第14章

类别:其他 作者:John Galsworthy字数:9865更新时间:18/12/18 13:40:14
Theremarkwassosingularlyatvariancewithallshehadledhimtoexpectfromher,thatStrumolowskistretchedouthishandandtookacigarette。 \"Englandneverwantsanidealist,\"hesaid。 ButinJunesomethingprimitivelyEnglishwasthoroughlyupset;oldJolyon’ssenseofjusticehadrisen,asitwere,frombed。\"Youcomeandspongeonus,\"shesaid,\"andthenabuseus。Ifyouthinkthat’splayingthegame,Idon’t。\" Shenowdiscoveredthatwhichothershaddiscoveredbeforeher——thethicknessofhidebeneathwhichthesensibilityofgeniusissometimesveiled。Strumolowski’syoungandingenuousfacebecametheincarnationofasneer。 \"Sponge,onedoesnotsponge,onetakeswhatisowing——atenthpartofwhatisowing。Youwillrepenttosaythat,MissForsyte。\" \"Oh,no,\"saidJune,\"Ishan’t。\" \"Ah!Weknowverywell,weartists——youtakeustogetwhatyoucanoutofus。Iwantnothingfromyou\"——andheblewoutacloudofJune’ssmoke。 Decisionroseinanicypufffromtheturmoilofinsultedshamewithinher。\"Verywell,then,youcantakeyourthingsaway。\" And,almostinthesamemoment,shethought:’Poorboy!He’sonlygotagarret,andprobablynotataxifare。Infrontofthesepeople,too;it’spositivelydisgusting!’ YoungStrumolowskishookhisheadviolently;hishair,thick,smooth,closeasagoldenplate,didnotfalloff。 \"Icanliveonnothing,\"hesaidshrilly;\"IhaveoftenhadtoforthesakeofmyArt。Itisyoubourgeoiswhoforceustospendmoney。\" ThewordshitJunelikeapebble,intheribs。AfterallshehaddoneforArt,allheridentificationwithitstroublesandlameducks。Shewasstrugglingforadequatewordswhenthedoorwasopened,andherAustrianmurmured: \"Ayounglady,gnadigesFraulein。\" \"Where?\" \"Inthelittlemeal—room。\" WithaglanceatBorisStrumolowski,atHannahHobdey,atJimmyPortugal,Junesaidnothing,andwentout,devoidofequanimity。 Enteringthe\"littlemeal—room,\"sheperceivedtheyoungladytobeFleur——lookingverypretty,ifpale。AtthisdisenchantedmomentalittlelameduckofherownbreedwaswelcometoJune,sohomoeopathicbyinstinct。 Thegirlmusthavecome,ofcourse,becauseofJon;or,ifnot,atleasttogetsomethingoutofher。AndJunefeltjustthenthattoassistsomebodywastheonlybearablething。 \"Soyou’verememberedtocome,\"shesaid。 \"Yes。Whatajollylittleduckofahouse!Butpleasedon’tletmebotheryou,ifyou’vegotpeople。\" \"Notatall,\"saidJune。\"Iwanttoletthemstewintheirownjuiceforabit。HaveyoucomeaboutJon?\" \"Yousaidyouthoughtweoughttobetold。Well,I’vefoundout。\" \"Oh!\"saidJuneblankly。\"Notnice,isit?\" TheywerestandingoneoneachsideofthelittlebaretableatwhichJunetookhermeals。AvaseonitwasfullofIcelandpoppies;thegirlraisedherhandandtouchedthemwithaglovedfinger。Tohernew—fangleddress,frillyaboutthehipsandtightbelowtheknees,Junetookasuddenliking——acharmingcolour,flax—blue。 ’Shemakesapicture,’thoughtJune。Herlittleroom,withitswhitewashedwalls,itsfloorandhearthofoldpinkbrick,itsblackpaint,andlatticedwindowathwartwhichthelastofthesunlightwasshining,hadneverlookedsocharming,setoffbythisyoungfigure,withthecreamy,slightlyfrowningface。SherememberedwithsuddenvividnesshownicesheherselfhadlookedinthoseolddayswhenherheartwassetonPhilipBosinney,thatdeadlover,whohadbrokenfromhertodestroyforeverIrene’sallegiancetothisgirl’sfather。DidFleurknowofthat,too? \"Well,\"shesaid,\"whatareyougoingtodo?\" ItwassomesecondsbeforeFleuranswered。 \"Idon’twantJontosuffer。Imustseehimoncemoretoputanendtoit。\" \"You’regoingtoputanendtoit!\" \"Whatelseistheretodo?\" ThegirlseemedtoJune,suddenly,intolerablyspiritless。 \"Isupposeyou’reright,\"shemuttered。\"Iknowmyfatherthinksso; but——Ishouldneverhavedoneitmyself。Ican’ttakethingslyingdown。\" Howpoisedandwatchfulthatgirllooked;howunemotionalhervoicesounded! \"PeoplewillassumethatI’minlove。\" \"Well,aren’tyou?\" Fleurshruggedhershoulders。’Imighthaveknownit,’thoughtJune; ’she’sSoames’daughter——fish!Andyet——he!’ \"Whatdoyouwantmetodothen?\"shesaidwithasortofdisgust。 \"CouldIseeJonhereto—morrowonhiswaydowntoHolly’s?He’dcomeifyousenthimalineto—night。Andperhapsafterwardyou’dletthemknowquietlyatRobinHillthatit’sallover,andthattheyneedn’ttellJonabouthismother。\" \"Allright!\"saidJuneabruptly。\"I’llwritenow,andyoucanpostit。Half—pasttwotomorrow。Ishan’tbein,myself。\" Shesatdownatthetinybureauwhichfilledonecorner。WhenshelookedroundwiththefinishednoteFleurwasstilltouchingthepoppieswithherglovedfinger。 Junelickedastamp。\"Well,hereitis。Ifyou’renotinlove,ofcourse,there’snomoretobesaid。Jon’slucky。\" Fleurtookthenote。\"Thanksawfully!\" ’Cold—bloodedlittlebaggage!’thoughtJune。Jon,sonofherfather,tolove,andnottobelovedbythedaughterof——Soames!Itwashumiliating! \"Isthatall?\" Fleurnodded;herfrillsshookandtrembledassheswayedtowardthedoor。 \"Good—bye!\" \"Good—bye!……Littlepieceoffashion!\"mutteredJune,closingthedoor。\"Thatfamily!\"Andshemarchedbacktowardherstudio。BorisStrumolowskihadregainedhisChrist—likesilenceandJimmyPortugalwasdamningeverybody,exceptthegroupinwhosebehalfherantheNeo—Artist。AmongthecondemnedwereEricCobbley,andseveralother\"lame—duck\"geniiwhoatonetimeoranotherhadheldfirstplaceintherepertoireofJune’saidandadoration。Sheexperiencedasenseoffutilityanddisgust,andwenttothewindowtolettheriver—windblowthosesqueakywordsaway。 ButwhenatlengthJimmyPortugalhadfinished,andgonewithHannahHobdey,shesatdownandmotheredyoungStrumolowskiforhalfanhour,promisinghimamonth,atleast,oftheAmericanstream;sothathewentawaywithhishaloinperfectorder。’Inspiteofall,’ Junethought,’Borisiswonderful’ VIII THEBITBETWEENTHETEETH Toknowthatyourhandisagainsteveryone’sis——forsomenatures—— toexperienceasenseofmoralrelease。FleurfeltnoremorsewhensheleftJune’shouse。Readingcondemnatoryresentmentinherlittlekinswoman’sblueeyes—shewasgladthatshehadfooledher,despisingJunebecausethatelderlyidealisthadnotseenwhatshewasafter。 Endit,forsooth!Shewouldsoonshowthemallthatshewasonlyjustbeginning。AndshesmiledtoherselfonthetopofthebuswhichcarriedherbacktoMayfair。Butthesmiledied,squeezedoutbyspasmsofanticipationandanxiety。WouldshebeabletomanageJon?Shehadtakenthebitbetweenherteeth,butcouldshemakehimtakeittoo?Sheknewthetruthandtherealdangerofdelay——heknewneither;thereinlayallthedifferenceintheworld。 ’SupposeItellhim,’shethought;’wouldn’titreallybesafer?’ Thishideousluckhadnorighttospoiltheirlove;hemustseethat! Theycouldnotletit!Peoplealwaysacceptedanaccomplishedfactintime!Fromthatpieceofphilosophy——profoundenoughatherage—— shepassedtoanotherconsiderationlessphilosophic。IfshepersuadedJontoaquickandsecretmarriage,andhefoundoutafterwardthatshehadknownthetruth。Whatthen?Jonhatedsubterfuge。Again,then,woulditnotbebettertotellhim?Butthememoryofhismother’sfacekeptintrudingonthatimpulse。 Fleurwasafraid。Hismotherhadpoweroverhim;morepowerperhapsthansheherself。Whocouldtell?Itwastoogreatarisk。Deep— sunkintheseinstinctivecalculationsshewascarriedonpastGreenStreetasfarastheRitzHotel。Shegotdownthere,andwalkedbackontheGreenParkside。Thestormhadwashedeverytree;theystilldripped。Heavydropsfellontoherfrills,andtoavoidthemshecrossedoverundertheeyesoftheIseeumClub。ChancingtolookupshesawMonsieurProfondwithatallstoutmaninthebaywindow。 TurningintoGreenStreetsheheardhernamecalled,andsaw\"thatprowler\"comingup。Hetookoffhishat——aglossy\"bowler\"suchassheparticularlydetested。 \"Goodevenin’!MissForsyde。Isn’tthereasmallthingIcandoforyou?\" \"Yes,passbyontheotherside。\" \"Isay!Whydoyoudislikeme?\" \"DoI?\" \"Itlookslikeit。\" \"Well,then,becauseyoumakemefeellifeisn’tworthliving。\" MonsieurProfondsmiled。 \"Lookhere,MissForsyde,don’tworry。It’llbeallright。Nothinglasts。\" \"Thingsdolast,\"criedFleur;\"withmeanyhow——especiallylikesanddislikes。\" \"Well,thatmakesmeabitun’appy。\" \"Ishouldhavethoughtnothingcouldevermakeyouhappyorunhappy。\" \"Idon’tliketoannoyotherpeople。I’mgoin’onmyyacht。\" Fleurlookedathim,startled。 \"Where?\" \"SmallvoyagetotheSouthSeasorsomewhere,\"saidMonsieurProfond。 Fleursufferedreliefandasenseofinsult。Clearlyhemeanttoconveythathewasbreakingwithhermother。Howdaredhehaveanythingtobreak,andyethowdaredhebreakit? \"Good—night,MissForsyde!RemembermetoMrs。Dartie。I’mnotsobadreally。Good—night!\"Fleurlefthimstandingtherewithhishatraised。Stealingalookround,shesawhimstroll——immaculateandheavy——backtowardhisClub。 ’Hecan’tevenlovewithconviction,’shethought。’WhatwillMotherdo?’ Herdreamsthatnightwereendlessanduneasy;sheroseheavyandunrested,andwentatoncetothestudyofWhitaker’sAlmanac。A Forsyteisinstinctivelyawarethatfactsaretherealcruxofanysituation。ShemightconquerJon’sprejudice,butwithoutexactmachinerytocompletetheirdesperateresolve,nothingwouldhappen。 >Fromtheinvaluabletomeshelearnedthattheymusteachbetwenty— one;orsomeone’sconsentwouldbenecessary,whichofcoursewasunobtainable;thenshebecamelostindirectionsconcerninglicenses,certificates,notices,districts,comingfinallytotheword\"perjury。\"Butthatwasnonsense!Whowouldreallymindtheirgivingwrongagesinordertobemarriedforlove!Sheatehardlyanybreakfast,andwentbacktoWhitaker。Themoreshestudiedthelesssureshebecame;till,idlyturningthepages,shecametoScotland。Peoplecouldbemarriedtherewithoutanyofthisnonsense。Shehadonlytogoandstaytheretwenty—onedays,thenJoncouldcome,andinfrontoftwopeopletheycoulddeclarethemselvesmarried。Andwhatwasmore——theywouldbe!Itwasfarthebestway;andatoncesheranoverherschoolfellows。TherewasMaryLambewholivedinEdinburghandwas\"quiteasport!\" Shehadabrothertoo。ShecouldstaywithMaryLambe,whowithherbrotherwouldserveforwitnesses。Shewellknewthatsomegirlswouldthinkallthisunnecessary,andthatallsheandJonneeddowastogoawaytogetherforaweekendandthensaytotheirpeople: \"WearemarriedbyNature,wemustnowbemarriedbyLaw。\"ButFleurwasForsyteenoughtofeelsuchaproceedingdubious,andtodreadherfather’sfacewhenheheardofit。Besides,shedidnotbelievethatJonwoulddoit;hehadanopinionofhersuchasshecouldnotbeartodiminish。No!MaryLambewaspreferable,anditwasjustthetimeofyeartogotoScotland。Moreateasenowshepacked,avoidedheraunt,andtookabustoChiswick。Shewastooearly,andwentontoKewGardens。Shefoundnopeaceamongitsflower—beds,labelledtrees,andbroadgreenspaces,andhavinglunchedoffanchovy—pastesandwichesandcoffee,returnedtoChiswickandrangJune’sbell。TheAustrianadmittedhertothe\"littlemeal—room。\" NowthatsheknewwhatsheandJonwereupagainst,herlongingforhimhadincreasedtenfold,asifhewereatoywithsharpedgesordangerouspaintsuchastheyhadtriedtotakefromherasachild。 Ifshecouldnothaveherway,andgetJonforgoodandall,shefeltlikedyingofprivation。Byhookorcrookshemustandwouldgethim!Arounddimmirrorofveryoldglasshungoverthepinkbrickhearth。Shestoodlookingatherselfreflectedinit,pale,andratherdarkundertheeyes;littleshudderskeptpassingthroughhernerves。Thensheheardthebellring,and,stealingtothewindow,sawhimstandingonthedoorstepsmoothinghishairandlips,asifhetooweretryingtosubduetheflutteringofhisnerves。 Shewassittingononeofthetworush—seatedchairs,withherbacktothedoor,whenhecamein,andshesaidatonce\"Sitdown,Jon,Iwanttotalkseriously。\" Jonsatonthetablebyherside,andwithoutlookingathimshewenton: \"Ifyoudon’twanttoloseme,wemustgetmarried。\" Jongasped。 \"Why?Isthereanythingnew?\" \"No,butIfeltitatRobinHill,andamongmypeople。\" \"But——\"stammeredJon,\"atRobinHill——itwasallsmooth——andthey’vesaidnothingtome。\" \"Buttheymeantostopus。Yourmother’sfacewasenough。Andmyfather’s。\" \"Haveyouseenhimsince?\" Fleurnodded。Whatmatteredafewsupplementarylies? \"But,\"saidJoneagerly,\"Ican’tseehowtheycanfeellikethatafteralltheseyears。\" Fleurlookedupathim。 \"Perhapsyoudon’tlovemeenough。\" \"Notloveyouenough!Why——!\" \"Thenmakesureofme。\" \"Withouttellingthem?\" \"Nottillafter。\" Jonwassilent。Howmucholderhelookedthanonthatday,barelytwomonthsago,whenshefirstsawhim——quitetwoyearsolder! \"ItwouldhurtMotherawfully,\"hesaid。 Fleurdrewherhandaway。 \"You’vegottochoose。\" Jonslidoffthetableontohisknees。 \"Butwhynottellthem?Theycan’treallystopus,Fleur!\" \"Theycan!Itellyou,theycan。\" \"How?\" \"We’reutterlydependent——byputtingmoneypressure,andallsortsofotherpressure。I’mnotpatient,Jon。\" \"Butit’sdeceivingthem。\" Fleurgotup。 \"Youcan’treallyloveme,oryouwouldn’thesitate。’Heeitherfearshisfatetoomuch!’\" Liftinghishandstoherwaist,Jonforcedhertositdownagain。 Shehurriedon: \"I’veplanneditallout。We’veonlytogotoScotland。Whenwe’remarriedthey’llsooncomeround。Peoplealwayscomeroundtofacts。 Don’tyousee,Jon?\" \"Buttohurtthemsoawfully!\" Sohewouldratherhurtherthanthosepeopleofhis!\"Allright,then;letmego!\" Jongotupandputhisbackagainstthedoor。 \"Iexpectyou’reright,\"hesaidslowly;\"butIwanttothinkitover。\" Shecouldseethathewasseethingwithfeelingshewantedtoexpress;butshedidnotmeantohelphim。Shehatedherselfatthismomentandalmosthatedhim。Whyhadshetodoalltheworktosecuretheirlove?Itwasn’tfair。Andthenshesawhiseyes,adoringanddistressed。 \"Don’tlooklikethat!Ionlydon’twanttoloseyou,Jon。\" \"Youcan’tlosemesolongasyouwantme。\" \"Oh,yes,Ican。\" Jonputhishandsonhershoulders。 \"Fleur,doyouknowanythingyouhaven’ttoldme?\" Itwasthepoint—blankquestionshehaddreaded。Shelookedstraightathim,andanswered:\"No。\"Shehadburntherboats;butwhatdiditmatter,ifshegothim?Hewouldforgiveher。Andthrowingherarmsroundhisneck,shekissedhimonthelips。Shewaswinning!Shefeltitinthebeatingofhisheartagainsther,intheclosingofhiseyes。\"Iwanttomakesure!Iwanttomakesure!\"shewhispered。\"Promise!\" Jondidnotanswer。Hisfacehadthestillnessofextremetrouble。 Atlasthesaid: \"It’slikehittingthem。Imustthinkalittle,Fleur。Ireallymust。\" Fleurslippedoutofhisarms。 \"Oh!Verywell!\"Andsuddenlysheburstintotearsofdisappointment,shame,andoverstrain。Followedfiveminutesofacutemisery。Jon’sremorseandtendernessknewnobounds;buthedidnotpromise。 Despiteherwilltocry,\"Verywell,then,ifyoudon’tlovemeenough—goodbye!\"shedarednot。Frombirthaccustomedtoherownway,thischeckfromonesoyoung,sotender,sodevoted,baffledandsurprisedher。Shewantedtopushhimawayfromher,totrywhatangerandcoldnesswoulddo,andagainshedarednot。Theknowledgethatshewasschemingtorushhimblindfoldintotheirrevocableweakenedeverything——weakenedthesincerityofpique,andthesincerityofpassion;evenherkisseshadnotthelureshewishedforthem。Thatstormylittlemeetingendedinconclusively。 \"Willyousometea,gnadigesFraulein?\" PushingJonfromher,shecriedout: \"No—no,thankyou!I’mjustgoing。\" Andbeforehecouldpreventhershewasgone。 Shewentstealthily,moppinghergushed,stainedcheeks,frightened,angry,verymiserable。ShehadstirredJonupsofearfully,yetnothingdefinitewaspromisedorarranged!Butthemoreuncertainandhazardousthefuture,themore\"thewilltohave\"workeditstentaclesintothefleshofherheart——likesomeburrowingtick! NoonewasatGreenStreet。WinifredhadgonewithImogentoseeaplaywhichsomesaidwasallegorical,andothers\"veryexciting,don’tyouknow。\"ItwasbecauseofwhatotherssaidthatWinifredandImogenhadgone。FleurwentontoPaddington。Throughthecarriagetheairfromthebrick—kilnsofWestDraytonandthelatehayfieldsfannedherstillgushedcheeks。Flowershadseemedtobehadforthepicking;nowtheywereallthornedandprickled。Butthegoldenflowerwithinthecrownofspikesseemedtohertenaciousspiritallthefairerandmoredesirable。 IX THEFATINTHEFIRE OnreachinghomeFleurfoundanatmospheresopeculiarthatitpenetratedeventheperplexedauraofherownprivatelife。Hermotherwasinaccessiblyentrenchedinabrownstudy;herfathercontemplatingfateinthevinery。Neitherofthemhadawordtothrowtoadog。’Isitbecauseofme?’thoughtFleur。’OrbecauseofProfond?’Tohermothershesaid: \"What’sthematterwithFather?\" Hermotheransweredwithashrugofhershoulders。 Toherfather: \"What’sthematterwithMother?\" Herfatheranswered: \"Matter?Whatshouldbethematter?\"andgaveherasharplook。 \"Bytheway,\"murmuredFleur,\"MonsieurProfondisgoinga’small’ voyageonhisyacht,totheSouthSeas。\" Soamesexaminedabranchonwhichnograpesweregrowing。 \"Thisvine’safailure,\"hesaid。\"I’vehadyoungMonthere。Heaskedmesomethingaboutyou。\" \"Oh!Howdoyoulikehim,Father?\" \"He——he’saproduct——likealltheseyoungpeople。\" \"Whatwereyouathisage,dear?\" Soamessmiledgrimly。 \"Wewenttowork,anddidn’tplayabout——flyingandmotoring,andmakinglove。\" \"Didn’tyouevermakelove?\" Sheavoidedlookingathimwhileshesaidthat,butshesawhimwellenough。Hispalefacehadreddened,hiseyebrows,wheredarknesswasstillmingledwiththegrey,hadcomeclosetogether。 \"Ihadnotimeorinclinationtophilander。\" \"Perhapsyouhadagrandpassion。\" Soameslookedatherintently。 \"Yes——ifyouwanttoknow——andmuchgooditdidme。\"Hemovedaway,alongbythehot—waterpipes。Fleurtiptoedsilentlyafterhim。 \"Tellmeaboutit,Father!\" Soamesbecameverystill。 \"Whatshouldyouwanttoknowaboutsuchthings,atyourage?\" \"Isshealive?\" Henodded。 \"Andmarried?\"Yes。\" \"It’sJonForsyte’smother,isn’tit?Andshewasyourwifefirst。\" Itwassaidinaflashofintuition。Surelyhisoppositioncamefromhisanxietythatsheshouldnotknowofthatoldwoundtohispride。 Butshewasstartled。Toseesomeonesooldandcalmwinceasifstruck,tohearsosharpanoteofpaininhisvoice! \"Whotoldyouthat?Ifyouraunt!Ican’tbeartheaffairtalkedof。\" \"But,darling,\"saidFleur,softly,\"it’ssolongago。\" \"Longagoornot,I……\" Fleurstoodstrokinghisarm。 \"I’vetriedtoforget,\"hesaidsuddenly;\"Idon’twishtobereminded。\"Andthen,asifventingsomelongandsecretirritation,headded:\"Inthesedayspeopledon’tunderstand。Grandpassion,indeed!Nooneknowswhatitis。\" \"Ido,\"saidFleur,almostinawhisper。 Soames,whohadturnedhisbackonher,spunround。 \"Whatareyoutalkingof——achildlikeyou!\" \"PerhapsI’veinheritedit,Father。\" \"What?\" \"Forherson,yousee。\" Hewaspaleasasheet,andsheknewthatshewasasbad。Theystoodstaringateachotherinthesteamyheat,redolentofthemushyscentofearth,ofpottedgeranium,andofvinescomingalongfast。 \"Thisiscrazy,\"saidSoamesatlast,betweendrylips。 Scarcelymovingherown,shemurmured: \"Don’tbeangry,Father。Ican’thelpit。\" Butshecouldseehewasn’tangry;onlyscared,deeplyscared。 \"Ithoughtthatfoolishness,\"hestammered,\"wasallforgotten。\" \"Oh,no!It’stentimeswhatitwas。\" Soameskickedatthehot—waterpipe。Thehaplessmovementtouchedher,whohadnofearofherfather——none。 \"Dearest!\"shesaid。\"Whatmustbe,must,youknow。\" \"Must!\"repeatedSoames。\"Youdon’tknowwhatyou’retalkingof。 Hasthatboybeentold?\" Thebloodrushedintohercheeks。 \"Notyet。\" Hehadturnedfromheragain,and,withoneshoulderalittleraised,stoodstaringfixedlyatajointinthepipes。 \"It’smostdistastefultome,\"hesaidsuddenly;\"nothingcouldbemoreso。Sonofthatfellow!It’s——it’s——perverse!\" Shehadnoted,almostunconsciously,thathedidnotsay\"sonofthatwoman,\"andagainherintuitionbeganworking。 Didtheghostofthatgrandpassionlingerinsomecornerofhisheart? Sheslippedherhandunderhisarm。 \"Jon’sfatherisquiteillandold;Isawhim。\" \"You——?\" \"Yes,IwenttherewithJon;Isawthemboth。\" \"Well,andwhatdidtheysaytoyou?\" \"Nothing。Theywereverypolite。\" \"Theywouldbe。\"Heresumedhiscontemplationofthepipe—joint,andthensaidsuddenly: \"Imustthinkthisover——I’llspeaktoyouagainto—night。\" Sheknewthiswasfinalforthemoment,andstoleaway,leavinghimstilllookingatthepipe—joint。Shewanderedintothefruit—garden,amongtheraspberryandcurrantbushes,withoutimpetustopickandeat。Twomonthsago——shewaslight—hearted!Eventwodaysago—— light—hearted,beforeProsperProfondtoldher。Nowshefelttangledinaweb—ofpassions,vestedrights,oppressionsandrevolts,thetiesofloveandhate。Atthisdarkmomentofdiscouragementthereseemed,eventoherhold—fastnature,nowayout。Howdealwithit—— howswayandbendthingstoherwill,andgetherheart’sdesire? And,suddenly,roundthecornerofthehighboxhedge,shecameplumponhermother,walkingswiftly,withanopenletterinherhand。Herbosomwasheaving,hereyesdilated,hercheeksflushed。InstantlyFleurthought:’Theyacht!PoorMother!’ Annettegaveherawidestartledlook,andsaid: \"J’ailamigraine。\" \"I’mawfullysorry,Mother。\" \"Oh,yes!youandyourfather——sorry!\" \"But,Mother——Iam。Iknowwhatitfeelslike。\" Annette’sstartledeyesgrewwide,tillthewhitesshowedabovethem。 \"Poorinnocent!\"shesaid。 Hermother——soself—possessed,andcommonsensical——tolookandspeaklikethis!Itwasallfrightening!Herfather,hermother,herself! Andonlytwomonthsbacktheyhadseemedtohaveeverythingtheywantedinthisworld。 Annettecrumpledtheletterinherhand。Fleurknewthatshemustignorethesight。 \"Can’tIdoanythingforyourhead,Mother?\" Annetteshookthatheadandwalkedon,swayingherhips。 ’It’scruel,’thoughtFleur,’andIwasglad!Thatman!Whatdomencomeprowlingfor,disturbingeverything!Isupposehe’stiredofher。Whatbusinesshashetobetiredofmymother?Whatbusiness!’ Andatthatthought,sonaturalandsopeculiar,sheutteredalittlechokedlaugh。 Sheought,ofcourse,tobedelighted,butwhatwastheretobedelightedat?Herfatherdidn’treallycare!Hermotherdid,perhaps?Sheenteredtheorchard,andsatdownunderacherry—tree。