第1章

类别:其他 作者:Galsworthy, John字数:10529更新时间:18/12/18 13:58:46
PARTI Suchadaymadegladtheheart。AlltheflagsofJulywerewaving; thesunandthepoppiesflaming;whitebutterfliesspiringupandtwining,andthebeesbusyonthesnapdragons。Thelime—treeswerecomingintoflower。Tallwhiteliliesinthegardenbedsalreadyrivaledthedelphiniums;theYorkandLancasterroseswerefull—blownroundtheirgoldenhearts。Therewasagentlebreeze,andaswishandstirandhumroseandfellabovetheheadofEdwardPierson,comingbackfromhislonelyrambleoverTinternAbbey。HehadarrivedatKestrel,hisbrotherRobert’shomeonthebankoftheWyeonlythatmorning,havingstayedatBathonthewaydown;andnowhehadgothisfaceburntinthatparti—colouredwaypeculiartothefacesofthosewhohavebeentoolonginLondon。Ashecamealongthenarrow,ratherovergrownavenue,thesoundofawaltzthrummedoutonapianofellonhisears,andhesmiled,formusicwasthegreatestpassionhehad。Hisdarkgrizzledhairwaspushedbackoffhishotbrow,whichhefannedwithhisstrawhat。Thoughnotbroad,thatbrowwasthebroadestpartofanarrowovalfacewhoselengthwasincreasedbyashort,dark,pointedbeard——avisagesuchasVandykmighthavepainted,graveandgentle,butforitsbrightgreyeyes,cinder—lashed。andcrow’s—footed,anditsstrangelookofnotseeingwhatwasbeforeit。Hewalkedquickly,thoughhewastiredandhot;tall,upright,andthin,inagreyparsonicalsuit,onwhoseblackkerseymerevestalittlegoldcrossdangled。 Abovehisbrother’shouse,whoseslopinggardenrandowntotherailwaylineandriver,alargeroomhadbeenbuiltoutapart。 Piersonstoodwheretheavenueforked,enjoyingthesoundofthewaltz,andthecoolwhippingofthebreezeinthesycamoresandbirches。Amanoffifty,withasenseofbeauty,bornandbredinthecountry,suffersfearfullyfromnostalgiaduringalongunbrokenspellofLondon;sothathisafternoonintheoldAbbeyhadbeenalmostholy。Hehadlethissensessinkintothesunlitgreeneryofthetoweringwoodsopposite;hehadwatchedthespidersandthelittleshiningbeetles,theflycatchers,andsparrowsintheivy; touchedthemossesandthelichens;lookedthespeedwellsintheeye; dreamedofheknewnotwhat。Ahawkhadbeenwheelingupthereabovethewoods,andhehadbeenuptherewithitintheblue。Hehadtakenarealspiritualbath,andwashedthedustyfretofLondonoffhissoul。 Forayearhehadbeenworkinghisparishsingle—handed——nojoke—— forhiscuratehadgoneforachaplain;andthiswashisfirstrealholidaysincethewarbegan,twoyearsago;hisfirstvisit,too,tohisbrother’shome。Helookeddownatthegarden,andupatthetreesoftheavenue。BobhadfoundaperfectretreatafterhisquarterofacenturyinCeylon。DearoldBob!Andhesmiledatthethoughtofhiselderbrother,whoseburntfaceandfiercegreywhiskerssomewhatrecalledaBengaltiger;thekindestfellowthateverbreathed!Yes,hehadfoundaperfecthomeforThirzaandhimself。AndEdwardPiersonsighed。Hetoohadoncehadaperfecthome,aperfectwife;thewoundofwhosedeath,fifteenyearsago,stillbledalittleinhisheart。Theirtwodaughters,GratianandNoel,hadnot\"takenafter\"her;Gratianwaslikehisownmother,andNoel’sfairhairandbiggreyeyesalwaysremindedhimofhiscousinLeila,who——poorthing!——hadmadethatsadmessofherlife,andnow,hehadheard,wassingingforaliving,inSouthAfrica。Ah!WhataprettygirlshehadbeenDrawnbythateternalwaltztunehereachedthedoorwayofthemusic— room。Achintzcurtainhungthere,andtothesoundoffeetslippingonpolishedboards,hesawhisdaughterNoelwaltzingslowlyinthearmsofayoungofficerinkhaki:Roundandroundtheywent,circling,backing,movingsidewayswithcuriousstepswhichseemedtohavecomeinrecently,forhedidnotrecognisethem。AtthepianosathisnieceEve,withateasingsmileonherrosyface。ButitwasathisyoungdaughterthatEdwardPiersonlooked。Hereyeswerehalf—closed,hercheeksratherpale,andherfairhair,cutquiteshort,curledintoherslimroundneck。Quitecoolsheseemed,thoughtheyoungmaninwhosearmsshewasglidingalonglookedfieryhot;ahandsomeboy,withblueeyesandalittlegoldendownontheupperlipofhissunnyred—cheekedface。EdwardPiersonthought: ’Nicecouple!’Andhadamoment’svisionofhimselfandLeila,dancingatthatlong—agoCambridgeMayWeek——onherseventeenthbirthday,heremembered,sothatshemusthavebeenayearyoungerthanNolliewasnow!Thiswouldbetheyoungmanshehadtalkedofinherlettersduringthelastthreeweeks。Weretheynevergoingtostop? Hepassedintoviewofthosewithin,andsaid: \"Aren’tyouveryhot,Nollie?\" Sheblewhimakiss;theyoungmanlookedstartledandself— conscious,andEvecalledout: \"It’sabet,Uncle。They’vegottodancemedown。\" Piersonsaidmildly: \"Abet?Mydears!\" Noelmurmuredoverhershoulder: \"It’sallright,Daddy!\"Andtheyoungmangasped: \"She’sbetusoneofherpuppiesagainstoneofmine,sir!\" Piersonsatdown,alittlehypnotizedbythesleepystrumming,theslowgiddymovementofthedancers,andthosehalf—closedswimmingeyesofhisyoungdaughter,lookingathimoverhershoulderasshewentby。Hesatwithasmileonhislips。Nolliewasgrowingup! NowthatGratianwasmarried,shehadbecomeagreatresponsibility。 Ifonlyhisdearwifehadlived!Thesmilefadedfromhislips;helookedsuddenlyverytired。Thestruggle,physicalandspiritual,hehadbeenthrough,thesefifteenyears,sometimesweighedhimalmosttotheground:Mostmenwouldhavemarriedagain,buthehadalwaysfeltitwouldbesacrilege。Realunionswereforever,eventhoughtheChurchpermittedremarriage。 Hewatchedhisyoungdaughterwithamixtureofaestheticpleasureandperplexity。Couldthisbegoodforher?Togoondancingindefinitelywithoneyoungmancouldthatpossiblybegoodforher? Buttheylookedveryhappy;andtherewassomuchinyoungcreaturesthathedidnotunderstand。Noel,soaffectionate,anddreamy,seemedsometimespossessedofalittledevil。EdwardPiersonwasnaif;attributedthoseoutburstsofdemonicpossessiontothelossofhermotherwhenshewassuchamite;Gratian,buttwoyearsolder,hadnevertakenamother’splace。Thathadbeenlefttohimself,andhewasmoreorlessconsciousoffailure。 Hesattherelookingupatherwithasortofwhimsicaldistress。 And,suddenly,inthatdaintyvoiceofhers,whichseemedtospurneachwordalittle,shesaid: \"I’mgoingtostop!\"and,sittingdownbesidehim,tookuphishattofanherself。 Evestruckatriumphantchord。\"HurrahI’vewon!\" Theyoungmanmuttered: \"Isay,Noel,weweren’thalfdone!\" \"Iknow;butDaddywasgettingbored,weren’tyou,dear?ThisisCyrilMorland。\" Piersonshooktheyoungman’shand。 \"Daddy,yournoseisburnt!\" \"Mydear;Iknow。\" \"Icangiveyousomewhitestuffforit。Youhavetosleepwithitonallnight。UncleandAuntiebothuseit。\" \"Nollie!\" \"Well,Evesaysso。Ifyou’regoingtobathe,Cyril,lookoutforthatcurrent!\" Theyoungman,gazingatherwithundisguisedadoration,muttered: \"Rather!\"andwentout。 Noel’seyeslingeredafterhim;Evebrokeasilence。 \"Ifyou’regoingtohaveabathbeforetea,Nollie,you’dbetterhurryup。\" \"Allright。WasitjollyintheAbbey,Daddy?\" \"Lovely;likeagreatpieceofmusic。\" \"Daddyalwaysputseverythingintomusic。Yououghttoseeitbymoonlight;it’sgorgeousthen。Allright,Eve;I’mcoming。\"Butshedidnotgetup,andwhenEvewasgone,cuddledherarmthroughherfather’sandmurmured: \"Whatd’youthinkofCyril?\" \"Mydear,howcanItell?Heseemsanice—lookingyoungman。\" \"Allright,Daddy;don’tstrainyourself。It’sjollydownhere,isn’tit?\"Shegotup,stretchedherselfalittle,andmovedaway,lookinglikeaverytallchild,withhershorthaircurlinginroundherhead。 Pierson,watchinghervanishpastthecurtain,thought:’Whatalovelythingsheis!’Andhegotuptoo,butinsteadoffollowing,wenttothepiano,andbegantoplayMendelssohn’sPreludeandFugueinEminor。Hehadafinetouch,andplayedwithasortofdreamypassion。Itwashiswayoutofperplexities,regrets,andlongings; awaywhichneverquitefailedhim。 AtCambridge,hehadintendedtotakeupmusicasaprofession,butfamilytraditionhaddestinedhimforHolyOrders,andanemotionalChurchrevivalofthatdayhadcaughthiminitsstream。Hehadalwayshadprivatemeans,andthoseearlyyearsbeforehemarriedhadpassedhappilyinanEast—Endparish。Tohavenotonlyopportunitybutpowertohelpinthelivesofthepoorhadbeenfascinating; simplehimself,thesimplefolkofhisparishhadtakenholdofhisheart。When,however,hemarriedAgnesHeriot,hewasgivenaparishofhisownonthebordersofEastandWest,wherehehadbeeneversince,evenafterherdeathhadnearlykilledhim。Itwasbettertogoonwhereworkandallremindedhimofonewhomhehadresolvednevertoforgetinotherties。Butheknewthathisworkhadnotthezestitusedtohaveinherday,orevenbeforeherday。Itmaywellbedoubtedwhetherhe,whohadbeeninHolyOrderstwenty—sixyears,quiteknewnowwhathebelieved。Everythinghadbecomecircumscribed,andfixed,bythousandsofhisownutterances;tohavetakenfreshstockofhisfaith,tohavegonedeepintoitsroots,wouldhavebeenliketakingupthefoundationsofastill—standinghouse。Somemennaturallyrootthemselvesintheinexpressible——forwhichoneformulaismuchthesameasanother;thoughEdwardPierson,gentlydogmatic,undoubtedlypreferredhisHigh—Churchstatementoftheinexpressibletothatof,say,theZoroastrians。Thesubtletiesofchange,themodificationsbyscience,leftlittlesenseofinconsistencyortreasononhissoul。Sensitive,charitable,andonlycombativedeepdown,heinstinctivelyavoideddiscussiononmatterswherehemighthurtothersortheyhurthim。And,sinceexplanationwasthelastthingwhichocouldbeexpectedofonewhodidnotbasehimselfonReason,hehadfoundbutscantoccasionevertoexamineanything。JustasintheoldAbbeyhehadsoaredoffintotheinfinitewiththehawk,thebeetles,andthegrasses,sonow,atthepiano,bythesesoundsofhisownmaking,hewascaughtawayagainintoemotionalism,withoutrealisingthathewasinoneofhis,mostreligiousmoods。 \"Aren’tyoucomingtotea,Edward?\" Thewomanstandingbehindhim,inalilac—colouredgown,hadoneofthosefaceswhichremaininnocenttotheendofthechapter,inspiteofthecompleteknowledgeoflifewhichappertainstomothers。Indaysofsufferingandanxiety,liketheseofthegreatwar,ThirzaPiersonwasavaluableperson。Withouteverexpressinganopiniononcosmicmatters,shereconfirmedcertaincosmictruths,suchasthatthoughthewholeworldwasatwar,therewassuchathingaspeace; thatthoughallthesonsofmotherswerebeingkilled,thereremainedsuchathingasmotherhood;thatwhileeverybodywaslivingforthefuture,thepresentstillexisted。Hertranquil,tender,matter—of— factbusyness,andthedewinhereyes,hadbeenproofagainsttwenty—threeyearsoflifeonatea—plantationinthehotpartofCeylon;againstBobPierson;againsttheanxietyofhavingtwosonsatthefront,andtheconfidencesofnearlyeveryoneshecameacross。Nothingdisturbedher。Shewaslikeapaintingof\"Goodness\"byanOldMaster,restoredbyKateGreenaway。Sheneverwenttomeetlife,butwhenitcame,madethebestofit。Thiswashersecret,andPiersonalwaysfeltrestedinherpresence。 Herose,andmovedbyherside,overthelawn,towardsthebigtreeatthebottomofthegarden。 \"Howd’youthinkNoelislooking,Edward?\" \"Verypretty。Thatyoungman,Thirza?\" \"Yes;I’mafraidhe’soverheadandearsinlovewithher。\" Atthedismayedsoundheuttered,sheslippedhersoftroundarmwithinhis。\"He’sgoingtothefrontsoon,poorboy!\" \"Havetheytalkedtoyou?\" \"Hehas。Nolliehasn’tyet。\" \"Nollieisaqueerchild,Thirza。\" \"Nollieisadarling,butratheradesperatecharacter,Edward。\" Piersonsighed。 Inaswingunderthetree,wherethetea—thingsweresetout,the\"ratherdesperatecharacter\"wasswaying。\"Whatapicturesheis!\" hesaid,andsighedagain。 Thevoiceofhisbrothercametothem,——highandsteamy,asthoughcorruptedbytheclimateofCeylon: \"Youincorrigibledreamychap,Ted!We’veeatenalltheraspberries。 Eve,givehimsomejam;hemustbedead!Phew!theheat!Comeon,mydear,andpourouthistea。Hallo,Cyril!Hadagoodbathe?ByGeorge,wishmyheadwaswet!Squattez—vousdownoverthere,byNollie;she’llswing,andkeepthefliesoffyou。\" \"Givemeacigarette,UncleBob——\" \"What!Yourfatherdoesn’t——\" \"Justfortheflies。Youdon’tmind,Daddy?\" \"Notifit’snecessary,mydear。\" Noelsmiled,showingherupperteeth,andhereyesseemedtoswimundertheirlonglashes。 \"Itisn’tnecessary,butit’snice。\" \"Ah,ha!\"saidBobPierson。\"Hereyouare,Nollie!\" ButNoelshookherhead。Atthatmomentshestruckherfatherasstartlinglygrown—up—socomposed,swayingabovethatyoungmanatherfeet,whosesunnyfacewasalladoration。’Nolongerachild!’hethought。’DearNollie!’ II 1 Awakenedbythatdailycruelty,theadventofhotwater,EdwardPiersonlayinhischintz—curtainedroom,fancyinghimselfbackinLondon。Awildbeehuntinghoneyfromthebowlofflowersonthewindow—sill,andthescentofsweetbrier,shatteredthatillusion。 Hedrewthecurtain,and,kneelingonthewindow—seatthrusthisheadoutintothemorning。Theairwasintoxicatinglysweet。Hazeclungovertheriverandthewoodsbeyond;thelawnsparkledwithdew,andtwowagtailsstruttedinthedewysunshine。’ThankGodforloveliness!’hethought。’Thosepoorboysatthefront!’Andkneelingwithhiselbowsonthesill,hebegantosayhisprayers。 Thesamefeelingwhichmadehimbeautifyhischurch,usevestments,goodmusic,andincense,filledhimnow。GodwasinthelovelinessofHisworld,aswellasinHischurches。OnecouldworshipHiminagroveofbeechtrees,inabeautifulgarden,onahighhill,bythebanksofabrightriver。Godwasintherustleoftheleaves,andthehumofabee,inthedewonthegrass,andthescentofflowers; Godwasineverything!Andheaddedtohisusualprayerthiswhisper:\"IgiveTheethanksformysenses,OLord。Inallofus,keepthembright,andgratefulforbeauty。\"Thenheremainedmotionless,preytoasortofhappyyearningverynear,tomelancholy。Greatbeautyeverhadthateffectonhim。Onecouldcapturesolittleofit——couldneverenjoyitenough!Whowasithadsaidnotlongago:\"Loveofbeautyisreallyonlythesexinstinct,whichnothingbutcompleteunionsatisfies。\"Ah!yes,George—— Gratian’shusband。GeorgeLaird!Andalittlefrowncamebetweenhisbrows,asthoughatsomethornintheflesh。PoorGeorge!Butthen,alldoctorswerematerialistsatheart——splendidfellows,though;afinefellow,George,workinghimselftodeathoutthereinFrance。Onemustnottakethemtooseriously。Hepluckedabitofsweetbrierandputittohisnose,whichstillretainedtheshineofthatbleachingointmentNoelhadinsistedonhisusing。Thesweetsmellofthoselittleroughleavesstirredupanacuteaching。Hedroppedthem,anddrewback。Nolongings,nomelancholy;oneoughttobeout,thisbeautifulmorning! ItwasSunday;buthehadnottotakethreeServicesandpreachatleastonesermon;thisdayofrestwasreallytobehisown,foronce。Itwasalmostdisconcerting;hehadsolongfeltlikethecabhorsewhocouldnotbetakenoutoftheshaftslestheshouldfalldown。Hedressedwithextraordinarydeliberation,andhadnotquitefinishedwhentherecameaknockonhisdoor,andNoel’svoicesaid: \"CanIcomein,Daddy?\" Inherflax—bluefrock,withaGloiredeDijonrosepinnedwhereitmetonherfaintlybrownedneck,sheseemedtoherfatheraperfectvisionoffreshness。 \"Here’saletterfromGratian;Georgehasbeensenthomeill,andhe’sgonetoourhouse。She’sgotleavefromherhospitaltocomehomeandnursehim。\" Piersonreadtheletter。\"PoorGeorge!\" \"Whenareyougoingtoletmebeanurse,Daddy?\" \"Wemustwaittillyou’reeighteen,Nollie。\" \"IcouldeasilysayIwas。It’sonlyamonth;andIlookmuchmore。\" Piersonsmiled。 \"Don’tI?\" \"Youmightbeanythingfromfifteentotwenty—five,mydear,accordingasyoubehave。\" \"Iwanttogooutasnearthefrontaspossible。\" Herheadwaspoisedsothatthesunlightframedherface,whichwasratherbroad——thebrowrathertoobroad——underthewavinglight—brownhair,thenoseshortandindeterminate;cheeksstillroundfromyouth,almostwaxen—pale,andfaintlyhollowedundertheeyes。Itwasherlips,daintyyetloving,andaboveallhergreyeyes,biganddreamilyalive,whichmadeheraswan。Hecouldnotimagineherinnurse’sgarb。 \"Thisisnew,isn’tit,Nollie?\" \"CyrilMorland’ssistersarebothout;andhe’llbegoingsoon。 Everybodygoes。\" \"Gratianhasn’tgotoutyet:Ittakesalongtimetogettrained。\" \"Iknow;allthemorereasontobegin。\" Shegotup,lookedathim,lookedatherhands,seemedabouttospeak,butdidnot。Alittlecolourhadcomeintohercheeks。Then,obviouslymakingconversation,sheasked: \"Areyougoingtochurch?It’sworthanythingtohearUncleBobreadtheLessons,especiallywhenheloseshisplace。No;you’renottoputonyourlongcoattilljustbeforechurchtime。Iwon’thaveit!\" ObedientlyPiersonresignedhislongcoat。 \"Now,yousee,youcanhavemyrose。Yournoseisbetter!\"Shekissedhisnose,andtransferredherrosetothebuttonholeofhisshortcoat。\"That’sall。Comealong!\"Andwithherarmthroughhis,theywentdown。Butheknewshehadcometosaysomethingwhichshehadnotsaid。 2 BobPierson,invirtueofgreaterwealththantherestofthecongregation,alwaysreadtheLessons,inhishighsteamyvoice,hisbreathingneveradjustedtothelengthofanyperiod。Thecongregation,accustomed,heardnothingpeculiar;hewasthenecessarygentrywiththenecessaryfingerinthepie。Itwashisownfamilywhomheperturbed。Inthesecondrow,Noel,staringsolemnlyattheprofileofherfatherinthefrontrow,wasthinking: ’PoorDaddy!Hiseyeslookasiftheywerecomingout。Oh,Daddy! Smile!orit’llhurtyou!’YoungMorlandbesideher,rigidinhistunic,wasthinking:’Sheisn’tthinkingofme!’Andjustthenherlittlefingercrookedintohis。EdwardPiersonwasthinking:’Oh!MydearoldBob!Oh!’And,besidehim,Thirzathought:’PoordearTedI howniceforhimtobehavingacompleterest!Imustmakehimeathe’ssothin!’AndEvewasthinking:’Oh,Father!Mercy!’ButBobPiersonwasthinking:’Cheeroh!Onlyanotherthreeverses!’Noel’slittlefingerunhookeditself,buthereyesstoleroundtoyoungMorland’seyes,andtherewasalightinthemwhichlingeredthroughthesingingandtheprayers。Atlast,inthereverentialrustleofthesettlingcongregation,asurplicedfiguremountedthepulpit。 \"IcomenottobringPeace,butasword。\" Piersonlookedup。Hefeltdeeprestfulness。Therewasapleasantlightinthischurch;thehumofacountrybluebottlemadeallthedifferencetothequalityofsilence。Nocriticalthoughtstirredwithinhim,noranyexcitement。Hewasthinking:’NowIshallhearsomethingformygood;afinetext;whendidIpreachfromitlast?’ Turnedalittleawayfromtheothers,hesawnothingbutthepreacher’shomelyfaceupthereabovethecarvedoak;itwassolongsincehehadbeenpreachedto,solongsincehehadhadarest!Thewordscameforth,droppedonhisforehead,penetrated,metsomethingwhichabsorbedthem,anddisappeared。’Agoodplainsermon!’hethought。’IsupposeI’mstale;Idon’tseem——’\"Letusnot,dearbrethren,\"dronedthepreacher’searnestvoice,\"thinkthatourdearLord,insayingthatHebroughtasword,referredtoaphysicalsword。ItwastheswordofthespirittowhichHewasundoubtedlyreferring,thatbrightswordofthespiritwhichinallageshascleaveditswaythroughthefettersimposedonmenthemselvesbytheirowndesires,imposedbymenonothermeningratificationoftheirambitions,aswehavehadsostrikinganexampleintheinvasionbyourcruelenemiesofalittleneighbouringcountrywhichhaddonethemnoharm。Dearbrethren,wemayallbringswords。\" Pierson’schinjerked;heraisedhishandquicklyandpasseditoverhisface。’Allbringswords,’hethought,’swords——Iwasn’tasleep—— surely!’\"Butletusbesurethatourswordsarebright;brightwithhope,andbrightwithfaith,thatwemayseethemflashingamongthecarnaldesiresofthismortallife,carvingapathforustowardsthatheavenlykingdomwherealoneispeace,perfectpeace。Letuspray。\" Piersondidnotshuthiseyes;heopenedthemashefellonhisknees。Intheseatbehind,NoelandyoungMorlandhadalsofallenontheirkneestheirfacescoveredeachwithasinglehand;butherlefthandandhisrighthungattheirsides。Theyprayedalittlelongerthananyothersand,onrising,sangthehymnalittlelouder。 3 NopapercameonSundays——noteventhelocalpaper,whichhadsolongandsonoblydoneitsbitwithheadlinestowinthewar。Nonewswhatevercame,ofmenblownup,toenliventhehushofthehotJulyafternoon,orthesenseofdrugging——whichfollowedAuntThirza’sSundaylunch。Someslept,somethoughttheywereawake;butNoelandyoungMorlandwalkedupwardthroughthewoodstowardsahighcommonofheathandfurze,crownedbywhatwasknownasKestrelrocks。 Betweenthesetwoyoungpeoplenoactualwordoflovehadyetbeenspoken。Theirloveringhadadvancedbyglanceandtouchalone。 YoungMorlandwasaschoolandcollegefriendofthetwoPiersonboysnowatthefront。Hehadnohomeofhisown,forhisparentsweredead;andthiswasnothisfirstvisittoKestrel。Arrivingthreeweeksago,forhisfinalleavebeforeheshouldgoout,hehadfoundagirlsittinginalittlewagonetteoutsidethestation,andhadknownhisfateatonce。ButwhoknowswhenNoelfellinlove?Shewas——onesupposes——justreadyforthatsensation。Forthelasttwoyearsshehadbeenatoneofthosehigh—classfinishingestablishmentswhere,inspiteofthehealthycurriculum,perhapsbecauseofit,thereiseveranundercurrentofinterestintheopposingsex;andnoteventhegravesteffortstoeliminateinstinctarequitesuccessful。Thedisappearanceofeveryyoungmalethingintothemawofthemilitarymachineputapremiumoninstinct。ThethoughtsofNoelandherschoolcompanionswereturned,perforce,tothatwhich,inpre—warfreedomofopportunitytheycouldaffordtoregardasofsecondaryinterest。LoveandMarriageandMotherhood,fixedasthelotofwomenbythecountlessages,werethreatenedfortheseyoungcreatures。Theynotunnaturallypursuedwhattheyfelttobereceding。 WhenyoungMorlandshowed,byfollowingheraboutwithhiseyes,whatwashappeningtohim,Noelwaspleased。Frombeingpleased,shebecamealittleexcited;frombeingexcitedshebecamedreamy。Then,aboutaweekbeforeherfather’sarrival,shesecretlybegantofollowtheyoungmanaboutwithhereyes;becamecapricioustoo,andalittlecruel。Iftherehadbeenanotheryoungmantofavour——buttherewasnot;andshefavouredUncleBob’sredsetter。CyrilMorlandgrewdesperate。Duringthosethreedaysthedemonherfatherdreadedcertainlypossessedher。Andthen,oneevening,whiletheywalkedbacktogetherfromthehay—fields,shegavehimasidelongglance;andhegaspedout:\"Oh!Noel,whathaveIdone?\"Shecaughthishand,andgaveitaquicksqueeze。Whatachange!Whatblissfulalterationeversince! ThroughthewoodyoungMorlandmountedsilently,screwinghimselfuptoputthingstothetouch。Noeltoomountedsilently,thinking:’I willkisshimifhekissesme!’Eagerness,andasortoflanguor,wererunninginherveins;shedidnotlookathimfromunderhershadyhat。Sunlightpoureddownthrougheverychinkinthefoliage; madethegreennessofthesteepwoodmarvellouslyvividandalive; flashedonbeechleaves,ashleaves,birchleaves;fellonthegroundinlittlerunlets;paintedbrightpatchesontrunksandgrass,thebeechmast,theferns;butterflieschasedeachotherinthatsunlight,andmyriadsofantsandgnatsandfliesseemedpossessedbyafrenzyoflife。Thewholewoodseemedpossessed,asifthesunshinewereahappyBeingwhichhadcometodwelltherein。Atahalf—wayspot,wherethetreesopenedandtheycouldsee,farbelowthem,thegleamoftheriver,shesatdownontheboleofabeech—