“Constant!“Whatlovewasinthecry!Itseemedtomovehimandturnhisthoughtsforamomentintoadifferentchannel。
“Poorchild!“hemurmured,stretchingouthishandsbyanirresistibleimpulsetowardsher。Butthechangewasbutmomentary,andhewassoonagainthestemanddeterminedself-
accuser。“Areyougoingtotakemebeforeamagistrate?“heasked。“Ifso,Ihaveafewdutiestoperformwhichyouarewelcometowitness。”
Thiswastoomuch;Ifeltthatthetimehadcomeformetodisabusehismindoftheimpressionhehadunwittinglyformedofme。IthereforesaidasconsideratelyasIcould:
“Youmistakemyposition,Dr。Zabriskie。Thoughadetectiveofsomeexperience,Ihavenoconnectionwiththepoliceandnorighttointrudemyselfinamatterofsuchtragicimportance。
If,however,youareasanxiousasyousaytosubjectyourselftopoliceexamination,Iwillmentionthesametotheproperauthorities,andleavethemtotakesuchactionastheythinkbest。”
“Thatwillbestillmoresatisfactorytome,“saidhe;“forthoughIhavemanytimescontemplatedgivingmyselfup,IhavestillmuchtodobeforeIcanleavemyhomeandpracticewithoutinjurytoothers。Good-day;whenyouwantmeyouwillfindmehere。”
Hewasgone,andthepooryoungwifewasleftcrouchingontheflooralone。Pityinghershameandterror,Iventuredtoremarkthatitwasnotanuncommonthingforamantoconfesstoacrimehehadnevercommitted,andassuredherthatthematterwouldbeinquiredintoverycarefullybeforeanyattemptwasmadeuponhisliberty。
Shethankedme,andslowlyrising,triedtoregainherequanimity;butthemanneraswellasthematterofherhusband”sself-condemnationwastoooverwhelminginitsnatureforhertorecoverreadilyfromheremotions。
“Ihavelongdreadedthis,“sheacknowledged。“FormonthsIhaveforeseenthathewouldmakesomerashcommunicationorinsaneavowal。IfIhaddared,Iwouldhaveconsultedsomephysicianaboutthishallucinationofhis;buthewassosaneonotherpointsthatIhesitatedtogivemydreadfulsecrettotheworld。
Ikepthopingthattimeandhisdailypursuitswouldhavetheireffectandrestorehimtohimself。Buthisillusiongrows,andnowIfearthatnothingwilleverconvincehimthathedidnotcommitthedeedofwhichheaccuseshimself。IfhewerenotblindIwouldhavemorehope,buttheblindhavesomuchtimeforbrooding。”
“Ithinkhehadbetterbeindulgedinhisfanciesforthepresent,“Iventured。“Ifheislabouringunderanillusionitmightbedangeroustocrosshim。”
“If?“sheechoedinanindescribabletoneofamazementanddread。
“Canyouforamomentharbourtheideathathehasspokenthetruth?“
“Madam,“Ireturned,withsomethingofthecynicismofmycalling,“whatcausedyoutogivesuchanunearthlyscreamjustbeforethismurderwasmadeknowntotheneighbourhood?“
Shestared,paled,andfinallybegantotremble,not,asInowbelieve,attheinsinuationlatentinmywords,butatthedoubtswhichmyquestionarousedinherownbreast。
“DidI?“sheasked;thenwithaburstofcandourwhichseemedinseparablefromhernature,shecontinued:“WhydoItrytomisleadyouordeceivemyself?Ididgiveashriekjustbeforethealarmwasraisednextdoor;butitwasnotfromanyknowledgeIhadofacrimehavingbeencommitted,butbecauseI
unexpectedlysawbeforememyhusbandwhomIsupposedtobeonhiswaytoPoughkeepsie。Hewaslookingverypaleandstrange,andforamomentIthoughtIstoodfacetofacewithhisghost。
Buthesoonexplainedhisappearancebysayingthathehadfallenfromthetrainandhadonlybeensavedbyamiraclefrombeingdismembered;andIwasjustbemoaninghismishapandtryingtocalmhimandmyself,whenthatterribleshoutwasheardnextdoorof”Murder!murder!”Comingsosoonaftertheshockhehadhimselfexperienced,itquiteunnervedhim,andIthinkwecandatehismentaldisturbancefromthatmoment。Forhebeganimmediatelytotakeamorbidinterestintheaffairnextdoor,thoughitwasweeks,ifnotmonths,beforeheletawordfallofthenatureofthoseyouhavejustheard。IndeeditwasnottillI
repeatedtohimsomeoftheexpressionshewascontinuallylettingfallinhissleep,thathecommencedtoaccusehimselfofcrimeandtalkofretribution。”
“YousaythatyourhusbandfrightenedyouonthatnightbyappearingsuddenlyatthedoorwhenyouthoughthimonhiswaytoPoughkeepsie。IsDr。Zabriskieinthehabitofthusgoingandcomingaloneatanhoursolateasthismusthavebeen?“
“Youforgetthattotheblind,nightislessfullofperilsthantheday。Oftenandoftenhasmyhusbandfoundhiswaytohispatients”housesaloneaftermidnight;butonthisespecialeveninghehadLeonardwithhim。Leonardwashischauffeur,andalwaysaccompaniedhimwhenhewentanydistance。”
“Well,then,“saidI,“allwehavetodoistosummonLeonardandhearwhathehastosayconcerningthisaffair。Hewillsurelyknowwhetherornothismasterwentintothehousenextdoor。”
“Leonardhasleftus,“shesaid。“Dr。Zabriskiehasanotherchauffeurnow。Besides(Ihavenothingtoconcealfromyou),Leonardwasnotwithhimwhenhereturnedtothehousethateveningorthedoctorwouldnothavebeenwithouthisportmanteautillthenextday。Something——Ihaveneverknownwhat——causedthemtoseparate,andthatiswhyIhavenoanswertogivethedoctorwhenheaccuseshimselfofcommittingadeedthatnightsowhollyoutofkeepingwitheveryotheractofhislife。”
“AndhaveyouneveraskedLeonardwhytheyseparatedandwhyheallowedhismastertocomehomealoneaftertheshockhehadreceivedatthestation?“
“Ididnotknowtherewasanyreasonformydoingsotilllongafterhehadleftus。”
“Andwhendidheleave?“
“ThatIdonotremember。Afewweeksorpossiblyafewdaysafterthatdreadfulnight。”
“Andwhereishenow?“
“Ah,thatIhavenottheleastmeansofknowing。But,“sheobjected,insuddendistrust,“whatdoyouwantofLeonard?IfhedidnotfollowDr。Zabriskietohisowndoor,hecouldtellusnothingthatwouldconvincemyhusbandthatheislabouringunderanillusion。”
“ButhemighttellussomethingwhichwouldconvinceusthatDr。
Zabriskiewasnothimselfaftertheaccident;thathe”
“Hush!“camefromherlipsinimperioustones。“IwillnotbelievethatheshotMr。Hasbrouckevenifyouprovehimtohavebeeninsaneatthetime。Howcouldhe?Myhusbandisblind。Itwouldtakeamanofverykeensighttoforcehimselfintoahouseclosedforthenight,andkillamaninthedarkatoneshot。”
“Onthecontrary,itisonlyablindmanwhocoulddothis,“
criedavoicefromthedoorway。“Thosewhotrusttoeyesightmustbeabletocatchaglimpseofthemarktheyaimat,andthisroom,asIhavebeentold,waswithoutaglimmeroflight。Buttheblindtrusttosound,andasMr。Hasbrouckspoke”
“Oh!“burstfromthehorrifiedwife,“istherenoonetostophimwhenhespeakslikethat?“
III
Asyouwillsee,thismatter,sorecklesslyenteredinto,hadprovedtobeoftooseriousanatureformetopursueitfartherwithoutthecognizanceofthepolice。HavingafriendontheforceinwhosediscretionIcouldrely,Itookhimintomyconfidenceandaskedforhisadvice。Hepooh-poohedthedoctor”sstatements,butsaidthathewouldbringthemattertotheattentionofthesuperintendentandletmeknowtheresult。I
agreedtothis,andwepartedwiththemutualunderstandingthatmumwasthewordtillsomeofficialdecisionhadbeenarrivedat。
Ihadnotlongtowait。Atanearlydayhecameinwiththeinformationthattherehadbeen,asmightbeexpected,adivisionofopinionamonghissuperiorsastotheimportanceofDr。
Zabriskie”sso-calledconfession,butinonepointtheyhadbeenunanimousandthatwasthedesirabilityofhisappearingbeforethematHeadquartersforapersonalexamination。As,however,inthemindoftwooutofthreeofthemhisconditionwasattributedentirelytoacutemania,ithadbeenthoughtbesttoemployastheiremissaryoneinwhomhehadalreadyconfidedandsubmittedhiscaseto,——inotherwords,myself。Thetimewassetforthenextafternoonatthecloseofhisusualofficehours。
Hewentwithoutreluctance,hiswifeaccompanyinghim。IntheshorttimewhichelapsedbetweentheirleavinghomeandenteringHeadquarters,Iembracedtheopportunityofobservingthem,andI
foundthestudyequallyexcitingandinteresting。Hisfacewascalmbuthopeless,andhiseye,darkandunfathomable,butneitherfrenziednoruncertain。Hespokebutonceandlistenedtonothing,thoughnowandthenhiswifemovedasiftoattracthisattention,andonceevenstoleherhandtowardshis,inthetenderhopethathewouldfeelitsapproachandaccepthersympathy。Buthewasdeafaswellasblind;andsatwrappedupinthoughtswhichshe,Iknow,wouldhavegivenworldstopenetrate。
Hercountenancewasnotwithoutitsmysteryalso。Sheshowedineverylineamentpassionateconcernandmisery,andadeeptendernessfromwhichtheelementoffearwasnotabsent。Butshe,aswellashe,betrayedthatsomemisunderstandingdeeperthananyIhadpreviouslysuspecteddrewitsintangibleveilbetweenthemandmadethenearproximityinwhichtheysatatonceaheart-piercingdelightandanunspeakablepain。Whatwasthemisunderstanding;andwhatwasthecharacterofthefearthatmodifiedhereverylookofloveinhisdirection?Herperfectindifferencetomypresenceprovedthatitwasnotconnectedwiththepositioninwhichhehadplacedhimselftowardsthepolicebyhisvoluntaryconfessionofcrime,norcouldIthusinterprettheexpression,offranticquestionwhichnowandthencontractedherfeatures,assheraisedhereyestowardshissightlessorbs,andstrovetoreadinhisfirmsetlipsthemeaningofthoseassertionsshecouldonlyascribetolossofreason。
Thestoppingofthecarriageseemedtoawakenbothfromthoughtsthatseparatedratherthanunitedthem。Heturnedhisfaceinherdirection,andshestretchingforthherhand,preparedtoleadhimfromthecarriage,withoutanyofthatdisplayoftimiditywhichhadpreviouslybeenevidentinhermanner。
Ashisguidesheseemedtofearnothing;ashislover,everything。
“Thereisanotherandadeepertragedyunderlyingtheoutwardandobviousone,“wasmyinwardconclusion,asIfollowedthemintothepresenceofthegentlemenawaitingthem。
Dr。Zabriskie”squietappearancewasinitselfashocktothosewhohadanticipatedthefeverishunrestofamadman;sowashisspeech,whichwascalm,straightforward,andquietlydetermined。
“IshotMr。Hasbrouck,“washissteadyaffirmation,givenwithoutanyshowoffrenzyordesperation。“IfyouaskmewhyIdidit,I
cannotanswer;ifyouaskmehow,IamreadytostateallthatI
knowconcerningthematter。”
“But,Dr。Zabriskie,“interposedoneoftheinspectors,“thewhyisthemostimportantthingforustoconsiderjustnow。Ifyoureallydesiretoconvinceusthatyoucommittedthisdreadfulcrimeofkillingatotallyinoffensiveman,youshouldgiveussomereasonforanactsoopposedtoallyourinstinctsandgeneralconduct。”
Butthedoctorcontinuedunmoved:
“IhadnoreasonformurderingMr。Hasbrouck。Ahundredquestionscanelicitnootherreply;youhadbetterkeeptothehow。”
Adeep-drawnbreathfromthewifeansweredthelooksofthethreegentlementowhomthissuggestionwasoffered。“Yousee,“thatbreathseemedtoprotest,“thatheisnotinhisrightmind。”
Ibegantowaverinmyownopinion,andyettheintuitionwhichhasservedmeincasesseeminglyasimpenetrableasthisbademebewareoffollowingthegeneraljudgment。
“Askhimtoinformyouhowhegotintothehouse,“IwhisperedtoInspectorD——,whosatnearestme。
ImmediatelytheinspectorputthequestionwhichIhadsuggested:
“BywhatmeansdidyouenterMr。Hasbrouck”shouseatsolateanhourasthismurderoccurred?“
Theblinddoctor”sheadfellforwardonhisbreast,andhehesitatedforthefirstandonlytime。
“Youwillnotbelieveme,“saidhe;“butthedoorwasajarwhenI
cametoit。Suchthingsmakecrimeeasy;itistheonlyexcuseI
havetoofferforthisdreadfuldeed。”
Thefrontdoorofarespectablecitizen”shouseajarathalf-
pastelevenatnight!Itwasastatementthatfixedinallmindstheconvictionofthespeaker”sirresponsibility。Mrs。
Zabriskie”sbrowcleared,andherbeautybecameforamomentdazzlingassheheldoutherhandsinirrepressiblerelieftowardsthosewhowereinterrogatingherhusband。Ialonekeptmyimpassibility。Apossibleexplanationofthiscrimehadflashedlikelightningacrossmymind;anexplanationfromwhichI
inwardlyrecoiled,evenwhileIfeltforcedtoconsiderit。
“Dr。Zabriskie,“remarkedtheinspectorformerlymentionedasfriendlytohim,“sucholdservantsasthosekeptbyMr。
Hasbrouckdonotleavethefrontdoorajarattwelveo”clockatnight。”
“Yetajaritwas,“repeatedtheblinddoctor,withquietemphasis;“andfindingitso,Iwentin。WhenIcameoutagain,I
closedit。DoyouwishmetosweartowhatIsay?Ifso,Iamready。”
Whatreplycouldtheygive?Toseethissplendid-lookingman,hallowedbyanafflictionsogreatthatinitselfitcalledforththecompassionofthemostindifferent,accusinghimselfofacold-bloodedcrime,intoneswhichsoundeddispassionatebecauseofthewillforcingtheirutterance,wastoopainfulinitselfforanyonetoindulgeinunnecessarywords。Compassiontooktheplaceofcuriosity,andeachandallofusturnedinvoluntarylooksofpityupontheyoungwifepressingsoeagerlytohisside。
“Forablindman,“venturedone,“theassaultwasbothdeftandcertain。AreyouaccustomedtoMr。Hasbrouck”shouse,thatyoufoundyourwaywithsolittledifficultytohisbedroom?“
“Iamaccustomed”hebegan。
Butherehiswifebrokeinwithirrepressiblepassion:
“Heisnotaccustomedtothathouse。Hehasneverbeenbeyondthefirstfloor。Why,whydoyouquestionhim?Doyounotsee”
Hishandwasonherlips。
“Hush!“hecommanded。“Youknowmyskillinmovingaboutahouse;
howIsometimesdeceivethosewhodonotknowmeintobelievingthatIcansee,bythereadinesswithwhichIavoidobstaclesandfindmywayeveninstrangeanduntriedscenes。DonottrytomakethemthinkIamnotinmyrightmind,oryouwilldrivemeintotheveryconditionyouattributetome。”
Hisface,rigid,cold,andset,lookedlikethatofamask。Hers,drawnwithhorrorandfilledwithquestionthatwasfasttakingtheformofdoubt,bespokeanawfultragedyfromwhichmorethanoneofusrecoiled。
“Canyoushootamandeadwithoutseeinghim?“askedtheSuperintendent,withpainfuleffort。
“GivemeapistolandIwillshowyou,“wasthequickreply。
Alowcrycamefromthewife。Inadrawerneartoeveryoneofustherelayapistol,butnoonemovedtotakeitout。Therewasalookinthedoctor”seyewhichmadeusfeartotrusthimwithapistoljustthen。
“Wewillacceptyourassurancethatyoupossessaskillbeyondthatofmostmen,“returnedtheSuperintendent。Andbeckoningmeforward,hewhispered:“Thisisacaseforthedoctorsandnotforthepolice。Removehimquietly,andnotifyDr。SouthyardofwhatIsay。”
ButDr。Zabriskie,whoseemedtohaveanalmostsupernaturalacutenessofhearing,gaveaviolentstartatthis,andspokeupforthefirsttimewithrealpassioninhisvoice:
“No,no,Iprayyou。Icanbearanythingbutthat。Remember,gentlemen,thatIamblind;thatIcannotseewhoisaboutme;
thatmylifewouldbeatortureifIfeltmyselfsurroundedbyspieswatchingtocatchsomeevidenceofmadnessinme。Ratherconvictionatonce,death,dishonour,andobloquy。TheseIhaveincurred。TheseIhavebroughtuponmyselfbycrime,butnotthisworsefate——oh!notthisworsefate。”
Hispassionwassointenseandyetsoconfinedwithintheboundsofdecorum,thatwefeltstrangelyimpressedbyit。Onlythewifestoodtransfixed,withthedreadgrowinginherheart,tillherwhite,waxenvisageseemedevenmoreterribletocontemplatethanhispassion-distortedone。
“Itisnotstrangethatmywifethinksmedemented,“thedoctorcontinued,asifafraidofthesilencethatansweredhim。“Butitisyourbusinesstodiscriminate,andyoushouldknowasanemanwhenyouseehim。”
InspectorD——nolongerhesitated。
“Verywell,“saidhe,“givemetheleastproofthatyourassertionsaretrue,andwewilllayyourcasebeforetheprosecutingattorney。”
“Proof?Isnotaman”sword”
“Noman”sconfessionisworthmuchwithoutsomeevidencetosupportit。Inyourcasethereisnone。Youcannotevenproducethepistolwithwhichyouassertyourselftohavecommittedthedeed。”
“True,true。IwasfrightenedbywhatIhaddone,andtheinstinctofself-preservationledmetoridmyselfoftheweaponinanywayIcould。Butsomeonefoundthispistol;someonepickeditupfromthesidewalkofLafayettePlaceonthatfatalnight。
Advertiseforit。Offerareward。Iwillgiveyouthemoney。”
Suddenlyheappearedtorealizehowallthissounded。“Alas!“
criedhe,“Iknowthestoryseemsimprobable;butitisnottheprobablethingsthathappeninthislife,as,youshouldknow,whoeverydaydigdeepintotheheartofhumanaffairs。”
Werethesetheravingsofinsanity?Ibegantounderstandthewife”sterror。
“Iboughtthepistol,“hewenton,“of——alas!Icannottellyouhisname。Everythingisagainstme。Icannotadduceoneproof;
yetevensheisbeginningtofearthatmystoryistrue。Iknowitbyhersilence,asilencethatyawnsbetweenuslikeadeepandunfathomablegulf。”
Butatthesewordshervoicerangoutwithpassionatevehemence。
“No,no,itisfalse!Iwillneverbelievethatyourhandshavebeenplungedinblood。Youaremyownpure-heartedConstant,cold,perhaps,andstern,butwithnoguiltuponyourconsciencesaveinyourownwildimagination。”
“Zulma,youarenofriendtome,“hedeclared,pushinghergentlyaside。“Believemeinnocent,butsaynothingtoleadtheseotherstodoubtmyword。”
Andshesaidnomore,butherlooksspokevolumes。
Theresultwasthathewasnotdetained,thoughheprayedforinstantcommitment。Heseemedtodreadhisownhome,andthesurveillancetowhichheinstinctivelyknewhewouldhenceforthbesubjected。Toseehimshrinkfromhiswife”shandasshestrovetoleadhimfromtheroomwassufficientlypainful;butthefeelingthusarousedwasnothingtothatwithwhichweobservedthekeenandagonizedexpectancyofhislookasheturnedandlistenedforthestepsoftheofficerwhofollowedhim。
“FromthistimeonIshallneverknowwhetherornotIamalone,“
washisfinalobservationasheleftthebuilding。
Hereiswherethematterrestsandhere,MissStrange,iswhereyoucomein。Thepolicewereforsendinganexpertalienistintothehouse;butagreeingwithme,and,infact,withthedoctorhimself,thatifhewerenotalreadyoutofhismind,thiswouldcertainlymakethemso,they,atmyearnestintercession,haveleftthenextmovetome。
Thatmoveasyoumustbythistimeunderstandinvolvesyou。YouhaveadvantagesformakingMrs。Zabriskie”sacquaintanceofwhichIbegyoutoavailyourself。Asfriendorpatient,youmustwinyourwayintothathome?Youmustsoundtoitsdepthsoneorbothofthesetwowretchedhearts。Notsomuchnowforanypossiblerewardwhichmayfollowtheelucidationofthismysterywhichhascomesonearbeingshelved,butforpity”ssakeandthepossiblesettlementofaquestionwhichisfastdrivingalovelymemberofyoursexdistracted。
MayIrelyonyou?Ifso——
Variousinstructionsfollowed,overwhichVioletmusedwithadeprecatoryshakingofherheadtillthelittleclockstrucktwo。
Whyshouldshe,alreadyinastateofsecretdespondency,intrudeherselfintoanaffairatoncesopainfulandsohopeless?
IV
Butbymorninghermoodchanged。Thepathosofthesituationhadseizeduponherinherdreams,andbeforethedaywasover,shewastobeseen,asaprospectivepatient,inDr。Zabriskie”soffice。Shehadaslightcomplaintasherexcuse,andshemadethemostofit。Thatis,atfirst,butasthepersonalityofthisextraordinarymanbegantomakeitsusualimpression,shefoundherselfforgettingherownconditionintheintensityofinterestshefeltinhis。Indeed,shehadtopullherselftogethermorethanoncelestheshouldsuspectthedoublenatureofhererrand,andsheactuallycaughtherselfattimesrejoicinginhisafflictionsinceitleftherwithonlyhervoicetothinkof,inherhatedbutnecessarytaskofdeception。
Thatshesucceededinthiseffort,evenwithoneofhisniceear,wasevidentfromtheinterestedwayinwhichhedilateduponhermalady,andtheminuteinstructionshewascarefultogiveher——
thephysicianbeingalwaysuppermostinhisstrangedualnature,whenhewasinhisofficeoratthebedsideofthesick;——andhadshenotbeenadeepreaderofthehumansoulshewouldhavelefthispresenceinsimplewonderathisskillandentireabsorptioninanexactingprofession。
Butasitwas,shecarriedwithheranimageofsubduedsuffering,whichdroveher,fromthatmomenton,toaskherselfwhatshecoulddotoaidhiminhisfightagainsthisownillusion;fortoassociatesuchamanwithasenselessandcruelmurderwaspreposterous。
Whatthiswish,helpedbynocommondetermination,ledherinto,itwasnotinhermindtoconceive。Shewasmakingheronegreatmistake,butasyetshewasinhappyignoranceofit,andpursuedthecourselaidoutforherwithoutadoubtoftheultimateresult。
Havingseenandmadeuphermindaboutthehusband,shenextsoughttoseeandgaugethewife。Thatshesucceededindoingthisbymeansofoneofherslylittletricksisnottothepoint;butwhatfollowedinnaturalconsequenceisverymuchso。
Amutualinterestsprangupbetweenthemwhichledveryspeedilytoactualfriendship。Mrs。Zabriskie”shungryheartopenedtothesympatheticlittlebeingwhoclungtoherinsuchevidentadmiration;whileViolet,broughtfacetofacewitharealwoman,succumbedtofeelingswhichmadeitnoimpositiononherparttospendmuchofherleisureinZulmaZabriskie”scompany。
Theresultwerethefollowingnaivereportswhichdriftedintoheremployer”sofficefromdaytoday,asthisintimacydeepened。
Thedoctorissettlingintoadeepmelancholy,fromwhichhetriestoriseattimes,butwithonlyindifferentsuccess。
Yesterdayherodearoundtoallhispatientsforthepurposeofwithdrawinghisservicesonthepleaofillness。Buthestillkeepshisofficeopen,andtodayIhadtheopportunityofwitnessinghisreceptionandtreatmentofthemanysuffererswhocametohimforaid。Ithinkhewasconsciousofmypresence,thoughanattempthadbeenmadetoconcealit。Forthelisteninglookneverlefthisfacefromthemomentheenteredtheroom,andonceheroseandpassedquicklyfromwalltowall,gropingwithout-stretchedhandsintoeverynookandcorner,andbarelyescapingcontactwiththecurtainbehindwhichIwashidden。Butifhesuspectedmypresence,heshowednodispleasureatit,wishingperhapsforawitnesstohisskillinthetreatmentofdisease。
AndtrulyIneverbeheldafinermanifestationofpracticalinsightincasesofamoreorlessbafflingnature。Heiscertainlyamostwonderfulphysician,andIfeelboundtorecordthathismindisasclearforbusinessasifnoshadowhadfallenuponit。
Dr。Zabriskieloveshiswife,butinawaytorturingtohimselfandtoher。Ifsheisgonefromthehouseheiswretched,andyetwhenshereturnsheoftenforbearstospeaktoher,orifhedoesspeakitiswithaconstraintthathurtshermorethanhissilence。Iwaspresentwhenshecameintoday。Herstep,whichhadbeeneageronthestairway,flaggedassheapproachedtheroom,andhenaturallynotedthechangeandgavehisowninterpretationtoit。Hisface,whichhadbeenverypale,flushedsuddenly,andanervoustremblingseizedhimwhichhesoughtinvaintohide。Butbythetimehertallandbeautifulfigurestoodinthedoorway,hewashisusualselfagaininallbuttheexpressionofhiseyes,whichstaredstraightbeforehiminanagonyoflongingonlytobeobservedinthosewhohaveonceseen。
“Wherehaveyoubeen,Zulma?“heasked,ascontrarytohiswont,hemovedtomeether。
“Tomymother”s,toArnold&Constable”s,andtothehospital,asyourequested,“washerquickanswer,madewithoutfalteringorembarrassment。
Hesteppedstillnearerandtookherhand,andashedidsomyeyefellonhisandInotedthathisfingerlayoverherpulseinseemingunconsciousness。
“Nowhereelse?“hequeried。
Shesmiledthesaddestkindofsmileandshookherhead;then,rememberingthathecouldnotseethismovement,shecriedinawistfultone:
“Nowhereelse,Constant;Iwastooanxioustogetback。”
Iexpectedhimtodropherhandatthis,buthedidnot;andhisfingerstillrestedonherpulse。
“Andwhomdidyouseewhileyouweregone?“hecontinued。
Shetoldhim,namingoverseveralnames。
“Youmusthaveenjoyedyourself,“washiscoldcomment,asheletgoherhandandturnedaway。Buthismannershowedrelief,andI
couldnotbutsympathizewiththepitiablesituationofamanwhofoundhimselfforcedintomeanslikethisforprobingtheheartofhisyoungwife。
YetwhenIturnedtowardsher,Irealizedthatherpositionwasbutlittlehappierthanhis。Tearsarenostrangerstohereyes,butthosewhichwelledupatthismomentseemedtopossessabitternessthatpromisedbutlittlepeaceforherfuture。Yetshequicklydriedthemandbusiedherselfwithministrationsforhiscomfort。
IfIamanyjudgeofwoman,ZulmaZabriskieissuperiortomostofhersex。Thatherhusbandmistrustsherisevident,butwhetherthisistheresultofthestandshehastakeninhisregard,oronlyamanifestationofdementia,Ihaveasyetbeenunabletodetermine。Idreadtoleavethemalonetogether,andyetwhenIpresumetosuggestthatsheshouldbeonherguardinherinterviewswithhim,shesmilesveryplacidlyandtellsmethatnothingwouldgivehergreaterjoythantoseehimlifthishandagainsther,forthatwouldarguethatheisnotaccountableforhisdeedsorassertions。
Yetitwouldbeagrieftoseeherinjuredbythispassionateandunhappyman。
YouhavesaidthatyouwantedallthedetailsIcouldgive;soI
feelboundtosaythatDr。Zabriskietriestobeconsiderateofhiswife,thoughheoftenfailsintheattempt。Whensheoffersherselfashisguide,orassistshimwithhismailorperformsanyofthemanyactsofkindnessbywhichshecontinuallymanifestshersenseofhisaffliction,hethanksherwithcourtesyandoftenwithkindness,yetIknowshewouldwillinglyexchangeallhissetphrasesforonefondembraceorimpulsivesmileofaffection。Itwouldbetoomuchtosaythatheisnotinthefullpossessionofhisfaculties,andyetuponwhatotherhypothesiscanweaccountfortheinconsistenciesofhisconduct?
Ihavebeforemetwovisionsofmentalsuffering。AtnoonI
passedtheofficedoor,andlookingwithin,sawthefigureofDr。
Zabriskieseatedinhisgreatchair,lostinthoughtordeepinthosememorieswhichmakeanabyssinone”sconsciousness。Hishands,whichwereclenched,resteduponthearmsofhischair,andinoneofthemIdetectedawoman”sglove,whichIhadnodifficultyinrecognizingasoneofthepairwornbyhiswifethismorning。Hehelditasatigermightholdhispreyoramiserhisgold,buthissetfeaturesandsightlesseyesbetrayedthataconflictofemotionswasbeingwagedwithinhim,amongwhichtendernesshadbutlittleshare。Thoughaliveasheusuallyistoeverysound,hewastooabsorbedatthismomenttonoticemypresence,thoughIhadtakennopainstoapproachquietly。I
thereforestoodforafullminutewatchinghim,tillanirresistiblesenseoftheshameatthusspyinguponablindmaninhismomentsofsecretanguishcompelledmetowithdraw。ButnotbeforeIsawhisfeaturesrelaxinastormofpassionatefeeling,asherainedkissesafterkissesonthesenselesskidhehadsolongheldinhismotionlessgrasp。Yetwhenanhourlaterheenteredthedining-roomonhiswife”sarm,therewasnothinginhismannertoshowthathehadinanywaychangedinhisattitudetowardsher。
Theotherpicturewasmoretragicstill。IwasseekingMrs。
Zabriskieinherownroom,whenIcaughtafleetingvisionofhertallform,withherarmsthrownupoverherheadinaparoxysmoffeelingwhichmadeherasoblivioustomypresenceasherhusbandhadbeenseveralhoursbefore。Werethewordsthatescapedherlips“ThankGodwehavenochildren!“orwasthisexclamationsuggestedtomebythepassionandunrestrainedimpulseofheraction?
Somuchuptodate。Interestingenough,orsoheremployerseemedtothink,ashewenthurriedlythroughthewholestory,onespecialafternooninhisoffice,tappingeachsheetashelaiditasidewithhissagaciousforefinger,asthoughhewouldsay,“Enough!Mytheorystillholdsgood;nothingcontradictoryhere;
onthecontrarycompleteandundisputableconfirmationoftheoneandonlyexplanationofthisastoundingcrime。”
Whatwasthattheory;andinwhatwayandthroughwhoseeffortshadhebeenenabledtoformone?Thefollowingnotesmayenlightenus。Thoughwritteninhisownhand,andundoubtedlyamemorandumofhisownactivities,heevidentlythinksitworthwhiletoreperusetheminconnectionwiththosehehadjustlaidaside。
Wecandonobetterthanreadthemalso。
Weomitdates。
WatchedtheZabriskiemansionforfivehoursthismorning,fromthesecondstorywindowofanadjoininghotel。Sawthedoctorwhenhedroveawayonhisroundofvisits,andsawhimwhenhereturned。Acolouredmanaccompaniedhim。
TodayIfollowedMrs。Zabriskie。ShewentfirsttoahouseinWashingtonPlacewhereIamtoldhermotherlives。Hereshestayedsometime,afterwhichshedrovedowntoCanalStreet,whereshedidsomeshopping,andlaterstoppedatthehospital,intowhichItookthelibertyoffollowingher。Sheseemedtoknowmanythere,andpassedfromcottocotwithasmileinwhichIalonediscernedthesadnessofabrokenheart。Whensheleft,I
leftalso,withouthavinglearnedanythingbeyondthefactthatMrs。Zabriskieisonewhodoesherdutyinsorrowasinjoy。A
rare,andtrustworthywomanIshouldsay,andyetherhusbanddoesnottrusther。Why?
IhavespentthisdayinaccumulatingdetailsinregardtoDr。
andMrs。Zabriskie”slifeprevioustothedeathofMr。Hasbrouck。
Ilearnedfromsourcesitwouldbeunwisetoquotejusthere,thatMrs。Zabriskiehadnotlackedenemiestochargeherwithcoquetry;thatwhileshehadneversacrificedherdignityinpublic,morethanonepersonhadbeenheardtodeclarethatDr。
Zabriskiewasfortunateinbeingblind,sincethesightofhiswife”sbeautywouldhavebutpoorlycompensatedhimforthepainhewouldhavesufferedinseeinghowthatbeautywasadmired。
ThatallgossipismoreorlesstingedwithexaggerationIhavenodoubt,yetwhenanameismentionedinconnectionwithsuchstories,thereisusuallysometruthatthebottomofthem。Andanameismentionedinthiscase,thoughIdonotthinkitworthmywhiletorepeatithere;andlothasIamtorecognizethefact,itisanamethatcarrieswithitdoubtsthatmighteasilyaccountforthehusband”sjealousy。True,Ihavefoundnoonewhodareshintthatshestillcontinuestoattractattentionortobestowsmilesinanydirectionsavewheretheylegallybelong。
Forsinceacertainmemorablenightwhichweallknow,neitherDr。Zabriskienorhiswifehavebeenseensaveintheirowndomesticcircle,anditisnotintosuchscenesthatthisserpent,towhomIhavejustalluded,everintrudes,norisitinplacesofsorroworsufferingthathissmileshines,orhisfascinationsflourish。
Andsooneportionofmytheoryisprovedtobesound。Dr。
Zabriskieisjealousofhiswife;whetherwithgoodcauseorbadIamnotpreparedtodecide;sinceherpresentattitude,cloudedasitisbythetragedyinwhichsheandherhusbandarebothinvolved,mustdifferverymuchfromthatwhichsheheldwhenherlifewasunshadowedbydoubt,andheradmirerscouldbecountedbythescore。
IhavejustfoundoutwhereLeonardis。Asheisinservicesomemilesuptheriver,Ishallhavetobeabsentfrommypostforseveralhours,butIconsiderthegamewellworththecandle。
Lightatlast。IhavenotonlyseenLeonard,butsucceededinmakinghimtalk。Hisstoryissubstantiallythis:Thatonthenightsooftenmentioned,hepackedhismaster”sportmanteauateighto”clockandattencalledataxiandrodewiththedoctortotheCentralstation。HewastoldtobuyticketstoPoughkeepsiewherehismasterhadbeencalledinconsultation,andhavingdonethis,hurriedbacktojoinDr。Zabriskieontheplatform。Theyhadwalkedtogetherasfarasthecars,andDr。
Zabriskiewasjuststeppingontothetrain,whenamanpushedhimselfhurriedlybetweenthemandwhisperedsomethingintohismaster”sear,whichcausedhimtofallbackandlosehisfooting。
Dr。Zabriskie”sbodyslidhalfunderthecar,buthewaswithdrawnbeforeanyharmwasdone,thoughthecarsgavealurchatthatmomentwhichmusthavefrightenedhimexceedingly,forhisfacewaswhitewhenherosetohisfeet,andwhenLeonardofferedtoassisthimagainonthetrain,herefusedtogoandsaidhewouldreturnhomeandnotattempttoridetoPoughkeepsiethatnight。
Thegentleman,whomLeonardnowsawtobeMr。Stanton,anintimatefriendofDr。Zabriskie,smiledveryqueerlyatthis,andtakingthedoctor”sarmledhimbacktohisownauto。Leonardnaturallyfollowedthem,butthedoctor,hearinghissteps,turnedandbadehim,inaveryperemptorytone,totakethecarshome,andthen,asifonsecondthought,toldhimtogotoPoughkeepsieinhissteadandexplaintothepeopletherethathewastooshakenupbyhismissteptodohisduty,andthathewouldbewiththemnextmorning。ThisseemedstrangetoLeonard,buthehadnoreasonsfordisobeyinghismaster”sorders,andsorodetoPoughkeepsie。Wtthedoctordidnotfollowhimthenextday;onthecontraryhetelegraphedforhimtoreturn,andwhenhegotbackdismissedhimwithamonth”swages。ThisendedLeonard”sconnectionwiththeZabriskiefamily。
Asimplestorybearingoutwhatthewifehasalreadytoldus;butitfurnishesalinkwhichmayproveinvaluable。Mr。Stanton,whosefirstnameisTheodore,knowstherealreasonwhyDr。
ZabriskiereturnedhomeonthenightoftheseventeenthofJuly,19。Mr。Stanton,consequently,isthemantosee,andthisshallbemybusinesstomorrow。
Checkmate!TheodoreStantonisnotinthiscountry。ThoughthispointshimoutasthemanfromwhomDr。Zabriskieboughtthepistol,itdoesnotfacilitatemywork,whichisbecomingmoreandmoredifficult。
Mr。Stanton”swhereaboutsarenotevenknowntohismostintimatefriends。HesailedfromthiscountrymostunexpectedlyontheeighteenthofJulyayearago,whichwasthedayafterthemurderofMr。Hasbrouck。Itlookslikeaflight,especiallyashehasfailedtomaintainopencommunicationevenwithhisrelatives。
WashethemanwhoshotMr。Hasbrouck?No;buthewasthemanwhoputthepistolinDr。Zabriskie”shandthatnight,andwhetherhedidthiswithpurposeornot,wasevidentlysoalarmedatthecatastrophewhichfollowedthathetookthefirstoutgoingsteamertoEurope。Sofar,allisclear,buttherearemysteriesyettobesolved,whichwillrequiremyutmosttact。WhatifI
shouldseekoutthegentlemanwithwhosenamethatofMrs。
Zabriskiehasbeenlinked,andseeifIcaninanywayconnecthimwithMr。Stantonortheeventsofthatnight。
Eureka!IhavediscoveredthatMr。Stantoncherishedamortalhatredforthegentlemanabovementioned。Itwasacovertfeeling,butnolessdeadlyonthataccount;andwhileitneverledhimintoanyextravagances,itwasofforcesufficienttoaccountformanyasecretmisfortuneoccurringtothatgentleman。
NowifIcanprovethatheistheMephistopheleswhowhisperedinsinuationsintotheearofourblindFaust,Imaystrikeafactthatwillleadmeoutofthismaze。
ButhowcanIapproachsecretssodelicatewithoutcompromisingthewomanIfeelboundtorespectifonlyforthedevotedloveshemanifestsforherunhappyhusband!
IshallhavetoappealtoJoeSmithers。ThisissomethingwhichI
alwayshatetodo,butaslongashewilltakemoney,andaslongasheisfertileinresourcesforobtainingthetruthfrompeopleIammyselfunabletoreach,Imustmakeuseofhiscupidityandhisgenius。Heisanhonourablefellowinoneway,andneverretailsasgossipwhatheacquiresforouruse。Howwillheproceedinthiscase,andbywhattacticswillhegaintheverydelicateinformationwhichweneed?IownthatIamcurioustosee。
Ishallreallyhavetoputdownatlengththeincidentsofthisnight。IalwaysknewthatJoeSmitherswasinvaluablenotonlytomyselfbuttothepolice,butIreallydidnotknowhepossessedtalentsofsohighanorder。HewrotemethismorningthathehadsucceededingettingMr。T-”spromisetospendtheeveningwithhim,andadvisedmethatifIdesiredtobepresentaswell,hisownservantwouldnotbeathome,andthatanopenerofbottleswouldberequired。
AsIwasveryanxioustoseeMr。T-withmyowneyes,Iacceptedthisinvitationtoplaythespy,andwentattheproperhourtoMr。Smithers”srooms。Ifoundthempicturesqueintheextreme。
Pilesofbooksstackedhereandtheretotheceilingmadenooksandcornerswhichcouldbequiteshutoffbyacoupleofoldpicturessetintomovableframescapableofswingingoutorinatthewhimorconvenienceoftheowner。
AsIhaduseforthedarkshadowscastbythesepictures,I
pulledthembothout,andmadesuchotherarrangementsasappearedlikelytofacilitatethepurposeIhadinview;thenI
satdownandwaitedforthetwogentlemenwhowereexpectedtocomeintogether。
Theyarrivedalmostimmediately,whereuponIroseandplayedmypartwithallnecessarydiscretion。WhileriddingMr。T-ofhisovercoat,Istolealookathisface。Itisnotahandsomeone,butitboastsofagay,devil-may-careexpressionwhichdoubtlessmakesitdangeroustomanywomen,whilehismannersareespeciallyattractive,andhisvoicetherichestandmostpersuasivethatIeverheard。Icontrastedhim,almostagainstmywill,withDr。Zabriskie,anddecidedthatwithmostwomentheformer”sundoubtedfascinationsofspeechandbearingwouldoutweighthelatter”sgreatbeautyandmentalendowments;butI
doubtediftheywouldwithher。
Theconversationwhichimmediatelybeganwasbrilliantbutdesultory,forMr。Smithers,withanairylightnessforwhichheisremarkable,introducedtopicaftertopic,perhapsforthepurposeofshowingoffMr。T-”sversatility,andperhapsforthedeeperandmoresinisterpurposeofshakingthekaleidoscopeoftalksothoroughly,thattherealtopicwhichweweremettodiscussshouldnotmakeanundueimpressiononthemindofhisguest。
Meanwhileone,two,threebottlespassed,andIhadthepleasureofseeingJoeSmithers”seyegrowcalmerandthatofMr。T-morebrilliantandmoreuncertain。Asthelastbottlewasbeingpassed,Joecastmeameaningglance,andtherealbusinessoftheeveningbegan。
IshallnotattempttorelatethehalfdozenfailureswhichJoemadeinendeavouringtoelicitthefactswewereinsearchof,withoutarousingthesuspicionofhisvisitor。Iamonlygoingtorelatethesuccessfulattempt。Theyhadbeentalkingnowforsomehours,andI,whohadlongbeforebeenwavedasidefromtheirimmediatepresence,washidingmycuriosityandgrowingexcitementbehindoneofthepictures,whenIsuddenlyheardJoesay:
“HehasthemostremarkablememoryIevermet。Hecantelltoadaywhenanynotableeventoccurred。”
“Pshaw!“answeredhiscompanion,who,bytheway,wasknowntopridehimselfuponhisownmemoryfordates,“IcanstatewhereI
wentandwhatIdidoneverydayintheyear。Thatmaynotembracewhatyoucall”notableevents”butthememoryrequiredisallthemoreremarkable,isitnot?“
“Pooh!“washisfriend”sprovokingreply,“youarebluffing,Ben;
Iwillneverbelievethat。”
Mr。T-,whohadpassedbythistimeintothatstageofintoxicationwhichmakespersistenceinanassertionadutyaswellasapleasure,threwbackhishead,andasthewreathsofsmokeroseinairyspiralsfromhislips,reiteratedhisstatement,andofferedtosubmittoanytestofhisvauntedpowerswhichtheothermightdictate。
“Youkeepadiary”beganJoe。
“Whichatthepresentmomentisathome,“completedtheother。
“Willyouallowmetorefertoittomorrow,ifIamsuspiciousoftheaccuracyofyourrecollections?“
“Undoubtedly,“returnedtheother。
“Verywell,then,IwillwageryouacoolfiftythatyoucannottellwhereyouwerebetweenthehoursoftenandelevenonacertainnightwhichIwillname。”
“Done!“criedtheother,bringingouthispocket-bookandlayingitonthetablebeforehim。
Joefollowedhisexampleandthensummonedme。
“Writeadatedownhere,“hecommanded,pushingapieceofpapertowardsme,withalookkeenastheflashofablade。“Anydate,man,“headded,asIappearedtohesitateintheembarrassmentI
thoughtnaturalunderthecircumstances。“Putdownday,month,andyear,onlydon”tgotoofarback;notfartherthantwoyears。”
Smilingwiththeairofaflunkeyadmittedtothesportsofhissuperiors,IwrotealineandlaiditbeforeMr。Smithers,whoatoncepusheditwithacarelessgesturetowardshiscompanion。YoucanofcourseguessthedateImadeuseof:July17,19。Mr。T-
,whohadevidentlylookeduponthismatterasmereplay,flushedscarletashereadthesewords,andforoneinstantlookedasifhehadratherflythehousethananswerJoeSmithers”snonchalantglanceofinquiry。
“Ihavegivenmywordandwillkeepit,“hesaidatlast,butwithalookinmydirectionthatsentmereluctantlybacktomyretreat。“Idon”tsupposeyouwantnames,“hewenton;“thatis,ifanythingIhavetotellisofadelicatenature?“
“Oh,no,“answeredtheother,“onlyfactsandplaces。”
“Idon”tthinkplacesarenecessaryeither,“hereturned。“IwilltellyouwhatIdidandthatmustserveyou。Ididnotpromisetogivenumberandstreet。”
“Well,well,“Joeexclaimed;“earnyourfifty,thatisall。Showthatyourememberwhereyouwereonthenightof“——andwithanadmirableshowofindifferencehepretendedtoconsultthepaperbetweenthem”theseventeenthofJuly,twoyearsago,andI
shallbesatisfied。”
“Iwasattheclubforonething,“saidMr。T-;“thenIwenttoseealadyfriend,whereIstayeduntileleven。Sheworeabluemuslin——Whatisthat?“
Ihadbetrayedmyselfbyaquickmovementwhichsentaglasstumblercrashingtothefloor。ZulmaZabriskiehadwornabluemuslinonthatsamenight。Youwillfinditnotedinthereportgivenmebythepolicemanwhosawherontheirbalcony。
“Thatnoise?“ItwasJoewhowasspeaking。“Youdon”tknowReubenaswellasIdooryouwouldn”task。Itishispractice,Iamsorrytosay,toaccentuatehispleasureindrainingmybottlesbydroppingaglassateverythirdone。”
Mr。T-wenton。
“ShewasamarriedwomanandIthoughtshelovedme;but——andthisisthegreatestproofIcanofferyouthatIamgivingyouatrueaccountofthatnight——shehadnottheslightestideaoftheextentofmypassion,andonlyconsentedtoseemeatallbecauseshethought,poorthing,thatawordfromherwouldsetmestraight,andridherofattentionssheevidentlyfailedtoappreciate。Asorryfigureforafellowlikemetocut;butyoucaughtmeonthemostdetestabledateinmycalendarand”
ThereheceasedbeinginterestingandIanxious。Thesecretofacrimeforwhichthereseemedtobenoreasonableexplanationisnolongeramysterytome。IhavebuttowarnMissStrange——
Hehadgotthusfarwhenasoundintheroombehindhimledhimtolookup。Aladyhadentered;aladyheavilyveiledandtremblingwithwhatappearedtobeanintenseexcitement。
Hethoughtheknewthefigure,buttheperson,whoeveritwas,stoodsostillandremainedsosilent,hehesitatedtoaddressher;whichseeing,shepushedupherveilandalldoubtvanished。
ItwasVioletherself。Indisregardofherusualpracticeshehadcomealonetotheoffice。Thismeanturgencyofsomekind。Hadshetoosoundedthismystery?No,orheraspectwouldnothavewornthislookoftriumph。Whathadhappenedthen?Hemadeaninstantendeavourtofindout。
“Youhavenews,“hequietlyremarked。“Goodnews,Ishouldjudge,byyourverycheerysmile。”
“Yes;IthinkIhavefoundthewayofbringingDr。Zabriskietohimself。”
Astonishedbeyondmeasure,solittledidthesewordsharmonizewiththeimpressionsandconclusionsatwhichhehadjustarrived,somethingverylikedoubtspokeinhisvoiceasheansweredwiththesimpleexclamation:
“Youdo!“
“Yes。Heisobsessedbyafixedidea,andmustbegivenanopportunitytotestthetruthofthatidea。Theshockoffindingitafalseonemayrestorehimtohisnormalcondition。HebelievesthatheshotMr。Hasbrouckwithnootherguidancethanhissenseofhearing。Nowifitcanbeprovedthathishearingisaninsufficientguideforsuchanact(asofcourseitis)theshockofthediscoverymayclearhisbrainofitscobwebs。Mrs。
Zabriskiethinksso,andthepolice”
“What”sthat?Thepolice?“
“Yes,Dr。Zabriskiewouldbetakenbeforethemagainthismorning。Noentreatiesonthepartofhiswifewouldprevail;heinsisteduponhisguiltandaskedhertoaccompanyhimthere;andthepoorwomanfoundherselfforcedtogo。Ofcourseheencounteredagainthesamedivisionofopinionamongthemenhetalkedwith。Threeoutofthefourjudgedhiminsane,whichobserving,hebetrayedgreatagitationandreiteratedhisformerwishtobeallowedanopportunitytoprovehissanitybyshowinghisskillinshooting。Thismadeanimpression;andadispositionwasshowntogranthisrequestthenandthere。ButMrs。Zabriskiewouldnotlistentothis。Sheapprovedoftheexperimentbutbeggedthatitmightbedeferredtillanotherdayandthentakeplaceinsomespotremotefromthecity。Forsomereasontheyheededher,andshehasjusttelephonedmethatthisattemptofhisistotakeplacetomorrowintheNewJerseywoods。Iamsorrythatthisshouldhavebeenputthroughwithoutyou;andwhenI
tellyouthattheideaoriginatedwithme——thatfromsomewordI
purposelyletfalloneday,theybothconceivedthisplanofendingtheuncertaintythatwasdevouringtheirlives,youwillunderstandmyexcitementandtheneedIhaveofyoursupport。
TellmethatIhavedonewell。Donotshowmesuchaface——youfrightenme”
“Idonotwishtofrightenyou。Imerelywishtoknowjustwhoaregoingonthisexpedition。”
“Somemembersofthepolice,Dr。Zabriskie,hiswife,and——andmyself。Shebegged”
“Youmustnotgo。”
“Why?Theaffairistobekeptsecret。Thedoctorwillshoot,fail——Oh!“shesuddenlybrokein,alarmedbyhisexpression,“youthinkhewillnotfail”
“Ithinkthatyouhadbetterheedmyadviceandstayoutofit。
Theaffairisnowinthehandsofthepolice,andyourplaceisanywherebutwheretheyare。”
“ButIgoasherparticularfriend。Theyhavegivenhertheprivilegeoftakingwithheroneofherownsexandshehaschosenme。Ishallnotfailher。Fatherisaway,andiftheawfuldisappointmentyousuggestawaitsher,thereisallthemorereasonwhysheshouldhavesomesympatheticsupport?
Thiswassotrue,thatthefreshprotesthewasabouttoutterdiedonhislips。Instead,hesimplyremarkedashebowedherout:
“Iforeseethatweshallnotworkmuchlongertogether。Youarenearingtheendofyourendurance。”
Heneverforgotthesmileshethrewbackathim。
V
Therearesomeeventswhichimpressthehumanmindsodeeplythattheirmemorymingleswithallafter-experiences。ThoughViolethadmadeitaruletoforgetassoonaspossiblethetragicepisodesincidenttothestrangecareeruponwhichshehadsomysteriouslyembarked,therewasdestinedtobeonescene,ifnotmore,whichshehasneverbeenabletodismissatwill。
ThiswasthesightwhichmethereyesfromthebowofthesmallboatinwhichDr。ZabriskieandhiswifewererowedovertoJerseyontheafternoonwhichsawtheendofthismostsombredrama。
Thoughitwasbynomeanslateintheday,thesunwasalreadysinking,andthebrightredglarewhichfilledthewestandshonefulluponthefacesofthehalfdozenpeoplebeforeheraddedmuchtothetragicnatureofthescene,thoughshewasfarfromcomprehendingitsfullsignificance。
ThedoctorsatwithhiswifeinthesternanditwasupontheirfacesViolet”sglancewasfixed。Theglareshoneluridlyonhissightlesseyeballs,andasshenoticedhisunwinkinglids,sherealizedasneverbeforewhatitwastobeblindinthemidstofsunshine。Hiswife”seyes,onthecontrary,werelowered,buttherewasalookofhopelessmiseryinhercolourlessfacewhichmadeherappearanceinfinitelypathetic,andVioletfeltconfidentthatifhecouldonlyhaveseenher,hewouldnothavemaintainedthecoldandunresponsivemannerwhichchilledthewordsonhispoorwife”slipsandmadealladvanceonherpartimpossible。
Ontheseatinfrontofthemsataninspectorandfromsomequarter,possiblyfromundertheinspector”scoat,therecamethemonotonoustickingofthesmallclock,whichwastoserveasatargetfortheblindman”saim。
ThistickingwasallVioletheard,thoughtheriverwasalivewithtrafficandlargeandsmallboatsweresteamingbythemoneveryside。AndIamsureitwasallthatMrs。Zabriskieheardalso,aswithhandpressedtoherheart,andeyesfixedontheoppositeshore,shewaitedfortheeventwhichwastodeterminewhetherthemanshelovedwasacriminaloronlyabeingafflictedofGodandworthyofherunceasingcareanddevotion。
Asthesuncastitslastscarletgleamoverthewater,theboatgrounded,andVioletwasenabledtohaveonepassingwordwithMrs。Zabriskie。Shehardlyknewwhatshesaidbutthelookshereceivedinreturnwaslikethatofafrightenedchild。
ButtherewasalwaystobeseeninMrs。Zabriskie”scountenancethischaracteristicblendingofthesevereandthechildlike,andbeyondanaddedpangofpityforthisbeautifulbutafflictedwoman,Violetletthemomentpasswithoutgivingittheweightitperhapsdemanded。
“Thedoctorandhiswifehadalongtalklastnight,“waswhisperedinherearasshewoundherwaywiththerestintotheheartofthewoods。Withastartsheturnedandperceivedheremployerfollowingclosebehindher。Hehadcomebyanotherboat。
“Butitdidnotseemtohealwhateverbreachliesbetweenthem,“
heproceeded。Then,inaquick,anxioustone,hewhispered:
“Whateverhappens,donotliftyourveil。IthoughtIsawareporterskulkingintherear。”
“Iwillbecareful,“Violetassuredhim,andcouldsaynomore,astheyhadalreadyreachedthegroundwhichhadbeenselectedforthistrialatarms,andthevariousmembersofthepartywerebeingplacedintheirseveralpositions。
Thedoctor,towhomlightanddarknesswerealike,stoodwithhisfacetowardsthewesternglow,andathissideweregroupedtheinspectorandthetwophysicians。OnthearmofoneofthelatterhungDr。Zabriskie”sovercoat,whichhehadtakenoffassoonashereachedthefield。
Mrs。Zabriskiestoodattheotherendoftheopeningnearatallstump,uponwhichithadbeendecidedthattheclockshouldbeplacedwhenthemomentcameforthedoctortoshowhisskill。Shehadbeenaccordedtheprivilegeofsettingtheclockonthisstump,andVioletsawitshininginherhandasshepausedforamomenttoglancebackatthecircleofgentlemenwhowereawaitinghermovements。Thehandsoftheclockstoodatfiveminutestofive,thoughVioletscarcelynoteditatthetime,forMrs。Zabriskiewaspassingherandhadstoppedtosay:
“Ifheisnothimself,hecannotbetrusted。Watchhimcarefullyandseethathedoesnomischieftohimselforothers。Askoneoftheinspectorstostandathisrighthand,andstophimifhedoesnothandlehispistolproperly。”
Violetpromised,andshepassedon,settingtheclockuponthestumpandimmediatelydrawingbacktoasuitabledistanceattheright,whereshestood,wrappedinherlongdarkcloak。Herfaceshoneghastlywhite,eveninitsenvironmentofsnow-coveredboughs,andnotingthis,Violetwishedtheminutesfewerbetweenthepresentmomentandthehouroffive,atwhichtimehewastodrawthetrigger。
“Dr。Zabriskie,“quoththeinspector,“wehaveendeavouredtomakethistrialaperfectlyfairone。Youaretohaveashotatasmallclockwhichhasbeenplacedwithinasuitabledistance,andwhichyouareexpectedtohit,guidedonlybythesoundwhichitwillmakeinstrikingthehouroffive。Areyousatisfiedwiththearrangement?“
“Perfectly。Whereismywife?“
“Ontheothersideofthefieldsometenpacesfromthestumpuponwhichtheclockisfixed。”Hebowed,andhisfaceshowedsatisfaction。
“MayIexpecttheclocktostrikesoon?“
“Inlessthanfiveminutes,“wastheanswer。
“Thenletmehavethepistol;Iwishtobecomeacquaintedwithitssizeandweight。”
Weglancedateachother,thenacrossather。
Shemadeagesture;itwasoneofacquiescence。
Immediatelytheinspectorplacedtheweaponintheblindman”shand。Itwasatonceapparentthatheunderstoodtheinstrument,andViolet”shopeswhichhadbeenstronguptothismoment,sankathisairofconfidence。
“ThankGodIamblindthishourandcannotseeher,“fellfromhislips,then,beforetheechoofthesewordshaddiedaway,heraisedhisvoiceandobservedcalmlyenough,consideringthathewasabouttoprovehimselfacriminalinordertosavehimselffrombeingthoughtamadman:
“Letnoonemove。Imusthavemyearsfreeforcatchingthefirststrokeoftheclock。”Andheraisedthepistolbeforehim。
Therewasamomentoftorturingsuspenseanddeep,unbrokensilence。Violet”seyeswereonhimsoshedidnotwatchtheclock,butshewassuddenlymovedbysomeirresistibleimpulsetonotehowMrs。Zabriskiewasbearingherselfatthiscriticalmoment,andcastingahurriedglanceinherdirectionsheperceivedhertallfigureswayingfromsidetoside,asifunderanintolerablestrainoffeeling。Hereyeswereontheclock,thehandsofwhichseemedtocreepwithsnail-likepacealongthedial,whenunexpectedly,andafullminutebeforetheminutehandhadreachedthestrokeoffive,Violetcaughtamovementonherpart,sawtheflashofsomethingroundandwhiteshowforaninstantagainstthedarknessofhercloak,andwasabouttoshriekwarningtothedoctor,whentheshrill,quickstrokeofaclockrangoutonthefrostyair,followedbythepingandflashofapistol。
Asoundofshatteredglass,followedbyasuppressedcry,toldthebystandersthatthebullethadstruckthemark,butbeforeanyonecouldmove,ortheycouldridtheireyesofthesmokewhichthewindhadblownintotheirfaces,therecameanothersoundwhichmadetheirhairstandonendandsentthebloodbackinterrortotheirhearts。Anotherclockwasstriking,whichtheynowperceivedwasstillstandinguprightonthestumpwhereMrs。
Zabriskiehadplacedit。
Whencecametheclock,then,whichhadstruckbeforethetimeandbeenshatteredforitspains?Onequicklooktoldthem。Ontheground,tenpacestotheright,layZulmaZabriskie,abrokenclockatherside,andinherbreastabulletwhichwasfastsappingthelifefromhersweeteyes。
Theyhadtotellhim,therewassuchpleadinginherlooks;andneverwillanyofthehearersforgetthescreamwhichrangfromhislipsasherealizedthetruth。Breakingfromtheirmidst,herushedforward,andfellatherfeetasifguidedbysomesupernaturalinstinct。
“Zulma,“heshrieked,“whatisthis?Werenotmyhandsdyeddeepenoughinbloodthatyoushouldmakemeanswerableforyourlifealso?“
Hereyeswereclosedbutsheopenedthem。Lookinglongandsteadilyathisagonizedface,shefalteredforth:
“Itisnotyouwhohavekilledme;itisyourcrime。HadyoubeeninnocentofMr。Hasbrouck”sdeathyourbulletwouldneverhavefoundmyheart。DidyouthinkIcouldsurvivetheproofthatyouhadkilledthatgoodman?“
“Ididitunwittingly。I”
“Hush!“shecommanded,withanawfullook,whichhappilyhecouldnotsee。“Ihadanothermotive。Iwishedtoprovetoyou,evenatthecostofmylife,thatIlovedyou,hadalwayslovedyou,andnot”
Itwasnowhisturntosilenceher。Hishandcrepttoherlips,andhisdespairingfaceturneditselfblindlytowardsthoseaboutthem。
“Go!“hecried;“leaveus!Letmetakealastfarewellofmydyingwife,withoutlistenersorspectators。”
Consultingtheeyeofheremployerwhostoodclosebesideher,andseeingnohopeinit,Violetfellslowlyback。Theothers,followed,andthedoctorwasleftalonewithhiswife。Fromthedistantpositiontheytook,theysawherarmscreeproundhisneck,sawherheadfallconfidinglyonhisbreast,thensilencesettleduponthem,anduponallnature,thegatheringtwilightdeepening,tillthelastglowdisappearedfromtheheavensaboveandfromthecircleofleaflesstreeswhichenclosedthistragedyfromtheoutsideworld。
Butatlasttherecameastir,andDr。Zabriskie,risingupbeforethemwiththedeadbodyofhiswifeheldcloselytohisbreast,confrontedthemwithacountenancesorapturousthathelookedlikeamantransfigured。
“Iwillcarryhertotheboat,“saidhe。“Notanotherhandshalltouchher。Shewasmytruewife,mytruewife!“Andhetoweredintoanattitudeofsuchdignityandpassionthatforamomenthetookonheroicproportionsandtheyforgotthathehadjustprovedhimselftohavecommittedacold-bloodedandghastlycrime。
Thestarswereshiningwhenthepartyagaintooktheirseatsintheboat;andifthesceneoftheircrossingtoJerseywasimpressive,whatshallbesaidofthereturn?
Thedoctor,asbefore,satinthestern,anawesomefigure,uponwhichthemoonshonewithawhiteradiancethatseemedtolifthisfaceoutofthesurroundingdarknessandsetitlikeanimageoffrozenhorrorbeforetheireyes。Againsthisbreastheheldtheformofhisdeadwife,andnowandthenVioletsawhimstoopasifhewerelisteningforsometokenoflifefromhersetlips。
Thenhewouldlifthimselfagainwithhopelessnessstampeduponhisfeatures,onlytoleanforwardinrenewedhopethatwasagaindestinedtodisappointment。
Violethadbeensoovercomebythistragicendtoallherhopes,thatheremployerhadbeenallowedtoentertheboatwithher。
Seatedathersideintheseatdirectlyinfrontofthedoctor,hewatchedwithherthesesimpletokensofabreakingheart,sayingnothingtilltheyreachedmidstream,whentruetohisinstinctsforallhisaweandcompassion,hesuddenlybenttowardshimandsaid:
“Dr。Zabriskie,themysteryofyourcrimeisnolongeramysterytome。ListenandseeifIdonotunderstandyourtemptation,andhowyou,aconscientiousandGod-fearingman,cametoslayyourinnocentneighbour。
“Afriendofyours,orsohecalledhimself,hadforalongtimefilledyourearswithtalestendingtomakeyoususpiciousofyourwifeandjealousofacertainmanwhomIwillnotname。Youknewthatyourfriendhadagrudgeagainstthisman,andsoformanymonthsturnedadeafeartohisinsinuations。Butfinallysomechangewhichyoudetectedinyourwife”sbearingorconversationrousedyourownsuspicions,andyoubegantodoubthertruthandtocurseyourblind-ness,whichinameasurerenderedyouhelpless。Thejealousfevergrewandhadrisentoahighpointwhenonenight——amemorablenight——thisfriendmetyoujustasyouwereleavingtown,andwithcruelcraftwhisperedinyourearthatthemanyouhatedwaseventhenwithyourwifeandthatifyouwouldreturnatoncetoyourhomeyouwouldfindhiminhercompany。
“Thedemonthatlurksattheheartofallmen,goodorbad,thereupontookcompletepossession,ofyou,andyouansweredthisfalsefriendbysayingthatyouwouldnotreturnwithoutapistol。Whereuponheofferedtotakeyoutohishouseandgiveyouhis。Youconsented,andgettingridofyourservantbysendinghimtoPoughkeepsiewithyourexcuses,youenteredyourfriend”sautomobile。
“Yousayyouboughtthepistol,andperhapsyoudid,but,howeverthatmaybe,youlefthishousewithitinyourpocket,anddecliningcompanionship,walkedhome,arrivingattheColonnadealittlebeforemidnight。
“Ordinarilyyouhavenodifficultyinrecognizingyourowndoorstep。But,beinginaheatedframeofmind,youwalkedfasterthanusualandsopassedyourownhouseandstoppedatthatofMr。Hasbrouck,onedoorbeyond。Astheentrancesofthesehousesareallalike,therewasbutonewaybywhichyoucouldhavemadeyourselfsurethatyouhadreachedyourowndwelling,andthatwasbyfeelingforthedoctor”ssignatthesideofthedoor。Butyouneverthoughtofthat。Absorbedindreamsofvengeance,yoursoleimpulsewastoenterbythequickestmeanspossible。Takingoutyournightkey,youthrustitintothelock。Itfitted,butittookstrengthtoturnit,somuchstrengththatthekeywastwistedandbentbytheeffort。Butthisincident,whichwouldhaveattractedyourattentionatanothertime,waslostuponyouatthismoment。Anentrancehadbeeneffected,andyouwereintooexcitedaframeofmindtonoticeatwhatcost,ortodetectthesmalldifferencesapparentintheatmosphereandfurnishingsofthetwohouses,trifleswhichwouldhavearrestedyourattentionunderothercircumstances,andmadeyoupausebeforetheupperfloorhadbeenreached。
“Itwaswhilegoingupthestairsthatyoutookoutyourpistol,sothatbythetimeyouarrivedatthefrontroomdooryouhelditalreadydrawnandcockedinyourhand。For,beingblind,youfearedescapeonthepartofyourvictim,andsowaitedfornothingbutthesoundofaman”svoicebeforefiring。When,therefore,theunfortunateMr。Hasbrouck,rousedbythissuddenintrusion,advancedwithanexclamationofastonishment,youpulledthetrigger,andkilledhimonthespot。Itmusthavebeenimmediatelyuponhisfallthatyourecognizedfromsomewordheuttered,orfromsomecontactyoumayhavehadwithyoursurroundings,thatyouwereinthewronghouseandhadkilledthewrongman;foryoucriedout,inevidentremorse,”God!whathaveIdone!”andfledwithoutapproachingyourvictim。
“Descendingthestairs,yourushedfromthehouse,closingthefrontdoorbehindyouandregainingyourownwithoutbeingseen。
Buthereyoufoundyourselfbaffledinyourattemptedescape,bytwothings。First,bythepistolyoustillheldinyourhand,andsecondly,bythefactthatthekeyuponwhichyoudependedforenteringyourowndoorwassotwistedoutofshapethatyouknewitwouldbeuselessforyoutoattempttouseit。Whatdidyoudointhisemergency?Youhavealreadytoldus,thoughthestoryseemedsoimprobableatthetime,youfoundnobodytobelieveitbutmyself。Thepistolyouflungfarawayfromyoudownthepavement,fromwhich,byoneofthoserarechanceswhichsometimeshappeninthisworld,itwaspresentlypickedupbysomelatepasser-byofmoreorlessdoubtfulcharacter。Thedoorofferedlessofanobstaclethanyouhadanticipated;forwhenyouturnedagainyoufoundit,ifIamnotgreatlymistaken,ajar,leftso,aswehavereasontobelieve,byonewhohadgoneoutofitbutafewminutesbeforeinastatewhichlefthimbutlittlemasterofhisactions。ItwasthisfactwhichprovidedyouwithananswerwhenyouwereaskedhowyousucceededingettingintoMr。Hasbrouck”shouseafterthefamilyhadretiredforthenight。
“Astonishedatthecoincidence,buthailingwithgladnessthedeliverancewhichitoffered,youwentinandascendedatonceintoyourwife”spresence;anditwasfromherlips,andnotfromthoseofMrs。Hasbrouck,thatthecryarosewhichstartledtheneighbourhoodandpreparedmen”smindsforthetragicwordswhichwereshoutedamomentlaterfromthenexthouse。
“Butshewhoutteredthescreamknewofnotragedysavethatwhichwastakingplaceinherownbreast。Shehadjustrepulsedadastardlysuitor,andseeingyouentersounexpectedlyinastateofunaccountablehorrorandagitation,wasnaturallystrickenwithdismay,andthoughtshesawyourghost,orwhatwasworse,apossibleavenger;whileyou,havingfailedtokillthemanyousought,andhavingkilledamanyouesteemed,letnosurpriseonherpartlureyouintoanydangerousself-betrayal。Youstroveinsteadtosootheher,andevenattemptedtoexplaintheexcitementunderwhichyoulaboured,byanaccountofyournarrowescapeatthestation,tillthesuddenalarmfromnextdoordistractedherattention,andsentbothyourthoughtsandhersinadifferentdirection。Nottillconsciencehadfullyawakenedandthehorrorofyouracthadhadtimetotelluponyoursensitivenature,didyoubreatheforththosevagueconfessions,which,notbeingsupportedbytheonlyexplanationswhichwouldhavemadethemcredible,ledher,aswellasthepolice,toconsideryouaffectedinyourmind。Yourprideasamanandyourconsiderationforherasawomankeptyousilent,butdidnotkeepthewormfrompreyinguponyourheart。
“AmInotcorrectinmysurmises,Dr。Zabriskie,andisnotthisthetrueexplanationofyourcrime?“
Withastrangelook,helifteduphisface。
“Hush!“saidhe;“youwillwakenher。Seehowpeacefullyshesleeps!Ishouldnotliketohaveherwakenednow,sheissotired,andI——IhavenotwatchedoverherasIshould。”
Appalledathisgesture,hislook,histone,Violetdrewback,andforafewminutesnosoundwastobeheardbutthesteadydip-
dipoftheoarsandthelap-lapofthewatersagainsttheboat。
Thentherecameaquickuprising,theswayingbeforeherofsomethingdarkandtallandthreatening,andbeforeshecouldspeakormove,orevenstretchforthherhandstostayhim,theseatbeforeherwasemptyanddarknesshadfilledtheplacewherebutaninstantprevioushehadsat,afearsomefigure,erectandrigidasasphinx。
Whatlittlemoonlighttherewas,onlyservedtoshowafewrisingbubbles,markingthespotwheretheunfortunatemanhadsunkwithhismuch-lovedburden。Asthewideningcirclesfledfartherandfartherout,thetidedriftedtheboataway,andthespotwaslostwhichhadseentheterminationofoneofearth”ssaddesttragedies。
ENDOFPROBLEMVII