第2章

类别:其他 作者:Galsworthy, John字数:9785更新时间:18/12/18 13:58:46
tree,andyoungMorlandstoodlookingather。Whyshouldonefaceandnotanother,thisvoiceandnotthat,makeaheartbeat;whyshouldatouchfromonehandawakenrapture,andatouchfromanotherawakennothing?Hekneltdownandpressedhislipstoherfoot。Hereyesgrewverybright;butshegotupandranon——shehadnotexpectedhimtokissherfoot。Sheheardhimhurryingafterher,andstopped,leaningagainstabirchtrunk。Herushedtoher,and,withoutawordspoken,hislipswereonherlips。Themomentinlife,whichnowordscanrender,hadcomeforthem。Theyhadfoundtheirenchantedspot,andtheymovednofurther,butsatwiththeirarmsroundeachother,whilethehappyBeingofthewoodwatched。A marvellousspeeder—upofLoveisWar。Whatmighthavetakensixmonths,wasthusaccomplishedinthreeweeks。 Ashorthourpassed,thenNoelsaid: \"ImusttellDaddy,Cyril。Imeanttotellhimsomethingthismorning,onlyIthoughtI’dbetterwait,incaseyoudidn’t。\" Morlandanswered:\"Oh,Noel!\"Itwasthestapleofhisconversationwhiletheysatthere。 Againashorthourpassed,andMorlandsaid: \"Ishallgooffmychumpifwe’renotmarriedbeforeIgoout。\" \"Howlongdoesittake?\" \"Notime,ifwehurryup。I’vegotsixdaysbeforeIrejoin,andperhapstheChiefwillgivemeanotherweek,ifItellhim。\" \"PoorDaddy!Kissmeagain;alongone。\" Whenthelongonewasover,shesaid: \"ThenIcancomeandbenearyoutillyougoout?Oh,Cyril!\" \"Oh,Noel!\" \"Perhapsyouwon’tgososoon。Don’tgoifyoucanhelpit!\" \"NotifIcanhelpit,darling;butIshan’tbeable。\" \"No,of,coursenot;Iknow。\" YoungMorlandclutchedhishair。\"Everyone’sinthesameboat,butitcan’tlastforever;andnowwe’reengagedwecanbetogetherallthetimetillI’vegotthelicenceorwhateveritis。Andthen——!\" \"Daddywon’tlikeournotbeingmarriedinachurch;butIdon’tcare!\" Lookingdownatherclosedeyes,andtheirlashesrestingonhercheeks,youngMorlandthought: ’MyGod!I’minheaven!’ Anothershorthourpassedbeforeshefreedherself。 \"Wemustgo,Cyril。Kissmeoncemore!\" Itwasnearlydinner—time,andtheyrandown。 4 EdwardPierson,returningfromtheEveningService,wherehehadreadtheLessons,sawtheminthedistance,andcompressedhislips。 Theirlongabsencehadvexedhim。Whatoughthetodo?InthepresenceofLove’syoungdream,hefeltstrangeandhelpless。Thatnight,whenheopenedthedoorofhisroom,hesawNoelonthewindow—seat,inherdressing—gown,withthemoonlightstreaminginonher。 \"Don’tlightup,Daddy;I’vegotsomethingtosay。\" Shetookholdofthelittlegoldcrossonhisvest,andturneditover。 \"I’mengagedtoCyril;wewanttobemarriedthisweek。\" Itwasexactlyasifsomeonehadpunchedhimintheribs;andatthesoundhemadeshehurriedon: \"Yousee,wemustbe;hemaybegoingoutanyday。\" Inthemidstofhisachingconsternation,headmittedakindofreasoninherwords。Buthesaid: \"Mydear,you’reonlyachild。Marriageisthemostseriousthinginlife;you’veonlyknownhimthreeweeks。\" \"Iknowallthat,Daddy\"hervoicesoundedsoridiculouslycalm;\"butwecan’taffordtowait。Hemightnevercomeback,yousee,andthenIshouldhavemissedhim。\" \"But,Noel,supposeheneverdidcomeback;itwouldonlybemuchworseforyou。\" Shedroppedthelittlecross,andtookholdofhishand,pressingitagainstherheart。Butstillhervoicewascalm: \"No;muchbetter,Daddy;youthinkIdon’tknowmyownfeelings,butIdo,\"’ ThemaninPiersonsoftened;thepriesthardened。 \"Nollie,truemarriageistheunionofsouls;andforthat,timeiswanted。Timetoknowthatyoufeelandthinkthesame,andlovethesamethings。\" \"Yes,Iknow;butwedo。\" \"Youcan’ttellthat,mydear;noonecouldinthreeweeks。\" \"Butthesearen’tordinarytimes,arethey?Peoplehavetodothingsinahurry。Oh,Daddy!Beanangel!Motherwouldhaveunderstood,andletme,Iknow!\" Piersondrewawayhishand;thewordshurt,fromreminderofhisloss,fromreminderofthepoorsubstitutehewas。 \"Look,Nollie!\"hesaid。\"Afteralltheseyearssincesheleftus,I’maslonelyasever,becausewewerereallyone。Ifyoumarrythisyoungmanwithoutknowingmoreofyourownheartsthanyoucaninsuchalittletime,youmayregretitdreadfully;youmayfinditturnout,afterall,nothingbutalittleemptypassion;oragain,ifanythinghappenstohimbeforeyou’vehadanyrealmarriedlifetogether,you’llhaveamuchgreatergriefandsenseoflosstoputupwiththanifyousimplystayengagedtillafterthewar。Besides,mychild,you’remuchtooyoung。\" Shesatsostillthathelookedatherinalarm。\"ButImust!\" Hebithislips,andsaidsharply:\"Youcan’t,Nollie!\" Shegotup,andbeforehecouldstopher,wasgone。Withtheclosingofthedoor,hisangerevaporated,anddistresstookitsplace。Poorchild!Whattodowiththiswaywardchickenjustoutoftheegg,andwantingtobefull—fledgedatonce?Thethoughtthatshewouldbelyingmiserable,crying,perhaps,besethimsothathewentoutintothepassageandtappedonherdoor。Gettingnoanswer,hewentin。 Itwasdarkbutforastreakofmoonlight,andinthathesawher,lyingonherbed,facedown;andstealinguplaidhishandonherhead。Shedidnotmove;and,strokingherhair,hesaidgently: \"Nolliedear,Ididn’tmeantobeharsh。IfIwereyourmother,I shouldknowhowtomakeyousee,butI’monlyanoldbumble—daddy。\" Sherolledover,scramblingintoacross—leggedpostureonthebed。 Hecouldseehereyesshining。Butshedidnotspeak;sheseemedtoknowthatinsilencewasherstrength。 Hesaidwithasortofdespair: \"Youmustletmetalkitoverwithyouraunt。Shehasalotofgoodsense。\" \"Yes。\" Hebentoverandkissedherhotforehead。 \"Goodnight,mydear;don’tcry。Promiseme!\" Shenodded,andliftedherface;hefeltherhotsoftlipsonhisforehead,andwentawayalittlecomforted。 ButNoelsatonherbed,huggingherknees,listeningtothenight,totheemptinessandsilence;eachminutesomuchlostofthelittle,littletimeleft,thatshemighthavebeenwithhim。 III Piersonwokeafteratroubledanddreamfulnight,inwhichhehadthoughthimselfwanderinginheavenlikealostsoul。 Afterregaininghisroomlastnightnothinghadstruckhimmoreforciblythantheneedlessnessofhiswords:\"Don’tcry,Nollie!\" forhehadrealisedwithuneasinessthatshehadnotbeennearcrying。No;therewasinhersomeemotionverydifferentfromthetearful。Hekeptseeinghercross—leggedfigureonthebedinthatdimlight;tense,enigmatic,almostChinese;keptfeelingthefeverishtouchofherlips。Agoodgirlishburstoftearswouldhavedonehergood,andbeenaguarantee。Hehadtheuncomfortableconvictionthathisrefusalhadpassedherby,asifunspoken。And,sincehecouldnotgoandmakemusicatthattimeofnight,hehadendedonhisknees,inalongsearchforguidance,whichwasnotvouchsafedhim。 Theculpritsweredemureatbreakfast;noonecouldhavetoldthatforthelasthourtheyhadbeensittingwiththeirarmsroundeachother,watchingtheriverflowby,talkingbutlittle,throughlipstoobusy。Piersonpursuedhissister—in—lawtotheroomwhereshedidherflowerseverymorning。Hewatchedherforaminutedividingramblersfrompansies,cornflowersfromsweetpeas,beforehesaid: \"I’mverytroubled,Thirza。Nolliecametomelastnight。Imagine! Theywanttogetmarried——thosetwo!\" Acceptinglifeasitcame,Thirzashowednodismay,buthercheeksgrewalittlepinker,andhereyesalittlerounder。Shetookupasprigofmignonette,andsaidplacidly: \"Oh,mydear!\" \"Thinkofit,Thirza——thatchild!Why,it’sonlyayearortwosincesheusedtositonmykneeandticklemyfacewithherhair。\" Thirzawentonarrangingherflowers。 \"Noelisolderthanyouthink,Edward;sheismorethanherage。Andrealmarriedlifewouldn’tbeginforthemtillafter——ifiteverbegan。\" Piersonexperiencedasortofshock。Hissister—in—law’swordsseemedcriminallylight—hearted。 \"But——but——\"hestammered;\"theunion,Thirza!Whocantellwhatwillhappenbeforetheycometogetheragain!\" Shelookedathisquiveringface,andsaidgently: \"Iknow,Edward;butifyourefuse,Ishouldbeafraid,inthesedays,ofwhatNoelmightdo。Itoldyouthere’sastreakofdesperationinher。\" \"Noelwillobeyme。\" \"Iwonder!Therearesomanyofthesewarmarriagesnow。\" Piersonturnedaway。 \"Ithinkthey’redreadful。Whatdotheymean——Justamomentarygratificationofpassion。Theymightjustaswellnotbe。\" \"Theymeanpensions,asarule,\"saidThirzacalmly。 \"Thirza,thatiscynical;besides,itdoesn’taffectthiscase。I can’tbeartothinkofmylittleNolliegivingherselfforamomentwhichmaycometonothing,ormayturnoutthebeginningofanunhappymarriage。Whoisthisboy——whatishe?Iknownothingofhim。HowcanIgivehertohim——it’simpossible!IftheyhadbeenengagedsometimeandIknewsomethingofhim——yes,perhaps;evenatherage。Butthishastypassionateness——itisn’tright,itisn’tdecent。Idon’tunderstand,Ireallydon’t——howachildlikethatcanwantit。Thefactis,shedoesn’tknowwhatshe’sasking,poorlittleNollie。Shecan’tknowthenatureofmarriage,andshecan’trealiseitssacredness。Ifonlyhermotherwerehere!Talktoher,Thirza;youcansaythingsthatIcan’t!\" Thirzalookedaftertheretreatingfigure。Inspiteofhiscloth,perhapsalittlebecauseofit,heseemedtoherlikeachildwhohadcometoshowherhissorefinger。And,havingfinishedthearrangementofherflowers,shewentouttofindherniece。Shehadnotfartogo;forNoelwasstandinginthehall,quiteevidentlylyinginwait。Theywentouttogethertotheavenue。 Thegirlbeganatonce: \"Itisn’tanyusetalkingtome,Auntie;Cyrilisgoingtogetalicense。\" \"Oh!Soyou’vemadeupyourminds?\" \"Quite。\" \"Doyouthinkthat’sfairbyme,Nollie?ShouldIhaveaskedhimhereifI’dthoughtthiswasgoingtohappen?\" Noelonlysmiled。 \"Haveyoutheleastideawhatmarriagemeans?\" Noelnodded。 \"Really?\" \"Ofcourse。Gratianismarried。Besides,atschool——\" \"Yourfatherisdeadagainstit。Thisisasadthingforhim。He’saperfectsaint,andyououghtn’ttohurthim。Can’tyouwait,atleasttillCyril’snextleave?\" \"Hemightneverhaveone,yousee。\" Theheartofherwhoseboyswereouttheretoo,andmightalsoneverhaveanotherleave;couldnotbutberesponsivetothosewords。Shelookedatherniece,andadimappreciationofthisrevoltoflifemenacedbydeath,ofyouththreatenedwithextinction,stirredinher。Noel’steethwereclenched,herlipsdrawnback,andshewasstaringinfrontofher。 \"Daddyoughtn’ttomind。Oldpeoplehaven’ttofight,andgetkilled;theyoughtn’ttomindustakingwhatwecan。They’vehadtheirgoodtime。\" ItwassuchajustlittlespeechthatThirzaanswered: \"Yes;perhapshehasn’tquiterealisedthat。\" \"IwanttomakesureofCyril,Auntie;IwanteverythingIcanhavewithhimwhilethere’sthechance。Idon’tthinkit’smuchtoask,whenperhapsI’llneverhaveanymoreofhimagain。\" Thirzaslippedherhandthroughthegirl’sarm。 \"Iunderstand,\"shesaid。\"Only,Nollie,suppose,whenallthisisover,andwebreatheandlivenaturallyoncemore,youfoundyou’dmadeamistake?\" Noelshookherhead。\"Ihaven’t。\" \"Weallthinkthat,mydear;butthousandsofmistakesaremadebypeoplewhonomoredreamthey’remakingthemthanyoudonow;andthenit’saveryhorriblebusiness。Itwouldbeespeciallyhorribleforyou;yourfatherbelievesheartandsoulinmarriagebeingforever。\" \"Daddy’sadarling;butIdon’talwaysbelievewhathebelieves,youknow。Besides,I’mnotmakingamistake,Auntie!IloveCyrileverso。\" Thirzagaveherwaistasqueeze。 \"Youmustn’tmakeamistake。Weloveyoutoomuch,Nollie。IwishwehadGratianhere。\" \"Gratianwouldbackmeup,\"saidNoel;\"sheknowswhatthewaris。 Andyououghtto,Auntie。IfRexorHarrywantedtobemarried,I’msureyou’dneveropposethem。Andthey’renoolderthanCyril。YoumustunderstandwhatitmeanstomeAuntiedear,tofeelthatwebelongtoeachotherproperlybefore——beforeitallbeginsforhim,and——andtheremaybenomore。Daddydoesn’trealise。Iknowhe’sawfullygood,but——he’sforgotten。\" \"Mydear,Ithinkheremembersonlytoowell。Hewasdesperatelyattachedtoyourmother。\" Noelclenchedherhands。 \"Washe?Well,soamItoCyril,andhetome。Wewouldn’tbeunreasonableifitwasn’t——wasn’tnecessary。Talk,toCyril,Auntie; thenyou’llunderstand。Thereheis;only,don’tkeephimlong,becauseIwanthim。Oh!Auntie;Iwanthimsobadly!\" Sheturned;andslippedbackintothehouse;andThirza,consciousofhavingbeendecoyedtothisyoungman,whostoodtherewithhisarmsfolded,likeNapoleonbeforeabattle,smiledandsaid: \"Well,Cyril,soyou’vebetrayedme!\" Eveninspeakingshewasconsciousofthereallymomentouschangeinthissunburnt,blue—eyed,lazilyimpudentyouthsincethedayhearrived,threeweeksago,intheirlittlewagonette。Hetookherarm,justasNoelhad,andmadehersitdownbesidehimontherusticbench,wherehehadevidentlybeentoldtowait。 \"Yousee,Mrs。Pierson,\"hesaid,\"it’snotasifNoelwereanordinarygirlinanordinarytime,isit?Noelisthesortofgirlonewouldknockone’sbrainsoutfor;andtosendmeoutthereknowingthatIcouldhavebeenmarriedtoherandwasn’t,willtakealltheheartoutofme。OfcourseImeantocomeback,butchapsdogetknockedover,andIthinkit’scruelthatwecan’ttakewhatwecanwhilewecan。Besides,I’vegotmoney;andthatwouldbehersanyway。So,dobeadarling,won’tyou?\"Heputhisarmroundherwaist,justasifhehadbeenherson,andherheart,whichwantedherownboyssobadly,feltwarmedwithinher。 \"Yousee,Idon’tknowMr。Pierson,butheseemsawfullygentleandjolly,andifhecouldseeintomehewouldn’tmind,Iknow。Wedon’tmindriskingourlivesandallthat,butwedothinkweoughttohavetherunofthemwhilewe’realive。I’llgivehimmydyingoathoranything,thatIcouldneverchangetowardsNoel,andshe’lldothesame。Oh!Mrs。Pierson,dobeajollybrick,andputinawordforme,quick!We’vegotsofewdays!\" \"But,mydearboy,\"saidThirzafeebly,\"doyouthinkit’sfairtosuchachildasNoel?\" \"Yes,Ido。Youdon’tunderstand;she’ssimplyhadtogrowup。Sheisgrown—up——allinthisweek;she’squiteasoldasIam,really—— andI’mtwenty—two。Andyouknowit’sgoingtobe——it’sgottobe——ayoungworld,fromnowon;peoplewillbegindoingthingsmuchearlier。What’stheuseofpretendingit’slikewhatitwas,andbeingcautious,andallthat?IfI’mgoingtobekilled,Ithinkwe’vegotarighttobemarriedfirst;andifI’mnot,thenwhatdoesitmatter?\" \"You’veknowneachothertwenty—onedays,Cyril。\" \"No;twenty—oneyears!Everyday’sayearwhenOh!Mrs。Pierson,thisisn’tlikeyou,isit?Younevergotomeettrouble,doyou?\" Atthatshrewdremark,Thirzaputherhandonthehandwhichstillclaspedherwaist,andpresseditcloser。 \"Well,mydear,\"shesaidsoftly,\"wemustseewhatcanbedone。\" CyrilMorlandkissedhercheek。\"Iwillblessyouforever,\"hesaid。\"Ihaven’tgotanypeople,youknow,exceptmytwosisters。\" AndsomethingliketearsstarteduponThirza’seyelashes。Theyseemedtoherlikethebabesinthewood——thosetwo! IV 1 Inthedining—roomofherfather’shouseinthatoldLondonSquarebetweenEastandWest,GratianLaird,intheoutdoorgarbofanurse,waswritingatelegram:\"ReverendEdwardPierson,Kestrel,Tintern,Monmouthshire。Georgeterriblyill。Pleasecomeifyoucan。 Gratian。\"Givingittoamaid,shetookoffherlongcoatandsatdownforamoment。Shehadbeentravellingallnight,afterafullday’swork,andhadonlyjustarrived,tofindherhusbandbetweenlifeanddeath。ShewasverydifferentfromNoel;notquitesotall,butofastrongerbuild;withdarkchestnut—colouredhair,clearhazeleyes,andabroadbrow。Theexpressionofherfacewasearnest,withasortofconstantspiritualenquiry;andasingularlytruthfullook:Shewasjusttwenty;andoftheyearthatshehadbeenmarried,hadonlyspentsixweekswithherhusband;theyhadnotevenahouseoftheirownasyet。Afterrestingfiveminutes,shepassedherhandvigorouslyoverherface,threwbackherhead,andwalkedupstairstotheroomwherehelay。Hewasnotconscious,andtherewasnothingtobedonebutsitandwatchhim。 ’Ifhedies,’shethought,’IshallhateGodforHiscruelty。IhavehadsixweekswithGeorge;somepeoplehavesixtyyears。’Shefixedhereyesonhisface,shortandbroad,withbumpsof\"observation\"onthebrows。Hehadbeensunburnt。Thedarklashesofhisclosedeyeslayondeathlyyellowcheeks;histhickhairgrewratherlowonhisbroadforehead。Thelipswerejustopenandshowedstrongwhiteteeth。Hehadalittleclippedmoustache,andhairhadgrownonhisclean—cutjaw。Hispyjamajackethadfallenopen。Gratiandrewitclose。Itwascuriouslystill,foraLondonday,thoughthewindowwaswideopen。Anythingtobreakthisheavystupor,whichwasnotonlyGeorge’s,butherown,andtheveryworld’s!Thecrueltyofit——whenshemightbegoingtolosehimforever,inafewhoursordays!Shethoughtoftheirlastparting。Ithadnotbeenveryloving,hadcometoosoonafteroneofthoseargumentstheywereinclinedtohave,inwhichtheycouldnotasyetdisagreewithsuavity。Georgehadsaidtherewasnofuturelifefortheindividual;shehadmaintainedtherewas。Theyhadgrownhotandimpatient。Eveninthecabonthewaytohistraintheyhadpursuedthewretcheddiscussion,andthelastkisshadbeenfromlipsonlipsyetwarmfromdisagreement。 Eversince,asifincompunction,shehadbeenwaveringtowardshispointofview;andnow,whenhewasperhapstosolvetheproblem—— findoutforcertain——shehadcometofeelthatifhedied,shewouldneverseehimafter。Itwascruelthatsuchablightshouldhavecomeonherbeliefatthis,ofallmoments。 Shelaidherhandonhis。Itwaswarm,feltstrong,althoughsomotionlessandhelpless。Georgewassovigorous,soalive,andstrong—willed;itseemedimpossiblethatlifemightbegoingtoplayhimfalse。Sherecalledtheunflinchinglookofhissteel—brighteyes,hisdeep,queerlyvibratingvoice,whichhadnotraceofself— consciousnessorpretence。Sheslippedherhandontohisheart,andbeganveryslowly,gentlyrubbingit。He,asdoctor,andshe,asnurse,hadbothseensomuchofdeaththeselasttwoyears!Yetitseemedsuddenlyasifshehadneverseendeath,andthattheyoungfacesshehadseen,emptyandwhite,inthehospitalwards,hadjustbeenashow。Deathwouldappeartoherforthefirsttime,ifthisfacewhichshelovedweretobedrainedforeveroflightandcolourandmovementandmeaning。 AhumblebeefromtheSquareGardenboomedinandbuzzedidlyroundtheroom。Shecaughtherbreathinalittlesob…… 2 Piersonreceivedthattelegramatmidday,returningfromalonelywalkafterhistalkwithThirza。ComingfromGratiansoself— reliant——itmeanttheworst。Hepreparedatoncetocatchthenexttrain。Noelwasout,nooneknewwhere:sowithasickfeelinghewrote: \"DEARESTCHILD,\"IamgoinguptoGratian;poorGeorgeisdesperatelyill。Ifitgoesbadlyyoushouldbewithyoursister。Iwillwireto—morrowmorningearly。Ileaveyouinyouraunt’shands,mydear。Bereasonableandpatient。Godblessyou。 \"Yourdevoted’DADDY。\" Hewasaloneinhisthird—classcompartment,and,leaningforward,watchedtheruinedAbbeyacrosstherivertillitwasoutofsight。 Thoseoldmonkshadlivedinanagesurelynotsosadasthis。Theymusthavehadpeacefullives,remotedownhere,indayswhentheChurchwasgreatandlovely,andmenlaiddowntheirlivesfortheirbeliefinher,andbuilteverlastingfanestothegloryofGod!Whatachangetothisageofrushandhurry,ofscience,trade,materialprofit,andthisterriblewar!Hetriedtoreadhispaper,butitwasfullofhorrorsandhate。’Whenwillitend?’hethought。Andthetrainwithitsrhythmicjoltingseemedgrindingouttheanswer: \"Never——never!\" AtChepstowasoldiergotin,followedbyawomanwithaveryflushedfaceandcurious,swimmyeyes;herhairwasindisorder,andherlipbleeding,asifshehadbittenitthrough。Thesoldier,too,lookedstrainedanddesperate。Theysatdown,farapart,ontheseatopposite。Pierson,feelingthathewasintheirway,triedtohidehimselfbehindhispaper;whenhelookedagain,thesoldierhadtakenoffhistunicandcapandwasleaningoutofthewindow。Thewoman,ontheseat’sedge,sniffingandwipingherface,methisglancewithresentfuleyes,then,gettingup,shepulledtheman’ssleeve。 \"Sitdahn;don’t’angouto’there。\" ThesoldierflunghimselfbackontheseatandlookedatPierson。 \"Thewifean’me’s’adabitofarow,\"hesaidcompanionably。\"Gitsonmenerves;I’mnotusedtoit。Shewasinaraid,and’ernervesareallgonefunny;ain’tthey,oldgirl?Makesmefeelme’ead。 I’vebeenwoundedthere,youknow;can’tstandmuchnow。Imightdosomethin’ifshewastogoonlikethisforlong。\" Piersonlookedatthewoman,buthereyesstillmethisresentfully。 Thesoldierheldoutapacketofcigarettes。\"Takeone,\"hesaid。 Piersontookoneand,feelingthatthesoldierwantedhimtospeak,murmured:\"Weallhavethesetroubleswiththosewe’refondof;thefonderweareofpeople,themorewefeelthem,don’twe?Ihadonewithmydaughterlastnight。\" \"Ah!\"saidthesoldier;\"that’sright。Thewifeandme’llmakeitup。’Ere,comeorfit,oldgirl。\" >Frombehindhispaperhesoonbecameconsciousofthesoundsofreconciliation——reproachesbecausesomeonehadbeenofferedadrink,kissesmixedwithmildslappings,andabuse。WhentheygotoutatBristolthesoldiershookhishandwarmly,butthewomanstillgavehimherresentfulstare,andhethoughtdreamily:’Thewar!Howitaffectseveryone!’Hiscarriagewasinvadedbyaswarmofsoldiers,andtherestofthejourneywaspassedinmakinghimselfsmall。Whenatlasthereachedhome,Gratianmethiminthehall。 \"Justthesame。Thedoctorsaysweshallknowinafewhoursnow。 Howsweetofyoutocome!Youmustbetired,inthisheat。Itwasdreadfultospoilyourholiday。\" \"Mydear!AsifMayIgoupandseehim?\" GeorgeLairdwasstilllyinginthatstupor。AndPiersonstoodgazingdownathimcompassionately。Likemostparsons,hehadawideacquaintancewiththesickanddying;andoneremorselessfellowshipwithdeath。Death!Thecommonestthingintheworld,now——commonerthanlife!Thisyoungdoctormusthaveseenmanydieintheselasttwoyears,savedmanyfromdeath;andtherehelay,notabletoliftafingertosavehimself。Piersonlookedathisdaughter;whatastrong,promisingyoungcoupletheywere!Andputtinghisarmroundher,heledherawaytothesofa,whencetheycouldseethesickman。