第16章

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First,HowellsandIhadachattogether。IaskedaboutMrs。H。Hesaidshewasfine,stillsteadilyimproving,andnearlybacktoheroldbesthealth。Iasked(asifIdidn”tknow): “Whatdoyouattributethisstrangemiracleto?“ “Mind-cure——simplymind-cure。” “Lord,whataconversion!Youwereascofferthreemonthsago。” “I?Iwasn”t。” “Youwere。Youmadeelaboratefunofmeinthisveryroom。” “Ididnot,Clemens。” “It”salie,Howells,youdid。” Idetailedtohimtheconversationofthattime——withthestatelyargumentfurnishedbyBoyeseninthefactthatapatienthadactuallybeenkilledbyamind-curist;andHowells”sownsmartremarkthatwhenthemind-curistisdonewithyou,youhavetocallina“regular“atlastbecausetheformercan”tprocureyouaburialpermit。 Atlasthegavein——hesaidherememberedthattalk,buthadnowbeenamind-curistsolongitwasdifficultforhimtorealizethathehadeverbeenanythingelse。 Mrs。H。cameskippingin,presently,theveryperson,toadot,thatsheusedtobe,somanyyearsago。 Mrs。H。said:“Peoplemaycallitwhattheylike,butitisjusthypnotism,andthat”sallitis——hypnotismpureandsimple。Mind-cure!—— theidea!Why,thiswomanthatcuredmehasn”tgotanymind。She”sagoodcreature,butshe”sdullanddumbandilliterateand” “NowEleanor!“ “IknowwhatI”mtalkingabout!——don”tIgotheretwiceaweek?AndMr。 Clemens,ifyoucouldonlyseeherwoodenandsatisfiedfacewhenshesnubsmeforforgettingmyselfandshowingbyathoughtlessremarkthattomeweatherisstillweather,insteadofbeingjustanabstractionandasuperstition——oh,it”sthefunniestthingyoueversaw!A-n-d-whenshetiltsuphernose-well,it”s——it”s——Wellit”sthatkindofanosethat” “NowEleanor!——thewomanisnotresponsibleforhernose”andso-onandso-on。Itdidn”tseemtomethatIhadanyrighttobehavingthisfeastandyounotthere。 Sheconvincedmebeforeshegotthrough,thatsheandWilliamJamesareright——hypnotismandmind-curearethesamething;nodifferencebetweenthem。Verywell;theverysource,theverycenterofhypnotismisParis。 Dr。Charcot”spupilsanddisciplesarerightthereandreadytoyourhandwithoutfetchingpoordearoldSusyacrossthestormysea。LetMrs。 Mackay(towhomIsendmybestrespects,tellyouwhomtogototolearnallyouneedtolearnandhowtoproceed。Do,doit,honey。Don”tloseaminute……At11o”clocklastnightMr。Rogerssaid: “Iamabletofeelphysicalfatigue——andIfeelitnow。Younevershowany,eitherinyoureyesoryourmovements;doyoueverfeelany?“ IwasabletosaythatIhadforgottenwhatthatfeelingwaslike。Don”tyourememberhowalmostimpossibleitwasformetotiremyselfattheVilla?Well,itisjustsoinNewYork。Igotobedunfatiguedat3,Igetupfreshandfinesixhourslater。IbelieveIhavetakenonlyonedaylightnapsinceIhavebeenhere。 Whentheanchorisdown,thenIshallsay: “Farewell——alongfarewell——tobusiness!Iwillnevertouchitagain!“ Iwillliveinliterature,Iwillwallowinit,revelinit,Iwillswiminink!JoanofArc——butallthisispremature;theanchorisnotdownyet。 To-morrow(Tuesday)IwilladdaP。S。ifI”veanytoadd;but,whetherorno,Imustmailthistomorrow,forthemailsteamergoesnextday。 5。30p。m。GreatScott,thisisTuesday!Imustrushthisletterintothemailinstantly。 TellthatsassyBenI”vegotherwelcomeletter,andI”llwriteherassoonasIgetadaylightchance。I”vemosttimeatnight,butI”ddrutherwritedaytimes。 SAML。 TheReidandSimmonsmentionedintheforegoingwereRobertReidandEdwardSimmons,distinguishedpainter——thelatterabrilliant,fluent,andindustrioustalker。Thetitle;“Fire-escapeSimmons,“ whichClemensgiveshim,originatedwhenOliverHerford,whosequaintwithassolongdelightedNew-Yorkers,onedaypinnedupbythebackdoorofthePlayersthenotice:“ExitincaseofSimmons。” Gwen,apopularnovelofthatday,waswrittenbyBlancheWillisHoward。 “Jamie“Dodge,inthenextletter,wasthesonofMrs。MaryMapesDodge,editorofSt。Nicholas。 ToClaraClemens,inParis: MR。ROGERS”SOFFICE,Feb。5,”94。 DearBenny——Iwasintendingtoansweryourletterto-day,butIamawaydowntown,andwillsimplywhirltogetherasentenceortwoforgood- fellowship。IhaveboughtphotographsofCoquelinandJaneHadingandwillaskthemtosignthem。IshallmeetCoquelintomorrownight,andifHadingisnotpresentIwillsendherpicturetoherbysomebody。 IamtobreakfastwithMadameNordicainafewdays,andmeantimeIhopetogetagoodpictureofhertosign。Shewasofthebreakfastcompanyyesterday,butthepictureofherselfwhichshesignedandgavemedoesnotdohermajesticbeautyjustice。 Iamtoobusytoattendtothephoto-collectingright,becauseIhavetoliveuptothenamewhichJamieDodgehasgivenme——the“BelleofNewYork“——anditjustkeepsmerushing。YesterdayIhadengagementstobreakfastatnoon,dineat3,anddineagainat7。Igotawayfromthelongbreakfastat2p。m。,wentandexcusedmyselffromthe3o”clockdinner,thenlunchedwithMrs。Dodgein58thstreet,returnedtothePlayersanddressed,dinedoutat9,andwasbackatMrs。Dodge”sat10p。m。wherewehadmagic-lanternviewsofasuperbsort,andalotofyarnsuntilanhouraftermidnight,andgottobedat2thismorning——agooddealofagainonmyrecenthours。ButIdon”tgettired;I sleepassoundasadeadperson,andalwayswakeupfreshandstrong—— usuallyatexactly9。 Iwasatbreakfastlatelywherepeopleofsevenseparatenationalitiessatandthesevenlanguagesweregoingallthetime。Atmysidesatacharminggentlemanwhowasadelightfulandactivetalker,andinteresting。Hetalkedgliblytothosefolksinallthosesevenlanguagesandstillhadalanguagetospare!Iwantedtokillhim,forveryenvy。 Igreetyouwithloveandkisses。 PAPA。 ToMrs。Clemens,inParis: Feb。 Livydear,lastnightIplayedbilliardswithMr。Rogersuntil11,thenwenttoRobertReid”sstudioandhadamostdelightfultimeuntil4thismorning。Noladieswereinvitedthistime。Amongthepeoplepresentwere—— Coquelin; RichardHardingDavis; Harrison,thegreatout-doorpainter; Wm。H。Chase,theartist; Bettini,inventorofthenewphonograph。 NikolaTesla,theworld-wideillustriouselectrician;seearticleabouthiminJan。orFeb。Century。 JohnDrew,actor; JamesBarnes,amarvelousmimic;my,youshouldseehim! Smedleytheartist; Zorntheartist; Zogbaumtheartist; Reinharttheartist; Metcalftheartist; Ancona,headtenorattheOpera; Oh,agreatlotofothers。Everybodytherehaddonesomethingandwasinhiswayfamous。 SomebodywelcomedCoquelininanicelittleFrenchspeech;JohnDrewdidthelikeformeinEnglish,andthenthefunbegan。CoquelindidsomeexcellentFrenchmonologues——oneofthemanungrammaticalEnglishmantellingacolorlesshistorietteinFrench。Itnearlykilledthefifteenortwentypeoplewhounderstoodit。 Itoldayarn,Anconasanghalfadozensongs,Barnesdidhisdarlingimitations,HardingDavissangthehangingofDannyDeever,whichwasofcoursegood,buthefolloweditwiththatmostfascinating(forwhatreasonIdon”tknow)ofallKipling”spoems,“OntheRoadtoMandalay,“ sangittenderly,anditsearchedmedeeperandcharmedmemorethantheDeever。 YoungGerritSmithplayedsomeravishingdancemusicandwealldancedaboutanhour。Therecouldn”tbeapleasanternightthanthatonewas。 SomeofthosepeoplecomplainedoffatiguebutIdon”tseemtoknowwhatthesenseoffatigueis。 CoquelintalksquitegoodEnglishnow。Hesaid: “Ihaveabrotherwhohasthefinemind——ah,acharminganddelicatefancy,andheknowsyourwritingssowell,andlovesthem——andthatisthesamewithme。ItwillstirhimsowhenIwriteandtellhimIhaveseenyou!“ Wasn”tthatnice?Wetalkedagooddealtogether。Heisaswinningashisownface。Buthewouldn”tsignthatphotographforClara。“That? No!Sheshallhaveabetterone。Iwillsendittoyou。” Heismuchdriven,andwillforgetit,butReidhaspromisedtogetthepictureforme,andIwilltryandkeephimreminded。 Oh,dear,mytimeisallusedupandyourlettersarenotanswered。 Mama,dear,Idon”tgoeverywhere——Ideclinemostthings。ButthereareplentythatIcan”twellgetoutof。 Iwillrememberwhatyousayandnotmakemyyarningtoocommon。 IamsogladSusyhasgoneonthattripandthatyouaretryingtheelectric。Mayyoubothprosper。Foryouaremightydeartomeandinmythoughtsalways。 SAML。 TheaffairsoftheWebsterPublishingCompanywerebythistimegettingintoaveryseriousconditionindeed。Theeffectsofthepanicoftheyearbeforecouldnotbeovercome。Creditorswerepressingtheirclaimsandprofitswerenegligible。InthefollowingletterwegetaMarkTwainestimateofthegreatfinancierwhosocheerfullywaswillingtoundertakethesolvingofMarkTwain”sfinancialproblems。 ToMrs。Clemens,inParis: THEPLAYERS,Feb。15,”94。11。30p。m。 Livydarling,YesterdayItalkedallmyvariousmattersoverwithMr。 Rogersandwedecidedthatitwouldbesafeformetoleaveherethe7thofMarch,intheNewYork。Sohisprivatesecretary,MissHarrison,wroteandorderedaberthformeandthenIlostnotimeincablingyouthatIshouldreachSouthamptonMarch14,andParisthe15th。Land,butitmademypulsesleap,tothinkIwasgoingtoseeyouagain!…… Onethingatatime。IneverfullylaidWebster”sdisastrousconditionbeforeMr。Rogersuntilto-nightafterbilliards。Ididhatetoburdenhisgoodheartandover-workedheadwithit,buthetookholdwithavidityandsaiditwasnoburdentoworkforhisfriends,butapleasure。Wediscusseditfromvariousstandpoints,andfounditasufficientlydifficultproblemtosolve;buthethinksthatafterhehassleptuponitandthoughtitoverhewillknowwhattosuggest。 YoumustnotthinkIameverrudewithMr。Rogers,Iamnot。Heisnotcommonclay,butfine——fineanddelicate——andthatsortdonotcalloutthecoarsenessesthatareinmysort。Iamneverafraidofwoundinghim; Idonotneedtowatchmyselfinthatmatter。Thesightofhimispeace。 HewantstogotoJapan——itishisdream;wantstogowithme——whichmeans,thetwofamilies——andhearnomoreaboutbusinessforawhile,andhavearest。Andheneedsit。Butitislikeallthedreamsofallbusymen——fatedtoremaindreams。 Youperceivethatheisapleasanttextforme。Itiseasytowriteabouthim。WhenIarrivedinSeptember,lordhowblacktheprospectwas——howdesperate,howincurablydesperate!WebsterandCohadtohaveasmallsumofmoneyorgounderatonce。IflewtoHartford——tomyfriends——buttheywerenotmoved,notstronglyinterested,andIwasashamedthatIwent。ItwasfromMr。Rogers,astranger,thatIgotthemoneyandwasbyitsaved。Andthen——whilestillastranger——hesethimselfthetaskofsavingmyfinanciallifewithoutputtinguponme(inhisnativedelicacy)anysensethatIwastherecipientofacharity,abenevolence——andhehasaccomplishedthattask;accomplisheditatacostofthreemonthsofwearinganddifficultlabor。Hegavethattimetome——timewhichcouldnotbeboughtbyanymanatahundredthousanddollarsamonth——no,norforthreetimesthemoney。 Well,inthemidstofthatgreatfight,thatlongandadmirablefight,GeorgeWarnercametomeandsaid: “Thereisasplendidchanceopentoyou。Iknowaman——aprominentman—— whohaswrittenabookthatwillgolikewildfire;abookthatarraignstheStandardOilfiends,andgivesthemunmitigatedhell,individualbyindividual。Itistheverybookforyoutopublish;thereisafortuneinit,andIcanputyouincommunicationwiththeauthor。” Iwantedtosay: “TheonlymanIcareforintheworld;theonlymanIwouldgiveadamnfor;theonlymanwhoislavishinghissweatandbloodtosavemeandminefromstarvationandshame,isaStandardOilfiend。Ifyouknowme,youknowwhetherIwantthebookornot。” ButIdidn”tsaythat。IsaidIdidn”twantanybook;Iwantedtogetoutofthepublishingbusinessandoutofallbusiness,andwashereforthatpurposeandwouldaccomplishitifIcould。 Butthere”senough。Ishallbeasleepby3,andIdon”tneedmuchsleep,becauseIamneverdrowsyortiredthesedays。Dear,dearSusymystrengthreproachesmewhenIthinkofherandyou,mydarling。 SAML。 ButevensoableamanasHenryRogerscouldnotaccomplishtheimpossible。TheaffairsoftheWebsterCompanywerehopeless,thebusinesswasnotworthsaving。ByMr。Rogers”sadviceanassignmentwasmadeApril,18,1894。Afteritsearlyspectacularsuccesslessthantenyearshadbroughtthebusinesstofailure。ThepublicationoftheGrantmemoirshadbeenitsonlygreatachievement。 Clemenswouldseemtohavebelievedthatthebusinesswouldresume,andforatimeRogersappearstohavecomfortedhiminhishope,butwecannotbelievethatitlongsurvived。YoungHall,whohadmadesuchastruggleforitssalvation,waseagertogoon,buthemustpresentlyhaveseenthefutilityofanyeffortinthatdirection。 OfcoursethefailureofMarkTwain”sfirmmadeagreatstirinthecountry,anditiseasytounderstandthatloyalfriendswouldrallyinhisbehalf。 ToMrs。Clemens,inParis: April22,”94。 Dearolddarling,weallthinkthecreditorsaregoingtoallowustoresumebusiness;andiftheydoweshallpullthroughandpaythedebts。 Iamprodigiouslygladwemadeanassignment。Andalsogladthatwedidnotmakeitsooner。Earlierweshouldhavemadeapoorshowing;butnowweshallmakeagoodone。 Imeetflocksofpeople,andtheyallshakemecordiallybythehandandsay“Iwassosorrytohearoftheassignment,butsogladyoudidit。 Itwasaround,thislongtime,thattheconcernwastottering,andallyourfriendswereafraidyouwoulddelaytheassignmenttoolong。” JohnMackaycalledyesterday,andsaid,“Don”tletitdisturbyou,Sam—— weallhavetodoit,atonetimeoranother;it”snothingtobeashamedof。” OnestrangeroutinNewYorkStatesentmeadollarbillandthoughthewouldliketogetupadollar-subscriptionforme。AndPoultneyBigelow”snotecamepromptly,withhischeckfor$1,000。IhadbeenmeetinghimeverydayattheClubandlikinghimbetterandbetterallthetime。Icouldn”ttakehismoney,ofcourse,butIthankedhimcordiallyforhisgoodwill。 NowandthenagoodanddearJoeTwichellorSusyWarnercondoleswithmeandsays“Cheerup——don”tbedownhearted,“andsomeotherfriendsays,“Iamgladandsurprisedtoseehowcheerfulyouareandhowbravelyyoustandit“——andnoneofthemsuspectwhataburdenhasbeenliftedfrommeandhowblitheIaminside。ExceptwhenIthinkofyou,dearheart——thenIamnotblithe;forIseemtoseeyougrievingandashamed,anddreadingtolookpeopleintheface。Forinthethickofthefightthereischeer,butyouarefarawayandcannothearthedrumsnorseethewheelingsquadrons。Youonlyseemtoseerout,retreat,anddishonoredcolorsdragginginthedirt——whereasnoneofthesethingsexist。Thereistemporarydefeat,butnodishonor——andwewillmarchagain。CharleyWarnersaidto-day,“Sho,Livyisn”tworrying。Solongasshe”sgotyouandthechildrenshedoesn”tcarewhathappens。Sheknowsitisn”theraffair。”Whichdidn”tconvinceme。 Goodbyemydarling,Iloveyouandallofthekids——andyoucantellClaraIamnotaspittinggraykitten。 SAML。 ClemenssailedforEuropeassoonashisaffairswouldpermithimtogo。Hemustgetsettledwherehecouldworkcomfortably。Type- setterprospectsseemedpromising,butmeantimetherewasneedoffunds。 Hebeganwritingontheship,aswashishabit,andhadcompletedhisarticleonFenimoreCooperbythetimehereachedLondon。InAugustwefindhimwritingtoMr。RogersfromEtretat,alittleNormanwatering-place。 ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYork: ETRETAT,(NORMANDIE) CHALETDESABRIS) Aug。25,”94。 DEARMR。ROGERS,——IfindtheMadameversomuchbetterinhealthandstrength。Theairissuperbandsoothingandwholesome,andtheChaletisremotefromnoiseandpeople,andjusttheplacetowritein。Ishallbeginworkthisafternoon。 Mrs。Clemensisingreatspiritson,accountofthebenefitwhichshehasreceivedfromtheelectricaltreatmentinParisandisboundtotakeitupagainandcontinueitallthewinter,andofcourseIamperfectlywilling。SherequiresmetodropthelectureplatformoutofmymindandgostraightaheadwithJoanuntilthebookisfinished。IfIshouldhavetogohomeforevenaweekshemeanstogowithme——won”tconsenttobeseparatedagain——butshehopesIwon”tneedtogo。 Itellherallright,“Iwon”tgounlessyousend,andthenImust。” Shekeepstheaccounts;andassheciphersitwecan”tgetcrowdedformoneyforeightmonthsyet。Ididn”tknowthat。ButIdon”tknowmuchanyway。 Sincerelyyours,S。L。CLEMENS。 ThereadermayrememberthatClemenshadwrittenthefirsthalfofhisJoanofArcbookattheVillaViviani,inFlorence,nearlytwoyearsbefore。HehadclosedthemanuscriptthenwiththetakingofOrleans,andwasbynomeanssurethathewouldcontinuethestorybeyondthatpoint。Now,however,hewasdeterminedtoreachthetale”stragicconclusion。 ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYork: ETRETAT,Sunday,Sept。9,”94。 DEARMR。ROGERS,Idrovethequilltoohard,andIbrokedown——inmyhead。IthasnowbeenthreedayssinceIlaidup。WhenIwroteyouaweekagoIhadadded10,000wordsorthereabouttoJoan。NextdayI added1,500whichwasaproperenoughday”sworkthoughnotafullone; butduringTuesdayandWednesdayIstackedupanaggregateof6,000 words——andthatwasaverylargemistake。Myheadhasn”tbeenworthacentsince。 However,there”sacompensation;forinthosetwodaysIreachedandpassed——successfully——apointwhichIwassolicitousaboutbeforeIeverbeganthebook:viz。,thebattleofPatay。Becausethatwouldnaturallybethenexttothelastchapterofaworkconsistingofeithertwobooksorone。Intheonecaseonegoesrightalongfromthatpoint(asIshalldonow);intheotherhewouldaddawind-upchapterandmakethebookconsistofJoan”schildhoodandmilitarycareeralone。 Ishallresumeworkto-day;andhereafterIwillnotgoatsuchanintemperate”rate。Myheadisprettycobwebbyyet。 IamhopingthatalongaboutthistimeIshallhearthatthemachineisbeginningitstestintheHeraldoffice。Ishallbeverygladindeedtoknowtheresultofit。IwishIcouldbethere。 SincerelyyoursS。L。CLEMENS。 Rouen,whereJoanmethermartyrdom,wasonlyashortdistanceaway,andtheyhaltedthereenroutetoParis,wheretheyhadarrangedtospendthewinter。ThehealthofSusyClemenswasnotgood,andtheylingeredinRouenwhileClemensexploredtheoldcityandincidentallydidsomewritingofanothersort。InanotetoMr。 Rogershesaid:“ToputinmyoddtimeIamwritingsomearticlesaboutPaulBourgetandhisOutre-Merchapters——laughingatthemandatsomeofouroracularowlswhofindthemimportant。Whatthehellmakesthemimportant,Ishouldliketoknow!“ HewasstillatRouentwoweekslaterandhadreceivedencouragingnewsfromRogersconcerningthetype-setter,whichhadbeenplacedfortrialintheofficeoftheChicagoHerald。Clemenswrote:“I canhardlykeepfromsendingahurrahbycable。IwouldcertainlydoitifIwasn”tsuperstitious。”Hisrestraint,thoughwise,waswastedtheendwasnear。 ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYork: 169RUEDEL”UNIVERSITE,PARIS,Dec。22;”94。 DEARMR。ROGERS,——Iseemedtobeentirelyexpectingyourletter,andalsopreparedandresigned;butLord,itshowshowlittleweknowourselvesandhoweasilywecandeceiveourselves。Ithitmelikeathunder-clap。 Itknockedeveryragofsenseoutofmyhead,andIwentflyinghereandthereandyonder,notknowingwhatIwasdoing,andonlyoneclearlydefinedthoughtstandingupvisibleandsubstantialoutofthecrazystorm-driftthatmydreamoftenyearswasindesperateperil,andoutofthe60,000or90,000projectsforitsrescuethatcamefloatingthroughmyskull,notonewouldholdstilllongenoughformetoexamineitandsizeitup。Haveyoueverbeenlikethat?Notsomuchso,Ireckon。 Therewasanotherclearlydefinedidea——Imustbethereandseeitdie。 Thatis,ifitmustdie;andmaybeifIweretherewemighthatchupsomenext-to-impossiblewaytomakeittakeupitsbedandtakeawalk。 So,attheendoffourhoursIstarted,stillwhirlingandwalkedovertotherueScribe——4P。M——andaskedaquestionortwoandwastoldI shouldberunningabigriskifItookthe9P。M。trainforLondonandSouthampton;“bettercomerightalongat6。52perHavrespecialandstepaboardtheNewYorkalleasyandcomfortable。”Very!andIabouttwomilesfromhome,withnopackingdone。 Thenitoccurredtomethatnoneofthesesalvation-notionsthatwerewhirl-windingthroughmyheadcouldbeexaminedormadeavailableunlessatleastamonth”stimecouldbesecured。SoIcabledyou,andsaidtomyselfthatIwouldtaketheFrenchsteamertomorrow(whichwillbeSunday)。 BybedtimeMrs。Clemenshadreasonedmeintoafairlyrationalandcontentedstateofmind;butofcourseitdidn”tlastlong。SoIwentonthinking——mixingitwithasmokeinthedressingroomonceanhour——untildawnthismorning。Result——asaneresolution;nomatterwhatyouranswertomycablemightbe,IwouldholdstillandnotsailuntilIshouldgetananswertothispresentletterwhichIamnowwriting,oracableanswerfromyousaying“Come“or“Remain。” Ihaveslept6hours,mypondhasclarified,andIfindthesedimentofmy70,000projectstobeofthischaracter: [Severalpagesofsuggestionsforreconstructingthemachinefollow。] Don”tsayI”mwild。ForreallyI”msaneagainthismorning…… IamgoingrightalongwithJoan,now,andwaituntroubledtillIhearfromyou。IfyouthinkIcanbeoftheleastuse,cableme“Come。” IcanwriteJoanonboardshipandlosenotime。AlsoIcoulddiscussmyplanwiththepublisherforadeluxeJoan,timebeinganobject,forsomeofthepicturescouldbemadeoverherecheaplyandquickly,butwouldcostmuchtimeandmoneyinAmerica…… IfthemeetingshoulddecidetoquitbusinessJan。4,I”dliketohaveStokerstoppedfrompayinginanymoremoney,ifMissHarrisondoesn”tmindthatdisagreeablejob。AndI”llhavetowritethem,too,ofcourse。 Withlove,S。L。CLEMENS。 The“Stoker“ofthisletterwasBramStoker,longassociatedwithSirHenryIrving。Irvinghimselfhadalsotakenstockinthemachine。Theaddress,169Ruedel”Universite,whencetheselettersarewritten,wasthebeautifulstudiohomeoftheartistPomroywhichtheyhadtakenforthewinter。 ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYork: 169RUEDEL”UNIVERSITE,PARIS,Dec。27,”94。 DEARMR。ROGERS,——Notwithstandingyourheartis“oldandhard,“youmakeabodychokeup。Iknowyou“meaneverywordyousay“andIdotakeit“inthesamespiritinwhichyoutenderit。”Ishallkeepyourregardwhilewetwolive——thatIknow;forIshallalwaysrememberwhatyouhavedoneforme,andthatwillinsuremeagainsteverdoinganythingthatcouldforfeititorimpairit。Iam59yearsold;yetIneverhadafriendbeforewhoputoutahandandtriedtopullmeashorewhenhefoundmeindeepwaters。 ItissixdaysorsevendaysagothatIlivedthroughthatdespairingday,andthenthroughanightwithoutsleep;thensettleddownnextdayintomyrightmind(orthereabouts,)andwroteyou。Iputintherestofthatdaytill7P。M。plentycomfortablyenoughwritingalongchapterofmybook;thenwenttoamaskedballblackedupasUncleRemus,takingClaraalong;andwehadagoodtime。Ihavelostnodaysinceandsufferednodiscomforttospeakof,butdrovemytroublesoutofmymindandhadgoodsuccessinkeepingthemout——throughwatchfulness。Ihavedoneagoodweek”sworkandputthebookagoodwayaheadintheGreatTrial,whichisthedifficultpartwhichrequiresthemostthoughtandcarefulness。IcannotseetheendoftheTrialyet,butIamontheroad。Iamcreepingsurelytowardit。 “Whynotleavethemalltome。”Mybusinessbothers?Itakeyoubythehand!Ijumpatthechance! IoughttobeashamedandIamtryingmybesttobeashamed——andyetIdojumpatthechanceinspiteofit。Idon”twanttowriteIrvingandI don”twanttowriteStoker。Itdoesn”tseemasifIcould。ButIcansuggestsomethingforyoutowritethem;andthenifyouseethatIamunwise,youcanwritethemsomethingquitedifferent。Nowthisismyidea: 1。ToreturnStoker”s$100tohimandkeephisstock。 2。AndtellIrvingthatwhenluckturnswithmeIwillmakegoodtohimwhatthesalvagefromthedeadCo。failstopayhimofhis$500。 P。S。MadamsaysNo,Imustfacethemusic。SoIenclosemyefforttobeusedifyouapprove,butnototherwise。 There!Nowifyouwillalterittosuityourjudgmentandbangaway,I shallbeeternallyobliged。 WeshalltrytofindatenantforourHartfordhouse;notaneasymatter,foritcostsheavilytolivein。Wecanneverliveinitagain;thoughitwouldbreakthefamily”sheartsiftheycouldbelieveit。 NothingdauntsMrs。Clemensormakestheworldlookblacktoher——whichisthereasonIhaven”tdrownedmyself。 WeallsendourdeepestandwarmestgreetingstoyouandallofyoursandaHappyNewYear! S。L。CLEMENS。 Enclosure: MYDEARSTOKER,——Iamnotdatingthisbecauseitisnottobemailedatpresent。 Whenitreachesyouitwillmeanthatthereisahitchinmymachine- enterprise——ahitchsoseriousastomakeittaketoitselftheaspectofadissolveddream。Thisletter,then,willcontainchequeforthe$100 whichyouhavepaid。AndwillyoutellIrvingforme——Ican”tgetupcourageenoughtotalkaboutthismisfortunemyself,excepttoyou,whombygoodluckIhaven”tdamagedyetthatwhenthewreckagepresentlyfloatsashorehewillgetagooddealofhis$500back;andadabatatimeIwillmakeuptohimtherest。 I”mnotfeelingasfineasIwaswhenIsawyouthereinyourhome。 PleaseremembermekindlytoMrs。Stoker。IgaveupthatLondonlecture- projectentirely。Hadto——there”sneverbeenachancesincetofindthetime。 Sincerelyyours,S。L。CLEMENS。 XXXV LETTERS,1895-96,TOH。H。ROGERSANDOTHERS。FINISHING“JOANOFARC。” THETRIPAROUNDTHEWORLD。DEATHOFSUSYCLEMENS ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYorkCity: [Nodate。] DEARMR。ROGERS,——YoursofDec。21hasarrived,containingthecirculartostockholdersandIguesstheCo。willreallyquit——theredoesn”tseemtobeanyotherwisecourse。 There”sonethingwhichmakesitdifficultformetosoberlyrealizethatmytenyeardreamisactuallydissolved;andthatis,thatitreveriesmyhoroscope。Theproverbsays,“Bornlucky,alwayslucky,“andIamverysuperstitious。AsasmallboyIwasnotoriouslylucky。Itwasusualforoneortwoofourlads(perannum)togetdrownedintheMississippiorinBearCreek,butIwaspulledoutina2/3drownedcondition9timesbeforeIlearnedtoswim,andwasconsideredtobeacatindisguise。 Whenthe“Pennsylvania“blewupandthetelegraphreportedmybrotherasfatallyinjured(with60others)butmadenomentionofme,myunclesaidtomymother“ItmeansthatSamwassomewhereelse,afterbeingonthatboatayearandahalf——hewasbornlucky。”Yes,Iwassomewhereelse。 IamsosuperstitiousthatIhavealwaysbeenafraidtohavebusinessdealingswithcertainrelativesandfriendsofminebecausetheywereunluckypeople。AllmylifeIhavestumbleduponluckychancesoflargesize,andwhenevertheywerewasteditwasbecauseofmyownstupidityandcarelessness。AndsoIhavefeltentirelycertainthatthatmachinewouldturnuptrumpseventually。Itdisappointedmelotsoftimes,butI couldn”tshakeofftheconfidenceofalife-timeinmyluck。 Well,whateverIgetoutofthewreckagewillbeduetogoodluck——thegoodluckofgettingyouintothescheme——for,butforthat,therewouldn”tbeanywreckage;itwouldbetotalloss。 Iwishyouhadbeeninatthebeginning。Thenweshouldhavehadthegoodlucktosteppromptlyashore。 MissHarrisonhashadadreamwhichpromisesmealargebankaccount,andIwanthertogoaheadanddreamittwicemore,soastomakethepredictionsuretobefulfilled。 I”vegotafirstratesubjectforabook。Itkeptmeawakeallnight,andIbeganitandcompleteditinmymind。TheminuteIfinishJoanIwilltakeitup。 LoveandHappyNewYeartoyouall。 Sincerelyyours,S。L。CLEMENS。 ThiswasabouttheendofthemachineinterestssofarasClemenswasconcerned。Paigesucceededingettingsomenewpeopleinterested,butnothingimportanthappened,orthatinanywayaffectedMarkTwain。Characteristicallyheputthewholematterbehindhimandplungedintohiswork,facingcomparativepovertyandaburdenofdebtswithastoutheart。Thebeginningofthenewyearfoundhimreallypoorerinpursethanhehadeverbeeninhislife,butcertainlynotcrushed,orevendiscouraged——atleast,notpermanently——andnevermoreindustriousorcapable。 ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYorkCity: 169RUEDEL”UNIVERSITE,PARIS,Jan。23,”95。 DEARMR。ROGERS,——AfterIwroteyou,twoorthreedaysagoIthoughtI wouldmakeaholidayoftherestoftheday——theseconddeliberateholidaysinceIhadthegout。OnthefirstholidayIwroteataleofabout6,000words,whichwas3days”workinone;andthistimeIdid8,000beforemidnight。Igotnothingoutofthatfirstholidaybuttherecreationofit,forIcondemnedtheworkaftercarefulreadingandsomerevision;butthistimeIfaredbetter——IfinishedtheHuckFinntalethatliesinyoursafe,andamsatisfiedwithit。 TheBachellersyndicate(117TribuneBuilding)wantastoryof5,000 words(lowestlimitoftheirLondonagent)for$1,000andoffertoplankthecheckondelivery,anditwaspartlytomeetthatdemandthatItookthatotherholiday。SoasIhavenoshortstorythatsuitsme(andcan”tandshan”tmakepromises),thebestIcandoistoofferthelongeronewhichIfinishedonmysecondholiday”TomSawyer,Detective。” Itmakes27or28,000words,andisreallywrittenforgrownfolks,thoughIexpectyoungfolktoreadit,too。IttransferstothebanksoftheMississippitheincidentsofastrangemurderwhichwascommittedinSwedeninoldtimes。 I”llreferapplicantsforasightofthestorytoyouorMissHarrison—— [SecretarytoMr。Rogers。] Yourssincerely,S。L。CLEMENS。 ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYorkCity: 169RUEDEL”UNIVERSITE,Apr。29,”95。 DEARMR。ROGERS,——Yourfelicitousdelightfulletterofthe15tharrivedthreedaysago,andbroughtgreatpleasureintothehouse。 ThereisonethingthatweighsheavilyonMrs。Clemensandme。ThatisBrusnahan”smoney。IfheissatisfiedtohaveitinvestedintheChicagoenterprise,wellandgood;ifnot,wewouldliketohavethemoneypaidbacktohim。Iwillgivehimasmanymonthstodecideinashepleases—— lethimname6or10or12——andwewillletthemoneystaywhereitisinyourhandstillthetimeisup。WillMissHarrisontellhimso?Imeanifyouapprove。Iwouldlikehimtohaveagoodinvestment,butwouldmeantimeprefertoprotecthimagainstloss。 At6minutespast7,yesterdayevening,JoanofArcwasburnedatthestake。 Withthelongstraingone,Iaminasortofphysicalcollapsetoday,butitwillbegonetomorrow。Ijudgedthatthisendofthebookwouldbehardwork,anditturnedoutso。Ihaveneverdoneanyworkbeforethatcostsomuchthinkingandweighingandmeasuringandplanningandcramming,orsomuchcautiousandpainstakingexecution。ForIwantedthewholeRouentrialin,ifitcouldbegotininsuchawaythatthereader”sinterestwouldnotflag——infactIwantedthereader”sinteresttoincrease;andsoIstucktoitwiththatdeterminationinview——withtheresultthatIhaveleftnothingoutbutunimportantrepetitions。 Althoughitismerehistory——historypureandsimple——historystrippednakedofflowers,embroideries,colorings,exaggerations,invention——thefamilyagreethatIhavesucceeded。Itwasaperilousthingtotryinatale,butIneverbelieveditadoubtfulone——providedIstuckstrictlytobusinessanddidn”tweakenandgiveup:ordidn”tgetlazyandskimpthework。Thefirsttwo-thirdsofthebookwereeasy;forIonlyneededtokeepmyhistoricalroadstraight;thereforeIusedforreferenceonlyoneFrenchhistoryandoneEnglishone——andshoveledinasmuchfancyworkandinventiononbothsidesofthehistoricalroadasIpleased。 ButonthislastthirdIhaveconstantlyusedfiveFrenchsourcesandfiveEnglishonesandIthinknotellinghistoricalnuggetinanyofthemhasescapedme。 Possiblythebookmaynotsell,butthatisnothing——itwaswrittenforlove。 There——I”mcalledtoseecompany。Thefamilyseldomrequirethisofme,buttheyknowIamnotworkingtoday。 Yourssincerely,S。L。CLEMENS。 “Brusnahan,“oftheforegoingletter,wasanemployeeoftheNewYorkHerald,superintendentofthepress-room——whohadinvestedsomeofhissavingsinthetype-setter。 InFebruaryClemensreturnedtoNewYorktolookaftermattersconnectedwithhisfailureandtoclosearrangementsforareading- touraroundtheworld。Hewasnearlysixtyyearsold,andtimehadnotlessenedhisloathingfortheplatform。Morethanonce,however,inearlieryears,hehadturnedtoitasadebt-payer,andneveryethadhisburdenbeensogreatasnow。HeconcludedarrangementswithMajorPondtotakehimasfarasthePacificCoast,andwithR。S。Smythe,ofAustralia,fortherestofthetour。InAprilwefindhimoncemorebackinParispreparingtobringthefamilytoAmerica,HehadreturnedbywayofLondon,wherehehadvisitedStanleytheexplorer——anoldfriend。 ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYorkCity: 169RUEDEL”UNIVERSITE,Sunday,Apr。7”95。 DEARMR。ROGERS,……StanleyismagnificentlyhousedinLondon,inagrandmansioninthemidstoftheofficialworld,rightoffDowningStreetandWhitehall。Hehadanextraordinaryassemblageofbrainsandfametheretomeetme——thirtyorforty(bothsexes)atdinner,andmorethanahundredcamein,afterdinner。Keptituptillaftermidnight。 Therewerecabinetministers,ambassadors,admirals,generals,canons,Oxfordprofessors,novelists,playwrights,poets,andanumberofpeopleequippedwithrankandbrains。Itoldsomeyarnsandmadesomespeeches。 IpromisedtocallonallthosepeoplenexttimeIcometoLondon,andshowthemthewifeandthedaughters。IfIwereyoungerandverystrongIwoulddearlylovetospendaseasoninLondon——providedIhadnoworkonhand,ornoworkmoreexactingthanlecturing。IthinkIwilllecturethereamonthortwowhenIreturnfromAustralia。 Thereweremanydelightfulladiesinthatcompany。OnewasthewifeofHisExcellencyAdmiralBridge,Commander-inChiefoftheAustralianStation,andshesaidherhusbandwasabletothrowwidealldoorstomeinthatpartoftheworldandwouldbegladtodoit,andwouldyachtmeandmypartyaround,andexcursionusinhisflag-shipandmakeushaveagreattime;andshesaidshewouldwritehimwewerecoming,andwewouldfindhimready。IhavealetterfromherthismorningenclosingaletterofintroductiontotheAdmiral。IalreadyknowtheAdmiralcommandingintheChinaSeasandhavepromisedtolookinonhimoutthere。Hesleepswithmybooksunderhispillow。P”rapsitistheonlywayhecansleep。 AccordingtoMrs。Clemens”spresentplans——subjecttomodification,ofcourse——wesailinMay;stayoneday,ortwodaysinNewYork,spendJune,JulyandAugustinElmiraandpreparemylectures;thenlectureinSanFranciscoandthereaboutsduringSeptemberandsailforAustraliabeforethemiddleofOctoberandopentheshowthereaboutthemiddleofNovember。Wedon”ttakethegirlsalong;itwouldbetooexpensiveandtheyarequitewillingtoremainbehindanyway。 Mrs。C。isfeelingsowellthatsheisnotgoingtotrytheNewYorkdoctortillwehavegonearoundtheworldandrobbeditandmadethefinancesalittleeasier。 Withapoweroflovetoyouall,S。L。CLEMENS。 Therewouldcomemomentsofdepression,ofcourse,andaweeklaterhewrote:“Iamtiredtodeathallthetime:“Toamanoflessvitality,lessvigorofmindandbody,itiseasytobelievethatundersuchcircumstancesthisconditionwouldhaveremainedpermanent。Butperhaps,afterall,itwashiscomicoutlookonthingsingeneralthatwashischieflife-saver。 ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYorkCity: 169RUEDEL”UNIVERSITE,Apr。29,”95。 DEARMR。ROGERS,——Ihavebeenhiddenanhourortwo,readingproofofJoanandnowIthinkIamalostchild。Ican”tfindanybodyontheplace。Thebaggagehasalldisappeared,includingthefamily。Ireckonthatinthehurryandbustleofmovingtothehoteltheyforgotme。Butitisnomatter。ItispeacefullernowthanIhaveknownitfordaysanddaysanddays。 IntheseJoanproofswhichIhavebeenreadingfortheSeptemberHarperIfindacoupleoftip-topplatformreadings——andImeantoreadthemonourtrip。Iftheauthorshipisknownbythen;andifitisn”t,Iwillrevealit。Thefactis,thereismoregoodplatform-stuffinJoanthaninanypreviousbookofmine,byalongsight。 Yes,everydangedmemberofthetribehasgonetothehotelandleftmelost。Iwonderhowtheycanbesocarelesswithproperty。Ihavegottotrytogettherebymyselfnow。 Allthetrunksaregoingoverasluggage;thenI”vegottofindsomebodyonthedockwhowillagreetoship6ofthemtotheHartfordCustomhouse。 IfitisdifficultIwilldumpthemintotheriver。ItisverycarelessofMrs。Clemenstotrusttrunksandthingstome。 Sincerelyyours,S。L。CLEMENS。 BythelatterpartofMaytheywereatQuarryFarm,andClemens,laiduptherewithacarbuncle,waspreparingforhislongtour。 Theoutlookwasnotapleasantone。ToMr。Rogershewrote:“I sha”n”tbeabletostandontheplatformbeforewestartwest。I sha”n”tgetasinglechancetopracticemyreading;butwillhavetoappearinClevelandwithouttheessentialpreparation。Nothinginthisworldcansaveitfrombeingashabby,poordisgustingperformance。I”vegottostand;Ican”tdoitandtalktoahouse,andhowinthenationamIgoingtosit?LandofGoshen,it”sthisnightweek!Prayforme。” TheopeningatClevelandJuly15thappearsnottohavebeenmuchofasuccess,thoughfromanotherreason,onethatdoubtlessseemedamusingtohimlater。 ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYorkCity: (Forenoon) CLEVELAND,July16,”95。 DEARMR。ROGERS,——HadaroaringsuccessattheElmirareformatorySundaynight。Buthere,lastnight,Isuffereddefeat——Therewereacoupleofhundredlittleboysbehindmeonthestage,onaloftytierofbencheswhichmadethemthemostconspicuousobjectsinthehouse。Andtherewasnobodytowatchthemorkeepthemquiet。Why,withtheirscufflingsandhorse-playandnoise,itwasjustamenagerie。Besides,aconcertofamateurshadbeensmuggledintotheprogram(toprecedeme,)andtheirfamiliesandfriends(saytenpercentoftheaudience)keptencoringthemandtheyalwaysresponded。Soitwas20minutesto9beforeIgottheplatforminfrontofthose2,600peoplewhohadpaidadollarapieceforachancetogotohellinthisfashion。 Igotstartedmagnificently,butinsideofhalfanhourthescufflingboyshadtheaudience”smaddenedattentionandIsawitwasagonecase; soIskippedathirdofmyprogramandquit。Thenewspapersarekind,butbetweenyouandmeitwasadefeat。Thereain”tgoingtobeanymoreconcertsatmylectures。Icarenothingforthisdefeat,becauseitwasnotmyfault。MyfirsthalfhourshowedthatIhadthehouse,andI couldhavekeptitifIhadn”tbeensohandicapped。 Yourssincerely,S。L。CLEMENS。 P。S。HadasatisfactorytimeatPetoskey。Crammedthehouseandturnedawayacrowd。Wehad$548inthehouse,whichwas$300morethanithadeverhadinitbefore。IbelieveIdon”tcaretohaveatalkgooffbetterthanthatonedid。 MarkTwain,onthislongtour,wasaccompaniedbyhiswifeandhisdaughterClara——SusyandJeanClemensremainingwiththeirauntatQuarryFarm。Thetourwasafinancialsuccessfromthestart。 BythetimetheywerereadytosailfromVancouverfivethousanddollarshadbeenremittedtoMr。RogersagainstthatdayofsettlementwhenthedebtsofWebster&Co。weretobepaid。Perhapsitshouldbestatedherethatalegalsettlementhadbeenarrangedonabasisoffiftycentsonthedollar,butneitherClemensnorhiswifeconsentedtothisasfinal。Theywouldpayinfull。 TheysailedfromVancouverAugust23,1895。AbouttheonlyletterofthistimeisanamusingnotetoRudyardKipling,writtenatthemomentofdeparture。 ToRudyardKipling,inEngland: August,1895。 DEARKIPLING,——ItisreportedthatyouareabouttovisitIndia。ThishasmovedmetojourneytothatfarcountryinorderthatImayunloadfrommyconscienceadebtlongduetoyou。YearsagoyoucamefromIndiatoElmiratovisitme,asyousaidatthetime。Ithasalwaysbeenmypurposetoreturnthatvisitandthatgreatcomplimentsomeday。IshallarrivenextJanuaryandyoumustbeready。Ishallcomeridingmyayahwithhistusksadornedwithsilverbellsandribbonsandescortedbyatroopofnativehowdahsrichlycladandmounteduponaherdofwildbungalows;andyoumustbeonhandwithafewbottlesofghee,forI shallbethirsty。 Affectionately,S。L。CLEMENS。 Clemens,platforminginAustralia,wastoobusytowriteletters。 Everywherehewaswelcomedbygreataudiences,andeverywherelavishlyentertained。Hewasbesetbyothercarbuncles,butwouldseemnottohavebeenseriouslydelayedbythem。AlettertohisoldfriendTwichellcarriesthestory。 ToRev。Jos。H。Twichell,inHartford: FRANKMOELLER”SMASONICHOTEL,NAPIER,NEWZEALAND,November29,”95。 DEARJOE,——Yourwelcomeletteroftwomonthsandfivedaysagohasjustarrived,andfindsmeinbedwithanothercarbuncle。ItisNo。3。Notaseriousonethistime。Ilecturedlastnightwithoutinconvenience,butthedoctorsthoughtbesttoforbidto-night”slecture。MysecondonekeptmeinbedaweekinMelbourne……Weareallgladitisyouwhoistowritethearticle,itdelightsusallthrough。 IthinkitwasagoodstrokeofluckthatknockedmeonmybackhereatNapier,insteadofsomehotelinthecentreofanoisycity。Herewehavethesmoothandplacidly-complainingseaatourdoor,withnothingbetweenusanditbut20yardsofshingle——andhardlyasuggestionoflifeinthatspacetomaritormakeanoise。Awaydownherefifty-fivedegreessouthoftheEquatorthisseaseemstomurmurinanunfamiliartongue——aforeigntongue——tonguebredamongtheice-fieldsoftheAntarctic——amurmurwithanoteofmelancholyinitpropertothevastunvisitedsolitudesithascomefrom。Itwasverydeliciousandsolacingtowakeinthenightandfinditstillpulsingthere。Iwishyouwerehere——land,butitwouldbefine! LivyandClaraenjoythisnomadiclifeprettywell;certainlybetterthanonecouldhaveexpectedtheywould。Theyhavetoughexperiences,inthewayoffoodandbedsandfranticlittleships,buttheyputupwiththeworstthatbefallswithheroicendurancethatresemblescontentment。 NodoubtIshallbeontheplatformnextMonday。AweeklaterweshallreachWellington;talkthere3nights,thensailbacktoAustralia。WesailedforNewZealandOctober30。 DaybeforeyesterdaywasLivy”sbirthday(underworldtime),andtomorrowwillbemine。Ishallbe60——nothanksforit。 Iandtheotherssendworldsandworldsoflovetoallyoudearones。 MARK。 ThearticlementionedintheforegoingletterwasonewhichTwichellhadbeenengagedbyHarper”sMagazinetowriteconcerningthehomelifeandcharacteristicsofMarkTwain。BythetimetheClemenspartyhadcompletedtheirtourofIndia——asplendid,triumphanttour,toofullofworkandrecreationforletter-writing——andhadreachedSouthAfrica,thearticlehadappeared,asatisfactoryone,ifwemayjudgebyMarkTwain”snext。 Thisletter,however,hasaspecialinterestintheaccountitgivesofMarkTwain”svisittotheJamesonraiders,thenimprisonedatPretoria。 ToRev。Jos。H。Twichell,inHartford: PRETORIA,SOUTHAFRICANREPUBLIC,TheQueen”sBirthday,”96。 (May24) DEAROLDJOE,——HarperforMaywasgiventomeyesterdayinJohannesburgbyanAmericanladywholivesthere,andIreadyourarticleonmewhilecomingupinthetrainwithherandanoldfriendandfellow-Missourianofmine,Mrs。JohnHaysHammond,thehandsomeandspiritedwifeofthechiefofthe4Reformers,wholiesinprisonhereundera15-yearsentence,alongwith50minorReformerswhoareinfor1and5-yearterms。ThankyouathousandtimesJoe,youhavepraisedmeawayabovemydeserts,butIamnotthemantoquarrelwithyouforthat;andasforLivy,shewilltakeyourveryhardieststatementsatpar,andbegratefultoyoutothebottomofherheart。BetweenyouandPunchandBranderMatthews,Iamliketohavemyopinionofmyselfraisedsufficientlyhigh;andIguessthechildrenwillbeafteryou,foritisthestudyoftheirlivestokeepmyself-appreciationdownsomewherewithinbounds。 IhadanotefromMrs。Rev。Gray(neeTyler)yesterday,andcalledonherto-day。Sheiswell。 YesterdayIwasallowedtoentertheprisonwithMrs。Hammond。ABoerguardwasatmyelbowallthetime,butwascourteousandpolite,onlyhebarredthewayinthecompound(quadrangleorbigopencourt)andwouldn”tletmecrossawhitemarkthatwasontheground——the“death- line“oneoftheprisonerscalledit。Notinearnest,though,Ithink。 IfoundthatIhadmetHammondoncewhenhewasaYaleseniorandaguestofGen。Franklin”s。IalsofoundthatIhadknownCapt。Meinintimately32yearsago。OneoftheEnglishprisonershadheardmelectureinLondon23yearsago。Afterbeingintroducedinturntoalltheprisoners,Iwasallowedtoseesomeofthecellsandexaminetheirfood,beds,etc。IwastoldinJohannesburgthatHammond”ssalaryof$150,000 ayearisnotstopped,andthatthesalariesofsomeoftheothersarestillcontinued。Hammondwaslookingverywellindeed,andIcansaythesameofalltheothers。Whenthetroublefirstfelluponthemithitsomeofthemveryhard;severalfellsick(Hammondamongthem),twoorthreehadtoberemovedtothehospital,andoneofthefavoriteslosthismindandkilledhimself,poorfellow,lastweek。Hisfuneral,withasorrowingfollowingof10,000,tooktheplaceofthepublicdemonstrationtheAmericansweregettingupforme。 Theseprisonersarestrongmen,prominentmen,andIbelievetheyarealleducatedmen。Theyarewelloff;someofthemarewealthy。Theyhavealotofbookstoread,theyplaygamesandsmoke,andforawhiletheywillbeabletobearupintheircaptivity;butnotforlong,notforverylong,Itakeit。Iamtoldtheyhavetimesofdeadlybroodinganddepression。Imadethemaspeech——sittingdown。Itjusthappenedso。 Idon”tpreferthatattitude。Still,ithasoneadvantage——itisonlyatalk,itdoesn”ttaketheformofaspeech。Ihavetrieditoncebeforeonthistrip。However,ifabodywantstomakesureofhaving“liberty,“ andfeelingathome,hehadbetterstandup,ofcourse。Iadvisedthematconsiderablelengthtostaywheretheywere——theywouldgetusedtoitandlikeitpresently;iftheygotouttheywouldonlygetinagainsomewhereelse,bythelookoftheircountenances;andIpromisedtogoandseethePresidentanddowhatIcouldtogethimtodoubletheirjail-terms。 Wehadaverygoodsociabletimetillthepermittedtimewasupandalittleover,andweoutsidershadtogo。Iwentagainto-day,buttheRev。Mr。Grayhadjustarrived,andthewarden,agenial,elderlyBoernamedDuPlessis——explainedthathisorderswouldn”tallowhimtoadmitsaintandsinneratthesametime,particularlyonaSunday。DuPlessis——descendedfromtheHuguenotfugitives,yousee,of200yearsago—— buthehasn”tanyFrenchleftinhimnow——allDutch。 ItgravelsmetothinkwhatagooseIwastomakeLivyandClararemaininDurban;butIwantedtosavethemthe30-hourrailwaytriptoJohannesburg。AndDurbananditsclimateandopulentfoliageweresolovely,andthefriendsthereweresochoiceandsoheartythatI sacrificedmyselfintheirinterests,asIthought。Itisjustthebeginningofwinter,andalthoughthedaysarehot,thenightsarecool。 Butit”slovelyweatherintheseregions,too;andthefriendsareaslovelyastheweather,andJohannesburgandPretoriaarebrimmingwithinterest。Italkheretwicemore,thenreturntoJohannesburgnextWednesdayforafifthtalkthere;thentotheOrangeFreeStatecapital,thentosometownonthewaytoPortElizabeth,wherethetwowilljoinusbyseafromDurban;thenthegangwillgotoKimberleyandpresentlytotheCape——andso,inthecourseoftime,weshallgetthroughandsailforEngland;andthenwewillhuntupaquietvillageandIwillwriteandLivyedit,forafewmonths,whileClaraandSusyandJeanstudymusicandthingsinLondon。 Wehavehadnoblegoodtimeseverywhereandeveryday,fromCleveland,July15,toPretoria,May24,andneveradulldayeitheronseaorland,notwithstandingthecarbunclesandthings。EvenwhenIwaslaidup10 daysatJeyporeinIndiawehadthecharmingesttimeswithEnglishfriends。AlloverIndiatheEnglishwell,youwillneverknowhowgoodandfinetheyaretillyouseethem。 Midnightandafter!andImustdomanythingsto-day,andlecturetonight。 Aworldofthankstoyou,Joedear,andaworldoflovetoallofyou。 MARK。 PerhapsforreadersofalaterdayawordastowhatconstitutedtheJamesonraidwouldnotbeoutofplacehere。Dr。LeanderStarrJamesonwasanEnglishphysician,locatedatKimberley。PresidentKruger(OomPaul),headoftheSouthAfricanRepublic,wasoneofhispatients;also,Lobengula,theMatabelechief。FromLobengulaconcessionswereobtainedwhichledtotheformationoftheSouthAfricanCompany。Jamesongaveuphisprofessionandwentinforconquest,associatinghimselfwiththeprojectsofCecilRhodes。 IntimehebecameadministratorofRhodesia。Bytheendof1894。 hewasinhighfeather,andduringavisittoEnglandwasfetedasasortofromanticconqueroroftheoldentime。Perhapsthisturnedhishead;atalleventsattheendof1895camethestartlingnewsthat“Dr。Jim,“ashewascalled,attheheadofsixhundredmen,hadriddenintotheTransvaalinsupportofaRhodesschemeforanuprisingatJohannesburg。Theraidwasafailure。Jameson,andthoseotherknightsofadventure,werecapturedbytheforcesof“OomPaul,“andsomeofthembarelyescapedexecution。TheBoerpresidenthandedthemovertotheEnglishGovernmentforpunishment,andtheyreceivedvaryingsentences,butallwereeventuallyreleased。Jameson,later,becameagainprominentinSouth-Africanpolitics,butthereisnorecordofanyfurtherraids…… TheClemenspartysailedfromSouthAfricathemiddleofJuly,1896,andonthelastdayofthemonthreachedEngland。TheyhadnotplannedtoreturntoAmerica,buttospendthewinterinornearLondoninsomequietplacewhereClemenscouldwritethebookofhistravels。 ThetwodaughtersinAmerica,SusyandJean,wereexpectedtoarriveAugust12th,butonthatdaytherecame,instead,alettersayingthatSusyClemenswasnotwellenoughtosail。Acableinquirywasimmediatelysent,butthereplywhenitcamewasnotsatisfactory,andMrs。ClemensandClarasailedforAmericawithoutfurtherdelay。 ThiswasonAugust15th。Threedayslater,intheoldhomeatHartford,SusyClemensdiedofcerebralfever。ShehadbeenvisitingMrs。CharlesDudleyWarner,butbythephysician”sadvicehadbeenremovedtothecomfortandquietofherownhome,onlyafewstepsaway。 MarkTwain,returningfromhistriumphanttouroftheworldinthehopethatsoon,now,hemightbefreefromdebt,withhisfamilyhappilygatheredabouthim,hadtofacealonethiscruelblow。 TherewasnopurposeinhisgoingtoAmerica;Susywouldbeburiedlongbeforehisarrival。HeawaitedinEnglandthereturnofhisbrokenfamily。TheylivedthatwinterinaquietcornerofChelsea,No。23TedworthSquare。 ToRev。JosephH。Twichell,inHartford,Conn。: Permanentaddress: %CHATTO&WINDUS 111T。MARTIN”SLANE,LONDON,Sept。27,”96。 ThroughLivyandKatyIhavelearned,dearoldJoe,howloyallyyoustoodpoorSusy”sfriend,andmine,andLivy”s:howyoucameallthewaydown,twice,fromyoursummerrefugeonyourmercifulerrandstobringthepeaceandcomfortofyourbelovedpresence,firsttothatpoorchild,andagaintothebrokenheartofherpoordesolatemother。Itwaslikeyou; likeyourgoodgreatheart,likeyourmatchlessandunmatchableself。 ItwasnosurprisetometolearnthatyoustayedbySusylonghours,carelessoffatigueandheat,itwasnosurprisetometolearnthatyoucouldstillthestormsthatsweptherspiritwhennoothercould;forshelovedyou,reveredyou,trustedyou,and“UncleJoe“wasnoemptyphraseuponherlips!Iamgratefultoyou,Joe,gratefultothebottomofmyheart,whichhasalwaysbeenfilledwithloveforyou,andrespectandadmiration;andIwouldhavechosenyououtofalltheworldtotakemyplaceatSusy”ssideandLivy”sinthoseblackhours。 Susywasararecreature;therarestthathasbeenrearedinHartfordinthisgeneration。AndLivyknewit,andyouknewit,andCharleyWarnerandGeorge,andHarmony,andtheHillyersandtheDunhamsandtheCheneys,andSusyandLilly,andtheBunces,andHenryRobinsonandDickBurton,andperhapsothers。AndIalsowasofthenumber,butnotinthesamedegree——forshewasabovemydullercomprehension。Imerelyknewthatshewasmysuperiorinfinenessofmind,inthedelicacyandsubtletyofherintellect,buttofullymeasureherIwasnotcompetent。 Iknowherbetternow;forIhavereadherprivatewritingsandsoundedthedeepsofhermind;andIknowbetter,now,thetreasurethatwasminethanIknewitwhenIhadit。ButIhavethisconsolation:thatdullasIwas,Ialwaysknewenoughtobeproudwhenshecommendedmeormywork——asproudasifLivyhaddoneitherself——andItookitastheaccoladefromthehandofgenius。Iseenow——asLivyalwayssaw——thatshehadgreatnessinher;andthatsheherselfwasdimlyconsciousofit。 Andnowsheisdead——andIcannevertellher。 GodblessyouJoe——andallofyourhouse。 S。L。C。 ToMr。HenryC。Robinson,Hartford,Conn。: LONDON,Sept。28,”96。 Itisasyousay,dearoldfriend,“thepathosofit“yes,itwasapiteousthing——aspiteousatragedyasanytheyearcanfurnish。Whenwestartedwestwarduponourlongtripathalfpasttenatnight,July14,1895,atElmira,Susystoodontheplatformintheblazeoftheelectriclightwavinghergood-byestousasthetrainglidedaway,hermotherthrowingbackkissesandwatchingherthroughhertears。Oneyear,onemonth,andoneweeklater,Claraandhermotherhavingexactlycompletedthecircuitoftheglobe,drewupatthatplatformatthesamehourofthenight,inthesametrainandthesamecar——andagainSusyhadcomeajourneyandwasnearathandtomeetthem。Shewaswaitinginthehouseshewasbornin,inhercoffin。 Allthecircumstancesofthisdeathwerepathetic——mybrainisworntoragsrehearsingthem。Themeredeathwouldhavebeencrueltyenough,withoutoverloadingitandemphasizingitwiththatscoreofharshandwantondetails。Thechildwastakenawaywhenhermotherwaswithinthreedaysofher,andwouldhavegiventhreedecadesforsightofher。 InmydespairandunassuageablemiseryIupbraidmyselfforeverpartingwithher。Butthereisnouseinthat。Sinceitwastohappenitwouldhavehappened。 WithloveS。L。C。 ThelifeatTedworthSquarethatwinterwasoneofalmostcompleteprivacy。OfthehundredsoffriendswhichMarkTwainhadinLondonscarcelyhalfadozenknewhisaddress。Heworkedsteadilyonhisbookoftravels,”FollowingtheEquator”,andwrotefewlettersbeyondbusinesscommunicationstoMr。Rogers。Inoneofthesehesaid,“Iamappalled!HereIamtryingtoloadyouupwithworkagainafteryouhavebeendray-horsingoverthesametiresomegroundforayear。It”stoobad,andIamashamedofit。” ButlateinNovemberhesentaletterofadifferentsort——onethatwastohaveanimportantbearingonthelifeofagirltodayofuniqueandworld-widedistinction。 ToMrs。H。H。Rogers,inNewYorkCity: ForandinbehalfofHelenKeller,stoneblindanddeaf,andformerlydumb。 DEARMRS。ROGERS,——Experiencehasconvincedmethatwhenonewishestosetahard-workedmanatsomethingwhichhemightn”tprefertobebotheredwith,itisbesttomoveuponhimbehindhiswife。Ifshecan”tconvincehimitisn”tworthwhileforotherpeopletotry。 Mr。RogerswillrememberourvisitwiththatastonishinggirlatLawrenceHutton”shousewhenshewasfourteenyearsold。LastJuly,inBoston,whenshewas16sheunderwenttheHarvardexaminationforadmissiontoRadcliffeCollege。Shepassedwithoutasinglecondition。Shewasallowedthesameamountoftimethatisgrantedtootherapplicants,andthiswasshortenedinhercasebythefactthatthequestionpapershadtobereadtoher。Yetshescoredanaverageof90asagainstanaverageof78onthepartoftheotherapplicants。 Itwon”tdoforAmericatoallowthismarvelouschildtoretirefromherstudiesbecauseofpoverty。Ifshecangoonwiththemshewillmakeafamethatwillendureinhistoryforcenturies。Alongherspeciallinessheisthemostextraordinaryproductofalltheages。 ThereisdangerthatshemustretirefromthestruggleforaCollegedegreeforlackofsupportforherselfandforMissSullivan,(theteacherwhohasbeenwithherfromthestart——Mr。Rogerswillrememberher。)Mrs。HuttonwritestoaskmetointerestrichEnglishmeninhercase,andIwouldgladlytry,butmysecludedlifewillnotpermitit。 Iseenobody。Nobodyknowsmyaddress。Nothingbutthestrictesthidingcanenablemetowritemylongbookintime。 SoIthoughtofthisscheme:BegyoutolaysiegetoyourhusbandandgethimtointeresthimselfandMess。JohnD。andWilliamRockefellerandtheotherStandardOilchiefsinHelen”scase;getthemtosubscribeanannualaggregateofsixorsevenhundredorathousanddollars——andagreetocontinuethisforthreeorfouryears,untilshehascompletedhercollegecourse。I”mnottryingtolimittheirgenerosity——indeedno,theymaypilethatStandardOil,HelenKellerCollegeFundashighastheyplease,theyhavemyconsent。 Mrs。Hutton”sideaistoraiseapermanentfundtheinterestuponwhichshallsupportHelenandherteacherandputthemoutofthefearofwant。 Ishan”tsayawordagainstit,butshewillfinditadifficultanddishearteningjob,andmeanwhilewhatistobecomeofthatmiraculousgirl? No,forimmediateandsoundeffectiveness,thethingisforyoutopleadwithMr。Rogersforthishamperedwonderofyoursex,andsendhimclothedwithplenarypowerstopleadwiththeotherchiefs——theyhavespentmountainsofmoneyupontheworthiestbenevolences,andIthinkthatthesamespiritwhichmovedthemtoputtheirhandsdownthroughtheirheartsintotheirpocketsinthosecaseswillanswer“Here!“whenitsnameiscalledinthisone。638 There——Idon”tneedtoapologizetoyouortoH。H。forthisappealthatIammaking;Iknowyoutoowellforthat。 Good-byewithlovetoallofyouS。L。CLEMENS。 LaurenceHuttonisonthestaffofHarper”sMonthly——closeby,andhandywhenwanted。 Thepleawasnotmadeinvain。Mr。andMrs。RogersinterestedthemselvesmostliberallyinHelenKeller”sfortune,andcertainlynoonecansaythatanyofthosewhocontributedtohersuccesseverhadreasonfordisappointment。 Inhisletterofgratefulacknowledgment,whichfollows,ClemensalsotakesoccasiontothankMr。Rogersforhisfurthereffortsinthematterofhisowndifficulties。Thisparticularreferenceconcernsthepublishing,complicationswhichbythistimehadarisenbetweentheAmericanPublishingCompany,ofHartford,andthehouseinFranklinSquare。 LONDON,Dec。22,”96。 DEARMRS。ROGERS,——Itissuperb!AndIambeyondmeasuregratefultoyouboth。Iknewyouwouldbeinterestedinthatwonderfulgirl,andthatMr。Rogerswasalreadyinterestedinherandtouchedbyher;andIwassurethatifnobodyelsehelpedheryoutwowould;butyouhavegonefarandawaybeyondthesumIexpected——mayyourlinesfallinpleasantplaceshereandHereafterforit! TheHuttonsareasgladandgratefulastheycanbe,andIamgladfortheirsakesaswellasforHelen”s。 IwanttothankMr。RogersforcrucifyinghimselfagainonthesameoldcrossbetweenBlissandHarper;andgoodnessknowsIhopehewillcometoenjoyitaboveallotherdissipationsyet,seeingthatithasaboutittheelementsofstabilityandpermanency。However,atanytimethathesayssign,we”regoingtodoit。 EversincerelyYoursS。L。CLEMENS。 XXXVI LETTERS1897。LONDON,SWITZERLAND,VIENNA MarkTwainworkedsteadilyonhisbookthatsadwinterandmanagedtokeepthegloomoutofhischapters,thoughitisnoticeablethat”FollowingtheEquator”ismoreseriousthanhisotherbooksoftravel。 Hewrotefewletters,andtheseonlytohisthreeclosestfriends,Howells,Twichell,andRogers。InthelettertoTwichell,whichfollows,thereismentionoftwounfinishedmanuscriptswhichheexpectstoresume。Oneofthesewasadreamstory,enthusiasticallybegun,butperhapswithinsufficientplottocarryitthrough,foritneverreachedconclusion。Hehadalreadytrieditinoneortwoformsandwouldbeginitagainpresently。Theidentityoftheothertaleisuncertain。 ToRev。J。H。Twichell,inHartford: LONDON,Jan。19,”97。 DEARJOE,——DoIwantyoutowritetome?IndeedIdo。Idonotwantmostpeopletowrite,butIdowantyoutodoit。Theothersbreakmyheart,butyouwillnot。Youhaveasomethingdivineinyouthatisnotinothermen,。Youhavethetouchthatheals,notlacerates。Andyouknowthesecretplacesofourhearts。Youknowourlife——theoutsideofit——astheothersdo——andtheinsideofit——whichtheydonot。Youhaveseenourwholevoyage。Youhaveseenusgotosea,acloudofsail——andtheflagatthepeak;andyouseeusnow,chartless,adrift——derelicts; battered,water-logged,oursailsaruckofrags,ourpridegone。Foritisgone。Andthereisnothinginitsplace。Thevanityoflifewasallwehad,andthereisnomorevanityleftinus。Weareevenashamedofthatwehad;ashamedthatwetrustedthepromisesoflifeandbuildedhigh——tocometothis! IdidknowthatSusywaspartofus;Ididnotknowthatshecouldgoaway;Ididnotknowthatshecouldgoaway,andtakeourliveswithher,yetleaveourdullbodiesbehind。AndIdidnotknowwhatshewas。Tomeshewasbuttreasureinthebank;theamountknown,theneedtolookatitdaily,handleit,weighit,countit,realizeit,notnecessary; andnowthatIwoulddoit,itistoolate;theytellmeitisnotthere,hasvanishedawayinanight,thebankisbroken,myfortuneisgone,I amapauper。HowamItocomprehendthis?HowamItohaveit?WhyamIrobbed,andwhoisbenefited? Ah,well,Susydiedathome。Shehadthatprivilege。Herdyingeyesresteduponnothingthatwasstrangetothem,butonlyuponthingswhichtheyhadknownandlovedalwaysandwhichhadmadeheryoungyearsglad; andshehadyou,andSue,andKaty,andJohn,andEllen。Thiswashappyfortune——Iamthankfulthatitwasvouchsafedtoher。Ifshehaddiedinanotherhouse-well,IthinkIcouldnothavebornethat。Tous,ourhousewasnotunsentientmatter——ithadaheart,andasoul,andeyestoseeuswith;andapprovals,andsolicitudes,anddeepsympathies;itwasofus,andwewereinitsconfidence,andlivedinitsgraceandinthepeaceofitsbenediction。Wenevercamehomefromanabsencethatitsfacedidnotlightupandspeakoutitseloquentwelcome——andwecouldnotenteritunmoved。Andcouldwenow,oh,now,inspiritweshouldenteritunshod。 Iamtryingtoaddtothe“assets“whichyouestimatesogenerously。 No,Iamnot。Thethoughtisnotinmymind。Mypurposeisother。Iamworking,butitisforthesakeofthework——the“surceaseofsorrow“ thatisfoundthere。Iworkallthedays,andtroublevanishesawaywhenIusethatmagic。Thisbookwillnotlongstandbetweenitandme,now; butthatisnomatter,Ihavemanyunwrittenbookstoflytoformypreservation;theintervalbetweenthefinishingofthisoneandthebeginningofthenextwillnotbemorethananhour,atmost。 Continuances,Imean;fortwoofthemarealreadywellalong——infacthavereachedexactlythesamestageintheirjourney:19,000wordseach。 Thepresentonewillcontain180,000words——130,000aredone。Iamwellprotected;butLivy!Shehasnothingintheworldtoturnto;nothingbuthousekeeping,anddoingthingsforthechildrenandme。Shedoesnotseepeople,andcannot;bookshavelosttheirinterestforher。Shesitssolitary;andalltheday,andallthedays,wondershowitallhappened,andwhy。Weotherswerealwaysbusywithouraffairs,butSusywashercomrade——hadtobedrivenfromherlovingpersecutions——sometimesat1inthemorning。ToLivythepersecutionswerewelcome。Itwasheaventohertobeplaguedlikethat。Butitisendednow。Livystandssoinneedofhelp;andnoneamongusallcouldhelpherlikeyou。 SomedayyouandIwillwalkagain,Joe,andtalk。Ihopeso。Wecouldhavesuchtalks!WeareallgratefultoyouandHarmony——howgratefulitisnotgiventoustosayinwords。Wepayaswecan,inlove;andinthiscoinpracticingnoeconomy。 Goodbye,dearoldJoe!