第9章

类别:其他 作者:Joseph Conrad字数:12495更新时间:18/12/18 14:24:46
Nowork,nopay。’ MrVerlocfeltaqueersensationoffaintnessinhisstoutlegs。Hesteppedbackonepace,andblewhisnoseloudly。 Hewas,intruth,startledandalarmed。TherustyLondonsunshinestrugglingclearoftheLondonmistshedalukewarmbrightnessintotheFirstSecretary’sprivateroom:andinthesilenceMrVerlocheardagainstawindow—panethefaintbuzzingofafly—hisfirstflyoftheyear—heraldingbetterthananynumberofswallowstheapproachofspring。Theuselessfussingofthattiny,energeticorganismaffectedunpleasantlythisbigmanthreatenedinhisindolence。 InthepauseMrVladimirformulatedinhismindaseriesofdisparagingremarksconcerningMrVerloc’sfaceandfigure。Thefellowwasunexpectedlyvulgar,heavy,andimpudentlyunintelligent。 Helookeduncommonlylikeamasterplumbercometopresenthisbill。TheFirstSecretaryoftheEmbassy,fromhisoccasionalexcursionsintothefieldofAmericanhumour,hadformedaspecialnotionofthatclassofmechanicastheembodimentoffraudulentlazinessandincompetency。 Thiswasthenthefamousandtrustysecretagent,sosecretthathewasneverdesignatedotherwisebutbythesymbolDinthelateBaronStott—Wartenheim’sofficial,semi—official,andconfidentialcorrespondence;thecelebratedagentDwhosewarningshadthepowertochangetheschemesandthedatesofroyal,imperial,grand—ducaljourneys,andsometimescausethemtobeputoffaltogether!Thisfellow! AndMrVladimirindulgedmentallyinanenormousandderisivefitofmerriment,partlyathisownastonishment,whichhejudgednaive,butmostlyattheexpenseoftheuniversallyregrettedBaronStott—Wartenheim。HislateExcellency,whomtheaugustfavourofhisImperialmasterhadimposedasAmbassadoruponseveralreluctantMinistersofForeignAffairs,hadenjoyedinhislifetimeafameforanowlish,pessimisticgullibility。HisExcellencyhadthesocialrevolutiononthebrain。Heimaginedhimselftobeadiplomatistsetapartbyaspecialdispensationtowatchtheendofdiplomacy,andprettynearlytheendoftheworld,inahorrid,democraticupheaval。HispropheticanddolefuldispatcheshadbeenforyearsthejokeofForeignOffices。Hewassaidtohaveexclaimedonhisdeath—bed(visitedbyhisImperialfriendandmaster):`UnhappyEurope!Thoushaltperishbythemoralinsanityofthychildren!’Hewasfatedtobethevictimofthefirsthumbuggingrascalthatcamealong,thoughtMrVladimir,smilingvaguelyatMrVerloc。 `YououghttoveneratethememoryofBaronStott—Wartenheim,’heexclaimed,suddenly。 TheloweredphysiognomyofMrVerlocexpressedasombreandwearyannoyance。 `Permitmetoobservetoyou,’hesaid,`thatIcameherebecauseI wassummonedbyaperemptoryletter。Ihavebeenhereonlytwicebeforeinthelastelevenyears,andcertainlyneverateleveninthemorning。 Itisn’tverywisetocallmeuplikethis。Thereisjustachanceofbeingseen。Andthatwouldbenojokeforme。’ MrVladimirshruggedhisshoulders。 `Itwoulddestroymyusefulness,’continuedtheotherhotly。 `That’syouraffair,’murmuredMrVladimir,withsoftbrutality。`Whenyouceasetobeusefulyoushallceasetobeemployed。Yes。Rightoff。 Cutshort。Youshall——’MrVladimir,frowning,paused,atalossforasufficientlyidiomaticexpression,andinstantlybrightenedup,withagrinofbeautifullywhiteteeth。`Youshallbechucked,’hebroughtout,ferociously。 OncemoreMrVerlochadtoreactwithalltheforceofhiswillagainstthatsensationoffaintnessrunningdownone’slegswhichonceuponatimehadinspiredsomepoordevilwiththefelicitousexpression:`Myheartwentdownintomyboots。’MrVerloc,awareofthesensation,raisedhisheadbravely。 MrVladimirborethelookofheavyinquirywithperfectserenity。 `WhatwewantistoadministeratonictotheConferenceinMilan,hesaid,airily。`Itsdeliberationsuponinternationalactionforthesuppressionofpoliticalcrimedon’tseemtogetanywhere。Englandlags。Thiscountryisabsurdwithitssentimentalregardforindividualliberty。It’sintolerabletothinkthatallyourfriendshavegotonlytocomeoverto——’ `InthatwayIhavethemallundermyeye,’MrVerlocinterrupted,huskily。 `Itwouldbemuchmoretothepointtohavethemallunderlockandkey。Englandmustbebroughtintoline。Theimbecilebourgeoisieofthiscountrymakethemselvestheaccomplicesoftheverypeoplewhoseaimistodrivethemoutoftheirhousestostarveinditches。Andtheyhavethepoliticalpowerstill,iftheyonlyhadthesensetouseitfortheirpreservation。 Isupposeyouagreethatthemiddleclassesarestupid?’ MrVerlocagreedhoarsely。`Theyare。’ `Theyhavenoimagination。Theyareblindedbyanidioticvanity。Whattheywantjustnowisajollygoodscare。Thisisthepsychologicalmomenttosetyourfriendstowork。Ihavehadyoucalledheretodeveloptoyoumyidea。’ AndMrVladimirdevelopedhisideafromonhigh,withscornandcondescension,displayingatthesametimeanamountofignoranceastotherealaims,thoughts,andmethodsoftherevolutionaryworldwhichfilledthesilentMrVerlocwithinwardconsternation。Heconfoundedcauseswitheffectsmorethanwasexcusable;themostdistinguishedpropagandistswithimpulsivebombthrowers;assumedorganizationwhereinthenatureofthingsitcouldnotexist;spokeofthesocialrevolutionarypartyonemomentasofaperfectlydisciplinedarmy,wherethewordofchiefswassupreme,andatanotherasifithadbeentheloosestassociationofdesperatebrigandsthatevercampedinamountaingorge。OnceMrVerlochadopenedhismouthforaprotest,buttheraisingofashapely,largewhitehandarrestedhim。Verysoonhebecametooappalledtoeventrytoprotest。Helistenedinastillnessofdreadwhichresembledtheimmobilityofprofoundattention。 `Aseriesofoutrages,’MrVladimircontinued,calmly,`executedhereinthiscountry;notonlyplannedhere—thatwouldnotdo—theywouldnotmind。YourfriendscouldsethalftheContinentonfirewithoutinfluencingthepublicopinionhereinfavourofauniversalrepressivelegislation。Theywillnotlookoutsidetheirbackyardhere。’ MrVerlocclearedhisthroat,buthisheartfailedhim,andhesaidnothing。 `Theseoutragesneednotbeespeciallysanguinary,’MrVladimirwenton,asifdeliveringascientificlecture,`buttheymustsufficientlystartling—effective。Letthembedirectedagainstbuildings,forinstance。 Whatisthefetishofthehourthatallthebourgeoisierecognize—eh,MrVerloc?’ MrVerlocopenedhishandsandshruggedhisshouldersslightly。 `Youaretoolazytothink,’wasMrVladimir’scommentuponthatgesture。 `PayattentiontowhatIsay。Thefetishoftodayisneitherroyaltynorreligion。Thereforethepalaceandthechurchshouldbeleftalone。YouunderstandwhatImean,MrVerloc?’ ThedismayandthescornofMrVerlocfoundventinanattemptatlevity。 `Perfectly。ButwhatoftheEmbassies?AseriesofattacksonthevariousEmbassies,’hebegan;buthecouldnotwithstandthecold,watchfulstareoftheFirstSecretary。 `Youcanbefacetious,Isee,’thelatterobserved,carelessly。`That’sallright。Itmayenlivenyouroratoryatsocialisticcongresses。Butthisroomisnoplaceforit。ItwouldbeinfinitelysaferforyoutofollowcarefullywhatIamsaying。Asyouarebeingcalledupontofurnishfactsinsteadofcock—and—bullstories,youhadbettertrytomakeyourprofitoffwhatIamtakingthetroubletoexplaintoyou。Thesacrosanctfetishoftodayisscience。Whydon’tyougetsomeofyourfriendstogoforthatwooden—facedpanjandrum—eh?IsitnotpartoftheseinstitutionswhichmustbesweptawaybeforetheF。P。comesalong?’ MrVerlocsaidnothing。Hewasafraidtoopenhislipslestagroanshouldescapehim。 `Thisiswhatyoushouldtryfor。Anattemptuponacrownedheadoronapresidentissensationalenoughinaway,butnotsomuchasitusedtobe。Ithasenteredintothegeneralconceptionoftheexistenceofallchiefsofstate。It’salmostconventional—especiallysincesomanypresidentshavebeenassassinated。Nowletustakeanoutrageupon—say,achurch。 Horribleenoughatfirstsight,nodoubt,andyetnotsoeffectiveasapersonofanordinarymindmightthink。Nomatterhowrevolutionaryandanarchistininception,therewouldbefoolsenoughtogivesuchanoutragethecharacterofareligiousmanifestation。Andthatwoulddetractfromtheespecialalarmingsignificancewewishtogivetotheact。Amurderousattemptonarestaurantoratheatrewouldsufferinthesamewayfromthesuggestionofnon—politicalpassion;theexasperationofahungryman,anactofsocialrevenge。Allthisisusedup;itisnolongerinstructiveasanobjectlessoninrevolutionaryanarchism。Everynewspaperhasready—madephrasestoexplainsuchmanifestationsaway。Iamabouttogiveyouthephilosophyofbombthrowingfrommypointofview;fromthepointofviewyoupretendtohavebeenservingforthelastelevenyears。Iwilltrynottotalkaboveyourhead。Thesensibilitiesoftheclassyouareattackingaresoonblunted。Propertyseemstothemanindestructiblething。Youcan’tcountupontheiremotionseitherofpityorfearforverylong。Abomboutragetohaveanyinfluenceonpublicopinionnowmustgobeyondtheintentionofvengeanceorterrorism。Itmustbepurelydestructive。Itmustbethat,andonlythat,beyondthefaintestsuspicionofanyotherobject。Youanarchistsshouldmakeitclearthatyouareperfectlydeterminedtomakeacleansweepofthewholesocialcreation。Buthowtogetthatappallinglyabsurdnotionintotheheadsofthemiddleclassessothatthereshouldbenomistake?That’sthequestion。Bydirectingyourblowsatsomethingoutsidetheordinarypassionsofhumanityistheanswer。Ofcourse,thereisart。AbombintheNationalGallerywouldmakesomenoise。 Butitwouldnotbeseriousenough。Arthasneverbeentheirfetish。It’slikebreakingafewbackwindowsinaman’shouse;whereas,ifyouwanttomakehimreallysitup,youmusttryatleasttoraisetheroof。Therewouldbesomescreamingofcourse,butfromwhom?Artists—artcriticsandsuchlike—peopleofnoaccount。Nobodymindswhattheysay。Butthereislearning—science。Anyimbecilethathasgotanincomebelievesinthat。Hedoesnotknowwhy,buthebelievesitmatterssomehow。Itisthesacrosanctfetish。Allthedamnedprofessorsareradicalsatheart。Letthemknowthattheirgreatpanjandrumhasgottogo,too,tomakeroomfortheFutureoftheProletariat。AhowlfromalltheseintellectualidiotsisboundtohelpforwardthelaboursoftheMilanConference。Theywillbewritingtothepapers。Theirindignationwouldbeabovesuspicion,nomaterialinterestsbeingopenlyatstake,anditwillalarmeveryselfishnessoftheclasswhichshouldbeimpressed。Theybelievethatinsomemysteriouswayscienceisatthesourceoftheirmaterialprosperity。Theydo。Andtheabsurdferocityofsuchademonstrationwillaffectthemmoreprofoundlythanthemanglingofawholestreet—ortheatre—fulloftheirownkind。 Tothatlasttheycanalwayssay:\"Oh!it’smereclasshate。\"Butwhatisonetosaytoanactofdestructiveferocitysoabsurdastobeincomprehensible,inexplicable,almostunthinkable;infact,mad?Madnessaloneistrulyterrifying,inasmuchasyoucannotplacateiteitherbythreats,persuasion,orbribes。Moreover,Iamacivilizedman。Iwouldneverdreamofdirectingyoutoorganizeamerebutchery,evenifIexpectedthebestresultsfromit。ButIwouldn’texpectfromabutcherytheresultIwant。Murderisalwayswithus。Itisalmostaninstitution。Thedemonstrationmustbeagainstlearning—science。Butnoteverysciencewilldo。Theattackmusthavealltheshockingsenselessnessofgratuitousblasphemy。Sincebombsareyourmeansofexpression,itwouldbereallytellingifonecouldthrowabombintopuremathematics。Butthatisimpossible。Ihavebeentryingtoeducateyou;Ihaveexpoundedtoyouthehigherphilosophyofyourusefulness,andsuggestedtoyousomeserviceablearguments。Thepracticalapplicationofmyteachinginterestsyoumostly。ButfromthemomentIhaveundertakentointerviewyouIhavealsogivensomeattentiontothepracticalaspectofthequestion。Whatdoyouthinkofhavingagoatastronomy?’ ForsometimealreadyMrVerloc’simmobilitybythesideofthearmchairresembledastateofcollapsedcoma—asortofpassiveinsensibilityinterruptedbyslightconvulsivestarts,suchasmaybeobservedinthedomesticdoghavinganightmareonthehearthrug。Anditwasinanuneasy,doglikegrowlthatherepeatedtheword: `Astronomy。’ HehadnotrecoveredthoroughlyasyetfromthestateofbewildermentbroughtaboutbytheefforttofollowMrVladimir’srapid,incisiveutterance。 Ithadovercomehispowerofassimilation。Ithadmadehimangry。Thisangerwascomplicatedbyincredulity。Andsuddenlyitdawneduponhimthatallthiswasanelaboratejoke。MrVladimirexhibitedhiswhiteteethinasmile,withdimplesonhisround,fullfaceposedwithacomplacentinclinationabovethebristlingbowofhisnecktie。Thefavouriteofintelligentsocietywomenhadassumedhisdrawing—roomattitudeaccompanyingthedeliveryofdelicatewitticisms。Sittingwellforward,hiswhitehandupraised,heseemedtoholddelicatelybetweenhisthumbandforefingerthesubtletyofhissuggestion。 `Therecouldbenothingbetter。Suchanoutragecombinesthegreatestpossibleregardforhumanitywiththemostalarmingdisplayofferociousimbecility。Idefytheingenuityofjournaliststopersuadetheirpublicthatanygivenmemberoftheproletariatcanhaveapersonalgrievanceagainstastronomy。Starvationitselfcouldhardlybedraggedinthere— eh?Andthereareotheradvantages。ThewholecivilizedworldhasheardofGreenwich。TheverybootblacksinthebasementofCharingCrossStationknowsomethingofit。See?’ ThefeaturesofMrVladimir,sowellknowninthebestsocietybytheirhumorousurbanity,beamedwithcynicalself—satisfaction,whichwouldhaveastonishedtheintelligentwomenhiswitentertainedsoexquisitely。`Yes,’ hecontinued,withacontemptuoussmile,`theblowingupofthefirstmeridianisboundtoraiseahowlofexecration。’ `Adifficultbusiness,’MrVerlocmumbled,feelingthatthiswastheonlysafethingtosay。 `Whatisthematter?Haven’tyouthewholegangunderyourhand?Theverypickofthebasket?ThatoldterroristYundtishere。IseehimwalkingaboutPiccadillyinhisgreenhavelockalmosteveryday。AndMichaelis,theticket—of—leaveapostle—youdon’tmeantosayyoudon’tknowwhereheis?Becauseifyoudon’t,Icantellyou,’MrVladimirwentonmenacingly。 `Ifyouimaginethatyouaretheonlyoneinthesecretfundlist,youaremistaken。’ ThisperfectlygratuitoussuggestioncausedMrVerloctoshufflehisfeetslightly。 `AndthewholeLausannelot—eh?Haven’ttheybeenflockingoverhereatthefirsthintoftheMilanConference?Thisisanabsurdcountry。’ `Itwillcostmoney,’MrVerlocsaid,byasortofinstinct。 `Thatcockwon’tfight,’MrVladimirretorted,withanamazinglygenuineEnglishaccent。`You’llgetyourscreweverymonth,andnomoretillsomethinghappens。Andifnothinghappensverysoonyouwon’tgeteventhat。What’syourostensibleoccupation?Whatareyousupposedtoliveby?’ `Ikeepashop,’answeredMrVerloc。`Ashop!Whatsortofshop?’`Stationery,newspapers。Mywife——’ `Yourwhat?’interruptedMrVladimirinhisgutturalCentralAsiantones。 `Mywife。’MrVerlocraisedhishuskyvoiceslightly。`Iammarried。’ `Thatbedamnedforayarn,’exclaimedtheotherinunfeignedastonishment。 `Married!Andyouaprofessedanarchist,too!Whatisthisconfoundednonsense? ButIsupposeit’smerelyamannerofspeaking。Anarchistsdon’tmarry。 It’swellknown。Theycan’t。Itwouldbeapostasy。 `Mywifeisn’tone,’MrVerlocmumbled,sulkily。`Moreover,it’snoconcernofyours。’ `Oh,yes,itis,’snappedMrVladimir。`Iambeginningtobeconvincedthatyouarenotatallthemanfortheworkyou’vebeenemployedon。Why,youmusthavediscreditedyourselfcompletelyinyourownworldbyyourmarriage。Couldn’tyouhavemanagedwithout?Thisisyourvirtuousattachment—eh?Whatwithonesortofattachmentandanotheryouaredoingawaywithyourusefulness。’ MrVerloc,puffingouthischeeks,lettheairescapeviolently,andthatwasall。Hehadarmedhimselfwithpatience。Itwasnottobetriedmuchlonger。TheFirstSecretarybecamesuddenlyverycurt,detached,final。 `Youmaygonow,’hesaid。`Adynamiteoutragemustbeprovoked。Igiveyouamonth。ThesittingsoftheConferencearesuspended。Beforeitreassemblesagainsomethingmusthavehappenedhere,oryourconnectionwithusceases。’ Hechangedthenoteoncemorewithanunprincipledversatility。 `Thinkovermyphilosophy,Mr—Mr—Verloc,’hesaid,withasortofchaffingcondescension,wavinghishandtowardsthedoor。`Goforthefirstmeridian。Youdon’tknowthemiddleclassesaswellasIdo。Theirsensibilitiesarejaded。Thefirstmeridian。Nothingbetter,andnothingeasier,Ishouldthink。’ Hehadgotup,andwithhisthinsensitivelipstwitchinghumorously,watchedintheglassoverthemantelpieceMrVerlocbackingoutoftheroomheavily,hatandstickinhand。Thedoorclosed。 Thefootmanintrousers,appearingsuddenlyinthecorridor,ledMrVerlocanotherwayoutandthroughasmalldoorinthecornerofthecourtyard。 Theporterstandingatthegateignoredhisexitcompletely;andMrVerlocretracedthepathofhismorning’spilgrimageasifinadream—anangrydream。Thisdetachmentfromthematerialworldwassocompletethat,thoughthemortalenvelopeofMrVerlochadnothastenedundulyalongthestreets,thatpartofhimtowhichitwouldbeunwarrantablyrudetorefuseimmortality,founditselfattheshopdoorallatonce,asbornefromwesttoeastonthewingsofagreatwind。Hewalkedstraightbehindthecounter,andsatdownonawoodenchairthatstoodthere。Nooneappearedtodisturbhissolitude。Stevie,putintoagreenbaizeapron,wasnowsweepinganddustingupstairs,intentandconscientious,asthoughhewereplayingatit;andMrsVerloc,warnedinthekitchenbytheclatterofthecrackedbell,hadmerelycometotheglazeddooroftheparlour,andputtingthecurtainasidealittle,hadpeeredintothedimshop。Seeingherhusbandsittingthereshadowyandbulky,withhishattiltedfarbackonhishead,shehadatoncereturnedtoherstove。 AnhourormorelatershetookthegreenbaizeapronoffherbrotherStevie,andinstructedhimtowashhishandsandfaceintheperemptorytoneshehadusedinthatconnectionforfifteenyearsorso—eversinceshehad,infact,ceasedtoattendtotheboy’shandsandfaceherself。 Shesparedpresentlyaglanceawayfromherdishing—upfortheinspectionofthatfaceandthosehandswhichStevie,approachingthekitchentable,offeredforherapprovalwithanairofself—assurancehidingaperpetualresidueofanxiety。Formerlytheangerofthefatherwasthesupremelyeffectivesanctionoftheserites,butMrVerloc’splacidityindomesticlifewouldhavemadeallmentionofangerincredible—eventopoorStevie’snervousness。ThetheorywasthatMrVerlocwouldhavebeeninexpressiblypainedandshockedbyanydeficiencyofcleanlinessatmealtimes。WinnieafterthedeathofherfatherfoundconsiderableconsolationinthefeelingthatsheneednolongertrembleforpoorStevie。Shecouldnotbeartoseetheboyhurt。Itmaddenedher。Asalittlegirlshehadoftenfacedwithblazingeyestheirasciblelicensedvictuallerindefenceofherbrother。 NothingnowinMrsVerloc’sappearancecouldleadonetosupposethatshewascapableofapassionatedemonstration。 Shefinishedherdishing—up。Thetablewaslaidintheparlour。Goingtothefootofthestairsshescreamedout`Mother!’Thenopeningtheglazeddoorleadingtotheshop,`Adolf!’MrVerlochadnotchangedhisposition; hehadnotapparentlystirredalimbforanhourandahalf。Hegotupheavily,andcametohisdinnerinhisovercoatandwithhishaton,withoututteringaword。Hissilenceinitselfhadnothingstartlinglyunusualinthishousehold,hiddenintheshadesofthesordidstreetseldomtouchedbythesun,behindthedimshopwithitswaresofdisreputablerubbish。 OnlythatdayMrVerloc’staciturnitywassoobviouslythoughtfulthatthetwowomenwereimpressedbyit。Theysatsilentthemselves,keepingawatchfuleyeonpoorStevie,lestheshouldbreakoutintooneofhisfitsofloquacity。HefacedMrVerlocacrossthetable,andremainedverygoodandquiet,staringvacantly。Theendeavourtokeephimfrommakinghimselfobjectionableinanywaytothemasterofthehouseputnoinconsiderableanxietyintothesetwowomen’slives。`Theboy,’astheyalludedtohimsoftlybetweenthemselves,hadbeenasourceofthatsortofanxietyalmostfromtheverydayofhisbirth。Thelatelicensedvictualler’shumiliationathavingsuchaverypeculiarboyforasonmanifesteditselfbyapropensitytobrutaltreatment;forhewasapersonoffinesensibilities,andhissufferingsasamanandafatherwereperfectlygenuine。AfterwardsSteviehadtobekeptfrommakinghimselfanuisancetothesinglegentlemenlodgers,whoarethemselvesaqueerlot,andareeasilyaggrieved。Andtherewasalwaystheanxietyofhismereexistencetoface。Visionsofaworkhouseinfirmaryforherchildhadhauntedtheoldwomaninthebasementbreakfast—roomofthedecayedBelgravianhouse。`Ifyouhadnetfoundsuchagoodhusband,mydear,’sheusedtosaytoherdaughter,`Idon’tknowwhatwouldhavebecomeofthatpoorboy。 MrVerlocextendedasmuchrecognitiontoStevieasamannotparticularlyfondofanimalsmaygivetohiswife’sbelovedcat;andthisrecognition,benevolentandperfunctory,wasessentiallyofthesamequality。Bothwomenadmittedtothemselvesthatnotmuchmorecouldbereasonablyexpected。 ItwasenoughtoearnforMrVerloctheoldwoman’sreverentialgratitude。 Intheearlydays,madescepticalbythetrialsoffriendlesslife,sheusedsometimestoaskanxiously:`Youdon’tthink,mydear,thatMrVerlocisgettingtiredofseeingStevieabout?’TothisWinnierepliedhabituallybyaslighttossofherhead。Once,however,sheretorted,witharathergrimpertness:`He’llhavetogettiredofmefirst。’Alongsilenceensued。 Themother,withherfeetproppeduponastool,seemedtobetryingtogettothebottomofthatanswer,whosefeminineprofundityhadstruckherallofaheap。ShehadneverreallyunderstoodwhyWinniehadmarriedMrVerloc。Itwasverysensibleofher,andevidentlyhadturnedoutforthebest,butthegirlmighthavenaturallyhopedtofindsomebodyofamoresuitableage。Therehadbeenasteadyyoungfellow,onlysonofabutcherinthenextstreet,helpinghisfatherinbusiness,withwhomWinniehadbeenwalkingoutwithobviousgusto。Hewasdependentonhisfather,itistrue;butthebusinesswasgood,andhisprospectsexcellent。Hetookhergirltothetheatreonseveralevenings。Thenjustasshebegantodreadtohearoftheirengagement(forwhatcouldshehavedonewiththatbighousealone,withStevieonherhands),thatromancecametoanabruptend,andWinniewentaboutlookingverydull。ButMrVerloc,turningupprovidentiallytooccupythefirst—floorfrontbedroom,therehadbeennomorequestionoftheyoungbutcher。Itwasclearlyprovidential。 CONRAD:TheSecretAgent,Chapter3CHAPTER3 `……Allidealizationmakeslifepoorer。Tobeautifyitistotakeawayitscharacterofcomplexity—itistodestroyit。Leavethattothemoralists,myboy。Historyismadebymen,buttheydonotmakeitintheirheads。Theideasthatarebornintheirconsciousnessplayaninsignificantpartinthemarchofevents。Historyisdominatedanddeterminedbythetoolandtheproduction—bytheforceofeconomicconditions。Capitalismhasmadesocialism,andthelawsmadebythecapitalistfortheprotectionofpropertyareresponsibleforanarchism。Noonecantellwhatformthesocialorganizationmaytakeinthefuture。Thenwhyindulgeinpropheticphantasies?Atbesttheycanonlyinterpretthemindoftheprophet,andcanhavenoobjectivevalue。Leavethatpastimetothemoralists,myboy。’ Michaelis,theticket—of—leaveapostle,wasspeakinginanevenvoice,avoicethatwheezedasifdeadenedandoppressedbythelayeroffatonhischest。Hehadcomeoutofahighlyhygienicprisonroundlikeatub,withanenormousstomachanddistendedcheeksofapale,semi—transparentcomplexion,asthoughforfifteenyearstheservantsofanoutragedsocietyhadmadeapointofstuffinghimwithfatteningfoodsinadampandlightlesscellar。Andeversincehehadnevermanagedtogethisweightdownasmuchasanounce。 ItwassaidthatforthreeseasonsrunningaverywealthyoldladyhadsenthimforacuretoMarienbad—wherehewasabouttosharethepubliccuriosityoncewithacrownedhead—butthepoliceonthatoccasionorderedhimtoleavewithintwelvehours。Hismartyrdomwascontinuedbyforbiddinghimallaccesstothehealingwaters。Buthewasresignednowasmuchasanounce。 ItwassaidthatforthreeseasonsrunningaverywealthyoldladyhadsenthimforacuretoMarienbad—wherehewasabouttosharethepubliccuriosityoncewithacrownedhead—butthepoliceonthatoccasionorderedhimtoleavewithintwelvemonths。Hismartyrdomwascontinuedbyforbiddinghimallaccesstothehealingwaters。Buthewasresignednow。 Withhiselbowpresentingnoappearanceofajoint,butmorelikeabendinadummy’slimb,thrownoverthebackofachair,heleanedforwardslightlyoverhisshortandenormousthighstospitintothegrate。 `Yes!Ihadthetimetothinkthingsoutalittle,’headdedwithoutemphasis。`Societyhasgivenmeplentyoftimeformeditation。’ Ontheothersideofthefireplace,inthehorse—hairarmchairwhereMrsVerloc’smotherwasgenerallyprivilegedtosit,KarlYundtgiggledgrimly,withafaintblackgrimaceofatoothlessmouth。Theterrorist,ashecalledhimself,wasoldandbald,withanarrow,snow—whitewispofagoateehanginglimplyfromhischin。Anextraordinaryexpressionofunderhandmalevolencesurvivedinhisextinguishedeyes。Whenherosepainfullythethrustingforwardofaskinnygropinghanddeformedbygoutyswellingssuggestedtheeffortofamoribundmurderersummoningallhisremainingstrengthforalaststab。Heleanedonathickstick,whichtrembledunderhisotherhand。`Ihavealwaysdreamed,’hemouthed,fiercely,`ofabandofmenabsoluteintheirresolvetodiscardallscruplesinthechoiceofmeans,strongenoughtogivethemselvesfranklythenameofdestroyers,andfreefromthetaintofthatresignedpessimismwhichrotstheworld。 Nopityforanythingonearth,includingthemselves,anddeathenlistedforgoodandallintheserviceofhumanity—that’swhatIwouldhavelikedtosee。 Hislittlebaldheadquivered,impartingacomicalvibrationtothewispofwhitegoatee。Hisenunciationwouldhavebeenalmosttotallyunintelligibletoastranger。Hisworn—outpassion,resemblinginitsimpotentfiercenesstheexcitementofasenilesensualist,wasbadlyservedbyadriedthroatandtoothlessgumswhichseemedtocatchthetipofhistongue。MrVerloc,establishedinthecornerofthesofaattheotherendoftheroom,emittedtwoheartygruntsofassent。 Theoldterroristturnedslowlyhisheadonhisskinnyneckfromsidetoside。 `AndIcouldnevergetasmanyasthreesuchmentogether。Somuchforyourrottenpessimism,’hesnarledatMichaelis,whouncrossedhisthicklegssimilartobolsters,andslidhisfeetabruptlyunderhischairinsignofexasperation。 Heapessimist!Preposterous!Hecriedoutthatthechargewasoutrageous。 Hewassofarfrompessimismthathesawalreadytheendofallprivatepropertycomingalonglogically,unavoidably,bythemeredevelopmentofitsinherentviciousness。Thepossessorsofpropertyhadnotonlytofacetheawakenedproletariat,buttheyhadalsotofightamongstthemselves。 Yes。Struggle,warfare,wastheconditionofprivateownership。Itwasfatal。Ah!hedidnotdependuponemotionalexcitementtokeepuphisbelief,nodeclamations,noanger,novisionsofblood—redflagswaving,ormetaphoricalluridsunsofvengeancerisingabovethehorizonofadoomedsociety。Nothe!Coldreason,heboasted,wasthebasisofhisoptimism。Yesoptimism—— Hislaboriouswheezingstopped,then,afteragasportwo,headded: `Don’tyouthinkthat,ifIhadnotbeentheoptimistIam,Icouldnothavefoundinfifteenyearssomemeanstocutmythroat?And,inthelastinstance,therewerealwaysthewallsofmycelltodashmyheadagainst。’ Theshortnessofbreathtookallfire,allanimationoutofhisvoice;