\"Youhavecome,monsieur,frommyfriendMongenod?\"hesaid。
\"Yes,\"repliedErnest,growingtimidwhenhesawbeforehimafaceassombreasOthello’s。\"MynameisErnestdeLaBriere,relatedtothefamilyofthelatecabinetminister,andhisprivatesecretaryduringhistermofoffice。Onhisdismissal,hisExcellencyputmeintheCourtofClaims,towhichIamlegalcounsel,andwhereImaypossiblysucceedaschief——\"
\"AndhowdoesallthisconcernMademoiselledeLaBastie?\"askedthecount。
\"Monsieur,Iloveher;andIhavetheunhoped—forhappinessofbeinglovedbyher。Hearme,monsieur,\"criedErnest,checkingaviolentmovementonthepartoftheangryfather。\"Ihavethestrangestconfessiontomaketoyou,ashamefuloneforamanofhonor;buttheworstpunishmentofmyconduct,naturalenoughinitself,isnotthetellingofittoyou;no,Ifearthedaughterevenmorethanthefather。\"
Ernestthenrelatedsimply,andwiththenoblenessthatcomesofsincerity,allthefactsofhislittledrama,notomittingthetwentyormoreletters,whichhehadbroughtwithhim,northeinterviewwhichhehadjusthadwithCanalis。WhenMonsieurMignonhadfinishedreadingtheletters,theunfortunatelover,paleandsuppliant,actuallytrembledunderthefieryglanceoftheProvencal。
\"Monsieur,\"saidthelatter,\"inthiswholematterthereisbutoneerror,butthatiscardinal。Mydaughterwillnothavesixmillions;
attheutmost,shewillhaveamarriageportionoftwohundredthousandfrancs,andverydoubtfulexpectations。\"
\"Ah,monsieur!\"criedErnest,risingandgraspingMonsieurMignon’shand;\"youtakealoadfrommybreast。Nothingcannowhindermyhappiness。Ihavefriends,influence;IshallcertainlybechiefoftheCourtofClaims。HadMademoiselleMignonnomorethantenthousandfrancs,ifIhadeventomakeasettlementonher,sheshouldstillbemywife;andtomakeherhappyasyou,monsieur,havemadeyourwifehappy,tobetoyouarealson(forIhavenofather),arethedeepestdesiresofmyheart。\"
CharlesMignonsteppedbackthreepacesandfixeduponLaBrierealookwhichenteredtheeyesoftheyoungmanasadaggerentersitssheath;hestoodsilentamoment,recognizingtheabsolutecandor,thepuretruthfulnessofthatopennatureinthelightoftheyoungman’sinspiredeyes。\"Isfateatlastwearyofpursuingme?\"heaskedhimself。\"AmItofindinthisyoungmanthepearlofsons—in—law?\"Hewalkedupanddowntheroominstrongagitation。
\"Monsieur,\"hesaidatlast,\"youareboundtosubmitwhollytothejudgmentwhichyouhavecomeheretoseek,otherwiseyouarenowplayingafarce。\"
\"Oh,monsieur!\"
\"Listentome,\"saidthefather,nailingLaBrierewherehestoodwithaglance。\"Ishallbeneitherharsh,norhard,norunjust。Youshallhavetheadvantagesandthedisadvantagesofthefalsepositioninwhichyouhaveplacedyourself。Mydaughterbelievesthatshelovesoneofthegreatpoetsoftheday,whosefameisreallythatwhichhasattractedher。Well,I,herfather,intendtogivehertheopportunitytochoosebetweenthecelebritywhichhasbeenabeacontoher,andthepoorrealitywhichtheironyoffatehasflungatherfeet。OughtshenottochoosebetweenCanalisandyourself?IrelyuponyourhonornottorepeatwhatIhavetoldyouastothestateofmyaffairs。Youmayeachcome,ImeanyouandyourfriendtheBarondeCanalis,toHavreforthelasttwoweeksofOctober。Myhousewillbeopentobothofyou,andmydaughtermusthaveanopportunitytostudyyou。Youmustyourselfbringyourrival,andnotdisabusehimastothefoolishtaleshewillhearaboutthewealthoftheComtedeLaBastie。IgotoHavreto—morrow,andIshallexpectyouthreedayslater。Adieu,monsieur。\"
PoorLaBrierewentbacktoCanaliswithadraggingstep。Thepoet,meantime,lefttohimself,hadgivenwaytoacurrentofthoughtoutofwhichhadcomethatsecondaryimpulsewhichMonsieurdeTalleyrandvaluedsomuch。Thefirstimpulseisthevoiceofnature,thesecondthatofsociety。
\"Agirlworthsixmillions,\"hethoughttohimself,\"andmyeyeswerenotabletoseethatgoldshininginthedarkness!WithsuchafortuneIcouldbepeerofFrance,count,marquis,ambassador。I’verepliedtomiddle—classwomenandsillywomen,andcraftycreatureswhowantedautographs;I’vetiredmyselftodeathwithmasked—ballintrigues,——attheverymomentwhenGodwassendingmeasoulofprice,anangelwithgoldenwings!Bah!I’llmakeapoemonit,andperhapsthechancewillcomeagain。Heavens!theluckofthatlittleLaBriere,——struttingaboutinmylustre——plagiarism!I’mthecastandhe’stobethestatue,ishe?ItistheoldfableofBertrandandRaton。Sixmillions,abeauty,aMignondeLaBastie,anaristocraticdivinitylovingpoetryandthepoet!AndI,whoshowedmymuscleasmanoftheworld,whodidthoseAlcideexercisestosilencebymoralforcethechampionofphysicalforce,thatoldsoldierwithaheart,thatfriendofthisveryyounggirl,whomhe’llnowgoandtellthatIhaveaheartofiron!——I,toplayNapoleonwhenIoughttohavebeenseraphic!Goodheavens!True,Ishallhavemyfriend。Friendshipisabeautifulthing。Ihavekepthim,butatwhataprice!Sixmillions,that’sthecostofit;wecan’thavemanyfriendsifwepayallthatforthem。\"
LaBriereenteredtheroomasCanalisreachedthispointinhismeditations。Hewasgloompersonified。
\"Well,what’sthematter?\"saidCanalis。
\"ThefatherexactsthathisdaughtershallchoosebetweenthetwoCanalis——\"
\"Poorboy!\"criedthepoet,laughing,\"he’sacleverfellow,thatfather。\"
\"IhavepledgedmyhonorthatIwilltakeyoutoHavre,\"saidLaBriere,piteously。
\"Mydearfellow,\"saidCanalis,\"ifitisaquestionofyourhonoryoumaycountonme。I’llaskforleaveofabsenceforamonth。\"
\"Modesteissobeautiful!\"exclaimedLaBriere,inadespairingtone。
\"Youwillcrushmeoutofsight。Iwonderedallalongthatfateshouldbesokindtome;Iknewitwasallamistake。\"
\"Bah!wewillseeaboutthat,\"saidCanaliswithinhumangaiety。
Thatevening,afterdinner,CharlesMignonandDumay,wereflying,byvirtueofthreefrancstoeachpostilion,fromParistoHavre。Thefatherhadeasedthewatch—dog’smindastoModesteandherloveaffairs;theguardwasrelieved,andButscha’sinnocenceestablished。
\"Itisallforthebest,myoldDumay,\"saidthecount,whohadbeenmakingcertaininquiriesofMongenodrespectingCanalisandLaBriere。
\"Wearegoingtohavetwoactorsforonepart!\"hecriedgaily。
Nevertheless,herequestedhisoldcomradetobeabsolutelysilentaboutthecomedywhichwasnowtobeplayedattheChalet,——acomedyitmightbe,butalsoagentlepunishment,or,ifyoupreferit,alessongivenbythefathertothedaughter。
ThetwofriendskeptupalongconversationallthewayfromParistoHavre,whichputthecolonelinpossessionofthefactsrelatingtohisfamilyduringthepastfouryears,andinformingDumaythatDesplein,thegreatsurgeon,wascomingtoHavreattheendofthepresentmonthtoexaminethecataractonMadameMignon’seyes,anddecideifitwerepossibletorestorehersight。
Afewmomentsbeforethebreakfast—hourattheChalet,theclackingofapostilion’swhipapprisedthefamilythatthetwosoldierswerearriving;onlyafather’sjoyatreturningafterlongabsencecouldbeheraldedwithsuchclatter,anditbroughtallthewomentothegardengate。Thereismanyafatherandmanyachild——perhapsmorefathersthanchildren——whowillunderstandthedelightsofsuchanarrival,andthathappyfactshowsthatliteraturehasnoneedtodepictit。
Perhapsallgentleandtenderemotionsarebeyondtherangeofliterature。
Notawordthatcouldtroublethepeaceofthefamilywasutteredonthisjoyfulday。Trucewastacitlyestablishedbetweenfather,mother,andchildastotheso—calledmysteriouslovewhichhadpaledModeste’scheeks,——forthiswasthefirstdayshehadleftherbedsinceDumay’sdepartureforParis。Thecolonel,withthecharmingdelicacyofatruesoldier,neverlefthiswife’ssidenorreleasedherhand;buthewatchedModestewithdelight,andwasneverwearyofnotingherrefined,elegant,andpoeticbeauty。Isitnotbysuchseemingtriflesthatwerecognizeamanoffeeling?Modeste,whofearedtointerruptthesubduedjoyofthehusbandandwifekeptatalittledistance,comingfromtimetotimetokissherfather’sforehead,andwhenshekisseditovermuchsheseemedtomeanthatshewaskissingitfortwo,——forBettinaandherself。
\"Oh,mydarling,Iunderstandyou,\"saidthecolonel,pressingherhandassheassailedhimwithkisses。
\"Hush!\"whisperedtheyounggirl,glancingathermother。
Dumay’sratherslyandpregnantsilencemadeModestesomewhatuneasyastotheupshotofhisjourneytoParis。Shelookedathimfurtivelyeverynowandthen,withoutbeingabletogetbeneathhisepidermis。
Thecolonel,likeaprudentfather,wantedtostudythecharacterofhisonlydaughter,andaboveallconsulthiswife,beforeenteringonaconferenceuponwhichthehappinessofthewholefamilydepended。
\"To—morrow,mypreciouschild,\"hesaidastheypartedforthenight,\"getupearly,andwewillgoandtakeawalkontheseashore。Wehavetotalkaboutyourpoems,MademoiselledeLaBastie。\"
Hislastwords,accompaniedbyasmile,whichreappearedlikeanechoonDumay’slips,wereallthatgaveModesteanyclewtowhatwascoming;butitwasenoughtocalmheruneasinessandkeepherawakefarintothenightwithherheadfullofsuppositions;this,however,didnotpreventherfrombeingdressedandreadyinthemorninglongbeforethecolonel。
\"Youknowall,mykindpapa?\"shesaidassoonastheywereontheroadtothebeach。
\"Iknowall,andagooddealmorethanyoudo,\"hereplied。
Afterthatremarkfatheranddaughterwentsomelittlewayinsilence。
\"Explaintome,mychild,howithappensthatagirlwhomhermotheridolizescouldhavetakensuchanimportantstepastowritetoastrangerwithoutconsultingher。\"
\"Oh,papa!becausemammawouldneverhaveallowedit。\"
\"Anddoyouthink,mydaughter,thatthatwasproper?Thoughyouhavebeeneducatingyourmindinthisfatalway,howisitthatyourgoodsenseandyourintellectdidnot,indefaultofmodesty,stepinandshowyouthatbyactingasyoudidyouwerethrowingyourselfataman’shead。Tothinkthatmydaughter,myonlyremainingchild,shouldlackprideanddelicacy!Oh,Modeste,youmadeyourfatherpasstwohoursinhellwhenheheardofit;for,afterall,yourconducthasbeenthesameasBettina’swithouttheexcuseofaheart’sseduction;
youwereacoquetteincoldblood,andthatsortofcoquetryishead—
love,theworstviceofFrenchwomen。\"
\"I,withoutpride!\"saidModeste,weeping;\"butHEhasnotyetseenme。\"
\"HEknowsyourname。\"
\"Ididnottellittohimtillmyeyeshadvindicatedthecorrespondence,lastingthreemonths,duringwhichoursoulshadspokentoeachother。\"
\"Oh,mydearmisguidedangel,youhavemixedupaspeciesofreasonwithafollythathascompromisedyourownhappinessandthatofyourfamily。\"
\"But,afterall,papa,happinessistheabsolutionofmytemerity,\"
shesaid,pouting。
\"Oh!yourconductistemerity,isit?\"
\"Atemeritythatmymotherpractisedbeforeme,\"sheretortedquickly。
\"Rebelliouschild!yourmotherafterseeingmeataballtoldherfather,whoadoredher,thatshethoughtshecouldbehappywithme。
Behonest,Modeste;isthereanylikenessbetweenalovehastilyconceived,Iadmit,butundertheeyesofafather,andyourmadactionofwritingtoastranger?\"
\"Astranger,papa?sayratheroneofourgreatestpoets,whosecharacterandwhoselifeareexposedtothestrongestlightofday,todetraction,tocalumny,——amanrobedinfame,andtowhom,mydearfather,Iwasamereliteraryanddramaticpersonage,oneofShakespeare’swomen,untilthemomentwhenIwishedtoknowifthemanhimselfwereasbeautifulashissoul。\"
\"GoodGod!mypoorchild,youareturningmarriageintopoetry。Butif,fromtimeimmemorial,girlshavebeencloisteredinthebosomoftheirfamilies,ifGod,ifsociallawsputthemunderthesternyokeofparentalsanction,itis,markmywords,tosparethemthemisfortunesthatthisverypoetrywhichcharmsanddazzlesyou,andwhichyouarethereforeunabletojudgeof,wouldentailuponthem。
Poetryisindeedoneofthepleasuresoflife,butitisnotlifeitself。\"
\"Papa,thatisasuitstillpendingbeforetheCourtofFacts;thestruggleisforevergoingonbetweenourheartsandtheclaimsoffamily。\"
\"Alasforthechildthatfindsherhappinessinresistingthem,\"saidthecolonel,gravely。\"In1813Isawoneofmycomrades,theMarquisd’Aiglemont,marryhiscousinagainstthewishesofherfather,andthepairhavesincepaiddearfortheobstinacywhichtheyounggirltookforlove。Thefamilymustbesovereigninmarriage。\"
\"Mypoethastoldmeallthat,\"sheanswered。\"HeplayedOrgonforsometime;andhewasbraveenoughtodisparagethepersonallivesofpoets。\"
\"Ihavereadyourletters,\"saidCharlesMignon,withtheflickerofamalicioussmileonhislipsthatmadeModesteveryuneasy,\"andI
oughttoremarkthatyourlastepistlewasscarcelypermissibleinanywoman,evenaJulied’Etanges。GoodGod!whatharmnovelsdo!\"
\"Weshouldlivethem,mydearfather,whetherpeoplewrotethemornot;Ithinkitisbettertoreadthem。TherearenotsomanyadventuresinthesedaysastherewereunderLouisXIV。andLouisXV。,andsotheypublishfewernovels。Besides,ifyouhavereadthoseletters,youmustknowthatIhavechosenthemostangelicsoul,themoststernlyuprightmanforyourson—in—law,andyoumusthaveseenthatweloveoneanotheratleastasmuchasyouandmammaloveeachother。Well,Iadmitthatitwasnotallexactlyconventional;Idid,ifyouWILLhavemesayso,wrong——\"
\"Ihavereadyourletters,\"saidherfather,interruptingher,\"andI
knowexactlyhowfaryourloverjustifiedyouinyourowneyesforaproceedingwhichmightbepermissibleinsomewomanwhounderstoodlife,andwhowasledawaybystrongpassion,butwhichinayounggirloftwentywasamonstrouspieceofwrong—doing。\"
\"Yes,wrong—doingforcommonplacepeople,forthenarrow—mindedGobenheims,whomeasurelifewithasquarerule。Pleaseletuskeeptotheartisticandpoeticlife,papa。Weyounggirlshaveonlytwowaystoact;wemustletamanknowwelovehimbymincingandsimpering,orwemustgotohimfrankly。Isn’tthelastwaygrandandnoble?WeFrenchgirlsaredeliveredoverbyourfamilieslikesomuchmerchandise,atsixtydays’sight,sometimesthirty,likeMademoiselleVilquin;butinEngland,andSwitzerland,andGermany,theyfollowverymuchtheplanIhaveadopted。Nowwhathaveyougottosaytothat?AmInothalfGerman?\"
\"Child!\"criedthecolonel,lookingather;\"thesupremacyofFrancecomesfromhersoundcommon—sense,fromthelogictowhichhernoblelanguageconstrainshermind。Franceisthereasonofthewholeworld。
EnglandandGermanyareromanticintheirmarriagecustoms,——thougheventherenoblefamiliesfollowourcustoms。Youcertainlydonotmeantodenythatyourparents,whoknowlife,whoareresponsibleforyoursoulandforyourhappiness,havenorighttoguardyoufromthestumbling—blocksthatareinyourway?Goodheavens!\"hecontinued,speakinghalftohimself,\"isittheirfault,orisitours?Oughtwetoholdourchildrenunderanironyoke?Mustwebepunishedforthetendernessthatleadsustomakethemhappy,andteachesourheartshowtodoso?\"
Modestewatchedherfatheroutofthecornerofhereyeasshelistenedtothisspeciesofinvocation,utteredinabrokenvoice。
\"Wasitwrong,\"shesaid,\"inagirlwhoseheartwasfree,tochooseforherhusbandnotonlyacharmingcompanion,butamanofnoblegenius,borntoanhonorableposition,agentleman;theequalofmyself,agentlewoman?\"
\"Youlovehim?\"askedherfather。
\"Father!\"shesaid,layingherheaduponhisbreast,\"wouldyouseemedie?\"
\"Enough!\"saidtheoldsoldier。\"Iseeyourloveisinextinguishable。\"
\"Yes,inextinguishable。\"
\"Cannothingchangeit?\"
\"Nothing。\"
\"Nocircumstances,notreachery,nobetrayal?Youmeanthatyouwilllovehiminspiteofeverything,becauseofhispersonalattractions?
EventhoughheprovedaD’Estourny,wouldyoulovehimstill?\"
\"Oh,myfather!youdonotknowyourdaughter。CouldIloveacoward,amanwithouthonor,withoutfaith?\"
\"Butsupposehehaddeceivedyou?\"
\"He?thathonest,candidsoul,halfmelancholy?Youarejoking,father,orelseyouhavenevermethim。\"
\"Butyouseenowthatyourloveisnotinextinguishable,asyouchosetocallit。Ihavealreadymadeyouadmitthatcircumstancescouldalteryourpoem;don’tyounowseethatfathersaregoodforsomething?\"
\"Youwanttogivemealecture,papa;itispositivelyl’AmidesEnfantsoveragain。\"
\"Poordeceivedgirl,\"saidherfather,sternly;\"itisnolectureofmine,Icountfornothinginit;indeed,Iamonlytryingtosoftentheblow。\"
\"Father,don’tplaytrickswithmylife,\"exclaimedModeste,turningpale。
\"Then,mydaughter,summonallyourcourage。Itisyouwhohavebeenplayingtrickswithyourlife,andlifeisnowtrickingyou。\"
Modestelookedatherfatherinstupidamazement。
\"Supposethatyoungmanwhomyoulove,whomyousawfourdaysagoatchurchinHavre,wasadeceiver?\"
\"Never!\"shecried;\"thatnoblehead,thatpalefacefullofpoetry——\"
\"——wasalie,\"saidthecolonelinterruptingher。\"HewasnomoreMonsieurdeCanalisthanIamthatsailoroverthereputtingouttosea。\"
\"Doyouknowwhatyouarekillinginme?\"shesaidinalowvoice。
\"Comfortyourself,mychild;thoughaccidenthasputthepunishmentofyourfaultintothefaultitself,theharmdoneisnotirreparable。
Theyoungmanwhomyouhaveseen,andwithwhomyouexchangedheartsbycorrespondence,isaloyalandhonorablefellow;hecametomeandconfidedeverything。Helovesyou,andIhavenoobjectiontohimasason—in—law。\"
\"IfheisnotCanalis,whoishethen?\"saidModesteinachangedvoice。
\"Thesecretary;hisnameisErnestdeLaBriere。Heisnotanobleman;
butheisoneofthoseplainmenwithfixedprinciplesandsoundmoralitywhosatisfyparents。However,thatisnotthepoint;youhaveseenhimandnothingcanchangeyourheart;youhavechosenhim,comprehendhissoul,itisasbeautifulashehimself。\"
ThecountwasinterruptedbyaheavysighfromModeste。Thepoorgirlsatwithhereyesfixedonthesea,paleandrigidasdeath,asifapistolshothadstruckherinthosefatalwords,APLAINMAN,WITH
FIXEDPRINCIPLESANDSOUNDMORALITY。
\"Deceived!\"shesaidatlast。
\"Likeyourpoorsister,butlessfatally。\"
\"Letusgohome,father,\"shesaid,risingfromthehillockonwhichtheyweresitting。\"Papa,hearme,IswearbeforeGodtoobeyyourwishes,whatevertheymaybe,intheAFFAIRofmymarriage。\"
\"Thenyoudon’tlovehimanylonger?\"askedherfather。
\"Ilovedanhonestman,withnofalsehoodonhisface,uprightasyourself,incapableofdisguisinghimselflikeanactor,withthepaintofanotherman’sgloryonhischeeks。\"
\"Yousaidnothingcouldchangeyou\";remarkedthecolonel,ironically。
\"Ah,donottriflewithme!\"sheexclaimed,claspingherhandsandlookingatherfatherindistressfulanxiety;\"don’tyouseethatyouarewringingmyheartanddestroyingmybeliefswithyourjokes。\"
\"Godforbid!Ihavetoldyoutheexacttruth。\"
\"Youareverykind,father,\"shesaidafterapause,andwithasortofsolemnity。
\"Hehaskeptyourletters,\"resumedthecolonel;\"nowsupposetherashcaressesofyoursoulhadfallenintothehandsofoneofthosepoetswho,asDumaysays,lighttheircigarswiththem?\"
\"Oh!——youaregoingtoofar。\"
\"Canalistoldhimso。\"
\"HasDumayseenCanalis?\"
\"Yes,\"answeredherfather。
Thetwowalkedalonginsilence。
\"SothatiswhythatGENTLEMAN,\"resumedModeste,\"toldmesomuchharmofpoetsandpoetry;nowonderthelittlesecretarysaid——Why,\"
sheadded,interruptingherself,\"hisvirtues,hisnoblequalities,hisfinesentimentsarenothingbutanepistolarytheft!Themanwhostealsgloryandanamemayverylikely——\"
\"——breaklocks,stealpurses,andcutpeople’sthroatsonthehighway,\"criedthecolonel。\"Ah,youyounggirls,that’sjustlikeyou,——withyourperemptoryopinionsandyourignoranceoflife。Amanwhooncedeceivesawomanwasbornunderthescaffoldonwhichheoughttodie。\"
ThisridiculestoppedModeste’seffervescenceforamomentandleast,andagaintherewassilence。
\"Mychild,\"saidthecolonel,presently,\"meninsociety,asinnatureeverywhere,aremadetowintheheartsofwomen,andwomenmustdefendthemselves。Youhavechosentoinverttheparts。Wasthatwise?
Everythingisfalseinafalseposition。Thefirstwrong—doingwasyours。No,amanisnotamonsterbecauseheseekstopleaseawoman;
itisourrighttowinherbyaggressionwithallitsconsequences,shortofcrimeandcowardice。Amanmayhavemanyvirtuesevenifhedoesdeceiveawoman;ifhedeceivesher,itisbecausehefindsherwantinginsomeofthetreasuresthathesoughtinher。Nonebutaqueen,anactress,orawomanplacedsofaraboveamanthatsheseemstohimaqueen,cangotohimofherselfwithoutincurringblame——andforayounggirltodoit!Why,sheisfalsetoallthatGodhasgivenherthatissacredandlovelyandnoble,——nomatterwithwhatgraceorwhatpoetryorwhatprecautionsshesurroundsherfault。\"
\"Toseekthemasterandfindtheservant!\"shesaidbitterly,\"oh!I
canneverrecoverfromit!\"
\"Nonsense!MonsieurErnestdeLaBriereis,tomythinking,fullytheequaloftheBarondeCanalis。Hewasprivatesecretaryofacabinetminister,andheisnowcounselfortheCourtofClaims;hehasaheart,andheadoresyou,but——heDOESNOTWRITEVERSES。No,Iadmit,heisnotapoet;butforallthathemayhaveaheartfullofpoetry。
Atanyrate,mydeargirl,\"addedherfather,asModestemadeagestureofdisgust,\"youaretoseebothofthem,theshamandthetrueCanalis——\"
\"Oh,papa!——\"
\"Didyounotswearjustnowtoobeymeineverything,evenintheAFFAIRofyourmarriage?Well,Iallowyoutochoosewhichofthetwoyoulikebestforahusband。Youhavebegunbyapoem,youshallfinishwithabucolic,andtryifyoucandiscovertherealcharacterofthesegentlemenhere,inthecountry,onafewhuntingorfishingexcursions。\"
Modestebowedherheadandwalkedhomewithherfather,listeningtowhathesaidbutreplyingonlyinmonosyllables。
CHAPTERXVI
DISENCHANTED
Thepoorgirlhadfallenhumiliatedfromthealpshehadscaledinsearchofhereagle’snest,intothemudoftheswampbelow,where(tousethepoeticlanguageofanauthorofourday)\"afterfeelingthesolesofherfeettootendertotreadthebrokenglassofreality,Imagination——whichinthatdelicatebosomunitedthewholeofwomanhood,fromtheviolet—hiddenreveriesofachasteyounggirltothepassionatedesiresofthesex——hadledherintoenchantedgardenswhere,oh,bittersight!shenowsaw,springingfromtheground,notthesublimeflowerofherfancy,butthehairy,twistedlimbsoftheblackmandragora。\"Modestesuddenlyfoundherselfbroughtdownfromthemysticheightsofherlovetoastraight,flatroadborderedwithditches,——inshortthework—daypathofcommonlife。Whatardent,aspiringsoulwouldnothavebeenbruisedandbrokenbysuchafall?
Whosefeetweretheseatwhichshehadshedherthoughts?TheModestewhore—enteredtheChaletwasnomoretheModestewhohadleftittwohoursearlierthananactressinthestreetislikeanactressontheboards。Shefellintoastateofnumbdepressionthatwaspitifultosee。Thesunwasdarkened,natureveileditself,eventheflowersnolongerspoketoher。Likeallyounggirlswithatendencytoextremes,shedranktoodeeplyofthecupofdisillusion。Shefoughtagainstreality,andwouldnotbendhernecktotheyokeoffamilyandconventions;itwas,shefelt,tooheavy,toohard,toocrushing。Shewouldnotlistentotheconsolationsofherfatherandmother,andtastedasortofsavagepleasureinlettinghersoulsuffertotheutmost。
\"PoorButschawasright,\"shesaidoneevening。
Thewordsindicatethedistanceshetravelledinashortspaceoftimeandingloomysadnessacrossthebarrenplainofreality。Sadness,whencausedbytheovergrowthofhope,isadisease,——sometimesafatalone。ItwouldbenomeanobjectforphysiologytosearchoutinwhatwaysandbywhatmeansThoughtproducesthesameinternaldisorganizationaspoison;andhowitisthatdespairaffectstheappetite,destroysthepylorus,andchangesallthephysicalconditionsofthestrongestlife。SuchwasthecasewithModeste。Inthreeshortdaysshebecametheimageofmorbidmelancholy;shedidnotsing,shecouldnotbemadetosmile。CharlesMignon,becominguneasyatthenon—arrivalofthetwofriends,thoughtofgoingtofetchthem,when,ontheeveningofthefifthday,hereceivednewsoftheirmovementsthroughLatournelle。