Ienteredthemainstreet。Allaboutstoodpoleswithbundlesofstrawontop:somealterationswereinprogress。Severaldwellingshadbeenremoved。Theremnantsofboardandwattledfencesprojectedsadlyhereandthere。Itwasafestivalday。Iorderedmybasketchaisetostopinfrontofthechurch,andenteredsoftlythatnoonemightturnround。Totellthetruth,therewasnoneedofthis:thechurchwasalmostempty;therewereveryfewpeople;itwasevidentthateventhemostpiousfearedthemud。Thecandlesseemedstrangelyunpleasantinthatgloomy,orrathersickly,light。Thedimvestibulewasmelancholy;thelongwindows,withtheircircularpanes,werebedewedwithtearsofrain。Iretiredintothevestibule,andaddressingarespectableoldman,withgreyishhair,said,“MayIinquireifIvanNikiforovitchisstillliving?“
Atthatmomentthelampbeforetheholypictureburnedupmorebrightlyandthelightfelldirectlyuponthefaceofmycompanion。
Whatwasmysurprise,onlookingmoreclosely,tobeholdfeatureswithwhichIwasacquainted!ItwasIvanNikiforovitchhimself!Buthowhehadchanged!
“Areyouwell,IvanNikiforovitch?Howoldyouhavegrown!“
“Yes,Ihavegrownold。IhavejustcomefromPoltavato-day,“
answeredIvanNikiforovitch。
“Youdon”tsayso!youhavebeentoPoltavainsuchbadweather?“
“Whatwastobedone?thatlawsuit”
AtthisIsighedinvoluntarily。
IvanNikiforovitchobservedmysigh,andsaid,“Donotbetroubled:I
havereliableinformationthatthecasewillbedecidednextweek,andinmyfavour。”
Ishruggedmyshoulders,andwenttoseeknewsofIvanIvanovitch。
“IvanIvanovitchishere,“someonesaidtome,“inthechoir。”
Isawagauntform。WasthatIvanIvanovitch?Hisfacewascoveredwithwrinkles,hishairwasperfectlywhite;butthepelissewasthesameasever。Afterthefirstgreetingswereover,IvanIvanovitch,turningtomewithajoyfulsmilewhichalwaysbecamehisfunnel-shapedface,said,“Haveyoubeentoldthegoodnews?“
“Whatnews?“Iinquired。
“Mycaseistobedecidedto-morrowwithoutfail:thecourthasannounceditdecisively。”
Isighedmoredeeplythanbefore,madehastetotakemyleave,forI
wasboundonveryimportantbusiness,andseatedmyselfinmykibitka。
TheleannagsknowninMirgorodaspost-horsesstarted,producingwiththeirhoofs,whichwereburiedinagreymassofmud,asoundverydispleasingtotheear。TherainpouredintorrentsupontheJewseatedonthebox,coveredwitharug。Thedampnesspenetratedthroughandthroughme。Thegloomybarrierwithasentry-box,inwhichanoldsoldierwasrepairinghisweapons,waspassedslowly。Againthesamefields,insomeplacesblackwheretheyhadbeendugup,inothersofagreenishhue;wetdawsandcrows;monotonousrain;atearfulsky,withoutonegleamoflight!……Itisgloomyinthisworld,gentlemen!
THEMYSTERIOUSPORTRAIT
PARTI
Nowheredidsomanypeoplepauseasbeforethelittlepicture-shopintheShtchukinuiDvor。Thislittleshopcontained,indeed,themostvariedcollectionofcuriosities。Thepictureswerechieflyoil-paintingscoveredwithdarkvarnish,inframesofdingyyellow。
Wintersceneswithwhitetrees;veryredsunsets,likeragingconflagrations,aFlemishboor,morelikeaturkey-cockincuffsthanahumanbeing,weretheprevailingsubjects。Tothesemustbeaddedafewengravings,suchasaportraitofKhozreff-Mirzainasheepskincap,andsomegeneralswiththree-corneredhatsandhookednoses。
Moreover,thedoorsofsuchshopsareusuallyfestoonedwithbundlesofthosepublications,printedonlargesheetsofbark,andthencolouredbyhand,whichbearwitnesstothenativetalentoftheRussian。
OnonewastheTzarevnaMiliktrisaKirbitievna;onanotherthecityofJerusalem。Thereareusuallybutfewpurchasersoftheseproductions,butgazersaremany。Sometruantlackeyprobablyyawnsinfrontofthem,holdinginhishandthedishescontainingdinnerfromthecook-shopforhismaster,whowillnotgethissoupveryhot。Beforethem,too,willmostlikelybestandingasoldierwrappedinhiscloak,adealerfromtheold-clothesmart,withacoupleofpenknivesforsale,andahuckstress,withabasketfulofshoes。Eachexpressesadmirationinhisownway。Themuzhiksgenerallytouchthemwiththeirfingers;thedealersgazeseriouslyatthem;servingboysandapprenticeslaugh,andteaseeachotherwiththecolouredcaricatures;
oldlackeysinfriezecloakslookatthemmerelyforthesakeofyawningawaytheirtimesomewhere;andthehucksters,youngRussianwomen,haltbyinstincttohearwhatpeoplearegossipingabout,andtoseewhattheyarelookingat。
Atthetimeourstoryopens,theyoungpainter,Tchartkoff,pausedinvoluntarilyashepassedtheshop。Hisoldcloakandplainattireshowedhimtobeamanwhowasdevotedtohisartwithself-denyingzeal,andwhohadnotimetotroublehimselfabouthisclothes。Hehaltedinfrontofthelittleshop,andatfirstenjoyedaninwardlaughoverthemonstrositiesintheshapeofpictures。
Atlengthhesankunconsciouslyintoareverie,andbegantoponderastowhatsortofpeoplewantedtheseproductions?ItdidnotseemremarkabletohimthattheRussianpopulaceshouldgazewithraptureupon“EruslanoffLazarevitch,“on“TheGlutton“and“TheCarouser,“on“ThomaandErema。”Thedelineationsofthesesubjectswereeasilyintelligibletothemasses。Butwhereweretherepurchasesforthosestreaky,dirtyoil-paintings?WhoneededthoseFlemishboors,thoseredandbluelandscapes,whichputforthsomeclaimstoahigherstageofart,butwhichreallyexpressedthedepthsofitsdegradation?Theydidnotappeartheworksofaself-taughtchild。Inthatcase,inspiteofthecaricatureofdrawing,asharpdistinctionwouldhavemanifesteditself。Butherewerevisibleonlysimpledullness,steady-goingincapacity,whichstood,throughself-will,intheranksofart,whileitstrueplacewasamongthelowesttrades。Thesamecolours,thesamemanner,thesamepractisedhand,belongingrathertoamanufacturingautomatonthantoaman!
Hestoodbeforethedirtypicturesforsometime,histhoughtsatlengthwanderingtoothermatters。Meanwhiletheproprietoroftheshop,alittlegreyman,inafriezecloak,withabeardwhichhadnotbeenshavedsinceSunday,hadbeenurginghimtobuyforsometime,namingprices,withoutevenknowingwhatpleasedhimorwhathewanted。“Here,I”lltakeasilverpieceforthesepeasantsandthislittlelandscape。Whatpainting!itfairlydazzlesone;onlyjustreceivedfromthefactory;thevarnishisn”tdryyet。Orhereisawinterscene——takethewinterscene;fifteenrubles;theframealoneisworthit。Whatawinterscene!“Herethemerchantgaveaslightfilliptothecanvas,asiftodemonstrateallthemeritsofthewinterscene。“Prayhavethemputupandsenttoyourhouse。Wheredoyoulive?Here,boy,givemesomestring!“
“Hold,notsofast!“saidthepainter,comingtohimself,andperceivingthatthebriskdealerwasbeginninginearnesttopacksomepicturesup。Hewasratherashamednottotakeanythingafterstandingsolonginfrontoftheshop;sosaying,“Here,stop!IwillseeifthereisanythingIwanthere!“hestoopedandbegantopickupfromthefloor,wheretheywerethrowninaheap,someworn,dustyoldpaintings。Therewereoldfamilyportraits,whosedescendants,probablycouldnotbefoundonearth;withtorncanvasandframesminustheirgilding;inshort,trash。Butthepainterbeganhissearch,thinkingtohimself,“PerhapsImaycomeacrosssomething。”Hehadheardstoriesaboutpicturesofthegreatmastershavingbeenfoundamongtherubbishincheapprint-sellers”shops。
Thedealer,perceivingwhathewasabout,ceasedhisimportunities,andtookuphispostagainatthedoor,hailingthepassers-bywith,“Hither,friends,herearepictures;stepin,stepin;justreceivedfromthemakers!“Heshoutedhisfill,andgenerallyinvain,hadalongtalkwitharag-merchant,standingopposite,atthedoorofhisshop;andfinally,recollectingthathehadacustomerinhisshop,turnedhisbackonthepublicandwentinside。“Well,friend,haveyouchosenanything?“saidhe。Butthepainterhadalreadybeenstandingmotionlessforsometimebeforeaportraitinalargeandoriginallymagnificentframe,uponwhich,however,hardlyatraceofgildingnowremained。
Itrepresentedanoldman,withathin,bronzedfaceandhighcheek-bones;thefeaturesseeminglydepictedinamomentofconvulsiveagitation。HeworeaflowingAsiaticcostume。Dustyanddefacedastheportraitwas,Tchartkoffsaw,whenhehadsucceededinremovingthedirtfromtheface,tracesoftheworkofagreatartist。Theportraitappearedtobeunfinished,butthepowerofthehandlingwasstriking。
Theeyeswerethemostremarkablepictureofall:itseemedasthoughthefullpoweroftheartist”sbrushhadbeenlavisheduponthem。Theyfairlygazedoutoftheportrait,destroyingitsharmonywiththeirstrangeliveliness。Whenhecarriedtheportraittothedoor,theeyesgleamedevenmorepenetratingly。Theyproducednearlythesameimpressiononthepublic。Awomanstandingbehindhimexclaimed,“Heislooking,heislooking!“andjumpedback。Tchartkoffexperiencedanunpleasantfeeling,inexplicableeventohimself,andplacedtheportraitonthefloor。
“Well,willyoutaketheportrait?“saidthedealer。
“Howmuchisit?“saidthepainter。
“Whychafferoverit?givemeseventy-fivekopeks。”
“No。”
“Well,howmuchwillyougive?“
“Twentykopeks,“saidthepainter,preparingtogo。
“Whataprice!Why,youcouldn”tbuytheframeforthat!Perhapsyouwilldecidetopurchaseto-morrow。Sir,sir,turnback!Addtenkopeks。Takeit,takeit!givemetwentykopeks。Totellthetruth,youaremyonlycustomerto-day,andthat”stheonlyreason。”
ThusTchartkoffquiteunexpectedlybecamethepurchaseroftheoldportrait,andatthesametimereflected,“WhyhaveIboughtit?Whatisittome?“Buttherewasnothingtobedone。Hepulledatwenty-kopekpiecefromhispocket,gaveittothemerchant,tooktheportraitunderhisarm,andcarriedithome。Onthewaythither,herememberedthatthetwenty-kopekpiecehehadgivenforitwashislast。Histhoughtsatoncebecamegloomy。Vexationandcarelessindifferencetookpossessionofhimatoneandthesamemoment。Theredlightofsunsetstilllingeredinonehalfthesky;thehousesfacingthatwaystillgleamedwithitswarmlight;andmeanwhilethecoldbluelightofthemoongrewbrighter。Light,half-transparentshadowsfellinbandsupontheground。Thepainterbeganbydegreestoglanceupatthesky,flushedwithatransparentlight;andatthesamemomentfromhismouthfellthewords,“Whatadelicatetone!Whatanuisance!Deucetakeit!“Re-adjustingtheportrait,whichkeptslippingfromunderhisarm,hequickenedhispace。
Wearyandbathedinperspiration,hedraggedhimselftoVasilievskyOstroff。Withdifficultyandmuchpantinghemadehiswayupthestairsfloodedwithsoap-suds,andadornedwiththetracksofdogsandcats。Tohisknocktherewasnoanswer:therewasnooneathome。Heleanedagainstthewindow,anddisposedhimselftowaitpatiently,untilatlastthereresoundedbehindhimthefootstepsofaboyinablueblouse,hisservant,model,andcolour-grinder。ThisboywascalledNikita,andspentallhistimeinthestreetswhenhismasterwasnotathome。Nikitatriedforalongtimetogetthekeyintothelock,whichwasquiteinvisible,byreasonofthedarkness。
Finallythedoorwasopened。Tchartkoffenteredhisante-room,whichwasintolerablycold,aspainters”roomsalwaysare,whichfact,however,theydonotnotice。WithoutgivingNikitahiscoat,hewentonintohisstudio,alargeroom,butlow,fittedupwithallsortsofartisticrubbish——plasterhands,canvases,sketchesbegunanddiscarded,anddraperiesthrownoverchairs。Feelingverytired,hetookoffhiscloak,placedtheportraitabstractedlybetweentwosmallcanvasses,andthrewhimselfonthenarrowdivan。Havingstretchedhimselfout,hefinallycalledforalight。
“Therearenocandles,“saidNikita。
“What,none?“
“Andtherewerenonelastnight,“saidNikita。Theartistrecollectedthat,infact,therehadbeennocandlesthepreviousevening,andbecamesilent。HeletNikitatakehiscoatoff,andputonhisoldworndressing-gown。
“Therehasbeenagentlemanhere,“saidNikita。
“Yes,hecameformoney,Iknow,“saidthepainter,wavinghishand。
“Hewasnotalone,“saidNikita。
“Whoelsewaswithhim?“
“Idon”tknow,somepoliceofficerorother。”
“Butwhyapoliceofficer?“
“Idon”tknowwhy,buthesaysbecauseyourrentisnotpaid。”
“Well,whatwillcomeofit?“
“Idon”tknowwhatwillcomeofit:hesaid,”Ifhewon”tpay,why,lethimleavetherooms。”Theyarebothcomingagainto-morrow。”
“Letthemcome,“saidTchartkoff,withindifference;andagloomymoodtookfullpossessionofhim。
YoungTchartkoffwasanartistoftalent,whichpromisedgreatthings:
hisworkgaveevidenceofobservation,thought,andastronginclinationtoapproachnearertonature。
“Lookhere,myfriend,“hisprofessorsaidtohimmorethanonce,“youhavetalent;itwillbeashameifyouwasteit:butyouareimpatient;youhavebuttobeattractedbyanything,tofallinlovewithit,youbecomeengrossedwithit,andallelsegoesfornothing,andyouwon”tevenlookatit。Seetoitthatyoudonotbecomeafashionableartist。Atpresentyourcolouringbeginstoassertitselftooloudly;andyourdrawingisattimesquiteweak;youarealreadystrivingafterthefashionablestyle,becauseitstrikestheeyeatonce。Haveacare!societyalreadybeginstohaveitsattractionforyou:Ihaveseenyouwithashinyhat,afoppishneckerchief……Itisseductivetopaintfashionablelittlepicturesandportraitsformoney;buttalentisruined,notdeveloped,bythatmeans。Bepatient;
thinkouteverypieceofwork,discardyourfoppishness;letothersamassmoney,yourownwillnotfailyou。”
Theprofessorwaspartlyright。Ourartistsometimeswantedtoenjoyhimself,toplaythefop,inshort,togiveventtohisyouthfulimpulsesinsomewayorother;buthecouldcontrolhimselfwithal。Attimeshewouldforgeteverything,whenhehadoncetakenhisbrushinhishand,andcouldnottearhimselffromitexceptasfromadelightfuldream。Histasteperceptiblydeveloped。HedidnotasyetunderstandallthedepthsofRaphael,buthewasattractedbyGuido”sbroadandrapidhandling,hepausedbeforeTitian”sportraits,hedelightedintheFlemishmasters。Thedarkveilenshroudingtheancientpictureshadnotyetwhollypassedawayfrombeforethem;buthealreadysawsomethinginthem,thoughinprivatehedidnotagreewiththeprofessorthatthesecretsoftheoldmastersareirremediablylosttous。Itseemedtohimthatthenineteenthcenturyhadimproveduponthemconsiderably,thatthedelineationofnaturewasmoreclear,morevivid,moreclose。Itsometimesvexedhimwhenhesawhowastrangeartist,FrenchorGerman,sometimesnotevenapainterbyprofession,butonlyaskilfuldauber,produced,bythecelerityofhisbrushandthevividnessofhiscolouring,auniversalcommotion,andamassedinatwinklingafundedcapital。Thisdidnotoccurtohimwhenfullyoccupiedwithhisownwork,forthenheforgotfoodanddrinkandalltheworld。Butwhendirewantarrived,whenhehadnomoneywherewithtobuybrushesandcolours,whenhisimplacablelandlordcametentimesadaytodemandtherentforhisrooms,thendidtheluckofthewealthyartistsrecurtohishungryimagination;
thendidthethoughtwhichsooftentraversesRussianminds,togiveupaltogether,andgodownhill,utterlytothebad,traversehis。Andnowhewasalmostinthisframeofmind。
“Yes,itisallverywell,tobepatient,bepatient!“heexclaimed,withvexation;“butthereisanendtopatienceatlast。Bepatient!
butwhatmoneyhaveItobuyadinnerwithto-morrow?Noonewilllendmeany。IfIdidbringmyselftosellallmypicturesandsketches,theywouldnotgivemetwentykopeksforthewholeofthem。Theyareuseful;Ifeelthatnotoneofthemhasbeenundertakeninvain;I
havelearnedsomethingfromeachone。Yes,butofwhatuseisit?
Studies,sketches,allwillbestudies,trial-sketchestotheend。Andwhowillbuy,notevenknowingmebyname?Whowantsdrawingsfromtheantique,orthelifeclass,ormyunfinishedloveofaPsyche,ortheinteriorofmyroom,ortheportraitofNikita,thoughitisbetter,totellthetruth,thantheportraitsbyanyofthefashionableartists?WhydoIworry,andtoillikealearneroverthealphabet,whenImightshineasbrightlyastherest,andhavemoney,too,likethem?“
Thusspeaking,theartistsuddenlyshuddered,andturnedpale。A
convulsivelydistortedfacegazedathim,peepingforthfromthesurroundingcanvas;twoterribleeyeswerefixedstraightuponhim;onthemouthwaswrittenamenacingcommandofsilence。Alarmed,hetriedtoscreamandsummonNikita,whoalreadywassnoringintheante-room;
buthesuddenlypausedandlaughed。Thesensationoffeardiedawayinamoment;itwastheportraithehadbought,andwhichhehadquiteforgotten。Thelightofthemoonilluminatingthechamberhadfallenuponit,andlentitastrangelikenesstolife。
Hebegantoexamineit。Hemoistenedaspongewithwater,passeditoverthepictureseveraltimes,washedoffnearlyalltheaccumulatedandincrusteddustanddirt,hungitonthewallbeforehim,wonderingyetmoreattheremarkableworkmanship。Thewholefacehadgainednewlife,andtheeyesgazedathimsothatheshuddered;and,springingback,heexclaimedinavoiceofsurprise:“Itlookswithhumaneyes!“
Thensuddenlythereoccurredtohimastoryhehadheardlongbeforefromhisprofessor,ofacertainportraitbytherenownedLeonardodaVinci,uponwhichthegreatmasterlabouredseveralyears,andstillregardedasincomplete,butwhich,accordingtoVasari,wasneverthelessdeemedbyallthemostcompleteandfinishedproductofhisart。Themostfinishedthingaboutitwastheeyes,whichamazedhiscontemporaries;theverysmallest,barelyvisibleveinsinthembeingreproducedonthecanvas。
Butintheportraitnowbeforehimtherewassomethingsingular。Itwasnolongerart;itevendestroyedtheharmonyoftheportrait;theywereliving,humaneyes!Itseemedasthoughtheyhadbeencutfromalivingmanandinserted。Herewasnoneofthathighenjoymentwhichtakespossessionofthesoulatthesightofanartist”sproduction,nomatterhowterriblethesubjecthemayhavechosen。
Againheapproachedtheportrait,inordertoobservethosewondrouseyes,andperceived,withterror,thattheyweregazingathim。ThiswasnocopyfromNature;itwaslife,thestrangelifewhichmighthavelightedupthefaceofadeadman,risenfromthegrave。Whetheritwastheeffectofthemoonlight,whichbroughtwithitfantasticthoughts,andtransformedthingsintostrangelikenesses,opposedtothoseofmatter-of-factday,orfromsomeothercause,butitsuddenlybecameterribletohim,heknewnotwhy,tositaloneintheroom。Hedrawbackfromtheportrait,turnedaside,andtriednottolookatit;buthiseyeinvoluntarily,ofitsownaccord,keptglancingsidewaystowardsit。Finally,hebecameafraidtowalkabouttheroom。
Itseemedasthoughsomeonewereonthepointofsteppingupbehindhim;andeverytimeheturned,heglancedtimidlyback。Hehadneverbeenacoward;buthisimaginationandnervesweresensitive,andthateveninghecouldnotexplainhisinvoluntaryfear。Heseatedhimselfinonecorner,buteventhenitseemedtohimthatsomeonewaspeepingoverhisshoulderintohisface。EvenNikita”ssnores,resoundingfromtheante-room,didnotchaseawayhisfear。Atlengthherosefromtheseat,withoutraisinghiseyes,wentbehindascreen,andlaydownonhisbed。Throughthecracksofthescreenhesawhisroomlitupbythemoon,andtheportraithangingstifflyonthewall。
Theeyeswerefixeduponhiminayetmoreterribleandsignificantmanner,anditseemedasiftheywouldnotlookatanythingbuthimself。Overpoweredwithafeelingofoppression,hedecidedtorisefromhisbed,seizedasheet,and,approachingtheportrait,covereditupcompletely。
Havingdonethis,helaydonemoreateaseonhisbed,andbegantomeditateuponthepovertyandpitifullotoftheartist,andthethornypathlyingbeforehimintheworld。Butmeanwhilehiseyeglancedinvoluntarilythroughthejointofthescreenattheportraitmuffledinthesheet。Thelightofthemoonheightenedthewhitenessofthesheet,anditseemedtohimasthoughthoseterribleeyesshonethroughthecloth。Withterrorhefixedhiseyesmoresteadfastlyonthespot,asifwishingtoconvincehimselfthatitwasallnonsense。
Butatlengthhesaw——sawclearly;therewasnolongerasheet——theportraitwasquiteuncovered,andwasgazingbeyondeverythingaroundit,straightathim;gazingasitseemedfairlyintohisheart。Hisheartgrewcold。Hewatchedanxiously;theoldmanmoved,andsuddenly,supportinghimselfontheframewithbotharms,raisedhimselfbyhishands,and,puttingforthbothfeet,leaptoutoftheframe。Throughthecrackofthescreen,theemptyframealonewasnowvisible。Footstepsresoundedthroughtheroom,andapproachednearerandnearertothescreen。Thepoorartist”sheartbeganbeatingfast。
Heexpectedeverymoment,hisbreathfailingforfear,thattheoldmanwouldlookroundthescreenathim。Andlo!hedidlookfrombehindthescreen,withtheverysamebronzedface,andwithhisbigeyesrovingabout。
Tchartkofftriedtoscream,andfeltthathisvoicewasgone;hetriedtomove;hislimbsrefusedtheiroffice。Withopenmouth,andfailingbreath,hegazedatthetallphantom,drapedinsomekindofaflowingAsiaticrobe,andwaitedforwhatitwoulddo。Theoldmansatdownalmostonhisveryfeet,andthenpulledoutsomethingfromamongthefoldsofhiswidegarment。Itwasapurse。Theoldmanuntiedit,tookitbytheend,andshookit。Heavyrollsofcoinfelloutwithadullthuduponthefloor。Eachwaswrappedinbluepaper,andoneachwasmarked,“1000ducats。”Theoldmanprotrudedhislong,bonyhandfromhiswidesleeves,andbegantoundotherolls。Thegoldglittered。
Greataswastheartist”sunreasoningfear,heconcentratedallhisattentionuponthegold,gazingmotionless,asitmadeitsappearanceinthebonyhands,gleamed,ranglightlyordully,andwaswrappedupagain。Thenheperceivedonepacketwhichhadrolledfartherthantherest,totheverylegofhisbedstead,nearhispillow。Hegraspeditalmostconvulsively,andglancedinfearattheoldmantoseewhetherhenoticedit。
Buttheoldmanappearedverymuchoccupied:hecollectedallhisrolls,replacedtheminthepurse,andwentoutsidethescreenwithoutlookingathim。Tchartkoff”sheartbeatwildlyasheheardtherustleoftheretreatingfootstepssoundingthroughtheroom。Heclaspedtherollofcoinmorecloselyinhishand,quiveringineverylimb。
Suddenlyheheardthefootstepsapproachingthescreenagain。
Apparentlytheoldmanhadrecollectedthatonerollwasmissing。Lo!
againhelookedroundthescreenathim。Theartistindespairgraspedtherollwithallhisstrength,triedwithallhispowertomakeamovement,shrieked——andawoke。
Hewasbathedinacoldperspiration;hisheartbeatashardasitwaspossibleforittobeat;hischestwasoppressed,asthoughhislastbreathwasabouttoissuefromit。“Wasitadream?“hesaid,seizinghisheadwithbothhands。Buttheterriblerealityoftheapparitiondidnotresembleadream。Ashewoke,hesawtheoldmanstepintotheframe:theskirtsoftheflowinggarmentevenfluttered,andhishandfeltplainlythatamomentbeforeithadheldsomethingheavy。Themoonlightlituptheroom,bringingoutfromthedarkcornershereacanvas,therethemodelofahand:adraperythrownoverachair;
trousersanddirtyboots。Thenheperceivedthathewasnotlyinginhisbed,butstandinguprightinfrontoftheportrait。Howhehadcomethere,hecouldnotintheleastcomprehend。Stillmoresurprisedwashetofindtheportraituncovered,andwithactuallynosheetoverit。Motionlesswithterror,hegazedatit,andperceivedthattheliving,humaneyeswerefasteneduponhim。Acoldperspirationbrokeoutuponhisforehead。Hewantedtomoveaway,butfeltthathisfeethadinsomewaybecomerootedtotheearth。Andhefeltthatthiswasnotadream。Theoldman”sfeaturesmoved,andhislipsbegantoprojecttowardshim,asthoughhewantedtosuckhimin。Withayellofdespairhejumpedback——andawoke。
“Wasitadream?“Withhisheartthrobbingtobursting,hefeltabouthimwithbothhands。Yes,hewaslyinginbed,andinpreciselythepositioninwhichhehadfallenasleep。Beforehimstoodthescreen。
Themoonlightfloodedtheroom。Throughthecrackofthescreen,theportraitwasvisible,coveredwiththesheet,asitshouldbe,justashehadcoveredit。Andsothat,too,wasadream?Buthisclenchedfiststillfeltasthoughsomethinghadbeenheldinit。Thethrobbingofhisheartwasviolent,almostterrible;theweightuponhisbreastintolerable。Hefixedhiseyesuponthecrack,andstaredsteadfastlyatthesheet。Andlo!hesawplainlythesheetbegintoopen,asthoughhandswerepushingfromunderneath,andtryingtothrowitoff。
“LordGod,whatisit!“heshrieked,crossinghimselfindespair——andawoke。
Andwasthis,too,adream?Hesprangfromhisbed,half-mad,andcouldnotcomprehendwhathadhappenedtohim。Wasittheoppressionofanightmare,theravingoffever,oranactualapparition?Strivingtocalm,asfaraspossible,hismentaltumult,andstaythewildlyrushingblood,whichbeatwithstrainingpulsesineveryvein,hewenttothewindowandopenedit。Thecoolbreezerevivedhim。Themoonlightlayontheroofsandthewhitewallsofthehouses,thoughsmallcloudspassedfrequentlyacrossthesky。Allwasstill:fromtimetotimetherestrucktheearthedistantrumbleofacarriage。Heputhisheadoutofthewindow,andgazedforsometime。Alreadythesignsofapproachingdawnwerespreadingoverthesky。Atlasthefeltdrowsy,shuttothewindow,steppedback,laydowninbed,andquicklyfell,likeoneexhausted,intoadeepsleep。
Heawokelate,andwiththedisagreeablefeelingofamanwhohasbeenhalf-suffocatedwithcoal-gas:hisheadachedpainfully。Theroomwasdim:anunpleasantmoisturepervadedtheair,andpenetratedthecracksofhiswindows。Dissatisfiedanddepressedasawetcock,heseatedhimselfonhisdilapidateddivan,notknowingwhattodo,whattosetabout,andatlengthrememberedthewholeofhisdream。Asherecalledit,thedreampresenteditselftohismindassooppressivelyrealthatheevenbegantowonderwhetheritwereadream,whethertherewerenotsomethingmorehere,whetheritwerenotreallyanapparition。Removingthesheet,helookedattheterribleportraitbythelightofday。Theeyeswerereallystrikingintheirliveliness,buthefoundnothingparticularlyterribleaboutthem,thoughanindescribablyunpleasantfeelinglingeredinhismind。Nevertheless,hecouldnotquiteconvincehimselfthatitwasadream。Itstruckhimthattheremusthavebeensometerriblefragmentofrealityinthevision。Itseemedasthoughthereweresomethingintheoldman”sveryglanceandexpressionwhichsaidthathehadbeenwithhimthatnight:
hishandstillfelttheweightwhichhadsorecentlylaininitasifsomeonehadbutjustsnatcheditfromhim。Itseemedtohimthat,ifhehadonlygraspedtherollmorefirmly,itwouldhaveremainedinhishand,evenafterhisawakening。
“MyGod,ifIonlyhadaportionofthatmoney!“hesaid,breathingheavily;andinhisfancy,alltherollsofcoin,withtheirfascinatinginscription,“1000ducats,“begantopouroutofthepurse。Therollsopened,thegoldglittered,andwaswrappedupagain;
andhesatmotionless,withhiseyesfixedontheemptyair,asifhewereincapableoftearinghimselffromsuchasight,likeachildwhositsbeforeaplateofsweets,andbeholds,withwateringmouth,otherpeopledevouringthem。
Atlasttherecameaknockonthedoor,whichrecalledhimunpleasantlytohimself。Thelandlordenteredwiththeconstableofthedistrict,whosepresenceisevenmoredisagreeabletopoorpeoplethanisthepresenceofabeggartotherich。ThelandlordofthelittlehouseinwhichTchartkofflivedresembledtheotherindividualswhoownhousesanywhereintheVasilievskyOstroff,ontheSt。
Petersburgside,orinthedistantregionsofKolomna——individualswhosecharacterisasdifficulttodefineasthecolourofathreadbaresurtout。Inhisyouthhehadbeenacaptainandabraggart,amasterintheartofflogging,skilful,foppish,andstupid;butinhisoldagehecombinedallthesevariousqualitiesintoakindofdimindefiniteness。Hewasawidower,alreadyontheretiredlist,nolongerboasted,norwasdandified,norquarrelled,butonlycaredtodrinkteaandtalkallsortsofnonsenseoverit。Hewalkedabouthisroom,andarrangedtheendsofthetallowcandles;calledpunctuallyattheendofeachmonthuponhislodgersformoney;wentoutintothestreet,withthekeyinhishand,tolookattheroofofhishouse,andsometimeschasedtheporteroutofhisden,wherehehadhiddenhimselftosleep。Inshort,hewasamanontheretiredlist,who,aftertheturmoilsandwildnessofhislife,hadonlyhisold-fashionedhabitsleft。
“Pleasetoseeforyourself,VarukhKusmitch,“saidthelandlord,turningtotheofficer,andthrowingouthishands,“thismandoesnotpayhisrent,hedoesnotpay。”
“HowcanIwhenIhavenomoney?Wait,andIwillpay。”
“Ican”twait,mygoodfellow,“saidthelandlordangrily,makingagesturewiththekeywhichheheldinhishand。“Lieutenant-ColonelPotogonkinhaslivedwithmesevenyears,sevenyearsalready;AnnaPetrovnaBuchmisteroffrentsthecoach-houseandstable,withtheexceptionoftwostalls,andhasthreehouseholdservants:thatisthekindoflodgersIhave。Isaytoyoufrankly,thatthisisnotanestablishmentwherepeopledonotpaytheirrent。Payyourmoneyatonce,please,orelseclearout。”
“Yes,ifyourentedtherooms,pleasetopay,“saidtheconstable,withaslightshakeofthehead,ashelaidhisfingerononeofthebuttonsofhisuniform。
“Well,whatamItopaywith?that”sthequestion。Ihaven”tagroschenjustatpresent。”
“Inthatcase,satisfytheclaimsofIvanIvanovitchwiththefruitsofyourprofession,“saidtheofficer:“perhapshewillconsenttotakepictures。”
“No,thankyou,mygoodfellow,nopictures。Picturesofholysubjects,suchasonecouldhanguponthewalls,wouldbewellenough;
orsomegeneralwithastar,orPrinceKutusoff”sportrait。Butthisfellowhaspaintedthatmuzhik,thatmuzhikinhisblouse,hisservantwhogrindshiscolours!Theideaofpaintinghisportrait,thehog!
I”llthrashhimwell:hetookallthenailsoutofmybolts,thescoundrel!Justseewhatsubjects!Herehehasdrawnhisroom。Itwouldhavebeenwellenoughhadhetakenaclean,well-furnishedroom;
buthehasgoneanddrawnthisone,withallthedirtandrubbishhehascollected。Justseehowhehasdefacedmyroom!Lookforyourself。
Yes,andmylodgershavebeenwithmesevenyears,thelieutenant-colonel,AnnaPetrovnaBuchmisteroff。No,Itellyou,thereisnoworselodgerthanapainter:heliveslikeapig——Godhavemercy!“
Thepoorartisthadtolistenpatientlytoallthis。Meanwhiletheofficerhadoccupiedhimselfwithexaminingthepicturesandstudies,andshowedthathismindwasmoreadvancedthanthelandlord”s,andthathewasnotinsensibletoartisticimpressions。
“Heh!“saidhe,tappingonecanvas,onwhichwasdepictedanakedwoman,“thissubjectis——lively。Butwhysomuchblackunderhernose?
didshetakesnuff?“
“Shadow,“answeredTchartkoffgruffly,withoutlookingathim。
“Butitmighthavebeenputinsomeotherplace:itistooconspicuousunderthenose,“observedtheofficer。“Andwhoselikenessisthis?“
hecontinued,approachingtheoldman”sportrait。“Itistooterrible。
Washereallysodreadful?Ah!why,heactuallylooksatone!Whatathunder-cloud!Fromwhomdidyoupaintit?“
“Ah!itisfroma”saidTchartkoff,butdidnotfinishhissentence:
heheardacrack。Itseemsthattheofficerhadpressedtoohardontheframeoftheportrait,thankstotheweightofhisconstable”shands。Thesmallboardsatthesidecavedin,onefellonthefloor,andwithitfell,withaheavycrash,arollofbluepaper。TheinscriptioncaughtTchartkoff”seye”1000ducats。”Likeamadman,hesprangtopickitup,graspedtheroll,andgrippeditconvulsivelyinhishand,whichsankwiththeweight。
“Wasn”tthereasoundofmoney?“inquiredtheofficer,hearingthenoiseofsomethingfallingonthefloor,andnotcatchingsightofit,owingtotherapiditywithwhichTchartkoffhadhastenedtopickitup。
“Whatbusinessisitofyourswhatisinmyroom?“
“It”smybusinessbecauseyououghttopayyourrenttothelandlordatonce;becauseyouhavemoney,andwon”tpay,that”swhyit”smybusiness。”
“Well,Iwillpayhimto-day。”
“Well,andwhywouldn”tyoupaybefore,insteadofgivingtroubletoyourlandlord,andbotheringthepolicetoboot?“
“BecauseIdidnotwanttotouchthismoney。Iwillpayhiminfullthisevening,andleavetheroomsto-morrow。Iwillnotstaywithsuchalandlord。”
“Well,IvanIvanovitch,hewillpayyou,“saidtheconstable,turningtothelandlord。“Butincaseyouarenotsatisfiedineveryrespectthisevening,thenyoumustexcuseme,Mr。Painter。”Sosaying,heputonhisthree-corneredhat,andwentintotheante-room,followedbythelandlordhanginghishead,andapparentlyengagedinmeditation。
“ThankGod,Satanhascarriedthemoff!“saidTchartkoff,asheheardtheouterdooroftheante-roomclose。Helookedoutintotheante-room,sentNikitaoffonsomeerrand,inordertobequitealone,fastenedthedoorbehindhim,and,returningtohisroom,beganwithwildlybeatinghearttoundotheroll。
Initwereducats,allnew,andbrightasfire。Almostbesidehimself,hesatdownbesidethepileofgold,stillaskinghimself,“Isnotthisalladream?“Therewerejustathousandintheroll,theexteriorofwhichwaspreciselylikewhathehadseeninhisdream。Heturnedthemover,andlookedatthemforsomeminutes。Hisimaginationrecalledupallthetaleshehadheardofhiddenhoards,cabinetswithsecretdrawers,leftbyancestorsfortheirspendthriftdescendants,withfirmbeliefintheextravaganceoftheirlife。Heponderedthis:
“Didnotsomegrandfather,inthepresentinstance,leaveagiftforhisgrandchild,shutupintheframeofafamilyportrait?“Filledwithromanticfancies,hebegantothinkwhetherthishadnotsomesecretconnectionwithhisfate?whethertheexistenceoftheportraitwasnotboundupwithhisown,andwhetherhisacquisitionofitwasnotduetoakindofpredestination?
Hebegantoexaminetheframewithcuriosity。Ononesideacavitywashollowedout,butconcealedsoskilfullyandneatlybyalittleboard,that,ifthemassivehandoftheconstablehadnoteffectedabreach,theducatsmighthaveremainedhiddentotheendoftime。Onexaminingtheportrait,hemarvelledagainattheexquisiteworkmanship,theextraordinarytreatmentoftheeyes。Theynolongerappearedterribletohim;but,nevertheless,eachtimehelookedatthemadisagreeablefeelinginvoluntarilylingeredinhismind。
“No,“hesaidtohimself,“nomatterwhosegrandfatheryouwere,I”llputaglassoveryou,andgetyouagiltframe。”Thenhelaidhishandonthegoldenpilebeforehim,andhisheartbeatfasteratthetouch。
“WhatshallIdowiththem?“hesaid,fixinghiseyesonthem。“NowI
amindependentforatleastthreeyears:Icanshutmyselfupinmyroomandwork。Ihavemoneyforcoloursnow;forfoodandlodging——noonewillannoyanddisturbmenow。Iwillbuymyselfafirst-classlayfigure,Iwillorderaplastertorso,andsomemodelfeet,IwillhaveaVenus。Iwillbuyengravingsofthebestpictures。AndifIworkthreeyearstosatisfymyself,withouthasteorwiththeideaofselling,Ishallsurpassall,andmaybecomeadistinguishedartist。”
Thushespokeinsolitude,withhisgoodjudgmentpromptinghim;butlouderandmoredistinctsoundedanothervoicewithinhim。Asheglancedoncemoreatthegold,itwasnotthusthathistwenty-twoyearsandfieryyouthreasoned。Noweverythingwaswithinhispoweronwhichhehadhithertogazedwithenviouseyes,hadviewedfromafarwithlonging。Howhisheartbeatwhenhethoughtofit!Towearafashionablecoat,tofeastafterlongabstinence,tohirehandsomeapartments,togoatoncetothetheatre,totheconfectioner”s,to……otherplaces;andseizinghismoney,hewasinthestreetinamoment。
Firstofallhewenttothetailor,wasclothedanewfromheadtofoot,andbegantolookathimselflikeachild。Hepurchasedperfumesandpomades;hiredthefirstelegantsuiteofapartmentswithmirrorsandplateglasswindowswhichhecameacrossintheNevskyProspect,withouthagglingabouttheprice;bought,ontheimpulseofthemoment,acostlyeye-glass;bought,alsoontheimpulse,anumberofnecktiesofeverydescription,manymorethanheneeded;hadhishaircurledatthehairdresser”s;rodethroughthecitytwicewithoutanyobjectwhatever;ateanimmensequantityofsweetmeatsattheconfectioner”s;andwenttotheFrenchRestaurant,ofwhichhehadheardrumoursasindistinctasthoughtheyhadconcernedtheEmpireofChina。Therehedined,castingproudglancesattheothervisitors,andcontinuallyarranginghiscurlsintheglass。Therehedrankabottleofchampagne,whichhadbeenknowntohimhithertoonlybyhearsay。Thewineratheraffectedhishead;andheemergedintothestreet,lively,pugnacious,andreadytoraisetheDevil,accordingtotheRussianexpression。Hestruttedalongthepavement,levellinghiseye-glassateverybody。Onthebridgehecaughtsightofhisformerprofessor,andslippedpasthimneatly,asifhedidnotseehim,sothattheastoundedprofessorstoodstock-stillonthebridgeforalongtime,withafacesuggestiveofanoteofinterrogation。
Allhisgoodsandchattels,everythingheowned,easels,canvas,pictures,weretransportedthatsameeveningtohiselegantquarters。
Hearrangedthebestoftheminconspicuousplaces,threwtheworstintoacorner,andpromenadedupanddownthehandsomerooms,glancingconstantlyinthemirrors。Anunconquerabledesiretotakethebullbythehorns,andshowhimselftotheworldatonce,hadariseninhismind。Healreadyheardtheshouts,“Tchartkoff!Tchartkoff!Tchartkoffpaints!WhattalentTchartkoffhas!“Hepacedtheroominastateofrapture。
Thenextdayhetooktenducats,andwenttotheeditorofapopularjournalaskinghischaritableassistance。Hewasjoyfullyreceivedbythejournalist,whocalledhimonthespot,“Mostrespectedsir,“
squeezedbothhishands,andmademinuteinquiriesastohisname,birthplace,residence。Thenextdaythereappearedinthejournal,belowanoticeofsomenewlyinventedtallowcandles,anarticlewiththefollowingheading:——
“TCHARTKOFF”SIMMENSETALENT
“Wehastentodelightthecultivatedinhabitantsofthecapitalwithadiscoverywhichwemaycallsplendidineveryrespect。Allareagreedthatthereareamongusmanyveryhandsomefaces,buthithertotherehasbeennomeansofcommittingthemtocanvasfortransmissiontoposterity。Thiswanthasnowbeensupplied:anartisthasbeenfoundwhounitesinhimselfalldesirablequalities。Thebeautycannowfeelassuredthatshewillbedepictedwithallthegraceofhercharms,airy,fascinating,butterfly-like,flittingamongtheflowersofspring。Thestatelyfatherofafamilycanseehimselfsurroundedbyhisfamily。Merchant,warrior,citizen,statesman——hastenoneandall,whereveryoumaybe。Theartist”smagnificentestablishment[NevskyProspect,suchandsuchanumber]ishungwithportraitsfromhisbrush,worthyofVanDyckorTitian。Wedonotknowwhichtoadmiremost,theirtruthandlikenesstotheoriginals,orthewonderfulbrilliancyandfreshnessofthecolouring。Hailtoyou,artist!youhavedrawnaluckynumberinthelottery。LongliveAndreiPetrovitch!“(Thejournalistevidentlylikedfamiliarity。)“Glorifyyourselfandus。Weknowhowtoprizeyou。Universalpopularity,andwithitwealth,willbeyourmeed,thoughsomeofourbrotherjournalistsmayriseagainstyou。”
Theartistreadthisarticlewithsecretsatisfaction;hisfacebeamed。Hewasmentionedinprint;itwasanoveltytohim:hereadthelinesoverseveraltimes。ThecomparisonwithVanDyckandTitianflatteredhimextremely。Thepraise,“LongliveAndreiPetrovitch,“
alsopleasedhimgreatly:tobespokenofbyhisChristiannameandpatronymicinprintwasanhonourhithertototallyunknowntohim。Hebegantopacethechamberbriskly,nowhesatdowninanarmchair,nowhesprangup,andseatedhimselfonthesofa,planningeachmomenthowhewouldreceivevisitors,maleandfemale;hewenttohiscanvasandmadearapidsweepofthebrush,endeavouringtoimpartagracefulmovementtohishand。
Thenextday,thebellathisdoorrang。Hehastenedtoopenit。A
ladyentered,accompaniedbyagirlofeighteen,herdaughter,andfollowedbyalackeyinafurredlivery-coat。
“YouarethepainterTchartkoff?“
Theartistbowed。
“Agreatdealiswrittenaboutyou:yourportraits,itissaid,aretheheightofperfection。”Sosaying,theladyraisedherglasstohereyesandglancedrapidlyoverthewalls,uponwhichnothingwashanging。“Butwhereareyourportraits?“
“Theyhavebeentakenaway“repliedtheartist,somewhatconfusedly:
“Ihavebutjustmovedintotheseapartments;sotheyarestillontheroad,theyhavenotarrived。”
“YouhavebeeninItaly?“askedthelady,levellingherglassathim,asshefoundnothingelsetopointitat。
“No,Ihavenotbeenthere;butIwishtogo,andIhavedeferreditforawhile。Hereisanarm-chair,madame:youarefatigued?“
“Thankyou:Ihavebeensittingalongtimeinthecarriage。Ah,atlastIbeholdyourwork!“saidthelady,runningtotheoppositewall,andbringingherglasstobearuponhisstudies,sketches,viewsandportraitswhichwerestandingthereonthefloor。“Itischarming。
Lise!Lise,comehere。RoomsinthestyleofTeniers。Doyousee?
Disorder,disorder,atablewithabustuponit,ahand,apalette;
dust,seehowthedustispainted!Itischarming。Andhereonthiscanvasisawomanwashingherface。Whataprettyface!Ah!alittlemuzhik!Soyoudonotdevoteyourselfexclusivelytoportraits?“
“Oh!thatismererubbish。Iwastryingexperiments,studies。”
“Tellmeyouropinionoftheportraitpaintersofthepresentday。IsitnottruethattherearenonenowlikeTitian?Thereisnotthatstrengthofcolour,that——that——WhatapitythatIcannotexpressmyselfinRussian。”Theladywasfondofpaintings,andhadgonethroughallthegalleriesinItalywithhereye-glass。“ButMonsieurNohl——ah,howwellhepaints!whatremarkablework!IthinkhisfaceshavebeenmoreexpressionthanTitian”s。YoudonotknowMonsieurNohl?“
“WhoisNohl?“inquiredtheartist。
“MonsieurNohl。Ah,whattalent!Hepaintedherportraitwhenshewasonlytwelveyearsold。Youmustcertainlycometoseeus。Lise,youshallshowhimyouralbum。Youknow,wecameexpresslythatyoumightbeginherportraitimmediately。”
“What?Iamreadythisverymoment。”Andinatricehepulledforwardaneaselwithacanvasalreadyprepared,graspedhispalette,andfixedhiseyesonthedaughter”sprettylittleface。Ifhehadbeenacquaintedwithhumannature,hemighthavereadinitthedawningofachildishpassionforballs,thedawningofsorrowandmiseryatthelengthoftimebeforedinnerandafterdinner,theheavytracesofuninterestedapplicationtovariousarts,insisteduponbyhermotherfortheelevationofhermind。Buttheartistsawonlythetenderlittleface,aseductivesubjectforhisbrush,thebodyalmostastransparentasporcelain,thedelicatewhiteneck,andthearistocraticallyslenderform。Andhepreparedbeforehandtotriumph,todisplaythedelicacyofhisbrush,whichhadhithertohadtodealonlywiththeharshfeaturesofcoarsemodels,andsevereantiquesandcopiesofclassicmasters。Healreadysawinfancyhowthisdelicatelittlefacewouldturnout。
“Doyouknow,“saidtheladywithapositivelytouchingexpressionofcountenance,“Ishouldlikehertobepaintedsimplyattired,andseatedamonggreenshadows,likemeadows,withaflockoragroveinthedistance,sothatitcouldnotbeseenthatshegoestoballsorfashionableentertainments。Ourballs,Imustconfess,murdertheintellect,deadenallremnantsoffeeling。Simplicity!wouldthereweremoresimplicity!“Alas,itwasstampedonthefacesofmotheranddaughterthattheyhadsooverdancedthemselvesatballsthattheyhadbecomealmostwaxfigures。
Tchartkoffsettowork,posedhismodel,reflectedabit,fixedupontheidea,wavedhisbrushintheair,settlingthepointsmentally,andthenbeganandfinishedthesketchinginwithinanhour。Satisfiedwithit,hebegantopaint。Thetaskfascinatedhim;heforgoteverything,forgottheveryexistenceofthearistocraticladies,beganeventodisplaysomeartistictricks,utteringvariousoddsoundsandhummingtohimselfnowandthenasartistsdowhenimmersedheartandsoulintheirwork。Withouttheslightestceremony,hemadethesitterliftherhead,whichfinallybegantoexpressutterweariness。
“Enoughforthefirsttime,“saidthelady。
“Alittlemore,“saidtheartist,forgettinghimself。
“No,itistimetostop。Lise,threeo”clock!“saidthelady,takingoutatinywatchwhichhungbyagoldchainfromhergirdle。“Howlateitis!“
“Onlyaminute,“saidTchartkoffinnocently,withthepleadingvoiceofachild。
Buttheladyappearedtobenotatallinclinedtoyieldtohisartisticdemandsonthisoccasion;shepromised,however,tositlongerthenexttime。
“Itisvexatious,allthesame,“thoughtTchartkofftohimself:“Ihadjustgotmyhandin;“andherememberednoonehadinterruptedhimorstoppedhimwhenhewasatworkinhisstudioonVasilievskyOstroff。
Nikitasatmotionlessinoneplace。Youmightevenpainthimaslongasyoupleased;heevenwenttosleepintheattitudeprescribedhim。
Feelingdissatisfied,helaidhisbrushandpaletteonachair,andpausedinirritationbeforethepicture。
Thewomanoftheworld”scomplimentsawokehimfromhisreverie。Heflewtothedoortoshowthemout:onthestairshereceivedaninvitationtodinewiththemthefollowingweek,andreturnedwithacheerfulfacetohisapartments。Thearistocraticladyhadcompletelycharmedhim。Uptothattimehehadlookeduponsuchbeingsasunapproachable,bornsolelytorideinmagnificentcarriages,withliveriedfootmenandstylishcoachmen,andtocastindifferentglancesonthepoormantravellingonfootinacheapcloak。Andnow,allofasudden,oneoftheseverybeingshadenteredhisroom;hewaspaintingherportrait,wasinvitedtodinneratanaristocratichouse。Anunusualfeelingofpleasuretookpossessionofhim:hewascompletelyintoxicated,andrewardedhimselfwithasplendiddinner,aneveningatthetheatre,andadrivethroughthecityinacarriage,withoutanynecessitywhatever。
Butmeanwhilehisordinaryworkdidnotfallinwithhismoodatall。
Hedidnothingbutwaitforthemomentwhenthebellshouldring。Atlastthearistocraticladyarrivedwithherpaledaughter。Heseatedthem,drewforwardthecanvaswithskill,andsomeeffortsoffashionableairs,andbegantopaint。Thesunnydayandbrightlightaidedhimnotalittle:hesawinhisdaintysittermuchwhich,caughtandcommittedtocanvas,wouldgivegreatvaluetotheportrait。Heperceivedthathemightaccomplishsomethinggoodifhecouldreproduce,withaccuracy,allthatnaturethenofferedtohiseyes。
Hisheartbegantobeatfasterashefeltthathewasexpressingsomethingwhichothershadnotevenseenasyet。Hisworkengrossedhimcompletely:hewaswhollytakenupwithit,andagainforgotthearistocraticoriginofthesitter。Withheavingbreasthesawthedelicatefeaturesandthealmosttransparentbodyofthefairmaidengrowbeneathhishand。Hehadcaughteveryshade,theslightsallowness,thealmostimperceptiblebluetingeundertheeyes——andwasalreadypreparingtoputinthetinymoleonthebrow,whenhesuddenlyheardthemother”svoicebehindhim。
“Ah!whydoyoupaintthat?itisnotnecessary:andyouhavemadeithere,inseveralplaces,ratheryellow;andhere,quiteso,likedarkspots。”
Theartistundertooktoexplainthatthespotsandyellowtingewouldturnoutwell,thattheybroughtoutthedelicateandpleasingtonesoftheface。Hewasinformedthattheydidnotbringouttones,andwouldnotturnoutwellatall。Itwasexplainedtohimthatjustto-dayLisedidnotfeelquitewell;thatsheneverwassallow,andthatherfacewasdistinguishedforitsfreshcolouring。
Sadlyhebegantoerasewhathisbrushhadputuponthecanvas。Manyanearlyimperceptiblefeaturedisappeared,andwithitvanishedtooaportionoftheresemblance。Hebeganindifferentlytoimparttothepicturethatcommonplacecolouringwhichcanbepaintedmechanically,andwhichlendstoaface,evenwhentakenfromnature,thesortofcoldidealityobservableonschoolprogrammes。Buttheladywassatisfiedwhentheobjectionabletonewasquitebanished。Shemerelyexpressedsurprisethattheworklastedsolong,andaddedthatshehadheardthathefinishedaportraitcompletelyintwosittings。Theartistcouldnotthinkofanyanswertothis。Theladiesrose,andpreparedtodepart。Helaidasidehisbrush,escortedthemtothedoor,andthenstooddisconsolateforalongwhileinonespotbeforetheportrait。
Hegazedstupidlyatit;andmeanwhiletherefloatedbeforehismind”seyethosedelicatefeatures,thoseshades,andairytintswhichhehadcopied,andwhichhisbrushhadannihilated。Engrossedwiththem,heputtheportraitononesideandhuntedupaheadofPsychewhichhehadsometimebeforethrownoncanvasinasketchymanner。Itwasaprettylittleface,wellpainted,butentirelyideal,andhavingcold,regularfeaturesnotlitupbylife。Forlackofoccupation,henowbegantotoneitup,impartingtoitallhehadtakennoteofinhisaristocraticsitter。Thosefeatures,shadows,tints,whichhehadnoted,madetheirappearancehereinthepurifiedforminwhichtheyappearwhenthepainter,aftercloselyobservingnature,subordinateshimselftoher,andproducesacreationequaltoherown。
Psychebegantolive:andthescarcelydawningthoughtbegan,littlebylittle,toclotheitselfinavisibleform。ThetypeoffaceofthefashionableyoungladywasunconsciouslytransferredtoPsyche,yetneverthelessshehadanexpressionofherownwhichgavethepictureclaimstobeconsideredintruthanoriginalcreation。Tchartkoffgavehimselfupentirelytohiswork。Forseveraldayshewasengrossedbyitalone,andtheladiessurprisedhimatitontheirarrival。Hehadnottimetoremovethepicturefromtheeasel。Bothladiesutteredacryofamazement,andclaspedtheirhands。
“Lise,Lise!Ah,howlike!Superb,superb!Whatahappythought,too,todrapeherinaGreekcostume!Ah,whatasurprise!“
Theartistcouldnotseehiswaytodisabusetheladiesoftheirerror。Shamefacedly,withdroopinghead,hemurmured,“ThisisPsyche。”
“InthecharacterofPsyche?Charming!“saidthemother,smiling,uponwhichthedaughtersmiledtoo。“Confess,Lise,itpleasesyoutobepaintedinthecharacterofPsychebetterthananyotherway?Whatasweetidea!Butwhattreatment!ItisCorreggiohimself。Imustsaythat,althoughIhadreadandheardaboutyou,Ididnotknowyouhadsomuchtalent。Youpositivelymustpaintmetoo。”EvidentlytheladywantedtobeportrayedassomekindofPsychetoo。
“WhatamItodowiththem?“thoughttheartist。“Iftheywillhaveitso,why,letPsychepassforwhattheychoose:“andaddedaloud,“Praysitalittle:Iwilltouchituphereandthere。”
“Ah!Iamafraidyouwill……itissuchacapitallikenessnow!“
Buttheartistunderstoodthatthedifficultywaswithrespecttothesallowness,andsohereassuredthembysayingthatheonlywishedtogivemorebrilliancyandexpressiontotheeyes。Intruth,hewasashamed,andwantedtoimpartalittlemorelikenesstotheoriginal,lestanyoneshouldaccusehimofactualbarefacedflattery。AndthefeaturesofthepaleyounggirlatlengthappearedmorecloselyinPsyche”scountenance。
“Enough,“saidthemother,beginningtofearthatthelikenessmightbecometoodecided。Theartistwasremuneratedineveryway,withsmiles,money,compliments,cordialpressuresofthehand,invitationstodinner:inshort,hereceivedathousandflatteringrewards。
Theportraitcreatedafuroreinthecity。Theladyexhibitedittoherfriends,andalladmiredtheskillwithwhichtheartisthadpreservedthelikeness,andatthesametimeconferredmorebeautyontheoriginal。Thelastremark,ofcourse,waspromptedbyaslighttingeofenvy。Theartistwassuddenlyoverwhelmedwithwork。Itseemedasifthewholecitywantedtobepaintedbyhim。Thedoor-bellrangincessantly。Fromonepointofview,thismightbeconsideredadvantageous,aspresentingtohimendlesspracticeinvarietyandnumberoffaces。But,unfortunately,theywereallpeoplewhowerehardtogetalongwith,eitherbusy,hurriedpeople,orelsebelongingtothefashionableworld,andconsequentlymoreoccupiedthananyoneelse,andthereforeimpatienttothelastdegree。Inallquarters,thedemandwasmerelythatthelikenessshouldbegoodandquicklyexecuted。Theartistperceivedthatitwasasimpleimpossibilitytofinishhiswork;thatitwasnecessarytoexchangepoweroftreatmentforlightnessandrapidity,tocatchonlythegeneralexpression,andnotwastelabourondelicatedetails。
Moreover,nearlyallofhissittersmadestipulationsonvariouspoints。Theladiesrequiredthatmindandcharactershouldberepresentedintheirportraits;thatallanglesshouldberounded,allunevennesssmoothedaway,andevenremovedentirelyifpossible;inshort,thattheirfacesshouldbesuchastocauseeveryonetostareatthemwithadmiration,ifnotfallinlovewiththemoutright。Whentheysattohim,theysometimesassumedexpressionswhichgreatlyamazedtheartist;onetriedtoexpressmelancholy;another,meditation;athirdwantedtomakehermouthappearsmallonanyterms,andpuckeredituptosuchanextentthatitfinallylookedlikeaspotaboutasbigasapinhead。Andinspiteofallthis,theydemandedofhimgoodlikenessesandunconstrainednaturalness。Themenwerenobetter:oneinsistedonbeingpaintedwithanenergetic,muscularturntohishead;another,withupturned,inspiredeyes;alieutenantoftheguarddemandedthatMarsshouldbevisibleinhiseyes;anofficialinthecivilservicedrewhimselfuptohisfullheightinordertohavehisuprightnessexpressedinhisface,andthathishandmightrestonabookbearingthewordsinplaincharacters,“Healwaysstoodupfortheright。”
Atfirstsuchdemandsthrewtheartistintoacoldperspiration。
Finallyheacquiredtheknackofit,andnevertroubledhimselfatallaboutit。Heunderstoodatawordhoweachwantedhimselfportrayed。
IfamanwantedMarsinhisface,heputinMars:hegaveaByronicturnandattitudetothosewhoaimedatByron。IftheladieswantedtobeCorinne,Undine,orAspasia,heagreedwithgreatreadiness,andthrewinasufficientmeasureofgoodlooksfromhisownimagination,whichdoesnoharm,andforthesakeofwhichanartistisevenforgivenalackofresemblance。Hesoonbegantowonderhimselfattherapidityanddashofhisbrush。Andofcoursethosewhosattohimwereinecstasies,andproclaimedhimagenius。
Tchartkoffbecameafashionableartistineverysenseoftheword。Hebegantodineout,toescortladiestopicturegalleries,todressfoppishly,andtoassertaudiblythatanartistshouldbelongtosociety,thathemustupholdhisprofession,thatartistsmostlydresslikeshowmakers,donotknowhowtobehavethemselves,donotmaintainthehighesttone,andarelackinginallpolish。Athome,inhisstudio,hecarriedcleanlinessandspotlessnesstothelastextreme,setuptwosuperbfootmen,tookfashionablepupils,dressedseveraltimesaday,curledhishair,practisedvariousmannersofreceivinghiscallers,andbusiedhimselfinadorninghispersonineveryconceivableway,inordertoproduceapleasingimpressionontheladies。Inshort,itwouldsoonhavebeenimpossibleforanyonetohaverecognisedinhimthemodestartistwhohadformerlytoiledunknowninhismiserablequartersintheVasilievskyOstroff。
Henowexpressedhimselfdecidedlyconcerningartistsandart;
declaredthattoomuchcredithadbeengiventotheoldmasters;thatevenRaphaeldidnotalwayspaintwell,andthatfameattachedtomanyofhisworkssimplybyforceoftradition:thatMichaelAngelowasabraggartbecausehecouldboastonlyaknowledgeofanatomy;thattherewasnograceabouthim,andthatrealbrilliancyandpoweroftreatmentandcolouringweretobelookedforinthepresentcentury。
Andthere,naturally,thequestiontouchedhimpersonally。“Idonotunderstand,“saidhe,“howotherstoilandworkwithdifficulty:amanwholaboursformonthsoverapictureisadauber,andnoartistinmyopinion;Idon”tbelievehehasanytalent:geniusworksboldly,rapidly。HereisthisportraitwhichIpaintedintwodays,thisheadinoneday,thisinafewhours,thisinlittlemorethananhour。No,IconfessIdonotrecogniseasartthatwhichaddslinetoline;thatisahandicraft,notart。”Inthismannerdidhelecturehisvisitors;
andthevisitorsadmiredthestrengthandboldnessofhisworks,utteredexclamationsonhearinghowfasttheyhadbeenproduced,andsaidtoeachother,“Thisistalent,realtalent!seehowhespeaks,howhiseyesgleam!Thereissomethingreallyextraordinaryinhisface!“
Itflatteredtheartisttohearsuchreportsabouthimself。Whenprintedpraiseappearedinthepapers,herejoicedlikeachild,althoughthispraisewaspurchasedwithhismoney。Hecarriedtheprintedslipsaboutwithhimeverywhere,andshowedthemtofriendsandacquaintancesasifbyaccident。Hisfameincreased,hisworksandordersmultiplied。Alreadythesameportraitsoverandoveragainweariedhim,bythesameattitudesandturns,whichhehadlearnedbyheart。Hepaintedthemnowwithoutanygreatinterestinhiswork,brushinginsomesortofahead,andgivingthemtohispupil”stofinish。Atfirsthehadsoughttodeviseanewattitudeeachtime。Nowthishadgrownwearisometohim。Hisbrainwastiredwithplanningandthinking。Itwasoutofhispower;hisfashionablelifeborehimfarawayfromlabourandthought。Hisworkgrewcoldandcolourless;andhebetookhimselfwithindifferencetothereproductionofmonotonous,well-wornforms。Theeternallyspick-and-spanuniforms,andtheso-to-speakbuttoned-upfacesofthegovernmentofficials,soldiers,andstatesmen,didnotofferawidefieldforhisbrush:itforgothowtorendersuperbdraperiesandpowerfulemotionandpassion。Ofgrouping,dramaticeffectanditsloftyconnections,therewasnothing。Infaceofhimwasonlyauniform,acorsage,adress-coat,andbeforewhichtheartistfeelscoldandallimaginationvanishes。
Evenhisownpeculiarmeritswerenolongervisibleinhisworks,yettheycontinuedtoenjoyrenown;althoughgenuineconnoisseursandartistsmerelyshruggedtheirshoulderswhentheysawhislatestproductions。ButsomewhohadknownTchartkoffinhisearlierdayscouldnotunderstandhowthetalentofwhichhehadgivensuchclearindicationsintheoutsetcouldsohavevanished;andstroveinvaintodivinebywhatmeansgeniuscouldbeextinguishedinamanjustwhenhehadattainedtothefulldevelopmentofhispowers。
Buttheintoxicatedartistdidnothearthesecriticisms。Hebegantoattaintotheageofdignity,bothinmindandyears:togrowstout,andincreasevisiblyinflesh。Heoftenreadinthepaperssuchphrasesas,“OurmostrespectedAndreiPetrovitch;ourworthyAndreiPetrovitch。”Hebegantoreceiveoffersofdistinguishedpostsintheservice,invitationstoexaminationsandcommittees。Hebegan,asisusuallythecaseinmatureryears,toadvocateRaphaelandtheoldmasters,notbecausehehadbecomethoroughlyconvincedoftheirtranscendentmerits,butinordertosnubtheyoungerartists。Hislifewasalreadyapproachingtheperiodwheneverythingwhichsuggestsimpulsecontractswithinaman;whenapowerfulchordappealsmorefeeblytothespirit;whenthetouchofbeautynolongerconvertsvirginstrengthintofireandflame,butwhenalltheburnt-outsentimentsbecomemorevulnerabletothesoundofgold,hearkenmoreattentivelytoitsseductivemusic,andlittlebylittlepermitthemselvestobecompletelylulledtosleepbyit。Famecangivenopleasuretohimwhohasstolenit,notwonit;soallhisfeelingsandimpulsesturnedtowardswealth。Goldwashispassion,hisideal,hisfear,hisdelight,hisaim。Thebundlesofbank-notesincreasedinhiscoffers;and,likealltowhoselotfallsthisfearfulgift,hebegantogrowinaccessibletoeverysentimentexcepttheloveofgold。Butsomethingoccurredwhichgavehimapowerfulshock,anddisturbedthewholetenorofhislife。
Onedayhefounduponhistableanote,inwhichtheAcademyofPaintingbeggedhim,asaworthymemberofitsbody,tocomeandgivehisopinionuponanewworkwhichhadbeensentfromItalybyaRussianartistwhowasperfectinghimselfthere。Thepainterwasoneofhisformercomrades,whohadbeenpossessedwithapassionforartfromhisearliestyears,hadgivenhimselfuptoitwithhiswholesoul,estrangedhimselffromhisfriendsandrelatives,andhadhastenedtothatwonderfulRome,atwhoseverynametheartist”sheartbeatswildlyandhotly。Thereheburiedhimselfinhisworkfromwhichhepermittednothingtoenticehim。Hevisitedthegalleriesunweariedly,hestoodforhoursatatimebeforetheworksofthegreatmasters,seizingandstudyingtheirmarvellousmethods。Heneverfinishedanythingwithoutrevisinghisimpressionsseveraltimesbeforethesegreatteachers,andreadingintheirworkssilentbuteloquentcounsels。Hegaveeachimpartiallyhisdue,appropriatingfromallonlythatwhichwasmostbeautiful,andfinallybecamethepupilofthedivineRaphaelalone,asagreatpoet,afterreadingmanyworks,atlastmadeHomer”s“Iliad“hisonlybreviary,havingdiscoveredthatitcontainsallonewants,andthatthereisnothingwhichisnotexpressedinitinperfection。Andsohebroughtawayfromhisschoolthegrandconceptionofcreation,themightybeautyofthought,thehighcharmofthatheavenlybrush。
WhenTchartkoffenteredtheroom,hefoundacrowdofvisitorsalreadycollectedbeforethepicture。Themostprofoundsilence,suchasrarelysettlesuponathrongofcritics,reignedoverall。Hehastenedtoassumethesignificantexpressionofaconnoisseur,andapproachedthepicture;but,OGod!whatdidhebehold!
Pure,faultless,beautifulasabride,stoodthepicturebeforehim。
Thecriticsregardedthisnewhithertounknownworkwithafeelingofinvoluntarywonder。Allseemedunitedinit:theartofRaphael,reflectedintheloftygraceofthegrouping;theartofCorreggio,breathingfromthefinishedperfectionoftheworkmanship。Butmorestrikingthanallelsewastheevidentcreativepowerintheartist”smind。Theveryminutestobjectinthepicturerevealedit;hehadcaughtthatmeltingroundnessofoutlinewhichisvisibleinnatureonlytotheartistcreator,andwhichcomesoutasangleswithacopyist。Itwasplainlyvisiblehowtheartist,havingimbibeditallfromtheexternalworld,hadfirststoreditinhismind,andthendrawnitthence,asfromaspiritualsource,intooneharmonious,triumphantsong。Anditwasevident,eventotheuninitiated,howvastagulftherewasfixedbetweencreationandamerecopyfromnature。
Involuntarytearsstoodreadytofallintheeyesofthosewhosurroundedthepicture。Itseemedasthoughalljoinedinasilenthymntothedivinework。
Motionless,withopenmouth,Tchartkoffstoodbeforethepicture。Atlength,whenbydegreesthevisitorsandcriticsbegantomurmurandcommentuponthemeritsofthework,andturningtohim,beggedhimtoexpressanopinion,hecametohimselfoncemore。Hetriedtoassumeanindifferent,everydayexpression;strovetouttersomesuchcommonplaceremarkas;“Yes,totellthetruth,itisimpossibletodenytheartist”stalent;thereissomethinginit;“butthespeechdieduponhislips,tearsandsobsburstforthuncontrollably,andherushedfromtheroomlikeonebesidehimself。
Inamomenthestoodinhismagnificentstudio。Allhisbeing,allhislife,hadbeenarousedinoneinstant,asifyouthhadreturnedtohim,asifthedyingsparksofhistalenthadblazedforthafresh。Thebandagesuddenlyfellfromhiseyes。Heavens!tothinkofhavingmercilesslywastedthebestyearsofhisyouth,ofhavingextinguished,troddenoutperhaps,thatsparkoffirewhich,cherishedinhisbreast,mightperhapshavebeendevelopedintomagnificenceandbeauty,andhaveextortedtoo,itsmeedoftearsandadmiration!Itseemedasthoughthoseimpulseswhichhehadknowninotherdaysre-awokesuddenlyinhissoul。
Heseizedabrushandapproachedhiscanvas。Onethoughtpossessedhimwholly,onedesireconsumedhim;hestrovetodepictafallenangel。
Thisideawasmostinharmonywithhisframeofmind。Theperspirationstartedoutuponhisfacewithhisefforts;but,alas!hisfigures,attitudes,groups,thoughts,arrangedthemselvesstiffly,disconnectedly。Hishandandhisimaginationhadbeentoolongconfinedtoonegroove;andthefruitlessefforttoescapefromthebondsandfetterswhichhehadimposeduponhimself,showeditselfinirregularitiesanderrors。Hehaddespisedthelong,wearisomeladdertoknowledge,andthefirstfundamentallawofthefuturegreatman,hardwork。Hegaveventtohisvexation。Heorderedallhislaterproductionstobetakenoutofhisstudio,allthefashionable,lifelesspictures,alltheportraitsofhussars,ladies,andcouncillorsofstate。
Heshuthimselfupaloneinhisroom,wouldordernofood,anddevotedhimselfentirelytohiswork。Hesattoilinglikeascholar。Buthowpitifullywretchedwasallwhichproceededfromhishand!Hewasstoppedateverystepbyhisignoranceoftheveryfirstprinciples:
simpleignoranceofthemechanicalpartofhisartchilledallinspirationandformedanimpassablebarriertohisimagination。Hisbrushreturnedinvoluntarilytohackneyedforms:handsfoldedthemselvesinasetattitude;headsdarednotmakeanyunusualturn;
theverygarmentsturnedoutcommonplace,andwouldnotdrapethemselvestoanyunaccustomedpostureofthebody。Andhefeltandsawthisallhimself。
“ButhadIreallyanytalent?“hesaidatlength:“didnotIdeceivemyself?“Utteringthesewords,heturnedtotheearlyworkswhichhehadpaintedsopurely,sounselfishly,informerdays,inhiswretchedcabinyonderinlonelyVasilievskyOstroff。Hebeganattentivelytoexaminethemall;andallthemiseryofhisformerlifecamebacktohim。“Yes,“hecrieddespairingly,“Ihadtalent:thesignsandtracesofitareeverywherevisible”
Hepausedsuddenly,andshiveredallover。Hiseyesencounteredothereyesfixedimmovablyuponhim。ItwasthatremarkableportraitwhichhehadboughtintheShtchukinuiDvor。Allthistimeithadbeencoveredup,concealedbyotherpictures,andhadutterlygoneoutofhismind。Now,asifbydesign,whenallthefashionableportraitsandpaintingshadbeenremovedfromthestudio,itlookedforth,togetherwiththeproductionsofhisearlyyouth。Asherecalledallthestrangeeventsconnectedwithit;asherememberedthatthissingularportraithadbeen,inamanner,thecauseofhiserrors;thatthehoardofmoneywhichhehadobtainedinsuchpeculiarfashionhadgivenbirthinhismindtoallthewildcapriceswhichhaddestroyedhistalent——madnesswasonthepointoftakingpossessionofhim。Atonceheorderedthehatefulportraittoberemoved。
Buthismentalexcitementwasnottherebydiminished。Hiswholebeingwasshakentoitsfoundation;andhesufferedthatfearfultorturewhichissometimesexhibitedwhenafeebletalentstrivestodisplayitselfonascaletoogreatforitandcannotdoso。Ahorribleenvytookpossessionofhim——anenvywhichborderedonmadness。Thegallflewtohisheartwhenhebeheldaworkwhichborethestampoftalent。Hegnashedhisteeth,anddevoureditwiththeglareofabasilisk。Heconceivedthemostdevilishplanwhicheverenteredintothemindofman,andhehastenedwiththestrengthofmadnesstocarryitintoexecution。Hebegantopurchasethebestthatartproducedofeverykind。Havingboughtapictureatagreatprice,hetransportedittohisroom,flunghimselfuponitwiththeferocityofatiger,cutit,toreit,choppeditintobits,andstampeduponitwithagrinofdelight。
Thevastwealthhehadamassedenabledhimtogratifythisdevilishdesire。Heopenedhisbagsofgoldandunlockedhiscoffers。Nomonsterofignoranceeverdestroyedsomanysuperbproductionsofartasdidthisragingavenger。Atanyauctionwherehemadehisappearance,everyonedespairedatonceofobtaininganyworkofart。
Itseemedasifanangryheavenhadsentthisfearfulscourgeintotheworldexpresslytodestroyallharmony。Scornoftheworldwasexpressedinhiscountenance。Histongueutterednothingsavebitingandcensoriouswords。Heswoopeddownlikeaharpyintothestreet:
andhisacquaintances,catchingsightofhiminthedistance,soughttoturnasideandavoidameetingwithhim,sayingthatitpoisonedalltherestoftheday。
Fortunatelyfortheworldandart,suchalifecouldnotlastlong:
hispassionsweretoooverpoweringforhisfeeblestrength。Attacksofmadnessbegantorecurmorefrequently,andendedatlastinthemostfrightfulillness。Aviolentfever,combinedwithgallopingconsumption,seizeduponhimwithsuchviolence,thatinthreedaysthereremainedonlyashadowofhisformerself。Tothiswasaddedindicationsofhopelessinsanity。Sometimesseveralmenwereunabletoholdhim。Thelong-forgotten,livingeyesoftheportraitbegantotormenthim,andthenhismadnessbecamedreadful。Allthepeoplewhosurroundedhisbedseemedtohimhorribleportraits。Theportraitdoubledandquadrupleditself;allthewallsseemedhungwithportraits,whichfastenedtheirlivingeyesuponhim;portraitsglaredathimfromtheceiling,fromthefloor;theroomwidenedandlengthenedendlessly,inordertomakeroomformoreofthemotionlesseyes。Thedoctorwhohadundertakentoattendhim,havinglearnedsomethingofhisstrangehistory,strovewithallhismighttofathomthesecretconnectionbetweenthevisionsofhisfancyandtheoccurrencesofhislife,butwithouttheslightestsuccess。Thesickmanunderstoodnothing,feltnothing,savehisowntortures,andgaveutteranceonlytofrightfulyellsandunintelligiblegibberish。Atlasthislifeendedinafinalattackofunutterablesuffering。
Nothingcouldbefoundofallhisgreatwealth;butwhentheybeheldthemutilatedfragmentsofgrandworksofart,thevalueofwhichexceededamillion,theyunderstoodtheterribleusewhichhadbeenmadeofit。
PARTII
ATHRONGofcarriagesandothervehiclesstoodattheentranceofahouseinwhichanauctionwasgoingonoftheeffectsofoneofthosewealthyart-loverswhohaveinnocentlypassedforMaecenases,andinasimple-mindedfashionexpended,tothatend,themillionsamassedbytheirthriftyfathers,andfrequentlyevenbytheirownearlylabours。
Thelongsaloonwasfilledwiththemostmotleythrongofvisitors,collectedlikebirdsofpreyswoopingdownuponanunburiedcorpse。
TherewasawholesquadronofRussianshop-keepersfromtheGostinnuiDvor,andfromtheold-clothesmart,inbluecoatsofforeignmake。
Theirfacesandexpressionswerealittlemorenaturalhere,anddidnotdisplaythatfictitiousdesiretobesubservientwhichissomarkedintheRussianshop-keeperwhenhestandsbeforeacustomerinhisshop。Heretheystooduponnoceremony,althoughthesaloonswerefullofthoseveryaristocratsbeforewhom,inanyotherplace,theywouldhavebeenreadytosweep,withreverence,thedustbroughtinbytheirfeet。Theywerequiteattheirease,handlingpicturesandbookswithoutceremony,whendesirousofascertainingthevalueofthegoods,andboldlyupsettingbargainsmentallysecuredinadvancebynobleconnoisseurs。Thereweremanyofthoseinfallibleattendantsofauctionswhomakeitapointtogotooneeverydayasregularlyastotaketheirbreakfast;aristocraticconnoisseurswholookuponitastheirdutynottomissanyopportunityofaddingtotheircollections,andwhohavenootheroccupationbetweentwelveo”clockandone;andnoblegentlemen,withgarmentsverythreadbare,whomaketheirdailyappearancewithoutanyselfishobjectinview,butmerelytoseehowitallgoesoff。
Aquantityofpictureswerelyingaboutindisorder:withthemweremingledfurniture,andbookswiththecipheroftheformerowner,whoneverwasmovedbyanylaudabledesiretoglanceintothem。Chinesevases,marbleslabsfortables,oldandnewfurniturewithcurvinglines,withgriffins,sphinxes,andlions”paws,gildedandungilded,chandeliers,sconces,allwereheapedtogetherinaperfectchaosofart。
Theauctionappearedtobeatitsheight。
Thesurgingthrongwascompetingforaportraitwhichcouldnotbutarresttheattentionofallwhopossessedanyknowledgeofart。Theskilledhandofanartistwasplainlyvisibleinit。Theportrait,whichhadapparentlybeenseveraltimesrestoredandrenovated,representedthedarkfeaturesofanAsiaticinflowinggarments,andwithastrangeandremarkableexpressionofcountenance;butwhatstruckthebuyersmorethananythingelsewasthepeculiarlivelinessoftheeyes。Themoretheywerelookedat,themoredidtheyseemtopenetrateintothegazer”sheart。Thispeculiarity,thisstrangeillusionachievedbytheartist,attractedtheattentionofnearlyall。Manywhohadbeenbiddinggraduallywithdrew,forthepriceofferedhadrisentoanincrediblesum。Thereremainedonlytwowell-knownaristocrats,amateursofpainting,whowereunwillingtoforegosuchanacquisition。Theygrewwarm,andwouldprobablyhaverunthebiddinguptoanimpossiblesum,hadnotoneoftheonlookerssuddenlyexclaimed,“Permitmetointerruptyourcompetitionforawhile:I,perhaps,morethananyother,havearighttothisportrait。”
Thesewordsatoncedrewtheattentionofalltohim。Hewasatallmanofthirty-five,withlongblackcurls。Hispleasantface,fullofacertainbrightnonchalance,indicatedamindfreefromallwearisome,worldlyexcitement;hisgarmentshadnopretencetofashion:allabouthimindicatedtheartist。Hewas,infact,B。thepainter,amanpersonallywellknowntomanyofthosepresent。
“Howeverstrangemywordsmayseemtoyou,“hecontinued,perceivingthatthegeneralattentionwasdirectedtohim,“ifyouwilllistentoashortstory,youmaypossiblyseethatIwasrightinutteringthem。
EverythingassuresmethatthisistheportraitwhichIamlookingfor。”
Anaturalcuriosityilluminatedthefacesofnearlyallpresent;andeventheauctioneerpausedashewasopeninghismouth,andwithhammerupliftedintheair,preparedtolisten。Atthebeginningofthestory,manyglancedinvoluntarilytowardstheportrait;butlateron,allbenttheirattentionsolelyonthenarrator,ashistalegrewgraduallymoreabsorbing。
“YouknowthatportionofthecitywhichiscalledKolomna,“hebegan。
“ThereeverythingisunlikeanythingelseinSt。Petersburg。Retiredofficialsremovethithertolive;widows;peoplenotverywelloff,whohaveacquaintancesinthesenate,andthereforecondemnthemselvestothisfornearlythewholeoftheirlives;and,inshort,thatwholelistofpeoplewhocanbedescribedbythewordsash-coloured——peoplewhosegarments,faces,hair,eyes,haveasortofashysurface,likeadaywhenthereisintheskyneithercloudnorsun。Amongthemmayberetiredactors,retiredtitularcouncillors,retiredsonsofMars,withruinedeyesandswollenlips。
“LifeinKolomnaisterriblydull:rarelydoesacarriageappear,except,perhaps,onecontaininganactor,whichdisturbstheuniversalstillnessbyitsrumble,noise,andjingling。Youcangetlodgingsforfiverublesamonth,coffeeinthemorningincluded。Widowswithpensionsarethemostaristocraticfamiliesthere;theyconductthemselveswell,sweeptheirroomsoften,chatterwiththeirfriendsaboutthedearnessofbeefandcabbage,andfrequentlyhaveayoungdaughter,ataciturn,quiet,sometimesprettycreature;anuglydog,andwall-clockswhichstrikeinamelancholyfashion。ThencometheactorswhosesalariesdonotpermitthemtodesertKolomna,anindependentfolk,living,likeallartists,forpleasure。Theysitintheirdressing-gowns,cleaningtheirpistols,gluingtogetherallsortsofthingsoutofcardboard,playingdraughtsandcardswithanyfriendwhochancestodropin,andsopassawaythemorning,doingprettynearlythesameintheevening,withtheadditionofpunchnowandthen。AfterthesegreatpeopleandaristocracyofKolomna,cometherankandfile。Itisasdifficulttoputanametothemastorememberthemultitudeofinsectswhichbreedinstalevinegar。Thereareoldwomenwhogetdrunk,whomakealivingbyincomprehensiblemeans,likeants,draggingoldclothesandragsfromtheKalinkinBridgetotheoldclothes-mart,inordertosellthemforfifteenkopeks——inshort,theverydregsofmankind,whoseconditionsnobeneficent,politicaleconomisthasdevisedanymeansofameliorating。
“Ihavementionedtheminordertopointouthowoftensuchpeoplefindthemselvesunderthenecessityofseekingimmediatetemporaryassistanceandhavingrecoursetoborrowing。Hencetheresettlesamongthemapeculiarraceofmoney-lenderswholendsmallsumsonsecurityatanenormouspercentage。Amongtheseusurerswasacertain……butImustnotomittomentionthattheoccurrencewhichIhaveundertakentorelateoccurredthelastcentury,inthereignofourlateEmpressCatherinetheSecond。So,amongtheusurers,atthatepoch,wasacertainperson——anextraordinarybeingineveryrespect,whohadsettledinthatquarterofthecitylongbefore。HewentaboutinflowingAsiaticgarb;hisdarkcomplexionindicatedaSouthernorigin,buttowhatparticularnationhebelonged,India,Greece,orPersia,noonecouldsaywithcertainty。Oftall,almostcolossalstature,withdark,thin,ardentface,heavyoverhangingbrows,andanindescribablystrangecolourinhislargeeyesofunwontedfire,hedifferedsharplyandstronglyfromalltheash-coloureddenizensofthecapital。
“Hisverydwellingwasunliketheotherlittlewoodenhouses。Itwasofstone,inthestyleofthoseformerlymuchaffectedbyGenoesemerchants,withirregularwindowsofvarioussizes,securedwithironshuttersandbars。Thisusurerdifferedfromotherusurersalsointhathecouldfurnishanyrequiredsum,fromthatdesiredbythepooroldbeggar-womantothatdemandedbytheextravagantgrandeeofthecourt。Themostgorgeousequipagesoftenhaltedinfrontofhishouse,andfromtheirwindowssometimespeepedforththeheadofaneleganthigh-bornlady。Rumour,asusual,reportedthathisironcofferswerefullofuntoldgold,treasures,diamonds,andallsortsofpledges,butthat,nevertheless,hewasnottheslaveofthatavaricewhichischaracteristicofotherusurers。Helentmoneywillingly,andonveryfavourabletermsofpaymentapparently,but,bysomecuriousmethodofreckoning,madethemmounttoanincrediblepercentage。Sosaidrumour,atanyrate。Butwhatwasstrangestofallwasthepeculiarfateofthosewhoreceivedmoneyfromhim:theyallendedtheirlivesinsomeunhappyway。Whetherthiswassimplythepopularsuperstition,ortheresultofreportscirculatedwithanobject,isnotknown。Butseveralinstanceswhichhappenedwithinabriefspaceoftimebeforetheeyesofeveryonewerevividandstriking。
“Amongthearistocracyofthatday,onewhospeedilydrewattentiontohimselfwasayoungmanofoneofthebestfamilieswhohadmadeafigureinhisearlyyearsincourtcircles,awarmadmirerofeverythingtrueandnoble,zealousinhisloveforart,andgivingpromiseofbecomingaMaecenas。HewassoondeservedlydistinguishedbytheEmpress,whoconferreduponhimanimportantpost,fullyproportionedtohisdeserts——apostinwhichhecouldaccomplishmuchforscienceandthegeneralwelfare。Theyouthfuldignitarysurroundedhimselfwithartists,poets,andlearnedmen。Hewishedtogiveworktoall,toencourageall。Heundertook,athisownexpense,anumberofusefulpublications;gavenumerousorderstoartists;offeredprizesfortheencouragementofdifferentarts;spentagreatdealofmoney,andfinallyruinedhimself。But,fullofnobleimpulses,hedidnotwishtorelinquishhiswork,soughttoraisealoan,andfinallybetookhimselftothewell-knownusurer。Havingborrowedaconsiderablesumfromhim,themaninashorttimechangedcompletely。
Hebecameapersecutorandoppressorofbuddingtalentandintellect。
Hesawthebadsideineverythingproduced,andeverywordheutteredwasfalse。
“Then,unfortunately,cametheFrenchRevolution。Thisfurnishedhimwithanexcuseforeverykindofsuspicion。Hebegantodiscoverarevolutionarytendencyineverything;toconcoctterribleandunjustaccusations,whichmadescoresofpeopleunhappy。Ofcourse,suchconductcouldnotfailintimetoreachthethrone。Thekind-heartedEmpresswasshocked;and,fullofthenoblespiritwhichadornscrownedheads,sheutteredwordsstillengravenonmanyhearts。TheEmpressremarkedthatnotunderamonarchicalgovernmentwerehighandnobleimpulsespersecuted;nottherewerethecreationsofintellect,poetry,andartcontemnedandoppressed。Ontheotherhand,monarchsaloneweretheirprotectors。ShakespeareandMoliereflourishedundertheirmagnanimousprotection,whileDantecouldnotfindacornerinhisrepublicanbirthplace。Shesaidthattruegeniusesariseattheepochofbrilliancyandpowerinemperorsandempires,butnotinthetimeofmonstrouspoliticalapparitionsandrepublicanterrorism,which,uptothattime,hadnevergiventotheworldasinglepoet;
thatpoet-artistsshouldbemarkedoutforfavour,sincepeaceanddivinequietalonecomposetheirminds,notexcitementandtumult;
thatlearnedmen,poets,andallproducersofartarethepearlsanddiamondsintheimperialcrown:bythemistheepochofthegreatruleradorned,andfromthemitreceivesyetgreaterbrilliancy。
“AstheEmpressutteredthesewordsshewasdivinelybeautifulforthemoment,andIrememberoldmenwhocouldnotspeakoftheoccurrencewithouttears。Allwereinterestedintheaffair。Itmustberemarked,tothehonourofournationalpride,thatintheRussian”shearttherealwaysbeatsafinefeelingthathemustadoptthepartofthepersecuted。Thedignitarywhohadbetrayedhistrustwaspunishedinanexemplarymanneranddegradedfromhispost。Buthereadamoredreadfulpunishmentinthefacesofhisfellow-countrymen:universalscorn。Itisimpossibletodescribewhathesuffered,andhediedinaterribleattackofravingmadness。
“Anotherstrikingexamplealsooccurred。Amongthebeautifulwomeninwhichournortherncapitalassuredlyisnotpoor,onedecidedlysurpassedtherest。HerlovelinesswasacombinationofourNortherncharmswiththoseoftheSouth,agemsuchasrarelymakesitsappearanceonearth。Myfathersaidthathehadneverbeheldanythinglikeitinthewholecourseofhislife。Everythingseemedtobeunitedinher,wealth,intellect,andwit。Shehadthrongsofadmirers,themostdistinguishedofthembeingPrinceR。,themostnoble-mindedofallyoungmen,thefinestinface,andanidealofromanceinhismagnanimousandknightlysentiments。PrinceR。waspassionatelyinlove,andwasrequitedbyalikeardentpassion。
“Butthematchseemedunequaltotheparents。Theprince”sfamilyestateshadnotbeeninhispossessionforalongtime,hisfamilywasoutoffavour,andthesadstateofhisaffairswaswellknowntoall。
Ofasuddentheprincequittedthecapital,asifforthepurposeofarranginghisaffairs,andafterashortintervalreappeared,surroundedwithluxuryandsplendour。Brilliantballsandpartiesmadehimknownatcourt。Thelady”sfatherbegantorelent,andtheweddingtookplace。Whencethischangeincircumstances,thisunheard-of-wealth,came,noonecouldfullyexplain;butitwaswhisperedthathehadenteredintoacompactwiththemysterioususurer,andhadborrowedmoneyofhim。Howeverthatmayhavebeen,theweddingwasasourceofinteresttothewholecity,andthebrideandbridegroomwereobjectsofgeneralenvy。Everyoneknewoftheirwarmandfaithfullove,thelongpersecutiontheyhadhadtoendurefromeveryquarter,thegreatpersonalworthofboth。Ardentwomenatoncesketchedouttheheavenlyblisswhichtheyoungcouplewouldenjoy。
Butitturnedoutverydifferently。
“Inthecourseofayearafrightfulchangecameoverthehusband。Hischaracter,uptothattimesonoble,becamepoisonedwithjealoussuspicions,irritability,andinexhaustiblecaprices。Hebecameatyranttohiswife,athingwhichnoonecouldhaveforeseen,andindulgedinthemostinhumandeeds,andeveninblows。Inayear”stimenoonewouldhaverecognisedthewomanwho,suchalittlewhilebefore,haddazzledanddrawnaboutherthrongsofsubmissiveadorers。
Finally,nolongerabletoendureherlot,sheproposedadivorce。Herhusbandflewintoarageattheverysuggestion。Inthefirstoutburstofpassion,hechasedherabouttheroomwithaknife,andwoulddoubtlesshavemurderedherthenandthere,iftheyhadnotseizedhimandpreventedhim。Inafitofmadnessanddespairheturnedtheknifeagainsthimself,andendedhislifeamidthemosthorriblesufferings。
“Besidesthesetwoinstanceswhichoccurredbeforetheeyesofalltheworld,storiescirculatedofmanymoreamongthelowerclasses,nearlyallofwhichhadtragicendings。Hereanhonestsobermanbecameadrunkard;thereashopkeeper”sclerkrobbedhismaster;again,adriverwhohadconductedhimselfproperlyforanumberofyearscuthispassenger”sthroatforagroschen。Itwasimpossiblethatsuchoccurrences,related,notwithoutembellishments,shouldnotinspireasortofinvoluntaryhorroramongstthesedateinhabitantsofKolomna。
Nooneentertainedanydoubtastothepresenceofanevilpowerintheusurer。Theysaidthatheimposedconditionswhichmadethehairriseonone”shead,andwhichthemiserablewretchneverafterwarddaredrevealtoanyotherbeing;thathismoneypossessedastrangepowerofattraction;thatitgrewhotofitself,andthatitborestrangemarks。Anditisworthyofremark,thatallthecolonyofKolomna,allthesepooroldwomen,smallofficials,pettyartists,andinsignificantpeoplewhomwehavejustrecapitulated,agreedthatitwasbettertoendureanything,andtosuffertheextremeofmisery,ratherthantohaverecoursetotheterribleusurer。Oldwomenwereevenfounddyingofhunger,whopreferredtokilltheirbodiesratherthanlosetheirsoul。Thosewhomethiminthestreetexperiencedaninvoluntarysenseoffear。Pedestrianstookcaretoturnasidefromhispath,andgazedlongafterhistall,recedingfigure。Inhisfacealonetherewassufficientthatwasuncommontocauseanyonetoascribetohimasupernaturalnature。Thestrongfeatures,sodeeplychiselled;theglowingbronzeofhiscomplexion;theincrediblethicknessofhisbrows;theintolerable,terribleeyes——everythingseemedtoindicatethatthepassionsofothermenwerepalecomparedtothoseragingwithinhim。Myfatherstoppedshorteverytimehemethim,andcouldnotrefraineachtimefromsaying,”Adevil,aperfectdevil!”ButImustintroduceyouasspeedilyaspossibletomyfather,thechiefcharacterofthisstory。
“Myfatherwasaremarkablemaninmanyrespects。Hewasanartistofrareability,aself-taughtartist,withoutteachersorschools,principlesandrules,carriedawayonlybythethirstforperfection,andtreadingapathindicatedbyhisowninstincts,forreasonsunknown,perchance,eventohimself。Throughsomeloftyandsecretinstinctheperceivedthepresenceofasoulineveryobject。AndthissecretinstinctandpersonalconvictionturnedhisbrushtoChristiansubjects,grandandloftytothelastdegree。Hiswasastrongcharacter:hewasanhonourable,upright,evenroughman,coveredwithasortofhardrindwithout,notentirelylackinginpride,andgiventoexpressinghimselfbothsharplyandscornfullyaboutpeople。Heworkedforverysmallresults;thatistosay,forjustenoughtosupporthisfamilyandobtainthematerialsheneeded;henever,underanycircumstances,refusedtoaidanyone,ortolendahelpinghandtoapoorartist;andhebelievedwiththesimple,reverentfaithofhisancestors。Atlength,byhisunintermittinglabourandperseveranceinthepathhehadmarkedoutforhimself,hebegantowintheapprobationofthosewhohonouredhisself-taughttalent。Theygavehimconstantordersforchurches,andheneverlackedemployment。
“Oneofhispaintingspossessedastronginterestforhim。Inolongerrecollecttheexactsubject:IonlyknowthatheneededtorepresenttheSpiritofDarknessinit。Heponderedlongwhatformtogivehim:
hewishedtoconcentrateinhisfaceallthatweighsdownandoppressesaman。Inthemidstofhismeditationstheresuddenlyoccurredtohismindtheimageofthemysterioususurer;andhethoughtinvoluntarily,”That”showIoughttopainttheDevil!”
Imaginehisamazementwhenoneday,ashewasatworkinhisstudio,heheardaknockatthedoor,anddirectlyafterthereenteredthatsameterribleusurer。
“”Youareanartist?”hesaidtomyfatherabruptly。
“”Iam”answeredmyfatherinsurprise,waitingforwhatshouldcomenext。
“”Good!Paintmyportrait。Imaypossiblydiesoon。Ihavenochildren;butIdonotwishtodiecompletely,Iwishtolive。Canyoupaintaportraitthatshallappearasthoughitwerealive?”
“Myfatherreflected,”Whatcouldbebetter!heoffershimselffortheDevilinmypicture。”Hepromised。Theyagreeduponatimeandprice;
andthenextdaymyfathertookpaletteandbrushesandwenttotheusurer”shouse。Theloftycourt-yard,dogs,irondoorsandlocks,archedwindows,coffers,drapedwithstrangecovers,and,lastofall,theremarkableownerhimself,seatedmotionlessbeforehim,allproducedastrangeimpressiononhim。Thewindowsseemedintentionallysoencumberedbelowthattheyadmittedthelightonlyfromthetop。”Deviltakehim,howwellhisfaceislighted!”hesaidtohimself,andbegantopaintassiduously,asthoughafraidthatthefavourablelightwoulddisappear。”Whatpower!”herepeatedtohimself。”IfI
onlyaccomplishhalfalikenessofhim,asheisnow,itwillsurpassallmyotherworks:hewillsimplystartfromthecanvasifIamonlypartlytruetonature。Whatremarkablefeatures!”Heredoubledhisenergy;andbeganhimselftonoticehowsomeofhissitter”straitsweremakingtheirappearanceonthecanvas。
“Butthemorecloselyheapproachedresemblance,themoreconscioushebecameofanaggressive,uneasyfeelingwhichhecouldnotexplaintohimself。Notwithstandingthis,hesethimselftocopywithliteralaccuracyeverytraitandexpression。Firstofall,however,hebusiedhimselfwiththeeyes。Therewassomuchforceinthoseeyes,thatitseemedimpossibletoreproducethemexactlyastheywereinnature。
Butheresolved,atanyprice,toseekinthemthemostminutecharacteristicsandshades,topenetratetheirsecret。Assoon,however,asheapproachedtheminresemblance,andbegantoredoublehisexertions,theresprangupinhismindsuchaterriblefeelingofrepulsion,ofinexplicableexpression,thathewasforcedtolayasidehisbrushforawhileandbeginanew。Atlasthecouldbearitnolonger:hefeltasiftheseeyeswerepiercingintohissoul,andcausingintolerableemotion。Onthesecondandthirddaysthisgrewstillstronger。Itbecamehorribletohim。Hethrewdownhisbrush,anddeclaredabruptlythathecouldpaintthestrangernolonger。Youshouldhaveseenhowtheterribleusurerchangedcountenanceatthesewords。Hethrewhimselfathisfeet,andbesoughthimtofinishtheportrait,sayingthathisfateandhisexistencedependedonit;thathehadalreadycaughthisprominentfeatures;thatifhecouldreproducethemaccurately,hislifewouldbepreservedinhisportraitinasupernaturalmanner;thatbythatmeanshewouldnotdiecompletely;thatitwasnecessaryforhimtocontinuetoexistintheworld。
“Myfatherwasfrightenedbythesewords:theyseemedtohimstrangeandterribletosuchadegree,thathethrewdownhisbrushesandpaletteandrushedheadlongfromtheroom。
“Thethoughtofittroubledhimalldayandallnight;butthenextmorninghereceivedtheportraitfromtheusurer,byawomanwhowastheonlycreatureinhisservice,andwhoannouncedthathermasterdidnotwanttheportrait,andwouldpaynothingforit,andhadsentitback。Ontheeveningofthesamedayhelearnedthattheusurerwasdead,andthatpreparationswereinprogresstoburyhimaccordingtotheritesofhisreligion。Allthisseemedtohiminexplicablystrange。Butfromthatdayamarkedchangeshoweditselfinhischaracter。Hewaspossessedbyatroubled,uneasyfeeling,ofwhichhewasunabletoexplainthecause;andhesooncommittedadeedwhichnoonecouldhaveexpectedofhim。Forsometimetheworksofoneofhispupilshadbeenattractingtheattentionofasmallcircleofconnoisseursandamateurs。Myfatherhadperceivedhistalent,andmanifestedaparticularlikingforhiminconsequence。Suddenlythegeneralinterestinhimandtalkabouthimbecameunendurabletomyfatherwhogrewenviousofhim。Finally,tocompletehisvexation,helearnedthathispupilhadbeenaskedtopaintapictureforarecentlybuiltandwealthychurch。Thisenragedhim。”No,Iwillnotpermitthatfledglingtotriumph!”saidhe:”itisearly,friend,tothinkofconsigningoldmentothegutters。Istillhavepowers,Godbepraised!We”llsoonseewhichwillputdowntheother。”
“Andthisstraightforward,honourablemanemployedintrigueswhichhehadhithertoabhorred。Hefinallycontrivedthatthereshouldbeacompetitionforthepicturewhichotherartistswerepermittedtoenterinto。Thenheshuthimselfupinhisroom,andgraspedhisbrushwithzeal。Itseemedasifhewerestrivingtosummonallhisstrengthupforthisoccasion。And,infact,theresultturnedouttobeoneofhisbestworks。Noonedoubtedthathewouldbearoffthepalm。Thepictureswereplacedonexhibition,andalltheothersseemedtohisasnighttoday。Butofasudden,oneofthememberspresent,anecclesiasticalpersonageifImistakenot,madearemarkwhichsurprisedeveryone。”Thereiscertainlymuchtalentinthisartist”spicture”saidhe,”butnoholinessinthefaces:thereiseven,onthecontrary,ademoniacallookintheeyes,asthoughsomeevilfeelinghadguidedtheartist”shand。”Alllooked,andcouldnotbutacknowledgethetruthofthesewords。Myfatherrushedforwardtohispicture,asthoughtoverifyforhimselfthisoffensiveremark,andperceivedwithhorrorthathehadbestowedtheusurer”seyesuponnearlyallthefigures。Theyhadsuchadiabolicalgazethatheinvoluntarilyshuddered。Thepicturewasrejected;andhewasforcedtohear,tohisindescribablevexation,thatthepalmwasawardedtohispupil。
“Itisimpossibletodescribethestateofrageinwhichhereturnedhome。Healmostkilledmymother,hedrovethechildrenaway,brokehisbrushesandeasels,toredowntheusurer”sportraitfromthewall,demandedaknife,andorderedafiretobebuiltinthechimney,intendingtocutitinpiecesandburnit。Afriend,anartist,caughthimintheactasheenteredtheroom——ajollyfellow,alwayssatisfiedwithhimself,inflatedbyunattainablewishes,doingdailyanythingthatcametohand,andtakingstillmoregailytohisdinnerandlittlecarouses。
“”Whatareyoudoing?Whatareyoupreparingtoburn?”heasked,andsteppeduptotheportrait。”Why,thisisoneofyourverybestworks。
Itistheusurerwhodiedashorttimeago:yes,itisamostperfectlikeness。Youdidnotstopuntilyouhadgotintohisveryeyes。Neverdideyeslookasthesedonow。”
“”Well,I”llseehowtheylookinthefire!”saidmyfather,makingamovementtoflingtheportraitintothegrate。
“”Stop,forHeaven”ssake!”exclaimedhisfriend,restraininghim:”giveittome,rather,ifitoffendsyoureyestosuchadegree。”Myfatherresisted,butyieldedatlength;andthejollyfellow,wellpleasedwithhisacquisition,carriedtheportraithomewithhim。
“Whenhewasgone,myfatherfeltmorecalm。Theburdenseemedtohavedisappearedfromhissoulincompanywiththeportrait。Hewassurprisedhimselfathisevilfeelings,hisenvy,andtheevidentchangeinhischaracter。Reviewinghisacts,hebecamesadatheart;
andnotwithoutinwardsorrowdidheexclaim,”No,itwasGodwhopunishedme!mypicture,infact,wasmeanttoruinmybrother-man。A
devilishfeelingofenvyguidedmybrush,andthatdevilishfeelingmusthavemadeitselfvisibleinit。”
“Hesetoutatoncetoseekhisformerpupil,embracedhimwarmly,beggedhisforgiveness,andendeavouredasfaraspossibletoexcusehisownfault。Hislabourscontinuedasbefore;buthisfacewasmorefrequentlythoughtful。Heprayedmore,grewmoretaciturn,andexpressedhimselflesssharplyaboutpeople:eventheroughexteriorofhischaracterwasmodifiedtosomeextent。Butacertainoccurrencesoondisturbedhimmorethanever。Hehadseennothingforalongtimeofthecomradewhohadbeggedtheportraitofhim。Hehadalreadydecidedtohunthimup,whenthelattersuddenlymadehisappearanceinhisroom。Afterafewwordsandquestionsonbothsides,hesaid,”Well,brother,itwasnotwithoutcausethatyouwishedtoburnthatportrait。Deviltakeit,there”ssomethinghorribleaboutit!Idon”tbelieveinsorcerers;but,beggingyourpardon,there”sanuncleanspiritinit。”
“”Howso?”askedmyfather。
“”Well,fromtheverymomentIhungitupinmyroomIfeltsuchdepression——justasifIwantedtomurdersomeone。Ineverknewinmylifewhatsleeplessnesswas;butIsufferednotfromsleeplessnessalone,butfromsuchdreams!——Icannottellwhethertheyweredreams,orwhat;itwasasifademonwerestranglingone:andtheoldmanappearedtomeinmysleep。Inshort,Ican”tdescribemystateofmind。Ihadasensationoffear,asifexpectingsomethingunpleasant。
IfeltasifIcouldnotspeakacheerfulorsincerewordtoanyone:
itwasjustasifaspyweresittingoverme。ButfromtheveryhourthatIgavethatportraittomynephew,whoaskedforit,Ifeltasifastonehadbeenrolledfrommyshoulders,andbecamecheerful,asyouseemenow。Well,brother,youpaintedtheveryDevil!”
“Duringthisrecitalmyfatherlistenedwithunswervingattention,andfinallyinquired,”Andyournephewnowhastheportrait?”
“”Mynephew,indeed!hecouldnotstandit!”saidthejollyfellow:”doyouknow,thesoulofthatusurerhasmigratedintoit;hejumpsoutoftheframe,walksabouttheroom;andwhatmynephewtellsofhimissimplyincomprehensible。Ishouldtakehimforalunatic,ifI
hadnotundergoneapartofitmyself。Hesoldittosomecollectorofpictures;andhecouldnotstanditeither,andgotridofittosomeoneelse。”
“Thisstoryproducedadeepimpressiononmyfather。Hegrewseriouslypensive,fellintohypochondria,andfinallybecamefullyconvincedthathisbrushhadservedasatooloftheDevil;andthataportionoftheusurer”svitalityhadactuallypassedintotheportrait,andwasnowtroublingpeople,inspiringdiabolicalexcitement,beguilingpaintersfromthetruepath,producingthefearfultormentsofenvy,andsoforth。Threecatastropheswhichoccurredafterwards,threesuddendeathsofwife,daughter,andinfantson,heregardedasadivinepunishmentonhim,andfirmlyresolvedtowithdrawfromtheworld。
“AssoonasIwasnineyearsold,heplacedmeinanacademyofpainting,and,payingallhisdebts,retiredtoalonelycloister,wherehesoonafterwardstookthevows。Thereheamazedeveryonebythestrictnessofhislife,andhisuntiringobservanceofallthemonasticrules。Thepriorofthemonastery,hearingofhisskillinpainting,orderedhimtopainttheprincipalpictureinthechurch。
Butthehumblebrothersaidplainlythathewasunworthytotouchabrush,thathiswascontaminated,thatwithtoilandgreatsacrificemusthefirstpurifyhisspiritinordertorenderhimselffittoundertakesuchatask。Heincreasedtherigoursofmonasticlifeforhimselfasmuchaspossible。Atlast,eventheybecameinsufficient,andheretired,withtheapprovaloftheprior,intothedesert,inordertobequitealone。Thereheconstructedhimselfacellfrombranchesoftrees,ateonlyuncookedroots,draggedaboutastonefromplacetoplace,stoodinonespotwithhishandsliftedtoheaven,fromtherisinguntilthegoingdownofthesun,recitingprayerswithoutcessation。Inthismannerdidheforseveralyearsexhausthisbody,invigoratingit,atthesametime,withthestrengthofferventprayer。
“Atlength,onedayhereturnedtothecloister,andsaidfirmlytotheprior,”NowIamready。IfGodwills,Iwillfinishmytask。”ThesubjectheselectedwastheBirthofChrist。Awholeyearhesatoverit,withoutleavinghiscell,barelysustaininghimselfwithcoarsefood,andprayingincessantly。Attheendoftheyearthepicturewasready。Itwasareallywonderfulwork。Neitherpriornorbrethrenknewmuchaboutpainting;butallwerestruckwiththemarvellousholinessofthefigures。TheexpressionofreverenthumilityandgentlenessinthefaceoftheHolyMother,asshebentovertheChild;thedeepintelligenceintheeyesoftheHolyChild,asthoughhesawsomethingafar;thetriumphantsilenceoftheMagi,amazedbytheDivineMiracle,astheybowedathisfeet:andfinally,theindescribablepeacewhichemanatedfromthewholepicture——allthiswaspresentedwithsuchstrengthandbeauty,thattheimpressionitmadewasmagical。Allthebrethrenthrewthemselvesontheirkneesbeforeit;
andtheprior,deeplyaffected,exclaimed,”No,itisimpossibleforanyartist,withtheassistanceonlyofearthlyart,toproducesuchapicture:aholy,divinepowerhasguidedthybrush,andtheblessingofHeavenresteduponthylabour!”
“BythattimeIhadcompletedmyeducationattheacademy,receivedthegoldmedal,andwithitthejoyfulhopeofajourneytoItaly——thefairestdreamofatwenty-year-oldartist。Itonlyremainedformetotakeleaveofmyfather,fromwhomIhadbeenseparatedfortwelveyears。Iconfessthatevenhisimagehadlongfadedfrommymemory。I
hadheardsomewhatofhisgrimsaintliness,andratherexpectedtomeetahermitofroughexterior,astrangertoeverythingintheworld,excepthiscellandhisprayers,wornout,triedup,byeternalfastingandpenance。Buthowgreatwasmysurprisewhenahandsomeoldmanstoodbeforeme!Notracesofexhaustionwerevisibleonhiscountenance:itbeamedwiththelightofaheavenlyjoy。Hisbeard,whiteassnow,andhisthin,almosttransparenthairofthesamesilveryhue,fellpicturesquelyuponhisbreast,anduponthefoldsofhisblackgown,eventotheropewithwhichhispoormonasticgarbwasgirded。Butmostsurprisingtomeofallwastohearfromhismouthsuchwordsandthoughtsaboutartas,Iconfess,Ilongshallbearinmind,andIsincerelywishthatallmycomradeswoulddothesame。
“”Iexpectedyou,myson”hesaid,whenIapproachedforhisblessing。”Thepathawaitsyouinwhichyourlifeishenceforthtoflow。Yourpathispure——desertitnot。Youhavetalent:talentisthemostpricelessofGod”sgifts——destroyitnot。Searchout,subjectallthingstoyourbrush;butinallseethatyoufindthehiddensoul,andmostofall,strivetoattaintothegrandsecretofcreation。
Blessedistheelectonewhomastersthat!Thereisforhimnomeanobjectinnature。Inlowlythemestheartistcreatorisasgreatasingreatones:inthedespicablethereisnothingforhimtodespise,foritpassesthroughthepurifyingfireofhismind。AnintimationofGod”sheavenlyparadiseiscontainedfortheartistinart,andbythataloneisithigherthanallelse。Butbyasmuchastriumphantrestisgranderthaneveryearthlyemotion,bysomuchistheloftycreationofarthigherthaneverythingelseonearth。Sacrificeeverythingtoit,andloveitwithpassion——notwiththepassionbreathingwithearthlydesire,butapeaceful,heavenlypassion。Itcannotplantdiscordinthespirit,butascends,likearesoundingprayer,eternallytoGod。Buttherearemoments,darkmoments——”Hepaused,andIobservedthathisbrightfacedarkened,asthoughsomecloudcrosseditforamoment。”Thereisoneincidentofmylife”hesaid。”Uptothismoment,IcannotunderstandwhatthatterriblebeingwasofwhomIpaintedalikeness。Itwascertainlysomediabolicalapparition。IknowthattheworlddeniestheexistenceoftheDevil,andthereforeIwillnotspeakofhim。IwillonlysaythatIpaintedhimwithrepugnance:Ifeltnolikingformywork,evenatthetime。I
triedtoforcemyself,and,stiflingeveryemotioninahard-heartedway,tobetruetonature。Ihavebeeninformedthatthisportraitispassingfromhandtohand,andsowingunpleasantimpressions,inspiringartistswithfeelingsofenvy,ofdarkhatredtowardstheirbrethren,withmaliciousthirstforpersecutionandoppression。MaytheAlmightypreserveyoufromsuchpassions!Thereisnothingmoreterrible。”
“Heblessedandembracedme。NeverinmylifewasIsograndlymoved。
Reverently,ratherthanwiththefeelingofason,Ileaneduponhisbreast,andkissedhisscatteredsilverlocks。
“Tearsshoneinhiseyes。”Fulfilmyonerequest,myson”saidhe,atthemomentofparting。”YoumaychancetoseetheportraitIhavementionedsomewhere。Youwillknowitatoncebythestrangeeyes,andtheirpeculiarexpression。Destroyitatanycost。”
“JudgeforyourselveswhetherIcouldrefusetopromise,withanoath,tofulfilthisrequest。InthespaceoffifteenyearsIhadneversucceededinmeetingwithanythingwhichinanywaycorrespondedtothedescriptiongivenmebymyfather,untilnow,allofasudden,atanauction”
Theartistdidnotfinishhissentence,butturnedhiseyestothewallinordertoglanceoncemoreattheportrait。Theentirethrongofauditorsmadethesamemovement,seekingthewonderfulportraitwiththeireyes。But,totheirextremeamazement,itwasnolongeronthewall。Anindistinctmurmurandexclamationranthroughthecrowd,andthenwashearddistinctlytheword,“stolen。”Someonehadsucceededincarryingitoff,takingadvantageofthefactthattheattentionofthespectatorswasdistractedbythestory。Andthosepresentlongremainedinastateofsurprise,notknowingwhethertheyhadreallyseenthoseremarkableeyes,orwhetheritwassimplyadreamwhichhadfloatedforaninstantbeforetheireyesight,strainedwithlonggazingatoldpictures。