第2章

类别:其他 作者:Moore, Frank Frankfort字数:24538更新时间:18/12/20 11:07:42
“Idon\'tintend。HaveInottoldyouthatI\'mnotgoingtomarryMr。 Holland?“ “Thatislikeoneofthephraseswhichyougivetoyourfather,sothatthepeoplemightthinkhimclever。Orthodox!Whocaresnowadaysforwhatisdullyorthodox?Whoeverheardofaheroinorthodoxynowadays?Thethingisimpossible。Theremaybe,ofcourse,thousandsoforthodoxheroes,butoneneverhearsanythingofthem。TheplanetsJupiterandSaturnandMercuryandMarsandtherestofthemcomeandgoattheirappointedseasons,andnooneevergivesthemasecondthought,pooroldrespectablethings!butthemomentacometappearsintheskyeveryonerushesouttogazeatit,andthenewspapersdealwithitfromdaytoday,andtheillustratedpapersgiveitsportrait。 Nothingcouldbemoreunorthodoxthanyourcomet。Oh,Phyllis,mychild,don\'ttalknowadaysoforthodoxyortheother——whatdotheycallit?——heterodoxy。Mr。Holland\'snamewillbeineveryone\'smouthforthenextyearatleast,andifhisbishoporafriendlychurchwardenprosecuteshim,andthethingisworkedupproperly,heoughttobebeforethepublicforthenextfiveyears。” “Oh,Ella!“ “I\'mnotoverstatingthecase,Iassureyou,mydear。AmanwastellingmeaboutoneColenso——hewas,sofarasIcouldgather,afirst-classmanatalgebraandheresyandthingslikethat。HewasBishopofZanzibarorUgandaorsomeplace,andhewroteabookaboutMoses——showingthatMosescouldn\'thavewrittensomethingorother。 Well,hetookabitofprosecuting,fiveorsixyears,Ibelieve,andhedidn\'tgonearlysofarasMr。Hollanddoesinthatbookofhis。 AllthistimepeopletalkedaboutlittleelsebutColenso,andhisbooksmadehimafortune。Thatwasbeforeourtime,dear——whenthenewspapersweren\'tworkedastheyarenow。Blockprintinghasmademoreheroesthanthelongestcampaignonrecord。Yes,Mr。Courtlandsaidsotwodaysago。IthinkI\'lltrysomemoreofthatlovelycake: it\'slikewarmice,isn\'tit?Oh,you\'llnotbesofoolishastothrowoveryourMr。Holland。” “Itisalreadydone,“saidPhyllis。“I\'msogladthatyoulikethecake。Itisverysubtle。Whatadelightfulidea——warmice!“ “Nevermindthecake。IwanttohearmoreofthismatterofMr。 Holland,“saidElla。“DoyoumeantotellmeplainlythatyouthrewoverMr。Hollandbecausehewroteabookthatwillbringhimfameandfortune?“ “IhavethrownoverMr。HollandbecausehehaswrittenabooktomakepeoplehavecontemptfortheBible,“saidPhyllis。 “ThenallIcansayisthatyouwereneverinlovewiththeman,“ criedElla。 “Youmaysaythatifyouplease。” “Idosayit。Ifagirlreallylovesaman,shewillmarryhimeventhoughheshouldwriteabookagainstDarwin。Ifagirlreallylovesamanshewillstandbyhimallthecloserwhenheisundergoingacourseofhonorablepersecution,withhisportraitineverypaperthatonepicksup。” “Idaresaythatistrueenough,“assentedPhyllis。“PerhapsIneverdidreallyloveMr。Holland。PerhapsIonlyfanciedIcaredforhimbecauseIsawthatsomanyothergirls——tooktowearingchocolatesandgraysandkepttheirsleevesdownjustwhensleeveswerehighest。” “Ofcourseitwasonlynaturalthatyoushouldwishto——well,colloquially,towipetheeyesoftheothergirls。Howmanygirls,I shouldliketoknow,begintothinkofamanasapossiblehusbanduntiltheyperceivethatthethoughtsofothergirlsareturnedinhisdirection?“ “Atanyrate,whateverImayhavedonelongago——“ “Threemonthsago。” “Threemonthsago。WhateverImayhavedonethen,IknowthatIdon\'tlovehimnow。” “Don\'tbetoosure,mydearPhyllis。Ifthereisonethingmorethananotheraboutwhichawomanshouldneverbepositive,itiswhetherornotshelovesaparticularman。Whatmistakestheymake!No,I\'llneverbelievethatyouturnedhimadriftsimplybecausehewrotesomethingdisparaginglyaboutSolomon,orwasitDavid?AndIdidsowantyouandhimformynextday;Imeantittobesucha/coup/,tohavereturnedtotownonlyaweekandyettohavethemostoutrageouslyunorthodoxparsonatmyhouse。Ah,thatwouldindeedhavebeena/coup/!Nevermind,Icanatleasthavethebeautifulgirlwho,thoughdevotedtotheunorthodoxparson,threwhimoveronaccountofhisunorthodoxy。” “Yes,youarecertainofme——thatis,ifyouthinkIshould——ifitwouldn\'tseemalittle——“ “Whatnonsense,Phyllis!Wherehaveyoubeenlivingforthepasttwenty-threeyearsthatyoushouldgetsuchafunnynotionintoyourhead?Doyouthinkthatgirlsnowadaysabsentthemselvesfromfelicityawhilewhentheyfinditnecessarytobecome——well,disengaged——yes,ordivorced,forthatmatter?“ “Ireallycan\'trecollectanycaseof——“ “Ofcourseyoucan\'t。Theydon\'texist。Theproperthingforawomentodowhenshegetsadivorceistotakeaboxatatheatreandgivetheaudienceachanceofrecognizingherfromherportraitsthathavealreadyappearedintheillustratedpapers。Theblockprintinghasdonethattoo。There\'snotatheatremanagerinLondonwhowouldn\'tgivehisbestboxtoawomanwhohascomestraightfromthedivorcecourt。Themanagersrecognizethefactthatsheisinthesamelineasthemselves。Butforyou,mydearPhyllis——oh,youwillneverdohimtheinjusticetokeepyourthrowingoverofhimasecret。” “Injustice?Oh,Ella!“ “Isayinjustice。Goodgracious,child!cannotyouseethatifitbecomesknownthatthegirlwhohadpromisedtomarryhimhasbrokenoffherengagementtohimsimplybecausehehaswrittenthatbook,theinterestthatattachestohimonaccountofhisunorthodoxywillbeimmeasurablyincreased?“ “Iwillnotdohimtheinjusticeoffancyingforamomentthathewouldbegratifiedonthisaccount。Whateverhemaybe,Ella,heisatleastsincereandsingle-mindedinhisaims。” “Ihavenodoubtofit,myonlyjoy。Buthoweversincereamanmaybeinhisaims,hestillcannotreasonablyobjecttothedistinctionthatisthrustuponhimwhenhehasdonesomethingoutofthecommon。Themenwhomakebooksknowthatthatsortofthingpays。Someonetoldmetheotherday——IbelieveitwasHerbertCourtland——thatitisthemenwhowritebooksembodyingagreatandnobleaimwhomaketheclosestbargainswiththeirpublishers。IheardofagreatandgoodclergymantheotherdaywhowroteaLifeofChrist,andthencomplainedinthepapersofhispublishershavingonlygivenhimamiserablepercentageontheprofits。Thatishowtheytalknowadays;theprofitresultingfromtheLifeofChrististobemeasuredinpounds,shillings,andpence。” “Mr。Hollandisnotamanofthisstamp,Ella。” “I\'msureheisnot。Atthesametimeifheisn\'tprosecutedforheterodoxynoonewillbemoredisappointedthanMr。Holland,unless,indeed,itbeMr。Holland\'spublisher。Whowouldbegrudgethemartyrhishalo,dear?Eventhemostsincereandsingle-mindedmartyrhasaneyeonthathalo。Thehalooftheup-to-datemartyrismadeupofafternoonteasprovidedbyfairwomen,andfull-pageportraitsintheillustratedpapers。” “Andallthisleadsto——what?“ “Itleadsto——letmesee——oh,yes,itleadstoyourappearanceatmylittlegathering。Ofcourse,you\'llcome。Believeme,you\'llnotfeeltheleastuncomfortable。YouwillbeTheGirlwhoSacrificedherLoveforConscience\'Sake。That\'sagoodenoughqualificationfordistinctiononthepartofanygirlinthesehardtimes。ButImighthaveknownlongagothatyouwouldplaythispart。Thatsweetlypatheticvoice,withthatfirmmouthandthoselovelysoftgrayeyesthatwouldseemtoacasualobservertoneutralizethefirmnessofthemouth。Oh,yes,myPhyllis,youhaveundoubtedly/laphysionomiedurole/。” “What/role/?“ “The/role/ofthegirlwhoisonthesideoftheBible。” “IamcertainlyonthesideoftheBible。” “AndsoamI。SoIwilllookforyoutobebymysideonTuesdayweek,andasoftenasyoupleaseinthemeantime。Bytheway,youwillprobablymeetHerbertCourtlandatourhouse。HeistheNewGuineaman,youknow。” “OfcourseIknow。Youtalkofwantingheroesinorthodoxyatyourhouse,whileyouhaveMr。Courtland,theNewGuineaexplorer,drinkinghisteaatyourelbow?Oh,goaway!“ “Ihopeyouwilllikehim。WesawagooddealofhiminItaly,andwillprobablyseeagooddealofhimhere。” “I\'mcertaintolikehim:youlikehim。” “Ah,that\'swhatyousaidtotheyoungwomenwhoputofftheircolorsandtooktosackclothinthepresenceofMr。Holland。Don\'tbetoosurethatyouwilllikeanymanbecauseotherwomenlikehim。Now,I have,asusual,remainedtoolongwithyou。I\'mgreatlyimpressedwiththesituationofthemoment。Idon\'tsaythatIthinkyouarewrong,mindyou。GirlsshouldalwaysbeonthesideoftheBible。Atanyrateyouhave,Irepeat,/laphysionomiedurole/,andyoucan\'tbefarastrayifyouactuptoit。Good-bye,mydearest。” CHAPTERVII。 THEDEFENSEOFHOLLAND。 EllaLintondrovetoacertainshopnotfarfromPiccadilly,——theonlyshopwherethearrangingoffeathersistreatedasascienceindependentofthefreaksoffashion,——andatthedoorshemetatallmanwiththecomplexionofmahoganybutwithfairhairandmustache。 Peoplenudgedoneanotherandwhisperedhisnameastheywalkedpasthimbeforestandingattheshopwindow,pretendingtoadmirethefeathers,butinrealitytoglancefurtivelyroundattheman。 ThenamethattheywhisperedtooneanotherafterthenudgewasHerbertCourtland。 Hetookoffhishat——itwasatallsilkone,butnoonewhoknewanythingcouldavoidfeelingthatitshouldhavebeenasolartoupee—— whenMrs。Lintonsteppedfromhervictoria。 “Oh,youhere!“saidshe。“Whoonearthwouldexpecttoseeyouhere?“ “You,“saidhe。 “What?“ “Youaskedmeaquestion。Iansweredit。” Shelaughedastheywalkedtogethertothedoorofthefeathershop。 “Itappearstomethatyouhaveaverygoodopinionofyourselfandaverybadoneofme,“sheremarked,smilinguptohisface。 “That\'sjustwhereyoumakeamistake,“saidhe。 “How?“ “IfIdidnotthinkwellofyouIshouldnothaveorderedParkinsontomakeyouafanofthetailofthemeteor。” “Oh,Bertie,youhavedonethat?“ “WhyshouldInotdoit?“ “Butitistheonlyoneintheworld。” “Ah,that\'sjustit。Youaretheonlyoneintheworld。” Shelaughedagain,lookinguptohisface。 “Well,we\'llhavealookatit,anyway,“saidshe。 Theywentintotheshoptoseethetailfeathersofthatwonderfulmeteor-birdwhichHerbertCourtlandhadjustbroughtbackfromNewGuineawithhim——themostgloriousthingthatnaturehadproducedandagreatexplorerhadriskedhislifetoacquire,inorderthatMrs。 Lintonmighthaveauniquefeatheredfan。 AboutthesametimetheRev。GeorgeHollandmetinthesamethoroughfarehisfriendandpatron,theEarlofEarlscourt。 “BytheLordHarry,you\'vedoneforyourselfnow,myhearty!“criedtheearl。“WhattheblazesdoyoumeanbyattackingtheWordofGodinthatfashion?“ “Tommy,“saidtheRev。GeorgeHolland,smilingapatronizingsmileathispatron,“Tommy,myfriend,ifyoutakemyadviceyou\'llnotmeddlewithwhatdoesn\'tconcernyou。You\'reapeer;betterleavetheWordofGodtome。I\'mnotapeer,butaparson。” “I\'llnotleaveitwithyou;itisn\'tsafe,“saidthepeer。“AnythingmoredamnablyatheisticalthanthatbookofyoursIneverread。” “Andyoudidn\'treadit,Thomas;youknowyouonlyreadascreechingreviewofit,andyoudidn\'tevenreadthatthrough,“saidtheparson。 “Whotoldyouthat?“askedthepatron。“Well,atanyrateIreadwhatyousaidaboutRuth。Itwasquitescandalous!Ruth!GoodLord!whatcharacterissafenowadays?OneoftheloveliestofthewomenoftheBible——mywifesaysso。Sheknowsallaboutthem。Andthebestpaintersintheworldhaveshownherstandingamongthefieldofoats。 BytheLord,sir,it\'ssheerblasphemy!andworsethanthat,it\'smakingpeople——good,religiouspeople,mind,nottheruck——it\'smakingthemaskwhytheblazesIgaveyoutheliving。It\'safact。” “I\'msorryforyou,Tommy——verysorry。I\'malsosorryforyourgoodreligiouspeople,andparticularlysorryforthephraseologyoftheirearnestinquiriesonwhatIamsureisamatteroflifeanddeathtothem——spiritually。That\'smylastword,Thomas。” “AndyouweredoingsowellattheJoss-house,too。”LordEarlscourtwasshakinghisheadsorrowfully,ashespoke。“Wewereallgettingonsocomfortably。Thatwaswhatpeoplesaidtome——theysaid——“ “Pardonme,I\'maparson,thereforeI\'mnotparticular;butIcan\'tstandthewayyourgoodreligiouspeopleexpressthemselves。” “Theysaid,\'It\'ssod——pleasanttogetholdofaparsonwhocanbetrustedinthepulpit——sermonswithagoodhealthymoraltone,andsoforth。YoumightbringyouryoungestdaughtertoSt。Chad\'sinthecertaintythatshewouldhearnothingthatwouldmakeheraskuncomfortablequestionswhenshegothome。\'It\'safact,theysaidthat;andnowyougoandspoilall。Thebishopwillhaveawordtosaytoyousomeofthesedays,mylad。HeranawaytotheContinent,theytellme,whenyourbookwaspublished,andit\'sperfectlywellknownthatheneverrunsawayunlessthingslookserious。Whenthebishopisserious,thosethatcan\'tswimhadbesttaketotheboats。” “I\'llaskyouforaseatinyouryacht,Tommy。Meantimekindestregardstoherladyship。” “Oh!bytheway,it\'snottrue,isit,thatthegirlhasthrownyouoveronaccountofthebook?“ ForaninstanttherecamealittleflushtothefaceoftheRev。 GeorgeHolland;thenheshiftedhisumbrellafromonehandtotheother,saying: “IfyoumeanPhyllis,allIcansayinreplyisthatsheisthebestandthetruestgirlaliveatpresent。I\'veanengagementataquarter- pastsix。” “Well,good-by。Itwasmymissuswhosaidthatthegirlwouldthrowyouoveronaccountofthatbook。” “Ah!Good-by。” “Honestlyspeaking,George,oldman,Ithinkyou\'vemadeamistakethistime。Peopledon\'tmindmuchaboutJacobandJonahandJeremiahandthewholejoblotofSheenies;buttheydomindaboutRuth。Hangitallman!shewasawoman。” “Ah!sowasJezebel,andyet——ah!good-by。I\'llbelateformyappointment。” “SeeyouonSunday,“saidtheearl,withabroadishsmile。 Andsohedid。 SodidthelargestcongregationthathadeverassembledwithinthevenerablewallsofSt。Chad\'s。Theyheardhimalso,andsodidthedozenreportersofthemorningpaperswhowerepresent——sometodescribe,withthesubtlefacetiousnessofthenewspaperreporter,theamusingoccurrencesincidentaltothechurchserviceoftheday,andotherstotakedownhissermontotheextentofhalfacolumntobeheaded“TheRev。GeorgeHollandDefendsHimself。”Onereporter,however,earnedanincreaseinhissalarybymakinghisheadline,“TheDefenseofHolland。”ItwassupposedthatcasualreaderswouldfancythatthekingdomofHollandhadbeenrepellinganinvader,andwouldnotfindouttheirmistakeuntiltheyhadreadhalfthroughthesermon。 GeorgeHollandhadnotbeenmistakenwhenhehadassumedthathisappearanceinthechurchandhissermonthisdaywouldattractalargeamountofattention。Asamatteroffactthebuildingwascrowdedwithnotablepersons:Cabinetministers(2),judgesofthesuperiorcourts(4),companypromoters(47),actorsandactresses(3),musichallandvarietyartists(22),RoyalAcademician(1)。Literaturewasrepresentedbyaladywhohadwrittenahigh-churchnovel,andfashionbythepublisherwhohadproducedit。Scienceappearedinthepersonofaprofessionalthought-reader(female)。ThesewereallstrangerstoSt。Chad\'s,thoughsomeofthemcouldfollowtheservicequiteeasily。 Thehabituesofthechurchincludedseveralpeers,themembersofaforeignembassy,afewoutsidebrokers,quiteanumberofretiredofficersofbothservices,andsomeMembersofParliamentandtheLondonCountyCouncil。 Oneofthechaplainsofthebishopoccupiedaseatintheaisle; accordingtothefacetiousnewspaperheheldawatchingbrief。 Therectorwas,ofcourse,obliviousofhisbrilliantentourage。HecouldnoteventellifPhyllisorherfatherwerepresent。(Asamatteroffactbothwereintheiraccustomedseatsintheirownpew。) He,asusual,tookbutasmallpartintheritual——asLordEarlscourtonceremarked,GeorgeHollandwasn\'tsuchafoolastokeepadoganddothebarkinghimself。(Ithasalreadybeenstatedthathehadacoupleofexcellentcurates。)Butthesermonwaspreachedbyhimself,asindeeditusuallywasafterthemorningservice。 Itwasthemostbrilliantofallhisefforts。Hetookashistextthewords,“AllScriptureisgivenbyinspirationandisprofitable,“andhehadnodifficultyinshowinghowvastwastheprofittobederivedfromaconsiderationofeveryportionofthesacredvolume,itappearedtohim,thantheaccountgivenoftheearlyhistoryoftheHebrewrace。Thataccountappealedasanobjectlessontoallnationsonthefaceoftheearth。ItallowedeverypeopletoseethecoursewhichthechildrenofIsraelhadpursuedatvariousperiodsoftheirexistenceandtoprofitbysuchobservation。TheHebrewswereaterribleexampletoalltheworld。IftheywereslaveswheninthelandofEgypt,thatwastheirownfault。Miltonhadmagnificentlyexpressedtheoriginofslavery: “HethathathlightwithinhisownclearbreastMaywalki\'thenoontideandenjoybrightday,Buthethathidesdarkdeedsandfoulthoughts…… Himselfishisowndungeon。” ThebondageofEgyptwas,hebelieved,self-imposed。Thereisnoaccountavailable,hesaid,oftheenslavementoftheChildrenofIsraelbytheEgyptians,butacarefulconsiderationofthehistoryofvariouspeoplesshowsbeyondthepossibilityofamistakebeingmade,thatonlythosebecomeenslavedwhoarebestfittedforenslavement。A kingarosethatknewnotJoseph——akingwhocouldnotbelievethatatanytimetherewasbelongingtothatraceofstrangersamanofsupremeintelligence。TheIsraelitesbowedtheirheadstotheyokeofthesuperiorrace,theEgyptians,andtooktheirrightfulplaceasslaves。AftermanydaysamanofextraordinaryintelligenceappearedinthepersonofMoses。Apatriotofpatriots,hegavetheracetheirGod——theyseemedtohavelivedinaperfectlyGodlessconditioninEgypt;andtheirtheologyhadtobeconstructedforthembytheirleader,aswellastheirlaws:thelawsforthedesertwanderers,andadecalogueforallhumanity。Hewasequaltoanyemergency,andhehadnoscruples。Healmostsucceededinmakingagreatnationoutofahordeofsuperstitiousrobbers。Hadhesucceededtherecordwouldhavethrowncivilizationbackathousandyears。Happyitwasfortheworldthatthetriumphofcrimewasbrief。ThecementofbloodshedthatkeptthekingdomofIsraeltogetherforatimesoondissolved。Captivityfollowedcaptivity。Forathousandyearsnoimprovementwhatevertookplaceintheconditionofthepeople——theyhadnoarts;theylivedinmudhutsataperiodwhenarchitecturereachedahigherlevelthanithadeverattainedtopreviously。Whenthepatriotprophetsarose,endeavoringtoreformthemwithwordsoffire——thesacredfireoftruth——theykilledthem。Onechanceremainedtothem。Theywereofferedareligionthatwouldhavepurifiedthem,inplaceofthesuperstitionthathaddemoralizedthem,andtheycriedwithonevoice,aseveryonewhohadknowntheirhistoryandtheirsocialcharacteristicsknewtheywouldcry,“NotthisMan,butBarabbas。” ThatwasfromtheearliestperiodinthehistoryoftheracethewatchwordoftheHebrews。Nottheman,buttherobber。Allthatisgoodandnobleandtrueinmanhood——themercy,thecompassion,theself-sacrificethatarecomprisedintruemanhood——theycastbeneaththeirfeet,theyspatupon,theycrucified;butalloftheBarabbasinmantheyembraced。Thusaretheybecomeahissingintheearth,andproperlyso;forthosewhohissatthespiritwhichhasalwaysanimatedJudaismshowthattheyabhorathingthatisabhorrent。“AllScriptureisprofitable,“continuedthepreacher,“andpracticallyallthatisreferredtointhetextisanindictmentofJudaism。ThemoreearnestlyweholdtothistruththegreaterwillbetheprofitaccruingtousfromaconsiderationoftheScripture。ButwhatmoreterribleindictmentoftheHebrewsystemscouldwehavethanthatwhichisaffordedusintherecordthatthefatheroftheracehadtwelvesons?Hehad。Butwherearetenofthemnow?Sweptoutofexistencewithoutleavingasinglerecordoftheirdestructioneventotheirtwosurvivingbrethren。”HeconcludedhissermonbystatingthathehopeditwouldbeclearlyunderstoodthatherecognizedthefactthatinEnglandthosemembersoftheHebrewcommunitywhohadadoptedthemethods,theprinciples,thetruthsofChristianityeventhoughtheystillmaintainedtheirancientformofworshipintheirsynagogues,wereonalinewithcivilization。Theysearchedtheirscripturesandthesescriptureshadbeenprofitabletothem,inasmuchastheyhadbeentaughtbythosescriptureshowimpossibleitwasforthatformofsuperstitionknownasJudaismtobetheguideforanypeopleonthefaceoftheearth。 CHAPTERVIII。 IHOPETHATYOUWILLNOTEVENTUALLYMARRYANINFIDEL。 Someofthecongregationweregreatlydisappointed。TheyhadexpectedabrilliantandstartlingattackuponsomeotherBiblepersonageswhohadhithertobeenlookedonwithrespectandadmiration。ButthesermonhadonlyattackedtheJewishsystemasawhole,andeveryoneknowsthatthereisnothingpiquantinanattack,howevereloquentitmaybe,uponareligioussystemintheabstract。OnemightaswellfindentertainmentinanattackupontheMagneticPoleoradenunciationofthePrecessionoftheEquinoxes。Noonecared,theysaid,anythingmoreaboutthefailureofthelawsofMosesthanonedidaboutsuchabstractionsastheEarth\'sAxis,ortheGreatGlacialEpoch。Itwasquitedifferentwhenthecharactersofwell-knownindividualsweresubjectedtoanassault。Peoplecouldlistenforhourstoanattackuponcelebratedpersons。IfMr。Holland\'sbookhadonlydealtwiththecharacteristicsofthereligionoftheJews,itwouldneverhaveattractedattention,thesecriticssaid。IthadcalledfornoticesimplybecauseofitstrenchantremarksinregardtosomeofthoseBiblecelebritieswho,itwasgenerallyunderstood,wereconsideredworthyofadmiration。 WhycouldMr。HollandnothavefollowedupthecourseindicatedinhisbookbyshowingupsomeoftheotherpersonsintheBible?itwasasked。TherewerequiteanumberofcharactersintheBiblewhowereregardedasestimable。Whycouldhenotthenhavefolloweduphisoriginalschemeof“showingthemup?“——thatwasthephraseofthecritics。TherewasSolomon,forinstance。Hewasusuallyregardedasapersonofhighintellectualgifts;buttherewassurelyagooddealinhiscareerwhichwassusceptibleofpiquanttreatment。AndthensomeonesaidthatNoahshouldhaveachapteralltohimself,alsoLot; andwhataboutthespieswhohadenteredJericho?Couldtheimaginationnotsuggestthestorywhichtheyhadtoldtotheirwivesontheirreturntothecamp,relativetothehouseinwhichtheyhadpassedalltheirsparetime?TheysupposedthatJerichowastheParisofthehighclassJewsofthosedays。 ThentheconversationofthesecriticsdriftedontotheParisofto-day,andthesermonanditslessonswereforgottenaseasilyasisanordinarysermon。Butallthesameitwasplainthattheclergymanhadfallenshortofwhatwasexpectedofhimuponthisoccasion。Hisbookhadgonefar,anditwasfeltthatheshouldhavegoneonebetterthanhisbook,sotospeak。Insteadofthathissermonhadbeenonetowhichscarcelyanyexceptioncouldbetaken。 Butthebishop\'schaplain,whohadwatchedatintervalsofpraying,cametotheconclusionthattherectorofSt。Chad\'swasagooddealclevererthanthemajorityofyoungishclergymenwhoendeavortoqualifyforprosecution。Itmaybeunorthodoxtocrossone\'sarmswiththeregularityofclockworkoncomingtocertainwordsintheservice,andyoungclergymenhadbeenprosecutedforless;butitwasnotunorthodoxtospeakeviloftheJews——fordidnottheChurchprayfortheJewsdaily?andcananyoneinsultamanmorethanbyprayingforhim——unless,ofcourse,heisaking,inwhichcaseitisunderstoodthatnoinsultisintended? Thebishop\'schaplainpreparedareportofthesermonforhislordship,pointingoutitsgeneralharmony,broadlyspeaking,withthetenetsoftheChurch。 Mr。Ayrtonalsoseemedtoperceiveasortofclevernessinthesermon。 Therewasnothinginitthatwascalculatedtoshockeventhemostsusceptiblehearer。Indeed,itseemedtoMr。Ayrtonthattherewasagooddealinitthatwascalculatedtosoothethenervesofthosewhohadbeenshockedbythebook。Hesaidsomethingtothiseffecttohisdaughterastheywalkedhomeward。HewasratheranxioustofindoutwhatchanceGeorgeHollandhadofbeingrestoredtohisdaughter\'sfavor。 ButPhylliswasfirminhercondemnationofthemethodsofMr。 Holland。 “HeattackstheJewsasaraceinordertoridiculethestatementintheBiblethattheywereGod\'schosenpeople,andtheywere,youknow,papa,“shesaid。 “Theytooksomuchforgrantedthemselves,atanyrate,“saidherfather,withsomeshowofacquiescence。 “Buttheywere,andtheyaretoberestoredtotheirownland,“saidPhyllis。 “Arethey,mydear?Ishouldliketoseetheprospectusofthatenterprise。” “Youaremocking,papa。Theyaretoberestored;itsayssointheBiblequiteclearly。” “Iamnotmocking,Phyllis。IfgoldisdiscoveredinPalestine,theJewsmaygothereinsomenumbers;but,takemywordforit,theywon\'tgootherwise。Theycouldn\'tliveintheirownland,assumingthatitistheirown,whichisgoingprettyfar。Palestinewouldn\'tsupportalltheJewsaliveatpresent;it\'sawretchedcountry——Iknowitwell。Besides,theydon\'twanttoreturntoit,andfurthermore,wecouldn\'tsparethem。” “IbelieveintheBible,andIhavefaith,“saidPhyllisfirmly。 “That\'sright,“saidherfather。“Ihopeyoumayalwaysholdtoboth。 Ithinkthatthosegirlswhoexpecttoberegardedasadvanced,becausetheyscoffattheBibleandatfaith,arequitehorrid。Ialsohopethatyouwillnoteventuallymarryaninfidel。” “Thatwouldbeimpossible,“saidPhyllisfirmly。 “Wouldit?“saidherfather。“Thereisastrongerinfluenceatworkinmostofus,attimes,thanreligion。Iwonderifitwillmakeavictimofyou,mychild,thoughyoudidsendGeorgeHollandabouthisbusiness。” “Idon\'tquiteknowwhatyoumean,“saidPhyllis,withonlytheslightestpossibleflush。 Andshedidnotknowwhathemeantuntilsixmonthshadpassed;butthensheknew。 Seeingthatshedidnotknowwhathemeant,herfatherthankedHeaventhatHeavenhadgivenhimadaughterwhowasunlikeotherdaughters。 Heprayedthatshemightneverbecomelikeotherdaughters。Hethoughtthatitwouldbegoodforhisdaughtertoremainwithoutexperienceofthoseoverwhelmingpassionswhichmakeupthelifeofawomanandaman。 Phylliswentoutagooddealduringtheweek,andeverywhereshefoundherselflookedatwithinterest;sometimesshefoundherselfbeingexaminedthrougha/pince-nez/asifshewereacuriousspecimen,andawomanortwosmiledderisivelyather。Shedidnotknowwhatwasmeantbytheircuriosity——theirderision——untilonedayanoldladynamedMrs。Haddonwentuptoherandkissedher,saying: “ImadeupmymindthatIwouldkissyou,mydear,thefirstchanceI had。Godblessyou,mychild!Youhavegivenyourtestimonyasawomanshould,inthesedaysofscoffingatthetruth。” “Testimony?“saidPhyllis,quitepuzzled。Hadnotherfatherfeltathrillofgratitudeonreflectingthatshehadnoneofthequalitiesoftheprigabouther?“Testimony?“ “Youhavetestifiedtothetruth,MissAyrton,andyoushallhaveyourreward。Youhaveshownthatthetruthismoretoyouthan——thanlove—— theloveofman——allthatwomenholdsweetinlife。YouarerightMissAyrton;andalltruewomenmustloveandrespectyou。” Phyllisturnedaverybrilliantcolor,andkepthereyesfixedontheparquetpatternofthefloor。 Thedearoldladysaidagooddealmoretoher,allinpraiseofheractofhavinggivenMr。Hollandhis/conge/onaccountofhishavingwrittenthatshockinglyunorthodoxbook。 BytheendoftheweekPhyllisAyrtonwaslookedonasquiteasmuchaheroineforhavinggivenMr。Hollandhis/conge/,asMr。Hollandwasaheroforhavingbravedthebishopinwritingthebook。Sheworeherlaurelsmeekly,thoughshehadbeenratherembarrassedwhenarayofintelligenceappearedamongthedarksayingsofthedearoldlady。Shecouldnothelpwonderinghowalltheworldhadbecomepossessedoftheknowledgethatshehadsaidgood-bytoherlover。SheconsideredifitwerepossiblethatMr。Hollandhadspreadabroadtheaccountofherill-treatmentofhim——hewouldnaturallyalludetoitasill- treatment。ThequickjudgmentofEllaLintonhadenabledhertoperceivehowvaluabletoMr。HollandwastheincidentofhisrejectionbyPhyllis。Asabeginningofhispersecution,itsimportancecouldscarcelybeoverestimated。ButitdidnottakePhyllislongtoreassureherselfonthismatter。Itwas,ofcourse,Ellawhohadgiventheincidentpublicity。Shehaddonesofortworeasons:first,inorderthatherlittleafternoonAtHomemighthaveadditionallusterattachedtoitbythepresenceofayoungwomanwhohad,inthesedaysofamarriagemarketoverstockedwithyoungwomen(andoldwomen,forthatmatter),thrownoveraneligiblemanforconscience\'sake;andsecondly,inorderthatherAtHomemighthaveadditionallusterattachedtoitfromthepresenceofthemanwhoallowedhimselftobethrownoverbyadelightfulgirlratherthanrefrainfrompublishingwhathebelievedtobethetruth。 Mrs。Lintonachievedboththeobjectswhich,asagoodhostess,shehadinview。Mr。HollandputinanappearanceinoneofMrs。Linton\'sbigdrawingrooms,andsodidPhyllisAyrton。 Everyoneadmittedthatonlyawomanofthesocialcapacity——somepeoplecalleditgenius——ofMrs。Lintoncouldaccomplishsuchafeatasthebringingintothesameroomtwopersonswhohadgivenunmistakableevidenceofpossessingaconscienceapiece——thewomanwhohadsacrificedthemanforconscience\'sake,andthemanwhohadsacrificedthewomanunderthesameinfluence。Itwasasocialtriumph,beyonddoubt。 Peopletalkedinwhispersofconscience,theadvantagesandthedisadvantagesofitspossession,andtheconsensusofopinionwasofitsbeingquiteappropriateinregardtoaclergyman,andthatitwasnotaltogetheroutofplaceonthepartofaspinster,providedthatshehadcounteractingvirtues;but,onthewhole,itwasperhapswisertoleavetheconsciencewiththeNonconformists。 PhyllisdidnotseeGeorgeHollanduntilshehadgothalfwayupthefirstofMrs。Linton\'srooms。ShedidnothearherfriendEllasaytosomeone,inalowvoiceofapprehension: “ForHeaven\'ssake,keepthemapart!Theyarejustthesortofpeopletogreeteachotherquitecordially;andiftheydo,nooneherewillbelievethattheirengagementisoff。Peopleheredon\'tunderstandhowadelicateconscienceworks。” ThatwaswhatEllamurmuredtoamanwhohadbeeninvitedinorderthathemightmakehimselfgenerallyuseful。Shegavehimhisinstructionstoolate,however。BeforeshehadquitecompletedhergreetingofPhyllis,Mr。Hollandwasbesidethem。 Hehadnotforcedhimselfforwardwithanymeasureofpersistency;nooneseemedtonoticeanymovementonhispartuntilhehadshakenhandswithPhyllis,andwaschattingwithherandMrs。Lintonquitepleasantly——muchtoopleasantlyforamanwithaconscience,someonesaidlaterintheafternoon;butthatwassomeonewhowantedtotalktoPhyllishimself。 Peoplewatchedherwhenshesufferedherselftobegraduallywithdrawnfromthecenteroftheroomtoaseatthatchancedtobevacant,justbehindtheopendooroftheconservatory。Coulditbepossible,theyaskedoneanother,thatshehadindeedgivenhisdismissaltoMr。 Hollandthepreviousweek?Why,theywerechattingtogetheraspleasantlyastheyhadeverchatted。Hadnotthepeoplewhotalkedsogliblyofconscienceanditsmysteriousoperationsspokenalittletoosoon?Orhadthequarrelbeenpatchedup?Ifso,whichofthetwohadgotridoftheconsciencethathadbroughtabouttheoriginalrupture? Thesequestionswereansweredatdiversplacesbydiverspersons,allthetimethatGeorgeHollandandPhyllisAyrtonremainedsidebysideattheentrancetotheconservatory,atthefurtherendofwhichavocalquartettepartysangdelightfully——delightfully;sufficientlyloudtoenablealltheguestswhowantedtotalktodosowithoutinconvenience,andatthesametimenotsoloudastobecomeobtrusive。Itissoseldomthataquartettepartymanagetohitthishappymedium,peoplesaid。Theygenerallysingasiftheyfancythatpeoplecometogethertohearthem,notrememberingthatthelegitimateobjectofmusicatanAtHomeistoactasanaccompanimenttotheconversation。 WhenPhylliswasleavingthehousehalfanhourlater,amanwasjustenteringthefirstdrawingroom——amanwithafaceburnttothecolorofanoldmezzotint。 Helookedatherforamomentashepassedher,forherfacehadsuddenlylightedup,assuchafaceashersdoesuponoccasions。 ThemancouldscarcelyfailtoperceivethatsheknewhisnamewasHerbertCourtland。 ButthenhewasaccustomedtoberecognizedbywomenaswellasmenineverypartofEurope,sincehehadreturnedfromNewGuineawiththetailfeathersofthemeteor-bird,whichwerenowbeingmadeintoafanforMrs。Linton。 CHAPTERIX。 MYFATHERHASHISIDEASONWHAT\'SCALLEDREALISM。 ThelastrumbleofapplausehaddiedawayattheParthenonTheater,buttheaudiencewereleavingveryslowly;theywishedtolingeraslongaspossiblewithintheatmosphereofthebuilding;though,liketheatmosphereofmanysacredplaces,thatoftheParthenonwas,justatthattime,atrifleunsavory。Thefirstperformanceofthedramaof“Cagliostro“hadjusttakenplace,and,asthefirstnightsattheParthenonareinvariablyregardedasthemostexclusivefunctionsoftheyear,thestallsandboxeshadbeencrowded。AndthedistinctionwhichinMayfairandBelgraviaattachestothosewhohavebeenintheboxesandstallsonParthenonfirstnightisnotgreaterthanthatwhich,inBloomsburyandCamdenTown,accruestothosewhohaveoccupiedplaces——notnecessarilyseats——intheotherpartsofthehouse。Itisunderstood,too,thatthegoodwillofBloomsburyandCamdenTownismuchmorevaluabletoaplaythanthebestwishesofMayfairandBelgravia。 Thegraciousmanagerhadmadehiscustomaryspeechofthanks,——foreverythingproducedattheParthenonwasasuccess,——andwhilethegeneralaudienceweremovingawayveryreluctantly,somedistinguishedmenandwomenfollowedtheguidanceofastrongIrishbrogueasaflockfollowsabell-wether,throughadoorthatledtothestage。 Herethegreatactorandtheever-charmingladywhodividedwithhimtheaffectionsofWestaswellasEast,receivedtheirguests\' congratulationsinsuchawayasmadetheguestsfeelthatthesuccesswaswhollyduetotheirgoodwill。 Mrs。Linton,whowasapersonageinsociety,——herhusbandhadfoundagoldmine(withtheassistanceofHerbertCourtland)andshehadherselfwrittenabookoftravelswhichdidnotsell,——hadbroughtPhylliswithherpartytothetheater,andtheyhadgoneonthestagewiththeothernotabilities,attheconclusionoftheperformance。 GeorgeHolland,havingbecomeasgreatacelebrityasthebestofthemduringthatpreviousfortnight,hadnaturallyreceivedastallandaninvitationtothestageattheconclusionoftheperformance。HehadnotbeenofMrs。Linton\'sparty,buthelayinwaitforthatpartyastheyemergedfromtheirbox。 Anothermanalsolayinwaitforthem,andpeople——outsiders——nudgedoneanotherinthetheaterasthepassersdownPiccadillyhadnudgedoneanother,whisperinghisname,HerbertCourtland。Others——theywerenotquitesuchoutsiders——nudgedoneanotherwhenMrs。Lintonlaiddownhernewfeatherfanontheledgeofthebox。Itwaspossiblytheloveliestthingthatexistedintheworldatthatmoment。Noartisthadeverdreamedofsowonderfulaschemeofcolor——suchmiraclesofcolor——combinationsineveryfeatherfromthequilltothespider-web- likefluffsatthetips,eachofwhichshonenotlikegoldbutlikeglass。Itwaswellworthallthenudgingthatitcalledforth。 ButwhenMrs。Lintonhadpickeditupfromtheledge,beginningtooscillateitinfrontofherfairface,thenudgingceased。Peoplelookedatthethingwitheyeswidewithastonishment,butwithlipsmute。 Amoresatisfactoryeveningshehadneverspent,Mrs。Lintonfelt;andnowthefanwashangingdownamongthebrocadedflowersofherdress,makingthemlooktawdryassheleftthebox,andnoticedhowatleasttwomenwerelyinginwaitforherparty。Therewas,however,afranknessinHerbertCourtland\'sstrategywhichGeorgeHolland\'sdidnotpossess。Mr。Courtlandwaslookingdirectlyather;Mr。Hollandwaspretendingtobeengrossedinconversationwithamaninoneoftheendstalls。 SheliftedafingerandCourtlandwenttoherside。ThedifficultiesofthejunglealongthebanksoftheFlyRiverweretriflingcomparedwiththeobstacleshehadtoovercomeinobeyingher。 “Ihadnoideathatyouwouldbehere,“shesaid。 “WhereelseshouldIbe?“hesaid,insolowatoneastobeheardonlybyher。 “Wearesoglad,“saidMrs。Linton。“Iwanttopresentyoutomydearestfriend,PhyllisAyrton。” “Awoman!“saidhe。 “Notyet。Shehasnevermetaman。Shewillto-night,“saidElla。ThensheturnedtoPhyllis,whowaswalkingbesideLordEarlscourt。“Comehere,Phyllis,“shesaid;“youaretheonlypersoninLondonwhodoesn\'tyetknowMr。HerbertCourtland。ThisisMr。Courtland。” ThusitwasthatPhylliswentuponthestageoftheParthenonbythesideofHerbertCourtlandinsteadofbythesideofGeorgeHolland; andthelittlelaughthatMrs。Lintongavewasduetohercarefulobservationofthelatter\'sfacewhenheperceived,ashedidinspiteoftheengrossingnatureofhisconversationwithhisfriendintheendstall,howhisdesignshadbeendefeatedbyhertactics。ShewouldnothavemindedhavingHerbertCourtlandwithherforthehourtheymightremainatthetheater,butshehadmadeuphermindthatitwasnottoPhyllis\'advantagethatMr。Hollandshouldcontinuebyhersideinpublicaftershehadgivenhimhisdismissal。 Shealsoperceived,withevengreatergratification,thatHerbertCourtlandwaslookingnearlyasdissatisfiedwiththeresultofhertacticsasGeorgeHolland。IfhehadlookedpleasedatbeingbythesideofPhylliswhenheexpectedtobewithher——Ella——whatwouldlifebeworthtoher? ButifhewasdissatisfiedatbeingwithPhyllisinsteadofMrs。 Linton,hedidnotconsiderthatanyreasonforneglectingtheformer。 Hewonderedifshehadanychoiceinsandwiches——ofcourseshehadinchampagne。Hiscuriositywassatisfied,andPhylliswasamplyprovidedfor。 “YouareMrs。Linton\'sdearestfriend,“heremarkedcasually,astheyleanedupagainsttheprofileoftheChurchscenein“Cagliostro,“fortheywerestandinginthe“wings“——tobeexact——ontheO。P。side。 “Sheismydearestfriend,atanyrate,“saidPhyllis。 “Youwerenotatschooltogether。Sheisfourorfiveyearsolderthanyou。” “Onlythree。Whenshegotmarriedsheseemedtometobealmostvenerable。Threeyearsseemedalongtimethen。” “Butnowyoufancythatyouhaveformedarightideaofwhatismeantbythreeyears?“ “Well,abetteridea,atanyrate。” “Youarestillagoodwayoffit。Butifyouhaveformedarightestimateofawoman\'sfriendship——“ “That\'sstillsomething,youmeantosay?Butwhydidyoustopshort,Mr。Courtland?“ Phylliswaslookinguptohisfacewithasmileofinquiry。 “IwasafraidthatyoumightthinkIwasonthewaytopreachasermononthetextofwoman\'sfriendship。Ipulledmyselfupjustintime。 I\'mgladthatIdidn\'tfrightenyou。” “Oh,no;youdidn\'tfrightenme,Mr。Courtland。Iwasonlywonderinghowyouwouldgoon——whetheryouwouldtreatthetopicsentimentallyorcynically。” “Andwhatconclusiondidyoucometoonthesubject?“ “Iknowthatyouareabraveman——perhapsthebravestmanalive。Youwould,Ithink,havetreatedthequestionseriously——feelingly。” Helaughed。 “Theadoptionofthatcourseimpliescouragecertainly。Allthemenofsentimentality——whichissomethingquitedifferentfromsentiment,mindyou——havetakentowritingmelodramaandpennynovelettes。Youdidn\'thearmuchsentimentalityonthisstageto-night,oranyothernight,forthatmatter。” “No;itwouldhavesoundedunreal。AParthenonaudiencewouldresentwhattheybelievedtobeafalsenoteinart;andaParthenonaudienceissupposedtobetheconcentrationofthespiritoftheperiodinthoughtandart;isn\'tit?“ “Idon\'tknow。I\'mhalfasavage。ButIliketothinkthebestofaParthenonaudience;youandIformedpartofthatconcentrationto-night——yes,Iliketothinkthebestofit。Isupposeweknow——we,theParthenonaudience,Imean——whatourfeelingsareontheartofacting——theartofplay-writing。” “Ishouldn\'tliketohavetodefinemyfeelingsatamoment\'snotice。” “Onemustmakeabeginning,andthenworkupgraduallytothedefinition。” “Forinstance——“ “Well,forinstance,there\'ssomethingthatpeoplecallrealismnowadays。” “Myfatherhashisideasonwhat\'scalledrealism,“Phyllislaughed。 “\'Realisminpaintingistheidealwithasmudge。\'“ “Ishouldliketohearwhatyouthinkofit?“ Healsolaughedsympathetically。 “Oh,Ionlyventuretothinkthatrealismistheoppositetoreality。” “And,sofarasIcangather,yourdefinitionisnotwantinginbreadth——no,norinaccuracy。Sentimentalityistheoppositetosentiment。” “Thatisapointonwhichweagreedamomentago。Myfathersaysthatsentimentisastrongman\'sconcealmentofwhathefeels,whilesentimentalityisaweakman\'sexpressionofwhathedoesn\'tfeel。” “AndtheParthenonaudience——youandI——laughatthelatter——thatis,becausewehavepracticedsomeformofathletics。Thebicyclehasgivenits/coupdegrace/tosentimentality。Thatmanovertherewiththeheadandfacelikealion\'s,andthatwomanwhosefaceisnatureilluminated,havelongagorecognizedtheshallownessofsentimentality——thedepthsofsentiment。Wecouldnotimagineeitherofthemstrikingafalsenote。Theyhavebeentheteachersofthisgeneration——thegenerationtowhichyoubelong。GreatHeavens!tothinkthatforsomanyyearshumanpassionshouldbebanishedfromart,thougheverylineofShakspereistremulouswithpassion!Why,thewordwasabsolutelybanished;itwasregardedasimpure。” “Iknowthat——Iwasataboardingschool。Thepreceptressesregardedasimpureeverythingthatishuman。” “Whereas,justtheoppositeisthecase?“ “Ididn\'tsaythat,Mr。Courtland。” “Youcouldscarcelysayit。Iamonlybeginningtothinkit,andI havelivedamongsavagesforyears。Thatmanwiththelion\'sfacehasnotfearedtodealwithpassion。AllactorswhohavelivedsinceGarrickhavenevergonefurtherthantoillustratepassioninthehandsofaman;butthatlion-man,whosestagewearenowstandingon,showsusnotthepassioninthehandsofaman,butthemaninthehandsofthepassion。Themanwhotearsthepassiontotattersistherobustiousperiwig-patedfellow;theactor,whoshowsusthemantornintattersbythepassion,isthesupremeartist。Iamnoauthorityonmodernliterature;butImustconfessthatIwasastonishedatthechangethatafewyearshavebroughtabout。Iwasinaproperpositionfornoticingit,havingbeenpracticallywithoutbooksfortwoyears。” “Isitachangeforthebetter,doyouthink,Mr。Courtland?“ “Ifeelcertainthatitisforthebetter。Irefer,ofcourse,onlytothebooksofthoserealinvestigators——realartists。Irefertothefountain-heads,nottothehydrantslaiddownbythewatercompaniesattheendofabouttenmilesoffoulpiping。Idon\'tliketheproductofthehydrants。Ilikethesprings,and,howevernaturaltheymaybe,Idon\'tfindanythingimpureinthem。WhyIlovetheBibleisbecauseitissoverymodern。” “Youdon\'tthink,then,thatitisyetobsolete,Mr。Courtland?“ “Nobookthatdealssotrulywithmenandwomencaneverbeobsolete,thefactbeingthatmenandwomenarethesameto-dayastheyweretenthousandyearsago,perhapstenmillionyearsago,thoughI\'mnotquitesosureofthat。TheBible,andShakspere,andRofudingding,aNewGuineapoet,whoatemenforhisdinnerwhenhehadachance,and,whenhehadfinished,sanglyricsthatstirtheheartsofallhisfellow-islanderstothisday,——helivedahundredyearsago,——dealtwithmenandwomen;thatiswhyallareasimpressiveto-dayastheywerewhenoriginallycomposed。Menandwomenlikereadingaboutmenandwomen,anditisbecomingunderstood,nowadays,thatthetruthaboutmenandwomencanneverbecontemptible。” “Ah,buthowdoweknowthatitisthetruth?“ “Thereinthemetaphysicianmustministertohimself。Icannotsuggesttoyouanytestofthetruth,ifyouhavenonewithyou。EveryonecapableofpronouncingajudgmentonanymattermustfeelhowtruthfullythepersonagesintheBiblehavebeendrawn。” “Yes;theBibleistheWordofGod。” “Ibelievethatitis,mostcertainly。Thatprofoundwisdom;thattolerationoftheweaknessesofmen;thatsympathywithmen,whocannotfathomthemysteriesoflife,andthestruggleforlifeofallthingsthatlovelife;thatspiritIcallGod,andIdon\'tthinkthatabetternamehasbeenfoundforit。” “It——for/it/?YouthinkofGodasmerelyaforceofnature?“ “Justthecontrary。Godisthespiritthatlivesinwarfarewithnature。GreatHeavens!isn\'tthatthetruthofwhichthewholeBibleistheallegory?Natureandnature\'slawsconstitutetheDevil。GodistheopposingForce。Itisalawofnaturetokillofftheweak,tocrushthatwhichhasfalleninthestruggle。ItisGodwhohelpstheweak——whohelpsthefeeble。” “Butmerelyaforce?“ “Oh,Ihavenoprivateopiniononthatpartofthequestion。IamnotlikethatmodernphilosopherwhofanciedhehadsolvedthewholeproblembyspellingGodwithasmallg。Butdon\'tyouthinkthatwehavegonequitefarenoughinourexchangeofconfidenceforafirstmeeting?YouarewhattheItalianscall/simpatica/——thatis,morethanmerelysympathetic。Youlookatone,andleadoneontoconfideinyouasonedoesnotconfideinmostgirls。Youareathoroughlydangerousyoungwoman,MissAyrton,thoughyouareMrs。Linton\'sdearestfriend。Bytheway,canyoumakeherconfideinyou?“ Thereseemedtobeameasureofcuriosity,nottosayanxiety,inthetoneofthisinquiry。 “Well,shemakesmeconfideinher。Iwonderifthatisjustthesamething,“saidPhyllis。 “It\'snotexactlythesamething,“saidhe。“Butit\'sthepropercoursefordearestfriendstoadopttowardeachother。Forthemaintenanceofafirmfriendshipbetweenanytwopersons,onlyoneshouldconfide;theothershouldbestrictlytheconfidante。Bytheway,Iwonderwhatistheaveragedurationofthedearestfriendshipbetweentwowomen。” “Whyshouldithaveanylimits?“saidPhyllisgravely。“Whatisthedurationofthefriendshipbetweentwomen?“ “Itmostlydependsonwhenthewomanmakesherappearance,“saidhe,withalaugh。 “Ah!Sothat——Ah,nevermind。EllawasmydearestfriendbeforeMr。 Lintonputinanappearance。” “Andhewasminebeforesheputinanappearance,“saidhe。 “Ididn\'tknowthat,“saidPhyllis。 “There,yousee,ismycontentionborneout,“saidhe。“Youaretheonewhoconfides;sheistheonewhoreceivestheconfidences,andrespectsthem,I\'msure。Ihopethatyouwilldothesame,MissAyrton。Don\'tletanyoneknowthatIconfidedinyouallthatIthinkonthesubjectoftheoldAdamandthenewEve。” “NooneexceptEllaLinton,andyouknowthatIcankeepnothingfromherifwearetoremaindearestfriends。Perhapssheknowsalreadythelimitsofyourbelief,Mr。Courtland。” “Shedoes——shedoes。” AtthatmomentEllaLintoncameupwithLordEarlscourt。 “HasMr。Courtlandbeentellingyouallaboutthebirdofparadise?“ sheaskedofPhyllis,whileshewavedthetailfeathersoftheloveliestofthebirdsofparadisebeforeherface。 “Thebird?——notthe/bird/,“laughedPhyllis。 “Butthetopicwasparadise?“Ellajoinedinthelaugh——yes,tosomeextent。 “ItalkedofAdam——theoldoneofthatname,“saidMr。Courtland。 “AndEve——thenewoneofthatname,“saidPhyllis。 “Theologyisintheair!“criedElla。“Eventhestageofatheaterisnotfreefromthetaint。ItmustbethecaseofMr。Holland。WhereisMr。Holland,bytheway,LordEarlscourt?“ “Ihaven\'tseenhimforsometime。Hemusthavegoneaway。I\'mnotMr。 Holland\'skeeper,thankHeaven!“saidLordEarlscourt,withheartfeltdevoutness。 “Nowyouknowthateveryoneholdsyouaccountableforwhathehasdone!“saidElla。 “Thenthat\'sjustwhereeveryonemakesamistake,“saidhe。“GreatLord!isityourideaofBritishjusticetopersecutethewrongman? Whydoesn\'tthebishopdohisduty?Whatdowepayhimfor?“ “Wewon\'tabandonourcharityatthecalloftheology,“saidElla。 “Theology——representedbyLordEarlscourt,“saidMr。Courtland。 “Youdon\'tknowhowI\'vebeenabusedduringthepastfortnight,indeedyoudon\'t,“moanedLordEarlscourt。“Why,there\'smyownwife,sheabusedmelikeacab-driverbecauseGeorgeHollandhadbeenwithusontheplatformwhentheChineseteetotalerscameheretoprotestagainstthepublichousesinEngland;shesaysthathisbackslidingwillputbackthecauseaquarterofacentury。Thentherearetheotherchurchwardens;theylookonmeasifIhadbeenmakingasuggestiontorafflethesacredplate。GeorgeHollandhasarunforhismoney,butI\'vehadnofunoutofit。” “Itdoesseemhard,“saidCourtland。“Butit\'splainthatthecasecallsforpersecution,andwhynotpersecuteyou?Someonemustbepersecuted,you\'lladmit。” “Thenwhythe——“ “IthoughtthatyourgoodoldBunyipwouldlookinonusbeforelong,“ saidCourtland。“There\'snopossibilityofdiscussingdelicatepointsintheologywithouthim。” “Ithinkwehadbettergohome,“saidElla。 “Wemusthavesomeconsiderationforourhost,“saidCourtland。“Wedidn\'tallplaythepartof/Cagliostro/to-night。” Duringthemovementofhercircleandtheadjustmentofwraps,preparatorytothedeliveryofavaledictorywordofcongratulationtothegreatactor,EllasaidinalowtonetoHerbertCourtland: “Cagliostro?No;wedidn\'tallplaythepart;but——well,Cagliostrowasaweaverofspells。” Therewasapausebeforehesaid: “Yes,buttheartdidnotdiewithhim。Hehadadaughtertowhomhetaughthisart。” “NotthatIeverheardof,“saidshe。“WhatdoyouthinkofPhyllisAyrton?“ “Ithinkthatsheisthedearestfriendofmydearestfriend,“hereplied。 “AndIshouldlikehertobecomethedearestfriendofmydearestfriend。” “Thatwouldbeimpossible,“hesaid。 Thenthefelicitousvaledictorywordwassaidtothegreatactorandactress,andMrs。Linton\'scarriagereceivedPhyllis。LordEarlscourttookaseatinMr。Courtland\'shansom。 “WhatdoyouthinkaboutMr。Courtland?“inquiredEllaofherdearestfriend,astheylaybackwiththeirheadsveryclosetogether。 TherewasalongpausebeforePhyllisreplied: “Ireallydon\'tknowwhatIthinkabouthim。Heis,Isuppose,thebravestmanaliveatpresent。” “What?Isthattheresultofyourhalfhour\'schatwithhim?“ “Oh,dear,no!butallthesame,it\'spleasantforagirltofeelthatshehasbeentalkingtoabraveman。Itgivesoneasenseof——of——isitofbeingquitesafe?“ “Goodgracious,no!justtheopposite——thatis——Oh,youdon\'tunderstand。” “No,Idon\'t。” “Nevermind。Tellmewhathetalkedabout?“ “Oh,everything!God。” “Iknowthatitwasintheair。Hehasideas,Ibelieve。Henevertalkedonthattopictome。Ihopeyoufoundhimtobequitesound,theologically。” “Butitseemsratherfunny,doesn\'tit?“saidPhyllis;“butIreallydon\'tthinkthatwhenIwaslisteningtohimIconsideredforamomentwhetherhewassoundortheoppositeinhisviews。” “Funny?Itwouldhavebeenratherfunnyifyouhaddonethat,“laughedElla。“Thequestionthatahealthygirl——andyouareahealthygirl,Phyllis——asksherselfaftertalkingtosuchamanasHerbertCourtlandisnot,Ishistheologysound?WhathealthygirlcaresthefractionofafarthingaboutthetheologyofamanwithafacelikeHerbertCourtland\'sandarmslikeHerbertCourtland\'s?Youtalkedwithhimforhalfanhour,andthencometomeandsaythatyousupposeheisthebravestmanaliveintheworld。Thatwasright——quiteright。Thatisjustwhateveryhealthygirlshouldsay。Weunderstandaman\'sthewsandsinews;welikewiseunderstandwhatbraveryinamanis,butwhatdoweknow,or,forthatmatter,careabouthistheology,whetheritissoundortheopposite?Nothing。Wedon\'tevencarewhetherhehasanytheologyornot。” “Goodgracious,Ella!onewouldfancythatyouthought——“ “Thoughtwhat?“ “Idon\'tquiteknow。YouseeImetMr。Courtlandquitecasually,justasImetadozenmenatvariousplacesduringtheweek。Whyshouldyouquestionmemorecloselyabouthimthanaboutthedozenothermen?Heonlytalkedalittlemorewidely,andperhapswildly。Hisbraveryisnomoretomethanhistheology。” “Ofcourseitisn\'t,Phyllis。ButtherewasthecaseofGeorgeHolland——“ “Thatisverydifferent,Ella。IhadengagedmyselftomarryGeorgeHolland。Itwouldbeimpossibleformetomarryanymanwhohadshownhiscontemptfor——foreverythingthatIregardassacred。” “Ibelieveitwould,ifyoudidn\'tlovethatman。Butifyoulovedtheman——Oh,whenyoucometoknowwhatitmeanstoloveyouwillunderstandall。Awomanbeforeshelovesis——whatisshe,aneggbeforeitishatched?Thatsoundsridiculous。Bettersayagreenchrysalisbeforeitbreaksintoabutterfly;forthetransitioncomesatonce。Theology!Oh,myPhyllis,haven\'tyoureadinhistory,truehistory——novelswrittenbymenwhoknowusandhowwewerecreated,andwhy——haven\'tyoureadwhatwomendowhentheytrulyloveaman? Howtheyflingeveryconsiderationtothewinds:heaven——home——husband——God——Mrs。Grundy?Theology!Ah,youareahealthygirl。YounevercaredascrapforGeorgeHolland。Youweregladwhentheexcusepresenteditselfinordertothrowhimover。” “Yes;Ibelievethatisquitetrue。” Ella\'scryofsurprise,andherlaughthatfollowed,shockedhercompanion,andfeelingthatthiswasthecase,theonewholaughedhastenedtomakeherapologies。 “Don\'tbeannoyedwithme,dear,“shecried。“ButIreallycouldn\'thelpthatlaughwhenIthoughtofyourearnestnesstheweekbeforelast。Then,youwillremember,youwereingreatpainbecauseoftheheterodoxyofGeorgeHolland。Didn\'tItellyouatthattimethatyouhadneverlovedhim?Youwerereadytoassuremethatyouhad,andthatyouweremakingagreatsacrificetoyourprinciples?“ “Irememberverywell,“saidPhyllis,withasoundthatwasnotfarremovedfromasob。 “Ah,youareapuzzletoyourself,youpoorlittlechrysalis,“saidElla,puttingthemeteoricfeathersplayfullydownupontheseriousfaceofPhyllis——itsseriousnesswasapparentbeneaththelightofthecarriagelamp。“No,don\'tmaketheattempttoexplainanythingtome。 Don\'ttrytoreconcileyourfranknessnowwithyourpretensethen,becauseyou\'llcertainlymakeamuddleofit,andbecausenosuchattemptisnecessarytobemadetome。Iknowsomethingofthegirlandhermoods——notagreatdeal,perhaps,butenoughtopreventmydoingyouaninjustice。Youareperfectlyconsistent,myPhyllis。” “Oh,consistent?“ “Perfectlyconsistentwithyournatureasagirl。Itisthenatureofagirltochangewitheverywindthatblows。Itisonlythefemaleprigwhoactsconsistentlyunderallcircumstances。Inaworldtheleadingofwhichisitsmen,inconsistencyisthebestnatureofahealthygirlmadetobelovedbymen。Onedoesn\'tsneerattheweathercockbecauseonehouritpointstothenorthandthenexttotheeast。\'Tisitsnatureto。\'Tisournaturetochangewitheverybreezeofmanthatbearsdownonus。That\'swhytheyloveusanddetesttheprigs。Hereweareatyourhouse。Ihopeyoudon\'tkeepyourmaidupforyou。Iwouldscorntokeepagirloutofherbedforthesakeofbrushingmyhair。Good-night,dear,anddreamoftheparadisethatawaitsyou——aparadiseinwhichtherearebirdstobeshot,birdsofparadisetomakefeatherfansforwomenwhoholdthemtotheirbosomsoneminute,andthenextdisposeofthemtoMr。andMme。Abednegowithlastseason\'soperawrap。There\'saparableforyoutosleepupon。” “Andyou——you?“criedPhyllis。 “Oh,asforme,I\'ll,I\'ll——well,IthinkI\'llputmymeteorfanonthepillowbesidemyownto-night。I\'mstillnewfangledwithmytoyand——well,I\'mawoman。” AtthisinstantthecarriagepulleduptoMr。Ayrton\'shalldoorandthefootmanjumpeddownfromtheboxtorunupthestepsandringthebell。 “Good-night,“saidPhyllis。“Ienjoyedmyeveninggreatly,andthedrivehomebestofall。” EllaLinton\'slaughwassmotheredamongthedelicateflossofthefeatherswhichshehelduptoherface。