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First,HowellsandIhadachattogether。IaskedaboutMrs。H。Hesaidshewasfine,stillsteadilyimproving,andnearlybacktoheroldbesthealth。Iasked(asifIdidn”tknow):
“Whatdoyouattributethisstrangemiracleto?“
“Mind-cure——simplymind-cure。”
“Lord,whataconversion!Youwereascofferthreemonthsago。”
“I?Iwasn”t。”
“Youwere。Youmadeelaboratefunofmeinthisveryroom。”
“Ididnot,Clemens。”
“It”salie,Howells,youdid。”
Idetailedtohimtheconversationofthattime——withthestatelyargumentfurnishedbyBoyeseninthefactthatapatienthadactuallybeenkilledbyamind-curist;andHowells”sownsmartremarkthatwhenthemind-curistisdonewithyou,youhavetocallina“regular“atlastbecausetheformercan”tprocureyouaburialpermit。
Atlasthegavein——hesaidherememberedthattalk,buthadnowbeenamind-curistsolongitwasdifficultforhimtorealizethathehadeverbeenanythingelse。
Mrs。H。cameskippingin,presently,theveryperson,toadot,thatsheusedtobe,somanyyearsago。
Mrs。H。said:“Peoplemaycallitwhattheylike,butitisjusthypnotism,andthat”sallitis——hypnotismpureandsimple。Mind-cure!——
theidea!Why,thiswomanthatcuredmehasn”tgotanymind。She”sagoodcreature,butshe”sdullanddumbandilliterateand”
“NowEleanor!“
“IknowwhatI”mtalkingabout!——don”tIgotheretwiceaweek?AndMr。
Clemens,ifyoucouldonlyseeherwoodenandsatisfiedfacewhenshesnubsmeforforgettingmyselfandshowingbyathoughtlessremarkthattomeweatherisstillweather,insteadofbeingjustanabstractionandasuperstition——oh,it”sthefunniestthingyoueversaw!A-n-d-whenshetiltsuphernose-well,it”s——it”s——Wellit”sthatkindofanosethat”
“NowEleanor!——thewomanisnotresponsibleforhernose”andso-onandso-on。Itdidn”tseemtomethatIhadanyrighttobehavingthisfeastandyounotthere。
Sheconvincedmebeforeshegotthrough,thatsheandWilliamJamesareright——hypnotismandmind-curearethesamething;nodifferencebetweenthem。Verywell;theverysource,theverycenterofhypnotismisParis。
Dr。Charcot”spupilsanddisciplesarerightthereandreadytoyourhandwithoutfetchingpoordearoldSusyacrossthestormysea。LetMrs。
Mackay(towhomIsendmybestrespects,tellyouwhomtogototolearnallyouneedtolearnandhowtoproceed。Do,doit,honey。Don”tloseaminute……At11o”clocklastnightMr。Rogerssaid:
“Iamabletofeelphysicalfatigue——andIfeelitnow。Younevershowany,eitherinyoureyesoryourmovements;doyoueverfeelany?“
IwasabletosaythatIhadforgottenwhatthatfeelingwaslike。Don”tyourememberhowalmostimpossibleitwasformetotiremyselfattheVilla?Well,itisjustsoinNewYork。Igotobedunfatiguedat3,Igetupfreshandfinesixhourslater。IbelieveIhavetakenonlyonedaylightnapsinceIhavebeenhere。
Whentheanchorisdown,thenIshallsay:
“Farewell——alongfarewell——tobusiness!Iwillnevertouchitagain!“
Iwillliveinliterature,Iwillwallowinit,revelinit,Iwillswiminink!JoanofArc——butallthisispremature;theanchorisnotdownyet。
To-morrow(Tuesday)IwilladdaP。S。ifI”veanytoadd;but,whetherorno,Imustmailthistomorrow,forthemailsteamergoesnextday。
5。30p。m。GreatScott,thisisTuesday!Imustrushthisletterintothemailinstantly。
TellthatsassyBenI”vegotherwelcomeletter,andI”llwriteherassoonasIgetadaylightchance。I”vemosttimeatnight,butI”ddrutherwritedaytimes。
SAML。
TheReidandSimmonsmentionedintheforegoingwereRobertReidandEdwardSimmons,distinguishedpainter——thelatterabrilliant,fluent,andindustrioustalker。Thetitle;“Fire-escapeSimmons,“
whichClemensgiveshim,originatedwhenOliverHerford,whosequaintwithassolongdelightedNew-Yorkers,onedaypinnedupbythebackdoorofthePlayersthenotice:“ExitincaseofSimmons。”
Gwen,apopularnovelofthatday,waswrittenbyBlancheWillisHoward。
“Jamie“Dodge,inthenextletter,wasthesonofMrs。MaryMapesDodge,editorofSt。Nicholas。
ToClaraClemens,inParis:
MR。ROGERS”SOFFICE,Feb。5,”94。
DearBenny——Iwasintendingtoansweryourletterto-day,butIamawaydowntown,andwillsimplywhirltogetherasentenceortwoforgood-
fellowship。IhaveboughtphotographsofCoquelinandJaneHadingandwillaskthemtosignthem。IshallmeetCoquelintomorrownight,andifHadingisnotpresentIwillsendherpicturetoherbysomebody。
IamtobreakfastwithMadameNordicainafewdays,andmeantimeIhopetogetagoodpictureofhertosign。Shewasofthebreakfastcompanyyesterday,butthepictureofherselfwhichshesignedandgavemedoesnotdohermajesticbeautyjustice。
Iamtoobusytoattendtothephoto-collectingright,becauseIhavetoliveuptothenamewhichJamieDodgehasgivenme——the“BelleofNewYork“——anditjustkeepsmerushing。YesterdayIhadengagementstobreakfastatnoon,dineat3,anddineagainat7。Igotawayfromthelongbreakfastat2p。m。,wentandexcusedmyselffromthe3o”clockdinner,thenlunchedwithMrs。Dodgein58thstreet,returnedtothePlayersanddressed,dinedoutat9,andwasbackatMrs。Dodge”sat10p。m。wherewehadmagic-lanternviewsofasuperbsort,andalotofyarnsuntilanhouraftermidnight,andgottobedat2thismorning——agooddealofagainonmyrecenthours。ButIdon”tgettired;I
sleepassoundasadeadperson,andalwayswakeupfreshandstrong——
usuallyatexactly9。
Iwasatbreakfastlatelywherepeopleofsevenseparatenationalitiessatandthesevenlanguagesweregoingallthetime。Atmysidesatacharminggentlemanwhowasadelightfulandactivetalker,andinteresting。Hetalkedgliblytothosefolksinallthosesevenlanguagesandstillhadalanguagetospare!Iwantedtokillhim,forveryenvy。
Igreetyouwithloveandkisses。
PAPA。
ToMrs。Clemens,inParis:
Feb。
Livydear,lastnightIplayedbilliardswithMr。Rogersuntil11,thenwenttoRobertReid”sstudioandhadamostdelightfultimeuntil4thismorning。Noladieswereinvitedthistime。Amongthepeoplepresentwere——
Coquelin;
RichardHardingDavis;
Harrison,thegreatout-doorpainter;
Wm。H。Chase,theartist;
Bettini,inventorofthenewphonograph。
NikolaTesla,theworld-wideillustriouselectrician;seearticleabouthiminJan。orFeb。Century。
JohnDrew,actor;
JamesBarnes,amarvelousmimic;my,youshouldseehim!
Smedleytheartist;
Zorntheartist;
Zogbaumtheartist;
Reinharttheartist;
Metcalftheartist;
Ancona,headtenorattheOpera;
Oh,agreatlotofothers。Everybodytherehaddonesomethingandwasinhiswayfamous。
SomebodywelcomedCoquelininanicelittleFrenchspeech;JohnDrewdidthelikeformeinEnglish,andthenthefunbegan。CoquelindidsomeexcellentFrenchmonologues——oneofthemanungrammaticalEnglishmantellingacolorlesshistorietteinFrench。Itnearlykilledthefifteenortwentypeoplewhounderstoodit。
Itoldayarn,Anconasanghalfadozensongs,Barnesdidhisdarlingimitations,HardingDavissangthehangingofDannyDeever,whichwasofcoursegood,buthefolloweditwiththatmostfascinating(forwhatreasonIdon”tknow)ofallKipling”spoems,“OntheRoadtoMandalay,“
sangittenderly,anditsearchedmedeeperandcharmedmemorethantheDeever。
YoungGerritSmithplayedsomeravishingdancemusicandwealldancedaboutanhour。Therecouldn”tbeapleasanternightthanthatonewas。
SomeofthosepeoplecomplainedoffatiguebutIdon”tseemtoknowwhatthesenseoffatigueis。
CoquelintalksquitegoodEnglishnow。Hesaid:
“Ihaveabrotherwhohasthefinemind——ah,acharminganddelicatefancy,andheknowsyourwritingssowell,andlovesthem——andthatisthesamewithme。ItwillstirhimsowhenIwriteandtellhimIhaveseenyou!“
Wasn”tthatnice?Wetalkedagooddealtogether。Heisaswinningashisownface。Buthewouldn”tsignthatphotographforClara。“That?
No!Sheshallhaveabetterone。Iwillsendittoyou。”
Heismuchdriven,andwillforgetit,butReidhaspromisedtogetthepictureforme,andIwilltryandkeephimreminded。
Oh,dear,mytimeisallusedupandyourlettersarenotanswered。
Mama,dear,Idon”tgoeverywhere——Ideclinemostthings。ButthereareplentythatIcan”twellgetoutof。
Iwillrememberwhatyousayandnotmakemyyarningtoocommon。
IamsogladSusyhasgoneonthattripandthatyouaretryingtheelectric。Mayyoubothprosper。Foryouaremightydeartomeandinmythoughtsalways。
SAML。
TheaffairsoftheWebsterPublishingCompanywerebythistimegettingintoaveryseriousconditionindeed。Theeffectsofthepanicoftheyearbeforecouldnotbeovercome。Creditorswerepressingtheirclaimsandprofitswerenegligible。InthefollowingletterwegetaMarkTwainestimateofthegreatfinancierwhosocheerfullywaswillingtoundertakethesolvingofMarkTwain”sfinancialproblems。
ToMrs。Clemens,inParis:
THEPLAYERS,Feb。15,”94。11。30p。m。
Livydarling,YesterdayItalkedallmyvariousmattersoverwithMr。
Rogersandwedecidedthatitwouldbesafeformetoleaveherethe7thofMarch,intheNewYork。Sohisprivatesecretary,MissHarrison,wroteandorderedaberthformeandthenIlostnotimeincablingyouthatIshouldreachSouthamptonMarch14,andParisthe15th。Land,butitmademypulsesleap,tothinkIwasgoingtoseeyouagain!……
Onethingatatime。IneverfullylaidWebster”sdisastrousconditionbeforeMr。Rogersuntilto-nightafterbilliards。Ididhatetoburdenhisgoodheartandover-workedheadwithit,buthetookholdwithavidityandsaiditwasnoburdentoworkforhisfriends,butapleasure。Wediscusseditfromvariousstandpoints,andfounditasufficientlydifficultproblemtosolve;buthethinksthatafterhehassleptuponitandthoughtitoverhewillknowwhattosuggest。
YoumustnotthinkIameverrudewithMr。Rogers,Iamnot。Heisnotcommonclay,butfine——fineanddelicate——andthatsortdonotcalloutthecoarsenessesthatareinmysort。Iamneverafraidofwoundinghim;
Idonotneedtowatchmyselfinthatmatter。Thesightofhimispeace。
HewantstogotoJapan——itishisdream;wantstogowithme——whichmeans,thetwofamilies——andhearnomoreaboutbusinessforawhile,andhavearest。Andheneedsit。Butitislikeallthedreamsofallbusymen——fatedtoremaindreams。
Youperceivethatheisapleasanttextforme。Itiseasytowriteabouthim。WhenIarrivedinSeptember,lordhowblacktheprospectwas——howdesperate,howincurablydesperate!WebsterandCohadtohaveasmallsumofmoneyorgounderatonce。IflewtoHartford——tomyfriends——buttheywerenotmoved,notstronglyinterested,andIwasashamedthatIwent。ItwasfromMr。Rogers,astranger,thatIgotthemoneyandwasbyitsaved。Andthen——whilestillastranger——hesethimselfthetaskofsavingmyfinanciallifewithoutputtinguponme(inhisnativedelicacy)anysensethatIwastherecipientofacharity,abenevolence——andhehasaccomplishedthattask;accomplisheditatacostofthreemonthsofwearinganddifficultlabor。Hegavethattimetome——timewhichcouldnotbeboughtbyanymanatahundredthousanddollarsamonth——no,norforthreetimesthemoney。
Well,inthemidstofthatgreatfight,thatlongandadmirablefight,GeorgeWarnercametomeandsaid:
“Thereisasplendidchanceopentoyou。Iknowaman——aprominentman——
whohaswrittenabookthatwillgolikewildfire;abookthatarraignstheStandardOilfiends,andgivesthemunmitigatedhell,individualbyindividual。Itistheverybookforyoutopublish;thereisafortuneinit,andIcanputyouincommunicationwiththeauthor。”
Iwantedtosay:
“TheonlymanIcareforintheworld;theonlymanIwouldgiveadamnfor;theonlymanwhoislavishinghissweatandbloodtosavemeandminefromstarvationandshame,isaStandardOilfiend。Ifyouknowme,youknowwhetherIwantthebookornot。”
ButIdidn”tsaythat。IsaidIdidn”twantanybook;Iwantedtogetoutofthepublishingbusinessandoutofallbusiness,andwashereforthatpurposeandwouldaccomplishitifIcould。
Butthere”senough。Ishallbeasleepby3,andIdon”tneedmuchsleep,becauseIamneverdrowsyortiredthesedays。Dear,dearSusymystrengthreproachesmewhenIthinkofherandyou,mydarling。
SAML。
ButevensoableamanasHenryRogerscouldnotaccomplishtheimpossible。TheaffairsoftheWebsterCompanywerehopeless,thebusinesswasnotworthsaving。ByMr。Rogers”sadviceanassignmentwasmadeApril,18,1894。Afteritsearlyspectacularsuccesslessthantenyearshadbroughtthebusinesstofailure。ThepublicationoftheGrantmemoirshadbeenitsonlygreatachievement。
Clemenswouldseemtohavebelievedthatthebusinesswouldresume,andforatimeRogersappearstohavecomfortedhiminhishope,butwecannotbelievethatitlongsurvived。YoungHall,whohadmadesuchastruggleforitssalvation,waseagertogoon,buthemustpresentlyhaveseenthefutilityofanyeffortinthatdirection。
OfcoursethefailureofMarkTwain”sfirmmadeagreatstirinthecountry,anditiseasytounderstandthatloyalfriendswouldrallyinhisbehalf。
ToMrs。Clemens,inParis:
April22,”94。
Dearolddarling,weallthinkthecreditorsaregoingtoallowustoresumebusiness;andiftheydoweshallpullthroughandpaythedebts。
Iamprodigiouslygladwemadeanassignment。Andalsogladthatwedidnotmakeitsooner。Earlierweshouldhavemadeapoorshowing;butnowweshallmakeagoodone。
Imeetflocksofpeople,andtheyallshakemecordiallybythehandandsay“Iwassosorrytohearoftheassignment,butsogladyoudidit。
Itwasaround,thislongtime,thattheconcernwastottering,andallyourfriendswereafraidyouwoulddelaytheassignmenttoolong。”
JohnMackaycalledyesterday,andsaid,“Don”tletitdisturbyou,Sam——
weallhavetodoit,atonetimeoranother;it”snothingtobeashamedof。”
OnestrangeroutinNewYorkStatesentmeadollarbillandthoughthewouldliketogetupadollar-subscriptionforme。AndPoultneyBigelow”snotecamepromptly,withhischeckfor$1,000。IhadbeenmeetinghimeverydayattheClubandlikinghimbetterandbetterallthetime。Icouldn”ttakehismoney,ofcourse,butIthankedhimcordiallyforhisgoodwill。
NowandthenagoodanddearJoeTwichellorSusyWarnercondoleswithmeandsays“Cheerup——don”tbedownhearted,“andsomeotherfriendsays,“Iamgladandsurprisedtoseehowcheerfulyouareandhowbravelyyoustandit“——andnoneofthemsuspectwhataburdenhasbeenliftedfrommeandhowblitheIaminside。ExceptwhenIthinkofyou,dearheart——thenIamnotblithe;forIseemtoseeyougrievingandashamed,anddreadingtolookpeopleintheface。Forinthethickofthefightthereischeer,butyouarefarawayandcannothearthedrumsnorseethewheelingsquadrons。Youonlyseemtoseerout,retreat,anddishonoredcolorsdragginginthedirt——whereasnoneofthesethingsexist。Thereistemporarydefeat,butnodishonor——andwewillmarchagain。CharleyWarnersaidto-day,“Sho,Livyisn”tworrying。Solongasshe”sgotyouandthechildrenshedoesn”tcarewhathappens。Sheknowsitisn”theraffair。”Whichdidn”tconvinceme。
Goodbyemydarling,Iloveyouandallofthekids——andyoucantellClaraIamnotaspittinggraykitten。
SAML。
ClemenssailedforEuropeassoonashisaffairswouldpermithimtogo。Hemustgetsettledwherehecouldworkcomfortably。Type-
setterprospectsseemedpromising,butmeantimetherewasneedoffunds。
Hebeganwritingontheship,aswashishabit,andhadcompletedhisarticleonFenimoreCooperbythetimehereachedLondon。InAugustwefindhimwritingtoMr。RogersfromEtretat,alittleNormanwatering-place。
ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYork:
ETRETAT,(NORMANDIE)
CHALETDESABRIS)
Aug。25,”94。
DEARMR。ROGERS,——IfindtheMadameversomuchbetterinhealthandstrength。Theairissuperbandsoothingandwholesome,andtheChaletisremotefromnoiseandpeople,andjusttheplacetowritein。Ishallbeginworkthisafternoon。
Mrs。Clemensisingreatspiritson,accountofthebenefitwhichshehasreceivedfromtheelectricaltreatmentinParisandisboundtotakeitupagainandcontinueitallthewinter,andofcourseIamperfectlywilling。SherequiresmetodropthelectureplatformoutofmymindandgostraightaheadwithJoanuntilthebookisfinished。IfIshouldhavetogohomeforevenaweekshemeanstogowithme——won”tconsenttobeseparatedagain——butshehopesIwon”tneedtogo。
Itellherallright,“Iwon”tgounlessyousend,andthenImust。”
Shekeepstheaccounts;andassheciphersitwecan”tgetcrowdedformoneyforeightmonthsyet。Ididn”tknowthat。ButIdon”tknowmuchanyway。
Sincerelyyours,S。L。CLEMENS。
ThereadermayrememberthatClemenshadwrittenthefirsthalfofhisJoanofArcbookattheVillaViviani,inFlorence,nearlytwoyearsbefore。HehadclosedthemanuscriptthenwiththetakingofOrleans,andwasbynomeanssurethathewouldcontinuethestorybeyondthatpoint。Now,however,hewasdeterminedtoreachthetale”stragicconclusion。
ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYork:
ETRETAT,Sunday,Sept。9,”94。
DEARMR。ROGERS,Idrovethequilltoohard,andIbrokedown——inmyhead。IthasnowbeenthreedayssinceIlaidup。WhenIwroteyouaweekagoIhadadded10,000wordsorthereabouttoJoan。NextdayI
added1,500whichwasaproperenoughday”sworkthoughnotafullone;
butduringTuesdayandWednesdayIstackedupanaggregateof6,000
words——andthatwasaverylargemistake。Myheadhasn”tbeenworthacentsince。
However,there”sacompensation;forinthosetwodaysIreachedandpassed——successfully——apointwhichIwassolicitousaboutbeforeIeverbeganthebook:viz。,thebattleofPatay。Becausethatwouldnaturallybethenexttothelastchapterofaworkconsistingofeithertwobooksorone。Intheonecaseonegoesrightalongfromthatpoint(asIshalldonow);intheotherhewouldaddawind-upchapterandmakethebookconsistofJoan”schildhoodandmilitarycareeralone。
Ishallresumeworkto-day;andhereafterIwillnotgoatsuchanintemperate”rate。Myheadisprettycobwebbyyet。
IamhopingthatalongaboutthistimeIshallhearthatthemachineisbeginningitstestintheHeraldoffice。Ishallbeverygladindeedtoknowtheresultofit。IwishIcouldbethere。
SincerelyyoursS。L。CLEMENS。
Rouen,whereJoanmethermartyrdom,wasonlyashortdistanceaway,andtheyhaltedthereenroutetoParis,wheretheyhadarrangedtospendthewinter。ThehealthofSusyClemenswasnotgood,andtheylingeredinRouenwhileClemensexploredtheoldcityandincidentallydidsomewritingofanothersort。InanotetoMr。
Rogershesaid:“ToputinmyoddtimeIamwritingsomearticlesaboutPaulBourgetandhisOutre-Merchapters——laughingatthemandatsomeofouroracularowlswhofindthemimportant。Whatthehellmakesthemimportant,Ishouldliketoknow!“
HewasstillatRouentwoweekslaterandhadreceivedencouragingnewsfromRogersconcerningthetype-setter,whichhadbeenplacedfortrialintheofficeoftheChicagoHerald。Clemenswrote:“I
canhardlykeepfromsendingahurrahbycable。IwouldcertainlydoitifIwasn”tsuperstitious。”Hisrestraint,thoughwise,waswastedtheendwasnear。
ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYork:
169RUEDEL”UNIVERSITE,PARIS,Dec。22;”94。
DEARMR。ROGERS,——Iseemedtobeentirelyexpectingyourletter,andalsopreparedandresigned;butLord,itshowshowlittleweknowourselvesandhoweasilywecandeceiveourselves。Ithitmelikeathunder-clap。
Itknockedeveryragofsenseoutofmyhead,andIwentflyinghereandthereandyonder,notknowingwhatIwasdoing,andonlyoneclearlydefinedthoughtstandingupvisibleandsubstantialoutofthecrazystorm-driftthatmydreamoftenyearswasindesperateperil,andoutofthe60,000or90,000projectsforitsrescuethatcamefloatingthroughmyskull,notonewouldholdstilllongenoughformetoexamineitandsizeitup。Haveyoueverbeenlikethat?Notsomuchso,Ireckon。
Therewasanotherclearlydefinedidea——Imustbethereandseeitdie。
Thatis,ifitmustdie;andmaybeifIweretherewemighthatchupsomenext-to-impossiblewaytomakeittakeupitsbedandtakeawalk。
So,attheendoffourhoursIstarted,stillwhirlingandwalkedovertotherueScribe——4P。M——andaskedaquestionortwoandwastoldI
shouldberunningabigriskifItookthe9P。M。trainforLondonandSouthampton;“bettercomerightalongat6。52perHavrespecialandstepaboardtheNewYorkalleasyandcomfortable。”Very!andIabouttwomilesfromhome,withnopackingdone。
Thenitoccurredtomethatnoneofthesesalvation-notionsthatwerewhirl-windingthroughmyheadcouldbeexaminedormadeavailableunlessatleastamonth”stimecouldbesecured。SoIcabledyou,andsaidtomyselfthatIwouldtaketheFrenchsteamertomorrow(whichwillbeSunday)。
BybedtimeMrs。Clemenshadreasonedmeintoafairlyrationalandcontentedstateofmind;butofcourseitdidn”tlastlong。SoIwentonthinking——mixingitwithasmokeinthedressingroomonceanhour——untildawnthismorning。Result——asaneresolution;nomatterwhatyouranswertomycablemightbe,IwouldholdstillandnotsailuntilIshouldgetananswertothispresentletterwhichIamnowwriting,oracableanswerfromyousaying“Come“or“Remain。”
Ihaveslept6hours,mypondhasclarified,andIfindthesedimentofmy70,000projectstobeofthischaracter:
[Severalpagesofsuggestionsforreconstructingthemachinefollow。]
Don”tsayI”mwild。ForreallyI”msaneagainthismorning……
IamgoingrightalongwithJoan,now,andwaituntroubledtillIhearfromyou。IfyouthinkIcanbeoftheleastuse,cableme“Come。”
IcanwriteJoanonboardshipandlosenotime。AlsoIcoulddiscussmyplanwiththepublisherforadeluxeJoan,timebeinganobject,forsomeofthepicturescouldbemadeoverherecheaplyandquickly,butwouldcostmuchtimeandmoneyinAmerica……
IfthemeetingshoulddecidetoquitbusinessJan。4,I”dliketohaveStokerstoppedfrompayinginanymoremoney,ifMissHarrisondoesn”tmindthatdisagreeablejob。AndI”llhavetowritethem,too,ofcourse。
Withlove,S。L。CLEMENS。
The“Stoker“ofthisletterwasBramStoker,longassociatedwithSirHenryIrving。Irvinghimselfhadalsotakenstockinthemachine。Theaddress,169Ruedel”Universite,whencetheselettersarewritten,wasthebeautifulstudiohomeoftheartistPomroywhichtheyhadtakenforthewinter。
ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYork:
169RUEDEL”UNIVERSITE,PARIS,Dec。27,”94。
DEARMR。ROGERS,——Notwithstandingyourheartis“oldandhard,“youmakeabodychokeup。Iknowyou“meaneverywordyousay“andIdotakeit“inthesamespiritinwhichyoutenderit。”Ishallkeepyourregardwhilewetwolive——thatIknow;forIshallalwaysrememberwhatyouhavedoneforme,andthatwillinsuremeagainsteverdoinganythingthatcouldforfeititorimpairit。Iam59yearsold;yetIneverhadafriendbeforewhoputoutahandandtriedtopullmeashorewhenhefoundmeindeepwaters。
ItissixdaysorsevendaysagothatIlivedthroughthatdespairingday,andthenthroughanightwithoutsleep;thensettleddownnextdayintomyrightmind(orthereabouts,)andwroteyou。Iputintherestofthatdaytill7P。M。plentycomfortablyenoughwritingalongchapterofmybook;thenwenttoamaskedballblackedupasUncleRemus,takingClaraalong;andwehadagoodtime。Ihavelostnodaysinceandsufferednodiscomforttospeakof,butdrovemytroublesoutofmymindandhadgoodsuccessinkeepingthemout——throughwatchfulness。Ihavedoneagoodweek”sworkandputthebookagoodwayaheadintheGreatTrial,whichisthedifficultpartwhichrequiresthemostthoughtandcarefulness。IcannotseetheendoftheTrialyet,butIamontheroad。Iamcreepingsurelytowardit。
“Whynotleavethemalltome。”Mybusinessbothers?Itakeyoubythehand!Ijumpatthechance!
IoughttobeashamedandIamtryingmybesttobeashamed——andyetIdojumpatthechanceinspiteofit。Idon”twanttowriteIrvingandI
don”twanttowriteStoker。Itdoesn”tseemasifIcould。ButIcansuggestsomethingforyoutowritethem;andthenifyouseethatIamunwise,youcanwritethemsomethingquitedifferent。Nowthisismyidea:
1。ToreturnStoker”s$100tohimandkeephisstock。
2。AndtellIrvingthatwhenluckturnswithmeIwillmakegoodtohimwhatthesalvagefromthedeadCo。failstopayhimofhis$500。
P。S。MadamsaysNo,Imustfacethemusic。SoIenclosemyefforttobeusedifyouapprove,butnototherwise。
There!Nowifyouwillalterittosuityourjudgmentandbangaway,I
shallbeeternallyobliged。
WeshalltrytofindatenantforourHartfordhouse;notaneasymatter,foritcostsheavilytolivein。Wecanneverliveinitagain;thoughitwouldbreakthefamily”sheartsiftheycouldbelieveit。
NothingdauntsMrs。Clemensormakestheworldlookblacktoher——whichisthereasonIhaven”tdrownedmyself。
WeallsendourdeepestandwarmestgreetingstoyouandallofyoursandaHappyNewYear!
S。L。CLEMENS。
Enclosure:
MYDEARSTOKER,——Iamnotdatingthisbecauseitisnottobemailedatpresent。
Whenitreachesyouitwillmeanthatthereisahitchinmymachine-
enterprise——ahitchsoseriousastomakeittaketoitselftheaspectofadissolveddream。Thisletter,then,willcontainchequeforthe$100
whichyouhavepaid。AndwillyoutellIrvingforme——Ican”tgetupcourageenoughtotalkaboutthismisfortunemyself,excepttoyou,whombygoodluckIhaven”tdamagedyetthatwhenthewreckagepresentlyfloatsashorehewillgetagooddealofhis$500back;andadabatatimeIwillmakeuptohimtherest。
I”mnotfeelingasfineasIwaswhenIsawyouthereinyourhome。
PleaseremembermekindlytoMrs。Stoker。IgaveupthatLondonlecture-
projectentirely。Hadto——there”sneverbeenachancesincetofindthetime。
Sincerelyyours,S。L。CLEMENS。
XXXV
LETTERS,1895-96,TOH。H。ROGERSANDOTHERS。FINISHING“JOANOFARC。”
THETRIPAROUNDTHEWORLD。DEATHOFSUSYCLEMENS
ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYorkCity:
[Nodate。]
DEARMR。ROGERS,——YoursofDec。21hasarrived,containingthecirculartostockholdersandIguesstheCo。willreallyquit——theredoesn”tseemtobeanyotherwisecourse。
There”sonethingwhichmakesitdifficultformetosoberlyrealizethatmytenyeardreamisactuallydissolved;andthatis,thatitreveriesmyhoroscope。Theproverbsays,“Bornlucky,alwayslucky,“andIamverysuperstitious。AsasmallboyIwasnotoriouslylucky。Itwasusualforoneortwoofourlads(perannum)togetdrownedintheMississippiorinBearCreek,butIwaspulledoutina2/3drownedcondition9timesbeforeIlearnedtoswim,andwasconsideredtobeacatindisguise。
Whenthe“Pennsylvania“blewupandthetelegraphreportedmybrotherasfatallyinjured(with60others)butmadenomentionofme,myunclesaidtomymother“ItmeansthatSamwassomewhereelse,afterbeingonthatboatayearandahalf——hewasbornlucky。”Yes,Iwassomewhereelse。
IamsosuperstitiousthatIhavealwaysbeenafraidtohavebusinessdealingswithcertainrelativesandfriendsofminebecausetheywereunluckypeople。AllmylifeIhavestumbleduponluckychancesoflargesize,andwhenevertheywerewasteditwasbecauseofmyownstupidityandcarelessness。AndsoIhavefeltentirelycertainthatthatmachinewouldturnuptrumpseventually。Itdisappointedmelotsoftimes,butI
couldn”tshakeofftheconfidenceofalife-timeinmyluck。
Well,whateverIgetoutofthewreckagewillbeduetogoodluck——thegoodluckofgettingyouintothescheme——for,butforthat,therewouldn”tbeanywreckage;itwouldbetotalloss。
Iwishyouhadbeeninatthebeginning。Thenweshouldhavehadthegoodlucktosteppromptlyashore。
MissHarrisonhashadadreamwhichpromisesmealargebankaccount,andIwanthertogoaheadanddreamittwicemore,soastomakethepredictionsuretobefulfilled。
I”vegotafirstratesubjectforabook。Itkeptmeawakeallnight,andIbeganitandcompleteditinmymind。TheminuteIfinishJoanIwilltakeitup。
LoveandHappyNewYeartoyouall。
Sincerelyyours,S。L。CLEMENS。
ThiswasabouttheendofthemachineinterestssofarasClemenswasconcerned。Paigesucceededingettingsomenewpeopleinterested,butnothingimportanthappened,orthatinanywayaffectedMarkTwain。Characteristicallyheputthewholematterbehindhimandplungedintohiswork,facingcomparativepovertyandaburdenofdebtswithastoutheart。Thebeginningofthenewyearfoundhimreallypoorerinpursethanhehadeverbeeninhislife,butcertainlynotcrushed,orevendiscouraged——atleast,notpermanently——andnevermoreindustriousorcapable。
ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYorkCity:
169RUEDEL”UNIVERSITE,PARIS,Jan。23,”95。
DEARMR。ROGERS,——AfterIwroteyou,twoorthreedaysagoIthoughtI
wouldmakeaholidayoftherestoftheday——theseconddeliberateholidaysinceIhadthegout。OnthefirstholidayIwroteataleofabout6,000words,whichwas3days”workinone;andthistimeIdid8,000beforemidnight。Igotnothingoutofthatfirstholidaybuttherecreationofit,forIcondemnedtheworkaftercarefulreadingandsomerevision;butthistimeIfaredbetter——IfinishedtheHuckFinntalethatliesinyoursafe,andamsatisfiedwithit。
TheBachellersyndicate(117TribuneBuilding)wantastoryof5,000
words(lowestlimitoftheirLondonagent)for$1,000andoffertoplankthecheckondelivery,anditwaspartlytomeetthatdemandthatItookthatotherholiday。SoasIhavenoshortstorythatsuitsme(andcan”tandshan”tmakepromises),thebestIcandoistoofferthelongeronewhichIfinishedonmysecondholiday”TomSawyer,Detective。”
Itmakes27or28,000words,andisreallywrittenforgrownfolks,thoughIexpectyoungfolktoreadit,too。IttransferstothebanksoftheMississippitheincidentsofastrangemurderwhichwascommittedinSwedeninoldtimes。
I”llreferapplicantsforasightofthestorytoyouorMissHarrison——
[SecretarytoMr。Rogers。]
Yourssincerely,S。L。CLEMENS。
ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYorkCity:
169RUEDEL”UNIVERSITE,Apr。29,”95。
DEARMR。ROGERS,——Yourfelicitousdelightfulletterofthe15tharrivedthreedaysago,andbroughtgreatpleasureintothehouse。
ThereisonethingthatweighsheavilyonMrs。Clemensandme。ThatisBrusnahan”smoney。IfheissatisfiedtohaveitinvestedintheChicagoenterprise,wellandgood;ifnot,wewouldliketohavethemoneypaidbacktohim。Iwillgivehimasmanymonthstodecideinashepleases——
lethimname6or10or12——andwewillletthemoneystaywhereitisinyourhandstillthetimeisup。WillMissHarrisontellhimso?Imeanifyouapprove。Iwouldlikehimtohaveagoodinvestment,butwouldmeantimeprefertoprotecthimagainstloss。
At6minutespast7,yesterdayevening,JoanofArcwasburnedatthestake。
Withthelongstraingone,Iaminasortofphysicalcollapsetoday,butitwillbegonetomorrow。Ijudgedthatthisendofthebookwouldbehardwork,anditturnedoutso。Ihaveneverdoneanyworkbeforethatcostsomuchthinkingandweighingandmeasuringandplanningandcramming,orsomuchcautiousandpainstakingexecution。ForIwantedthewholeRouentrialin,ifitcouldbegotininsuchawaythatthereader”sinterestwouldnotflag——infactIwantedthereader”sinteresttoincrease;andsoIstucktoitwiththatdeterminationinview——withtheresultthatIhaveleftnothingoutbutunimportantrepetitions。
Althoughitismerehistory——historypureandsimple——historystrippednakedofflowers,embroideries,colorings,exaggerations,invention——thefamilyagreethatIhavesucceeded。Itwasaperilousthingtotryinatale,butIneverbelieveditadoubtfulone——providedIstuckstrictlytobusinessanddidn”tweakenandgiveup:ordidn”tgetlazyandskimpthework。Thefirsttwo-thirdsofthebookwereeasy;forIonlyneededtokeepmyhistoricalroadstraight;thereforeIusedforreferenceonlyoneFrenchhistoryandoneEnglishone——andshoveledinasmuchfancyworkandinventiononbothsidesofthehistoricalroadasIpleased。
ButonthislastthirdIhaveconstantlyusedfiveFrenchsourcesandfiveEnglishonesandIthinknotellinghistoricalnuggetinanyofthemhasescapedme。
Possiblythebookmaynotsell,butthatisnothing——itwaswrittenforlove。
There——I”mcalledtoseecompany。Thefamilyseldomrequirethisofme,buttheyknowIamnotworkingtoday。
Yourssincerely,S。L。CLEMENS。
“Brusnahan,“oftheforegoingletter,wasanemployeeoftheNewYorkHerald,superintendentofthepress-room——whohadinvestedsomeofhissavingsinthetype-setter。
InFebruaryClemensreturnedtoNewYorktolookaftermattersconnectedwithhisfailureandtoclosearrangementsforareading-
touraroundtheworld。Hewasnearlysixtyyearsold,andtimehadnotlessenedhisloathingfortheplatform。Morethanonce,however,inearlieryears,hehadturnedtoitasadebt-payer,andneveryethadhisburdenbeensogreatasnow。HeconcludedarrangementswithMajorPondtotakehimasfarasthePacificCoast,andwithR。S。Smythe,ofAustralia,fortherestofthetour。InAprilwefindhimoncemorebackinParispreparingtobringthefamilytoAmerica,HehadreturnedbywayofLondon,wherehehadvisitedStanleytheexplorer——anoldfriend。
ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYorkCity:
169RUEDEL”UNIVERSITE,Sunday,Apr。7”95。
DEARMR。ROGERS,……StanleyismagnificentlyhousedinLondon,inagrandmansioninthemidstoftheofficialworld,rightoffDowningStreetandWhitehall。Hehadanextraordinaryassemblageofbrainsandfametheretomeetme——thirtyorforty(bothsexes)atdinner,andmorethanahundredcamein,afterdinner。Keptituptillaftermidnight。
Therewerecabinetministers,ambassadors,admirals,generals,canons,Oxfordprofessors,novelists,playwrights,poets,andanumberofpeopleequippedwithrankandbrains。Itoldsomeyarnsandmadesomespeeches。
IpromisedtocallonallthosepeoplenexttimeIcometoLondon,andshowthemthewifeandthedaughters。IfIwereyoungerandverystrongIwoulddearlylovetospendaseasoninLondon——providedIhadnoworkonhand,ornoworkmoreexactingthanlecturing。IthinkIwilllecturethereamonthortwowhenIreturnfromAustralia。
Thereweremanydelightfulladiesinthatcompany。OnewasthewifeofHisExcellencyAdmiralBridge,Commander-inChiefoftheAustralianStation,andshesaidherhusbandwasabletothrowwidealldoorstomeinthatpartoftheworldandwouldbegladtodoit,andwouldyachtmeandmypartyaround,andexcursionusinhisflag-shipandmakeushaveagreattime;andshesaidshewouldwritehimwewerecoming,andwewouldfindhimready。IhavealetterfromherthismorningenclosingaletterofintroductiontotheAdmiral。IalreadyknowtheAdmiralcommandingintheChinaSeasandhavepromisedtolookinonhimoutthere。Hesleepswithmybooksunderhispillow。P”rapsitistheonlywayhecansleep。
AccordingtoMrs。Clemens”spresentplans——subjecttomodification,ofcourse——wesailinMay;stayoneday,ortwodaysinNewYork,spendJune,JulyandAugustinElmiraandpreparemylectures;thenlectureinSanFranciscoandthereaboutsduringSeptemberandsailforAustraliabeforethemiddleofOctoberandopentheshowthereaboutthemiddleofNovember。Wedon”ttakethegirlsalong;itwouldbetooexpensiveandtheyarequitewillingtoremainbehindanyway。
Mrs。C。isfeelingsowellthatsheisnotgoingtotrytheNewYorkdoctortillwehavegonearoundtheworldandrobbeditandmadethefinancesalittleeasier。
Withapoweroflovetoyouall,S。L。CLEMENS。
Therewouldcomemomentsofdepression,ofcourse,andaweeklaterhewrote:“Iamtiredtodeathallthetime:“Toamanoflessvitality,lessvigorofmindandbody,itiseasytobelievethatundersuchcircumstancesthisconditionwouldhaveremainedpermanent。Butperhaps,afterall,itwashiscomicoutlookonthingsingeneralthatwashischieflife-saver。
ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYorkCity:
169RUEDEL”UNIVERSITE,Apr。29,”95。
DEARMR。ROGERS,——Ihavebeenhiddenanhourortwo,readingproofofJoanandnowIthinkIamalostchild。Ican”tfindanybodyontheplace。Thebaggagehasalldisappeared,includingthefamily。Ireckonthatinthehurryandbustleofmovingtothehoteltheyforgotme。Butitisnomatter。ItispeacefullernowthanIhaveknownitfordaysanddaysanddays。
IntheseJoanproofswhichIhavebeenreadingfortheSeptemberHarperIfindacoupleoftip-topplatformreadings——andImeantoreadthemonourtrip。Iftheauthorshipisknownbythen;andifitisn”t,Iwillrevealit。Thefactis,thereismoregoodplatform-stuffinJoanthaninanypreviousbookofmine,byalongsight。
Yes,everydangedmemberofthetribehasgonetothehotelandleftmelost。Iwonderhowtheycanbesocarelesswithproperty。Ihavegottotrytogettherebymyselfnow。
Allthetrunksaregoingoverasluggage;thenI”vegottofindsomebodyonthedockwhowillagreetoship6ofthemtotheHartfordCustomhouse。
IfitisdifficultIwilldumpthemintotheriver。ItisverycarelessofMrs。Clemenstotrusttrunksandthingstome。
Sincerelyyours,S。L。CLEMENS。
BythelatterpartofMaytheywereatQuarryFarm,andClemens,laiduptherewithacarbuncle,waspreparingforhislongtour。
Theoutlookwasnotapleasantone。ToMr。Rogershewrote:“I
sha”n”tbeabletostandontheplatformbeforewestartwest。I
sha”n”tgetasinglechancetopracticemyreading;butwillhavetoappearinClevelandwithouttheessentialpreparation。Nothinginthisworldcansaveitfrombeingashabby,poordisgustingperformance。I”vegottostand;Ican”tdoitandtalktoahouse,andhowinthenationamIgoingtosit?LandofGoshen,it”sthisnightweek!Prayforme。”
TheopeningatClevelandJuly15thappearsnottohavebeenmuchofasuccess,thoughfromanotherreason,onethatdoubtlessseemedamusingtohimlater。
ToH。H。Rogers,inNewYorkCity:
(Forenoon)
CLEVELAND,July16,”95。
DEARMR。ROGERS,——HadaroaringsuccessattheElmirareformatorySundaynight。Buthere,lastnight,Isuffereddefeat——Therewereacoupleofhundredlittleboysbehindmeonthestage,onaloftytierofbencheswhichmadethemthemostconspicuousobjectsinthehouse。Andtherewasnobodytowatchthemorkeepthemquiet。Why,withtheirscufflingsandhorse-playandnoise,itwasjustamenagerie。Besides,aconcertofamateurshadbeensmuggledintotheprogram(toprecedeme,)andtheirfamiliesandfriends(saytenpercentoftheaudience)keptencoringthemandtheyalwaysresponded。Soitwas20minutesto9beforeIgottheplatforminfrontofthose2,600peoplewhohadpaidadollarapieceforachancetogotohellinthisfashion。
Igotstartedmagnificently,butinsideofhalfanhourthescufflingboyshadtheaudience”smaddenedattentionandIsawitwasagonecase;
soIskippedathirdofmyprogramandquit。Thenewspapersarekind,butbetweenyouandmeitwasadefeat。Thereain”tgoingtobeanymoreconcertsatmylectures。Icarenothingforthisdefeat,becauseitwasnotmyfault。MyfirsthalfhourshowedthatIhadthehouse,andI
couldhavekeptitifIhadn”tbeensohandicapped。
Yourssincerely,S。L。CLEMENS。
P。S。HadasatisfactorytimeatPetoskey。Crammedthehouseandturnedawayacrowd。Wehad$548inthehouse,whichwas$300morethanithadeverhadinitbefore。IbelieveIdon”tcaretohaveatalkgooffbetterthanthatonedid。
MarkTwain,onthislongtour,wasaccompaniedbyhiswifeandhisdaughterClara——SusyandJeanClemensremainingwiththeirauntatQuarryFarm。Thetourwasafinancialsuccessfromthestart。
BythetimetheywerereadytosailfromVancouverfivethousanddollarshadbeenremittedtoMr。RogersagainstthatdayofsettlementwhenthedebtsofWebster&Co。weretobepaid。Perhapsitshouldbestatedherethatalegalsettlementhadbeenarrangedonabasisoffiftycentsonthedollar,butneitherClemensnorhiswifeconsentedtothisasfinal。Theywouldpayinfull。
TheysailedfromVancouverAugust23,1895。AbouttheonlyletterofthistimeisanamusingnotetoRudyardKipling,writtenatthemomentofdeparture。
ToRudyardKipling,inEngland:
August,1895。
DEARKIPLING,——ItisreportedthatyouareabouttovisitIndia。ThishasmovedmetojourneytothatfarcountryinorderthatImayunloadfrommyconscienceadebtlongduetoyou。YearsagoyoucamefromIndiatoElmiratovisitme,asyousaidatthetime。Ithasalwaysbeenmypurposetoreturnthatvisitandthatgreatcomplimentsomeday。IshallarrivenextJanuaryandyoumustbeready。Ishallcomeridingmyayahwithhistusksadornedwithsilverbellsandribbonsandescortedbyatroopofnativehowdahsrichlycladandmounteduponaherdofwildbungalows;andyoumustbeonhandwithafewbottlesofghee,forI
shallbethirsty。
Affectionately,S。L。CLEMENS。
Clemens,platforminginAustralia,wastoobusytowriteletters。
Everywherehewaswelcomedbygreataudiences,andeverywherelavishlyentertained。Hewasbesetbyothercarbuncles,butwouldseemnottohavebeenseriouslydelayedbythem。AlettertohisoldfriendTwichellcarriesthestory。
ToRev。Jos。H。Twichell,inHartford:
FRANKMOELLER”SMASONICHOTEL,NAPIER,NEWZEALAND,November29,”95。
DEARJOE,——Yourwelcomeletteroftwomonthsandfivedaysagohasjustarrived,andfindsmeinbedwithanothercarbuncle。ItisNo。3。Notaseriousonethistime。Ilecturedlastnightwithoutinconvenience,butthedoctorsthoughtbesttoforbidto-night”slecture。MysecondonekeptmeinbedaweekinMelbourne……Weareallgladitisyouwhoistowritethearticle,itdelightsusallthrough。
IthinkitwasagoodstrokeofluckthatknockedmeonmybackhereatNapier,insteadofsomehotelinthecentreofanoisycity。Herewehavethesmoothandplacidly-complainingseaatourdoor,withnothingbetweenusanditbut20yardsofshingle——andhardlyasuggestionoflifeinthatspacetomaritormakeanoise。Awaydownherefifty-fivedegreessouthoftheEquatorthisseaseemstomurmurinanunfamiliartongue——aforeigntongue——tonguebredamongtheice-fieldsoftheAntarctic——amurmurwithanoteofmelancholyinitpropertothevastunvisitedsolitudesithascomefrom。Itwasverydeliciousandsolacingtowakeinthenightandfinditstillpulsingthere。Iwishyouwerehere——land,butitwouldbefine!
LivyandClaraenjoythisnomadiclifeprettywell;certainlybetterthanonecouldhaveexpectedtheywould。Theyhavetoughexperiences,inthewayoffoodandbedsandfranticlittleships,buttheyputupwiththeworstthatbefallswithheroicendurancethatresemblescontentment。
NodoubtIshallbeontheplatformnextMonday。AweeklaterweshallreachWellington;talkthere3nights,thensailbacktoAustralia。WesailedforNewZealandOctober30。
DaybeforeyesterdaywasLivy”sbirthday(underworldtime),andtomorrowwillbemine。Ishallbe60——nothanksforit。
Iandtheotherssendworldsandworldsoflovetoallyoudearones。
MARK。
ThearticlementionedintheforegoingletterwasonewhichTwichellhadbeenengagedbyHarper”sMagazinetowriteconcerningthehomelifeandcharacteristicsofMarkTwain。BythetimetheClemenspartyhadcompletedtheirtourofIndia——asplendid,triumphanttour,toofullofworkandrecreationforletter-writing——andhadreachedSouthAfrica,thearticlehadappeared,asatisfactoryone,ifwemayjudgebyMarkTwain”snext。
Thisletter,however,hasaspecialinterestintheaccountitgivesofMarkTwain”svisittotheJamesonraiders,thenimprisonedatPretoria。
ToRev。Jos。H。Twichell,inHartford:
PRETORIA,SOUTHAFRICANREPUBLIC,TheQueen”sBirthday,”96。
(May24)
DEAROLDJOE,——HarperforMaywasgiventomeyesterdayinJohannesburgbyanAmericanladywholivesthere,andIreadyourarticleonmewhilecomingupinthetrainwithherandanoldfriendandfellow-Missourianofmine,Mrs。JohnHaysHammond,thehandsomeandspiritedwifeofthechiefofthe4Reformers,wholiesinprisonhereundera15-yearsentence,alongwith50minorReformerswhoareinfor1and5-yearterms。ThankyouathousandtimesJoe,youhavepraisedmeawayabovemydeserts,butIamnotthemantoquarrelwithyouforthat;andasforLivy,shewilltakeyourveryhardieststatementsatpar,andbegratefultoyoutothebottomofherheart。BetweenyouandPunchandBranderMatthews,Iamliketohavemyopinionofmyselfraisedsufficientlyhigh;andIguessthechildrenwillbeafteryou,foritisthestudyoftheirlivestokeepmyself-appreciationdownsomewherewithinbounds。
IhadanotefromMrs。Rev。Gray(neeTyler)yesterday,andcalledonherto-day。Sheiswell。
YesterdayIwasallowedtoentertheprisonwithMrs。Hammond。ABoerguardwasatmyelbowallthetime,butwascourteousandpolite,onlyhebarredthewayinthecompound(quadrangleorbigopencourt)andwouldn”tletmecrossawhitemarkthatwasontheground——the“death-
line“oneoftheprisonerscalledit。Notinearnest,though,Ithink。
IfoundthatIhadmetHammondoncewhenhewasaYaleseniorandaguestofGen。Franklin”s。IalsofoundthatIhadknownCapt。Meinintimately32yearsago。OneoftheEnglishprisonershadheardmelectureinLondon23yearsago。Afterbeingintroducedinturntoalltheprisoners,Iwasallowedtoseesomeofthecellsandexaminetheirfood,beds,etc。IwastoldinJohannesburgthatHammond”ssalaryof$150,000
ayearisnotstopped,andthatthesalariesofsomeoftheothersarestillcontinued。Hammondwaslookingverywellindeed,andIcansaythesameofalltheothers。Whenthetroublefirstfelluponthemithitsomeofthemveryhard;severalfellsick(Hammondamongthem),twoorthreehadtoberemovedtothehospital,andoneofthefavoriteslosthismindandkilledhimself,poorfellow,lastweek。Hisfuneral,withasorrowingfollowingof10,000,tooktheplaceofthepublicdemonstrationtheAmericansweregettingupforme。
Theseprisonersarestrongmen,prominentmen,andIbelievetheyarealleducatedmen。Theyarewelloff;someofthemarewealthy。Theyhavealotofbookstoread,theyplaygamesandsmoke,andforawhiletheywillbeabletobearupintheircaptivity;butnotforlong,notforverylong,Itakeit。Iamtoldtheyhavetimesofdeadlybroodinganddepression。Imadethemaspeech——sittingdown。Itjusthappenedso。
Idon”tpreferthatattitude。Still,ithasoneadvantage——itisonlyatalk,itdoesn”ttaketheformofaspeech。Ihavetrieditoncebeforeonthistrip。However,ifabodywantstomakesureofhaving“liberty,“
andfeelingathome,hehadbetterstandup,ofcourse。Iadvisedthematconsiderablelengthtostaywheretheywere——theywouldgetusedtoitandlikeitpresently;iftheygotouttheywouldonlygetinagainsomewhereelse,bythelookoftheircountenances;andIpromisedtogoandseethePresidentanddowhatIcouldtogethimtodoubletheirjail-terms。
Wehadaverygoodsociabletimetillthepermittedtimewasupandalittleover,andweoutsidershadtogo。Iwentagainto-day,buttheRev。Mr。Grayhadjustarrived,andthewarden,agenial,elderlyBoernamedDuPlessis——explainedthathisorderswouldn”tallowhimtoadmitsaintandsinneratthesametime,particularlyonaSunday。DuPlessis——descendedfromtheHuguenotfugitives,yousee,of200yearsago——
buthehasn”tanyFrenchleftinhimnow——allDutch。
ItgravelsmetothinkwhatagooseIwastomakeLivyandClararemaininDurban;butIwantedtosavethemthe30-hourrailwaytriptoJohannesburg。AndDurbananditsclimateandopulentfoliageweresolovely,andthefriendsthereweresochoiceandsoheartythatI
sacrificedmyselfintheirinterests,asIthought。Itisjustthebeginningofwinter,andalthoughthedaysarehot,thenightsarecool。
Butit”slovelyweatherintheseregions,too;andthefriendsareaslovelyastheweather,andJohannesburgandPretoriaarebrimmingwithinterest。Italkheretwicemore,thenreturntoJohannesburgnextWednesdayforafifthtalkthere;thentotheOrangeFreeStatecapital,thentosometownonthewaytoPortElizabeth,wherethetwowilljoinusbyseafromDurban;thenthegangwillgotoKimberleyandpresentlytotheCape——andso,inthecourseoftime,weshallgetthroughandsailforEngland;andthenwewillhuntupaquietvillageandIwillwriteandLivyedit,forafewmonths,whileClaraandSusyandJeanstudymusicandthingsinLondon。
Wehavehadnoblegoodtimeseverywhereandeveryday,fromCleveland,July15,toPretoria,May24,andneveradulldayeitheronseaorland,notwithstandingthecarbunclesandthings。EvenwhenIwaslaidup10
daysatJeyporeinIndiawehadthecharmingesttimeswithEnglishfriends。AlloverIndiatheEnglishwell,youwillneverknowhowgoodandfinetheyaretillyouseethem。
Midnightandafter!andImustdomanythingsto-day,andlecturetonight。
Aworldofthankstoyou,Joedear,andaworldoflovetoallofyou。
MARK。
PerhapsforreadersofalaterdayawordastowhatconstitutedtheJamesonraidwouldnotbeoutofplacehere。Dr。LeanderStarrJamesonwasanEnglishphysician,locatedatKimberley。PresidentKruger(OomPaul),headoftheSouthAfricanRepublic,wasoneofhispatients;also,Lobengula,theMatabelechief。FromLobengulaconcessionswereobtainedwhichledtotheformationoftheSouthAfricanCompany。Jamesongaveuphisprofessionandwentinforconquest,associatinghimselfwiththeprojectsofCecilRhodes。
IntimehebecameadministratorofRhodesia。Bytheendof1894。
hewasinhighfeather,andduringavisittoEnglandwasfetedasasortofromanticconqueroroftheoldentime。Perhapsthisturnedhishead;atalleventsattheendof1895camethestartlingnewsthat“Dr。Jim,“ashewascalled,attheheadofsixhundredmen,hadriddenintotheTransvaalinsupportofaRhodesschemeforanuprisingatJohannesburg。Theraidwasafailure。Jameson,andthoseotherknightsofadventure,werecapturedbytheforcesof“OomPaul,“andsomeofthembarelyescapedexecution。TheBoerpresidenthandedthemovertotheEnglishGovernmentforpunishment,andtheyreceivedvaryingsentences,butallwereeventuallyreleased。Jameson,later,becameagainprominentinSouth-Africanpolitics,butthereisnorecordofanyfurtherraids……
TheClemenspartysailedfromSouthAfricathemiddleofJuly,1896,andonthelastdayofthemonthreachedEngland。TheyhadnotplannedtoreturntoAmerica,buttospendthewinterinornearLondoninsomequietplacewhereClemenscouldwritethebookofhistravels。
ThetwodaughtersinAmerica,SusyandJean,wereexpectedtoarriveAugust12th,butonthatdaytherecame,instead,alettersayingthatSusyClemenswasnotwellenoughtosail。Acableinquirywasimmediatelysent,butthereplywhenitcamewasnotsatisfactory,andMrs。ClemensandClarasailedforAmericawithoutfurtherdelay。
ThiswasonAugust15th。Threedayslater,intheoldhomeatHartford,SusyClemensdiedofcerebralfever。ShehadbeenvisitingMrs。CharlesDudleyWarner,butbythephysician”sadvicehadbeenremovedtothecomfortandquietofherownhome,onlyafewstepsaway。
MarkTwain,returningfromhistriumphanttouroftheworldinthehopethatsoon,now,hemightbefreefromdebt,withhisfamilyhappilygatheredabouthim,hadtofacealonethiscruelblow。
TherewasnopurposeinhisgoingtoAmerica;Susywouldbeburiedlongbeforehisarrival。HeawaitedinEnglandthereturnofhisbrokenfamily。TheylivedthatwinterinaquietcornerofChelsea,No。23TedworthSquare。
ToRev。JosephH。Twichell,inHartford,Conn。:
Permanentaddress:
%CHATTO&WINDUS
111T。MARTIN”SLANE,LONDON,Sept。27,”96。
ThroughLivyandKatyIhavelearned,dearoldJoe,howloyallyyoustoodpoorSusy”sfriend,andmine,andLivy”s:howyoucameallthewaydown,twice,fromyoursummerrefugeonyourmercifulerrandstobringthepeaceandcomfortofyourbelovedpresence,firsttothatpoorchild,andagaintothebrokenheartofherpoordesolatemother。Itwaslikeyou;
likeyourgoodgreatheart,likeyourmatchlessandunmatchableself。
ItwasnosurprisetometolearnthatyoustayedbySusylonghours,carelessoffatigueandheat,itwasnosurprisetometolearnthatyoucouldstillthestormsthatsweptherspiritwhennoothercould;forshelovedyou,reveredyou,trustedyou,and“UncleJoe“wasnoemptyphraseuponherlips!Iamgratefultoyou,Joe,gratefultothebottomofmyheart,whichhasalwaysbeenfilledwithloveforyou,andrespectandadmiration;andIwouldhavechosenyououtofalltheworldtotakemyplaceatSusy”ssideandLivy”sinthoseblackhours。
Susywasararecreature;therarestthathasbeenrearedinHartfordinthisgeneration。AndLivyknewit,andyouknewit,andCharleyWarnerandGeorge,andHarmony,andtheHillyersandtheDunhamsandtheCheneys,andSusyandLilly,andtheBunces,andHenryRobinsonandDickBurton,andperhapsothers。AndIalsowasofthenumber,butnotinthesamedegree——forshewasabovemydullercomprehension。Imerelyknewthatshewasmysuperiorinfinenessofmind,inthedelicacyandsubtletyofherintellect,buttofullymeasureherIwasnotcompetent。
Iknowherbetternow;forIhavereadherprivatewritingsandsoundedthedeepsofhermind;andIknowbetter,now,thetreasurethatwasminethanIknewitwhenIhadit。ButIhavethisconsolation:thatdullasIwas,Ialwaysknewenoughtobeproudwhenshecommendedmeormywork——asproudasifLivyhaddoneitherself——andItookitastheaccoladefromthehandofgenius。Iseenow——asLivyalwayssaw——thatshehadgreatnessinher;andthatsheherselfwasdimlyconsciousofit。
Andnowsheisdead——andIcannevertellher。
GodblessyouJoe——andallofyourhouse。
S。L。C。
ToMr。HenryC。Robinson,Hartford,Conn。:
LONDON,Sept。28,”96。
Itisasyousay,dearoldfriend,“thepathosofit“yes,itwasapiteousthing——aspiteousatragedyasanytheyearcanfurnish。Whenwestartedwestwarduponourlongtripathalfpasttenatnight,July14,1895,atElmira,Susystoodontheplatformintheblazeoftheelectriclightwavinghergood-byestousasthetrainglidedaway,hermotherthrowingbackkissesandwatchingherthroughhertears。Oneyear,onemonth,andoneweeklater,Claraandhermotherhavingexactlycompletedthecircuitoftheglobe,drewupatthatplatformatthesamehourofthenight,inthesametrainandthesamecar——andagainSusyhadcomeajourneyandwasnearathandtomeetthem。Shewaswaitinginthehouseshewasbornin,inhercoffin。
Allthecircumstancesofthisdeathwerepathetic——mybrainisworntoragsrehearsingthem。Themeredeathwouldhavebeencrueltyenough,withoutoverloadingitandemphasizingitwiththatscoreofharshandwantondetails。Thechildwastakenawaywhenhermotherwaswithinthreedaysofher,andwouldhavegiventhreedecadesforsightofher。
InmydespairandunassuageablemiseryIupbraidmyselfforeverpartingwithher。Butthereisnouseinthat。Sinceitwastohappenitwouldhavehappened。
WithloveS。L。C。
ThelifeatTedworthSquarethatwinterwasoneofalmostcompleteprivacy。OfthehundredsoffriendswhichMarkTwainhadinLondonscarcelyhalfadozenknewhisaddress。Heworkedsteadilyonhisbookoftravels,”FollowingtheEquator”,andwrotefewlettersbeyondbusinesscommunicationstoMr。Rogers。Inoneofthesehesaid,“Iamappalled!HereIamtryingtoloadyouupwithworkagainafteryouhavebeendray-horsingoverthesametiresomegroundforayear。It”stoobad,andIamashamedofit。”
ButlateinNovemberhesentaletterofadifferentsort——onethatwastohaveanimportantbearingonthelifeofagirltodayofuniqueandworld-widedistinction。
ToMrs。H。H。Rogers,inNewYorkCity:
ForandinbehalfofHelenKeller,stoneblindanddeaf,andformerlydumb。
DEARMRS。ROGERS,——Experiencehasconvincedmethatwhenonewishestosetahard-workedmanatsomethingwhichhemightn”tprefertobebotheredwith,itisbesttomoveuponhimbehindhiswife。Ifshecan”tconvincehimitisn”tworthwhileforotherpeopletotry。
Mr。RogerswillrememberourvisitwiththatastonishinggirlatLawrenceHutton”shousewhenshewasfourteenyearsold。LastJuly,inBoston,whenshewas16sheunderwenttheHarvardexaminationforadmissiontoRadcliffeCollege。Shepassedwithoutasinglecondition。Shewasallowedthesameamountoftimethatisgrantedtootherapplicants,andthiswasshortenedinhercasebythefactthatthequestionpapershadtobereadtoher。Yetshescoredanaverageof90asagainstanaverageof78onthepartoftheotherapplicants。
Itwon”tdoforAmericatoallowthismarvelouschildtoretirefromherstudiesbecauseofpoverty。Ifshecangoonwiththemshewillmakeafamethatwillendureinhistoryforcenturies。Alongherspeciallinessheisthemostextraordinaryproductofalltheages。
ThereisdangerthatshemustretirefromthestruggleforaCollegedegreeforlackofsupportforherselfandforMissSullivan,(theteacherwhohasbeenwithherfromthestart——Mr。Rogerswillrememberher。)Mrs。HuttonwritestoaskmetointerestrichEnglishmeninhercase,andIwouldgladlytry,butmysecludedlifewillnotpermitit。
Iseenobody。Nobodyknowsmyaddress。Nothingbutthestrictesthidingcanenablemetowritemylongbookintime。
SoIthoughtofthisscheme:BegyoutolaysiegetoyourhusbandandgethimtointeresthimselfandMess。JohnD。andWilliamRockefellerandtheotherStandardOilchiefsinHelen”scase;getthemtosubscribeanannualaggregateofsixorsevenhundredorathousanddollars——andagreetocontinuethisforthreeorfouryears,untilshehascompletedhercollegecourse。I”mnottryingtolimittheirgenerosity——indeedno,theymaypilethatStandardOil,HelenKellerCollegeFundashighastheyplease,theyhavemyconsent。
Mrs。Hutton”sideaistoraiseapermanentfundtheinterestuponwhichshallsupportHelenandherteacherandputthemoutofthefearofwant。
Ishan”tsayawordagainstit,butshewillfinditadifficultanddishearteningjob,andmeanwhilewhatistobecomeofthatmiraculousgirl?
No,forimmediateandsoundeffectiveness,thethingisforyoutopleadwithMr。Rogersforthishamperedwonderofyoursex,andsendhimclothedwithplenarypowerstopleadwiththeotherchiefs——theyhavespentmountainsofmoneyupontheworthiestbenevolences,andIthinkthatthesamespiritwhichmovedthemtoputtheirhandsdownthroughtheirheartsintotheirpocketsinthosecaseswillanswer“Here!“whenitsnameiscalledinthisone。638
There——Idon”tneedtoapologizetoyouortoH。H。forthisappealthatIammaking;Iknowyoutoowellforthat。
Good-byewithlovetoallofyouS。L。CLEMENS。
LaurenceHuttonisonthestaffofHarper”sMonthly——closeby,andhandywhenwanted。
Thepleawasnotmadeinvain。Mr。andMrs。RogersinterestedthemselvesmostliberallyinHelenKeller”sfortune,andcertainlynoonecansaythatanyofthosewhocontributedtohersuccesseverhadreasonfordisappointment。
Inhisletterofgratefulacknowledgment,whichfollows,ClemensalsotakesoccasiontothankMr。Rogersforhisfurthereffortsinthematterofhisowndifficulties。Thisparticularreferenceconcernsthepublishing,complicationswhichbythistimehadarisenbetweentheAmericanPublishingCompany,ofHartford,andthehouseinFranklinSquare。
LONDON,Dec。22,”96。
DEARMRS。ROGERS,——Itissuperb!AndIambeyondmeasuregratefultoyouboth。Iknewyouwouldbeinterestedinthatwonderfulgirl,andthatMr。Rogerswasalreadyinterestedinherandtouchedbyher;andIwassurethatifnobodyelsehelpedheryoutwowould;butyouhavegonefarandawaybeyondthesumIexpected——mayyourlinesfallinpleasantplaceshereandHereafterforit!
TheHuttonsareasgladandgratefulastheycanbe,andIamgladfortheirsakesaswellasforHelen”s。
IwanttothankMr。RogersforcrucifyinghimselfagainonthesameoldcrossbetweenBlissandHarper;andgoodnessknowsIhopehewillcometoenjoyitaboveallotherdissipationsyet,seeingthatithasaboutittheelementsofstabilityandpermanency。However,atanytimethathesayssign,we”regoingtodoit。
EversincerelyYoursS。L。CLEMENS。
XXXVI
LETTERS1897。LONDON,SWITZERLAND,VIENNA
MarkTwainworkedsteadilyonhisbookthatsadwinterandmanagedtokeepthegloomoutofhischapters,thoughitisnoticeablethat”FollowingtheEquator”ismoreseriousthanhisotherbooksoftravel。
Hewrotefewletters,andtheseonlytohisthreeclosestfriends,Howells,Twichell,andRogers。InthelettertoTwichell,whichfollows,thereismentionoftwounfinishedmanuscriptswhichheexpectstoresume。Oneofthesewasadreamstory,enthusiasticallybegun,butperhapswithinsufficientplottocarryitthrough,foritneverreachedconclusion。Hehadalreadytrieditinoneortwoformsandwouldbeginitagainpresently。Theidentityoftheothertaleisuncertain。
ToRev。J。H。Twichell,inHartford:
LONDON,Jan。19,”97。
DEARJOE,——DoIwantyoutowritetome?IndeedIdo。Idonotwantmostpeopletowrite,butIdowantyoutodoit。Theothersbreakmyheart,butyouwillnot。Youhaveasomethingdivineinyouthatisnotinothermen,。Youhavethetouchthatheals,notlacerates。Andyouknowthesecretplacesofourhearts。Youknowourlife——theoutsideofit——astheothersdo——andtheinsideofit——whichtheydonot。Youhaveseenourwholevoyage。Youhaveseenusgotosea,acloudofsail——andtheflagatthepeak;andyouseeusnow,chartless,adrift——derelicts;
battered,water-logged,oursailsaruckofrags,ourpridegone。Foritisgone。Andthereisnothinginitsplace。Thevanityoflifewasallwehad,andthereisnomorevanityleftinus。Weareevenashamedofthatwehad;ashamedthatwetrustedthepromisesoflifeandbuildedhigh——tocometothis!
IdidknowthatSusywaspartofus;Ididnotknowthatshecouldgoaway;Ididnotknowthatshecouldgoaway,andtakeourliveswithher,yetleaveourdullbodiesbehind。AndIdidnotknowwhatshewas。Tomeshewasbuttreasureinthebank;theamountknown,theneedtolookatitdaily,handleit,weighit,countit,realizeit,notnecessary;
andnowthatIwoulddoit,itistoolate;theytellmeitisnotthere,hasvanishedawayinanight,thebankisbroken,myfortuneisgone,I
amapauper。HowamItocomprehendthis?HowamItohaveit?WhyamIrobbed,andwhoisbenefited?
Ah,well,Susydiedathome。Shehadthatprivilege。Herdyingeyesresteduponnothingthatwasstrangetothem,butonlyuponthingswhichtheyhadknownandlovedalwaysandwhichhadmadeheryoungyearsglad;
andshehadyou,andSue,andKaty,andJohn,andEllen。Thiswashappyfortune——Iamthankfulthatitwasvouchsafedtoher。Ifshehaddiedinanotherhouse-well,IthinkIcouldnothavebornethat。Tous,ourhousewasnotunsentientmatter——ithadaheart,andasoul,andeyestoseeuswith;andapprovals,andsolicitudes,anddeepsympathies;itwasofus,andwewereinitsconfidence,andlivedinitsgraceandinthepeaceofitsbenediction。Wenevercamehomefromanabsencethatitsfacedidnotlightupandspeakoutitseloquentwelcome——andwecouldnotenteritunmoved。Andcouldwenow,oh,now,inspiritweshouldenteritunshod。
Iamtryingtoaddtothe“assets“whichyouestimatesogenerously。
No,Iamnot。Thethoughtisnotinmymind。Mypurposeisother。Iamworking,butitisforthesakeofthework——the“surceaseofsorrow“
thatisfoundthere。Iworkallthedays,andtroublevanishesawaywhenIusethatmagic。Thisbookwillnotlongstandbetweenitandme,now;
butthatisnomatter,Ihavemanyunwrittenbookstoflytoformypreservation;theintervalbetweenthefinishingofthisoneandthebeginningofthenextwillnotbemorethananhour,atmost。
Continuances,Imean;fortwoofthemarealreadywellalong——infacthavereachedexactlythesamestageintheirjourney:19,000wordseach。
Thepresentonewillcontain180,000words——130,000aredone。Iamwellprotected;butLivy!Shehasnothingintheworldtoturnto;nothingbuthousekeeping,anddoingthingsforthechildrenandme。Shedoesnotseepeople,andcannot;bookshavelosttheirinterestforher。Shesitssolitary;andalltheday,andallthedays,wondershowitallhappened,andwhy。Weotherswerealwaysbusywithouraffairs,butSusywashercomrade——hadtobedrivenfromherlovingpersecutions——sometimesat1inthemorning。ToLivythepersecutionswerewelcome。Itwasheaventohertobeplaguedlikethat。Butitisendednow。Livystandssoinneedofhelp;andnoneamongusallcouldhelpherlikeyou。
SomedayyouandIwillwalkagain,Joe,andtalk。Ihopeso。Wecouldhavesuchtalks!WeareallgratefultoyouandHarmony——howgratefulitisnotgiventoustosayinwords。Wepayaswecan,inlove;andinthiscoinpracticingnoeconomy。
Goodbye,dearoldJoe!