第10章

类别:其他 作者:Fouque, Friedrich de La Motte字数:23978更新时间:18/12/21 13:03:18
Phineasdidnotwait,butevensohispursuercaughthimbeforehe,reachedthegate。Jed,whohadruntothewindow,sawtheMajor,andthehardwaredealerinearnestconversation。Theformerseemed,tobedoingmostofthetalking。Thentheyseparated,Grover,remainingbythegateandPhineasstridingoffinthedirectionof,hisshop。Hewasmutteringtohimselfandhisfacewasworking,withemotion。Betweenbaffledmaliceandsuppressedhatredhe,lookedalmostasifheweregoingtocry。Evenamidhisown,feelingsofthankfulnessandreliefJedfeltapangofpityfor,PhineasBabbitt。Thelittlemanwastheincarnationofspiteand,envyandvindictivebitterness,butJedwassorryforhim,justas,hewouldhavebeensorryforamosquitowhichhadbittenhim。He,mightbeobligedtocrushthecreature,buthewouldfeelthatit,wasnotmuchtoblameforthebite;bothitandPhineascouldnot,helpbeingastheywere——theyweremadethatway。 Heheardanexclamationathisshoulderandturnedtofindthat,CaptainSamhadalsobeenregardingthepartingatthegate。 “Humph!”gruntedthecaptain。”Phinlooksasifhe’dbeeneatin’ somethin’thatdidn’tsetanytoogood。What’sstartedhimto,obeyin’ordersfromthatGrovermanalltoonce?,Ialwaysthought,hehatedsoldierin’worsethanahenhatesaswim……Humph!…… Well,that’sthesecondqueerestthingI’verunacrossto-day。” Jedchangedthesubject,ortriedtochangeit。 “What’sthefirstone,Sam?”hehastenedtoask。Hisfriendlooked,athimforaninstantbeforeheanswered。 “Thefirstone?”herepeated,slowly。”Well,I’lltellyou,Jed。 Thefirstone——andthequeerestofall——isyourfindin’thatfour,hundreddollars。” Jedwasagooddealtakenaback。Hehadnotexpectedananswerof,thatkind。Hisembarrassmentandconfusionreturned。 “Why——why,“hestammered,“is——isthatfunny,Sam?,Idon’t——I don’tknow’sIgetwhatyoumean。What’s——whatistherefunny,aboutmyfindin’thatmoney?” Thecaptainsteppedacrosstheshop,pulledforwardachairand,seatedhimself。Jedwatchedhimanxiously。 “I——Idon’tseeanythingveryfunnyaboutmyfindin’thatmoney,Sam,“hesaid,again。CaptainSamgrunted。 “Don’tyou?”heasked。”Well,maybemysenseofhumor’sgettin’ cross-eyedor——orsomethin’。IdidthinkIcouldseesomethin’ funnyinit,butmostlikelyIwasmistaken。Sitdown,Jed,and,tellmeallabouthowyoufoundit。” Jedhesitated。Hishandmovedslowlyacrosshischin。 “Well,now,Sam,“hefaltered,“thereain’tnothin’totell。I just——er——foundit,that’sall……Say,youain’tseenthatnew,gullvaneofminelately,haveyou?,Igothersoshecanflopher,wingsprettygoodnow。” “Hangthegullvane!,Iwanttohearhowyoufoundthatmoney。 Graciousking,man,youdon’texpectI’mgoin’totakethegettin’ backoffourhundreddollarsascoolasif’twastencents,doyou? Sitdownandtellmeaboutit。” SoJedsat,notwitheagerness,butmoreasifhecouldthinkofno,excuseforrefusing。Hiscompaniontiltedbackinhischair,lita,cigar,andbadehimheaveahead。 “Well,“beganJed,“I——I——yousee,Sam,Ihappenedtolookbehind,thatheapofboardsthereand——“ “Whatmadeyouthinkoflookin’behindthoseboards?” “Eh?,Why,nothin’’special。Ijusthappenedtolook。That’s,whereyourcoatwas,youknow。SoIlookedand——andthere’twas。” “Isee。There’twas,eh?,Where?” “Why——why,behindtheboards。Itoldyouthat,youknow。” “Graciousking,courseIknow!,You’vetoldmethatnolessthan,tentimes。ButWHEREwasit?,Ontheboards?,Onthefloor?” “Eh?……Oh,……oh,seemstome’twasonthefloor。” “Don’tyouKNOW’twasonthefloor?” “Why……why,yes,sartin。” “Thenwhatmadeyousay’seemsasif’itwasthere?” “Oh,……oh,Idon’tknow。Landsakes,Sam,whatareyouaskin’ meallthesequestionsfor?” “Justforfun,Iguess。I’minterested,naturally。Tellmesome,more。Howwasthemoney——alltogether,orkindofscattered’round?” “Eh?……Oh,alltogether。” “Sureofthat?” “CourseI’msureofit。Icanseeitjustasplainasday,nowI cometothinkofit。’Twasalltogether,inaheaplike。” “Um-hm。Thebandthatwasroundithadcomeoff,then?” “Band?,Whatband?” “Why,thepaperbandwith’$400’onit。Thathadcomeoffwhenit,felloutofmypocket,Ipresumelikely。” “Yes……Yes,Iguesslikelyitdid。Musthave……Er—— Sam,letmeshowyouthatgullvane。Igotitsonowthat——“ “Holdonaminute。I’mmightyinterestedaboutyourfindin’this,money。It’sso——sosortofunexpected,asyoumightsay。Ifthat,bandcameoffitmusthavebrokewhenthemoneytumbleddownbehind,theboards。Let’sseeifitdid。” Heroseandmovedtowardthepileofboards。Jedalsorose。 “Whatareyougoin’tolookfor?”heasked,anxiously。 “Why,thepaperbandwiththe’$400’onit。I’dliketoseeifit,broke……Humph!”headded,peeringdownintothedarkcrevice,betweentheboardsandthewalloftheshop。”Can’tseeanything,ofit,canyou?” Jed,peeringsolemnlydown,shookhishead。”No,“hesaid。”I can’tseeanythingofit。” “Butitmaybethere,forallthat。”,Hereacheddown。”Humph!”he,exclaimed。”Ican’ttouchbottom。Jed,you’vegotalongerarm,thanIhave;let’sseeifyoucan。” Jed,sprawledupontheheapoflumber,stretchedhisarmasfaras,itwouldgo。”Hum,“hedrawled,“Ican’tquitemakeit,Sam…… There’saplacewhereshenarrowswaydownhereandIcan’tgetmy,fingersthroughit。” “Isthatso?,Thenwe’dbettergiveuplookin’fortheband,I cal’late。Didn’tamounttoanything,anyhow。Tellmemoreabout,whatyoudidwhenyoufoundthemoney。Youmusthavebeen,surprised。” “Eh?……Landsakes,Iwas。Idon’tknow’sIeverwasso,surprisedinmylife。ThinksI,’Here’sSam’smoneythat’smissin’ fromthebank。’,Yes,sir,and’twas,too。” “Well,I’mmuchobligedtoyou,Jed,Isurelyam。Andwhenyou,foundit——,Let’ssee,youfounditthismornin’,ofcourse?” “Eh?,Why——why,how——whatmakesyouthinkIfounditthismornin’?” “Oh,becauseyoumusthave。’Causeifyou’dfoundityesterdayor,thedaybeforeyou’dhavetoldmerightoff。” “Yes——oh,yes,that’sso。Yes,Ifounditthismornin’。” “Hadn’tyouthoughttohuntforitafore?” “Eh?……Landsakes,yes……yes,I’dhuntedlotsoftimes,butIhadn’tfoundit。” “Hadn’tthoughttolookinthatplace,eh?” “That’sit……Say,Sam,what——“ “It’sluckyyouhadn’tmovedthoseboards。Ifyou’dshiftedthem,anysinceIthrewmycoaton’emyoumightnothavefounditfora,month,nottillyouusedupthewholepile。Luckyyoulookedafore,youshiftedthelumber。” “Yes……yes,that’sso。That’safact。But,Sam,hadn’tyou,bettertakethatmoneybacktothebank?,Thefolksuptheredon’t,knowit’sbeenfoundyet。They’llbesomesurprised,too。” “Sotheywill。Allhands’llbesurprised。AndwhenItell’emhow,youhappenedtoseethatmoneylyin’inapileonthefloorbehind,thoseboardsandcouldn’tscarcelybelieveyoureyes,andcouldn’t,believe’emuntilyou’dreacheddownandpickedupthemoney,and,countedit——,That’saboutwhatyoudid,Ipresumelikely,eh?” “Yes……Yes,that’sjustit。” “They’llbesurprisedthen,andnowonder。Butthey’dbemore,surprisedifIshouldbring’emhereandshow’emtheplacewhere,youfoundit。’Twouldsurprise’mostanybodytoknowthatthere,wasamanlivin’whocouldseedownablackcrackfourfootdeep,andtwoincheswideandaroundacornerinthatcrackandseemoney,lyin’onthefloor,andknow’twasmoney,andthenstretchhisarm,outacoupleoffootmoreandthinhiswristdownuntilitwasless,thananinchthroughandpickupthatmoney。ThatWOULDsurprise,em。Don’tyouthink’twould,Jed?” ThecolorleftJed’sface。Hismouthfellopenandhestared,blanklyathisfriend。Thelatterchuckled。 “Don’tyouthink’twouldsurprise’em,Jed?”herepeated。”Seems,likelyasif’twould。Itsurprisedmeallrightenough。” Thecolorcamesurgingback。Jed’scheeksflamed。Hetriedto,speak,butwhathesaidwasnotcoherentnorparticularly,intelligible。 “Now——now——now,Sam,“hestammered。”I——I——,Youdon’tunderstand。 Youain’tgotitright。I——I——“ Thecaptaininterrupted。”Don’ttrysohard,Jed,“hecontinued。 “Taketimetogetyoursteamup。You’llbustab’ilerifyoupuff,thatway。Let’sseewhatitisIdon’tunderstand。Youfoundthis,moneybehindthoseboards?” “Eh?,Yes……yes……but——“ “Wait。Andyoufounditthismornin’?” “Yes……yes……but,Sam——“ “Holdon。Yousawitlayin’ontheflooratthebottomofthat,crack?” “Well——well,Idon’tknowasIsawitexactly,but——but——,No,I didn’tseeit。I——Ifeltit。” “Oh,youfeltit!,Thoughtyousaidyousawit。Well,youreached,downandfeltit,then。Howdidyougetyourarmstretchedout,fivefootlongandthree-quartersofaninchthick?,Putitunder,thesteamroller,didyou?” Jedswallowedtwicebeforereplying。”I——I——“hebegan。”Well—— well,cometothinkofit,Sam,I——IguessIdidn’tfeelitwithmy,fingers。I——Itookastick。Yes,thatwasit。Ipokedinbehind,therewithastick。” “Oh,youfeltitwithastick。Andknew’twasmoney?,Tut,tut! Youmusthaveagoodsenseoftouch,Jed,toknowbillswhenyou,scratchacross’emwiththefarendofafivefootstick。Pick’em,upwithastick,too,didyou?” Mr。Winslowwasspeechless。CaptainSamshookhishead。 “Andthatain’tthemostastonishin’parteither,“heobserved。 “Whilethosebillswereinthedarkatthebottomofthatcrack,theymusthavesprouted。Theywentintherenothin’buttensand,twenties。Theseyoujustgavemearefivesandtwosandallsorts。 You’dbetterpokeasternofthoseboardsagain,Jed。Theroots,mustbedownthereyet;allyou’vescratcheduparethesprouts。” Hisonlyanswerwasahopelessgroan。CaptainSamroseand,walkingovertowherehisfriendsatwithhisfaceburiedbetween,hishands,laidhisownhandonthelatter’sshoulder。 “There,there,Jed,“hesaid,gently。”Ibegyourpardon。I’m,sorryIstirredyouupthisway。’Twasmeanofme,Iknow,but,whenyoucommencedgivin’meallthisrigmaroleIcouldn’thelpit。 Youneverwasmeantforaliar,oldman;youmakeamightypoor,fistatit。Whatisitallabout?,Whatwasyoutryin’todoit,for?” Anothergroan。Thecaptaintriedagain。 “What’stherealyarn?”heasked。”Whatareyouactin’thisway,for?,CourseIknowyouneverfoundthemoney。Istheresomebody——“ “No!,No,no!”Jed’svoicerosealmosttoashout。Hesprangto,hisfeetandclutchedatCaptainSam’scoat-sleeve。”No,“he,shouted。”Coursethereain’tanybody。Wh-whatmakesyousaysuch,athingasthat?,I——ItellyouIdidfindthemoney。Idid——I did。” “Jed!,Ofcourseyoudidn’t。Iknowyoudidn’t。IKNOW。Gracious,king,man,besensible。” “Idid!,Idid!,IfounditandnowIgiveitbacktoyou。What,moredoyouwant,SamHunniwell?,Ain’tthatenough?” “Enough!,It’sadarnedsighttoomuch。ItellyouIknowyou,didn’tfindit。” “ButIdid。” “Rubbish!,Inthefirstplace,youandIhuntedeveryinchbehind,thoseboardstheverydaythemoneywasmissin’,and’twa’n’tthere,then。And,besides,thisisn’tthemoneyIlost。” “Well——well,whatif’tain’t?,Idon’tcare。I——Iknow’tain’t。 I——Ispentyourmoney。” “YouSPENTit?,When?,Youtoldmeyouonlyfounditthismornin’。” “I——IknowIdid,but’twan’tso。I——I——“Jedwasinanagonyof,alarmandfrantichaste。”Ifoundyourmoneytwoorthreedays,ago。Yes,sir,that’swhenIfoundit……Er……er……” “Humph!,Whydidn’tyoutellmeyoufounditthen?,Ifyou’dfound,itwhatmadeyoukeeprunnin’intothebanktoaskmeifI’Dfound,it?,Whydidn’tyougiveitbacktomerightoff?,Oh,don’tbeso,ridiculous,Jed。” “I——Iain’t。It’strue。I——Ididn’tgiveitbacktoyoubecause—— becauseI——IthoughtfirstI’dkeepit。” “Keepit?,KEEPit?,Stealit,doyoumean?” “Yes——yes,that’swhatImean。I——IthoughtfirstI’ddothatand,thenIgot——gotkindofsorryand——andscaredandIgotsomemore,money——andnowI’mgivin’itbacktoyou。See,don’tyou,Sam? That’sthereason。” CaptainSamshookhishead。”Soyoudecidedtobeathief,did,you,Jed?”hesaid,slowly。”Well,theaveragepersonnever’dhave,guessedyouwassuchadesperatecharacter……Humph!…… Well,well!……Whatwasyougoin’todowiththefourhundred,providedyouhadkeptit?,YouspentthemoneyIlostanyway;you,saidyoudid。Whatdidyouspenditfor?” “Oh——oh,somethingsIneeded。” “Sho!,Isthatso?,Whatthings?” Jed’sshakinghandmovedacrosshischin。 “Oh——I——Iforget,“hefaltered。Then,afteradesperatestruggle,“I——I——Iboughtasuitofclothes。” Theeffortofthisconfessionwasapeculiarone。CaptainSam,Hunniwellputbackhisheadandroaredwithlaughter。Hewasstill,laughingwhenhepickeduphishatandturnedtothedoor。Jed,sprangfromhisseat。 “Eh?……You’renotGOIN’,areyou,Sam?”hecried。The,captain,wipinghiseyes,turnedmomentarily。 “Yes,Jed,“hesaid,chokingly,“I’mgoin’。Say,if——ifyouget,timesomeofthesedaysdressupinthatfourhundreddollarsuit,youboughtandthensendmeword。I’dliketoseeit。” Hewentout。Thedooroftheoutershopslammed。Jedwipedthe,perspirationfromhisforeheadandgroanedhelplesslyand,hopelessly。 ThecaptainhadreachedthegatewhenhesawPhillipscomingalong,theroadtowardhim。Hewaiteduntiltheyoungmanarrived。 “Hello,Captain,“hailedCharles。”Soyoudecidednottocomeback,tothebankthisafternoon,afterall?” Hisemployernodded。”Yes,“hesaid。”I’vebeenkeptawayon,business。Funnykindofbusiness,too。Say,Charlie,“headded,“supposelikelyyoursisterandyouwouldbetoobusytoseemefor,afewminutesnow?,I’dliketoseeifyou’vegotananswertoa,riddle。” “Ariddle?” “Um-hm。I’vejusthadtheriddlesprungonmeandit’sgotMYhead,whirlin’likeabottleinatiderip。CanIcomeintoyourhouse,foraminuteandspringitonyou?” Theyoungmanlookedpuzzled,whichwasnotsurprising,buthis,invitationtocomeintothehousewasmostcordial。Theyentered,bythefrontdoor。Astheycameintothelittlehalltheyhearda,man’svoiceintheliving-roombeyond。ItwasMajorGrover’svoice,andtheyheardthemajorsay: “Itdoesn’tmatteratall。PleaseunderstandIhadnothoughtof,asking。Imerelywantedyoutofeelthatwhatthatfellowsaidhad,noweightwithmewhatever,andtoassureyouthatIwillmakeit,mybusinesstoseethathekeepshismouthshut。Asfortheother,question,Ruth——“ RuthArmstrong’svoicebrokeinhere。 “Oh,please,“shebegged,“notnow。I——IamsosorryIcan’ttell,youeverything,but——butitisn’tmysecretand——andIcan’t。 Perhapssomeday——,ButpleasebelievethatIamgrateful,very,verygrateful。Ishallneverforgetit。” Charlie,withananxiousglanceatCaptainHunniwell,clearedhis,throatloudly。Thecaptain’sthoughts,however,weretoobusywith,his“riddle“topayattentiontothevoicesintheliving-room。As,heandPhillipsenteredthatapartmentMajorGrovercameintothe,hall。Heseemedatrifleembarrassed,buthenoddedtoCaptain,Sam,exchangedgreetingswithPhillips,andhurriedoutofthe,house。TheyfoundRuthstandingbytherearwindowandlookingout,towardthesea。 Thecaptainplungedatonceintohisstory。Hebeganbyasking,Mrs。Armstrongifherbrotherhadtoldherofthemissingfour,hundreddollars。Charleswasinclinedtobeindignant。 “OfcourseIhaven’t,“hedeclared。”Youaskedusalltokeep,quietaboutitandnottotellasoul,andIsupposedyoumeant,justthat。” “Eh?,SoIdid,Charlie,soIdid。Begyourpardon,boy。Imight,haveknownyou’dkeepyourhatchesclosed。Well,here’stheyarn,Mrs。Armstrong。Itdon’tmakemeoutanytooeverlastin’ brilliant。Agrownmanthatwouldshovethatamountofmoneyinto,hisovercoatpocketandthengosasshayin’fromWapatomactoOrham,ain’tthekindI’drecommendtoshipascowstewardonacattle,boat,tosaynothin’ofpresidentofabank。Butconfessin’sgood,forthesoul,theysay,evenifitdoesmakeafellerfeellikea,fool,soheregoes。Ididjustthatthing。” HewentontotellofhistriptoWapatomac,hisinterviewwith,Sage,hisvisittothewindmillshop,hisdiscoverythatfour,hundredofthefourteenhundredhaddisappeared。Thenhetoldof,hisattemptstotraceit,ofJed’sanxiousinquiriesfromdayto,day,and,finally,ofthescenehehadjustpassedthrough。 “Sothereyouare,“heconcluded。”Iwishtomercyyou’dtellme,whatitallmeans,forIcan’ttellmyself。Ifithadn’tbeenso—— sosortofpitiful,andifIhadn’tbeensopuzzledtoknowwhat,madehimdoit,Ical’lateI’dhavelaughedmyselfsicktoseepoor,oldJedtryin’tolie。Why,heain’tgotthefirstnotionofhow,tobegin;Idon’tcal’lateheevertoldareal,up-and-downlie,aforeinhislife。Thatwasfunnyenough——butwhenhebeganto,tellmehewasathief!,Graciousking!,Andallhecouldthinkof,inthewayofanexcusewasthathestolethefourhundredtobuya,suitofclotheswith。Ho,ho,ho!” Heroaredagain。CharliePhillipslaughedalso。Buthissister,didnotlaugh。Shehadseatedherselfintherockerbythewindow,whenthecaptainbeganhistaleandnowshehaddrawnbackintothe,cornerwheretheshadowsweredeepest。 “Sothereyouare,“saidCaptainSam,again。”There’stheriddle。 Nowwhat’stheanswer?,Whydidhedoit?,Caneitherofyouguess?” Phillipsshookhishead。”Youhavegotme,“hedeclared。”Andthe,moneyhegaveyouwasnotthemoneyyoulost?,You’resureofthat?” “CourseI’msureofit。InthefirstplaceIlostapacketof,cleantensandtwenties;thisstuffI’vegotinmypocketnowis,allsorts,onesandtwosandfivesandeverything。Andinthe,secondplace——“ “Pardonme,justaminute,CaptainHunniwell。Wheredidhegetthe,fourhundredtogiveyou,doyouthink?,Hehasn’tcashedanylarge,checksatthebankwithinthelastdayortwo,andhewould,scarcelyhavesomuchonhandinhisshop。” “Notasmuchasthat——no。AlthoughI’veknowntheabsent-minded,carelesscrittertohaveovertwohundredknockin’aroundamonghis,toolsandchipsandgluepots。Probablyhehadsometostartwith,andhegottherestbygettin’folksaroundtownandoverto,Harnisstocashhischecks。AnthonyHammondoverthereaskedmea,littlewhileago,whenImethimdowntothewharf,ifIthought,Shavin’sWinslowwasgoodforahundredandtwenty-five。SaidJed,hadsentoverbythetelephoneman’sautoandaskedhimtocasha,checkforthatmuch。Hammondsaidhethought’twasqueerhehadn’t,casheditatourbank;that’swhyheaskedmeaboutit。” “Humph!,Butwhyshouldhegivehisownmoneyawayinthatfashion? Andconfesstostealingandallthatstuff?,Ineverheardofsuch,athing。” “Neitherdidanybodyelse。I’veknownJedallmylifeandInever,cantellwhatloonythinghe’sliabletodonext。Butthisbeats,allof’em,Iwillgivein。” “Youdon’tsuppose——youdon’tsupposeheisdoingittohelpyou,becauseyouarehisfriend?,Becauseheisafraidthebank——oryou—— maygetintotroublebecauseof——well,becauseofhavingbeenso,careless?” CaptainSamlaughedoncemore。”No,no,“hesaid。”Graciousking,Ihopemyreputation’sgoodenoughtostandthelosin’offour,hundreddollars。AndJedknowsperfectlywellIcouldputitback,myself,if’twasnecessary,withoutrunnin’meintothepoorhouse。 No,’tain’tformehe’sdoin’it。Iain’tthereason。” “Andyou’requitesurehisstoryisALLuntrue。Youdon’timagine,thathedidfindthemoney,yourmoney,andthen,forsomereason,orother,changeitwithsmallerbills,and——“ “Sshh,sshh,Charlie,don’twasteyourbreath。ItoldyouIKNEW hehadn’tfoundthefourhundreddollarsIlost,didn’tI?,Well,I doknowitandfortheverybestofreasons;infact,mystoppin’ intohisshopjustnowwastotellhimwhatI’dheard。Yousee,Charlie,oldSylvesterSagehasgotbackfromBostonandopenedup,hishouseagain。Andhetelephonedmeattwoo’clocktosaythat,thefourhundreddollarpacketwaslayin’onhissittin’-roomtable,justwhereIleftitwhenheandIpartedcompanyfourdaysorso,ago。That’showIKNOWJeddidn’tfindit。” FromtheshadowycornerwhereRuthArmstrongsatcamealittlegasp,andanexclamation。Charleswhistled。 “Well,byGeorge!”heexclaimed。”Thatcertainlyputsacrimpin,Jed’sconfession。” “Sartinsureitdoes。WhenSylvesterandIpartedwewasboth,prettyhotunderthecollar,havin’calledeachother’spolitics,abouteverymeannamewecouldthinkof。Igrabbedupmygloves,andwhatIthoughtwasmymoneyfromthetableandslammedoutof,thehouse。SeemsallIgrabbedwasthetwofivehundredpackages; thefourhundredonewasshovedundersomepapersandmagazinesand,thereitstayedtillSylvestergotbackfromhisBostoncruise。 “Butthatdon’tanswermyriddle,“headded,impatiently。”What,madeJedactthewayhedid?,Gottheanswer,Charlie?” Theyoungmanshookhishead。”No,byGeorge,Ihaven’t!”he,replied。 “Howaboutyou,Mrs。Armstrong?,Canyouhelpusout?” Ruth’sanswerwasbrief。”No,I’mafraidnot,“shesaid。There,wasaqueernoteinhervoicewhichcausedherbrothertoglanceat,her,butCaptainHunniwelldidnotnotice。Heturnedtogo。 “Well,“hesaid,“Iwishyou’dthinkitoverandseeifyoucanspy,landanywheresahead。Ineedapilot。Thiscourseistoocrooked,forme。I’mgoin’hometoaskMaud;maybeshecanseealight。So,long。” Hewentout。WhenCharlesreturned,havingaccompaniedhis,employerasfarasthedoor,hefoundRuthstandingbyherchair,andlookingathim。Aglanceatherfacecausedhimtostopshort,andlookather。 “Why,Ruth,“heasked,“whatisit?” Shewaspaleandtrembling。Thereweretearsinhereyes。 “Oh,Charlie,“shecried,“can’tyousee?,He——hediditforyou。” “Diditforme?,Didwhat?,Who?,Whatareyoutalkingabout,Sis?” “Jed。JedWinslow。Don’tyousee,Charlie?,Hepretendedtohave,foundthemoneyandtohavestolenitjusttosaveyou。Hethought,you——hethoughtyouhadtakenit。” “WHAT?,ThoughtIhadtakenit?,Ihad?,Whyinthedevilshouldhe,think——“ Hestopped。Whenhenextspokeitwasinadifferenttone。 “Sis,“heasked,slowly,“doyoumeanthathethoughtItookthis,moneybecauseheknewIhad——haddonethatthingatMiddleford? Doesheknow——aboutthat?” Thetearswerestreamingdownhercheeks。”Yes,Charlie,“she,said,“heknows。Hefounditout,partlybyaccident,beforeyou,camehere。And——andthinkhowloyal,howwonderfulhehasbeen! Itwasthroughhimthatyougotyouropportunitythereatthebank。 Andnow——nowhehasdonethistosaveyou。Oh,Charlie!” CHAPTERXIX TheclockinthesteepleoftheMethodistchurchboomedeleven,timesandstillthelightsshonefromthesitting-roomwindowsof,thelittleWinslowhouseandfromthoseofJed’slivingquarters,behindhiswindmillshop。Atthattimeofyearandatthattimeof,nighttherewerefewwindowsalightinOrham,andMr。GabeBearse,hadhebeenastiratsuchanhour,mighthavewonderedwhythe,Armstrongsand“Shavings“were“settin’up。”,Fortunatelyforevery,oneexcepthim,Gabewasinbedandasleep,otherwisehemighthave,peepedunderJed’skitchenwindowshade——hehadbeenaccusedof,doingsuchthings——andhadhedonesohewouldhaveseenJedand,CharliePhillipsindeepandearnestconversation。Neitherwould,havewishedtobeseenjustthen;theirinterviewwasfartoo,intimateandseriousforthat。 Theyhadbeentalkingsinceeight。Charlesandhissisterhadhad,alongconversationfollowingCaptainHunniwell’svisitandthen,afterapretenseatsupper——apretensemadelargelyonBabbie’s,account——theyoungmanhadcomestraighttotheshopandtoJed。 Hehadfoundthelatterinastateofextremedejection。Hewas,sittingbeforethelittlewritingtableinhisliving-room,his,elbowsonthedeskandhisheadinhishands。Thedrawerofthe,tablewasopenandJedwas,apparently,gazingintentlyat,somethingwithin。WhenPhillipsenteredtheroomhestarted,hastilyslammedthedrawershut,andraisedapaleanddistressed,facetohisvisitor。 “Eh?”heexclaimed。”Oh,it’syou,Charlie,ain’tit?,I——I——er—— goodmornin’。It’s——it’saniceday。” Charlessmiledslightlyandshookhishead。 “You’realittlemixedonthetime,aren’tyou,Jed?”heobserved。 “ItWASaniceday,butitisaniceeveningnow。” “Eh?,Isit?,Landsakes,Ipresumelikely’tis。Mustbeafter,suppertime,Ishouldn’twonder。” “Suppertime!,Why,it’saftereighto’clock。Didn’tyouknowit?” “No-o。No,Iguessnot。I——Ikindoflostrunofthetime,seems,so。” “Haven’tyouhadanysupper?” “No-o。Ididn’tseemtocareaboutsupper,somehow。” “Buthaven’tyoueatenanything?” “No。Ididmakemyselfacupoftea,buttwan’twhatyou’dcalla,success……Iforgottoputtheteainit……Butitdon’t,makeanydifference;Iain’thungry——orthirsty,either。” Phillipsleanedforwardandlaidahandontheolderman’sshoulder。 “Jed,“hesaidgently,“Iknowwhyyou’renothungry。Oh,Jed,whatintheworldmadeyoudoit?” Jedstartedbacksoviolentlythathischairalmostupset。He,raisedahandwiththegestureofonewardingoffablow。 “Do?”hegasped。”Dowhat?” “Why,whatyoudidaboutthatmoneythatCaptainHunniwelllost。 Whatmadeyoudoit,Jed?” Jed’seyesclosedmomentarily。Thenheopenedthemand,without,lookingathisvisitor,roseslowlytohisfeet。 “SoSamtoldyou,“hesaid,withasigh。”I——Ididn’thardlythink,he’ddothat……Course’twasallrightforhimtotell,“he,addedhastily。”Ididn’taskhimnotto,but——but,heandIhavin’ been——er——chums,asyoumightsay,forsolong,I——Isortof,thought……Well,itdon’tmakeanydifference,Iguess。Did,hetellyour——yoursister?,DidhetellherhowI——howIstolethe,money?” Charlesshookhishead。 “No,“hesaidquietly。”No,hedidn’ttelleitherofusthat。He,toldusthatyouhadtriedtomakehimbelieveyoutookthemoney,butthatheknewyouwerenottellingthetruth。Heknewyou,didn’ttakeit。” “Eh?,Now……now,Charlie,thatain’tso。”,Jedwasevenmore,disturbedanddistressedthanbefore。”I——ItoldSamItookit,and——andkeptit。ITOLDhimIdid。Whatmoredoeshewant? What’shegoin’aroundtellin’folksIdidn’tfor?,What——“ “Hush,Jed!,Heknowsyoudidn’ttakeit。Heknewitallthetime,youweretellinghimyoudid。Infacthecameintoyourshopthis,afternoontotellyouthattheSagemanoveratWapatomachadfound,thefourhundreddollarsonthetableinhissitting-roomjust,wherethecaptainleftit。Sagehadjust’phonedhimthatvery,thing。Hewouldhavetoldyouthat,butyoudidn’tgivehimthe,chance。Jed,I——“ ButJedinterrupted。Hisexpressionashelistenedhadbeen,changingliketheskyonawindydayinApril。 “Here,here!”hecriedwildly。”What——whatkindoftalk’sthat? Do——doyoumeantotellmethatSamHunniwellneverlostthatmoney,atall?,ThatallhedidwasleaveitoveratWapatomac?” “Yes,that’sjustwhatImean。” “Then——thenallthetimewhenIwas——wasgivin’himthe——theother,moneyandtellin’himhowIfounditand——andall——heknew——“ “Certainlyheknew。I’vejusttoldyouthatheknew。” Jedsatheavilydowninthechaironcemore。Hepassedhishand,slowlyacrosshischin。 “Heknew!”herepeated。”Heknew!……”,Then,withasuddengasp,asthefullsignificanceofthethoughtcametohim,hecried: “Why,if——ifthemoneywasn’teverlostyoucouldn’t——you——“ Charlesshookhishead:“No,Jed,“hesaid,“Icouldn’thavetaken,it。AndIdidn’ttakeit。” Jedgaspedagain。Hestretchedoutahandimploringly。”Oh,Lord,“heexclaimed,“Inevermeanttosaythat。I——I——“ “It’sallright,Jed。Idon’tblameyouforthinkingImighthave,takenit。Knowingwhatyoudidabout——well,aboutmypastrecord,itisnotveryastonishingthatyoushouldthinkalmostanything。” Jed’sagonizedcontritionwasacute。 “Don’ttalkso,Charlie!”hepleaded。”Don’t!,I——I’doughttobe,ashamedofmyself。Iam——mercyknowsIam!,But……Eh?,Why,howdidyouknowIknewabout——that?” “Ruthtoldmejustnow。AfterCaptainHunniwellhadgone,shetold,methewholething。AbouthowBabbieletthecatoutofthebag,andhowshetoldyouforfearyoumightsuspectsomethingeven,worsethanthetruth;although,“headded,“thatwasquitebad,enough。Yes,shetoldmeeverything。You’vebeenabrickall,through,Jed。Andnow——“ “Wait,Charlie,wait。I——Idon’tknowwhattosaytoyou。Idon’t,knowwhatyoumustthinkofmeforever——everoncesuspectin’you。 Ifyouhadn’tsaidtomeonlysuchalittlespellagothatyou,neededmoneysobadandwoulddomostanythingtogetfivehundred,dollars——ifyouhadn’tsaidthat,Idon’tthinkthenotionwould,everhavecrossedmymind。” Phillipswhistled。”Well,byGeorge!”heexclaimed。”Ihad,forgottenthat。NowonderyouthoughtIhadgonecrookedagain。 Humph!……Well,I’lltellyouwhyIwantedthatmoney。You,see,I’vebeentryingtopaybacktothemaninMiddlefordthe,moneyofhiswhich——whichItookbefore。Itistwothousand,dollarsand,“withashrug,“thatlooksagooddealbiggersumto,menowthanitusedto,youcanbetonthat。Ihadafewhundred,inaNewYorksavingsbankbeforeI——well,beforetheyshutmeup。 Nooneknewaboutit,notevenSis。Ididn’ttellherbecause—— well,IwishIcouldsayitwasbecauseIwasintendingtouseit,topaybackwhatIhadtaken,butthatwasn’ttherealreasonwhyI keptstillaboutit。Totellyouthetruth,Jed,Ididn’tfeel—— no,Idon’tfeelyetanytooforgivingorkindlytowardthatchap,whohadmeputinprison。I’mnotshirkingblame;Iwasafooland,ascampandallthat;butheis——he’sahardman,Jed。” Jednodded。”SeemstomeRu——yoursistersaidhewasaconsider’ble,ofaprofesser,“heobserved。 “Professor?,Whyno,hewasabondbroker。” “Imeanthatheprofessedreligionagooddeal。Calledhimselfa,Christianandsuchkindofnames。” Phillipssmiledbitterly。”IfheisaChristianIprefertobea,heathen,“heobserved。 “Um-hm。Well,maybeheain’tone。Youcouldteachaparrotto,holler’PraisetheLord,’Ical’late,andthemorecrackershegot,byitthelouderhe’dholler。Soyouneversaidanythingaboutthe,fourhundredyouhadputby,Charlie。” “No。IfeltthatIhadbeentreatedbadlyand——why,Jed,theman,usedtourgemetodressbetterthanIcouldafford,tobelongto,themostexpensiveclubandallthatsortofthing。HeknewIwas,inwithasetsportingtentimesthemoneyIcouldmuster,and,spendingit,too,butheseemedtoliketohavemeassociatewith,them。Saiditwasgoodforthebusiness。” “Sartin!,MorecrackersforPolly。Goon。” “Iintendedthatheshouldneverhavethatmoney,butafterIcame,here,afterIhadbeenhereforatime,Ichangedmymind。Isaw,thingsinadifferentlight。Iwrotehimaletter,toldhimI meanttopaybackeverycentofthetwothousandIhadtakenand,enclosedmycheckforthesevenhundredandfiftyIhadputby。 SincethenIhavepaidhimtwohundredandfiftymore,goodness,knowshow。IhavesqueezedeverypennyfrommysalarythatIcould,spare。Ihavepaidhimhalfofthetwothousandand,ifeverything,hadgoneonwell,somedayorotherIwouldhavepaidtheother,half。” Jedlaidahandonhiscompanion’sknee。”Goodboy,Charlie,“he,said。”Andhowdidthe——er——professin’pollparrotactaboutyour,payin’itback?” Charlessmiledfaintly。”JustbeforeItalkedwithyouthatday,Jed,“hesaid,“Ireceivedaletterfromhimstatingthathedid,notfeelIwaspayingasrapidlyasIcouldandthat,ifhedidnot,receiveanotherfivehundredshortlyheshouldfeelithisdutyto,communicatewithmypresentemployers。DoyouwonderIsaidI woulddoalmostanythingtogetthemoney?” Jed’shandpattedthekneesympathetically。 “Sho,sho,sho!”heexclaimed。”Haveyouheardfromhimsince?” “No,IwrotehimthatIwaspayingasfastasIcouldandthatif,hecommunicatedwithmyemployersthatwouldendanychancesofhis,evergettingmore。Hehasn’twrittensince;afraidofstoppingthe,goldeneggsupply,Ipresume……Butthere,“headded,“that’s,enoughofthat。Jed,howcouldyoudoit——justforme?,Ofcourse,Ihadcometorealizethatyourheartwasasbigasabushel,basket,andthatyouandIwerefriends。Butwhenafellowgives,upfourhundreddollarsofhisownmoney,and,notonlydoesthat,butdeliberatelyconfesseshimselfathief——whenhedoesthatto,savesomeoneelsewho,asheknew,hadreallybeenathiefandwho,hewasprettysuremusthavestolenagain——why,Jed,itis,unbelievable。Whydidyoudoit?,WhatcanIsaytoyou?” Jedheldupaprotestinghand。 “Don’tsayanything,“hestammered。”Don’t!,It’s——it’sall,foolishness,anyhow。” “Foolishness!,It’s——oh,Idon’tknowwhatitis!,Andtosacrifice,yourreputationandyourcharacterandyourfriendshipwithCaptain,Hunniwell,allforme!,Ican’tunderstandit。” “Now——now——now,Charlie,don’ttryto。IfIcan’tunderstand,myselfmore’nhalfthetime,what’stheuseofyourstrainin’your,brains?,I——Ijusttookanotion,that’sall。I——“ “But,Jed,whydidyoudoit——forme?,Ihaveheardofmendoing,suchthingsfor——forwomen,sacrificingthemselvestosaveawoman,theywereinlovewith。Youreadofthatinbooksand——yes,I thinkIcanunderstandthat。Butforyoutodoit——forME!” Jedwavedbothhandsthistime。”Sshh!sshh!”hecried,infrantic,protest。Hisfacewasabrilliantcrimsonandhisembarrassment,andconfusionweresoacuteastobelaughable,althoughPhillips,wasfarfromlaughing。”Sshh,sshh,Charlie,“pleadedJed。”You—— youdon’tknowwhatyou’retalkin’about。You’remakin’anawful,fussaboutnothin’。Sshh!,Yes,youare,too。Ididn’thaveany,notionoftellin’SamIstolethatfourhundredwhenIfirstgave,ittohim。Iwasgoin’totellhimIfoundit,that’sall。That,wouldkeephimbottledup,Ifiggered,andsatisfiedandthen——then,youandI’dhaveatalkandI’dtellyouwhatI’ddoneand——well,somedaymaybeyoucouldpaymebackthemoney;don’tyousee?,I dohope,“headdedanxiously,“youwon’tholditagainstme,for,thinkin’maybeyouhadtakenit。CourseI’doughttohaveknown,better。IwouldhaveknownbetterifI’dbeenanybodybutShavin’s,Winslow。HEain’tresponsible。” “Hush,Jed,hush!,Butwhydidyousayyouhad——keptit?” “Eh?,Oh,thatwasSam’sdoin’s。Hecommencedtoaskquestions,and,thefirstthingIknew,hehadmeonthespiderfryin’overa,hotfire。ThemoreIsizzledandsputteredandtriedtogetoutof,thatspider,themorehepokedupthefire。Ideclare,Inever,knewlyin’wassuchajob!,WhenIseehoweasyandnaturalit,comestosomefolksIfeelkindofashamedtothinkwhatapoor,showImadeatit。Well,Samkeptpokin’thefireandheatin’me,uptillIgotdesperateandsworeIstolethemoneyinsteadof,findin’it。Andthatwashoppin’outofthefryin’panINTOthe,fire,“hedrawledreflectively。 Charlessmiled。”CaptainSamsaidyoutoldhimyoutookthemoney,tobuyasuitofclotheswith,“hesuggested。 “Eh?,DidI?,Sho!,Thatwasarealbrightideaofmine,wasn’tit? Asuitofclothes。Humph!,WonderIdidn’tsayIboughtshoelaces,orcollarbuttonsorsomethin’……Sho!……Dear,dear! Well,theysayGeorgeWashin’toncouldn’ttellalieandI’ve,provedIcan’teither;onlyI’vetriedtotelloneandIdon’t,recollectthatheeverdidthat……Humph!……Asuitof,clothes……Fourhundreddollars……Solomoninallhis,glorywouldhavelookedlikeacalicoshirtandapairofoveralls,alongsideofme,eh?……Humph!” Phillipsshookhishead。”Nevertheless,Jed,“hedeclared,“I can’tunderstandwhyyoudiditandInever——nevershallforgetit。 NeitherwillRuth。Shewilltellyousoto-morrow。” Jedwasfrightened。”No,no,no,shemustn’t,“hecried,quickly。 “I——Idon’twanthertotalkaboutit。I——Idon’twantanybodyto,talkaboutit。Pleasetellhernotto,Charlie!,Please!,It’s—— it’sallsuchfoolishnessanyhow。Let’sforgetit。” “Itisn’tthesortofthingoneforgetseasily。Butwewon’ttalk,ofitanymorejustnow,ifthatpleasesyoubetter。Ihavesome,otherthingstotalkaboutandImusttalkaboutthemwithsome,one。IMUST——I’vegotto。” Jedlookedathim。ThewordsremindedhimforciblyofRuth’son,thatdaywhenshehadcometothewindmillshoptotellhimher,brother’sstoryandtodiscussthequestionofhiscomingtoOrham。 She,too,hadsaidthatshemusttalkwithsomeone——sheMUST。 “Have——youtalked’emoverwith——withyoursister?”heasked。 “Yes。ButsheandIdon’tagreecompletelyinthematter。You,see,Ruththinkstheworldofme,shealwaysdid,agreatdealmore,thanIdeserve,everhavedeservedoreverwill。Andinthis,mattershethinksfirstofallofme——whatwillbecomeofme,provided——well,providedthingsdon’tgoasIshouldliketohave,them。Thatisn’tthewayIwanttofacethequestion。Iwantto,knowwhatisbestforeveryone,forher,formeand——andforsome,oneelse——mostofallforsomeoneelse,Iguess,“headded。 Jednoddedslowly。”ForMaud,“hesaid。 Charleslookedathim。”Howonearth——?”hedemanded。”Whatin,blazesareyou——aclairvoyant?” “No-o。No。Butitdon’tneedaspiritmediumtoseethrougha,windowpane,Charlie;thatis,theaveragewindowpane,“headded,withaglanceathisown,whichwereinneedofwashingjustthen。 “Youwanttoknow,“hecontinued,“whatyou’doughttodonowthat,willbetherightthing,orthenighesttotherightthing,for,yoursisterandBabbieandyourself——andMaud。” “Yes,Ido。Itisn’tanynewquestionforme。I’vebeenputting,ituptomyselfforalongtime,formonths;by,George,itseems,years。” “Iknow。Iknow。Well,Charlie,I’vebeenputtin’itupto,myself,too。Haveyougotanyanswer?” “No,nonethatexactlysuitsme。Haveyou?” “Idon’tknow’sIhave——exactly。” “Exactly?,Well,haveyouany,exactorotherwise?” “Um……Well,I’vegotone,but……butperhapsitain’tan,answer。Perhapsitwouldn’tdoatall。Perhaps……perhaps……” “Nevermindtheperhapses。Whatisit?” “Um……Supposeweletitwaitalittlespellandtalkthe,situationoverjustalittlemite。You’vebeentalkin’withyour,sister,yousay,andshedon’tentirelyagreewithyou。” “No。Isaythingscan’tgoonasthey’vebeengoing。Theycan’t。” “Um-hm。Meanin’——whatthings?” “Everything。Jed,doyourememberthatdaywhenyouandIhadthe,talkaboutpoetryandallthat?,Whenyouquotedthatpoemabouta,chap’sfearinghisfatetoomuch?,Well,I’vebeenfearingmyfate,eversinceIbegantorealizewhatamessIwasgettingintohere,inOrham。WhenIfirstcameIsaw,ofcourse,thatIwasskating,onthinice,anditwaslikelytobreakundermeatanytime。I knewperfectlywellthatsomedaytheMiddlefordbusinesswasbound,tocomeoutandthatmyacceptingthebankofferwithouttelling,CaptainHunniwelloranyonewasamightyrisky,nottosaymean,business。ButRuthwassoveryanxiousthatIshouldacceptand,keptbeggingmenottotell,atleastuntiltheyhadhadachance,tolearnthatIwasworthsomething,thatIgaveinand……I say,Jed,“heputin,breakinghisownsentenceinthemiddle,“don’tthinkI’mtryingtoshovetheblameoverontoSis。It’s,notthat。” Jednodded。”Sho,sho,Charlie,“hesaid,“course’tain’t。I understand。” “No,I’lltaketheblame。Iwasoldenoughtohaveamindofmy,own。Well,asIwassaying,Irealizeditall,butIdidn’tcare,somuch。Ifthesmashdidcome,Ifigured,itmightnotcomeuntil,Ihadestablishedmyselfatthebank,untiltheymighthavefound,mevaluableenoughtokeeponinspiteofit。AndIworkedmighty,hardtomakethemlikeme。Then——then——well,thenMaudandI becamefriendsand——and——oh,confoundit,youseewhatImean!,You,mustsee。” TheWinslowkneewasclaspedbetweentheWinslowhandsandthe,Winslowfootwasswinging。Jednoddedagain。 “Isee,Charlie,“hesaid。 “And——andhereIam。Thesmashhascome,inaway,already。 Babbitt,soRuthtellsme,knowsthewholestoryandwasthreatening,totell,butshesaysGroverassuresherthathewon’ttell,thathe,themajor,hasaclubovertheoldfellowwhichwillpreventhis,telling。Doyouthinkthat’strue?” “Ishouldn’tbesurprised。MajorGroversartinlydidseemtoput,thefearoftheLordintoPhinthisafternoon……Andthat’s,noone-horsemiracle,“hedrawled,“whenyouconsiderthatall,theministersinOrhamhaven’tbeenabletodoitforfortyodd,years……Um……Yes,Ikindofcal’latePhin’llkeephis,hatchesshut。Hemaybusthisb’ilerandblowupwithspite,but,hewon’ttalkaboutyou,Charlie,Ihonestlybelieve。Andwecan,allthankthemajorforthat。” “Ishallthankhim,forone!” “Mercyonus!,No,no。Hedoesn’tknowyourstoryatall。Hejust,thinksBabbittwascirculatin’liesaboutRuth——aboutyoursister。 Youmustn’tmentiontheMiddleford——er——messtoMajorGrover。” “Humph!,Well,unlessI’mgreatlymistaken,Ruth——“ “Eh?,Ruth——what?” “Oh,nothing。Nevermindthatnow。AndallowingthatBabbitt,will,asyousay,keephismouthshut,admittingthatthesituation,isjustwhatitwasbeforeCaptainHunniwelllostthemoneyor,Babbittcameintotheaffairatall,stillI’vemadeupmymind,thatthingscan’tgoonastheyare。Jed,I——it’samightyhard,thingtosaytoanotherman,but——theworld——myworld——justbegins,andendswith——withher。” Hisfistsclenchedandhisjawsetashesaidit。Jedbowedhis,head。 “WithMaud,youmean,“hesaid。 “Yes。I——Idon’tcareforanythingelseoranybodyelse…… Oh,ofcourseIdon’tmeanjustthat,youknow。IdocareforSis,andBabbie。But——they’redifferent。” “Iunderstand,Charlie。” “No,youdon’t。Howcanyou?,Nobodycanunderstand,leastofall,asetoldcranklikeyou,Jed,andaconfirmedbachelorbesides。 Begpardonforcontradictingyou,butyoudon’tunderstand,you,can’t。” Jedgazedsoberlyatthefloor。 “MaybeIcanunderstandalittle,Charlie,“hedrawledgently。 “Well,allright。Letitgoatthat。ThefactisthatI’mata,crisis。” “Justahalfminute,now。HaveyousaidanythingtoMaudabout—— abouthowyoufeel?” “OfcourseIhaven’t,“indignantly。”HowcouldI,withouttelling,hereverything?” “That’sright,that’sright。Courseyoucouldn’t,andbefairand,honorable……Hum……Thenyoudon’tknowwhetherornot,she——er——feelsthesamewayabout——aboutyou?” Charleshesitated。”No-o,“hehesitated。”No,Idon’tknow,of,course。ButI——Ifeel——I——“ “Youfeelthatthatpartofthesituationain’twhatyou’dcall,hopeless,eh?……Um……Well,judgin’fromwhatI’veheard,Ishouldn’tcallitthat,either。Woulditsurpriseyoutoknow,Charlie,thatherdadandIhadalittletalkonthisverysubject,notsoverylongago?” Evidentlyitdidsurprisehim。Charlesgaspedandturnedred。 “CaptainHunniwell!”heexclaimed。”DidCaptainHunniwelltalk,withyouabout——aboutMaudand——andme?” “Yes。” “Well,byGeorge!,Thenhesuspected——heguessedthat——,That’s,strange。” Jedrelinquishedthegripofonehanduponhiskneelongenoughto,strokehischin。 “Um……yes,“hedrawleddrily。”It’sworsethanstrange,it’s—— er——paralyzin’。MoreclairvoyantsinOrhamthanyouthoughtthere,was;eh,Charlie?” “Butwhyshouldhetalkwithyouonthatsubject;aboutanything,so——er——personalandconfidentialasthat?,WithYOU,youknow!” Jed’sslowsmiledriftedintosightandvanishedagain。He,permittedhimselftheluxuryofaretort。 “Well,“heobservedmusingly,“astothatIcan’tsayforcertain。 Maybehediditforthesamereasonyou’redoin’itnow,Charlie。” Theyoungmanevidentlyhadnotthoughtofitinjustthatlight。 Helookedsurprisedandstillmorepuzzled。 “Why,yes,“headmitted。”SoIam,ofcourse。AndIdotalkto,youaboutthingsIneverwouldthinkofmentioningtootherpeople。 AndRuthsaysshedoes。That’squeer,too。Butweare——er—— neighborsofyoursand——andtenants,youknow。We’veknownyou,eversincewecametoOrham。” “Ye-es。AndSam’sknownmeeversinceIcame。Anyhowhetalked,withmeaboutyouandMaud。Idon’tthinkIshallbesayin’more’n,IoughttoifItellyouthathelikesyou,Charlie。” “Doeshe?”eagerly。”ByGeorge,I’mgladofthat!,But,oh,well,“ withasigh,“hedoesn’tknow。Ifhedidknowmyrecordhemight,notlikemesowell。Andasformymarryinghisdaughter——good,NIGHT!”withhopelessemphasis。 “No,notgoodnightbyanymeans。Maybeit’sonlygoodmornin’。 Goonandtellmewhatyoumeanbybein’atacrisis,asyousaida,minuteago。” “Imeanjustthat。ThetimehascomewhenImustspeaktoMaud。I mustfindoutif——findouthowshefeelsaboutme。AndIcan’t,speaktoher,honorably,withouttellinghereverything。And,supposesheshouldcareenoughformeto——to——supposesheshould,careinspiteofeverything,there’sherfather。Sheishisonly,daughter;heworshipsthegroundshestepson。SupposeItellhim,I’vebeen,“bitterly,“acrookandajailbird;whatwillHEthink,ofme——asason-in-law?,Andnowsupposehewasfoolenoughto,consent——whichisn’tsupposable——howcouldIstayhere,workingfor,him,spongingalivingfromhim,withthisthinghangingoverus,all?,No,Ican’t——Ican’t。WhateverelsehappensIcan’tdothat。 AndIcan’tgoonasIam——orIwon’t。NowwhatamIgoingtodo?” Hehadrisenandwaspacingthefloor。Jedaskedaquestion。 “Whatdoesyoursisterwantyoutodo?”heasked。 “Ruth?,Oh,asItoldyou,shethinksofnoonebutme。How,dreadfulitwouldbeformetotellofmyMiddlefordrecord!,How,awfulifIlostmypositioninthebank!,Supposetheydischarged,meandthetownlearnedwhy!,I’vetriedtomakeherseethat,comparedtothequestionofMaud,nothingelsemattersatall,but,I’mafraidshedoesn’tseeitasIdo。Sheonlysees——me。” “Herbrother。Um……yes,Iknow。” “Yes。Well,wetalkedandtalked,butwegotnowhere。Soatlast,IsaidIwascomingouttothankyouforwhatyoudidtosaveme,Jed。Icouldhardlybelieveitthen;Icanscarcelybelieveit,now。Itwastoomuchforanymantodoforanother。Andshesaid,totalkthewholepuzzleoutwithyou。Sheseemstohaveallthe,confidenceonearthinyourjudgment,Jed。Sheisaswillingto,leaveadecisiontoyou,apparently,asyouprofesstobetoleave,onetoyourwoodenprophetupontheshelfthere;what’s-his-name—— er——Isaiah。” Jedlookedgreatlypleased,butheshookhishead。”I’mafraidher,confidenceain’tfoundedonarock,likethefeller’shouseinthe,Bible,“hedrawled。”Mydecisionsareliabletostickhalfway,betwixtandbetween,sameas——er——Jeremiah’sdo。But,“headded,gravely,“Ihavebeenthinkin’prettyseriouslyaboutyouandyour,particularpuzzle,Charlie,and——andIain’tsurethatIdon’tsee,onewayoutofthefog。Itmaybeahardway,anditmayturnout,wrong,anditmaynotbeanythingyou’llagreeto。But——“ “Whatisit?,Ifit’sanythingevenhalfwaysatisfactoryI’ll,believeyou’rethewisestmanonearth,JedWinslow。” “Well,ifIthoughtyouwasliabletobelievethatI’dtellyouto,sendyourbelievertotheblacksmith’s’causetherewassomethin’ wrongwithit。No,Iain’twise,farfromit。But,Charlie,I thinkyou’redeadrightaboutwhatyousayconcernin’Maudandher,fatherandyou。YouCAN’Ttellherwithouttellin’him。Foryour,ownsakeyoumustn’ttellhimwithouttellin’her。Andyou,shouldn’t,asastraightupanddown,honorablemankeeponworkin’ forSamwhenyouaskhim,underthesecircumstances,togiveyou,hisdaughter。Youcan’taffordtohavehersay’yes’becauseshe,pitiesyou,nortohavehimgiveintoherbecauseshebegshimto。 No,youwanttobeindependent,togotobothof’emandsay: ’Here’smystoryandhereamI。YouknownowwhatIdidandyou,know,too,whatI’vebeenandhowI’vebehavedsinceI’vebeenwith,you。’,YouwanttosaytoMaud:’Doyoucareenoughformetomarry,meinspiteofwhatI’vedoneandwhereI’vebeen?’,AndtoSam: ’Providin’yourdaughterdoescareforme,Imeantomarryhersome,dayorother。Andyoucan’tbeonhispayrollwhenyousaythat,asIseeit。” Phillipsstoppedinhisstride。 “You’veputitjustasitis,“hedeclaredemphatically。”There’s,thesituation——whatthen?,ForItellyounow,JedWinslow,Iwon’t,giveherupuntilshetellsmeto。” “Coursenot,Charlie,coursenot。Butthere’sonethingmore——or,twothings,rather。There’syoursisterandBabbie。Supposeyou,dohaulupstakesandquitworkin’forSamatthebank;canthey,getalongwithoutyoursupport?,Withoutthemoneyyouearn?” Theyoungmannoddedthoughtfully。”Yes,“hereplied,“Iseeno,reasonwhytheycan’t。TheydidbeforeIcame,youknow。Ruthhas,alittlemoneyofherown,enoughtokeepherandBarbarainthe,waytheylivehereinOrham。Shecouldn’tsupportmeasaloafer,ofcourse,andyoucanbetIshouldneverlethertry,butshe,couldgetonquitewellwithoutme……Besides,Iamnotso,surethat……” “Eh?,Whatwasyougoin’tosay,Charlie?” “Oh,nothing,nothing。Ihavehadafeeling,aslightsuspicion,recently,that——,Butnevermindthat;Ihavenorighttoevenhint,atsuchathing。Whatareyoutryingtogetat,Jed?” “Getat?” “Yes。WhydidyouaskthatquestionaboutRuthandBarbara?,You,don’tmeanthatyouseeawayoutforme,doyou?” “W-e-e-ll,I……er……Idon’tcal’lateI’dwanttogosofar,astosaythat,hardly。No-o,Idon’tknow’sit’sawayout—— quite。But,asI’vetoldyouI’vebeenthinkin’aboutyouandMaud,aprettygooddeallatelyand……er……hum……” “Forheaven’ssake,hurryup!,Don’tgotosleepnow,man,ofall,times。Tellme,whatdoyoumean?,WhatcanIdo?” Jed’sfootdroppedtothefloor。Hesaterectandregardedhis,companionintentlyoverhisspectacles。Hisfacewasverygrave。 “There’sonethingyoucando,Charlie,“hesaid。 “Whatisit?,Tellme,quick。” “Justaminute。Doin’itwon’tmeannecessarilythatyou’reoutof,yourworriesandtroubles。Itwon’tmeanthatyoumustn’tmakea,cleanbreastofeverythingtoMaudandtoSam。Thatyoumustdo,andIknow,fromwhatyou’vesaidtome,thatyoufeelyoumust。 Anditwon’tmeanthatyourdoin’thisthingwillnecessarilymake,eitherMaudorSamsayyestothequestionyouwanttoask’em。 Thatquestionthey’llanswerthemselves,ofcourse。But,asIsee,it,ifyoudothisthingyou’llbefreeandindependent,aman,doin’aman’sjobandreadytospeaktoSamHunniwelloranybody,elseLIKEaman。Andthat’ssomethin’。” “Something!,ByGeorge,it’severything!,Whatisthisman’sjob? Tellme,quick。” AndJedtoldhim。 CHAPTERXX Mr。GabeBearselostanotheropportunitythenextmorning。The,latebirdmissestheearlywormand,asGabrielwasstillslumbering,peacefullyatsixA。M。hemissedseeingRuthArmstrongandher,brotheremergefromthedooroftheWinslowhouseatthathour,andwalktothegatetogether。Charleswascarryingasmall,travelingbag。Ruth’sfacewaswhiteandhereyesweresuspiciously,damp,butshewasevidentlytryinghardtoappearcalmandcheerful。 Astheystoodtalkingbythegate,JedWinslowemergedfromthe,windmillshopand,crossingthelawn,joinedthem。 ThethreetalkedforamomentandthenCharlesheldouthishand。 “Well,solong,Jed,“hesaid。”IfallgoeswellIshallbeback,hereto-morrow。Wishmeluck。” “I’llbewishin’itforyou,Charlie,alldayandallnightwith,doubletimeafterhoursandnoallowanceformeals,“repliedJed,earnestly。”YouthinkSam’llgetyournoteallright?” “Yes,IshalltuckitunderthebankdoorasIgoby。Ifheshould,askwhatthebusinesswaswhichcalledmetoBostonsosuddenly,justdodgethequestionaswellasyoucan,won’tyou,Jed?” “Sartinsure。He’llthinkhe’sdealin’withthatcoloredmanthat,stickshisheadthroughthesheetovertotheOstablefair,theone,theboysheavebaseballsat。No,hewon’tgetanythingoutofme,Charlie。Andtheotherletter;that’llgetto——toher?” Theyoungmannoddedgravely。”Ishallmailitatthepost-office,now,“hesaid。”Don’ttalkaboutit,please。Well,Sis,good-by—— untilto-morrow。” Jedturnedhishead。WhenhelookedagainPhillipswaswalking,rapidlyawayalongthesidewalk。Ruth,leaningoverthefence,watchedhimaslongashewasinsight。AndJedwatchedher,anxiously。Whensheturnedheventuredtospeak。 “Don’tworry,“hebegged。”Don’t。He’sdoin’therightthing。I knowheis。” Shewipedhereyes。”Oh,perhapsheis,“shesaidsadly。”Ihope,heis。” “Iknowheis。IonlywishIcoulddoit,too……Iwould,“he,drawled,solemnly,“onlyfornineteenortwentyreasons,thefirst,oneof’embein’thattheywouldn’tletme。” Shemadenocommentonthisobservation。Theywalkedtogetherback,towardthehouse。 “Jed,“shesaid,afteramoment,“ithascomeatlast,hasn’tit,thedaywehaveforeseenandthatIhavedreadedso?,PoorCharlie! Thinkwhatthismeanstohim。” Jednodded。”He’sputtin’ittothetouch,towinorloseitall,“ heagreed,“sameaswasinthepoemheandItalkedaboutthat,time。Well,Ihonestlybelievehefeelsbetternowthathe’smade,uphismindtodoit,betterthanhehasformanyalongday。” “Yes,Isupposehedoes。Andheisdoing,too,whathehaswanted,todoeversincehecamehere。Hetoldmesowhenhecameinfrom,hislonginterviewwithyoulastnight。HeandItalkeduntilit,wasalmostdayandwetoldeachother——manythings。” Shepaused。Jed,lookingup,caughthereye。Tohissurpriseshe,coloredandseemedslightlyconfused。 “Hehadnotsaidanythingbefore,“shewentonratherhurriedly,“becausehethoughtIwouldfeelsoterriblytohavehimdoit。So,Ishould,andsoIdo,ofcourse——inoneway,butinanotherIam,glad。Glad,andveryproud。”