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类别:其他 作者:Joseph Conrad字数:12318更新时间:18/12/18 14:24:46
hisgreat,palecheekshunglikefilledpouches,motionless,withoutaquiver;butinhisblueeyes,narrowedasifpeering,therewasthesamelookofconfidentshrewdness,alittlecrazyinitsfixity,theymusthavehadwhiletheindomitableoptimistsatthinkingatnightinhiscell。Beforehim,KarlYundtremainedstanding,onewingofhisfadedgreenishhavelockthrownbackcavalierlyoverhisshoulder。Seatedinfrontofthefireplace,ComradeOssipon,ex—medicalstudent,theprincipalwriteroftheF。P。leaflets,stretchedouthisrobustlegs,keepingthesolesofhisbootsturneduptotheglowinthegrate。Abushofcrinklyyellowhairtoppedhisred,freckledface,withaflattenednoseandprominentmouthcastintheroughmouldoftheNegrotype。Hisalmond—shapedeyesleeredlanguidlyoverthehighcheek—bones。Heworeagreyflannelshirt,thelooseendsofablacksilktiehungdownthebuttonedbreastofhissergecoat;andhisheadrestingonthebackofhischair,histhroatlargelyexposed,heraisedtohislipsacigaretteinalongwoodentube,puffingjetsofsmokestraightupattheceiling。 Michaelispursuedhisidea—theideaofhissolitaryreclusion—thethoughtvouchsafedtohiscaptivityandgrowinglikeafaithrevealedinvisions。Hetalkedtohimself,indifferenttothesympathyorhostilityofhishearers,indifferentindeedtotheirpresence,fromthehabithehadacquiredofthinkingaloudhopefullyinthesolitudeofthefourwhitewashedwallsofhiscell,inthesepulchralsilenceofthegreatblindpileofbricksnearariver,sinisteranduglylikeacolossalmortuaryforthesociallydrowned。 Hewasnogoodindiscussion,notbecauseanyamountofargumentcouldshakehisfaith,butbecausethemerefactofhearinganothervoicedisconcertedhimpainfully,confusinghisthoughtsatonce—thesethoughtsthatforsomanyyears,inamentalsolitudemorebarrenthanawaterlessdesert,nolivingvoicehadevercombated,commented,orapproved。 Nooneinterruptedhimnow,andhemadeagaintheconfessionofhisfaith,masteringhimirresistibleandcompletelikeanactofgrace:thesecretoffatediscoveredinthematerialsideoflife;theeconomicconditionoftheworldresponsibleforthepastandshapingthefuture;thesourceofallideas,guidingthementaldevelopmentofmankindandtheveryimpulsesoftheirpassion—— AharshlaughfromComradeOssiponcutthetiradedeadshortinasuddenfalteringofthetongueandabewilderedunsteadinessoftheapostle’smildlyexaltedeyes。Heclosedthemslowlyforamoment,asiftocollecthisroutedthoughts。Asilencefell;butwhatwiththetwogas—jetsoverthetableandtheglowinggratethelittleparlourbehindMrVerloc’sshophadbecomefrightfullyhot。MrVerloc,gettingoffthesofawithponderousreluctance,openedthedoorleadingintothekitchentogetmoreair,andthusdisclosedtheinnocentStevie,seatedverygoodandquietatadealtable,drawingcircles,circles;innumerablecircles,concentric,eccentric; acoruscatingwhirlofcirclesthatbytheirtangledmultitudeofrepeatedcurves,uniformityofform,andconfusionofintersectinglinessuggestedarenderingofcosmicchaos,thesymbolismofamadartattemptingtheinconceivable。Theartistneverturnedhishead;andinallhissoul’sapplicationtothetaskhisbackquivered,histhinneck,sunkintoadeephollowatthebaseoftheskull,seemedreadytosnap。 MrVerloc,afteragruntofdisapprovingsurprise,returnedtothesofa。 AlexanderOssipongotup,tallinhisthreadbarebluesergesuitunderthelowceiling,shookoffthestiffnessoflongimmobility,andstrolledawayintothekitchen(downtwosteps)tolookoverStevie’sshoulder。 Hecameback,pronouncingoracularly:`Verygood。Verycharacteristic,perfectlytypical。’ `What’sverygood?’grunted,inquiringly,MrVerloc,settledagaininthecornerofthesofa。Theotherexplainedhismeaningnegligently,withashadeofcondescensionandatossofhisheadtowardsthekitchen: `Typicalofthisformofdegeneracy—thesedrawings,Imean。’ `Youwouldcallthatladadegenerate,wouldyou?’mumbledMrVerloc。 ComradeAlexanderOssipon—nicknamedtheDoctor,ex—medicalstudentwithoutadegree;afterwardswanderinglecturertoworking—men’sassociationsuponthesocialisticaspectsofhygiene;authorofapopularquasi—medicalstudy(intheformofacheappamphletseizedpromptlybythepolice)entitledTheCorrodingVicesoftheMiddleClasses;specialdelegateofthemoreorlessmysteriousRedCommittee,togetherwithKarlYundtandMichaelis,fortheworkofliterarypropaganda—turnedupontheobscurefamiliarofatleasttwoEmbassiesthatglanceofinsufferable,hopelesslydensesufficiencywhichnothingbutthefrequentationofsciencecangivetothedullnessofcommonmortals。 `That’swhathemaybecalledscientifically。Verygoodtype,too,altogether,ofthatsortofdegenerate。It’sgoodenoughtoglanceatthelobesofhisears。IfyoureadLombroso——’ MrVerloc,moodyandspreadlargelyonthesofa,continuedtolookdowntherowofhiswaistcoatbuttons;buthischeeksbecametingedbyafaintblush。Oflateeventhemerestderivativeofthewordscience(aterminitselfinoffensiveandofindefinitemeaning)hadthecuriouspowerofevokingadefinitelyoffensivementalvisionofMrVladimir,inhisbodyashelived,withanalmostsupernaturalclearness。Andthisphenomenondeservingjustlytobeclassedamongstthemarvelsofscience,inducedinMrVerlocanemotionalstateofdreadandexasperationtendingtoexpressitselfinviolentswearing。Buthesaidnothing。ItwasKarlYundtwhowasheard,implacabletohislastbreath。 `Lombrosoisanass。’ ComradeOssiponmettheshockofthisblasphemybyanawful,vacantstare。Andtheother,hisextinguishedeyeswithoutgleamsblackeningthedeepshadowsunderthegreat,bonyforehead,mumbled,catchingthetipofhistonguebetweenhislipsateverysecondwordasthoughhewerechewingitangrily: `Didyoueverseesuchanidiot?Forhimthecriminalistheprisoner。 Simple,isitnot?Whataboutthosewhoshuthimupthere—forcedhiminthere?Exactly。Forcedhiminthere。Andwhatiscrime?Doesheknowthat,thisimbecilewhohasmadehiswayinthisworldofgorgedfoolsbylookingattheearsandteethofalotofpoor,lucklessdevils?Teethandearsmarkthecriminal?Dothey?Andwhataboutthelawthatmarkshimstillbetter—theprettybrandinginstrumentinventedbytheoverfedtoprotectthemselvesagainstthehungry?Red—hotapplicationsontheirvileskins—hey?Can’tyousmellandhearfromherethethickhideofthepeopleburnandsizzle?That’showcriminalsaremadeforyourLombrosostowritetheirsillystuffabout。’ Theknobofhisstickandhislegsshooktogetherwithpassion,whilstthetrunk,drapedinthewingsofthehavelock,preservedhishistoricattitudeofdefiance。Heseemedtosniffthetaintedairofsocialcruelty,tostrainhisearforitsatrocioussounds。Therewasanextraordinaryforceofsuggestioninthisposturing。Theallbutmoribundveteranofdynamitewarshadbeenagreatactorinhistime—actoronplatforms,insecretassemblies,inprivateinterviews。Thefamousterroristhadneverinhisliferaisedpersonallyasmuchashislittlefingeragainstthesocialedifice。Hewasnomanofaction;hewasnotevenanoratoroftorrentialeloquence,sweepingthemassesalongintherushingnoiseandfoamofagreatenthusiasm。Withamoresubtleintention,hetookthepartofaninsolentandvenomousevokerofsinisterimpulseswhichlurkintheblindenvyandexasperatedvanityofignorance,inthesufferingandmiseryofpoverty,inallthehopefulandnobleillusionsofrighteousanger,pity,andrevolt。Theshadowofhisevilgiftclungtohimyetlikethesmellofadeadlydruginanoldvialofpoison,emptiednow,useless,readytobethrownawayupontherubbish—heapofthingsthathadservedtheirtime。 Michaelis,theticket—of—leaveapostle,smiledvaguelywithhisgluedlips;hispastymoonfacedroopedundertheweightofmelancholyassent。 Hehadbeenaprisonerhimself。Hisownskinhadsizzledunderthered—hotbrand,hemurmuredsoftly。ButComradeOssipon,nicknamedtheDoctor,hadgotovertheshockbythattime。 `Youdon’tunderstand,’hebegan,disdainfully,butstoppedshort,intimidatedbythedeadblacknessofthecavernouseyesinthefaceturnedslowlytowardshimwithablindstare,asifguidedonlybythesound。Hegavethediscussionup,withaslightshrugoftheshoulders。 Stevie,accustomedtomoveaboutdisregarded,hadgotupfromthekitchentable,carryingoffhisdrawingtobedwithhim。HehadreachedtheparlourdoorintimetoreceiveinfulltheshockofKarlYundt’seloquentimagery。 Thesheetofpapercoveredwithcirclesdroppedoutofhisfingers,andheremainedstaringattheoldterrorist,asifrootedsuddenlytothespotbyhismorbidhorroranddreadofphysicalpain。Stevieknewverywellthathotironappliedtoone’sskinhurtverymuch。Hisscaredeyesblazedwithindignation:itwouldhurtterribly。Hismouthdroppedopen。 Michaelisbystaringunwinkinglyatthefirehadregainedthatsentimentofisolationnecessaryforthecontinuityofhisthought。Hisoptimismhadbeguntoflowfromhislips。HesawCapitalismdoomedinitscradle,bornwiththepoisonoftheprincipleofcompetitioninitssystem。Thegreatcapitalistsdevouringthelittlecapitalists,concentratingthepowerandthetoolsofproductioningreatmasses,perfectingindustrialprocesses,andinthemadnessofself—aggrandizementonlypreparing,organizing,enriching,makingreadythelawfulinheritanceofthesufferingproletariat。Michaelispronouncedthegreatword`Patience’—andhisclearblueglance,raisedtothelowceilingofMrVerloc’sparlour,hadacharacterofseraphictrustfulness。InthedoorwayStevie,calmed,seemedsunkinhebetude。 ComradeOssipon’sfacetwitchedwithexasperation。`Thenit’snousedoinganything—nousewhatever。’ `Idon’tsaythat,’protestedMichaelis,gently。Hisvisionoftruthhadgrownsointensethatthesoundofastrangevoicefailedtoroutitthistime。Hecontinuedtolookdownattheredcoals。Preparationforthefuturewasnecessary,andhewaswillingtoadmitthatthegreatchangewouldperhapscomeintheupheavalofarevolution。Buthearguedthatrevolutionarypropagandawasadelicateworkofhighconscience。Itwastheeducationofthemastersoftheworld。Itshouldbeascarefulastheeducationgiventokings。Hewouldhaveitadvanceitstenetscautiously,eventimidly,inourignoranceoftheeffectthatmaybeproducedbyanygiveneconomicchangeuponthehappiness,themorals,theintellect,thehistoryofmankind。Forhistoryismadewithtools,notwithideas;andeverythingischangedbyeconomicconditions—art,philosophy,love,virtue—truthitself! Thecoalsinthegratesettleddownwithaslightcrash;andMichaelis,thehermitofvisionsinthedesertofapenitentiary,gotupimpetuously。 Roundlikeadistendedballoon,heopenedhisshort,thickarms,asifinapatheticallyhopelessattempttoembraceandhugtohisbreastaself—regenerateduniverse。Hegaspedwithardour。 `Thefutureisascertainasthepast—slavery,feudalism,individualism,collectivism。Thisisthestatementofalaw,notanemptyprophecy。’ ThedisdainfulpoutofComradeOssipon’sthicklipsaccentuatedtheNegrotypeofhisface。 `Nonsense,’hesaid,calmlyenough。`Thereisnolawandnocertainty。 Theteachingpropagandabehanged。Whatthepeopleknowsdoesnotmatter,wereitsknowledgeeversoaccurate。Theonlythingthatmatterstousistheemotionalstateofthemasses。Withoutemotionthereisnoaction。’ Hepaused,thenaddedwithmodestfirmness: `IamspeakingnowCoyouscientifically—scientifically—Eh?Whatdidyousay,Verloc?’ `Nothing,’growledfromthesofaMrVerloc,who,provokedbytheabhorrentsound,hadmerelymuttereda`Damn。’ Thevenomoussplutteringoftheoldterroristwithoutteethwasheard。 `DoyouknowhowIwouldcallthenatureofthepresenteconomicconditions? Iwouldcallitcannibalistic。That’swhatitis!Theyarenourishingtheirgreedonthequiveringfleshandthewarmbloodofthepeople—nothingelse。’ Stevieswallowedtheterrifyingstatementwithanaudiblegulp,andatonce,asthoughithadbeenswiftpoison,sanklimplyinasittingpostureonthestepsofthekitchendoor。 Michaelisgavenosignsofhavingheardanything。Hislipsseemedgluedtogetherforgood;notaquiverpassedoverhisheavycheeks。Withtroubledeyeshelookedforhisround,hardhat,andputitonhisroundhead。HisroundandobesebodyseemedtofloatlowbetweenthechairsunderthesharpelbowofKarlYundt。Theoldterrorist,raisinganuncertainandclawlikehand,gaveaswaggeringtilttoablackfeltsombreroshadingthehollowsandridgesofhiswastedface。Hegotinmotionslowly,strikingthefloorwithhistickateverystep。Itwasratheranaffairtogethimoutofthehousebecause,nowandthen,hewouldstop,asiftothink,anddidnotoffertomoveagaintillimpelledforwardbyMichaelis。Thegentleapostlegraspedhisarmwithbrotherlycare;andbehindthem,hishandsinhispockets,therobustOssiponyawnedvaguely。AbluecapwithapatentleatherpeaksetwellatthebackofhisyellowbushofhairgavehimtheaspectofaNorwegiansailorboredwiththeworldafterathunderingspree。 MrVerlocsawhisguestsoffthepremises,attendingthembareheaded,hisheavyovercoathangingopen,hiseyesontheground。 Heclosedthedoorbehindtheirbackswithrestrainedviolence,turnedthekey,shotthebolt。Hewasnotsatisfiedwithhisfriends。InthelightofMrVladimir’sphilosophyofbombthrowingtheyappearedhopelesslyfutile。 ThepartofMrVerlocinrevolutionarypoliticshavingbeentoobserve,hecouldnotallatonce,eitherinhisownhomeorinlargerassemblies,taketheinitiativeofaction。Hehadtobecautious。Movedbythejustindignationofamanwelloverforty,menacedinwhatisdearesttohim—hisreposeandhissecurity—heaskedhimselfscornfullywhatelsecouldhavebeenexpectedfromsuchalot,thisKarlYundt,thisMichaelis—thisOssipon。 Pausinginhisintentiontoturnoffthegasburninginthemiddleoftheshop,MrVerlocdescendedintotheabyssofmoralreflections。Withtheinsightofakindredtemperamenthepronouncedhisverdict。Alazylot—thisKarlYundt,nursedbyablear—eyedoldwoman,awomanhehadyearsagoenticedawayfromafriend,andafterwardshadtriedmorethanoncetoshakeoffintothegutter。JollyluckyforYundtthatshehadpersistedincominguptimeaftertime,orelsetherewouldhavebeennoonenowtohelphimoutofthebusbytheGreenParkrailings,wherethatspectretookitsconstitutionalcrawleveryfinemorning。Whenthatindomitablesnarlingoldwitchdiedtheswaggeringspectrewouldhavetovanish,too—therewouldbeanendtofieryKarlYundt。AndMrVerloc’smoralitywasoffendedalsobytheoptimismofMichaelis,annexedbyhiswealthyoldlady,whohadtakenlatelytosendinghimtoacottageshehadinthecountry。 Theex—prisonercouldmoonabouttheshadylanesfordaystogetherinadeliciousandhumanitarianidleness。AstoOssipon,thatbeggarwassuretowantfornothingaslongasthereweresillygirlswithsavings—bankbooksintheworld。AndMrVerloc,temperamentallyidenticalwithhisassociates,drewfinedistinctionsinhismindonthestrengthofinsignificantdifferences。 Hedrewthemwithacertaincomplacency,becausetheinstinctofconventionalrespectabilitywasstrongwithinhim,beingonlyovercomebyhisdislikeofallkindsofrecognizedlabour—atemperamentaldefectwhichhesharedwithalargeproportionofrevolutionaryreformersofagivensocialstate。 Forobviouslyonedoesnotrevoltagainsttheadvantagesandopportunitiesofthatstate,butagainstthepricewhichmustbepaidforthesameinthecoinofacceptedmorality,self—restraint,andcoil。Themajorityofrevolutionistsaretheenemiesofdisciplineandfatiguemostly。Therearenatures,too,towhosesenseofjusticethepriceexactedloomsupmonstrouslyenormous,odious,oppressive,worrying,humiliating,extortionate,intolerable。Thosearethefanatics。Theremainingportionofsocialrebelsisaccountedforbyvanity,themotherofallnobleandvileillusions,thecompanionofpoets,reformers,charlatans,prophets,andincendiaries。 Lostforawholeminuteintheabyssofmeditation,MrVerlocdidnotreachthedepthoftheseabstractconsiderations。Perhapshewasnotable。 Inanycasehehadnotthetime。HewaspulleduppainfullybythesuddenrecollectionofMrVladimir,anotherofhisassociates,whominvirtueofsubtlemoralaffinitieshewascapableofjudgingcorrectly。Heconsideredhimasdangerous。Ashadeofenvycreptintohisthoughts。Loafingwasallverywellforthesefellows,whoknewnotMrVladimir,andhadwomentofallbackupon;whereashehadawomantoprovidefor—— Atthispoint,byasimpleassociationofideas,MrVerlocwasbroughtfacetofacewiththenecessityofgoingtobedsometimeorotherthatevening。Thenwhynotgonow—atonce?Hesighed。Thenecessitywasnotsonormallypleasurableasitoughttohavebeenforamanofhisageandtemperament。Hedreadedthedemonofsleeplessness,whichhefelthadmarkedhimforitsown。Heraisedhisarm,andturnedofftheflaringgas—jetabovehishead。 Abrightbandoflightfellthroughtheparlourdoorintothepartoftheshopbehindthecounter。ItenabledMrVerloctoascertainataglancethenumberofsilvercoinsinthetill。Thesewerebutfew;andforthefirsttimesinceheopenedhisshophetookacommercialsurveyofitsvalue。Thissurveywasunfavourable。Hehadgoneintotradefornocommercialreasons。Hehadbeenguidedintheselectionofthispeculiarlineofbusinessbyaninstinctiveleaningtowardsshadytransactions,wheremoneyispickedupeasily。Moreover,itdidnottakehimoutofhisownsphere—thespherewhichIswatchedbythepolice。Onthecontrary,itgavehimapubliclyconfessedstandinginthatsphere,andasMrVerlochadunconfessedrelationswhichmadehimfamiliarwithyetcarelessofthepolice,therewasadistinctadvantageinsuchasituation。Butasameansoflivelihooditwasbyitselfinsufficient。 Hetookthecash—boxoutofthedrawer,andturningtoleavetheshop,becameawarethatSteviewasstilldownstairs。 Whatonearthishedoingthere?MrVerlocaskedhimself。What’sthemeaningoftheseantics?Helookeddubiouslyathisbrother—in—law,butdidnotaskhimforinformation。MrVerloc’sintercoursewithSteviewaslimitedtothecasualmutterofamorning,afterbreakfast,`Myboots,’ andeventhatwasmoreacommunicationatlargeofaneedthanadirectorderorrequest。MrVerlocperceivedwithsomesurprisethathedidnotknowreallywhattosaytoStevie。Hestoodstillinthemiddleoftheparlour,andlookedintothekitcheninsilence。Noryetdidheknowwhatwouldhappenifhedidsayanything。AndthisappearedveryqueertoMrVerlocinviewofthefact,borneuponhimsuddenly,thathehadtoprovideforthisfellow,too。Hehadnevergivenamoment’sthoughttillthentothataspectofStevie’sexistence。 Positivelyhedidnotknowhowtospeaktothelad。Hewatchedhimgesticulatingandmurmuringinthekitchen。Stevieprowledroundthetablelikeanexcitedanimalinacage。Atentative`Hadn’tyoubettergotobednow?’producednoeffectwhatever;andMrVerloc,abandoningthestonycontemplationofhisbrother—in—law’sbehaviour,crossedtheparlourwearily,cash—boxinhand。Thecauseofthegenerallassitudehefeltwhileclimbingthestairsbeingpurelymental,hebecamealarmedbyitsinexplicablecharacter。Hehopedhewasnotsickeningforanything。Hestoppedonthedarklandingtoexaminehissensations。Butaslightandcontinuoussoundofsnoringpervadingtheobscurityinterferedwiththeirclearness。Thesoundcamefromhismother—in—law’sroom。Anotheronetoprovidefor,hethought— andonthisthoughtwalkedintothebedroom。 MrsVerlochadfallenasleepwiththelamp(nogaswaslaidupstairs) turnedupfullonthetablebythesideofthebed。Thelightthrowndownbytheshadefelldazzlinglyonthewhitepillowsunkbytheweightofherheadreposingwithclosedeyesanddarkhairdoneupinseveralplaitsforthenight。Shewokeupwiththesoundofhernameinherears,andsawherhusbandstandingoverher。 `Winnie!Winnie!’ Atfirstshedidnotstir,lyingveryquietandlookingatthecash—boxinMrVerloc’shand。Butwhensheunderstoodthatherbrotherwas`caperingallovertheplacedownstairs’sheswungoutinonesuddenmovementontotheedgeofthebed。Herbarefeet,asifpokedthroughthebottomofanunadorned,sleevedcalicosackbuttonedtightlyatneckandwrists,feltovertherugfortheslipperswhileshelookedupwardintoherhusband’sface。 `Idon’tknowhowtomanagehim,’MrVerlocexplained,peevishly。`Won’tdotoleavehimdownstairsalonewiththelights。’ Shesaidnothing,glidedacrosstheroomswiftly,andthedoorcloseduponherwhiteform。 MrVerlocdepositedthecash—boxonthenighttable,andbegantheoperationofundressingbyflinginghisovercoatontoadistantchair。Hiscoatandwaistcoatfollowed。Hewalkedabouttheroominhisstockingedfeet,andhisburlyfigure,withthehandsworryingnervouslyathisthroat,passedandrepassedacrossthelongstripoflooking—glassinthedoorofhiswife’swardrobe。Thenafterslippinghisbracesoffhisshouldershepulledupviolentlythevenetianblind,andleanedhisforeheadagainstthecoldwindow—pane—afragilefilmofglassstretchedbetweenhimandtheenormityofcold,black,wet,muddy,inhospitableaccumulationofbricks,slates,andstones,thingsinthemselvesunlovelyandunfriendlytoman。 MrVerlocfeltthelatentunfriendlinessofalloutofdoorswithaforceapproachingtopositivebodilyanguish。Thereisnooccupationthatfailsamanmorecompletelythanthatofasecretagentofpolice。It’slikeyourhorsesuddenlyfallingdeadunderyouinthemidstofanuninhabitedandthirstyplain。ThecomparisonoccurredtoMrVerlocbecausehehadsatastridevariousarmyhorsesinhistime,andhadnowthesensationofanincipientfall。Theprospectwasasblackasthewindow—paneagainstwhichhewasleaninghisforehead。AndsuddenlythefaceofMrVladimir,clean—shavedandwitty,appearedenhaloedintheglowofitsrosycomplexionlikeasortofpinksealimpressedonthefataldarkness。 ThisluminousandmutilatedvisionwassoghastlyphysicallythatMrVerlocstartedawayfromthewindow,lettingdownthevenetianblindwithagreatrattle。Discomposedandspeechlesswiththeapprehensionofmoresuchvisions,hebeheldhiswifere—entertheroomandgetintobedinacalm,businesslikemannerwhichmadehimfeelhopelesslylonelyintheworld。MrsVerlocexpressedhersurpriseatseeinghimupyet。 `Idon’tfeelverywell,’hemuttered,passinghishandsoverhismoistbrow。 `Giddiness?’ `Yes。Notatallwell。’ MrsVerloc,withalltheplacidityofanexperiencedwife,expressedaconfidentopinionastothecause,andsuggestedtheusualremedies; butherhusband,rootedinthemiddleoftheroom,shookhisloweredheadsadly。 `You’llcatchcoldstandingthere,’sheobserved。 MrVerlocmadeaneffort,finishedundressing,andgotintobed。Downbelowinthequiet,narrowstreetmeasuredfootstepsapproachedthehouse,thendiedaway,unhurriedandfirm,asifthepasser—byhadstartedtopaceoutalleternity,fromgas—lamptogas—lampinanightwithoutend; andthedrowsytickingoftheoldclockonthelandingbecamedistinctlyaudibleinthebedroom。 MrsVerloc,onherback,andstaringattheceiling,madearemark。 `Takingsverysmalltoday。’ MrVerloc,inthesameposition,clearedhisthroatasifforanimportantstatement,butmerelyinquired: `Didyouturnoffthegasdownstairs?’ `Yes;Idid,’answeredMrsVerloc,conscientiously。`Thatpoorboyisinaveryexcitedstatetonight,’shemurmured,afterapausewhichlastedforthreeticksoftheclock。 MrVerloccarednothingforStevie’sexcitement,buthefelthorriblywakeful,anddreadedfacingthedarknessandsilencethatwouldfollowtheextinguishingofthelamp。ThisdreadledhimtomaketheremarkthatSteviehaddisregardedhissuggestiontogotobed。MrsVerloc,fallingintothetrap,startedtodemonstrateatlengthtoherhusbandthatthiswasnot`impudence’ofanysort,butsimplyexcitement’。TherewasnoyoungmanofhisageinLondonmorewillinganddocilethanStephen,sheaffirmed; nonemoreaffectionateandreadytoplease,andevenuseful,aslongaspeopledidnotupsethispoorhead。MrsVerloc,turningtowardsherrecumbenthusband,raisedherselfonherelbow,andhungoverhiminheranxietythatheshouldbelieveStevietobeausefulmemberofthefamily。Thatardourofprotectingcompassionexaltedmorbidlyinherchildhoodbythemiseryofanotherchildtingedhersallowcheekswithafaintduskyblush,madeherbigeyesgleamunderthedarklids。MrsVerlocthenlookedyounger; shelookedasyoungasWinnieusedtolook,andmuchmoreanimatedthantheWinnieoftheBelgravianmansiondayshadeverallowedherselftoappeartogentlemenlodgers。MrVerloc’sanxietieshadpreventedhimfromattachinganysensetowhathiswifewassaying。Itwasasifhervoicewastalkingontheothersideofaverythickwall。Itwasheraspectthatrecalledhimtohimself。 Heappreciatedthiswoman,andthesentimentofthisappreciation,stirredbyadisplayofsomethingresemblingemotion,onlyaddedanotherpangtohismentalanguish。Whenhervoiceceasedhemoveduneasily,andsaid: `Ihaven’tbeenfeelingwellforthelastfewdays。’ Hemighthavemeantthisasanopeningtoacompleteconfidence;butMrsVerloclaidherheadonthepillowagain,andstaringupward,wenton: `Thatboyhearstoomuchofwhatistalkedabouthere。IfIhadknowntheywerecomingtonightIwouldhaveseentoitthathewenttobedatthesametimeIdid。Hewasoutofhismindwithsomethingheoverheardabouteatingpeople’sfleshanddrinkingblood。What’sthegoodoftalkinglikethat?’ Therewasanoteofindignantscorninhervoice。MrVerlocwasfullyresponsivenow。 `AskKarlYundt,’hegrowled,savagely。 MrsVerloc,withgreatdecision,pronouncedKarlYundt`adisgustingoldman’。ShedeclaredopenlyheraffectionforMichaelis。OftherobustOssipon,inwhosepresenceshealwaysfeltuneasybehindanattitudeofstonyreserve,shesaidnothingwhatever。Andcontinuingtotalkofthatbrother,whohadbeenforsomanyyearsanobjectofcareandfears: `Heisn’tfittohearwhat’ssaidhere。Hebelievesit’salltrue。Heknowsnobetter。Hegetsintohispassionsoverit。’ MrVerlocmadenocomment。 `Heglaredatme,asifhedidn’tknowwhoIwas,whenIwentdownstairs。 Hisheartwasgoinglikeahammer。Hecan’thelpbeing##excitable。Iwokemotherup,andaskedhertositwithhimtillhewenttosleep。Itisn’thisfault。He’snotroublewhenhe’sleftalone。’ MrVerlocmadenocomment。 `Iwishhehadneverbeentoschool,’MrsVerlocbeganagain,brusquely。 `He’salwaystakingawaythosenewspapersfromthewindowtoread。Hegetsaredfaceporingoverthem。Wedon’tgetridofadozennumbersinamonth。 Theyonlytakeuproominthefrontwindow。AndMrOssiponbringseveryweekapileoftheseF。P。tractstosellatahalfpennyeach。Iwouldn’tgiveahalfpennyforthewholelot。It’ssillyreading—that’swhatitis。There’snosaleforit。TheotherdaySteviegotholdofone,andtherewasastoryinitofaGermansoldierofficertearinghalf—offtheearofarecruit,andnothingwasdonetohimforit。Thebrute!Icouldn’tdoanythingwithSteviethatafternoon。Thestorywasenough,too,tomakeone’sbloodboil。Butwhat’stheuseofprintingthingslikethat?Wearen’tGermanslaveshere,thankGod。It’snotourbusiness—isit?’ MrVerlocmadenoreply。 `Ihadtotakethecarvingknifefromtheboy,’MrsVerloccontinued,alittlesleepilynow。`Hewasshoutingandstampingandsobbing。Hecan’tstandthenotionofanycruelty。Hewouldhavestuckthatofficerlikeapigifhehadseenhimthen。It’strue,too!Somepeopledon’tdeservemuchmercy。’MrsVerloc’svoiceceased,andtheexpressionofhermotionlesseyesbecamemoreandmorecontemplativeandveiledduringthelongpause。