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类别:其他 作者:Edith Wharton字数:29305更新时间:18/12/19 16:53:04
ItcouldcertainlynotbethefaultofMrs。Bart,whowasspokenofbyherfriendsasa\"wonderfulmanager。\"Mrs。Bartwasfamousfortheunlimitedeffectsheproducedonlimitedmeans;andtotheladyandheracquaintancestherewassomethingheroicinlivingasthoughoneweremuchricherthanone’sbank-bookdenoted。 Lilywasnaturallyproudofhermother’saptitudeinthisline: shehadbeenbroughtupinthefaiththat,whateveritcost,onemusthaveagoodcook,andbewhatMrs。Bartcalled\"decentlydressed。\"Mrs。Bart’sworstreproachtoherhusbandwastoaskhimifheexpectedherto\"livelikeapig\";andhisreplyinginthenegativewasalwaysregardedasajustificationforcablingtoParisforanextradressortwo,andtelephoningtothejewellerthathemight,afterall,sendhometheturquoisebraceletwhichMrs。Barthadlookedatthatmorning。 Lilyknewpeoplewho\"livedlikepigs,\"andtheirappearanceandsurroundingsjustifiedhermother’srepugnancetothatformofexistence。Theyweremostlycousins,whoinhabiteddingyhouseswithengravingsfromCole’sVoyageofLifeonthedrawing-roomwalls,andslatternlyparlour-maidswhosaid\"I’llgoandsee\"tovisitorscallingatanhourwhenallright-mindedpersonsareconventionallyifnotactuallyout。Thedisgustingpartofitwasthatmanyofthesecousinswererich,sothatLilyimbibedtheideathatifpeoplelivedlikepigsitwasfromchoice,andthroughthelackofanyproperstandardofconduct。 Thisgaveherasenseofreflectedsuperiority,andshedidnotneedMrs。Bart’scommentsonthefamilyfrumpsandmiserstofosterhernaturallylivelytasteforsplendour。 Lilywasnineteenwhencircumstancescausedhertoreviseherviewoftheuniverse。 Thepreviousyearshehadmadeadazzlingdebutfringedbyaheavythunder-cloudofbills。Thelightofthedebutstilllingeredonthehorizon,butthecloudhadthickened;andsuddenlyitbroke。Thesuddennessaddedtothehorror;andtherewerestilltimeswhenLilyrelivedwithpainfulvividnesseverydetailofthedayonwhichtheblowfell。Sheandhermotherhadbeenseatedattheluncheon-table,overtheCHAUFROIXandcoldsalmonofthepreviousnight’sdinner:itwasoneofMrs。Bart’sfeweconomiestoconsumeinprivatetheexpensiveremnantsofherhospitality。Lilywasfeelingthepleasantlanguorwhichisyouth’spenaltyfordancingtilldawn;buthermother,inspiteofafewlinesaboutthemouth,andundertheyellowwavesonhertemples,wasasalert,determinedandhighincolourasifshehadrisenfromanuntroubledsleep。 Inthecentreofthetable,betweenthemeltingMARRONSGLACES andcandiedcherries,apyramidofAmericanBeautiesliftedtheirvigorousstems;theyheldtheirheadsashighasMrs。Bart,buttheirrose-colourhadturnedtoadissipatedpurple,andLily’ssenseoffitnesswasdisturbedbytheirreappearanceontheluncheon-table。 \"Ireallythink,mother,\"shesaidreproachfully,\"wemightaffordafewfreshflowersforluncheon。Justsomejonquilsorlilies-of-the-valley——\" Mrs。Bartstared。Herownfastidiousnesshaditseyefixedontheworld,andshedidnotcarehowtheluncheon-tablelookedwhentherewasnoonepresentatitbutthefamily。Butshesmiledatherdaughter’sinnocence。 \"Lilies-of-the-valley,\"shesaidcalmly,\"costtwodollarsadozenatthisseason。\" Lilywasnotimpressed。Sheknewverylittleofthevalueofmoney。 \"Itwouldnottakemorethansixdozentofillthatbowl,\"sheargued。 \"Sixdozenwhat?\"askedherfather’svoiceinthedoorway。 Thetwowomenlookedupinsurprise;thoughitwasaSaturday,thesightofMr。Bartatluncheonwasanunwontedone。Butneitherhiswifenorhisdaughterwassufficientlyinterestedtoaskanexplanation。 Mr。Bartdroppedintoachair,andsatgazingabsentlyatthefragmentofjelliedsalmonwhichthebutlerhadplacedbeforehim。 \"Iwasonlysaying,\"Lilybegan,\"thatIhatetoseefadedflowersatluncheon;andmothersaysabunchoflilies-of-the- valleywouldnotcostmorethantwelvedollars。Mayn’tItellthefloristtosendafeweveryday?\" Sheleanedconfidentlytowardherfather:heseldomrefusedheranything,andMrs。Barthadtaughthertopleadwithhimwhenherownentreatiesfailed。 Mr。Bartsatmotionless,hisgazestillfixedonthesalmon,andhislowerjawdropped;helookedevenpalerthanusual,andhisthinhairlayinuntidystreaksonhisforehead。Suddenlyhelookedathisdaughterandlaughed。ThelaughwassostrangethatLilycolouredunderit:shedislikedbeingridiculed,andherfatherseemedtoseesomethingridiculousintherequest。Perhapshethoughtitfoolishthatsheshouldtroublehimaboutsuchatrifle。 \"Twelvedollars——twelvedollarsadayforflowers?Oh,certainly,mydear——givehimanorderfortwelvehundred。\"Hecontinuedtolaugh。 Mrs。Bartgavehimaquickglance。 \"Youneedn’twait,Poleworth——Iwillringforyou,\"shesaidtothebutler。 Thebutlerwithdrewwithanairofsilentdisapproval,leavingtheremainsoftheCHAUFROIXonthesideboard。 \"Whatisthematter,Hudson?Areyouill?\"saidMrs。Bartseverely。 Shehadnotoleranceforsceneswhichwerenotofherownmaking,anditwasodioustoherthatherhusbandshouldmakeashowofhimselfbeforetheservants。 \"Areyouill?\"sherepeated。 \"Ill?——No,I’mruined,\"hesaid。 Lilymadeafrightenedsound,andMrs。Bartrosetoherfeet。 \"Ruined——?\"shecried;butcontrollingherselfinstantly,sheturnedacalmfacetoLily。 \"Shutthepantrydoor,\"shesaid。 Lilyobeyed,andwhensheturnedbackintotheroomherfatherwassittingwithbothelbowsonthetable,theplateofsalmonbetweenthem,andhisheadbowedonhishands。 Mrs。Bartstoodoverhimwithawhitefacewhichmadeherhairunnaturallyyellow。ShelookedatLilyasthelatterapproached: herlookwasterrible,buthervoicewasmodulatedtoaghastlycheerfulness。 \"Yourfatherisnotwell——hedoesn’tknowwhatheissaying。Itisnothing——butyouhadbettergoupstairs;anddon’ttalktotheservants,\"sheadded。 Lilyobeyed;shealwaysobeyedwhenhermotherspokeinthatvoice。ShehadnotbeendeceivedbyMrs。Bart’swords:sheknewatoncethattheywereruined。Inthedarkhourswhichfollowed,thatawfulfactovershadowedevenherfather’sslowanddifficultdying。Tohiswifehenolongercounted:hehadbecomeextinctwhenheceasedtofulfilhispurpose,andshesatathissidewiththeprovisionalairofatravellerwhowaitsforabelatedtraintostart。Lily’sfeelingsweresofter:shepitiedhiminafrightenedineffectualway。Butthefactthathewasforthemostpartunconscious,andthathisattention,whenshestoleintotheroom,driftedawayfromherafteramoment,madehimevenmoreofastrangerthaninthenurserydayswhenhehadnevercomehometillafterdark。Sheseemedalwaystohaveseenhimthroughablur——firstofsleepiness,thenofdistanceandindifference—— andnowthefoghadthickenedtillhewasalmostindistinguishable。Ifshecouldhaveperformedanylittleservicesforhim,orhaveexchangedwithhimafewofthoseaffectingwordswhichanextensiveperusaloffictionhadledhertoconnectwithsuchoccasions,thefilialinstinctmighthavestirredinher;butherpity,findingnoactiveexpression,remainedinastateofspectatorship,overshadowedbyhermother’sgrimunflaggingresentment。EverylookandactofMrs。 Bart’sseemedtosay:\"Youaresorryforhimnow——butyouwillfeeldifferentlywhenyouseewhathehasdonetous。\" ItwasarelieftoLilywhenherfatherdied。 Thenalongwintersetin。Therewasalittlemoneyleft,buttoMrs。Bartitseemedworsethannothing——themeremockeryofwhatshewasentitledto。Whatwastheuseoflivingifonehadtolivelikeapig?Shesankintoakindoffuriousapathy,astateofinertangeragainstfate。Herfacultyfor\"managing\"desertedher,orshenolongertooksufficientprideinittoexertit。Itwaswellenoughto\"manage\"whenbysodoingonecouldkeepone’sowncarriage;butwhenone’sbestcontrivancedidnotconcealthefactthatonehadtogoonfoot,theeffortwasnolongerworthmaking。 Lilyandhermotherwanderedfromplacetoplace,nowpayinglongvisitstorelationswhosehouse-keepingMrs。Bartcriticized,andwhodeploredthefactthatsheletLilybreakfastinbedwhenthegirlhadnoprospectsbeforeher,andnowvegetatingincheapcontinentalrefuges,whereMrs。Bartheldherselffiercelyalooffromthefrugaltea-tablesofhercompanionsinmisfortune。Shewasespeciallycarefultoavoidheroldfriendsandthescenesofherformersuccesses。Tobepoorseemedtohersuchaconfessionoffailurethatitamountedtodisgrace;andshedetectedanoteofcondescensioninthefriendliestadvances。 Onlyonethoughtconsoledher,andthatwasthecontemplationofLily’sbeauty。Shestudieditwithakindofpassion,asthoughitweresomeweaponshehadslowlyfashionedforhervengeance。 Itwasthelastassetintheirfortunes,thenucleusaroundwhichtheirlifewastoberebuilt。Shewatcheditjealously,asthoughitwereherownpropertyandLilyitsmerecustodian;andshetriedtoinstilintothelatterasenseoftheresponsibilitythatsuchachargeinvolved。Shefollowedinimaginationthecareerofotherbeauties,pointingouttoherdaughterwhatmightbeachievedthroughsuchagift,anddwellingontheawfulwarningofthosewho,inspiteofit,hadfailedtogetwhattheywanted:toMrs。Bart,onlystupiditycouldexplainthelamentabledenouementofsomeofherexamples。Shewasnotabovetheinconsistencyofchargingfate,ratherthanherself,withherownmisfortunes;butsheinveighedsoacrimoniouslyagainstlove-matchesthatLilywouldhavefanciedherownmarriagehadbeenofthatnature,hadnotMrs。Bartfrequentlyassuredherthatshehadbeen\"talkedintoit\"——bywhom,shenevermadeclear。 Lilywasdulyimpressedbythemagnitudeofheropportunities。 Thedinginessofherpresentlifethrewintoenchantingrelieftheexistencetowhichshefeltherselfentitled。ToalessilluminatedintelligenceMrs。Bart’scounselsmighthavebeendangerous;butLilyunderstoodthatbeautyisonlytherawmaterialofconquest,andthattoconvertitintosuccessotherartsarerequired。Sheknewthattobetrayanysenseofsuperioritywasasubtlerformofthestupidityhermotherdenounced,anditdidnottakeherlongtolearnthatabeautyneedsmoretactthanthepossessorofanaveragesetoffeatures。 HerambitionswerenotascrudeasMrs。Bart’s。Ithadbeenamongthatlady’sgrievancesthatherhusband——intheearlydays,beforehewastootired——hadwastedhiseveningsinwhatshevaguelydescribedas\"readingpoetry\";andamongtheeffectspackedofftoauctionafterhisdeathwereascoreortwoofdingyvolumeswhichhadstruggledforexistenceamongthebootsandmedicinebottlesofhisdressing-roomshelves。TherewasinLilyaveinofsentiment,perhapstransmittedfromthissource,whichgaveanidealizingtouchtohermostprosaicpurposes。Shelikedtothinkofherbeautyasapowerforgood,asgivinghertheopportunitytoattainapositionwheresheshouldmakeherinfluencefeltinthevaguediffusionofrefinementandgoodtaste。Shewasfondofpicturesandflowers,andofsentimentalfiction,andshecouldnothelpthinkingthatthepossessionofsuchtastesennobledherdesireforworldlyadvantages。Shewouldnotindeedhavecaredtomarryamanwhowasmerelyrich:shewassecretlyashamedofhermother’scrudepassionformoney。 Lily’spreferencewouldhavebeenforanEnglishnoblemanwithpoliticalambitionsandvastestates;or,forsecondchoice,anItalianprincewithacastleintheApenninesandanhereditaryofficeintheVatican。Lostcauseshadaromanticcharmforher,andshelikedtopictureherselfasstandingalooffromthevulgarpressoftheQuirinal,andsacrificingherpleasuretotheclaimsofanimmemorialtradition…… Howlongagoandhowfaroffitallseemed!ThoseambitionswerehardlymorefutileandchildishthantheearlieroneswhichhadcentredaboutthepossessionofaFrenchjointeddollwithrealhair。WasitonlytenyearssinceshehadwaveredinimaginationbetweentheEnglishearlandtheItalianprince?Relentlesslyhermindtravelledonoverthedrearyinterval…… AftertwoyearsofhungryroamingMrs。Barthaddied——diedofadeepdisgust。Shehadhateddinginess,anditwasherfatetobedingy。HervisionsofabrilliantmarriageforLilyhadfadedafterthefirstyear。 \"Peoplecan’tmarryyouiftheydon’tseeyou——andhowcantheyseeyouintheseholeswherewe’restuck?\"Thatwastheburdenofherlament;andherlastadjurationtoherdaughterwastoescapefromdinginessifshecould。 \"Don’tletitcreepuponyouanddragyoudown。Fightyourwayoutofitsomehow——you’reyoungandcandoit,\"sheinsisted。 ShehaddiedduringoneoftheirbriefvisitstoNewYork,andthereLilyatoncebecamethecentreofafamilycouncilcomposedofthewealthyrelativeswhomshehadbeentaughttodespiseforlivinglikepigs。Itmaybethattheyhadaninklingofthesentimentsinwhichshehadbeenbroughtup,fornoneofthemmanifestedaverylivelydesireforhercompany;indeed,thequestionthreatenedtoremainunsolvedtillMrs。Penistonwithasighannounced:\"I’lltryherforayear。\" Everyonewassurprised,butoneandallconcealedtheirsurprise,lestMrs。Penistonshouldbealarmedbyitintoreconsideringherdecision。 Mrs。PenistonwasMr。Bart’swidowedsister,andifshewasbynomeanstherichestofthefamilygroup,itsothermembersneverthelessaboundedinreasonswhyshewasclearlydestinedbyProvidencetoassumethechargeofLily。Inthefirstplaceshewasalone,anditwouldbecharmingforhertohaveayoungcompanion。Thenshesometimestravelled,andLily’sfamiliaritywithforeigncustoms——deploredasamisfortunebyhermoreconservativerelatives——wouldatleastenablehertoactasakindofcourier。ButasamatteroffactMrs。Penistonhadnotbeenaffectedbytheseconsiderations。Shehadtakenthegirlsimplybecausenooneelsewouldhaveher,andbecauseshehadthekindofmoralMAUVAISEHONTEwhichmakesthepublicdisplayofselfishnessdifficult,thoughitdoesnotinterferewithitsprivateindulgence。ItwouldhavebeenimpossibleforMrs。 Penistontobeheroiconadesertisland,butwiththeeyesofherlittleworlduponhershetookacertainpleasureinheract。 Shereapedtherewardtowhichdisinterestednessisentitled,andfoundanagreeablecompanioninherniece。ShehadexpectedtofindLilyheadstrong,criticaland\"foreign\"——forevenMrs。 Peniston,thoughsheoccasionallywentabroad,hadthefamilydreadofforeignness——butthegirlshowedapliancy,which,toamorepenetratingmindthanheraunt’s,mighthavebeenlessreassuringthantheopenselfishnessofyouth。MisfortunehadmadeLilysuppleinsteadofhardeningher,andapliablesubstanceislesseasytobreakthanastiffone。 Mrs。Peniston,however,didnotsufferfromherniece’sadaptability。Lilyhadnointentionoftakingadvantageofheraunt’sgoodnature。Shewasintruthgratefulfortherefugeofferedher:Mrs。Peniston’sopulentinteriorwasatleastnotexternallydingy。Butdinginessisaqualitywhichassumesallmannerofdisguises;andLilysoonfoundthatitwasaslatentintheexpensiveroutineofheraunt’slifeasinthemakeshiftexistenceofacontinentalpension。 Mrs。Penistonwasoneoftheepisodicalpersonswhoformthepaddingoflife。Itwasimpossibletobelievethatshehadherselfeverbeenafocusofactivities。ThemostvividthingaboutherwasthefactthathergrandmotherhadbeenaVanAlstyne。Thisconnectionwiththewell-fedandindustriousstockofearlyNewYorkrevealeditselfintheglacialneatnessofMrs。 Peniston’sdrawing-roomandintheexcellenceofhercuisine。ShebelongedtotheclassofoldNewYorkerswhohavealwayslivedwell,dressedexpensively,anddonelittleelse;andtotheseinheritedobligationsMrs。Penistonfaitfullyconformed。 Shehadalwaysbeenalooker-onatlife,andhermindresembledoneofthoselittlemirrorswhichherDutchancestorswereaccustomedtoaffixtotheirupperwindows,sothatfromthedepthsofanimpenetrabledomesticitytheymightseewhatwashappeninginthestreet。 Mrs。Penistonwastheownerofacountry-placeinNewJersey,butshehadneverlivedtheresinceherhusband’sdeath——aremoteevent,whichappearedtodwellinhermemorychieflyasadividingpointinthepersonalreminiscencesthatformedthestapleofherconversation。Shewasawomanwhoremembereddateswithintensity,andcouldtellatamoment’snoticewhetherthedrawing-roomcurtainshadbeenrenewedbeforeorafterMr。 Peniston’slastillness。 Mrs。Penistonthoughtthecountrylonelyandtreesdamp,andcherishedavaguefearofmeetingabull。Toguardagainstsuchcontingenciesshefrequentedthemorepopulouswatering-places,wheresheinstalledherselfimpersonallyinahiredhouseandlookedonatlifethroughthemattingscreenofherverandah。Inthecareofsuchaguardian,itsoonbecamecleartoLilythatshewastoenjoyonlythematerialadvantagesofgoodfoodandexpensiveclothing;and,thoughfarfromunderratingthese,shewouldgladlyhaveexchangedthemforwhatMrs。Barthadtaughthertoregardasopportunities。Shesighedtothinkwhathermother’sfierceenergieswouldhaveaccomplished,hadtheybeencoupledwithMrs。Peniston’sresources。Lilyhadabundantenergyofherown,butitwasrestrictedbythenecessityofadaptingherselftoheraunt’shabits。ShesawthatatallcostsshemustkeepMrs。Peniston’sfavourtill,asMrs。Bartwouldhavephrasedit,shecouldstandonherownlegs。Lilyhadnomindforthevagabondlifeofthepoorrelation,andtoadaptherselftoMrs。 Penistonshehad,tosomedegree,toassumethatlady’spassiveattitude。Shehadfanciedatfirstthatitwouldbeeasytodrawherauntintothewhirlofherownactivities,buttherewasastaticforceinMrs。Penistonagainstwhichherniece’seffortsspentthemselvesinvain。Toattempttobringherintoactiverelationwithlifewasliketuggingatapieceoffurniturewhichhasbeenscrewedtothefloor。Shedidnot,indeed,expectLilytoremainequallyimmovable:shehadalltheAmericanguardian’sindulgenceforthevolatilityofyouth。 Shehadindulgencealsoforcertainotherhabitsofherniece’s。 ItseemedtohernaturalthatLilyshouldspendallhermoneyondress,andshesupplementedthegirl’sscantyincomebyoccasional\"handsomepresents\"meanttobeappliedtothesamepurpose。Lily,whowasintenselypractical,wouldhavepreferredafixedallowance;butMrs。Penistonlikedtheperiodicalrecurrenceofgratitudeevokedbyunexpectedcheques,andwasperhapsshrewdenoughtoperceivethatsuchamethodofgivingkeptaliveinhernieceasalutarysenseofdependence。 Beyondthis,Mrs。Penistonhadnotfeltcalledupontodoanythingforhercharge:shehadsimplystoodasideandlethertakethefield。Lilyhadtakenit,atfirstwiththeconfidenceofassuredpossessorship,thenwithgraduallynarrowingdemands,tillnowshefoundherselfactuallystrugglingforafootholdonthebroadspacewhichhadonceseemedherownfortheasking。Howithappenedshedidnotyetknow。SometimesshethoughtitwasbecauseMrs。Penistonhadbeentoopassive,andagainshefeareditwasbecausesheherselfhadnotbeenpassiveenough。Hadsheshownanundueeagernessforvictory?Hadshelackedpatience,pliancyanddissimulation?Whethershechargedherselfwiththesefaultsorabsolvedherselffromthem,madenodifferenceinthesum-totalofherfailure。Youngerandplainergirlshadbeenmarriedoffbydozens,andshewasnine-and-twenty,andstillMissBart。 Shewasbeginningtohavefitsofangryrebellionagainstfate,whenshelongedtodropoutoftheraceandmakeanindependentlifeforherself。Butwhatmanneroflifewoulditbe?Shehadbarelyenoughmoneytopayherdress-makers’billsandhergamblingdebts;andnoneofthedesultoryinterestswhichshedignifiedwiththenameoftasteswaspronouncedenoughtoenablehertolivecontentedlyinobscurity。Ah,no——shewastoointelligentnottobehonestwithherself。Sheknewthatshehateddinginessasmuchashermotherhadhatedit,andtoherlastbreathshemeanttofightagainstit,draggingherselfupagainandagainaboveitsfloodtillshegainedthebrightpinnaclesofsuccesswhichpresentedsuchaslipperysurfacetoherclutch。 Thenextmorning,onherbreakfasttray,MissBartfoundanotefromherhostess。 \"DearestLily,\"itran,\"ifitisnottoomuchofaboretobedownbyten,willyoucometomysitting-roomtohelpmewithsometiresomethings?\" Lilytossedasidethenoteandsubsidedonherpillowswithasigh。ItWASaboretobedownbyten——anhourregardedatBellomontasvaguelysynchronouswithsunrise——andsheknewtoowellthenatureofthetiresomethingsinquestion。MissPragg,thesecretary,hadbeencalledaway,andtherewouldbenotesanddinner-cardstowrite,lostaddressestohuntup,andothersocialdrudgerytoperform。ItwasunderstoodthatMissBartshouldfillthegapinsuchemergencies,andsheusuallyrecognizedtheobligationwithoutamurmur。 Today,however,itrenewedthesenseofservitudewhichthepreviousnight’sreviewofhercheque-bookhadproduced。 Everythinginhersurroundingsministeredtofeelingsofeaseandamenity。ThewindowsstoodopentothesparklingfreshnessoftheSeptembermorning,andbetweentheyellowboughsshecaughtaperspectiveofhedgesandparterresleadingbydegreesoflesseningformalitytothefreeundulationsofthepark。Hermaidhadkindledalittlefireonthehearth,anditcontendedcheerfullywiththesunlightwhichslantedacrossthemoss-greencarpetandcaressedthecurvedsidesofanoldmarquetrydesk。 Nearthebedstoodatableholdingherbreakfasttray,withitsharmoniousporcelainandsilver,ahandfulofvioletsinaslenderglass,andthemorningpaperfoldedbeneathherletters。 TherewasnothingnewtoLilyinthesetokensofastudiedluxury;but,thoughtheyformedapartofheratmosphere,sheneverlosthersensitivenesstotheircharm。Meredisplayleftherwithasenseofsuperiordistinction;butshefeltanaffinitytoallthesubtlermanifestationsofwealth。 Mrs。Trenor’ssummons,however,suddenlyrecalledherstateofdependence,andsheroseanddressedinamoodofirritabilitythatshewasusuallytooprudenttoindulge。Sheknewthatsuchemotionsleavelinesonthefaceaswellasinthecharacter,andshehadmeanttotakewarningbythelittlecreaseswhichhermidnightsurveyhadrevealed。 Thematter-of-coursetoneofMrs。Trenor’sgreetingdeepenedherirritation。Ifonediddragone’sselfoutofbedatsuchanhour,andcomedownfreshandradianttothemonotonyofnote-writing,somespecialrecognitionofthesacrificeseemedfitting。ButMrs。Trenor’stoneshowednoconsciousnessofthefact。 \"Oh,Lily,that’sniceofyou,\"shemerelysighedacrossthechaosofletters,billsandotherdomesticdocumentswhichgaveanincongruouslycommercialtouchtotheslendereleganceofherwriting-table。 \"Therearesuchlotsofhorrorsthismorning,\"sheadded,clearingaspaceinthecentreoftheconfusionandrisingtoyieldherseattoMissBart。 Mrs。Trenorwasatallfairwoman,whoseheightjustsavedherfromredundancy。Herrosyblondnesshadsurvivedsomefortyyearsoffutileactivitywithoutshowingmuchtraceofill-usageexceptinadiminishedplayoffeature。Itwasdifficulttodefineherbeyondsayingthatsheseemedtoexistonlyasahostess,notsomuchfromanyexaggeratedinstinctofhospitalityasbecauseshecouldnotsustainlifeexceptinacrowd。Thecollectivenatureofherinterestsexemptedherfromtheordinaryrivalriesofhersex,andsheknewnomorepersonalemotionthanthatofhatredforthewomanwhopresumedtogivebiggerdinnersorhavemoreamusinghouse-partiesthanherself。Ashersocialtalents,backedbyMr。Trenor’sbank-account,almostalwaysassuredherultimatetriumphinsuchcompetitions,successhaddevelopedinheranunscrupulousgoodnaturetowardtherestofhersex,andinMissBart’sutilitarianclassificationofherfriends,Mrs。Trenorrankedasthewomanwhowasleastlikelyto\"goback\"onher。 \"ItwassimplyinhumanofPraggtogooffnow,\"Mrs。Trenordeclared,asherfriendseatedherselfatthedesk。\"Shesayshersisterisgoingtohaveababy——asifthatwereanythingtohavingahouse-party!I’msureIshallgetmosthorriblymixedupandtherewillbesomeawfulrows。WhenIwasdownatTuxedoI askedalotofpeoplefornextweek,andI’vemislaidthelistandcan’trememberwhoiscoming。Andthisweekisgoingtobeahorridfailuretoo——andGwenVanOsburghwillgobackandtellhermotherhowboredpeoplewere。IdidmeantoasktheWetheralls——thatwasablunderofGus’s。TheydisapproveofCarryFisher,youknow。AsifonecouldhelphavingCarryFisher!ItWASfoolishofhertogetthatseconddivorce——Carryalwaysoverdoesthings——butshesaidtheonlywaytogetapennyoutofFisherwastodivorcehimandmakehimpayalimony。AndpoorCarryhastoconsidereverydollar。It’sreallyabsurdofAliceWetheralltomakesuchafussaboutmeetingher,whenonethinksofwhatsocietyiscomingto。Someonesaidtheotherdaythattherewasadivorceandacaseofappendicitisineveryfamilyoneknows。Besides,CarryistheonlypersonwhocankeepGusinagoodhumourwhenwehaveboresinthehouse。HaveyounoticedthatALLthehusbandslikeher?All,Imean,exceptherown。It’srathercleverofhertohavemadeaspecialtyofdevotingherselftodullpeople——thefieldissuchalargeone,andshehasitpracticallytoherself。Shefindscompensations,nodoubt——IknowsheborrowsmoneyofGus——butthenI’dPAYhertokeephiminagoodhumour,soIcan’tcomplain,afterall。 \"Mrs。TrenorpausedtoenjoythespectacleofMissBart’seffortstounravelhertangledcorrespondence。 \"ButitisonlytheWetherallsandCarry,\"sheresumed,withafreshnoteoflament。\"Thetruthis,I’mawfullydisappointedinLadyCressidaRaith。\" \"Disappointed?Hadyouknownherbefore?\" \"Mercy,no——neversawhertillyesterday。LadySkiddawsentheroverwithletterstotheVanOsburghs,andIheardthatMariaVanOsburghwasaskingabigpartytomeetherthisweek,soI thoughtitwouldbefuntogetheraway,andJackStepney,whoknewherinIndia,manageditforme。Mariawasfurious,andactuallyhadtheimpudencetomakeGweninviteherselfhere,sothattheyshouldn’tbeQUITEoutofit——ifI’dknownwhatLadyCressidawaslike,theycouldhavehadherandwelcome!ButI thoughtanyfriendoftheSkiddaws’wassuretobeamusing。YourememberwhatfunLadySkiddawwas?ThereweretimeswhenI simplyhadtosendthegirlsoutoftheroom。Besides,LadyCressidaistheDuchessofBeltshire’ssister,andInaturallysupposedshewasthesamesort;butyounevercantellinthoseEnglishfamilies。Theyaresobigthatthere’sroomforallkinds,anditturnsoutthatLadyCressidaisthemoralone——marriedaclergy-mananddoesmissionaryworkintheEastEnd。Thinkofmytakingsuchalotoftroubleaboutaclergyman’swife,whowearsIndianjewelryandbotanizes!ShemadeGustakeherallthroughtheglass-housesyesterday,andbotheredhimtodeathbyaskinghimthenamesoftheplants。FancytreatingGusasifhewerethegardener! \"Mrs。TrenorbroughtthisoutinaCRESCENDOofindignation。 \"Oh,well,perhapsLadyCressidawillreconciletheWetherallstomeetingCarryFisher,\"saidMissBartpacifically。 \"I’msureIhopeso!Butsheisboringallthemenhorribly,andifshetakestodistributingtracts,asIhearshedoes,itwillbetoodepressing。Theworstofitisthatshewouldhavebeensousefulattherighttime。YouknowwehavetohavetheBishoponceayear,andshewouldhavegivenjusttherighttonetothings。IalwayshavehorridluckabouttheBishop’svisits,\" addedMrs。Trenor,whosepresentmiserywasbeingfedbyarapidlyrisingtideofreminiscence;\"lastyear,whenhecame,Gusforgotallabouthisbeinghere,andbroughthometheNedWintonsandtheFarleys——fivedivorcesandsixsetsofchildrenbetweenthem!\" \"WhenisLadyCressidagoing?\"Lilyenquired。 Mrs。Trenorcastuphereyesindespair。\"Mydear,ifoneonlyknew!IwasinsuchahurrytogetherawayfromMariathatI actuallyforgottonameadate,andGussaysshetoldsomeoneshemeanttostophereallwinter。\" \"Tostophere?Inthishouse?\" \"Don’tbesilly——inAmerica。Butifnooneelseasksher——youknowtheyNEVERgotohotels。\" \"PerhapsGusonlysaidittofrightenyou。\" \"No——IheardhertellBerthaDorsetthatshehadsixmonthstoputinwhileherhusbandwastakingthecureintheEngadine。YoushouldhaveseenBerthalookvacant!Butit’snojoke,youknow——ifshestaysherealltheautumnshe’llspoileverything,andMariaVanOsburghwillsimplyexult。 \"AtthisaffectingvisionMrs。Trenor’svoicetrembledwithself-pity。\"Oh,Judy——asifanyonewereeverboredatBellomont!\" MissBarttactfullyprotested。\"Youknowperfectlywellthat,ifMrs。VanOsburghweretogetalltherightpeopleandleaveyouwithallthewrongones,you’dmanagetomakethingsgooff,andshewouldn’t。\" SuchanassurancewouldusuallyhaverestoredMrs。Trenor’scomplacency; butonthisoccasionitdidnotchasethecloudfromherbrow。 \"Itisn’tonlyLadyCressida,\"shelamented。\"Everythinghasgonewrongthisweek。IcanseethatBerthaDorsetisfuriouswithme。\" \"Furiouswithyou?Why?\" \"BecauseItoldherthatLawrenceSeldenwascoming;buthewouldn’t,afterall,andshe’squiteunreasonableenoughtothinkit’smyfault。\" MissBartputdownherpenandsatabsentlygazingatthenoteshehadbegun。 \"Ithoughtthatwasallover,\"shesaid。 \"Soitis,onhisside。AndofcourseBerthahasbeenidlesince。 ButIfancyshe’soutofajobjustatpresent——andsomeonegavemeahintthatIhadbetteraskLawrence。Well,IDIDaskhim——butIcouldn’tmakehimcome;andnowIsupposeshe’lltakeitoutofmebybeingperfectlynastytoeveryoneelse。\" \"Oh,shemaytakeitoutofHIMbybeingperfectlycharming——tosomeoneelse。 \"Mrs。Trenorshookherheaddolefully。\"Sheknowshewouldn’tmind。Andwhoelseisthere?AliceWetherallwon’tletLuciusoutofhersight。NedSilvertoncan’ttakehiseyesoffCarryFisher——poorboy!GusisboredbyBertha,JackStepneyknowshertoowell——and——well,tobesure,there’sPercyGryce!\" Shesatupsmilingatthethought。 MissBart’scountenancedidnotreflectthesmile。 \"Oh,sheandMr。Grycewouldnotbelikelytohititoff。\" \"Youmeanthatshe’dshockhimandhe’dboreher?Well,that’snotsuchabadbeginning,youknow。ButIhopeshewon’ttakeitintoherheadtobenicetohim,forIaskedhimhereonpurposeforyou。\" Lilylaughed。\"MERCIDUCOMPLIMENT!IshouldcertainlyhavenoshowagainstBertha。\" \"DoyouthinkIamuncomplimentary?I’mnotreally,youknow。 Everyoneknowsyou’reathousandtimeshandsomerandclevererthanBertha;butthenyou’renotnasty。Andforalwaysgettingwhatshewantsinthelongrun,commendmetoanastywoman。\" MissBartstaredinaffectedreproval。\"IthoughtyouweresofondofBertha。\" \"Oh,Iam——it’smuchsafertobefondofdangerouspeople。ButsheISdangerous——andifIeversawheruptomischiefit’snow。 IcantellbypoorGeorge’smanner。Thatmanisaperfectbarometer——healwaysknowswhenBerthaisgoingto——\" \"Tofall?\"MissBartsuggested。 \"Don’tbeshocking!Youknowhebelievesinherstill。AndofcourseIdon’tsaythere’sanyrealharminBertha。Onlyshedelightsinmakingpeoplemiserable,andespeciallypoorGeorge。\" \"Well,heseemscutoutforthepart——Idon’twondershelikesmorecheerfulcompanionship。\" \"Oh,Georgeisnotasdismalasyouthink。IfBerthadidworryhimhewouldbequitedifferent。Orifshe’dleavehimalone,andlethimarrangehislifeashepleases。Butshedoesn’tdareloseherholdofhimonaccountofthemoney,andsowhenHEisn’tjealousshepretendstobe。\" MissBartwentonwritinginsilence,andherhostesssatfollowinghertrainofthoughtwithfrowningintensity。 \"Doyouknow,\"sheexclaimedafteralongpause,\"IbelieveI’llcallupLawrenceonthetelephoneandtellhimhesimplyMUST come?\" \"Oh,don’t,\"saidLily,withaquicksuffusionofcolour。Theblushsurprisedheralmostasmuchasitdidherhostess,who,thoughnotcommonlyobservantoffacialchanges,satstaringatherwithpuzzledeyes。 \"Goodgracious,Lily,howhandsomeyouare!Why?Doyoudislikehimsomuch?\" \"Notatall;Ilikehim。ButifyouareactuatedbythebenevolentintentionofprotectingmefromBertha——Idon’tthinkIneedyourprotection。 \"Mrs。Trenorsatupwithanexclamation。\"Lily!——PERCY?Doyoumeantosayyou’veactuallydoneit?\" MissBartsmiled。\"IonlymeantosaythatMr。GryceandIaregettingtobeverygoodfriends。\" \"H’m——Isee。\"Mrs。Trenorfixedarapteyeuponher。\"Youknowtheysayhehaseighthundredthousandayear——andspendsnothing,exceptonsomerubbishyoldbooks。Andhismotherhasheart-diseaseandwillleavehimalotmore。OH,LILY,DOGO SLOWLY,\"herfriendadjuredher。 MissBartcontinuedtosmilewithoutannoyance。\"Ishouldn’t,forinstance,\"sheremarked,\"beinanyhastetotellhimthathehadalotofrubbishyoldbooks。\" \"No,ofcoursenot;Iknowyou’rewonderfulaboutgettinguppeople’ssubjects。Buthe’shorriblyshy,andeasilyshocked,and——and——\" \"Whydon’tyousayit,Judy?Ihavethereputationofbeingonthehuntforarichhusband?\" \"Oh,Idon’tmeanthat;hewouldn’tbelieveitofyou——atfirst,\" saidMrs。Trenor,withcandidshrewdness。\"Butyouknowthingsareratherlivelyhereattimes——ImustgiveJackandGusahint——andifhethoughtyouwerewhathismotherwouldcallfast——oh,well,youknowwhatImean。Don’twearyourscarletCREPE-DE-CHINEfordinner,anddon’tsmokeifyoucanhelpit,Lilydear!\" Lilypushedasideherfinishedworkwithadrysmile。\"You’reverykind,Judy:I’lllockupmycigarettesandwearthatlastyear’sdressyousentmethismorning。Andifyouarereallyinterestedinmycareer,perhapsyou’llbekindenoughnottoaskmetoplaybridgeagainthisevening。\" \"Bridge?Doeshemindbridge,too?Oh,Lily,whatanawfullifeyou’lllead!ButofcourseIwon’t——whydidn’tyougivemeahintlastnight?There’snothingIwouldn’tdo,youpoorduck,toseeyouhappy!\" AndMrs。Trenor,glowingwithhersex’seagernesstosmooththecourseoftruelove,envelopedLilyinalongembrace。 \"You’requitesure,\"sheaddedsolicitously,asthelatterextricatedherself,\"thatyouwouldn’tlikemetotelephoneforLawrenceSelden?\" \"Quitesure,\"saidLily。 ThenextthreedaysdemonstratedtoherowncompletesatifactionMissBart’sabilitytomanageheraffairswithoutextraneousaid。 Asshesat,ontheSaturdayafternoon,ontheterraceatBellomont,shesmiledatMrs。Trenor’sfearthatshemightgotoofast。Ifsuchawarninghadeverbeenneedful,theyearshadtaughtherasalutarylesson,andsheflatteredherselfthatshenowknewhowtoadaptherpacetotheobjectofpursuit。InthecaseofMr。Gryceshehadfounditwelltoflutterahead,losingherselfelusivelyandluringhimonfromdepthtodepthofunconsciousintimacy。Thesurroundingatmospherewaspropitioustothisschemeofcourtship。Mrs。Trenor,truetoherword,hadshownnosignsofexpectingLilyatthebridge-table,andhadevenhintedtotheothercard-playersthattheyweretobetraynosurpriseatherunwonteddefection。Inconsequenceofthishint,Lilyfoundherselfthecentreofthatfemininesolicitudewhichenvelopsayoungwomaninthematingseason。AsolitudewastacitlycreatedforherinthecrowdedexistenceofBellomont,andherfriendscouldnothaveshownagreaterreadinessforself-effacementhadherwooingbeenadornedwithalltheattributesofromance。InLily’ssetthisconductimpliedasympatheticcomprehensionofhermotives,andMr。Gryceroseinheresteemasshesawtheconsiderationheinspired。 TheterraceatBellomontonaSeptemberafternoonwasaspotpropitioustosentimentalmusings,andasMissBartstoodleaningagainstthebalustradeabovethesunkengarden,atalittledistancefromtheanimatedgroupaboutthetea-table,shemighthavebeenlostinthemazesofaninarticulatehappiness。Inreality,herthoughtswerefindingdefiniteutteranceinthetranquilrecapitulationoftheblessingsinstoreforher。FromwhereshestoodshecouldseethemembodiedintheformofMr。 Gryce,who,inalightovercoatandmuffler,satsomewhatnervouslyontheedgeofhischair,whileCarryFisher,withalltheenergyofeyeandgesturewithwhichnatureandarthadcombinedtoendowher,pressedonhimthedutyoftakingpartinthetaskofmunicipalreform。 Mrs。Fisher’slatesthobbywasmunicipalreform。Ithadbeenprecededbyanequalzealforsocialism,whichhadinturnreplacedanenergeticadvocacyofChristianScience。Mrs。Fisherwassmall,fieryanddramatic;andherhandsandeyeswereadmirableinstrumentsintheserviceofwhatevercauseshehappenedtoespouse。Shehad,however,thefaultcommontoenthusiastsofignoringanyslacknessofresponseonthepartofherhearers,andLilywasamusedbyherunconsciousnessoftheresistancedisplayedineveryangleofMr。Gryce’sattitude。Lilyherselfknewthathismindwasdividedbetweenthedreadofcatchingcoldifheremainedoutofdoorstoolongatthathour,andthefearthat,ifheretreatedtothehouse,Mrs。Fishermightfollowhimupwithapapertobesigned。Mr。Grycehadaconstitutionaldisliketowhathecalled\"committinghimself,\" andtenderlyashecherishedhishealth,heevidentlyconcludedthatitwassafertostayoutofreachofpenandinktillchancereleasedhimfromMrs。Fisher’stoils。MeanwhilehecastagonizedglancesinthedirectionofMissBart,whoseonlyresponsewastosinkintoanattitudeofmoregracefulabstraction。Shehadlearnedthevalueofcontrastinthrowinghercharmsintorelief,andwasfullyawareoftheextenttowhichMrs。Fisher’svolubilitywasenhancingherownrepose。 ShewasrousedfromhermusingsbytheapproachofhercousinJackStepneywho,atGwenVanOsburgh’sside,wasreturningacrossthegardenfromthetenniscourt。 ThecoupleinquestionwereengagedinthesamekindofromanceinwhichLilyfigured,andthelatterfeltacertainannoyanceincontemplatingwhatseemedtoheracaricatureofherownsituation。MissVanOsburghwasalargegirlwithflatsurfacesandnohighlights:JackStepneyhadoncesaidofherthatshewasasreliableasroastmutton。Hisowntastewasinthelineoflesssolidandmorehighly-seasoneddiet;buthungermakesanyfarepalatable,andtherehadbeentimeswhenMr。Stepneyhadbeenreducedtoacrust。 Lilyconsideredwithinteresttheexpressionoftheirfaces:thegirl’sturnedtowardhercompanion’slikeanemptyplatehelduptobefilled,whilethemanloungingathersidealreadybetrayedtheencroachingboredomwhichwouldpresentlycrackthethinveneerofhissmile。 \"Howimpatientmenare!\"Lilyreflected。\"AllJackhastodotogeteverythinghewantsistokeepquietandletthatgirlmarryhim;whereasIhavetocalculateandcontrive,andretreatandadvance,asifIweregoingthroughanintricatedance,whereonemisstepwouldthrowmehopelesslyoutoftime。\" AstheydrewnearershewaswhimsicallystruckbyakindoffamilylikenessbetweenMissVanOsburghandPercyGryce。Therewasnoresemblanceoffeature。Grycewashandsomeinadidacticway——helookedlikeacleverpupil’sdrawingfromaplaster-cast——whileGwen’scountenancehadnomoremodellingthanafacepaintedonatoyballoon。Butthedeeperaffinitywasunmistakable:thetwohadthesameprejudicesandideals,andthesamequalityofmakingotherstandardsnon-existentbyignoringthem。ThisattributewascommontomostofLily’sset:theyhadaforceofnegationwhicheliminatedeverythingbeyondtheirownrangeofperception。GryceandMissVanOsburghwere,inshort,madeforeachotherbyeverylawofmoralandphysicalcorrespondence——\"Yettheywouldn’tlookateachother,\"Lilymused,\"theyneverdo。Eachofthemwantsacreatureofadifferentrace,ofJack’sraceandmine,withallsortsofintuitions,sensationsandperceptionsthattheydon’tevenguesstheexistenceof。Andtheyalwaysgetwhattheywant。\" ShestoodtalkingwithhercousinandMissVanOsburgh,tillaslightcloudonthelatter’sbrowadvisedherthatevencousinlyamenitiesweresubjecttosuspicion,andMissBart,mindfulofthenecessityofnotexcitingenmitiesatthiscrucialpointofhercareer,droppedasidewhilethehappycoupleproceededtowardthetea-table。 Seatingherselfontheupperstepoftheterrace,Lilyleanedherheadagainstthehoneysuckleswreathingthebalustrade。Thefragranceofthelateblossomsseemedanemanationofthetranquilscene,alandscapetutoredtothelastdegreeofruralelegance。Intheforegroundglowedthewarmtintsofthegardens。 Beyondthelawn,withitspyramidalpale-goldmaplesandvelvetyfirs,slopedpasturesdottedwithcattle;andthroughalonggladetheriverwidenedlikealakeunderthesilverlightofSeptember。Lilydidnotwanttojointhecircleaboutthetea-table。Theyrepresentedthefutureshehadchosen,andshewascontentwithit,butinnohastetoanticipateitsjoys。ThecertaintythatshecouldmarryPercyGrycewhenshepleasedhadliftedaheavyloadfromhermind,andhermoneytroublesweretoorecentfortheirremovalnottoleaveasenseofreliefwhichalessdiscerningintelligencemighthavetakenforhappiness。Hervulgarcareswereatanend。Shewouldbeabletoarrangeherlifeasshepleased,tosoarintothatempyreanofsecuritywherecreditorscannotpenetrate。ShewouldhavesmartergownsthanJudyTrenor,andfar,farmorejewelsthanBerthaDorset。Shewouldbefreeforeverfromtheshifts,theexpedients,thehumiliationsoftherelativelypoor。Insteadofhavingtoflatter,shewouldbeflattered;insteadofbeinggrateful,shewouldreceivethanks。Therewereoldscoresshecouldpayoffaswellasoldbenefitsshecouldreturn。Andshehadnodoubtsastotheextentofherpower。SheknewthatMr。 Grycewasofthesmallcharytypemostinaccessibletoimpulsesandemotions。Hehadthekindofcharacterinwhichprudenceisavice,andgoodadvicethemostdangerousnourishment。ButLilyhadknownthespeciesbefore:shewasawarethatsuchaguardednaturemustfindonehugeoutletofegoism,andshedeterminedtobetohimwhathisAmericanahadhithertobeen:theonepossessioninwhichhetooksufficientpridetospendmoneyonit。Sheknewthatthisgenerositytoselfisoneoftheformsofmeanness,andsheresolvedsotoidentifyherselfwithherhusband’svanitythattogratifyherwisheswouldbetohimthemostexquisiteformofself-indulgence。Thesystemmightatfirstnecessitatearesorttosomeoftheveryshiftsandexpedientsfromwhichsheintendeditshouldfreeher;butshefeltsurethatinashorttimeshewouldbeabletoplaythegameinherownway。Howshouldshehavedistrustedherpowers?Herbeautyitselfwasnotthemereephemeralpossessionitmighthavebeeninthehandsofinexperience:herskillinenhancingit,thecareshetookofit,theuseshemadeofit,seemedtogiveitakindofpermanence。Shefeltshecouldtrustittocarryherthroughtotheend。 Andtheend,onthewhole,wasworthwhile。Lifewasnotthemockeryshehadthoughtitthreedaysago。Therewasroomforher,afterall,inthiscrowdedselfishworldofpleasurewhence,soshortatimesince,herpovertyhadseemedtoexcludeher。 Thesepeoplewhomshehadridiculedandyetenviedweregladtomakeaplaceforherinthecharmedcircleaboutwhichallherdesiresrevolved。Theywerenotasbrutalandself-engrossedasshehadfancied——orrather,sinceitwouldnolongerbenecessarytoflatterandhumourthem,thatsideoftheirnaturebecamelessconspicuous。Societyisarevolvingbodywhichisapttobejudgedaccordingtoitsplaceineachman’sheaven;andatpresentitwasturningitsilluminatedfacetoLily。 Intherosyglowitdiffusedhercompanionsseemedfullofamiablequalities。Shelikedtheirelegance,theirlightness,theirlackofemphasis:eventheself-assurancewhichattimeswassolikeobtusenessnowseemedthenaturalsignofsocialascendency。Theywerelordsoftheonlyworldshecaredfor,andtheywerereadytoadmithertotheirranksandletherlorditwiththem。Alreadyshefeltwithinherastealingallegiancetotheirstandards,anacceptanceoftheirlimitations,adisbeliefinthethingstheydidnotbelievein,acontemptuouspityforthepeoplewhowerenotabletoliveastheylived。 Theearlysunsetwasslantingacrossthepark。Throughtheboughsofthelongavenuebeyondthegardensshecaughttheflashofwheels,anddivinedthatmorevisitorswereapproaching。Therewasamovementbehindher,ascatteringofstepsandvoices:itwasevidentthatthepartyaboutthetea-tablewasbreakingup。 Presentlysheheardatreadbehindherontheterrace。ShesupposedthatMr。Grycehadatlastfoundmeanstoescapefromhispredicament,andshesmiledatthesignificanceofhiscomingtojoinherinsteadofbeatinganinstantretreattothefire-side。 Sheturnedtogivehimthewelcomewhichsuchgallantrydeserved; buthergreetingwaveredintoablushofwonder,forthemanwhohadapproachedherwasLawrenceSelden。 \"YouseeIcameafterall,\"hesaid;butbeforeshehadtimetoanswer,Mrs。Dorset,breakingawayfromalifelesscolloquywithherhost,hadsteppedbetweenthemwithalittlegestureofappropriation。 TheobservanceofSundayatBellomontwaschieflymarkedbythepunctualappearanceofthesmartomnibusdestinedtoconveythehouseholdtothelittlechurchatthegates。Whetheranyonegotintotheomnibusornotwasamatterofsecondaryimportance,sincebystandingthereitnotonlyborewitnesstotheorthodoxintentionsofthefamily,butmadeMrs。Trenorfeel,whenshefinallyhearditdriveaway,thatshehadsomehowvicariouslymadeuseofit。 ItwasMrs。Trenor’stheorythatherdaughtersactuallydidgotochurcheverySunday;buttheirFrenchgoverness’sconvictionscallinghertotherivalfane,andthefatiguesoftheweekkeepingtheirmotherinherroomtillluncheon,therewasseldomanyonepresenttoverifythefact。Nowandthen,inaspasmodicburstofvirtue——whenthehousehadbeentoouproariousovernight——GusTrenorforcedhisgenialbulkintoatightfrock-coatandroutedhisdaughtersfromtheirslumbers;buthabitually,asLilyexplainedtoMr。Gryce,thisparentaldutywasforgottentillthechurchbellswereringingacrossthepark,andtheomnibushaddrivenawayempty。 LilyhadhintedtoMr。Grycethatthisneglectofreligiousobservanceswasrepugnanttoherearlytraditions,andthatduringhervisitstoBellomontsheregularlyaccompaniedMurielandHildatochurch。Thistalliedwiththeassurance,alsoconfidentiallyimparted,that,neverhavingplayedbridgebefore,shehadbeen\"draggedintoit\"onthenightofherarrival,andhadlostanappallingamountofmoneyinconsequenceofherignoranceofthegameandoftherulesofbetting。Mr。GrycewasundoubtedlyenjoyingBellomont。Helikedtheeaseandglitterofthelife,andthelustreconferredonhimbybeingamemberofthisgroupofrichandconspicuouspeople。 Buthethoughtitaverymaterialisticsociety;thereweretimeswhenhewasfrightenedbythetalkofthemenandthelooksoftheladies,andhewasgladtofindthatMissBart,forallhereaseandself-possession,wasnotathomeinsoambiguousanatmosphere。Forthisreasonhehadbeenespeciallypleasedtolearnthatshewould,asusual,attendtheyoungTrenorstochurchonSundaymorning;andashepacedthegravelsweepbeforethedoor,hislightovercoatonhisarmandhisprayer-bookinonecarefully-glovedhand,hereflectedagreeablyonthestrengthofcharacterwhichkepthertruetoherearlytraininginsurroundingssosubversivetoreligiousprinciples。 ForalongtimeMr。Gryceandtheomnibushadthegravelsweeptothemselves;but,farfromregrettingthisdeplorableindifferenceonthepartoftheotherguests,hefoundhimselfnourishingthehopethatMissBartmightbeunaccompanied。Thepreciousminuteswereflying,however;thebigchestnutspawedthegroundandfleckedtheirimpatientsideswithfoam;thecoachmanseemedtobeslowlypetrifyingonthebox,andthegroomonthedoorstep; andstilltheladydidnotcome。Suddenly,however,therewasasoundofvoicesandarustleofskirtsinthedoorway,andMr。 Gryce,restoringhiswatchtohispocket,turnedwithanervousstart;butitwasonlytofindhimselfhandingMrs。Wetherallintothecarriage。 TheWetherallsalwayswenttochurch。Theybelongedtothevastgroupofhumanautomatawhogothroughlifewithoutneglectingtoperformasingleoneofthegesturesexecutedbythesurroundingpuppets。ItistruethattheBellomontpuppetsdidnotgotochurch;butothersequallyimportantdid——andMr。andMrs。 Wetherall’scirclewassolargethatGodwasincludedintheirvisiting-list。Theyappeared,therefore,punctualandresigned,withtheairofpeopleboundforadull\"AtHome,\"andafterthemHildaandMurielstraggled,yawningandpinningeachother’sveilsandribbonsastheycame。TheyhadpromisedLilytogotochurchwithher,theydeclared,andLilywassuchadearoldduckthattheydidn’tminddoingittopleaseher,thoughtheycouldn’tfancywhathadputtheideainherhead,andthoughfortheirownparttheywouldmuchratherhaveplayedlawntenniswithJackandGwen,ifshehadn’ttoldthemshewascoming。TheMissesTrenorwerefollowedbyLadyCressidaRaith,aweather-beatenpersoninLibertysilkandethnologicaltrinkets,who,onseeingtheomnibus,expressedhersurprisethattheywerenottowalkacrossthepark;butatMrs。Wetherall’shorrifiedprotestthatthechurchwasamileaway,herladyship,afteraglanceattheheightoftheother’sheels,acquiescedinthenecessityofdriving,andpoorMr。Grycefoundhimselfrollingoffbetweenfourladiesforwhosespiritualwelfarehefeltnottheleastconcern。 ItmighthaveaffordedhimsomeconsolationcouldhehaveknownthatMissBarthadreallymeanttogotochurch。Shehadevenrisenearlierthanusualintheexecutionofherpurpose。Shehadanideathatthesightofherinagreygownofdevotionalcut,withherfamouslashesdroopedaboveaprayer-book,wouldputthefinishingtouchtoMr。Gryce’ssubjugation,andrenderinevitableacertainincidentwhichshehadresolvedshouldformapartofthewalktheyweretotaketogetherafterluncheon。Herintentionsinshorthadneverbeenmoredefinite;butpoorLily,forallthehardglazeofherexterior,wasinwardlyasmalleableaswax。Herfacultyforadaptingherself,forenteringintootherpeople’sfeelings,ifitservedhernowandtheninsmallcontingencies,hamperedherinthedecisivemomentsoflife。Shewaslikeawater-plantinthefluxofthetides,andtodaythewholecurrentofhermoodwascarryinghertowardLawrenceSelden。Whyhadhecome?WasittoseeherselforBerthaDorset? Itwasthelastquestionwhich,atthatmoment,shouldhaveengagedher。Shemightbetterhavecontentedherselfwiththinkingthathehadsimplyrespondedtothedespairingsummonsofhishostess,anxioustointerposehimbetweenherselfandtheill-humourofMrs。Dorset。ButLilyhadnotrestedtillshelearnedfromMrs。TrenorthatSeldenhadcomeofhisownaccord。 \"Hedidn’tevenwireme——hejusthappenedtofindthetrapatthestation。Perhapsit’snotoverwithBerthaafterall,\"Mrs。 Trenormusinglyconcluded;andwentawaytoarrangeherdinner-cardsaccordingly。 Perhapsitwasnot,Lilyreflected;butitshouldbesoon,unlessshehadlosthercunning。IfSeldenhadcomeatMrs。Dorset’scall,itwasatherownthathewouldstay。Somuchthepreviouseveninghadtoldher。Mrs。Trenor,truetohersimpleprincipleofmakinghermarriedfriendshappy,hadplacedSeldenandMrs。 Dorsetnexttoeachotheratdinner;but,inobediencetothetime-honouredtraditionsofthematch-maker,shehadseparatedLilyandMr。Gryce,sendingintheformerwithGeorgeDorset,whileMr。GrycewascoupledwithGwenVanOsburgh。 GeorgeDorset’stalkdidnotinterferewiththerangeofhisneighbour’sthoughts。Hewasamournfuldyspeptic,intentonfindingoutthedeleteriousingredientsofeverydishanddivertedfromthiscareonlybythesoundofhiswife’svoice。Onthisoccasion,however,Mrs。Dorsettooknopartinthegeneralconversation。ShesattalkinginlowmurmurswithSelden,andturningacontemptuousanddenudedshouldertowardherhost,who,farfromresentinghisexclusion,plungedintotheexcessesoftheMENUwiththejoyousirresponsibilityofafreeman。ToMr。 Dorset,however,hiswife’sattitudewasasubjectofsuchevidentconcernthat,whenhewasnotscrapingthesaucefromhisfish,orscoopingthemoistbread-crumbsfromtheinteriorofhisroll,hesatstraininghisthinneckforaglimpseofherbetweenthelights。 Mrs。Trenor,asitchanced,hadplacedthehusbandandwifeonoppositesidesofthetable,andLilywasthereforeabletoobserveMrs。Dorsetalso,andbycarryingherglanceafewfeetfarther,tosetuparapidcomparisonbetweenLawrenceSeldenandMr。Gryce。Itwasthatcomparisonwhichwasherundoing。WhyelsehadshesuddenlygrowninterestedinSelden?Shehadknownhimforeightyearsormore:eversinceherreturntoAmericahehadformedapartofherbackground。Shehadalwaysbeengladtositnexttohimatdinner,hadfoundhimmoreagreeablethanmostmen,andhadvaguelywishedthathepossessedtheotherqualitiesneedfultofixherattention;buttillnowshehadbeentoobusywithherownaffairstoregardhimasmorethanoneofthepleasantaccessoriesoflife。MissBartwasakeenreaderofherownheart,andshesawthathersuddenpreoccupationwithSeldenwasduetothefactthathispresenceshedanewlightonhersurroundings。Notthathewasnotablybrilliantorexceptional; inhisownprofessionhewassurpassedbymorethanonemanwhohadboredLilythroughmanyawearydinner。Itwasratherthathehadpreservedacertainsocialdetachment,ahappyairofviewingtheshowobjectively,ofhavingpointsofcontactoutsidethegreatgiltcageinwhichtheywereallhuddledforthemobtogapeat。HowalluringtheworldoutsidethecageappearedtoLily,asshehearditsdoorclangonher!Inreality,assheknew,thedoorneverclanged:itstoodalwaysopen;butmostofthecaptiveswerelikefliesinabottle,andhavingonceflownin,couldneverregaintheirfreedom。ItwasSelden’sdistinctionthathehadneverforgottenthewayout。 Thatwasthesecretofhiswayofreadjustinghervision。Lily,turninghereyesfromhim,foundherselfscanningherlittleworldthroughhisretina:itwasasthoughthepinklampshadbeenshutoffandthedustydaylightletin。Shelookeddownthelongtable,studyingitsoccupantsonebyone,fromGusTrenor,withhisheavycarnivorousheadsunkbetweenhisshoulders,ashepreyedonajelliedplover,tohiswife,attheoppositeendofthelongbankoforchids,suggestive,withherglaringgood-looks,ofajeweller’swindowlitbyelectricity。Andbetweenthetwo,whatalongstretchofvacuity!Howdrearyandtrivialthesepeoplewere!Lilyreviewedthemwithascornfulimpatience:CarryFisher,withhershoulders,hereyes,herdivorces,hergeneralairofembodyinga\"spicyparagraph\";youngSilverton,whohadmeanttoliveonproof-readingandwriteanepic,andwhonowlivedonhisfriendsandhadbecomecriticaloftruffles;AliceWetherall,ananimatedvisiting-list,whosemostfervidconvictionsturnedonthewordingofinvitationsandtheengravingofdinner-cards;Wetherall,withhisperpetualnervousnodofacquiescence,hisairofagreeingwithpeoplebeforeheknewwhattheyweresaying;JackStepney,withhisconfidentsmileandanxiouseyes,halfwaybetweenthesheriffandanheiress;GwenVanOsburgh,withalltheguilelessconfidenceofayounggirlwhohasalwaysbeentoldthatthereisnoonericherthanherfather。 Lilysmiledatherclassificationofherfriends。Howdifferenttheyhadseemedtoherafewhoursago!Thentheyhadsymbolizedwhatshewasgaining,nowtheystoodforwhatshewasgivingup。 Thatveryafternoontheyhadseemedfullofbrilliantqualities; nowshesawthattheyweremerelydullinaloudway。Undertheglitteroftheiropportunitiesshesawthepovertyoftheirachievement。Itwasnotthatshewantedthemtobemoredisinterested;butshewouldhavelikedthemtobemorepicturesque。Andshehadashamedrecollectionofthewayinwhich,afewhourssince,shehadfeltthecentripetalforceoftheirstandards。Sheclosedhereyesaninstant,andthevacuousroutineofthelifeshehadchosenstretchedbeforeherlikealongwhiteroadwithoutdiporturning:itwastrueshewastorolloveritinacarriageinsteadoftrudgingitonfoot,butsometimesthepedestrianenjoysthediversionofashortcutwhichisdeniedtothoseonwheels。 ShewasrousedbyachucklewhichMr。Dorsetseemedtoejectfromthedepthsofhisleanthroat。 \"Isay,dolookather,\"heexclaimed,turningtoMissBartwithlugubriousmerriment——\"Ibegyourpardon,butdojustlookatmywifemakingafoolofthatpoordeviloverthere!Onewouldreallysupposeshewasgoneonhim——andit’salltheotherwayround,Iassureyou。\" Thusadjured,LilyturnedhereyesonthespectaclewhichwasaffordingMr。Dorsetsuchlegitimatemirth。Itcertainlyappeared,ashesaid,thatMrs。Dorsetwasthemoreactiveparticipantinthescene:herneighbourseemedtoreceiveheradvanceswithatemperatezestwhichdidnotdistracthimfromhisdinner。ThesightrestoredLily’sgoodhumour,andknowingthepeculiardisguisewhichMr。Dorset’smaritalfearsassumed,sheaskedgaily:\"Aren’tyouhorriblyjealousofher?\" Dorsetgreetedthesallywithdelight。\"Oh,abominably——you’vejusthitit——keepsmeawakeatnight。Thedoctorstellmethat’swhathasknockedmydigestionout——beingsoinfernallyjealousofher——Ican’teatamouthfulofthisstuff,youknow,\"headdedsuddenly,pushingbackhisplatewithacloudedcountenance;andLily,unfailinglyadaptable,accordedherradiantattentiontohisprolongeddenunciationofotherpeople’scooks,withasupplementarytiradeonthetoxicqualitiesofmeltedbutter。 Itwasnotoftenthathefoundsoreadyanear;and,beingamanaswellasadyspeptic,itmaybethatashepouredhisgrievancesintoithewasnotinsensibletoitsrosysymmetry。AtanyrateheengagedLilysolongthatthesweetswerebeinghandedwhenshecaughtaphraseonherotherside,whereMissCorby,thecomicwomanofthecompany,wasbanteringJackStepneyonhisapproachingengagement。MissCorby’srolewasjocularity:shealwaysenteredtheconversationwithahandspring。 \"Andofcourseyou’llhaveSimRosedaleasbestman!\"Lilyheardherflingoutastheclimaxofherprognostications;andStepneyresponded,asifstruck:\"Jove,that’sanidea。WhatathumpingpresentI’dgetoutofhim!\" SIMROSEDALE!Thename,mademoreodiousbyitsdiminutive,obtrudeditselfonLily’sthoughtslikealeer。Itstoodforoneofthemanyhatedpossibilitieshoveringontheedgeoflife。IfshedidnotmarryPercyGryce,thedaymightcomewhenshewouldhavetobeciviltosuchmenasRosedale。IFSHEDIDNOTMARRY HIM?Butshemeanttomarryhim——shewassureofhimandsureofherself。Shedrewbackwithashiverfromthepleasantpathsinwhichherthoughtshadbeenstraying,andsetherfeetoncemoreinthemiddleofthelongwhiteroad……Whenshewentupstairsthatnightshefoundthatthelateposthadbroughtherafreshbatchofbills。Mrs。Peniston,whowasaconscientiouswoman,hadforwardedthemalltoBellomont。 MissBart,accordingly,rosethenextmorningwiththemostearnestconvictionthatitwasherdutytogotochurch。Shetoreherselfbetimesfromthelingeringenjoymentofherbreakfast-tray,rangtohavehergreygownlaidout,anddespatchedhermaidtoborrowaprayer-bookfromMrs。Trenor。 Buthercoursewastoopurelyreasonablenottocontainthegermsofrebellion。Nosoonerwereherpreparationsmadethantheyrousedasmotheredsenseofresistance。AsmallsparkwasenoughtokindleLily’simagination,andthesightofthegreydressandtheborrowedprayer-bookflashedalonglightdowntheyears。ShewouldhavetogotochurchwithPercyGryceeverySunday。TheywouldhaveafrontpewinthemostexpensivechurchinNewYork,andhisnamewouldfigurehandsomelyinthelistofparishcharities。Inafewyears,whenhegrewstouter,hewouldbemadeawarden。Onceinthewintertherectorwouldcometodine,andherhusbandwouldbeghertogooverthelistandseethatnoDIVORCEESwereincluded,exceptthosewhohadshowedsignsofpenitencebybeingre-marriedtotheverywealthy。Therewasnothingespeciallyarduousinthisroundofrelgiousobligations;butitstoodforafractionofthatgreatbulkofboredomwhichloomedacrossherpath。Andwhocouldconsenttobeboredonsuchamorning?Lilyhadsleptwell,andherbathhadfilledherwithapleasantglow,whichwasbecominglyreflectedintheclearcurveofhercheek。Nolineswerevisiblethismorning,orelsetheglasswasatahappierangle。 Andthedaywastheaccompliceofhermood:itwasadayforimpulseandtruancy。Thelightairseemedfullofpowderedgold; belowthedewybloomofthelawnsthewoodlandsblushedandsmouldered,andthehillsacrosstheriverswaminmoltenblue。 EverydropofbloodinLily’sveinsinvitedhertohappiness。 Thesoundofwheelsrousedherfromthesemusings,andleaningbehindhershuttersshesawtheomnibustakeupitsfreight。Shewastoolate,then——butthefactdidnotalarmher。AglimpseofMr。Gryce’screstfallenfaceevensuggestedthatshehaddonewiselyinabsentingherself,sincethedisappointmenthesocandidlybetrayedwouldsurelywhethisappetitefortheafternoonwalk。Thatwalkshedidnotmeantomiss;oneglanceatthebillsonherwriting-tablewasenoughtorecallitsnecessity。Butmeanwhileshehadthemorningtoherself,andcouldmusepleasantlyonthedisposalofitshours。ShewasfamiliarenoughwiththehabitsofBellomonttoknowthatshewaslikelytohaveafreefieldtillluncheon。ShehadseentheWetheralls,theTrenorgirlsandLadyCressidapackedsafelyintotheomnibus;JudyTrenorwassuretobehavingherhairshampooed;CarryFisherhaddoubtlesscarriedoffherhostforadrive;NedSilvertonwasprobablysmokingthecigaretteofyoungdespairinhisbedroom;andKateCorbywascertaintobeplayingtenniswithJackStepneyandMissVanOsburgh。Oftheladies,thisleftonlyMrs。Dorsetunaccountedfor,andMrs。Dorsetnevercamedowntillluncheon:herdoctors,sheaverred,hadforbiddenhertoexposeherselftothecrudeairofthemorning。 TotheremainingmembersofthepartyLilygavenospecialthought;wherevertheywere,theywerenotlikelytointerferewithherplans。These,forthemoment,tooktheshapeofassumingadresssomewhatmorerusticandsummerlikeinstylethanthegarmentshehadfirstselected,andrustlingdownstairs,sunshadeinhand,withthedisengagedairofaladyinquestofexercise。Thegreathallwasemptybutfortheknotofdogsbythefire,who,takinginataglancetheoutdooraspectofMissBart,wereuponheratoncewithlavishoffersofcompanionship。 Sheputasidetherammingpawswhichconveyedtheseoffers,andassuringthejoyousvolunteersthatshemightpresentlyhaveausefortheircompany,saunteredonthroughtheemptydrawing-roomtothelibraryattheendofthehouse。Thelibrarywasalmosttheonlysurvivingportionoftheoldmanor-houseofBellomont:alongspaciousroom,revealingthetraditionsofthemother-countryinitsclassically-caseddoors,theDutchtilesofthechimney,andtheelaboratehob-gratewithitsshiningbrassurns。Afewfamilyportraitsoflantern-jawedgentlemenintie-wigs,andladieswithlargehead-dressesandsmallbodies,hungbetweentheshelveslinedwithpleasantly-shabbybooks: booksmostlycontemporaneouswiththeancestorsinquestion,andtowhichthesubsequentTrenorshadmadenoperceptibleadditions。ThelibraryatBellomontwasinfactneverusedforreading,thoughithadacertainpopularityasasmoking-roomoraquietretreatforflirtation。IthadoccurredtoLily,however,thatitmightonthisoccasionhavebeenresortedtobytheonlymemberofthepartyintheleastlikelytoputittoitsoriginaluse。Sheadvancednoiselesslyoverthedenseoldrugscatteredwitheasy-chairs,andbeforeshereachedthemiddleoftheroomshesawthatshehadnotbeenmistaken。LawrenceSeldenwasinfactseatedatitsfartherend;butthoughabooklayonhisknee,hisattentionwasnotengagedwithit,butdirectedtoaladywhoselace-dadfigure,assheleanedbackinanadjoiningchair,detacheditselfwithexaggeratedslimnessagainsttheduskyleatherupholstery。 Lilypausedasshecaughtsightofthegroup;foramomentsheseemedabouttowithdraw,butthinkingbetterofthis,sheannouncedherapproachbyaslightshakeofherskirtswhichmadethecoupleraisetheirheads,Mrs。Dorsetwithalookoffrankdispleasure,andSeldenwithhisusualquietsmile。ThesightofhiscomposurehadadisturbingeffectonLily;buttobedisturbedwasinhercasetomakeamorebrillianteffortatself-possession。 \"Dearme,amIlate?\"sheasked,puttingahandinhisasheadvancedtogreether。 \"Lateforwhat?\"enquiredMrs。Dorsettartly。\"Notforluncheon,certainly——butperhapsyouhadanearlierengagement?\" \"Yes,Ihad,\"saidLilyconfidingly。 \"Really?PerhapsIamintheway,then?ButMr。Seldenisentirelyatyourdisposal。\"Mrs。Dorsetwaspalewithtemper,andherantagonistfeltacertainpleasureinprolongingherdistress。 \"Oh,dear,no——dostay,\"shesaidgood-humouredly。\"Idon’tintheleastwanttodriveyouaway。\" \"You’reawfullygood,dear,butIneverinterferewithMr。 Selden’sengagements。\" Theremarkwasutteredwithalittleairofproprietorshipnotlostonitsobject,whoconcealedafaintblushofannoyancebystoopingtopickupthebookhehaddroppedatLily’sapproach。 Thelatter’seyeswidenedcharminglyandshebrokeintoalightlaugh。 \"ButIhavenoengagementwithMr。Selden!Myengagementwastogotochurch;andI’mafraidtheomnibushasstartedwithoutme。 HASitstarted,doyouknow?\" SheturnedtoSelden,whorepliedthathehadhearditdriveawaysometimesince。 \"Ah,thenIshallhavetowalk;IpromisedHildaandMurieltogotochurchwiththem。It’stoolatetowalkthere,yousay?Well,Ishallhavethecreditoftrying,atanyrate——andtheadvantageofescapingpartoftheservice。I’mnotsosorryformyself,afterall!\" Andwithabrightnodtothecoupleonwhomshehadintruded,MissBartstrolledthroughtheglassdoorsandcarriedherrustlinggracedownthelongperspectiveofthegardenwalk。 Shewastakingherwaychurchward,butatnoveryquickpace;afactnotlostononeofherobservers,whostoodinthedoorwaylookingafterherwithanairofpuzzledamusement。Thetruthisthatshewasconsciousofasomewhatkeenshockofdisappointment。AllherplansforthedayhadbeenbuiltontheassumptionthatitwastoseeherthatSeldenhadcometoBellomont。Shehadexpected,whenshecamedownstairs,tofindhimonthewatchforher;andshehadfoundhim,instead,inasituationwhichmightwelldenotethathehadbeenonthewatchforanotherlady。Wasitpossible,afterall,thathehadcomeforBerthaDorset?Thelatterhadactedontheassumptiontotheextentofappearingatanhourwhenshenevershowedherselftoordinarymortals,andLily,forthemoment,sawnowayofputtingherinthewrong。ItdidnotoccurtoherthatSeldenmighthavebeenactuatedmerelybythedesiretospendaSundayoutoftown: womenneverlearntodispensewiththesentimentalmotiveintheirjudgmentsofmen。ButLilywasnoteasilydisconcerted; competitionputheronhermettle,andshereflectedthatSelden’scoming,ifitdidnotdeclarehimtobestillinMrs。