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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:12086更新时间:18/12/18 14:47:25
Thereshehandedinhermessage,addressingittotheportofarrivaloftheOccidental,andagainreturnedhome。 Shewaited;andtherebeingnoreturntelegram,theinferencewasthathehadsomehowmissedhers。Forananswertoeitherofherlettersshewouldhavetowaitlongenoughtoallowhimtimetoreachoneoftheobservatories——atediouswhile。 Thensheconsideredtheweakness,thestultifyingnatureofherattemptatrecall。 Eventsmockedheronallsides。Bythefavourofanaccident,andbyherownimmenseexertionsagainstherinstincts,Swithinhadbeenrestoredtotherightfulheritagethathehadnearlyforfeitedonheraccount。Hehadjuststartedofftoutilizeit;whenshe,withoutamoment’swarning,wasaskinghimagaintocastitaway。 Shehadsetacertainmachineryinmotion——tostopitbeforeithadrevolvedonce。 Ahorridapprehensionpossessedher。IthadbeeneasyforSwithintogiveupwhathehadneverknowntheadvantagesofkeeping;buthavingoncebeguntoenjoyhispossessionwouldhegiveitupnow? Couldhebedependedonforsuchself—sacrifice?Beforeleaving,hewouldhavedoneanythingatherrequest;butthemolliatemporafandihadnowpassed。Supposetherearrivednoreplyfromhimforthenextthreemonths;andthatwhenhisanswercameheweretoinformherthat,havingnowfullyacquiescedinheroriginaldecision,hefoundthelifehewasleadingsoprofitableastobeunabletoabandonit,eventopleaseher;thathewasverysorry,buthavingembarkedonthiscoursebyheradvicehemeanttoadheretoitbyhisown。 Therewas,indeed,everyprobabilitythat,movingaboutashewasdoing,andcautionedashehadbeenbyherveryselfagainstlisteningtohertooreadily,shewouldreceivenoreplyofanysortfromhimforthreeorperhapsfourmonths。ThiswouldbeontheeveoftheTransit;andwhatlikelihoodwastherethatayoungman,fullofardourforthatspectacle,wouldforegoitatthelastmomenttoreturntoahumdrumdomesticitywithawomanwhowasnolongeranovelty? Ifshecouldonlyleavehimtohiscareer,andsaveherownsituationalso!Butatthatmomentthepropositionseemedasimpossibleastoconstructatriangleoftwostraightlines。 Inherwalkhome,pervadedbythesehopelessviews,shepassednearthedarkanddesertedtower。Nightinthatsolitaryplace,whichwouldhavecausedhersomeuneasinessinheryearsofblitheness,hadnoterrorsforhernow。Shewentupthewindingpath,and,thedoorbeingunlocked,feltherwaytothetop。Theopenskygreetedherasintimesprevioustothedome—and—equatorialperiod;buttherewasnotastartosuggesttoherinwhichdirectionSwithinhadgone。Theabsenceofthedomesuggestedawayoutofherdifficulties。Aleapinthedark,andallwouldbeover。Butshehadnotreachedthatstageofactionasyet,andthethoughtwasdismissedasquicklyasithadcome。 ThenewconsiderationwhichatpresentoccupiedhermindwaswhethershecouldhavethecouragetoleaveSwithintohimself,asintheoriginalplan,andsinglymeetherimpendingtrial,despisingtheshame,tillheshouldreturnatfive—and—twentyandclaimher?Yetwasthisassumptionofhisreturnsoverysafe?Howalteredthingswouldbeatthattime!Attwenty—fivehewouldstillbeyoungandhandsome;shewouldbethree—and—thirty,fadingtomiddle—ageandhomeliness,fromajunior’spointofview。Afearsharpasafrostsettleddownuponher,thatinanysuchschemeasthisshewouldbebuildinguponthesand。 Shehardlyknewhowshereachedhomethatnight。Enteringbythelawndoorshesawaredcoalinthedirectionofthearbour。Louiswassmokingthere,andhecameforward。 Hehadnotseenhersincethemorningandwasnaturallyanxiousabouther。Sheblessedthechancewhichenvelopedherinnightandlessenedtheweightoftheencounteronehalfbydeprivinghimofvision。 ’Didyouaccomplishyourobject?’heasked。 ’No,’saidshe。 ’Howwasthat?’ ’Hehassailed。’ ’Averygoodthingforboth,Isay。Ibelieveyouwouldhavemarriedhim,ifyoucouldhaveovertakenhim。’ ’ThatwouldI!’shesaid。 ’GoodGod!’ ’Iwouldmarryatinkerforthatmatter;Ihavereasonsforbeinganyman’swife,’shesaidrecklessly,’onlyIshouldprefertodrownmyself。’ Louisheldhisbreath,andstoodrigidatthemeaningherwordsconveyed。 ’ButLouis,youdon’tknowall!’criedViviette。’Iamnotsobadasyouthink;minehasbeenfolly——notvice。IthoughtIhadmarriedhim——andthenIfoundIhadnot;themarriagewasinvalid—— SirBlountwasalive!AndnowSwithinhasgoneaway,andwillnotcomebackformycalling!Howcanhe?Hisfortuneislefthimonconditionthatheformsnolegaltie。Owillhe——willhe,comeagain?’ ’Never,ifthat’sthepositionofaffairs,’saidLouisfirmly,afterapause。 ’WhatthenshallIdo?’saidViviette。 LouisescapedtheformidabledifficultyofreplyingbypretendingtocontinuehisHavannah;andshe,boweddowntodustbywhatshehadrevealed,creptfromhimintothehouse。Louis’scigarwentoutinhishandashestoodlookingintentlyattheground。 XXXIX Louisgotupthenextmorningwithanideainhishead。Hehaddressedforajourney,andbreakfastedhastily。 BeforehehadstartedViviettecamedownstairs。Louis,whowasnowgreatlydisturbedabouther,wentuptohissisterandtookherhand。 ’Auxgrandsmauxlesgrandsremedes,’hesaid,gravely。’Ihaveaplan。’ ’Ihaveadozen!’saidshe。 ’Youhave?’ ’Yes。Butwhataretheyworth?Andyettheremust——thereMUSTbeaway!’ ’Viviette,’saidLouis,’promisethatyouwillwaittillIcomehometo—night,beforeyoudoanything。’ Herdistractedeyesshowedslightcomprehensionofhisrequestasshesaid’Yes。’ AnhourafterthattimeLouisenteredthetrainatWarborne,andwasspeedilycrossingacountryofraggedwoodland,which,thoughintrudedonbytheploughatplaces,remainedlargelyintactfromprehistorictimes,andstillaboundedwithyewsofgiganticgrowthandoakstuftedwithmistletoe。ItwastheroutetoMelchester。 Onsettingfootinthatcityhetookthecathedralspireashisguide,theplacebeingstrangetohim;andwentontillhereachedthearchwaydividingMelchestersacredfromMelchestersecular。 ThencehethreadedhiscourseintotheprecinctsofthedampandvenerableClose,levelasabowling—green,andbelovedofrooks,whofromtheirelmperchesonhighthreatenedanyunwarygazerwiththemishapofTobit。Atthecornerofthisreposefulspotstoodtheepiscopalpalace。 Louisenteredthegates,rangthebell,andlookedaround。Herethetreesandrooksseemedolder,ifpossible,thanthoseintheClosebehindhim。Everythingwasdignified,andhefelthimselflikePunchinellointheking’schambers。VerilyinthepresentcaseGlanvillewasnotamantostickattriflesanymorethanhisillustriousprototype;andontheservantbringingamessagethathislordshipwouldseehimatonce,Louismarchedboldlyin。 Throughanolddarkcorridor,roofedwitholddarkbeams,theservantledthewaytotheheavily—mouldeddooroftheBishop’sroom。Dr。Helmsdalewasthere,andwelcomedLouiswithconsiderablestateliness。Buthiscondescensionwastemperedwithacuriousanxiety,andevenwithnervousness。 HeaskedinpointedtonesafterthehealthofLadyConstantine;ifLouishadbroughtananswertotheletterhehadaddressedtoheradayortwoearlier;andifthecontentsoftheletter,orofthepreviousone,wereknowntohim。 ’Ihavebroughtnoanswerfromher,’saidLouis。’Butthecontentsofyourletterhavebeenmadeknowntome。’ SinceenteringthebuildingLouishadmorethanoncefeltsomehesitation,anditmightnow,withafavouringmannerfromhisentertainer,haveoperatedtodeterhimfromgoingfurtherwithhisintention。ButtheBishophadpersonalweaknessesthatwerefataltosympathyformorethanamoment。 ’ThenImayspeakinconfidencetoyouashernearestrelative,’ saidtheprelate,’andexplainthatIamnowinapositionwithregardtoLadyConstantinewhich,inviewoftheimportantofficeI hold,IshouldnothavecaredtoplacemyselfinunlessIhadfeltquitesureofnotbeingrefusedbyher。Andhenceitisagreatgrief,andsomemortificationtome,thatIwasrefused——owing,ofcourse,tothefactthatIunwittinglyriskedmakingmyproposalattheverymomentwhenshewasundertheinfluenceofthosestrangetidings,andthereforenotherself,andscarcelyabletojudgewhatwasbestforher。’ TheBishop’swordsdisclosedamindwhosesensitivefearofdangertoitsowndignityhindereditfromcriticismelsewhere。ThingsmighthavebeenworseforLouis’sPuck—likeideaofmis—matinghisHermiawiththisDemetrius。 Throwingastrongcolourofearnestnessintohismienhereplied: ’Bishop,Vivietteismyonlysister;Iamheronlybrotherandfriend。Iamalarmedforherhealthandstateofmind。HenceI havecometoconsultyouonthisverymatterthatyouhavebroached。 Icomeabsolutelywithoutherknowledge,andIhopeunconventionalitymaybeexcusedinmeonthescoreofmyanxietyforher。’ ’Certainly。Itrustthattheprospectopenedupbymyproposal,combinedwiththisothernews,hasnotprovedtoomuchforher?’ ’Mysisterisdistractedanddistressed,BishopHelmsdale。Shewantscomfort。’ ’Notdistressedbymyletter?’saidtheBishop,turningred。’Hasitloweredmeinherestimation?’ ’Onthecontrary;whileyourdisinterestedofferwasuppermostinhermindshewasadifferentwoman。Itisthisothermatterthatoppressesher。TheresultuponheroftherecentdiscoverywithregardtothelateSirBlountConstantineispeculiar。Tosaythatheill—usedherinhislifetimeistounderstateatruth。Hehasbeendeadnowaconsiderableperiod;butthisrevivalofhismemoryoperatesasasortofterroruponher。ImagesofthemannerofSirBlount’sdeatharewithhernightandday,intensifiedbyahideouspictureofthesupposedscene,whichwascruellysenther。Shedreadsbeingalone。NothingwillrestoremypoorViviettetoherformercheerfulnessbutadistraction——ahope——anewprospect。’ ’Thatispreciselywhatacceptanceofmyofferwouldafford。’ ’Precisely,’saidLouis,withgreatrespect。’Buthowtogethertoavailherselfofit,afteroncerefusingyou,isthedifficulty,andmyearnestproblem。’ ’Thenwearequiteatone。’ ’Weare。AnditistopromoteourwishesthatIamcome;sinceshewilldonothingofherself。’ ’Thenyoucangivemenohopeofareplytomysecondcommunication?’ ’Nonewhatever——byletter,’saidLouis。’Herimpressionplainlyisthatshecannotencourageyourlordship。Yet,inthefaceofallthisreticence,thesecretisthatshelovesyouwarmly。’ ’Canyouindeedassuremeofthat?Indeed,indeed!’saidthegoodBishopmusingly。’ThenImusttrytoseeher。Ibegintofeel——tofeelstrongly——thatacoursewhichwouldseemprematureandunbecominginothercaseswouldbetrueandproperconductinthis。 Herunhappydilemmas——herunwontedposition——yes,yes——Iseeitall! Icanaffordtohavesomelittlemisconstructionputuponmymotives。Iwillgoandseeherimmediately。Herpasthasbeenacruelone;shewantssympathy;andwithHeaven’shelpI’llgiveit。’ ’Ithinktheremedyliesthatway,’saidLouisgently。’Somewordscamefromheronenightwhichseemedtoshowit。Iwasstandingontheterrace:Iheardsomebodysighinthedark,andfoundthatitwasshe。Iaskedherwhatwasthematter,andgentlypressedheronthissubjectofboldlyandpromptlycontractinganewmarriageasameansofdispersingthehorrorsoftheold。Heranswerimpliedthatshewouldhavenoobjectiontodoit,andtodoitatonce,providedshecouldremainexternallypassiveinthematter,thatshewouldtacitlyyield,infact,topressure,butwouldnotmeetsolicitationhalf—way。Now,BishopHelmsdale,youseewhathaspromptedme。Ontheonehandisadignitaryofhighpositionandintegrity,tosaynomore,whoisanxioustosaveherfromthegloomofhersituation; ontheotheristhissister,whowillnotmakeknowntoyouherwillingnesstobesaved——partlyfromapathy,partlyfromafearthatshemaybethoughtforwardinrespondingfavourablyatsoearlyamoment,partlyalso,perhaps,fromamodestsensethattherewouldbesomesacrificeonyourpartinallyingyourselfwithawomanofhersecludedandsadexperience。’ ’O,thereisnosacrifice!Quiteotherwise。Icaregreatlyforthisalliance,Mr。Glanville。Yoursisterisverydeartome。 Moreover,theadvantageshermindwouldderivefromtheenlargedfieldofactivitythatthepositionofabishop’swifewouldafford,arepalpable。Iaminducedtothinkthatanearlysettlementofthequestion——animmediatecomingtothepoint——whichmightbecalledtooearlyinthemajorityofcases,wouldbearightandconsideratetendernesshere。Myonlydreadisthatsheshouldthinkanimmediatefollowingupofthesubjectpremature。Andtheriskofarebuffasecondtimeisonewhich,asyoumustperceive,itwouldbehighlyunbecominginmetorun。’ ’Ithinktheriskwouldbesmall,ifyourlordshipwouldapproachherfrankly。Writeshewillnot,Iamassured;andknowingthat,andhavingherinterestatheart,Iwasinducedtocometoyouandmakethiscandidstatementinreplytoyourcommunication。Herlatehusbandhavingbeenvirtuallydeadthesefourorfiveyears,believeddeadtwoyears,andactuallydeadnearlyone,noreproachcouldattachtoherifsheweretocontractanotherunionto— morrow。’ ’Iagreewithyou,Mr。Glanville,’saidtheBishopwarmly。’Iwillthinkthisover。HermotiveinnotreplyingIcanquiteunderstand: yourmotiveincomingIcanalsounderstandandappreciateinabrother。IfIfeelconvincedthatitwouldbeaseemlyandexpedientthingIwillcometoWellandto—morrow。’ ThepointtowhichLouishadbroughttheBishopbeingsosatisfactory,hefearedtoendangeritbyanotherword。Hewentawayalmosthurriedly,andatoncelefttheprecinctsofthecathedral,lestanotherencounterwithDr。HelmsdaleshouldleadthelattertotakeanewandslowerviewofhisdutiesasViviette’ssuitor。 HereachedWellandbydinner—time,andcameuponVivietteinthesamepensivemoodinwhichhehadlefther。Itseemedshehadhardlymovedsince。 ’HaveyoudiscoveredSwithinSt。Cleeve’saddress?’shesaid,withoutlookingupathim。 ’No,’saidLouis。 Thenshebrokeoutwithindescribableanguish:’Butyouaskedmetowaittillthisevening;andIhavewaitedthroughthelongday,inthebeliefthatyourwordsmeantsomething,andthatyouwouldbringgoodtidings!AndnowIfindyourwordsmeantnothing,andyouhaveNOTbroughtgoodtidings!’ Louiscouldnotdecideforamomentwhattosaytothis。Shouldheventuretogiveherthoughtsanewcoursebyarevelationofhisdesign?No:itwouldbebettertoprolongherdespairyetanothernight,andspringreliefuponhersuddenly,thatshemightjumpatitandcommitherselfwithoutanintervalforreflectiononcertainaspectsoftheproceeding。 Nothing,accordingly,didhesay;andconjecturingthatshewouldbehardlylikelytotakeanydesperatestepthatnight,helefthertoherself。 Hisanxietyatthiscrisiscontinuedtobegreat。EverythingdependedontheresultoftheBishop’sself—communion。Wouldheorwouldhenotcomethenextday?Perhapsinsteadofhisimportantpresencetherewouldappearaletterpostponingthevisitindefinitely。Ifso,allwouldbelost。 Louis’ssuspensekepthimawake,andhewasnotaloneinhissleeplessness。Throughthenightheheardhissisterwalkingupanddown,inastatewhichbetokenedthatforeverypangofgriefshehaddisclosed,twiceasmanyhadremainedunspoken。Healmostfearedthatshemightseektoendherexistencebyviolence,sounreasonablysuddenwerehermoods;andhelayandlongedfortheday。 Itwasmorning。Shecamedownthesameasusual,andaskediftherehadarrivedanytelegramorletter;buttherewasneither。Louisavoidedher,knowingthatnothinghecouldsayjustthenwoulddoheranygood。 NocommunicationhadreachedhimfromtheBishop,andthatlookedwell。Byoneruseandanother,asthedaywenton,heledherawayfromcontemplatingtheremotepossibilityofhearingfromSwithin,andinducedhertolookattheworstcontingencyasherprobablefate。Itseemedasifshereallymadeuphermindtothis,forbytheafternoonshewasapathetic,likeawomanwhoneitherhopednorfeared。 Andthenaflydroveuptothedoor。 Louis,whohadbeenstandinginthehallthegreaterpartofthatday,glancedoutthroughaprivatewindow,andwenttoViviette。 ’TheBishophascalled,’hesaid。’Bereadytoseehim。’ ’TheBishopofMelchester?’saidViviette,bewildered。 ’Yes。Iaskedhimtocome。Hecomesforananswertohisletters。’ ’Ananswer——to——his——letters?’shemurmured。 ’Animmediatereplyofyesorno。’ Herfaceshowedtheworkingsofhermind。Howentirelyananswerofassent,atonceactedonforbetterorforworse,wouldclearthespectrefromherpath,thereneedednotonguetotell。Itwould,moreover,accomplishthatendwithoutinvolvingtheimpoverishmentofSwithin——theinevitableresultifshehadadoptedthelegitimateroadoutofhertrouble。Hithertotherehadseemedtoherdismayedmind,unenlightenedastoanycoursesaveoneofhonesty,nopossibleachievementofBOTHherdesires——thesavingofSwithinandthesavingofherself。Butbehold,herewasaway!Atempterhadshownittoher。Itinvolvedagreatwrong,whichtoherhadquiteobscureditsfeasibility。Butsheperceivednowthatitwasindeedaway。Naturewasforcingherhandatthisgame;andtowhatwillnotnaturecompelherweakervictims,inextremes? Louislefthertothinkitout。Whenhereachedthedrawing—roomDr。Helmsdalewasstandingtherewiththeairofamantoogoodforhisdestiny——which,tobejusttohim,wasnotfarfromthetruththistime。 ’Haveyoubrokenmymessagetoher?’askedtheBishopsonorously。 ’Notyourmessage;yourvisit,’saidLouis。’IleavetherestinyourLordship’shands。IhavedoneallIcanforher。’ Shewasinherownsmallroomto—day;and,feelingthatitmustbeaboldstrokeornone,heledtheBishopacrossthehalltillhereachedherapartmentandopenedthedoor;butinsteadoffollowingheshutitbehindhisvisitor。 ThenGlanvillepassedananxioustime。Hewalkedfromthefootofthestaircasetothestarofoldswordsandpikesonthewall;fromthesetothestags’horns;thencedownthecorridorasfarasthedoor,wherehecouldhearmurmuringinside,butnotitsimport。Thelongertheyremainedclosetedthemoreexciteddidhebecome。Thatshehadnotperemptorilynegativedtheproposalattheoutsetwasastrongsignofitssuccess。Itshowedthatshehadadmittedargument;andtheworthyBishophadapleaderonhissidewhomheknewlittleof。TheveryweatherseemedtofavourDr。Helmsdaleinhissuit。Ablusterouswindhadblownupfromthewest,howlinginthesmokelesschimneys,andsuggestingtothefemininemindstormsatsea,atossingocean,andthehopelessinaccessibilityofallastronomersandmenontheothersideofthesame。 TheBishophadenteredViviette’sroomattenminutespastthree。 Thelonghandofthehallclocklaylevelatforty—fiveminutespastwhentheknobofthedoormoved,andhecameout。Louismethimwherethepassagejoinedthehall。 Dr。Helmsdalewasdecidedlyinanemotionalstate,hisfacebeingslightlyflushed。Louislookedhisanxiousinquirywithoutspeakingit。 ’Sheacceptsme,’saidtheBishopinalowvoice。’Andtheweddingistobesoon。Herlongsolitudeandsufferingsjustifyhaste。 Whatyousaidwastrue。Sheerwearinessanddistractionhavedrivenhertome。Shewasquitepassiveatlast,andagreedtoanythingI proposed——suchisthepersuasiveforceoftrainedlogicalreasoning! Agoodandwisewoman,sheperceivedwhatatrueshelterfromsadnesswasofferedinme,andwasnottheonetodespiseHeaven’sgift。’ XL ThesilenceofSwithinwastobeaccountedforbythecircumstancethatneithertotheMediterraneannortoAmericahadheinthefirstplacedirectedhissteps。Feelinghimselfabsolutelyfreehehad,onarrivingatSouthampton,decidedtomakestraightfortheCape,andhencehadnotgoneaboardtheOccidentalatall。Hisobjectwastoleavehisheavierluggagethere,examinethecapabilitiesofthespotforhispurpose,findoutthenecessityorotherwiseofshippingoverhisownequatorial,andthencrosstoAmericaassoonastherewasagoodopportunity。HerehemightinquirethemovementsoftheTransitexpeditiontotheSouthPacific,andjoinitatsuchapointasmightbeconvenient。 Thus,thoughwronginherpremisses,Viviettehadintuitivelydecidedwithsadprecision。Therewas,asamatteroffact,agreatpossibilityofhernotbeingabletocommunicatewithhimforseveralmonths,notwithstandingthathemightpossiblycommunicatewithher。 ThisexcursivetimewasanawakeningforSwithin。Toalteredcircumstancesinevitablyfollowedalteredviews。Thatsuchchangesshouldhaveamarkedeffectuponayoungmanwhohadmadeneithergrandtournorpettyone——whohad,inshort,scarcelybeenawayfromhomeinhislife——wasnothingmorethannatural。Newideasstruggledtodisclosethemselvesandwiththeadditionofstrangetwinklerstohissouthernhorizoncameanabsorbedattentionthatway,andacorrespondingforgetfulnessofwhatlaytothenorthbehindhisback,whetherhumanorcelestial。WhoevermaydeploreitfewwillwonderthatViviette,whotillthenhadstoodhighinhisheaven,ifshehadnotdominatedit,sank,liketheNorthStar,lowerandlowerwithhisretreatsouthward。Masterofalargeadvanceofhisfirstyear’sincomeincircularnotes,heperhapstooreadilyforgotthatthemereactofhonour,butforherself— suppression,wouldhaverenderedhimpenniless。 Meanwhile,tocomebackandclaimheratthespecifiedtime,fouryearsthence,ifsheshouldnotobjecttobeclaimed,wasasmuchapartofhisprogrammeasweretheexploitsabroadandelsewherethatweretopreludeit。Theverythoroughnessofhisintentionforthatadvanceddateinclinedhimallthemorereadilytoshelvethesubjectnow。Herunhappycautiontohimnottowritetoosoonwasacomfortablelicenseinhispresentstateoftensionaboutsublimescientificthings,whichknewnotwoman,norhersacrifices,norherfears。Intruthhewasnotonlytooyounginyears,buttooliteral,direct,anduncompromisinginnaturetounderstandsuchawomanasLadyConstantine;andshesufferedforthatlimitationinhimasithadbeenantecedentlyprobablethatshewoulddo。 HestayedbutalittletimeatCapeTownonthishisfirstreconnoitringjourney;andonthataccountwrotetonoonefromtheplace。OnleavinghefoundthereremainedsomeweeksonhishandsbeforehewishedtocrosstoAmerica;andfeelinganirrepressibledesireforfurtherstudiesinnavigationonshipboard,andunderclearskies,hetookthesteamerforMelbourne;returningthenceinduetime,andpursuinghisjourneytoAmerica,wherehelandedatBoston。 Havingatlasthadenoughofgreatcirclesandothernauticalreckonings,andtakingnointerestinmenorcities,thisindefatigablescrutineeroftheuniversewentimmediatelyontoCambridge;andthere,bythehelpofanintroductionhehadbroughtfromEngland,herevelledforatimeinthegloriesofthegiganticrefractor(whichhewaspermittedtouseonoccasion),andinthepleasuresofintercoursewiththescientificgrouparound。ThisbroughthimontothetimeofstartingwiththeTransitexpedition,whenheandhiskindbecamelosttotheeyeofcivilizationbehindthehorizonofthePacificOcean。 Tospeakoftheirdoingsonthispilgrimage,ofingressandegress,oftangentandparallax,ofexternalandinternalcontact,wouldavailnothing。IsitnotallwritteninthechroniclesoftheAstronomicalSociety?MoretothepointwillitbetomentionthatViviette’slettertoCambridgehadbeenreturnedlongbeforehereachedthatplace,whilehermissivetoMarseilleswas,ofcourse,misdirectedaltogether。OnarrivinginAmerica,uncertainofanaddressinthatcountryatwhichhewouldstaylong,Swithinwrotehisfirstlettertohisgrandmother;andinthisheorderedthatallcommunicationsshouldbesenttoawaithimatCapeTown,astheonlysafespotforfindinghim,soonerorlater。Theequatorialhealsodirectedtobeforwardedtothesameplace。Atthistime,too,heventuredtobreakViviette’scommands,andaddressalettertoher,notknowingofthestrangeresultsthathadfollowedhisabsencefromhome。 ItwasFebruary。TheTransitwasover,thescientificcompanyhadbrokenup,andSwithinhadsteamedtowardstheCapetotakeuphispermanentabodethere,withaviewtohisgreattaskofsurveying,chartingandtheorizingonthoseexceptionalfeaturesinthesouthernskieswhichhadbeenbutpartiallytreatedbytheyoungerHerschel。HavingenteredTableBayandlandedonthequay,hecalledatonceatthepost—office。 Twoletterswerehandedhim,andhefoundfromthedatethattheyhadbeenwaitingthereforsometime。Oneoftheseepistles,whichhadaweather—wornlookasregardedtheink,andwasinold— fashionedpenmanship,heknewtobefromhisgrandmother。Heopeneditbeforehehadasmuchasglancedatthesuperscriptionofthesecond。 Besidesimmaterialportions,itcontainedthefollowing:—— ’Jreckonyouknowbynowofourmainnewsthisfall,butlestyoushouldnothaveheardofitJsendtheexactthingsnippedoutofthenewspaper。Nobodyexpectedhertodoitquitesosoon;butitissaidhereaboutthatmylordbishopandmyladyhadbeendrawingnightoanunderstandingbeforetheglumtidingsofSirBlount’stakingofhisownlifereachedher;andtheaccountofthiswickeddeedwassosoreafflictingtohermind,andmadeherpoorheartsotimidandlow,thatincharitytomyladyherfewfriendsagreedonurginghertoletthebishopgoonpayinghiscourtasbefore,notwithstandingshehadnotbeenawidow—womannearsolongaswasthought。This,asitturnedout,shewaswillingtodo;andwhenmylordaskedhershetoldhimshewouldmarryhimatonceornever。 That’sasJwastold,andJhaditfromthosethatknow。’ ThecuttingfromthenewspaperwasanordinaryannouncementofmarriagebetweentheBishopofMelchesterandLadyConstantine。 SwithinwassoastoundedattheintelligenceofwhatforthenonceseemedViviette’swantonficklenessthathequiteomittedtolookatthesecondletter;andrememberednothingaboutittillanhourafterwards,whensittinginhisownroomatthehotel。 Itwasinherhandwriting,butsoalteredthatitssuperscriptionhadnotarrestedhiseye。Ithadnobeginning,ordate;butitscontentssoonacquaintedhimwithhermotivefortheprecipitateact。Thefewconcludingsentencesareallthatitwillbenecessarytoquotehere:—— ’Therewasnowayoutofit,evenifIcouldhavefoundyou,withoutinfringingoneoftheconditionsIhadpreviouslylaiddown。Thelongdesireofmyhearthasbeennottoimpoverishyouormaryourcareer。Thenewdesirewastosavemyselfand,stillmore,anotheryetunborn……Ihavedoneadesperatething。YetformyselfI coulddonobetter,andforyounoless。Iwouldhavesacrificedmysingleselftohonesty,butIwasnotaloneconcerned。Whatwomanhasarighttoblightacominglifetopreserveherpersonalintegrity?……Theonebrightspotisthatitsavesyouandyourendowmentfromfurthercatastrophes,andpreservesyoutothepleasantpathsofscientificfame。Inolongerlielikealogacrossyourpath,whichisnowasopenasonthedaybeforeyousawme,andereIencouragedyoutowinme。Alas,Swithin,Ioughttohaveknownbetter。Thefollywasgreat,andthesufferingbeuponmyhead!Ioughtnottohaveconsentedtothatlastinterview:allwaswelltillthen!……Well,Ihavebornemuch,andamnotunprepared。Asforyou,Swithin,bysimplypressingstraightonyourtriumphisassured。Donotcommunicatewithmeinanyway——noteveninanswertothis。Donotthinkofme。Donotseemeeveranymore。——YourunhappyVIVIETTE。’ Swithin’sheartswelledwithinhiminsuddenpityforher,first;