\"Iwaslikethoseboysonce,\"saidHarz。
Christianturnedtohimquickly。\"Ah!thatwaswhyyoufelttheplay,somuch。\"
\"It’smycountryupthere。Iwasbornamongstthemountains。I
lookedafterthecows,andsleptinhay—cocks,andcutthetreesinwinter。Theyusedtocallmea’blacksheep,’a’loafer’inmyvillage。\"
\"Why?\"
\"Ah!why?Iworkedashardasanyofthem。ButIwantedtogetaway。DoyouthinkIcouldhavestayedthereallmylife?\"
Christian’seyesgreweager。
\"Ifpeopledon’tunderstandwhatitisyouwanttodo,theyalwayscallyoualoafer!\"mutteredHarz。
\"Butyoudidwhatyoumeanttodoinspiteofthem,\"Christiansaid。
Forherselfitwassohardtofinishordecide。WhenintheolddaysshetoldGretastories,thelatter,whoseinstinctwasalwaysforthedefinite,wouldsay:\"Andwhatcameattheend,Chris?Dofinishitthismorning!\"butChristiannevercould。Herthoughtsweredeep,vague,dreamy,invadedbybothsidesofeveryquestion。Whatevershedid,herneedlework,herverse—making,herpainting,allhaditscharm;butitwasnotalwayswhatitwasintendedforatthebeginning。NicholasTreffryhadoncesaidofher:\"WhenChrisstartsouttomakeahat,itmayturnoutanaltar—cloth,butyoumaybetitwon’tbeahat。\"Itwasherinstincttolookforwhatthingsmeant;
andthistookmorethanallhertime。Sheknewherselfbetterthanmostgirlsofnineteen,butitwasherreasonthathadinformedher,notherfeelings。Inhershelteredlife,herhearthadneverbeenruffledexceptbyrarefitsofpassion——\"tantrums\"oldNicholasTreffrydubbedthem——atwhatseemedtohermeanorunjust。
\"IfIwereaman,\"shesaid,\"andgoingtobegreat,Ishouldhavewantedtobeginattheverybottomasyoudid。\"
\"Yes,\"saidHarzquickly,\"oneshouldbeabletofeeleverything。\"
Shedidnotnoticehowsimplyheassumedthathewasgoingtobegreat。Hewenton,asmiletwistinghismouthunpleasantlybeneathitsdarkmoustache\"Notmanypeoplethinklikeyou!It’sacrimenottohavebeenbornagentleman。\"
\"That’sasneer,\"saidChristian;\"Ididn’tthinkyouwouldhavesneered!\"
\"Itistrue。Whatistheuseofpretendingthatitisn’t?\"
\"Itmaybetrue,butitisfinernottosayit!\"
\"ByHeavens!\"saidHarz,strikingonehandintotheother,\"ifmoretruthwerespokentherewouldnotbesomanyshams。\"
Christianlookeddownathimfromherseatonthestile。
\"Youarerightallthesame,FrauleinChristian,\"headdedsuddenly;
\"that’saverylittlebusiness。Workiswhatmatters,andtryingtoseethebeautyintheworld。\"
Christian’sfacechanged。Sheunderstood,wellenough,thiscravingafterbeauty。Slippingdownfromthestile,shedrewaslowdeepbreath。
\"Yes!\"shesaid。Neitherspokeforsometime,thenHarzsaidshyly:
\"IfyouandFrauleinGretawouldeverliketocomeandseemystudio,Ishouldbesohappy。Iwouldtryandcleanitupforyou!\"
\"Ishouldliketocome。Icouldlearnsomething。Iwanttolearn。\"
Theywerebothsilenttillthepathjoinedtheroad。
\"Wemustbeinfrontoftheothers;it’snicetobeinfront——let’sdawdle。Iforgot——youneverdawdle,HerrHarz。\"
\"Afterabigfitofwork,Icandawdleagainstanyone;thenIgetanotherfitofwork——it’slikeappetite。\"
\"I’malwaysdawdling,\"answeredChristian。
Bytheroadsideapeasantwomanscreweduphersun—driedface,sayinginalowvoice:\"Please,graciouslady,helpmetoliftthisbasket!\"
Christianstooped,butbeforeshecouldraiseit,Harzhoistedituponhisback。
\"Allright,\"henodded;\"thisgoodladydoesn’tmind。\"
Thewoman,lookingverymuchashamed,walkedalongbyChristian;shekeptrubbingherbrownhandstogether,andsaying;\"Graciouslady,I
wouldnothavewished。Itisheavy,butIwouldnothavewished。\"
\"I’msurehe’drathercarryit,\"saidChristian。
Theyhadnotgonefaralongtheroad,however,beforetheotherspassedtheminacarriage,andatthestrangesightMissNaylorcouldbeseenpursingherlips;CousinTeresanoddingpleasantly;asmileonDawney’sface;andbesidehimGreta,verydemure。Harzbegantolaugh。
\"Whatareyoulaughingat?\"askedChristian。
\"YouEnglisharesofunny。Youmustn’tdothishere,youmustn’tdothatthere,it’slikesittinginafieldofnettles。IfIweretowalkwithyouwithoutmycoat,thatlittleladywouldfalloffherseat。\"HislaughinfectedChristian;theyreachedthestationfeelingthattheykneweachotherbetter。
Thesunhaddippedbehindthemountainswhenthelittletrainsteameddownthevalley。Allweresubdued,andGreta,withanoddinghead,sleptfitfully。Christian,inhercorner,waslookingoutofthewindow,andHarzkeptstudyingherprofile。
Hetriedtoseehereyes。Hehadremarkedindeedthat,whatevertheirexpression,thebrows,archedandratherwideapart,gavethemapeculiarlookofunderstanding。Hethoughtofhispicture。Therewasnothinginherfacetoseizeon,itwastoosympathetic,toomuchlikelight。Yetherchinwasfirm,almostobstinate。
Thetrainstoppedwithajerk;shelookedroundathim。Itwasasthoughshehadsaid:\"Youaremyfriend。\"
AtVillaRubein,HerrPaulhadkilledthefattedcalfforGreta’sFest。Whenthewholepartywereassembled,healoneremainedstanding;andwavinghisarmabovethecloth,cried:\"Mydears!Yourhappiness!Therearegoodthingshere——Come!\"Andwithaslylook,theairofaconjurerproducingrabbits,hewhippedthecoveroffthesouptureen:
\"Soup—turtle,fat,greenfat!\"Hesmackedhislips。
Noservantswereallowed,because,asGretasaidtoHarz:
\"Itisthatwearetobegladthisevening。\"
GenialityradiatedfromHerrPaul’scountenance,mellowasabowlofwine。Hetoastedeverybody,exhortingthemtopleasure。
HarzpassedacrackersecretlybehindGreta’shead,andMissNaylor,movedbyamysteriousimpulse,pulleditwithasortofgleefulhorror;itexploded,andGretasprangoffherchair。Scruff,seeingthis,appearedsuddenlyonthesideboardwithhisforelegsinaplateofsoup;withoutmovingthem,heturnedhishead,andappearedtoaccusethecompanyofhisfalseposition。Itwasthesignalforshrieksoflaughter。Scruffmadenoattempttofreehisforelegs;
butsniffedthesoup,andfindingthatnothinghappened,begantolapit。
\"Takehimout!Oh!takehimout!\"wailedGreta,\"heshallbeill!\"
\"Allons!Moncher!\"criedHerrPaul,\"c’estmagnifique,mais,voussavez,cenestguerelaguerre!\"Scruff,withawildspring,leapedpasthimtotheground。
\"Ah!\"criedMissNaylor,\"thecarpet!\"Freshmoansofmirthshookthetable;forhavingtastedthewineoflaughter,allwantedasmuchmoreastheycouldget。WhenScruffandhistraceswereeffaced,HerrPaultookaladleinhishand。
\"Ihaveatoast,\"hesaid,wavingitforsilence;\"atoastwewilldrinkalltogetherfromourhearts;thetoastofmylittledaughter,whoto—dayhasthirteenyearsbecome;andthereisalsoinourhearts,\"hecontinued,puttingdowntheladleandsuddenlybecominggrave,\"thethoughtofonewhoisnottodaywithustoseethisjoyfuloccasion;toher,too,inthisourhappinessweturnourheartsandglassesbecauseitisherjoythatweshouldyetbejoyful。Idrinktomylittledaughter;mayGodhershadowbless!\"
Allstoodup,clinkingtheirglasses,anddrank:then,inthehushthatfollowed,Greta,accordingtocustom,begantosingaGermancarol;attheendofthefourthlineshestopped,abashed。
HeirPaulblewhisnoseloudly,and,takingupacapthathadfallenfromacracker,putiton。
Everyonefollowedhisexample,MissNaylorattainingthedistinctionofapairofdonkey’sears,whichshewore,afteranotherglassofwine,withanairofsacrificingtothepublicgood。
Attheendofsuppercamethemomentfortheofferingofgifts。HerrPaulhadtiedahandkerchiefoverGreta’seyes,andonebyonetheybroughtherpresents。Greta,underforfeitofakiss,wasboundtotellthegiverbythefeelofthegift。Herswift,supplelittlehandsexplorednoiselessly;andineverycasesheguessedright。
Dawney’spresent,akitten,madeascenebyclawingatherhair。
\"ThatisDr。Edmund’s,\"shecriedatonce。ChristiansawthatHarzhaddisappeared,butsuddenlyhecamebackbreathless,andtookhisplaceattheendoftherankofgivers。
Advancingontiptoe,heputhispresentintoGreta’shands。ItwasasmallbronzecopyofaDonatellostatue。
\"Oh,HerrHarz!\"criedGreta;\"Isawitinthestudiothatday。Itstoodonthetable,anditislovely。\"
Mrs。Decie,thrustingherpaleeyesclosetoit,murmured:
\"Charming!\"
Mr。Treffrytookitinhisforgers。
\"Rumlittletoad!Costapotofmoney,Iexpect!\"HeeyedHarzdoubtfully。
Theywentintothenextroomnow,andHerrPaul,takingGreta’sbandage,transferredittohisowneyes。
\"Takecare——takecare,all!\"hecried;\"Iamadevilofacatcher,\"
and,feelingtheaircautiously,hemovedforwardlikeabearabouttohug。Hecaughtnoone。ChristianandGretawhiskedunderhisarmsandlefthimgraspingattheair。Mrs。Decieslippedpastwithastonishingagility。Mr。Treffry,smokinghiscigar,andbarricadedinacorner,jeered:\"Bravo,Paul!Theactivebeggar!Can’therun!
Goit,Greta!\"
AtlastHerrPaulcaughtCousinTeresa,who,fattenedagainstthewall,lostherhead,andstoodutteringtinyshrieks。
SuddenlyMrs。DeciestartedplayingTheBlueDanube。HerrPauldroppedthehandkerchief,twistedhismoustacheupfiercely,glaredroundtheroom,andseizingGretabythewaist,begandancingfuriously,bobbingupanddownlikeacorkinlumpywater。CousinTeresafollowedsuitwithMissNaylor,bothverysolemn,anddancingquitedifferentsteps。Harz,wentuptoChristian。
\"Ican’tdance,\"hesaid,\"thatis,Ihaveonlydancedonce,but——ifyouwouldtrywithme!\"
Sheputherhandonhisarm,andtheybegan。Shedanced,lightasafeather,eyesshining,feetflying,herbodybentalittleforward。
Itwasnotagreatsuccessatfirst,butassoonasthetimehadgotintoHarz’sfeet,theywentswingingonwhenalltheresthadstopped。Sometimesonecoupleoranotherslippedthroughthewindowtodanceontheveranda,andcamewhirlinginagain。Thelamplightglowedonthegirls’whitedresses;onHerrPaul’sperspiringface。
Heconstitutedinhimselfaperfectorgy,andwhenthemusicstoppedflunghimself,fulllength,onthesofagaspingout:
\"MyGod!But,myGod!\"
SuddenlyChristianfeltHarzclingtoherarm。
Glowingandpantingshelookedathim。
\"Giddy!\"hemurmured:\"Idancesobadly;butI’llsoonlearn。\"
Gretaclappedherhands:\"Everyeveningwewilldance,everyeveningwewilldance。\"
HarzlookedatChristian;thecolourhaddeepenedinherface。
\"I’llshowyouhowtheydanceinmyvillage,feetupontheceiling!\"
AndrunningtoDawney,hesaid:
\"Holdmehere!Liftme——so!Now,on——two,\"hetriedtoswinghisfeetabovehishead,but,withan\"Ouch!\"fromDawney,theycollapsed,andsatabruptlyonthefloor。Thisuntimelyeventbroughttheeveningtoanend。Dawneyleft,escortingCousinTeresa,andHarzstrodehomehummingTheBlueDanube,stillfeelingChristian’swaistagainsthisarm。
Intheirroomthetwogirlssatlongatthewindowtocoolthemselvesbeforeundressing。
\"Ah!\"sighedGreta,\"thisisthehappiestbirthdayIhavehad。\"
Cristiantoothought:’IhaveneverbeensohappyinmylifeasI
havebeento—day。Ishouldlikeeverydaytobelikethis!’Andsheleantoutintothenight,tolettheaircoolhercheeks。
\"Chris!\"saidGretasomedaysafterthis,\"MissNaylordancedlastevening;Ithinksheshallhaveaheadacheto—day。ThereismyFrenchandmyhistorythismorning。\"
\"Well,Icantakethem。\"
\"Thatisnice;thenwecantalk。Iamsorryabouttheheadache。I
shallgivehersomeofmyEaudeCologne。\"
MissNaylor’sheadachesafterdancingwerethingsonwhichtocalculate。Thegirlscarriedtheirbooksintothearbour;itwasashoweryday,andtheyhadtorunforshelterthroughtheraindropsandsunlight。
\"TheFrenchfirst,Chris!\"GretalikedherFrench,inwhichshewasnotfarinferiortoChristian;thelessonthereforeproceededinanadmirablefashion。Afteronehourexactlybyherwatch(Mr。Treffry’sbirthdaypresentlovedandadmiredatleastonceeveryhour)Gretarose。
\"Chris,Ihavenotfedmyrabbits。\"
\"Bequick!there’snotmuchtimeforhistory。\"
Gretavanished。Christianwatchedthebrightwaterdrippingfromtheroof;herlipswerepartedinasmile。ShewasthinkingofsomethingHarzhadsaidthenightbefore。Adiscussionhavingbeenstartedastowhetheraverageopiniondid,ordidnot,safeguardSociety,Harz,aftersittingsilent,hadburstout:\"Ithinkonemaninearnestisbetterthantwentyhalf—heartedmenwhofollowtamely;intheendhedoesSocietymostgood。\"
Dawneyhadanswered:\"IfyouhadyourwaytherewouldbenoSociety。\"
\"IhateSocietybecauseitlivesupontheweak。\"
\"Bah!\"HerrPaulchimedin;\"theweakgoestothewall;thatisascertainasthatyouandIarehere。\"
\"Letthemfallagainstthewall,\"criedHarz;\"don’tpushthemthere……\"
Gretareappeared,walkingpensivelyintherain。
\"Bino,\"shesaid,sighing,\"haseatentoomuch。Iremembernow,I
didfeedthembefore。Mustwedothehistory,Chris?\"
\"Ofcourse!\"
Gretaopenedherbook,andputafingerinthepage。\"HerrHarzisverykindtome,\"shesaid。\"Yesterdayhebroughtabirdwhichhad。
comeintohisstudiowithahurtwing;hebroughtitverygentlyinhishandkerchief——heisverykind,thebirdwasnotevenfrightenedofhim。Youdidnotknowaboutthat,Chris?\"
Chrisflushedalittle,andsaidinahurtvoice\"Idon’tseewhatithasto——dowithme。\"
\"No,\"assentedGreta。
Christian’scolourdeepened。\"Goonwithyourhistory,Greta。\"
\"Only,\"pursuedGreta,\"thathealwaystellsyouallaboutthings,Chris。\"
\"Hedoesn’t!Howcanyousaythat!\"
\"Ithinkhedoes,anditisbecauseyoudonotmakehimangry。Itisveryeasytomakehimangry;youhaveonlytothinkdifferently,andheshallbeangryatonce。\"
\"Youarealittlecat!\"saidChristian;\"itisn’ttrue,atall。Hehatesshams,andcan’tbearmeanness;anditismeantocoverupdislikesandpretendthatyouagreewithpeople。\"
\"Papasaysthathethinkstoomuchabouthimself。\"
\"Father!\"beganChristianhotly;bitingherlipsshestopped,andturnedherwrathfuleyesonGreta。
\"Youdonotalwaysshowyourdislikes,Chris。\"
\"I?Whathasthattodowithit?Becauseoneisacowardthatdoesn’tmakeitanybetter,doesit?\"
\"Ithinkthathehasagreatmanydislikes,\"murmuredGreta。
\"Iwishyouwouldattendtoyourownfaults,andnotpryintootherpeople’s,\"andpushingthebookaside,Christiangazedinfrontofher。
Someminutespassed,thenGretaleaningover,rubbedacheekagainsthershoulder。
\"Iamverysorry,Chris——Ionlywantedtobetalking。ShallIreadsomehistory?\"
\"Yes,\"saidChristiancoldly。
\"Areyouangrywithme,Chris?\"
Therewasnoanswer。Thelingeringraindropspattereddownontheroof。Gretapulledathersister’ssleeve。
\"Look,Chris!\"shesaid。\"ThereisHerrHarz!\"
Christianlookedup,droppedhereyesagain,andsaid:\"Willyougoonwiththehistory,Greta?\"
Gretasighed。
\"Yes,Iwill——but,oh!Chris,thereistheluncheongong!\"andshemeeklyclosedthebook。
Duringthefollowingweekstherewasa\"sitting\"nearlyeveryafternoon。MissNaylorusuallyattendedthem;thelittleladywas,toacertainextent,carriedpastobjection。Shehadbeguntotakeaninterestinthepicture,andtowatchtheprocessoutofthecornerofhereye;inthedepthsofherdearmind,however,sheneverquitegotusedtothevanityandwasteoftime;herlipswouldmoveandherknitting—needlesclickinsuppressedremonstrances。
WhatHarzdidfasthedidbest;ifhehadleisurehe\"sawtoomuch,\"
lovinghisworksopassionatelythathecouldnevertellexactlywhentostop。Hehatedtolaythingsaside,alwaysthinking:\"Icangetitbetter。\"Gretawasfinished,butwithChristian,tryashewould,hewasnotsatisfied;fromdaytodayherfaceseemedtohimtochange,asifhersoulweregrowing。
Therewerethingstooinhereyesthathecouldneitherreadnorreproduce。
Dawneywouldoftenstrollouttothemafterhisdailyvisit,andlyingonthegrass,hisarmscrossedbehindhishead,andabigcigarbetweenhislips,wouldgentlybantereverybody。Teacameatfiveo’clock,andthenMrs。Decieappearedarmedwithamagazineornovel,forshewasproudofherliteraryknowledge。Thesittingwassuspended;Harz,withacigarette,wouldmovebetweenthetableandthepicture,drinkinghistea,puttingatouchinhereandthere;heneversatdowntillitwasalloverfortheday。Duringthese\"rests\"therewastalk,usuallyendingindiscussion。Mrs。Deciewashappiestinconversationsofaliteraryorder,makingfrequentuseofsuchexpressionsas:\"Afterall,itproducesanillusion——doesanythingelsematter?\"\"Ratheraposeur,ishenot?\"\"Aquestion,that,oftemperament,\"or\"Amatterofthedefinitionofwords\";andothercharminggeneralities,whichsoundwell,andseemtogofar,andarepleasinglyirrefutable。SometimesthediscussionturnedonArt——onpointsofcolourortechnique;whetherrealismwasquitejustified;andshouldwebepre—Raphaelites?Whenthesediscussionsstarted,Christian’seyeswouldgrowbiggerandclearer,withasortofshiningreasonableness;asthoughtheyweretryingtoseeintothedepths。AndHarzwouldstareatthem。Butthelookinthoseeyeseludedhim,asiftheyhadnomoremeaningthanMrs。Decie’s,which,withtheirpale,watchfulsmile,alwaysseemedsaying:\"Come,letustakealittleintellectualexercise。\"
Greta,pullingScruff’sears,wouldgazeupatthespeakers;whenthetalkwasover,shealwaysshookherself。Butifnoonecametothe\"sittings,\"therewouldsometimesbeveryearnest,quicktalk,sometimeslongsilences。
OnedayChristiansaid:\"Whatisyourreligion?\"
Harzfinishedthetouchhewasputtingonthecanvas,beforeheanswered:\"RomanCatholic,Isuppose;IwasbaptisedinthatChurch。\"
\"Ididn’tmeanthat。Doyoubelieveinafuturelife?\"
\"Christian,\"murmuredGreta,whowasplaitingbladesofgrass,\"shallalwayswanttoknowwhatpeoplethinkaboutafuturelife;thatissofunny!\"
\"HowcanItell?\"saidHarz;\"I’veneverreallythoughtofit——neverhadthetime。\"
\"Howcanyouhelpthinking?\"Christiansaid:\"Ihaveto——itseemstomesoawfulthatwemightcometoanend。\"
Sheclosedherbook,anditslippedoffherlap。Shewenton:\"Theremustbeafuturelife,we’resoincomplete。What’sthegoodofyourwork,forinstance?What’stheuseofdevelopingifyouhavetostop?\"
\"Idon’tknow,\"answeredHarz。\"Idon’tmuchcare。AllIknowis,I’vegottowork。\"
\"Butwhy?\"
\"Forhappiness——therealhappinessisfighting——therestisnothing。
Ifyouhavefinishedathing,doesiteversatisfyyou?Youlookforwardtothenextthingatonce;towaitiswretched!\"
Christianclaspedherhandsbehindherneck;sunlightflickeredthroughtheleavesontothebosomofherdress。
\"Ah!Staylikethat!\"criedHarz。
Shelethereyesrestonhisface,swingingherfootalittle。
\"Youworkbecauseyoumust;butthat’snotenough。Whydoyoufeelyoumust?Iwanttoknowwhat’sbehind。WhenIwastravellingwithAuntConstancethewinterbeforelastweoftentalked——I’veheardherdiscussitwithherfriends。ShesayswemoveincirclestillwereachNirvana。ButlastwinterIfoundIcouldn’ttalktoher;itseemedasifsheneverreallymeantanything。ThenIstartedreading——KantandHegel——\"
\"Ah!\"putinHarz,\"iftheywouldteachmetodrawbetter,ortoseeanewcolourinaflower,oranexpressioninaface,Iwouldreadthemall。\"
Christianleanedforward:\"Itmustberighttogetasneartruthaspossible;everystepgainedissomething。Youbelieveintruth;
truthisthesameasbeauty——thatwaswhatyousaid——youtrytopaintthetruth,youalwaysseethebeauty。Buthowcanweknowtruth,unlessweknowwhatisattherootofit?\"
\"I——think,\"murmuredGreta,sottovoce,\"youseeoneway——andheseesanother——because——youarenotoneperson。\"
\"Ofcourse!\"saidChristianimpatiently,\"butwhy——\"
Asoundofhumminginterruptedher。
NicholasTreffrywascomingfromthehouse,holdingtheTimesinonehand,andahugemeerschaumpipeintheother。
\"Aha!\"hesaidtoHarz:\"howgoesthepicture?\"andheloweredhimselfintoachair。
\"Betterto—day,Uncle?\"saidChristiansoftly。
Mr。Treffrygrowled。\"Confoundedhumbugs,doctors!\"hesaid。\"Yourfatherusedtoswearbythem;why,hisdoctorkilledhim——madehimdrinksuchalotofstuff!\"
\"Whythendoyouhaveadoctor,UncleNic?\"askedGreta。
Mr。Treffrylookedather;hiseyestwinkled。\"Idon’tknow,mydear。Iftheygethalfachance,theywon’tletgoofyou!\"
Therehadbeenagentlebreezeallday,butnowithaddiedaway;notaleafquivered,notabladeofgrasswasstirring;fromthehousewereheardfaintsoundsasofsomeoneplayingonapipe。A
blackbirdcamehoppingdownthepath。
\"Whenyouwereaboy,didyougoafterbirds’nests,UncleNic?\"
Gretawhispered。
\"Ibelieveyou,Greta。\"Theblackbirdhoppedintotheshrubbery。
\"Youfrightenedhim,UncleNic!PapasaysthatatSchlossKonig,wherehelivedwhenhewasyoung,hewouldalwaysbeafterjackdaws’
nests。\"
\"Gammon,Greta。Yourfathernevertookajackdaw’snest,hislegsaremuchtooround!\"
\"Areyoufondofbirds,UncleNic?\"
\"Askmeanother,Greta!Well,Is’poseso。\"
\"Thenwhydidyougobird—nesting?Ithinkitiscruel\"
Mr。Treffrycoughedbehindhispaper:\"Thereyouhaveme,Greta,\"heremarked。
Harzbegantogatherhisbrushes:\"Thankyou,\"hesaid,\"that’sallI
candoto—day。\"
\"CanIlook?\"Mr。Treffryinquired。
\"Certainly!\"
UncleNicgotupslowly,andstoodinfrontofthepicture。\"Whenit’sforsale,\"hesaidatlast,\"I’llbuyit。\"
Harzbowed;butforsomereasonhefeltannoyed,asifhehadbeenaskedtopartwithsomethingpersonal。
\"Ithankyou,\"hesaid。Agongsounded。
\"You’llstayandhaveasnackwithus?\"saidMr。Treffry;\"thedoctor’sstopping。\"Gatheringuphispaper,hemovedofftothehousewithhishandonGreta’sshoulder,theterrierrunninginfront。HarzandChristianwereleftalone。Hewasscrapinghispalette,andshewassittingwithherelbowsrestingonherknees;
betweenthem,agleamofsunlightdyedthepathgolden。Itwaseveningalready;thebushesandtheflowers,aftertheday’sheat,werebreathingoutperfume;thebirdshadstartedtheirevensong。
\"Areyoutiredofsittingforyourportrait,FrauleinChristian?\"
Christianshookherhead。
\"Ishallgetsomethingintoitthateverybodydoesnotsee——somethingbehindthesurface,thatwilllast。\"
Christiansaidslowly:\"That’slikeachallenge。Youwererightwhenyousaidfightingishappiness——foryourself,butnotforme。I’macoward。Ihatetohurtpeople,Ilikethemtolikeme。Ifyouhadtodoanythingthatwouldmakethemhateyou,youwoulddoitallthesame,ifithelpedyourwork;that’sfine——it’swhatIcan’tdo。
It’s——it’severything。DoyoulikeUncleNic?\"
Theyoungpainterlookedtowardsthehouse,whereundertheverandaoldNicholasTreffrywasstillinsight;asmilecameonhislips。