第18章

类别:其他 作者:John Galsworthy字数:11810更新时间:18/12/18 14:50:10
Notwithstandingthismomentofgloom,however,hewasinanexaltedstateallday,andatdinnerkeptlookingathisbrotherandTraquairenigmatically。’Whatdotheyknowoflife?’hethought;’theymightbehereayearandgetnofarther。’Hemadejokes,andpinnedthemenutothewaiter’scoat—tails。\"Ilikethisplace,\"hesaid,\"I shallspendthreeweekshere。\"James,whoselipswereonthepointoftakinginaplum,lookedathimuneasily。 IV OnthedayofthedinnerSwithinsufferedagooddeal。HereflectedgloomilyonBoleskey’sclothes。Hehadfixedanearlyhour——therewouldbefewerpeopletoseethem。Whenthetimeapproachedheattiredhimselfwithacertainneatsplendour,andthoughhisarmwasstillsore,leftoffthesling…… NearlythreehoursafterwardshelefttheGoldeneAlpbetweenhisguests。Itwassunset,andalongtheriverbankthehousesstoodout,unsoftenedbythedusk;thestreetswerefullofpeoplehurryinghome。Swithinhadahazyvisionofemptybottles,ofthegroundbeforehisfeet,andtheaccessibilityofalltheworld。Dimrecollectionsofthegoodthingshehadsaid,ofhisbrotherandTraquairseatedinthebackgroundeatingordinarymealswithinquiring,acidvisages,causedperpetualsmilestobreakoutonhisface,andhesteeredhimselfstubbornly,toprovethathewasabettermanthaneither’ofhisguests。Heknew,vaguely,thathewasgoingsomewherewithanobject;Rozsi’sfacekeptdancingbeforehim,likeapromise。OnceortwicehegaveKastelizaglassystare。 TowardsBoleskey,ontheotherhand,hefeltquitewarm,andrecalledwithadmirationthewayhehadsethisglassdownempty,timeaftertime。’Iliketoseehimtakehisliquor,’hethought;’thefellow’sagentleman,afterall。’Boleskeystrodeon,savagelyinattentivetoeverything;andKastelizhadbecomemorelikeacatthanever。Itwasnearlydarkwhentheyreachedanarrowstreetclosetothecathedral。Theystoppedatadoorheldopenbyanoldwoman。Thechangefromthefreshairtoaheatedcorridor,thenoiseofthedoorclosedbehindhim,theoldwoman’sanxiousglances,soberedSwithin。 \"Itellher,\"saidBoleskey,\"thatIreplyforyouasformyson。\" Swithinwasangry。Whatbusinesshadthismantoreplyforhim! Theypassedintoalargeroom,crowdedwithmenallwomen;Swithinnoticedthattheyalllookedfithim。Hestaredattheminturn—— theyseemedofallclasses,someinblackcoatsorsilkdresses,othersintheclothesofwork—people;oneman,acobbler,stillworehisleatherapron,asifhehadrushedtherestraightfromhiswork。 LayinghishandonSwithin’sarm,Boleskeyevidentlybeganexplainingwhohewas;handswereextended,peoplebeyondreachbowedtohim。 Swithinacknowledgedthegreetingswithastiffmotionofhishead; thenseeingotherpeopledroppingintoseats,he,too,satdown。 Someonewhisperedhisname——MargitandRozsiwerejustbehindhim。 \"Welcome!\"saidMargit;butSwithinwaslookingatRozsi。Herfacewassoaliveandquivering!’What’stheexcitementallabout?’hethought。’Howprettyshelooks!’Sheblushed,drewinherhandswithaquicktensemovement,andgazedagainbeyondhimintotheroom。’Whatisit?’thoughtSwithin;hehadalongingtoleanbackandkissherlips。Hetriedangrilytoseewhatshewasseeinginthosefacesturnedalloneway。 Boleskeyrosetospeak。Noonemoved;notasoundcouldbeheardbutthetoneofhisdeepvoice。Onandonhewent,fierceandsolemn,andwiththeriseofhisvoice,allthosefaces—fairorswarthy—— seemedtobeglowingwithoneandthesamefeeling。Swithinfeltthewhiteheatinthosefaces——itwasnotdecent!Inthatwholespeechheonlyunderstoodtheoneword——\"Magyar\"whichcameagainandagain。 Healmostdozedoffatlast。Thetwangofaczymbalwokehim。 ’What?’hethought,’moreofthatinfernalmusic!’Margit,leaningoverhim,whispered:\"Listen!Racoczy!Itisforbidden!\"SwithinsawthatRozsiwasnolongerinherseat;itwasshewhowasstrikingthoseforbiddennotes。Helookedround——everywherethesameunmovingfaces,thesameentrancement,andfiercestillness。Themusicsoundedmuffled,asifit,too,wereburstingitsheartinsilence。 Swithinfeltwithinhimatouchofpanic。Wasthisadenoftigers? Thewaythesepeoplelistened,theferocityoftheirstillness,wasfrightful……!Hegrippedhischairandbrokeintoaperspiration; wastherenochancetogetaway?’Whenitstops,’hethought,’there’llbearush!’Buttherewasonlyagreatersilence。Itflashedacrosshimthatanyhostilepersoncominginthenwouldbetorntopieces。Awomansobbed。Thewholethingwasbeyondwordsunpleasant。Herose,andedgedhiswayfurtivelytowardsthedoorway。Therewasacryof\"Police!\"Thewholecrowdcamepressingafterhim。Swithinwouldsoonhavebeenout,butalittlebehindhecaughtsightofRozsisweptoffherfeet。Herfrightenedeyesangeredhim。’Shedoesn’tdeserveit,’hethoughtsulkily;’lettingallthisloose!’andforcedhiswaybacktoher。Sheclungtohim,andafeverwentstealingthroughhisveins;hebuttedforwardatthecrowd,holdinghertight。Whentheywereoutsidehelethergo。 \"Iwasafraid,\"shesaid。 \"Afraid!\"mutteredSwithin;\"Ishouldthinkso。\"Nolongertouchingher,hefelthisgrievancerevive。 \"Butyouaresostrong,\"shemurmured。 \"Thisisnoplaceforyou,\"growledSwithin,\"I’mgoingtoseeyouhome。\" \"Oh!\"criedRozsi;\"butpapaand——Margit!\" \"That’stheirlook—out!\"andhehurriedheraway。 Sheslidherhandunderhisarm;thesoftcurvesofherformbrushedhimgently,eachtouchonlyaugmentedhisill—humour。Heburnedwithaperverserage,asifallthepassionsinhimweresimmeringandreadytoboilover;itwasasifapoisonweretryingtoworkitswayoutofhim,throughthelayersofhisstolidflesh。Hemaintainedadoggedsilence;Rozsi,too,saidnothing,butwhentheyreachedthedoor,shedrewherhandaway。 \"Youareangry!\"shesaid。 \"Angry,\"mutteredSwithin;\"no!Howd’youmakethatout?\"Hehadatorturingdesiretokissher。 \"Yes,youareangry,\"sherepeated;\"IwaithereforpapaandMargit。\" Swithinalsowaited,wedgedagainstthewall。Onceortwice,forhissightwassharp,hesawherstealalookathim,abeseechinglook,andhardenedhisheartwithakindofpleasure。AfterfiveminutesBoleskey,Margit,andKastelizappeared。SeeingRozsitheybrokeintoexclamationsofrelief,andKasteliz,withaglanceatSwithin,puthislipstoherhand。Rozsi’slooksaid,\"Wouldn’tyouliketodothat?\"Swithinturnedshortonhisheel,andwalkedaway。 V Allnighthehardlyslept,sufferingfromfever,forthefirsttimeinhislife。Oncehejumpedoutofbed,lightedacandle,andgoingtotheglass,scrutinisedhimselflongandanxiously。Afterthishefellasleep,buthadfrightfuldreams。Hisfirstthoughtwhenhewokewas,’Myliver’soutoforder!’and,thrustinghisheadintocoldwater,hedressedhastilyandwentout。Hesoonleftthehousebehind。Dewcoveredeverything;blackbirdswhistledinthebushes; theairwasfreshandsweet。Hehadnotbeenupsoearlysincehewasaboy。Whywashewalkingthroughadampwoodatthishourofthemorning?Somethingintolerableandunfamiliarmusthavesenthimout。Nofellowinhissenseswoulddosuchathing!Hecametoadeadstop,andbeganunsteadilytowalkback。Regainingthehotel,hewenttobedagain,anddreamedthatinsomewildcountryhewaslivinginaroomfullofinsects,whereahousemaid——Rozsi——holdingabroom,lookedathimwithmournfuleyes。Thereseemedanunexplainedneedforimmediatedeparture;hebeggedhertoforwardhisthings; andshakethemoutcarefullybeforesheputthemintothetrunk。Heunderstoodthatthechargeforsendingwouldbetwenty—twoshillings,thoughtitagreatdeal,andhadthehorrorsofindecision。\"No,\"hemuttered,\"pack,andtakethemmyself。\"Thehousemaidturnedsuddenlyintoaleancreature;andheawokewithasorefeelinginhisheart。 Hiseyefellonhiswetboots。Thewholethingwasscaring,andjumpingup,hebegantothrowhisclothesintohistrunks。Itwastwelveo’clockbeforehewentdown,andfoundhisbrotherandTraquairstillatthetablearranginganitinerary;hesurprisedthembysayingthathetoowascoming;andwithoutfurtherexplanationsettoworktoeat。Jameshadheardthatthereweresalt—minesintheneighbourhood——hisproposalwastostart,andhaltanhourorsoontheroadfortheirinspection;hesaid:\"Everybody’llaskyouifyou’veseenthesalt—mines:Ishouldn’tliketosayIhadn’tseenthesalt—mines。What’sthegood,they’dsay,ofyourgoingthereifyouhaven’tseenthesalt—mines?\"Hewondered,too,iftheyneedfeethesecondwaiter——anidlechap! Adiscussionfollowed;butSwithinateonglumly,consciousthathismindwassetonlargeraffairs。SuddenlyonthefarsideofthestreetRozsiandhersisterpassed,withlittlebasketsontheirarms。Hestartedup,andatthatmomentRozsilookedround——herfacewastheincarnationofenticement,thechintilted,thelowerlipthrustalittleforward,herroundneckcurvingbackoverhershoulder。Swithinmuttered,\"Makeyourownarrangements——leavemeout!\"andhurriedfromtheroom,leavingJamesbesidehimselfwithinterestandalarm。 Whenhereachedthestreet,however,thegirlshaddisappeared。Hehailedacarriage。\"Drive!\"hecalledtotheman,withaflourishofhisstick,andassoonasthewheelshadbeguntoclatteronthestonesheleanedback,lookingsharplytorightandleft。Hesoonhadtogiveupthoughtoffindingthem,butmadethecoachmanturnroundandroundagain。Alldayhedroveabout,farintothecountry,andkepturgingthedrivertousegreaterspeed。Hewasinastrangestateofhurryandelation。Finally,hedinedatalittlecountryinn;andthisgavethemeasureofhisdisturbance——thedinnerwasatrocious。 ReturninglateintheeveninghefoundanotewrittenbyTraquair。 \"Areyouinyoursenses,man?\"itasked;\"wehavenomoretimetowasteidlingabouthere。Ifyouwanttorejoinus,comeontoDanielli’sHotel,Venice。\"Swithinchuckledwhenhereadit,andfeelingfrightfullytired,wenttobedandsleptlikealog。 VI ThreeweekslaterhewasstillinSalzburg,nolongerattheGoldeneAlp,butinroomsoverashopneartheBoleskeys’。Hehadspentasmallfortuneinthepurchaseofflowers。Margitwouldcroonoverthem,butRozsi,withasober\"Manytanks!\"asiftheywereherright,wouldlooklongatherselfintheglass,andpinoneintoherhair。Swithinceasedtowonder;heceasedtowonderatanythingtheydid。OneeveninghefoundBoleskeydeepinconversationwithapale,dishevelled—lookingperson。 \"OurfriendMr。Forsyte——CountD……,\"saidBoleskey。 Swithinexperiencedafaint,unavoidableemotion;butlookingattheCount’strousers,hethought:’Doesn’tlookmuchlikeone!’Andwithanironicbowtothesilentgirls,heturned,andtookhishat。Butwhenhehadreachedthebottomofthedarkstairsheheardfootsteps。 Rozsicamerunningdown,lookedoutatthedoor,andputherhandsuptoherbreastasifdisappointed;suddenlywithaquickglanceroundshesawhim。Swithincaughtherarm。Sheslippedaway,andherfaceseemedtobubblewithdefianceorlaughter;sheranupthreesteps,stopped,lookedathimacrosshershoulder,andfledonupthestairs。Swithinwentoutbewilderedandannoyed。 ’Whatwasshegoingtosaytome?’hekeptthinking。Duringthesethreeweekshehadaskedhimselfallsortsofquestions:whetherhewerebeingmadeafoolof;whethershewereinlovewithhim;whathewasdoingthere,andsometimesatnight,withallhiscandlesburningasifhewantedlight,thebreezeblowingonhimthroughthewindow,hiscigar,half—smoked,inhishand,hesat,anhourormore,staringatthewall。’Enoughofthis!’hethoughteverymorning。Twicehepackedfully——onceheorderedhistravellingcarriage,butcountermandeditthefollowingday。Whatdefinitelyhehoped,intended,resolved,hecouldnothavesaid。HewasalwaysthinkingofRozsi,hecouldnotreadtheriddleinherface——sheheldhiminavice,notwithstandingthateverythingaboutherthreatenedtheveryfetishesofhisexistence。AndBoleskey!Wheneverhelookedathimhethought,’Ifhewereonlyclean?’andmechanicallyfingeredhisownwell—tiedcravatte。Totalkwiththefellow,too,waslikebeingforcedtolookatthingswhichhadnoplaceinthelightofday。 Freedom,equality,self—sacrifice! ’Whycan’thesettledownatsomebusiness,’hethought,’insteadofallthistalk?’Boleskey’ssuddendiffidences,self—depreciation,fitsofdespair,irritatedhim。\"Morbidbeggar!\"hewouldmutter; \"thankGodIhaven’tathinskin。\"Andproudtoo!Extraordinary! Animpecuniousfellowlikethat!Oneevening,moreover,Boleskeyhadreturnedhomedrunk。Swithinhadhustledhimawayintohisbedroom,helpedhimtoundress,andstayeduntilhewasasleep。’Toomuchofagoodthing!’hethought,’beforehisowndaughters,too!’Itwasafterthisthatheorderedhistravellingcarriage。Theotheroccasiononwhichhepackedwasoneevening,whennotonlyBoleskey,butRozsiherselfhadpickedchickenboneswithherfingers。 OfteninthemorningshewouldgototheMirabellGardentosmokehiscigar;there,instolidcontemplationofthestatues——rowsofhalf— heroicmencarryingoffhalf—distressfulfemales——hewouldspendanhourpleasantly,hishattiltedtokeepthesunoffhisnose。ThedayafterRozsihadfledfromhimonthestairs,hecamethereasusual。Itwasamorningofblueskyandsunlightglowingontheoldprimgarden,onitsyew—trees,andserio—comicstatues,andwallscoveredwithapricotsandplums。WhenSwithinapproachedhisusualseat,whoshouldbesittingtherebutRozsi\"Good—morning,\"hestammered;\"youknewthiswasmyseatthen?\" Rozsilookedattheground。\"Yes,\"sheanswered。 Swithinfeltbewildered。\"Doyouknow,\"hesaid,\"youtreatmeveryfunnily?\" TohissurpriseRozsiputherlittlesofthanddownandtouchedhis; then,withoutaword,sprangupandrushedaway。Ittookhimaminutetorecover。Therewerepeoplepresent;hedidnotliketorun,butovertookheronthebridge,andslippedherhandbeneathhisarm。 \"Youshouldn’thavedonethat,\"hesaid;\"youshouldn’thaverunawayfromme,youknow。\" Rozsilaughed。Swithinwithdrewhisarm;adesiretoshakeherseizedhim。Hewalkedsomewaybeforehesaid,\"Willyouhavethegoodnesstotellmewhatyoucametothatseatfor?\" Rozsiflashedalookathim。\"To—morrowisthefete,\"sheanswered。 Swithinmuttered,\"Isthatall?\" \"Ifyoudonottakeus,wecannotgo。\" \"SupposeIrefuse,\"hesaidsullenly,\"thereareplentyofothers。\" Rozsibentherhead,scurryingalong。\"No,\"shemurmured,\"ifyoudonotgo——Idonotwish。\" Swithindrewherhandbackwithinhisarm。Howroundandsoftitwas!Hetriedtoseeherface。Whenshewasnearlyhomehesaidgoodbye,notwishing,forsomedarkreason,tobeseenwithher。Hewatchedtillshehaddisappeared;thenslowlyretracedhisstepstotheMirabellGarden。Whenhecametowhereshehadbeensitting,heslowlylightedhiscigar,andforalongtimeafteritwassmokedoutremainedthereinthesilentpresenceofthestatues。 VII Acrowdofpeoplewanderedroundthebooths,andSwithinfoundhimselfobligedtogivethegirlshisarms。’LikealittleCockneyclerk!’hethought。Hisindignationpassedunnoticed;theytalked,theylaughed,eachsightandsoundinallthehurly—burlyseemedtogostraightintotheirhearts。Heeyedthemironically——theireagervoices,andlittlecoosofsympathyseemedtohimvulgar。InthethickofthecrowdheslippedhisarmoutofMargit’s,but,justashethoughtthathewasfree,theunwelcomehandslidupagain。Hetriedagain,butagainMargitreappeared,serene,andfullofpleasanthumour;andhisfailurethistimeappearedtohiminacomiclight。ButwhenRozsileanedacrosshim,theglowofherroundcheek,hercurvinglip,theinscrutablegreygleamofhereyes,sentathrilloflongingthroughhim。Hewasobligedtostandbywhiletheyparleyedwithagipsy,whosemattedlocksandskinnyhandsinspiredhimwithanotunwarranteddisgust。\"Folly!\"hemuttered,asRozsiheldoutherpalm。Theoldwomanmumbled,andshotamalignantlookathim。Rozsidrewbackherhand,andcrossedherself。’Folly!’Swithinthoughtagain;andseizingthegirls’ arms,hehurriedthemaway。 \"Whatdidtheoldhagsay?\"heasked。 Rozsishookherhead。 \"Youdon’tmeanthatyoubelieve?\" Hereyeswerefulloftears。\"Thegipsiesarewise,\"shemurmured。 \"Come,whatdidshetellyou?\" ThistimeRozsilookedhurriedlyround,andslippedawayintothecrowd。Afterahunttheyfoundher,andSwithin,whowasscared,growled:\"Youshouldn’tdosuchthings——it’snotrespectable。\" Onhigherground,inthecentreofaclearspace,amilitarybandwasplaying。FortheprivilegeofenteringthischarmedcircleSwithinpaidthreekronen,choosingnaturallythebestseats。Heorderedwine,too,watchingRozsioutofthecornerofhiseyeashepoureditout。Theprotectingtendernessofyesterdaywasalllostinthismedley。Itwaseverymanforhimself,afterall!Thecolourhaddeepenedagaininhercheeks,shelaughed,poutingherlips。 Suddenlysheputherglassaside。\"Thankyou,verymuch,\"shesaid,\"itisenough!\" Margit,whoseprettymouthwasallsmiles,cried,\"LieberGott!isitnotgood—life?\"ItwasnotaquestionSwithincouldundertaketoanswer。Thebandbegantoplayawaltz。\"Nowtheywilldance。 LieberGott!andarethelightsnotwonderful?\"Lampswereflickeringbeneaththetreeslikeaswarmoffireflies。Therewasahumasfromagiganticbeehive。Passers—byliftedtheirfaces,thenvanishedintothecrowd;Rozsistoodgazingatthemspellbound,asiftheirverygoingandcomingwereadelight。 Thespacewassoonfullofwhirlingcouples。Rozsi’sheadbegantobeattime。\"OMargit!\"shewhispered。 Swithin’sfacehadassumedasolemn,uneasyexpression。Amanraisinghishat,offeredhisarmtoMargit。SheglancedbackacrosshershouldertoreassureSwithin。\"Itisafriend,\"shesaid。 SwithinlookedatRozsi——hereyeswerebright,herlipstremulous。 Heslippedhishandalongthetableandtouchedherfingers。Thensheflashedalookathim——appeal,reproach,tenderness,allwereexpressedinit。Wassheexpectinghimtodance?Didshewanttomixwiththerift—raffthere;wishhimtomakeanexhibitionofhimselfinthishurly—burly?Avoicesaid,\"Good—evening!\"BeforethemstoodKasteliz,inadarkcoattightlybuttonedatthewaist。 \"Youarenotdancing,RozsiKozsanony?\"(MissRozsi)。\"Letme,then,havethepleasure。\"Heheldouthisarm。Swithinstaredinfrontofhim。Intheveryactofgoingshegavehimalookthatsaidasplainaswords:\"Willyounot?\"Butforanswerheturnedhiseyesaway,andwhenhelookedagainshewasgone。Hepaidthescoreandmadehiswayintothecrowd。Butashewentshedancedbyclosetohim,allflushedandpanting。Shehungbackasiftostophim,andhecaughttheglisteningoftears。Thenhelostsightofheragain。Tobedesertedthefirstminutehewasalonewithher,andforthatjackanapeswiththesmallheadandthevolcanicglances!Itwastoomuch!AndsuddenlyitoccurredtohimthatshewasalonewithKasteliz——aloneatnight,andfarfromhome。’Well,’hethought,’whatdoIcare?’andshoulderedhiswayonthroughthecrowd。Itservedhimrightformixingwithsuchpeoplehere。Heleftthefair,butthefurtherhewent,themorehenursedhisrage,themoreheinousseemedheroffence,thesharpergrewhisjealousy。\"A beggarlybaron!\"washisthought。 Afigurecamealongside——itwasBoleskey。OnelookshowedSwithinhiscondition。Drunkagain!Thiswasthelaststraw! UnfortunatelyBoleskeyhadrecognisedhim。Heseemedviolentlyexcited。\"Where——wherearemydaughters?\"hebegan。 Swithinbrushedpast,butBoleskeycaughthisarm。\"Listen—— brother!\"hesaid;\"newsofmycountry!Afterto—morrow……\" \"Keepittoyourself!\"growledSwithin,wrenchinghisarmfree。Hewentstraighttohislodgings,and,lyingonthehardsofaofhisunlightedsitting—room,gavehimselfuptobitterthoughts。Butinspiteofallhisanger,Rozsi’ssupply—movingfigure,withitspoutinglips,androguishappealingeyes,stillhauntedhim。 VIII Nextmorningtherewasnotacarriagetobehad,andSwithinwascompelledtoputoffhisdeparturetillthemorrow。Thedaywasgreyandmisty;hewanderedaboutwiththestrained,inquiringlookofalostdoginhiseyes。 Lateintheafternoonhewentbacktohislodgings。Inacornerofthesitting—roomstoodRozsi。Thethrilloftriumph,thesenseofappeasement,theemotion,thatseizedonhim,creptthroughtohislipsinafaintsmile。Rozsimadenosound,herfacewashiddenbyherhands。AndthissilenceofhersweighedonSwithin。Shewasforcinghimtobreakit。Whatwasbehindherhands?Hisownfacewasvisible!Whydidn’tshespeak?Whywasshehere?Alone?Thatwasnotrightsurely。 SuddenlyRozsidroppedherhands;herflushedfacewasquivering——itseemedasthoughaword,asign,even,mightbringaburstoftears。 Hewalkedovertothewindow。’Imustgivehertime!’hethought; thenseizedbyunreasoningterroratthissilence,spunround,andcaughtherbythearms。Rozsiheldbackfromhim,swayedforwardandburiedherfaceonhisbreast…… HalfanhourlaterSwithinwaspacingupanddownhisroom。Thescentofroseleaveshadnotyetdiedaway。Aglovelayonthefloor;hepickeditup,andforalongtimestoodweighingitinhishand。Allsortsofconfusedthoughtsandfeelingshauntedhim。Itwasthepurestandleastselfishmomentofhislife,thismomentaftershehadyielded。Butthatpuregratitudeatherfiery,simpleabnegationdidnotlast;itwasfollowedbyapettysenseoftriumph,andbyuneasiness。Hewasstillweighingthelittlegloveinhishand,whenhehadanothervisitor。ItwasKasteliz。 \"WhatcanIdoforyou?\"Swithinaskedironically。 TheHungarianseemedsufferingfromexcitement。WhyhadSwithinlefthischargesthenightbefore?Whatexcusehadhetomake?Whatsortofconductdidhecallthis? Swithin,verylikeabull—dogatthatmoment,answered:Whatbusinesswasitofhis? Thebusinessofagentleman!WhatrighthadtheEnglishmantopursueayounggirl? \"Pursue?\"saidSwithin;\"you’vebeenspying,then?\" \"Spying——I——Kasteliz——MaurusJohann——aninsult!\" \"Insult!\"sneeredSwithin;d’youmeantotellmeyouweren’tinthestreetjustnow?\" Kastelizansweredwithahiss,\"IfyoudonotleavethecityIwillmakeyou,withmysword——doyouunderstand?\" \"AndifyoudonotleavemyroomIwillthrowyououtofthewindow!\" ForsomeminutesKastelizspokeinpureHungarianwhileSwithinwaited,withaforcedsmileandafixedlookinhiseye。HedidnotunderstandHungarian。 \"Ifyouarestillinthecityto—morrowevening,\"saidKastelizatlastinEnglish,\"Iwillspityouinthestreet。\" Swithinturnedtothewindowandwatchedhisvisitor’sretiringbackwithaqueermixtureofamusement,stubbornness,andanxiety。 ’Well,’hethought,’Isupposehe’llrunmethrough!’Thethoughtwasunpleasant;anditkeptrecurring,butitonlyservedtohardenhisdetermination。HisheadwasbusywithplansforseeingRozsi; hisbloodonfirewiththekissesshehadgivenhim。 IX Swithinwaslongindecidingtogoforthnextday。HehadmadeuphismindnottogotoRozsitillfiveo’clock。’Mustn’tmakemyselftoocheap,’hethought。Itwasalittlepastthathourwhenheatlastsalliedout,andwithabeatingheartwalkedtowardsBoleskey’s。 Helookedupatthewindow,morethanhalfexpectingtoseeRozsithere;butshewasnot,andhenoticedwithfaintsurprisethatthewindowwasnotopen;theplants,too,outside,lookedsingularlyarid。Heknocked。Noonecame。Hebeatafiercetatto。Atlastthedoorwasopenedbyamanwithareddishbeard,andoneofthosesardonicfacesonlytobeseenonshoemakersofTeutonicorigin。 \"Whatdoyouwant,makingallthisnoise?\"heaskedinGerman。 Swithinpointedupthestairs。Themangrinned,andshookhishead。 \"Iwanttogoup,\"saidSwithin。 Thecobblershruggedhisshoulders,andSwithinrushedupstairs。Theroomswereempty。Thefurnitureremained,butallsignsoflifeweregone。Oneofhisownbouquets,faded,stoodinaglass;theashesofafirewerebarelycold;littlescrapsofpaperstrewedthehearth; alreadytheroomsmeltmusty。Hewentintothebedrooms,andwithafeelingofstupefactionstoodstaringatthegirls’beds,sidebysideagainstthewall。Abitofribboncaughthiseye;hepickeditupandputitinhispocket——itwasapieceofevidencethatshehadonceexisted。Bythemirrorsomepinsweredroppedabout;alittlepowderhadbeenspilled。Helookedathisowndisquietfaceandthought,’I’vebeencheated!’ Theshoemaker’svoicearousedhim。\"TausendTeufel!EilenSie,nur! ZeitisGeld!Kannnich’Langerwarten!\"Slowlyhedescended。 \"Wherehavetheygone?\"askedSwithinpainfully。\"ApoundforeveryEnglishwordyouspeak。Apound!\"andhemadeanOwithhisfingers。 Thecornersoftheshoemaker’slipscurled。\"Geld!Mf!EilenSie,nur!\" ButinSwithinasullenangerhadbeguntoburn。\"Ifyoudon’ttellme,\"hesaid,\"it’llbetheworseforyou。\" \"SindeinkomischerKerl!\"remarkedtheshoemaker。\"HieristmeineFrau!\" Abattered—lookingwomancamehurryingdownthepassage,callingoutinGerman,\"Don’tlethimgo!\" Withasnarlingsoundtheshoemakerturnedhisback,andshambledoff。 ThewomanfurtivelythrustaletterintoSwithin’shand,andfurtivelywaited。 TheletterwasfromRozsi。 \"Forgiveme\"——itran——\"thatIleaveyouanddonotsaygoodbye。To— dayourfatherhadthecallfromourdearFather—townsolongawaited。Intwohoursweareready。IpraytotheVirgintokeepyoueversafe,andthatyoudonotquiteforgetme。——Yourunforgettinggoodfriend,ROZSI WhenSwithinreadithisfirstsensationwasthatofamansinkinginabog;thenhisobstinacystiffened。’Iwon’tbedone,’hethought。 Takingoutasovereignhetriedtomakethewomancomprehendthatshecouldearnit,bytellinghimwheretheyhadgone。Hegotherfinallytowritethewordsoutinhispocket—book,gaveherthesovereign,andhurriedtotheGoldeneAlp,wheretherewasawaiterwhospokeEnglish。Thetranslationgivenhimwasthis: \"Atthreeo’clocktheystartinacarriageontheroadtoLinz——theyhavebadhorses——theHerralsoridesawhitehorse。\" SwithinatoncehailedacarriageandstartedatfullgallopontheroadtoLinz。OutsidetheMirabellGardenhecaughtsightofKastelizandgrinnedathim。’I’vesoldhimanyway,’hethought; ’foralltheirtalk,they’renogood,theseforeigners!’ Hisspiritsrose,butsoonfellagain。Whatchancehadheofcatchingthem?Theyhadthreehours’start!Still,theroadswereheavyfromtherainofthelasttwonights——theyhadluggageandbadhorses;hisownweregood,hisdriverbribed——hemightovertakethembyteno’clock!Butdidhewantto?Whatafoolhehadbeennottobringhisluggage;hewouldthenhavehadarespectableposition。 Whatabrutehewouldlookwithoutachangeofshirt,oranythingtoshavewith!Hesawhimselfwithhorror,allbristly,andinsoiledlinen。Peoplewouldthinkhimmad。’I’vegivenmyselfaway,’ flashedacrosshim,’whatthedevilcanIsaytothem?’andhestaredsullenlyatthedriver’sback。HereadRozsi’sletteragain;ithadascentofher。Andinthegrowingdarkness,joltedbytheswingingofthecarriage,hesufferedtorturesfromhisprudence,torturesfromhispassion。