第3章

类别:其他 作者:John Galsworthy字数:9776更新时间:18/12/18 14:50:10
\"Iwaslikethoseboysonce,\"saidHarz。 Christianturnedtohimquickly。\"Ah!thatwaswhyyoufelttheplay,somuch。\" \"It’smycountryupthere。Iwasbornamongstthemountains。I lookedafterthecows,andsleptinhay—cocks,andcutthetreesinwinter。Theyusedtocallmea’blacksheep,’a’loafer’inmyvillage。\" \"Why?\" \"Ah!why?Iworkedashardasanyofthem。ButIwantedtogetaway。DoyouthinkIcouldhavestayedthereallmylife?\" Christian’seyesgreweager。 \"Ifpeopledon’tunderstandwhatitisyouwanttodo,theyalwayscallyoualoafer!\"mutteredHarz。 \"Butyoudidwhatyoumeanttodoinspiteofthem,\"Christiansaid。 Forherselfitwassohardtofinishordecide。WhenintheolddaysshetoldGretastories,thelatter,whoseinstinctwasalwaysforthedefinite,wouldsay:\"Andwhatcameattheend,Chris?Dofinishitthismorning!\"butChristiannevercould。Herthoughtsweredeep,vague,dreamy,invadedbybothsidesofeveryquestion。Whatevershedid,herneedlework,herverse—making,herpainting,allhaditscharm;butitwasnotalwayswhatitwasintendedforatthebeginning。NicholasTreffryhadoncesaidofher:\"WhenChrisstartsouttomakeahat,itmayturnoutanaltar—cloth,butyoumaybetitwon’tbeahat。\"Itwasherinstincttolookforwhatthingsmeant; andthistookmorethanallhertime。Sheknewherselfbetterthanmostgirlsofnineteen,butitwasherreasonthathadinformedher,notherfeelings。Inhershelteredlife,herhearthadneverbeenruffledexceptbyrarefitsofpassion——\"tantrums\"oldNicholasTreffrydubbedthem——atwhatseemedtohermeanorunjust。 \"IfIwereaman,\"shesaid,\"andgoingtobegreat,Ishouldhavewantedtobeginattheverybottomasyoudid。\" \"Yes,\"saidHarzquickly,\"oneshouldbeabletofeeleverything。\" Shedidnotnoticehowsimplyheassumedthathewasgoingtobegreat。Hewenton,asmiletwistinghismouthunpleasantlybeneathitsdarkmoustache\"Notmanypeoplethinklikeyou!It’sacrimenottohavebeenbornagentleman。\" \"That’sasneer,\"saidChristian;\"Ididn’tthinkyouwouldhavesneered!\" \"Itistrue。Whatistheuseofpretendingthatitisn’t?\" \"Itmaybetrue,butitisfinernottosayit!\" \"ByHeavens!\"saidHarz,strikingonehandintotheother,\"ifmoretruthwerespokentherewouldnotbesomanyshams。\" Christianlookeddownathimfromherseatonthestile。 \"Youarerightallthesame,FrauleinChristian,\"headdedsuddenly; \"that’saverylittlebusiness。Workiswhatmatters,andtryingtoseethebeautyintheworld。\" Christian’sfacechanged。Sheunderstood,wellenough,thiscravingafterbeauty。Slippingdownfromthestile,shedrewaslowdeepbreath。 \"Yes!\"shesaid。Neitherspokeforsometime,thenHarzsaidshyly: \"IfyouandFrauleinGretawouldeverliketocomeandseemystudio,Ishouldbesohappy。Iwouldtryandcleanitupforyou!\" \"Ishouldliketocome。Icouldlearnsomething。Iwanttolearn。\" Theywerebothsilenttillthepathjoinedtheroad。 \"Wemustbeinfrontoftheothers;it’snicetobeinfront——let’sdawdle。Iforgot——youneverdawdle,HerrHarz。\" \"Afterabigfitofwork,Icandawdleagainstanyone;thenIgetanotherfitofwork——it’slikeappetite。\" \"I’malwaysdawdling,\"answeredChristian。 Bytheroadsideapeasantwomanscreweduphersun—driedface,sayinginalowvoice:\"Please,graciouslady,helpmetoliftthisbasket!\" Christianstooped,butbeforeshecouldraiseit,Harzhoistedituponhisback。 \"Allright,\"henodded;\"thisgoodladydoesn’tmind。\" Thewoman,lookingverymuchashamed,walkedalongbyChristian;shekeptrubbingherbrownhandstogether,andsaying;\"Graciouslady,I wouldnothavewished。Itisheavy,butIwouldnothavewished。\" \"I’msurehe’drathercarryit,\"saidChristian。 Theyhadnotgonefaralongtheroad,however,beforetheotherspassedtheminacarriage,andatthestrangesightMissNaylorcouldbeseenpursingherlips;CousinTeresanoddingpleasantly;asmileonDawney’sface;andbesidehimGreta,verydemure。Harzbegantolaugh。 \"Whatareyoulaughingat?\"askedChristian。 \"YouEnglisharesofunny。Youmustn’tdothishere,youmustn’tdothatthere,it’slikesittinginafieldofnettles。IfIweretowalkwithyouwithoutmycoat,thatlittleladywouldfalloffherseat。\"HislaughinfectedChristian;theyreachedthestationfeelingthattheykneweachotherbetter。 Thesunhaddippedbehindthemountainswhenthelittletrainsteameddownthevalley。Allweresubdued,andGreta,withanoddinghead,sleptfitfully。Christian,inhercorner,waslookingoutofthewindow,andHarzkeptstudyingherprofile。 Hetriedtoseehereyes。Hehadremarkedindeedthat,whatevertheirexpression,thebrows,archedandratherwideapart,gavethemapeculiarlookofunderstanding。Hethoughtofhispicture。Therewasnothinginherfacetoseizeon,itwastoosympathetic,toomuchlikelight。Yetherchinwasfirm,almostobstinate。 Thetrainstoppedwithajerk;shelookedroundathim。Itwasasthoughshehadsaid:\"Youaremyfriend。\" AtVillaRubein,HerrPaulhadkilledthefattedcalfforGreta’sFest。Whenthewholepartywereassembled,healoneremainedstanding;andwavinghisarmabovethecloth,cried:\"Mydears!Yourhappiness!Therearegoodthingshere——Come!\"Andwithaslylook,theairofaconjurerproducingrabbits,hewhippedthecoveroffthesouptureen: \"Soup—turtle,fat,greenfat!\"Hesmackedhislips。 Noservantswereallowed,because,asGretasaidtoHarz: \"Itisthatwearetobegladthisevening。\" GenialityradiatedfromHerrPaul’scountenance,mellowasabowlofwine。Hetoastedeverybody,exhortingthemtopleasure。 HarzpassedacrackersecretlybehindGreta’shead,andMissNaylor,movedbyamysteriousimpulse,pulleditwithasortofgleefulhorror;itexploded,andGretasprangoffherchair。Scruff,seeingthis,appearedsuddenlyonthesideboardwithhisforelegsinaplateofsoup;withoutmovingthem,heturnedhishead,andappearedtoaccusethecompanyofhisfalseposition。Itwasthesignalforshrieksoflaughter。Scruffmadenoattempttofreehisforelegs; butsniffedthesoup,andfindingthatnothinghappened,begantolapit。 \"Takehimout!Oh!takehimout!\"wailedGreta,\"heshallbeill!\" \"Allons!Moncher!\"criedHerrPaul,\"c’estmagnifique,mais,voussavez,cenestguerelaguerre!\"Scruff,withawildspring,leapedpasthimtotheground。 \"Ah!\"criedMissNaylor,\"thecarpet!\"Freshmoansofmirthshookthetable;forhavingtastedthewineoflaughter,allwantedasmuchmoreastheycouldget。WhenScruffandhistraceswereeffaced,HerrPaultookaladleinhishand。 \"Ihaveatoast,\"hesaid,wavingitforsilence;\"atoastwewilldrinkalltogetherfromourhearts;thetoastofmylittledaughter,whoto—dayhasthirteenyearsbecome;andthereisalsoinourhearts,\"hecontinued,puttingdowntheladleandsuddenlybecominggrave,\"thethoughtofonewhoisnottodaywithustoseethisjoyfuloccasion;toher,too,inthisourhappinessweturnourheartsandglassesbecauseitisherjoythatweshouldyetbejoyful。Idrinktomylittledaughter;mayGodhershadowbless!\" Allstoodup,clinkingtheirglasses,anddrank:then,inthehushthatfollowed,Greta,accordingtocustom,begantosingaGermancarol;attheendofthefourthlineshestopped,abashed。 HeirPaulblewhisnoseloudly,and,takingupacapthathadfallenfromacracker,putiton。 Everyonefollowedhisexample,MissNaylorattainingthedistinctionofapairofdonkey’sears,whichshewore,afteranotherglassofwine,withanairofsacrificingtothepublicgood。 Attheendofsuppercamethemomentfortheofferingofgifts。HerrPaulhadtiedahandkerchiefoverGreta’seyes,andonebyonetheybroughtherpresents。Greta,underforfeitofakiss,wasboundtotellthegiverbythefeelofthegift。Herswift,supplelittlehandsexplorednoiselessly;andineverycasesheguessedright。 Dawney’spresent,akitten,madeascenebyclawingatherhair。 \"ThatisDr。Edmund’s,\"shecriedatonce。ChristiansawthatHarzhaddisappeared,butsuddenlyhecamebackbreathless,andtookhisplaceattheendoftherankofgivers。 Advancingontiptoe,heputhispresentintoGreta’shands。ItwasasmallbronzecopyofaDonatellostatue。 \"Oh,HerrHarz!\"criedGreta;\"Isawitinthestudiothatday。Itstoodonthetable,anditislovely。\" Mrs。Decie,thrustingherpaleeyesclosetoit,murmured: \"Charming!\" Mr。Treffrytookitinhisforgers。 \"Rumlittletoad!Costapotofmoney,Iexpect!\"HeeyedHarzdoubtfully。 Theywentintothenextroomnow,andHerrPaul,takingGreta’sbandage,transferredittohisowneyes。 \"Takecare——takecare,all!\"hecried;\"Iamadevilofacatcher,\" and,feelingtheaircautiously,hemovedforwardlikeabearabouttohug。Hecaughtnoone。ChristianandGretawhiskedunderhisarmsandlefthimgraspingattheair。Mrs。Decieslippedpastwithastonishingagility。Mr。Treffry,smokinghiscigar,andbarricadedinacorner,jeered:\"Bravo,Paul!Theactivebeggar!Can’therun! Goit,Greta!\" AtlastHerrPaulcaughtCousinTeresa,who,fattenedagainstthewall,lostherhead,andstoodutteringtinyshrieks。 SuddenlyMrs。DeciestartedplayingTheBlueDanube。HerrPauldroppedthehandkerchief,twistedhismoustacheupfiercely,glaredroundtheroom,andseizingGretabythewaist,begandancingfuriously,bobbingupanddownlikeacorkinlumpywater。CousinTeresafollowedsuitwithMissNaylor,bothverysolemn,anddancingquitedifferentsteps。Harz,wentuptoChristian。 \"Ican’tdance,\"hesaid,\"thatis,Ihaveonlydancedonce,but——ifyouwouldtrywithme!\" Sheputherhandonhisarm,andtheybegan。Shedanced,lightasafeather,eyesshining,feetflying,herbodybentalittleforward。 Itwasnotagreatsuccessatfirst,butassoonasthetimehadgotintoHarz’sfeet,theywentswingingonwhenalltheresthadstopped。Sometimesonecoupleoranotherslippedthroughthewindowtodanceontheveranda,andcamewhirlinginagain。Thelamplightglowedonthegirls’whitedresses;onHerrPaul’sperspiringface。 Heconstitutedinhimselfaperfectorgy,andwhenthemusicstoppedflunghimself,fulllength,onthesofagaspingout: \"MyGod!But,myGod!\" SuddenlyChristianfeltHarzclingtoherarm。 Glowingandpantingshelookedathim。 \"Giddy!\"hemurmured:\"Idancesobadly;butI’llsoonlearn。\" Gretaclappedherhands:\"Everyeveningwewilldance,everyeveningwewilldance。\" HarzlookedatChristian;thecolourhaddeepenedinherface。 \"I’llshowyouhowtheydanceinmyvillage,feetupontheceiling!\" AndrunningtoDawney,hesaid: \"Holdmehere!Liftme——so!Now,on——two,\"hetriedtoswinghisfeetabovehishead,but,withan\"Ouch!\"fromDawney,theycollapsed,andsatabruptlyonthefloor。Thisuntimelyeventbroughttheeveningtoanend。Dawneyleft,escortingCousinTeresa,andHarzstrodehomehummingTheBlueDanube,stillfeelingChristian’swaistagainsthisarm。 Intheirroomthetwogirlssatlongatthewindowtocoolthemselvesbeforeundressing。 \"Ah!\"sighedGreta,\"thisisthehappiestbirthdayIhavehad。\" Cristiantoothought:’IhaveneverbeensohappyinmylifeasI havebeento—day。Ishouldlikeeverydaytobelikethis!’Andsheleantoutintothenight,tolettheaircoolhercheeks。 \"Chris!\"saidGretasomedaysafterthis,\"MissNaylordancedlastevening;Ithinksheshallhaveaheadacheto—day。ThereismyFrenchandmyhistorythismorning。\" \"Well,Icantakethem。\" \"Thatisnice;thenwecantalk。Iamsorryabouttheheadache。I shallgivehersomeofmyEaudeCologne。\" MissNaylor’sheadachesafterdancingwerethingsonwhichtocalculate。Thegirlscarriedtheirbooksintothearbour;itwasashoweryday,andtheyhadtorunforshelterthroughtheraindropsandsunlight。 \"TheFrenchfirst,Chris!\"GretalikedherFrench,inwhichshewasnotfarinferiortoChristian;thelessonthereforeproceededinanadmirablefashion。Afteronehourexactlybyherwatch(Mr。Treffry’sbirthdaypresentlovedandadmiredatleastonceeveryhour)Gretarose。 \"Chris,Ihavenotfedmyrabbits。\" \"Bequick!there’snotmuchtimeforhistory。\" Gretavanished。Christianwatchedthebrightwaterdrippingfromtheroof;herlipswerepartedinasmile。ShewasthinkingofsomethingHarzhadsaidthenightbefore。Adiscussionhavingbeenstartedastowhetheraverageopiniondid,ordidnot,safeguardSociety,Harz,aftersittingsilent,hadburstout:\"Ithinkonemaninearnestisbetterthantwentyhalf—heartedmenwhofollowtamely;intheendhedoesSocietymostgood。\" Dawneyhadanswered:\"IfyouhadyourwaytherewouldbenoSociety。\" \"IhateSocietybecauseitlivesupontheweak。\" \"Bah!\"HerrPaulchimedin;\"theweakgoestothewall;thatisascertainasthatyouandIarehere。\" \"Letthemfallagainstthewall,\"criedHarz;\"don’tpushthemthere……\" Gretareappeared,walkingpensivelyintherain。 \"Bino,\"shesaid,sighing,\"haseatentoomuch。Iremembernow,I didfeedthembefore。Mustwedothehistory,Chris?\" \"Ofcourse!\" Gretaopenedherbook,andputafingerinthepage。\"HerrHarzisverykindtome,\"shesaid。\"Yesterdayhebroughtabirdwhichhad。 comeintohisstudiowithahurtwing;hebroughtitverygentlyinhishandkerchief——heisverykind,thebirdwasnotevenfrightenedofhim。Youdidnotknowaboutthat,Chris?\" Chrisflushedalittle,andsaidinahurtvoice\"Idon’tseewhatithasto——dowithme。\" \"No,\"assentedGreta。 Christian’scolourdeepened。\"Goonwithyourhistory,Greta。\" \"Only,\"pursuedGreta,\"thathealwaystellsyouallaboutthings,Chris。\" \"Hedoesn’t!Howcanyousaythat!\" \"Ithinkhedoes,anditisbecauseyoudonotmakehimangry。Itisveryeasytomakehimangry;youhaveonlytothinkdifferently,andheshallbeangryatonce。\" \"Youarealittlecat!\"saidChristian;\"itisn’ttrue,atall。Hehatesshams,andcan’tbearmeanness;anditismeantocoverupdislikesandpretendthatyouagreewithpeople。\" \"Papasaysthathethinkstoomuchabouthimself。\" \"Father!\"beganChristianhotly;bitingherlipsshestopped,andturnedherwrathfuleyesonGreta。 \"Youdonotalwaysshowyourdislikes,Chris。\" \"I?Whathasthattodowithit?Becauseoneisacowardthatdoesn’tmakeitanybetter,doesit?\" \"Ithinkthathehasagreatmanydislikes,\"murmuredGreta。 \"Iwishyouwouldattendtoyourownfaults,andnotpryintootherpeople’s,\"andpushingthebookaside,Christiangazedinfrontofher。 Someminutespassed,thenGretaleaningover,rubbedacheekagainsthershoulder。 \"Iamverysorry,Chris——Ionlywantedtobetalking。ShallIreadsomehistory?\" \"Yes,\"saidChristiancoldly。 \"Areyouangrywithme,Chris?\" Therewasnoanswer。Thelingeringraindropspattereddownontheroof。Gretapulledathersister’ssleeve。 \"Look,Chris!\"shesaid。\"ThereisHerrHarz!\" Christianlookedup,droppedhereyesagain,andsaid:\"Willyougoonwiththehistory,Greta?\" Gretasighed。 \"Yes,Iwill——but,oh!Chris,thereistheluncheongong!\"andshemeeklyclosedthebook。 Duringthefollowingweekstherewasa\"sitting\"nearlyeveryafternoon。MissNaylorusuallyattendedthem;thelittleladywas,toacertainextent,carriedpastobjection。Shehadbeguntotakeaninterestinthepicture,andtowatchtheprocessoutofthecornerofhereye;inthedepthsofherdearmind,however,sheneverquitegotusedtothevanityandwasteoftime;herlipswouldmoveandherknitting—needlesclickinsuppressedremonstrances。 WhatHarzdidfasthedidbest;ifhehadleisurehe\"sawtoomuch,\" lovinghisworksopassionatelythathecouldnevertellexactlywhentostop。Hehatedtolaythingsaside,alwaysthinking:\"Icangetitbetter。\"Gretawasfinished,butwithChristian,tryashewould,hewasnotsatisfied;fromdaytodayherfaceseemedtohimtochange,asifhersoulweregrowing。 Therewerethingstooinhereyesthathecouldneitherreadnorreproduce。 Dawneywouldoftenstrollouttothemafterhisdailyvisit,andlyingonthegrass,hisarmscrossedbehindhishead,andabigcigarbetweenhislips,wouldgentlybantereverybody。Teacameatfiveo’clock,andthenMrs。Decieappearedarmedwithamagazineornovel,forshewasproudofherliteraryknowledge。Thesittingwassuspended;Harz,withacigarette,wouldmovebetweenthetableandthepicture,drinkinghistea,puttingatouchinhereandthere;heneversatdowntillitwasalloverfortheday。Duringthese\"rests\"therewastalk,usuallyendingindiscussion。Mrs。Deciewashappiestinconversationsofaliteraryorder,makingfrequentuseofsuchexpressionsas:\"Afterall,itproducesanillusion——doesanythingelsematter?\"\"Ratheraposeur,ishenot?\"\"Aquestion,that,oftemperament,\"or\"Amatterofthedefinitionofwords\";andothercharminggeneralities,whichsoundwell,andseemtogofar,andarepleasinglyirrefutable。SometimesthediscussionturnedonArt——onpointsofcolourortechnique;whetherrealismwasquitejustified;andshouldwebepre—Raphaelites?Whenthesediscussionsstarted,Christian’seyeswouldgrowbiggerandclearer,withasortofshiningreasonableness;asthoughtheyweretryingtoseeintothedepths。AndHarzwouldstareatthem。Butthelookinthoseeyeseludedhim,asiftheyhadnomoremeaningthanMrs。Decie’s,which,withtheirpale,watchfulsmile,alwaysseemedsaying:\"Come,letustakealittleintellectualexercise。\" Greta,pullingScruff’sears,wouldgazeupatthespeakers;whenthetalkwasover,shealwaysshookherself。Butifnoonecametothe\"sittings,\"therewouldsometimesbeveryearnest,quicktalk,sometimeslongsilences。 OnedayChristiansaid:\"Whatisyourreligion?\" Harzfinishedthetouchhewasputtingonthecanvas,beforeheanswered:\"RomanCatholic,Isuppose;IwasbaptisedinthatChurch。\" \"Ididn’tmeanthat。Doyoubelieveinafuturelife?\" \"Christian,\"murmuredGreta,whowasplaitingbladesofgrass,\"shallalwayswanttoknowwhatpeoplethinkaboutafuturelife;thatissofunny!\" \"HowcanItell?\"saidHarz;\"I’veneverreallythoughtofit——neverhadthetime。\" \"Howcanyouhelpthinking?\"Christiansaid:\"Ihaveto——itseemstomesoawfulthatwemightcometoanend。\" Sheclosedherbook,anditslippedoffherlap。Shewenton:\"Theremustbeafuturelife,we’resoincomplete。What’sthegoodofyourwork,forinstance?What’stheuseofdevelopingifyouhavetostop?\" \"Idon’tknow,\"answeredHarz。\"Idon’tmuchcare。AllIknowis,I’vegottowork。\" \"Butwhy?\" \"Forhappiness——therealhappinessisfighting——therestisnothing。 Ifyouhavefinishedathing,doesiteversatisfyyou?Youlookforwardtothenextthingatonce;towaitiswretched!\" Christianclaspedherhandsbehindherneck;sunlightflickeredthroughtheleavesontothebosomofherdress。 \"Ah!Staylikethat!\"criedHarz。 Shelethereyesrestonhisface,swingingherfootalittle。 \"Youworkbecauseyoumust;butthat’snotenough。Whydoyoufeelyoumust?Iwanttoknowwhat’sbehind。WhenIwastravellingwithAuntConstancethewinterbeforelastweoftentalked——I’veheardherdiscussitwithherfriends。ShesayswemoveincirclestillwereachNirvana。ButlastwinterIfoundIcouldn’ttalktoher;itseemedasifsheneverreallymeantanything。ThenIstartedreading——KantandHegel——\" \"Ah!\"putinHarz,\"iftheywouldteachmetodrawbetter,ortoseeanewcolourinaflower,oranexpressioninaface,Iwouldreadthemall。\" Christianleanedforward:\"Itmustberighttogetasneartruthaspossible;everystepgainedissomething。Youbelieveintruth; truthisthesameasbeauty——thatwaswhatyousaid——youtrytopaintthetruth,youalwaysseethebeauty。Buthowcanweknowtruth,unlessweknowwhatisattherootofit?\" \"I——think,\"murmuredGreta,sottovoce,\"youseeoneway——andheseesanother——because——youarenotoneperson。\" \"Ofcourse!\"saidChristianimpatiently,\"butwhy——\" Asoundofhumminginterruptedher。 NicholasTreffrywascomingfromthehouse,holdingtheTimesinonehand,andahugemeerschaumpipeintheother。 \"Aha!\"hesaidtoHarz:\"howgoesthepicture?\"andheloweredhimselfintoachair。 \"Betterto—day,Uncle?\"saidChristiansoftly。 Mr。Treffrygrowled。\"Confoundedhumbugs,doctors!\"hesaid。\"Yourfatherusedtoswearbythem;why,hisdoctorkilledhim——madehimdrinksuchalotofstuff!\" \"Whythendoyouhaveadoctor,UncleNic?\"askedGreta。 Mr。Treffrylookedather;hiseyestwinkled。\"Idon’tknow,mydear。Iftheygethalfachance,theywon’tletgoofyou!\" Therehadbeenagentlebreezeallday,butnowithaddiedaway;notaleafquivered,notabladeofgrasswasstirring;fromthehousewereheardfaintsoundsasofsomeoneplayingonapipe。A blackbirdcamehoppingdownthepath。 \"Whenyouwereaboy,didyougoafterbirds’nests,UncleNic?\" Gretawhispered。 \"Ibelieveyou,Greta。\"Theblackbirdhoppedintotheshrubbery。 \"Youfrightenedhim,UncleNic!PapasaysthatatSchlossKonig,wherehelivedwhenhewasyoung,hewouldalwaysbeafterjackdaws’ nests。\" \"Gammon,Greta。Yourfathernevertookajackdaw’snest,hislegsaremuchtooround!\" \"Areyoufondofbirds,UncleNic?\" \"Askmeanother,Greta!Well,Is’poseso。\" \"Thenwhydidyougobird—nesting?Ithinkitiscruel\" Mr。Treffrycoughedbehindhispaper:\"Thereyouhaveme,Greta,\"heremarked。 Harzbegantogatherhisbrushes:\"Thankyou,\"hesaid,\"that’sallI candoto—day。\" \"CanIlook?\"Mr。Treffryinquired。 \"Certainly!\" UncleNicgotupslowly,andstoodinfrontofthepicture。\"Whenit’sforsale,\"hesaidatlast,\"I’llbuyit。\" Harzbowed;butforsomereasonhefeltannoyed,asifhehadbeenaskedtopartwithsomethingpersonal。 \"Ithankyou,\"hesaid。Agongsounded。 \"You’llstayandhaveasnackwithus?\"saidMr。Treffry;\"thedoctor’sstopping。\"Gatheringuphispaper,hemovedofftothehousewithhishandonGreta’sshoulder,theterrierrunninginfront。HarzandChristianwereleftalone。Hewasscrapinghispalette,andshewassittingwithherelbowsrestingonherknees; betweenthem,agleamofsunlightdyedthepathgolden。Itwaseveningalready;thebushesandtheflowers,aftertheday’sheat,werebreathingoutperfume;thebirdshadstartedtheirevensong。 \"Areyoutiredofsittingforyourportrait,FrauleinChristian?\" Christianshookherhead。 \"Ishallgetsomethingintoitthateverybodydoesnotsee——somethingbehindthesurface,thatwilllast。\" Christiansaidslowly:\"That’slikeachallenge。Youwererightwhenyousaidfightingishappiness——foryourself,butnotforme。I’macoward。Ihatetohurtpeople,Ilikethemtolikeme。Ifyouhadtodoanythingthatwouldmakethemhateyou,youwoulddoitallthesame,ifithelpedyourwork;that’sfine——it’swhatIcan’tdo。 It’s——it’severything。DoyoulikeUncleNic?\" Theyoungpainterlookedtowardsthehouse,whereundertheverandaoldNicholasTreffrywasstillinsight;asmilecameonhislips。