第11章

类别:其他 作者:John Galsworthy字数:10709更新时间:18/12/18 13:40:14
We’vemoved,andtheyhaven’t。Sonobodycares。Marriagewithoutadecentchanceofreliefisonlyasortofslave—owning;peopleoughtn’ttoowneachother。Everybodyseesthatnow。IfIrenebrokesuchlaws,whatdoesitmatter?\" \"It’snotformetodisagreethere,\"saidJolyon;\"butthat’sallquitebesidethemark。Thisisamatterofhumanfeeling。\" \"Ofcourseitis,\"criedJune,\"thehumanfeelingofthosetwoyoungthings。\" \"Mydear,\"saidJolyonwithgentleexasperation;\"you’retalkingnonsense。\" \"I’mnot。Iftheyprovetobereallyfondofeachother,whyshouldtheybemadeunhappybecauseofthepast?\" \"Youhaven’tlivedthatpast。Ihave——throughthefeelingsofmywife;throughmyownnervesandmyimagination,asonlyonewhoisdevotedcan。\" June,too,rose,andbegantowanderrestlessly。 \"If,\"shesaidsuddenly,\"shewerethedaughterofPhilipBosinney,I couldunderstandyoubetter。Irenelovedhim,sheneverlovedSoames。\" Jolyonutteredadeepsound—thesortofnoiseanItalianpeasantwomanutterstohermule。Hishearthadbegunbeatingfuriously,buthepaidnoattentiontoit,quitecarriedawaybyhisfeelings。 \"Thatshowshowlittleyouunderstand。NeitherInorJon,ifIknowhim,wouldmindalove—past。It’sthebrutalityofaunionwithoutlove。ThisgirlisthedaughterofthemanwhoonceownedJon’smotherasanegro—slavewasowned。Youcan’tlaythatghost;don’ttryto,June!It’saskingustoseeJonjoinedtothefleshandbloodofthemanwhopossessedJon’smotheragainstherwill。It’snogoodmincingwords;Iwantitclearonceforall。AndnowI mustn’ttalkanymore,orIshallhavetositupwiththisallnight。\"And,puttinghishandoverhisheart,JolyonturnedhisbackonhisdaughterandstoodlookingattheriverThames。 June,whobynatureneversawahornet’snestuntilshehadputherheadintoit,wasseriouslyalarmed。Shecameandslippedherarmthroughhis。Notconvincedthathewasright,andsheherselfwrong,becausethatwasnotnaturaltoher,shewasyetprofoundlyimpressedbytheobviousfactthatthesubjectwasverybadforhim。Sherubbedhercheekagainsthisshoulder,andsaidnothing。 Aftertakingherelderlycousinacross,Fleurdidnotlandatonce,butpulledinamongthereeds,intothesunshine。Thepeacefulbeautyoftheafternoonseducedforalittleonenotmuchgiventothevagueandpoetic。Inthefieldbeyondthebankwhereherskifflayup,amachinedrawnbyagreyhorsewasturninganearlyfieldofhay。Shewatchedthegrasscascadingoverandbehindthelightwheelswithfascination——itlookedsocoolandfresh。Theclickandswishblendedwiththerustleofthewillowsandthepoplars,andthecooingofawood—pigeon,inatrueriversong。Alongside,inthedeepgreenwater,weeds,likeyellowsnakes,werewrithingandnosingwiththecurrent;piedcattleonthefarthersidestoodintheshadelazilyswishingtheirtails。Itwasanafternoontodream。AndshetookoutJon’sletters——notfloweryeffusions,buthauntedintheirrecitalofthingsseenanddonebyalongingveryagreeabletoher,andallending\"YourdevotedJ。\"Fleurwasnotsentimental,herdesireswereeverconcreteandconcentrated,butwhatpoetrytherewasinthedaughterofSoamesandAnnettehadcertainlyinthoseweeksofwaitinggatheredroundhermemoriesofJon。Theyallbelongedtograssandblossom,flowersandrunningwater。Sheenjoyedhiminthescentsabsorbedbyhercrinklingnose。ThestarscouldpersuadeherthatshewasstandingbesidehiminthecentreofthemapofSpain;andofanearlymorningthedewycobwebs,thehazysparkleandpromiseofthedaydowninthegarden,wereJonpersonifiedtoher。 Twowhiteswanscamemajesticallyby,whileshewasreadinghisletters,followedbytheirbroodofsixyoungswansinaline,withjustsomuchwaterbetweeneachtailandhead,aflotillaofgreydestroyers。Fleurthrustherlettersback,gotouthersculls,andpulleduptothelanding—stage。Crossingthelawn,shewonderedwhethersheshouldtellherfatherofJune’svisit。Ifhelearnedofitfromthebutler,hemightthinkitoddifshedidnot。Itgaveher,too,anotherchancetostartleoutofhimthereasonofthefeud。Shewent,therefore,uptheroadtomeethim。 SoameshadgonetolookatapatchofgroundonwhichtheLocalAuthoritieswereproposingtoerectaSanatoriumforpeoplewithweaklungs。Faithfultohisnativeindividualism,hetooknopartinlocalaffairs,contenttopaytherateswhichwerealwaysgoingup。 Hecouldnot,however,remainindifferenttothisnewanddangerousscheme。Thesitewasnothalfamilefromhisownhouse。Hewasquiteofopinionthatthecountryshouldstampouttuberculosis;butthiswasnottheplace。Itshouldbedonefartheraway。Hetook,indeed,anattitudecommontoalltrueForsytes,thatdisabilityofanysortinotherpeoplewasnothisaffair,andtheStateshoulddoitsbusinesswithoutprejudicinginanywaythenaturaladvantageswhichhehadacquiredorinherited。Francie,themostfree—spiritedForsyteofhisgeneration(exceptperhapsthatfellowJolyon)hadonceaskedhiminhermaliciousway:\"DidyoueverseethenameForsyteinasubscriptionlist,Soames?\"Thatwasasitmightbe,butaSanatoriumwoulddepreciatetheneighbourhood,andheshouldcertainlysignthepetitionwhichwasbeinggotupagainstit。 Returningwiththisdecisionfreshwithinhim,hesawFleurcoming。 Shewasshowinghimmoreaffectionoflate,andthequiettimedownherewithherinthissummerweatherhadbeenmakinghimfeelquiteyoung;AnnettewasalwaysrunninguptoTownforonethingoranother,sothathehadFleurtohimselfalmostasmuchashecouldwish。Tobesure,youngMonthadformedahabitofappearingonhismotor—cyclealmosteveryotherday。Thankgoodness,theyoungfellowhadshavedoffhishalf—toothbrushes,andnolongerlookedlikeamountebank!WithagirlfriendofFleur’swhowasstayinginthehouse,andaneighbouringyouthorso,theymadetwocouplesafterdinner,inthehall,tothemusicoftheelectricpianola,whichperformedFox—trotsunassisted,withasurprisedshineonitsexpressivesurface。Annette,even,nowandthenpassedgracefullyupanddowninthearmsofoneorotheroftheyoungmen。AndSoames,comingtothedrawing—roomdoor,wouldlifthisnosealittlesideways,andwatchthem,waitingtocatchasmilefromFleur;thenmovebacktohischairbythedrawing—roomhearth,toperuseTheTimesorsomeothercollector’spricelist。Tohisever—anxiouseyesFleurshowednosignsofrememberingthatcapriceofhers。 Whenshereachedhimonthedustyroad,heslippedhishandwithinherarm。 \"Who,doyouthink,hasbeentoseeyou,Dad?Shecouldn’twait! Guess!\" \"Ineverguess,\"saidSoamesuneasily。\"Who?\" \"Yourcousin,JuneForsyte。\" QuiteunconsciouslySoamesgrippedherarm。\"Whatdidshewant?\" \"Idon’tknow。Butitwasratherbreakingthroughthefeud,wasn’tit?\" \"Feud?Whatfeud?\" \"Theonethatexistsinyourimagination,dear。\" Soamesdroppedherarm。Wasshemocking,ortryingtodrawhimon? \"Isupposeshewantedmetobuyapicture,\"hesaidatlast。 \"Idon’tthinkso。Perhapsitwasjustfamilyaffection。\" \"She’sonlyafirstcousinonceremoved,\"mutteredSoames。 \"Andthedaughterofyourenemy。\" \"Whatd’youmeanbythat?\" \"Ibegyourpardon,dear;Ithoughthewas。\" \"Enemy!\"repeatedSoames。\"It’sancienthistory。Idon’tknowwhereyougetyournotions。\" \"FromJuneForsyte。\" Ithadcometoherasaninspirationthatifhethoughtsheknew,orwereontheedgeofknowledge,hewouldtellher。 Soameswasstartled,butshehadunderratedhiscautionandtenacity。 \"Ifyouknow,\"hesaidcoldly,\"whydoyouplagueme?\" Fleursawthatshehadoverreachedherself。 \"Idon’twanttoplagueyou,darling。Asyousay,whywanttoknowmore?Whywanttoknowanythingofthat’small’mystery——Jem’enfiche,asProfondsays?\" \"Thatchap!\"saidSoamesprofoundly。 Thatchap,indeed,playedaconsiderable,ifinvisible,partthissummer——forhehadnotturnedupagain。EversincetheSundaywhenFleurhaddrawnattentiontohimprowlingonthelawn,Soameshadthoughtofhimagooddeal,andalwaysinconnectionwithAnnette,fornoreason,exceptthatshewaslookinghandsomerthanforsometimepast。Hispossessiveinstinct,subtle,lessformal,moreelasticsincetheWar,keptallmisgivingunderground。AsonelooksonsomeAmericanriver,quietandpleasant,knowingthatanalligatorperhapsislyinginthemudwithhissnoutjustraisedandindistinguishablefromasnagofwood——soSoameslookedontheriverofhisownexistence,subconsciousofMonsieurProfond,refusingtoseemorethanthesuspicionofhissnout。Hehadatthisepochinhislifepracticallyallhewanted,andwasasnearlyhappyashisnaturewouldpermit。Hissenseswereatrest;hisaffectionsfoundalltheventtheyneededinhisdaughter;hiscollectionwaswellknown,hismoneywellinvested;hishealthexcellent,saveforatouchoflivernowandagain;hehadnotyetbeguntoworryseriouslyaboutwhatwouldhappenafterdeath,incliningtothinkthatnothingwouldhappen。Heresembledoneofhisowngilt—edgedsecurities,andtoknockthegiltoffbyseeinganythinghecouldavoidseeingwouldbe,hefeltinstinctively,perverseandretrogressive。Thosetwocrumpledrose—leaves,Fleur’scapriceandMonsieurProfond’ssnout,wouldlevelawayifhelayonthemindustriously。 ThateveningChance,whichvisitsthelivesofeventhebest—investedForsytes,putaclueintoFleur’shands。Herfathercamedowntodinnerwithoutahandkerchief,andhadoccasiontoblowhisnose。 \"I’llgetyouone,dear,\"shehadsaid,andranupstairs。Inthesachetwhereshesoughtforit——anoldsachetofveryfadedsilk—— thereweretwocompartments:oneheld,handkerchiefs;theotherwasbuttoned,andcontainedsomethingflatandhard。BysomechildishimpulseFleurunbuttonedit。Therewasaframeandinitaphotographofherselfasalittlegirl。Shegazedatit,fascinated,asoneisbyone’sownpresentment。Itslippedunderherfidgetingthumb,andshesawthatanotherphotographwasbehind。Shepressedherowndownfurther,andperceivedaface,whichsheseemedtoknow,ofayoungwoman,verygood—looking,inaveryoldstyleofeveningdress。Slippingherownphotographupoveritagain,shetookoutahandkerchiefandwentdown。Onlyonthestairsdidsheidentifythatface。Surely——surelyJon’smother!Theconvictioncameasashock。 Andshestoodstillinaflurryofthought。Why,ofcourse!Jon’sfatherhadmarriedthewomanherfatherhadwantedtomarry,hadcheatedhimoutofher,perhaps。Then,afraidofshowingbyhermannerthatshehadlightedonhissecret,sherefusedtothinkfurther,and,shakingoutthesilkhandkerchief,enteredthedining— room。 \"Ichosethesoftest,Father。\" \"H’m!\"saidSoames;\"Ionlyusethoseafteracold。Nevermind!\" ThateveningpassedforFleurinputtingtwoandtwotogether; recallingthelookonherfather’sfaceintheconfectioner’sshop——alookstrangeandcoldlyintimate,aqueerlook。Hemusthavelovedthatwomanverymuchtohavekeptherphotographallthistime,inspiteofhavinglosther。Unsparingandmatter—of—fact,herminddartedtohisrelationswithherownmother。Hadheeverreallylovedher?Shethoughtnot。Jonwasthesonofthewomanhehadreallyloved。Surely,then,heoughtnottomindhisdaughterlovinghim;itonlywantedgettingusedto。Andasighofsheerreliefwascaughtinthefoldsofhernightgownslippingoverherhead。 III MEETINGS YouthonlyrecognisesAgebyfitsandstarts。Jon,forone,hadneverreallyseenhisfather’sagetillhecamebackfromSpain。ThefaceofthefourthJolyon,wornbywaiting,gavehimquiteashock—— itlookedsowanandold。Hisfather’smaskhadbeenforcedawrybytheemotionofthemeeting,sothattheboysuddenlyrealisedhowmuchhemusthavefelttheirabsence。Hesummonedtohisaidthethought:’Well,Ididn’twanttogo!’ItwasoutofdateforYouthtodefertoAge。ButJonwasbynomeanstypicallymodern。Hisfatherhadalwaysbeen\"sojolly\"tohim,andtofeelthatonemeanttobeginagainatoncetheconductwhichhisfatherhadsufferedsixweeks’lonelinesstocurewasnotagreeable。 Atthequestion,\"Well,oldman,howdidthegreatGoyastrikeyou?\" hisconscienceprickedhimbadly。ThegreatGoyaonlyexistedbecausehehadcreatedafacewhichresembledFleur’s。 Onthenightoftheirreturn,hewenttobedfullofcompunction;butawokefullofanticipation。ItwasonlythefifthofJuly,andnomeetingwasfixedwithFleuruntiltheninth。Hewastohavethreedaysathomebeforegoingbacktofarm。Somehowhemustcontrivetoseeher! Inthelivesofmenaninexorablerhythm,causedbytheneedfortrousers,noteventhefondestparentscandeny。Onthesecondday,therefore,JonwenttoTown,andhavingsatisfiedhisconsciencebyorderingwhatwasindispensableinConduitStreet,turnedhisfacetowardPiccadilly。StrattonStreet,whereherClubwas,adjoinedDevonshireHouse。ItwouldbethemerestchancethatsheshouldbeatherClub。ButhedawdleddownBondStreetwithabeatingheart,noticingthesuperiorityofallotheryoungmentohimself。Theyworetheirclotheswithsuchanair;theyhadassurance;theywereold。HewassuddenlyoverwhelmedbytheconvictionthatFleurmusthaveforgottenhim。Absorbedinhisownfeelingforheralltheseweeks,hehadmislaidthatpossibility。Thecornersofhismouthdrooped,hishandsfeltclammy。Fleurwiththepickofyouthatthebeckofhersmile—Fleurincomparable!Itwasanevilmoment。Jon,however,hadagreatideathatonemustbeabletofaceanything。 Andhebracedhimselfwiththatdourrefectioninfrontofabric—a— bracshop。Atthishigh—watermarkofwhatwasoncetheLondonseason,therewasnothingtomarkitoutfromanyotherexceptagreytophatortwo,andthesun。Jonmovedon,andturningthecornerintoPiccadilly,ranintoValDartiemovingtowardtheIseeumClub,towhichhehadjustbeenelected。 \"Hallo!youngman!Whereareyouoffto?\" Jongushed。\"I’vejustbeentomytailor’s。\" Vallookedhimupanddown。\"That’sgood!I’mgoinginheretoordersomecigarettes;thencomeandhavesomelunch。\" Jonthankedhim。HemightgetnewsofherfromVal! TheconditionofEngland,thatnightmareofitsPressandPublicmen,wasseenindifferentperspectivewithinthetobacconist’swhichtheynowentered。 \"Yes,sir;preciselythecigaretteIusedtosupplyyourfatherwith。 Blessme!Mr。MontagueDartiewasacustomerherefrom——letmesee—— theyearMeltonwontheDerby。Oneofmyverybestcustomershewas。\"Afaintsmileilluminedthetobacconist’sface。\"Many’sthetiphe’sgivenme,tobesure!Isupposehetookacoupleofhundredoftheseeveryweek,yearin,yearout,andneverchangedhiscigarette。Veryaffablegentleman,broughtmealotofcustom。I wassorryhemetwiththataccident。Onemissesanoldcustomerlikehim。\" Valsmiled。Hisfather’sdeceasehadclosedanaccountwhichhadbeenrunninglonger,probably,thananyother;andinaringofsmokepuffedoutfromthattime—honouredcigaretteheseemedtoseeagainhisfather’sface,dark,good—looking,moustachioed,alittlepuffy,intheonlyhaloithadearned。Hisfatherhadhisfamehere,anyway——amanwhosmokedtwohundredcigarettesaweek,whocouldgivetips,andrunaccountsforever!Tohistobacconistahero! Eventhatwassomedistinctiontoinherit! \"Ipaycash,\"hesaid;\"howmuch?\" \"Tohisson,sir,andcash——tenandsix。IshallneverforgetMr。 MontagueDartie。I’veknownhimstandtalkin’tomehalfanhour。 Wedon’tgetmanylikehimnow,witheverybodyinsuchahurry。TheWarwasbadformanners,sir——itwasbadformanners。Youwereinit,Isee。\" \"No,\"saidVal,tappinghisknee,\"Igotthisinthewarbefore。 Savedmylife,Iexpect。Doyouwantanycigarettes,Jon?\" Ratherashamed,Jonmurmured,\"Idon’tsmoke,youknow,\"andsawthetobacconist’slipstwisted,asifuncertainwhethertosay\"GoodGod!\"or\"Now’syourchance,sir!\" \"That’sright,\"saidVal;\"keepoffitwhileyoucan。You’llwantitwhenyoutakeaknock。Thisisreallythesametobacco,then?\" \"Identical,sir;alittledearer,that’sall。Wonderfulstayingpower——theBritishEmpire,Ialwayssay。\" \"Sendmedownahundredaweektothisaddress,andinvoiceitmonthly。Comeon,Jon。\" JonenteredtheIseeumwithcuriosity。ExcepttolunchnowandthenattheHotch—Potchwithhisfather,hehadneverbeeninaLondonClub。TheIseeum,comfortableandunpretentious,didnotmove,couldnot,solongasGeorgeForsytesatonitsCommittee,wherehisculinaryacumenwasalmostthecontrollingforce。TheClubhadmadeastandagainstthenewlyrich,andithadtakenallGeorgeForsyte’sprestige,andpraiseofhimasa\"goodsportsman,\"tobringinProsperProfond。 Thetwowerelunchingtogetherwhenthehalf—brothers—in—lawenteredthedining—room,andattractedbyGeorge’sforefinger,satdownattheirtable,Valwithhisshrewdeyesandcharmingsmile,Jonwithsolemnlipsandanattractiveshynessinhisglance。Therewasanairofprivilegearoundthatcornertable,asthoughpastmasterswereeatingthere。Jonwasfascinatedbythehypnoticatmosphere。 Thewaiter,leaninthechaps,pervadedwithsuchfree—masonicaldeference。HeseemedtohangonGeorgeForsyte’slips,towatchthegloatinhiseyewithakindofsympathy,tofollowthemovementsoftheheavyclub—markedsilverfondly。HisliveriedarmandconfidentialvoicealarmedJon,theycamesosecretlyoverhisshoulder。 ExceptforGeorge’s\"Yourgrandfathertippedmeonce;hewasadeucedgoodjudgeofacigar!\"neitherhenortheotherpastmastertookanynoticeofhim,andhewasgratefulforthis。Thetalkwasallaboutthebreeding,points,andpricesofhorses,andhelistenedtoitvaguelyatfirst,wonderinghowitwaspossibletoretainsomuchknowledgeinahead。Hecouldnottakehiseyesoffthedarkpastmaster——whathesaidwassodeliberateanddiscouraging——suchheavy,queer,smiled—outwords。Jonwasthinkingofbutterflies,whenheheardhimsay: \"IwanttoseeMr。SoamesForsydetakeaninterestin’orses。\" \"OldSoames!He’stoodryafile!\" WithallhismightJontriednottogrowred,whilethedarkpastmasterwenton。 \"Hisdaughter’sanattractivesmallgirl。Mr。SoamesForsydeisabitold—fashioned。Iwanttoseehimhaveapleasuresomeday。\" GeorgeForsytegrinned。 \"Don’tyouworry;he’snotsomiserableashelooks。He’llnevershowhe’senjoyinganything——theymighttryandtakeitfromhim。 OldSoames!Oncebit,twiceshy!\" \"Well,Jon,\"saidVal,hastily,\"ifyou’vefinished,we’llgoandhavecoffee。\" \"Whowerethose?\"Jonasked,onthestairs。\"Ididn’tquite———\" \"OldGeorgeForsyteisafirstcousinofyourfather’sandofmyUncleSoames。He’salwaysbeenhere。Theotherchap,Profond,isaqueerfish。Ithinkhe’shangingroundSoames’wife,ifyouaskme!\" Jonlookedathim,startled。\"Butthat’sawful,\"hesaid:\"Imean—— forFleur。\" \"Don’tsupposeFleurcaresverymuch;she’sveryup—to—date。\" \"Hermother!\" \"You’reverygreen,Jon。\" Jongrewred。\"Mothers,\"hestammeredangrily,\"aredifferent。\" \"You’reright,\"saidValsuddenly;\"butthingsaren’twhattheywerewhenIwasyourage。There’sa’To—morrowwedie’feeling。That’swhatoldGeorgemeantaboutmyUncleSoames。Hedoesn’tmeantodieto—morrow。\" Jonsaid,quickly:\"What’sthematterbetweenhimandmyfather?\" \"Stablesecret,Jon。Takemyadvice,andbottleup。You’lldonogoodbyknowing。Havealiqueur?\" Jonshookhishead。 \"Ihatethewaypeoplekeepthingsfromone,\"hemuttered,\"andthensneeratoneforbeinggreen。\" \"Well,youcanaskHolly。Ifshewon’ttellyou,you’llbelieveit’sforyourowngood,Isuppose。\" Jongotup。\"Imustgonow;thanksawfullyforthelunch。\" Valsmiledupathimhalf—sorry,andyetamused。Theboylookedsoupset。 \"Allright!SeeyouonFriday。\" \"Idon’tknow,\"murmuredJon。 Andhedidnot。Thisconspiracyofsilencemadehimdesperate。Itwashumiliatingtobetreatedlikeachild!HeretracedhismoodystepstoStrattonStreet。ButhewouldgotoherClubnow,andfindouttheworst!TohisenquirythereplywasthatMissForsytewasnotintheClub。Shemightbeinperhapslater。ShewasofteninonMonday——theycouldnotsay。Jonsaidhewouldcallagain,and,crossingintotheGreenPark,flunghimselfdownunderatree。Thesunwasbright,andabreezeflutteredtheleavesoftheyounglime— treebeneathwhichhelay;buthisheartached。Suchdarknessseemedgatheredroundhishappiness。HeheardBigBenchime\"Three\"abovethetraffic。Thesoundmovedsomethinginhim,and,takingoutapieceofpaper,hebegantoscribbleonitwithapencil。Hehadjottedastanza,andwassearchingthegrassforanotherverse,whensomethinghardtouchedhisshoulder—agreenparasol。ThereabovehimstoodFleur! \"Theytoldmeyou’dbeen,andwerecomingback。SoIthoughtyoumightbeouthere;andyouare——it’sratherwonderful!\" \"Oh,Fleur!Ithoughtyou’dhaveforgottenme。\" \"WhenItoldyouthatIshouldn’t!\" Jonseizedherarm。 \"It’stoomuchluck!Let’sgetawayfromthisside。\"HealmostdraggedheronthroughthattoothoughtfullyregulatedPark,tofindsomecoverwheretheycouldsitandholdeachother’shands。 \"Hasn’tanybodycutin?\"hesaid,gazingroundatherlashes,insuspenseabovehercheeks。 \"Thereisayoungidiot,buthedoesn’tcount。\" Jonfeltatwitchofcompassionforthe—youngidiot。 \"YouknowI’vehadsunstroke;Ididn’ttellyou。\" \"Really!Wasitinteresting?\" \"No。Motherwasanangel。Hasanythinghappenedtoyou?\" \"Nothing。ExceptthatIthinkI’vefoundoutwhat’swrongbetweenourfamilies,Jon。\" Hisheartbeganbeatingveryfast。 \"Ibelievemyfatherwantedtomarryyourmother,andyourfathergotherinstead。\" \"Oh!\" \"Icameonaphotoofher;itwasinaframebehindaphotoofme。 Ofcourse,ifhewasveryfondofher,thatwouldhavemadehimprettymad,wouldn’tit?\" Jonthoughtforaminute。\"Notifshelovedmyfatherbest。\" \"Butsupposetheywereengaged?\" \"Ifwewereengaged,andyoufoundyoulovedsomebodybetter,Imightgocracked,butIshouldn’tgrudgeityou。\" \"Ishould。Youmustn’teverdothatwithme,Jon。 \"MyGod!Notmuch!\" \"Idon’tbelievethathe’severreallycaredformymother。\" Jonwassilent。Val’swords——thetwopastmastersintheClub! \"Yousee,wedon’tknow,\"wentonFleur;\"itmayhavebeenagreatshock。Shemayhavebehavedbadlytohim。Peopledo。\" \"Mymotherwouldn’t。\" Fleurshruggedhershoulders。\"Idon’tthinkweknowmuchaboutourfathersandmothers。Wejustseetheminthelightofthewaytheytreatus;butthey’vetreatedotherpeople,youknow,beforewewereborn—plenty,Iexpect。Yousee,they’rebothold。Lookatyourfather,withthreeseparatefamilies!\" \"Isn’tthereanyplace,\"criedJon,\"inallthisbeastlyLondonwherewecanbealone?\" \"Onlyataxi。\" \"Let’sgetone,then。\" Whentheywereinstalled,Fleuraskedsuddenly:\"AreyougoingbacktoRobinHill?Ishouldliketoseewhereyoulive,Jon。I’mstayingwithmyauntforthenight,butIcouldgetbackintimefordinner。Iwouldn’tcometothehouse,ofcourse。\" Jongazedatherenraptured。 \"Splendid!Icanshowityoufromthecopse,weshan’tmeetanybody。 There’satrainatfour。\" ThegodofpropertyandhisForsytesgreatandsmall,leisured,official,commercial,orprofessional,liketheworkingclasses,stillworkedtheirsevenhoursaday,sothatthosetwoofthefourthgenerationtravelleddowntoRobinHillinanemptyfirst—classcarriage,dustyandsun—warmed,ofthattooearlytrain。Theytravelledinblissfulsilence,holdingeachother’shands。 Atthestationtheysawnooneexceptporters,andavillagerortwounknowntoJon,andwalkedoutupthelane,whichsmelledofdustandhoneysuckle。 ForJon——sureofhernow,andwithoutseparationbeforehim——itwasamiraculousdawdle,morewonderfulthanthoseontheDowns,oralongtheriverThames。Itwaslove—in—a—mist——oneofthoseilluminedpagesofLife,whereeverywordandsmile,andeverylighttouchtheygaveeachotherwereaslittlegoldandredandbluebutterfliesandflowersandbirdsscrolledinamongthetext——ahappycommuning,withoutafterthought,whichlastedthirty—sevenminutes。Theyreachedthecoppiceatthemilkinghour。Jonwouldnottakeherasfarasthefarmyard;onlytowhereshecouldseethefieldleadinguptothegardens,andthehousebeyond。Theyturnedinamongthelarches,andsuddenly,atthewindingofthepath,cameonIrene,sittingonanoldlogseat。 Therearevariouskindsofshocks:tothevertebrae;tothenerves; tomoralsensibility;and,morepotentandpermanent,topersonaldignity。ThislastwastheshockJonreceived,comingthusonhismother。Hebecamesuddenlyconsciousthathewasdoinganindelicatething。TohavebroughtFleurdownopenly——yes!Buttosneakherinlikethis!Consumedwithshame,heputonafrontasbrazenashisnaturewouldpermit。