第6章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:12504更新时间:18/12/18 14:47:25
’Oh,nothing,sir,’Hannahreplied,lookingoutofthewindowwithsadapathy,’onlythatthere’sacomet,theysay。’ ’AWHAT?’saidthedyingastronomer,startinguponhiselbow。 ’Acomet——that’sall,MasterSwithin,’repeatedHannah,inalowervoice,fearingshehaddoneharminsomeway。 ’Well,tellme,tellme!’criedSwithin。’IsitGambart’s?IsitCharlestheFifth’s,orHalley’s,orFaye’s,orwhose?’ ’Hush!’saidshe,thinkingSt。Cleeveslightlydeliriousagain。 ’’TisGodA’mighty’s,ofcourse。Ihaven’tseedenmyself,buttheysayhe’sgettingbiggereverynight,andthathe’llbethebiggestoneknownforfiftyyearswhenhe’sfullgrowed。There,youmustnottalkanymorenow,orI’llgoaway。’ Herewasanamazingevent,littlenoiseasithadmadeinthehappening。Ofallphenomenathathehadlongedtowitnessduringhisshortastronomicalcareer,thoseappertainingtocometshadexcitedhimmost。Thatthemagnificentcometof1811wouldnotreturnagainforthirtycenturieshadbeenquiteapermanentregretwithhim。Andnow,whenthebottomlessabyssofdeathseemedyawningbeneathhisfeet,oneofthesemuch—desiredapparitions,aslarge,apparently,asanyofitstribe,hadchosentoshowitself。 ’O,ifIcouldbutlivetoseethatcometthroughmyequatorial!’hecried。 Comparedwithcomets,variablestars,whichhehadhithertomadehisstudy,were,fromtheirremoteness,uninteresting。TheyweretotheformerasthecelebritiesofUjijiorUnyamwesitothecelebritiesofhisowncountry。Membersofthesolarsystem,thesedazzlingandperplexingrangers,thefascinationofallastronomers,renderedthemselvesstillmorefascinatingbythesinistersuspicionattachingtothemofbeingpossiblytheultimatedestroyersofthehumanrace。InhisphysicalprostrationSt。Cleeveweptbitterlyatnotbeinghaleandstrongenoughtowelcomewithproperhonourthepresentspecimenofthesedesirablevisitors。 Thestrenuouswishtoliveandbeholdthenewphenomenon,supplantingtheutterwearinessofexistencethathehadheretoforeexperienced,gavehimanewvitality。Thecrisispassed;therewasaturnforthebetter;andafterthatherapidlymended。Thecomethadinallprobabilitysavedhislife。Thelimitlessandcomplexwondersoftheskyresumedtheiroldpoweroverhisimagination;thepossibilitiesofthatunfathomableblueoceanwereendless。Finerfeatsthaneverhewouldperformweretobeachievedinitsinvestigation。WhatLadyConstantinehadsaid,thatforonediscoverymadetenawaitedmaking,wasstrikinglyverifiedbythesuddenappearanceofthissplendidmarvel。 ThewindowsofSt。Cleeve’sbedroomfacedthewest,andnothingwouldsatisfyhimbutthathisbedshouldbesopulledroundastogivehimaviewofthelowsky,inwhichtheasyetminutetadpoleoffirewasrecognizable。Themeresightofitseemedtolendhimsufficientresolutiontocompletehisowncureforthwith。Hisonlyfearnowwaslest,fromsomeunexpectedcauseorother,thecometwouldvanishbeforehecouldgettotheobservatoryonRings—HillSpeer。 Inhisfervourtobeginobservinghedirectedthatanoldtelescope,whichhehadusedinhisfirstcelestialattempts,shouldbetiedatoneendtothebed—post,andattheotherfixednearhiseyeashereclined。Equippedonlywiththisroughimprovisationhebegantotakenotes。LadyConstantinewasforgotten,tilloneday,suddenly,wonderingifsheknewoftheimportantphenomenon,herevolvedinhismindwhetherasafellow—studentandsincerefriendofhissheoughtnottobesentfor,andinstructedintheuseoftheequatorial。 ButthoughtheimageofLadyConstantine,inspiteofherkindnessandunmistakablywarmheart,hadbeenobscuredinhismindbytheheavenlybody,shehadnotsoreadilyforgottenhim。Tooshytorepeathervisitaftersonearlybetrayinghersecret,sheyet,everyday,bythemostingeniousandsubtlemeansthatcouldbedevisedbyawomanwhofearedforherself,butcouldnotrefrainfromtamperingwithdanger,ascertainedthestateofheryoungfriend’shealth。Onhearingoftheturninhisconditionsherejoicedonhisaccount,andbecameyetmoredespondentonherown。 Ifhehaddiedshemighthavemusedonhimasherdeardepartedsaintwithoutmuchsin:buthisreturntolifewasadelightthatbewilderedanddismayed。 Oneeveningalittlelateronhewassittingathisbedroomwindowasusual,waitingforasufficientdeclineoflighttorevealthecomet’sform,whenhebeheld,crossingthefieldcontiguoustothehouse,afigurewhichheknewtobehers。Hethoughtshemustbecomingtoseehimonthegreatcometquestion,todiscusswhichwithsodelightfulandkindacomradewasanexpectationfullofpleasure。Hencehekeenlyobservedherapproach,tillsomethinghappenedthatsurprisedhim。 When,atthedescentofthehill,shehadreachedthestilethatadmittedtoMrs。Martin’sgarden,LadyConstantinestoodquitestillforaminuteormore,hergazebentontheground。Insteadofcomingontothehouseshewentheavilyandslowlyback,almostasifinpain;andthenatlength,quickeningherpace,shewassoonoutofsight。Sheappearedinthepathnomorethatday。 XI WhyhadLadyConstantinestoppedandturned? Amisgivinghadtakensuddenpossessionofher。HertruesentimenttowardsSt。Cleevewastoorecognizablebyherselftobetolerated。 Thatshehadalegitimateinterestinhimasayoungastronomerwastrue;thathersympathyonaccountofhissevereillnesshadbeennaturalandcommendablewasalsotrue。Butthesuperfluousfeelingwaswhatfilledherwithtrepidation。 Superfluitieshavebeendefinedasthingsyoucannotdowithout,andthisparticularemotion,thatcamenotwithinherrightfulmeasure,wasindangerofbecomingjustsuchasuperfluitywithher。Inshort,shefeltthereandthenthattoseeSt。Cleeveagainwouldbeanimpropriety;andbyaviolenteffortsheretreatedfromhisprecincts,ashehadobserved。 Sheresolvedtoennobleherconductfromthatmomentofherlifeonwards。ShewouldexercisekindpatronagetowardsSwithinwithoutonceindulgingherselfwithhiscompany。Inexpressiblydeartoherdesertedhearthewasbecoming,butforthefutureheshouldatleastbehiddenfromhereyes。Tospeakplainly,itwasgrowingaseriousquestionwhether,ifhewerenothiddenfromhereyes,shewouldnotsoonbeplungingacrosstheraggedboundarywhichdividesthepermissiblefromtheforbidden。 Bythetimethatshehaddrawnnearhomethesunwasgoingdown。 Theheavy,many—chevronedchurch,nowsubduedbyvioletshadowexceptwhereitsuppercoursescaughtthewesternstrokeofflame— colour,stoodclosetohergrounds,asinmanyotherparishes,thoughthevillageofwhichitformerlywasthenucleushadbecomequitedepopulated:itscottageshadbeendemolishedtoenlargethepark,leavingtheoldbuildingtostandtherealone,likeastandardwithoutanarmy。 ItwasFridaynight,andsheheardtheorganistpractisingvoluntarieswithin。Thehour,thenotes,theeven—songofthebirds,andherownpreviousemotions,combinedtoinfluenceherdevotionally。Sheentered,turningtotherightandpassingunderthechancelarch,whereshesatdownandviewedthewholeemptylength,eastandwest。Thesemi—Normanarchesofthenave,withtheirmultitudinousnotchings,werestillvisiblebythelightfromthetowerwindow,butthelowerportionofthebuildingwasinobscurity,exceptwherethefeebleglimmerfromthecandleoftheorganistspreadaglow—wormradiancearound。Theplayer,whowasMissTabithaLark,continuedwithoutintermissiontoproduceherwanderingsounds,unconsciousofanyone’spresenceexceptthatoftheyouthfulbloweratherside。 Theraysfromtheorganist’scandleilluminatedbutonesmallfragmentofthechanceloutsidetheprecinctsoftheinstrument,andthatwastheportionoftheeasternwallwhereonthetencommandmentswereinscribed。ThegiltlettersshonesternlyintoLadyConstantine’seyes;andshe,beingasimpressionableasaturtle—dove,watchedacertainoneofthosecommandmentsonthesecondtable,tillitsthunderbrokeherspiritwithblankcontrition。 Shekneltdown,anddidherutmosttoeradicatethoseimpulsestowardsSt。Cleevewhichwereinconsistentwithherpositionasthewifeofanabsentman,thoughnotunnaturalinherashisvictim。 Sheknelttillsheseemedscarcelytobelongtothetimeshelivedin,whichlostthemagnitudethatthenearnessofitsperspectivelentitonordinaryoccasions,andtookitsactualrankinthelonglineofothercenturies。Havingoncegotoutofherself,seenherselffromafaroff,shewascalmer,andwentontoregisteramagnanimousvow。ShewouldlookaboutforsomemaidenfitandlikelytomakeSt。Cleevehappy;andthisgirlshewouldendowwithwhatmoneyshecouldafford,thatthenaturalresultoftheirappositionshoulddohimnoworldlyharm。Theinterestofher,LadyConstantine’s,lifeshouldbeinwatchingthedevelopmentoflovebetweenSwithinandtheidealmaiden。Theverypainfulnessoftheschemetohersusceptibleheartmadeitpleasingtoherconscience; andshewonderedthatshehadnotbeforethistimethoughtofastratagemwhichunitedthepossibilityofbenefitingtheastronomerwiththeadvantageofguardingagainstperiltobothSwithinandherself。Byprovidingforhimasuitablehelpmateshewouldprecludethedangerousawakeninginhimofsentimentsreciprocatingherown。 Arrivedatapointofexquisitemiserythroughthisheroicintention,LadyConstantine’stearsmoistenedthebooksuponwhichherforeheadwasbowed。Andassheheardherfeverishheartthrobagainstthedesk,shefirmlybelievedthewearingimpulsesofthatheartwouldputanendtohersadlife,andmomentarilyrecalledthebanishedimageofSt。CleevetoapostrophisehiminthoughtsthatparaphrasedthequaintlinesofHeine’sLieb’Liebchen:—— ’Dearmylove,pressthyhandtomybreast,andtellIfthoutracesttheknocksinthatnarrowcell; Acarpenterdwellsthere;cunningishe,Andslylyhe’sshapingacoffinforme!’ LadyConstantinewasdisturbedbyabreakintheorganist’smeanderingpractice,andraisingherheadshesawapersonstandingbytheplayer。ItwasMr。Torkingham,andwhathesaidwasdistinctlyaudible。Hewasinquiringforherself。 ’IthoughtIsawLadyConstantinewalkthisway,’herejoinedtoTabitha’snegative。’Iamveryanxiousindeedtomeetwithher。’ Shewentforward。’Iamhere,’shesaid。’Don’tstopplaying,MissLark。Whatisit,Mr。Torkingham?’ Tabithathereuponresumedherplaying,andMr。TorkinghamjoinedLadyConstantine。 ’Ihavesomeveryseriousintelligencetobreaktoyourladyship,’ hesaid。’But——Iwillnotinterruptyouhere。’(Hehadseenherrisefromherkneestocometohim。)’IwillcallattheHousethefirstmomentyoucanreceivemeafterreachinghome。’ ’No,tellmehere,’shesaid,seatingherself。 Hecameclose,andplacedhishandonthepoppy—headoftheseat。 ’Ihavereceivedacommunication,’heresumedhaltingly,’inwhichI amrequestedtoprepareyouforthecontentsofaletterthatyouwillreceiveto—morrowmorning。’ ’Iamquiteready。’ ’Thesubjectisbrieflythis,LadyConstantine:thatyouhavebeenawidowformorethaneighteenmonths。’ ’Dead!’ ’Yes。SirBlountwasattackedbydysenteryandmalariousfever,onthebanksoftheZougainSouthAfrica,solongagoaslastOctobertwelvemonths,anditcarriedhimoff。Ofthethreemenwhowerewithhim,twosuccumbedtothesameillness,ahundredmilesfurtheron;whilethethird,retracinghisstepsintoahealthierdistrict,remainedtherewithanativetribe,andtooknopainstomakethecircumstancesknown。Itseemstobeonlybythemereaccidentofhishavingtoldsomethirdpartythatweknowofthematternow。 ThisisallIcantellyouatpresent。’ Shewasgreatlyagitatedforafewmoments;andtheTableoftheLawopposite,whichnowseemedtoappertaintoanotherdispensation,glistenedindistinctlyuponavisionstillobscuredbytheoldtears。 ’ShallIconductyouhome?’askedtheparson。 ’Nothankyou,’saidLadyConstantine。’Iwouldrathergoalone。’ XII OntheafternoonofthenextdayMr。Torkingham,whooccasionallydroppedintoseeSt。Cleeve,calledagainasusual;afterdulyremarkingonthestateoftheweather,congratulatinghimonhissurethoughslowimprovement,andansweringhisinquiriesaboutthecomet,hesaid,’Youhaveheard,Isuppose,ofwhathashappenedtoLadyConstantine?’ ’No!Nothingserious?’ ’Yes,itisserious。’TheparsoninformedhimofthedeathofSirBlount,andoftheaccidentswhichhadhinderedallknowledgeofthesame,——accidentsfavouredbytheestrangementofthepairandthecessationofcorrespondencebetweenthemforsometime。 Hislistenerreceivedthenewswiththeconcernofafriend,LadyConstantine’saspectinhiseyesdependingbutlittleonherconditionmatrimonially。 ’Therewasnoattempttobringhimhomewhenhedied?’ ’Ono。Theclimatenecessitatesinstantburial。Weshallhavemoreparticularsinadayortwo,doubtless。’ ’PoorLadyConstantine,——sogoodandsosensitiveassheis!I supposesheisquiteprostratedbythebadnews。’ ’Well,sheisratherserious,——notprostrated。Thehouseholdisgoingintomourning。’ ’Ah,no,shewouldnotbequiteprostrated,’murmuredSwithin,recollectinghimself。’Hewasunkindtoherinmanyways。DoyouthinkshewillgoawayfromWelland?’ Thatthevicarcouldnottell。ButhefearedthatSirBlount’saffairshadbeeninaseriouslyinvolvedcondition,whichmightnecessitatemanyandunexpectedchanges。 TimeshowedthatMr。Torkingham’ssurmiseswerecorrect。 Duringthelongweeksofearlysummer,throughwhichtheyoungmanstilllayimprisoned,ifnotwithinhisownchamber,withinthelimitsofthehouseandgarden,newsreachedhimthatSirBlount’smismanagementandeccentricbehaviourwereresultinginseriousconsequencestoLadyConstantine;nothingless,indeed,thanheralmostcompleteimpoverishment。Hispersonaltywasswallowedupinpayinghisdebts,andtheWellandestatewassoheavilychargedwithannuitiestohisdistantrelativesthatonlyamerepittancewasleftforher。Shewasreducingtheestablishmenttothenarrowestcompasscompatiblewithdecentgentility。Thehorsesweresoldonebyone;thecarriagesalso;thegreaterpartofthehousewasshutup,andsheresidedinthesmallestrooms。Allthatwasallowedtoremainofherformercontingentofmaleservantswereanoddmanandaboy。Insteadofusingacarriageshenowdroveaboutinadonkey— chair,thesaidboywalkinginfronttoclearthewayandkeeptheanimalinmotion;whileshewore,sohisinformantsreported,notanordinarywidow’scaporbonnet,butsomethingevenplainer,theblackmaterialbeingdrawntightlyroundherface,givingherfeaturesasmall,demure,devoutcast,verypleasingtotheeye。 ’Now,what’sthemostcuriousthinginthis,Mr。SanCleeve,’saidSammyBlore,who,incallingtoinquireafterSwithin’shealth,hadimpartedsomeoftheaboveparticulars,’isthatmyladyseemsnottomindbeingaporewomanhalfsomuchaswedoatseeingherso。 ’Tisawonderfulgift,Mr。SanCleeve,wonderful,tobeabletoguideyerself,andnotletlooseyersoulinblastingatsuchamisfortune。Ishouldgoanddrinkneatregular,assoonasIhadswalleredmybreakfast,tillmyinnerdswasburntoutlikea’oldcopper,ifithadhappenedtome;butmylady’splanisbest。 ThoughIonlyguesshowonefeelsinsuchlosses,tobesure,forI neverhadnothingtolose。’ Meanwhiletheobservatorywasnotforgotten;northatvisitantofsingularshapeandhabitswhichhadappearedintheskyfromnooneknewwhence,trailingitsluminousstreamer,andproceedingonitswayinthefaceofawonderingworld,tillitshouldchoosetovanishassuddenlyasithadcome。 When,aboutamonthaftertheabovedialoguetookplace,Swithinwasallowedtogoaboutasusual,hisfirstpilgrimagewastotheRings— HillSpeer。Herehestudiedatleisurewhathehadcometosee。 Onhisreturntothehomestead,justaftersunset,hefoundhisgrandmotherandHannahinastateofgreatconcern。Theformerwaslookingoutforhimagainsttheeveninglight,herfaceshowingitselfwornandrutted,likeanoldhighway,bythepassingofmanydays。HerinformationwasthatinhisabsenceLadyConstantinehadcalledinherdriving—chair,toinquireforhim。Herladyshiphadwishedtoobservethecometthroughthegreattelescope,buthadfoundthedoorlockedwhensheappliedatthetower。Wouldhekindlyleavethedoorunfastenedto—morrow,shehadasked,thatshemightbeabletogotothecolumnonthefollowingeveningforthesamepurpose?Shedidnotrequirehimtoattend。 DuringthenextdayhesentHannahwiththekeytoWellandHouse,notcaringtoleavethetoweropen。Aseveningadvancedandthecometgrewdistinct,hedoubtedifLadyConstantinecouldhandlethetelescopealonewithanypleasureorprofittoherself。Unable,asadevoteetoscience,torestunderthismisgiving,hecrossedthefieldinthefurrowthathehadusedeversincethecornwassown,andenteredtheplantation。Hisunpractisedmindneveronceguessedthatherstipulationsagainsthiscomingmighthaveexistedalongwithaperversehopethathewouldcome。 Onascendinghefoundheralreadythere。Shesatintheobserving— chair:thewarmlightfromthewest,whichflowedinthroughtheopeningofthedome,brightenedherface,andherfaceonly,herrobesofsablelawnrenderingtheremainderofherfigurealmostinvisible。 ’Youhavecome!’shesaidwithshypleasure。’Ididnotrequireyou。Butnevermind。’Sheextendedherhandcordiallytohim。 Beforespeakinghelookedatherwithagreatnewinterestinhiseye。Itwasthefirsttimethathehadseenherthus,andshewasalteredinmorethandress。Asoberly—sweetexpressionsatonherface。Itwasofarareandpeculiarshade——somethingthathehadneverseenbeforeinwoman。 ’Haveyounothingtosay?’shecontinued。’Yourfootstepswereaudibletomefromtheverybottom,andIknewtheywereyours。Youlookalmostrestored。’ ’Iamalmostrestored,’hereplied,respectfullypressingherhand。 ’Areasonforlivingarose,andIlived。’ ’Whatreason?’sheinquired,witharapidblush。 Hepointedtotherocket—likeobjectinthewesternsky。 ’Oh,youmeanthecomet。Well,youwillnevermakeacourtier!Youknow,ofcourse,whathashappenedtome;thatIhavenolongerahusband——havehadnoneforayearandahalf。HaveyoualsoheardthatIamnowquiteapoorwoman?Tellmewhatyouthinkofit。’ ’IhavethoughtverylittleofitsinceIheardthatyouseemedtomindpovertybutlittle。Thereiseventhisgoodinit,thatImaynowbeabletoshowyousomelittlekindnessforallthoseyouhavedoneme,mydearlady。’ ’Unlessforeconomy’ssake,Igoandliveabroad,atDinan,Versailles,orBoulogne。’ Swithin,whohadneverthoughtofsuchacontingency,wasearnestinhisregrets;without,however,showingmorethanasincerefriend’sdisappointment。 ’Ididnotsayitwasabsolutelynecessary,’shecontinued。’I have,infact,grownsohomelyandhome—loving,Iamsointerestedintheplaceandthepeoplehere,that,inspiteofadvice,Ihavealmostdeterminednottoletthehouse;buttocontinuethelessbusiness—likebutpleasanteralternativeoflivinghumblyinapartofit,andshuttinguptherest。’ ’Yourloveofastronomyisgettingasstrongasmine!’hesaidardently。’Youcouldnottearyourselfawayfromtheobservatory!’ ’Youmighthavesupposedmecapableofalittlehumanfeelingaswellasscientific,inconnectionwiththeobservatory。’ ’DearLadyConstantine,byadmittingthatyourastronomerhasalsoapartofyourinterest——’ ’Ah,youdidnotfinditoutwithoutmytelling!’shesaid,withaplayfulnesswhichwasscarcelyplayful,anewaccessionofpinknessbeingvisibleinherface。’Idiminishmyselfinyouresteembyremindingyou。’ ’Youmightdoanythinginthisworldwithoutdiminishingyourselfinmyesteem,afterthegoodnessyouhaveshown。Andmorethanthat,nomisrepresentation,norumour,nodamningappearancewhateverwouldevershakemyloyaltytoyou。’ ’Butyouputaverymatter—of—factconstructiononmymotivessometimes。YouseemeinsuchahardlightthatIhavetodrophintsinquiteamanoeuvringmannertoletyouknowIamassympatheticasotherpeople。Isometimesthinkyouwouldratherhavemediethanhaveyourequatorialstolen。Confessthatyouradmirationformewasbasedonmyhouseandpositioninthecounty! NowIamshornofallthatglory,suchasitwas,andamawidow,andampoorerthanmytenants,andcannolongerbuytelescopes,andamunable,fromthenarrownessofmycircumstances,tomixincirclesthatpeopleformerlysaidIadorned,IfearIhavelostthelittleholdIoncehadoveryou。’ ’Youareasunjustnowasyouhavebeengeneroushitherto,’saidSt。 Cleeve,withtearsinhiseyesatthegentlebanterofthelady,whichhe,poorinnocent,readasherrealopinions。Seizingherhandhecontinued,intonesbetweenreproachandanger,’IsweartoyouthatIhavebuttwodevotions,twothoughts,twohopes,andtwoblessingsinthisworld,andthatoneofthemisyourself!’ ’Andtheother?’ ’Thepursuitofastronomy。’ ’Andastronomystandsfirst。’ ’Ihaveneverordinatedtwosuchdissimilarideas。Andwhyshouldyoudeploreyouralteredcircumstances,mydearlady?Yourwidowhood,ifImaytakethelibertytospeakonsuchasubject,is,thoughIsupposeasadness,notperhapsanunmixedevil。Forthoughyourpecuniarytroubleshavebeendiscoveredtotheworldandyourselfbyit,yourhappinessinmarriagewas,asyouhaveconfidedtome,notgreat;andyouarenowleftfreeasabirdtofollowyourownhobbies。’ ’Iwonderyourecognizethat。’ ’Butperhaps,’headded,withasighofregret,’youwillagainfallapreytosomeman,someuninterestingcountrysquireorother,andbelosttothescientificworldafterall。’ ’IfIfallapreytoanyman,itwillnotbetoacountrysquire。 Butdon’tgoonwiththis,forheaven’ssake!Youmaythinkwhatyoulikeinsilence。’ ’Weareforgettingthecomet,’saidSt。Cleeve。Heturned,andsettheinstrumentinorderforobservation,andwheeledroundthedome。 Whileshewaslookingatthenucleusofthefieryplume,thatnowfilledsolargeaspaceoftheskyascompletelytodominateit,Swithindroppedhisgazeuponthefield,andbeheldinthedyinglightanumberoflabourerscrossingdirectlytowardsthecolumn。 ’Whatdoyousee?’LadyConstantineasked,withoutceasingtoobservethecomet。 ’Someofthework—folkarecomingthisway。Iknowwhattheyarecomingfor,——Ipromisedtoletthemlookatthecometthroughtheglass。’ ’Theymustnotcomeuphere,’shesaiddecisively。 ’Theyshallawaityourtime。’ ’Ihaveaspecialreasonforwishingthemnottoseemehere。Ifyouaskwhy,Icantellyou。Theymistakenlysuspectmyinteresttobelessinastronomythanintheastronomer,andtheymusthavenoshowingforsuchawildnotion。Whatcanyoudotokeepthemout?’ ’I’lllockthedoor,’saidSwithin。’TheywillthenthinkIamaway。’Herandownthestaircase,andshecouldhearhimhastilyturningthekey。LadyConstantinesighed。 ’Whatweakness,whatweakness!’shesaidtoherself。’Thatenviedpowerofself—control,whereisit?Thatpowerofconcealmentwhichawomanshouldhave——where?Torunsuchrisks,tocomeherealone,— —oh,ifitwereknown!ButIwasalwaysso,——always!’ Shejumpedup,andfollowedhimdownstairs。 XIII Hewasstandingimmediatelyinsidethedooratthebottom,thoughitwassodarkshecouldhardlyseehim。Thevillagerswereaudiblytalkingjustwithout。 ’He’ssuretocome,ratheorlate,’resoundedupthespiralinthevocalnoteofHezzyBiles。’Hewouldn’tletsuchafineshowasthecometmakesto—nightgobywithoutpeepingatit,——notMasterCleeve!Didyebringalongtheflagon,Haymoss?Thenwe’llsitdowninsidehislittleboard—househere,andwait。He’llcomeaforebed—time。Why,hisspy—glasswillstretchoutthattherecometaslongasWellandLane!’ ’I’dassoonmissthegreatpeep—showthatcomeseveryyeartoGreenhillFairasasightofsuchaimmortalspectacleasthis!’ saidAmosFry。 ’\"Immortalspectacle,\"——wheredidyegetthatchoicemossel,Haymoss?’inquiredSammyBlore。’Well,well,theLordsavegoodscholars——andtakejustabito’careofthemthatbain’t!As’tissodarkinthehut,supposewedrawoutthebenchintothefronthere,souls?’ Thebenchwasaccordinglybroughtforth,andinordertohaveabacktoleanagainst,theyplaceditexactlyacrossthedoorintothespiralstaircase。 ’Now,haveyegotanybacky?Ifyehaven’t,Ihave,’continuedSammyBlore。Astrikingofmatchesfollowed,andthespeakerconcludedcomfortably,’Nowweshalldoverywell。’ ’Andwhatdothiscometmean?’askedHaymoss。’Thatsomegreattumultisgoingtohappen,orthatweshalldieofafamine?’ ’Famine——no!’saidNatChapman。’Thatonlytouchessuchaswe,andtheLordonlyconsarnshimselfwithborngentlemen。Itisn’ttobesupposedthatastrangefierylanternlikethatwouldbelightedupforfolkswithtenoradozenshillingsaweekandtheirgristing,andaloado’thornfaggotswhenwecanget’em。If’tisatokenthathe’sgettinghotaboutthewaysofanybodyinthisparish,’tisaboutmyLadyConstantine’s,sincesheistheonlyoneofafigureworthsuchahint。’ ’Asforherincome,——thatshe’snowlost。’ ’Ah,well;Idon’ttakeinallIhear。’ LadyConstantinedrewclosetoSt。Cleeve’sside,andwhispered,trembling,’Doyouthinktheywillwaitlong?Orcanwegetout?’ Swithinfelttheawkwardnessofthesituation。Themenhadplacedthebenchclosetothedoor,which,owingtothestairswithin,openedoutwards;sothatatthefirstpushbythepairinsidetoreleasethemselvesthebenchmusthavegoneover,andsentthesmokerssprawlingontheirfaces。Hewhisperedtohertoascendthecolumnandwaittillhecame。 ’Andhavethedeadmanlefthernothing?Hey?Andhavehecarriedhisinheritanceinto’sgrave?Andwillhisskeletonliewarmonaccounto’t?Hee—hee!’saidHaymoss。 ’’Tisallswalleredup,’observedHezzyBiles。’Hisgoings—onmadehermiserabletill’adied,andifIwerethewomanI’dhavemyrandysnow。Heoughttohavebequeathedtoherouryounggent,Mr。 St。Cleeve,assomesortofamends。I’dupandmarryen,ifIwereshe;sinceherdownfallhasbrought’emquiteneartogether,andmadehimasgoodassheinrank,ashewasaforeinboneandbreeding。’ ’D’yethinkshewill?’askedSammyBlore。’Orisshemeaningtoenteruponavirginlifefortherestofherdays?’ ’Idon’twanttobeunreverenttoherladyship;butIreallydon’tthinksheismeaninganysuchwasteofaChristiancarcase。Isayshe’srathermeaningtocommitflatmatrimonywi’somebodyorother,andoneyounggentlemaninparticular。’ ’Buttheyoungmanhimself?’ ’Planned,cutout,andfinishedforthedelightof’ooman!’ ’Yethemustbewilling。’ ’Thatwouldsooncome。Iftheygetupthistowerrulingplannardstogethermuchlonger,theirplannardswillsoonrulethemtogether,inmywayo’thinking。Ifshe’veadispositiontowardstheknot,shecansoonteachhim。’ ’True,true,andlawfully。Whatbeforemidha’beenawrongdesireisnowaholywish!’ ThescalesfellfromSwithinSt。Cleeve’seyesasheheardthewordsofhisneighbours。Howsuddenlythetruthdawneduponhim;howitbewilderedhim,tillhescarcelyknewwherehewas;howherecalledthefullforceofwhathehadonlyhalfapprehendedatearliertimes,particularlyofthatsweetkissshehadimpressedonhislipswhenshesupposedhimdying,——thesevividrealizationsaredifficulttotellinslowverbiage。Hecouldremaintherenolonger,andwithanelectrifiedheartheretreatedupthespiral。 HefoundLadyConstantinehalfwaytothetop,standingbyaloop— hole;andwhenshespokehediscoveredthatshewasalmostintears。 ’Aretheygone?’sheasked。 ’Ifeartheywillnotgoyet,’hereplied,withanervousfluctuationofmannerthathadneverbeforeappearedinhisbearingtowardsher。 ’WhatshallIdo?’sheasked。’Ioughtnottobehere;nobodyknowsthatIamoutofthehouse。Oh,thisisamistake!Imustgohomesomehow。’ ’Didyouhearwhattheyweresaying?’ ’No,’saidshe。’Whatisthematter?Surelyyouaredisturbed? Whatdidtheysay?’ ’Itwouldbetheexaggerationoffranknessinmetotellyou。’ ’Isitwhatawomanoughtnottobemadeacquaintedwith?’ ’Itis,inthiscase。Itissonewandsoindescribableanideatome——that’——heleantagainsttheconcavewall,quitetremulouswithstrangeincipientsentiments。 ’Whatsortofanidea?’sheaskedgently。