\"TheDuchessadmiresherimmensely:I’msureshe’dbecharmedtohaveitarranged,\"LordHubertagreed,withtheprofessionalpromptnessofthemanaccustomedtodrawhisprofitfromfacilitatingsocialcontacts:Seldenwasstruckbythebusinesslikechangeinhismanner。
\"Lilyhasbeenatremendoussuccesshere,\"Mrs。Fishercontinued,stilladdressingherselfconfidentiallytoSelden。\"Shelookstenyearsyounger——Ineversawhersohandsome。LadySkiddawtookhereverywhereinCannes,andtheCrownPrincessofMacedoniahadhertostopforaweekatCimiez。PeoplesaythatwasonereasonwhyBerthawhiskedtheyachtofftoSicily:theCrownPrincessdidn’ttakemuchnoticeofher,andshecouldn’tbeartolookonatLily’striumph。\"
Seldenmadenoreply。HewasvaguelyawarethatMissBartwascruisingintheMediterraneanwiththeDorsets,butithadnotoccurredtohimthattherewasanychanceofrunningacrossherontheRiviera,wheretheseasonwasvirtuallyatanend。Asheleanedback,silentlycontemplatinghisfiligreecupofTurkishcoffee,hewastryingtoputsomeorderinhisthoughts,totellhimselfhowthenewsofhernearnesswasreallyaffectinghim。Hehadapersonaldetachmentenablinghim,eveninmomentsofemotionalhigh-pressure,togetafairlyclearviewofhisfeelings,andhewassincerelysurprisedbythedisturbancewhichthesightoftheSabrinahadproducedinhim。Hehadreasontothinkthathisthreemonthsofengrossingprofessionalwork,followingonthesharpshockofhisdisillusionment,hadclearedhismindofitssentimentalvapours。Thefeelinghehadnourishedandgivenprominencetowasoneofthankfulnessforhisescape:
hewaslikeatravellersogratefulforrescuefromadangerousaccidentthatatfirstheishardlyconsciousofhisbruises。Nowhesuddenlyfeltthelatentache,andrealizedthatafterallhehadnotcomeoffunhurt。
Anhourlater,atMrs。Fisher’ssideintheCasinogardens,hewastryingtofindfreshreasonsforforgettingtheinjuryreceivedinthecontemplationoftheperilavoided。ThepartyhaddispersedwiththeloiteringindecisioncharacteristicofsocialmovementsatMonteCarlo,wherethewholeplace,andthelonggildedhoursoftheday,seemtoofferaninfinityofwaysofbeingidle。LordHubertDaceyhadfinallygoneoffinquestoftheDuchessofBeltshire,chargedbyMrs。Brywiththedelicatenegotiationofsecuringthatlady’spresenceatdinner,theStepneyshadleftforNiceintheirmotor-car,andMr。Bryhaddepartedtotakehisplaceinthepigeonshootingmatchwhichwasatthemomentengaginghishighestfaculties。
Mrs。Bry,whohadatendencytogrowredandstertorousafterluncheon,hadbeenjudiciouslyprevaileduponbyCarryFishertowithdrawtoherhotelforanhour’srepose;andSeldenandhiscompanionwerethuslefttoastrollpropitioustoconfidences。ThestrollsoonresolveditselfintoatranquilsessiononabenchoverhungwithlaurelandBanksianroses,fromwhichtheycaughtadazzleofblueseabetweenmarblebalusters,andthefieryshaftsofcactus-blossomsshootingmeteor-likefromtherock。Thesoftshadeoftheirniche,andtheadjacentglitteroftheair,wereconducivetoaneasyloungingmood,andtothesmokingofmanycigarettes;andSelden,yieldingtotheseinfluences,sufferedMrs。Fishertounfoldtohimthehistoryofherrecentexperiences。ShehadcomeabroadwiththeWellyBrysatthemomentwhenfashionfleestheinclemencyoftheNewYorkspring。TheBrys,intoxicatedbytheirfirstsuccess,alreadythirstedfornewkingdoms,andMrs。Fisher,viewingtheRivieraasaneasyintroductiontoLondonsociety,hadguidedtheircoursethither。Shehadaffiliationsofherownineverycapital,andafacilityforpickingthemupagainafterlongabsences;andthecarefullydisseminatedrumouroftheBrys’wealthhadatoncegatheredaboutthemagroupofcosmopolitanpleasure-seekers。
\"ButthingsarenotgoingaswellasIexpected,\"Mrs。Fisherfranklyadmitted。\"It’sallverywelltosaythateverybodywithmoneycangetintosociety;butitwouldbetruertosaythatNEARLYeverybodycan。AndtheLondonmarketissogluttedwithnewAmericansthat,tosucceedtherenow,theymustbeeitherverycleverorawfullyqueer。TheBrysareneither。HEwouldgetonwellenoughifshe’dlethimalone;theylikehisslangandhisbragandhisblunders。ButLouisaspoilsitallbytryingtorepresshimandputherselfforward。Ifshe’dbenaturalherself——fatandvulgarandbouncing——itwouldbeallright;butassoonasshemeetsanybodysmartshetriestobeslenderandqueenly。ShetrieditwiththeDuchessofBeltshireandLadySkiddaw,andtheyfled。I’vedonemybesttomakeherseehermistake——I’vesaidtoheragainandagain:’Justletyourselfgo,Louisa’;butshekeepsupthehumbugevenwithme——Ibelieveshekeepsonbeingqueenlyinherownroom,withthedoorshut。
\"Theworstofitis,\"Mrs。Fisherwenton,\"thatshethinksit’sallMYfault。WhentheDorsetsturnedupheresixweeksago,andeverybodybegantomakeafussaboutLilyBart,IcouldseeLouisathoughtthatifshe’dhadLilyintowinsteadofmeshewouldhavebeenhob-nobbingwithalltheroyaltiesbythistime。Shedoesn’trealizethatit’sLily’sbeautythatdoesit:
LordHuberttellsmeLilyisthoughtevenhandsomerthanwhenheknewheratAixtenyearsago。Itseemsshewastremendouslyadmiredthere。AnItalianPrince,richandtherealthing,wantedtomarryher;butjustatthecriticalmomentagood-lookingstep-sonturnedup,andLilywassillyenoughtoflirtwithhimwhilehermarriage-settlementswiththestep-fatherwerebeingdrawnup。Somepeoplesaidtheyoungmandiditonpurpose。Youcanfancythescandal:therewasanawfulrowbetweenthemen,andpeoplebegantolookatLilysoqueerlythatMrs。Penistonhadtopackupandfinishhercureelsewhere。NotthatSHEeverunderstood:tothisdayshethinksthatAixdidn’tsuither,andmentionsherhavingbeensentthereasproofoftheincompetenceofFrenchdoctors。That’sLilyallover,youknow:sheworkslikeaslavepreparingthegroundandsowingherseed;butthedaysheoughttobereapingtheharvestsheover-sleepsherselforgoesoffonapicnic。\"
Mrs。Fisherpausedandlookedreflectivelyatthedeepshimmerofseabetweenthecactus-flowers。\"Sometimes,\"sheadded,\"Ithinkit’sjustflightiness——andsometimesIthinkit’sbecause,atheart,shedespisesthethingsshe’stryingfor。Andit’sthedifficultyofdecidingthatmakeshersuchaninterestingstudy。\"
SheglancedtentativelyatSelden’smotionlessprofile,andresumedwithaslightsigh:\"Well,allIcansayis,Iwishshe’dgiveMEsomeofherdiscardedopportunities。Iwishwecouldchangeplacesnow,forinstance。ShecouldmakeaverygoodthingoutoftheBrysifshemanagedthemproperly,andIshouldknowjusthowtolookafterGeorgeDorsetwhileBerthaisreadingVerlainewithNeddySilverton。\"
ShemetSelden’ssoundofprotestwithasharpderisiveglance。
\"Well,what’stheuseofmincingmatters?Weallknowthat’swhatBerthabroughtherabroadfor。WhenBerthawantstohaveagoodtimeshehastoprovideoccupationforGeorge。AtfirstIthoughtLilywasgoingtoplayhercardswellTHIStime,buttherearerumoursthatBerthaisjealousofhersuccesshereandatCannes,andIshouldn’tbesurprisediftherewereabreakanyday。Lily’sonlysafeguardisthatBerthaneedsherbadly——oh,verybadly。TheSilvertonaffairisintheacutestage:it’snecessarythatGeorge’sattentionshouldbeprettycontinuouslydistracted。AndI’mboundtosayLilyDOESdistractit:Ibelievehe’dmarryhertomorrowifhefoundouttherewasanythingwrongwithBertha。Butyouknowhim——he’sasblindashe’sjealous;andofcourseLily’spresentbusinessistokeephimblind。Acleverwomanmightknowjusttherightmomenttotearoffthebandage:
butLilyisn’tcleverinthatway,andwhenGeorgedoesopenhiseyesshe’llprobablycontrivenottobeinhislineofvision。\"
Seldentossedawayhiscigarette。\"ByJove——it’stimeformytrain,\"heexclaimed,withaglanceathiswatch;adding,inreplytoMrs。Fisher’ssurprisedcomment——\"Why,IthoughtofcourseyouwereatMonte!\"——amurmuredwordtotheeffectthathewasmakingNicehishead-quarters。
\"Theworstofitis,shesnubstheBrysnow,\"heheardirrelevantlyflungafterhim。
Tenminuteslater,inthehigh-perchedbedroomofanhoteloverlookingtheCasino,hewastossinghiseffectsintoacoupleofgapingportmanteaux,whiletheporterwaitedoutsidetotransportthemtothecabatthedoor。IttookbutabriefplungedownthesteepwhiteroadtothestationtolandhimsafelyintheafternoonexpressforNice;andnottillhewasinstalledinthecornerofanemptycarriage,didheexclaimtohimself,withareactionofself-contempt:\"WhatthedeuceamIrunningawayfrom?\"
ThepertinenceofthequestioncheckedSelden’sfugitiveimpulsebeforethetrainhadstarted。Itwasridiculoustobeflyinglikeanemotionalcowardfromaninfatuationhisreasonhadconquered。
HehadinstructedhisbankerstoforwardsomeimportantbusinessletterstoNice,andatNicehewouldquietlyawaitthem。HewasalreadyannoyedwithhimselfforhavingleftMonteCarlo,wherehehadintendedtopasstheweekwhichremainedtohimbeforesailing;butitwouldnowbedifficulttoreturnonhisstepswithoutanappearanceofinconsistencyfromwhichhispriderecoiled。InhisinmosthearthewasnotsorrytoputhimselfbeyondtheprobabilityofmeetingMissBart。Completelyashehad
detachedhimselffromher,hecouldnotyetregardhermerelyasasocialinstance;andviewedinamorepersonalwayshewasnotlikelytobeareassuringobjectofstudy。Chanceencounters,oreventherepeatedmentionofhername,wouldsendhisthoughtsbackintogroovesfromwhichhehadresolutelydetachedthem;whereas,ifshecouldbeentirelyexcludedfromhislife,thepressureofnewandvariedimpressions,withwhichnothoughtofherwasconnected,wouldsooncompletetheworkofseparation。Mrs。Fisher’sconversationhad,indeed,operatedtothatend;butthetreatmentwastoopainfultobevoluntarilychosenwhilemilderremedieswereuntried;andSeldenthoughthecouldtrusthimselftoreturngraduallytoareasonableviewofMissBart,ifonlyhedidnotseeher。
Havingreachedthestationearly,hehadarrivedatthispointinhisreflectionsbeforetheincreasingthrongontheplatformwarnedhimthathecouldnothopetopreservehisprivacy;thenextmomenttherewasahandonthedoor,andheturnedtoconfronttheveryfacehewasfleeing。
MissBart,glowingwiththehasteofaprecipitatedescentuponthetrain,headedagroupcomposedoftheDorsets,youngSilvertonandLordHubertDacey,whohadbarelytimetospringintothecarriage,andenvelopSeldeninejaculationsofsurpriseandwelcome,beforethewhistleofdeparturesounded。Theparty,itappeared,werehasteningtoNiceinresponsetoasuddensummonstodinewiththeDuchessofBeltshireandtoseethewater-feteinthebay;aplanevidentlyimprovised——inspiteofLordHubert’sprotesting\"Oh,Isay,youknow,\"——fortheexpresspurposeofdefeatingMrs。Bry’sendeavourtocapturetheDuchess。
Duringthelaughingrelationofthismanoeuvre,SeldenhadtimeforarapidimpressionofMissBart,whohadseatedherselfoppositetohiminthegoldenafternoonlight。ScarcelythreemonthshadelapsedsincehehadpartedfromheronthethresholdoftheBrys’conservatory;butasubtlechangehadpassedoverthequalityofherbeauty。Thenithadhadatransparencythroughwhichthefluctuationsofthespiritweresometimestragicallyvisible;nowitsimpenetrablesurfacesuggestedaprocessofcrystallizationwhichhadfusedherwholebeingintoonehardbrilliantsubstance。ThechangehadstruckMrs。Fisherasarejuvenation:toSeldenitseemedlikethatmomentofpauseandarrestwhenthewarmfluidityofyouthischilledintoitsfinalshape。
Hefeltitinthewayshesmiledonhim,andinthereadinessandcompetencewithwhich,flungunexpectedlyintohispresence,shetookupthethreadoftheirintercourseasthoughthatthreadhadnotbeensnappedwithaviolencefromwhichhestillreeled。Suchfacilitysickenedhim——buthetoldhimselfthatitwaswiththepangwhichprecedesrecovery。Nowhewouldreallygetwell——wouldejectthelastdropofpoisonfromhisblood。Alreadyhefelthimselfcalmerinherpresencethanhehadlearnedtobeinthethoughtofher。Herassumptionsandelisions,hershort-cutsandlongDETOURS,theskillwithwhichshecontrivedtomeethimatapointfromwhichnoinconvenientglimpsesofthepastwerevisible,suggestedwhatopportunitiesshehadhadforpractisingsuchartssincetheirlastmeeting。Hefeltthatshehadatlastarrivedatanunderstandingwithherself:hadmadeapactwithherrebelliousimpulses,andachievedauniformsystemofself-government,underwhichallvagranttendencieswereeitherheldcaptiveorforcedintotheserviceofthestate。
Andhesawotherthingstooinhermanner:sawhowithadadjusteditselftothehiddenintricaciesofasituationinwhich,evenafterMrs。Fisher’selucidatingflashes,hestillfelthimselfagrope。SurelyMrs。FishercouldnolongerchargeMissBartwithneglectingheropportunities!ToSelden’sexasperatedobservationshewasonlytoocompletelyalivetothem。Shewas\"perfect\"toeveryone:subservienttoBertha’sanxiouspredominance,good-naturedlywatchfulofDorset’smoods,brightlycompanionabletoSilvertonandDacey,thelatterofwhommetheronanevidentfootingofoldadmiration,whileyoungSilverton,portentouslyself-absorbed,seemedconsciousofheronlyasofsomethingvaguelyobstructive。Andsuddenly,asSeldennotedthefineshadesofmannerbywhichsheharmonizedherselfwithhersurroundings,itflashedonhimthat,toneedsuchadroithandling,thesituationmustindeedbedesperate。Shewasontheedgeofsomething——thatwastheimpressionleftwithhim。
Heseemedtoseeherpoisedonthebrinkofachasm,withonegracefulfootadvancedtoassertherunconsciousnessthatthegroundwasfailingher。
OnthePromenadedesAnglais,whereNedSilvertonhungonhimforthehalfhourbeforedinner,hereceivedadeeperimpressionofthegeneralinsecurity。SilvertonwasinamoodofTitanicpessimism。HowanyonecouldcometosuchadamnedholeastheRiviera——anyonewithagrainofimagination——withthewholeMediterraneantochoosefrom:butthen,ifone’sestimateofaplacedependedonthewaytheybroiledaspringchicken!Gad!
whatastudymightbemadeofthetyrannyofthestomach——thewayasluggishliverorinsufficientgastricjuicesmightaffectthewholecourseoftheuniverse,overshadoweverythinginreach——chronicdyspepsiaoughttobeamongthe\"statutorycauses\";awoman’slifemightberuinedbyaman’sinabilitytodigestfreshbread。Grotesque?Yes——andtragic——likemostabsurdities。There’snothinggrimmerthanthetragedythatwearsacomicmask……Wherewashe?Oh——thereasontheychuckedSicilyandrushedback?Well——partly,nodoubt,MissBart’sdesiretogetbacktobridgeandsmartness。Deadasastonetoartandpoetry——thelightneverWASonseaorlandforher!AndofcourseshepersuadedDorsetthattheItalianfoodwasbadforhim。Oh,shecouldmakehimbelieveanything——ANYTHING!Mrs。Dorsetwasawareofit——oh,perfectly:nothingSHEdidn’tsee!Butshecouldholdhertongue——she’dhadto,oftenenough。MissBartwasanintimatefriend——shewouldn’thearawordagainsther。Onlyithurtsawoman’spride——therearesomethingsonedoesn’tgetusedto……Allthisinconfidence,ofcourse?Ah——andthereweretheladiessignallingfromthebalconyofthehotel……HeplungedacrossthePromenade,leavingSeldentoameditativecigar。
Theconclusionsitledhimtowerefortified,laterintheevening,bysomeofthosefaintcorroborativehintsthatgeneratealightoftheirownintheduskofadoubtingmind。Selden,stumblingonachanceacquaintance,haddinedwithhim,andadjourned,stillinhiscompany,tothebrightlylitPromenade,wherealineofcrowdedstandscommandedtheglitteringdarknessofthewaters。Thenightwassoftandpersuasive。Overheadhungasummerskyfurrowedwiththerushofrockets;andfromtheeastalatemoon,pushingupbeyondtheloftybendofthecoast,sentacrossthebayashaftofbrightnesswhichpaledtoashesintheredglitteroftheilluminatedboats。Downthelantern-hungPromenade,snatchesofband-musicfloatedabovethehumofthecrowdandthesofttossingofboughsinduskygardens;
andbetweenthesegardensandthebacksofthestandsthereflowedastreamofpeopleinwhomthevociferouscarnivalmoodseemedtemperedbythegrowinglanguoroftheseason。
Seldenandhiscompanion,unabletogetseatsononeofthestandsfacingthebay,hadwanderedforawhilewiththethrong,andthenfoundapointofvantageonahighgarden-parapetabovethePromenade。Thencetheycaughtbutatriangularglimpseofthewater,andoftheflashingplayofboatsacrossitssurface;
butthecrowdinthestreetwasundertheirimmediateview,andseemedtoSelden,onthewhole,ofmoreinterestthantheshowitself。Afterawhile,however,heweariedofhisperchand,droppingalonetothepavement,pushedhiswaytothefirstcornerandturnedintothemoonlitsilenceofasidestreet。Longgarden-wallsoverhungbytreesmadeadarkboundarytothepavement;anemptycabtrailedalongthedesertedthoroughfare,andpresentlySeldensawtwopersonsemergefromtheoppositeshadows,signaltothecab,anddriveoffinittowardthecentreofthetown。Themoonlighttouchedthemastheypausedtoenterthecarriage,andherecognizedMrs。DorsetandyoungSilverton。
Beneaththenearestlamp-postheglancedathiswatchandsawthatthetimewascloseoneleven。Hetookanothercrossstreet,andwithoutbreastingthethrongonthePromenade,madehiswaytothefashionableclubwhichoverlooksthatthoroughfare。Here,amidtheblazeofcrowdedbaccarattables,hecaughtsightofLordHubertDacey,seatedwithhishabitualwornsmilebehindarapidlydwindlingheapofgold。Theheapbeinginduecoursewipedout,LordHubertrosewithashrug,andjoiningSelden,adjournedwithhimtothedesertedterraceoftheclub。Itwasnowpastmidnight,andthethrongonthestandswasdispersing,whilethelongtrailsofred-litboatsscatteredandfadedbeneathaskyrepossessedbythetranquilsplendourofthemoon。
LordHubertlookedathiswatch。\"ByJove,IpromisedtojointheDuchessforsupperattheLONDONHOUSE;butit’spasttwelve,andIsupposethey’veallscattered。Thefactis,Ilosttheminthecrowdsoonafterdinner,andtookrefugehere,formysins。Theyhadseatsononeofthestands,butofcoursetheycouldn’tstopquiet:theDuchessnevercan。SheandMissBartwentoffinquestofwhattheycalladventures——gad,itain’ttheirfaultiftheydon’thavesomequeerones!\"Headdedtentatively,afterpausingtogropeforacigarette:\"MissBart’sanoldfriendofyours,Ibelieve?Soshetoldme——Ah,thanks——I
don’tseemtohaveoneleft。\"HelitSelden’sprofferedcigarette,andcontinued,inhishigh-pitcheddrawlingtone:
\"Noneofmybusiness,ofcourse,butIdidn’tintroducehertotheDuchess。Charmingwoman,theDuchess,youunderstand;andaverygoodfriendofmine;butRATHERaliberaleducation。\"
Seldenreceivedthisinsilence,andafterafewpuffsLordHubertbrokeoutagain:\"Sortofthingonecan’tcommunicatetotheyounglady——thoughyoungladiesnowadaysaresocompetenttojudgeforthemselves;butinthiscase——I’manoldfriendtoo,youknow……andthereseemednooneelsetospeakto。Thewholesituation’salittlemixed,asIseeit——butthereusedtobeanauntsomewhere,adiffuseandinnocentperson,whowasgreatatbridgingoverchasmsshedidn’tsee……Ah,inNewYork,isshe?PityNewYork’ssuchalongwayoff!\"
MissBart,emerginglatethenextmorningfromhercabin,foundherselfaloneonthedeckoftheSabrina。Thecushionedchairs,disposedexpectantlyunderthewideawning,showednosignsofrecentoccupancy,andshepresentlylearnedfromastewardthatMrs。Dorsethadnotyetappeared,andthatthegentlemen——separately——hadgoneashoreassoonastheyhadbreakfasted。Suppliedwiththesefacts,Lilyleanedawhileovertheside,givingherselfuptoaleisurelyenjoymentofthespectaclebeforeher。Uncloudedsunlightenvelopedseaandshoreinabathofpurestradiancy。Thepurplingwatersdrewasharpwhitelineoffoamatthebaseoftheshore;againstitsirregulareminences,hotelsandvillasflashedfromthegreyishverdureofoliveandeucalyptus;andthebackgroundofbareandfinely-pencilledmountainsquiveredinapaleintensityoflight。
Howbeautifulitwas——andhowshelovedbeauty!Shehadalwaysfeltthathersensibilityinthisdirectionmadeupforcertainobtusenessesoffeelingofwhichshewaslessproud;andduringthelastthreemonthsshehadindulgeditpassionately。TheDorsets’invitationtogoabroadwiththemhadcomeasanalmostmiraculousreleasefromcrushingdifficulties;andherfacultyforrenewingherselfinnewscenes,andcastingoffproblemsofconductaseasilyasthesurroundingsinwhichtheyhadarisen,madethemerechangefromoneplacetoanotherseem,notmerelyapostponement,butasolutionofhertroubles。Moralcomplicationsexistedforheronlyintheenvironmentthathadproducedthem;
shedidnotmeantoslightorignorethem,buttheylosttheirrealitywhentheychangedtheirbackground。ShecouldnothaveremainedinNewYorkwithoutrepayingthemoneysheowedtoTrenor;toacquitherselfofthatodiousdebtshemightevenhavefacedamarriagewithRosedale;buttheaccidentofplacingtheAtlanticbetweenherselfandherobligationsmadethemdwindleoutofsightasiftheyhadbeenmilestonesandshehadtravelledpastthem。
HertwomonthsontheSabrinahadbeenespeciallycalculatedtoaidthisillusionofdistance。Shehadbeenplungedintonewscenes,andhadfoundinthemarenewalofoldhopesandambitions。Thecruiseitselfcharmedherasaromanticadventure。
Shewasvaguelytouchedbythenamesandscenesamidwhichshemoved,andhadlistenedtoNedSilvertonreadingTheocritusbymoonlight,astheyachtroundedtheSicilianpromontories,withathrillofthenervesthatconfirmedherbeliefinherintellectualsuperiority。ButtheweeksatCannesandNicehadreallygivenhermorepleasure。Thegratificationofbeingwelcomedinhighcompany,andofmakingherownascendencyfeltthere,sothatshefoundherselffiguringoncemoreasthe\"beautifulMissBart\"intheinterestingjournaldevotedtorecordingtheleastmovementsofhercosmopolitancompanions——alltheseexperiencestendedtothrowintotheextremebackgroundofmemorytheprosaicandsordiddifficultiesfromwhichshehadescaped。
Ifshewasfaintlyawareoffreshdifficultiesahead,shewassureofherabilitytomeetthem:itwascharacteristicofhertofeelthattheonlyproblemsshecouldnotsolvewerethosewithwhichshewasfamiliar。Meanwhileshecouldhonestlybeproudoftheskillwithwhichshehadadaptedherselftosomewhatdelicateconditions。Shehadreasontothinkthatshehadmadeherselfequallynecessarytoherhostandhostess;andifonlyshehadseenanyperfectlyirreproachablemeansofdrawingafinancialprofitfromthesituation,therewouldhavebeennocloudonherhorizon。Thetruthwasthatherfunds,asusual,wereinconvenientlylow;andtoneitherDorsetnorhiswifecouldthisvulgarembarrassmentbesafelyhinted。Still,theneedwasnotapressingone;shecouldworryalong,asshehadsooftendonebefore,withthehopeofsomehappychangeoffortunetosustainher;andmeanwhilelifewasgayandbeautifulandeasy,andshewasconsciousoffiguringnotunworthilyinsuchasetting。
ShewasengagedtobreakfastthatmorningwiththeDuchessofBeltshire,andattwelveo’clocksheaskedtobesetashoreinthegig。BeforethisshehadsenthermaidtoenquireifshemightseeMrs。Dorset;butthereplycamebackthatthelatterwastired,andtryingtosleep。Lilythoughtsheunderstoodthereasonoftherebuff。HerhostesshadnotbeenincludedintheDuchess’sinvitation,thoughsheherselfhadmadethemostloyaleffortsinthatdirection。Buthergracewasimpervioustohints,andinvitedoromittedasshechose。ItwasnotLily’sfaultifMrs。Dorset’scomplicatedattitudesdidnotfallinwiththeDuchess’seasygait。TheDuchess,whoseldomexplainedherself,hadnotformulatedherobjectionbeyondsaying:\"She’sratherabore,youknow。TheonlyoneofyourfriendsIlikeisthatlittleMr。Bry——HE’Sfunny——\"butLilyknewenoughnottopressthepoint,andwasnotaltogethersorrytobethusdistinguishedatherfriend’sexpense。BerthacertainlyHADgrowntiresomesinceshehadtakentopoetryandNedSilverton。
Onthewhole,itwasarelieftobreakawaynowandthenfromtheSabrina;andtheDuchess’slittlebreakfast,organizedbyLordHubertwithallhisusualvirtuosity,wasthepleasantertoLilyfornotincludinghertravelling-companions。Dorset,oflate,hadgrownmorethanusuallymoroseandincalculable,andNedSilvertonwentaboutwithanairthatseemedtochallengetheuniverse。Thefreedomandlightnessoftheducalintercoursemadeanagreeablechangefromthesecomplications,andLilywastempted,afterluncheon,toadjourninthewakeofhercompanionstothehecticatmosphereoftheCasino。Shedidnotmeantoplay;
herdiminishedpocket-moneyofferedsmallscopefortheadventure;butitamusedhertositonadivan,underthedoubtfulprotectionoftheDuchess’sback,whilethelatterhungaboveherstakesataneighbouringtable。
Theroomswerepackedwiththegazingthrongwhich,intheafternoonhours,tricklesheavilybetweenthetables,liketheSundaycrowdinalion-house。Inthestagnantflowofthemass,identitieswerehardlydistinguishable;butLilypresentlysawMrs。Brycleavingherdeterminedwaythroughthedoors,and,inthebroadwakesheleft,thelightfigureofMrs。Fisherbobbingafterherlikearow-boatatthesternofatug。Mrs。Brypressedon,evidentlyanimatedbytheresolvetoreachacertainpointintherooms;butMrs。Fisher,asshepassedLily,brokefromhertowing-line,andletherselffloattothegirl’sside。
\"Loseher?\"sheechoedthelatter’squery,withanindifferentglanceatMrs。Bry’sretreatingback。\"Idaresay——itdoesn’tmatter:IHAVElostheralready。\"And,asLilyexclaimed,sheadded:\"Wehadanawfulrowthismorning。Youknow,ofcourse,thattheDuchesschuckedheratdinnerlastnight,andshethinksitwasmyfault——mywantofmanagement。Theworstofitis,themessage——justamerewordbytelephone——camesolatethatthedinnerHADtobepaidfor;andBecassinHADrunitup——ithadbeensodrummedintohimthattheDuchesswascoming!\"
Mrs。Fisherindulgedinafaintlaughattheremembrance。\"Payingforwhatshedoesn’tgetranklessodreadfullywithLouisa:I
can’tmakeherseethatit’soneofthepreliminarystepstogettingwhatyouhaven’tpaidfor——andasIwasthenearestthingtosmash,shesmashedmetoatoms,poordear!\"
Lilymurmuredhercommiseration。Impulsesofsympathycamenaturallytoher,anditwasinstinctivetoprofferherhelptoMrs。Fisher。
\"Ifthere’sanythingIcando——ifit’sonlyaquestionofmeetingtheDuchess!IheardhersayshethoughtMr。Bryamusing——\"
ButMrs。Fisherinterposedwithadecisivegesture。\"Mydear,I
havemypride:theprideofmytrade。Icouldn’tmanagetheDuchess,andIcan’tpalmoffyourartsonLouisaBryasmine。
I’vetakenthefinalstep:IgotoParistonightwiththeSamGormers。THEY’REstillintheelementarystage;anItalianPrinceisagreatdealmorethanaPrincetothem,andthey’realwaysonthebrinkoftakingacourierforone。Tosavethemfromthatismypresentmission。\"Shelaughedagainatthepicture。\"ButbeforeIgoIwanttomakemylastwillandtestament——IwanttoleaveyoutheBrys。\"
\"Me?\"MissBartjoinedinheramusement。\"It’scharmingofyoutorememberme,dear;butreally——\"
\"You’realreadysowellprovidedfor?\"Mrs。Fisherflashedasharpglanceather。\"AREyou,though,Lily——tothepointofrejectingmyoffer?\"
MissBartcolouredslowly。\"WhatIreallymeantwas,thattheBryswouldn’tintheleastcaretobesodisposedof。\"
Mrs。Fishercontinuedtoprobeherembarrassmentwithanunflinchingeye。\"Whatyoureallymeantwasthatyou’vesnubbedtheBryshorribly;andyouknowthattheyknow——\"
\"Carry!\"
\"Oh,oncertainsidesLouisabristleswithperceptions。Ifyou’devenmanagedtohavethemaskedonceontheSabrina——especiallywhenroyaltieswerecoming!Butit’snottoolate,\"sheendedearnestly,\"it’snottoolateforeitherofyou。\"
Lilysmiled。\"Stayover,andI’llgettheDuchesstodinewiththem。\"
\"Ishan’tstayover——theGormershavepaidformySALON-LIT,\"
saidMrs。Fisherwithsimplicity。\"ButgettheDuchesstodinewiththemallthesame。\"
Lily’ssmileagainflowedintoaslightlaugh:herfriend’simportunitywasbeginningtostrikeherasirrelevant。\"I’msorryIhavebeennegligentabouttheBrys——\"shebegan。
\"Oh,astotheBrys——it’syouI’mthinkingof,\"saidMrs。Fisherabruptly。Shepaused,andthen,bendingforward,withaloweredvoice:\"YouknowweallwentontoNicelastnightwhentheDuchesschuckedus。ItwasLouisa’sidea——ItoldherwhatI
thoughtofit。\"
MissBartassented。\"Yes——Icaughtsightofyouonthewayback,atthestation。\"
\"Well,themanwhowasinthecarriagewithyouandGeorgeDorset——thathorridlittleDabhamwhodoes’SocietyNotesfromtheRiviera’——hadbeendiningwithusatNice。Andhe’stellingeverybodythatyouandDorsetcamebackaloneaftermidnight。\"
\"Alone——?Whenhewaswithus?\"Lilylaughed,butherlaughfadedintogravityundertheprolongedimplicationofMrs。Fisher’slook。\"WeDIDcomebackalone——ifthat’ssoverydreadful!Butwhosefaultwasit?TheDuchesswasspendingthenightatCimiezwiththeCrownPrincess;Berthagotboredwiththeshow,andwentoffearly,promisingtomeetusatthestation。Weturnedupontime,butshedidn’t——shedidn’tturnupatall!\"
MissBartmadethisannouncementinthetoneofonewhopresents,withcarelessassurance,acompletevindication;butMrs。Fisherreceiveditinamanneralmostinconsequent。Sheseemedtohavelostsightofherfriend’spartintheincident:herinwardvisionhadtakenanotherslant。
\"Berthaneverturnedupatall?Thenhowonearthdidshegetback?\"
\"Oh,bythenexttrain,Isuppose;thereweretwoextraonesfortheFETE。Atanyrate,Iknowshe’ssafeontheyacht,thoughI
haven’tyetseenher;butyouseeitwasnotmyfault,\"Lilysummedup。
\"NotyourfaultthatBerthadidn’tturnup?Mypoorchild,ifonlyyoudon’thavetopayforit!\"Mrs。Fisherrose——shehadseenMrs。Brysurgingbackinherdirection。\"There’sLouisa,andImustbeoff——oh,we’reonthebestoftermsexternally;we’relunchingtogether;butatheartit’sMEshe’slunchingon,\"sheexplained;andwithalasthand-claspandalastlook,sheadded:
\"Remember,Ileavehertoyou;she’shoveringnow,readytotakeyouin。
\"LilycarriedtheimpressionofMrs。Fisher’sleave-takingawaywithherfromtheCasinodoors。Shehadaccomplished,beforeleaving,thefirststeptowardherreinstatementinMrs。Bry’sgoodgraces。Anaffableadvance——avaguemurmurthattheymustseemoreofeachother——anallusiveglancetoanearfuturethatwasfelttoincludetheDuchessaswellastheSabrina——howeasilyitwasalldone,ifonepossessedtheknackofdoingit!
Shewonderedatherself,asshehadsooftenwondered,that,possessingtheknack,shedidnotmoreconsistentlyexerciseit。
Butsometimesshewasforgetful——andsometimes,coulditbethatshewasproud?Today,atanyrate,shehadbeenvaguelyconsciousofareasonforsinkingherpride,hadinfactevensunkittothepointofsuggestingtoLordHubertDacey,whomsheranacrossontheCasinosteps,thathemightreallygettheDuchesstodinewiththeBrys,ifSHEundertooktohavethemaskedontheSabrina。LordHuberthadpromisedhishelp,withthereadinessonwhichshecouldalwayscount:itwashisonlywayofeverremindingherthathehadoncebeenreadytodosomuchmoreforher。Herpath,inshort,seemedtosmoothitselfbeforeherassheadvanced;yetthefaintstirofuneasinesspersisted。Haditbeenproduced,shewondered,byherchancemeetingwithSelden?
Shethoughtnot——timeandchangeseemedsocompletelytohaverelegatedhimtohisproperdistance。ThesuddenandexquisitereactionfromheranxietieshadhadtheeffectofthrowingtherecentpastsofarbackthatevenSelden,aspartofit,retainedacertainairofunreality。Andhehadmadeitsoclearthattheywerenottomeetagain;thathehadmerelydroppeddowntoNiceforadayortwo,andhadalmosthisfootonthenextsteamer。No——thatpartofthepasthadmerelysurgedupforamomentonthefleeingsurfaceofevents;andnowthatitwassubmergedagain,theuncertainty,theapprehensionpersisted。
TheygrewtosuddenacutenessasshecaughtsightofGeorgeDorsetdescendingthestepsoftheHoteldeParisandmakingforheracrossthesquare。Shehadmeanttodrivedowntothequayandregaintheyacht;butshenowhadtheimmediateimpressionthatsomethingmorewastohappenfirst。
\"Whichwayareyougoing?Shallwewalkabit?\"hebegan,puttingthesecondquestionbeforethefirstwasanswered,andnotwaitingforareplytoeitherbeforehedirectedhersilentlytowardthecomparativeseclusionofthelowergardens。
Shedetectedinhimatonceallthesignsofextremenervoustension。Theskinwaspuffedoutunderhissunkeneyes,anditssallownesshadpaledtoaleadenwhiteagainstwhichhisirregulareyebrowsandlongreddishmoustachewererelievedwithasaturnineeffect。Hisappearance,inshort,presentedanoddmixtureofthebedraggledandtheferocious。
Hewalkedbesideherinsilence,withquickprecipitatesteps,tilltheyreachedtheemboweredslopestotheeastoftheCasino;
then,pullingupabruptly,hesaid:\"HaveyouseenBertha?\"
\"No——whenIlefttheyachtshewasnotyetup。\"
Hereceivedthiswithalaughlikethewhirringsoundinadisabledclock。\"Notyetup?Hadshegonetobed?Doyouknowatwhattimeshecameonboard?Thismorningatseven!\"heexclaimed。
\"Atseven?\"Lilystarted。\"Whathappened——anaccidenttothetrain?\"
Helaughedagain。\"Theymissedthetrain——allthetrains——theyhadtodriveback。\"
\"Well——?\"Shehesitated,feelingatoncehowlittleeventhisnecessityaccountedforthefatallapseofhours。
\"Well,theycouldn’tgetacarriageatonce——atthattimeofnight,youknow——\"theexplanatorynotemadeitalmostseemasthoughhewereputtingthecaseforhiswife——\"andwhentheyfinallydid,itwasonlyaone-horsecab,andthehorsewaslame!\"
\"Howtiresome!Isee,\"sheaffirmed,withthemoreearnestnessbecauseshewassonervouslyconsciousthatshedidnot;andafterapausesheadded:\"I’msosorry——butoughtwetohavewaited?\"
\"Waitedfortheone-horsecab?Itwouldscarcelyhavecarriedthefourofus,doyouthink?\"
Shetookthisinwhatseemedtheonlypossibleway,withalaughintendedtosinkthequestionitselfinhishumoroustreatmentofit。\"Well,itwouldhavebeendifficult;weshouldhavehadtowalkbyturns。Butitwouldhavebeenjollytoseethesunrise。\"
\"Yes:thesunriseWASjolly,\"heagreed。
\"Wasit?Yousawit,then?\"
\"Isawit,yes;fromthedeck。Iwaitedupforthem。\"
\"Naturally——Isupposeyouwereworried。Whydidn’tyoucallonmetoshareyourvigil?\"
Hestoodstill,draggingathismoustachewithaleanweakhand。
\"Idon’tthinkyouwouldhavecaredforitsDENOUEMENT,\"hesaidwithsuddengrimness。
Againshewasdisconcertedbytheabruptchangeinhistone,andasinoneflashshesawtheperilofthemoment,andtheneedofkeepinghersenseofitoutofhereyes。
\"DENOUEMENT——isn’tthattoobigawordforsuchasmallincident?
Theworstofit,afterall,isthefatiguewhichBerthahasprobablysleptoffbythistime。\"
Sheclungtothenotebravely,thoughitsfutilitywasnowplaintoherintheglareofhismiserableeyes。
\"Don’t——don’t——!\"hebrokeout,withthehurtcryofachild;
andwhileshetriedtomergehersympathy,andherresolvetoignoreanycauseforit,inoneambiguousmurmurofdeprecation,hedroppeddownonthebenchnearwhichtheyhadpaused,andpouredoutthewretchednessofhissoul。
Itwasadreadfulhour——anhourfromwhichsheemergedshrinkingandseared,asthoughherlidshadbeenscorchedbyitsactualglare。Itwasnotthatshehadneverhadpremonitoryglimpsesofsuchanoutbreak;butratherbecause,hereandtherethroughoutthethreemonths,thesurfaceoflifehadshownsuchominouscracksandvapoursthatherfearshadalwaysbeenonthealertforanupheaval。Therehadbeenmomentswhenthesituationhadpresenteditselfunderahomelieryetmorevividimage——thatofashakyvehicle,dashedbyunbrokensteedsoverabumpingroad,whileshecoweredwithin,awarethattheharnesswantedmending,andwonderingwhatwouldgivewayfirst。
Well——everythinghadgivenwaynow;andthewonderwasthatthecrazyoutfithadheldtogethersolong。Hersenseofbeinginvolvedinthecrash,insteadofmerelywitnessingitfromtheroad,wasintensifiedbythewayinwhichDorset,throughhisfuriesofdenunciationandwildreactionsofself-contempt,madeherfeeltheneedhehadofher,theplaceshehadtakeninhislife。Butforher,whatearwouldhavebeenopentohiscries?
Andwhathandbutherscoulddraghimupagaintoafootingofsanityandself-respect?Allthroughthestressofthestrugglewithhim,shehadbeenconsciousofsomethingfaintlymaternalinhereffortstoguideanduplifthim。Butforthepresent,ifheclungtoher,itwasnotinordertobedraggedup,buttofeelsomeoneflounderinginthedepthswithhim:hewantedhertosufferwithhim,nottohelphimtosufferless。
Happilyforboth,therewaslittlephysicalstrengthtosustainhisfrenzy。Itlefthim,collapsedandbreathingheavily,toanapathysodeepandprolongedthatLilyalmostfearedthepassers-bywouldthinkittheresultofaseizure,andstoptooffertheiraid。ButMonteCarlois,ofallplaces,theonewherethehumanbondisleastclose,andoddsightsaretheleastarresting。Ifaglanceortwolingeredonthecouple,nointrusivesympathydisturbedthem;anditwasLilyherselfwhobrokethesilencebyrisingfromherseat。Withtheclearingofhervisionthesweepofperilhadextended,andshesawthatthepostofdangerwasnolongeratDorset’sside。
\"Ifyouwon’tgoback,Imust——don’tmakemeleaveyou!\"sheurged。
Butheremainedmutelyresistant,andsheadded:\"Whatareyougoingtodo?Youreallycan’tsithereallnight。\"
\"Icangotoanhotel。Icantelegraphmylawyers。\"Hesatup,rousedbyanewthought。\"ByJove,Selden’satNice——I’llsendforSelden!\"
Lily,atthis,reseatedherselfwithacryofalarm。\"No,no,NO\"
sheprotested。
Heswungroundonherdistrustfully。\"WhynotSelden?He’salawyerisn’the?Onewilldoaswellasanotherinacaselikethis。\"
\"Asbadlyasanother,youmean。IthoughtyoureliedonMEtohelpyou。\"
\"Youdo——bybeingsosweetandpatientwithme。Ifithadn’tbeenforyouI’dhaveendedthethinglongago。Butnowit’sgottoend。\"Herosesuddenly,straighteninghimselfwithaneffort。
\"Youcan’twanttoseemeridiculous。\"
Shelookedathimkindly。\"That’sjustit。\"Then,afteramoment’spondering,almosttoherownsurpriseshebrokeoutwithaflashofinspiration:\"Well,gooverandseeMr。Selden。You’llhavetimetodoitbeforedinner。\"
\"Oh,DINNER——\"hemockedher;butshelefthimwiththesmilingrejoinder:\"Dinneronboard,remember;we’llputitofftillnineifyoulike。\"
Itwaspastfouralready;andwhenacabhaddroppedheratthequay,andshestoodwaitingforthegigtoputoffforher,shebegantowonderwhathadbeenhappeningontheyacht。OfSilverton’swhereaboutstherehadbeennomention。HadhereturnedtotheSabrina?OrcouldBertha——thedreadalternativesprangonhersuddenly——couldBertha,lefttoherself,havegoneashoretorejoinhim?Lily’sheartstoodstillatthethought。
AllherconcernhadhithertobeenforyoungSilverton,notonlybecause,insuchaffairs,thewoman’sinstinctistosidewiththeman,butbecausehiscasemadeapeculiarappealtohersympathies。Hewassodesperatelyinearnest,pooryouth,andhisearnestnesswasofsodifferentaqualityfromBertha’s,thoughherstoowasdesperateenough。ThedifferencewasthatBerthawasinearnestonlyaboutherself,whilehewasinearnestabouther。
Butnow,attheactualcrisis,thisdifferenceseemedtothrowtheweightofdestitutiononBertha’sside,sinceatleasthehadhertosufferfor,andshehadonlyherself。Atanyrate,viewedlessideally,allthedisadvantagesofsuchasituationwereforthewoman;anditwastoBerthathatLily’ssympathiesnowwentout。ShewasnotfondofBerthaDorset,butneitherwasshewithoutasenseofobligation,theheavierforhavingsolittlepersonallikingtosustainit。Berthahadbeenkindtoher,theyhadlivedtogether,duringthelastmonths,ontermsofeasyfriendship,andthesenseoffrictionofwhichLilyhadrecentlybecomeawareseemedtomakeitthemoreurgentthatsheshouldworkundividedlyinherfriend’sinterest。
ItwasinBertha’sinterest,certainly,thatshehaddespatchedDorsettoconsultwithLawrenceSelden。Oncethegrotesquenessofthesituationaccepted,shehadseenataglancethatitwasthesafestinwhichDorsetcouldfindhimself。WhobutSeldencouldthusmiraculouslycombinetheskilltosaveBerthawiththeobligationofdoingso?TheconsciousnessthatmuchskillwouldberequiredmadeLilyrestthankfullyinthegreatnessoftheobligation。SincehewouldHAVEtopullBerthathroughshecouldtrusthimtofindaway;andsheputthefulnessofhertrustinthetelegramshemanagedtosendhimonherwaytothequay。
Thusfar,then,Lilyfeltthatshehaddonewell;andtheconvictionstrengthenedherforthetaskthatremained。SheandBerthahadneverbeenonconfidentialterms,butatsuchacrisisthebarriersofreservemustsurelyfall:Dorset’swildallusionstothesceneofthemorningmadeLilyfeelthattheyweredownalready,andthatanyattempttorebuildthemwouldbebeyondBertha’sstrength。Shepicturedthepoorcreatureshiveringbehindherfallendefencesandawaitingwithsuspensethemomentwhenshecouldtakerefugeinthefirstshelterthatoffered。Ifonlythatshelterhadnotalreadyoffereditselfelsewhere!Asthegigtraversedtheshortdistancebetweenthequayandtheyacht,Lilygrewmorethaneveralarmedatthepossibleconsequencesofherlongabsence。WhatifthewretchedBertha,findinginallthelonghoursnosoultoturnto——butbythistimeLily’seagerfootwasontheside-ladder,andherfirststepontheSabrinashowedtheworstofherapprehensionstobeunfounded;forthere,intheluxuriousshadeoftheafter-deck,thewretchedBertha,infullcommandofherusualattenuatedelegance,satdispensingteatotheDuchessofBeltshireandLordHubert。
ThesightfilledLilywithsuchsurprisethatshefeltthatBertha,atleast,mustreaditsmeaninginherlook,andshewasproportionatelydisconcertedbytheblanknessofthelookreturned。ButinaninstantshesawthatMrs。Dorsethad,ofnecessity,tolookblankbeforetheothers,andthat,tomitigatetheeffectofherownsurprise,shemustatonceproducesomesimplereasonforit。ThelonghabitofrapidtransitionsmadeiteasyforhertoexclaimtotheDuchess:\"Why,Ithoughtyou’dgonebacktothePrincess!\"andthissufficedfortheladysheaddressed,ifitwashardlyenoughforLordHubert。
AtleastitopenedthewaytoalivelyexplanationofhowtheDuchesswas,infact,goingbackthenextmoment,buthadfirstrushedouttotheyachtforawordwithMrs。Dorsetonthesubjectoftomorrow’sdinner——thedinnerwiththeBrys,towhichLordHuberthadfinallyinsistedondraggingthem。
\"Tosavemyneck,youknow!\"heexplained,withaglancethatappealedtoLilyforsomerecognitionofhispromptness;andtheDuchessadded,withhernoblecandour:\"Mr。Bryhaspromisedhimatip,andhesaysifwegohe’llpassitontous。\"
Thisledtosomefinalpleasantries,inwhich,asitseemedtoLily,Mrs。Dorsetboreherpartwithastoundingbravery,andatthecloseofwhichLordHubert,fromhalfwaydowntheside-ladder,calledback,withanairofnumberingheads:\"AndofcoursewemaycountonDorsettoo?\"
\"Oh,countonhim,\"hiswifeassentedgaily。Shewaskeepingupwelltothelast——butassheturnedbackfromwavingheradieuxovertheside,Lilysaidtoherselfthatthemaskmustdropandthesouloffearlookout。
Mrs。Dorsetturnedbackslowly;perhapsshewantedtimetosteadyhermuscles;atanyrate,theywerestillunderperfectcontrolwhen,droppingoncemoreintoherseatbehindthetea-table,sheremarkedtoMissBartwithafainttouchofirony:\"IsupposeI
oughttosaygoodmorning。\"
Ifitwasacue,Lilywasreadytotakeit,thoughwithonlythevaguestsenseofwhatwasexpectedofherinreturn。TherewassomethingunnervinginthecontemplationofMrs。Dorset’scomposure,andshehadtoforcethelighttoneinwhichsheanswered:\"Itriedtoseeyouthismorning,butyouwerenotyetup。
\"No——Igottobedlate。AfterwemissedyouatthestationIthoughtweoughttowaitforyoutillthelasttrain。\"
Shespokeverygently,butwithjusttheleasttingeofreproach。
\"Youmissedus?Youwaitedforusatthestation?\"NowindeedLilywastoofaradriftinbewildermenttomeasuretheother’swordsorkeepwatchonherown。\"ButIthoughtyoudidn’tgettothestationtillafterthelasttrainhadleft!\"
Mrs。Dorset,examiningherbetweenloweredlids,metthiswiththeimmediatequery:\"Whotoldyouthat?\"
\"George——Isawhimjustnowinthegardens。\"
\"Ah,isthatGeorge’sversion?PoorGeorge——hewasinnostatetorememberwhatItoldhim。Hehadoneofhisworstattacksthismorning,andIpackedhimofftoseethedoctor。Doyouknowifhefoundhim?\"
Lily,stilllostinconjecture,madenoreply,andMrs。Dorsetsettledherselfindolentlyinherseat。\"He’llwaittoseehim;
hewashorriblyfrightenedabouthimself。It’sverybadforhimtobeworried,andwheneveranythingupsettinghappens,italwaysbringsonanattack。\"
ThistimeLilyfeltsurethatacuewasbeingpressedonher;butitwasputforthwithsuchstartlingsuddenness,andwithsoincredibleanairofignoringwhatitledupto,thatshecouldonlyfalteroutdoubtfully:\"Anythingupsetting?\"
\"Yes——suchashavingyousoconspicuouslyonhishandsinthesmallhours。Youknow,mydear,you’reratherabigresponsibilityinsuchascandalousplaceaftermidnight。\"
Atthat——atthecompleteunexpectednessandtheinconceivableaudacityofit——Lilycouldnotrestrainthetributeofanastonishedlaugh。
\"Well,really——consideringitwasyouwhoburdenedhimwiththeresponsibility!\"
Mrs。Dorsettookthiswithanexquisitemildness。\"Bynothavingthesuperhumanclevernesstodiscoveryouinthatfrightfulrushforthetrain?Ortheimaginationtobelievethatyou’dtakeitwithoutus——youandheallalone——insteadofwaitingquietlyinthestationtillweDIDmanagetomeetyou?\"
Lily’scolourrose:itwasgrowingcleartoherthatBerthawaspursuinganobject,followingalineshehadmarkedoutforherself。Only,withsuchadoomimpending,whywastetimeinthesechildisheffortstoavertit?ThepuerilityoftheattemptdisarmedLily’sindignation:diditnotprovehowhorriblythepoorcreaturewasfrightened?\"
No;byoursimplyallkeepingtogetheratNice,\"shereturned。
\"Keepingtogether?WhenitwasyouwhoseizedthefirstopportunitytorushoffwiththeDuchessandherfriends?MydearLily,youarenotachildtobeledbythehand!\"
\"No——nortobelectured,Bertha,really;ifthat’swhatyouaredoingtomenow。\"
Mrs。Dorsetsmiledonherreproachfully。\"Lectureyou——I?Heavenforbid!Iwasmerelytryingtogiveyouafriendlyhint。Butit’susuallytheotherwayround,isn’tit?I’mexpectedtotakehints,nottogivethem:I’vepositivelylivedonthemalltheselastmonths。\"
\"Hints——frommetoyou?\"Lilyrepeated。
\"Oh,negativeonesmerely——whatnottobeandtodoandtosee。
AndIthinkI’vetakenthemtoadmiration。Only,mydear,ifyou’llletmesayso,Ididn’tunderstandthatoneofmynegativedutieswasNOTtowarnyouwhenyoucarriedyourimprudencetoofar。\"
AchilloffearpassedoverMissBart:asenseofrememberedtreacherythatwaslikethegleamofaknifeinthedusk。Butcompassion,inamoment,gotthebetterofherinstinctiverecoil。Whatwasthisoutpouringofsenselessbitternessbutthetrackedcreature’sattempttocloudthemediumthroughwhichitwasfleeing?ItwasonLily’slipstoexclaim:\"Youpoorsoul,don’tdoubleandturn——comestraightbacktome,andwe’llfindawayout!\"ButthewordsdiedundertheimpenetrableinsolenceofBertha’ssmile。Lilysatsilent,takingthebruntofitquietly,lettingitspenditselfonhertothelastdropofitsaccumulatedfalseness;then,withoutaword,sheroseandwentdowntohercabin。
MissBart’stelegramcaughtLawrenceSeldenatthedoorofhishotel;andhavingreadit,heturnedbacktowaitforDorset。Themessagenecessarilyleftlargegapsforconjecture;butallthathehadrecentlyheardandseenmadethesebuttooeasytofillin。Onthewholehewassurprised;forthoughhehadperceivedthatthesituationcontainedalltheelementsofanexplosion,hehadoftenenough,intherangeofhispersonalexperience,seenjustsuchcombinationssubsideintoharmlessness。Still,Dorset’sspasmodictemper,andhiswife’srecklessdisregardofappearances,gavethesituationapeculiarinsecurity;anditwaslessfromthesenseofanyspecialrelationtothecasethanfromapurelyprofessionalzeal,thatSeldenresolvedtoguidethepairtosafety。Whether,inthepresentinstance,safetyforeitherlayinrepairingsodamagedatie,itwasnobusinessofhistoconsider:hehadonly,ongeneralprinciples,tothinkofavertingascandal,andhisdesiretoavertitwasincreasedbyhisfearofitsinvolvingMissBart。Therewasnothingspecificinthisapprehension;hemerelywishedtosparehertheembarrassmentofbeingeversoremotelyconnectedwiththepublicwashingoftheDorsetlinen。
Howexhaustiveandunpleasantsuchaprocesswouldbe,hesawevenmorevividlyafterhistwohours’talkwithpoorDorset。Ifanythingcameoutatall,itwouldbesuchavastunpackingofaccumulatedmoralragsaslefthim,afterhisvisitorhadgone,withthefeelingthathemustflingopenthewindowsandhavehisroomsweptout。Butnothingshouldcomeout;andhappilyforhissideofthecase,thedirtyrags,howeverpiecedtogether,couldnot,withoutconsiderabledifficulty,beturnedintoahomogeneousgrievance。Thetornedgesdidnotalwaysfit——thereweremissingbits,thereweredisparitiesofsizeandcolour,allofwhichitwasnaturallySelden’sbusinesstomakethemostofinputtingthemunderhisclient’seye。ButtoamaninDorset’smoodthecompletestdemonstrationcouldnotcarryconviction,andSeldensawthatforthemomentallhecoulddowastosootheandtemporize,tooffersympathyandtocounselprudence。HeletDorsetdepartchargedtothebrimwiththesensethat,tilltheirnextmeeting,hemustmaintainastrictlynoncommittalattitude;that,inshort,hisshareinthegameconsistedforthepresentinlookingon。Seldenknew,however,thathecouldnotlongkeepsuchviolencesinequilibrium;andhepromisedtomeetDorset,thenextmorning,atanhotelinMonteCarlo。Meanwhilehecountednotalittleonthereactionofweaknessandself-distrustthat,insuchnatures,followsoneveryunwontedexpenditureofmoralforce;andhistelegraphicreplytoMissBartconsistedsimplyintheinjunction:\"Assumethateverythingisasusual。\"
Onthisassumption,infact,theearlypartofthefollowingdaywaslivedthrough。Dorset,asifinobediencetoLily’simperativebidding,hadactuallyreturnedintimeforalatedinnerontheyacht。Therepasthadbeenthemostdifficultmomentoftheday。Dorsetwassunkinoneoftheabysmalsilenceswhichsocommonlyfollowedonwhathiswifecalledhis\"attacks\"
thatitwaseasy,beforetheservants,toreferittothiscause;
butBerthaherselfseemed,perverselyenough,littledisposedtomakeuseofthisobviousmeansofprotection。Shesimplyleftthebruntofthesituationonherhusband’shands,asiftooabsorbedinagrievanceofherowntosuspectthatshemightbetheobjectofoneherself。ToLilythisattitudewasthemostominous,becausethemostperplexing,elementinthesituation。Asshetriedtofantheweakflickeroftalk,tobuildup,againandagain,thecrumblingstructureof\"appearances,\"herownattentionwasperpetuallydistractedbythequestion:\"Whatonearthcanshebedrivingat?\"TherewassomethingpositivelyexasperatinginBertha’sattitudeofisolateddefiance。Ifonlyshewouldhavegivenherfriendahinttheymightstillhaveworkedtogethersuccessfully;buthowcouldLilybeofuse,whileshewasthusobstinatelyshutoutfromparticipation?Tobeofusewaswhatshehonestlywanted;andnotforherownsakebutfortheDorsets’。Shehadnotthoughtofherownsituationatall:shewassimplyengrossedintryingtoputalittleorderintheirs。Butthecloseoftheshortdrearyeveningleftherwithasenseofefforthopelesslywasted。ShehadnottriedtoseeDorsetalone:shehadpositivelyshrunkfromarenewalofhisconfidences。ItwasBerthawhoseconfidenceshesought,andwhoshouldaseagerlyhaveinvitedherown;andBertha,asifintheinfatuationofself-destruction,wasactuallypushingawayherrescuinghand。
Lily,goingtobedearly,hadleftthecoupletothemselves;anditseemedpartofthegeneralmysteryinwhichshemovedthatmorethananhourshouldelapsebeforesheheardBerthawalkdownthesilentpassageandregainherroom。Themorrow,risingonanapparentcontinuanceofthesameconditions,revealednothingofwhathadoccurredbetweentheconfrontedpair。Onefactaloneoutwardlyproclaimedthechangetheywereallconspiringtoignore;andthatwasthenon-appearanceofNedSilverton。Noonereferredtoit,andthistacitavoidanceofthesubjectkeptitintheimmediateforegroundofconsciousness。Buttherewasanotherchange,perceptibleonlytoLily;andthatwasthatDorsetnowavoidedheralmostaspointedlyashiswife。Perhapshewasrepentinghisrashoutpouringsofthepreviousday;
perhapsonlytrying,inhisclumsyway,toconformtoSelden’scounseltobehave\"asusual。\"Suchinstructionsnomoremakeforeasinessofattitudethanthephotographer’sbehestto\"looknatural\";andinacreatureasunconsciousaspoorDorsetoftheappearancehehabituallypresented,thestruggletomaintainaposewassuretoresultinqueercontortions。
Itresulted,atanyrate,inthrowingLilystrangelyonherownresources。Shehadlearned,onleavingherroom,thatMrs。Dorsetwasstillinvisible,andthatDorsethadlefttheyachtearly;
andfeelingtoorestlesstoremainalone,shetoohadherselfferriedashore。StrayingtowardtheCasino,sheattachedherselftoagroupofacquaintancesfromNice,withwhomshelunched,andinwhosecompanyshewasreturningtotheroomswhensheencounteredSeldencrossingthesquare。Shecouldnot,atthemoment,separateherselfdefinitelyfromherparty,whohadhospitablyassumedthatshewouldremainwiththemtilltheytooktheirdeparture;butshefoundtimeforamomentarypauseofenquiry,towhichhepromptlyreturned:\"I’veseenhimagain——he’sjustleftme。\"
Shewaitedbeforehimanxiously。\"Well?whathashappened?WhatWILLhappen?\"
\"Nothingasyet——andnothinginthefuture,Ithink。\"
\"It’sover,then?It’ssettled?You’resure?\"
Hesmiled。\"Givemetime。I’mnotsure——butI’magooddealsurer。\"Andwiththatshehadtocontentherself,andhastenontotheexpectantgrouponthesteps。
Seldenhadinfactgivenhertheutmostmeasureofhissureness,hadevenstretcheditashadetomeettheanxietyinhereyes。
Andnow,asheturnedaway,strollingdownthehilltowardthestation,thatanxietyremainedwithhimasthevisiblejustificationofhisown。Itwasnot,indeed,anythingspecificthathefeared:therehadbeenaliteraltruthinhisdeclarationthathedidnotthinkanythingwouldhappen。Whattroubledhimwasthat,thoughDorset’sattitudehadperceptiblychanged,thechangewasnotclearlytobeaccountedfor。IthadcertainlynotbeenproducedbySelden’sarguments,orbytheactionofhisownsobererreason。Fiveminutes’talksufficedtoshowthatsomealieninfluencehadbeenatwork,andthatithadnotsomuchsubduedhisresentmentasweakenedhiswill,sothathemovedunderitinastateofapathy,likeadangerouslunaticwhohasbeendrugged。Temporarily,nodoubt,howeverexerted,itworkedforthegeneralsafety:thequestionwashowlongitwouldlast,andbywhatkindofreactionitwaslikelytobefollowed。OnthesepointsSeldencouldgainnolight;forhesawthatoneeffectofthetransformationhadbeentoshuthimofffromfreecommunionwithDorset。Thelatter,indeed,wasstillmovedbytheirresistibledesiretodiscusshiswrong;but,thoughherevolvedaboutitwiththesameforlorntenacity,Seldenwasawarethatsomethingalwaysrestrainedhimfromfullexpression。Hisstatewasonetoproducefirstwearinessandthenimpatienceinhishearer;andwhentheirtalkwasover,Seldenbegantofeelthathehaddonehisutmost,andmightjustifiablywashhishandsofthesequel。
ItwasinthismindthathehadbeenmakinghiswaybacktothestationwhenMissBartcrossedhispath;butthough,afterhisbriefwordwithher,hekeptmechanicallyonhiscourse,hewasconsciousofagradualchangeinhispurpose。Thechangehadbeenproducedbythelookinhereyes;andinhiseagernesstodefinethenatureofthatlook,hedroppedintoaseatinthegardens,andsatbroodinguponthequestion。Itwasnaturalenough,inallconscience,thatsheshouldappearanxious:ayoungwomanplaced,inthecloseintimacyofayachting-cruise,betweenacoupleonthevergeofdisaster,couldhardly,asidefromherconcernforherfriends,beinsensibletotheawkwardnessofherownposition。Theworstofitwasthat,ininterpretingMissBart’sstateofmind,somanyalternativereadingswerepossible;
andoneofthese,inSelden’stroubledmind,tooktheuglyformsuggestedbyMrs。Fisher。Ifthegirlwasafraid,wassheafraidforherselforforherfriends?Andtowhatdegreewasherdreadofacatastropheintensifiedbythesenseofbeingfatallyinvolvedinit?TheburdenofoffencelyingmanifestlywithMrs。
Dorset,thisconjectureseemedonthefaceofitgratuitouslyunkind;butSeldenknewthatinthemostone-sidedmatrimonialquarreltherearegenerallycounter-chargestobebrought,andthattheyarebroughtwiththegreateraudacitywheretheoriginalgrievanceissoemphatic。Mrs。FisherhadnothesitatedtosuggestthelikelihoodofDorset’smarryingMissBartif\"anythinghappened\";andthoughMrs。Fisher’sconclusionswerenotoriouslyrash,shewasshrewdenoughinreadingthesignsfromwhichtheyweredrawn。Dorsethadapparentlyshownmarkedinterestinthegirl,andthisinterestmightbeusedtocrueladvantageinhiswife’sstruggleforrehabilitation。SeldenknewthatBerthawouldfighttothelastroundofpowder:therashnessofherconductwasillogicallycombinedwithacolddeterminationtoescapeitsconsequences。Shecouldbeasunscrupulousinfightingforherselfasshewasrecklessincourtingdanger,andwhatevercametoherhandatsuchmomentswaslikelytobeusedasadefensivemissile。Hedidnot,asyet,seeclearlyjustwhatcourseshewaslikelytotake,buthisperplexityincreasedhisapprehension,andwithitthesensethat,beforeleaving,hemustspeakagainwithMissBart。Whateverhershareinthesituation——andhehadalwayshonestlytriedtoresistjudgingherbyhersurroundings——howeverfreeshemightbefromanypersonalconnectionwithit,shewouldbebetteroutofthewayofapossiblecrash;andsinceshehadappealedtohimforhelp,itwasclearlyhisbusinesstotellherso。
Thisdecisionatlastbroughthimtohisfeet,andcarriedhimbacktothegamblingrooms,withinwhosedoorshehadseenherdisappearing;butaprolongedexplorationofthecrowdfailedtoputhimonhertraces。Hesawinstead,tohissurprise,NedSilvertonloiteringsomewhatostentatiouslyaboutthetables;
andthediscoverythatthisactorinthedramawasnotonlyhoveringinthewings,butactuallyinvitingtheexposureofthefootlights,thoughitmighthaveseemedtoimplythatallperilwasover,servedrathertodeepenSelden’ssenseofforeboding。
Chargedwiththisimpressionhereturnedtothesquare,hopingtoseeMissBartmoveacrossit,aseveryoneinMonteCarloseemedinevitablytodoatleastadozentimesaday;buthereagainhewaitedvainlyforaglimpseofher,andtheconclusionwasslowlyforcedonhimthatshehadgonebacktotheSabrina。Itwouldbedifficulttofollowherthere,andstillmoredifficult,shouldhedoso,tocontrivetheopportunityforaprivateword;andhehadalmostdecidedontheunsatisfactoryalternativeofwriting,whentheceaselessdioramaofthesquaresuddenlyunrolledbeforehimthefiguresofLordHubertandMrs。Bry。
Hailingthematoncewithhisquestion,helearnedfromLordHubertthatMissBarthadjustreturnedtotheSabrinainDorset’scompany;anannouncementsoevidentlydisconcertingtohimthatMrs。Bry,afteraglancefromhercompanion,whichseemedtoactlikethepressureonaspring,broughtforththepromptproposalthatheshouldcomeandmeethisfriendsatdinnerthatevening——\"AtBecassin’s——alittledinnertotheDuchess,\"sheflashedoutbeforeLordHuberthadtimetoremovethepressure。
Selden’ssenseoftheprivilegeofbeingincludedinsuchcompanybroughthimearlyintheeveningtothedooroftherestaurant,wherehepausedtoscantheranksofdinersapproachingdownthebrightlylitterrace。There,whiletheBryshoveredwithinoverthelastagitatingalternativesoftheMENU,hekeptwatchfortheguestsfromtheSabrina,whoatlengthroseonthehorizonincompanywiththeDuchess,LordandLadySkiddawandtheStepneys。
FromthisgroupitwaseasyforhimtodetachMissBartonthepretextofamoment’sglanceintooneofthebrilliantshopsalongtheterrace,andtosaytoher,whiletheylingeredtogetherinthewhitedazzleofajeweller’swindow:\"Istoppedovertoseeyou——tobegofyoutoleavetheyacht。\"
Theeyessheturnedonhimshowedaquickgleamofherformerfear。\"Toleave——?Whatdoyoumean?Whathashappened?\"
\"Nothing。Butifanythingshould,whybeinthewayofit?\"
Theglarefromthejeweller’swindow,deepeningthepallourofherface,gavetoitsdelicatelinesthesharpnessofatragicmask。\"Nothingwill,Iamsure;butwhilethere’sevenadoubtleft,howcanyouthinkIwouldleaveBertha?\"
Thewordsrangoutonanoteofcontempt——wasitpossiblyofcontemptforhimself?Well,hewaswillingtoriskitsrenewaltotheextentofinsisting,withanundeniablethrobofaddedinterest:\"Youhaveyourselftothinkof,youknow——\"towhich,withastrangefallofsadnessinhervoice,sheanswered,meetinghiseyes:\"Ifyouknewhowlittledifferencethatmakes!\"
\"Oh,well,nothingWILLhappen,\"hesaid,moreforhisownreassurancethanforhers;and\"Nothing,nothing,ofcourse!\"shevaliantlyassented,astheyturnedtoovertaketheircompanions。
Inthethrongedrestaurant,takingtheirplacesaboutMrs。Bry’silluminatedboard,theirconfidenceseemedtogainsupportfromthefamiliarityoftheirsurroundings。HerewereDorsetandhiswifeoncemorepresentingtheircustomaryfacestotheworld,sheengrossedinestablishingherrelationwithanintenselynewgown,heshrinkingwithdyspepticdreadfromthemultipliedsolicitationsoftheMENU。Themerefactthattheythusshowedthemselvestogether,withtheutmostopennesstheplaceafforded,seemedtodeclarebeyondadoubtthattheirdifferenceswerecomposed。Howthisendhadbeenattainedwasstillmatterforwonder,butitwasclearthatforthemomentMissBartrestedconfidentlyintheresult;andSeldentriedtoachievethesameviewbytellinghimselfthatheropportunitiesforobservationhadbeenamplerthanhisown。
Meanwhile,asthedinneradvancedthroughalabyrinthofcourses,inwhichitbecameclearthatMrs。BryhadoccasionallybrokenawayfromLordHubert’srestraininghand,Selden’sgeneralwatchfulnessbegantoloseitselfinaparticularstudyofMissBart。Itwasoneofthedayswhenshewassohandsomethattobehandsomewasenough,andalltherest——hergrace,herquickness,hersocialfelicities——seemedtheoverflowofabounteousnature。Butwhatespeciallystruckhimwasthewayinwhichshedetachedherself,byahundredundefinableshades,fromthepersonswhomostaboundedinherownstyle。Itwasinjustsuchcompany,thefineflowerandcompleteexpressionofthestatesheaspiredto,thatthedifferencescameoutwithspecialpoignancy,hergracecheapeningtheotherwomen’ssmartnessasherfinely-discriminatedsilencesmadetheirchatterdull。ThestrainofthelasthourshadrestoredtoherfacethedeepereloquencewhichSeldenhadlatelymissedinit,andthebraveryofherwordstohimstillflutteredinhervoiceandeyes。Yes,shewasmatchless——itwastheonewordforher;andhecouldgivehisadmirationthefreerplaybecausesolittlepersonalfeelingremainedinit。Hisrealdetachmentfromherhadtakenplace,notattheluridmomentofdisenchantment,butnow,inthesoberafter-lightofdiscrimination,wherehesawherdefinitelydividedfromhimbythecrudenessofachoicewhichseemedtodenytheverydifferenceshefeltinher。Itwasbeforehimagaininitscompleteness——thechoiceinwhichshewascontenttorest:
inthestupidcostlinessofthefoodandtheshowydulnessofthetalk,inthefreedomofspeechwhichneverarrivedatwitandthefreedomofactwhichnevermadeforromance。Thestridentsettingoftherestaurant,inwhichtheirtableseemedsetapartinaspecialglareofpublicity,andthepresenceatitoflittleDabhamofthe\"RivieraNotes,\"emphasizedtheidealsofaworldwhereconspicuousnesspassedfordistinction,andthesocietycolumnhadbecometherolloffame。
ItwasastheimmortalizerofsuchoccasionsthatlittleDabham,wedgedinmodestwatchfulnessbetweentwobrilliantneighbours,suddenlybecamethecentreofSelden’sscrutiny。Howmuchdidheknowofwhatwasgoingon,andhowmuch,forhispurpose,wasstillworthfindingout?Hislittleeyeswereliketentaclesthrownouttocatchthefloatingintimationswithwhich,toSelden,theairatmomentsseemedthick;thenagainitclearedtoitsnormalemptiness,andhecouldseenothinginitforthejournalistbutleisuretonotetheeleganceoftheladies’gowns。
Mrs。Dorset’s,inparticular,challengedallthewealthofMr。Dabham’svocabulary:ithadsurprisesandsubtletiesworthyofwhathewouldhavecalled\"theliterarystyle。\"Atfirst,asSeldenhadnoticed,ithadbeenalmosttoopreoccupyingtoitswearer;butnowshewasinfullcommandofit,andwasevenproducinghereffectswithunwontedfreedom。Wasshenot,indeed,toofree,toofluent,forperfectnaturalness?AndwasnotDorset,towhomhisglancehadpassedbyanaturaltransition,toojerkilywaveringbetweenthesameextremes?
Dorsetindeedwasalwaysjerky;butitseemedtoSeldenthattonighteachvibrationswunghimfartherfromhiscentre。
Thedinner,meanwhile,wasmovingtoitstriumphantclose,totheevidentsatisfactionofMrs。Bry,who,thronedinapoplecticmajestybetweenLordSkiddawandLordHubert,seemedinspirittobecallingonMrs。Fishertowitnessherachievement。ShortofMrs。Fisherheraudiencemighthavebeencalledcomplete;fortherestaurantwascrowdedwithpersonsmainlygatheredthereforthepurposeofspectatorship,andaccuratelypostedastothenamesandfacesofthecelebritiestheyhadcometosee。Mrs。Bry,consciousthatallherfeminineguestscameunderthatheading,andthateachonelookedherparttoadmiration,shoneonLilywithallthepent-upgratitudethatMrs。Fisherhadfailedtodeserve。Selden,catchingtheglance,wonderedwhatpartMissBarthadplayedinorganizingtheentertainment。Shedid,atleast,agreatdealtoadornit;andashewatchedthebrightsecuritywithwhichsheboreherself,hesmiledtothinkthatheshouldhavefanciedherinneedofhelp。Neverhadsheappearedmoreserenelymistressofthesituationthanwhen,atthemomentofdispersal,detachingherselfalittlefromthegroupaboutthetable,sheturnedwithasmileandagracefulslantoftheshoulderstoreceivehercloakfromDorset。
ThedinnerhadbeenprotractedoverMr。Bry’sexceptionalcigarsandabewilderingarrayofliqueurs,andmanyoftheothertableswereempty;butasufficientnumberofdinersstilllingeredtogiverelieftotheleave-takingofMrs。Bry’sdistinguishedguests。Thisceremonywasdrawnoutandcomplicatedbythefactthatitinvolved,onthepartoftheDuchessandLadySkiddaw,definitefarewells,andpledgesofspeedyreunioninParis,wheretheyweretopauseandreplenishtheirwardrobesonthewaytoEngland。ThequalityofMrs。Bry’shospitality,andofthetipsherhusbandhadpresumablyimparted,lenttothemanneroftheEnglishladiesageneraleffusivenesswhichshedtherosiestlightovertheirhostess’sfuture。InitsglowMrs。DorsetandtheStepneyswerealsovisiblyincluded,andthewholescenehadtouchesofintimacyworththeirweightingoldtothewatchfulpenofMr。Dabham。
AglanceatherwatchcausedtheDuchesstoexclaimtohersisterthattheyhadjusttimetodashfortheirtrain,andtheflurryofthisdepartureover,theStepneys,whohadtheirmotoratthedoor,offeredtoconveytheDorsetsandMissBarttothequay。
Theofferwasaccepted,andMrs。Dorsetmovedawaywithherhusbandinattendance。MissBarthadlingeredforalastwordwithLordHubert,andStepney,onwhomMr。Brywaspressingafinal,andstillmoreexpensive,cigar,calledout:\"Comeon,Lily,ifyou’regoingbacktotheyacht。\"
Lilyturnedtoobey;butasshedidso,Mrs。Dorset,whohadpausedonherwayout,movedafewstepsbacktowardthetable。
\"MissBartisnotgoingbacktotheyacht,\"shesaidinavoiceofsingulardistinctness。
Astartledlookranfromeyetoeye;Mrs。Brycrimsonedtothevergeofcongestion,Mrs。Stepneyslippednervouslybehindherhusband,andSelden,inthegeneralturmoilofhissensations,wasmainlyconsciousofalongingtogripDabhambythecollarandflinghimoutintothestreet。
Dorset,meanwhile,hadsteppedbacktohiswife’sside。Hisfacewaswhite,andhelookedabouthimwithcowedangryeyes。
\"Bertha!——MissBart……thisissomemisunderstanding……
somemistake……\"