第17章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:11585更新时间:18/12/18 14:47:25
’Franklyandplainly,’saidSwithin,hisvoicetremblingwithacompoundofscientificandamatoryemotionthatdefiesdefinition,’doesshesayseriouslythatshewishesmetogo?’ ’Shedoes。’ ’ThengoIwill,’repliedSwithinfirmly。’Ihavebeenfortunateenoughtointerestsomeleadingastronomers,includingtheAstronomerRoyal;andinaletterreceivedthismorningIlearnthattheuseoftheCapeObservatoryhasbeenofferedmeforanysouthernobservationsImaywishtomake。ThisofferIwillaccept。WillyoukindlyletLadyConstantineknowthis,sincesheisinterestedinmywelfare?’ Louispromised,andwhenhewasgoneSwithinlookedblanklyathisownsituation,asifhecouldscarcelybelieveinitsreality。Herlettertohim,then,hadbeendeliberatelywritten;shemeanthimtogo。 Buthewasdeterminedthatnoneofthosemisunderstandingswhichruinthehappinessofloversshouldbeallowedtooperateinthepresentcase。Hewouldseeher,ifhesleptunderherwallsallnighttodoit,andwouldheartheordertodepartfromherownlips。Thisunexpectedstandshewasmakingforhisinterestswaswinninghisadmirationtosuchadegreeastobeindangerofdefeatingtheverycauseitwasmeanttosubserve。Awomanlikethiswasnottobeforsakeninahurry。Hewrotetwolines,andleftthenoteatthehousewithhisownhand。 ’THECABIN,RINGS—HILL,July7th。 ’DEARESTVIVIETTE,——Ifyouinsist,Iwillgo。Butletter—writingwillnotdo。Imusthavethecommandfromyourowntwolips,otherwiseIshallnotstir。Iamhereeveryeveningatseven。Canyoucome?——S。’ Thisnote,asfatewouldhaveit,reachedherhandsinthesinglehourofthatweekwhenshewasinamoodtocomplywithhisrequest,justwhenmovedbyareactionaryemotionafterdismissingSwithin。 Shewentupstairstothewindowthathadsolongservedpurposesofthiskind,andsignalled’Yes。’ St。Cleevesoonsawtheanswershehadgivenandwatchedherapproachfromthetowerasthesunsetdrewon。Thevividcircumstancesofhislifeatthisdateledhimevertoremembertheexternalscenesinwhichtheywereset。Itwasaneveningofexceptionalirradiations,andthewestheavengleamedlikeafoundryofallmetalscommonandrare。Thecloudswerebrokenintoathousandfragments,andthemarginofeveryfragmentshone。 Foreseeingthedisadvantageandpaintoherofmaintainingaresolveunderthepressureofameeting,hevowednottourgeherbywordorsign;toputthequestionplainlyandcalmly,andtodiscussitonareasonablebasisonly,likethephilosopherstheyassumedthemselvestobe。 Butthisintentionwasscarcelyadheredtoinallitsintegrity。 Shedulyappearedontheedgeofthefield,floodedwiththemetallicradiancethatmarkedthecloseofthisday;whereuponhequicklydescendedthesteps,andmetheratthecabindoor。Theyenteredittogether。 Astheeveninggrewdarkeranddarkerhelistenedtoherreasoning,whichwaspreciselyarepetitionofthatalreadysenthimbyletter,andbydegreesacceptedherdecision,sinceshewouldnotrevokeit。 Timecameforthemtosaygood—bye,andthen—— ’Heturn’dandsawtheterrorinhereyes,Thatyearn’duponhim,shininginsuchwiseAsastarmidwayinthemidnightfix’d。’ Itwasthemiseryofherownconditionthatshowedforth,hithertoobscuredbyherardourforamelioratinghis。Theyclosedtogether,andkissedeachotherasthoughtheemotionoftheirwholeyear—and— half’sacquaintancehadsettleddownuponthatmoment。 ’Iwon’tgoawayfromyou!’saidSwithinhuskily。’Whydidyouproposeitforaninstant?’ Thusthenearlyendedinterviewwasagainprolonged,andVivietteyieldedtoallthepassionofherfirstunionwithhim。Time,however,wasmerciless,andthehourapproachedmidnight,andshewascompelledtodepart。Swithinwalkedwithhertowardsthehouse,ashehadwalkedmanytimesbefore,believingthatallwasnowsmoothagainbetweenthem,andcaring,itmustbeowned,verylittleforhisfameasanexpositorofthesouthernconstellationsjustthen。 Whentheyreachedthesilenthousehesaidwhathehadnotventuredtosaybefore,’Fixtheday——youhavedecidedthatitistobesoon,andthatIamnottogo?’ ButyouthfulSwithinwasfar,veryfar,frombeinguptothefondsubtletyofViviettethisevening。’Icannotdecidehere,’shesaidgently,releasingherselffromhisarm;’Iwillspeaktoyoufromthewindow。Waitforme。’ Shevanished;andhewaited。Itwasalongtimebeforethewindowopened,andhewasnotawarethat,withhercustomarycomplicationoffeeling,shehadkneltforsometimeinsidetheroombeforelookingout。 ’Well?’saidhe。 ’Itcannotbe,’sheanswered。’Icannotruinyou。Butthedayafteryouarefive—and—twentyourmarriageshallbeconfirmed,ifyouchoose。’ ’O,myViviette,howisthis!’hecried。 ’Swithin,Ihavenotaltered。ButIfearedformypowers,andcouldnottellyouwhilstIstoodbyyourside。IoughtnottohavegivenwayasIdidto—night。Takethebequest,andgo。Youaretooyoung——tobefettered——Ishouldhavethoughtofit!Donotcommunicatewithmeforatleastayear:itisimperative。Donottellmeyourplans。Ifwepart,wedopart。Ihavevowedavownottofurtherobstructthecourseyouhaddecidedonbeforeyouknewmeandmypulingways;andbyHeaven’shelpI’llkeepthatvow…… Nowgo。ThesearethepartingwordsofyourownViviette!’ Swithin,whowasstableasagiantinallthatappertainedtonatureandlifeoutsidehumanity,wasamerepupilindomesticmatters。Hewasquiteawedbyherfirmness,andlookedvacantlyatherforatime,tillsheclosedthewindow。Thenhemechanicallyturned,andwent,asshehadcommanded。 XXXVII Aweekhadpassedaway。IthadbeenatimeofcloudymentalweathertoSwithinandViviette,buttheonlynoteworthyfactaboutitwasthatwhathadbeenplannedtohappenthereinhadactuallytakenplace。SwithinhadgonefromWelland,andwouldshortlygofromEngland。 ShebecameawareofitbyanotethathepostedtoheronhiswaythroughWarborne。Therewasmuchevidenceofhasteinthenote,andsomethingofreserve。Thelattershecouldnotunderstand,butitmighthavebeenobviousenoughifshehadconsidered。 Onthemorningofhisdeparturehehadsatontheedgeofhisbed,thesunlightstreamingthroughtheearlymist,thehouse—martensscratchingthebackoftheceilingoverhisheadastheyscrambledoutfromtherooffortheirday’sgnat—chasing,thethrushescrackingsnailsonthegardenstonesoutsidewiththenoisinessoflittlesmithsatworkonlittleanvils。Thesun,insendingitsrodsofyellowfireintohisroom,sent,ashesuddenlythought,mentalilluminationwithit。Forthefirsttime,ashesatthere,ithadcrossedhismindthatViviettemighthavereasonsforthisseparationwhichheknewnotof。Theremightbefamilyreasons—— mysteriousbloodnecessitieswhicharesaidtorulemembersofoldmusty—mansionedfamilies,andareunknowntootherclassesofsociety——andtheymayhavebeenjustnowbroughtbeforeherbyherbrotherLouisontheconditionthattheywerereligiouslyconcealed。 Theideathatsomefamilyskeleton,likethosehehadreadofinmemoirs,hadbeenunearthedbyLouis,andheldbeforeherterrifiedunderstandingasamatterwhichrenderedSwithin’sdeparture,andtheneutralizationofthemarriage,nolessindispensabletothemthanitwasanadvantagetohimself,seemedaveryplausibleonetoSwithinjustnow。ViviettemighthavetakenLouisintoherconfidenceatlast,forthesakeofhisbrotherlyadvice。Swithinknewthatofherownheartshewouldneverwishtogetridofhim; butcoercedbyLouis,mightshenothavegrowntoentertainviewsofitsexpediency?EventsmadesuchasuppositiononSt。Cleeve’spartasnaturalasitwasinaccurate,and,conjoinedwithhisownexcitementatthethoughtofseeinganewheavenoverhead,influencedhimtowritebutthebriefestandmosthurriedfinalnotetoher,inwhichhefullyobeyedhersensitiverequestthathewouldomitallreferencetohisplans。Theseatthelastmomenthadbeenmodifiedtofallinwiththewinterexpeditionformerlymentioned,toobservetheTransitofVenusataremotesouthernstation。 Thebusinessbeingdone,andhimselffairlyplungedintothepreliminariesofanimportantscientificpilgrimage,Swithinacquiredthatlightnessofheartwhichmostyoungmenfeelinforsakingoldlovefornewadventure,nomatterhowcharmingmaybethegirltheyleavebehindthem。Moreover,inthepresentcase,themanwasendowedwiththatschoolboytemperamentwhichdoesnotsee,oratleastconsiderwithmuchcuriosity,theeffectofagivenschemeuponothersthanhimself。ThebearinguponLadyConstantineofwhatwasanundoubtedpredicamentforanywoman,wasforgotteninhisfeelingthatshehaddoneaveryhandsomeandnoblethingforhim,andthathewasthereforeboundinhonourtomakethemostofit。 Hisgoinghadresultedinanythingbutlightnessofheartforher。 Hersadfancycould,indeed,indulgeindreamsofheryellow—hairedladdiewithoutthatformerlybesettingfearthatthosedreamswouldprompthertoactionslikelytodistractandweighthim。Shewaswretchedonherownaccount,relievedonhis。Shenolongerstoodinthewayofhisadvancement,andthatwasenough。Forherselfshecouldliveinretirement,visitthewood,theoldcamp,thecolumn,and,likeOEnone,thinkofthelifetheyhadledthere—— ’MournfulOEnone,wanderingforlornOfParis,onceherplaymateonthehills,’ leavingitentirelytohisgoodnesswhetherhewouldcomeandclaimherinthefuture,ordesertherforever。 ShewasdivertedforatimefromthesesadperformancesbyaletterwhichreachedherfromBishopHelmsdale。Toseehishandwritingagainonanenvelope,afterthinkingsoanxiouslyofmakingafather—confessorofhim,startedheroutofherequanimity。Shespeedilyregainedit,however,whenshereadhisnote。 ’THEPALACE,MELCHESTER,July30,18——。 MYDEARLADYCONSTANTINE,——Iamshockedandgrievedthat,inthestrangedispensationofthingsherebelow,myofferofmarriageshouldhavereachedyoualmostsimultaneouslywiththeintelligencethatyourwidowhoodhadbeenofseveralmonthslessdurationthanyouandI,andtheworld,hadsupposed。Icanquiteunderstandthat,viewedfromanyside,thenewsmusthaveshakenanddisturbedyou;andyourunequivocalrefusaltoentertainanythoughtofanewallianceatsuchamomentwas,ofcourse,intelligible,natural,andpraiseworthy。AtpresentIwillsaynomorebeyondexpressingahopethatyouwillacceptmyassurancesthatIwasquiteignorantofthenewsatthehourofwriting,andasinceredesirethatinduetime,andassoonasyouhaverecoveredyourequanimity,Imaybeallowedtorenewmyproposal。——Iam,mydearLadyConstantine,yourseversincerely,C。MELCHESTER。’ Shelaidtheletteraside,andthoughtnomoreaboutit,beyondamomentarymeditationontheerrorsintowhichpeoplefallinreasoningfromactionstomotives。Louis,whowasnowagainwithher,becameinduecourseacquaintedwiththecontentsoftheletter,andwassatisfiedwiththepromisingpositioninwhichmattersseeminglystoodallround。 LadyConstantinewenthermournfulwaysasshehadplannedtodo,herchiefresortbeingthefamiliarcolumn,wheresheexperiencedtheunutterablemelancholyofseeingtwocarpentersdismantlethedomeofitsfeltcovering,detachitsribs,andclearawaytheenclosureatthetoptilleverythingstoodasithadstoodbeforeSwithinhadbeenknowntotheplace。Theequatorialhadalreadybeenpackedinabox,tobeinreadinessifheshouldsendforitfromabroad。Thecabin,too,wasincourseofdemolition,suchhavingbeenhisdirections,acquiescedinbyher,beforehestarted。 Yetshecouldnotbeartheideathatthesestructures,sogermanetotheeventsoftheirromance,shouldberemovedasifremovedforever。Goingtothemenshebadethemstoreupthematerialsintact,thattheymightbere—erectedifdesired。Shehadthejunctionsofthetimbersmarkedwithfigures,theboardsnumbered,andthedifferentsetsofscrewstiedupinindependentpapersforidentification。Shedidnotheartheremarksoftheworkmenwhenshehadgone,totheeffectthattheyoungmanwouldassoonthinkofbuyingahalterforhimselfascomebackandspyatthemoonfromRings—HillSpeer,afterseeingthegloriesofothernationsandthegoldandjewelsthatwerefoundthere,orshemighthavebeenmoreunhappythanshewas。 Onreturningfromoneofthesewalkstothecolumnacuriouscircumstanceoccurred。Itwasevening,andshewascomingasusualdownthroughthesighingplantation,choosingherwaybetweentherampartsofthecamptowardstheoutletgivinguponthefield,whensuddenlyinaduskyvistaamongthefir—trunksshesaw,orthoughtshesaw,agolden—haired,toddlingchild。Thechildmovedasteportwo,andvanishedbehindatree。LadyConstantine,fearingithadlostitsway,wentquicklytothespot,searched,andcalledaloud。 Butnochildcouldsheperceiveorhearanywherearound。Shereturnedtowhereshehadstoodwhenfirstbeholdingit,andlookedinthesamedirection,butnothingreappeared。Theonlyobjectatallresemblingalittleboyorgirlwastheuppertuftofabunchoffern,whichhadprematurelyyellowedtoaboutthecolourofafairchild’shair,andwavedoccasionallyinthebreeze。This,however,didnotsufficientlyexplainthephenomenon,andshereturnedtomakeinquiriesofthemanwhomshehadleftatwork,removingthelasttracesofSwithin’scabin。Buthehadgonewithherdepartureandtheapproachofnight。Feelinganindescribabledreadsheretracedhersteps,andhastenedhomewarddoubting,yethalfbelieving,whatshehadseemedtosee,andwonderingifherimaginationhadplayedhersometrick。 Thetranquilmournfulnessofhernightofsolitudeterminatedinamostunexpectedmanner。 Themorningaftertheabove—mentionedincidentLadyConstantine,aftermeditatingawhile,arosewithastrangepersonalconvictionthatborecuriouslyontheaforesaidhallucination。Sherealizedaconditionofthingsthatshehadneveranticipated,andforamomentthediscoveryofherstatesooverwhelmedherthatshethoughtshemustdieoutright。Inherterrorshesaidshehadsownthewindtoreapthewhirlwind。Thentheinstinctofself—preservationflamedupinherlikeafire。Heraltruisminsubjectingherself—lovetobenevolence,andlettingSwithingoawayfromher,wasdemolishedbythenewnecessity,asifithadbeenagossamerweb。 Therewasnoresistingorevadingthespontaneousplanofactionwhichmaturedinhermindinfiveminutes。WherewasSwithin?howcouldhebegotatinstantly?——thatwasherrulingthought。Shesearchedabouttheroomforhislastshortnote,hoping,yetdoubting,thatitscontentsweremoreexplicitonhisintendedmovementsthanthefewmeagresyllableswhichaloneshecouldcalltomind。Shecouldnotfindtheletterinherroom,andcamedownstairstoLouisaspaleasaghost。 Helookedupather,andwithsomeconcernsaid,’What’sthematter?’ ’Iamsearchingeverywhereforaletter——anotefromMr。St。Cleeve— —justafewwordstellingmewhentheOccidentalsails,thatIthinkhegoesin。’ ’Whydoyouwantthatunimportantdocument?’ ’ItisoftheutmostimportancethatIshouldknowwhetherhehasactuallysailedornot!’saidsheinagonizedtones。’WhereCAN thatletterbe?’ Louisknewwherethatletterwas,forhavingseenitonherdeskhehad,withoutreadingit,tornitupandthrownitintothewaste— paperbasket,thinkingthelessthatremainedtoremindheroftheyoungphilosopherthebetter。 ’Idestroyedit,’hesaid。 ’OLouis!whydidyou?’shecried。’Iamgoingtofollowhim;I thinkitbesttodoso;andIwanttoknowifheisgone——andnowthedateislost!’ ’GoingtorunafterSt。Cleeve?Absurd!’ ’Yes,Iam!’shesaidwithvehementfirmness。’Imustseehim;I wanttospeaktohimassoonaspossible。’ ’GoodLord,Viviette!Areyoumad?’ ’Owhatwasthedateofthatship!Butitcannotbehelped。I startatonceforSouthampton。Ihavemadeupmymindtodoit。Hewasgoingtohisuncle’ssolicitorsintheNorthfirst;thenhewascomingbacktoSouthampton。Hecannothavesailedyet。’ ’Ibelievehehassailed,’mutteredLouissullenly。 Shedidnotwaittoarguewithhim,butreturnedupstairs,wheresherangtotellGreentobereadywiththeponytodrivehertoWarbornestationinaquarterofanhour。 XXXVIII Viviette’sdeterminationtohamperSwithinnolongerhadledher,ashasbeenshown,tobalkanyweakimpulsetoentreathisreturn,byforbiddinghimtofurnishherwithhisforeignaddress。Hisreadydisposition,hisfearthattheremightbeotherreasonsbehind,madehimobeyheronlytooliterally。Thus,toherterroranddismay,shehadplacedagratuitousdifficultyinthewayofherpresentendeavour。 ShewasreadybeforeGreen,andurgedonthatfactotumsowildlyastoleavehimnotimetochangehiscorduroysand’skitty—boots’inwhichhehadbeengardening;hethereforeturnedhimselfintoacoachmanasfardownashiswaistmerely——clappingonhispropercoat,hat,andwaistcoat,andwrappingarugoverhishorticulturalhalfbelow。Inthiscompromiseheappearedatthedoor,mounted,andreinsinhand。 SeeinghowsadanddeterminedViviettewas,Louispitiedhersofarastoputnothinginthewayofherstarting,thoughheforboretohelpher。Hethoughtherconductsentimentalfoolery,theoutcomeofmistakenpityand’suchakindofgain—givingaswouldtroubleawoman;’andhedecidedthatitwouldbebettertoletthismoodburnitselfoutthantokeepitsmoulderingbyobstruction。 ’Doyourememberthedateofhissailing?’shesaidfinally,asthepony—carriageturnedtodriveoff。 ’Hesailsonthe25th,thatis,to—day。Butitmaynotbetilllateintheevening。’ Withthisshestarted,andreachedWarborneintimefortheup— train。Howmuchlongerthanitreallyisalongjourneycanseemtobe,wasfullylearntbytheunhappyViviettethatday。Thechangefulprocessionofcountryseatspastwhichshewasdragged,thenamesandmemoriesoftheirowners,hadnopointsofinterestforhernow。ShereachedSouthamptonaboutmidday,anddrovestraighttothedocks。 Onapproachingthegatesshewasmetbyacrowdofpeopleandvehiclescomingout——men,women,children,porters,police,cabs,andcarts。TheOccidentalhadjustsailed。 Theadverseintelligencecameuponherwithsuchoddsafterhermorning’stensionthatshecouldscarcelycrawlbacktothecabwhichhadbroughther。Butthiswasnotatimetosuccumb。Asshehadnoluggageshedismissedtheman,and,withoutanyrealconsciousnessofwhatshewasdoing,creptawayandsatdownonapileofmerchandise。 Afterlongthinkinghercaseassumedamorehopefulcomplexion。 Muchmightprobablybedonetowardscommunicatingwithhiminthetimeathercommand。Theobvioussteptothisend,whichsheshouldhavethoughtofsooner,wouldbetogotohisgrandmotherinWellandBottom,andthereobtainhisitineraryindetail——nodoubtwellknowntoMrs。Martin。Therewasnoleisureforhertoconsiderlongerifshewouldbehomeagainthatnight;andreturningtotherailwayshewaitedonaseatwithouteatingordrinkingtillatrainwasreadytotakeherback。 BythetimesheagainstoodinWarbornethesunrestedhischinuponthemeadows,andenvelopedthedistantoutlineoftheRings—Hillcolumninhishumidrays。HiringanemptyflythatchancedtobeatthestationshewasdriventhroughthelittletownonwardtoWelland,whichsheapproachedabouteighto’clock。Atherrequestthemansetherdownattheentrancetothepark,andwhenhewasoutofsight,insteadofpursuingherwaytotheHouse,shewentalongthehighroadinthedirectionofMrs。Martin’s。 Duskwasdrawingon,andthebatswerewheelingoverthegreenbasincalledWellandBottombythetimeshearrived;andhadanyothererrandinstigatedhercallshewouldhavepostponedittillthemorrow。Nobodyrespondedtoherknock,butshecouldhearfootstepsgoinghitherandthitherupstairs,anddullnoisesasofarticlesmovedfromtheirplaces。Sheknockedagainandagain,andultimatelythedoorwasopenedbyHannahasusual。 ’Icouldmakenobodyhear,’saidLadyConstantine,whowassowearyshecouldscarcelystand。 ’Iamverysorry,mylady,’saidHannah,slightlyawedonbeholdinghervisitor。’ButwewasaputtingpoorMr。Swithin’sroomtorights,nowthatheis,asawomanmaysay,deadandburiedtous; sowedidn’thearyourladyship。I’llcallMrs。Martinatonce。 Sheisupintheroomthatusedtobehiswork—room。’ HereHannah’svoiceimpliedmoisteyes,andLadyConstantine’sinstantlyoverflowed。 ’No,I’llgouptoher,’saidViviette;andalmostinadvanceofHannahshepasseduptheshrunkenashstairs。 TheebbinglightwasnotenoughtorevealtoMrs。Martin’sagedgazethepersonalityofhervisitor,tillHannahexplained。 ’I’llgetalight,mylady,’saidshe。 ’No,Iwouldrathernot。Whatareyoudoing,Mrs。Martin?’ ’Well,thepoormisguidedboyisgone——andhe’sgoneforgoodtome! Iamawomanofoverfour—scoreyears,myLadyConstantine;myjunkettingdaysareover,andwhether’tisfeastingorwhether’tissorrowinginthelandwillsoonbenothingtome。Buthislifemaybelongandactive,andforthesakeofhimIcareforwhatIshallneversee,andwishtomakepleasantwhatIshallneverenjoy。Iamsettinghisroominorder,astheplacewillbehisownfreeholdwhenIamgone,sothatwhenhecomesbackhemayfindallhispoorjim—cracksandtrangleysasheleft’em,andnotfeelthatIhavebetrayedhistrust。’ Mrs。Martin’svoicerevealedthatshehadburstintosuchfewtearsaswerelefther,andthenHannahbegancryinglikewise;whereuponLadyConstantine,whosehearthadbeenburstingallday(andwho,indeed,consideringhercomingtrouble,hadreasonenoughfortears),brokeintobitterersobsthaneither——sobsofabsolutepain,thatcouldnolongerbeconcealed。 HannahwasthefirsttodiscoverthatLadyConstantinewasweepingwiththem;andherfeelingsbeingprobablytheleastintenseamongthethreesheinstantlycontrolledherself。 ’Refrainyourself,mydearwoman,refrain!’shesaidhastilytoMrs。 Martin;’don’tyeseehowitdoraftmylady?’AndturningtoVivietteshewhispered,’Heryearsbesogreat,yourladyship,thatperhapsye’llexcuseherforbustingoutaforeye?Weknowwhenthemindisdim,mylady,there’snotthemannersthereshouldbe;butdecayedpeoplecan’thelpit,pooroldsoul!’ ’Hannah,thatwilldonow。PerhapsLadyConstantinewouldliketospeaktomealone,’saidMrs。Martin。AndwhenHannahhadretreatedMrs。Martincontinued:’Suchachargeassheis,mylady,onaccountofhergreatage!You’llpardonherbidinghereasifshewereoneofthefamily。Iputupwithsuchthingsbecauseofherlongservice,andweknowthatyearsleadtochildishness。’ ’Whatareyoudoing?CanIhelpyou?’Vivietteasked,asMrs。 Martin,afterspeaking,turnedtoliftsomelargearticle。 ’Oh,’tisonlytheskeletonofatelescopethat’sgotnoworksinhisinside,’saidSwithin’sgrandmother,seizingthehugepasteboardtubethatSwithinhadmade,andabandonedbecausehecouldgetnolensestosuitit。’Iamgoingtohangituptothesehooks,andthereitwillbidetillhecomesagain。’ LadyConstantinetookoneend,andthetubewashungupagainstthewhitewashedwallbystringsthattheoldwomanhadtiedroundit。 ’Here’sallhisequinoctiallines,andhistopicsofCapricorn,andIdon’tknowwhatbesides,’Mrs。Martincontinued,pointingtosomecharcoalscratchesonthewall。’Ishallneverrub’emout;no,though’tissuchuntidinessasIwasneverbroughtupto,Ishallneverrub’emout。’ ’WherehasSwithingonetofirst?’askedVivietteanxiously。’Wheredoeshesayyouaretowritetohim?’ ’Nowhereyet,mylady。He’sgonetraipsingalloverEuropeandAmerica,andthentotheSouthPacificOceanaboutthisTransitofVenusthat’sgoingtobedonethere。Heistowritetousfirst—— Godknowswhen!——forhesaidthatifwedidn’thearfromhimforsixmonthswewerenottobegalliedatall。’ Atthisintelligence,somuchworsethanshehadexpected,LadyConstantinestoodmute,sankdown,andwouldhavefallentotheflooriftherehadnotbeenachairbehindher。Controllingherselfbyastrenuouseffort,shedisguisedherdespairandaskedvacantly: ’FromAmericatotheSouthPacific——TransitofVenus?’(Swithin’sarrangementtoaccompanytheexpeditionhadbeenmadeatthelastmoment,andthereforeshehadnotasyetbeeninformed。) ’Yes,toaloneisland,Ibelieve。’ ’Yes,aloneislant,mylady!’echoedHannah,whohadcreptinandmadeherselfoneofthefamilyagain,inspiteofMrs。Martin。 ’HeisgoingtomeettheEnglishandAmericanastronomersthereattheendoftheyear。AfterthathewillmostlikelygoontotheCape。’ ’Butbeforetheendoftheyear——whatplacesdidhetellyouofvisiting?’ ’Letmecollectmyself;heisgoingtotheobservatoryofCambridge,UnitedStates,tomeetsomegentlementhere,andspythroughthegreatrefractor。Thenthere’stheobservatoryofChicago;andI thinkhehasalettertomakehimbeknowntoagentlemanintheobservatoryatMarseilles——andhewantstogotoVienna——andPoulkowa,too,hemeanstotakeinhisway——therebeinggreatinstrumentsandalotofastronomersateachplace。’ ’DoeshetakeEuropeorAmericafirst?’sheaskedfaintly,fortheaccountseemedhopeless。 Mrs。MartincouldnottelltillshehadheardfromSwithin。ItdependeduponwhathehaddecidedtodoonthedayofhisleavingEngland。 LadyConstantinebadetheoldpeoplegood—bye,anddraggedherwearylimbshomeward。Thefatuousnessofforethoughthadseldombeenevincedmoreironically。Hadshedonenothingtohinderhim,hewouldhavekeptupanunreservedcommunicationwithher,andallmighthavebeenwell。 Forthatnightshecouldundertakenothingfurther,andshewaitedforthenextday。ThenatonceshewrotetwoletterstoSwithin,directingonetoMarseillesobservatory,onetotheobservatoryofCambridge,U。S。,asbeingtheonlytwospotsonthefaceoftheglobeatwhichtheywerelikelytointercepthim。Eachletterstatedtohimtheurgentreasonswhichexistedforhisreturn,andcontainedapassionatelyregretfulintimationthattheannuityonwhichhishopesdependedmustofnecessitybesacrificedbythecompletionoftheiroriginalcontractwithoutdelay。 Butletterconveyancewastooslowaprocesstosatisfyher。Tosendanepitomeofherepistlesbytelegraphwas,afterall,indispensable。SuchanimploringsentenceasshedesiredtoaddresstohimitwouldbehazardoustodespatchfromWarborne,andshetookadrearyjourneytoastrangetownonpurposetosenditfromanofficeatwhichshewasunknown。