第2章

类别:其他 作者:Amy Lowell字数:14397更新时间:18/12/19 08:18:02
Redrosestocrownmeyourlover,AndIwalkedaureoledandapart。 Enslavedandencircled,Iboreit,Proudtokenofmygifttoyou。 Thepetalswanedpaler,andshriveled,Anddropped;andthethornsstartedthrough。 Bitterthornstoproclaimmeyourlover,Adiademwovenwithrue。 ToElizabethWardPerkinsDearBessie,wouldmytiredrhymeHadforcetorisefromapathy,AndshakingoffitslethargyRingword—toneslikeaChristmaschime。 Butinmysoul’shighbelfry,chillThebitterwindofdoubthasblown,Thesummerswallowsallhaveflown,Thebellsarefrost—bound,muteandstill。 UponthecrumblingboardsthesnowHasdrifteddeep,theclappershangPrismedwithicicles,theirclangUnheardsinceageslongago。 TheropeIpullisstiffandcold,MystrainingearsdetectnosoundExceptasigh,asroundandroundThewindrocksthroughthetimbersold。 Below,IknowthechurchisbrightWithhaloedtapers,warmwithprayer; ButhereIonlyfeeltheairOficycenturiesofnight。 BeneathmyfeetthesnowislitAndgemmedwithcolours,red,andblue,Topaz,andgreen,wherelightfallsthroughThesaintsthatinthewindowssit。 Heredarknessseemsaspectredthing,Voicelessandhaunting,whilethestarsMockwithalightoflongdeadyearsTheacheofpresentsuffering。 Silentandwinter—killedIstand,Nocarolhymnsmydebttoyou; Buttakethisfrozenthoughtinlieu,Andthawitsmusicinyourhand。 ThePromiseoftheMorningStarThoufatherofthechildrenofmybrainBytheeengenderedinmywillingheart,HowcanIthanktheeforthisgiftofartPouredoutsolavishly,andnotinvain。 Whatthoucreatednevermorecandie,ThyfructifyingpowerlivesinmeAndIconceive,knowingitisbythee,Dearotherparentofmypoetry! ForIwasbutashadowwithaname,Perhapsbynowtheveryname’sforgot; SostrangeisFatethatithasbeenmylotTolearnthroughtheethepresenceofthataimWhichevermoremustguideme。Allunknown,Bymeunguessed,bytheenotevendreamed,AtreehasblossomedinanightthatseemedOfstubborn,barrenwood。ForthouhastsownThisseedofbeautyinagroundoftruth。 HumblyIdedicatemyself,andyetItremblewithasuddenfeartosetNewmusicringingthroughmyfadingyouth。 J——K。HuysmansAflickeringglimmerthroughawindow—pane,Adimredglarethroughmudbespatteredglass,CleavingapathbetweenblownwallsofsleetAcrossunevenpavementssunkinslimeToscatterandthenquenchitselfinmist。 Andstruggling,slipping,oftenrudelyhurledAgainstthejuttingangleofawall,Andcursed,andreeledagainst,andflungasideBydrunkenbrawlersastheyshuffledpast,Amanwasgropingtowhatseemedalight。 HiseyelidsburntandquiveredwiththestrainOflooking,andagainsthistemplesbeatTheallenshrouding,suffocatingdark。 Hestumbled,lurched,andstruckagainstadoorThatopened,andahowlofobscenemirthGratedhissenses,wallowingonthefloorLaymen,anddogsandwomeninthedirt。 Hesickened,loathingit,andashegazedThecandleguttered,flared,andthenwentout。 ThroughtravailofignoblemidnightstreetsHecameatlasttoshelterinaporchWheregothicsaintsandwarriorsmadeashieldTocoverhim,andtorturedgargoylesspatOnelongcontinuousstreamofsilverrainThatclattereddownfrommyriadroofsandspiresIntoadarkness,loudwithrushingsoundOfwaterfalling,gurglingasitfell,Butalwaysthicklydark。ThenasheleanedUnconsciouswhere,thegreatoakdoorblewbackAndcasthim,bruisedanddripping,inthechurch。 HiseyesfromlongsojourninginthenightWereblindednowasbysomeglorioussun; Heslowlycrawledtowardthealtarsteps。 Hecouldnotthink,forheavyinhisearsAnorganboomedmajesticharmonies; Heonlyknewthatwhathesawwaslight! HebowedhimselfbeforeacrossofflameAndshuthiseyesinfearlestitshouldfade。 MarchEveningBluethroughthewindowburnsthetwilight; Heavy,throughtrees,blowsthewarmsouthwind。 Glistening,againstthechill,grayskylight,Wet,blackbranchesarebarredandentwined。 Soddenandspongy,thescarce—greengrassplotDentsintopoolswhereafoothasbeen。 Puddlesliespiltintheroadamass,notOfwater,butsteel,withitscold,hardsheen。 Faintfadesthefireonthehearth,itsembersScatteringwideatastrongergust。 Above,theoldweathercockgroans,butremembersCreaking,toturn,initscenturiedrust。 Dying,forlorn,indrearysorrow,Wrappingthemistsroundherwitheringform,Daysinksdown;andindarknessto—morrowTravailstobirthinthewombofthestorm。 SonnetsLeisureLeisure,thougoddessofabygoneage,WhenhourswerelonganddayssufficedtoholdWide—eyeddelightsandpleasuresuncontrolledByshorteningmoments,whennogauntpresageOfundoneduties,modernheritage,Hauntedourhappyminds;mustthouwithholdThypresencefromthisover—busyworld,AndbearingsilencewiththeedisengageOurtwinedfortunes?DeepsofunhewnwoodsAlonecancherishthee,alonepossessThyquiet,teemingvigor。Thisourcrime: Nottohaveworshipped,marredbyalienmoodsThatsoleconditionofallloveliness,Thedreaminglapseofslow,unmeasuredtime。 OnCarpaccio’sPicture:TheDreamofSt。UrsulaSwept,clean,andstill,acrossthepolishedfloorFromsomeunshutteredcasement,hidfromsight,Thelevelsunshineslants,itsgreaterlightQuenchingthelittlelampwhichpallid,poor,Flickering,unreplenished,atthedoorHasstrivenagainstdarknessthelongnight。 Dawnfillstheroom,andpenetrating,bright,Thesilentsunbeamsthroughthewindowpour。 Andsheliessleeping,ignorantofFate,Enmeshedinlistlessdreams,hersoulnotyetRipenedtobearthepurportofthisday。 Themorningbreezescarcestirsthecoverlet,Ashadowfallsacrossthesunlight;wait! Alarkissingingashefliesaway。 TheMatrixGoadedandharassedinthefactoryThattearsourlifeupintobitsofdaysTickedoffuponaclockwhichneverstays,ShreddingourportionofEternity,Webreakawayatlast,andstealthekeyWhichhidesaworldemptyofhours;waysOfspaceunroll,andHeavenoverlaysTheleafy,sun—litearthofFantasy。 Beyondtheilexshadowglaresthesun,Scorchingagainsttheblueflameofthesky。 Brownlily—padslieheavyandsupineWithinagranitebasin,underoneThebronze—goldglimmerofacarp;andI Reachoutmyhandandpluckanectarine。 MonadnockinEarlySpringCloud—toppedandsplendid,dominatingallThelittlelesserhillswhichcompassthee,Thoustandest,brightwithApril’sbuoyancy,YetholdingWinterinsomeshadedwallOfstern,steeprock;andstartledbythecallOfSpring,thytreesflushwithexpectancyAndcastacloudofcrimson,silently,AbovethysnowycreviceswherefallPaleshrivelledoakleaves,whilethesnowbeneathMeltsattheirphantomtouch。AnotheryearIsquickwithimport。Sucheachyearhasbeen。 Unmovedthouwatchestall,andallbequeathSomejeweltothydiademofpower,Thoupledgeofgreatermajestyunseen。 TheLittleGardenAlittlegardenonableakhillsideWheredeeptheheavy,dazzlingmountainsnowLiesfarintothespring。Thesun’spaleglowIsscarcelyabletomeltpatcheswideAboutthesinglerosebush。AlldeniedOfnature’stenderministries。Butno,—— Forwonder—workingfaithhasmadeitblowWithflowersmanyhuedandstarry—eyed。 Heresleepsthesunlong,idlesummerhours; HerebutterfliesandbeesfarefartoroveAmidthecrumpledleavesofpoppyflowers; Herefouro’clocks,tothepassionatenightaboveFlingwhiffsofperfume,likepaleincenseshowers。 Alittlegarden,lovedwithagreatlove! ToanEarlyDaffodilThouyellowtrumpeteroflaggardSpring! ThouheraldofrichSummer’smyriadflowers! TheclimbingsunwithnewrecoveredpowersDoeswarmtheeintobeing,throughtheringOfrich,brownearthhewoosthee,makestheeflingThygreenshootsup,inheritingthedowersOfbendingskyandsudden,sweepingshowers,TillripeandblossomingthouartathingTomakeallnatureglad,thouartsogay; Tofillthelonelywithajoyuntold; Noddingateverygustofwindto—day,To—morrowjewelledwithraindrops。AlwaysboldTostanderect,fullinthedazzlingplayOfApril’ssun,forthouhastcaughthisgold。 Listening’Tisyouthatarethemusic,notyoursong。 Thesongisbutadoorwhich,openingwide,Letsforththepent—upmelodyinside,Yourspirit’sharmony,whichclearandstrongSingsbutofyou。ThroughoutyourwholelifelongYoursongs,yourthoughts,yourdoings,eachdivideThisperfectbeauty;waveswithinatide,Orsinglenotesamidagloriousthrong。 Thesongofearthhasmanydifferentchords; OceanhasmanymoodsandmanytonesYetalwaysocean。InthedampSpringwoodsThepaintedtrilliumsmiles,whilecrisppineconesAutumnalonecanripen。SoisthisOnemusicwithathousandcadences。 TheLampofLifeAlwayswearefollowingalight,Alwaysthelightrecedes;withgropinghandsWestretchtowardthisglory,whilethelandsWejourneythrougharehiddenfromoursightDimandmysterious,foldeddeepinnight,Wecarenot,allourutmostneeddemandsIsbutthelight,thelight!SostillitstandsSurelyourownifweexertourmight。 Fool!Nevercan’stthougraspthisfleetinggleam,Itsglowingflamewoulddieifitwerecaught,ItsvalueisthatitdothalwaysseemButjustalittlefartheron。Distraught,Butlightedeveronward,wearebroughtUponourwayunknowing,inadream。 Hero—WorshipAfaceseenpassinginacrowdedstreet,Avoiceheardsingingmusic,largeandfree; Andfromthatmomentlifeischanged,andweBecomeofmoreheroictemper,meetTofreelyaskandgive,amancompleteRadiantbecauseoffaith,wedaretobeWhatNaturemeantus。BraveidolatryWhichcanconceiveahero!Nodeceit,Noknowledgetaughtbyunrelentingyears,Canquenchthisfierce,untamabledesire。 WeknowthatwhatwelongforonceachievedWillceasetosatisfy。Bestillourfears; Ifwhatweworshipfailus,stillthefireBurnson,anditismuchtohavebelieved。 InDarknessMustallofworthbetravailledfor,andthoseLife’sbrighteststarsrisefromatroubledsea? MustyearsgobyinsaduncertaintyLeavingusdoubtingwhosetheconqueringblows,AreweorFatethevictors?TimewhichshowsAllinnermeaningswillreveal,butweShallneverknowtheupshot。OurstobeWastedwithlonging,shatteredinthethroes,Theagoniesofsplendiddreams,whichdayDimsfromourvision,buteachnightbringsback; Westrivetoholdtheirgrandeur,andessayTobethethingwedream。SuddenwelackTheflashofinsight,lifegrowsdrearandgray,Andhourfollowshour,nerveless,slack。 BeforeDawnLife!Austerearbiterofeachman’sfate,BywhomhelearnsthatNature’ssteadfastlawsAreasdecreesimmutable;OpauseYourevenforwardmarch!NotyettoolateTeachmetheneededlesson,whentowaitInactiveasashipwhennowinddrawsTostretchtheloosenedcordage。OneimploresThyclemency,whosewilfulnessinnateHasgoneuncurbedandroughshodwhiletheyearsHavelengthenedintodecades;nowdistressedHeknowsnorulebywhichtomoveorstay,AndteasedwithrestlessnessanddesperatefearsHedaresnotwatchinsilencethywisewayBringingaboutresultsnonecouldhaveguessed。 ThePoetWhatinstinctforcesmantojourneyon,Urgedbyalongingblindbutdominant! Nothingheseescanholdhim,nothingdauntHisneverfailingeagerness。ThesunSettinginsplendoureverynighthaswonHisvassalage;thosetowersflamboyantOfairycloudlandpalacesnowhauntHisdaylightwanderings。ForeverdoneWithsimplejoysandquiethappinessHeguardsthevisionofthesunsetsky; ThoughfaintwithwearinesshemustpossessSomefragmentofthesunset’smajesty; Hespurnslife’shumanfriendshipstoprofessLife’slonelinessofdreamingecstasy。 AtNightThewindissingingthroughthetreesto—night,Adeep—voicedsongofrushingcadencesAndcrashingintervals。NosummerbreezeIsthis,thoughhotJulyisatitsheight,Goneishergentlermusic;withdelightShelistenstothisboomingliketheseas,Theseelemental,loudnecessitiesWhichcalltohertoanswertheirswiftmight。 Abovethetossingtreesshinesdownastar,Quietlybright;thiswild,tumultuousjoyQuickensnordimsitssplendour。Andmymind,OStar!isfilledwithyourwhitelight,fromfar,SosuffermethisonenighttoenjoyThefreedomoftheonwardsweepingwind。 TheFruitGardenPathThepathrunsstraightbetweenthefloweringrows,Amoonlitpath,hemmedinbybedsofbloom,WherephloxandmarigoldsdisputeforroomWithtall,reddahliasandthebriarrose。 ’TisrecklessprodigalitywhichthrowsIntothenightthesewaftsofrichperfumeWhichsweepacrossthegardenlikeaplume。 Overthetreesasinglebrightstarglows。 Deargardenofmychildhood,heremyyearsHaverunawaylikelittlegrainsofsand; Themomentsofmylife,itshopesandfearsHaveallfoundutterancehere,wherenowIstand; Myeyesachewiththeweightofunshedtears,Youaremyhome,doyounotunderstand? MirageHowisitthat,beinggone,youfillmydays,Andallthelongnightsaremadegladbythee? Nolonelinessisthis,normisery,ButgreatcontentthattheseshouldbethewaysWherebytheFancy,dreamingasshestrays,Makesbrightandpresentwhatshewouldwouldbe。 AndwhoshallsayiftherealityIsnotwithdreamssopregnant。FordelaysAndhindrancesmaybarthewished—forend; AthousandmisconceptionsmaypreventOursoulsfromcomingnearenoughtoblend; Letmebutthinkwehavethesameintent,Thateachoneneedstocalltheother,\"friend!\" Itmaybevainillusion。I’mcontent。 ToaFriendIaskbutonethingofyou,onlyone,Thatalwaysyouwillbemydreamofyou; ThatnevershallIwaketofinduntrueAllthisIhavebelievedandrestedon,Forevervanished,likeavisiongoneOutintothenight。Alas,howfewTherearewhostrikeinusachordweknewExisted,butsoseldomhearditstoneWetrembleatthehalf—forgottensound。 TheworldisfullofrudeawakeningsAndheaven—borncastlesshatteredtotheground,YetstillourhumanlongingvainlyclingsToabeliefinbeautythroughallwrongs。 Ostayyourhand,andleavemyheartitssongs! AFixedIdeaWhattorturelurkswithinasinglethoughtWhengrowntooconstant,andhoweverkind,Howeverwelcomestill,thewearymindAcheswithitspresence。DullremembrancetaughtRemembersonunceasingly;unsoughtTheolddelightiswithusbuttofindThatallrecurringjoyispainrefined,Becomeahabit,andwestruggle,caught。 Youlieuponmyheartasonanest,Foldedinpeace,foryoucanneverknowHowcrushedIamwithhavingyouatrestHeavyuponmylife。IloveyousoYoubindmyfreedomfromitsrightfulquest。 Inmercyliftyourdroopingwingsandgo。 DreamsIdonotcaretotalktoyoualthoughYourspeechevokesathousandsympathies,Andallmybeing’ssilentharmoniesWaketremblingintomusic。WhenyougoItisasifsomesudden,dreadfulblowHadseveredallthestringswithsavageease。 No,donottalk;butletusratherseizeThisintimategiftofsilencewhichweknow。 Othersmayguessyourthoughtsfromwhatyousay,Asstormsareguessedfromcloudswheredarknessbroods。 TometheveryessenceofthedayRevealsitsinnerpurposeanditsmoods; AspoplarsfeeltherainandthenstraightwayReversetheirleavesandshimmerthroughthewoods。 FrankincenseandMyrrhMyheartistunedtosorrow,andthestringsVibratemostreadilytominorchords,Searchingandsad;mymindisstuffedwithwordsWhichvoicethepassionandtheacheofthings: IllusionsbeatingwiththeirbaffledwingsAgainstthewallsofcircumstance,andhoardsOftorndesires,brokenjoys;recordsOfallabruisedlife’smaimedimaginings。 Nowyouarecome!YoutremblelikeastarPoisedwhere,behindearth’srim,thesunhasset。 Yourvoicehassungacrossmyheart,butnumbAndmute,Ihavenotonestoanswer。FarWithinIkneelbeforeyou,speechlessyet,Andlifeablazewithbeauty,Iamdumb。 FromOneWhoStaysHowemptyseemsthetownnowyouaregone! Awildernessofsadstreets,wheregauntwallsHidenothingtodesire;sunshinefallsEery,distorted,asitlonghadshoneOnwhite,deadfacestombedinhallsofstone。 Thewhirofmotors,strickenthroughwithcallsOfplayingboys,floatsupatintervals; Butallthesenoisesblurtoonelongmoan。 Whatquestisworthpursuing?AndhowstrangeThatothermenstillgoaccustomedways! Ihatetheirinterestinthethingstheydo。 Aspectre—horderepeatingwithoutchangeAnoldroutine。AloneIknowthedaysArestill—born,andtheworldstopped,lackingyou。 CrepusculeduMatinAllnightIwrestledwithamemoryWhichknockedinsurgentatthegatesofthought。 ThecrumbledwreckofyearsbehindhaswroughtItsdisillusion;nowIonlycryForpeace,forpowertoforgetthelieWhichhopetoolonghaswhispered。SoIsoughtThesleepwhichwouldnotcome,andnightwasfraughtWitholdemotionsweepingsilently。 Iheardyourvoiceagain,andknewthethingsWhichyouhadpromisedprovedanemptyvaunt。 Ifeltyourclinginghandswhilenight’sbroadwingsCherishedourloveindarkness。FromthelawnAsudden,quiveringbirdnote,likeataunt。 Myarmsheldnothingbuttheemptydawn。 AftermathIlearnttowritetoyouinhappierdays,AndeveryletterwasapieceIchippedFromoffmyheart,afragmentnewlyclippedFromthemosaicoflife;itsbluesandgrays,Itsthrobbingreds,Igavetoearnyourpraise。 TomakeapavementforyourfeetIstrippedMysoulforyoutowalkupon,andslippedBeneathyourstepstosoftenallyourways。 ButnowmylettersarelikeblossomspaleWestrewuponagravewithhopelesstears。 Iasknorecompense,IshallnotfailAlthoughyoudonotheed;thelong,sadyearsStillpass,andstillIscatterflowersfrail,Andwhisperwordsoflovewhichnoonehears。 TheEndThroughouttheechoingchambersofmybrainIhearyourwordsinmournfulcadencetollLikesomeslowpassing—bellwhichwarnsthesoulOfsunderingdarkness。Unrelenting,fainTobatterdownresistance,fallagainStrokeafterstroke,insistentdiastole,Thebitterblowsoftruth,untilthewholeIshammeredintofactmadestrangelyplain。 WhereshallIlookforcomfort?Nottoyou。 Ourworldsaredrawnapart,ourspirit’ssunsDivided,andthelightofmineburntdim。 NowinthehauntedtwilightImustdoYourwill。Igraspthecupwhichover—runs,AndwithmytremblinglipsItouchtherim。 TheStarling\"`Ican’tgetout’,saidthestarling。\" Sterne’s`SentimentalJourney’。 ForevertheimpenetrablewallOfselfconfinesmypoorrebellioussoul,IneverseethetoweringwhitecloudsrollBeforeasturdywind,savethroughthesmallBarredwindowofmyjail。IliveathrallWithallmyouterlifeaclipped,squarehole,Rectangular;afractionofascrollUnwoundandwindinglikeaworstedball。 MythoughtsaregrownuneageranddepressedThroughbeingalwaysmine,myfancy’swingsAremoultedandthefeathersblownaway。 Iwearyfordesiresneverguessed,Foralienpassions,strangeimaginings,Tobesomeotherpersonforaday。 MarketDayWhite,glitteringsunlightfillsthemarketsquare,Spottedandspriggedwithshadows。DoublerowsOfbarteringboothsspreadouttheirtemptingshowsOfglobedandgoldenfruit,themorningairSmellssweetwithripeness,onthepavementthereAwickerbasketgapesandoverflowsSpillingoutcool,blueplums。Themarketglows,Andflaunts,andclattersinitsbusycare。 AstatelyminsteratthenorthernsideLiftsitstwinspirestothedistantsky,Pinnacled,carvedandbuttressed;throughthewideArcheddoorwaypealsanorgan,suddenly—— Crashing,triumphantinitspregnanttide,Quenchingthesquareinvibrantharmony。 EpitaphinaChurch—YardinCharleston,SouthCarolinaGEORGEAUGUSTUSCLOUGH ANATIVEOFLIVERPOOL,DIEDSUDDENLYOF\"STRANGER’SFEVER\" NOV’R5th1843 AGED22 Hediedof\"Stranger’sFever\"whenhisyouthHadscarcelymeltedintomanhood,soThechiselledlegendruns;abrother’swoeLaidbareforepitaph。ThesavageruthOfasunny,bright,butalienland,uncouthWithcruelcaressingdealtamortalblow,AndbythissummerseawhereflowersgrowIntropicsplendor,witnesstothetruthOfineradicableracehelies。 Thelawofdutyurgedthatheshouldroam,ShouldsailfromfogandchillyairstoskiesClearwithdeceitfulwelcome。HehadcomeWithproudresolve,butstillhislonelyeyesAchedwithfatigueatneverseeinghome。 FrancisII,KingofNaplesWrittenafterreadingTrevelyan’s\"GaribaldiandthemakingofItaly\" Poorfoolishmonarch,vacillating,vain,Decayingvictimofaraceofkings,SwiftDestinyshookoutherpurplewingsAndcaughthimintheirshadow;notagainCouldfurtiveplottingsmearanotherstainAcrosshistarnishedhonour。SmoulderingsOfsacrificialfiresbursttheirringsAndblottedoutinsmokehislostdomain。 Bereftofcourtiers,onlywithhisqueen,Fromemptypalacedowntoemptyquay。 Nochallengescreamedfromhostilecarabine。 Asinglevesselwaited,shadowy; AllnightsheploughedhersolitarywayBeneaththestars,andthroughatranquilsea。 ToJohnKeatsGreatmaster!Boyish,sympatheticman! WhoseorbedandripenedgeniuslightlyhungFromlife’sslim,twistedtendrilandthereswungIncrimson—spheredcompleteness;guardianOfcrystalportalsthroughwhoseopeningsfanThespicedwindswhichblewwhenearthwasyoung,Scatteringwreathsofstars,asJoveonceflungAgoldenshowerfromheightscerulean。 Crumbledbeforethymajestywebow。 Forgetthyempurpledstate,thypanoplyOfgreatness,andbemercifulandnear; AyouthwhotrudgedthehighroadwetreadnowSingingthemilesbehindhim;somayweFaintthrobbingsofthymusicoverhear。 TheBostonAthenaeumTheBostonAthenaeumThoudearandwell—lovedhauntofhappyhours,Howofteninsomedistantgallery,Gainedbyalittlepainfulspiralstair,FarfromthehallsandcorridorswherethrongThecrowdofcasualreaders,haveIpassedLong,peacefulhoursseatedonthefloorOfsomeretirednook,alllinedwithbooks,Wherereverieandquietreignsupreme! Above,below,oneveryside,highshelvedFromcarelessgraspoftransientinterest,Standbookswecanbutdimlysee,theircharmMuchgreaterthattheirtitlesareunread; WhileonalevelwiththedustyfloorOthersarerangedinorderlyconfusion,AndwemuststoopinpainfulposturewhileWereadtheirnamesandlearntheirhistories。 ThelittlegallerywindsroundaboutThemiddleofamostsecludedroom,Midwaybetweentheceilingandthefloor。 Atypeofthosehighthoughts,whichwhilewereadHoverbetweentheearthandfurthestheavenAsfancywills,leavingtheprintedpage; Forbooksbutgivethetheme,ourheartstherest,EnrichingsimplewordswithunguessedharmonyAndovertonesofthoughtweonlyknow。 Andaswesitlonghoursquietly,Readingattimes,andattimessimplydreaming,Theveryroomitselfbecomesafriend,Theconfidantofintimatehopesandfears; Aplacewhereareengenderedpleasantthoughts,AndpossibilitiesbeforeunguessedCometofruitionbornofsympathy。 AndasinsomegaygardenstretcheduponAgenialsouthernslope,warmedbythesun,TheflowersgivetheirfragrancejoyouslyTothecaressingtouchofthehotnoon; SobooksgiveuptheallofwhattheymeanOnlyinacongenialatmosphere,Onlywhentouchedbyreverenthands,andreadBythosewholoveandfeelaswellasthink。 Forbooksaremorethanbooks,theyarethelife,Theveryheartandcoreofagespast,Thereasonwhymenlived,andworked,anddied,Theessenceandquintessenceoftheirlives。 Andwemayknowthembetter,anddivineTheinnermotiveswhencetheiractionssprang,FarbetterthanthemenwhoonlyknewTheirbodilypresence,thesoulforeverhidFromthosewithnoabilitytosee。 TheywaitherequietlyforustocomeAndfindthemout,andknowthemforourfriends; Thesemenwhotoiledandwroteonlyforthis,ToleavebehindsuchmodicumoftruthAseachperceivedandeachalonecouldtell。 SilentlywaitingthatfromtimetotimeItmaybegiventhemtoilluminateDulldailyfactswithpristineradianceForsomelong—waited—foraffinityWholingersyetinthedeepwomboftime。 TheshiftingsunpiercestheyounggreenleavesOfelmtrees,newlycomingintobud,AndsplashesonthefloorandonthebooksThroughold,high,roundedwindows,dimwithage。 Thenoisycity—soundsofmodernlifeFloatsoftenedtousacrosstheoldgraveyard。 Theroomisfilledwithawarm,mellowlight,Nogarishcoloursjaronourcontent,Thebooksupontheshelvesareoldandworn。 ’TwasnobelatedeffortnorattemptTokeepabreastwitholdaswellasnewThatplacedthemhere,trickedinamodernguise,Easilygot,andheldinlightesteem。 Ourfathers’fathers,slowlyandcarefullyGatheredthem,onebyone,whentheywerenewAndadelightedworldreceivedtheirthoughtsHungrily;whilewebutlovethemore,Becausetheyaresooldandgrownsodear! Thebacksoftarnishedgold,thefadedboards,Theslightlyyellowingpage,thestrangeoldtype,Allspeakthefashionofanotherage; ThethoughtspeculiartothemanwhowroteArrayedingarbpeculiartothetime; AsthoughtheidiomofamanwerecaughtImprisonedintheidiomofarace。 Anothingtruly,yetalinkthatbindsAllagestotheirowninheritance,Andstretchingbackward,dimanddimmerstill,Islostinaremoteantiquity。 Grapesdonotcomeofthornsnorfigsofthistles,Andevenagreatpoet’sdivinestthoughtIscolouredbytheworldheknowsandsees。 Thelittleintimatethingsofeveryday,Thetrivialnothingsthatwethinknotof,Thesegotomakeapartofeachman’slife; AsmuchapartasdothelargerthoughtsHetakesaccountof。Nay,thelittlethingsOfdailylifeitiswhichmold,andshape,Andmakehimaptfornobledeedsandtrue。 Andaswereadsomemuch—lovedmasterpiece,Readitaslongagotheauthorread,WitheyesthatbrimmedwithtearsashesawThemessagehebelievedinstampedintypeInviolablefortheslow—comingyears; Weknowacertainsubtlesympathy,Weseemtoclasphishandacrossthepast,Hiswordsbecomerelatedtothetime,HeisatonewithhisowngloriouscreedAndallthatinhisworldwasdaredanddone。 Thelong,still,fruitfulhoursslipawaySheddingtheirinfluencesastheypass; WeknowourselvestherichertohavesatUponthisdustyflooranddreamedourdreams。 Nootherplacetouswerequitethesame,Nootherdreamssopotentintheircharm,Forthisisours!EverytwistandturnOfeverynarrowstairisknownandloved; Eachnookandcrannyisourveryown; Thedear,old,sleepyplaceisfullofspellsForus,byrightoflonginheritance。 ThebuildingsimplybodiesforthathoughtPeculiarlyinherenttotherace。 Andwe,descendantsofthateldertime,HavelearnttolovetheveryforminwhichThethoughthasbeenembodiedtoouryears。 Andherewefeelthatwearenotalone,Wetooareonewithourownrichestpast; Andherethatveiled,buteversmoulderingfireOfrace,whichrarelyseenyetneverdies,Springsupafreshandwarmsuswithitsheat。 Andmusttheytakeawaythistreasurehouse,Toussofullofthoughtsandmemories; ToalltheworldbesideadismalplaceLackinginallthismodernagerequiresTotemptalongtheunfamiliarpathsAndleafylanesofoldtimeliteratures? IttakessometimeformossandvinestogrowAndwarmlycovergauntandchillstonewallsOfstatelybuildingsfromthecoldNorthWind。 Thelichenofaffectiontakesaslong,Orlonger,ereitlovinglyenfoldsAplacewhichsincewithoutitwerebereft,Allstriptandbare,shornofitschiefestgrace。 ForwhattouswerehallsandcorridorsHoweverlargeandfitting,ifwepartWiththiswhichisourbirthright;ifweloseAsentimentprofound,unsoundable,WhichTime’sslowripeningalonecanmake,Andman’sblindfoolishnesssoquicklymar。 VersesforChildrenSeaShellSeaShell,SeaShell,Singmeasong,OPlease! Asongofships,andsailormen,Andparrots,andtropicaltrees,OfislandslostintheSpanishMainWhichnomanevermayfindagain,Offishesandcoralsunderthewaves,Andseahorsesstabledingreatgreencaves。 SeaShell,SeaShell,Singofthethingsyouknowsowell。 FringedGentiansNearwhereIlivethereisalakeAsblueasbluecanbe,windsmakeItdanceastheygoblowingby。 Ithinkitcurtseystothesky。 It’sjustalakeoflovelyflowersAndmyMammasaystheyareours; ButtheyarenotlikethosewegrowTobeourveryown,youknow。 Wehaveasplendidgarden,thereArelotsofflowerseverywhere; Roses,andpinks,andfouro’clocksAndhollyhocks,andeveningstocks。 Mammaletsuspickthem,butneverMustwepickanygentians——ever! ForifwecarriedthemawayThey’ddieofhomesicknessthatday。 ThePaintedCeilingMyGrandpapalivesinawonderfulhouseWithagreatmanywindowsanddoors,Therearestairsthatgoup,andstairsthatgodown,Andsuchbeautiful,slipperyfloors。 Butofalloftherooms,evenmother’sandmine,Andthebookroom,andparlourandall,Ilikethegreendining—roomsomuchthebestBecauseofitsceilingandwall。 RightoveryourheadisafunnyroundholeWithapplesandpearsfallingthrough; There’sabigbunchofgrapesallpurplyandsweet,Andmelonsandpineapplestoo。 Theytumbleandtumble,butnevercomedownThoughI’vestoodunderneathalongwhileWithmymouthopenwide,forIalwayshavehopedJustacherrywoulddropfromthepile。 NomatterhowearlyIruntheretolookIthasalwaysbeguntofallthrough; AndonenightwhenatbedtimeIcreptintosee,Itwasfallingbycandle—lighttoo。 Iamsuretheyaremagicalfruits,andeachoneMakesyouhearthings,orseethings,orgoForeverinvisible;butit’snouse,AndofcourseIshalljustneverknow。 Fortheladder’stooheavytolift,andthechairsArenotnearlysotallasIneed。 I’vegivenuphope,andIfeelIshalldieWithouthavingaccomplishedthedeed。 It’salittlebitsad,whenyouseemverynearToadventuresandthingsofthatsort,Whichnearlybegin,andthendon’t;andyouknowItisonlybecauseyouareshort。 TheCrescentMoonSlippingsoftlythroughtheskyLittlehorned,happymoon,Canyouhearmeupsohigh? Willyoucomedownsoon? Onmynurserywindow—sillWillyoustayyoursteadyflight? AndthenfloatawaywithmeThroughthesummernight? Brushingovertopsoftrees,Playinghideandseekwithstars,PeepingupthroughshinycloudsAtJupiterorMars。 IshallfillmylapwithrosesGatheredinthemilkyway,Alltocarryhometomother。 Oh!whatwillshesay! Littlerocking,sailingmoon,Doyouhearmeshout——Ahoy! Justalittlenearer,moon,Topleasealittleboy。 ClimbingHighupintheappletreeclimbingIgo,Withtheskyaboveme,theearthbelow。 EachbranchisthestepofawonderfulstairWhichleadstothetownIseeshiningupthere。 Climbing,climbing,higherandhigher,ThebranchesblowandIseeaspire,Thegleamofaturret,theglintofadome,Allsparklingandbright,likewhiteseafoam。 Onandon,fromboughtobough,Theleavesarethick,butIpushmywaythrough; Before,Ihavealwayshadtostop,Butto—dayIamsureIshallreachthetop。 Todaytotheendofthemarvelousstair,Wherethoseglitteringpinaclesflashintheair! Climbing,climbing,higherIgo,Withtheskycloseaboveme,theearthfarbelow。 TheTroutNaughtylittlespeckledtrout,Can’tIcoaxyoutocomeout? IsitsuchgreatfuntoplayInthewatereveryday? DoyoupulltheNaiads’hairHidingintheliliesthere? Doyouhuntforfishes’eggs,Orwatchtadpolesgrowtheirlegs? DothelittletroutshaveschoolInsomedeepsun—glintedpool,AndinrecessplayattagRoundthatbedofpurpleflag? Ihavetriedsohardtocatchyou,HoursandhoursI’vesattowatchyou; Butyouneverwillcomeout,Naughtylittlespeckledtrout! WindHeshoutsinthesailsoftheshipsatsea,Hestealsthedownfromthehoneybee,Hemakestheforesttreesrustleandsing,Hetwirlsmykitetillitbreaksitsstring。 Laughing,dancing,sunnywind,Whistling,howling,rainywind,North,South,EastandWest,EachisthewindIlikethebest。 Hecallsupthefogandhidesthehills,Hewhirlsthewingsofthegreatwindmills,TheweathercockslovehimandturntodiscoverHiswhereabouts——buthe’sgone,therover! Laughing,dancing,sunnywind,Whistling,howling,rainywind,North,South,EastandWest,EachisthewindIlikethebest。 Thepinetreestosshimtheirconeswithglee,Theflowersbendlowincourtesy,Eachwaveflingsupashowerofpearls,Theflaginfrontoftheschoolunfurls。 Laughing,dancing,sunnywind,Whistling,howling,rainywind,North,South,EastandWest,EachisthewindIlikethebest。 ThePleiadesBydayyoucannotseetheskyForitisupsoveryhigh。 Youlookandlook,butit’ssoblueThatyoucanneverseerightthrough。 Butwhennightcomesitisquiteplain,Andallthestarsarethereagain。 Theyseemjustlikeoldfriendstome,I’veknownthemallmylifeyousee。 Thereisthedipperfirst,andthereIsCassiopeiainherchair,Orion’sbelt,theMilkyWay,AndlotsIknowbutcannotsay。 Onegrouplookslikeaswarmofbees,Papasaysthey’rethePleiades; ButIthinktheymustbethetoyOfsomenicelittleangelboy。 Perhapshisjackstoneswhichto—dayHehasforgottoputaway,AndleftthemlyingontheskyWherehewillfindthembyeandbye。 Iwishhe’dcomeandplaywithme。 We’dhavesuchfun,foritwouldbeAmostunusualthingforboysTofeelthattheyhadstarsfortoys!