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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:11200更新时间:18/12/18 14:47:25
Tosoftenherrefusalshesaidindeclaringit,’Oneconcession,Swithin,Icertainlywillmake。Iwillseeyouoftener。Iwillcometothecabinandtowerfrequently;andwillcontrive,too,thatyoucometothehouseoccasionally。Duringthelastwinterwepassedwholeweekswithoutmeeting;don’tletusallowthattohappenagain。’ ’Verywell,dearest,’saidSwithingood—humouredly。’Idon’tcaresoterriblymuchfortheoldman’sopinionofme,afterall。Forthepresent,then,letthingsbeastheyare。’ Nevertheless,theyouthfeltherrefusalmorethanheowned;buttheunequaltemperamentofSwithin’sage,sosoondepressedonhisownaccount,wasalsosoontorecoveronhers,anditwaswithalmostachild’sforgetfulnessofthepastthathetookherviewofthecase。 Whenhewasgoneshehastilyre—enteredthehouse。Herbrotherhadnotreappearedfromupstairs;butshewasinformedthatTabithaLarkwaswaitingtoseeher,ifherladyshipwouldpardonthesaidTabithaforcomingsolate。LadyConstantinemadenoobjection,andsawtheyounggirlatonce。 WhenLadyConstantineenteredthewaiting—roombehold,inTabitha’soutstretchedhandlaythecoralornamentwhichhadbeencausingViviettesomuchanxiety。 ’Iguessed,onsecondthoughts,thatitwasyours,mylady,’saidTabitha,withratherafrightenedface;’andsoIhavebroughtitback。’ ’Buthowdidyoucomebyit,Tabitha?’ ’Mr。Glanvillegaveittome;hemusthavethoughtitwasmine。I tookit,fancyingatthemomentthathehandedittomebecauseI happenedtocomebyfirstafterhehadfoundit。’ LadyConstantinesawhowthesituationmightbeimprovedsoastoeffectherdeliverancefromthistroublesomelittlewebofevidence。 ’Oh,youcankeepit,’shesaidbrightly。’Itwasverygoodofyoutobringitback。Butkeepitforyourveryown。TakeMr。 Glanvilleathisword,anddon’texplain。And,Tabitha,dividethestrandsintotwobracelets;thereareenoughofthemtomakeapair。’ Thenextmorning,inpursuanceofhisresolution,Louiswanderedroundthegroundstillhesawthegirlforwhomhewaswaitingenterthechurch。Heaccostedheroverthewall。But,puzzlingtoview,acoralbraceletblushedoneachofheryoungarms,forshehadpromptlycarriedoutthesuggestionofLadyConstantine。 ’Youarewearingit,Isee,Tabitha,withtheother,’hemurmured。 ’Thenyoumeantokeepit?’ ’Yes,Imeantokeepit。’ ’YouaresureitisnotLadyConstantine’s?Ifindshehasonelikeit。’ ’Quitesure。Butyouhadbettertakeittoher,sir,andaskher,’ saidthesaucygirl。 ’Oh,no;that’snotnecessary,’repliedLouis,considerablyshakeninhisconvictions。 WhenLouismethissister,ashorttimeafter,hedidnotcatchher,ashehadintendedtodo,bysayingsuddenly,’Ihavefoundyourbracelet。Iknowwhohasgotit。’ ’Youcannothavefoundit,’sherepliedquietly,’forIhavediscoveredthatitwasneverlost,’andstretchingoutbothherhandssherevealedoneoneach,ViviettehavingperformedthesameoperationwithherremainingbraceletthatshehadadvisedTabithatodowiththeother。 Louiswasmystified,butbynomeansconvinced。Inspiteofthisattempttohoodwinkhimhismindreturnedtothesubjecteveryhouroftheday。TherewasnodoubtthateitherTabithaorViviettehadbeenwithSwithininthecabin。HerecapitulatedeverycasethathadoccurredduringhisvisittoWellandinwhichhissister’smannerhadbeenofacolourtojustifythesuspicionthatitwasshe。Therewasthatstrangeincidentinthecorridor,whenshehadscreamedatwhatshedescribedtobeashadowyresemblancetoherlatehusband;howveryimprobablethatthisfancyshouldhavebeentheonlycauseofheragitation!Thenhehadnoticed,duringSwithin’sconfirmation,ablushuponhercheekwhenhepassedheronhiswaytotheBishop,andthefervourinherglanceduringthefewmomentsoftheimpositionofhands。Thenhesuddenlyrecalledthenightattherailwaystation,whentheaccidentwiththewhiptookplace,andhow,whenhereachedWellandHouseanhourlater,hehadfoundnoViviettethere。Runningthusfromincidenttoincidentheincreasedhissuspicionswithoutbeingabletocullfromthecircumstancesanythingamountingtoevidence;butevidencehenowdeterminedtoacquirewithoutsayingawordtoanyone。 Hisplanwasofacruelkind:tosetatrapintowhichthepairwouldblindlywalkifanysecretunderstandingexistedbetweenthemofthenaturehesuspected。 XXX Louisbeganhisstratagembycallingatthetoweroneafternoon,asifontheimpulseofthemoment。 AfterafriendlychatwithSwithin,whomhefoundthere(havingwatchedhimenter),LouisinvitedtheyoungmantodinethesameeveningattheHouse,thathemighthaveanopportunityofshowinghimsomeinterestingoldscientificworksinfolio,which,accordingtoLouis’saccount,hehadstumbledoninthelibrary。LouissetnogreatbaitforSt。Cleeveinthisstatement,foroldsciencewasnotoldartwhich,havingperfecteditself,hasdiedandleftitssecrethiddeninitsremains。ButSwithinwasaresponsivefellow,andreadilyagreedtocome;being,moreover,alwaysgladofachanceofmeetingVivietteenfamille。Hehopedtotellherofaschemethathadlatelysuggesteditselftohimaslikelytobenefitthemboth: thatheshouldgoawayforawhile,andendeavourtoraisesufficientfundstovisitthegreatobservatoriesofEurope,withaneyetoapostinoneofthem。Hithertotheonlybartotheplanhadbeentheexceedingnarrownessofhisincome,which,thoughsufficientforhispresentlife,wasabsolutelyinadequatetotherequirementsofatravellingastronomer。 MeanwhileLouisGlanvillehadreturnedtotheHouseandtoldhissisterinthemostinnocentmannerthathehadbeeninthecompanyofSt。Cleevethatafternoon,gettingafewwrinklesonastronomy; thattheyhadgrownsofriendlyoverthefascinatingsubjectastoleavehimnoalternativebuttoinviteSt。CleevetodineatWellandthesameevening,withaviewtocertainresearchesinthelibraryafterwards。 ’Icouldquitemakeallowancesforanyyouthfulerrorsintowhichhemayhavebeenbetrayed,’Louiscontinuedsententiously,’since,forascientist,heisreallyadmirable。NodoubttheBishop’scautionwillnotbelostuponhim;andasforhisbirthandconnexions,—— thosehecan’thelp。’ LadyConstantineshowedsuchalacrityinadoptingtheideaofhavingSwithintodinner,andsheignoredhis’youthfulerrors’socompletely,asalmosttobetrayherself。InfulfilmentofherpromisetoseehimoftenershehadbeenintendingtorunacrosstoSwithinonthatidenticalevening。Nowthetroublewouldbesavedinaverydelightfulway,bytheexerciseofalittlehospitalitywhichVivietteherselfwouldnothavedaredtosuggest。 Dinner—timecameandwithitSwithin,exhibitingratherablushingandnervousmannerthatwas,unfortunately,morelikelytobetraytheircausethanwasViviette’sownmorepractisedbearing。 ThroughoutthemealLouissatlikeaspiderinthecornerofhisweb,observingthemnarrowly,andatmomentsflingingoutanartfulthreadhereandthere,withaviewtotheirentanglement。Buttheyunderwenttheordealmarvellouslywell。Perhapstheactualtiebetweenthem,throughbeingsomuchcloserandofsomuchmorepracticalanaturethaneventheircriticsupposedit,wasinitselfaprotectionagainsttheirexhibitingthatultra—reciprocityofmannerwhich,iftheyhadbeenmerelylovers,mighthavebetrayedthem。 Afterdinnerthetriodulyadjournedtothelibraryashadbeenplanned,andthevolumeswerebroughtforthbyLouiswiththezestofabibliophilist。Swithinhadseenmostofthembefore,andthoughtbutlittleofthem;butthepleasureofstayinginthehousemadehimwelcomeanyreasonfordoingso,andhewillinglylookedatwhateverwasputbeforehim,fromBertius’sPtolemytoRees’sCyclopaedia。 Theeveningthuspassedaway,anditbegantogrowlate。Swithinwho,amongotherthings,hadplannedtogotoGreenwichnextdaytoviewtheRoyalObservatory,wouldeverynowandthenstartupandpreparetoleaveforhome,whenGlanvillewouldunearthsomeothervolumeandsodetainhimyetanotherhalf—hour。 ’ByGeorge!’hesaid,lookingattheclockwhenSwithinwasatlastreallyabouttodepart。’Ididn’tknowitwassolate。Whynotstayhereto—night,St。Cleeve?Itisverydark,andthewaytoyourplaceisanawkwardcross—cutoverthefields。’ ’Itwouldnotinconvenienceusatall,Mr。St。Cleeve,ifyouwouldcaretostay,’saidLadyConstantine。 ’Iamafraid——thefactis,Iwantedtotakeanobservationattwentyminutespasttwo,’beganSwithin。 ’Oh,now,nevermindyourobservation,’saidLouis。’That’sonlyanexcuse。Dothatto—morrownight。Nowyouwillstay。Itissettled。Viviette,sayhemuststay,andwe’llhaveanotherhourofthesecharmingintellectualresearches。’ Vivietteobeyedwithdelightfulease。’Dostay,MrSt。Cleeve!’shesaidsweetly。 ’Well,intruthIcandowithouttheobservation,’repliedtheyoungman,ashegaveway。’Itisnotofthegreatestconsequence。’ Thusitwasarranged;buttheresearchesamongthetomeswerenotprolongedtotheextentthatLouishadsuggested。Inthree—quartersofanhourfromthattimetheyhadallretiredtotheirrespectiverooms;LadyConstantine’sbeingononesideofthewestcorridor,Swithin’sopposite,andLouis’satthefurtherend。 HadapersonfollowedLouiswhenhewithdrew,thatwatcherwouldhavediscovered,onpeepingthroughthekey—holeofhisdoor,thathewasengagedinoneoftheoddestofoccupationsforsuchaman,—— sweepingdownfromtheceiling,bymeansofawalking—cane,alongcobwebwhichlingeredonhighinthecorner。Keepingitstretcheduponthecanehegentlyopenedthedoor,andsetthecandleinsuchapositiononthematthatthelightshonedownthecorridor。Thusguidedbyitsrayshepassedoutslipperless,tillhereachedthedoorofSt。Cleeve’sroom,whereheappliedthedanglingspider’sthreadinsuchamannerthatitstretchedacrosslikeatight—ropefromjambtojamb,barring,initsfragileway,entranceandegress。 Theoperationcompletedheretiredagain,and,extinguishinghislight,wentthroughhisbedroomwindowoutupontheflatroofoftheporticotowhichitgaveaccess。 HereLouismadehimselfcomfortableinhischairandsmoking—cap,enjoyingthefragranceofacigarforsomethinglikehalf—an—hour。 HispositioncommandedaviewofthetwowindowsofLadyConstantine’sroom,andfromtheseadimlightshonecontinuously。 Havingthewindowpartlyopenathisback,andthedoorofhisroomalsoscarcelyclosed,hisearretainedafaircommandofanynoisesthatmightbemade。 Induetimefaintmovementsbecameaudible;whereupon,returningtohisroom,here—enteredthecorridorandlistenedintently。Allwassilentagain,anddarknessreignedfromendtoend。Glanville,however,gropedhiswayalongthepassagetillheagainreachedSwithin’sdoor,whereheexamined,bythelightofawax—matchhehadbrought,theconditionofthespider’sthread。Itwasgone; somebodyhadcarrieditoffbodily,asSamsoncarriedoffthepinandtheweb。Inotherwords,apersonhadpassedthroughthedoor。 Stillholdingthefaintwax—lightinhishandLouisturnedtothedoorofLadyConstantine’schamber,whereheobservedfirstthat,thoughitwaspushedtogethersoastoappearfastenedtocursoryview,thedoorwasnotreallyclosedbyaboutaquarterofaninch。 Hedroppedhislightandextinguisheditwithhisfoot。Listening,heheardavoicewithin,——Viviette’svoice,inasubduedmurmur,thoughspeakingearnestly。 WithoutanyhesitationLouisthenreturnedtoSwithin’sdoor,openedit,andwalkedin。Thestarlightfromwithoutwassufficient,nowthathiseyeshadbecomeaccustomedtothedarkness,torevealthattheroomwasunoccupied,andthatnothingthereinhadbeendisturbed。 WithaheavytreadLouiscameforth,walkedloudlyacrossthecorridor,knockedatLadyConstantine’sdoor,andcalled’Viviette!’ Sheheardhiminstantly,replying’Yes’instartledtones。 Immediatelyafterwardssheopenedherdoor,andconfrontedhiminherdressing—gown,withalightinherhand。’Whatisthematter,Louis?’shesaid。 ’Iamgreatlyalarmed。Ourvisitorismissing。’ ’Missing?What,Mr。St。Cleeve?’ ’Yes。Iwassittinguptofinishacigar,whenIthoughtIheardanoiseinthisdirection。OncomingtohisroomIfindheisnotthere。’ ’GoodHeaven!Iwonderwhathashappened!’sheexclaimed,inapparentlyintensealarm。 ’Iwonder,’saidGlanvillegrimly。 ’Supposeheisasomnambulist!Ifso,hemayhavegoneoutandbrokenhisneck。Ihaveneverheardthatheisone,buttheysaythatsleepinginstrangeplacesdisturbsthemindsofpeoplewhoaregiventothatsortofthing,andprovokesthemtoit。’ ’Unfortunatelyforyourtheoryhisbedhasnotbeentouched。’ ’Oh,whatthencanitbe?’ Herbrotherlookedherfullintheface。’Viviette!’hesaidsternly。 Sheseemedpuzzled。’Well?’shereplied,insimpletones。 ’Iheardvoicesinyourroom,’hecontinued。 ’Voices?’ ’Avoice,——yours。’ ’Yes,youmayhavedoneso。Itwasmine。’ ’Alistenerisrequiredforaspeaker。’ ’True,Louis。’ ’Well,towhomwereyouspeaking?’ ’God。’ ’Viviette!Iamashamedofyou。’ ’Iwassayingmyprayers。’ ’Prayers——toGod!ToSt。Swithin,rather!’ ’Whatdoyoumean,Louis?’sheasked,flushingupwarm,anddrawingbackfromhim。’ItwasaformofprayerIuse,particularlywhenI amintrouble。ItwasrecommendedtomebytheBishop,andMr。 Torkinghamcommendsitveryhighly。’ ’Onyourhonour,ifyouhaveany,’hesaidbitterly,’whomhaveyouthereinyourroom?’ ’Nohumanbeing。’ ’Flatly,Idon’tbelieveyou。’ Shegaveadignifiedlittlebow,and,wavingherhandintotheapartment,said,’Verywell;thensearchandsee。’ Louisentered,andglancedroundtheroom,behindthecurtains,underthebed,outofthewindow——aviewfromwhichshowedthatescapethencewouldhavebeenimpossible,——everywhere,inshort,capableorincapableofaffordingaretreattohumanity;butdiscoverednobody。Allheobservedwasthatalightstoodonthelowtablebyherbedside;thatonthebedlayanopenPrayer—Book,thecounterpanebeingunpressed,exceptintoalittlepitbesidethePrayerBook,apparentlywhereherheadhadrestedinkneeling。 ’ButwhereisSt。Cleeve?’hesaid,turninginbewildermentfromtheseevidencesofinnocentdevotion。 ’Wherecanhebe?’shechimedin,withrealdistress。’Ishouldsomuchliketoknow。Lookaboutforhim。Iamquiteuneasy!’ ’Iwill,ononecondition:thatyouownthatyoulovehim。’ ’Whyshouldyouforcemetothat?’shemurmured。’ItwouldbenosuchwonderifIdid。’ ’Come,youdo。’ ’Well,Ido。’ ’NowI’lllookforhim。’ Louistookalight,andturnedaway,astonishedthatshehadnotindignantlyresentedhisintrusionandthenatureofhisquestioning。 Atthismomentaslightnoisewasheardonthestaircase,andtheycouldseeafigurerisingstepbystep,andcomingforwardagainstthelonglightsofthestaircasewindow。ItwasSwithin,inhisordinarydress,andcarryinghisbootsinhishand。Whenhebeheldthemstandingtheresomotionless,helookedratherdisconcerted,butcameontowardshisroom。 LadyConstantinewastooagitatedtospeak,butLouissaid,’Iamgladtoseeyouagain。Hearinganoise,afewminutesago,Icameouttolearnwhatitcouldbe。Ifoundyouabsent,andwehavebeenverymuchalarmed。’ ’Iamverysorry,’saidSwithin,withcontrition。’Ioweyouahundredapologies:butthetruthisthatonenteringmybedroomI foundtheskyremarkablyclear,andthoughItoldyouthattheobservationIwastomakewasofnogreatconsequence,onthinkingitoveraloneIfeltitoughtnottobeallowedtopass;soIwastemptedtorunacrosstotheobservatory,andmakeit,asIhadhoped,withoutdisturbinganybody。IfIhadknownthatIshouldalarmyouIwouldnothavedoneitfortheworld。’ SwithinspokeveryearnestlytoLouis,anddidnotobservethetenderreproachinViviette’seyeswhenheshowedbyhistalehisdecidednotionthattheprimeuseofdarknightslayintheirfurtheranceofpracticalastronomy。 Everythingbeingnowsatisfactorilyexplainedthethreeretiredtotheirseveralchambers,andLouisheardnomorenoisesthatnight,orrathermorning;hisattemptstosolvethemysteryofViviette’slifehereandherrelationswithSt。Cleevehavingthusfarresultedchieflyinperplexity。True,anadmissionhadbeenwrungfromher; andevenwithoutsuchanadmissionitwasclearthatshehadatenderfeelingforSwithin。Howtoextinguishthatromanticfollyitnowbecamehisobjecttoconsider。 XXXI Swithin’smidnightexcursiontothetowerinthecauseofscienceledhimtooversleephimself,andwhenthebrotherandsistermetatbreakfastinthemorninghedidnotappear。 ’Don’tdisturbhim,——don’tdisturbhim,’saidLouislaconically。 ’Hullo,Viviette,whatareyoureadingtherethatmakesyouflameupso?’ Shewasglancingoveraletterthatshehadjustopened,andathiswordslookedupwithmisgiving。 Theincidentofthepreviousnightleftheringreatdoubtastowhatherbearingtowardshimoughttobe。Shehadmadenoshowofresentinghisconductatthetime,fromamomentarysuppositionthathemustknowallhersecret;andafterwards,findingthathedidnotknowit,itseemedtoolatetoaffectindignationathissuspicions。 Soshepreservedaquietneutrality。Evenhadsheresolvedonanartificialpartshemighthaveforgottentoplayitatthisinstant,theletterbeingofakindtobanishpreviousconsiderations。 ’ItisaletterfromBishopHelmsdale,’shefaltered。 ’Welldone!Ihopeforyoursakeitisanoffer。’ ’That’sjustwhatitis。’ ’No,——surely?’saidLouis,beginningalaughofsurprise。 ’Yes,’shereturnedindifferently。’Youcanreadit,ifyoulike。’ ’Idon’twishtopryintoacommunicationofthatsort。’ ’Oh,youmayreadit,’shesaid,tossingtheletteracrosstohim。 Louisthereuponreadasunder:—— ’THEPALACE,MELCHESTER,June28,18——。 ’MYDEARLADYCONSTANTINE,——DuringthetwoorthreeweeksthathaveelapsedsinceIexperiencedthegreatpleasureofrenewingmyacquaintancewithyou,thevariedagitationofmyfeelingshasclearlyprovedthatmyonlycourseistoaddressyoubyletter,andatonce。Whetherthesubjectofmycommunicationbeacceptabletoyouornot,Icanatleastassureyouthattosuppressitwouldbefarlessnatural,anduponthewholelessadvisable,thantospeakoutfrankly,evenifafterwardsIholdmypeaceforever。 ’Thegreatchangeinmyexperienceduringthepastyearortwo——thechange,thatis,whichhasresultedfrommyadvancementtoabishopric——hasfrequentlysuggestedtome,oflate,thatadiscontinuanceinmydomesticlifeofthesolitudeofpastyearswasaquestionwhichoughttobeseriouslycontemplated。ButwhetherI shouldeverhavecontemplateditwithoutthegreatgoodfortuneofmymeetingwithyouisdoubtful。However,thethinghasbeenconsideredatlast,andwithoutmoreadoIcandidlyaskifyouwouldbewillingtogiveupyourlifeatWelland,andrelievemyhouseholdlonelinessherebybecomingmywife。 ’Iamfarfromdesiringtoforceahurrieddecisiononyourpart,andwillwaityourgoodpleasurepatiently,shouldyoufeelanyuncertaintyatthemomentastothestep。Iamquitedisqualified,byhabitsandexperience,forthedelightfulprocedureofurgingmysuitintheardenttermswhichwouldbesoappropriatetowardssuchalady,andsoexpressiveofmyinmostfeeling。Intruth,aprosyclericoffive—and—fortywantsencouragementtomakehimeloquent。 Ofthis,however,Icanassureyou:thatifadmiration,esteem,anddevotioncancompensateinanywayforthelackofthosequalitieswhichmightbefoundtoburnwithmoreoutwardbrightnessinayoungerman,thoseitisinmypowertobestowforthetermofmyearthlylife。Yoursteadyadherencetochurchprinciplesandyourinterestinecclesiasticalpolity(aswasshownbyyourbrightquestioningonthosesubjectsduringourmorningwalkroundyourgrounds)haveindicatedstronglytomethegraceandappropriatenesswithwhichyouwouldfillthepositionofabishop’swife,andhowgreatlyyouwouldaddtohisreputation,shouldyoubedisposedtohonourhimwithyourhand。FormerlytherehavebeentimeswhenI wasofopinion——andyouwillrightlyappreciatemycandourinowningit——thatawifewasanimpedimenttoabishop’sdueactivities;butconstantobservationhasconvincedmethat,farfromthisbeingthetruth,ameetconsortinfuseslifeintoepiscopalinfluenceandteaching。 ’ShouldyoureplyintheaffirmativeIwillatoncecometoseeyou,andwithyourpermissionwill,amongotherthings,showyouafewplain,practicalruleswhichIhaveinterestedmyselfindrawingupforourfutureguidance。Shouldyourefusetochangeyourconditiononmyaccount,yourdecisionwill,asIneedhardlysay,beagreatblowtome。Inanyevent,IcouldnotdolessthanIhavedone,aftergivingthesubjectmyfullconsideration。Eveniftherebeaslightdeficiencyofwarmthonyourpart,myearnesthopeisthatamindcomprehensiveasyourswillperceivetheimmensepowerforgoodthatyoumightexerciseinthepositioninwhichaunionwithmewouldplaceyou,andallowthatperceptiontoweighindeterminingyouranswer。 ’Iremain,mydearLadyConstantine,withthehighestrespectandaffection,——Yoursalways,’C。MELCHESTER。’ ’Well,youwillnothavethefoolhardinesstodecline,nowthatthequestionhasactuallybeenpopped,Ishouldhope,’saidLouis,whenhehaddonereading。 ’CertainlyIshall,’shereplied。 ’Youwillreallybesuchaflat,Viviette?’ ’Youspeakwithoutmuchcompliment。Ihavenottheleastideaofacceptinghim。’ ’Surelyyouwillnotletyourinfatuationforthatyoungfellowcarryyousofar,aftermyacquaintingyouwiththeshadysideofhischaracter?Youcallyourselfareligiouswoman,sayyourprayersoutloud,followuptherevivedmethodsinchurchpractice,andwhatnot;andyetyoucanthinkwithpartialityofapersonwho,farfromhavinganyreligioninhim,breaksthemostelementarycommandmentsinthedecalogue。’ ’Icannotagreewithyou,’shesaid,turningherfaceaskance,forsheknewnothowmuchofherbrother’slanguagewassincere,andhowmuchassumed,theextentofhisdiscoverieswithregardtohersecrettiesbeingamystery。Atmomentsshewasdisposedtodeclarethewholetruth,andhavedonewithit。Butshehesitated,andleftthewordsunsaid;andLouiscontinuedhisbreakfastinsilence。 Whenhehadfinished,andshehadeatenlittleornothing,heaskedoncemore,’Howdoyouintendtoanswerthatletter?Hereyouare,thepoorestwomaninthecounty,abandonedbypeoplewhousedtobegladtoknowyou,andleadingalifeasdismalanddrearyasanun’s,whenanopportunityisofferedyouofleapingatonceintoaleadingpositioninthispartofEngland。Bishopsaregiventohospitality;youwouldbewelcomedeverywhere。Inshort,youranswermustbeyes。’ ’Andyetitwillbeno,’shesaid,inalowvoice。Shehadatlengthlearnt,fromthetoneofherbrother’slatterremarks,thatatanyratehehadnoknowledgeofheractualmarriage,whateverindirecttieshemightsuspectherguiltyof。 Louiscouldrestrainhimselfnolongeratheranswer。’Thenconductyouraffairsyourownway。Iknowyoutobeleadingalifethatwon’tbearinvestigation,andI’mhangedifI’llstayhereanylonger!’ Sayingwhich,Glanvillejerkedbackhischair,andstrodeoutoftheroom。Inlessthanaquarterofanhour,andbeforeshehadmovedastepfromthetable,sheheardhimleavingthehouse。 XXXII Whattodoshecouldnottell。ThestepwhichSwithinhadentreatedhertotake,objectionableandprematureasithadseemedinacountyaspect,wouldatalleventshavesavedherfromthisdilemma。 HadsheallowedhimtotelltheBishophissimplestoryinitsfulness,whocouldsaybutthatthatdivinemighthavegenerouslybridledhisownimpulses,enteredintothecasewithsympathy,andforwardedwithzesttheirdesignsforthefuture,owingtohisinterestofoldinSwithin’sfather,andinthenaturallyattractivefeaturesoftheyoungman’scareer。 Apuffofwindfromtheopenwindow,waftingtheBishop’slettertothefloor,arousedherfromherreverie。Withasighshestoopedandpickeditup,glancedatitagain;thenarose,andwiththedeliberatenessofinevitableactionwroteherreply:—— ’WELLANDHOUSE,June29,18——。 ’MYDEARBISHOPOFMELCHESTER,——Iconfesstoyouthatyourletter,sograciousandflatteringasitis,hastakenyourfriendsomewhatunawares。TheleastIcandoinreturnforitscontentsistoreplyasquicklyaspossible。 ’Thereisnooneintheworldwhoesteemsyourhighqualitiesmorethanmyself,orwhohasgreaterfaithinyourabilitytoadorntheepiscopalseatthatyouhavebeencalledontofill。ButtoyourquestionIcangiveonlyonereply,andthatisanunqualifiednegative。Tostatethisunavoidabledecisiondistressesme,withoutaffectation;andItrustyouwillbelievethat,thoughIdeclinethedistinctionofbecomingyourwife,Ishallneverceasetointerestmyselfinallthatpertainstoyouandyouroffice;andshallfeelthekeenestregretifthisrefusalshouldoperatetopreventalifelongfriendshipbetweenus。——Iam,mydearBishopofMelchester,eversincerelyyours,’VIVIETTECONSTANTINE。’ Asuddenrevulsionfromthesubterfugeofwritingasifshewerestillawidow,wroughtinhermindafeelingofdissatisfactionwiththewholeschemeofconcealment;andpushingasidethelettersheallowedittoremainunfoldedandunaddressed。InafewminutessheheardSwithinapproaching,whensheputtheletteroutofthewayandturnedtoreceivehim。