第5章

类别:其他 作者:Anna Katharine Green字数:28367更新时间:18/12/19 16:27:31
Inhisdespairhehadnotnoticedthatthependulumhungmotionless,orthatthehandsstoodatrestonthedial。Ifhehad,hemighthavewaitedlongenoughtohaveseenthecarefulopeningofthegreatclock”stalldoorandthesteppingforthofthelittleladywhohadplayedsodeftlyuponhissuperstition。 Hewaswanderingthecorridorslikeahelplesschild,whenagentlehandfellonhisarmandasoftvoicewhisperedinhisear: “Youhaveastorytotell。Willyoutellittome?ItmaysaveMissPostlethwaite”slife。” Didheunderstand?Wouldherespondifhedid;orwouldtheshockofherappealrestorehimtoasenseofthedangerattendingdisloyalty?Foramomentshedoubtedthewisdomofthisstartlingmeasure,thenshesawthathehadpassedthepointofsurpriseandthat,strangerasshewas,shehadbuttoleadthewayforhimtofollow,tellhisstory,anddie。 Therewasnolightinthedrawing-roomwhentheyentered。ButoldMr。Dunbardidnotseemtomindthat。Indeed,heseemedtohavelostallconsciousnessofpresentsurroundings;hewasevenobliviousofher。Thisbecamequiteevidentwhenthelamp,inflaringupagaininthehall,gaveamomentaryglimpse,ofhiscrouching,half-kneelingfigure。Inthepleadinggestureofhistrembling,outreachingarms,Violetbeheldanappeal,nottoherself,buttosomephantomofhisimagination;andwhenhespoke,ashepresentlydid,itwaswiththefreedomofonetowhomspeechislife”slastboon,andtheearofthelistenerquiteforgotteninthepassionofconfessionlongsuppressed。 “Shehasneverlovedme,“hebegan,“butIhavealwayslovedher。 Formenootherwomanhaseverexisted,thoughIwassixty-fiveyearsofagewhenIfirstsawher,andhadlonggivenuptheideathattherelivedawomanwhocouldswaymefrommyevenlifeandfixedlinesofduty。Sixty-five!andsheayouthfulbride!Wasthereeversuchfolly!HappilyIrealizeditfromthefirst,andpiledashesonmyhiddenflame。PerhapsthatiswhyIadorehertothisdayandonlygiveherovertoreprobationbecauseFateisstrongerthanmyage——strongereventhanmylove。 “Sheisnotagoodwoman,butImighthavebeenagoodmanifI hadneverknownthesinwhichdrewalineofisolationabouther,andwithinwhichI,andonlyI,havestoodwithherinsilentcompanionship。Whatwasthissin,andinwhatdidithaveitsbeginning?Ithinkitsbeginningwasinthepassionshehadforherhusband。Itwasnottheevery-daypassionofhersexinthislandofequableaffections,butoneofforeignfierceness,jealousy,andinsatiabledemand。Yethewasaveryordinaryman。 IwasoncehistutorandIknow。Shecametoknowittoo,when—— butIamrushingontoofast,IhavemuchtotellbeforeIreachthatpoint。 “Fromthefirst,Iwasintheirconfidence。Notthateitherheorsheputmethere,butthatIlivedwiththemandwasalwaysaround,andcouldnothelpseeingandhearingwhatwentonbetweenthem。Whyhecontinuedtowantmeinthehouseandathistable,whenIcouldnolongerbeofservicetohim,Ihaveneverknown。Possiblyhabitexplainsall。Hewasaccustomedtomypresenceandsowasshe;soaccustomedtheyhardlynoticedit,ashappenedonenight,whenafteralittleattemptatconversation,hethrewdownthebookhehadcaughtupand,addressingherbyname,saidwithoutaglancemyway,andquiteasifhewerealonewithher: “”Arabella,thereissomethingIoughttotellyou。Ihavetriedtofindthecouragetodosomanytimesbeforenowbuthavealwaysfailed。TonightImust。”Andthenhemadehisgreatdisclosure,——how,unknownto,hisfriendsandtheworld,hewasawidowerwhenhemarriedher,andthefatherofalivingchild。 “Withsomewomenthismighthavepassedwithameasureofregret,andsomepossiblecontemptforhissilence,butnotsowithher。 Sherosetoherfeet——Icanseeheryet——andforamomentstoodfacinghiminthestill,overpoweringmannerofonewhofeelstheicypangofhateenterwherelovehasbeen。Neverwasmomentmorecharged。Icouldnotbreathewhileitlasted;andwhenatlastshespoke,itwaswithanimpetuosityofconcentratedpassion,hardlylessdreadfulthanhersilencehadbeen。 “”Youafather!Afatheralready!”shecried,allhersweetnessswallowedupinungovernablewrath。”YouwhomIexpectedtomakesohappywithachild?Icurseyouandyourbrat。I——” “Hestrovetoplacateher,toexplain。Butragehasnoears,andbeforeIrealizedmyownposition,thescenebecameopenlytempestuous。Thatherchildshouldbesecondtoanotherwoman”sseemedtoawakendemoninstinctswithinher。Whenheventuredtohintthathislittlegirlneededamother”scare,herironybitlikecorrodingacid。Hebecamespeechlessbeforeitandhadnotaprotesttoraisewhenshedeclaredthatthesecrethehadkeptsolongandsosuccessfullyhemustcontinuetokeeptohisdyingday。Thatthechildhehadfailedtoowninhisfirstwife”slifetimeshouldremaindisownedinhers,andifpossiblebeforgotten。Sheshouldnevergivethegirlathoughtnoracknowledgeherinanyway。 “ShewasFuryembodied;butthefurywasofthatgrandorderwhichalluresratherthanrepels。AsIfeltmyselfsuccumbingtoitsfascinationandbeheldhowhewasweakeningunderitevenmoreperceptiblythanmyself,Istartedfrommychair,andsoughttoglideawaybeforeIshouldhearhimutterafatalacquiescence。 “ButthemovementImadeunfortunatelydrewtheirattentiontome,andafteraninstantofsilentcontemplationofmydistractedcountenance,Franksaid,asthoughheweretheelderbythefortyyearswhichseparatedus: “”YouhavelistenedtoMrs。Postlethwaite”swishes。Youwillrespectthemofcourse。”“ Thatwasall。HeknewandsheknewthatIwastobetrusted;butneitherofthemhaseverknownwhy。 Amonthlaterherchildcame,andwaswelcomedasthoughitwerethefirsttobearhisname。Itwasaboy,andtheirsatisfactionwassogreatthatIlookedtoseetheiroldaffectionrevive。Butithadbeencleftattheroot,andnothingcouldrestoreittolife。Theylovedthechild;Ihaveneverseenevidenceofgreaterparentalpassionthantheybothdisplayed,buttheretheirfeelingsstopped。Towardseachothertheywerecold。Theydidnotevenuniteinworshipoftheirtreasure。Theygloatedoverhimandplannedforhim,butalwaysapart。Hewasachildinathousand,andashedeveloped,themotherespecially,nursedallherenergiesforthepurposeofensuringforhimafuturecommensuratewithhistalents。Neveraveryconscientiouswoman,andalivetotheadvantagesofwealthasdemonstratedbythepowerwieldedbyherrichbrother-in-law,sheassociatedalltheboy”sprospectswithmoney,greatmoney,suchmoneyasAndrewhadaccumulated,andnowhadathisdisposalforhisnaturalheirs。 “Hencecamehergreattemptation,——atemptationtowhichsheyielded,tothelastingtroubleofusall。OfthisImustnowmakeconfessionthoughitkillsmetodoso,andwillsoonkillher。Thedeedsofthepastdonotremainburied,howeverdeepwedigtheirgraves,butriseinanawfulresurrectionwhenweareold——old” Silence。Thenatremulousrenewalofhispainfulspeech。 Violetheldherbreathtolisten。Possiblythedoctor,hiddeninthedarkestcorneroftheroom,didsoalso。 “Ineverknewhowshebecameacquaintedwiththetermsofherbrother-in-law”swill。Hecertainlyneverconfidedthemtoher,andascertainlythelawyerwhodrewupthedocumentneverdid。 ButthatshewaswellawareofitstenorisaspositiveafactasthatIamthemostwretchedmanalivetonight。Otherwise,whythedarksomedeedintowhichshewasbetrayedwhenboththebrotherslaydyingamongstrangers,ofadreadfulaccident?“ “Iwaswitnesstothatdeed。IhadaccompaniedheronherhurriedrideandwasathersidewhensheenteredtheinnwherethetwoPostlethwaiteslay。Iwasalwaysathersideingreatjoyoringreattrouble,thoughsheprofessednoaffectionformeandgavemebutscantythanks。” “DuringourrideshehadbeensilentandIhadnotdisturbedthatsilence。Ihadmuchtothinkof。Shouldwefindhimliving,orshouldwefindhimdead?Ifdead,woulditsevertherelationsbetweenustwo?WouldIeverridewithheragain?“ “WhenIwasnotdwellingonthistheme,Iwasthinkingofthepartinglookshegaveherboy;alookwhichhadsomestrangepromiseinit。WhathadthatlookmeantandwhydidmyfleshcreepandmymindhoverbetweendreadandafearsomecuriositywhenIrecalledit?Alas!TherewasreasonforallthesesensationsasIwassoontolearn。 Wefoundtheinnseethingwithterrorandthefactsworsethanhadbeenrepresentedinthetelegram。Herhusbandwasdying。Shehadcomejustintimetowitnesstheend。Thistheytoldherbeforeshehadtakenoffherveil。Iftheyhadwaited——ifIhadbeengivenafullglimpseofherface——Butitwashidden,andI couldonlyjudgeofthenatureofheremotionsbythesternwayinwhichsheheldherself。 “”Takemetohim”wasthequietcommand,withwhichshemetthisdisclosure。Then,beforeanyofthemcouldmove: “”Andhisbrother,Mr。AndrewPostlethwaite?Ishefatallyinjuredtoo?” “Thereplywasunequivocal。Thedoctorswereuncertainwhichofthetwowouldpassawayfirst。 “YoumustrememberthatatthistimeIwasignorantoftherichman”swill,andconsequentlyofhowthefateofapoorchildofwhomIhadheardonlyonemention,hunginthebalanceatthatawfulmoment。ButinthebreathlessnesswhichseizedMrs。 Postlethwaiteatthissentenceofdoubledeath,Irealizedfrommyknowledgeofherthatsomethingmorethangriefwasatpreyuponherimpenetrableheart,andshudderedtothecoreofmybeingwhensherepeatedinthatvoicewhichwassoterriblebecausesoexpressionless: “”Takemetothem。”“ Theywerelyinginoneroom,herhusbandnearestthedoor,theotherinasmallalcovesometenfeetaway。Bothwereunconscious;bothweresurroundedbygroupsoffrightenedattendantswhofellbackassheapproached。Adoctorstoodatthebed-headofherhusband,butashereyemethishesteppedasidewithashakeoftheheadandlefttheplaceemptyforher。 “Theactionwassignificant。Isawthatsheunderstoodwhatitmeant,andwithconstrictedheartwatchedherasshebentoverthedyingmanandgazedintohiswide-openeyes,alreadysightlessandstaring。Calculationwasinherlookandcalculationonly;andcalculation,orsomethingequallyunintelligible,senthernextglanceinthedirectionofhisbrother。Whatwasinhermind?IcouldunderstandherindifferencetoFrankevenatthecrisisofhisfate,butnottheinterestsheshowedinAndrew。Itwasanabsorbingone,alteringherwholeexpression。Inolongerknewherformydearyoungmadam,andthejealousyIhadneverfelttowardsFrankrosetofranticresentmentinmybreastasIbeheldwhatverylikelymightbeatardyrecognitionoftheother”swell-knownpassion,forcedintodisclosurebytheexigenciesofthemoment。 “Alarmedbythestrengthofmyfeelings,andfearinganequaldisclosureonmyownpart,Isoughtforarefugefromalleyesandfounditinalittlebalconyopeningoutatmyright。OntothisbalconyIsteppedandfoundmyselffacetofacewithastar- litheaven。HadIonlybeencontentwithmyisolationandthesplendourofthespectaclespreadoutbeforeme!Butno,Imustlookbackuponthatbedandthesolitarywomanstandingbesideit!ImustwatchthesettlingofherbodyintorigidityasavoicerosefrombesidetheotherPostlethwaitesaying,”Itisamatterofminutesnow”andthen——andthen——theslowcreepingofherhandtoherhusband”smouth,theoutspreadingofherpalmacrossthelividlips——itssteadyclingingthere,smotheringthefeeblegaspsofonealreadymoribund,tillthequiveringformgrewstill,andFrankPostlethwaitelaydeadbeforemyeyes! “Isaw,andmadenooutcry,butshedid,bringingthedoctorbacktohersidewiththestartledexclamation: “”Dead?Ithoughthehadanhour”slifeleftinhim,andhehaspassedbeforehisbrother。” “Ithoughtithate——themurderousimpulseofawomanwhoseesherenemyathermercyandcannolongerrestrainthepassionofherlong-cherishedantagonism;andwhilesomethingwithinmerebelledattheact,Icouldnotbetrayher,thoughsilencemadeamurdererofmetoo。Icouldnot。Herspellwasuponmeasinanotherinstantitwasuponeveryoneelseintheroom。Nosuspicionofonesoself-repressedinhersadnessdisturbedtheuniversalsympathy;andencouragedbythisblindnessofthecrowd,Ivowedwithinmyselfnevertorevealhersecret。Themanwasdead,orasgoodasdead,whenshetouchedhim;andnowthatherhatewasexpendedshewouldgrowgentleandgood。 “ButIknewtheworthlessnessofthishopeaswellasmymisconceptionofhermotive,whenFrank”schildbyanotherwifereturnedtomymemory,andBella”ssinstoodexposed。” “Butonlytomyself。Ialoneknewthatthefortunenowwhollyhers,andinconsequenceherboy”s,hadbeenwonbyacrime。Thatifherhandhadfallenincomfortonherhusband”sforeheadinsteadofinpressureonhismouth,hewouldhaveoutlivedhisbrotherlongenoughtohavebecomeownerofhismillions;inwhichcasearightfulportionwouldhavebeeninsuredtohisdaughter,nowleftapennilesswaif。Thethoughtmademyhairrise,astheproceedingsover,Ifacedherandmademyfirstandlastefforttoridmyconscienceofitsnewandintolerableburden。 ButthewomanIhadknownandlovedwasnolongerbeforeme。Thecrownhadtouchedherbrows,andhercharmwhichhadbeenmainlysexualuptothishourhadmergedintoanintellectualforce,withwhichfewmen”smentalitycouldcope。Mineyieldedatoncetoit。Fromthefirstinstant,Iknewthataslaveryofspirit,aswellasofheart,washenceforthtobemine。” Shedidnotwaitformetospeak;shehadassumedthedictator”sattitudeatonce。 “”Iknowofwhatyouarethinking,“”saidshe,”anditisasubjectyoumaydismissatoncefromyourmind。Mr。 Postlethwaite”schildbyhisfirstwifeiscomingtolivewithus。Ihaveexpressedmywishesinthisregardtomylawyer,andthereisnothinglefttobesaid。You,withyourclosemouthanddependablenature,aretoremainhereasbefore,andoccupythesamepositiontowardsmyboythatyoudidtowardshisfather。Weshallmovesoonintoalargerhouse,andthenatureofourdutieswillbechangedandtheirscopegreatlyincreased;butIknowthatyoucanbetrustedtoenlargewiththemandmeeteveryrequirementIshallseefittomake。Donottrytoexpressyourthanks。Iseetheminyourface。” “Didshe,orjustthelastfeeblestrugglemyconsciencewasmakingtobreakthebondsinwhichsheheldme,andwinbackmyownrespect?Ishallneverknow,forsheleftmeoncompletionofthisspeech,nottoresumethesubject,thenorever。 “ButthoughIsuccumbedoutwardlytoherdemands,Ihadnotpassedthepointwhereinnerconflictendsandpeacebegins。HerrecognitionofHelenaandherreceptionintothefamilycalmedmeforawhile,andgavemehopethatallwouldyetbewell。ButI hadneversoundedthefullbitter-nessofmadam”smorbidheart,wellasIthoughtIknewit。Thehatredshehadfeltfromthefirstforherhusband”schildripenedintofrenzieddislikewhenshefoundheralivingimageofthemotherwhosepictureshehadcomeacrossamongFrank”spersonaleffects。Towinatearfromthosemeekeyesinsteadofasmiletothesensitivelipswasherdailyplay。Sheseemedtoexultinthejoyofimpressinguponthegirlbyhowlittleshehadmissedagreatfortune,andIhaveoftenthought,muchasItriedtokeepmymindfreefromallextravagantandunnecessaryfancies,thathalfofthemoneyshespentinbeautifyingthishouseandmaintainingartindustriesandevengreatcharitableinstitutionswasspentwiththebasepurposeofdemonstratingtothischildthepowerofimmensewealth,andinwhatwaysshemightexpecttoseeherlittlebrotherexpendthemillionsinwhichshehadbeendeniedallshare。” “IwassosureofthisthatonenightwhileIwaswindinguptheclockswithwhichMrs。Postlethwaiteinherfondnessforoldtimepieceshasfilledthehouse,Istoppedtolookatthelittlefiguretoilingsowearilyupstairs,tobed,withoutamother”skiss。Therewasanappealinthesmallwistfulfacewhichsmotemyhardoldheart,andpossiblyatearwelledupinmyowneyewhenIturnedbacktomyduty。” “WasthatwhyIfeltthehandofProvidenceuponme,wheninmyhaltbeforetheoneclocktowhichanysuperstitiousinterestwasattached——thegreatoneatthefootofthestairs——Isawthatithadstoppedandattheoneminuteofallminutesinourwretchedlives:Fourminutespasttwo?Thehour,theminuteinwhichFrankPostlethwaitehadgaspedhislastunderthepressureofhiswife”shand!Iknewit——theexactminuteImean——becauseProvidencemeantthatIshouldknowit。TherehadbeenaclockonthemantelpieceofthehotelroomwhereheandhisbrotherhaddiedandIhadseenherglancestealtowardsitattheinstantshewithdrewherpalmfromherhusband”slips。ThestareofthatdialandthepositionofitshandshadlivedstillinmymindasIbelieveditdidinhers。 “Fourminutespasttwo!HowcameouroldtimepieceheretostopatthatexactmomentonadaywhenDutywasmakingitslastdemanduponmetorememberFrank”sunhappychild?Therewasnoonetoanswer;butasIlookedandlooked,Ifelttheimpulseofthemomentstrengthenintopurposetoleavethosehandsundisturbedintheirsilentaccusation。Shemightsee,and,movedbythecoincidence,trembleathertreatmentofHelena。 “Butifthishappened——ifshesawandtrembled——shegavenosign。 Theworkswerestartedupbysomeotherhand,andtheincidentpassed。Butitleftmewithanidea。Thatclocksoonhadawayofstoppingandalwaysatthatoneinstantoftime。Shewasforcedatlengthtonoticeit,andIremember,anoccasionwhenshestoodstock-stillwithhereyesonthosehands,andfailedtofindthebanisterwithherhand,thoughshegropedforitinherfranticneedforsupport。 “Butnocommandcamefromhertoremovetheworn-outpiece,andsoonitstricks,andeverylesserthing,wereforgotteninthecrushingcalamitywhichbefellusinthesicknessanddeathoflittleRichard。 “Oh,thosedaysandnights!Andoh,thefaceofthemotherwhenthedoctorstoldherthatthecasewashopeless!Iaskedmyselfthen,andIhaveaskedmyselfahundredtimessince,whichofalltheemotionsIsawpicturedtherebitthedeepest,andmadethemostlastingimpressiononherguiltyheart?Wasitremorse?Ifso,sheshowednochangeinherattitudetowardsHelena,unlessitwasbyanaddedbitterness。ThesweetlooksandgentlewaysofFrank”syoungdaughtercouldnotwinagainstahatesharpenedbydisappointment。Uselessformetohopeforit。Releasefromtheremorseofyearswasnottocomeinthatway。AsIrealizedthis,Igrewdesperateandresortedagaintotheoldtrickofstoppingtheclockatthefatalhour。Thistimeherguiltyheartresponded。Sheacknowledgedthestabandletallhermiseriesappear。Buthow?Inawaytowringmyheartalmosttomadness,andnotbenefitthechildatall。Shehadherfirststrokethatnight。Ihadmadeherahelplessinvalid。” “Thatwaseightyearsago,andsincethenwhat?Stagnation。Shelivedwithhermemories,andIwithmine。Helenaonlyhadarighttohope,andhopeperhapsshedid,till——Isthatthegreatclocktalking?Listen!Theyalltalk,butIheedonlytheone。Whatdoesitsay?Tell!tell!tell!DoesitthinkIwillbesilentnowwhenIcometomyownguilt?ThatIwillseektohidemyweaknesswhenIcouldnothidehersin?“ “Explain!“ItwasVioletspeaking,andhertonewassterninitscommand。“Ofwhatguiltdoyouspeak?NotofguilttowardsHelena;youpitiedhertoomuch” “ButIpitiedmydearmadammore。Itwasthatwhichaffectedmeanddrewmeintocrimeagainstmywill。Besides,Ididnotknow—— notatfirst——whatwasinthelittlebowlofcurdsandcreamI carriedtothegirleachday。Shehadeatentheminherstep- mother”sroom,andunderherstep-mother”seyeaslongasshehadstrengthtopassfromroomtoroom,andhowwasItoguessthatitwasnotwholesome?Becauseshefailedinhealthfromdaytoday?Wasnotmydearmadamfailinginhealthalso;andwastherepoisoninhercup?Innocentatthattime,whyamInotinnocentnow?Because——Oh,Iwilltellitall;asthoughatthebarofGod。Iwilltellallthesecretsofthatday。” “ShewassittingwithherhandtremblingonthetrayfromwhichI hadjustliftedthebowlshehadbidmecarrytoHelena。Ihadseenhersoahundredtimesbefore,butnotwithjustthatlookinhereyes,orjustthatairofdesolationinherstonyfigure。 Somethingmademespeak;somethingmademeaskifshewerenotquitesowellasusual,andsomethingmadeherreplywiththedreadfultruththatthedoctorhadgivenherjusttwomonthsmoretolive。Myfrightandmadanguishstupefiedme;forIwasnotpreparedforthis,no,notatall;——andunconsciouslyIstareddownatthebowlIheld,unabletobreatheormoveoreventomeetherlook。” Asusualshemisinterpretedmyemotion。 “”Whydoyoustandlikethat?”Iheardhersayinatoneofgreatirritation。”Andwhydoyoustareintothatbowl?DoyouthinkI meantoleavethatchildtowalkthesehallsafterIamcarriedoutofthemforever?Doyoumeasuremyhatebysuchapettyyard- stickasthat?ItellyouthatIwouldrotabovegroundratherthanenteritbeforeshedid?” “IhadbelievedIknewthiswoman;butwhatsouleverknowsanother”s?Whatsouleverknowsitself? “”Bella!”Icried;thefirsttimeIhadeverpresumedtoaddresshersointimately。”Wouldyoupoisonthegirl?”Andfromsheerweaknessmyfingerslosttheirclutch,andthebowlfelltothefloor,breakingintoadozenpieces。 Foraminuteshestareddownatthesefromoverhertray,andthensheremarkedverylowandveryquietly: “”Anotherbowl,Humphrey,andfreshcurdsfromthekitchen。I willdotheseasoning。Thedosesaretoosmalltobeskipped。Youwon”t?”——Ihadshakenmyhead——”Butyouwill!Itwillnotbethefirsttimeyouhavegonedownthehallwiththismixture。” “”ButthatwasbeforeIknew——”Ibegan。 “”Andnowthatyoudo,youwillgojustthesame。”ThenasI stoodhesitating,athousandmemoriesoverwhelmingmeinaninstant,sheaddedinavoicetoteartheheart,”Donotmakemehatetheonlybeingleftinthisworldwhounderstandsandlovesme。” Shewasahelplessinvalid,andIabrokenman,butwhenthatword”love”fellfromherlips,Ifeltthebloodstartburninginmyveins,andallthecrustofhabitandyearsofself-controlloosenaboutmyheart,andmakemeyoungagain。Whatifherthoughtsweredarkandherwishesmurderous!Shewasborntoruleandswaymentoherwilleventotheirownundoing。””IwishImightkissyourhand”waswhatImurmured,gazingatherwhitefingersgropingoverhertray。 “”Youmay”sheanswered,andhellbecameheaventomeforabriefinstant。ThenIliftedmyselfandwentobedientlyaboutmytask。 “ButpuppetthoughIwas,Iwasnotutterlywithoutsympathy。 WhenIenteredHelena”sroomandsawhowherstartledeyesfellshrinkinglyonthebowlIsetdownbeforeher,myconscienceleapedtolifeandIcouldnothelpsaying: “Don”tyoulikethecurds,Helena?Yourbrotherusedtolovethemverymuch。” “”Hiswere——” “”What,Helena?” “”Whatthesearenot”shemurmured。 “Istaredather,terror-stricken。Sosheknew,andyetdidnotseizethebowlandemptyitoutofthewindow!Instead,herhandmovedslowlytowardsitanddrewitintoplacebeforeher。 “”YetImusteat”shesaid,liftinghereyestomineinasortofpatientdespair,whichyetwaswithoutaccusation。 “Butmyhandhadinstinctivelygonetohersandgraspedit。 “”Whymustyoueatit?”Iasked。”If——ifyoudonotfinditwholesome,whydoyoutouchit?” “”Becausemystep-motherexpectsmeto”shecried,”andIhavenootherwillthanhers。WhenIwasalittle,littlechild,myfathermademepromisethatifIevercametolivewithherI wouldobeyhersimplestwish。AndIalwayshave。Iwillnotdisappointthetrustheputinme。” “”Evenifyoudieofit?” “IdonotknowwhetherIwhisperedthesewordsoronlythoughtthem。SheansweredasthoughIhadspoken。 “”Iamnotafraidtodie。Iammoreafraidtolive。ShemayaskmesomedaytodosomethingIfeeltobewrong。” “WhenIfleddownthehallthatnight,Iheardoneofthesmallclocksspeaktome。Tell!itcried,tell!tell!tell!tell!I rushedawayfromitwithbeadedforeheadandrisinghair。 “Thenanother”snotepipedup。Noitdroned。No!no!no!no!I stoppedandtookheart。DisgracethewomanIloved,onthebrinkofthegrave?I——,whoaskednootherboonfromheaventhantoseeherhappy,gracious,andgood?Impossible。Iwouldobeythegreatclock”svoice;theothersweremerechatterboxes。” Butithasatlastchangeditstune,forsomereason,quitechangeditstune。Now,itisYes!Yes!insteadofNo!andinobeyingitIsaveHelena。ButwhatofBella?and0God,whatofmyself?“ Asigh,agroan,thenalongandheavysilence,intowhichtherefinallybrokethepealingofthevariousclocksstrikingthehour。WhenallwerestillagainandViolethaddrawnasidetheportiere,itwastoseetheoldmanonhisknees,andbetweenherandthethinstreakoflightenteringfromthehall,thefigureofthedoctorhasteningtoHelena”sbedside。 Whenwithinducementsneedlesstoname,theyfinallypersuadedtheyounggirltoleaveherunholyhabitation,itwasinthearmswhichhadupheldheroncebefore,andtoalifewhichpromisedtocompensateherforhertwentyyearsoflonelinessandunsatisfiedlonging。 Butablackshadowyetremainedwhichshemustcrossbeforereachingthesunshine! Itlayatherstep-mother”sdoor。 IntheplansmadeforHelena”srelease,Mrs。Postlethwaite”sconsenthadnotbeenobtainednorwasshesupposedtobeacquaintedwiththedoctor”sintentionstowardsthechildwhosedeathshewashourlyawaiting。 Itwasthereforewithanastonishment,borderingonawe,thatontheirwaydownstairs,theysawthedoorofherroomopenandherselfstandingaloneanduprightonthethreshold——shewhohadnotbeenseentotakeastepinyears。Inthewonderofthismiracleofsuddenlyrestoredpower,thelittleprocessionstopped,——thedoctorwithhishandupontherail,theloverwithhisburdenclaspedyetmoreprotectinglytohisbreast。Thatalittlespeechawaitedthemcouldbeseenfromtheforceandfuryofthegazewhichtheindomitablewomanbentuponthelaxandhalf-unconsciousfigureshebeheldthusshelteredandconveyed。 Havingbutonearrowleftinherexhaustedquiver,shelauncheditstraightattheinnocentbreastwhichhadneverharbouredagainstheradefiantthought。 “Ingrate!“wasthewordshehurledinavoicefromwhichallitsseductivemusichadgoneforever。“Whereareyougoing?Aretheycarryingyoualivetoyourgrave?“ AmoanfromHelena”spalelips,thensilence。Shehadfaintedatthatbarbedattack。Buttherewasonetherewhodaredtoanswerforherandhespokerelentlessly。Itwasthemanwholovedher。 “No,madam。Wearecarryinghertosafety。YoumustknowwhatI meanbythat。Lethergoquietlyandyoumaydieinpeace。 Otherwise” Sheinterruptedhimwithaloudcall,startlingintolifetheechoesofthathauntedhall: “Humphrey!Cometome,Humphrey!“ ButnoHumphreyappeared。 Anothercall,louderandmoreperemptorythanbefore: “Humphrey!Isay,Humphrey!“ Buttheanswerwasthesame——silence,andonlysilence。Asthehorrorofthisgrew,thedoctorspoke: “Mr。HumphreyDunbar”searsareclosedtoallearthlysummons。Hediedlastnightattheveryhourhesaidhewould——fourminutesaftertwo。” “Fourminutesaftertwo!“Itcamefromherlipsinawhisper,butwitharevelationofherbrokenheartandlife。“Fourminutesaftertwo!“Anddefianttothelast,herheadrose,andforaninstant,foramerebreathoftime,theysawherasshehadlookedinherprime,regalinform,attitude,andexpression; thenthewillwhichhadsustainedherthroughsomuch,falteredandsuccumbed,andwithafinalreiterationofthewords“Fourminutesaftertwo!“shebrokeintoarattlinglaugh,andfellbackintothearmsofheroldnurse。 Andbelow,oneclockstruckthehourandthenanother。Butnotthebigoneatthefootofthestairs。Thatstillstoodsilent,withitshandspointingtothehourandminuteofFrankPostlethwaite”shasteneddeath。 ENDOFPROBLEMVI PROBLEMVII THEDOCTOR,HISWIFE,ANDTHECLOCK Violethadgonetoherroom。Shehadataskbeforeher。Thatafternoon,apackethadbeenleftatthedoor,which,fromacertainletterscribbledinonecorner,sheknewtobefromheremployer。Thecontentsofthatpacketmustberead,andshehadmadeherselfcomfortablewiththeintentionofsettingtoworkatonce。Butteno”clockstruckandthenelevenbeforeshecouldbringherselftogiveanyattentiontothemanuscriptawaitingherperusal。Inherpresentmood,aquietsittingbythefire,withhereyesuponthechangefulflame,waspreferabletothestudyofanyaffairheremployermightsendher。Yet,becauseshewasconsciousofthedutyshethusopenlyneglected,shesatcrouchedoverherdeskwithherhandonthemysteriouspacket,thestringofwhich,however,shemadenoefforttoloosen。 Whatwasshethinkingof? Wearenotaloneinourcuriosityonthissubject。HerbrotherArthur,comingunperceivedintotheroom,givestokensofasimilarinterest。Neverbeforehadheseenheroblivioustoanapproachingstep;andafteramomentarycontemplationofherabsorbedfigure,sogirlishlysweetandyetsodeeplyintent,headvancestoherside,andpeeringearnestlyintoherface,observeswithaseriousnessquiteunusualtohim: “Puss,youarelookingworried,——notlikeyourselfatall。I”venoticeditforsometime。What”sup。Gettingtiredofthebusiness?“ “No——notaltogether——thatis,it”snotthat,ifit”sanything。 I”mnotsurethatit”sanything。I” Shehadturnedbacktoherdeskandwaspushingaboutthevariousarticleswithwhichitwasplentifullybespread;butthisdidnothidetheflushwhichhadcreptintohercheeksandevendyedthesnowywhitenessofherneck。Arthur”sastonishmentatthisevidenceofemotionwasverygreat;buthesaidnothing,onlywatchedherstillmoreclosely,aswithalightlaughsheregainedherself-possession,andwiththepracticalairofaphilosopherutteredthistriteremark: “Everyonehashissobermoments。Iwasonlythinking” “Ofsomenewcase? “Notexactly。”ThewordscamesoftlybutwithatouchofmingledhumourandgravitywhichmadeArthurstareagain。 “Seehere,Puss!“hecried。Histonehadchanged。“I”vejustcomeupfromtheden。FatherandIhavehadarow——abeastlyrow。” “Arow?Youandfather?Oh,Arthur,Idon”tlikethat。Don”tquarrelwithfather。Don”t,don”t。SomedayheandImayhaveaseriousdifferenceaboutwhatIamdoing。Don”tlethimfeelthathehaslostusall。” “That”sallright,Puss;butI”vegottothinkofyouabit。I can”tseeyouspoilallyourgoodtimeswiththesepolicehorrorsandnotdosomethingtohelp。To-morrowIbeginlifeasasalesmaninClarke&Stebbin”s。Thesalaryisnotgreat,buteverylittlehelpsandIdon”tdislikethebusiness。Butfatherdoes。Hehadratherseemeloafingabouttownsettingthefashionsforfellowsasidleasmyselfthansoilmyhandswithhandlingmerchandise。That”swhywequarreled。Butdon”tworry。 Yournamedidn”tcomeup,or——or——youknowwhose。Hehasn”tanideaofwhyIwanttowork——There,Violetthere!“ TwosoftarmswerearoundhisneckandVioletwaslettingherheartoutinasuccessionofsisterlykisses。 “0,Arthur,yougood,goodboy!Togetherwe”llsoonmakeuptheamount,andthen” “Thenwhat?“ Asweetsoftlookrobbedherfaceofitspiquancy,butgaveitanaspectofindescribablebeautyquitenewtoArthur”seyes。 Tappinghislipswithathoughtfulforefinger,heasked: “Whowasthatsombre-lookingchapIsawbowingtoyouaswecameoutofchurchlastSunday?“ Sheawokefromherdreamystatewithanastonishingquickness。 “He?Surelyyourememberhim。HaveyouforgottenthateveninginMassachusetts——thegrotto——and” “Oh,it”sUpjohn,isit?Yes,Irememberhim。He”sfondofchurch,isn”the?Thatis,whenhe”sinNewYork。” Herlipstookaroguishcurvethenaveryseriousone;butshemadenoanswer。 “Ihavenoticedthathe”salwaysinhisseatandalwayslookingyourway。” “That”sveryoddofhim,“shedeclared,herdimplescomingandgoinginamostbewilderingfashion。“Ican”timaginewhyheshoulddothat。” “NorI”retortedArthurwithasmile。“Buthe”shuman,I suppose。Onlydobecareful,Violet。Amansomelancholywillneedadealofcheering。” Hewasgonebeforehehadfullyfinishedthisdaringremark,andViolet,leftagainwithherthoughts,lostherglowingcolourbutnotherpreoccupation。Thehandwhichlayuponthepacketalreadyalludedtodidnotmoveformanyminutes,andwhensherousedatlasttothedemandsofheremployer,itwaswithastartandaguiltylookatthesmallgoldclocktickingoutitsinexorablereminder。 “Hewillwantananswerthefirstthinginthemorning,“shecomplainedtoherself。Andopeningthepacket,shetookoutfirstaletter,andthenamassoftypewrittenmanuscript。 Shebeganwiththeletterwhichwasascharacteristicofthewriterasalltheothersshehadhadfromhishand;aswitness: YouprobablyremembertheHasbrouckmurder,——or,perhaps,youdon”t;itbeingoneofatimeprevioustoyourinterestinsuchmatters。Butwhetheryourememberitornot,Ibegyoutoreadtheaccompanyingsummarywithduecareandattentiontobusiness。 Whenyouhavewellmastereditwithallitsdetails,pleasecommunicatewithmeinanymannermostconvenienttoyourself,forIshallhaveawordtosaytoyouthen,whichyoumaybegladtohear,ifasyouhavelatelyintimatedyouneedtoearnbutoneortwomoresubstantialrewardsinordertocryhalttothepursuitforwhichyouhaveprovedyourselfsowellqualified。 Thestory,indeferencetoyourselfasayoungandmuchpreoccupiedwoman,hasbeenwritteninawaytointerest。Thoughtheworkofaneverydaypolicedetective,youwillfindinitnolackofmysteryorromance;andifattheendyouperceivethatitruns,assuchcasesfrequentlydo,upagainstaperfectlyblankwall,youmustrememberthatopeningscanbemadeinwalls,andthatthelooseningofoneweakstonefromitsappointedplace,sometimesleadstothedownfallofall。 Somuchfortheletter。 Layingitaside,withashrugofherexpressiveshoulders,Violettookupthemanuscript。 Letustakeituptoo。Itrunsthus: Onthe17thofJuly,19——,atragedyofnolittleinterestoccurredinoneoftheresidencesoftheColonnadeinLafayettePlace。 Mr。Hasbrouck,awellknownandhighlyrespectedcitizen,wasattackedinhisroombyanunknownassailant,andshotdeadbeforeassistancecouldreachhim。Hismurdererescaped,andtheproblemofferedtothepolicewashowtoidentifythispersonwho,bysomehappychanceorbytheexerciseofthemostremarkableforethought,hadleftnotracesbehindhim,oranycluebywhichhecouldbefollowed。 Thedetailsoftheinvestigationwhichendedsounsatisfactorilyareheregivenbythemansentfromheadquartersatthefirstalarm。 When,sometimeaftermidnightonthedateabovementioned,I reachedLafayettePlace,Ifoundtheblocklightedfromendtoend。Groupsofexcitedmenandwomenpeeredfromtheopendoorways,andmingledtheirshadowswiththoseofthehugepillarswhichadornthefrontofthispicturesqueblockofdwellings。 Thehouseinwhichthecrimehadbeencommittedwasnearthecentreoftherow,and,longbeforeIreachedit,Ihadlearnedfrommorethanonesourcethatthealarmwasfirstgiventothestreetbyawoman”sshriek,andsecondlybytheshoutsofanoldman-servantwhohadappeared,inahalf-dressedcondition,atthewindowofMr。Hasbrouck”sroom,crying“Murder!murder!“ ButwhenIhadcrossedthethreshold,Iwasastonishedatthepaucityoffactstobegleanedfromtheinmatesthemselves。Theoldservant,whowasthefirsttotalk,hadonlythisaccountofthecrimetogive: Thefamily,whichconsistedofMr。Hasbrouck,hiswife,andthreeservants,hadretiredforthenightattheusualhourandundertheusualauspices。Ateleveno”clockthelightswereallextinguished,andthewholehouseholdasleep,withthepossibleexceptionofMr。Hasbrouckhimself,who,beingamanoflargebusinessresponsibilities,wasfrequentlytroubledwithinsomnia。 SuddenlyMrs。Hasbrouckwokewithastart。Hadshedreamedthewordsthatwereringinginherears,orhadtheybeenactuallyutteredinherhearing?Theywereshort,sharpwords,fullofterrorandmenace,andshehadnearlysatisfiedherselfthatshehadimaginedthem,whentherecame,fromsomewherenearthedoor,asoundsheneitherunderstoodnorcouldinterpret,butwhichfilledherwithinexplicableterror,andmadeherafraidtobreathe,oreventostretchforthherhandtowardsherhusband,whomshesupposedtobesleepingatherside。Atlengthanotherstrangesound,whichshewassurewasnotduetoherimagination,drovehertomakeanattempttorousehim,whenshewashorrifiedtofindthatshewasaloneinbed,andherhusbandnowherewithinreach。 Fillednowwithsomethingmorethannervousapprehension,sheflungherselftothefloor,andtriedtopenetratewithfrenziedglances,thesurroundingdarkness。ButtheblindsandshuttersbothhavingbeencarefullyclosedbyMr。Hasbrouckbeforeretiring,shefoundthisimpossible,andshewasabouttosinkinterrortothefloor,whensheheardalowgaspontheothersideoftheroomfollowedbyasuppressedcry。 “God!whathaveIdone!“ Thevoicewasastrangeone,butbeforethefeararousedbythisfactcouldculminateinashriekofdismay,shecaughtthesoundofretreatingfootsteps,and,eagerlylistening,sheheardthemdescendthestairsanddepartbythefrontdoor。 Hadsheknownwhathadoccurred——hadtherebeennodoubtinhermindastowhatlayinthedarknessontheothersideoftheroom—— itislikelythat,atthenoisecausedbytheclosingfrontdoor,shewouldhavemadeatonceforthebalconythatopenedoutfromthewindowbeforewhichshewasstanding,andtakenonelookattheflyingfigurebelow。Butheruncertaintyastowhatlayhiddenfromherbythedarknesschainedherfeettothefloor,andthereisnoknowingwhenshewouldhavemoved,ifacarriagehadnotatthatmomentpasseddownAstorPlace,bringingwithitasenseofcompanionshipwhichbrokethespellholdingher,andgaveherstrengthtolightthegaswhichwasinreadyreachofherhand。 Asthesuddenblazeilluminatedtheroom,revealinginabursttheoldfamiliarwallsandwell-knownpiecesoffurniture,shefeltforamomentasifreleasedfromsomeheavynightmareandrestoredtothecommonexperiencesoflife。Butinanotherinstantherformerdreadreturned,andshefoundherselfquakingattheprospectofpassingaroundthefootofthebedintothatpartoftheroomwhichwasasyethiddenfromhereyes。 Butthedesperationwhichcomeswithgreatcrisesfinallydroveherfromherretreat;and,creepingslowlyforward,shecastoneglanceatthefloorbeforeher,whenshefoundherworstfearsrealizedbythesightofthedeadbodyofherhusbandlyingpronebeforetheopendoorway,withabullet-holeinhisforehead。 Herfirstimpulsewastoshriek,but,byapowerfulexerciseofwill,shecheckedherself,andringingfranticallyfortheservantswhosleptonthetopfloorofthehouse,flewtothenearestwindowandendeavouredtoopenit。ButtheshuttershadbeenboltedsosecurelybyMr。Hasbrouck,inhisendeavourtoshutoutalllightandsound,thatbythetimeshehadsucceededinunfasteningthem,alltraceoftheflyingmurdererhadvanishedfromthestreet。 Sickwithgriefandterror,shesteppedbackintotheroomjustasthethreefrightenedservantsdescendedthestairs。Astheyappearedintheopendoorway,shepointedatherhusband”sinanimateform,andthen,asifsuddenlyrealizinginitsfullforcethecalamitywhichhadbefallenher,shethrewupherarms,andsankforwardtothefloorinadeadfaint。 Thetwowomenrushedtoherassistance,buttheoldbutler,boundingoverthebed,sprangtothewindow,andshriekedhisalarmtothestreet。 Intheinterimthatfollowed,Mrs。Hasbrouckwasrevived,andthemaster”sbodylaiddecentlyonthebed;butnopursuitwasmade,noranyinquiriesstartedlikelytoassistmeinestablishingtheidentityoftheassailant。 Indeed,everyonebothinthehouseandout,seemeddazedbytheunexpectedcatastrophe,andasnoonehadanysuspicionstoofferastotheprobablemurderer,Ihadadifficulttaskbeforeme。 Ibeganintheusualway,byinspectingthesceneofthemurder。 Ifoundnothingintheroom,orintheconditionofthebodyitself,whichaddedaniotatotheknowledgealreadyobtained。 ThatMr。Hasbrouckhadbeeninbed;thathehadrisenuponhearinganoise;andthathehadbeenshotbeforereachingthedoor,wereself-evidentfacts。Buttherewasnothingtoguidemefurther。Theverysimplicityofthecircumstancescausedadearthofclues,whichmadethedifficultyofprocedureasgreatasanyIhadeverencountered。 Mysearchthroughthehallanddownthestairselicitednothing; andaninvestigationoftheboltsandbarsbywhichthehousewassecured,assuredmethattheassassinhadeitherenteredbythefrontdoor,orhadalreadybeensecretedinthehousewhenitwaslockedupforthenight。 “IshallhavetotroubleMrs。Hasbrouckforashortinterview,“I hereuponannouncedtothetremblingoldservant,whohadfollowedmelikeadogaboutthehouse。 Hemadenodemur,andinafewminutesIwasusheredintothepresenceofthenewlymadewidow,whosatquitealone,inalargechamberintherear。AsIcrossedthethresholdshelookedup,andIencounteredagood,plainface,withouttheshadowofguileinit。 “Madam,“saidI,“Ihavenotcometodisturbyou。Iwillasktwoorthreequestionsonly,andthenleaveyoutoyourgrief。Iamtoldthatsomewordscamefromtheassassinbeforehedeliveredhisfatalshot。Didyouhearthesedistinctlyenoughtotellmewhattheywere?“ “Iwassoundasleep,“saidshe,“anddreamt,asIthought,thatafierce,strangevoicecriedsomewheretosomeone:”Ah!youdidnotexpectme!”ButIdarenotsaythatthesewordswerereallyutteredtomyhusband,forhewasnotthemantocallforthhate,andonlyamanintheextremityofpassioncouldaddresssuchanexclamationinsuchatoneasringsinmymemoryinconnectionwiththefatalshotwhichwokeme。” “Butthatshotwasnottheworkofafriend,“Iargued。“If,asthesewordsseemtoprove,theassassinhadsomeothermotivethanplunderinhisassault,thenyourhusbandhadanenemy,thoughyouneversuspectedit。” “Impossible!“washersteadyreply,utteredinthemostconvincingtone。“Themanwhoshothimwasacommonburglar,andfrightenedathavingbeenbetrayedintomurder,fledwithoutlookingforbooty。IamsureIheardhimcryoutinterrorandremorse:”God!whathaveIdone!”“ “Wasthatbeforeyouleftthesideofthebed?“ “Yes;IdidnotmovefrommyplacetillIheardthefrontdoorclose。Iwasparalysedbyfearanddread。” “Areyouinthehabitoftrustingtothesecurityofalatch- lockonlyinthefasteningofyourfrontdooratnight?Iamtoldthatthebigkeywasnotinthelock,andthattheboltatthebottomofthedoorwasnotdrawn。” “Theboltatthebottomofthedoorisneverdrawn。Mr。Hasbrouckwassogoodamanthathenevermistrustedanyone。Thatiswhythebiglockwasnotfastened。Thekey,notworkingwell,hetookitsomedaysagotothelocksmith,andwhenthelatterfailedtoreturnit,helaughed,andsaidhethoughtnoonewouldeverthinkofmeddlingwithhisfrontdoor。” “Istheremorethanonenight-keytoyourhouse?“Inowasked。 Sheshookherhead。 “AndwhendidMr。Hasbroucklastusehis?“ “To-night,whenhecamehomefromprayermeeting,“sheanswered,andburstintotears。 HergriefwassorealandherlosssorecentthatIhesitatedtoafflictherbyfurtherquestions。Soreturningtothesceneofthetragedy,Isteppedoutuponthebalconywhichraninfront。 Softvoicesinstantlystruckmyears。Theneighboursoneithersideweregroupedinfrontoftheirownwindows,andwereexchangingtheremarksnaturalunderthecircumstances。Ipaused,asindutybound,andlistened。ButIheardnothingworthrecording,andwouldhaveinstantlyreenteredthehouse,ifIhadnotbeenimpressedbytheappearanceofaverygracefulwomanwhostoodatmyright。Shewasclingingtoherhusband,whowasgazingatoneofthepillarsbeforehiminastrangefixedwaywhichastonishedmetillheattemptedtomove,andthenIsawthathewasblind。Irememberedthattherelivedinthisrowablinddoctor,equallycelebratedforhisskillandforhisuncommonpersonalattractions,andgreatlyinterestednotonlybyhisaffliction,butinthesympathyevincedbyhisyoungandaffectionatewife,Istoodstill,tillIheardhersayinthesoftandappealingtonesoflove: “Comein,Constant;youhaveheavydutiesforto-morrow,andyoushouldgetafewhours”restifpossible。” Hecamefromtheshadowofthepillar,andforoneminuteIsawhisfacewiththelamplightshiningfulluponit。ItwasasregularoffeatureasasculpturedAdonis,anditwasaswhite。 “Sleep!“herepeated,inthemeasuredtonesofdeepbutsuppressedfeeling。“Sleep!withmurderontheothersideofthewall!“AndhestretchedouthisarmsinadazedwaythatinsensiblyaccentuatedthehorrorImyselffeltofthecrimewhichhadsolatelytakenplaceintheroombehindme。 She,notingthemovement,tookoneofthegropinghandsinherownanddrewhimgentlytowardsher。 “Thisway,“sheurged;and,guidinghimintothehouse,sheclosedthewindowanddrewdowntheshades。 Ihavenoexcusetoofferformycuriosity,buttheinterestexcitedinmebythistotallyirrelevantepisodewassogreatthatIdidnotleavetheneighbourhoodtillIhadlearnedsomethingofthisremarkablecouple。 Thestorytoldmewasverysimple。Dr。Zabriskiehadnotbeenbornblind,buthadbecomesoafteragrievousillnesswhichhadstrickenhimdownsoonafterhereceivedhisdiploma。Insteadofsuccumbingtoanafflictionwhichwouldhavedauntedmostmen,heexpressedhisintentionofpractisinghisprofession,andsoonbecamesosuccessfulinitthathefoundnodifficultyinestablishinghimselfinoneofthebestpayingquartersofthecity。Indeed,hisintuitionseemedtohavedevelopedinaremarkabledegreeafterthelossofhissight,andheseldom,ifever,madeamistakeindiagnosis。Consideringthisfact,andthepersonalattractionswhichgavehimdistinction,itwasnowonderthathesoonbecameapopularphysicianwhosepresencewasabenefactionandwhosewordlaw。 Hehadbeenengagedtobemarriedatthetimeofhisillness,andwhenhelearnedwhatwaslikelytobeitsresult,hadofferedtoreleasetheyoungladyfromallobligationtohim。Butshewouldnotbereleased,andtheyweremarried。ThishadtakenplacesomefiveyearsprevioustoMr。Hasbrouck”sdeath,threeofwhichhadbeenspentbytheminLafayettePlace。 Somuchforthebeautifulwomannextdoor。 TherebeingabsolutelynocluetotheassailantofMr。Hasbrouck,Inaturallylookedforwardtotheinquestforsomeevidenceuponwhichtowork。Butthereseemedtobenounderlyingfactstothistragedy。Themostcarefulstudyintothehabitsandconductofthedeceasedbroughtnothingtolightsavehisgeneralbeneficenceandrectitude,norwasthereinhishistoryorinthatofhiswife,anysecretorhiddenobligationcalculatedtoprovokeanysuchactofrevengeasmurder。Mrs。Hasbrouck”ssurmisethattheintruderwassimplyaburglar,andthatshehadratherimaginedthanheardthewordswhichpointedtotheshootingasadeedofvengeance,soongainedgeneralcredence。 Butthoughthepoliceworkedlongandarduouslyinthisnewdirectiontheireffortswerewithoutfruitandthecasebidsfairtoremainanunsolvablemystery。 Thatwasall。AsVioletdroppedthelastpagefromherhand,sherecalledacertainphraseinheremployer”sletter。“Ifattheendyoucomeuponaperfectlyblankwall”Well,shehadcomeuponthiswall。Didheexpecthertomakeanopeninginit?Orhadhealreadydonesohimself,andwasmerelytestinghermuchvaunteddiscernment。 Piquedbythethought,shecarefullyrereadthemanuscript,andwhenshehadagainreacheditsuncompromisingend,shegaveherselfuptoafewminutesofconcentratedthought,then,takingasheetofpaperfromtherackbeforeher,shewroteuponitasinglesentence,andfoldingthesheet,putitinanenvelopewhichsheleftunaddressed。Thisdone,shewenttobedandsleptlikethechildshereallywas。 Atanearlyhourthenextmorningsheenteredheremployer”soffice。Acknowledgingwithanodhissomewhatceremoniousbow,shehandedhimtheenvelopeinwhichshehadenclosedthatonemysterioussentence。 Hetookitwithasmile,openeditoffhand,glancedatwhatshehadwritten,andflushedavividred。 “Youarea——brick,“hewasgoingtosay,butchangedthelastwordtoonemoreinkeepingwithhercharacterandappearance。 “Lookhere。Iexpectedthisfromyouandsopreparedmyself。” Takingoutasimilarpieceofpaperfromhisownpocket-book,helaiditdownbesidehersonthedeskbeforehim。Italsoheldasinglesentenceand,barringaslightdifferenceofexpression,theonewasthecounterpartoftheother。“Theoneloosestone,“ hemurmured。 “Seenandnotedbyboth。” “Whynot?“heasked。Thenassheglancedexpectantlyhisway,heearnestlyadded:“Togetherwemaybeabletodosomething。TherewardofferedbyMrs。Hasbrouckforthedetectionofthemurdererwasaverylargeone。Sheisawomanofmeans。Ihaveneverheardofitsbeingwithdrawn。” “Thenitneverhasbeen,“wasViolet”semphaticconclusion,herdimplesenforcingthestatementasonlysuchdimplescan。“But—— whatdoyouwantofmeinanaffairofthiskind?Somethingmorethantohelpyoulocatetheonepossiblecluetofurtherenlightenment。Youwouldnothavementionedthebigrewardjustforthat。” “Perhapsnot。ThereisasequeltothestoryIsentyou。Ihavewrittenitout,withmyownhand。Takeithomeandreaditatyourleisure。Whenyouseeintowhatanunhappymazemyowninquirieshaveledme,possiblyyouwillbegladtoassistmeinclearingupasituationwhichisinflictinggreatsufferingononewhomyouwillbethefirsttopity。Ifso,alinementioningthefactwillbemuchappreciatedbyme。”Anddisregardingherstartledlookandtheimpetuousshakingofherhead,hebowedheroutwithsomethingmorethanhisaccustomedsuavitybutalsowithaseriousnesswhichaffectedherinspiteofherselfandeffectuallyheldbacktheprotestitwasinherhearttomake。 Shewasgladofthiswhenshereadhisstory;butlateron—— However,itisnotformetointrudeViolet,orViolet”sfeelingsintoanaffairwhichsheissoanxioustoforget。Ishallthereforefromthismomenton,leaveherascompletelyoutofthistaleofcrimeandretributionasispossibleandkeepafullrecordofherwork。Whensheisnecessarytothestory,youwillseeheragain。Meanwhile,readwithher,thisrelationofheremployer”sunhappyattempttopursueaninvestigationsoopenlydroppedbythepolice。Youwillperceive,fromitsgeneralstyleandtheaccentuationputuponthehumansideofthissombrestory,alikenesstotheformermanuscriptwhichmayprovetoyou,asitcertainlydidtoViolet,towhoseconsiderationshewasindebtedforthereadablenessofthepoliceman”sreport,whichinallprobabilityhadbeenasimplestatementoffacts。 Butthere,IamspeakingofVioletagain。Topreventafurthermischanceofthisnature,Iwillintroduceatoncetheabovementionedaccount。 II NomaninallNewYorkwasevermoreinterestedthanmyselfintheHasbrouckaffair,whenitwastheoneandonlytopicofinterestataperiodwhennewswasunusuallyscarce。But,togetherwithmanysuchinexplicablemysteries,ithadpassedalmostcompletelyfrommymind,whenitwasforciblybroughtback,oneday,byawalkItookthroughLafayettePlace。 Atsightofthelongrowofuniformbuildings,withtheirpillaredfrontsandconnectingbalconieseverydetailofthecrimewhichhadfilledthepapersatthetimewithinnumerableconjecturesreturnedtomewithextraordinaryclearness,and,beforeIknewit,IfoundmyselfstandingstockstillinthemiddleoftheblockwithmyeyeraisedtotheHasbrouckhouseandmyears——orrathermyinnerconsciousness,fornoonespokeIamsure——ringingwithaquestionwhich,whethertheechoofsomeoldthoughtortheexpressionofanewone,soaffectedmebythepromiseitheldofsomehithertounsuspectedclue,thatI hesitatedwhethertopushthisnewinquirythenortherebyanattemptedinterviewwithMrs。Hasbrouck,ortowaittillIhadgivenitthethoughtwhichsuchastirringofdeadbonesrightfullydemanded。 Youknowwhatthatquestionwas。Ishallhavecommunicatedittoyou,ifyouhavenotalreadyguessedit,beforeperusingtheselines: “WhoutteredthescreamwhichgavethefirstalarmofMr。 Hasbrouck”sviolentdeath?“ IwasinastateofsuchexcitementasIwalkedaway——forI listenedtomybetterjudgmentastotheinadvisabilityofmydisturbingMrs。Hasbrouckwiththesenewinquiries——thattheperspirationstoodoutonmyforehead。Thetestimonyshehadgivenattheinquestrecurredtome,andIrememberedasdistinctlyasifshewerethenspeaking,thatshehadexpresslystatedthatshedidnotscreamwhenconfrontedbythesightofherhusband”sdeadbody。Butsomeonehadscreamedandthatveryloudly。Whowasit,then?Oneofthemaids,startledbythesuddensummonsfrombelow,orsomeoneelse——someinvoluntarywitnessofthecrime,whosetestimonyhadbeensuppressedattheinquest,byfearorinfluence? ThepossibilityofhavingcomeuponaclueevenatthislatedaysofiredmyambitionthatItookthefirstopportunityofrevisitingLafayettePlace。ChoosingsuchpersonsasIthoughtmostopentomyquestions,Ilearnedthatthereweremanywhocouldtestifytohavingheardawoman”sshrillscreamonthatmemorablenight,justpriortothealarmgivenbyoldCyrus,butnoonewhocouldtellfromwhoselipsithadcome。Onefact,however,wasimmediatelysettled。Ithadnotbeentheresultoftheservant-women”sfears。Bothofthegirlswerepositivethattheyhadutterednosound,norhadtheythemselvesheardanytillCyrusrushedtothewindowwithhiswildcries。Asthescream,bywhomevergiven,wasutteredbeforetheydescendedthestairs,I wasconvincedbytheseassurancesthatithadissuedfromoneofthefrontwindows,andnotfromtherearofthehouse,wheretheirownroomslay。Coulditbethatithadsprungfromtheadjoiningdwelling,andthat—— Irememberedwhohadlivedthereandwasforringingthebellatonce。But,missingthedoctor”ssign,Imadeinquiriesandfoundthathehadmovedfromtheblock。However,adoctorissoonfound,andinlessthanfifteen,minutesIwasatthedoorofhisnewhome,whereIasked,notforhim,butforMrs。Zabriskie。 Itrequiredsomecouragetodothis,forIhadtakenparticularnoticeofthedoctor”swifeattheinquest,andherbeauty,atthattime,hadwornsuchanaspectofmingledsweetnessanddignitythatIhesitatedtoencounteritunderanycircumstanceslikelytodisturbitspureserenity。Butaclueoncegraspedcannotbelightlysetasidebyatruedetective,anditwouldhavetakenmorethanawoman”sfrownstostopmeatthispoint。 However,itwasnotwithfrownsshereceivedme,butwithadisplayofemotionforwhichIwasevenlessprepared。IhadsentupmycardandIsawittremblinginherhandassheenteredtheroom。Asshenearedme,sheglancedatit,andwithashowofgentleindifferencewhichdidnotintheleastdisguiseherextremeanxiety,shecourteouslyremarked: “Yournameisanunfamiliaronetome。Butyoutoldmymaidthatyourbusinesswasoneofextremeimportance,andsoIhaveconsentedtoseeyou。Whatcananagentfromaprivatedetectiveofficehavetosaytome?“ Startledbythisevidenceoftheexistenceofsomehiddenskeletoninherowncloset,Imadeanimmediateattempttoreassureher。 “Nothingwhichconcernsyoupersonally,“saidI。“IsimplywishtoaskyouaquestioninregardtoasmallmatterconnectedwithMr。Hasbrouck”sviolentdeathinLafayettePlace,acoupleofyearsago。YouwerelivingintheadjoininghouseatthetimeI believe,andithasoccurredtomethatyoumightonthataccountbeabletosettleapointwhichhasneverbeenfullyclearedup。” InsteadofshowingthereliefIexpected,herpallorincreasedandherfineeyes,whichhadbeenfixedcuriouslyuponme,sankinconfusiontothefloor。 “Greatheaven!“thoughtI。“Shelooksasifatonemorewordfromme,shewouldfallatmyfeetinafaint。WhatisthisIhavestumbledupon!“ “Idonotseehowyoucanhaveanyquestiontoaskmeonthatsubject,“shebeganwithaneffortatcomposurewhichforsomereasondisturbedmemorethanherpreviousopendisplayoffear。 “Yetifyouhave,“shecontinued,witharapidchangeofmannerthattouchedmyheartinspiteofmyself,“Ishall,ofcourse,domybesttoansweryou。” Therearewomenwhosesweetesttonesandmostcharmingsmilesonlyservetoawakendistrustinmenofmycalling;butMrs。 Zabriskiewasnotofthisnumber。Herfacewasbeautiful,butitwasalsocandidinitsexpression,andbeneaththeagitationwhichpalpablydisturbedher,Iwassuretherelurkednothingeitherwickedorfalse。YetIheldfastbythecluewhichIhadgraspedasitwereinthedark,andwithoutknowingwhitherIwastending,muchlesswhitherIwasleadingher,Iproceededtosay: “ThequestionwhichIpresumetoputtoyouasthenextdoorneighbourofMr。Hasbrouckisthis:Whowasthewomanwhoonthenightofthatgentleman”sassassinationscreamedoutsoloudlythatthewholeneighbourhoodheardher?“ Thegaspshegaveansweredmyquestioninawayshelittlerealized,andstruckasIwasbytheimpalpablelinksthathadledmetothethresholdofthishithertounsolvablemystery,I wasabouttopressmyadvantageandaskanotherquestion,whenshequicklystartedforwardandlaidherhandonmylips。 Astonished,Ilookedatherinquiringly,butherheadwasturnedaside,andhereyes,fixeduponthedoor,showedthegreatestanxiety。InstantlyIrealizedwhatshefeared。Herhusbandwasenteringthehouse,andshedreadedlesthisearsshouldcatchawordofourconversation。 Notknowingwhatwasinhermind,andunabletorealizetheimportanceofthemomenttoher,Iyetlistenedtotheadvanceofherblindhusbandwithanalmostpainfulinterest。Wouldheentertheroomwherewewere,orwouldhepassimmediatelytohisofficeintherear?Sheseemedtowondertoo,andalmostheldherbreathashenearedthedoor,paused,andstoodintheopendoorway,withhisearturnedtowardsus。 Asformyself,Iremainedperfectlystill,gazingathisfaceinmingledsurpriseandapprehension。Forbesidesitsbeauty,whichwasofamarkedorder,asIhavealreadyobserved,ithadatouchingexpressionwhichirresistiblyarousedbothpityandinterestinthespectator。Thismayhavebeentheresultofhisaffliction,oritmayhavesprungfromsomedeepercause;but,whateveritssource,thislookinhisfaceproducedastrongimpressionuponmeandinterestedmeatonceinhispersonality。 Wouldheenter;orwouldhepasson?Herlookofsilentappealshowedmeinwhichdirectionherwisheslay,butwhileIansweredherglancebycompletesilence,IwasconsciousinsomeindistinctwaythatthebusinessIhadundertakenwouldbebetterfurtheredbyhisentrance。 Theblindhaveoftenbeensaidtopossessasixthsenseinplaceoftheonetheyhavelost。ThoughIamsurewemadenonoise,I soonperceivedthathewasawareofourpresence。Steppinghastilyforwardhesaid,inthehighandvibratingtoneofrestrainedpassion: “Zulma,areyouthere?“ ForamomentIthoughtshedidnotmeantoanswer,butknowingdoubtlessfromexperiencetheimpossibilityofdeceivinghim,sheansweredwithacheerfulassent,droppingherhandasshedidsofrombeforemylips。 Heheardtheslightrustlewhichaccompaniedthemovement,andalookIfoundithardtocomprehendflashedoverhisfeatures,alteringhisexpressionsocompletelythatheseemedanotherman。 “Youhavesomeonewithyou,“hedeclared,advancinganotherstep,butwithnoneoftheuncertaintywhichusuallyaccompaniesthemovementsoftheblind。“Somedearfriend,“hewenton,withanalmostsarcasticemphasisandaforcedsmilethathadlittleofgaietyinit。 Theagitatedanddistressedblushwhichansweredhimcouldhavebutoneinterpretation。Hesuspectedthatherhandhadbeenclaspedinmine,andsheperceivedhisthoughtandknewthatI perceiveditalso。 Drawingherselfup,shemovedtowardshim,sayinginasweetwomanlytone: “Itisnofriend,Constant,notevenanacquaintance。ThepersonwhomInowpresenttoyouisarepresentativefromsomedetectiveagency。Heishereuponatrivialerrandwhichwillsoonbefinished,whenIwilljoinyouintheoffice。” Iknewshewasbuttakingachoicebetweentwoevils,thatshewouldhavesavedherhusbandtheknowledgeofmycallingaswellasofmypresenceinthehouse,ifherself-respectwouldhaveallowedit;butneithershenorIanticipatedtheeffectwhichthisintroductionofmyselfinmybusinesscapacitywouldproduceuponhim。 “Adetective,“herepeated,staringwithhissightlesseyes,asif,inhiseagernesstosee,hehalfhopedhislostsensewouldreturn。“Hecanhavenotrivialerrandhere;hehasbeensentbyGodHimselfto” “Letmespeakforyou,“hastilyinterposedhiswife,springingtohissideandclaspinghisarmwithafervourthatwasequallyexpressiveofappealandcommand。Thenturningtome,sheexplained:“SinceMr。Hasbrouck”sunaccountabledeath,myhusbandhasbeenlabouringunderanhallucinationwhichIhaveonlytomention,foryoutorecognizeitsperfectabsurdity。Hethinks—— oh!donotlooklikethat,Constant;youknowitisanhallucinationwhichmustvanishthemomentwedragitintobroaddaylight——thathe——he,thebestmaninalltheworld,washimselftheassailantofMr。Hasbrouck。” “GoodGod!“ “Isaynothingoftheimpossibilityofthisbeingso,“shewentoninafeverofexpostulation。“Heisblind,andcouldnothavedeliveredsuchashotevenifhehaddesiredto;besides,hehadnoweapon。Buttheinconsistencyofthethingspeaksforitself,andshouldassurehimthathismindisunbalancedandthatheismerelysufferingfromashockthatwasgreaterthanwerealized。 Heisaphysicianandhashadmanysuchinstancesinhisownpractice。Why,hewasverymuchattachedtoMr。Hasbrouck!Theywerethebestoffriends,andthoughheinsiststhathekilledhim,hecannotgiveanyreasonforthedeed。” Atthesewordsthedoctor”sfacegrewstern,andhespokelikeanautomatonrepeatingsomefearfullesson: “Ikilledhim。Iwenttohisroomanddeliberatelyshothim。I hadnothingagainsthim,andmyremorseisextreme。Arrestmeandletmepaythepenaltyofmycrime。ItistheonlywayinwhichI canobtainpeace。” Shockedbeyondallpowerofself-controlbythisrepetitionofwhatsheevidentlyconsideredtheunhappyravingsofamadman,sheletgohisarmandturneduponmeinfrenzy。 “Convincehim!“shecried。“Convincehimbyyourquestionsthathenevercouldhavedonethisfearfulthing。” Iwaslabouringundergreatexcitementmyself,forasaprivateagentwithnoofficialauthoritysuchasheevidentlyattributedtomeintheblindnessofhispassion,Ifelttheincongruityofmypositioninthefaceofamatterofsuchtragicconsequence。 Besides,Iagreedwithherthathewasinadistemperedstateofmind,andIhardlyknewhowtodealwithonesofixedinhishallucinationandwithsomuchintelligencetosupportit。Buttheemergencywasgreat,forhewasholdingouthiswristsintheevidentexpectationofmytakinghimintoinstantcustody;andthesightwaskillinghiswife,whohadsunkonthefloorbetweenus,interrorandanguish。 “YousayyoukilledMr。Hasbrouck,“Ibegan。“Wheredidyougetyourpistol,andwhatdidyoudowithitafteryoulefthishouse?“ “Myhusbandhadnopistol;neverhadanypistol,“putinMrs。 Zabriskie,withvehementassertion。“IfIhadseenhimwithsuchaweapon” “Ithrewitaway。WhenIleftthehouse,Icastitasfarfrommeaspossible,forIwasfrightenedatwhatIhaddone,horriblyfrightened。” “Nopistolwaseverfound,“Iansweredwithasmile,forgettingforthemomentthathecouldnotsee。“Ifsuchaninstrumenthadbeenfoundinthestreetafteramurderofsuchconsequence,itcertainlywouldhavebeenbroughttothepolice。” “Youforgetthatagoodpistolisvaluableproperty,“hewentonstolidly。“Someonecamealongbeforethegeneralalarmwasgiven; andseeingsuchatreasurelyingonthesidewalk,pickeditupandcarrieditoff。Notbeinganhonestman,hepreferredtokeepittodrawingtheattentionofthepoliceuponhimself。” “Hum,perhaps,“saidI;“butwheredidyougetit。Surelyyoucantellwhereyouprocuredsuchaweapon,if,asyourwifeintimates,youdidnotownone。” “Iboughtitthatselfsamenightofafriend;afriendwhomI willnotname,sinceheresidesnolongerinthiscountry。I” Hepaused;intensepassionwasinhisface;heturnedtowardshiswife,andalowcryescapedhim,whichmadeherlookupinfear。 “Idonotwishtogointoanyparticulars,“saidhe。“GodforsookmeandIcommittedahorriblecrime。WhenIampunished,perhapspeacewillreturntomeandhappinesstoher。Iwouldnotwishhertosuffertoolongortoobitterlyformysin。”