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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:12902更新时间:18/12/18 14:47:25
thenheblanchedwithahorrifiedsenseofwhatshehaddone,andathisownrelationtothedeed。Hefeltlikeanawakenedsomnambulistwhoshouldfindthathehadbeenaccessorytoatragedyduringhisunconsciousness。Shehadloosenedtheknotofherdifficultiesbycuttingitunscrupulouslythroughandthrough。 Thebigtidingsratherdazedthancrushedhim,hispredominantfeelingbeingsoonagainoneofkeenestsorrowandsympathy。Yetonethingwasobvious;hecoulddonothing——absolutelynothing。Theeventwhichhenowheardofforthefirsttimehadtakenplacefivelongmonthsago。Hereflected,andregretted——andmechanicallywentonwithhispreparationsforsettlingdowntoworkundertheshadowofTableMountain。Hewasasonewhosuddenlyfindstheworldastrangerplacethanhethought;butisexcludedbyage,temperament,andsituationfrombeingmuchmorethananastonishedspectatorofitsstrangeness。 TheRoyalObservatorywasaboutamileoutofthetown,andhitherherepairedassoonashehadestablishedhimselfinlodgings。Hehaddecided,onhisfirstvisittotheCape,thatitwouldbehighlyadvantageoustohimifhecouldsupplementtheoccasionaluseofthelargeinstrumentsherebytheuseathisownhouseofhisownequatorial,andhadaccordinglygivendirectionsthatitmightbesentoverfromEngland。Thepreciouspossessionnowarrived;andalthoughthesightofit——ofthebrassesonwhichherhandhadoftenrested,oftheeyepiecethroughwhichherdarkeyeshadbeamed—— engenderedsomedecidedlybitterregretsinhimforatime,hecouldnotlongaffordtogivetothepastthedaysthatweremeantforthefuture。 Unabletogetaroomconvenientforaprivateobservatoryheresolvedatlasttofixtheinstrumentonasolidpillarinthegarden;andseveraldayswerespentinaccommodatingittoitsnewposition。InthislatitudetherewasnonecessityforeconomizingclearnightsashehadbeenobligedtodoontheoldtoweratWelland。Thereithadhappenedmorethanonce,thatafterwaitingidlethroughdaysandnightsofcloudyweather,Viviettewouldfixhertimeformeetinghimatanhourwhenatlasthehadanopportunityofseeingthesky;sothatingivingtoherthegoldenmomentsofcloudlessnesshewaslosinghischancewiththeorbsabove。 Thosefeatureswhichusuallyattracttheeyeofthevisitortoanewlatitudearethenovelformsofhumanandvegetablelife,andothersuchsublunarythings。Buttheyoungmanglancedslightinglyatthese;thechangesoverheadhadallhisattention。Theoldsubjectwasimprintedthere,butinanewtype。Herewasaheaven,fixedandancientasthenorthern;yetithadneverappearedabovetheWellandhillssincetheywereheavedupfrombeneath。Herewasanunalterablecircumpolarregion;butthepolarpatternsstereotypedinhistoryandlegend——withoutwhichithadalmostseemedthatapolarskycouldnotexist——hadneverbeenseentherein。 St。Cleeve,aswasnatural,beganbycursorysurveys,whichwerenotlikelytobeofmuchutilitytotheworldortohimself。Hewastedseveralweeks——indeedabovetwomonths——inacomparativelyidlesurveyofsouthernnovelties;inthemereluxuryoflookingatstellarobjectswhosewonderswereknown,recounted,andclassified,longbeforehisownpersonalityhadbeenheardof。Withachild’ssimpledelightheallowedhisinstrumenttorove,eveningafterevening,fromthegorgeousglitterofCanopustothehazycloudsofMagellan。BeforehehadwellfinishedthisopticalpreludetherefloatedovertohimfromtheothersideoftheEquatorthepostscripttotheepistleofhislostViviette。Itcameinthevehicleofacommonnewspaper,undertheheadof’Births:’—— ’April10th,18——,atthePalace,Melchester,thewifeoftheBishopofMelchester,ofason。’ XLI Threeyearspassedaway,andSwithinstillremainedattheCape,quietlypursuingtheworkthathadbroughthimthere。Hismemorandaofobservationshadaccumulatedtoawheelbarrowload,andhewasbeginningtoshapethemintoatreatisewhichshouldpossesssomescientificutility。 Hehadgaugedthesouthernskieswithgreaterresultsthanevenhehimselfhadanticipated。Thoseunfamiliarconstellationswhich,tothecasualbeholder,areatmostanewarrangementofordinarypointsoflight,weretothisprofessedastronomer,astohisbrethren,afargreatermatter。 Itwasbelowthesurfacethathismateriallay。There,inregionsrevealedonlytotheinstrumentalobserver,weresunsofhybridkind——fire—fogs,floatingnuclei,globesthatflewingroupslikeswarmsofbees,andotherextraordinarysights——which,whendecomposedbySwithin’sequatorial,turnedouttobethebeginningofanewseriesofphenomenainsteadoftheendofanoldone。 Thereweregloomydesertsinthosesouthernskiessuchasthenorthshowsscarcelyanexampleof;sitessetapartforthepositionofsunswhichforsomeunfathomablereasonwereleftuncreated,theirplacesremainingeversinceconspicuousbytheiremptiness。 TheinspectionofthesechasmsbroughthimasecondpulsationofthatoldhorrorwhichhehadusedtodescribetoVivietteasproducedinhimbybottomlessnessinthenorthheaven。Theghostlyfingeroflimitlessvacancytouchedhimnowontheotherside。 Infinitedeepsinthenorthstellarregionhadahomelyfamiliarityaboutthem,whencomparedwithinfinitedeepsintheregionofthesouthpole。Thiswasanevenmoreunknowntractoftheunknown。 Spacehere,beinglessthehistorichauntofhumanthoughtthanoverheadathome,seemedtobepervadedwithamorelonelyloneliness。 WeretheregivenonpapertotheseastronomicalexercitationsofSt。 CleeveaspaceproportionabletothatoccupiedbyhisyearwithVivietteatWelland,thisnarrativewouldtrebleitslength;butnotasingleadditionalglimpsewouldbeaffordedofSwithininhisrelationswitholdemotions。Intheseexperimentswithtubesandglasses,importantastheyweretohumanintellect,therewaslittlefoodforthesympatheticinstinctswhichcreatethechangesinalife。Thatwhichistheforegroundandmeasuringbaseofoneperspectivedraughtmaybethevanishing—pointofanotherperspectivedraught,whileyettheyarebothdraughtsofthesamething。Swithin’sdoingsanddiscoveriesinthesouthernsiderealsystemwere,nodoubt,incidentsofthehighestimportancetohim; andyetfromanintersocialpointofviewtheyservedbutthehumblepurposeofkillingtime,whileotherdoings,morenearlyalliedtohisheartthantohisunderstanding,developedthemselvesathome。 Intheintervalsbetweenhisprofessionaloccupationshetookwalksoverthesand—flatsnear,oramongthefarmswhichweregraduallyoverspreadingthecountryinthevicinityofCapeTown。HegrewfamiliarwiththeoutlineofTableMountain,andthefleecy’Devil’sTable—Cloth’whichusedtosettleonitstopwhenthewindwassouth—east。OnthesepromenadeshewouldmoreparticularlythinkofViviette,andofthatcuriouspatheticchapterinhislifewithherwhichseemedtohavewounditselfupandendedforever。Thosesceneswererapidlyrecedingintodistance,andtheintensityofhissentimentregardingthemhadproportionatelyabated。Hefeltthattherehadbeensomethingwrongtherein,andyethecouldnotexactlydefinetheboundaryofthewrong。Viviette’ssadandamazingsequeltothatchapterhadstillafearful,catastrophicaspectinhiseyes;butinsteadofmusingoveritanditsbearingsheshunnedthesubject,asweshunbynighttheshadysceneofadisaster,andkeeptotheopenroad。 Hesometimescontemplatedherapartfromthepast——leadingherlifeintheCathedralCloseatMelchester;andwonderedhowoftenshelookedsouthandthoughtofwherehewas。 OnoneoftheseafternoonwalksintheneighbourhoodoftheRoyalObservatoryheturnedandgazedtowardsthesignal—postontheLion’sRump。Thiswasahighpromontorytothenorth—westofTableMountain,andoverlookedTableBay。Beforehiseyeshadleftthescenethesignalwassuddenlyhoistedonthestaff。Itannouncedthatamailsteamerhadappearedinviewoverthesea。Inthecourseofanhourheretracedhissteps,ashehadoftendoneonsuchoccasions,andstrolledleisurelyacrosstheinterveningmileandahalftillhearrivedatthepost—officedoor。 TherewasnoletterfromEnglandforhim;buttherewasanewspaper,addressedintheseventeenthcenturyhandwritingofhisgrandmother,who,inspiteofhergreatage,stillretainedasteadyholdonlife。Heturnedawaydisappointed,andresumedhiswalkintothecountry,openingthepaperashewentalong。 Acrossinblackinkattractedhisattention;anditwasoppositeanameamongthe’Deaths。’Hisbloodranicilyashediscernedthewords’ThePalace,Melchester。’Butitwasnotshe。Herhusband,theBishopofMelchester,had,afterashortillness,departedthislifeatthecomparativelyearlyageoffiftyyears。 AlltheenactmentsofthebygonedaysatWellandnowstarteduplikeanawakenedarmyfromtheground。Butafewmonthswerewantingtothetimewhenhewouldbeofanagetomarrywithoutsacrificingtheannuitywhichformedhismeansofsubsistence。ItwasapointinhislifethathadhadnomeaningorinterestforhimsincehisseparationfromViviette,forwomenwerenownomoretohimthantheinhabitantsofJupiter。ButthewhirligigoftimehavingagainsetViviettefree,theaspectofhomealtered,andconjectureastoherfuturefoundroomtoworkanew。 Butbeyondthesimplefactthatshewasawidowheforsometimegainednotanatomofintelligenceconcerningher。Therewasnooneofwhomhecouldinquirebuthisgrandmother,andshecouldtellhimnothingaboutaladywhodweltfarawayatMelchester。 Severalmonthsslippedbythus;andnofeelingwithinhimrosetosufficientstrengthtoforcehimoutofapassiveattitude。ThenbythemerestchancehisgrannystatedinoneofherramblingepistlesthatLadyConstantinewascomingtoliveagainatWellandintheoldhouse,withherchild,nowalittleboybetweenthreeandfouryearsofage。 Swithin,however,livedonasbefore。 Butbythefollowingautumnachangebecamenecessaryfortheyoungmanhimself。HisworkattheCapewasdone。Hisuncle’swishesthatheshouldstudytherehadbeenmorethanobserved。Thematerialsforhisgreattreatisewerecollected,anditnowonlyremainedforhimtoarrange,digest,andpublishthem,forwhichpurposeareturntoEnglandwasindispensable。 Sotheequatorialwasunscrewed,andthestandtakendown;theastronomer’sbarrow—loadofpreciousmemoranda,androllsuponrollsofdiagrams,representingthreeyearsofcontinuouslabour,weresafelypacked;andSwithindepartedforgoodandallfromtheshoresofCapeTown。 Hehadlongbeforeinformedhisgrandmotherofthedateatwhichshemightexpecthim;andinareplyfromher,whichreachedhimjustprevioustosailing,shecasuallymentionedthatshefrequentlysawLadyConstantine;thatonthelastoccasionherladyshiphadshowngreatinterestintheinformationthatSwithinwascominghome,andhadinquiredthetimeofhisreturn。 OnalatesummerdaySwithinsteppedfromthetrainatWarborne,and,directinghisbaggagetobesentonafterhim,setoutonfootforoldWellandonceagain。 Itseemedbutthedayafterhisdeparture,solittlehadthescenechanged。True,therewasthatchangewhichisalwaysthefirsttoarrestattentioninplacesthatareconventionallycalledunchanging——ahigherandbroadervegetationateveryfamiliarcornerthanattheformertime。 Hehadnotgoneamilewhenhesawwalkingbeforehimaclergymanwhoseform,afterconsideration,herecognized,inspiteofanovelwhitenessinthatpartofhishairthatshowedbelowthebrimofhishat。Swithinwalkedmuchfasterthanthisgentleman,andsoonwasathisside。 ’Mr。Torkingham!Iknewitwas,’saidSwithin。 Mr。Torkinghamwasslowerinrecognizingtheastronomer,butinamomenthadgreetedhimwithawarmshakeofthehand。 ’Ihavebeentothestationonpurposetomeetyou!’criedMr。 Torkingham,’andwasreturningwiththeideathatyouhadnotcome。 Iamyourgrandmother’semissary。Shecouldnotcomeherself,andasshewasanxious,andnobodyelsecouldbespared,Icameforher。’ Thentheywalkedontogether。TheparsontoldSwithinallabouthisgrandmother,theparish,andhisendeavourstoenlightenit;andinduecoursesaid,’YouarenodoubtawarethatLadyConstantineislivingagainatWelland?’ Swithinsaidhehadheardasmuch,andadded,whatwasfarwithinthetruth,thatthenewsoftheBishop’sdeathhadbeenagreatsurprisetohim。 ’Yes,’saidMr。Torkingham,withninethoughtstooneword。’Onemighthaveprophesied,tolookathim,thatMelchesterwouldnotlackabishopforthenextfortyyears。Yes;paledeathknocksatthecottagesofthepoorandthepalacesofkingswithanimpartialfoot!’ ’Washeaparticularlygoodman?’askedSwithin。 ’HewasnotaKenoraHeber。Tospeakcandidly,hehadhisfaults,ofwhicharrogancewasnottheleast。Butwhoisperfect?’ Swithin,somehow,feltrelievedtohearthattheBishopwasnotaperfectman。 ’Hispoorwife,Ifear,hadnotagreatdealmorehappinesswithhimthanwithherfirsthusband。Butonemightalmosthaveforeseenit; themarriagewashasty——theresultofared—hotcaprice,hardlybecominginamanofhisposition;anditbetokenedawantoftemperatediscretionwhichsoonshoweditselfinotherways。That’salltherewastobesaidagainsthim,andnowit’sallover,andthingshavesettledagainintotheiroldcourse。ButtheBishop’swidowisnottheLadyConstantineofformerdays。No;putitasyouwill,sheisnotthesame。Thereseemstobeanamelesssomethingonhermind——atrouble——arootedmelancholy,whichnoman’sministrycanreach。Formerlyshewasawomanwhoseconfidenceitwaseasytogain;butneitherreligionnorphilosophyavailswithhernow。 Beyondthat,herlifeisstrangelylikewhatitwaswhenyouwerewithus。’ Conversingthustheypursuedtheturnpikeroadtilltheirconversationwasinterruptedbyacryingvoiceontheirleft。Theylooked,andperceivedthatachild,ingettingoveranadjoiningstile,hadfallenonhisface。 Mr。TorkinghamandSwithinbothhasteneduptohelpthesufferer,whowasalovelylittlefellowwithflaxenhair,whichspreadoutinafrillofcurlsfrombeneathaquaint,close—fittingvelvetcapthathewore。Swithinpickedhimup,whileMr。Torkinghamwipedthesandfromhislipsandnose,andadministeredafewwordsofconsolation,togetherwithafewsweet—meats,which,somewhattoSwithin’ssurprise,theparsonproducedasifbymagicfromhispocket。Onehalfthecomfortrenderedwouldhavesufficedtosoothesuchadispositionasthechild’s。Heceasedcryingandranawayindelighttohisunconsciousnurse,whowasreachingupforblackberriesatahedgesomewayoff。 ’Youknowwhoheis,ofcourse?’saidMr。Torkingham,astheyresumedtheirjourney。 ’No,’saidSwithin。 ’Oh,Ithoughtyoudid。Yethowshouldyou?ItisLadyConstantine’sboy——heronlychild。Hisfondmotherlittlethinksheissofarawayfromhome。’ ’Dearme!——LadyConstantine’s——ah,howinteresting!’Swithinpausedabstractedlyforamoment,thensteppedbackagaintothestile,whilehestoodwatchingthelittleboyoutofsight。 ’Icanneverventureoutofdoorsnowwithoutsweetsinmypocket,’ continuedthegood—naturedvicar:’andtheresultisthatImeetthatyoungmanmorefrequentlyonmyroundsthananyotherofmyparishioners。’ St。Cleevewassilent,andtheyturnedintoWellandLane,wheretheirpathspresentlydiverged,andSwithinwaslefttopursuehiswayalone。Hemighthaveaccompaniedthevicaryetfurther,andgonestraighttoWellandHouse;butitwouldhavebeendifficulttodosothenwithoutprovokinginquiry。Itwaseasytogotherenow: byacrosspathhecouldbeatthemansionalmostassoonasbythedirectroad。AndyetSwithindidnotturn;hefeltanindescribablereluctancetoseeViviette。Hecouldnotexactlysaywhy。True,beforeheknewhowthelandlayitmightbeawkwardtoattempttocall:andthiswasasufficientexcuseforpostponement。 Inthismoodhewenton,followingthedirectwaytohisgrandmother’shomestead。Hereachedthegarden—gate,and,lookingintotheboskybasinwheretheoldhousestood,sawagracefulfemaleformmovingbeforetheporch,biddingadieutosomeonewithinthedoor。 Hewonderedwhatcreatureofthatmouldhisgrandmothercouldknow,andwentforwardwithsomehesitation。Athisapproachtheapparitionturned,andhebeheld,developedintoblushingwomanhood,onewhohadoncebeenknowntohimasthevillagemaidenTabithaLark。SeeingSwithin,andapparentlyfromaninstinctthatherpresencewouldnotbedesirablejustthen,shemovedquicklyroundintothegarden。 Thereturnedtravellerenteredthehouse,wherehefoundawaitinghimpooroldMrs。Martin,towhoseearthlycoursedeathstoodratherastheasymptotethanastheend。Shewasperceptiblysmallerinformthanwhenhehadlefther,andshecouldseelessdistinctly。 Aratheraffectinggreetingfollowed,inwhichhisgrandmothermurmuredthewordsofIsrael:’\"Nowletmedie,sinceIhaveseenthyface,becausethouartyetalive。\"’ TheformofHannahhaddisappearedfromthekitchen,thatancientservanthavingbeengatheredtoherfathersaboutsixmonthsbefore,herplacebeingfilledbyayounggirlwhoknewnotJoseph。Theypresentlychattedwithmuchcheerfulness,andhisgrandmothersaid,’HaveyouheardwhatawonderfulyoungwomanMissLarkhasbecome?—— amerefleet—footed,slitteringmaidwhenyouwerelasthome。’ St。Cleevehadnotheard,buthehadpartlyseen,andhewasinformedthatTabithahadleftWellandshortlyafterhisowndeparture,andhadstudiedmusicwithgreatsuccessinLondon,whereshehadresidedeversincetillquiterecently;thatsheplayedatconcerts,oratorios——had,inshort,joinedthephalanxofWonderfulWomenwhohadresolvedtoeclipsemasculinegeniusaltogether,andhumiliatethebrutalsextothedust。 ’Sheisonlyinthegarden,’addedhisgrandmother。’Whydon’tyegooutandspeaktoher?’ Swithinwasnothingloth,andstrolledoutundertheapple—trees,wherehearrivedjustintimetopreventMissLarkfromgoingoffbythebackgate。Therewasnotmuchdifficultyinbreakingtheicebetweenthem,andtheybegantochatwithvivacity。 Nowalltheseproceedingsoccupiedtime,forsomehowitwasverycharmingtotalktoMissLark;andbydegreesSt。CleeveinformedTabithaofhisgreatundertaking,andofthevoluminousnoteshehadamassed,whichwouldrequiresomuchrearrangementandrecopyingbyanamanuensisastoabsolutelyappalhim。Hegreatlyfearedheshouldnotgetonecarefulenoughforsuchscientificmatter; whereuponTabithasaidshewouldbedelightedtodoitforhim。 Thenblushing,anddeclaringsuddenlythatithadgrownquitelate,shelefthimandthegardenforherrelation’shousehardby。 Swithin,nolessthanTabitha,hadbeensurprisedbythedisappearanceofthesunbehindthehill;andthequestionnowarosewhetheritwouldbeadvisabletocalluponViviettethatnight。 Therewaslittledoubtthatsheknewofhiscoming;butmorethanthathecouldnotpredicate;andbeingentirelyignorantofwhomshehadaroundher,entirelyinthedarkastoherpresentfeelingstowardshim,hethoughtitwouldbebettertodeferhisvisituntilthenextday。 Walkingroundtothefrontofthehousehebeheldthewell—knownagriculturistsHezzyBiles,HaymossFry,andsomeothersofthesameoldschool,passingthegatehomewardfromtheirworkwithbundlesofwoodattheirbacks。Swithinsalutedthemoverthetoprail。 ’Well!domyeyesandears——’beganHezzy;andthen,balancinghisfaggotonendagainstthehedge,hecameforward,theothersfollowing。 ’SaysItomyselfassoonasIheerdhisvoice,’Hezzycontinued(addressingSwithinasifhewereadisinterestedspectatorandnothimself),’pleaseGodI’llpitchmynitch,andgoacrossandspeaktoen。’ ’Iknowedinawinking’twassomegreatnavigatorthatIseeastandingthere,’saidHaymoss。’Butwhe’r’twereasortofnabob,oradiment—digger,oralion—hunter,Icouldn’tsomuchasguesstillIheerdenspeak。’ ’AndwhatchangeshavecomeoverWellandsinceIwaslastathome?’ askedSwithin。 ’Well,Mr。SanCleeve,’Hezzyreplied,’whenyou’vesaidthatafewstriplingboysandmaidenshavebustedintoblooth,andafewmarriedwomenhaveplimmedandchimped(myladyamong’em),why,you’vesaidanighstall,Mr。SanCleeve。’ Theconversationthusbeganwascontinuedondiversmatterstilltheywereallenvelopedintotaldarkness,whenhisoldacquaintancesshoulderedtheirfaggotsagainandproceededontheirway。 NowthathewasactuallywithinhercoastsagainSwithinfeltalittlemorestronglytheinfluenceofthepastandViviettethanhehadbeenaccustomedtodoforthelasttwoorthreeyears。DuringthenighthefelthalfsorrythathehadnotmarchedofftotheGreatHousetoseeher,regardlessofthetimeofday。Ifshereallynourishedforhimanyparticleofheroldaffectionithadbeenthecruellestthingnottocall。AfewquestionsthatheputconcerninghertohisgrandmotherelicitedthatLadyConstantinehadnofriendsabouther——notevenherbrother——andthatherhealthhadnotbeensogoodsinceherreturnfromMelchesterasformerly。 Still,thisprovednothingastothestateofherheart,andasshehadkeptadeadsilencesincetheBishop’sdeathitwasquitepossiblethatshewouldmeethimwiththatcoldrepressivetoneandmannerwhichexperiencedwomenknowsowellhowtoputonwhentheywishtointimatetothelong—lostloverthatoldepisodesaretobetakenasforgotten。 Thenextmorninghepreparedtocall,ifonlyonthegroundofoldacquaintance,forSwithinwastoostraightforwardtoascertainanythingindirectly。Itwasrathertooearlyforthispurposewhenhewentoutfromhisgrandmother’sgarden—gate,afterbreakfast,andhewaitedinthegarden。WhilehelingeredhiseyefellonRings— HillSpeer。 Itappeareddark,foramoment,againsttheblueskybehindit;thenthefleetingcloudwhichshadoweditpassedon,andthefaceofthecolumnbrightenedintosuchluminousnessthattheskybehindsanktothecomplexionofadarkfoil。 ’Surelysomebodyisonthecolumn,’hesaidtohimself,aftergazingatitawhile。 InsteadofgoingstraighttotheGreatHousehedeviatedthroughtheinsulatingfield,nowsownwithturnips,whichsurroundedtheplantationonRings—Hill。Bythetimethatheplungedunderthetreeshewasstillmorecertainthatsomebodywasonthetower。Hecreptuptothebasewithproprietarycuriosity,forthespotseemedagainlikehisown。 Thepathstillremainedmuchasformerly,butthenookinwhichthecabinhadstoodwascoveredwithundergrowth。Swithinenteredthedoorofthetower,ascendedthestaircaseabouthalf—wayontip—toe,andlistened,forhedidnotwishtointrudeonthetopifanystrangerwerethere。Thehollowspiral,asheknewfromoldexperience,wouldbringdowntohisearstheslightestsoundfromabove;anditnowrevealedtohimthewordsofaduologueinprogressatthesummitofthetower。 ’Mother,whatshallIdo?’achild’svoicesaid。’ShallIsing?’ Themotherseemedtoassent,forthechildbegan—— ’TherobinhasfledfromthewoodTothesnughabitationofman。’ Thisperformanceapparentlyattractedbutlittleattentionfromthechild’scompanion,fortheyoungvoicesuggested,asanewformofentertainment,’ShallIsaymyprayers?’ ’Yes,’repliedonewhomSwithinhadbeguntorecognize。 ’WhoshallIprayfor?’ Noanswer。 ’WhoshallIprayfor?’ ’Prayforfather。’ ’Butheisgonetoheaven?’ AsighfromViviettewasdistinctlyaudible。 ’Youmadeamistake,didn’tyou,mother?’continuedthelittleone。 ’Imusthave。Thestrangestmistakeawomanevermade!’ Nothingmorewassaid,andSwithinascended,wordsfromaboveindicatingtohimthathisfootstepswereheard。Inanotherhalf— minuteherosethroughthehatchway。Aladyinblackwassittinginthesun,andtheboywiththeflaxenhairwhomhehadseenyesterdaywasatherfeet。 ’Viviette!’hesaid。 ’Swithin!——atlast!’shecried。 Thewordsdieduponherlips,andfromveryfaintnessshebentherhead。Forinsteadofrushingforwardtoherhehadstoodstill;andthereappeareduponhisfacealookwhichtherewasnomistaking。 Yes;hewasshockedatherwornandfadedaspect。TheimagehehadmentallycarriedoutwithhimtotheCapehehadbroughthomeagainasthatofthewomanhewasnowtorejoin。Butanotherwomansatbeforehim,andnottheoriginalViviette。Hercheekshadlostforeverthatfirmcontourwhichhadbeendrawnbythevigoroushandofyouth,andthemassesofhairthatwereoncedarknessvisiblehadbecometouchedhereandtherebyafaintgreyhaze,liketheViaLacteainamidnightsky。 Yettothosewhohadeyestounderstandaswellastosee,thechastenedpensivenessofheroncehandsomefeaturesrevealedmorepromisingmaterialbeneaththaneverheryouthhaddone。ButSwithinwashopelesslyherjunior。Unhappilyforherhehadnowjustarrivedatanagewhosecanonoffaithitisthatthesillyperiodofwoman’slifeisheronlyperiodofbeauty。Viviettesawitall,andknewthatTimehadatlastbroughtabouthisrevenges。 Shehadtremblinglywatchedandwaitedwithoutsleep,eversinceSwithinhadre—enteredWelland,anditwasforthis。 Swithincameforward,andtookherbythehand,whichshepassivelyallowedhimtodo。 ’Swithin,youdon’tloveme,’shesaidsimply。 ’OViviette!’ ’Youdon’tloveme,’sherepeated。 ’Don’tsayit!’ ’Yes,butIwill!youhavearightnottoloveme。Youdidonce。 ButnowIamanoldwoman,andyouarestillayoungman;sohowcanyouloveme?Idonotexpectit。Itiskindandcharitableofyoutocomeandseemehere。’ ’IhavecomeallthewayfromtheCape,’hefaltered,forherinsistencetookallpoweroutofhimtodenyinmerepolitenesswhatshesaid。 ’Yes;youhavecomefromtheCape;butnotforme,’sheanswered。 ’Itwouldbeabsurdifyouhadcomeforme。Youhavecomebecauseyourworkthereisfinished……Iliketositherewithmylittleboy——itisapleasantspot。Itwasoncesomethingtous,wasitnot?butthatwaslongago。Youscarcelyknewmeforthesamewoman,didyou?’ ’Knewyou——yes,ofcourseIknewyou!’ ’Youlookedasifyoudidnot。Butyoumustnotbesurprisedatme。 Ibelongtoanearliergenerationthanyou,remember。’ Thus,insheerbitternessofspiritdidsheinflictwoundsonherselfbyexaggeratingthedifferenceintheiryears。Butshehadneverthelessspokentruly。Sympathizewithherashemight,andasheunquestionablydid,helovedhernolonger。Butwhyhadsheexpectedotherwise?’Owoman,’mightaprophethavesaidtoher,’greatisthyfaithifthoubelievestajuniorlover’slovewilllastfiveyears!’ ’Ishallbegladtoknowthroughyourgrandmotherhowyouaregettingon,’shesaidmeekly。’ButnowIwouldmuchratherthatwepart。Yes;donotquestionme。Iwouldratherthatwepart。Good— bye。’ Hardlyknowingwhathedidhetouchedherhand,andobeyed。Hewasascientist,andtookwordsliterally。Thereissomethingintheinexorablysimplelogicofsuchmenwhichpartakesofthecrueltyofthenaturallawsthataretheirstudy。Heenteredthetower—steps,andmechanicallydescended;anditwasnottillhegothalf—waydownthathethoughtshecouldnotmeanwhatshehadsaid。 BeforeleavingCapeTownhehadmadeuphismindonthisonepoint; thatifshewerewillingtomarryhim,marryherhewouldwithoutletorhindrance。Thatmuchhemorallyowedher,andwasnotthemantodemur。AndthoughtheSwithinwhohadreturnedwasnotquitetheSwithinwhohadgoneaway,thoughhecouldnotnowloveherwiththesortoflovehehadoncebestowed;hebelievedthatallherconducthadbeendictatedbythepurestbenevolencetohim,bythatcharitywhich’seekethnotherown。’Hencehedidnotflinchfromawishtodealwithloving—kindnesstowardsher——asentimentperhapsinthelong—runmoretobeprizedthanlover’slove。 Hermannerhadcaughthimunawares;butnowrecoveringhimselfheturnedbackdeterminedly。Burstingoutupontheroofheclaspedherinhisarms,andkissedherseveraltimes。 ’Viviette,Viviette,’hesaid,’Ihavecometomarryyou!’ Sheutteredashriek——ashriekofamazedjoy——suchasneverwasheardonthattowerbeforeorsince——andfellinhisarms,claspinghisneck。 Thereshelayheavily。Nottodisturbherhesatdowninherseat,stillholdingherfast。Theirlittleson,whohadstoodwithroundconjecturaleyesthroughoutthemeeting,nowcameclose;andpresentlylookinguptoSwithinsaid—— ’Motherhasgonetosleep。’ Swithinlookeddown,andstarted。Hertightclasphadloosened。A waveofwhiteness,likethatofmarblewhichhadneverseenthesun,creptupfromherneck,andtravelledupwardsandonwardsoverhercheek,lips,eyelids,forehead,temples,itsmarginbanishingbackthelivepinktillthelatterhadentirelydisappeared。 Seeingthatsomethingwaswrong,yetnotunderstandingwhat,thelittleboybegantocry;butinhisconcentrationSwithinhardlyheardit。’Viviette——Viviette!’hesaid。 Thechildcriedwithstilldeepergrief,and,afteramomentaryhesitation,pushedhishandintoSwithin’sforprotection。 ’Hush,hush!mychild,’saidSwithindistractedly。’I’lltakecareofyou!OViviette!’heexclaimedagain,pressingherfacetohis。 Butshedidnotreply。 ’Whatcanthisbe?’heaskedhimself。Hewouldnotthenansweraccordingtohisfear。 Helookedupforhelp。NobodyappearedinsightbutTabithaLark,whowasskirtingthefieldwithaboundingtread——thesinglebrightspotofcolourandanimationwithinthewidehorizon。Whenhelookeddownagainhisfeardeepenedtocertainty。Itwasnolongerameresurmisethathelpwasvain。Suddenjoyafterdespairhadtouchedanover—strainedhearttoosmartly。Viviettewasdead。TheBishopwasavenged。