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类别:其他 作者:Victor Hugo字数:25514更新时间:18/12/19 16:58:50
CHAPTERI。 DELIRIUM。 ClaudeFrollowasnolongerinNotre-Damewhenhisadoptedsonsoabruptlycutthefatalwebinwhichthearchdeaconandthegypsywereentangled。Onreturningtothesacristyhehadtornoffhisalb,cope,andstole,hadflungallintothehandsofthestupefiedbeadle,hadmadehisescapethroughtheprivatedoorofthecloister,hadorderedaboatmanoftheTerraintotransporthimtotheleftbankoftheSeine,andhadplungedintothehillystreetsoftheUniversity,notknowingwhitherhewasgoing,encounteringateverystepgroupsofmenandwomenwhowerehurryingjoyouslytowardsthePontSaint-Michel,inthehopeofstillarrivingintimetoseethewitchhungthere,——pale,wild,moretroubled,moreblindandmorefiercethananightbirdletlooseandpursuedbyatroopofchildreninbroaddaylight。Henolongerknewwherehewas,whathethought,orwhetherheweredreaming。Hewentforward,walking,running,takinganystreetathaphazard,makingnochoice,onlyurgedeveronwardawayfromtheGrève,thehorribleGrève,whichhefeltconfusedly,tobebehindhim。 InthismannerheskirtedMountSainte-Geneviève,andfinallyemergedfromthetownbythePorteSaint-Victor。 Hecontinuedhisflightaslongashecouldsee,whenheturnedround,theturretedenclosureoftheUniversity,andtherarehousesofthesuburb;but,when,atlength,ariseofgroundhadcompletelyconcealedfromhimthatodiousParis,whenhecouldbelievehimselftobeahundredleaguesdistantfromit,inthefields,inthedesert,hehalted,anditseemedtohimthathebreathedmorefreely。 Thenfrightfulideasthrongedhismind。Oncemorehecouldseeclearlyintohissoul,andheshuddered。Hethoughtofthatunhappygirlwhohaddestroyedhim,andwhomhehaddestroyed。Hecastahaggardeyeoverthedouble,tortuouswaywhichfatehadcausedtheirtwodestiniestopursueuptotheirpointofintersection,whereithaddashedthemagainsteachotherwithoutmercy。Hemeditatedonthefollyofeternalvows,onthevanityofchastity,ofscience,ofreligion,ofvirtue,ontheuselessnessofGod。 Heplungedtohisheart’scontentinevilthoughts,andinproportionashesankdeeper,hefeltaSataniclaughburstforthwithinhim。 Andashethussiftedhissoultothebottom,whenheperceivedhowlargeaspacenaturehadpreparedthereforthepassions,hesneeredstillmorebitterly。Hestirredupinthedepthsofhisheartallhishatred,allhismalevolence;and,withthecoldglanceofaphysicianwhoexaminesapatient,herecognizedthefactthatthismalevolencewasnothingbutvitiatedlove;thatlove,thatsourceofeveryvirtueinman,turnedtohorriblethingsintheheartofapriest,andthatamanconstitutedlikehimself,inmakinghimselfapriest,madehimselfademon。Thenhelaughedfrightfully,andsuddenlybecamepaleagain,whenheconsideredthemostsinistersideofhisfatalpassion,ofthatcorrosive,venomousmalignant,implacablelove,whichhadendedonlyinthegibbetforoneofthemandinhellfortheother; condemnationforher,damnationforhim。 Andthenhislaughtercameagain,whenhereflectedthatPhoebuswasalive;thatafterall,thecaptainlived,wasgayandhappy,hadhandsomerdoubletsthanever,andanewmistresswhomhewasconductingtoseetheoldonehanged。 Hissneerredoubleditsbitternesswhenhereflectedthatoutofthelivingbeingswhosedeathhehaddesired,thegypsy,theonlycreaturewhomhedidnothate,wastheonlyonewhohadnotescapedhim。 Thenfromthecaptain,histhoughtpassedtothepeople,andtherecametohimajealousyofanunprecedentedsort。 Hereflectedthatthepeoplealso,theentirepopulace,hadhadbeforetheireyesthewomanwhomhelovedexposedalmostnaked。Hewrithedhisarmswithagonyashethoughtthatthewomanwhoseform,caughtbyhimaloneinthedarknesswouldhavebeensupremehappiness,hadbeendeliveredupinbroaddaylightatfullnoonday,toawholepeople,cladasforanightofvoluptuousness。Heweptwithrageoverallthesemysteriesoflove,profaned,soiled,laidbare,witheredforever。Heweptwithrageashepicturedtohimselfhowmanyimpurelookshadbeengratifiedatthesightofthatbadlyfastenedshift,andthatthisbeautifulgirl,thisvirginlily,thiscupofmodestyanddelight,towhichhewouldhavedaredtoplacehislipsonlytrembling,hadjustbeentransformedintoasortofpublicbowl,whereatthevilestpopulaceofParis,thieves,beggars,lackeys,hadcometoquaffincommonanaudacious,impure,anddepravedpleasure。 Andwhenhesoughttopicturetohimselfthehappinesswhichhemighthavefounduponearth,ifshehadnotbeenagypsy,andifhehadnotbeenapriest,ifPhoebushadnotexistedandifshehadlovedhim;whenhepicturedtohimselfthatalifeofserenityandlovewouldhavebeenpossibletohimalso,eventohim;thattherewereatthatverymoment,hereandthereupontheearth,happycouplesspendingthehoursinsweetconversebeneathorangetrees,onthebanksofbrooks,inthepresenceofasettingsun,ofastarrynight; andthatifGodhadsowilled,hemighthaveformedwithheroneofthoseblessedcouples,——hisheartmeltedintendernessanddespair。 Oh!she!stillshe!Itwasthisfixedideawhichreturnedincessantly,whichtorturedhim,whichateintohisbrain,andrenthisvitals。Hedidnotregret,hedidnotrepent;allthathehaddonehewasreadytodoagain;hepreferredtobeholdherinthehandsoftheexecutionerratherthaninthearmsofthecaptain。Buthesuffered;hesufferedsothatatintervalshetoreouthandfulsofhishairtoseewhetheritwerenotturningwhite。 Amongothermomentstherecameone,whenitoccurredtohimthatitwasperhapstheveryminutewhenthehideouschainwhichhehadseenthatmorning,waspressingitsironnoosecloseraboutthatfrailandgracefulneck。Thisthoughtcausedtheperspirationtostartfromeverypore。 Therewasanothermomentwhen,whilelaughingdiabolicallyathimself,herepresentedtohimselflaEsmeraldaashehadseenheronthatfirstday,lively,careless,joyous,gaylyattired,dancing,winged,harmonious,andlaEsmeraldaofthelastday,inherscantyshift,witharopeaboutherneck,mountingslowlywithherbarefeet,theangularladderofthegallows;hefiguredtohimselfthisdoublepictureinsuchamanner。thathegaveventtoaterriblecry。 Whilethishurricaneofdespairoverturned,broke,toreup,bent,uprootedeverythinginhissoul,hegazedatnaturearoundhim。Athisfeet,somechickensweresearchingthethicketsandpecking,enamelledbeetlesranaboutinthesun; overhead,somegroupsofdappledgraycloudswerefloatingacrossthebluesky;onthehorizon,thespireoftheAbbeySaint-Victorpiercedtheridgeofthehillwithitsslateobelisk;andthemilleroftheCopeauehillockwaswhistlingashewatchedthelaboriouswingsofhismillturning。Allthisactive,organized,tranquillife,recurringaroundhimunderathousandforms,hurthim。Heresumedhisflight。 Hespedthusacrossthefieldsuntilevening。Thisflightfromnature,life,himself,man,God,everything,lastedalldaylong。Sometimesheflunghimselffacedownwardonthe,earth,andtoreuptheyoungbladesofwheatwithhisnails。 Sometimeshehaltedinthedesertedstreetofavillage,andhisthoughtsweresointolerablethathegraspedhisheadinbothhandsandtriedtotearitfromhisshouldersinordertodashituponthepavement。 Towardsthehourofsunset,heexaminedhimselfagain,andfoundhimselfnearlymad。Thetempestwhichhadragedwithinhimeversincetheinstantwhenhehadlostthehopeandthewilltosavethegypsy,——thattempesthadnotleftinhisconscienceasinglehealthyidea,asinglethoughtwhichmaintaineditsuprightposition。Hisreasonlaytherealmostentirelydestroyed。Thereremainedbuttwodistinctimagesinhismind,laEsmeraldaandthegallows;alltherestwasblank。Thosetwoimagesunited,presentedtohimafrightfulgroup;andthemoreheconcentratedwhatattentionandthoughtwaslefttohim,themorehebeheldthemgrow,inaccordancewithafantasticprogression,theoneingrace,incharm,inbeauty,inlight,theotherindeformityandhorror; sothatatlastlaEsmeraldaappearedtohimlikeastar,thegibbetlikeanenormous,fleshlessarm。 Oneremarkablefactis,thatduringthewholeofthistorture,theideaofdyingdidnotseriouslyoccurtohim。Thewretchwasmadeso。Heclungtolife。Perhapshereallysawhellbeyondit。 Meanwhile,thedaycontinuedtodecline。Thelivingbeingwhichstillexistedinhimreflectedvaguelyonretracingitssteps。HebelievedhimselftobefarawayfromParis;ontakinghisbearings,heperceivedthathehadonlycircledtheenclosureoftheUniversity。ThespireofSaint-Sulpice,andthethreeloftyneedlesofSaintGermain-des-Prés,roseabovethehorizononhisright。Heturnedhisstepsinthatdirection。Whenheheardthebriskchallengeofthemen-at-armsoftheabbey,aroundthecrenelated,circumscribingwallofSaint-Germain,heturnedaside,tookapathwhichpresenteditselfbetweentheabbeyandthelazar-houseofthebourg,andattheexpirationofafewminutesfoundhimselfonthevergeofthePré-aux-Clercs。Thismeadowwascelebratedbyreasonofthebrawlswhichwentontherenightandday;itwasthehydraofthepoormonksofSaint-Germain:~quodmouachisSancti-Germainipratensishydrafuit,clericisnovasemperdissidiorumcapitasuscitantibus~。Thearchdeaconwasafraidofmeetingsomeonethere;hefearedeveryhumancountenance;hehadjustavoidedtheUniversityandtheBourgSaint-Germain;hewishedtore-enterthestreetsaslateaspossible。HeskirtedthePré-aux-Clercs,tookthedesertedpathwhichseparateditfromtheDieu-Neuf,andatlastreachedthewater’sedge。ThereDomClaudefoundaboatman,who,forafewfarthingsinParisiancoinage,rowedhimuptheSeineasfarasthepointofthecity,andlandedhimonthattongueofabandonedlandwherethereaderhasalreadybeheldGringoiredreaming,andwhichwasprolongedbeyondtheking’sgardens,paralleltotheIleduPasseur-aux-Vaches。 Themonotonousrockingoftheboatandtherippleofthewaterhad,insomesort,quietedtheunhappyClaude。Whentheboatmanhadtakenhisdeparture,heremainedstandingstupidlyonthestrand,staringstraightbeforehimandperceivingobjectsonlythroughmagnifyingoscillationswhichrenderedeverythingasortofphantasmagoriatohim。Thefatigueofagreatgriefnotinfrequentlyproducesthiseffectonthemind。 ThesunhadsetbehindtheloftyTour-de-Nesle。Itwasthetwilighthour。Theskywaswhite,thewateroftheriverwaswhite。Betweenthesetwowhiteexpanses,theleftbankoftheSeine,onwhichhiseyeswerefixed,projecteditsgloomymassand,renderedeverthinnerandthinnerbyperspective,itplungedintothegloomofthehorizonlikeablackspire。Itwasloadedwithhouses,ofwhichonlytheobscureoutlinecouldbedistinguished,sharplybroughtoutinshadowsagainstthelightbackgroundoftheskyandthewater。Hereandtherewindowsbegantogleam,liketheholesinabrazier。 Thatimmenseblackobeliskthusisolatedbetweenthetwowhiteexpansesoftheskyandtheriver,whichwasverybroadatthispoint,produceduponDomClaudeasingulareffect,comparabletothatwhichwouldbeexperiencedbyamanwho,recliningonhisbackatthefootofthetowerofStrasburg,shouldgazeattheenormousspireplungingintotheshadowsofthetwilightabovehishead。Only,inthiscase,itwasClaudewhowaserectandtheobeliskwhichwaslyingdown;but,astheriver,reflectingthesky,prolongedtheabyssbelowhim,theimmensepromontoryseemedtobeasboldlylaunchedintospaceasanycathedralspire;andtheimpressionwasthesame。Thisimpressionhadevenonestrongerandmoreprofoundpointaboutit,thatitwasindeedthetowerofStrasbourg,butthetowerofStrasbourgtwoleaguesinheight;somethingunheardof,gigantic,immeasurable;anedificesuchasnohumaneyehaseverseen;atowerofBabel。 Thechimneysofthehouses,thebattlementsofthewalls,thefacetedgablesoftheroofs,thespireoftheAugustines,thetowerofNesle,alltheseprojectionswhichbroketheprofileofthecolossalobeliskaddedtotheillusionbydisplayingineccentricfashiontotheeyetheindentationsofaluxuriantandfantasticsculpture。 Claude,inthestateofhallucinationinwhichhefoundhimself,believedthathesaw,thathesawwithhisactualeyes,thebelltowerofhell;thethousandlightsscatteredoverthewholeheightoftheterribletowerseemedtohimsomanyporchesoftheimmenseinteriorfurnace;thevoicesandnoiseswhichescapedfromitseemedsomanyshrieks,somanydeathgroans。Thenhebecamealarmed,heputhishandsonhisearsthathemightnolongerhear,turnedhisbackthathemightnolongersee,andfledfromthefrightfulvisionwithhastystrides。 Butthevisionwasinhimself。 Whenhere-enteredthestreets,thepassers-byelbowingeachotherbythelightoftheshop-fronts,produceduponhimtheeffectofaconstantgoingandcomingofspectresabouthim。 Therewerestrangenoisesinhisears;extraordinaryfanciesdisturbedhisbrain。Hesawneitherhouses,norpavements,norchariots,normenandwomen,butachaosofindeterminateobjectswhoseedgesmeltedintoeachother。AtthecorneroftheRuedelaBarillerie,therewasagrocer’sshopwhoseporchwasgarnishedallabout,accordingtoimmemorialcustom,withhoopsoftinfromwhichhungacircleofwoodencandles,whichcameincontactwitheachotherinthewind,andrattledlikecastanets。HethoughtheheardaclusterofskeletonsatMontfau?onclashingtogetherinthegloom。 \"Oh!\"hemuttered,\"thenightbreezedashesthemagainsteachother,andminglesthenoiseoftheirchainswiththerattleoftheirbones!Perhapssheisthereamongthem!\" Inhisstateoffrenzy,heknewnotwhitherhewasgoing。 AfterafewstrideshefoundhimselfonthePontSaint- Michel。Therewasalightinthewindowofaground-floorroom;heapproached。Throughacrackedwindowhebeheldameanchamberwhichrecalledsomeconfusedmemorytohismind。Inthatroom,badlylightedbyameagrelamp,therewasafresh,light-hairedyoungman,withamerryface,whoamidloudburstsoflaughterwasembracingaveryaudaciouslyattiredyounggirl;andnearthelampsatanoldcronespinningandsinginginaquaveringvoice。Astheyoungmandidnotlaughconstantly,fragmentsoftheoldwoman’sdittyreachedthepriest;itwassomethingunintelligibleyetfrightful,—— \"~Grève,aboie,Grève,grouille! File,file,maquenouille,Filesacordeaubourreau,Quisiffledanslepre(au,Grève,aboie,Grève,grouille~! \"~Labellecordedechanvre! Semezd’Issyjusqu’áVanvreDuchanvreetnonpasduble(。 Levoleurn’apasvole( Labellecordedechanvre~。 \"~Grève,grouille,Grève,aboie! Pourvoirlafilledejoie,Prendreaugibetchassieux,Lesfenêtressontdesyeux。 Grève,grouille,Grève,aboie!\"* *Bark,Grève,grumble,Grève!Spin,spin,mydistaff,spinherropeforthehangman,whoiswhistlinginthemeadow。Whatabeautifulhempenrope!Sowhemp,notwheat,fromIssytoVanvre。Thethiefhathnotstolenthebeautifulhempenrope。 Grumble,Grève,bark,Grève!Toseethedissolutewenchhangontheblear-eyedgibbet,windowsareeyes。 Thereupontheyoungmanlaughedandcaressedthewench。 ThecronewaslaFalourdel;thegirlwasacourtesan;theyoungmanwashisbrotherJehan。 Hecontinuedtogaze。Thatspectaclewasasgoodasanyother。 HesawJehangotoawindowattheendoftheroom,openit,castaglanceonthequay,whereinthedistanceblazedathousandlightedcasements,andheheardhimsayasheclosedthesash,—— \"’Ponmysoul!Howdarkitis;thepeoplearelightingtheircandles,andthegoodGodhisstars。\" ThenJehancamebacktothehag,smashedabottlestandingonthetable,exclaiming,—— \"Alreadyempty,~cor-boeuf~!andIhavenomoremoney! Isabeau,mydear,IshallnotbesatisfiedwithJupiteruntilhehaschangedyourtwowhitenipplesintotwoblackbottles,whereImaysuckwineofBeaunedayandnight。\" Thisfinepleasantrymadethecourtesanlaugh,andJehanlefttheroom。 DomClaudehadbarelytimetoflinghimselfonthegroundinorderthathemightnotbemet,staredinthefaceandrecognizedbyhisbrother。Luckily,thestreetwasdark,andthescholarwastipsy。Nevertheless,hecaughtsightofthearchdeaconproneupontheearthinthemud。 \"Oh!oh!\"saidhe;\"here’safellowwhohasbeenleadingajollylife,to-day。\" HestirredupDomClaudewithhisfoot,andthelatterheldhisbreath。 \"Deaddrunk,\"resumedJehan。\"Come,he’sfull。A regularleechdetachedfromahogshead。He’sbald,\"headded,bendingdown,\"’tisanoldman!~Fortunatesenex~!\" ThenDomClaudeheardhimretreat,saying,—— \"’Tisallthesame,reasonisafinething,andmybrotherthearchdeaconisveryhappyinthatheiswiseandhasmoney。\" Thenthearchdeaconrosetohisfeet,andranwithouthalting,towardsNotre-Dame,whoseenormoustowershebeheldrisingabovethehousesthroughthegloom。 Attheinstantwhenhearrived,panting,onthePlaceduParvis,heshrankbackanddarednotraisehiseyestothefataledifice。 \"Oh!\"hesaid,inalowvoice,\"isitreallytruethatsuchathingtookplacehere,to-day,thisverymorning?\" Still,heventuredtoglanceatthechurch。Thefrontwassombre;theskybehindwasglitteringwithstars。Thecrescentofthemoon,inherflightupwardfromthehorizon,hadpausedatthemoment,onthesummitofthelighthandtower,andseemedtohavepercheditself,likealuminousbird,ontheedgeofthebalustrade,cutoutinblacktrefoils。 Thecloisterdoorwasshut;butthearchdeaconalwayscarriedwithhimthekeyofthetowerinwhichhislaboratorywassituated。Hemadeuseofittoenterthechurch。 Inthechurchhefoundthegloomandsilenceofacavern。 Bythedeepshadowswhichfellinbroadsheetsfromalldirections,herecognizedthefactthatthehangingsfortheceremonyofthemorninghadnotyetbeenremoved。Thegreatsilvercrossshonefromthedepthsofthegloom,powderedwithsomesparklingpoints,likethemilkywayofthatsepulchralnight。Thelongwindowsofthechoirshowedtheupperextremitiesoftheirarchesabovetheblackdraperies,andtheirpaintedpanes,traversedbyarayofmoonlighthadnolongeranyhuesbutthedoubtfulcolorsofnight,asortofviolet,whiteandblue,whosetintisfoundonlyonthefacesofthedead。Thearchdeacon,onperceivingthesewanspotsallaroundthechoir,thoughthebeheldthemitresofdamnedbishops。Heshuthiseyes,andwhenheopenedthemagain,hethoughttheywereacircleofpalevisagesgazingathim。 Hestartedtofleeacrossthechurch。Thenitseemedtohimthatthechurchalsowasshaking,moving,becomingenduedwithanimation,thatitwasalive;thateachofthegreatcolumnswasturningintoanenormouspaw,whichwasbeatingtheearthwithitsbigstonespatula,andthatthegiganticcathedralwasnolongeranythingbutasortofprodigiouselephant,whichwasbreathingandmarchingwithitspillarsforfeet,itstwotowersfortrunksandtheimmenseblackclothforitshousings。 ThisfeverormadnesshadreachedsuchadegreeofintensitythattheexternalworldwasnolongeranythingmorefortheunhappymanthanasortofApocalypse,-visible,palpable,terrible。 Foronemoment,hewasrelieved。Asheplungedintothesideaisles,heperceivedareddishlightbehindaclusterofpillars。Herantowardsitastoastar。ItwasthepoorlampwhichlightedthepublicbreviaryofNotre-Damenightandday,beneathitsirongrating。Heflunghimselfeagerlyupontheholybookinthehopeoffindingsomeconsolation,orsomeencouragementthere。ThehooklayopenatthispassageofJob,overwhichhisstaringeyeglanced,—— \"Andaspiritpassedbeforemyface,andIheardasmallvoice,andthehairofmyfleshstoodup。\" Onreadingthesegloomywords,hefeltthatwhichablindmanfeelswhenhefeelshimselfprickedbythestaffwhichhehaspickedup。Hiskneesgavewaybeneathhim,andhesankuponthepavement,thinkingofherwhohaddiedthatday。 Hefeltsomanymonstrousvaporspassanddischargethemselvesinhisbrain,thatitseemedtohimthathisheadhadbecomeoneofthechimneysofhell。 Itwouldappearthatheremainedalongtimeinthisattitude,nolongerthinking,overwhelmedandpassivebeneaththehandofthedemon。Atlengthsomestrengthreturnedtohim;itoccurredtohimtotakerefugeinhistowerbesidehisfaithfulQuasimodo。Herose;and,ashewasafraid,hetookthelampfromthebreviarytolighthisway。Itwasasacrilege;buthehadgotbeyondheedingsuchatriflenow。 Heslowlyclimbedthestairsofthetowers,filledwithasecretfrightwhichmusthavebeencommunicatedtotherarepassers-byinthePlaceduParvisbythemysteriouslightofhislamp,mountingsolatefromloopholetoloopholeofthebelltower。 Allatonce,hefeltafreshnessonhisface,andfoundhimselfatthedoorofthehighestgallery。Theairwascold;theskywasfilledwithhurryingclouds,whoselarge,whiteflakesdriftedoneuponanotherlikethebreakingupofrivericeafterthewinter。Thecrescentofthemoon,strandedinthemidstoftheclouds,seemedacelestialvesselcaughtintheice-cakesoftheair。 Heloweredhisgaze,andcontemplatedforamoment,throughtherailingofslendercolumnswhichunitesthetwotowers,faraway,throughagauzeofmistsandsmoke,thesilentthrongoftheroofsofParis,pointed,innumerable,crowdedandsmalllikethewavesofatranquilseaonasum- mernight。 Themooncastafeebleray,whichimpartedtoearthandheavenanashyhue。 Atthatmomenttheclockraiseditsshrill,crackedvoice。 Midnightrangout。Thepriestthoughtofmidday;twelveo’clockhadcomebackagain。 \"Oh!\"hesaidinaverylowtone,\"shemustbecoldnow。\" Allatonce,agustofwindextinguishedhislamp,andalmostatthesameinstant,hebeheldashade,awhiteness,aform,awoman,appearfromtheoppositeangleofthetower。 Hestarted。Besidethiswomanwasalittlegoat,whichmingleditsbleatwiththelastbleatoftheclock。 Hehadstrengthenoughtolook。Itwasshe。 Shewaspale,shewasgloomy。Herhairfelloverhershouldersasinthemorning;buttherewasnolongeraropeonherneck,herhandswerenolongerbound;shewasfree,shewasdead。 Shewasdressedinwhiteandhadawhiteveilonherhead。 Shecametowardshim,slowly,withhergazefixedonthesky。Thesupernaturalgoatfollowedher。Hefeltasthoughmadeofstoneandtooheavytoflee。Ateverystepwhichshetookinadvance,hetookonebackwards,andthatwasall。 Inthiswayheretreatedoncemorebeneaththegloomyarchofthestairway。Hewaschilledbythethoughtthatshemightentertherealso;hadshedoneso,hewouldhavediedofterror。 Shedidarrive,infact,infrontofthedoortothestairway,andpausedthereforseveralminutes,staredintentlyintothedarkness,butwithoutappearingtoseethepriest,andpassedon。Sheseemedtallertohimthanwhenshehadbeenalive; hesawthemoonthroughherwhiterobe;heheardherbreath。 Whenshehadpassedon,hebegantodescendthestaircaseagain,withtheslownesswhichhehadobservedinthespectre,believinghimselftobeaspectretoo,haggard,withhaironend,hisextinguishedlampstillinhishand;andashedescendedthespiralsteps,hedistinctlyheardinhisearavoicelaughingandrepeating,—— \"Aspiritpassedbeforemyface,andIheardasmallvoice,andthehairofmyfleshstoodup。\" CHAPTERII。 HUNCHBACKED,ONEEYED,LAME。 EverycityduringtheMiddleAges,andeverycityinFrancedowntothetimeofLouisXII。haditsplacesofasylum。 Thesesanctuaries,inthemidstofthedelugeofpenalandbarbarousjurisdictionswhichinundatedthecity,wereaspeciesofislandswhichroseabovethelevelofhumanjustice。 Everycriminalwholandedtherewassafe。Therewereineverysuburbalmostasmanyplacesofasylumasgallows。 Itwastheabuseofimpunitybythesideoftheabuseofpunishment;twobadthingswhichstrovetocorrecteachother。Thepalacesoftheking,thehotelsoftheprinces,andespeciallychurches,possessedtherightofasylum。Sometimesawholecitywhichstoodinneedofbeingrepeopledwastemporarilycreatedaplaceofrefuge。LouisXI。madeallParisarefugein1467。 Hisfootoncewithintheasylum,thecriminalwassacred; buthemustbewareofleavingit;onestepoutsidethesanctuary,andhefellbackintotheflood。Thewheel,thegibbet,thestrappado,keptgoodguardaroundtheplaceofrefuge,andlayinwatchincessantlyfortheirprey,likesharksaroundavessel。Hence,condemnedmenweretobeseenwhosehairhadgrownwhiteinacloister,onthestepsofapalace,intheenclosureofanabbey,beneaththeporchofachurch;inthismannertheasylumwasaprisonasmuchasanyother。Itsometimeshappenedthatasolemndecreeofparliamentviolatedtheasylumandrestoredthecondemnedmantotheexecutioner;butthiswasofrareoccurrence。Parliamentswereafraidofthebishops,andwhentherewasfrictionbetweenthesetworobes,thegownhadbutapoorchanceagainstthecassock。Sometimes,however,asintheaffairoftheassassinsofPetit-Jean,theheadsmanofParis,andinthatofEmeryRousseau,themurdererofJeanValleret,justiceoverleapedthechurchandpassedontotheexecutionofitssentences;butunlessbyvirtueofadecreeofParliament,woetohimwhoviolatedaplaceofasylumwitharmedforce! ThereaderknowsthemannerofdeathofRobertdeClermont,MarshalofFrance,andofJeandeChalons,MarshalofChampagne;andyetthequestionwasonlyofacertainPerrinMarc,theclerkofamoney-changer,amiserableassassin; butthetwomarshalshadbrokenthedoorsofSt。Méry。 Thereinlaytheenormity。 Suchrespectwascherishedforplacesofrefugethat,accordingtotradition,animalsevenfeltitattimes。Aymoirerelatesthatastag,beingchasedbyDagobert,havingtakenrefugenearthetombofSaint-Denis,thepackofhoundsstoppedshortandbarked。 Churchesgenerallyhadasmallapartmentpreparedforthereceptionofsupplicants。In1407,NicolasFlamelcausedtobebuiltonthevaultsofSaint-JacquesdelaBoucherie,achamberwhichcosthimfourlivressixsous,sixteenfarthings,parisis。 AtNotre-Dameitwasatinycellsituatedontheroofofthesideaisle,beneaththeflyingbuttresses,preciselyatthespotwherethewifeofthepresentjanitorofthetowershasmadeforherselfagarden,whichistothehanginggardensofBabylonwhatalettuceistoapalm-tree,whataporter’swifeistoaSemiramis。 ItwasherethatQuasimodohaddepositedlaEsmeralda,afterhiswildandtriumphantcourse。Aslongasthatcourselasted,theyounggirlhadbeenunabletorecoverhersenses,halfunconscious,halfawake,nolongerfeelinganything,exceptthatshewasmountingthroughtheair,floatinginit,flyinginit,thatsomethingwasraisingherabovetheearth。 Fromtimetotimesheheardtheloudlaughter,thenoisyvoiceofQuasimodoinherear;shehalfopenedhereyes;thenbelowhersheconfusedlybeheldParischeckeredwithitsthousandroofsofslateandtiles,likearedandbluemosaic,aboveherheadthefrightfulandjoyousfaceofQuasimodo。 Thenhereyelidsdroopedagain;shethoughtthatallwasover,thattheyhadexecutedherduringherswoon,andthatthemisshapenspiritwhichhadpresidedoverherdestiny,hadlaidholdofherandwasbearingheraway。Shedarednotlookathim,andshesurrenderedherselftoherfate。 Butwhenthebellringer,dishevelledandpanting,haddepositedherinthecellofrefuge,whenshefelthishugehandsgentlydetachingthecordwhichbruisedherarms,shefeltthatsortofshockwhichawakenswithastartthepassengersofavesselwhichrunsagroundinthemiddleofadarknight。Herthoughtsawokealso,andreturnedtoheronebyone。ShesawthatshewasinNotre-Dame;sherememberedhavingbeentornfromthehandsoftheexecutioner;thatPhoebuswasalive,thatPhoebuslovedhernolonger;andasthesetwoideas,oneofwhichshedsomuchbitternessovertheother,presentedthemselvessimultaneouslytothepoorcondemnedgirl;sheturnedtoQuasimodo,whowasstandinginfrontofher,andwhoterrifiedher;shesaidtohim,——\"Whyhaveyousavedme?\" Hegazedatherwithanxiety,asthoughseekingtodivinewhatshewassayingtohim。Sherepeatedherquestion。 Thenhegaveheraprofoundlysorrowfulglanceandfled。 Shewasastonished。 Afewmomentslaterhereturned,bearingapackagewhichhecastatherfeet。Itwasclothingwhichsomecharitablewomenhadleftonthethresholdofthechurchforher。 Thenshedroppedhereyesuponherselfandsawthatshewasalmostnaked,andblushed。Lifehadreturned。 Quasimodoappearedtoexperiencesomethingofthismodesty。 Hecoveredhiseyeswithhislargehandandretiredoncemore,butslowly。 Shemadehastetodressherself。Therobewasawhiteonewithawhiteveil,——thegarbofanoviceoftheH?tel-Dien。 ShehadbarelyfinishedwhenshebeheldQuasimodoreturning。 Hecarriedabasketunderonearmandamattressundertheother。Inthebaskettherewasabottle,bread,andsomeprovisions。Hesetthebasketonthefloorandsaid,\"Eat!\" Hespreadthemattressontheflaggingandsaid,\"Sleep。\" Itwashisownrepast,itwashisownbed,whichthebellringerhadgoneinsearchof。 Thegypsyraisedhereyestothankhim,butshecouldnotarticulateaword。Shedroppedherheadwithaquiverofterror。 Thenhesaidtoher- \"Ifrightenyou。Iamveryugly,amInot?Donotlookatme;onlylistentome。Duringthedayyouwillremainhere;atnightyoucanwalkalloverthechurch。Butdonotleavethechurcheitherbydayorbynight。Youwouldbelost。Theywouldkillyou,andIshoulddie。\" Shewastouchedandraisedherheadtoanswerhim。Hehaddisappeared。Shefoundherselfaloneoncemore,meditatinguponthesingularwordsofthisalmostmonstrousbeing,andstruckbythesoundofhisvoice,whichwassohoarseyetsogentle。 Thensheexaminedhercell。Itwasachamberaboutsixfeetsquare,withasmallwindowandadoorontheslightlyslopingplaneoftheroofformedofflatstones。Manygutterswiththefiguresofanimalsseemedtobebendingdownaroundher,andstretchingtheirnecksinordertostareatherthroughthewindow。OvertheedgeofherroofsheperceivedthetopsofthousandsofchimneyswhichcausedthesmokeofallthefiresinParistorisebeneathhereyes。Asadsightforthepoorgypsy,afoundling,condemnedtodeath,anunhappycreature,withoutcountry,withoutfamily,withoutahearthstone。 Atthemomentwhenthethoughtofherisolationthusappearedtohermorepoignantthanever,shefeltabeardedandhairyheadglidebetweenherhands,uponherknees。Shestarted(everythingalarmedhernow)andlooked。Itwasthepoorgoat,theagileDjali,whichhadmadeitsescapeafterher,atthemomentwhenQuasimodohadputtoflightCharmolue’sbrigade,andwhichhadbeenlavishingcaressesonherfeetfornearlyanhourpast,withoutbeingabletowinaglance。Thegypsycoveredhimwithkisses。 \"Oh!Djali!\"shesaid,\"howIhaveforgottenthee!Andsothoustillthinkestofme!Oh!thouartnotaningrate!\" Atthesametime,asthoughaninvisiblehandhadliftedtheweightwhichhadrepressedhertearsinherheartforsolong,shebegantoweep,and,inproportionashertearsflowed,shefeltallthatwasmostacridandbitterinhergriefdepartwiththem。 Eveningcame,shethoughtthenightsobeautifulthatshemadethecircuitoftheelevatedgallerywhichsurroundsthechurch。Itaffordedhersomerelief,socalmdidtheearthappearwhenviewedfromthatheight。 CHAPTERIII。 DEAF。 Onthefollowingmorning,sheperceivedonawaking,thatshehadbeenasleep。Thissingularthingastonishedher。 Shehadbeensolongunaccustomedtosleep!Ajoyousrayoftherisingsunenteredthroughherwindowandtouchedherface。Atthesametimewiththesun,shebeheldatthatwindowanobjectwhichfrightenedher,theunfortunatefaceofQuasimodo。Sheinvoluntarilyclosedhereyesagain,butinvain;shefanciedthatshestillsawthroughtherosylidsthatgnome’smask,one-eyedandgap-toothed。Then,whileshestillkepthereyesclosed,sheheardaroughvoicesaying,verygently,—— \"Benotafraid。Iamyourfriend。Icametowatchyousleep。ItdoesnothurtyouifIcometoseeyousleep,doesit?WhatdifferencedoesitmaketoyouifIamherewhenyoureyesareclosed!NowIamgoing。Stay,Ihaveplacedmyselfbehindthewall。Youcanopenyoureyesagain。\" Therewassomethingmoreplaintivethanthesewords,andthatwastheaccentinwhichtheywereuttered。Thegypsy,muchtouched,openedhereyes。Hewas,infact,nolongeratthewindow。Sheapproachedtheopening,andbeheldthepoorhunchbackcrouchinginanangleofthewall,inasadandresignedattitude。Shemadeanefforttosurmounttherepugnancewithwhichheinspiredher。\"Come,\"shesaidtohimgently。Fromthemovementofthegypsy’slips,Quasimodothoughtthatshewasdrivinghimaway;thenheroseandretiredlimping,slowly,withdroopinghead,withoutevendaringtoraisetotheyounggirlhisgazefullofdespair。 \"Docome,\"shecried,buthecontinuedtoretreat。Thenshedartedfromhercell,rantohim,andgraspedhisarm。 Onfeelinghertouchhim,Quasimodotrembledineverylimb。 Heraisedhissupplianteye,andseeingthatshewasleadinghimbacktoherquarters,hiswholefacebeamedwithjoyandtenderness。Shetriedtomakehimenterthecell;buthepersistedinremainingonthethreshold。\"No,no,\"saidhe; \"theowlentersnotthenestofthelark。\" Thenshecroucheddowngracefullyonhercouch,withhergoatasleepatherfeet。Bothremainedmotionlessforseveralmoments,consideringinsilence,shesomuchgrace,hesomuchugliness。EverymomentshediscoveredsomefreshdeformityinQuasimodo。Herglancetravelledfromhisknockkneestohishumpedback,fromhishumpedbacktohisonlyeye。Shecouldnotcomprehendtheexistenceofabeingsoawkwardlyfashioned。Yettherewassomuchsadnessandsomuchgentlenessspreadoverallthis,thatshebegantobecomereconciledtoit。 Hewasthefirsttobreakthesilence。\"Soyouweretellingmetoreturn?\" Shemadeanaffirmativesignofthehead,andsaid,\"Yes。\" Heunderstoodthemotionofthehead。\"Alas!\"hesaid,asthoughhesitatingwhethertofinish,\"Iam——Iamdeaf。\" \"Poorman!\"exclaimedtheBohemian,withanexpressionofkindlypity。 Hebegantosmilesadly。 \"YouthinkthatthatwasallthatIlacked,doyounot? Yes,Iamdeaf,thatisthewayIammade。’Tishorrible,isitnot?Youaresobeautiful!\" Therelayintheaccentsofthewretchedmansoprofoundaconsciousnessofhismisery,thatshehadnotthestrengthtosayaword。Besides,hewouldnothaveheardher。Hewenton,—— \"NeverhaveIseenmyuglinessasatthepresentmoment。 WhenIcomparemyselftoyou,Ifeelaverygreatpityformyself,poorunhappymonsterthatIam!Tellme,Imustlooktoyoulikeabeast。You,youarearayofsunshine,adropofdew,thesongofabird!Iamsomethingfrightful,neithermannoranimal,Iknownotwhat,harder,moretrampledunderfoot,andmoreunshapelythanapebblestone!\" Thenhebegantolaugh,andthatlaughwasthemostheartbreakingthingintheworld。Hecontinued,—— \"Yes,Iamdeaf;butyoushalltalktomebygestures,bysigns。Ihaveamasterwhotalkswithmeinthatway。 Andthen,Ishallverysoonknowyourwishfromthemovementofyourlips,fromyourlook。\" \"Well!\"sheinterposedwithasmile,\"tellmewhyyousavedme。\" Hewatchedherattentivelywhileshewasspeaking。 \"Iunderstand,\"hereplied。\"YouaskmewhyIsavedyou。Youhaveforgottenawretchwhotriedtoabductyouonenight,awretchtowhomyourenderedsuccoronthefollowingdayontheirinfamouspillory。Adropofwaterandalittlepity,——thatismorethanIcanrepaywithmylife。 Youhaveforgottenthatwretch;butheremembersit。\" Shelistenedtohimwithprofoundtenderness。Atearswamintheeyeofthebellringer,butdidnotfall。Heseemedtomakeitasortofpointofhonortoretainit。 \"Listen,\"heresumed,whenhewasnolongerafraidthatthetearwouldescape;\"ourtowershereareveryhigh,amanwhoshouldfallfromthemwouldbedeadbeforetouchingthepavement;whenitshallpleaseyoutohavemefall,youwillnothavetoutterevenaword,aglancewillsuffice。\" Thenherose。UnhappyaswastheBohemian,thiseccentricbeingstillarousedsomecompassioninher。Shemadehimasigntoremain。 \"No,no,\"saidhe;\"Imustnotremaintoolong。Iamnotatmyease。Itisoutofpitythatyoudonotturnawayyoureyes。IshallgotosomeplacewhereIcanseeyouwithoutyourseeingme:itwillbebetterso。\" Hedrewfromhispocketalittlemetalwhistle。 \"Here,\"saidhe,\"whenyouhaveneedofme,whenyouwishmetocome,whenyouwillnotfeeltooranchhorroratthesightofme,usethiswhistle。Icanhearthissound。\" Helaidthewhistleonthefloorandfled。 CHAPTERIV。 EARTHENWAREANDCRYSTAL。 Dayfollowedday。CalmgraduallyreturnedtothesouloflaEsmeralda。Excessofgrief,likeexcessofjoyisaviolentthingwhichlastsbutashorttime。Theheartofmancannotremainlonginoneextremity。Thegypsyhadsufferedsomuch,thatnothingwasleftherbutastonishment。Withsecurity,hopehadreturnedtoher。Shewasoutsidethepaleofsociety,outsidethepaleoflife,butshehadavaguefeelingthatitmightnotbeimpossibletoreturntoit。Shewaslikeadeadperson,whoshouldholdinreservethekeytohertomb。 Shefelttheterribleimageswhichhadsolongpersecutedher,graduallydeparting。Allthehideousphantoms,PierratTorterue,JacquesCharmolue,wereeffacedfromhermind,all,eventhepriest。 Andthen,Phoebuswasalive;shewassureofit,shehadseenhim。ToherthefactofPhoebusbeingalivewaseverything。 Aftertheseriesoffatalshockswhichhadoverturnedeverythingwithinher,shehadfoundbutonethingintactinhersoul,onesentiment,——herloveforthecaptain。Loveislikeatree;itsproutsforthofitself,sendsitsrootsoutdeeplythroughourwholebeing,andoftencontinuestoflourishgreenlyoveraheartinruins。 Andtheinexplicablepointaboutitisthatthemoreblindisthispassion,themoretenaciousitis。Itisnevermoresolidthanwhenithasnoreasoninit。 LaEsmeraldadidnotthinkofthecaptainwithoutbitterness,nodoubt。Nodoubtitwasterriblethathealsoshouldhavebeendeceived;thatheshouldhavebelievedthatimpossiblething,thathecouldhaveconceivedofastabdealtbyherwhowouldhavegivenathousandlivesforhim。But,afterall,shemustnotbetooangrywithhimforit;hadshenotconfessedhercrime?hadshenotyielded,weakwomanthatshewas,totorture?Thefaultwasentirelyhers。Sheshouldhaveallowedherfingernailstobetornoutratherthansuchawordtobewrenchedfromher。Inshort,ifshecouldbutseePhoebusoncemore,forasingleminute,onlyonewordwouldberequired,onelook,inordertoundeceivehim,tobringhimback。Shedidnotdoubtit。Shewasastonishedalsoatmanysingularthings,attheaccidentofPhoebus’spresenceonthedayofthepenance,attheyounggirlwithwhomhehadbeen。Shewashissister,nodoubt。 Anunreasonableexplanation,butshecontentedherselfwithit,becausesheneededtobelievethatPhoebusstilllovedher,andlovedheralone。Hadhenotswornittoher?Whatmorewasneeded,simpleandcredulousasshewas?Andthen,inthismatter,werenotappearancesmuchmoreagainstherthanagainsthim?Accordingly,shewaited。Shehoped。 Letusaddthatthechurch,thatvastchurch,whichsurroundedheroneveryside,whichguardedher,whichsavedher,wasitselfasovereigntranquillizer。Thesolemnlinesofthatarchitecture,thereligiousattitudeofalltheobjectswhichsurroundedtheyounggirl,thesereneandpiousthoughtswhichemanated,sotospeak,fromalltheporesofthatstone,acteduponherwithoutherbeingawareofit。 Theedificehadalsosoundsfraughtwithsuchbenedictionandsuchmajesty,thattheysoothedthisailingsoul。Themonotonouschantingofthecelebrants,theresponsesofthepeopletothepriest,sometimesinarticulate,sometimesthunderous,theharmonioustremblingofthepaintedwindows,theorgan,burstingforthlikeahundredtrumpets,thethreebelfries,humminglikehivesofhugebees,thatwholeorchestraonwhichboundedagiganticscale,ascending,descendingincessantlyfromthevoiceofathrongtothatofonebell,dulledhermemory,herimagination,hergrief。Thebells,inparticular,lulledher。Itwassomethinglikeapowerfulmagnetismwhichthosevastinstrumentsshedoverheringreatwaves。 Thuseverysunrisefoundhermorecalm,breathingbetter,lesspale。Inproportionasherinwardwoundsclosed,hergraceandbeautyblossomedoncemoreonhercountenance,butmorethoughtful,morereposeful。Herformercharacteralsoreturnedtoher,somewhatevenofhergayety,herprettypout,herloveforhergoat,herloveforsinging,hermodesty。 Shetookcaretodressherselfinthemorninginthecornerofhercellforfearsomeinhabitantsoftheneighboringatticsmightseeherthroughthewindow。 WhenthethoughtofPhoebuslefthertime,thegypsysometimesthoughtofQuasimodo。Hewasthesolebond,thesoleconnection,thesolecommunicationwhichremainedtoherwithmen,withtheliving。Unfortunategirl!shewasmoreoutsidetheworldthanQuasimodo。Sheunderstoodnotintheleastthestrangefriendwhomchancehadgivenher。 Sheoftenreproachedherselffornotfeelingagratitudewhichshouldclosehereyes,butdecidedly,shecouldnotaccustomherselftothepoorbellringer。Hewastoougly。 Shehadleftthewhistlewhichhehadgivenherlyingontheground。ThisdidnotpreventQuasimodofrommakinghisappearancefromtimetotimeduringthefirstfewdays。Shedidherbestnottoturnasidewithtoomuchrepugnancewhenhecametobringherherbasketofprovisionsorherjugofwater,buthealwaysperceivedtheslightestmovementofthissort,andthenhewithdrewsadly。 OncehecameatthemomentwhenshewascaressingDjali。Hestoodpensivelyforseveralminutesbeforethisgracefulgroupofthegoatandthegypsy;atlasthesaid,shakinghisheavyandill-formedhead,—— \"MymisfortuneisthatIstillresembleamantoomuch。I shouldliketobewhollyabeastlikethatgoat。\" Shegazedathiminamazement。 Herepliedtotheglance,—— \"Oh!Iwellknowwhy,\"andhewentaway。 Onanotheroccasionhepresentedhimselfatthedoorofthecell(whichheneverentered)atthemomentwhenlaEsmeraldawassinginganoldSpanishballad,thewordsofwhichshedidnotunderstand,butwhichhadlingeredinherearbecausethegypsywomenhadlulledhertosleepwithitwhenshewasalittlechild。Atthesightofthatvillanousformwhichmadeitsappearancesoabruptlyinthemiddleofhersong,theyounggirlpausedwithaninvoluntarygestureofalarm。Theunhappybellringerfelluponhiskneesonthethreshold,andclaspedhislarge,misshapenhandswithasuppliantair。\"Oh!\"hesaid,sorrowfully,\"continue,I imploreyou,anddonotdrivemeaway。\"Shedidnotwishtopainhim,andresumedherlay,tremblingallover。Bydegrees,however,herterrordisappeared,andsheyieldedherselfwhollytotheslowandmelancholyairwhichshewassinging。 Heremainedonhiskneeswithhandsclasped,asinprayer,attentive,hardlybreathing,hisgazeriveteduponthegypsy’sbrillianteyes。 Onanotheroccasion,hecametoherwithanawkwardandtimidair。\"Listen,\"hesaid,withaneffort;\"Ihavesomethingtosaytoyou。\"Shemadehimasignthatshewaslistening。Thenhebegantosigh,halfopenedhislips,appearedforamomenttobeonthepointofspeaking,thenhelookedatheragain,shookhishead,andwithdrewslowly,withhisbrowinhishand,leavingthegypsystupefied。 Amongthegrotesquepersonagessculpturedonthewall,therewasonetowhomhewasparticularlyattached,andwithwhichheoftenseemedtoexchangefraternalglances。 Oncethegypsyheardhimsayingtoit,—— \"Oh!whyamnotIofstone,likeyou!\" Atlast,onemorning,laEsmeraldahadadvancedtotheedgeoftheroof,andwaslookingintothePlaceoverthepointedroofofSaint-JeanleRond。Quasimodowasstandingbehindher。Hehadplacedhimselfinthatpositioninordertosparetheyounggirl,asfaraspossible,thedispleasureofseeinghim。Allatoncethegypsystarted,atearandaflashofjoygleamedsimultaneouslyinhereyes,shekneltonthebrinkoftheroofandextendedherarmstowardsthePlacewithanguish,exclaiming:\"Phoebus!come!come! aword,asinglewordinthenameofheaven!Phoebus! Phoebus!\"Hervoice,herface,hergesture,herwholepersonboretheheartrendingexpressionofashipwreckedmanwhoismakingasignalofdistresstothejoyousvesselwhichispassingafaroffinarayofsunlightonthehorizon。 QuasimodoleanedoverthePlace,andsawthattheobjectofthistenderandagonizingprayerwasayoungman,acaptain,ahandsomecavalierallglitteringwitharmsanddecorations,prancingacrosstheendofthePlace,andsalutingwithhisplumeabeautifulladywhowassmilingathimfromherbalcony。However,theofficerdidnotheartheunhappygirlcallinghim;hewastoofaraway。 Butthepoordeafmanheard。Aprofoundsighheavedhisbreast;heturnedround;hisheartwasswollenwithallthetearswhichhewasswallowing;hisconvulsively-clenchedfistsstruckagainsthishead,andwhenhewithdrewthemtherewasabunchofredhairineachhand。 Thegypsypaidnoheedtohim。Hesaidinalowvoiceashegnashedhisteeth,—— \"Damnation!Thatiswhatoneshouldbelike!’Tisonlynecessarytobehandsomeontheoutside!\" Meanwhile,sheremainedkneeling,andcriedwithextraor- dinaryagitation,—— \"Oh!thereheisalightingfromhishorse!Heisabouttoenterthathouse!——Phoebus!——Hedoesnothearme!Phoebus!——Howwickedthatwomanistospeaktohimatthesametimewithme!Phoebus!Phoebus!\" Thedeafmangazedather。Heunderstoodthispantomime。 Thepoorbellringer’seyefilledwithtears,butheletnonefall。Allatoncehepulledhergentlybytheborderofhersleeve。Sheturnedround。Hehadassumedatranquilair; hesaidtoher,—— \"Wouldyouliketohavemebringhimtoyou?\" Sheutteredacryofjoy。 \"Oh!go!hasten!run!quick!thatcaptain!thatcaptain! bringhimtome!Iwillloveyouforit!\" Sheclaspedhisknees。Hecouldnotrefrainfromshakinghisheadsadly。 \"Iwillbringhimtoyou,\"hesaid,inaweakvoice。Thenheturnedhisheadandplungeddownthestaircasewithgreatstrides,stiflingwithsobs。 WhenhereachedthePlace,henolongersawanythingexceptthehandsomehorsehitchedatthedooroftheGondelaurierhouse;thecaptainhadjustenteredthere。 Heraisedhiseyestotheroofofthechurch。LaEsmeraldawasthereinthesamespot,inthesameattitude。Hemadeherasadsignwithhishead;thenheplantedhisbackagainstoneofthestonepostsoftheGondelaurierporch,determinedtowaituntilthecaptainshouldcomeforth。 IntheGondelaurierhouseitwasoneofthosegaladayswhichprecedeawedding。Quasimodobeheldmanypeopleenter,butnoonecomeout。Hecastaglancetowardstherooffromtimetotime;thegypsydidnotstiranymorethanhimself。Agroomcameandunhitchedthehorseandledittothestableofthehouse。 Theentiredaypassedthus,Quasimodoathispost,laEsmeraldaontheroof,Phoebus,nodoubt,atthefeetofFleur-de-Lys。 Atlengthnightcame,amoonlessnight,adarknight。 QuasimodofixedhisgazeinvainuponlaEsmeralda;soonshewasnomorethanawhitenessamidthetwilight;thennothing。Allwaseffaced,allwasblack。 QuasimodobeheldthefrontwindowsfromtoptobottomoftheGondelauriermansionilluminated;hesawtheothercasementsinthePlacelightedonebyone,healsosawthemextinguishedtotheverylast,forheremainedthewholeeveningathispost。Theofficerdidnotcomeforth。Whenthelastpassers-byhadreturnedhome,whenthewindowsofalltheotherhouseswereextinguished,Quasimodowasleftentirelyalone,entirelyinthedark。TherewereatthattimenolampsinthesquarebeforeNotre-Dame。 Meanwhile,thewindowsoftheGondelauriermansionremainedlighted,evenaftermidnight。Quasimodo,motionlessandattentive,beheldathrongoflively,dancingshadowspassathwartthemany-coloredpaintedpanes。Hadhenotbeendeaf,hewouldhaveheardmoreandmoredistinctly,inproportionasthenoiseofsleepingParisdiedaway,asoundoffeasting,laughter,andmusicintheGondelauriermansion。 Towardsoneo’clockinthemorning,theguestsbegantotaketheirleave。Quasimodo,shroudedindarknesswatchedthemallpassoutthroughtheporchilluminatedwithtorches。 Noneofthemwasthecaptain。 Hewasfilledwithsadthoughts;attimeshelookedupwardsintotheair,likeapersonwhoiswearyofwaiting。Greatblackclouds,heavy,torn,split,hunglikecrapehammocksbeneaththestarrydomeofnight。Onewouldhavepronouncedthemspiders’websofthevaultofheaven。 Inoneofthesemomentshesuddenlybeheldthelongwindowonthebalcony,whosestonebalustradeprojectedabovehishead,openmysteriously。Thefrailglassdoorgavepassagetotwopersons,andclosednoiselesslybehindthem; itwasamanandawoman。 ItwasnotwithoutdifficultythatQuasimodosucceededinrecognizinginthemanthehandsomecaptain,inthewomantheyoungladywhomhehadseenwelcometheofficerinthemorningfromthatverybalcony。Theplacewasperfectlydark,andadoublecrimsoncurtainwhichhadfallenacrossthedoortheverymomentitclosedagain,allowednolighttoreachthebalconyfromtheapartment。 Theyoungmanandtheyounggirl,sofarasourdeafmancouldjudge,withouthearingasingleoneoftheirwords,appearedtoabandonthemselvestoaverytendertête-a-tête。 Theyounggirlseemedtohaveallowedtheofficertomakeagirdleforherofhisarm,andgentlyrepulsedakiss。 Quasimodolookedonfrombelowatthisscenewhichwasallthemorepleasingtowitnessbecauseitwasnotmeanttobeseen。Hecontemplatedwithbitternessthatbeauty,thathappiness。Afterall,naturewasnotdumbinthepoorfellow,andhishumansensibility,allmaliciouslycontortedasitwas,quiverednolessthananyother。HethoughtofthemiserableportionwhichProvidencehadallottedtohim;thatwomanandthepleasureoflove,wouldpassforeverbeforehiseyes,andthatheshouldneverdoanythingbutbeholdthefelicityofothers。Butthatwhichrenthisheartmostinthissight,thatwhichmingledindignationwithhisanger,wasthethoughtofwhatthegypsywouldsuffercouldshebeholdit。 Itistruethatthenightwasverydark,thatlaEsmeralda,ifshehadremainedatherpost(andhehadnodoubtofthis),wasveryfaraway,andthatitwasallthathehimselfcoulddotodistinguishtheloversonthebalcony。Thisconsoledhim。 Meanwhile,theirconversationgrewmoreandmoreanimated。 Theyoungladyappearedtobeentreatingtheofficertoasknothingmoreofher。OfallthisQuasimodocoulddistinguishonlythebeautifulclaspedhands,thesmilesmingledwithtears,theyounggirl’sglancesdirectedtothestars,theeyesofthecaptainloweredardentlyuponher。 Fortunately,fortheyounggirlwasbeginningtoresistbutfeebly,thedoorofthebalconysuddenlyopenedoncemoreandanolddameappeared;thebeautyseemedconfused,theofficerassumedanairofdispleasure,andallthreewithdrew。 Amomentlater,ahorsewaschampinghisbitundertheporch,andthebrilliantofficer,envelopedinhisnightcloak,passedrapidlybeforeQuasimodo。 Thebellringerallowedhimtoturnthecornerofthestreet,thenheranafterhimwithhisape-likeagility,shouting: \"Heythere!captain!\" Thecaptainhalted。 \"Whatwantsthisknavewithme?\"hesaid,catchingsightthroughthegloomofthathipshotformwhichranlimpingafterhim。 Meanwhile,Quasimodohadcaughtupwithhim,andhadboldlygraspedhishorse’sbridle:\"Followme,captain;thereisoneherewhodesirestospeakwithyou! \"~Cornemahom~!\"grumbledPhoebus,\"here’savillanous; ruffledbirdwhichIfancyIhaveseensomewhere。Holà master,willyouletmyhorse’sbridlealone?\" \"Captain,\"repliedthedeafman,\"doyounotaskmewhoitis?\" \"Itellyoutoreleasemyhorse,\"retortedPhoebus,impatiently。 \"Whatmeanstheknavebyclingingtothebridleofmysteed? Doyoutakemyhorseforagallows?\" Quasimodo,farfromreleasingthebridle,preparedtoforcehimtoretracehissteps。Unabletocomprehendthecaptain’sresistance,hehastenedtosaytohim,—— \"Come,captain,’tisawomanwhoiswaitingforyou。\"Headdedwithaneffort:\"Awomanwholovesyou。\" \"Ararerascal!\"saidthecaptain,\"whothinksmeobligedtogotoallthewomenwholoveme!orwhosaytheydo。 Andwhatif,bychance,sheshouldresembleyou,youfaceofascreech-owl?TellthewomanwhohassentyouthatIamabouttomarry,andthatshemaygotothedevil!\" \"Listen,\"exclaimedQuasimodo,thinkingtoovercomehishesitationwithaword,\"come,monseigneur!’tisthegypsywhomyouknow!\" Thisworddid,indeed,produceagreateffectonPhoebus,butnotofthekindwhichthedeafmanexpected。ItwillberememberedthatourgallantofficerhadretiredwithFleur- de-LysseveralmomentsbeforeQuasimodohadrescuedthecondemnedgirlfromthehandsofCharmolue。Afterwards,inallhisvisitstotheGondelauriermansionhehadtakencarenottomentionthatwoman,thememoryofwhomwas,afterall,painfultohim;andonherside,Fleur-de-Lyshadnotdeemeditpolitictotellhimthatthegypsywasalive。 HencePhoebusbelievedpoor\"Similar\"tobedead,andthatamonthortwohadelapsedsinceherdeath。Letusaddthatforthelastfewmomentsthecaptainhadbeenreflectingontheprofounddarknessofthenight,thesupernaturalugliness,thesepulchralvoiceofthestrangemessenger;thatitwaspastmidnight;thatthestreetwasdeserted,asontheeveningwhenthesurlymonkhadaccostedhim;andthathishorsesnortedasitlookedatQuasimodo。 \"Thegypsy!\"heexclaimed,almostfrightened。\"Lookhere,doyoucomefromtheotherworld?\" Andhelaidhishandonthehiltofhisdagger。 \"Quick,quick,\"saidthedeafman,endeavoringtodragthehorsealong;\"thisway!\" Phoebusdealthimavigorouskickinthebreast。 Quasimodo’seyeflashed。Hemadeamotiontoflinghimselfonthecaptain。Thenhedrewhimselfupstifflyandsaid,—— \"Oh!howhappyyouaretohavesomeonewholovesyou!\" Heemphasizedthewords\"someone,\"andloosingthehorse’sbridle,—— \"Begone!\" Phoebusspurredoninallhaste,swearing。Quasimodowatchedhimdisappearintheshadesofthestreet。 \"Oh!\"saidthepoordeafman,inaverylowvoice;\"torefusethat!\" Here-enteredNotre-Dame,lightedhislampandclimbedtothetoweragain。Thegypsywasstillinthesameplace,ashehadsupposed。 Sheflewtomeethimasfaroffasshecouldseehim。 \"Alone!\"shecried,claspingherbeautifulhandssorrowfully。 \"Icouldnotfindhim,\"saidQuasimodocoldly。 \"Youshouldhavewaitedallnight,\"shesaidangrily。 Hesawhergestureofwrath,andunderstoodthereproach。 \"Iwilllieinwaitforhimbetteranothertime,\"hesaid,droppinghishead。 \"Begone!\"shesaidtohim。 Helefther。Shewasdispleasedwithhim。Hepreferredtohaveherabusehimratherthantohaveafflictedher。Hehadkeptallthepaintohimself。 Fromthatdayforth,thegypsynolongersawhim。Heceasedtocometohercell。Atthemostsheoccasionallycaughtaglimpseatthesummitofthetowers,ofthebellringer’sfaceturnedsadlytoher。Butassoonassheperceivedhim,hedisappeared。 Wemustadmitthatshewasnotmuchgrievedbythisvoluntaryabsenceonthepartofthepoorhunchback。Atthebottomofherheartshewasgratefultohimforit。 Moreover,Quasimododidnotdeceivehimselfonthispoint。 Shenolongersawhim,butshefeltthepresenceofagoodgeniusabouther。Herprovisionswerereplenishedbyaninvisiblehandduringherslumbers。Onemorningshefoundacageofbirdsonherwindow。Therewasapieceofsculptureaboveherwindowwhichfrightenedher。ShehadshownthismorethanonceinQuasimodo’spresence。Onemorning,forallthesethingshappenedatnight,shenolongersawit,ithadbeenbroken。Thepersonwhohadclimbeduptothatcarvingmusthaveriskedhislife。 Sometimes,intheevening,sheheardavoice,concealedbeneaththewindscreenofthebelltower,singingasad,strangesong,asthoughtolullhertosleep。Thelineswereunrhymed,suchasadeafpersoncanmake。 ~Neregardepaslafigure,Jeunefille,regardelecoeur。 Lecoeurd’unbeaujeunehommeestsouventdifforme。 Ilyadescoeursoul’amourneseconservepas~。 ~Jeunefille,lesapinn’estpasbeau,N’estpasbeaucommelepeuplier,Maisilgardesonfeuillagel’hiver~。 ~Hélas!aquoibondirecela? Cequin’estpasbeauatortd’être; Labeautén’aimequelabeauté,AvriltourneledosaJanvier~。 ~Labeautéestparfaite,Labeautépeuttout,Labeautéestlaseulechosequin’existepàsademi~。 ~Lecorbeaunevolequelejour,Lehibounevolequelanuit,Lecygnevolelanuitetlejour~。* *Looknotattheface,younggirl,lookattheheart。Theheartofahandsomeyoungmanisoftendeformed。Thereareheartsinwhichlovedoesnotkeep。Younggirl,thepineisnotbeautiful;itisnotbeautifullikethepoplar,butitkeepsitsfoliageinwinter。Alas!Whatistheuseofsayingthat? Thatwhichisnotbeautifulhasnorighttoexist;beautylovesonlybeauty;AprilturnsherbackonJanuary。Beautyisperfect,beautycandoallthings,beautyistheonlythingwhichdoesnotexistbyhalves。Theravenfliesonlybyday,theowlfliesonlybynight,theswanfliesbydayandbynight。 Onemorning,onawaking,shesawonherwindowtwovasesfilledwithflowers。Onewasaverybeautifulandverybrilliantbutcrackedvaseofglass。Ithadallowedthewaterwithwhichithadbeenfilledtoescape,andtheflowerswhichitcontainedwerewithered。Theotherwasanearthenwarepot,coarseandcommon,butwhichhadpreservedallitswater,anditsflowersremainedfreshandcrimson。 Iknownotwhetheritwasdoneintentionally,butLaEsmeraldatookthefadednosegayandworeitalldaylonguponherbreast。 Thatdayshedidnothearthevoicesinginginthetower。 Shetroubledherselfverylittleaboutit。ShepassedherdaysincaressingDjali,inwatchingthedooroftheGondelaurierhouse,intalkingtoherselfaboutPhoebus,andincrumblingupherbreadfortheswallows。 ShehadentirelyceasedtoseeorhearQuasimodo。Thepoorbellringerseemedtohavedisappearedfromthechurch。 Onenight,nevertheless,whenshewasnotasleep,butwasthinkingofherhandsomecaptain,sheheardsomethingbreathingnearhercell。Sheroseinalarm,andsawbythelightofthemoon,ashapelessmasslyingacrossherdoorontheoutside。ItwasQuasimodoasleepthereuponthestones。