第3章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:10381更新时间:18/12/18 14:47:25
’Perhapsitdoes。However,’headdedmorecheerfully,’thoughI feelthestudytobeonealmosttragicinitsquality,IhopetobethenewCopernicus。WhathewastothesolarsystemIaimtobetothesystemsbeyond。’ Then,bymeansoftheinstrumentathand,theytravelledtogetherfromtheearthtoUranusandthemysteriousoutskirtsofthesolarsystem;fromthesolarsystemtoastarintheSwan,thenearestfixedstarinthenorthernsky;fromthestarintheSwantoremoterstars;thencetotheremotestvisible;tilltheghastlychasmwhichtheyhadbridgedbyafragilelineofsightwasrealizedbyLadyConstantine。 ’Wearenowtraversingdistancesbesidewhichtheimmenselinestretchingfromtheearthtothesunisbutaninvisiblepoint,’ saidtheyouth。’When,justnow,wehadreachedaplanetwhoseremotenessisahundredtimestheremotenessofthesunfromtheearth,wewereonlyatwothousandthpartofthejourneytothespotatwhichwehaveopticallyarrivednow。’ ’Oh,praydon’t;itoverpowersme!’shereplied,notwithoutseriousness。’Itmakesmefeelthatitisnotworthwhiletolive; itquiteannihilatesme。’ ’Ifitannihilatesyourladyshiptoroamovertheseyawningspacesjustonce,thinkhowitmustannihilatemetobe,asitwere,inconstantsuspensionamidthemnightafternight。’ ’Yes……ItwasnotreallythissubjectthatIcametoseeyouupon,Mr。St。Cleeve,’shebeganasecondtime。’Itwasapersonalmatter。’ ’Iamlistening,LadyConstantine。’ ’Iwilltellityou。Yetno,——notthismoment。Letusfinishthisgrandsubjectfirst;itdwarfsmine。’ Itwouldhavebeendifficulttojudgefromheraccentswhethershewereafraidtobroachherownmatter,orreallyinterestedinhis。 Oracertainyouthfulpridethatheevidencedatbeingtheelucidatorofsuchalargetheme,andathavingdrawnhertheretohearandobserveit,mayhaveinclinedhertoindulgehimforkindness’sake。 Thereuponhetookexceptiontoheruseoftheword’grand’asdescriptiveoftheactualuniverse: ’Theimaginarypictureoftheskyastheconcavityofadomewhosebaseextendsfromhorizontohorizonofourearthisgrand,simplygrand,andIwishIhadnevergotbeyondlookingatitinthatway。 Buttheactualskyisahorror。’ ’Anewviewofouroldfriends,thestars,’shesaid,smilingupatthem。 ’Butsuchanobviouslytrueone!’saidtheyoungman。’Youwouldhardlythink,atfirst,thathorridmonsterslieuptherewaitingtobediscoveredbyanymoderatelypenetratingmind——monsterstowhichthoseoftheoceansbearnosortofcomparison。’ ’Whatmonstersmaytheybe?’ ’Impersonalmonsters,namely,Immensities。Untilapersonhasthoughtoutthestarsandtheirinter—spaces,hehashardlylearntthattherearethingsmuchmoreterriblethanmonstersofshape,namely,monstersofmagnitudewithoutknownshape。Suchmonstersarethevoidsandwasteplacesofthesky。Look,forinstance,atthosepiecesofdarknessintheMilkyWay,’hewenton,pointingwithhisfingertowherethegalaxystretchedacrossovertheirheadswiththeluminousnessofafrostedweb。’YouseethatdarkopeninginitneartheSwan?Thereisastillmoreremarkableonesouthoftheequator,calledtheCoalSack,asasortofnicknamethathasafarcicalforcefromitsveryinadequacy。Intheseoursightplungesquitebeyondanytwinklerwehaveyetvisited。Thosearedeepwellsforthehumanmindtoletitselfdowninto,leavealonethehumanbody!andthinkofthesidecavernsandsecondaryabyssestorightandleftasyoupasson!’ LadyConstantinewasheedfulandsilent。 Hetriedtogiveheryetanotherideaofthesizeoftheuniverse; neverwasthereamoreardentendeavourtobringdowntheimmeasurabletohumancomprehension!Byfiguresofspeechandaptcomparisonshetookhermindintoleading—strings,compellinghertofollowhimintowildernessesofwhichshehadneverinherlifeevenrealizedtheexistence。 ’Thereisasizeatwhichdignitybegins,’heexclaimed;’furtheronthereisasizeatwhichgrandeurbegins;furtheronthereisasizeatwhichsolemnitybegins;furtheron,asizeatwhichawfulnessbegins;furtheron,asizeatwhichghastlinessbegins。Thatsizefaintlyapproachesthesizeofthestellaruniverse。SoamInotrightinsayingthatthosemindswhoexerttheirimaginativepowerstoburythemselvesinthedepthsofthatuniversemerelystraintheirfacultiestogainanewhorror?’ Standing,asshestood,inthepresenceofthestellaruniverse,undertheveryeyesoftheconstellations,LadyConstantineapprehendedsomethingoftheearnestyouth’sargument。 ’Andtoaddanewweirdnesstowhattheskypossessesinitssizeandformlessness,thereisinvolvedthequalityofdecay。Forallthewonderoftheseeverlastingstars,eternalspheres,andwhatnot,theyarenoteverlasting,theyarenoteternal;theyburnoutlikecandles。YouseethatdyingoneinthebodyoftheGreaterBear?Twocenturiesagoitwasasbrightastheothers。Thesensesmaybecometerrifiedbyplungingamongthemastheyare,butthereisapitifulnessevenintheirglory。Imaginethemallextinguished,andyourmindfeelingitswaythroughaheavenoftotaldarkness,occasionallystrikingagainsttheblack,invisiblecindersofthosestars……Ifyouarecheerful,andwishtoremainso,leavethestudyofastronomyalone。Ofallthesciences,italonedeservesthecharacteroftheterrible。’ ’Iamnotaltogethercheerful。’ ’Thenif,ontheotherhand,youarerestlessandanxiousaboutthefuture,studyastronomyatonce。Yourtroubleswillbereducedamazingly。Butyourstudywillreducetheminasingularway,byreducingtheimportanceofeverything。Sothatthescienceisstillterrible,evenasapanacea。Itisquiteimpossibletothinkatalladequatelyofthesky——ofwhattheskysubstantiallyis,withoutfeelingitasajuxtaposednightmare。Itisbetter——farbetter——formentoforgettheuniversethantobearitclearlyinmind!…… Butyousaytheuniversewasnotreallywhatyoucametoseemeabout。Whatwasit,mayIask,LadyConstantine?’ Shemused,andsighed,andturnedtohimwithsomethingpatheticinher。 ’Theimmensityofthesubjectyouhaveengagedmeonhascompletelycrushedmysubjectoutofme!Yoursiscelestial;minelamentablyhuman!Andthelessmustgivewaytothegreater。’ ’Butisit,inahumansense,andapartfrommacrocosmicmagnitudes,important?’heinquired,atlastattractedbyhermanner;forhebegantoperceive,inspiteofhisprepossession,thatshehadreallysomethingonhermind。 ’Itisasimportantaspersonaltroublesusuallyare。’ NotwithstandingherpreconceivednotionofcomingtoSwithinasemployertodependant,aschatelainetopage,shewasfallingintoconfidentialintercoursewithhim。Hisvastandromanticendeavourslenthimapersonalforceandcharmwhichshecouldnotbutapprehend。Inthepresenceoftheimmensitiesthathisyoungmindhad,asitwere,broughtdownfromabovetohers,theybecameunconsciouslyequal。Therewas,moreover,aninbornlikinginLadyConstantinetodwelllessonherpermanentpositionasacountyladythanonherpassingemotionsasawoman。 ’IwillpostponethematterIcametochargeyouwith,’sheresumed,smiling。’Imustreconsiderit。NowIwillreturn。’ ’Allowmetoshowyououtthroughthetreesandacrossthefields?’ Shesaidneitheradistinctyesnorno;and,descendingthetower,theythreadedthefirsandcrossedtheploughedfield。Byanoddcoincidenceheremarked,whentheydrewneartheGreatHouse—— ’Youmaypossiblybeinterestedinknowing,LadyConstantine,thatthatmedium—sizedstaryouseeoverthere,lowdowninthesouth,ispreciselyoverSirBlountConstantine’sheadinthemiddleofAfrica。’ ’Howverystrangethatyoushouldhavesaidso!’sheanswered。’YouhavebroachedformetheverysubjectIhadcometospeakof。’ ’Onadomesticmatter?’hesaid,withsurprise。 ’Yes。Whatasmallmatteritseemsnow,afterourastronomicalstupendousness!andyetonmywaytoyouitsofartranscendedtheordinarymattersofmylifeasthesubjectyouhaveledmeuptotranscendsthis。But,’withalittlelaugh,’Iwillendeavourtosinkdowntosuchephemeraltrivialitiesashumantragedy,andexplain,sinceIhavecome。Thepointis,Iwantahelper:nowomaneverwantedonemore。FordaysIhavewantedatrustyfriendwhocouldgoonasecreterrandforme。Itisnecessarythatmymessengershouldbeeducated,shouldbeintelligent,shouldbesilentasthegrave。Doyougivemeyoursolemnpromiseastothelastpoint,ifIconfideinyou?’ ’Mostemphatically,LadyConstantine。’ ’Yourrighthanduponthecompact。’ Hegavehishand,andraisedherstohislips。Inadditiontohisrespectforherastheladyofthemanor,therewastheadmirationoftwentyyearsfortwenty—eightornineinsuchrelations。 ’Itrustyou,’shesaid。’Now,beyondtheaboveconditions,itwasspeciallynecessarythatmyagentshouldhaveknownSirBlountConstantinewellbysightwhenhewasathome。Fortheerrandisconcerningmyhusband;IammuchdisturbedatwhatIhaveheardabouthim。’ ’Iamindeedsorrytoknowit。’ ’Thereareonlytwopeopleintheparishwhofulfilalltheconditions,——Mr。Torkingham,andyourself。IsentforMr。 Torkingham,andhecame。Icouldnottellhim。Ifeltatthelastmomentthathewouldn’tdo。IhavecometoyoubecauseIthinkyouwilldo。Thisisit:myhusbandhasledmeandalltheworldtobelievethatheisinAfrica,huntinglions。IhavehadamysteriousletterinformingmethathehasbeenseeninLondon,inverypeculiarcircumstances。ThetruthofthisIwantascertained。 Willyougoonthejourney?’ ’Personally,Iwouldgototheendoftheworldforyou,LadyConstantine;but——’ ’Nobuts!’ ’HowcanIleave?’ ’Whynot?’ ’Iampreparingaworkonvariablestars。ThereisoneofthesewhichIhaveexceptionallyobservedforseveralmonths,andonthismygreattheoryismainlybased。Ithasbeenhithertocalledirregular;butIhavedetectedaperiodicityinitsso—calledirregularitieswhich,ifproved,wouldaddsomeveryvaluablefactstothoseknownonthissubject,oneofthemostinteresting,perplexing,andsuggestiveinthewholefieldofastronomy。Now,toclinchmytheory,thereshouldbeasuddenvariationthisweek,——oratlatestnextweek,——andIhavetowatcheverynightnottoletitpass。Youseemyreasonfordeclining,LadyConstantine。’ ’Youngmenarealwayssoselfish!’shesaid。 ’Itmightruinthewholeofmyyear’slabourifIleavenow!’ returnedtheyouth,greatlyhurt。’Couldyounotwaitafortnightlonger?’ ’No,——no。Don’tthinkthatIhaveaskedyou,pray。Ihavenowishtoinconvenienceyou。’ ’LadyConstantine,don’tbeangrywithme!Willyoudothis,——watchthestarformewhileIamgone?Ifyouarepreparedtodoiteffectually,Iwillgo。’ ’Willitbemuchtrouble?’ ’Itwillbesometrouble。Youwouldhavetocomehereeverycleareveningaboutnine。Iftheskywerenotclear,thenyouwouldhavetocomeatfourinthemorning,shouldthecloudshavedispersed。’ ’Couldnotthetelescopebebroughttomyhouse?’ Swithinshookhishead。 ’Perhapsyoudidnotobserveitsrealsize,——thatitwasfixedtoaframe—work?Icouldnotaffordtobuyanequatorial,andIhavebeenobligedtorigupanapparatusofmyowndevising,soastomakeitinsomemeasureanswerthepurposeofanequatorial。ItCOULDbemoved,butIwouldrathernottouchit。’ ’Well,I’llgotothetelescope,’shewenton,withanemphasisthatwasnotwhollyplayful。’YouarethemostungallantyouthIevermetwith;butIsupposeImustsetthatdowntoscience。Yes,I’llgotothetoweratnineeverynight。’ ’Andalone?Ishouldprefertokeepmypursuitsthereunknown。’ ’Andalone,’sheanswered,quiteoverbornebyhisinflexibility。 ’Youwillnotmissthemorningobservation,ifitshouldbenecessary?’ ’Ihavegivenmyword。’ ’AndIgivemine。IsupposeIoughtnottohavebeensoexacting!’ Hespokewiththatsuddenemotionalsenseofhisowninsignificancewhichmadethesealternationsofmoodpossible。’Iwillgoanywhere——doanythingforyou——thismoment——to—morroworatanytime。Butyoumustreturnwithmetothetower,andletmeshowyoutheobservingprocess。’ Theyretracedtheirsteps,thetenderhoar—frosttakingtheimprintoftheirfeet,whiletwostarsintheTwinslookeddownupontheirtwopersonsthroughthetrees,asifthosetwopersonscouldbearsomesortofcomparisonwiththem。Onthetowertheinstructionsweregiven。Whenallwasover,andhewasagainconductinghertotheGreatHouseshesaid—— ’Whencanyoustart?’ ’Now,’saidSwithin。 ’Somuchthebetter。Youshallgoupbythenightmail。’ V Onthethirdmorningaftertheyoungman’sdepartureLadyConstantineopenedthepost—baganxiously。Thoughshehadrisenbeforefouro’clock,andcrossedtothetowerthroughthegrayhalf— lightwheneverybladeandtwigwerefurredwithrime,shefeltnolanguor。Expectationcouldbanishatcock—crowtheeye—heavinesswhichapathyhadbeenunabletodisperseallthedaylong。 Therewas,asshehadhoped,aletterfromSwithinSt。Cleeve。 ’DEARLADYCONSTANTINE,——Ihavequitesucceededinmymission,andshallreturnto—morrowat10p。m。Ihopeyouhavenotfailedintheobservations。Watchingthestarthroughanopera—glassSundaynight,Ifanciedsomechangehadtakenplace,butIcouldnotmakemyselfsure。YourmemorandaforthatnightIawaitwithimpatience。 Pleasedon’tneglecttowritedownATTHEMOMENT,allremarkableappearancesbothastocolourandintensity;andbeveryexactastotime,whichcorrectinthewayIshowedyou。——Iam,dearLadyConstantine,yoursmostfaithfully,SWITHINST。 CLEEVE。’ Notanotherwordintheletterabouthiserrand;hismindranonnothingbutthisastronomicalsubject。Hehadsucceededinhismission,andyethedidnotevensayyesornotothegreatquestion,——whetherornotherhusbandwasmasqueradinginLondonattheaddressshehadgiven。 ’Waseveranythingsoprovoking!’shecried。 However,thetimewasnotlongtowait。Hiswayhomewardwouldliewithinastone’s—throwofthemanor—house,andthoughforcertainreasonsshehadforbiddenhimtocallatthelatehourofhisarrival,shecouldeasilyintercepthimintheavenue。Attwentyminutespasttenshewentoutintothedrive,andstoodinthedark。 Sevenminuteslatersheheardhisfootstep,andsawhisoutlineintheslitoflightbetweentheavenue—trees。Hehadavaliseinonehand,agreat—coatonhisarm,andunderhisarmaparcelwhichseemedtobeveryprecious,fromthemannerinwhichheheldit。 ’LadyConstantine?’heaskedsoftly。 ’Yes,’shesaid,inherexcitementholdingoutbothherhands,thoughhehadplainlynotexpectedhertoofferone。 ’Didyouwatchthestar?’ ’I’lltellyoueverythingindetail;but,pray,yourerrandfirst!’ ’Yes,it’sallright。Didyouwatcheverynight,notmissingone?’ ’Iforgottogo——twice,’shemurmuredcontritely。 ’Oh,LadyConstantine!’hecriedindismay。’Howcouldyouservemeso!whatshallIdo?’ ’Pleaseforgiveme!Indeed,Icouldnothelpit。Ihadwatchedandwatched,andnothinghappened;andsomehowmyvigilancerelaxedwhenIfoundnothingwaslikelytotakeplaceinthestar。’ ’Buttheverycircumstanceofitnothavinghappened,madeitallthemorelikelyeveryday。’ ’Haveyou——seen——’shebeganimploringly。 Swithinsighed,loweredhisthoughtstosublunarythings,andtoldbrieflythestoryofhisjourney。SirBlountConstantinewasnotinLondonattheaddresswhichhadbeenanonymouslysenther。Itwasamistakeofidentity。ThepersonwhohadbeenseenthereSwithinhadsoughtout。HeresembledSirBlountstrongly;buthewasastranger。 ’HowcanIrewardyou!’sheexclaimed,whenhehaddone。 ’InnowaybutbygivingmeyourgoodwishesinwhatIamgoingtotellyouonmyownaccount。’Hespokeintonesofmysteriousexultation。’Thisparcelisgoingtomakemyfame!’ ’Whatisit?’ ’Ahugeobject—glassforthegreattelescopeIamsobusyabout! Suchamagnificentaidtosciencehasneverenteredthiscountybefore,youmaydepend。’ Heproducedfromunderhisarmthecarefullycuddled—uppackage,whichwasinshapearoundflatdisk,likeadinner—plate,tiedinpaper。 Proceedingtoexplainhisplanstohermorefully,hewalkedwithhertowardsthedoorbywhichshehademerged。Itwasalittlesidewicketthroughawalldividingtheopenparkfromthegardenterraces。Hereforamomentheplacedhisvaliseandparcelonthecopingofthestonebalustrade,tillhehadbiddenherfarewell。 Thenheturned,andinlayingholdofhisbagbythedimlightpushedtheparcelovertheparapet。Itfellsmashuponthepavedwalktenoradozenfeetbeneath。 ’Oh,goodheavens!’hecriedinanguish。 ’What?’ ’Myobject—glassbroken!’ ’Isitofmuchvalue?’ ’ItcostallIpossess!’ Heranroundbythestepstothelowerlawn,LadyConstantinefollowing,ashecontinued,’Itisamagnificenteight—inchfirstqualityobjectlens!ItookadvantageofmyjourneytoLondontogetit!Ihavebeensixweeksmakingthetubeofmilledboard;andasIhadnotenoughmoneybytwelvepoundsforthelens,Iborroweditofmygrandmotheroutofherlastannuitypayment。Whatcanbe,canbedone!’ ’Perhapsitisnotbroken。’ Hefeltontheground,foundtheparcel,andshookit。Aclickingnoiseissuedfrominside。Swithinsmotehisforeheadwithhishand,andwalkedupanddownlikeamadfellow。 ’Mytelescope!Ihavewaitedninemonthsforthislens。Nowthepossibilityofsettingupareallypowerfulinstrumentisover!Itistoocruel——howcouldithappen!……LadyConstantine,Iamashamedofmyself,——beforeyou。Oh,but,LadyConstantine,ifyouonlyknewwhatitistoapersonengagedinsciencetohavethemeansofclinchingatheorysnatchedawayatthelastmoment!ItisIagainsttheworld;andwhentheworldhasaccidentsonitssideinadditiontoitsnaturalstrength,whatchanceforme!’ Theyoungastronomerleantagainstthewall,andwassilent。HismiserywasofanintensityandkindwiththatofPalissy,inthesestruggleswithanadversefate。 ’Don’tmindit,——praydon’t!’saidLadyConstantine。’Itisdreadfullyunfortunate!Youhavemywholesympathy。Canitbemended?’ ’Mended,——no,no!’ ’Cannotyoudowithyourpresentonealittlelonger?’ ’Itisaltogetherinferior,cheap,andbad!’ ’I’llgetyouanother,——yes,indeed,Iwill!Allowmetogetyouanotherassoonaspossible。I’lldoanythingtoassistyououtofyourtrouble;forIammostanxioustoseeyoufamous。Iknowyouwillbeagreatastronomer,inspiteofthismishap!Come,sayI maygetanewone。’ Swithintookherhand。Hecouldnottrusthimselftospeak。 SomedayslateralittleboxofpeculiarkindcametotheGreatHouse。ItwasaddressedtoLadyConstantine,’withgreatcare。’ Shehaditpartlyopenedandtakentoherownlittlewriting—room; andafterlunch,whenshehaddressedforwalking,shetookfromtheboxapaperparcelliketheonewhichhadmetwiththeaccident。 Thisshehidunderhermantle,asifshehadstolenit;and,goingoutslowlyacrossthelawn,passedthroughthelittledoorbeforespokenof,andwassoonhasteninginthedirectionoftheRings—Hillcolumn。 Therewasabrightsunoverheadonthatafternoonofearlyspring,anditsraysshedanunusualwarmthonsouth—westaspects,thoughshadyplacesstillretainedthelookandfeelofwinter。Rookswerealreadybeginningtobuildnewnestsortomendupoldones,andclamorouslycalledinneighbourstogiveopinionsondifficultiesintheirarchitecture。LadyConstantineswervedoncefromherpath,asifshehaddecidedtogotothehomesteadwhereSwithinlived;butonsecondthoughtsshebentherstepstothecolumn。 Drawingnearitshelookedup;butbyreasonoftheheightoftheparapetnobodycouldbeseenthereonwhodidnotstandontiptoe。 Shethought,however,thatheryoungfriendmightpossiblyseeher,ifhewerethere,andcomedown;andthathewasthereshesoonascertainedbyfindingthedoorunlocked,andthekeyinside。Nomovement,however,reachedherearsfromabove,andshebegantoascend。 Meanwhileaffairsatthetopofthecolumnhadprogressedasfollows。Theafternoonbeingexceptionallyfine,Swithinhadascendedabouttwoo’clock,and,seatinghimselfatthelittletablewhichhehadconstructedonthespot,hebeganreadingoverhisnotesandexaminingsomeastronomicaljournalsthathadreachedhiminthemorning。Thesunblazedintothehollowroof—spaceasintoatub,andthesideskeptouteverybreeze。ThoughthemonthwasFebruarybelowitwasMayintheabacusofthecolumn。Thisstateoftheatmosphere,andthefactthatonthepreviousnighthehadpursuedhisobservationstillpasttwoo’clock,producedinhimattheendofhalfanhouranoverpoweringinclinationtosleep。 Spreadingonthelead—workathickrugwhichhekeptupthere,heflunghimselfdownagainsttheparapet,andwassooninastateofunconsciousness。 Itwasabouttenminutesafterwardsthatasoftrustleofsilkenclothescameupthespiralstaircase,and,hesitatingonwards,reachedtheorifice,whereappearedtheformofLadyConstantine。 Shedidnotatfirstperceivethathewaspresent,andstoodstilltoreconnoitre。Hereyeglancedoverhistelescope,nowwrappedup,histableandpapers,hisobserving—chair,andhiscontrivancesformakingthebestofadeficiencyofinstruments。Allwaswarm,sunny,andsilent,exceptthatasolitarybee,whichhadsomehowgotwithinthehollowoftheabacus,wassingingroundinquiringly,unabletodiscernthatascentwastheonlymodeofescape。Inanothermomentshebeheldtheastronomer,lyinginthesunlikeasailorinthemain—top。 LadyConstantinecoughedslightly;hedidnotawake。Shethenentered,and,drawingtheparcelfrombeneathhercloak,placeditonthetable。Afterthisshewaited,lookingforalongtimeathissleepingface,whichhadaveryinterestingappearance。Sheseemedreluctanttoleave,yetwantedresolutiontowakehim;and,pencillinghisnameontheparcel,shewithdrewtothestaircase,wherethebrushingofherdressdecreasedtosilenceassherecededroundandroundonherwaytothebase。 Swithinstillslepton,andpresentlytherustlebeganagaininthefar—downinteriorofthecolumn。Thedoorcouldbeheardclosing,andtherustlecamenearer,showingthatshehadshutherselfin,—— nodoubttolessentheriskofanaccidentalsurprisebyanyroamingvillager。WhenLadyConstantinereappearedatthetop,andsawtheparcelstilluntouchedandSwithinasleepasbefore,sheexhibitedsomedisappointment;butshedidnotretreat。 Lookingagainathim,hereyesbecamesosentimentallyfixedonhisfacethatitseemedasifshecouldnotwithdrawthem。Therelay,intheshapeofanAntinous,noamoroso,nogallant,butaguilelessphilosopher。Hispartedlipswerelipswhichspoke,notoflove,butofmillionsofmiles;thosewereeyeswhichhabituallygazed,notintothedepthsofothereyes,butintootherworlds。Withinhistemplesdweltthoughts,notofwoman’slooks,butofstellaraspectsandtheconfigurationofconstellations。 Thus,tohisphysicalattractivenesswasaddedtheattractivenessofmentalinaccessibility。Theennoblinginfluenceofscientificpursuitswasdemonstratedbythespeculativepuritywhichexpresseditselfinhiseyeswheneverhelookedatherinspeaking,andinthechildlikefaultsofmannerwhicharosefromhisobtusenesstotheirdifferenceofsex。Hehadnever,sincebecomingaman,lookedevensolowastothelevelofaLadyConstantine。Hisheavenatpresentwastrulyintheskies,andnotinthatonlyotherplacewheretheysayitcanbefound,intheeyesofsomedaughterofEve。WouldanyCirceorCalypso——andifso,whatone?——evercheckthispale—hairedscientist’snocturnalsailingsintotheinterminablespacesoverhead,andhurlallhismightycalculationsoncosmicforceandstellarfireintoLimbo?Oh,thepityofit,ifsuchshouldbethecase!