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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:11906更新时间:18/12/18 14:47:25
mournedoldMrs。Martin。’ButItoldhismotherhow’twouldbe—— marryingsomanynotchesaboveher。Thechildwassuretochawhigh,likehisfather!’ WhenSwithinhadbeenup—stairsaminuteortwohowever,healteredhismind,andcomingdownagainateallthepudding,withtheaspectofapersonundertakingadeedofgreatmagnanimity。Therelishwithwhichhedidsorestoredtheunisonthatknewnomoreseriousinterruptionsthansuchasthis。 ’Mr。Torkinghamhasbeenherethisafternoon,’saidhisgrandmother; ’andhewantsmetolethimmeetsomeofthechoirhereto—nightforpractice。Theywholiveatthisendoftheparishwon’tgotohishousetotryoverthetunes,because’tissofar,theysay,andso’tis,poormen。Sohe’sgoingtoseewhatcomingtothemwilldo。 Heasksifyouwouldliketojoin。’ ’IwouldifIhadnotsomuchtodo。’ ’Butitiscloudyto—night。’ ’Yes;butIhavecalculationswithoutend,granny。Now,don’tyoutellhimI’minthehouse,willyou?andthenhe’llnotaskforme。’ ’Butifheshould,mustIthentellalie,Lordforgiveme?’ ’No,youcansayI’mup—stairs;hemustthinkwhathelikes。Notawordabouttheastronomytoanyofthem,whateveryoudo。Ishouldbecalledavisionary,andallsorts。’ ’Sothoubeest,child。Whycan’tyedosomethingthat’sofuse?’ AtthesoundoffootstepsSwithinbeatahastyretreatup—stairs,wherehestruckalight,andrevealedatablecoveredwithbooksandpapers,whileroundthewallshungstar—maps,andotherdiagramsillustrativeofcelestialphenomena。Inacornerstoodahugepasteboardtube,whichacloseinspectionwouldhaveshowntobeintendedforatelescope。Swithinhungathickclothoverthewindow,inadditiontothecurtains,andsatdowntohispapers。Ontheceilingwasablackstainofsmoke,andunderthisheplacedhislamp,evidencingthatthemidnightoilwasconsumedonthatprecisespotveryoften。 Meanwhiletherehadenteredtotheroombelowapersonagewho,tojudgefromhervoiceandthequickpit—patofherfeet,wasamaidenyoungandblithe。Mrs。MartinwelcomedherbythetitleofMissTabithaLark,andinquiredwhatwindhadbroughtherthatway;towhichthevisitorrepliedthatshehadcomeforthesinging。 ’Sityedown,then,’saidgranny。’AnddoyoustillgototheHousetoreadtomylady?’ ’Yes,Igoandread,Mrs。Martin;butastogettingmyladytohearken,that’smorethanateamofsixhorsescouldforcehertodo。’ Thegirlhadaremarkablysmartandfluentutterance,whichwasprobablyacause,oraconsequence,ofhervocation。 ’’Tisthesamestory,then?’saidgrandmotherMartin。 ’Yes。Eatenoutwithlistlessness。She’sneithersicknorsorry,buthowdullanddrearysheis,onlyherselfcantell。WhenIgetthereinthemorning,theresheissittingupinbed,formyladydon’tcaretogetup;andthenshemakesmebringthisbookandthatbook,tillthebedisheapedupwithimmensevolumesthathalfburyher,makingherlook,assheleansuponherelbow,likethestoningofStephen。Sheyawns;thenshelookstowardsthetallglass;thenshelooksoutattheweather,mooninghergreatblackeyes,andfixingthemontheskyasiftheystuckthere,whilemytonguegoesflick—flackalong,ahundredandfiftywordsaminute;thenshelooksattheclock;thensheasksmewhatI’vebeenreading。’ ’Ah,poorsoul!’saidgranny。’Nodoubtshesaysinthemorning,\"WouldGoditwereevening,\"andintheevening,\"WouldGoditweremorning,\"likethedisobedientwomaninDeuteronomy。’ Swithin,intheroomoverhead,hadsuspendedhiscalculations,fortheduologueinterestedhim。Therenowcrunchedheavierstepsoutsidethedoor,andhisgrandmothercouldbeheardgreetingsundrylocalrepresentativesofthebassandtenorvoice,wholentacheerfulandwell—knownpersonalitytothenamesSammyBlore,NatChapman,HezekiahBiles,andHaymossFry(thelatterbeingonewithwhomthereaderhasalreadyadistantacquaintance);besidesthesecamesmallproducersoftreble,whohadnotyetdevelopedintosuchdistinctiveunitsofsocietyastorequireparticularizing。 ’Isthegoodmancome?’askedNatChapman。’No,——Iseewebehereaforehim。Andhowisitwithagedwomento—night,Mrs。Martin?’ ’Tedioustraipsingenoughwiththisone,Nat。Sityedown。Well,littleFreddy,youdon’twishinthemorningthat’twereevening,andateveningthat’tweremorningagain,doyou,Freddy,trustyeforit?’ ’Now,whomightwishsuchathingasthat,MrsMartin?——nobodyinthisparish?’askedSammyBlorecuriously。 ’Myladyisalwayswishingit,’spokeupMissTabithaLark。 ’Oh,she!Nobodycanbeanswerableforthewishesofthatonnaturaltribeofmankind。Notbutthatthewoman’sheart—stringsistriedinmanyaggravatingways。’ ’Ah,poorwoman!’saidgranny。’Thestateshefindsherselfin—— neithermaid,wife,norwidow,asyoumaysay——isnottheprimestformoflifeforkeepingingoodspirits。HowlongisitsinceshehasheardfromSirBlount,Tabitha?’ ’Twoyearsandmore,’saidtheyoungwoman。’HewentintoonesideofAfrica,asitmightbe,threeSt。Martin’sdaysback。Icanmindit,because’twasmybirthday。Andhemeanttocomeouttheotherside。Buthedidn’t。Hehasnevercomeoutatall。’ ’Foralltheworldlikelosingaratinabarley—mow,’saidHezekiah。’He’slost,thoughyouknowwhereheis。’ Hiscomradesnodded。 ’Ay,myladyisawalkingweariness。IseedheryawnjustattheverymomentwhenthefoxwashalloaedawaybyLorntonCopse,andthehoundsrunnedenallbutpasthercarriagewheels。IfIweresheI’dseealittlelife;thoughthere’snofair,club—walking,norfeasttospeakof,tillEasterweek,——that’strue。’ ’Shedaresnot。She’sundersolemnoathtodonosuchthing。’ ’BecustifIwouldkeepanysuchoath!Buthere’sthepa’son,ifmyearsdon’tdeceiveme。’ Therewasanoiseofhorse’shoofswithout,astumblingagainstthedoor—scraper,atetheringtothewindow—shutter,acreakingofthedooronitshinges,andavoicewhichSwithinrecognizedasMr。 Torkingham’s。Hegreetedeachofthepreviousarrivalsbyname,andstatedthathewasgladtoseethemallsopunctuallyassembled。 ’Ay,sir,’saidHaymossFry。’’Tisonlymyjintsthathavekeptmefromassemblingmyselflongago。I’dassembleuponthetopofWellandSteeple,if’tweren’tformyjints。Iassureye,Pa’sonTarkenham,thatintheclitcho’myknees,wheretherainusedtocomethroughwhenIwascuttingclotsforthenewlawn,inoldmylady’stime,’tisasifratswezgnawing,everynowandthen。Whenafeller’syounghe’stoosmallinthebraintoseehowsoonaconstitutioncanbesquandered,worseluck!’ ’True,’saidBiles,tofillthetimewhiletheparsonwasengagedinfindingthePsalms。’Aman’safooltillhe’sforty。OftenhaveI thought,whenhay—pitching,andthesmallofmybackseemingnostouterthanaharnet’s,\"ThedevilsendthatIhadbutthemakingoflabouringmenforatwelvemonth!\"I’dgieeverymanjacktwogoodbackbones,evenifthealterationwasaswrongasforgery。’ ’Four,——fourbackbones,’saidHaymoss,decisively。 ’Yes,four,’threwinSammyBlore,withadditionalweightofexperience。’Foryouwantoneinfrontforbreast—ploughingandsuchlike,oneattherightsideforground—dressing,andoneattheleftsideforturningmixens。’ ’Well;thennextI’dmoveeveryman’swyndpipeagoodspanawayfromhisglutchpipe,sothatatharvesttimehecouldfetchbreathin’sdrinking,withoutbeingchokedandstrangledasheisnow。ThinksI,whenIfeelthevictualsgoing——’ ’Now,we’llbegin,’interruptedMr。Torkingham,hismindreturningtothisworldagainonconcludinghissearchforahymn。 Thereupontheracketofchair—legsonthefloorsignifiedthattheyweresettlingintotheirseats,——adisturbancewhichSwithintookadvantageofbygoingontiptoeacrossthefloorabove,andputtingsheetsofpaperoverknot—holesintheboardingatpointswherecarpetwaslacking,thathislamp—lightmightnotshinedown。Theabsenceofaceilingbeneathrenderedhispositionvirtuallythatofonesuspendedinthesameapartment。 Theparsonannouncedthetune,andhisvoiceburstforthwith’Onward,Christiansoldiers!’innotesofrigidcheerfulness。 Inthisstart,however,hewasjoinedonlybythegirlsandboys,themenfurnishingbutanaccompanimentofahasandhems。Mr。 Torkinghamstopped,andSammyBlorespoke,—— ’Begyourpardon,sir,——ifyou’lldealmildwithusamoment。Whatwiththewindandwalking,mythroat’sasroughasagrater;andnotknowingyouweregoingtohitupthatminute,Ihadn’thawked,andI don’tthinkHezzyandNathad,either,——hadye,souls?’ ’Ihadn’tgotthoroughready,that’strue,’saidHezekiah。 ’Quiterightofyou,then,tospeak,’saidMr。Torkingham。’Don’tmindexplaining;wearehereforpractice。Nowclearyourthroats,then,andatitagain。’ Therewasanoiseasofatmospherichoesandscrapers,andthebasscontingentatlastgotunderwaywithatimeofitsown: ’Honwerd,Christensojers!’ ’Ah,that’swherewearesodefective——thepronunciation,’ interruptedtheparson。’Nowrepeatafterme:\"On—ward,Christ— ian,sol—diers。\"’ Thechoirrepeatedlikeanexaggerativeecho:’On—wed,Chris—ting,sol—jaws!’ ’Better!’saidtheparson,inthestrenuouslysanguinetonesofamanwhogothislivingbydiscoveringabrightsideinthingswhereitwasnotveryperceptibletootherpeople。’Butitshouldnotbegivenwithquitesoextremeanaccent;orwemaybecalledaffectedbyotherparishes。And,NathanielChapman,there’sajauntinessinyourmannerofsingingwhichisnotquitebecoming。Whydon’tyousingmoreearnestly?’ ’Myconsciencewon’tletme,sir。Theysayeverymanforhimself: but,thankGod,I’mnotsomeanastolessenoldfokes’chancesbybeingearnestatmytimeo’life,andtheysomuchnearertheneedo’t。’ ’It’sbadreasoning,Nat,Ifear。Now,perhapswehadbettersol—fathetune。Eyesonyourbooks,please。Sol—sol!fa—fa!mi——’ ’Ican’tsinglikethat,notI!’saidSammyBlore,withcondemnatoryastonishment。’Icansinggenuinemusic,likeFandG;butnotanythingsomuchoutoftheorderofnaterasthat。’ ’Perhapsyou’vebroughtthewrongbook,sir?’chimedinHaymoss,kindly。’I’veknowedmusicearlyinlifeandlate,——inshort,eversinceLukeSneapbrokehisnewfiddle—bowintheweddingpsalm,whenPa’sonWiltonbroughthomehisbride(youcanmindthetime,Sammy?— —whenwesung\"Hiswife,likeafairfertilevine,herlovelyfruitshallbring,\"whentheyoungwomanturnedasredasarose,notknowing’twascoming)。I’veknowedmusiceversincethen,Isay,sir,andneverheardthelikeo’that。EverymartelnotehadhisnameofA,B,C,atthattime。’ ’Yes,yes,men;butthisisamorerecentsystem!’ ’Still,youcan’talteraold—establishednotethat’sAorBbynater,’rejoinedHaymoss,withyetdeeperconvictionthatMr。 Torkinghamwasgettingoffhishead。’NowsoundA,neighbourSammy,andlet’shaveaslapatChristensojersagain,andshowthePa’sonthetrueway!’ Sammyproducedaprivatetuning—fork,blackandgrimy,which,beingaboutseventyyearsofage,andwroughtbeforepianofortebuildershadsentupthepitchtomaketheirinstrumentsbrilliant,wasnearlyanoteflatterthantheparson’s。Whileanargumentastothetruepitchwasinprogress,therecameaknockingwithout。 ’Somebody’satthedoor!’saidalittletreblegirl。 ’ThoughtIheardaknockbefore!’saidtherelievedchoir。 Thelatchwaslifted,andamanaskedfromthedarkness,’IsMr。 Torkinghamhere?’ ’Yes,Mills。Whatdoyouwant?’ Itwastheparson’sman。 ’Oh,ifyouplease,’saidMills,showinganadvancedmarginofhimselfroundthedoor,’LadyConstantinewantstoseeyouveryparticular,sir,andcouldyoucallonherafterdinner,ifyouben’tengagedwithpoorfokes?She’sjusthadaletter,——sotheysay,——andit’saboutthat,Ibelieve。’ Finding,onlookingathiswatch,thatitwasnecessarytostartatonceifhemeanttoseeherthatnight,theparsoncutshortthepractising,and,naminganothernightformeeting,hewithdrew。Allthesingersassistedhimontohiscob,andwatchedhimtillhedisappearedovertheedgeoftheBottom。 III Mr。Torkinghamtrottedbrisklyonwardtohishouse,adistanceofaboutamile,eachcottage,asitrevealeditshalf—buriedpositionbyitssinglelight,appearinglikeaone—eyednightcreaturewatchinghimfromanambush。Leavinghishorseattheparsonageheperformedtheremainderofthejourneyonfoot,crossingtheparktowardsWellandHousebyastileandpath,tillhestruckintothedrivenearthenorthdoorofthemansion。 Thisdrive,itmayberemarked,wasalsothecommonhighwaytothelowervillage,andhenceLadyConstantine’sresidenceandpark,asisoccasionallythecasewithold—fashionedmanors,possessednoneoftheexclusivenessfoundinsomearistocraticsettlements。Theparishionerslookedupontheparkavenueastheirnaturalthoroughfare,particularlyforchristenings,weddings,andfunerals,whichpassedthesquire’smansionwithdueconsiderationsastothesceniceffectofthesamefromthemanorwindows。HencethehouseofConstantine,whengoingoutfromitsbreakfast,hadbeencontinuallycrossedonthedoorstepforthelasttwohundredyearsbythehousesofHodgeandGilesinfullcrytodinner。Atpresentthesecollisionswerebuttooinfrequent,forthoughthevillagerspassedthenorthfrontdoorasregularlyasever,theyseldommetaConstantine。Onlyonewastheretobemet,andshehadnozestforoutingsbeforenoon。 Thelong,lowfrontoftheGreatHouse,asitwascalledbytheparish,stretchingfromendtoendoftheterrace,wasindarknessasthevicarslackenedhispacebeforeit,andonlythedistantfallofwaterdisturbedthestillnessofthemanorialprecincts。 OngainingadmittancehefoundLadyConstantinewaitingtoreceivehim。Sheworeaheavydressofvelvetandlace,andbeingtheonlypersoninthespaciousapartmentshelookedsmallandisolated。Inherlefthandsheheldaletterandacoupleofat—homecards。Thesoftdarkeyeswhichsheraisedtohimasheentered——large,andmelancholybycircumstancefarmorethanbyquality——werethenaturalindicesofawarmandaffectionate,perhapsslightlyvoluptuoustemperament,languishingforwantofsomethingtodo,cherish,orsufferfor。 Mr。Torkinghamseatedhimself。Hisboots,whichhadseemedelegantinthefarm—house,appearedratherclumsyhere,andhiscoat,thatwasamodeloftailoringwhenhestoodamidthechoir,nowexhibiteddecidedlystrainedrelationswithhislimbs。ThreeyearshadpassedsincehisinductiontothelivingofWelland,buthehadneverasyetfoundmeanstoestablishthatreciprocitywithLadyConstantinewhichusuallygrowsup,inthecourseoftime,betweenparsonageandmanor—house,——unless,indeed,eithersideshouldsurprisetheotherbyshowingrespectivelyaweaknessforawkwardmodernideasonlandownership,oronchurchformulas,whichhadnotbeenthecasehere。Thepresentmeeting,however,seemedlikelytoinitiatesuchareciprocity。 TherewasanappearanceofconfidenceonLadyConstantine’sface; shesaidshewassoverygladthathehadcome,andlookingdownattheletterinherhandwasonthepointofpullingitfromitsenvelope;butshedidnot。Afteramomentshewentonmorequickly: ’Iwantedyouradvice,orratheryouropinion,onaseriousmatter,— —onapointofconscience。’Sayingwhichshelaiddowntheletterandlookedatthecards。 Itmighthavebeenapparenttoamorepenetratingeyethanthevicar’sthatLadyConstantine,eitherfromtimidity,misgiving,orreconviction,hadswervedfromherintendedcommunication,orperhapsdecidedtobeginattheotherend。 Theparson,whohadbeenexpectingaquestiononsomelocalbusinessorintelligence,atthetenorofherwordsalteredhisfacetothehigherbranchofhisprofession。 ’IhopeImayfindmyselfofservice,onthatoranyotherquestion,’hesaidgently。 ’Ihopeso。Youmaypossiblybeaware,Mr。Torkingham,thatmyhusband,SirBlountConstantine,was,nottomincematters,amistaken——somewhatjealousman。Yetyoumayhardlyhavediscerneditintheshorttimeyouknewhim。’ ’IhadsomelittleknowledgeofSirBlount’scharacterinthatrespect。’ ’Well,onthisaccountmymarriedlifewithhimwasnotofthemostcomfortablekind。’(LadyConstantine’svoicedroppedtoamorepatheticnote。)’IamsureIgavehimnocauseforsuspicion; thoughhadIknownhisdispositionsoonerIshouldhardlyhavedaredtomarryhim。Buthisjealousyanddoubtofmewerenotsostrongastodiverthimfromapurposeofhis,——amaniaforAfricanlion— hunting,whichhedignifiedbycallingitaschemeofgeographicaldiscovery;forhewasinordinatelyanxioustomakeanameforhimselfinthatfield。Itwastheonepassionthatwasstrongerthanhismistrustofme。Beforegoingawayhesatdownwithmeinthisroom,andreadmealecture,whichresultedinaveryrashofferonmypart。WhenItellittoyou,youwillfindthatitprovidesakeytoallthatisunusualinmylifehere。Hebademeconsiderwhatmypositionwouldbewhenhewasgone;hopedthatI shouldrememberwhatwasduetohim,——thatIwouldnotsobehavetowardsothermenastobringthenameofConstantineintosuspicion;andchargedmetoavoidlevityofconductinattendinganyball,rout,ordinnertowhichImightbeinvited。I,insomecontemptforhislowopinionofme,volunteered,thereandthen,tolivelikeacloisterednunduringhisabsence;togointonosocietywhatever,——scarceeventoaneighbour’sdinner—party;anddemandedbitterlyifthatwouldsatisfyhim。Hesaidyes,heldmetomyword,andgavemenoloopholeforretractingit。Theinevitablefruitsofprecipitancyhaveresultedtome:mylifehasbecomeaburden。Igetsuchinvitationsasthese’(holdingupthecards),’butIsoinvariablyrefusethemthattheyaregettingveryrare……Iaskyou,canIhonestlybreakthatpromisetomyhusband?’ Mr。Torkinghamseemedembarrassed。’IfyoupromisedSirBlountConstantinetoliveinsolitudetillhecomesback,youare,itseemstome,boundbythatpromise。Ifearthatthewishtobereleasedfromyourengagementistosomeextentareasonwhyitshouldbekept。Butyourownconsciencewouldsurelybethebestguide,LadyConstantine?’ ’Myconscienceisquitebewilderedwithitsresponsibilities,’shecontinued,withasigh。’Yetitcertainlydoessometimessaytomethat——thatIoughttokeepmyword。Verywell;ImustgoonasIamgoing,Isuppose。’ ’Ifyourespectavow,Ithinkyoumustrespectyourown,’saidtheparson,acquiringsomefurtherfirmness。’Haditbeenwrungfromyoubycompulsion,moralorphysical,itwouldhavebeenopentoyoutobreakit。Butasyouproposedavowwhenyourhusbandonlyrequiredagoodintention,Ithinkyououghttoadheretoit;orwhatistheprideworththatledyoutoofferit?’ ’Verywell,’shesaid,withresignation。’Butitwasquiteaworkofsupererogationonmypart。’ ’Thatyouproposeditinasupererogatoryspiritdoesnotlessenyourobligation,havingonceputyourselfunderthatobligation。 St。Paul,inhisEpistletotheHebrews,says,\"Anoathforconfirmationisanendofallstrife。\"AndyouwillreadilyrecallthewordsofEcclesiastes,\"Paythatwhichthouhastvowed。Betterisitthatthoushouldestnotvowthanthatthoushouldestvowandnotpay。\"WhynotwritetoSirBlount,tellhimtheinconvenienceofsuchabond,andaskhimtoreleaseyou?’ ’No;neverwillI。Theexpressionofsuchadesirewould,inhismind,beasufficientreasonfordisallowingit。I’llkeepmyword。’ Mr。Torkinghamrosetoleave。Aftershehadheldoutherhandtohim,whenhehadcrossedtheroom,andwaswithintwostepsofthedoor,shesaid,’Mr。Torkingham。’Hestopped。’WhatIhavetoldyouisonlytheleastpartofwhatIsentforyoutotellyou。’ Mr。Torkinghamwalkedbacktoherside。’Whatistherestofit,then?’heasked,withgravesurprise。 ’Itisatruerevelation,asfarasitgoes;butthereissomethingmore。Ihavereceivedthisletter,andIwantedtosay——something。’ ’Thensayitnow,mydearlady。’ ’No,’sheanswered,withalookofutterinability。’Icannotspeakofitnow!Someothertime。Don’tstay。Pleaseconsiderthisconversationasprivate。Good—night。’ IV Itwasabrightstarlightnight,aweekortendayslater。TherehadbeenseveralsuchnightssincetheoccasionofLadyConstantine’spromisetoSwithinSt。CleevetocomeandstudyastronomicalphenomenaontheRings—Hillcolumn;butshehadnotgonethere。Thiseveningshesatatawindow,theblindofwhichhadnotbeendrawndown。Herelbowrestedonalittletable,andhercheekonherhand。HereyeswereattractedbythebrightnessoftheplanetJupiter,asherodeintheeclipticopposite,beamingdownuponherasifdesirousofnotice。 Beneaththeplanetcouldbestilldiscernedthedarkedgesoftheparklandscapeagainstthesky。Asoneofitsfeatures,thoughnearlyscreenedbythetreeswhichhadbeenplantedtoshutoutthefallowtractsoftheestate,rosetheupperpartofthecolumn。Itwashardlyvisiblenow,evenifvisibleatall;yetLadyConstantineknewfromdaytimeexperienceitsexactbearingfromthewindowatwhichsheleaned。Theknowledgethatthereitstillwas,despiteitsrapidenvelopmentbytheshades,ledherlonelymindtoherlatemeetingonitssummitwiththeyoungastronomer,andtoherpromisetohonourhimwithavisitforlearningsomesecretsaboutthescintillatingbodiesoverhead。Thecuriousjuxtapositionofyouthfulardourandolddespairthatshehadfoundintheladwouldhavemadehiminterestingtoawomanofperception,apartfromhisfairhairandearly—Christianface。Butsuchistheheighteningtouchofmemorythathisbeautywasprobablyricherinherimaginationthaninthereal。Itwasamootpointtoconsiderwhetherthetemptationsthatwouldbebroughttobearuponhiminhiscoursewouldexceedthestayingpowerofhisnature。Hadhebeenawealthyyouthhewouldhaveseemedonetotremblefor。Inspiteofhisattractiveambitionsandgentlemanlybearing,shethoughtitwouldpossiblybebetterforhimifheneverbecameknownoutsidehislonelytower,——forgettingthathehadreceivedsuchintellectualenlargementaswouldprobablymakehiscontinuanceinWellandseem,inhisowneye,aslightuponhisfather’sbranchofhisfamily,whosesocialstandinghadbeen,onlyafewyearsearlier,butlittleremovedfromherown。 Suddenlysheflungacloakaboutherandwentoutontheterrace。 Shepasseddownthestepstothelowerlawn,throughthedoortotheopenpark,andtherestoodstill。Thetowerwasnowdiscernible。 Asthewordsinwhichathoughtisexpresseddevelopafurtherthought,sodidthefactofherhavinggotsofarinfluencehertogofurther。Apersonwhohadcasuallyobservedhergaitwouldhavethoughtitirregular;andthelesseningsandincreasingsofspeedwithwhichsheproceededinthedirectionofthepillarcouldbeaccountedforonlybyamotivemuchmoredisturbingthananintentiontolookthroughatelescope。Thusshewenton,till,leavingthepark,shecrossedtheturnpike—road,andenteredthelargefield,inthemiddleofwhichthefir—cladhillstoodlikeMontSt。Michelinitsbay。 Thestarsweresobrightasdistinctlytoshowhertheplace,andnowshecouldseeafaintlightatthetopofthecolumn,whichroselikeashadowyfingerpointingtotheupperconstellations。Therewasnowind,inahumansense;butasteadystertorousbreathingfromthefir—treesshowedthat,nowasalways,therewasmovementinapparentstagnation。Nothingbutanabsolutevacuumcouldparalyzetheirutterance。 Thedoorofthetowerwasshut。ItwassomethingmorethanthefreakishnesswhichisengenderedbyasickeningmonotonythathadledLadyConstantinethusfar,andhenceshemadenoadoaboutadmittingherself。Threeyearsago,whenhereveryactionwasathingofpropriety,shehadknownofnopossiblepurposewhichcouldhaveledherabroadinamannersuchasthis。 Sheascendedthetowernoiselessly。OnraisingherheadabovethehatchwayshebeheldSwithinbendingoverascrollofpaperwhichlayonthelittletablebesidehim。Thesmalllanternthatilluminateditshowedalsothathewaswarmlywrappedupinacoatandthickcap,behindhimstandingthetelescopeonitsframe。 Whatwashedoing?Shelookedoverhisshoulderuponthepaper,andsawfiguresandsigns。Whenhehadjotteddownsomethinghewenttothetelescopeagain。 ’Whatareyoudoingto—night?’shesaidinalowvoice。 Swithinstarted,andturned。Thefaintlamp—lightwassufficienttorevealherfacetohim。 ’Tediouswork,LadyConstantine,’heanswered,withoutbetrayingmuchsurprise。’Doingmybesttowatchphenomenalstars,asImaycallthem。’ ’YousaidyouwouldshowmetheheavensifIcouldcomeonastarlightnight。Ihavecome。’ Swithin,asapreliminary,sweptroundthetelescopetoJupiter,andexhibitedtoherthegloryofthatorb。ThenhedirectedtheinstrumenttothelessbrightshapeofSaturn。 ’Here,’hesaid,warminguptothesubject,’weseeaworldwhichistomymindbyfarthemostwonderfulinthesolarsystem。Thinkofstreamsofsatellitesormeteorsracingroundandroundtheplanetlikeafly—wheel,soclosetogetherastoseemsolidmatter!’Heenteredfurtherandfurtherintothesubject,hisideasgatheringmomentumashewenton,likehispetheavenlybodies。 Whenhepausedforbreathshesaid,intonesverydifferentfromhisown,’Ioughtnowtotellyouthat,thoughIaminterestedinthestars,theywerenotwhatIcametoseeyouabout……IfirstthoughtofdisclosingthemattertoMr。Torkingham;butIalteredmymind,anddecidedonyou。’ Shespokeinsolowavoicethathemightnothaveheardher。Atallevents,abstractedbyhisgrandtheme,hedidnotheedher。Hecontinued,—— ’Well,wewillgetoutsidethesolarsystemaltogether,——leavethewholegroupofsun,primaryandsecondaryplanetsquitebehindusinourflight,asabirdmightleaveitsbushandsweepintothewholeforest。Nowwhatdoyousee,LadyConstantine?’HelevelledtheachromaticatSirius。 Shesaidthatshesawabrightstar,thoughitonlyseemedapointoflightnowasbefore。 ’That’sbecauseitissodistantthatnomagnifyingwillbringitssizeuptozero。Thoughcalledafixedstar,itis,likeallfixedstars,movingwithinconceivablevelocity;butnomagnifyingwillshowthatvelocityasanythingbutrest。’ AndthustheytalkedonaboutSirius,andthenaboutotherstars……inthescrowlOfallthosebeasts,andfish,andfowl,Withwhich,likeIndianplantations,Thelearnedstocktheconstellations,tillheaskedherhowmanystarsshethoughtwerevisibletothematthatmoment。 Shelookedaroundoverthemagnificentstretchofskythattheirhighpositionunfolded。’Oh,thousands,hundredsofthousands,’shesaidabsently。 ’No。Thereareonlyaboutthreethousand。Now,howmanydoyouthinkarebroughtwithinsightbythehelpofapowerfultelescope?’ ’Iwon’tguess。’ ’Twentymillions。Sothat,whateverthestarsweremadefor,theywerenotmadetopleaseoureyes。Itisjustthesameineverything;nothingismadeforman。’ ’Isitthatnotionwhichmakesyousosadforyourage?’sheasked,withalmostmaternalsolicitude。’Ithinkastronomyisabadstudyforyou。Itmakesyoufeelhumaninsignificancetooplainly。’