterbetweeneachtailandhead,aflotillaofgreydestroyers。Fleurthrustherlettersback,gotouthersculls,andpulleduptothelanding—stage。Crossingthelawn,shewonderedwhethersheshouldtellherfatherofJune’svisit。Ifhelearnedofitfromthebutler,hemightthinkitoddifshedidnot。Itgaveher,too,anotherchancetostartleoutofhimthereasonofthefeud。Shewent,therefore,uptheroadtomeethim。
SoameshadgonetolookatapatchofgroundonwhichtheLocalAuthoritieswereproposingtoerectaSanatoriumforpeoplewithweaklungs。Faithfultohisnativeindividualism,hetooknopartinlocalaffairs,contenttopaytherateswhichwerealwaysgoingup。
Hecouldnot,however,remainindifferenttothisnewanddangerousscheme。Thesitewasnothalfamilefromhisownhouse。Hewasquiteofopinionthatthecountryshouldstampouttuberculosis;butthiswasnottheplace。Itshouldbedonefartheraway。Hetook,indeed,anattitudecommontoalltrueForsytes,thatdisabilityofanysortinotherpeoplewasnothisaffair,andtheStateshoulddoitsbusinesswithoutprejudicinginanywaythenaturaladvantageswhichhehadacquiredorinherited。Francie,themostfree—spiritedForsyteofhisgeneration(exceptperhapsthatfellowJolyon)hadonceaskedhiminhermaliciousway:\"DidyoueverseethenameForsyteinasubscriptionlist,Soames?\"Thatwasasitmightbe,butaSanatoriumwoulddepreciatetheneighbourhood,andheshouldcertainlysignthepetitionwhichwasbeinggotupagainstit。
Returningwiththisdecisionfreshwithinhim,hesawFleurcoming。
Shewasshowinghimmoreaffectionoflate,andthequiettimedownherewithherinthissummerweatherhadbeenmakinghimfeelquiteyoung;AnnettewasalwaysrunninguptoTownforonethingoranother,sothathehadFleurtohimselfalmostasmuchashecouldwish。Tobesure,youngMonthadformedahabitofappearingonhismotor—cyclealmosteveryotherday。Thankgoodness,theyoungfellowhadshavedoffhishalf—toothbrushes,andnolongerlookedlikeamountebank!WithagirlfriendofFleur’swhowasstayinginthehouse,andaneighbouringyouthorso,theymadetwocouplesafterdinner,inthehall,tothemusicoftheelectricpianola,whichperformedFox—trotsunassisted,withasurprisedshineonitsexpressivesurface。Annette,even,nowandthenpassedgracefullyupanddowninthearmsofoneorotheroftheyoungmen。AndSoames,comingtothedrawing—roomdoor,wouldlifthisnosealittlesideways,andwatchthem,waitingtocatchasmilefromFleur;thenmovebacktohischairbythedrawing—roomhearth,toperuseTheTimesorsomeothercollector’spricelist。Tohisever—anxiouseyesFleurshowednosignsofrememberingthatcapriceofhers。
Whenshereachedhimonthedustyroad,heslippedhishandwithinherarm。
\"Who,doyouthink,hasbeentoseeyou,Dad?Shecouldn’twait!
Guess!\"
\"Ineverguess,\"saidSoamesuneasily。\"Who?\"
\"Yourcousin,JuneForsyte。\"
QuiteunconsciouslySoamesgrippedherarm。\"Whatdidshewant?\"
\"Idon’tknow。Butitwasratherbreakingthroughthefeud,wasn’tit?\"
\"Feud?Whatfeud?\"
\"Theonethatexistsinyourimagination,dear。\"
Soamesdroppedherarm。Wasshemocking,ortryingtodrawhimon?
\"Isupposeshewantedmetobuyapicture,\"hesaidatlast。
\"Idon’tthinkso。Perhapsitwasjustfamilyaffection。\"
\"She’sonlyafirstcousinonceremoved,\"mutteredSoames。
\"Andthedaughterofyourenemy。\"
\"Whatd’youmeanbythat?\"
\"Ibegyourpardon,dear;Ithoughthewas。\"
\"Enemy!\"repeatedSoames。\"It’sancienthistory。Idon’tknowwhereyougetyournotions。\"
\"FromJuneForsyte。\"
Ithadcometoherasaninspirationthatifhethoughtsheknew,orwereontheedgeofknowledge,hewouldtellher。
Soameswasstartled,butshehadunderratedhiscautionandtenacity。
\"Ifyouknow,\"hesaidcoldly,\"whydoyouplagueme?\"
Fleursawthatshehadoverreachedherself。
\"Idon’twanttoplagueyou,darling。Asyousay,whywanttoknowmore?Whywanttoknowanythingofthat’small’mystery——Jem’enfiche,asProfondsays?\"
\"Thatchap!\"saidSoamesprofoundly。
Thatchap,indeed,playedaconsiderable,ifinvisible,partthissummer——forhehadnotturnedupagain。EversincetheSundaywhenFleurhaddrawnattentiontohimprowlingonthelawn,Soameshadthoughtofhimagooddeal,andalwaysinconnectionwithAnnette,fornoreason,exceptthatshewaslookinghandsomerthanforsometimepast。Hispossessiveinstinct,subtle,lessformal,moreelasticsincetheWar,keptallmisgivingunderground。AsonelooksonsomeAmericanriver,quietandpleasant,knowingthatanalligatorperhapsislyinginthemudwithhissnoutjustraisedandindistinguishablefromasnagofwood——soSoameslookedontheriverofhisownexistence,subconsciousofMonsieurProfond,refusingtoseemorethanthesuspicionofhissnout。Hehadatthisepochinhislifepracticallyallhewanted,andwasasnearlyhappyashisnaturewouldpermit。Hissenseswereatrest;hisaffectionsfoundalltheventtheyneededinhisdaughter;hiscollectionwaswellknown,hismoneywellinvested;hishealthexcellent,saveforatouchoflivernowandagain;hehadnotyetbeguntoworryseriouslyaboutwhatwouldhappenafterdeath,incliningtothinkthatnothingwouldhappen。Heresembledoneofhisowngilt—edgedsecurities,andtoknockthegiltoffbyseeinganythinghecouldavoidseeingwouldbe,hefeltinstinctively,perverseandretrogressive。Thosetwocrumpledrose—leaves,Fleur’scapriceandMonsieurProfond’ssnout,wouldlevelawayifhelayonthemindustriously。
ThateveningChance,whichvisitsthelivesofeventhebest—investedForsytes,putaclueintoFleur’shands。Herfathercamedowntodinnerwithoutahandkerchief,andhadoccasiontoblowhisnose。
\"I’llgetyouone,dear,\"shehadsaid,andranupstairs。Inthesachetwhereshesoughtforit——anoldsachetofveryfadedsilk——
thereweretwocompartments:oneheld,handkerchiefs;theotherwasbuttoned,andcontainedsomethingflatandhard。BysomechildishimpulseFleurunbuttonedit。Therewasaframeandinitaphotographofherselfasalittlegirl。Shegazedatit,fascinated,asoneisbyone’sownpresentment。Itslippedunderherfidgetingthumb,andshesawthatanotherphotographwasbehind。Shepressedherowndownfurther,andperceivedaface,whichsheseemedtoknow,ofayoungwoman,verygood—looking,inaveryoldstyleofeveningdress。Slippingherownphotographupoveritagain,shetookoutahandkerchiefandwentdown。Onlyonthestairsdidsheidentifythatface。Surely——surelyJon’smother!Theconvictioncameasashock。
Andshestoodstillinaflurryofthought。Why,ofcourse!Jon’sfatherhadmarriedthewomanherfatherhadwantedtomarry,hadcheatedhimoutofher,perhaps。Then,afraidofshowingbyhermannerthatshehadlightedonhissecret,sherefusedtothinkfurther,and,shakingoutthesilkhandkerchief,enteredthedining—
room。
\"Ichosethesoftest,Father。\"
\"H’m!\"saidSoames;\"Ionlyusethoseafteracold。Nevermind!\"
ThateveningpassedforFleurinputtingtwoandtwotogether;
recallingthelookonherfather’sfaceintheconfectioner’sshop——alookstrangeandcoldlyintimate,aqueerlook。Hemusthavelovedthatwomanverymuchtohavekeptherphotographallthistime,inspiteofhavinglosther。Unsparingandmatter—of—fact,herminddartedtohisrelationswithherownmother。Hadheeverreallylovedher?Shethoughtnot。Jonwasthesonofthewomanhehadreallyloved。Surely,then,heoughtnottomindhisdaughterlovinghim;itonlywantedgettingusedto。Andasighofsheerreliefwascaughtinthefoldsofhernightgownslippingoverherhead。
III
MEETINGS
YouthonlyrecognisesAgebyfitsandstarts。Jon,forone,hadneverreallyseenhisfather’sagetillhecamebackfromSpain。ThefaceofthefourthJolyon,wornbywaiting,gavehimquiteashock——
itlookedsowanandold。Hisfather’smaskhadbeenforcedawrybytheemotionofthemeeting,sothattheboysuddenlyrealisedhowmuchhemusthavefelttheirabsence。Hesummonedtohisaidthethought:’Well,Ididn’twanttogo!’ItwasoutofdateforYouthtodefertoAge。ButJonwasbynomeanstypicallymodern。Hisfatherhadalwaysbeen\"sojolly\"tohim,andtofeelthatonemeanttobeginagainatoncetheconductwhichhisfatherhadsufferedsixweeks’lonelinesstocurewasnotagreeable。
Atthequestion,\"Well,oldman,howdidthegreatGoyastrikeyou?\"
hisconscienceprickedhimbadly。ThegreatGoyaonlyexistedbecausehehadcreatedafacewhichresembledFleur’s。
Onthenightoftheirreturn,hewenttobedfullofcompunction;butawokefullofanticipation。ItwasonlythefifthofJuly,andnomeetingwasfixedwithFleuruntiltheninth。Hewastohavethreedaysathomebeforegoingbacktofarm。Somehowhemustcontrivetoseeher!
Inthelivesofmenaninexorablerhythm,causedbytheneedfortrousers,noteventhefondestparentscandeny。Onthesecondday,therefore,JonwenttoTown,andhavingsatisfiedhisconsciencebyorderingwhatwasindispensableinConduitStreet,turnedhisfacetowardPiccadilly。StrattonStreet,whereherClubwas,adjoinedDevonshireHouse。ItwouldbethemerestchancethatsheshouldbeatherClub。ButhedawdleddownBondStreetwithabeatingheart,noticingthesuperiorityofallotheryoungmentohimself。Theyworetheirclotheswithsuchanair;theyhadassurance;theywereold。HewassuddenlyoverwhelmedbytheconvictionthatFleurmusthaveforgottenhim。Absorbedinhisownfeelingforheralltheseweeks,hehadmislaidthatpossibility。Thecornersofhismouthdrooped,hishandsfeltclammy。Fleurwiththepickofyouthatthebeckofhersmile—Fleurincomparable!Itwasanevilmoment。Jon,however,hadagreatideathatonemustbeabletofaceanything。
Andhebracedhimselfwiththatdourrefectioninfrontofabric—a—
bracshop。Atthishigh—watermarkofwhatwasoncetheLondonseason,therewasnothingtomarkitoutfromanyotherexceptagreytophatortwo,andthesun。Jonmovedon,andturningthecornerintoPiccadilly,ranintoValDartiemovingtowardtheIseeumClub,towhichhehadjustbeenelected。
\"Hallo!youngman!Whereareyouoffto?\"
Jongushed。\"I’vejustbeentomytailor’s。\"
Vallookedhimupanddown。\"That’sgood!I’mgoinginheretoordersomecigarettes;thencomeandhavesomelunch。\"
Jonthankedhim。HemightgetnewsofherfromVal!
TheconditionofEngland,thatnightmareofitsPressandPublicmen,wasseenindifferentperspectivewithinthetobacconist’swhichtheynowentered。
\"Yes,sir;preciselythecigaretteIusedtosupplyyourfatherwith。
Blessme!Mr。MontagueDartiewasacustomerherefrom——letmesee——
theyearMeltonwontheDerby。Oneofmyverybestcustomershewas。\"Afaintsmileilluminedthetobacconist’sface。\"Many’sthetiphe’sgivenme,tobesure!Isupposehetookacoupleofhundredoftheseeveryweek,yearin,yearout,andneverchangedhiscigarette。Veryaffablegentleman,broughtmealotofcustom。I
wassorryhemetwiththataccident。Onemissesanoldcustomerlikehim。\"
Valsmiled。Hisfather’sdeceasehadclosedanaccountwhichhadbeenrunninglonger,probably,thananyother;andinaringofsmokepuffedoutfromthattime—honouredcigaretteheseemedtoseeagainhisfather’sface,dark,good—looking,moustachioed,alittlepuffy,intheonlyhaloithadearned。Hisfatherhadhisfamehere,anyway——amanwhosmokedtwohundredcigarettesaweek,whocouldgivetips,andrunaccountsforever!Tohistobacconistahero!
Eventhatwassomedistinctiontoinherit!
\"Ipaycash,\"hesaid;\"howmuch?\"
\"Tohisson,sir,andcash——tenandsix。IshallneverforgetMr。
MontagueDartie。I’veknownhimstandtalkin’tomehalfanhour。
Wedon’tgetmanylikehimnow,witheverybodyinsuchahurry。TheWarwasbadformanners,sir——itwasbadformanners。Youwereinit,Isee。\"
\"No,\"saidVal,tappinghisknee,\"Igotthisinthewarbefore。
Savedmylife,Iexpect。Doyouwantanycigarettes,Jon?\"
Ratherashamed,Jonmurmured,\"Idon’tsmoke,youknow,\"andsawthetobacconist’slipstwisted,asifuncertainwhethertosay\"GoodGod!\"or\"Now’syourchance,sir!\"
\"That’sright,\"saidVal;\"keepoffitwhileyoucan。You’llwantitwhenyoutakeaknock。Thisisreallythesametobacco,then?\"
\"Identical,sir;alittledearer,that’sall。Wonderfulstayingpower——theBritishEmpire,Ialwayssay。\"
\"Sendmedownahundredaweektothisaddress,andinvoiceitmonthly。Comeon,Jon。\"
JonenteredtheIseeumwithcuriosity。ExcepttolunchnowandthenattheHotch—Potchwithhisfather,hehadneverbeeninaLondonClub。TheIseeum,comfortableandunpretentious,didnotmove,couldnot,solongasGeorgeForsytesatonitsCommittee,wherehisculinaryacumenwasalmostthecontrollingforce。TheClubhadmadeastandagainstthenewlyrich,andithadtakenallGeorgeForsyte’sprestige,andpraiseofhimasa\"goodsportsman,\"tobringinProsperProfond。
Thetwowerelunchingtogetherwhenthehalf—brothers—in—lawenteredthedining—room,andattractedbyGeorge’sforefinger,satdownattheirtable,Valwithhisshrewdeyesandcharmingsmile,Jonwithsolemnlipsandanattractiveshynessinhisglance。Therewasanairofprivilegearoundthatcornertable,asthoughpastmasterswereeatingthere。Jonwasfascinatedbythehypnoticatmosphere。
Thewaiter,leaninthechaps,pervadedwithsuchfree—masonicaldeference。HeseemedtohangonGeorgeForsyte’slips,towatchthegloatinhiseyewithakindofsympathy,tofollowthemovementsoftheheavyclub—markedsilverfondly。HisliveriedarmandconfidentialvoicealarmedJon,theycamesosecretlyoverhisshoulder。
ExceptforGeorge’s\"Yourgrandfathertippedmeonce;hewasadeucedgoodjudgeofacigar!\"neitherhenortheotherpastmastertookanynoticeofhim,andhewasgratefulforthis。Thetalkwasallaboutthebreeding,points,andpricesofhorses,andhelistenedtoitvaguelyatfirst,wonderinghowitwaspossibletoretainsomuchknowledgeinahead。Hecouldnottakehiseyesoffthedarkpastmaster——whathesaidwassodeliberateanddiscouraging——suchheavy,queer,smiled—outwords。Jonwasthinkingofbutterflies,whenheheardhimsay:
\"IwanttoseeMr。SoamesForsydetakeaninterestin’orses。\"
\"OldSoames!He’stoodryafile!\"
WithallhismightJontriednottogrowred,whilethedarkpastmasterwenton。
\"Hisdaughter’sanattractivesmallgirl。Mr。SoamesForsydeisabitold—fashioned。Iwanttoseehimhaveapleasuresomeday。\"
GeorgeForsytegrinned。
\"Don’tyouworry;he’snotsomiserableashelooks。He’llnevershowhe’senjoyinganything——theymighttryandtakeitfromhim。
OldSoames!Oncebit,twiceshy!\"
\"Well,Jon,\"saidVal,hastily,\"ifyou’vefinished,we’llgoandhavecoffee。\"
\"Whowerethose?\"Jonasked,onthestairs。\"Ididn’tquite———\"
\"OldGeorgeForsyteisafirstcousinofyourfather’sandofmyUncleSoames。He’salwaysbeenhere。Theotherchap,Profond,isaqueerfish。Ithinkhe’shangingroundSoames’wife,ifyouaskme!\"
Jonlookedathim,startled。\"Butthat’sawful,\"hesaid:\"Imean——
forFleur。\"
\"Don’tsupposeFleurcaresverymuch;she’sveryup—to—date。\"
\"Hermother!\"
\"You’reverygreen,Jon。\"
Jongrewred。\"Mothers,\"hestammeredangrily,\"aredifferent。\"
\"You’reright,\"saidValsuddenly;\"butthingsaren’twhattheywerewhenIwasyourage。There’sa’To—morrowwedie’feeling。That’swhatoldGeorgemeantaboutmyUncleSoames。Hedoesn’tmeantodieto—morrow。\"
Jonsaid,quickly:\"What’sthematterbetweenhimandmyfather?\"
\"Stablesecret,Jon。Takemyadvice,andbottleup。You’lldonogoodbyknowing。Havealiqueur?\"
Jonshookhishead。
\"Ihatethewaypeoplekeepthingsfromone,\"hemuttered,\"andthensneeratoneforbeinggreen。\"
\"Well,youcanaskHolly。Ifshewon’ttellyou,you’llbelieveit’sforyourowngood,Isuppose。\"
Jongotup。\"Imustgonow;thanksawfullyforthelunch。\"
Valsmiledupathimhalf—sorry,andyetamused。Theboylookedsoupset。
\"Allright!SeeyouonFriday。\"
\"Idon’tknow,\"murmuredJon。
Andhedidnot。Thisconspiracyofsilencemadehimdesperate。Itwashumiliatingtobetreatedlikeachild!HeretracedhismoodystepstoStrattonStreet。ButhewouldgotoherClubnow,andfindouttheworst!TohisenquirythereplywasthatMissForsytewasnotintheClub。Shemightbeinperhapslater。ShewasofteninonMonday——theycouldnotsay。Jonsaidhewouldcallagain,and,crossingintotheGreenPark,flunghimselfdownunderatree。Thesunwasbright,andabreezeflutteredtheleavesoftheyounglime—
treebeneathwhichhelay;buthisheartached。Suchdarknessseemedgatheredroundhishappiness。HeheardBigBenchime\"Three\"abovethetraffic。Thesoundmovedsomethinginhim,and,takingoutapieceofpaper,hebegantoscribbleonitwithapencil。Hehadjottedastanza,andwassearchingthegrassforanotherverse,whensomethinghardtouchedhisshoulder—agreenparasol。ThereabovehimstoodFleur!
\"Theytoldmeyou’dbeen,andwerecomingback。SoIthoughtyoumightbeouthere;andyouare——it’sratherwonderful!\"
\"Oh,Fleur!Ithoughtyou’dhaveforgottenme。\"
\"WhenItoldyouthatIshouldn’t!\"
Jonseizedherarm。
\"It’stoomuchluck!Let’sgetawayfromthisside。\"HealmostdraggedheronthroughthattoothoughtfullyregulatedPark,tofindsomecoverwheretheycouldsitandholdeachother’shands。
\"Hasn’tanybodycutin?\"hesaid,gazingroundatherlashes,insuspenseabovehercheeks。
\"Thereisayoungidiot,buthedoesn’tcount。\"
Jonfeltatwitchofcompassionforthe—youngidiot。
\"YouknowI’vehadsunstroke;Ididn’ttellyou。\"
\"Really!Wasitinteresting?\"
\"No。Motherwasanangel。Hasanythinghappenedtoyou?\"
\"Nothing。ExceptthatIthinkI’vefoundoutwhat’swrongbetweenourfamilies,Jon。\"
Hisheartbeganbeatingveryfast。
\"Ibelievemyfatherwantedtomarryyourmother,andyourfathergotherinstead。\"
\"Oh!\"
\"Icameonaphotoofher;itwasinaframebehindaphotoofme。
Ofcourse,ifhewasveryfondofher,thatwouldhavemadehimprettymad,wouldn’tit?\"
Jonthoughtforaminute。\"Notifshelovedmyfatherbest。\"
\"Butsupposetheywereengaged?\"
\"Ifwewereengaged,andyoufoundyoulovedsomebodybetter,Imightgocracked,butIshouldn’tgrudgeityou。\"
\"Ishould。Youmustn’teverdothatwithme,Jon。
\"MyGod!Notmuch!\"
\"Idon’tbelievethathe’severreallycaredformymother。\"
Jonwassilent。Val’swords——thetwopastmastersintheClub!
\"Yousee,wedon’tknow,\"wentonFleur;\"itmayhavebeenagreatshock。Shemayhavebehavedbadlytohim。Peopledo。\"
\"Mymotherwouldn’t。\"
Fleurshruggedhershoulders。\"Idon’tthinkweknowmuchaboutourfathersandmothers。Wejustseetheminthelightofthewaytheytreatus;butthey’vetreatedotherpeople,youknow,beforewewereborn—plenty,Iexpect。Yousee,they’rebothold。Lookatyourfather,withthreeseparatefamilies!\"
\"Isn’tthereanyplace,\"criedJon,\"inallthisbeastlyLondonwherewecanbealone?\"
\"Onlyataxi。\"
\"Let’sgetone,then。\"
Whentheywereinstalled,Fleuraskedsuddenly:\"AreyougoingbacktoRobinHill?Ishouldliketoseewhereyoulive,Jon。I’mstayingwithmyauntforthenight,butIcouldgetbackintimefordinner。Iwouldn’tcometothehouse,ofcourse。\"
Jongazedatherenraptured。
\"Splendid!Icanshowityoufromthecopse,weshan’tmeetanybody。
There’satrainatfour。\"
ThegodofpropertyandhisForsytesgreatandsmall,leisured,official,commercial,orprofessional,liketheworkingclasses,stillworkedtheirsevenhoursaday,sothatthosetwoofthefourthgenerationtravelleddowntoRobinHillinanemptyfirst—classcarriage,dustyandsun—warmed,ofthattooearlytrain。Theytravelledinblissfulsilence,holdingeachother’shands。
Atthestationtheysawnooneexceptporters,andavillagerortwounknowntoJon,andwalkedoutupthelane,whichsmelledofdustandhoneysuckle。
ForJon——sureofhernow,andwithoutseparationbeforehim——itwasamiraculousdawdle,morewonderfulthanthoseontheDowns,oralongtheriverThames。Itwaslove—in—a—mist——oneofthoseilluminedpagesofLife,whereeverywordandsmile,andeverylighttouchtheygaveeachotherwereaslittlegoldandredandbluebutterfliesandflowersandbirdsscrolledinamongthetext——ahappycommuning,withoutafterthought,whichlastedthirty—sevenminutes。Theyreachedthecoppiceatthemilkinghour。Jonwouldnottakeherasfarasthefarmyard;onlytowhereshecouldseethefieldleadinguptothegardens,andthehousebeyond。Theyturnedinamongthelarches,andsuddenly,atthewindingofthepath,cameonIrene,sittingonanoldlogseat。
Therearevariouskindsofshocks:tothevertebrae;tothenerves;
tomoralsensibility;and,morepotentandpermanent,topersonaldignity。ThislastwastheshockJonreceived,comingthusonhismother。Hebecamesuddenlyconsciousthathewasdoinganindelicatething。TohavebroughtFleurdownopenly——yes!Buttosneakherinlikethis!Consumedwithshame,heputonafrontasbrazenashisnaturewouldpermit。