第18章

类别:其他 作者:Joseph Conrad字数:11347更新时间:18/12/18 14:24:46
Practicalandsubtleinherway,shebroughtStevietothefrontwithoutlossoftime,becauseinherthesinglenessofpurposehadtheunerringnatureandtheforceofaninstinct。 `WhatIamgoingtodotocheerupthatboyforthefirstfewdaysI’msureIdon’tknow。He’llbeworryinghimselffrommorningtillnightbeforehegetsusedtomotherbeingaway。Andhe’ssuchagoodboy。Icouldn’tdowithouthim。’ MrVerlocwentondivestinghimselfofhisclothingwiththeunnoticinginwardconcentrationofamanundressinginthesolitudeofavastandhopelessdesert。Forthusinhospitablydidthisfairearth,ourcommoninheritance,presentitselftothementalvisionofMrVerloc。Allwassostillwithoutandwithinthatthelonelytickingoftheclockonthelandingstoleintotheroomasifforthesakeofcompany。 MrVerloc,gettingintobedonhisownside,remainedproneandmutebehindMrsVerloc’sback。Histhickarmsrestedabandonedontheoutsideofthecounterpanelikedroppedweapons,likediscardedtools。Atthatmomenthewaswithinahair’sbreadthofmakingacleanbreastofitalltohiswife。Themomentseemedpropitious。Lookingoutofthecornersofhiseyes,hesawherampleshouldersdrapedinwhite,thebackofherhead,withthehairdoneforthenightinthreeplaitstiedupwithblacktapesattheends。Andheforbore。MrVerloclovedhiswifeasawifeshouldbeloved—thatis,maritally,withtheregardonehasforone’schiefpossession。Thisheadarrangedforthenight,thoseampleshoulders,hadanaspectoffamiliarsacredness—thesacrednessofdomesticpeace。Shemovednot,massiveandshapelesslikearecumbentstatueintherough; herememberedherwide—openeyeslookingintotheemptyroom。Shewasmysterious,withthemysteriousnessoflivingbeings。Thefar—famedsecretagentΔ ofthelateBaronStott—Wartenheim’salarmistdispatcheswasnotthemantobreakintosuchmysteries。Hewaseasilyintimidated。Andhewasalsoindolent,withtheindolencewhichissooftenthesecretofgoodnature。 Heforboretouchingthatmysteryoutoflove,timidity,andindolence。 Therewouldbealwaystimeenough。Forseveralminutesheborehissufferingssilentlyinthedrowsysilenceoftheroom。Andthenhedisturbeditbyaresolutedeclaration。 `IamgoingontheContinenttomorrow。’ Hiswifemighthavefallenasleepalready。Hecouldnottell。Asamatteroffact,MrsVerlochadheardhim。Hereyesremainedverywideopen,andshelayverystill,confirmedinherinstinctiveconvictionthatthingsdon’tbearlookingintoverymuch。AndyetitwasnothingveryunusualforMrVerloctotakesuchatrip。HerenewedhisstockfromParisandBrussels。Oftenhewentovertomakehispurchasespersonally。AlittleselectconnectionofamateurswasformingaroundtheshopinBrettStreet,asecretconnectioneminentlyproperforanybusinessundertakenbyMrVerloc,who,byamysticaccordoftemperamentandnecessity,hadbeensetaparttobeasecretagentallhislife。 Hewaitedforawhile,thenadded:`I’llbeawayaweekorperhapsafortnight。GetMrsNealetocomefortheday。’ MrsNealewasthecharwomanofBrettStreet。Victimofhermarriagewithadebauchedjoiner,shewasoppressedbytheneedsofmanyinfantchildren。Red—armed,andapronedincoarsesackinguptothearmpits,sheexhaledtheanguishofthepoorinabreathofsoap—sudsandrum,intheuproarofscrubbing,intheclatteroftinpails。 MrsVerloc,fullofdeeppurpose,spokeinthetoneoftheshallowestindifference。 `Thereisnoneedtohavethewomanhereallday。IshalldoverywellwithStevie。’ Sheletthelonelyclockonthelandingcountofffifteenticksintotheabyssofeternity,andasked: `ShallIputthelightout?’ MrVerlocsnappedathiswifehuskily。 `Putitout。’ CONRAD:TheSecretAgent,Chapter9CHAPTER9 MrVerloc,returningfromtheContinentattheendoftendays,broughtbackamindevidentlyunrefreshedbythewondersofforeigntravelandacountenanceunlightedbythejoysofhomecoming。Heenteredintheclatteroftheshop—bellwithanairofsombreandvexedexhaustion。Hisbaginhand,hisheadlowered,hestrodestraightbehindthecounter,andlethimselffallintothechair,asthoughhehadtrampedallthewayfromDover。Itwasearlymorning。Stevie,dustingvariousobjectsdisplayedinthefrontwindows,turnedtogapeathimwithreverenceandawe。 `Here!’saidMrVerloc,givingaslightkicktothegladstonebagonthefloor;andStevieflunghimselfuponit,seizedit,boreitoffwithtriumphantdevotion。HewassopromptthatMrVerlocwasdistinctlysurprised。 Alreadyattheclatteroftheshop—bellMrsNeale,blackleadingtheparlourgrate,hadlookedthroughthedoor,andrisingfromherkneeshadgone,aproned,andgrimywitheverlastingtoil,totellMrsVerlocinthekitchenthat`therewasthemastercomeback’。 Winniecamenofartherthantheinnershopdoor。`You’llwantsomebreakfast,’ shesaidfromadistance。MrVerlocmovedhishandsslightly,asifovercomebyanimpossiblesuggestion。Butonceenticedintotheparlourhedidnotrejectthefoodsetbeforehim。Heateasifinapublicplace,hishatpushedoffhisforehead,theskirtsofhisheavyovercoathanginginatriangleoneachsideofthechair。AndacrossthelengthofthetablecoveredwithbrownoilclothWinnie,hiswife,talkedevenlyathimthewifelytalk,asartfullyadapted,nodoubt,tothecircumstancesofthisreturnasthetalkofPenelopetothereturnofthewanderingOdysseus。 MrsVerloc,however,haddonenoweavingduringherhusband’sabsence。 Butshehadhadalltheupstairsroomscleanedthoroughly,hadsoldsomewares,hadseenMrMichaelisseveraltimes。Hehadtoldherthelasttimethathewasgoingawaytoliveinacottageinthecountry,somewhereontheLondon,Chatham,andDoverline。KarlYundthadcome,too,onceledunderthearmbythat`wickedoldhouse—keeperofhis’。Hewasa`disgustingoldman’。OfComradeOssipon,whomshehadreceivedcurtly,entrenchedbehindthecounterwithastonyfaceandafar—awaygaze,shesaidnothing,hermentalreferencetotherobustanarchistbeingmarkedbyashortpause,withthefaintestpossibleblush。AndbringinginherbrotherStevieassoonasshecouldintothecurrentofdomesticevents,shementionedthattheboyhadmopedagooddeal。 `It’sallalongofmotherleavinguslikethis。’ MrVerlocneithersaid`Damn!’noryet`Steviebehanged!’AndMrsVerloc,notletintothesecretofhisthoughts,failedtoappreciatethegenerosityofthisrestraint。 `Itisn’tthathedoesn’tworkaswellasever,’shecontinued。`He’sbeenmakinghimselfveryuseful。You’dthinkhecouldn’tdoenoughforus。’ MrVerlocdirectedacasualandsomnolentglanceatStevie,whosatonhisright,delicate,pale—faced,hisrosymouthopenvacantly。Itwasnotacriticalglance。Ithadnointention。AndifMrVerlocthoughtforamomentthathiswife’sbrotherlookeduncommonlyuseless,itwasonlyadullandfleetingthought,devoidofthatforceanddurabilitywhichenablessometimesathoughttomovetheworld。Leaningback,MrVerlocuncoveredhishead。BeforehisextendedarmcouldputdownthehatSteviepounceduponit,andboreitoffreverentlyintothekitchen。AndagainMrVerlocwassurprised。 `Youcoulddoanythingwiththatboy,Adolf,’MrsVerlocsaid,withherbestairofinflexiblecalmness。`Hewouldgothroughfireforyou。 He——’ Shepausedattentive,herearturnedtowardsthedoorofthekitchen。 ThereMrsNealewasscrubbingthefloor。AtStevie’sappearanceshegroanedlamentably,havingobservedthathecouldbeinducedeasilytobestowforthebenefitofherinfantchildrentheshillinghissisterWinniepresentedhimwithfromtimetotime。Onallfoursamongstthepuddles,wetandbegrimed,likeasortofamphibiousanddomesticanimallivinginashbinsanddirtywater,sheutteredtheusualexordium;`It’sallverywellforyou,keptdoingnothing,likeagentleman。’Andshefolloweditwiththeeverlastingplaintofthepoor,patheticallymendacious,miserablyauthenticatedbythehorriblebreathofcheaprumandsoap—suds。Shescrubbedhard,snufflingallthetime,andtalkingvolubly。Andshewassincere。 Andoneachsideofherthinrednoseherbleared,mistyeyesswamintears,becauseshefeltreallythewantofsomesortofstimulantinthemorning。 IntheparlourMrsVerlocobserved,withknowledge: `There’sMrsNealeatitagainwithherharrowingtalesaboutherlittlechildren。Theycan’tbeallsolittleasshemakesthemout。Someofthemmustbebigenoughbynowtotrytodosomethingforthemselves。ItonlymakesStevieangry。’ Thesewordswereconfirmedbyathudasofafiststrikingthekitchentable。InthenormalevolutionofhissympathySteviehadbecomeangryondiscoveringthathehadnoshillinginhispocket。InhisinabilitytorelieveatonceMrsNeale’s`little’uns’privations,hefeltthatsomebodyshouldbemadetosufferforit。MrsVerlocroseandwentintothekitchento`stopthatnonsense’。Andshediditfirmlybutgently。ShewaswellawarethatdirectlyMrsNealereceivedhermoneyshewentroundthecornertodrinkardentspiritsinameanandmustypublic—house—theunavoidablestationontheviadolorosaofherlife。MrsVerloc’scommentuponthispracticehadanunexpectedprofundity,ascomingfromapersondisinclinedtolookunderthesurfaceofthings。`Ofcourse,whatisshetodotokeepup?IfIwerelikeMrsNealeIexpectIwouldn’tactanydifferent。’ Intheafternoonofthesameday,asMrVerloc,comingwithastartoutofthelastofalongseriesofdozesbeforetheparlourfire,declaredhisintentionofgoingoutforawalk,Winniesaidfromtheshop: `Iwishyouwouldtakethatboyoutwithyou,Adolf。’ ForthethirdtimethatdayMrVerlocwassurprised。Hestaredstupidlyathiswife。Shecontinuedinhersteadymanner。Theboy,wheneverhewasnotdoinganything,mopedinthehouse。Itmadeheruneasy;itmadehernervous,sheconfessed。AndthatfromthecalmWinniesoundedlikeexaggeration。 Butintruth,Steviemopedinthestrikingfashionofanunhappydomesticanimal。Hewouldgouponthedarklanding,tositontheflooratthefootofthetallclock,withhiskneesdrawnupandhisheadinhishands。 Tocomeuponhispallidface,withitsbigeyesgleaminginthedusk,wasdiscomposing;tothinkofhimuptherewasuncomfortable。 MrVerlocgotusedtothestartlingnoveltyoftheidea。HewasFondofhiswifeasamanshouldbe—thatis,generously。Butaweightyobjectionpresenteditselftohismind,andheformulatedit。 `He’lllosesightofmeperhaps,andgetlostinthestreet,’hesaid。 MrsVerlocshookherheadcompetently。 `Hewon’t。Youdon’tknowhim。Thatboyjustworshipsyou。Butifyoushouldmisshim——’ MrsVerlocpausedforamoment,butonlyforamoment。 `Youjustgoon,andhaveyourwalkout。Don’tworry。He’llbeallright。 He’ssuretoturnupsafeherebeforeverylong。’ ThisoptimismprocuredforMrVerlochisfourthsurpriseoftheday。 `Ishe?’hegrunteddoubtfully。Butperhapshisbrother—in—lawwasnotsuchanidiotashelooked。Hiswifewouldknowbest。Heturnedawayhisheavyeyes,sayinghuskily:`Well,lethimcomealong,then,’andrelapsedintotheclutchesofblackcare,thatperhapspreferstositbehindahorseman,butknowsalsohowtotreadcloseontheheelsofpeoplenotsufficientlywellofftokeephorses—likeMrVerloc,forinstance。 Winnie,attheshopdoor,didnotseethisfatalattendantuponMrVerloc’swalks。Shewatchedthetwofiguresdownthesqualidstreet,onetallandburly,theotherslightandshort,withathinneck,andthepeakedshouldersraisedslightlyunderthelargesemi—transparentears。Thematerialoftheirovercoatswasthesame,theirhatswereblackandroundinshape。 Inspiredbythesimilarityofwearingapparel,MrsVerlocgavereintoherfancy。 `Mightbefatherandson,’shesaidtoherself。ShethoughtalsothatMrVerlocwasasmuchofafatheraspoorStevieeverhadinhislife。 Shewasawarealsothatitwasherwork。Andwithpeacefulprideshecongratulatedherselfonacertainresolutionshehadtakenafewyearsbefore。Ithadcosthersomeeffort,andevenafewtears。 ShecongratulatedherselfstillmoreonobservinginthecourseofdaysthatMrVerlocseemedtobetakingkindlytoStevie’scompanionship。Now,whenreadytogooutforhiswalk,MrVerloccalledaloudtotheboy,inthespirit,nodoubt,inwhichamaninvitestheattendanceofthehouseholddog,though,ofcourse,inadifferentmanner。InthehouseMrVerloccouldbedetectedstaringcuriouslyatStevieagooddeal。Hisowndemeanourhadchanged。Taciturnstill,hewasnotsolistless。MrsVerlocthoughtthathewasratherjumpyattimes。Itmighthavebeenregardedasanimprovement。 AstoStevie,hemopednolongeratthefootoftheclock,butmutteredtohimselfincornersinsteadinathreateningtone。Whenasked`Whatisityou’resaying,Stevie?’hemerelyopenedhismouth,andsquintedathissister。Atoddtimesheclenchedhisfistswithoutapparentcause,andwhendiscoveredinsolitudewouldbescowlingatthewall,withthesheetofpaperandthepencilgivenhimfordrawingcircleslyingblankandidleonthekitchentable。Thiswasachange,butitwasnoimprovement。 MrsVerloc,includingallthesevagariesunderthegeneraldefinitionofexcitement,begantofearthatSteviewashearingmorethanwasgoodforhimofherhusband’sconversationswithhisfriends。Duringhis`walks’ MrVerloc,ofcourse,metandconversedwithvariouspersons。Itcouldhardlybeotherwise。Hiswalkswereanintegralpartofhisoutdooractivities,whichhiswifehadneverlookeddeeplyinto。MrsVerlocfeltthatthepositionwasdelicate,butshefaceditwiththesameimpenetrablecalmnesswhichimpressedandevenastonishedthecustomersoftheshopandmadetheothervisitorskeeptheirdistancealittlewonderingly。No!ShefearedthattherewerethingsnotgoodforStevietohearof,shetoldherhusband。 Itonlyexcitedthepoorboy,becausehecouldnothelpthembeingso。 Nobodycould。 Itwasintheshop。MrVerlocmadenocomment。Hemadenoretort,andyettheretortwasobvious。ButherefrainedfrompointingouttohiswifethattheideaofmakingSteviethecompanionofhiswalkswasherown,andnobodyelse’s。Atthatmoment,toanimpartialobserver,MrVerlocwouldhaveappearedmorethanhumaninhismagnanimity。Hetookdownasmallcardboardboxfromashelf,peepedintoseethatthecontentswereallright,andputitdowngentlyonthecounter。Nottillthatwasdonedidhebreakthesilence,totheeffectthatmostlikelySteviewouldprofitgreatlybybeingsentoutoftownforawhile;onlyhesupposedhiswifecouldnotgetonwithouthim。 `Couldnotgetonwithouthim!’repeatedMrsVerloc,slowly。`Icouldn’tgetonwithouthimifitwereforhisgood!Theidea!Ofcourse,Icangetonwithouthim。Butthere’snowhereforhimtogo。’ MrVerlocgotoutsomebrownpaperandaballofstring;andmeanwhilehemutteredthatMichaeliswaslivinginalittlecottageinthecountry。 Michaeliswouldn’tmindgivingSteviearoomtosleepin。Therewerenovisitorsandnotalkthere。Michaeliswaswritingabook。 MrsVerlocdeclaredheraffectionforMichaelis;mentionedherabhorrenceofKarlYundt,`nastyoldman’;andofOssiponshesaidnothing。AstoStevie,hecouldbenootherthanverypleased。MrMichaeliswasalwayssoniceandkindtohim。Heseemedtoliketheboy。Well,theboywasagoodboy。 `You,too,seemtohavegrownquitefondofhimoflate,’sheadded,afterapause,withherinflexibleassurance。 MrVerloc,tyingupthecardboardboxintoaparcelforthepost,brokethestringbyaninjudiciousjerk,andmutteredseveralswearwordsconfidentiallytohimself。Thenraisinghistonetotheusualhuskymutter,heannouncedhiswillingnesstotakeStevieintothecountryhimself,andleavehimsafewithMichaelis。 Hecarriedoutthisschemeontheverynextday。Stevieofferednoobjection。 Heseemedrathereager,inabewilderedsortofway。HeturnedhiscandidgazeinquisitivelytoMrVerloc’sheavycountenanceatfrequentintervals,especiallywhenhissisterwasnotlookingathim。Hisexpressionwasproud,apprehensive,andconcentrated,likethatofasmallchildentrustedforthefirsttimewithaboxofmatchesandthepermissiontostrikealight。 ButMrsVerloc,gratifiedbyherbrother’sdocility,recommendedhimnottodirtyhisclothesundulyinthecountry。AtthisSteviegavehissister,guardian,andprotectoralook,whichforthefirsttimeinhislifeseemedtolackthequalityofperfectchildliketrustfulness。Itwashaughtilygloomy。MrsVerlocsmiled。 `Goodnessme!Youneedn’tbeoffended。Youknowyoudogetyourselfveryuntidywhenyougetachance,Stevie。’ MrVerlocwasalreadygonesomewaydownthestreet。 Thusinconsequenceofhermother’sheroicproceedings,andofherbrother’sabsenceonthisvillegiature,MrsVerlocfoundherselfoftenerthanusualallalonenotonlyintheshop,butinthehouse。ForMrVerlochadtotakehiswalks。ShewasalonelongerthanusualonthedayoftheattemptedbomboutrageinGreenwichPark,becauseMrVerlocwentoutveryearlythatmorninganddidnotcomebacktillnearlydusk。Shedidnotmindbeingalone。Shehadnodesiretogoout。Theweatherwastoobad,andtheshopwascosierthanthestreets。Sittingbehindthecounterwithsomesewing,shedidnotraisehereyesfromherworkwhenMrVerlocenteredintheaggressiveclatterofthebell。Shehadrecognizedhissteponthepavementoutside。 Shedidnotraisehereyes,butasMrVerloc,silent,andwithhishatrammeddownuponhisforehead,madestraightfortheparlourdoor,shesaid,serenely: `Whatawretchedday。You’vebeenperhapstoseeStevie?’ `No!Ihaven’t,’saidMrVerloc,softly,andslammedtheglazedparlourdoorbehindhimwithunexpectedenergy。 ForsometimeMrsVerlocremainedquiescent,withherworkdroppedinherlap,beforesheputitawayunderthecounterandgotuptolightthegas。Thisdone,shewentintotheparlouronherwaytothekitchen。MrVerlocwouldwanthisteapresently。Confidentofthepowerofhercharms,Winniedidnotexpectfromherhusbandinthedailyintercourseoftheirmarriedlifeaceremoniousamenityofaddressandcourtlinessofmanner; vainandantiquatedformsatbest,probablyneververyexactlyobserved,discardednowadayseveninthehighestspheres,andalwaysforeigntothestandardsofherclass。Shedidnotlookforcourtesiesfromhim。Buthewasagoodhusband,andshehadaloyalrespectforhisrights。 MrsVerlocwouldhavegonethroughtheparlourandontoherdomesticdutiesinthekitchenwiththeperfectserenityofawomansureofthepowerofhercharms。Butaslight,veryslight,andrapidrattlingsoundgrewuponherhearing。Bizarreandincomprehensible,itarrestedMrsVerloc’sattention。Thenasitscharacterbecameplaintotheearshestoppedshort,amazedandconcerned。Strikingamatchontheboxsheheldinherhand,sheturnedonandlighted,abovetheparlourtable,oneofthetwogas—burners,which,beingdefective,firstwhistledasifastonished,andthenwentonpurringcomfortablylikeacat。 MrVerloc,againsthisusualpractice,hadthrownoffhisovercoat。 Itwaslyingonthesofa。Hishat,whichhemustalsohavethrownoff,restedoverturnedundertheedgeofthesofa。Hehaddraggedachairinfrontofthefireplace,andhisfeetplantedinsidethefender,hisheadheldbetweenhishands,hewashanginglowovertheglowinggrate。Histeethrattledwithanungovernableviolence,causinghiswholeenormousbacktotrembleatthesamerate。MrsVerlocwasstartled。 `You’vebeengettingwet,’shesaid。 `Notvery,’MrVerlocmanagedtofalterout,inaprofoundshudder。 Byagreatefforthesuppressedtherattlingofhisteeth。 `I’llhaveyoulaiduponmyhands,’shesaid,withgenuineuneasiness。 `Idon’tthinkso,’remarkedMrVerloc,snufflinghuskily。 Hehadcertainlycontrivedsomehowtocatchanabominablecoldbetweenseveninthemorningandfiveintheafternoon。MrsVerloclookedathisbowedback。 `Wherehaveyoubeentoday?’sheasked。 `Nowhere,’answeredMrVerlocinalow,chokednasaltone。Hisattitudesuggestedaggrievedsulksorasevereheadache。Theunsufficiencyanduncandidnessofhisanswerbecamepainfullyapparentinthedeadsilenceoftheroom。 Hesnuffledapologetically,andadded:`I’vebeentothebank。’ MrsVerlocbecameattentive。 `Youhave!’shesaid,dispassionately。`Whatfor?’ MrVerlocmumbled,withhisnoseoverthegrate,andwithmarkedunwillingness: `Drawthemoneyout!’ `Whatdoyoumean?Allofit?’ `Yes。Allofit。’ MrsVerlocspreadoutwithcarethescantytablecloth,gottwoknivesandtwoforksoutofthetabledrawer,andsuddenlystoppedinhermethodicalproceedings。 `Whatdidyoudothatfor?’ `Maywantitsoon,’snuffledvaguelyMrVerloc,whowascomingtotheendofhiscalculatedindiscretions。 `Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,’remarkedhiswifeinatoneperfectlycasual,butstandingstock—stillbetweenthetableandthecupboard。 `Youknowyoucantrustme,’MrVerlocremarkedtothegrate,withhoarsefeeling。 MrsVerlocturnedslowlytowardsthecupboard,sayingwithdeliberation: `Oh,yes。Icantrustyou。’ Andshewentonwithhermethodicalproceedings。Shelaidtwoplates,gotthebread,thebutter,goingtoandfroquietlybetweenthetableandthecupboardinthepeaceandsilenceofherhome。Onthepointoftakingoutthejam,shereflectedpractically:`Hewillbefeelinghungry,havingbeenawayallday,’andshereturnedtothecupboardoncemoretogetthecoldbeef。Shesetitunderthepurringgas—jet,andwithapassingglanceathermotionlesshusbandhuggingthefire,shewent(downtwosteps)intothekitchen。Itwasonlywhencomingback,carvingknifeandforkinhand,thatshespokeagain。 `IfIhadn’ttrustedyouIwouldn’thavemarriedyou。’ Bowedundertheovermantel,MrVerloc,holdinghisheadinbothhands,seemedtohavegonetosleep。Winniemadethetea,andcalledoutinanundertone: `Adolf。’ MrVerlocgotupatonce,andstaggeredalittlebeforehesatdownatthetable。Hiswife,examiningthesharpedgeofthecarvingknife,placeditonthedish,andcalledhisattentiontothecoldbeef。Heremainedinsensibletothesuggestion,withhischinonhisbreast。 `Youshouldfeedyourcold,’MrsVerlocsaid,dogmatically。 Helookedup,andshookhishead。Hiseyeswerebloodshotandhisfacered。Hisfingershadruffledhishairintoadissipateduntidiness。Altogetherhehadadisreputableaspect,expressiveofthediscomfort,theirritation,andthegloomfollowingaheavydebauch。ButMrVerlocwasnotadebauchedman。Inhisconducthewasrespectable。Hisappearancemighthavebeentheeffectofafeverishcold。Hedrankthreecupsoftea,butabstainedfromfoodentirely。HerecoiledfromitwithsombreaversionwhenurgedbyMrsVerloc,whosaidatlast: `Aren’tyourfeetwet?Youhadbetterputonyourslippers。Youaren’tgoingoutanymorethisevening。’ MrVerlocintimatedbymorosegruntsandsignsthathisfeetwerenotwet,andthatanyhowhedidnotcare。Theproposalastoslipperswasdisregardedasbeneathhisnotice。Butthequestionofgoingoutintheeveningreceivedanunexpecteddevelopment。ItwasnotofgoingoutintheeveningthatMrVerlocwasthinking。Histhoughtsembracedavasterscheme。FrommoodyandincompletephrasesitbecameapparentthatMrVerlochadbeenconsideringtheexpediencyofemigrating。ItwasnotveryclearwhetherhehadinhismindFranceorCalifornia。 Theutterunexpectedness,improbability,andinconceivablenessofsuchaneventrobbedthisvaguedeclarationofallitseffect。MrsVerloc,asplacidlyasifherhusbandhadbeenthreateningherwiththeendoftheworld,said: `Theidea!’ MrVerlocdeclaredhimselfsickandtiredofeverything,andbesides—Sheinterruptedhim。 `You’veabadcold。’ ItwasindeedobviousthatMrVerlocwasnotinhisusualstate,physicallyorevenmentally。Asombreirresolutionheldhimsilentforawhile。Thenhemurmuredafewominousgeneralitiesonthethemeofnecessity。 `Willhaveto,’repeatedWinnie,sittingcalmlyback,withfoldedarms,oppositeherhusband。`Ishouldliketoknowwho’stomakeyou。Youain’taslave。Nooneneedbeaslaveinthiscountry—anddon’tyoumakeyourselfone。’Shepaused,andwithinvincibleandsteadycandour:`Thebusinessisn’tsobad,’shewenton。`You’veacomfortablehome。’ Sheglancedallroundtheparlour,fromthecornercupboardtothegoodfireinthegrate。Ensconcedcosilybehindtheshopofdoubtfulwares,withthemysteriouslydimwindow,anditsdoorsuspiciouslyajarintheobscureandnarrowstreet,itwasinallessentialsofdomesticproprietyanddomesticcomfortarespectablehome。HerdevotedaffectionmissedoutofitherbrotherStevie,nowenjoyingadampvillegiatureintheKentishlanesunderthecareofMrMichaelis。Shemissedhimpoignantly,withalltheforceofherprotectingpassion。Thiswastheboy’shome,too—theroof,thecupboard,thestokedgrate。OnthisthoughtMrsVerlocrose,andwalkingtotheotherendofthetable,saidinthefullnessofherheart: `Andyouarenottiredofme。’ MrVerlocmadenosound。Winnieleanedonhisshoulderfrombehind,andpressedherlipstohisforehead。Thusshelingered。Notawhisperreachedthemfromtheoutsideworld。Thesoundoffootstepsonthepavementdiedoutinthediscreetdimnessoftheshop。Onlythegas—jetabovethetablewentonpurringequablyinthebroodingsilenceoftheparlour。 DuringthecontactofthatunexpectedandlingeringkissMrVerloc,grippingwithbothhandstheedgesofhischair,preservedahieraticimmobility。 Whenthepressurewasremovedheletgothechair,rose,andwenttostandbeforethefireplace。Heturnednolongerhisbacktotheroom。Withhisfeaturesswollenandanairofbeingdrugged,hefollowedhiswife’smovementswithhiseyes。 MrsVerlocwentaboutserenely,clearingupthetable。Hertranquilvoicecommentedontheideathrownoutinareasonableanddomestictone。 Itwouldn’tstandexamination。Shecondemneditfromeverypointofview。