第6章

类别:其他 作者:Fouque, Friedrich de La Motte字数:25847更新时间:18/12/21 13:03:18
“Thankyou。Mr。Winslow,forthepasttwoyearsormoreIhave,beeningreattrouble。Ihaveabrother——butyouknewthat;Babbie,toldyou。” “Um-hm。Theoneshecalls’UncleCharlie’?” “Yes。Heis——heisservinghissentenceintheConnecticutState,Prison。” Jedleanedbackuponthebox。Hisheadstrucksmartlyagainstthe,edgeofthebandsawbench,buthedidnotseemtobeawareofthe,fact。 “MyLordabove!”hegasped。 “Yes,itistrue。Surelyyoumusthaveguessedsomethingofthat,sort,afterBabbie’sstoryofthepolicemen。” “I——I——well,Ididsortof——ofpresumelikelyhemusthavegotinto,somesortof——ofdifficulty,butIneverthought’twasbadas,that……Dearme!……Dearme!” “MybrotherisyoungerthanI;heisscarcelytwenty-threeyears,old。HeandIareorphans。OurhomewasinWisconsin。Fatherwas,killedinarailwayaccidentandMotherandmybrotherCharlesand,Iwereleftwithverylittlemoney。Wewereinauniversitytown,andMothertookafewstudentsaslodgers。DoctorArmstrongwas,one;Imethimthere,andbeforeheleftthemedicalcollegewe,wereengagedtobemarried。Charliewasonlyaboythen,of,course。Motherdiedthreeyearslater。MeanwhileSeymour——Doctor,Armstrong——hadlocatedinMiddleford,Connecticut,andwas,practicingmedicinethere。Hecameon,weweremarried,andI returnedtoMiddlefordwithhim。Wehadbeenmarriedbutafew,yearswhenhedied——ofpneumonia。ThatwastheyearafterBabbie,wasborn。CharlesremainedinWisconsin,boardingwithacousinof,Mother’s,and,afterhegraduatedfromhighschool,enteredoneof,thebanksinthetown。Hewasverysuccessfulthereandthebank,peoplelikedhim。AfterSeymour——myhusband——died,hecameEastto,seemeatMiddleford。OneofDoctorArmstrong’spatients,abond,brokerinNewHaven,tookafancytohim,orwethoughthedid,and,offeredhimaposition。Heaccepted,gaveuphisplaceatthebank,inWisconsin,andtookchargeofthisman’sMiddlefordoffice,makinghishomewithBabbieandme。Hewasyoung,tooyoungI thinknow,tohavesucharesponsibleposition,buteveryonesaid,hehadaremarkablykeenbusinessmindandthathisfuturewas,certaintobebrilliant。Andthen——“ Shepaused。Itwasevidentthatthehardpartofherstorywas,coming。Afteramomentshewenton。 “CharliewaspopularwiththeyoungpeoplethereinMiddleford。He,wasalwaysafavorite,athome,atschool,everywhere。Mother,idolizedhimwhileshelived,sodidI,sodidBabbie。Hewasfond,ofsocietyandthesethewasfriendlywithwasmadeup,forthe,mostpart,ofoldermenwithmuchmoremoneythanhe。Hewas,proud,hewouldnotacceptfavorswithoutrepayingthem,helikeda,goodtime,perhapshewasalittlefast;notdissipated——Ishould,haveknownifhewerethat——but——careless——andwhatyoumencalla,’goodfellow。’,Atanyrate,he——“ Againshepaused。Jed,sittingonthebox,claspinghisknee,betweenhishands,waitedanxiouslyforhertocontinue。 “Ofcourseyoucanguesswhathappened,“shesaid,sadly,aftera,moment。”Itwastheoldstory,thatisall。Charliewasliving,beyondhismeans,gotintodebtandspeculatedinstocks,hopingto,makemoneyenoughtopaythosedebts。Thestockswentdownand—— and——well,hetookmoneybelongingtohisemployertoprotecthis,purchases。” Shewaited,perhapsexpectinghercompaniontomakesomecomment。 Hedidnotandagainshespoke。 “Iknowhemeantonlytoborrowit,“shedeclared。”IKNOWit。He,isn’tbad,Mr。Winslow;IknowhimbetterthananyoneandheISN’T bad。Ifhehadonlycometomewhenhegotintothetrouble! Ifhehadonlyconfidedinme!,Buthewasproudand——andhe,didn’t……Well,Iwon’ttellyouhowhis——hisfaultwas,discovered;itwouldtakealongtimeanditisn’tworthwhile。 Theyarrestedhim,hewastriedand——andsenttoprisonfortwo,years。” ForthefirsttimesinceshebeganherstoryJedutteredaword。 “Sho!”heexclaimed。”Sho,sho!,Dearme!,Thepooryoungfeller!” Shelookedupathimquickly。”Thankyou,“shesaid,gratefully。 “Yes,hewassenttoprison。Hewascalmandresignedandvery,braveaboutit,buttomeitwasadreadfulshock。Yousee,hehad,takensolittlemoney,notmuchovertwothousanddollars。We,couldhaveborrowedit,I’msure;heandIcouldhaveworkedout,thedebttogether。Wecouldhavedoneit;Iwouldhaveworkedat,anything,nomatterhowhard,ratherthanhavemybrotherbranded,allhislifewiththedisgraceofhavingbeeninprison。Butthe,manforwhomhehadworkedwasfuriouslyangryatwhathecalled,Charlie’singratitude;hewouldteachtheyoungthiefalesson,he,said。Ourlawyerwenttohim;Iwenttohimandbeggedhimnotto,pressthecase。OfcourseCharliedidn’tknowofmygoing;he,neverwouldhavepermitteditifhehad。ButIwentandbeggedand,pleaded。Itdidnogood。Why,eventhejudgeatthetrial,when,hechargedthejury,spokeofthedefendant’syouthandprevious,goodcharacter……” Shecoveredhereyeswithherhand。PoorJed’sfacewasapicture,ofdistress。 “Now——now,Mrs。Armstrong,“heurged,“don’t,pleasedon’t。I——I wouldn’ttellmeanymoreaboutit,ifIwasyou。OfcourseI’m—— I’mproudtothinkyoubelievedIwasworthwhiletellin’ittoand,allthat,but——youmustn’t。You’llmakeyourselfsick,youknow。 Justdon’ttellanymore,please。” Shetookherhandawayandlookedathimbravely。 “Thereisn’tanymoretotell,“shesaid。”Ihavetoldyouthis,becauseIrealizedthatBarbarahadtoldyouenoughtomakeyou,imagineeverythingthatwasbadconcerningmybrother。Andheis,notbad,Mr。Winslow。Hedidawrongthing,butIknow——IKNOWhe,didnotmeandeliberatelytosteal。Ifthatmanheworkedforhad,been——ifhehadbeen——,Butthere,hewaswhathewas。Hesaid,thievesshouldbepunished,andiftheywerepunishedwhenthey,wereyoung,somuchthebetter,becauseitmightbeawarningand,keepthemhonestastheygrewolder。Hetoldmethat,Mr。Winslow,whenIpleadedwithhimnottomakeCharles’disgracepublicand,nottowrecktheboy’slife。Thatwaswhathetoldmethen。And,theysay,“sheadded,bitterly,“thatheprideshimselfuponbeing,astaunchsupporterofthechurch。” Jedletgoofhiskneewithonehandinordertorubhischin。 “Ihavequeernotions,Ical’late,“hedrawled。”Iftheywasn’t,queertheywouldn’tbemine,Isuppose。IfIwas——er——asyoumight,say,firstmateofallcreationI’dputsomechurchfolksinjail,andagoodmanyjailfolksinchurch。Seems’siftheswapwouldbe,ahelptobothsides……I——Ihopeyoudon’tthinkI’m——er—— unfeelin’,jokin’,whenyou’reinsuchworryandtrouble,“he,added,anxiously。”Ididn’tmeanit。” Hisanxietywaswasted。Shehadheardneitherhisfirstremarknor,theapologyforit。Herthoughtshadbeenfarfromthewindmill,shopanditsproprietor。Now,apparentlyawakeningtopresent,realities,sheroseandturnedtowardthedoor。 “Thatwasall,“shesaid,wearily。”Youknowthewholetruthnow,Mr。Winslow。Ofcourseyouwillnotspeakofittoanyoneelse。” Then,noticingthehurtlookuponhisface,sheadded,“Forgiveme。 Iknowyouwillnot。IfIhadnotknownitIshouldnothave,confidedinyou。Thankyouforlisteningsopatiently。” Shewasgoing,buthetouchedherarm。 “Excuseme,Mrs。Armstrong,“hefaltered,“but——butwasn’tthere,somethin’else?,Somethin’youwantedtoaskmyadviceabout——or—— or——somethin’?” Shesmiledfaintly。”Yes,therewas,“sheadmitted。”ButIdon’t,knowthatitisworthwhiletroublingyou,afterall。Itisnot,likelythatyoucanhelpme。Idon’tseehowanyonecan。” “Probablyyou’reright。I——Iain’tliabletobemuchhelpto,anybody。ButI’mawfulwillin’totry。Andsometimes,youknow—— sometimessurprisin’thingshappen。’Twasa——amouse,oraground,mole,wasn’tit,thathelpedthelioninthestorybookoutofthe,scrape?……NotthatIdon’tlookmorelikea——er——giraffethan,Idolikeamouse,“headded。 Mrs。Armstrongturnedandlookedathimoncemore。”You’revery,kind,“shesaid。”AndIknowyoumeanwhatyousay……Why,yes,I’lltellyoutherest。Perhaps,“withtheslightsmile,“you,CANadviseme,Mr。Winslow。Yousee——well,yousee,mybrother,willbefreedveryshortly。Ihavereceivedwordthatheistobe,pardoned,hissentenceistobeshortenedbecauseofwhattheycall,hisgoodconduct。Hewillbefree——andthen?,Whatshallhedo,then?,Whatshallwealldo?,Thatismyproblem。” Shewentontoexplain。Thiswasthesituation:,Herownincome,wasbarelysufficientforBarbaraandherselftolive,inthe,frugalwaytheywereliving,inacountrytownlikeOrham。That,waswhyshehaddecidedtoremainthere。Nooneinthevillage,knewherstoryorthestoryofherbrother’sdisgrace。Butnow,almostanyday,herbrothermightbedischargedfromprison。He,wouldbewithoutemploymentandwithoutahome。Shewouldso,gladlyofferhimahomewithher——theycouldmanagetolive,to,existinsomeway,shesaid——butsheknewhewouldnotbecontent,tohavehersupporthim。Therewasnochanceofemploymentin,Orham;hewouldthereforebeforcedtogoelsewhere,togo,wanderingaboutlookingforwork。Andthatshecouldnotbearto,thinkof。 “Yousee,“shesaid,“I——IfeelasifIweretheonlyhelperand—— well——guardianthepoorboyhas。Icanimagine,“smilingwanly,“howhewouldscorntheideaofhisneedingaguardian,butIfeel,asifitweremydutytobewithhim,tostandbyhimwhenevery,oneelsehasdesertedhim。Besides,“afteraninstant’s,hesitation,“Ifeel——Isupposeitisunreasonable,butIfeelasif,Ihadneglectedmydutybefore;asifperhapsIhadnotwatchedhim,ascarefullyasIshould,orencouragedhimtoconfideinme;I can’thelpfeelingthatperhapsifIhadbeenmorecarefulinthis,waythedreadfulthingmightnothavehappened……Oh,“she,added,turningawayagain,“Idon’tknowwhyIamtellingallthese,thingstoyou,I’msure。Theycan’tinterestyoumuch,andthe,tellingisn’tlikelytoprofiteitherofusgreatly。ButIamso,alone,andIhavebroodedovermytroublessomuch。AsIsaidI havefeltasifImusttalkwithsomeone。Butthere——good,morning,Mr。Winslow。” “Justaminute,please,Mrs。Armstrong;justaminute。Hasn’tyour,brothergotanyfriendsinMiddlefordwhocouldhelphimgetsome,work——ajob——youknowwhatImean?,Seemsasifhemusthave,or,youmusthave。” “Oh,wehave,Isuppose。Wehadsomegoodfriendsthere,aswell,asotherswhomwethoughtwerefriends。But——butIthinkweboth,hadratherdiethangobackthere;IamsureIshould。Thinkwhat,itwouldmeantobothofus。” Jedunderstood。Shemighthavebeensurprisedtorealizehow,clearlyheunderstood。Shewasproud,anditwasplaintoseethat,shehadbeenveryproudofherbrother。AndMiddlefordhadbeen,herhomewheresheandherhusbandhadspenttheirfewprecious,yearstogether,whereherchildwasborn,where,afterherbrother,came,shehadwatchedhisrisetosuccessandtheapparent,assuranceofabrilliantfuture。Shehadbeguntobehappyonce,more。Thencamethecrash,andshameanddisgraceinsteadofpride,andconfidence。Jed’simagination,theimaginationwhichwasquite,beyondthecomprehensionofthosewhocalledhimthetowncrank,graspeditall——or,atleast,allitsessentials。Henodded,slowly。 “Isee,“hesaid。”Yes,yes,Isee……Hum。” “Ofcourse,anyonemustsee。Andtogoaway,tosomecityortown,wherewearenotknown——wherecouldwego?,Whatshouldweliveon? Andyetwecan’tstayhere;thereisnothingforCharlestodo。” “Um……Hewasa——whatdidyousayhistradewas?” “Hewasabondbroker,akindofbanker。” “Eh?……Akindofbanker……Sho!,Didheworkinabank?” “Why,yes,Itoldyouhedid,inWisconsin,whereheandIusedto,live。” “Hum……Prettysmartatit,too,seemstomeyousaidhewas?” “Yes,verycapableindeed。” “Iwanttoknow……Hum……Sho!” Hemutteredoneortwomoredisjointedexclamationsandthenceased,tospeakaltogether,staringabstractedlyatacrackinthefloor。 Allatoncehebegantohumahymn。Mrs。Armstrong,whosenerves,wereclosetothebreakingpoint,lostpatience。 “Goodmorning,Mr。Winslow,“shesaid,andopenedthedoortothe,outershop。ThistimeJeddidnotdetainher。Insteadhestared,dreamilyatthefloor,apparentlyquiteunconsciousofherorhis,surroundings。 “Eh?”hedrawled。”Oh,yes,goodmornin’,——goodmornin’…… Hum…… ’Thereisafountainfilledwithblood,DrawnfromEmmanuel’sveins,Andsinnersplungeddededede,Dededidewdumde。’“ Hisvisitorclosedthedoor。Jedstillsattheregazingatvacancy,anddroning,dolefully。 CHAPTERXI Fornearlyanhourhesatthere,scarcelychanginghisposition,andonlyvaryinghismusicalprogrambywhistlinghymnsinsteadof,singingthem。Once,hearingastepintheyard,helookedthrough,thewindowandsawGabrielBearsewalkingtowardthegatefromthe,directionoftheshopdoorinsteadofintheoppositedirection。 Evidentlyhehadatfirstintendedtocallandthenhadchangedhis,mind。Mr。Winslowwasdulygratefultowhoeverorwhateverhad,inspiredthechange。Hehadnodesiretoreceiveavisitfrom,“Gab“Bearse,atthistimeleastofall。 Lateronheheardanotherstep,and,againglancingthroughthe,window,sawSethWingate,thevegetableandfruitpeddler,walking,fromthedoortothegate,justasMr。Bearsehaddone。Apparently,Sethhadchangedhismindalso。Jedthoughtthisratherodd,but,againhewasgrateful。Hewasthinkinghardandwasquitewilling,nottobedisturbed。 ButthedisturbingcametenminutesafterMr。Wingate’sdeparture,andcameinthenatureofaverydistinctdisturbance。Therewasa,seriesofthunderousknocksonthefrontdoor,thatdoorwasthrown,violentlyopen,and,beforethestartledmakerofmillscoulddo,muchmorethanrisetohisfeet,thedoortotheworkroomwas,pulledopenalso。CaptainHunniwell’sbulkfilledtheopening。 CaptainSamwasred-facedandseemedexcited。 “Well,bythegraciousking,“heroared,“you’rehere,anyhow! Whatelseisthematterwithyou?” Jed,who,afterrecognizinghisvisitor,hadseatedhimselfonce,more,lookedupandnodded。 “Hello,Sam,“heobserved。”Say,Iwasjustthinkin’aboutyou。 That’skindoffunny,ain’tit?” “Funny!,Justthinkin’aboutme!,Well,I’vebeenthinkin’about,you,Itellyouthat:,Haveyoubeeninthisshopalltheforenoon?” “Eh?……Why,yes……Sartin……I’vebeenrighthere。” “YouHAVE?,Graciousking!,ThenwhyintheOldHarryhaveyougot,thatsignnailedonyourfrontdooroutheretellin’allhands,you’reoutforthedayandfor’emtoaskforyouupatAbijah,Thompson’s?” Jedlookedmuchsurprised。Hishandmovedslowlyacrosshischin。 “Sho!”hedrawled。”Sho!,Hasthatsignbeenhangin’thereall,thisforenoon?” “Don’taskme。IguessithasfromwhatI’veheard。Anyhowit’s,therenow。AndWHAT’Sittherefor?,That’swhatIwanttoknow。” Jed’sfacewasverysolemn,buttherewasafainttwinkleinhis,eye。”ThatexplainsaboutSethWingate,“hemused。”Yes,andGab,Bearsetoo……Hum……TheLordwasbettertomethanI deserved。TheysayHetakescareofchildrenanddrunkenmenand—— er——thecrittersthatmostfolksthinkbelongtomylodge…… Hum……TothinkIforgottotakethatsigndown!,Sho!” “Forgottotakeitdown!,Whatineverlastin’blazesdidyouever,putitupfor?” Jedexplainedwhytheplacardhadbeenpreparedandaffixedtothe,door。”Ionlymeantitforyesterday,though,“headded。”I’d,intendedtakin’itdownthismornin’。” CaptainSamputbackhisheadandlaugheduntiltheshopechoed。 “Ho,ho,ho!”heroared。”Andyoumeantotellmethatyouputit,uptherebecauseyouwasgoin’cruisin’totheaviationcampand,youdidn’twantcallersdisturbin’Mrs。Armstrong?” Hisfriendnodded。”Um-hm,“headmitted。”Isent’emto’Bije’s,becausehewasasfaroffasanybodyIcouldthinkof。Prettygood,idea,wasn’tit?” Thecaptaingrinned。”Great!”hedeclared。”Fine!,Wonderful! Youwaittill’Bijecomestotellyouhowfine’twas。He’sinbed,laidupwithneuralgia,andEmmaJ。hiswife,saysthateveryhour,orlessyesterdaytherewassomebodybangin’attheirdoorasking,aboutyou。Everytimetheybangedshesaysthat’Bije,hisnerves,bein’onedgethewaytheyare,wouldprettynighjumpthequilts,uptotheceilin’andhimselfalongwith’em。Andhisremarksgot,morelitupeveryjump。Aboutfiveo’clockwhensomebodycame,poundin’heletoutaroaryoucouldhearamile。’Tell’em,Shavin’sWinslow’sgonetothedevil,’hebellowed,’andthatIsay,theycangotheretoo。’,AndthenEmmaJ。openedthedoorand,’twan’tanybodyaskin’aboutyouatall;’twastheBaptistminister,comecallin’。Iwasdrivin’pasttherejustnowandEmmaJ。came,outtotellmeaboutit。Shewantedtoknowifyou’dgoneclear,crazyinsteadofpartway。ItoldherIdidn’tknow,butI’dmake,itmybusinesstofindout。Tut,tut,tut!,Youareawonder,Jed。” Jeddidnotdisputethetruthofthisstatement。Helooked,troubled,however。”Sho!”hesaid;“I’msorryifIplagued’Bijah,thatway。IfI’dknownhewassickIwouldn’thavedoneit。I neveroncethoughtsomanyfolksasoneeveryhourwouldwantto,seemethistimeofyear。Dearme!,I’msorryabout’Bije。Maybe,I’dbettergodownandkindofexplainittohim。” CaptainSamchuckled。”Iwouldn’t,“hesaid。”IfIwasyouI’d,explainoverthelongdistancetelephone。But,anyhow,Iwouldn’t,worrymuch。Ical’lateEmmaJ。exaggeratedaffairssome。 Probably,ifthetruthwasknown,you’dfindnotmorethanfour,folkscametherelookin’foryouyesterday。Don’tworry,Jed。” Jeddidnotanswer。Theword“worry“hadremindedhimofhisother,visitorthatmorning。Helookedsoseriousthathisfriend,repeatedhisadjuration。 “Don’tworry,Itellyou,“hesaid,again。”’Tisn’tworthit。” “Allright,Iwon’t……Iwon’t……Sam,Iwasthinkin’ aboutyouaforeyoucamein。YourememberItoldyouthat?” “Iremember。Whathaveyougotonyourmind?,Anymoremoney,kickin’aroundthisglory-holethatyouwantmetoputtoyour,account?” “Eh?……Oh,yes,Ibelievethereissomesomewheres。Seemsto,meIputaboutahundredandtendollars,checksandbillsand,such,awaydaybeforeyesterdayforyoutotakewhenyoucame。 MaybeI’llrememberwhereIputitbeforeyougo。But’twan’t,aboutthatIwasthinkin’。Sam,howisBarzillaSmall’sboy,Lute,gettin’alonginGusHowes’jobatthebank?” CaptainSamsnorteddisgust。 “Gettin’along!”herepeated。”He’sgettin’alongthewayasquid,swims,andthat’sbackwards。And,ifyouaskedme,I’dsaythe,longerhestayedthefurtherbackhe’dget。” “Sho!thenhedidturnouttobealeakinsteadofanableseaman,eh?” “Aleak!,Graciousking!,He’slikeatorpedoblow-upunderthe,engine-room。Thebank’llsinkifhestaysaboardanothermonth,I dobelieve。Andyet,“headded,withashakeofthehead,“Idon’t,seebuthe’llhavetostay;thereain’tanotheravailablecandidate,forthejobinsight。I’phoneduptoBostonandsomeofour,friendsarelookin’aroundupthere,butsofartheyhaven’thad,anysuccess。Thiswarismakin’youngmenscarce,thatisyoung,menthataregoodformuch。Prettysoonit’llgetsothata,healthyyoungfellerwhoain’tinuniformwillfeelaboutasmuch,outofplaceasahoginasynagogue。Yes,sir!,Ho,ho!” Helaughedinhugeenjoymentofhisownjoke。Jedstareddreamily,attheadjustingscrewonthehandsaw。Hishandsclaspedhisknee,hisfootwasliftedfromthefloorandbegantoswingbackand,forth。 “Well,“queriedhisfriend,“whathaveyougotonyourmind?,Out,withit。” “Eh?……Onmymind?” “Yes。WhenIseeyoubegintoshutyourselftogetherinthemiddle,likeajackknifeandstartswingingthatnumberelevenofyoursI knowyou’rethinkin’hardaboutsomethin’orother。Whatisit,thistime?” “Um……well……er……Sam,ifyousawachancetogeta,realsmartyoungfellerinLute’splaceinthebankyou’dtakehim,wouldn’tyou?” “WouldI?,Wouldacateatlobster?,Onlyshowhimtome,that’s,all!” “Um-hm……NowofcourseyouknowIwouldn’tdoanythingto,hurtLute。NotfortheworldIwouldn’t。It’sonlyifyouARE goin’tolethimgo——“ “IFIam。Eitherhe’llhavetoletgoorthebankwill,oneor,t’other。Unitedwesink,dividedoneofusmayfloat,that’sthe,wayIlookatit。Lute’llstaytillwecanlocatesomebodyelseto,takehisjob,andnolonger。” “Ya-as……Um-hm……Well,Itellyou,Sam:,Don’tyouget,anybodyelsetillyouandIhaveanothertalk。Itmaybepossible,thatIcouldfindyoujustthesortofyoungmanyou’relookin’ for。” “Eh?,YOUcanfindmeone?,YOUcan?,Whatareyougivin’me,Jed? Whoistheyoungman;you?” Jedgravelyshookhishead。”No-o,“hedrawled。”Ihateto,disappointyou,Sam,butitain’tme。It’sanother——er——smart,livelyyoungfeller。Heain’tquitesooldasIam;there’sa,littlematteroftwentyoddyearsbetweenus,Ibelieve,but,otherwisethanthathe’sallright。Andheknowsthebankin’ trade,soI’mtold。” “Graciousking!,Whoishe?,Whereishe?” “ThatIcan’ttellyoujustyet。ButmaybeIcanbyandby。” “Tellmenow。” “No-o。No,Ijustheardabouthimanditwastoldtomeinsecret。 AllIcansayisdon’tgetanybodytofillLuteSmall’splacetill,youandIhaveanothertalk。” CaptainSamstaredkeenlyintohisfriend’sface。Jedborethe,scrutinycalmly;infacthedidn’tseemtobeawareofit。The,captaingaveitup。 “Allright,“hesaid。”Nousetryin’topumpyou,Iknowthat。 Whenyoumakeupyourmindtokeepyourmouthshutafeller,couldn’topenitwithacoldchisel。Ipresumelikelyyou’lltell,inyourowngoodtime。Nowifyou’llscratcharoundandfindthose,checksandthingsyouwantmetodepositforyouI’lltake’emand,begoin’。I’minalittlebitofahurrythismornin’。” Jed“scratchedaround,“finallylocatingthechecksandbillsin,thecoffeepotontheshelfinhislittlekitchen。 “There!”heexclaimed,withsatisfaction,“IknewIput’em,somewhereswherethey’dbesafeandwhereIcouldn’tforget’em。” “Whereyoucouldn’tforget’em!,Why,youdidforget’em,didn’t,you?” “Um……yes……Ical’lateIdidthismornin’,butthat’s,becauseIdidn’tmakeanycoffeeforbreakfast。IfI’dmadecoffee,sameasIusuallydoI’dhavefound’em。” “Whydidn’tyoumakecoffeethismornin’?” Jed’seyetwinkled。 “W-e-e-ll,“hedrawled,“tobehonestwithyou,Sam,’twasbecause,Icouldn’tfindthecoffeepot。AfterItookitdowntoputthis,moneyinitIputitbackonadifferentshelf。Ijustfoundit,nowbyaccident。” AsthecaptainwasleavingJedaskedonemorequestion。”Sam,“he,asked,“aboutthisbankjobnow?,Ifyouhadachancetogeta,bright,smartyoungmanwithexperienceinbankwork,you’dhire,him,wouldn’tyou?” CaptainHunniwell’sanswerwasemphatic。 “YoubetIwould!”hedeclared。”IfIlikedhislooksandhis,referencesweregoodI’dhirehimintwominutes。Andsalary,any,reasonablesalary,wouldn’tpartus,either……Eh?,Whatmakes,youlooklikethat?” ForJed’sexpressionhadchanged;hishandmovedacrosshischin。 “Eh——er——references?”herepeated。 “Why,why,ofcourse。I’dwantreferencesfromthefolkshe’d,workedfor,statin’thathewashonestandcapableandallthat。 WiththoseI’dhirehimintwominutes,asIsaid。Youfetchhim,alongandsee。Solong,Jed。Seeyoulater。” Hehustledout,stoppingtotearfromtheouterdoortheplacard,directingcallerstocallatAbijahThompson’s。Jedreturnedto,hisboxandsatdownoncemoretoponder。Inhisinnocenceithad,notoccurredtohimthatreferenceswouldberequired。 Thatevening,aboutnine,hecrossedtheyardandknockedatthe,backdoorofthelittlehouse。Mrs。Armstrongansweredtheknock; Barbara,ofcourse,wasinbedandasleep。Ruthwassurprisedto,seeherlandlordatthat,forhim,latehour。Also,remembering,theunceremoniouswayinwhichhehadpermittedhertodepartat,theendoftheirinterviewthatforenoon,shewasnotascordialas,usual。Shehadmadehimherconfidant,whyshescarcelyknew; then,afterexpressinggreatinterestandsympathy,hehadsuddenly,seemedtoloseinterestinthewholematter。Shewasacquainted,withhiseccentricitiesandfitsofabsent-mindedness,but,neverthelessshehadbeenhurtandoffended。Shetoldherselfthat,sheshouldhaveexpectednothingmorefrom“Shavings“Winslow,the,personaboutwhomtwo-thirdsofOrhamjokedandtoldstories,but,thefactremainedthatshewasdisappointed。Andshewasangry,notsomuchwithhimperhaps,aswithherself。WHYhadshebeenso,foolishastotellanyoneoftheirhumiliation? SowhenJedappearedatthebackdoorshereceivedhimrather,coldly。Hewasquiteconsciousofthechangeintemperature,but,hemadenocommentandofferednoexplanation。Insteadhetoldhis,story,thestoryofhisinterviewwithCaptainHunniwell。Ashe,tolditherfaceshowedatfirstinterest,thenhope,andatthe,lastradiantexcitement。Sheclaspedherhandsandleanedtoward,him,hereyesshining。 “Oh,Mr。Winslow,“shecried,breathlessly,“doyoumeanit?,Do,youreallybelieveCaptainHunniwellwillgivemybrothera,positioninhisbank?” Jednoddedslowly。”Yes,“hesaid,“Ithinklikelyhemight。 Course’twouldn’tbeanygreatofaplace,notatfirst——norever,Ical’late,sofarasthatgoes。’Tain’taverybigbankandwages,ain’t——“ Butsheinterrupted。”Butthatdoesn’tmakeanydifference,“she,cried。”Don’tyouseeitdoesn’t!,Thesalaryandallthatwon’t,count——now。ItwillbeastartforCharles,anopportunityforhim,tofeelthatheisamanagain,doingaman’swork,anhonestman’s,work。AndhewillbeherewhereIcanbewithhim,wherewecanbe,together,whereitwon’tbesohardforustobepoorandwhere,therewillbenoonewhoknowsus,whoknowsourstory。Oh,Mr。 Winslow,isitreallytrue?,Ifitis,how——howcanweeverthank,you?,HowcanIevershowyouhowgratefulIfeel?” Hercheekswereflushed,herlipspartedandjoyshoneinhereager,eyes。Hervoicebrokealittleassheutteredthewords。Jed,lookedatherandthenquicklylookedaway。 “I——I——don’ttalkso,Mrs。Armstrong,“hepleaded,hastily。”It—— itain’tanything,itain’treally。Itjust——“ “Notanything?,Notanythingtofindmybrothertheopportunityhe,andIhavebeenprayingfor?,Togivemetheopportunityofhaving,himwithme?,Isn’tthatanything?,Itiseverything。Oh,Mr。 Winslow,ifyoucandothisforus——“ “Shsh!,Sshh!,Now,Mrs。Armstrong,please。Youmustn’tsayI’m,doin’itforyou。I’mtheonethatjusthappenedtothinkofit,that’sall。Youcouldhavedoneitjustaswell,ifyou’dthought,ofit。” “Perhaps,“withadoubtfulsmile,“butIshouldneverhavethought,ofit。Youdidbecauseyouwerethinkingforme——formybrother,andme。And——andIthoughtyoudidn’tcare。” “Eh?……Didn’tcare?” “Yes。WhenIleftyouattheshopthismorningafterourtalk。 Youwereso——soodd。Youdidn’tspeak,oroffertoadvisemeasI hadaskedyouto;youdidn’tevensaygood-by。Youjustsatthere,andletmego。AndIdidn’tunderstandand——“ Jedputupahand。Hisfacewasapictureofdistress。 “Dear,dear,dear!”heexclaimed。”DidIdothat?,Idon’t,rememberit,butofcourseIdidifyousayso。Nowwhatonearth,possessedmeto?……Eh?”astheideaoccurredtohim。”Tell,me,wasIsingin’?” “Why,yes,youwere。Thatis,youwere——were——“ “Makin’anoiseasifI’dswallowedahymnbookandoneofthe,tuneswaschokin’metodeath?,Um-hm,that’sthewayIsing。And,Iwassingin’whenyouleftme,eh?,ThatmeansIwasthinkin’ aboutsomethin’。ItoldBabbieonce,andit’sthetruth,that,thinkin’wasabigjobwithmeandwhenIdiditIhadtodrop,everythingelse,comeupintothewindlikeaschooner,youknow,andjustlaytoandthink……Oh,Iremembernow!,Yousaid,somethin’aboutyourbrother’sworkin’inabankandthatsetme,thinkin’thatSammustbeneedin’somebodybythistimeinLute,Small’splace。” “Youdidn’tknowheneededanyone?” “No-o,notexactly;butIknewLute,andthatamountedtothesame,thing。Mrs。Armstrong,Idohopeyou’llforgivemefor——for,singin’and——andalltherestofmyfoolishactions。” “Forgiveyou!,Willyouforgivemeformisjudgingyou?” “Landsakes,don’ttalkthatway。Butthere’sonethingIhaven’t,saidyetandyoumaynotlikeit。Iguessyouandyourbrother’ll,havetogotoSamandtellhimthewholestory。” Herexpressionchanged。”Thewholestory?”sherepeated。”Why,whatdoyoumean?,TellhimthatCharleshasbeenin——inprison? Youdon’tmeanTHAT?” “Um-hm,“gravely;“I’mafraidIdo。Itlookstomeasifitwas,theonlyway。” “Butwecan’t!,Oh,Mr。Winslow,wecan’tdothat。” “Iknow’twillbeawfulhardforyou。But,whenItalkedtoSam,aboutmyhavin’apossiblecandidateforthebankplace,thevery,lastthinghesaidwasthathe’dbegladtoseehimprovidin’his,referenceswasallright。IgiveyoumywordI’dneverthoughtof,references,nottillthen。” “Butifwetellhim——tellhimeverything,weshallonlymake,mattersworse,shan’twe?,Ofcoursehewon’tgivehimtheposition,then。” “There’sachancehewon’t,that’strue。ButSamHunniwell’sa,finefeller,thereain’tanybetter,andhelikesyouand——well,he,andIhavebeencruisin’incompanyforalongspell。Maybehe’ll,giveyourbrotherachancetomakegood。Ihopehewill。” “Youonlyhope?,Ithoughtyousaidyoubelieved。” “Well,Ido,butofcourseitain’tsartin。Iwish’twas。” Shewassilent。Jed,watchingher,sawthelasttracesof,happinessandelationfadefromherfaceanddisappointmentand,discouragementcomebacktotaketheirplaces。Hepitiedher,and,heyearnedtohelpher。Atlasthecouldstanditnolonger。 “Now,Mrs。Armstrong,“hepleaded,“ofcourse——“ Sheinterrupted。 “No,“shesaid,asifcomingtoafinaldecisionandspeakingthat,decisionaloud:,“No,Ican’tdoit。” “Eh?,Can’tdo——what?” “Ican’thaveCaptainHunniwellknowofourtrouble。Icamehere,toOrham,wherenooneknewme,toavoidthatverything。Athome,thereinMiddlefordIfeltasifeverypersonImetwasstaringat,meandsaying,’Herbrotherisinprison。’,Iwasafraidtohave,Babbieplaywiththeotherchildren。Iwas——butthere,Iwon’t,talkaboutit。Ican’t。AndIcannothaveitbeginagainhere。 I’llgoawayfirst。Wewillallgoaway,outWest,anywhere—— anywherewherewecanbe——clean——andlikeotherpeople。” Jedwasconsciousofacoldsensation,likethetouchofanicicle,upanddownhisspine。Goingaway!,SheandBabbiegoingaway!,In,hismind’seyehesawavisionofthelittlehouseclosedoncemore,andshutteredtightasitusedtobe。Hegasped。 “Now,now,Mrs。Armstrong,“hefaltered。”Don’ttalkaboutgoin’ away。It——itisn’tneedfulforyoutodoanythinglikethat。Of,courseitain’t。You——youmustn’t。I——wecan’tspareyou。” Shedrewalongbreath。”Iwouldgototheotherendofthe,world,“shesaid,“ratherthantellCaptainHunniwellthetruth,aboutmybrother。ItoldyoubecauseBabbiehadtoldyousomuch,already……Oh,“turningswiftlytowardhim,“YOUwon’ttell,CaptainHunniwell,willyou?” Beforehecouldanswershestretchedoutherhand。”Oh,please,forgiveme,“shecried。”Iamnotmyself。Iamalmostcrazy,I think。AndwhenyoufirsttoldmeaboutthepositioninthebankI wassohappy。Oh,Mr。Winslow,isn’tthereSOMEwaybywhich,Charlescouldhavethatchance?,Couldn’t——couldn’thegetitand—— andworktherefor——forayearperhaps,untiltheyallsawwhata,splendidfellowhewas,andTHENtellthem——ifitseemednecessary? Theywouldknowhimthen,andlikehim;theycouldn’thelpit,everyonelikeshim。” Shebrushedthetearsfromhereyes。PoorJed,miserableandmost,unreasonablyconscience-stricken,writhedinhischair。”I——I don’tknow,“hefaltered。”IdeclareIdon’tseehow。Er——er—— Outinthatbankwhereheusedtowork,thatWisconsinbank,he—— yousaidhedidfirst-ratethere?” Shestarted。”Yes,yes,“shecried,eagerly。”Oh,hewassplendid,there!,AndthemanwhowastheheadofthatbankwhenCharleswas,thereisanoldfriendofours,ofthefamily;hehasretirednow,buthewouldhelpusifhecould,Iknow。Ibelieve……Iwonder,if……Mr。Winslow,Ican’ttellanyoneinOrhamofourdisgrace,andIcan’tbeartogiveupthatopportunityformybrother。Will,youleaveittomeforalittlewhile?,Willyouletmethinkit,over?” OfcourseJedsaidhewouldandwentbacktohislittleroomover,theshop。Ashewasleavingsheputoutherhandandsaid,with,impulsiveearnestness: “Thankyou,Mr。Winslow。Whatevercomesofthis,orifnothing,comesofit,Icanneverthankyouenoughforyourgreatkindness。” Jedgingerlyshooktheextendedhandandfled,hisfacescarlet。 Duringthefollowingweek,althoughhesawhisneighborseachday,andseveraltimesaday,Mrs。Armstrongdidnotmentionherbrother,orthechanceofhisemploymentintheOrhambank。Jed,verymuch,surprisedathersilence,wastemptedtoaskwhatherdecisionwas,orevenifshehadarrivedatone。Ononeoccasionhethrewouta,broadhint,butthehintwasnottaken,insteadtheladychanged,thesubject;infact,itseemedtohimthatshemadeitapointof,avoidingthatsubjectandwasanxiousthatheshouldavoidit,also。Hewassureshehadnotabandonedtheideawhich,atfirst,hadsoexcitedherinterestandraisedherhopes。Sheseemedto,himtobestillunderastrongnervousstrain,tospeakandactas,ifunderrepressedexcitement;butshehadaskedhimtoleavethe,affairtoher,toletherthinkitover,soofcoursehecoulddo,orsaynothinguntilshehadspoken。Buthewonderedand,speculatedagooddealandwasvaguelytroubled。WhenCaptainSam,Hunniwellcalledhedidnotagainrefertohispossiblecandidate,forthepositionnowheldbyLutherSmall。And,singularlyenough,thecaptainhimselfdidnotmentionthesubject。 ButonemorningalmosttwoweeksafterJed’sdiscussionwiththe,youngwidowsheandCaptainHunniwellcameintothewindmillshop,together。Mrs。Armstrong’sairofexcitementwasverymuchin,evidence。Hercheekswerered,hereyessparkled,hermanner,animated。Herlandlordhadneverseenherlooksoyoung,or,for,thatmatter,sohappy。 CaptainSambegantheconversation。He,too,seemedtobeinhigh,goodhumor。 “Well,JedidahWilfredShavin’s’,“heobserved,facetiously,“what,doyousupposeI’vegotupmysleevethismornin’?” Jedlaiddownthechiselhewassharpening。 “Yourarms,Ipresumelikely,“hedrawled。 “Yes,I’vegotmyarmsandthere’safistattheendofeachoneof,’em。Anymore——er——flippityanswerslikethatoneandyou’re,liabletothinkyou’restruckbylightnin’。ThisladyandIhave,gotnewsforyou。Doyouknowwhat’tis?” JedlookedatMrs。Armstrongandthenatthespeaker。 “No-o,“hesaid,slowly。 “Well,tobeginwithit’sthis:,LuteSmallisleavin’theOrham,NationalaweekfromnextSaturdaybyavoteofeighttoone。The,directorsandthecashierandIaretheeightandhe’stheone。 Ho,ho!,AndwhodoyousupposecomesaboardonthenextMonday,mornin’totakeoverwhatLutehasleftofthejob?,Eh?,Who? Why,yourowncandidate,that’swho。” Jedstarted。AgainhelookedatMrs。Armstrongand,asifin,answertothatlook,shespoke。 “Yes,Mr。Winslow,“shesaid,quickly,“mybrotheriscomingto,OrhamandCaptainHunniwellhasgivenhimtheposition。Itis,reallyyoutowhomheowesitall。Youthoughtofitandspoketo,thecaptainandtome。” “Butwhyintime,“demandedCaptainSam,“didn’tyoutellmeright,outthat’twasMrs。Armstrong’sbrotheryouhadinmind?,Gracious,king!ifI’dknownthatI’dhavehadLuteoutafortni’tsooner。” Jedmadenoreplytothis。Hewasstillstaringatthelady。 “But——but——“hefaltered,“didyou——haveyou——“ Hestoppedinthemiddleofaword。Ruthwasstandingbehindthe,captainandhesawthefrightenedlookinhereyesandtheswift,movementofherfingertoherlips。 “Oh,yes,“shesaid。”I——Ihave。ItoldCaptainHunniwellof,Charlie’sexperienceinthebankinWisconsin。Hehaswritten,thereandtheanswerisquitesatisfactory,orsoheseemsto,think。” “Couldn’tbebetter,“declaredCaptainSam。”Here’stheletter,fromthemanthatusedtobethebankpresidentoutthere。Read,it,Jed,ifyouwantto。” Jedtooktheletterand,withahandwhichshookalittle,adjusted,hisglassesandread。Itwasmerelyanote,briefandtothe,point。ItstatedsimplythatwhileCharlesPhillipshadbeenin,theemployoftheirinstitutionasmessenger,bookkeeperand,assistantteller,hehadbeenfoundhonest,competent,ambitious,andthoroughlysatisfactory。 “AndwhatmoredoIwantthanthat?”demandedthecaptain。 “Anybodywhocanclimbupthatwayaforehe’stwenty-fivewilldo,wellenoughforyourstruly。CourseheandIhaven’tmetyet,but,hissisterandI’vemet,andI’mnotworryin’butwhatI’lllike,therestofthefamily。Besides,“headded,withacombination,laughandgroan,“it’sacaseofdesperationwithusupatthe,bank。We’vegottohavesomebodytoplugthatleakyouwastalkin’ about,Jed,andwe’vegottohave’emimmediate,rightoffquick,atonce,oralittlesooner。It’saprovidence,yourbrotheristo,us,Mrs。Armstrong,“hedeclared;“aspecialprovidenceandno,mistake。” Hehurriedoffamomentlater,affirmingthathewaslateatthe,bankalready。 “Coursethecashier’sthereandtherestofthehelp,“headded,“butittakesallhandsandthecattokeepLutefromputtin’the,kindlin’inthesafeandlightin’upthestovewithtendollar,bills。Solong。” AfterhehadgoneJedturnedtohisremainingvisitor。Hisvoice,shookalittleashespoke。 “Youhaven’ttoldhim!”hefaltered,reproachfully。”You——you,haven’ttoldhim!” Sheshookherhead。”Icouldn’t——Icouldn’t,“shedeclared。 “DON’Tlookatmelikethat。Pleasedon’t!,Iknowitiswrong。I feellikeacriminal;Ifeelwicked。But,“defiantly,“Ishould,feelmorewickedifIhadtoldhimandmybrotherhadlosttheonly,opportunitythatmighthavecometohim。HeWILLmakegood,Mr。 Winslow。IKNOWhewill。Hewillmakethemrespecthimandlike,him。Theycan’thelpit。See!”shecried,herexcitementand,agitationgrowing;“seehowMr。Reed,thebankpresidentthereat,home,theonewhowrotethatletter,seewhathedidforCharles! Heknows,too;heknowsthewholestory。I——Iwrotetohim。I wrotethatverynightwhenyoutoldme,Mr。Winslow。Iexplained,everything,Ibeggedhim——heisanold,oldfriendofourfamily—— todothisthingforoursakes。Yousee,itwasn’taskinghimto,lie,ortodoanythingwrong。ItwasjustthathetellofCharles,andhisabilityandcharacterasheknewthem。Itwasn’twrong,wasit?” Jeddidnotanswer。 “Ifitwas,“shedeclared,“Ican’thelpit。Iwoulddoitagain—— forthesamereason——tosavehimandhisfuture,tosaveusall。I can’thelpwhatyouthinkofme。Itdoesn’tmatter。Allthatdoes,matteristhatyoukeepsilentandletmybrotherhavehischance。” Jed,leaningforwardinhischairbytheworkbench,puthishandto,hisforehead。 “Don’t——don’ttalkso,Mrs。Armstrong,“hebegged。”Youknow——you,knowIdon’tthinkanythingyou’vedoneiswrong。Iain’tgotthe,righttothinkanysuchthingasthat。Andasforkeepin’still—— why,I——Ididhopeyouwouldn’tfeel’twasnecessarytoaskthat。” “Idon’t——Idon’t。IknowyouandItrustyou。Youaretheonly,personinOrhamwhomIhavetrusted。Youknowthat。” “Why,yes——why,yes,Idoknowitand——andI’meversomuchobliged,toyou。MoreobligedthanIcantellyou,Iam。Now——nowwould,youmindtellin’mejustonethingmore?,AboutthisMr。What’s- his-nameoutWestinthebankthere——thisMr。Reed——didhewrite,youhethought’twasallrightforhimtosendSamthe——thekindof,letterhedidsendhim,theonegivin’yourbrothersuchagood,reference?” Thecolorroseinherfaceandshehesitatedbeforereplying。 “No,“sheconfessed,afteramoment。”Hedidnotwritemethathe,thoughtitrighttogiveCaptainHunniwellsuchareference。In,facthewrotethathethoughtitallwrong,deceitful,borderingon,thedishonest。HemuchpreferredhavingCharlesgotothecaptain,andtellthewholetruth。Ontheotherhand,however,hesaidhe,realizedthatthatmightmeantheendoftheopportunityhereand,perhapspublicscandalandgossipbywhichweallmightsuffer。 AndhesaidhehadabsoluteconfidencethatCharleswasnota,criminalbyintent,andhefeltquitesurethathewouldnevergo,wrongagain。Ifhewerestillinactivebusiness,hesaid,he,shouldnothesitatetoemployhim。Therefore,althoughhestill,believedtheothercoursesaferandbetter,hewould,ifCaptain,Hunniwellwrote,answerasIhadasked。Andhedidanswerinthat,way。So,yousee,“shecried,eagerly,“HEbelievesinCharles,justasIdo。Andjustasyouwillwhenyouknow,Mr。Winslow。 Oh,WON’Tyoutrytobelievenow?” Aharder-heartedmanthanJedWinslowwouldhavefounditdifficult,torefusesuchapleamadeinsuchawaybysuchawoman。And,Jed’sheartwasanythingbuthard。 “Now,now,Mrs。Armstrong,“hestammered,“youdon’thavetoaskme,that。CourseIbelieveinthepooryoungchap。And——andIguess,likelyeverything’sgoin’tocomeoutallright。ThatMr。What’s- his-name——er——Wright——no,Reed——Igotreadandwritemixedup,I guess——he’sabusinessmanandhe’doughttoknowaboutsuchthings,better’nIdo。Idon’tdoubtit’llcomeoutfineandwewon’t,worryanymoreaboutit。” “Andwewillstillbefriends?,Youknow,Mr。Winslow,youarethe,onlyrealfriendIhaveinOrham。Andyouhavebeensoloyal。” Jedflushedwithpleasure。 “I——Itoldyouonce,“hesaid,“thatmyfriendsgenerallycalledme,’Jed。’“ Shelaughed。”Verywell,I’llcallyou’Jed,’shesaid。”Butturn,aboutisfairplayandyoumustcallme’Ruth。’,Willyou?,Oh,there’sBabbiecallingme。Thankyouagain,forCharles’sakeand,myown。Goodmorning——Jed。” “Er——er——goodmornin’,Mrs。Armstrong。” “What?” “Er——ImeanMrs。Ruth。” Themostofthatforenoon,thatisthehourorsoremaining,was,spentbyMr。Winslowinsittingbytheworkbenchandidly,scratchinguponaboardwiththepointofthechisel。Sometimes,hisscratchesweremeaningless,sometimestheyspelledaname,a,namewhichheseemedtoenjoyspelling。Butatintervalsduring,thatday,andonotherdayswhichfollowed,hewasconsciousofan,uneasyfeeling,afeelingalmostofguiltcoupledwithadim,foreboding。 RuthArmstronghadcalledhimafriendandloyal。Buthadhebeen,asloyaltoanolderfriend,afriendhehadknownallhislife? HadhebeenloyaltoCaptainSamHunniwell? Thatwasthefeelingofguilt。Theforebodingwasnotasdefinite,butitwasalwayswithhim;hecouldnotshakeitoff。Allhis,lifehehaddealttruthfullywiththeworld,hadnotlied,or,evaded,orcompromised。Nowhehadpermittedhimselftobecomea,silentpartnerinsuchacompromise。Andsomeday,somehow,troublewascomingbecauseofit。 CHAPTERXII BeforetheendofanotherweekCharlesPhillipscametoOrham。It,wasRuthwhotoldJedthenews。Shecameintothewindmillshop,and,standingbesidethebenchwherehewasatwork,shesaid:“Mr。 Winslow,Ihavesomethingtotellyou。” Jedputdownthepencilandsheetofpaperuponwhichhehadbeen,drawingnewpatternsforthe“gullvane“whichwastomoveits,wingswhenthewindblew。Thisgreatinventionhadnotprogressed,veryfartowardpracticalperfection。Itsinventorhadbeenbusy,withotherthingsandhadoflateratherlostinterestinit。But,Barbara’sinteresthadnotflaggedandtopleaseherJedhad,promisedtothinkalittlemoreaboutitduringthenextdayorso。 “Butcan’tyoumakeitflapitswings,UncleJed?”thechildhad,asked。 Jedrubbedhischin。”W-e-e-ll,“hedrawled,“Idon’tknow。I thoughtIcould,butnowIain’tsosure。Icouldmake’emwhirl,’roundand’roundlikeamillorasetofsailorpaddles,butto,make’emflapisdifferent。They’vegottobeputonstrongenough,sotheywon’tflopoff。Yousee,“headded,solemnly,“ifthey,keptfloppin’offtheywouldn’tkeepflappin’on。There’sallthe,differenceintheworldbetweenaflapandflop。” HewastryingtoreconcilethatdifferencewhenRuthenteredthe,shop。Helookedupatherabsently。”Mr。Winslow,“shebegan,again,“I——“ Hisreproachfullookmadeherpauseandsmileslightlyinspiteof,herself。 “I’msorry,“shesaid。”Well,then——Jed——Ihavesomethingtotell,you。Mybrotherwillbehereto-morrow。” Jedhadbeenexpectingtohearthisverythingalmostanyday,but,hewasalittlestartlednevertheless。 “Sho!”heexclaimed。”Youdon’ttellme!” “Yes。Heiscomingontheeveningtrainto-morrow。Ihadword,fromhimthismorning。” Jed’shandmovedtohischin。”Hum……”hemused。”Iguess,likelyyou’llbeprettygladtoseehim。” “Ishallbeatleastthat,“withalittlebreakinhervoice。”You,canimaginewhathiscomingwillmeantome。No,Isupposeyou,can’timagineit;noonecan。” Jeddidnotsaywhetherheimagineditornot。 “I——I’mrealgladforyou,Mrs。Ruth,“hedeclared。”Mrs。Ruth“ wasasnearasheevercametofulfillingtheiragreement,concerningnames。 “I’msureyouare。Andformybrother’ssakeandmyownIamvery,gratefultoyou。Mr。Winslow——Jed,Imean——youhavedonesomuch,forusalready;willyoudoonethingmore?” Jed’sanswerwasgivenwithnotraceofhiscustomaryhesitation。 “Yes,“hesaid。 “Thisisreallyforme,perhaps,morethanforCharles——oratleast,asmuch。” AgaintherewasnohesitationintheWinslowreply。 “Thatwon’tmakeitanyharder,“heobserved,gravely。 “Thankyou。Itisjustthis:Ihavedecidednottotellmybrother,thatIhavetoldyouofhis——histrouble,ofhishavingbeen——where,hehasbeen,oranythingaboutit。HeknowsIhavenottold,CaptainHunniwell;I’msurehewilltakeitforgrantedthatIhave,toldnoone。Ithinkitwillbesomucheasierforthepoorboyif,hecancomeheretoOrhamandthinkthatnooneknows。Andnoone,doesknowbutyou。Youunderstand,don’tyou?”sheadded,earnestly。 Helookedalittletroubled,buthenodded。 “Yes,“hesaid,slowly。”Iunderstand,Ical’late。” “I’msureyoudo。Ofcourse,ifheshouldaskmepoint-blankifI hadtoldanyone,Ishouldanswertruthfully,tellhimthatIhad,toldyouandexplainwhyIdidit。AndsomedayIshalltellhim,whetherheasksornot。ButwhenhefirstcomeshereIwanthimto,be——tobe——well,asnearlyhappyasispossibleunderthe,circumstances。Iwanthimtomeetthepeopleherewithoutthe,feelingthattheyknowhehasbeen——aconvict,anyofthem。And,so,unlessheasks,Ishallnottellhimthatevenyouknow;andI amsureyouwillunderstandandnot——not——“ “Notsayanythingwhenhe’saroundthatmightletthecatoutof,thebag。Yes,yes,Isee。Well,I’llbecareful;youcancounton,me,Mrs。Ruth。” Shelookeddownintohishomely,earnestface。”Ido,“shesaid,simply,andwentoutoftheroom。Forseveralminutesaftershe,hadgoneJedsattheregazingafterher。Thenhesighed,pickedup,hispencilandturnedagaintothedrawingofthegull。 AndthefollowingeveningyoungPhillipscame。Jed,lookingfrom,hisshopwindow,sawthedepot-wagondrawupatthegate。Barbara,wasthefirsttoalight。PhilanderHardycamearoundtotheback,ofthevehicleandwouldhaveassistedher,butshejumpeddown,withouthisassistance。ThencameRuthand,afterher,aslim,youngfellowcarryingatravelingbag。ItwasduskandJedcould,notseehisfaceplainly,buthefanciedthathenoticeda,resemblancetohissisterinthewayhewalkedandthecarriageof,hishead。ThetwowentintothelittlehousetogetherandJed,returnedtohislonelysupper。Hewasatriflebluethatevening,althoughheprobablywouldnothaveconfessedit。Leastofall,wouldhehaveconfessedthereason,whichwasthathewasjusta,littlejealous。Hedidnotgrudgehistenantherhappinessinher,brother’sreturn,buthecouldnothelpfeelingthatfromthattime,onshewouldnotbeasintimateandconfidentialwithhim,Jed,Winslow,asshehadbeen。Afterthisitwouldbetothisbrother,ofhersthatshewouldturnforhelpandadvice。Well,ofcourse,thatwaswhatsheshoulddo,whatanyoneofsensewoulddo,but,Jedwasuncomfortableallthesame。Also,becausehewashimself,hefeltasenseofguiltyremorseatbeinguncomfortable。 Thenextmorninghewaspresentedtothenewarrival。Itwas,Barbarawhomadethepresentation。Shecameskippingintothe,windmillshopleadingtheyoungmanbythehand。 “UncleJed,“shesaid,“thisismyUncleCharlie。He’sbeenaway,andhe’scomebackandhe’sgoingtoworkherealwaysandlivein,thebank。No,Imeanhe’sgoingtoworkinthebankalwaysand,live——,No,Idon’t,butyouknowwhatIdomean,don’tyou,Uncle,Jed?” CharlesPhillipssmiled。”Ifhedoeshemustbeamind-reader,Babbie,“hesaid。Then,extendinghishand,headded:“Gladto,knowyou,Mr。Winslow。I’veheardalotaboutyoufromBabbieand,Sis。” Jedmighthaverepliedthathehadheardalotabouthimalso,but,hedidnot。Insteadhesaid“Howd’yedo,“shooktheproffered,hand,andlookedthespeakerover。Whathesawimpressedhim,favorably。Phillipswasagood-lookingyoungfellow,witha,pleasantsmile,atakingmannerandapairofdarkeyeswhich,remindedMr。Winslowofhissister’s。Itwaseasytobelieve,Ruth’sstatementthathehadbeenapopularfavoriteamongtheir,acquaintancesinMiddleford;hewasthesorttheaverageperson,wouldlikeatonce,thesortwhichmenbecomeinterestedinand,womenspoil。 Hewasratherquietduringthisfirstcall。Babbiedidtwo-thirds,ofthetalking。Shefeltitherdutyasanolderinhabitantto,display“UncleJed“andhiscreationsforherrelative’sbenefit。 Vanes,sailors,shipsandmillswerepointedoutandcommented,upon。 “Hemakeseveryone,UncleCharlie,“shedeclaredsolemnly。”He’s,madeeveryonethat’shereand——oh,lotsandlotsmore。Hemade,thebigmillthat’supinourgarret——,Youhaven’tseenityet,UncleCharlie;it’sgoingtobeoutonourlawnnextspring——andhe,gaveittomefora——fora——,Whatkindofapresentwasthatmill,yougaveme,UncleJed,thattimewhenMammaandPetuniaandIwere,goingbacktoMrs。Smalley’sbecausewethoughtyoudidn’twantus,tohavethehouseanylonger?” Jedlookedpuzzled。 “Eh?”hequeried。”Whatkindofapresent?,Idon’tknow’sI understandwhatyoumean。” “Imeanwhatkindofapresentwasit。Itwasn’taChristmas,presentorabirthdaypresentoranythinglikethat,butitmustbe,SOMEkindofone。Whatkindofpresentwouldyoucallit,Uncle,Jed?” Jedrubbedhischin。 “W-e-e-ll,“hedrawled,“Iguesslikelyyoumightcallitaforget- me-notpresent,ifyouhadtocallitanything。” Barbarapondered。 “A——aforget-me-notisakindofflower,isn’tit?”sheasked。 “Um-hm。” “Butthisisawindmill。Howcanyoumakeafloweroutofa,windmill,UncleJed?” Jedrubbedhischin。”Well,that’saquestion,“headmitted。”But,youcanmakeflourINawindmill,’causeI’veseenitdone。” Moreponderingontheyounglady’spart。Thenshegaveitup。 “Youmustn’tmindifyoudon’tunderstandhim,UncleCharlie,“she,said,inhermostconfidentialandgrown-upmanner。”Hesayslots,ofthingsPetuniaandIdon’tunderstandatall,buthe’sawful,nice,justthesame。Mammasayshe’schoking——no,Imeanjoking,whenhetalksthatwayandthatwe’llunderstandthejokeslots,betterwhenwe’reolder。SHEunderstandsthemalmostalways,“she,addedproudly。 Phillipslaughed。Jed’sslowsmileappearedandvanished。”Looks,asiffacin’myjokeswasnochild’splay,don’tit,“heobserved。 “Well,Iwillgiveinthatgettin’anyfunoutof’emisaman’s,sizejob。” OnthefollowingMondaytheyoungmantookuphisdutiesinthe,bank。CaptainHunniwellinterviewedhim,likedhim,andhiredhim,allinthesameforenoon。Bytheendofthefirstweekoftheir,associationasemployerandemployeethecaptainlikedhimstill,better。Hedroppedinatthewindmillshoptocrowoverthefact。 “Hetakesholdsameasanold-timefirstmateusedtotakeholdof,agreencrew,“hedeclared。”Hehadhisjobjumpin’tothewhistle,beforetheseconddaywasover。IdeclareIhardlydasttowakeup,mornin’sforfearI’llfindoutourhavin’suchasmartfelleris,onlyadreamandthatthelivin’calamityisLuteSmall。Andto,think,“headded,“thatyouknewabouthimforthelandknowshow,longandwouldonlyhintinsteadoftellin’。Idon’tknowasyou’d,havetoldyetifhissisterhadn’ttoldfirst。Eh?,Wouldyou?” Jeddeliberatelypickedaloosebristlefromhispaintbrush。 “Maybenot,“headmitted。 “Graciousking!,Well,WHYnot?” “Oh,Idon’tknow。I’mkindof——er——funnythatway。Liketotake,myowntime,Iguesslikely。Maybeyou’venoticedit,Sam。” “Eh?,MAYBEI’venoticedit?,Ablindcripplethatwasborndeef,anddumbwouldhavenoticedthatthefirsttimeheranacrossyou。 Whatonearthareyoudoin’tothatpaintbrush;tryin’to,mesmerizeit?” Hisfriend,whohadbeenstaringmournfullyatthebrush,nowlaid,itdown。 “Iwastryin’todecide,“hedrawled,“whetheritneededhairtonic,orawig。SoyoulikethisCharliePhillips,doyou?” “SartinsureIdo!,Andthecustomerslikehim,too。Why,old,MelissaBusteedwasinyesterdayandhewaitedonherforhalfan,hour,seemedso,andwhentheagonywasoverneitheroneof’emhad,gotmadenoughsoanybodyoutsidethebuildin’wouldnoticeit。 Andthat’samiraclethatain’thappenedinthatbankformore’n,ONEyear。Why,IunderstandMelissawentdownstreettellin’all,handswhatafineyoungmanwe’dgotworkin’forus……Here,whatareyoulaughin’at?” Thewordwasill-chosen;Jedseldomlaughed,buthehadsmiled,slightlyandthecaptainnoticedit。 “Whatareyougrinnin’at?”herepeated。 Jed’shandmovedacrosshischin。 “GabBearsewasinaspellago,“hereplied,“andhewastellin’ aboutwhatMelissasaid。” “Well,shesaidwhatIjustsaidshesaid,didn’tshe?” Mr。Winslownodded。”Um-hm,“headmitted,“shesaid——er——allof,that。” “Allofit?,Wastheresomemore?” “’Cordin’toGabetherewas。’Cordin’tohimshesaid……she,said……er……Hum!thisbrushain’tmuchbetter’ntheother。 Seemtobecomin’downwiththemange,bothof’em。” “Graciousking!,Consarnthepaintbrushes!,TellmewhatMelissa,said。” “Oh,yes,yes……Well,’cordin’toGabeshesaid’twasa,comforttoknowtherewasaplaceinthistownwhereanunprotected,femalecouldgoandnotbeinsulted。” CaptainSam’slaughcouldhavebeenheardacrosstheroad。 “Ho,ho!”heroared。”Anunprotectedfemale,eh?,’Cordin’tomy,notionit’sthemalethatneedsprotectionwhenMelissa’saround。 I’veseenLuteSmallstandin’intheteller’scage,tongue-tiedand,withthesweatstandin’onhisforehead,whileMelissagavehimher,candidopinionofanybodythatwouldvotetoallowalcoholtobe,soldbydoctorsinthistown。And’twastenminutesoftwelve,Saturdaymornin’,too,andtherewaseightmenwaitin’theirturn,inline,andnaryoneofthemorLuteeitherhadthespunktoask,Melissatohurry。Ho,ho!’unprotectedfemale’isgood!” Hehadhislaughoutandthenadded:“Butthere’snodoubtthat,Charlie’sgoin’tobepopularwiththewomen。Why,evenMaudseems,totakeashinetohim。Saidshewassurprisedtohavemeshow,suchgoodjudgment。Courseshedidn’treallymeanshewas,surprised,“hehastenedtoexplain,evidentlyfearingthatevenan,oldfriendlikeJedmightthinkhewascriticizinghisidolized,daughter。”Shewasjustteasin’herolddad,that’sall。ButI couldseethatCharliekindofpleasedher。Well,hepleasesme,andhepleasesthecashierandthedirectors。Weagree,allofus,thatwe’remightylucky。Igaveyousomeofthecreditforgettin’ himforus,Jed,“headdedmagnanimously。”Youdon’treally,deservemuch,becauseyouhungbacksoandwouldn’ttellhisname,butIgaveittoyoujustthesame。What’salittlecreditbetween,friends,eh?,That’swhatBlueyBatcheldorsaidtheotherdaywhen,hecameinandwantedtoborrowahundreddollarsonhispersonal,note。Ho!ho!” CaptainSam’sglowingopinionofhisparagonwassoonechoedbythe,majorityofOrham’spopulation。CharliePhillips,althoughquiet,andinclinedtokeeptohimself,waslikedbyalmosteveryone。In,thebankandoutofithewaspolite,considerateandalways,agreeable。DuringthesefirstdaysJedfanciedthathedetectedin,theyoungmanacertainalertdread,asenseofbeingonguard,a,reserveinthepresenceofstrangers,buthewasnotsurethatthis,wasanythingmorethanfancy,afancyinspiredbythefactthathe,knewtheboy’ssecretandwasonthelookoutforsomethingofthe,sort。Atalleventsnooneelseappearedtonoticeitandit,becamemoreandmoreevidentthatCharlie,asnine-tenthsofOrham,calledhimwithinafortnight,wasdestinedtobethefavoritehere,that,accordingtohissister,hehadbeeneverywhereelse。 Ofcoursetherewereafewwhodidnot,orwouldnot,likehim。 LutherSmall,thedeposedbankclerk,wasbitterinhissneersand,causticinhiscomments。However,asLuteloudlydeclaredthathe,wasjustgoingtoquitanyhow,thathewouldn’thaveworkedforold,Hunniwellanotherweekifhewaspaidamillionaminuteforit,hishatredofhissuccessorseemedratherunaccountable。Barzilla,Small,Luther’sfondparent,alsoprofessedintensedislikeforthe,mannowfillinghisson’spositioninthebank。”Idon’tknowhow,’tis,“affirmedBarzilla,“butthefusttimeIseethatyoung,upstartIsaystomyself:’Youngfeller,youain’tmykind。’,This,remarkbeingrepeatedtoCaptainSam,thelatterobserved:’That’s,gospeltruthandthanktheLordforit。’“ AnotherpersonwhorefusedtoacceptPhillipsfavorablywasPhineas,Babbitt。Phineas’sbitternesswasnotthesorttosweetenover,night。HedislikedthenewbankclerkandhetoldJedWinslowwhy。